Chamatkar Marathi

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034309/1

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dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA vaijJAnika dRSTIne camatkAra

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KA dAdA bhagavAna kathita camatkAra mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa MORA PO( tA

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trimaMtra vartamAnanIdhekara'. zrIsaMmeghadarAmAM namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajhAyANaM namo loe savyasAhUrNa eso paMca namuzAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savyesi, paDhama havaha maMgalam // 1 // OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya // 2 // OM namaH zivAya // 3 // jaya saccidAnaMda

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cUka 13. pati-patnIcA divya vyavahAra 2. eDajasTa evarIvhera 14. samajapUrvaka prApta brahmacarya 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 15. mAnava dharma 4. saMgharSa TALA 16. mRtyuveLI, AdhI ANi naMtara 5. mI koNa Ahe ? 17. sevA-paropakAra 6. krodha 18. dAna ciMtA 19. trimaMtra 8. pratikramaNa 20. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 21. camatkAra 10. karmAce vijJAna 22. satya-asatyAce rahasya 11. pApa-puNya 23. vANI, vyavahArAta 12. AI-vaDIla ANi mulAMcA vyavahAra 24. paizAMcA vyavahAra hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 20. prema 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 3. karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya Atmabodha 23. dAna 5. maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara... 25. sevA-paropakAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 9. TakarAva TAlie 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 10. huA so nyAya 29. kleza rahita jIvana 11. ciMtA 30. guru-ziSya 12. krodha 31. ahiMsA 13. pratikramaNa 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 33. camatkAra 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 34. pApa-puNya 16. aMtaHkaraNa kA svarUpa 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 17. jagata kartA kauna ? 36. karma kA vijJAna 18. trimaMtra 37. AptavANI - 1 se 8 aura 13 (pUrvArdha) 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 38. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha-uttarArdha) * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana dvAre gujarAtI, hindI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI Ahe. vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU shktaa| * pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi iMgrajI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita hota Ahe.

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dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanavara aloTa gardI hotI. relvecyA pleTaphaoNrma naMbara tInacyA bAkAvara basalelyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarupAta kityeka janmAMpAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhUta Azcarya ! ekA tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! mI koNa ? bhagavaMta koNa ? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe ? karma mhaNaje kAya ? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta ? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMcI rahasye saMpUrNapaNe prakaTa jhAlI. azAprakAre nisargAne vizvAlA pradAna kele eka advitIya, saMpUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtacyA carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaoNnTraeNkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarIhI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA prAptI jhAlI tazI te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita asata, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayogAdvAre. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaTale jAte. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNe ! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa ! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ? ' hyAbaddalacI phoDa karUna detAnA mhaNAyace kI, " he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhIta. he tara e.ema. paTela Aheta. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata prakaTa jhAle te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. dAdA bhagavAna tara 'caudAloka'ce nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta Aheta ANi 'yethe' mAjhyA Ata saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mAjhyA Ata prakaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato. ' 11 vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. yA siddhAMtAne tyAMnI Apale saMpUrNa jIvana vyatIta kele. saMpUrNa jIvanAta tyAMnI kadhIhI, koNAkaDUnahI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svataH cyA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavita asata. 5

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AtmajJAna prAptIcI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnA mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNItarI havA kI nako! naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havAca nA? - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAvogAvI, dezavideza paribhramaNa karUna mumukSUnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prAptI karavita hote. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA hayAtItaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA) yAMnA AtmajJAna prApta karavUna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhI pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara nIrUmA tyAMcyApramANeca mumukSUnA satsaMga va AtmajJAnaprAptI nimitta bhAvAne karavita asata. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI yAMnA dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhI pradAna kelI hotI. pU. nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyAca AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kityeka ThikANI jAUna mumukSUnA AtmajJAnaprAptI karavUna deta hote, he kArya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilayAnaMtara AjasuddhA cAlUca Ahe. yA AtmajJAnaprAptI naMtara hajAro mumukSu yA saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALata asatAnA suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatecA anubhava gheta Aheta. pustakAta mudrita vANI mokSArthIlA mArgadarzanAsAThI atyaMta upayogI siddha hoIla, paraMtu mokSaprAptisAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe garajece Ahe. akrama mArgAne AtmajJAnaprAptIcA mArga AjasuddhA mokaLA Ahe. jasA prajvalita divAca dusar2yA divyAlA prajvalita karU zakato, tyAcapramANe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIMkaDUna AtmajJAna prApta karUnaca svataHcA AtmA jAgRta hoU zakato.

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nivedana parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyA praznottarI satsaMgAta vicAralelyA praznAMcI uttare detAnA tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna adhyAtma ANi vyavahAra jJAnAsaMbaMdhI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekaoNrDa karUna, saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna pustakAMcyA rupAta prakAzita kelI jAta Ahe. tyAca sAkSAta sarasvatIce adbhUta saMkalana hyA pustakAta jhAle Ahe, je AmhA sarvAMsAThI varadAnarupa Tharela. prastuta anuvAdAcI vAkyaracanA marAThI vyAkaraNAcyA mApadaMDAvara kadAcita kharI TharaNAra nAhI, paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA gujarAtI vANIce zabdazaH marAThI anuvAda karaNyAcA prayatna kelelA Ahe, kI jeNe karUna vAcakAMnA asA anubhava vhAvA kI dAdAjIMcIca vANI aikalI jAta Ahe. paNa tarIsuddhA dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnAce acUka Azaya, jase Ahe tase tara tumhAlA gujarAtI bhASetaca avagata hoIla. jyAMnA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajUna ghyAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI yA hetune gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI azI AmacI namra vinaMtI Ahe. anuvAdAtIla trUTIMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito. vAcakAMnA... hyA pustakAtIla mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mULata: 'camatkAra' yA gujarAtI pustakAce marAThI anuvAda Ahe. jithe jithe 'caMdubhAU' yA nAvAcA ullekha kelA Ahe, tithe vAcakAMnI svata:ce nAva samajUna vAcana karAve. pustakAtIla koNatIhI goSTa jara tumhAlA samajalI nAhI, tara pratyakSa satsaMgAta yeUna tyAce samAdhAna miLavAve azI namra vinaMtI. dAdAzrIMcyA zrImukhAtUna nighAlele kAhI gujarAtI zabda jasecyA tase 'iTAliksa' madhye Thevale Aheta, kAraNa tyA zabdAMsAThI marAThImadhye taseca koNatehI zabda upalabdha nAhIta kI jyAmuLe tyAcA artha pUrNapaNe samajatA yeIla. paNa tarIhI tyA zabdAce samAnArthI zabda () kaMsAta lihilele Aheta.

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saMpAdakIya lokAMcyA mAnyatAMcA pravAha ulaTyA dizeta oDhUna neNAre prabaLa paribaLa yA kALAta ThikaThikANI pasarataca rAhile Ahe, ANi te Ahe camatkArAviSayI ta-heta-hecyA aMdhazraddhAMnA janma deNAr2yA jAhirAtI! jyA dezAcI prajA camatkArAMnA mAnate, tyAtaca ramalelI asate ANi tyAcI pUjA karata asela, azA dezAcyA AdhyAtmAce patana kuThe jAUna thAMbela tyAcI kalpanA suddhA ApaNa karU zakata nAhI. camatkAra kazAsa mhaNAvA? buddhine samajU zakaNAra nAhI azI bAheracI kriyA hoNe mhaNaje camatkAra? paNa tyAta buddhicyA samajutIcI sApekSatA mANasA-mANasAta vegavegaLI asate. ekAcyA buddhita sAmAvalI jAta nAhI, tara dusar2yAcyA buddhita sAmAvalI jAte. buddhicI sImA suddhA pratyekAcI vegaLI-vegaLIca Ahe nA! yA kALAta camatkArAcyA bhrAMta mAnyatAMnA mULAsakaTa upaTUna TAkaNAre parama kRpALu 'dAdAzrI' nehamI sAMgata asata kI, camatkArAcI yathArtha Dephinezana (vyAkhyA) tara samajalI pAhije nA? paNa camatkAra kazAsa mhaNatA yeIla hI 'Dephinezana' yA jagAta tayAra jhAlelI nAhI. mhaNUna yAcI Dephinezana nAhI ase nAhI. yAcI Dephinezana deNyAsAThI mI tayAra Ahe. camatkAra tyAsa mhaNatAta kI jyAsa dusarA koNI karUca zakata nAhI. ANi siddhI tyAsa mhaNatAta kI, tyAMcyA mAgUna yeNArA dusarA koNI karU zakato. atyAdhunika kALAta jithe buddhI vaijJAnika kSetrAta nava-navIna AzcaryAMcI paraMparA sarjana karaNyAta vikasita jhAlelI Ahe, azA veLI bhAratAtIla lokaM buddhice daravAje baMda karUna bhrAMta zraddhetaca buDUna rAhatIla, te paravaDaNAra nAhI. kityeka vijJAnAcyA siddhI asatAta, tyA joparyaMta jAhIra jhAlelyA nAhIta toparyaMta camatkArAta mAnalyA jAtAta. paNa pablikamadhye prakaTa jhAlyAnaMtara tyAsa camatkAra mhaTale jAta nAhI. AjapAsUna zaMbhara varSAMpUrvI caMdrAvara camatkArAcA dAvA karUna padArpaNa karaNAr2yAlA camatkArika puruSa kiMvA sAkSAt paramAtmA mhaNUna loka tyAMce kautuka karIta! ANi Aja?!

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AjakAla dharmAta khUpa camatkAra pAhAyalA miLatAta, jyA pramANe devIcA vArA yeto, kuMkU paDate, havetUna aMgArA yeto, vastU yetAta, vagaire vagaire. Apale loka yApAsUna khUpa prabhAvita suddhA hotAta. thoDyA veLesAThI aMtaHkaraNa tithe staMbhita hoUna jAte ANi sAre duHkha vismRta hoUna AzecA eka navIna kiraNa prakaTato kI, 'ho... AtA mAjhI sagaLI duHkhaM miTatIla. devI-devatAMcI kRpA jhAlI !' paNa thoDyA veLAnaMtara pAhile tara sarvakAhI pUrvavata, jasecyA tase! ekahI ciMtA kamI jhAlelI nasate, thoDI suddhA AMtarika zAMtI lAbhalelI nasate ! phakta ravaMtha karaNyA itakIca tI goSTa! ho, lokAMnA tevaDhyA veLesAThI dharmAta pakaDUna Thevate, itakAca phAyadA svIkArya Ahe. niranirALyA prakAracyA kauTuMbika, sAmAjika kiMvA vyaktigata upAdhimadhye cArahI bAjUMnI gherale gelele, tarI suddhA zAMtIne jagaNyAsAThI dhaDapaDaNAr2yA lokAMsAThI garaja Ahe, tyAMnA dAhakatepAsUna gAravyAkaDe gheUna jANyAcI, aMdhakArAtUna prakAzAkaDe gheUna jANyAcI, nAhI kI thoDyAphAra ujeDAcAhI ghora aMdhakAra karaNyAcI ! AdhyAtmAcyA khar2yA mArgAvara jANAre, narAce nArAyaNa pada prApta karaNAr2yA vargAtIla mULa puruSAMnI kadhIhI koNatAhI camatkAra kelA nAhI, ANi kadhIhI camatkArAlA mahattva dile nAhI. tyAnaMtarace saMta, bhakta sAmAnya ritIne samajU zakU azA goSTIMnA suddhA aikjhAgareTa karUna (Ahe tyApekSAjAsta karUna) camatkArAta khapavatAta. bhaktiveDe bhakta bhagavaMtAMlA kAhIhI mhaNatAta. tyAMcyA bAbatIta tehI svIkArya Ahe. paNa Aja ApaNa suzikSita samajadAra lokAMnI itakA vicAra tara kelAca pAhije kI, yA camatkArAcA Azraya gheUna zevaTI ApaNa kAya miLavile? kRSNa, rAma kiMvA mahAvIrAMnI koNatehI camatkAra kele navhate ANi tyA bAjUsa lokAMnA bhramita paNa kele navhate. svataHce jIvana te AdarzapaNe jagUna gele. je Aja lokAMnA kathAnuyogAcyA rupAta upayogI hota Ahe ANi dusarIkaDe tyAMnI AdhyAtmAcI acIvamenTa ( prAptI) kelI kI jI lokAMnA jJAna prAptIcA mArga dAkhavite. thoDakyAta, AtmyAlA jANUna mokSAtaca jANyAcI jJAnavANI pratibodha karate.

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camatkAra koNa zodhato? zodhaNyAcI garaja koNAlA? jyAlA yA saMsArAtIla bhautika sukhAMcI kAmanA Ahe, maga tI sthUla svarupAcI kiMvA sUkSma svarupAcI asU zakate. ANi jyAlA bhautika sukhApalIkaDIla ase Atmasukha prApta karaNyAcIca ekameva kAmanA Ahe, tyAlA AtmasukhApalIkaDIla camatkArAcI kAya garaja? adhyAtma jagAta suddhA jithe aMtima lakSAparyaMta pohocAyace Ahe ANi te mhaNaje 'mI koNa Ahe' yAcI oLakha karUna gheNyAcI, Atma tattvAcI oLakha karUna niraMtara AtmasukhAta magna rahAyace Ahe, tithe yA anAtma vibhAgAcyA lubhAvaNAr2yA camatkArAMta aDakUna rAhaNyAsa kuThe sthAna Ahe? mULa puruSAMcI mULa goSTa tara bAjUlAca rAhilI paNa tyAMcyA kathA aikata rAhile, gAta rAhile ANi tyAtUna jIvanAta kAhI aMgikArale nAhI ANi jJAnAcyA bhAgAlA tara jaminItaca dAbUna TAkale! yA mULa puruSAMcyA mULa goSTIlA prakAzAta ANUna camatkAra saMbaMdhIcyA ajJAna mAnyatAMnA 'dAdAzrIMnI' jhaTakUna TAkalyA Aheta. camatkArAsaMbaMdhI kharI samaja dAdAzrIMnI khUpa kaDaka vANIta prastuta kelI Ahe. vAcaka vargAne tyA mAgIla Azaya samajUna ghyAvA azI vinaMtI. - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna 10

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camatkAra camatkAra kazAsa mhaNAve? praznakartA : AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karata asatAnA camatkArAsArakhI zakti yete, hI goSTa kharI Ahe kI khoTI? dAdAzrI : nAhI. ase Ahe, AdhI yA camatkArAcI Dephinezana (vyAkhyA) samajUna ghyA. he je nANe Ahe, te 'sonyAce nANe' Ahe, tara tyAcI Dephinezana pAhije kI nAhI? kI Dephinezana nasela tara cAlela? aseca ekhAde tAMbyAce nANe asela ANi tyAvara sonyAce 'gIleTa' karUna ANale tara tehI Dephinezana nAhI kA mAgaNAra? nANe tevaDheca Ahe, sonyA sArakheca disate, mhaNUna kAya sonaMca Ahe ase sAMgitale tara cAlela kA? AtA he je DephinezanavAle sonyAce nANe Ahe, tyAsamora jara gIleTavAle nANe vajanAta Thevale tara te vajanAta kamI bharate. kazAmuLe kamI bharate? kAraNa sone vajanAta jAsta asate. mhaNUna ApaNa sAMgato kI he dusare nANe DephinezanapUrvakace nAhI. azAca prakAre camatkAra suddhA DephinezanapUrvaka asale pAhije. paNa camatkAra kazAsa mhaNAve, hI Dephinezana yA jagAta tayAra jhAlI nAhI. mhaNUna yAcI Dephinezana nAhI ase tara mhaNU zakata nAhI nA. pratyeka vastucI Dephinezana asate kI nAhI? tumhAlA kAya vATate? praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : tara camatkArAcI Dephinezana tumhI sAMgA. tumhAlA Dephinezana kAya vATate? kAya Dephinezana asAyalA havI? praznakartA : kAhIhI navIna jhAle ANi tI buddhicyA bAheracI goSTa asela, toca camatkAra.

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camatkAra dAdAzrI : to camatkAra nAhI. kAraNa tumacI buddhI maryAdita asela tethe loka kAya karatIla? loka kase 'eksepTa' (svIkAra) karatIla? tumhI tyAsa camatkAra mhaNAla, paNa jAsta buddhivaMta asela, to kasA svIkAra karela? mhaNaje camatkArAcI vyAkhyA jara tumhI samajAla, tara camatkArAcI vyAkhyA jagAta koNIhI dilelI nAhI. paNa mI deNyAsa tayAra Ahe. camatkAra tyAsa mhaNatAta kI dusarA koNI te karUca zakata nAhI, to Ahe camatkAra! hota nAhI nakkala camatkArAcI praznakartA : ho. paNa tyAlAca vegavegaLe nAva dile, kI yAsa siddhI mhaNatAta, he amake mhaNatAta, tyAlAca mANasaM camatkAra mhaNatAta nA? dAdAzrI : siddhI tyAsa mhaNatAta kI jo dusarA, mhaNaje tyAcyA mAgacA karU zakela. paNa camatkAra tara tyAsa mhaNatAta kI je dusarA koNIhI karU zakata nAhI. praznakartA : ApaNa camatkArAcI jI Dephinezana dilI, azI Dephinezana tara jagAta kuTheca miLaNAra nAhI! dAdAzrI : azI asaNAraca nAhI nA! azI Dephinezana nasalyAmuLe tara loka camatkArAce gulAma jhAleta! camatkArAce zeTha banAyace tethe camatkArAce gulAma jhAleta! mhaNaje dusarA koNI karU zakataca nAhI, tyAsa camatkAra mhaTale jAte. kAraNa siddhI nehamI utpanna hotaca rAhate maga to jevhA siddhIcA vApara karato tevhA kamI siddhI asalelA tyAsa camatkAra mhaNato. ANi jAsta siddhI asaNAr2yAMnA tyAcI dayA yeta asate kI hA tara siddhIcA durupayoga karIta Ahe! tumhAlA samajate kA mAjhe mhaNaje? praznakartA : ho, ho. dAdAzrI : siddhI vAparalI mhaNaje kAya, tara tumhI sAdhanA karatakarata jI kAhI zakti prApta karatA, tI zakti tumhI dusar2yAMsAThI vAparatA,

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camatkAra tevhA dusar2yAMnA tyAce khUpa Azcarya vATate, tyAsa siddhI vAparalI mhaNatAta. paNa AtA yAsa camatkAra mhaNU zakato kA? nAhI, kAraNa jara koNI dusar2yAnehI svata:cI siddhI vAparalI tarI asAca camatkAra hoU zakato, tAtparya dusarA koNI karU zakato tyAsa camatkAra mhaTale jAta nAhI! zuddhI tithe siddhI AtA siddhI mhaNaje, ase Ahe nA, kI 'jJAna' nasale tarIhI anaMta, apAra zakti Ahe. ajJAnadazeta suddhA ahaMkAra tara Aheca nA! paNa to ahaMkAra zuddha karato, svataH svataHsAThI kAhIca vAparata nAhI, svata:cyA vATyAsa je Ale asela te suddhA dusar2yAlA deto ANi svataH kATakasarIne rAhato, tyAmuLe tyAlA khUpa siddhI utpanna hotAta. mhaNaje saMyamAcyA pramANAta siddhI utpanna hota asatAta. paNa tarI AtmajJAnAzivAya kharI siddhI tara nasateca. hyA lokAMnA tara hRdayazuddhIcIca siddhI asate. AtA 'jJAna' nasela paNa phakta hRdayazuddhIca asela, hiMdustAnAcyA lokAMnA 'jJAna' (AtmajJAna) tara nAhIca. paNa hRdayazuddhI asate nA, tyAmuLe to cokha (nirmaLa manAcA) asato, eka paisA paNa cukIcyA mArgAne gheta nAhI, paise vAyA ghAlavata nAhI, jithe paizAMcA ajibAta durupayoga hota nAhI, lokAMce paise lubAData nAhI, svataHcyA ahaMkArAcA rubAba dAkhavata nAhI, taseca mI tyAlA ase karUna dile va tyAce tase karUna dile azI baDhAI mArata nAhI, tara azA lokAMnA hRdayazuddhicI siddhI asate, tI khUpa cAMgalI mhaTalI jAte, paNa tithe 'jJAna' nasate. siddhIcI 'similI' siddhIcA artha tumhAlA samajAvato, te tumhI tumacyA bhASeta samajU zakAla mhaNUna. tumhI koNatyA bAjArAta vyApAra karatA? praznakartA : lokhaMDa bAjArAta. dAdAzrI : AtA tyA lokhaMDa bAjArAta to manuSya itakA AbarudAra mAnalA jAto kI, 'bhAU, nUra mahaMmada zeThacI tara goSTaca nirALI, mAnAve lAgela tyA zeThalA!' pratyeka vyApArI aseca sAMgela ANi pAca lAkha rupaye

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camatkAra tumhI tithe Thevale asatIla nA, maga tumhI mhaTale kI sAheba mahinyAcyA mudatIne mI Thevale Aheta, tara malA parata miLatIla kA? tevhA to mhaNela, 'mahinA pUrNa jhAlyAvara gheUna jA.' mhaNaje mahinA pUrNa hotAca sagaLe paise parata karato. paNa maga dusare lokahI paise ThevatAta kA tyAcyAkaDe ? kA? lokAMnA he mAhita Ahe kI sadhyA loka paise dAbUna ThevatAta paNa tarI yA zeThakaDe paise ThevatAta, tyAce kAya kAraNa? tara tyAne siddhI prApta kelelI Ahe. AtA svataHjavaLa siddhI asatAnA suddhA paise dAbUna Thevata nAhI, siddhI vAparata nAhI, yA siddhIcA durupayoga karata nAhI ANi ekadAhI jarI durupayoga kelA tara? tara tI siddhI vAparalI gelI. maga tyAlA koNI paise udhAra deta nAhI, bApa suddhA deta nAhI. mhaNaje hyA dusar2yA sarva siddhI suddhA yAca prakAracyA Aheta. yA udAharaNAvaruna mI tumhAlA 'similI' (upamA) dilI. AtA to zeTha bAjArAtUna dahA lAkha rupaye goLA karato ANi gheUna yeto. maga jevhA mudata saMpate tevhA sarvAMnA paise parata karato, ANi veLevara deto mhaNUna kadhI paMcavIsa lAkha rupaye pAhije asatIla tara tyAcyAkaDe siddhI asela kI nAhI? praznakartA : paNa yAsa siddhI mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI. hI tara naoNrmala paoNvaracI goSTa jhAlI, vyavahArAcI goSTa jhAlI ANi siddhI tara ebnaoNrmala paoNvaracI goSTa Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa tI siddhI suddhA yAsArakhIca Ahe. mANasAne kAhI paoNvara vAparalI nasela nA, tara he upayogAta yete. paNa jara paoNvara vAparalI tara siddhI naSTa hoUna jAte! mhaNaje to manuSya sahajapaNe hiMDatAphiratA paMcavIsa lAkha rupaye jamA karU zakato, tevhA ApalyAlA he nAhI kA samajaNAra kI ohoho, kitI siddhI Ahe tyAcyAjavaLa ! kitI siddhI prApta kelI Ahe! prApta hotAta azA prakAre siddhI ANi eka mANUsa svata:cI kAhI Theva(paise) dusar2yAMkaDe ThevaNyAsAThI phirata asela tarIhI loka mhaNatIla, 'nAhI, bhAU, sadhyA AmhI kuNAce

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camatkAra kAhI ghetaca nAhI. tevhA hA kitI bhAMDakhora asela kI koNI tyAcI Theva ThevaNyAsAThI tayAra nAhI?! tyAce kAraNa kAya Ahe, te mI tumhAlA samajAvato. tumhI ase mhaNAla kI mI kadhI kuNAce paise daDapUna Thevale nAhI, tarI suddhA loka mAjhyAkaDe paise kA Thevata nAhIta? ANi kityeka lokAMkaDe tara lAkho rupaye jamA ThevUna jAtAta! he mI tumhAlA udAharaNa deta Ahe. tumacyA AtIla je bhAva, tumacI zraddhA, tumace vartana azA prakArace Ahe kI, tumacyAkaDe koNI kAhI Theva vagaire ThevaNAra nAhI. ANi jyAcyA manAta niraMtara azI parata deUna TAkaNyAcI icchA asate, koNAce gheNyA agodaraca parata karaNyAcI icchA asate, nizcitaca asate, ANi vartanAta suddhA aseca asate ANi zraddheta dekhIla aseca asate, nizcayAtahI aseca asate, azA vyaktikaDe loka ApalI Theva Thevata asatAta! kAraNa tyAne siddhI prApta kelI Ahe. koNatI siddhI prApta kelI Ahe ? tara sagaLyAMce paise TharavalyApramANe parata karUna deto. mAgitale kI lageca parata karato. ANi jo mAgitalyAvara suddhA parata karata nAhI, tara tyAcI siddhI naSTa hote. jazI hI paizAMsAThIcI siddhI Ahe, tyApramANe hyA dusar2yA sarva niranirALyA prakAracyA siddhI utpanna hotAta. siddhI mhaNaje svataHce vyavahAra agadI 'regyulara' ThevaNe ANi adhika siddhI koNatI? tara lokAMnI tyAlA je kAhI jevAyalA dile asela tyAtUnahI svataH kamI khAUna dusar2yAsa khAU ghAlata asela, tyAlA adhika siddhI utpanna hotAta. ApalyA ithe ase saMta hoUna gele. AtA ekhAdA mANUsa koNAlAhI zivyA ghAlata nasela, koNAlA daTAvata nasela, koNAlA du:kha deta nasela, tyAce zIla itake sAre asate kI tyAlA pAhatAkSaNIca sarva AnaMdAne nAcU lAgatAta. tyAsahI siddhI utpanna jhAlI ase mhaNatAta. naMtara ekhAdyA mANasAne ase Tharavale asela kI malA amuka prakArace bhojana khAyace nAhI. te khANyAce baMda kele asela, tyAveLI tyAlA siddhI utpanna hote. taseca ekhAdA mANUsa kAMdA khAta nasela tara tyAlA dUra rastyAvara jarI kAMdA paDalelA asela tarI tyAcA vAsa yeto ANi tumhAlA tara kAMdA javaLaca paDalelA asela tarIhI vAsa yeNAra nAhI. tumhI svataH kAMdA khAllA asela tarIhI vAsa yeta nAhI. aseca siddhIsAThIhI asate!

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6 camatkAra hI siddhI navhe praznakartA : paNa puSkaLazA yogIMnA camatkAra yeta asatAta, sAdhAraNapaNe loka pAhU zakata nAhIta, samajU zakata nAhIta, azA goSTI te loka karU zakatAta. tyAMcyAkaDe siddhI asate, kAhI vizeSa zakti asate, te kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : kuThalyA lokAMmadhye tumhI vizeSa zakti pAhilI ? AtA tara camatkArAsAThI koNItarI bakSisa Thevale Ahe nA, tithe tara ekahI manuSya jAta nAhI. mhaNaje vizeSa zakti ekAlAhI nasate. kuThUna ANatIla ? ase camatkAra hotAta kA ? he tara phakta yazanAma karma asate kI bhAU, yAMcyA nAvAne bolale, mhaNaje tase ghaDate. kiMvA maga koNI hRdayAne nirmaLa asela, tara tyAMcyA bolaNyApramANe sarva ghaDate. azA hRdayazuddhIcyA siddhI asatAta. praznakartA : paNa yogavidyene azA kAhI zakti prApta hota asatAta nA? kAhI camatkAra hoU zakatIla azA siddhI prApta karatAta nA ? dAdAzrI : siddhI vagaire kAhI prApta hota nAhI. camatkAra hoU zakatIla azA siddhI nasatAtaca. praznakartA : he yogI loka ekhAdyAcyA DokyAvara hAta ThevUna zaktipAta karatAta ANi tyAmuLe tyA vyaktilA zAMtI miLate, yAsa suddhA siddhI mhaNatAta nA ? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, AtA basale jAta nasela, bolale jAta nasela, paNa jara tI auSadhIvanaspati ugALUna pAjalI tara kAya hoIla ? cAlatA-bolatA hoIla, taseca hyA mAnasika paramANuMce asate. paNa tyAta kAya phAyadA ? asA koNI manuSya janmAlA AlA kI jyAne ekhAdyA mANasAlA marUca dile nAhI ?! tevhA ApaNa ase samajU kI calA ApalyAlA tithe jAveca lAgela. svataH cyA AI - bApAlA marU dile nasela, tyAcyA bhAvAlA marU dile nasela, asA koNI janmAlA AlA kA ? tara maga yAta kasalyA siddhI

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camatkAra yA corAMnA tara azA-azA siddhI asatAta kI tyAMnI jara Tharavale kI Aja malA amakyA ThikANI, amakyA veLI corI karAyacI Ahe, tara tyA TAImAlA 'ekjhekTa' tase hota asate, tara hI kAya kamI siddhI mhaTalI jAIla? tyAta te sarva niyama pALatAta. ANi niyama pALalyAne siddhI utpanna hote. Apale loka siddhI kazAsa mhaNatAta, te mI tumhAlA sAMgato. koNI zIlavAna puruSa asela to aMdhArAta yA boLAta zirata asela, saMpUrNa boLa sApAneca bharalelA asela, sApa tithe phirataca asatIla ANi to zIlavAna anavANI pAyAMnI boLAta ziralA. aMdhAra asalyAmuLe tyAlA he kaLata nAhI kI tithe sApa hote kI nAhI. tyAce kAya kAraNa asela te sAMgA? tyAcI siddhI asela? AkhyA boLAta ekA boTA aivaDhI jAgA suddhA sApAzivAyacI navhatI. jyAveLI to boLAta gelA tevhA tithe sApa hote, paNa te tyAcyA vATeta yeta nAhIta. kAraNa cukUna jarI sApa tyAlA zivalA tara sApa bhAjela. mhaNUna sApa ekamekAMvara caDhUna jAtAta. aMdhArAta suddhA puDhacyA puDheca ekamekAMvara caDhatAta. asA tara tyAcA pratApa asato! AtA ase jara kadhI lokAMnI pAhile nA, tara te kAya mhaNatIla? kI ohoho! kazI siddhI Ahe! paNa he tara tyAce zIla Ahe. ajJAnI asela tarIhI zIla utpanna hote, paraMtu ajJAnIlA saMpUrNa zIla utpanna hota nAhI, kAraNa ahaMkAra Ahe nA? saMtAMcI siddhI, saMsArArtha praznakartA : kAhI saMta tara pAUsa pAData hote. tara tI siddhI Ahe kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : hA pAUsa paDaNyAsAThI Apale sarakAra kAhItarI 'kemikala' phavAratAta nA, tyAmuLe suddhA pAUsa paDato kI nAhI? paDato! ANi khare siddhIvAle tara ase pAUsa vagaire pAData nAhIta. azI siddhI ajJAnIlA utpanna hote, paNa lAlacIpaNAmuLe to vAparuna TAkato. hyA ithe, baDodyAta pAUsa paData navhatA. yethe eka mahArAja Ale hote. te mhaNata hote 'mI pAUsa pADena.' mhaNaje hI tara eka ghaDalelI ghaTanA sAMgata Ahe.

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camatkAra ghaDalelI mhaNaje mI svata: baghitalelI nAhI paNa mI jyAcyAkaDUna aikalI, tyAne suddhA dusar2yAMkaDUna aikalelI hotI, mhaNaje tI pratyakSa dona-tIna piDhyAMpAsUna pAhata AlelI goSTa Ahe. eke varSI baDodyAta duSkALa paDalA hotA. tara tethIla rAjAlA ekA vyaktine jAUna sAMgitale kI, 'eka mahArAja Ale Aheta ANi te pAUsa pADU zakatIla ase Aheta.' tevhA rAjA mhaNAle, 'ase hoUca zakata nAhI, manuSya kasA pAUsa pADU zakela?' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'nAhI, te mahArAja ase Aheta kI te pAUsa pADU zakatAta!' mhaNUna maga rAjyAtIla moTha-moThe zeTha hote te ekatra jamale, gAvAtIla sagaLe pATIlahI ekatra jamale ANi sarvAMnI nagarazeThAMjavaLa hI hakIkata sAMgitalI. tevhA te sarva nagarazeTha rAjAlA mhaNAle kI, 'ho, sAheba, tyA mahArAjAMnA bolavA. nAhItara duSkALAne hI pablika maruna jAIla.' tevhA rAjA mhaNAlA, 'ho, tara yeU dyA, tyA mahArAjAMnA!' mhaNUna te sarva mahArAjAMkaDe pohacale. tevhA maga te mahArAja kAya mhaNAle ? 'aise bArIza nahI ho jAegI. hame gaddIpara biThAo.' tara to rAjA uThUna dusar2yA ThikANI basalA ANi tyA mahArAjAMnA gAdIvara basavale. lAlUca Ahe nA! rAjAlAhI lAlUca utpanna hote tevhA kAya? sarvakAhI sopavato! AtA he mahArAja ekA bAjUne gAdIvara laghavI karatAta ANi dusar2yA bAjUlA bAhera joradAra pAUsa paDato. tAtparya, utpanna jhAlelyA siddhI he loka azA prakAre vAparuna TAkatAta! mhaNaje hyA sarva ajJAnI lokAMcI siddhI azA prakAre vAparalI jANAra. te bicAre siddhI kamavatAta suddhA ANi tyAMcyAkaDUna tI vAparalI paNa jAte. 'jJAnI' siddhIMnA vAparata nAhIta. bhagavaMta suddhA kadhI siddhI vAparata nAhIta. nAhItara mahAvIra bhagavAnAMnI phakta ekaca siddhI vAparalI asatI nA, tarI jagAta ulathApAlatha jhAlI asatI. tIrthaMkarAMcyA siddhI, mokSArtha bhagavAna mahAvIrAMcyA dona ziSyAMnA gozAlAne tejolezyA soDUna bhasmIbhUta karUna TAkale hote. tevhA dusar2yA ziSyAMnI bhagavaMtAMnA sAMgitale, vinaMtI kelI kI, 'bhagavaMta ApaNa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta asUna, jara Amace rakSaNa

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camatkAra karU zakata nAhI maga jagAta rakSaNa koNa karaNAra?' tevhA kAya bhagavAna mahAvIra rakSaNa karU zakatIla ase navhate? yA sarva siddhIvAlyAMpekSA te kAya kamI hote? kase bhagavaMta, tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta! tyAMnI kAya uttara dile mAhita Ahe kA tumhAlA? bhagavaMta mhaNAle, 'mI jIvanadAtA nAhI, mI tara mokSadAtA Ahe !' 'koNI marela, tyAsa jIvanadAna deNArA nAhI, mI tara mokSAce dAna deNyAsa Alo Ahe!' AtA tyA lokAMnA tara aseca vATela nA kI, yA guruMpekSA tara koNI dusare guru kele asate tara cAMgale jhAle asate. paNa mAjhyA sArakhyAlA tara kitI AnaMda hoNAra! dhanyabhAgya guru he! mhaNAve lAgela! yAMcAca ziSya hoNyAcI garaja Ahe. tara yAMcAca mI ziSya jhAlo hoto. tyAca mahAvIrAMcA ziSya jhAlo hoto. kase bhagavAna mahAvIra! gozAlAne tyAMcI phasavaNUka kelI, khUpa lokAMnI phasavale, trAsa dilA paNa bhagavaMtAMcI sthiratA DhaLalI nAhI, te kadhI vicalIta jhAle nAhIta. tyAMnI kadhI siddhI vAparalI nAhI! naMtara gozAlAne bhagavaMtAMvara kAya kele hote he mAhita Ahe kA tumhAlA? tejolezyA soDalI hotI. tyA dona ziSyAMvara suddhA tyAne tejolezyAca soDalI hotI, te doghe khalAsa jhAle, taseca bhagavaMta suddhA khalAsa jhAle asate. paNa bhagavaMta tara carama zarIrI asalyAmuLe tyAMcyAvara kuThalyAhI prakAracA ghAta hoU zakata nAhI. carama zarIra tara kApalyAnehI kApale jAta nAhI, mhaNaje pudgala suddhA ase suMdara! paNa maga sahA mahinyAMparyaMta saMDAsAtUna khUpa rakta gele. tarI suddhA tyA puruSAne (bhagavaMtAne) thoDI suddhA siddhI vAparalI nAhI! siddhI vAparata nAhIta, te jJAnI ANi jJAnIpuruSa suddhA siddhI vAparata nAhIta. AmacyA hAtAne sahaja jarI sparza jhAlA tarI samoracyAce kalyANa hoUna jAte. bAkI, 'jJAnIpuruSa' tyAMcyA gharIhI siddhI vAparata nAhIta ANi bAherahI vAparata nAhIta, svata:cyA zarIrAsAThI suddhA vAparata nAhIta! kazAsAThI DaoNkTarakaDe jAtAta? he DaoNkTara tara vicAratAta kI, 'tumhA jJAnIpuruSAMnA kazAsAThI yAve lAgate?' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'mI pezanTa Ahe, mhaNUna yAve lAgate.' mhaNaje dehAsAThI suddhA koNatyAhI siddhIcA upayoga karAyacA nAhI.

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camatkAra ajJAnI tara jithe-tithe siddhI vAparuna TAkato. tyAcyAjavaLa jevaDhI siddhI jamA jhAlI asela, tara lokAMnI tyAlA bApajI-bApajI mhaTale kI tithe vAparalI jAte. jevhA jJAnIMjavaLa tara tyAMcI jevaDhI siddhI jamA jhAlelI asela, tyApaikI eka ANA suddhA siddhI kharca hota nAhI. 'jJAnIpuruSa' tara adbhUta mhaTale jAtAta. jaga tara ajUna tyAMnA samajU zakaleca nAhI. tyAMcyA siddhI tara, phakta hAta lAvalA ANi kAma hoUna jAte. yA ithe mANasAMmadhye je sarva parivartana jhAle Ahe nA, tase parivartana koNAkaDUnahI ekA mANasAta dekhIla jhAlele nAhI. he tara tumhI pAhileta nA? kAya parivartana jhAle Ahe te? bAkI, ase tara kadhI ghaDaleca nAhI, prakRtI kadhI badalataca nAhI mANasAcI! paNa tase suddhA jhAle Ahe ApalyA ithe! AtA he tara moTha-moThe camatkAra mhaTale jAtIla, AzcaryakAraka camatkAra mhaTale jAtAta. evaDhyA vayAta he bhAU sAMgatAta kI, 'mAjhe ghara tara svargAsArakhe jhAle Ahe, svargAta suddhA ase nasela!' praznakartA : tIca zakti Ahe nA! dAdAzrI : 'jJAnIpuruSAMmadhye' tara gajabacI zakti asate, phakta ase hAta lAvale kI kAma hoUna jAte! paNa AmhI siddhI vAparata nAhI. AmhAlA tara kadhIhI siddhIcA upayoga karAyacA nasato. hI tara sahajapaNe utpanna jhAlelI asate, AmhI vAparalI tara siddhI saMpUna jAIla! hyA dusar2yA lokAMcI tara siddhI kharca hoUna jAte, kamavalelI asate tI kharca hote. tumacI tara kharca hota nAhI nA? praznakartA : nAhI, kharca karaNAra nAhI. paNa azI siddhI utpanna hoIla tara cAMgale. dAdAzrI : are, sahaja jara caDhavale nA tumhAlA, tara lageca siddhI vAparuna TAkAla tumhI! ANi AmhAlA caDhavA baghU, AmhI ekahI siddhI vAparaNAra nAhI! jyAMcyA javaLa evaDhyA sAr2yA siddhI asatAnA suddhA, tyAMnI ekaca phukara mAralI asatI tara saMpUrNa jaga ulathe-pAlathe jhAle asate, evaDhI

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camatkAra zakti asaNAre mahAvIra, tara ase mahAvIra bhagavaMta kAya mhaNAle? 'mI jIvanadAtA nAhI, mI mokSadAtA Ahe !' AtA tithe jara mahAvIrAMnI hI siddhI vAparalI asatI, tara tyAMce tIrthaMkarapada gele asate! hyA ziSyAMcyA sAMgitalyAne jara bhagavaMta caDhale asate tara tIrthaMkarapada nighUna gele asate. paNa bhagavaMta caDhale nAhIta. kadAcita mAjhyAsArakhA caDhalA asatA! khare tara mI suddhA caDhIna asA nAhI. mI caDhUnaca tara mAra khAllA Ahe, tyAmuLeca AtA sAvadha jhAlo Ahe. mhaNaje ekadA jara mAra lAgalA asela tara punhA mAra lAgU deIla kA? mhaNaje bhagavaMta camatkAra karIta nAhIta ANi siddhI dekhIla vAparata nAhIta. siddhI vAparalyAsa, kiMmata kavaDIcI siddhI mhaNaje kAya he samajale kA tumhAlA? AtA malA karoDa, dona karoDa rupaye jamA karAyace asatIla tara jamA hoU zakatIla? mI bolalyAbarobaraca jamA hotIla. loka tara saMpUrNa saMpattI deNyAsa tayAra Aheta, tyAce kAya kAraNa? siddhI Ahe mAjhyAkaDe. tyAcA jara mI upayoga kelA tara maga mAjhyAkaDe kAya urela? kitItarI prayoga kelyAnaMtara hI siddhI prApta hote ANi malA paizAMcI garaja nAhI. paNa mAjhyA jyA dusar2yA siddhI Aheta, AMtarika siddhI Aheta, tyA tara jabaradasta siddhI Aheta. paNa bhagavAna mahAvIrAMnI siddhI vAparalyA nAhIta, bhagavAna kamI paDale nAhIta. tara mI suddhA tyAMcAca ziSya Ahe, khUpa pakkA ziSya Ahe. mI gozAlA sArakhA nAhI. khUpa pakkA ziSya, asalI ziSya! evaDhA pakkA kI, saMpUrNa jaga jarI mAjhe virodhI jhAle tarIhI mI ghAbaraNAra nAhI evaDhA pakkA Ahe. maga yAhUna jAsta ANakhI kAya purAvA pAhije? siddhIcA durupayoga karata nAhI mhaNUnaca nA? ANi jara siddhIcA durupayoga kelA tara? lagecaca cAra ANyAce hotIla 'dAdA'! maga loka mhaNatIla, 'jAU dyAnA, dAdAMnI tara AtalyA Ata gheNe suru kele Ahe !' paNa mI gaeNranTI sahita sAMgato kI sIkresI sArakhI (gopanIya) vastuca nAhI. covIsahI tAsa, vATela tevhA tulA pAhAyace asela tevhA tU ye, sIkresIca nAhI ithe! ANi jithe sIkresI

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12 camatkAra nasate, tithe kAhIca nasate ANi jithe 'kAhI asate' tithe sIkreTa asate. tyAMcyA kholIta TharAvika veLeparyaMta jAU deta nAhIta. jevhA ithe tara vATela tevhA 'eTa enI TAima' yeU zakatA, rAtrI bArA vAjatA, eka vAjatA ! kAhI sIkresIca nAhI, maga kAya ? sIkresI nAhI tyAcapramANe kAhI Diprezana suddhA pAhAyalA miLaNAra nAhI. kuThalyAhI veLI, eTa enI TAima, kuThalyAhI kSaNI dAdAjI Diprezanamadhye asUca zakata nAhIta. elivezanamadhye tara rAhataca nAhI paNa Diprezana suddhA nasate ! te paramAnaMdAtaca asatAta ! mhaNaje malA yA siddhI vAparAyacyA asatIla tara veLa lAgela kA ? kA veLa lAgela ! je mAgela te miLela, paNa mI bhikArI nAhI. kAraNa 'jJAnIpuruSa' koNAsa mhaNatAta ? ! striyAMcI bhIka nAhI, lakSmIcI bhIka nAhI, sonyAcI bhIka nAhI, mAnAcI bhIka nAhI, kIrtIcI bhIka nAhI, koNatyAhI prakAracI bhIka nasate tevhA he pada prApta hote ! yete saMkaTa dharmAvara, tevhA... zevaTI, 'jJAnIpuruSa' tara dehadhArI paramAtmAca mhaTale jAtAta. mhaNaje tyAMcI goSTa tara vegaLIca Ahe nA ? ! te have tevaDhe karU zakatIla, paNa te tase karata nAhI nA, azI jokhima aMgikAraNAraca nAhI nA! ho, jara dharmAvara daDapaNa yeta asela, dharmAvara saMkaTa yeta asela, dharma aDacaNIta yeta asela tevhA karatAta, anyathA karIta nAhIta. praznakartA : mhaNaje laukika dharmAvara kAhI saMkaTa yete tevhA 'jJAnIpuruSa' siddhI vAparatAta ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, laukika dharmAvara nAhI, phakta dharma, mhaNaje jI alaukika vastU Ahe nA, tithe saMkaTa Ale asela tevhA siddhI vAparatAta. bAkI, he laukika dharma tara lokAMce mAnalele dharma Aheta. tyAcA kAhI ThikANAca kuThe Ahe? Apale mahAtmA saMkaTAta asatAta, tevhA tara vAparAvIca lAgate nA! paNa tehI AmhI siddhI vAparata nAhI, phakta oLakha asalyAmuLe (devI-devatAMnA) kaLavato. vinAkAraNa siddhI kharca kelI jAU zakataca nAhI nA !

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camatkAra praznakartA : siddhI utpanna hote ANi tI vAparAyacI nAhI, tara maga tyAcA arthaca kAya? dAdAzrI : jo vAparato tyAcyAvara jabAbadArI yete. tI siddhI tara ApoApaca vAparalI jAte, ApaNa vAparAyacI nAhI. praznakartA : jara siddhIcA upayoga hoNAra nasela tara maga tI siddhIcA kAya upayoga? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, siddhI mhaNaje siddha hoNyAce aMza ! te aMza ApaNa siddha hoNyApUrvIca vAparuna TAkale tara siddha hoU zakato kA?! bAkI, manuSya jasajasA uMca pAtaLIvara jAto nA, tasatazI siddhI utpanna hote. AtA tyA siddhIcA jara durupayoga jhAlA tara siddhI naSTa hoUna jAte. nAhI camatkAra jagAta kuThehI? mhaNaje he tara siddhIcA upayoga karatAta, tyAsa Apale loka 'camatkAra' mhaNatAta. tara maga dusarA koNI siddhI vAparela tyAlAhI camatkAra mhaTale jAIla. paNa te camatkAra mhaTale jAta nAhIta. camatkAra mhaNaje, je dusare koNIhI karU zakata nAhI, tyAce nAva camatkAra. dusarA karato mhaNaje tyAcA artha evaDhAca kI tumhI suddhA jevhA tyA 'DigrI' vara pohocAla tevhA tumhI tumacI siddhI vAparAla, tara tyAsa dekhIla asAca camatkAra mAnalA jAIla ANi jo siddhI vAparata nAhI tyAcyAjavaLa camatkAra nAhI kA?! mAjhyA barobarIcA basalA asela tara to mAjhyAsArakheca sarvakAhI karaNAra kI nAhI karaNAra? ase avazya hoIla. mhaNUna te camatkAra mhaTale jAta nAhIta. te tara bAya praoNDakTa Ahe siddhIce! mAjhI icchA nAhI kI ase camatkAra karU, paNa tarI dekhIla evaDhe 'bAya praoNDakTa' Ahe, mhaNaje yazanAma karma Ahe tyAmuLe he prApta hote! arthAt dusarA koNI karU zakata nAhI, tyAsa mhaNatAta camatkAra ! hI Dephinezana tumhAlA AvaDalI tara svIkArA, nAhItara hI Dephinezana AmacI svataMtra Ahe. koNatyA pustakAta lihilelI sAMgata nAhI!

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camatkAra yA camatkArAcA artha tumhAlA samajalA nA? koNI mhaNela, 'mI hA camatkAra kelA' tara tumhI kAya mhaNAla? kI 'he tara dusarA koNI paNa karU zakela, tumacyA DigrIparyaMta pohocalelA manuSya karU zakato, tyAta tumhI kAya (navIna) kele?! jI vidyA dusar2yAlA zikavalyAne to karU zakata asela tara tyAlA camatkAra mhaNU zakata nAhI. camatkAra tara dusarA koNIhI manuSya karUca zakata nAhI ! tAtparya heca kI dusarA koNI karU zakata asela tyAsa camatkAra mhaTale jAta nAhI. mhaNUna koNatyAhI ThikANI camatkAra mAnU nakA. koNI camatkArI manuSya jagAta jhAlelA nAhI! lapalelI Ahe tithe kAhI bhIka camatkAra karaNArA tara ajUna koNI janmalelAca nAhI yA jagAta! camatkAra tara kazAsa mhaTale jAte? jara hA sUryanArAyaNAlA ithe asA hAtAta gheUna yeIla, tara tyAsa ApaNa sarvAta moThA camatkAra mhaNU. tevhA he ase itara sarva tara camatkAra mAnale jANAraca nAhIta! kadAcita ekhAdA manuSya sUryanArAyaNa jarI hAtAta gheUna AlA, tarI to camatkAra mhaTalA jANAra nAhI. kAraNa tyAlA kAhItarI bhUka Ahe, to kazAcA tarI bhukelA Ahe! AmhI tara tyAlA vicAru kI, tU kazAcA bhikArI Ahesa, kI jyAmuLe tU tyAMnA (sUryanArAyaNAlA) tithUna halavalesa? te jithUna prakAzamAna karIta Aheta, tithUna tyAMnA tU kazAsAThI halavita Ahesa? tyAMnA tithUna ithe ANaNyAce kAya kAraNa? tU kazAcA tarI bhikArI Ahesa, mhaNUnaca tU tyAMnA ANalesa nA? jyAlA kAhItarI icchA asela toca ANela nA? koNatI tarI icchA asela, viSayAcI icchA asela, mAnAcI icchA asela, kiMvA lakSmIcI icchA asela. jara tU lakSmIcA bhikArI Ahesa, tara AmhI tulA sarva lakSmI goLA karUna deU. paNa tU AtA sUryanArAyaNAlA halavU nakosa. tevhA jA ANi tyAMnA parata ThevUna de! kAya garaja Ahe yAcI? sUryanArAyaNa tithe Aheta, paNa lokAMsamora dekhAvA karaNyAsAThI tU tyAMnA ithe ANalesa? kharA puruSa tara koNatyAhI vastulA halavita nAhI. ulaTa-sulaTa karatAta tevhA ApaNa tyAcI dAnata nAhI kA oLakhU zakata kI tyAcI dAnata kharAba Ahe! ANi tyApAsUna ApalyAlA kAya phAyadA hoto? ApalI eka veLecIhI bhUka miTata nAhI! AtA devalokAMnA ithe bolavUna darzana ghaDavile,

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camatkAra 15 tarI dekhIla ApalyAlA tyAcA kAya phAyadA? tehI vyApArI ANi ApaNahI vyApArI! ho, mokSAlA jANAre ase 'jJAnIpuruSa' kiMvA 'tIrthaMkara' asatIla tara ApalyAlA phAyadA hoto. jyAMce darzana kelyAneca Apale bhAva prabhAvAsa prApta karatAta, bhAva ucca prakArace jhAle tara kAmAce! mhaNaje jithe huzAra mANasaM asatAta nA, jyAMcI 'phUlizanesa'(mUrkhatA) samApta jhAlelI Ahe, te lokaM camatkArAlA mAnataca nAhIta. he camatkAra tara buddha lokAMnA buddha banaviNyAcA mArga Ahe, samaMjasa lokAMnA nAhI!! mhaNUna mI hyA sagaLyA lokAMnA sAMgitale hote kI, varuna koNI sUryanArAyaNAlA ANUna dAkhavale tara sarvAta AdhI tyAlA vicArA kI, 'tU kazAcA bhikArI Ahesa, te tU AmhAlA sAMga ekadA!' AtA evaDhe moThe tara koNI karU zakela ase nAhI nA? tevhA he dusare tara camatkAra mhaTale jAU zakataca nAhIta! camatkAra kI vijJAna? praznakartA : tara hI jI camatkArAsArakhI goSTa sAMgatAta tI mesmerijama (sammohana)Ahe ? he vAstavAta kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : camatkAra mhaNaje mUrkha banaviNyAcA dhaMdA! ApalyAlA samajata nAhI nA, tyAsa ApaNa camatkAra mhaNato! paNa te kAya asate? tara te vijJAna Ahe. je vijJAna ApaNa jANata nAhI, tyAsa camatkAra rupAta dAkhavatAta. ANi dusare, te najarabaMdI karatAta. bAkI, he camatkArAsArakhe kAhIca nasate, he tumhI nakkI mAnAve. jithe kiMcitamAtra camatkAra Ahe, tyAsa jAdugirI mhaTalI jAte. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, amuka loka tara camatkAra karUna dAkhavatAta sagaLyAMnA ANi sagaLyAMnA camatkAra disato suddhA nA! dAdAzrI : te tara vijJAna jANata nasalyAmuLe camatkAra vATato. ApalyA yethe satsaMgAta ekA mahAtmyAlA camatkAra karatA yeto. mI tyAlA sAMgitale, 'tU camatkAra karato, paNa camatkAra tara khoTI goSTa Ahe,' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'dAdAjI, he tara tumhI ase sAMgU zakatA. paNa malA ase

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16 camatkAra mhaNatA yeNAra nAhI nA!' mI mhaNAlo, 'tU camatkAra karatosa, te Ahe tarI kAya ? malA te dAkhava tarI' ! to mhaNAlA 'ho, dAkhavato.' naMtara tyAlA prayoga karaNyAsa basavale. tyAne dahA paizAMce nANe ekA vyakticyA hAtAta dile ANi tyAlA muTha baMda ThevAyalA sAMgitale. maga tyAne kAya kele ? eka AgakADI peTavUna tilA dUra ThevUna ase ase, dUrunaca hAta phiravUna maMtra bolU lAgalA. thoDyAveLAne te muThItale nANe garama hoU lAgale. maga tyAne dusarI AgakADI peTavalI. tevaDhyAtaca te nANe evaDhe garama jhAle, kI tyA vyaktine muThItale nANe soDUna dile, hAta bhAjela ase hote! maga mI tyAlA mhaNAlo, 'dusare camatkAra karAyace asatIla te kara, paNa tU malA yA camatkArAcA ulagaDA karUna de.' tevhA to mhaNAlA, 'tyAta azA prakAracyA vastU asatAta, kemikalsa, tara AmhI te kemikalsa nANyAvara jarAse ase ghAsUna maga tyAMnA deto, tyAveLI te barphAsArakhe thaMDa asate, thoDAveLa jhAlA mhaNaje te garama-garama hoU lAgate. mhaNaje he sAyansa Ahe, camatkAra nAhI ! eka tara je ApaNa jANata nAhI te he vijJAna Ahe kiMvA dusare kAhI tyAMcI hAtacAlAkhI Ahe. ANi koNI ase karato tevhA ApaNa ase mhaNU zakato kI 'dhanya Ahe tumacI hAtacAlAkhI kI mAjhyA sArakhyAlA paNa tumhI goMdhaLUna TAkatAta!' itake mhaNU zakato, paNa 'tumhI camatkAra karatAta' ase mhaNU zakata nAhI! taLalelI bhajI kAgadAcyA kaDhaIta !!! mI aThThAvIsa varSAcA hoto tevhA mAjhe ATha-dahA mitra basalele hote, tevhA camatkArAcI goSTa nighAlI. tyAveLI tara mAjhyAta ahaMkArI guNa hotA nA, mhaNUna ahaMkAra lageca uphALata ase. ahaMkAra prakaTa jhAlyAzivAya rAhata nAhI. mhaNUna mI mhaNAlo, 'kAya he tumhI camatkAra - camatkAra bolata AhAta ? ghyA, mI karUna dAkhavato camatkAra.' tevhA sagaLe mhaNAle, 'tumhI koNatA camatkAra karatA ?' tyAvara mI mhaNAlo, 'hA kAgada Ahe, yA kAgadAcyA kaDhaIta mI bhajI taLUna dAkhavU kA, bolA!' tevhA sagaLe mhaNAle, 'are, ase kadhI hote kA ? he kAya veDyAsArakhe bolatAya ?' mI mhaNAlo, 'kAgadAcI kaDhaI banavUna, tyAta tela otUna, sTovha vara ThevUna bhajI taLUna deto ANi tumhA sarvAMnA eka-eka khAU ghAlato. ' tevhA sagaLe

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camatkAra __17 mhaNAle, 'AmacI zaMbhara rupayAMcI paija.' mI mhaNAlo, nAhI. 'he paijesAThI karAyace nAhI. AmhAlA ghoDesvArI karAyacI nAhI. zaMbharacyA aivajI dahA rupaye kADha. naMtara maga ApaNa cahA-nAzTA karU.' ANi tyA kALAta tara dahA rupayAta khUpa kAhI miLata ase! AmacyA ithe baDodyAta eka nyAya maMdira Ahe, tithe eka senTrala haoNla hotA. tithe ekA mitrAcI oLakha hotI. mhaNUna tyA haoNlamadhye hA prayoga karaNyAce Tharale. tazI tithe phArazI mANase jamalI navhatI. AmhI dahA, ANi itara pAca-paMcavIsa mANasaM hotI. tevhA tithe mI hA prayoga kelA. tithe eka sTovha mAgavalA, kAgadAcI kaDhaI banavalI ANi bhajIce pITha kAlavale. tase tara malA bhajI banavatA yeta hotI. lahAnapaNI khANyAcI savaya nA, mhaNaje gharI koNI nasela tevhA ApaNa svataH banavUna khAUna ghyAyace. maga yA ithe mI tela Thevale ANi naMtara kaDhaI sTovha vara ThevateveLI agodara mI kAya kele ? ase kele. hAta khAlIvara karUna jAdumaMtara karatAta tasA abhinaya kelA. mhaNUna maga te sarvajaNa ase samajale kI hyAne kAhI maMtra uccAralA! kAraNa ase nAhI kele tara loka ghAbarale asate. mhaNUna tyAMnA hiMmata rahAvI tyAsAThI kele. nAhItara tyAMcyA bhItIcA pariNAma mAjhyAvara jhAlA asatA, sAyakolaoNjI asate nA? kI AtA peTela, jaLUna jAIla! to maMtra uccAralA nA, mhaNUna te loka utkaMThatene ekaTaka pAhataca hote kI kAhItarI maMtra uccAralA asela! maga mI kaDhaI sTovha vara ThevalI. paNa kAhI peTalI nAhI mhaNUna tyAMnA vATale kI nizcitaca mI kAhI maMtra uccAralA! tela ukaLale kI maga mI eka-eka bhajI Ata TAkata gelo. bhajI tara Ata taLU lAgalyA! azA prakAre maga dahA-bArA bhajI taLalyA ANi sagaLyAMnA eka-eka bhajI khAU ghAtalI. kadAcita thoDyAphAra kaccyA rAhilyA asatIla kAraNa kI tyA moThyA hota nAhI nA! bhAMDe choTe nA! he tara phakta tyAMnA evaDhe samajavaNyAsAThI karAyace hote kI ase hoU zakate. naMtara sagaLe malA mhaNU lAgale kI, 'tumhAlA tara camatkAra karatA yeto, tyAzivAya he kase zakya Ahe ?' mI mhaNAlo, 'he jara tulA zikavile tara tU suddhA karU zakazIla. mhaNaje je dusar2yAMnA yete, tyAsa camatkAra mhaNU zakata nAhI."

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18 camatkAra mI tumhAlA ekadA kAgadAcyA kaDhaIta bhajI karUna dAkhavalI mhaNaje maga tumhI suddhA lageca karU zakAla. tumhAlA zraddhA basalI pAhije kI he maMtra bolalyAzivAya hota Ahe. maga tumhI karU zakAla! mhaNaje asA koNIhI nAhI kI jyAlA camatkAra karatA yeto. he tara sAre vijJAna Ahe. vijJAnAcA svabhAva Ahe, kI jyA kAgadAta tumhI tela ghAtale tara koNatyA sthitIta kAgada jaLato ANi koNatyA sthitIta jaLata nAhI, he vijJAna jANate. khAlI sTovha cAlU Ahe, vara tela Ahe paNa koNatyA sthitIta kAgada jaLata nAhI ! hA tara mI svataH anubhava ghetalA Ahe. praznakartA : kAgada jaLAlA nAhI, te kase kAya ? dAdAzrI : tyAcI rIta nAhI, hA tara kAgadAcA svabhAvaca asA Ahe kI jara kAgadAkhAlI thoDe jarI tela cikaTalele asate nA, tara kAgadAne peTa ghetalA asatA. praznakartA : paNa kAgada tara tela zoSato nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, tela zoSato. Ata tela zoSale Ahe ase disate ApalyAlA. tyAcA DAga disato paNa tela gaLatAnA disata nAhI. Azcarya Ahe he eka! ANi hA kAgadAcA vaijJAnika svabhAva Ahe! paNa buddhI tara aseca sAMgate nA kI kAgadAlA agnI jALato. ANi telavAle kAgada asalyAmuLe lavakara peTa gheNAra. paNa tase nAhI, kAgadAcyA khAlI jara tela Tapakale asate tara te jaLAle asate. mhaNaje vijJAnAcyA kityeka goSTIMnA jANale pAhije. ithe tara tyAMcI matI pohacata nAhI, mhaNUna yAsa camatkAra mAnUna loka svIkAra paNa karatAta ! jyAMcI matI pohacata asela, tyAMnA dusare vicArahI yetAta ! he moThamoThe Arase ThevatAta te dhaDAma karUna phUTatAta ! tyAsa sarva loka camatkAra kelA ase mhaNatAta. paNa hI tara sArI auSadhe Aheta vijJAnAcI !! arthAt koNI dehadhArI mANUsa camatkAra karU zakata nAhI. kiMvA ApaNa tyA vijJAnAce jANakAra nasalo tara to vijJAnI manuSya ApalyAlA

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camatkAra __ 19 mUrkha banavato kI, 'he pAhA mI karato.' mhaNUna ApalyAlAhI ase vATate kI hA camatkAra kelA ANi vijJAna jANalyA naMtara to camatkAra dona TakkyAcA! bhagavaMtAMnI suddhA bhogale karma arthAt hI sarva phasavaNUka Ahe. ANi sagaLyAMce aikAve paNa te jara 'sAyansa' mAnya karela ase asela taraca mAnAve. aseca phakta khoTenATe cAlata nAhI. ase khoTenATe nasAve. kAraNa kI kRSNa bhagavaMtAMnA tumhI oLakhatA kA? he kRSNa bhagavaMta ase pAyAvara pAya ThevUna jhopale hote ANi tyA pAradhyAlA ase vATale kI he harINa Ahe. mhaNUna tyA bicAr2yAne bANa mAralA. ANi to bANa lAgalyAmuLe bhagavaMtAMnI deha soDalA hI goSTa mAhita Ahe? te tara nArAyaNa svarupa hote. he mAhita Ahe kA tumhAlA? tumhAlA tyAMcI jevaDhI kiMmata nasela, tevaDhI kiMmata AmhAlA Ahe. kAraNa kI nArAyaNa svarupa mhaNaje narAce nArAyaNa jhAlele puruSa! koNa te puruSa! zalAkA puruSa, vAsudeva nArAyaNa! tara vAsudeva nArAyaNAMcI abrU gheIla ase he jaga, tevhA dusar2yAMcI tara kAya barobarI? mhaNaje dusare loka tara ugAcaca aiTIta phiratAta nA! tumhAlA samajataya nA? draupadIcyA cIracA camatkAra? praznakartA : tarI suddhA kRSNa bhagavaMtAne draupadIlA vara rAhUna cIra (vastra) puravale hote, ase sAMgatAta nA? dAdAzrI : are, hyA tara veDepaNAcyA goSTI, draupadIce vastra oDhale ANi kRSNa bhagavaMtAne puravale(!) ANi Apale loka he mAnUnahI ghetAta. are, paNa koNatyA mIlace kApaDa hote?! praznakartA : paNa eka goSTa tara Ahe, kI azA goSTImuLe prajeta dhArmika bhAvanA TikUna rAhate nA? dAdAzrI : dharmAcI bhAvanA TikUna rAhate, tI tara kityeka varSa TikUna rAhilI ANi naMtara tyAcI 'riekzana' AlI. ase hota asela kA? ulaTa

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camatkAra dharmApAsUna durAvale he loka! mhaNUna vaijJAnika, kharI rItaca asalI pAhije kI jeNe karUna bhAvanA jarI uzirA basalI paNa kAyamasAThI TikUna rAhIla. to dikhAvA tara nAhI cAlaNAra. dikhAvA kitI varSe cAlela? paNa tarIsuddhA ApalyA hiMdustAnAta he sarva aseca kelele Ahe. ase ThokamaThoka karUnaca dikhAvA cAlavilA. 'asA dikhAvA kazAsAThI karatA? tumhAlA kAya pAhije Ahe, kI jyAsAThI tumhI asA dikhAvA karatA? tumhI kazAce bhikArI AhAta?' ase ApaNa vicArale pAhije. ANi ApalyA 'ithe' tara kase Ahe ? ajibAta polampola (dikhAvA) nAhI nA! mhaNaje ase nirmaLa hoIla tevhAca hiMdustAnAce divasa pAlaTatIla! camatkArAlA namaskAra karatAta te......... eka mANUsa AmhAlA baDodyAta sAMgU lAgalA, mhaNAlA kI, 'dAdA, kAhI camatkAra karA nA. mhaNaje saMpUrNa jaga ithe yeIla.' paNa mI mhaNAlo, 'yA jagAtIla loka camatkAra kelA mhaNaje namaskAra karaNyAsAThI yetAta, paNa gAyI, mhazI, meMDhyA, kutre camatkArAlA namaskAra karatAta kA? phakta he manuSyaca ithe yetIla. ANi je camatkArAlA namaskAra karatAta te tara gAyImhazIMpekSAhI nikAmI Aheta! nAhItara ithe AmhI phakta ekaca sAdhanA kelI nA, tara he Tebala sArakhe uDyAca mArata rAhIla. paNa tyAmuLe maga sagaLeca loka yethe jamA hotIla, tevhA ApaNa tyAMnA kAya uttara deU? ANi jamAvAce karAyace tarI kAya? yAmadhUna nivaDUna-nivaDUna-nivaDUna motI, khare hire kADhUna ghyAyace Aheta! hyA dusar2yA sarva kacar2yAce kAya karAyace? nAhItara he Tebala cArahI pAyAMnI uDyA mArela, ApoApa, kAhI yaMtra ThevalyAzivAya uDyA mAru zakela ase Ahe, he sAyansa Ahe. Ajace sAyanTisTa nAhI samajU zakaNAra kI koNate sAyansa Ahe he!! he 'riyala sAyansa' Ahe. ANi tyA lokAMce te rileTiva sAyansa Ahe. AtA he tyAMnA kase kAya samajaNAra bicAr2yAMnA? mhaNUna 'dAdA' camatkAra karatAta ase lokAMnI aikale nA tara sArA ulaTA mAla ghusela, khoTA mAla sagaLAca ithe yeIla! hA camatkAra pAhaNyAsAThI jo buddhivaMta varga Ahe nA, to tara ithe yeNAraca nAhI. koNatA

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camatkAra varga yeIla? camatkArAlA mAnaNArIca sarva mANase yetIla! kharI mANase camatkAra pAhU icchiNAraca nAhI. buddhivaMta varga jara camatkArAcI goSTa aikela nA, tara tithUna paLUna jAIla. buddhivaMtAMnA camatkAra cAlataca nAhI. camatkAra tara jAdU Ahe, mUrkha banaviNyAce dhaMde Aheta he sarva! camatkAra mhaNaje aMdhazraddhA praznakartA : satpuruSa camatkAra karatAta kA? dAdAzrI : satpuruSa camatkAra karIta nAhIta ANi je camatkAra karatAta te satpuruSa nAhIta, te maga jAdugAra mhaTale jAtIla. praznakartA : paNa muktI sAdhaneta saphalatA prApta karaNAre camatkAra tara ghaDavU zakatAta nA? dAdAzrI : tyAMce camatkAra ase nasatAta, tyAta ase kuMku kADhaNe kiMvA ase-tase kAhI camatkAra nasatAta. tyAta tara jagAta pAhaNyAta Ale nasela ase parivartana ApalyA anubhavAsa yete. paNa tyAsahI ApaNa camatkAra mhaNU zakata nAhI. he camatkAra tara jAdugirI mhaTalI jAte! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, ekA saMtAne AMbyAce pAna gheUna camatkAra karUna dAkhavalA hotA. ase dona camatkAra mI svataH pAhile Aheta! dAdAzrI : ho. paNa te je pAna mAgavale, te kazAce pAna mAgavale? AMbyAce nA? AtA tyAcyA badalyAta jara ApaNa sAMgitale kI, 'bhAU, he mahuvyAce pAna Ahe, te ghe'. tevhA to mhaNela, 'nAhI, he nAhI cAlaNAra. malA AMbyAce pAna dyA!' mhaNaje ApaNa jara mhaTale kI he mahuvAce pAna gheUna tU asA camatkAra karUna dAkhava tara te nAhI hoNAra. mhaNaje he sarva eviDansa Aheta. he 'sTIla' tara ase Ahe kI lAkha camatkAra kele tarIhI vAkaNAra nAhI! praznakartA : tara he je sarva kADhatAta, bhasma, ghaDyALa, kuMkU, ANi tAMdULa vagaire, hI sarva jAdugirI Ahe kI camatkAra Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jAdugirI, hAtacAlAkhI! ApalyAlA samajata nAhI mhaNUna

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22 camatkAra ase vATate kI hA camatkAra kelA. paNa camatkAra hoNe kase zakya Ahe? tyAlA zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti nAhI, to kasA kAya camatkAra karaNAra? vATela to asela paNa tyAcyAta zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti asela tara malA sAMga kI mAjhyAta tI zakti Ahe ANi tIca jara nasela tara tU camatkAra kasA karazIla? praznakartA : tara maga jIvanAta camatkArAce sthAna kitI? camatkAra aMdhazraddhekaDe gheUna jAto kA? dAdAzrI : hI sagaLI aMdhazraddhA toca camatkAra. mhaNaje camatkAra karato nA, he sAMgaNArAca aMdhazraddhALU Ahe. svataH svata:lAca mUrkha banavato tarIhI nAhI samajata! mI tara ithaparyaMta tumhAlA zikavato kI ApaNa camatkAra karaNAr2yAlA vicArAve kI, 'sAheba, tumhI kadhI zaucAlA jAtA kA?' tevhA to mhaNela 'ho.' tara ApaNa tyAMnA vicArAve, 'tara te tumhI baMda karU zakatA kA? kiMvA tyAcI sattA tumacyA hAtAta Ahe ?' tevhA mhaNela, 'nAhI.' maga jara tumacyAta zaucAlA jANyAcIhI zakti nAhI, tara kazAsAThI tumhI hyA lokAMnA mUrkha banavatA? ase mhaNAve. arthAt camatkArAce jIvanAta sthAna nAhI! camatkAra karaNyAcI zakti manuSyAta kazI asU zakela? bhagavaMtAmadhye hI zakti navhatI. kRSNa bhagavaMtAMsArakhe zreSTha puruSa camatkArAsAThI kAhI bolale nAhIta ANi hI sAmAnya mANase vinAkAraNa bolata rAhatAta! he jAstIce bolaNyAce kAraNa kAya Ahe, tara hyA lokAMnI hiMdustAnAvara khUpa atyAcAra kelA Ahe! ase vhAyalA nako. malA tyA lokAMvara cIDa nAhI, koNAvarahI malA cIDa nAhI. manuSya je karato, te sarva karmAdhIna Ahe. paNa tumhI tyAsa satya mAnavUna ghetA? ase kA karatA? kAya phAyadA miLavAyacA Ahe tumhAlA? phAyadA karUna gheNyAsAThIca tumhI ase karatA nA? jyAlA phAyadA karUna ghyAyacA nasela, to sAMgato kA kAhI? ANi tarIhI tyA silonavAlyA vaijJAnikAne sAMgitale kI 'camatkAra siddha karUna dyA, tara mI tyAlA eka lAkha rupayAMce bakSisa deIna.' tevhA kA koNI lAkha rupaye gheNyAsAThI gele nAhI? tevhA he sagaLe kuThe gele hote? kAraNa tethe vicAraNAre asatAta nA, lAkha rupaye

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camatkAra 23 deNArA koNI asA-tasA asato kA ? he vicArela, te vicArela, tyAce hAla karUna soDela. tyAveLI tara sagaLeca paLUna gele. moTha-moThe 'jaja' tithe basale asatIla, te tara lagecaca pakaDatIla kI he camatkAra ithe nAhI cAlaNAra. hyA lokAMnI camatkArA viSayI khUpa khoTe ThasavUna dile Ahe paNa Apale lokahI lAlacI Aheta ! mhaNUna tara hI sagaLI bhAnagaDa Ahe nA ! phaoNrenamadhyehI camatkAra cAlatAta. te suddhA thoDethoDe lAlacI Aheta. hA 'mAjhA mulagA Ahe nA, tyAlA mulagA nAhI' ase mhaNatAta. are, tulA tara mulagA Ahe nA ? he laTAMbara kuThaparyaMta cAlela ? he tara ekA dudhI naMtara dusar2yA dudhI ugavataca rAhatAta. ekaca dudhI ugavaNAra Ahe kA? vela vADhalI titakyA dudhI ugavataca rAhaNAra. basa, hI ekaca lAlUca, 'mAjhyA mulAcyA gharI mulagA nAhI. bAkI, camatkArAsArakhe kAhIca nAhI ANi tU camatkAra karaNArA asazIla tara asA camatkAra kara nA kI bhAU, yA dezAta bAherIla dezAtUna dhAnya mAgavAve lAgaNAra nAhI. evaDhe kelesa tarI khUpa jhAle. asA kAhI camatkAra kara. hA tara nusatA bhasma kADhato, ghaDyALa kADhato, ANi lokAMnA mUrkha banavato ! dusare camatkAra kA nAhI karata? tyAce teca ghaDyALa ANi teca teca bhasma! ANi kAhI kADhUna dile, amake kADhUna dile, ghaDyALa kADhUna dile, tara ApaNa sAMgAve nA kI bhAU, tyApekSA tU dhAnya kADha nA, phaoNrenahUna ANAve tara lAgaNAra nAhI ! praznakartA : he sarva loka je camatkAra karatAta, tara ase camatkAra karUna te kAya siddha karU icchitAta ? dAdAzrI : camatkAra karUna tyAMcI svata:cI mahatI vADhavatAta. mahatI vADhavUna yA dizAbhUla jhAlelyA (aMdhAnukaraNa karaNAr2yA) lokAMpAsUna svata:cA lAbha uThavatAta. pAca iMdriyAMcyA viSayAsaMbaMdhI sagaLA lAbha uThavatAta. ANi kaSAya saMbaMdhIhI lAbha uThavatAta, sarva prakArAcA lAbha uThavAyacA Ahe, mhaNUna ApaNa 'camatkAra' vastulAca uDavUna deU icchito kI, bhAU azA camatkArAta phasU nakA. paNa lAlUca asalyAmuLe hA dizAbhUla jhAlelA pravAha tara phasaNAraca Ahe, ANi koNIhI vyakti jara lAlacI asela

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camatkAra tara tyAlA buddhivaMta mhaNUca zakata nAhI. buddhivaMtAMnA lAlUca nasate, ANi lAlUca asela tara buddhI nAhI! te prakaTa karate dharmabhAvanA ANi kityeka saMta mhaNatAta, 'are, ase hoUna gele, niraMtara aMgArA paData rAhato.' are paNa malA aMgAyace kAya kAma Ahe? malA zraddhA basela ase kAhI bolA. azI aMgAr2yAcI zraddhA kitI divasa Tikela? tU ase kAhI bola kI jyAmuLe mI tujhyApAsUna dUra jANAra nAhI! paNa bolaNyAcI zakti uralI nAhI mhaNUna tara rAkha pADAvI lAgalI! camatkAra karUna bhasma kADhatAta, ANi amake kADhatAta. AtA he je karatAta, tI tyAMcI eka prakAracI sAdhanA Ahe! ANi tyAne lokAMnA dharmAcyA mArgAvara vaLavatAta. mhaNUna mI lokAMnA sAMgitale hote kI, 'bhAU, te cAMgale Ahe. ase asela tara tyAce khaMDana karU nakA. kAraNa jyA lokAMnA dharmAcI kAhIca samaja nAhI, tyA lokAMnA dharmAcyA mArgAvara ANatAta, dharmAsAThI prerita karatAta ANi phiTa(lAyaka) banavatAta, tara te cAMgaleca Ahe !' mhaNaje tithe jANAre parata mAjhyAkaDe yetAta, malA bheTatAta tevhA mI sAMgato, tithe jA. kAraNa kI te tumhAlA pragatI pathAvara netIla. tyAMcyAta evaDhI zakti Ahe kI te tumacI zraddhA jiMkUna ghetAta. te tumhAlA ase nAhI sAMgata kI mAjhyAvara zraddhA ThevA. te tara camatkAra karUna lageca tumacI zraddhA basavatAta. paNa te, 'lo sTaeNnDarDa' karitA Ahe, 'hAyara sTaeNnDarDa' cyA mANasAMsAThI te nAhI. 'hAyara sTaeNnDarDa' vAlyAMcI buddhI vikasita jhAlelI asate, mhaNUna tithe jAU nakA. buddhI vikasita nasela tara tithe jAve. mhaNaje pratyeka prakAracI mANasaM asatAta. 'sTaeNnDarDa' tara pratyeka prakArace asate nA? tumhAlA kAya vATate? praznakartA : te bhakta maga puDhacyA janmAta jJAnI hoNAra Aheta kA? dAdAzrI : ajUna tara puSkaLa janma hotIla, toparyaMta asecyA aseca cAlU rAhIla. tyAnaMtara vikasita buddhicyA vibhAgAta yetAta ANi vikasita jhAlelyA buddhicyA vibhAgAta tara kityeka janma hotAta, tevhA te haLUhaLU jJAnAcyA mArgAvara yetAta!

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camatkAra AmhI ameriketa gelo hoto tevhA eka vyakti malA mhaNAlA kI, 'malA AtmajJAna jANAyace Ahe !' mI vicArale, 'sadhyA kAya karatA?' tevhA to mhaNalA, 'hyA saMtAMnI sAMgitalyApramANe karato.' mI mhaNAlo, 'tyAmuLe tumhAlA kAya madata jhAlI?' tyAvara to mhaNAlA 'AmhI DoLe miTato tevhA AmhAlA te disata rAhatAta.' mI mhaNAlo, 'tithe sthiratA rAhata asela, tara mAjhyAkaDe yeNyAcI kAya garaja Ahe? mAjhyAkaDe tara, tumhAlA sthiratA rAhata nasela tara yA.' jyAlA jithe kuThehI sthiratA rAhata asela, tyAlA vinAkAraNa sthiratA soDavUna yethe yeU dile, tara tU tI phAMdIhI soDUna dezIla ANi hI phAMdIhI soDUna dezIla, tevhA maga tujhI kAya avasthA hoIla? ApaNa sAMgitalyAne to tI phAMdI soDUna deIla ANi jara hI phAMdI pakaDU zakalA nAhI, tara? hizoba bighaDela nA maga sarva?! jo ekA jAgI raMgalelA asela, tyAlA mI ithe yeNyAsAThI manAI karato, paNa jyAlA koNatyAhI goSTIta saMtoSa vATataca nAhI, tyAlA sAMgato, kI 'bhAU, tU ithe ye!' saMtoSa hota nasela tyAlAca! kAraNa kI 'kvaoNnTiTI' sAThI hA mArga nAhI 'kvaoNliTI' sAThI Ahe. 'kvaoNnTiTI' mhaNaje malA ithe lAkha mANase goLA karAyacI nAhI. kAya karAyace lAkho loka goLA karUna? maga basAyalA jAgAhI miLaNAra nAhI, ANi tumacyAsArakhyAMnA, hyA sarvAMnA ithe koNa basU deIla? ithe tara kvaoNliTIcI garaja Ahe, kvaoNnTiTIcI nAhI. tarIhI haLUhaLU karata ithe pannAsa hajAra mANase jhAlI Aheta. ANi jara kvaoNnTiTI zodhaNyAsa gelo asato tara pAca lAkha mANase jamA jhAlI asatI! maga AmhI kAya karAve? kuThe basavAve sagaLyAMnA? yethe basaNyAce sthaLahI nAhI. he tara jyAMcyAkaDe jAto, teca sthaLa. kuNAcyA tarI gharI jAta asato nA? kAraNa ApalyA ithe tara kAya sAMgitale jAte kI, 'je sukha mI prApta kele, te sukha tU prApta kara ANi saMsArAtUna suTakA karUna ghe.' basa, ApalyA ithe dusarA mArga nAhI. mhaNaje ekhAdA dharma asA asato kI tyAta kityeka mANasAMnA bhItI dAkhavUna kusaMga mArgApAsUna vaLavale jAte ANi tyAMnA satsaMgAta Dhakalale jAte, ase camatkAra cAMgale Aheta. je loka kusaMgIMnA dharmAta ANaNyAsAThI tyAMnA bhagavaMtAcyA nAvAvara ghAbaravatAta, tara ApaNa tyAMnA eksepTa karato kI

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26 camatkAra tyA lokAMnA ghAbaravUna kA hoInA paNa dharmAta ANale jAte. tyAsa harakata nAhI, te cAMgale Ahe. tyAMcI dAnata khoTI nAhI. kusaMga mhaNaje zivyA deta asela, patte kheLata asela, corI karata asela, badamAzI karata asela, tyAMnA bhItI dAkhavUna satsaMgAta ANale tara tyAsa harakata nAhI. jase ApaNa mulAMnA bhItI dAkhavUna yogya mArgAvara nAhI kA ANata ? yA bAlamaMdirAcA mArga kADhalA tara tI goSTa vegaLI Ahe. paNa dusare je camatkArAne namaskAra karavUna gheU icchitAta, tyA sarva 'nirarthaka' goSTI Aheta. manuSyAlA ase zobhata nAhI ! bAkI, vItarAga sAyansa tara ase kAhI karataca nAhI. devatAMce camatkAra khare praznakartA : kityekAMjavaLa aMgArA yeto nA ? dAdAzrI : tyA aMgAr2yAvAlyAlA mI ase sAMgena kI, 'malA aMgArA nako, paNa tU te spenace kezara kADha. malA jAsta nako, phakta eka toLAca kADha nA, tarI bharapUra jhAle. ' he tara sagaLe mUrkha banavatAta. AtA ithe, yA saMdarbhAta dusarI paNa eka goSTa Ahe, jeNe karUna ApaNa sarvAMnAca khoTe mhaNAyace nAhI. kAraNa ase devI-devatA Aheta kI je aMgArA TAkatAta. tyAMcyAkaDe aMgArA kasA asela ? paNa te tara ithUna ucalUna tithe dusar2yA jAgI TAkatAta, ANi tyAMnA vaikriyika zarIra (devatAMce atizaya halakyA paramANuMce banalele zarIra je koNatehI rupa dhAraNa karU zakate.) asate. ApalyAlA te samajatahI nAhI. ase camatkAra devIdevatAhI karatAta. mhaNaje yAta ekhAdyAne tyA devAlA sAdhya kele asela, tyAmuLe ase ghaDate. paNa tarI to camatkAra nAhI. tyAsAThI koNAcI tarI madata ghetalelI Ahe, basa ! camatkAra tara svataH svataMtra ritIne karata asela, to Ahe. AtA he mI sAMgata Ahe, yA pramANe tara ekaca TakkA loka karIta asatAta, dusare sarva ekjegarezana (atizayokti) Ahe. navyANNava Takke sarva khoTe ekjegarezana Ahe, agadIca ! ApalyA hiMdustAnAta kityeka saMta Aheta, te aMgAre kADhatAta. paNa to devI-devatAMcA Ahe, tyAta banAvaTa nasate, paNa tyAta camatkArAsArakhe kAhI nAhI.

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camatkAra 27 to nAhI mAjhA camatkAra ekadA pAlItANA yethe bhagavaMtAMcyA maMdirAta moThyAne trimaMtra bolavUna ghetale. trimaMtra mI svataH bolalo ANi tyAnaMtara tAMdULa ANi ase sarva paDale. tevhA loka mhaNAle, 'are..... camatkAra jhAlA.' mI mhaNAlo. 'hA camatkAra nAhIca. tyAmAge karAmatI Aheta.' praznakartA : koNAcyA karAmatI Aheta? dAdAzrI : devI-devatA suddhA yAta thoDI kALajI ghetAta. lokAMce mana jevhA dharmApAsUna vimukha hote nA, tevhA devI-devatA ase kAhI karUna lokAMnA dharmAkaDe vaLavatAta, zraddhA basavUna detAta. AtA ase kadhItarIca ghaDate, ANi je zaMbharaveLA ghaDate tyAta navyANNava veLI tara ekjegarezana Aheta yA lokAMce. paNa tyAMcA hetU khoTA nAhI. mhaNUna ApaNa tyAMnA gunhegAra mAnata nAhI. tyAta kAya vAITa hetU Ahe ? lokAMnA yA bAjUne vaLavatAta te cAMgaleca Ahe nA! AtA tithe tAMdULa paDale tevhA ekA mANasAcyA DokyAvara tAMdULa paDale nAhIta. mhaNUna to malA mhaNalA kI, Aja sakALI mI tumace sAMgitalele aikale nAhI, tyAce he malA phaLa miLAle.' AtA hehI khoTe hote ANi to camatkAra kelA tehI khoTe hote. mI ase kAhI keleca navhate. praznakartA : maMdirAta jevhA dAdA trimaMtra bolale tevhAca tAMdULa paDale, ase kA jhAle? dAdAzrI : te nimitta ase banate nA! mI pAhato nA, tevhA te varuna TAkatAta. praznakartA : dAdA nimitta tara Ahetaca nA? dAdAzrI : te tara kadAcita AmacyA upasthitIne khuSa hoUna kadhI ase kAhI paDate, paNa tyAta mI kAhI kele navhate! praznakartA : hA camatkAra mhaTalA jANAra kI nAhI? dAdAzrI : nAhI. hA camatkAra mhaTalA jANAra nAhI. devatA ase

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camatkAra sarva karatAta. tyAmAge suddhA phakta hA ekaca hetU Ahe kI, lokAMcI zraddhA basAvI. praznakartA : ho, manuSya karela to camatkAra mhaTalA jANAra nAhI. paNa maga devI-devatA karatIla tohI camatkAra mhaTalA jANAra nAhI? dAdAzrI : jara te deva camatkAra karU zakata asatIla tara maga ithe manuSyAta kazAsAThI yetIla? tyAMnA tara avadhijJAna suddhA Ahe nA, jevhA tyAMcI jANyAcI veLa yete tevhA tyAMcI mALa sukate.... mhaNUna tyAMnA duHkha vATate kI arere! he tara AtA telIcyA gharI mAjhA janma Ahe! tumhI jara camatkAra karaNAre AhAta, maga ithe kazAsAThI janma ghetA? titheca basUna rAhA nA! ___ phakta tIrthaMkaraca ase Aheta kI, te azakya goSTa karU zakatAta, je dusar2yAMnA zakya nAhI. tyAMcyAta tevaDhe sAmarthya Ahe. paNa ase kele tara tyAMce tIrthaMkarapada nighUna jAte; lageca gamavUna basatIla! praznakartA : tara yA dona vastU vegaLyA jhAlyA. jI hAtacAlAkhI mhaNatAta, jAdugirI mhaNatAta, tyAsa cAlAkhI mhaTale, ANi hI tAMdULAcI vRSTI jhAlI, tI tara devAMcI kRpA Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, tyAsa koNa nAhI mhaNata Ahe? tI tara Aheca nA! paNa tyAsa ApaNa camatkAra mhaNata nAhI. hI tara devAMcI kRpA disUna yete. paNa ApalyA lokAMnA hI jI camatkAra zabda bolaNyAcI savaya Ahe, tI AmhI moDU icchito! mUrtimadhUna amRtavarSA.... praznakartA : AtA kityeka ThikANI mUrtiMcI prANa pratiSThA karatAta, tyAveLI amRtavarSA hote, tara hI kAya vastU Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jyAMcI pratiSThA karatAta nA, tyAMce zAsanadeva asatAta, te zAsanadeva tyAMce mAhAtmya vADhavaNyAsAThI sarva upAya karatAta. jevaDhI mate Aheta, tevaDhe tyAMce zAsanadeva asatAta. te zAsanadeva ApApalyA dharmAMce rakSaNa karatAta.

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camatkAra praznakartA : ithe zejArI eka maMdira Ahe, tithe mahotsava suru Ahe. tara dona divasAMpUrvI tithe amRtavarSA jhAlI hotI ANi tI dona-tIna tAsAMparyaMta cAlalI. punhA Aja asehI sAMgatAta kI tithe kezarAce ziMtoDe paDale Aheta. tithe khUpa pablika jamA jhAlI Ahe. dAdAzrI : paNa gharI jAUna Apale matabheda tara taseca rAhile nA! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha tyAce teca rAhile. mhaNaje amRtavarSA hovo kI na hovo, tyAmuLe ApalyAta kAhI badala jhAlA nAhI! praznakartA : paNa amRtavarSA jhAlelI jI mUrti asate, tyAce darzana kelyAne kAhItarI lAbha tara hota asela nA, dAdA? dAdAzrI : lAbha hota asela tara gharI gelyAvara matabheda kamI jhAle pAhijeta nA? azI amRtavarSA puSkaLa veLA jhAlI Ahe, paNa matabheda koNAcehI kamI jhAlele nAhIta. Apale mukhya kAma kAya Ahe kI matabheda kamI jhAle pAhijeta. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI jhAle pAhijeta, ANi zAMtI vADhalI pAhije. evaDhe mukhya kAma Ahe nA? tI amRtavarSA hovo kI na hovo, tyAcyAzI Apale kAya kAma Ahe? paNa tarI he ase sarva devatA karIta asatAta. mhaNUna ApaNa tyAsa khoTe mhaNU zakata nAhI. paraMtu Apale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ghaTata nAhIta, maga tyAcA ApalyAlA kAya upayoga? praznakartA : paNa dAdA, yAta Apale jJAna ghetalelyA mahAtmyAMnI kAya samajAve? dAdAzrI : mahAtmA yA bhAnagaDIta kazAsAThI paDatIla? tithe kezara otale jAta asela tarIhI mahAtmA kazAsAThI baghAyalA jAtIla? ase DhIgabhara kezara vAhata asela tarIhI kazAsAThI baghAyalA jAtIla? ugAcaca veLa vAyA jAIla! asA veLa vAyA ghAlavUna kAya phAyadA? ApaNa zuddha upayogAta kA rAhU naye? nAhI rahAve? jyAlA zuddha upayoga miLAlA Ahe, to tara zuddha upayogAtaca rAhaNAra nA? he tara jyAlA zraddhA basata nasela, tyAcI zraddhA basaviNyAsAThI devaloka karatAta, kiMvA dusare lokahI karatAta! kityeka veLI tara devalokahI karata nAhIta, tyAsa manuSya camatkAra

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30 camatkAra sAMgUna kArasthAna karatAta ANi vinAkAraNa goMdhaLa vADhatAta! paNa tyAta tyAMcA hetU cukIcA nAhI, kAraNa tyAmuLe loka darzana karAyalA yetAta nA! paNa ApalyAlA yAcI garaja nAhI. ApalyAlA tyAcA kAya phAyadA? praznakartA : zejArI maMdira Ahe, tara sagaLe sAMgatAta kI darzana karaNyAsa jA. mhaNUna AmhI tara 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne darzana karUna Alo. dAdAzrI : tyAsa harakata nAhI. ApaNa mUrtice darzana karU zakato. paNa varuna ase amRta paDo kI dusare kAhI paDo, tyAcyAzI ApalyAlA kAya deNe-gheNe? Apale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI jhAle kI nAhI, zAMtI jhAlI kI nAhI, te baghaNyAcI garaja Ahe. mhaNUna tara kRpALudevAMnI sAMgitale kI, dharma tyAsa mhaNatAta kI, dharmAcyArupAta pariNamIta hoIla. jara pariNAma disata nasela tara tyAsa ApaNa dharma kase mhaNU zakato? anaMta janmAMpAsUna yeNe-jANe kele, dhAvapaLa kelI, paNa jase hoto taseca rAhilo. bAkI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI jhAle, Ata matabheda kamI jhAle, zAMtI vADhalI tara ApaNa samajU kI yAta kAhItarI bhale jhAle, karma bAMdhaNe thAMbale. ANi he tara nusate karmaca bAMdhale jAta Aheta. mhaNUna jarI azI amRta varSA jhAlI, paNa ApalyAlA tyAcA kAya upayoga! kuMkUcyA aivajI kezara pADA nA! mhaNaje amRta paDU de kI vATela te hoU de, paNa tyAsa ApaNa 'cukIce Ahe' ase mhaTale nAhI. tase kityeka ThikANI kezara paDate, kityeka ThikANI kuMkU paDate. kezara tara paData nAhI, paNa kuMkU tara paDateca. kezara thoDe mahAga Ahe mhaNUna nAhI paData. ho, kezarAce ziMtoDe asatAta paNa ase Dhigabhara kezara paData nAhI. ANi kezara paData asela tarIhI tyAta kAya vAITa Ahe? ApaNa thoDe-thoDe gharI ANUna kAhItarI banavUna khAU!! ANi mI tara saraLa sAMgato kI 'he devI-devatA, tumhAlA mAjhA namaskAra Ahe paNa he je tumhI ziMtoDe uDavatA tyAcI malA garaja nAhI. tumhAlA

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camatkAra tAMdULa TAkAyace asatIla tara TAkA ANi TAkAyace nasatIla tarIhI malA te kAmAce nAhI. malA tara krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kamI hotIla ANi zAMtI hoIla ase karUna dyA.' ase sAMgaNyAsa ApalyAlA kAya harakata Ahe baraM? praznakartA : nAhI, paNa he tara jyAlA zraddhA nasela, tyAlA bhagavaMtAvara zraddhA basAvI mhaNUna ase ghaData asela nA? dAdAzrI : he tara aMdhazraddhALU lokAMnA zraddhA basaviNyAsAThI Ahe. are.... tyAta ANi kityeka ThikANI tara.... rAtrI maMdirAta ghaMTA vAjate, mhaNUna maga dusar2yA divazI sagaLe loka darzana karaNyAsa yetAta, agadI dhAvata-paLata!! ANi mI tara sAMgena kI tU lAkha veLA ghaMTA vAjavazIla tarIhI mAjhyA kAya kAmAce? malA tara Ata gAravA (zAMtatA) utpanna hoIla ase hota asela, tara yeIna tujhe darzana karaNyAsa. nAhItara malA te kAya upayogAce? malA jarI khUpa duHkha hota asela, tarIhI mI tAvaDIta yeNAra nAhI. yAta lakSa dyAyace asate kA? ApaNa kAya lahAna mUla Ahota kI thoDAsA prasAda dilA kI dhAvapaLa karAyacI? tumhAlA samajataya nA? bAkI, he jaga tara sarva aseca Ahe, lAlacI Ahe ANi jara peDhe paDatIla nA, tara saMpUrNa muMbaI tithe jAIla. rupaye kA paData nAhIta? sonyAce nANe paDale tara kitI moThe kAma hoIla! lagecaca lokAMcI daridratA saMpela nA? eka-eka nANe jarI hAtAta Ale tarI loka bicAre dusar2yA divazIca AMbe ANatIla kI nAhI? paNa he tara teca teca bhasma paData asela kAhI ThikANI, tara kAhI ThikANI kuMkavAce ziMtoDe paData asatIla! yA vItarAga mArgAta AtmA prApta hoIla taraca khare, anyathA sarva nirarthaka Ahe. ANi AtmA prApta karaNyAcI jara koNatI bhUmikA asela tara manuSyagatI hI ekaca bhUmikA Ahe. bAkI itara kuThehI AtmA prApta hoU zakela azI bhUmikAca nAhI. tithe tara bhaTakUna-bhaTakUna marAyace Ahe. arthAt Ata gAravA jhAlA pAhije, zAMtI jhAlI pAhije. ApalyAlA azI khAtrI jhAlI pAhije kI AtA mAjhA mokSa hoIla! tumhAlA azI khAtrI jhAlI Ahe kI mokSa hoIla? praznakartA : ekaze eka Takke khAtrI jhAlelI Ahe!

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camatkAra dAdAzrI : ho azI khAtrI jhAlI pAhije. ApalA tara hA mokSamArga Ahe ANi vItarAgIMcA mArga Ahe, covIsa tIrthaMkarAMcA mArga Ahe! he tara duSamakALAtIla loka Aheta, mhaNUna karmAMnI phasalele Aheta bicAre. mhaNUna tara te mAjhyAjavaLa rAhU zakata nAhIta. nAhItara mAjhyApAsUna dUra sarakaNAraca nAhIta. asA gAravA (manaH zAMtI) detAta maga tithUna koNa dUra jANAra? paNa karmAMmuLe sarva phasalele Aheta ANi nusatyA amaryAda 'phAIlI' Aheta. maga kAya karatIla!! kaLasa hAlalA.... to camatkAra? __ praznakartA : kityeka ThikANI loka daravarSI yAtrelA jAtAta, AtA tithe ekA maMdirAcA jo kaLasa Ahe, tyAviSayI sarva sAMgatAta kI, to kaLasa hAlatAnA tI lokaM pAhatAta tara te kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : tyAta jAsta kholavara jANyAsArakhe nAhI. jyAlA disate, tyAcyAsAThI te barobara Ahe. bAkI, Ajace sAyansa he mAnya karaNAra nAhI. Ajace sAyansa he mAnya karela kA? praznakartA : nAhI. dAdAzrI : jhAle maga! vijJAna mAnya karela tevaDhIca goSTa kharI mAnAvI. dusarI sarva tara aMdhazraddhA Ahe. kityeka devI-devatA lokAMcI zraddhA basaNyAsAThI camatkAra karatAta, tevhA ase kAhI ghaDate ekhAdyA veLesa. bAkI sarvakAhI sAyanTiphika asale pAhije. he 'sAyansa' jevaDhe mAnya karela tevaDheca mAnya karaNyAsArakhe Ahe. 'sAyansa' cyA bAhera kAhI nAhIca. kityeka goSTI tara aMdhazraddhALU loka gairasamajutImuLe lokAMcyA manAta ThasavatAta. jithe-tithe sarvAMnI, ajJAnI prajeta zraddhA basavaNyAsAThI hI sarva sAdhane tayAra kelI Aheta. he samaMjasa lokAMsAThI nAhI. te tumacyAsAThI nAhI. te sarva tara dusar2yA lokAMsAThI Ahe. to kaLasa halalA tyAta ApalA kAya phAyadA? tyAmuLe ApalyAlA AtmA prApta hoIla kA? mhaNaje he tara jyAMnA devAvara zraddhA basata nasela, tyAMnA zraddhA basAvI tevaDhyA puratA te halavatAta, mhaNaje hyA lokAMcI tithe

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camatkAra 33 zraddhA basate! paNa yAta ApalyAlA kAya phAyadA ? hyA saMpUrNa jagAlA jarI halavale, tarIhI mI mhaNena kI tU kazAsAThI DokephoDa karatosa ? ugAcaca vinA kAraNa ! gappa basa nA, jhopUna jA gapacUpa ! yAta AmhAlA kAya phAyadA ? ajJAna dUra jhAle tara samajAve kI phAyadA jhAlA. bAkI, he kapATa ithUna tithe sarakale tyAta ApalA kAya phAyadA ? mhaNUna ApaNa evaDhe mhaNAve kI malA tyAcA kAya phAyadA ? praznakartA : malA ase vATale hote kI tI jAgA pavitra jhAlI! dAdAzrI : sarva jaga pavitraca Ahe nA ! he tara sAre vikalpa Aheta. ApalyAlA tara Apale kAma jhAle taraca khare. bAkI he sarva pola (dikhAve) Aheta. anaMta janmAMpAsUna sArakhe heca karata Alo Ahota nA ! amakyA ThikANI deva hAlale, mUrti hAlalI. are, paNa tyAta tujhA kAya phAyadA jhAlA ? loka tara mhaNatIla, ase jhAle ANi tase jhAle. paNa ApaNa ApalA phAyadA pAhAvA. loka malA sAMgatAta kI, hA TIpaoNya uDyA mArela ase karA ! tara te zakya Ahe. tyAsAThI prayoga asato. paNa tase kelyAne kAya hoNAra ? TIpaoNya uDyA mAru lAgalA tyAmuLe kAya hoIla? maga tara ithe mANase mAvaNAra nAhIta, hA jinA tuTUna jAIla ANi tumhI je khare grAhaka AhAta, tumhAlA dhakkA mAruna hAkalUna detIla ANi dusare sagaLe ghusatIla. camatkAra pAhaNyAsAThI ghusatIla. ApalyAlA ase karaNyAcI kAya garaja Ahe ? hI tara khar2yA grAhakAMcI jAgA Ahe. kharA grAhaka toca kI jyAlA mokSAlA jAyace Ahe, jyAlA bhagavaMtAcI oLakha karUna ghyAyacI Ahe, sAkSAtkAra karAyacA Ahe, tyAMcyAsAThI hI jAgA Ahe. he aMtima sTezana Ahe ! ithe ase-tase sarva nasate. itara jAgI lokAMnA zraddhA basAvI yAkarItA camatkAra karatAta. bAkI, te tumacyA sArakhyAMsAThI nAhI ! are, puSkaLa mANasaM tara ekhAdyA jhopalelyA mANasAcA hAta vara karUna detAta! to tara jhopalelA Ahe maga hAta kasA vara jhAlA ? hAta vara jhAlA mhaNUna kAya to jAgA jhAlA ? to tara jhopalelA Ahe. hI sarva mazInarI Ahe! yAta Apale kAhI kAma hota nAhI.

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camatkAra koNAce dukhaNe koNI gheU zakato? praznakartA : ekA saMtAne ekA mANasAce dukhaNe svataH ghetale hote. jyAmuLe naMtara saMpUrNa jIvana tyA saMtAne apaMga avastheta kADhale. tyAviSayI Apale kAya mata Ahe ? dAdAzrI : koNAce dukhaNe koNI gheU zakata nAhI, ase AmhI mAnato. ANi tyAMcI cUka hota asela tara tyAMnAca nukasAna karela nA? tumhAlA kAhI nukasAna karaNAra nAhI. mhaNaje ase koNI karU zakata nAhI. mhaNUna hI zaMkA manAtUna kADhUna TAkA, ase sarva! ApalyA hiMdustAnace saMta Aheta, te samoracyAcyA zarIrAmadhUna roga suddhA svata:cyA aMgAvara ghetAta(!) ase pustakAta ughaDapaNe lihilele asate. are, hyA hiMdustAnace buddhivaMta, tumhAlA hehI samajata nAhI kI tyAMnA zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti nAhI, maga to te kase kAya aMgAvara gheNAra hotA? ANi te tara nimitta asatAta. nimitta mhaNaje kAya, kI karmAce udaya ase Aheta mhaNUna tyAMcyA nimittAne parivartana ghaDUna yete. paraMtu tyAcA roga AmhI gheUna TAkato, ase gheto, ase tyAce AyuSya vADhavato,' azA jyA sarva goSTI karatAta nA, te DokyAta kiDe paDatIla azA goSTI karatAta!! / praznakartA : jyA saMtAcyA sAMgaNyAne samoracyA vyaktice dukhaNe nighUna jAte, ase je ghaDate tyAce kAraNa mhaNaje tyA saMtAce yazanAma karma asela, aseca nA? dAdAzrI : ase sarva hoU zakate. tyA vyakticA rogahI barA hoto. ase saMtAce nimitta asate. mhaNaje yazanAma karma asate. paNa he 'dukhaNe aMgAvara ghetAta' he je sAMgatAta nA, te khoTe Ahe. to jara ase sAMgata asela tara ApaNa vicArAve kI, 'sAheba, maga tumhAlA he evaDhe sAre roga kazAmuLe Aheta?' tevhA mhaNela, 'dusar2yAMce roga aMgAvara ghetale mhaNUna!' pAhA, cAMgalA purAvA sApaDalA nA! AtA tyA saMtAlA mI vicArena kI, 'are sAheba, tumhAlA zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti Ahe kA? asela tara malA sAMgA.' tumhI kase kAya duHkha gheNAra AhAta? moThe Ale duHkha gheNAre, zaucAlA jANyAcI tara zakti nAhI! are, mAjhyA bAbatItahI loka ase mhaNata hote nA! tIna

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camatkAra 35 varSAMpUrvI hyA pAyAlA phrakcara jhAle hote. tevhA ahamadAbAdace moThe sAheba darzana karaNyAsa Ale hote. malA mhaNAle kI, 'dAdA, he tumhI koNAce dukhaNe gheUna AlAta?' are, hI tumhI suzikSita mANase jara ase bolAla tara bicAr2yA aDANI lokAMcI tara kAya avasthA? tumhI zikale savaralele AhAta, tumhAlA svataH vara zraddhA Ahe ANi tarI tumhI ase mAnUna ghetA? yA jagAta koNIhI koNAce duHkha kiMcitamAtrahI gheU zakata nAhI. ho, tyAlA sukha deU zakato. tyAce je sukha Ahe, tyAsa to helpa karato, paNa duHkha gheU zakata nAhI. he tara malA mAjhe karma bhogAyace hote. pratyekAlA ApApale karma bhogAveca lAgate. mhaNaje hyA sarva goSTI utpanna kelyA gelyA Aheta. he tara lokAMnA phasavUna dama kADhalA Ahe ANi te punhA ApalyA hiMdastAnAtIla zikale savaralele lokahI khare mAnatAta!! pratikAra karA nA, kI 'ghyA, he ase karUna dAkhavA.' paNa ase vicAraNyAcIhI zakti nAhI nA!! azI ThokamaThoka cAlavUna ghyAyacI nAhI!! nAhI vADhata AyuSya kSaNabharahI praznakartA : mI tara ithaparyaMta aikale Ahe kI, Amace je AcArya Aheta, tyAMnI ekA vakIlAce AyuSya dahA varSa vADhavUna dile. dAdAzrI : AtA ase bolatAta mhaNUna tara jyA lokAMnA dharmAvara prema Ahe nA, tehI soDUna detIla sarva. ANi ase sAMgitale tara ApaNa vicArAve, 'are bhAU, yA vakIlAlAca kA dile? dusar2yAMnA kA deta nAhI? yAce kAraNa kAya? sAMgA baghU? ANi tumhI jara deNAre AhAta tara dahA varSaca kA dile? cALIsa varSa dyAyace hote nA!' mI tara ase sarva zaMbhara prazna tayAra karena. kAya sAMgata hote? ithe dahA varSAMce AyuSya vADhavUna dile? praznakartA : ase mI aikale hote. dAdAzrI : aikalele kadAcita khoTehI asate. ase dusare kAhI aikale Ahe kA? koNatyAhI manuSyAcI kiMvA gurucI niMdA karU naye. kAya khoTe Ahe ANi kAya khare Ahe, yAcI goSTaca karaNyAsArakhI nAhI, tumhI suddhA he sarva khare mAnale hote? tumhI tara zikalele AhAta, AtA tarI tumhAlA hyA goSTIMmadhe zaMkA yeIla kI nAhI?

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36 camatkAra praznakartA : zaMkA yeIla. dAdAzrI : zaMkA vATela azI goSTa soDUna dyA, khare mAnU nakA tyAsa! lihilele lekha miTata nAhIta koNAkaDUnahI praznakartA : saMta lekha miTavU zakatAta kA? dAdAzrI : he phaoNrena DipArTamenTa Ahe nA, tyAta lekha miTela ase zakyaca nAhI ANi miTavUna TAkale ase je disate, ApalyAlA anubhavAsa yete, saMtAMcyA mAdhyamAtUna kiMvA 'jJAnIpuruSAM'cyA mAdhyamAtUna, te tyAMcyA yazanAma karmAce phaLa Ale Ahe ! arthAt lekha koNIhI miTavU zakata nAhI. nAhItara kRSNa bhagavaMtAMnI miTavale nasate? tyAMnA kAya miTavatA yeta navhate? te tara svataH vAsudeva nArAyaNa hote. praznakartA : paNa kityeka saMta ase paNa sAMgatAta kI tyAMnI mRtyulA dUra karaNyAcA prayatna kelA! dAdAzrI : ase Ahe nA, hiMdustAnAta sarva saMtAMnI mRtyulA dUra karaNyAce prayatna kele Aheta. paNa koNAlAhI ase vATale kI mRtyU dUra jhAlA, mhaNUna? mhaNaje hA sarva ahaMkAra Ahe. ahaMkArAcyA bAhera koNI saMta nighAle nAhIta. hA sarva ahaMkAra Ahe. ANi ahaMkArIMnA samajavaNyAsAThI Ahe. niraahaMkArI tara azA goSTI aikaNArahI nAhI. ekhAdA veDA manuSya bolata asato nA, yAsArakhI goSTa karatAta he !! Apale sAreca saMta ase mhaNatAta, paNa te ahaMkArAne bolatAta ANi aikaNAre suddhA ahaMkArI Aheta, mhaNUna jamale! he tara sAyanTiphika rityA samajU zakela ase Ahe. vijJAnAne samajela kI nAhI samajaNAra? he tara vijJAna Ahe ANi vijJAna kAya sAMgate kI zaucAlA jANyAcIhI zakti kuNAta nAhI, saMtAmadhyehI zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti nAhI ANi AmacyAtahI zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti svataHcI nAhI. bhagavAna mahAvIrAMcA jevhA aMtima nirvANakALa javaLa AlA tevhA devatAMnI vinaMtI kelI kI, 'vIra, ApaNa AyuSya vADhavA, prabhu! dona-tIna miniTAMce AyuSya vADhavale tara yA jagAvara 'bhasmaka' grahAcA duSpariNAma hoNAra nAhI.' paNa 'bhasmaka' grahAcA duSpariNAma jhAlA, tyAmuLe he du:kha sahana karAve

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camatkAra 37 lAgale. duHkha yeU naye mhaNUna devatAMnI bhagavaMtAMnA sAMgitale hote. tyAvara bhagavaMta mhaNAle, 'tase kadhI ghaDale nAhI, ghaDaNArahI nAhI, ANi bhasmaka graha yeNAra Ahe ANi tase ghaDaNAraca Ahe.' hI vijJAnAcI bhASA!! ANi yA ahaMkArAcyA bhASeta jyAlA jase yogya vATela tase bolatAta nA! 'mI tumhAlA vAcavale.' asehI mhaNatAta. Apale sarva saMta aseca bolatAta. tyAmuLe tyA saMtAMnI adhyAtmyAta eka pai suddhA kamavalI nAhI. ajUnaparyaMta AtmyA sanmukha gele nAhIta. ajUna tara tIna yogAtaca Aheta. mana-vacanakAyecyA yogAtaca Aheta, AtmayogAkaDe vaLaleca nAhIta. AtA yAhUna jAsta kAhI sAMgitale tara vAITa disela. mI ase bolAyalA nako. mhaNaje te loka ajUnaparyaMta yogAcyA prakriyetaca Aheta ANi manAlA, vANIlA, dehAlA vaza karIta Aheta. paNa vaza karaNArA koNa? ahaMkAra! arthAt AyuSya koNI vADhavU zakata nAhI. jara koNatIhI vyakti ase oraDUna sAMgata asela kI, 'mAjhyAta azI zakti Ahe.' tara ApaNa sAMgAve kI, zaucAlA jANyAcIhI zakti nAhI ANi ugAca asA kA oraData rAhatosa? tujhI abrU jAIla! vijJAna svIkArata nAhI. mAjhI hI goSTa samajateya kA? tumhAlA kAya vATate? praznakartA : samajata Ahe. dAdAzrI : kAraNa kI, mANasAMnA azA goSTI khUpa AvaDatAta. tase tara mI suddhA bolato kI tumhAlA ase sarva karUna deIna ANi loka suddhA sAMgatAta kI, 'dAdA, tumhIca he sarva karatA.' 'are bhAU, mAjhyAta karaNyAcI zakti nAhI. he sarva tara mAjhe yazanAma karma Ahe. mhaNUna te tumace kAma karIta Ahe. AmacyAkaDUna eka zabda suddhA cukIcA bolalA jAU zakata nAhI ANi yAMce tara kAya? ahaMkArI tara vATela tase bolela. tyAMnA koNa aDavaNArA? tarI dekhIla ApaNa tyAMcyAviSayI bare-vAITa bolU naye. kAraNa tyAMcyA bhaktAMsAThI tI goSTa khUpa moThe viTAmina Ahe ANi tyAMcyA bhaktAMcI ekAgratA hota Ahe nA, tyAMce cita ekAgra hota Ahe nA! mhaNUna ApaNa dusare kAhI bolU naye. dusare kAhI bolAyace nAhI. ApaNa tyAMcyA bhaktAMce citta vicalita karaNyAsAThI he sAMgata nAhI. he

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camatkAra tara tumhAlA samajAvaNyAsAThI Ahe kI, he vijJAna kAya Ahe ! bhagavAna mahAvIrAMnI tIna miniTe suddhA AyuSya vADhavale nAhI. arthAt ase kAhI ghaData nAhI! praznakartA : AyuSyAcA, manuSyAcyA zvAsAbarobara kAhI saMbaMdha Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : ho, saMbaMdha Ahe, he barobara Ahe. praznakartA : yAta he yogI puruSAMnI zvAsAlA thAMbavUna, zvAsAcI gatI kiMvA tyAce pramANa kamI kele tara tyAMcyA AyuSyAta kAhI pharaka paDato kA? dAdAzrI : he barobara Ahe. he tara svAbhAvikaca Ahe. he AyuSya vADhaviNe yAcA artha kAya, tara te zvAsocchazvAsa vAparu deta nAhIta, zvAsocchazvAsAvara AyuSya avalaMbUna asate. paNa te tyAsAThI sAMgata nAhI, to tara rubAba dAkhavito. tyAsAThI sAMgata asela tara ThIka Ahe! te tara pratyekAce hote, tyAta navIna kAya Ahe? jevaDhe zvAsocchazvAsa kamI vAparale jAtAta, tevaDhe varSa vADhatAta. paNa he tara kAya mhaNatAta? AyuSya vADhavaNe mhaNaje varSa vADhavaNe ase nAhI, paNa he tara zvAsocchazvAsa vADhavUna dile asA torA dAkhavitAta. ase Ahe, he tara jagAta sagaLIkaDeca zvAsocchazvAsa kamI kele mhaNaje AyuSya vADhate, hA tara niyamaca Ahe. tyAta te ase bolU zakata nAhI kI, AmhI AyuSya vADhaviNAre Ahota. ase bolaNe hA tara moThA aparAdha Ahe. bhagavAna mahAvIra suddhA ase bolU zakata nAhI, koNIhI bolU zakata nAhI! jithe zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti nAhI tithe AyuSya kase vADhaviNAra hote te? jagAta asA koNIhI janmAlA AlA nAhI kI jyAlA zaucAlA jANyAcI zakti asela, yAcI gaeNranTI lihUna deto. ANi kAhI paNa 'mI karata Ahe' ase je pustakAta lihitAta, te sarva ahaMkArI Aheta. 'he mI kele, mI ase kele ANi mI amake kele' ase je sAMgatAta nA, te sarva ahaMkArI Aheta. AmacyA pustakAta 'mI karata Ahe, tU karata Ahesa ANi te karata Aheta' ase koNatyAhI jAgI nasate. dusar2yA sarva

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camatkAra ThikANI tara aseca asate nA kI, 'mI karata Ahe', ase lihIle asela te pustaka ahaMkArIMnA sopavUna dyAve. jara mokSAlA jAyace asela tara te pustaka ApalyAjavaLa ThevU naye. 'mI ase karato ANi mI tase karato, mI tArato ANi mI buDavato.' hyA sagaLyA ahaMkArAcyA goSTI Aheta. bAkI koNAta kAhI karaNyAcI zaktica nAhI nA! he tara ase Ahe kI hI sAdhIbhoLI prajA, mhaNUna ase sarva cAlate!! mhaNaje he saMta tara mhaNatIla, 'maraNe AmacyA svAdhIna Ahe, AmhAlA jevhA marAyace asela tevhA AmhI marU', are, eka miniTa suddhA azI koNAcI tAkada nAhI! he tara mUrkha lokAMnA phasavata asatAta! mhaNUna malA aseca vATela nA kI kuThaparyaMta tumhI ase mUrkha banUna rahAla? bhagavAna mahAvIra sAMgatAta, 'he devatA, ase kadhI ghaDale nAhI, ghaData nAhI ANi ghaDaNArahI nAhI.' ANi he loka tara pAhA, lokAMcI zraddhA basAvI mhaNUna sAMgatAta. 'mI evaDhe AyuSya vADhavale!' paNa maga thoDyA divasAnaMtara hI basalelI zraddhA paNa nighUna jAte! suzikSIta mANasAlA yAta zaMkA-kuzaMkA tara hoNAraca nA. maga tI kharI zraddhA mhaTalI jAIla kA? paNa tikiTa cikaTataca nAhI nA! ___ guru pratyakSa hajara asatIla taraca kAma hoIla, naMtara kAmAsa yeta nAhI. tarI dekhIla tyAMce phaoNloarsa (anuyAyI) pustakAta kAya lihitAta? 'AmacyA guruMnI ase kele ANi tase kele!' sarva khoTe-khoTe camatkAra lihitAta. jyAsa lahAna mule suddhA ase mhaNatIla kI hA veDepaNA kelA Ahe, ase camatkAra lihitAta! tyAsa yA kALAtIla mule tara mAnaNAraca nAhIta nA! pUrvIcyA kALAtIla loka camatkArAsa mAnata hote. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, hiMdustAnAta tara sarvaca loka camatkArAlA mAnatAta nA! maga to koNIhI aso, baeNrisTara, DaoNkTara, iMjiniyara sarvaca mAnatAta. dAdAzrI : te sarva lAlacI Aheta mhaNUnaca mAnatAta. nAhItara camatkArAsArakhI goSTa hyA jagAta nasateca. ANi jo kAhI camatkAra

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camatkAra Ahe, te AvaraNAne jhAkalele vijJAna Ahe. bAkI, camatkArAsArakhI goSTa nAhIca. praznakartA : paNa he je camatkAra karatAta nA, tyAMnA tara loka 'he jJAnIpuruSa Aheta' ase mhaNatAta. dAdAzrI : te taseca mhaNatIla nA, ANi ase jara nAhI mhaTale tara tyAMce camatkAra cAlaNAra nAhIta. tyAMnA jara vicArale, tyAMce nivedana gheNyAta Ale, kI hA camatkAra kazAsAThI karata AhAta? koNatyA hetusAThI karata AhAta? tyAce tumhI nivedana karA, ase mhaNAve. maga majA yeIla! praznakartA : tevhA te loka ase mhaNatAta kI zraddhA utpanna karaNyAsAThI. dAdAzrI : jara tyAcyAvara zraddhA basataca nasela, tara ase khoTe karUna zraddhA utpanna karavaNe hA gunhA Ahe. azA prakAre jo manuSya zraddhA utpanna karato, tyAlA pakaDUna zikSA kelI pAhije. mI paMcavIsa varSAcA hoto, tevhA ekA saMta AcAryAMkaDe gelo hoto. te malA mhaNAle, 'mAjhyAvara zraddhA ThevA.' mI mhaNAlo, 'paNa malA zraddhA basata nAhI.' tevhA mhaNAle, 'paNa tumhI zraddhA basavaNyAcA prayatna karIta rAhA.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'mI tumhAlA udAharaNa deto. he tikiTa Ahe, tyAsa ApaNa pANI copaDUna cikaTavile, paNa te paDUna jAte. cikaTata nAhI tevhA ApalyAlA he nAhI kA samajaNAra kI kAhItarI kamI paData Ahe yA doghAMmadhye? jyAcyAvara ApalyAlA tikiTa cikaTavAyace Ahe te, ANi he tikiTa, yA doghAMcyAmadhye kuThalI tarI vastU kamI paData Ahe, ase ApalyA lakSAta yete kI nAhI yeta? koNatI vastU kamI paData Ahe? praznakartA : DIMka kamI paData Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho. mhaNUna mI mhaTale, kI 'asA kAhI DIka(goMda) lAvA kI mAjhe tikiTa cikaTela'. tarIhI te mhaNAle, ase nAhI 'tumhAlA mAjhyAvara zraddhA ThevAvI lAgela.' mI mhaNAlo, 'nAhI, azI zraddhA mI ThevaNAra nAhI. malA zraddhA basataca nAhI! jara tumhI tase 'dekhaNe' asate tara

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camatkAra dekhaNyAcyA AdhArAvara mI thoDI zraddhA ThevalI asatI. tumhI ase dekhaNe nAhIta. jara tumhI azI vANI bolaNAre asate kI tumacI vANI aikUna mI khuSa jhAlo asato, tarIhI mAjhI zraddhA basalI asatI, kiMvA maga tumace vartana pAhUna mAjhI zraddhA basalI asatI. paNa malA tumacyAta ase kAhIca disata nAhI. paNa tarI mI ase sahaja darzana karaNyAsa yeIna, tumhI tyAgI puruSa AhAta mhaNUna. bAkI, malA tumacyAvara zraddhA basataca nAhI!' AtA tithe jara te camatkArIka goSTa karAyalA gele tara mI jAsta rAgavena, kI azI jAdugirI kazAsAThI karIta AhAta? paNa hiMdustAnace loka lAlacI, mhaNUna jithUna camatkAra pAhUna yetAta tithe tyAMcI zraddhA basate. tyA camatkAra karaNAr2yAsa ApaNa sAMgAve, 'hiMdustAnAcyA lokAMnA anna-dhAnya kamI paDate, tumhI anna-dhAnya goLA karA. hA camatkAra karA, tumacyAta jI zakti Ahe, tI yAta vAparA. paNa ase kAhI te karata nAhIta! he tara mUrkha banavitAta lokAMnA! praznakartA : AtAparyaMta ase mUrkha banataca Alo Ahota. dAdAzrI : paNa maga ase jIvana kuThaparyaMta jagAve? lAlUca kA asAvI? mANasAlA kazAsAThI lAlUca asAvI? ANi parata to deNArA koNa? jyAta zaucAlA jANyAcIhI zakti nAhI, to kAya deNAra? phasale vicAravaMta suddhA... ANi mI camatkAra kelA ase koNa bolato? tara jyAlA kAhItarI lAbha uThavAyacA Ahe, toca ase bolato. ANi kuNAkaDUna lAbha ghyAyacA Ahe ? je loka tumacyAjavaLa kAhI mAgata Aheta, tyAMcAca tumhI lAbha uThavatA? je loka svataHce du:kha dUra karaNyAsAThI sukha mAgAyalA Ale Aheta, tyAMcAca lAbha uThavatA? je sukhAce bhikArI Aheta, tyAMcyAkaDUna tumhI sukha ghetA? kase AhAta tumhI? tyAMcyAkaDUna tumhI eka pai dekhIla kase gheU zakatA? mhaNaje te tumacyAjavaLa bhikArI Aheta ANi tumhI tyAMcyAsamora bhikArI AhAta! tumacAhI bhikArIpaNA suTata nAhI!! maga Ata jJAna kase prakaTa hoIla? jJAna prakaTa hoNAraca nAhI nA! jJAna tara, jithe

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camatkAra kuNAce kiMcitamAtrahI sukha hirAvUna gheNyAcI jyAcI icchA nAhI, tithe jJAna prakaTa hote. koNatyAhI prakAracI bhIka nAhI, mAna-tAnAcI bhIka nAhI, apamAna kelA tarIhI harakata nAhI, mAna dilA tarI harakata nAhI, viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI bhIka nAhI, tithe jJAna prakaTa hote. ANi he loka mhaNatAta, 'AmhI jJAna gheUna phirata' Ahota. paNa tujhyAta tara sarva prakAracI bhIka Ahe maga tithe jJAna kase asela?! ANi he ase tara hyA dizAbhUla jhAlelyA pravAhAta cAlela. yA ithe buddhivaMtAMjavaLa ase nasAve! paNa ApalyA ithe buddhivaMta kase Aheta? kacce Aheta, tumacyA sArakhe nAhIta. 'aso, ApalyAlA tyAce kAya? ase bolatAta te. mhaNUna tara tyA lokAMnA buddhivaMta lokAMce rakSaNa miLAle. paraMtu jara buddhivaMtAMnI tyAMce rakSaNa kele nAhI, tara te lageca saraLa hotIla. hiMdustAnAtIla loka, 'ApalyAlA kAya?' aseca bolatAta! malA tara 'ApalyAlA kAya?' he cAlataca nAhI, sahana hota nAhI. spaSTapaNe sAMgA nA, dona janma jAsta jhAle tarI cAlela! paNa Apale buddhivaMta loka suddhA camatkArAlA mAnU lAgale. arere! ase kA jhAleta loka! cAMgalyA vicAravaMta mANasAMmadhye suddhA ase ThAma basale Ahe kI yA camatkArAsArakhe kAhItarI nakkIca Ahe. hA jo dizAbhUla jhAlelA pravAha tyAlA mAnato, tyAvara vizvAsa Thevato, tyAcI ApalyAlA harakata nAhI, paNa vicAravaMta mANasaM dekhIla tyAsa mAnatAta, mhaNUna ase samajAve kI ApalyA hiMdustAnAcI jI buddhizakti Ahe, tI phaeNkcara hoU lAgalI Ahe. praznakartA : mhaNaje lokAMcyA bhASeta tyAsa camatkAra mhaTalA jAto? dAdAzrI : te dizAbhUla jhAlelyA pravAhAta, buddhivaMtAMcyA bhASeta nAhI. ANi buddhivaMta mAjhyAkaDe yeta asata, te sAMgata hote kI, 'hA camatkAra!' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'tumacyAsArakhe buddhivaMta loka ase mAnatAta?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'AmhAlA manAta tara khUpa kAhI hota asate paNa AmacyA DokyAta he satata ghAtalyAne maga AmhAlAhI te khareca vATate. naMtara mI tyAMnA sagaLyA ta-hene samajAvale, mhaNUna tyAMnA eksepTa jhAle. naMtara mhaNAle, 'AtA AmhI

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camatkAra 43 mAnaNAra nAhI.' ANi te samajUna gele kI camatkArAsArakhe kAhI nasate. manuSya camatkAra karU zakata nAhI. ___ camatkArAsArakhyA goSTIMnA buddhivaMtAMnI mAnU naye. ANi Apale jJAna ghetalelyA mahAtmyAMnI tara he mAnUca naye. koNI camatkArI asela tara tyAlA mhaNAve kI, 'tU camatkArI asalA tarI malA tyAce kAya? mhaNaje yAta buddhimAna mANase aDakata nAhIta. dusare sagaLe tara samajA aDakaNAraca Aheta. te tara cAra meMDhyA puDhe cAlatIla nA, tyAMnA pAhUna, tyAMce pAya baghUnaca cAlatIla, toMDa pAhaNAra nAhI. tyAce pAya koNatyA bAjUne vaLatAta tyA bAjUne cAlata rAhatIla. reghahI oDhAvI lAgaNAra nAhI! sagaLe basUna rAhatIla tevhA tohI basUna rAhIla. sagaLe hare mhaNatIla, tevhA tohI hare mhaNela. koNI vicArale, tumhAlA kAya samajale? tara to mhaNela, 'samajela kadhItarI!' camatkAra buddhijanya Ahe, jJAnAta nAhI praznakartA : paNa te loka tara jagAta aseca sAMgatAta kI, he 'miraeNkala' (camatkAra) jhAle. jI ghaTanA nehamI ghaData nAhI azI ghaTanA ghaDalI tyAsa miraeNkala mhaNatAta, camatkAra mhaNatAta. dAdAzrI : ase tara phaoNrenavAle mhaNatAta, ApaNa thoDeca ase mhaNU zakato? praznakartA : he tara je tumacyAkaDe Aleta te samajatIla. bAkI tara hajArAmadhUna naUze navyANNava lokAMcI bhASA tara tIca nA? dAdAzrI : ho tIca bhASA. mhaNUnaca mhaNato nA, ApalyA lokAMnA tara kharA Ahe kI khoTA Ahe, tyAcI tamA nAhI. camatkAra dAkhavalA kI maga vaThaNIvara rAhato, anyathA rAhata nAhI. paNa mI tara koNI camatkAra dAkhavalA tara samajUna jAto kI hyA lokAMnI phasavaNUka kelI. camatkAra ghaDUca kasA zakato? he kase paoNsibala (zakya) Ahe ? vijJAna mAnya karela taraca camatkAra paoNsibala Ahe! camatkAra hI buddhigamya vastU nAhI ANi

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camatkAra jJAnAta tara camatkAra nasatAtaca. buddhigamyamadhye je camatkAra asatAta, te tara kamI buddhivAlyAlA jAsta buddhivAlA phasavato. tAtparya heca kI camatkAra nasatAta! praznakartA : mhaNaje dAdA, hI kAhItarI buddhipalIkaDIla vastU Ahe. to jarI camatkAra nasela, paNa buddhicyAhI palIkaDIla ase kAhItarI Ahe ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tehI nAhI. he camatkAra karatAta, tI buddhicyA palIkaDIla vastU suddhA nAhI. buddhicyAhI palIkaDIla azI phakta ekaca vastU Ahe, ANi te 'jJAna' Ahe. te tara sva-para prakAzaka jJAna Ahe ANi jJAnAta camatkAra nasato. jara camatkAra mhaTale, tara te buddhita gaNale jAIla. paNa buddhita suddhA tyAsa camatkAra mhaTale jANAra nAhI. hA tara khudAI camatkAra!! jJAnAta camatkAra nasato. mI tara jJAnIpuruSa Ahe paNa Ata svataH khudA (bhagavaMta) prakaTa jhAlele Aheta. te khudAI camatkAra dAkhavatIla kI nAhI, thoDAphAra tarI? khudAI camatkAra mhaNaje kAya kI tyAlA zivyA dyAyacyA asatIla tarIhI tyAcyAkaDUna dilyA jANAra nAhIta. ithe gaLyAparyaMta zabda yetAta, paNa bolU zakata nAhI. ase ghaDate kI nAhI? eka manuSya ithe AlA hotA, to gharuna ThAma TharavUna AlA hotA kI Aja tara jAUna dAdAMnA bolenaca. to malA zivyA deNyAsa AlA hotA. paNa ithe yeUna basalA nA, kI maga tyAcyA gaLyAtUna zabda nighUca zakale nAhIta. hA koNatA camatkAra mhaTalA jAIla? khudAI camatkAra! ase kitItarI khudAI camatkAra 'jJAnIpuruSAM'javaLa asatAta, jyAlA camatkAra karAyacA nAhI tithe khUpa camatkAra ghaData asatAta. paNa tarI dekhIla AmhI tyAsa camatkAra mhaNata nAhI. praznakartA : tarI paNa je anubhava camatkAra rUpAne svapnAta hota asatAta, tyAsa kAya mhaTale jAIla? mAjhyA bhayaMkara AjArapaNAta dAdAMnI svapnAta yeUna malA hAra ghAlUna vidhI kelI. ANi dusar2yAca divazI sakALI camatkArika ritIne mAjhe dukhaNe, AjAra sarva nighUna gele ANi naoNrmala hoUna gelo. hA anubhava satya asato kA?

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camatkAra 45 dAdAzrI : hA camatkAra nAhI, vAstavikatA Ahe. jase mI pratyakSa bheTalo asela, tyAcasArakhe he sUkSma svarupAta bheTalo. hI vAstavikatA Ahe, yAta koNatAhI camatkAra nAhI. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, ase ghaDale tara sarvAMnA camatkAra vATaNAra kI nAhI ? dAdAzrI : ase tara hajAro ThikANI ghaData asate. ANi mI jara yAsa camatkAra mhaTale tara loka malA buvA banavUna TAkatIla kI tumhI tara camatkArI buvA AhAta. paNa mI buvA nAhI. kityekAMnA 'dAdA' svapnAta yetAta, gappAgoSTI karatAta. AtA he kAhI mAjhe sAMgitalele nAhI. ' dhIsa ija baTa naeNcarala' jyAcI jazI cittavRttI asela, koNI bhagavaMtAlA zodhata asela, tara tyAlA tase sarva darzana hote ! musalamAnAMcyAhI svapnAta yetAta, paNa malA te mAhitahI nasate. praznakartA: dAdA ase sAMgata nAhIta kI mI camatkAra karato, paNa ase camatkAra hotaca asatAta nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, hotAta nA. jaga tara yAsa camatkAra mhaNate. paNa ApaNa jara yAsa camatkAra mhaTale tara jaga jAsta veDepaNA karela. hA 'camatkAra' zabdaca uDavUna TAkA ! yAsAThIca mI he zodhUna kADhale kI zaucAlA jANyAcI tara zakti nAhI ANi he kAya camatkAra karaNAra Aheta ? ase mhaTale tara camatkAra nAvAce je bhUta lokAMmadhye ghara karUna basale Ahe, te loka tyAtUna bAhera nighatIla ! praznakartA : maga yAMnA jo anubhava jhAlA te kAya Ahe ? dAdAzrI : mI sAMgitale hote nA kI tumacI tayArI pAhije. ithe sagaLIca tayArI karUna ThevalI Ahe. jevaDhI tumacI 'hArTacI pyoriTI', jase tumhI baTaNa dAbAla tevaDhe tayAra ! mhaNaje phakta tumhI baTaNa dAbaNyAcIca khoTI Ahe. bAkI, jaga tara yAsa camatkAraca mhaNela. AmhI heca sAMgU icchito kI, yAsa jara camatkAra Tharavale tara jagAlA heca have Ahe. ApalyAkaDUna, ApalI sahamatI mAgatAta kI camatkAra hota asato kI

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46 camatkAra nAhI! jaga ApalI sahI mAgata asate kI camatkAra hI kharI goSTa Ahe kI khoTI? camatkAra khoTI goSTa Ahe. praznakartA : paNa ase ghaData asate, dAdA ! dAdAzrI : ase sarva khUpa ThikANI hota asate. mhaNUna tyAMnA samajAvato kI, 'ho, mI Alo hoto.' kAraNa sUkSma zarIra phirata asate, he mI pAhU zakato. ameriketa suddhA jAte. mI ameriketa hoto tevhA yA ithe ahamadAbAdace saMghapatI ramezabhAU yAMcI pahATe yeUna vidhI kelI hotI, amerikelA tyAMce patra Ale hote kI 'tumhI yeUna mAjhI vidhI kelI, mAjhe tara kalyANa jhAle!' azI tara puSkaLa lokAMcI ApalyA ithe patre yetAta. ase vAraMvAra hotaca asate. paNa ApaNa jara yAsa camatkAra mhaTale tara yAmuLe gairasamaja jAsta pasarela. maga te durbala loka yAcA jAsta lAbha uThavatIla. mhaNUna ApaNaca camatkArAlA uDavUna TAkA nA, ithUnaca ! jyAlA mobadalA pAhije asela to bolela, mAnya karela kI ho bhAU, camatkAra Ahe mAjhA(!) ApalyAlA tara kAhI mobadalA nakoca asato! mhaNUna he uDavUna TAkA. hA camatkAra nAhI. he tara Amace yazanAma karma AtA yAsa camatkAra mhaTalA jAta asela tara ase ApalyA ithe dararoja zaMbhara- zaMbhara, donaze-donaze camatkAra ghaData asatAta. pUrvIcyA saMtAnI dahA camatkAra kele asatIla, tara loka tyAce moThe moThe pustaka racUna dikhAve karatAta. ithe tara ase rojace donaze-donaze camatkAra ghaData asatAta ! koNI mhaNato, 'gharI mAjhyA bhAvAlA khUpa tApa yeta Ahe, Aja paMdharA-vIsa divasa jhAle tarIhI tApa utarata nAhI.' maga mAjhA eka hAra tyAlA deto, tara dusar2yAca divazI patra yete kI tApa pUrNapaNe gelA Ahe. hAra ghAtalyAbarobaraca tApa utaralA. ase sarva kitItarI kesesa hota asatAta. he tara Amace 'yazanAma' karma Ahe. ANi je camatkAra karatAta tyA saMtAMcehI yazanAma karma asate.

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camatkAra pUrvI ApalyA ithe phulAMce hAra ghAlata hote. tevhA pAca-paMcavIsa hAra yethe asAyace, tara ekhAdA mANUsa ithUna hAra gheUna jAyacA ANi maga haoNspiTalamadhye jAUna tethIla AjArI mANasAMnA te hAra ghAlata ase ANi tyAMnA sAMgAyacA kI, 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' ase bolA. tara sakALI DaoNkTara mhaNata asata kI 'hyA rugaNAMmadhye evaDhA pharaka kasA kAya paDalA?' praznakartA : tarI suddhA te camatkAra nAhI, ase ApaNa sAMgatA? dAdAzrI : ho, camatkAra kelA ase ApaNa mhaNata nAhI ANi he je aikale nA, yAhIpekSA khUpa moThe ghaDale Ahe, he jaga phIdA hoUna jAIla ase ghaDale Ahe, paNa tyAsa jara camatkAra mhaNAla tara dusar2yAMce camatkAra cAlUca rAhatIla. mhaNUnaca mI he camatkAra toDaNyAsAThI Alo Ahe. kharetara, vAstavAta he camatkAra nAhItaca. hA AmacA phoTo suddhA khUpa kAma karato. mhaNUna zevaTI maga lokAMnA AmhI phoTo deta asato. kAraNa jara itake kAma kele nAhI tara hI 'bhAMDI' svaccha hotIla ase nAhI. 'bhAMDI' itakI ghANa jhAlI Aheta kI tI ghAsUna svaccha karatA yeNAra nAhIta. mhaNUna nisarga kAma karUna rAhilA Ahe. sarva hota rAhile Ahe, camatkAra nAhI hA! yA sArakhI tara dararoja kityeka patre yetAta kI, 'dAdA, tyA divazI tumhI sAMgitale hote kI jA, tulA nokarI miLela, tara malA nokarI lAgalI! he sarva nisarga karIta Ahe! malA khUpa loka sAMgAyalA yetAta kI, 'dAdA, tumhIca he sAre kele. he camatkAra tumhIca kele.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'bhAU, mI kAhI camatkArI nAhI. mI kAhI jAdugAra nAhI ANi mI ase kAhI karU zakena asA nAhI.' tevhA mhaNatAta kI, maga 'he koNI kele?' ase Ahe nA kI, dAdA svataHce yazanAma karma gheUna Ale Aheta, mhaNUna dAdAMce yazagAna bolale jAte. ANi te yazanAma karma tumace bhale karate. tumace nimitta asate tyAta, tyAta mAjhe kAya? mI tyAta kartA nAhI nA? mhaNUna mI kazAlA asA mAla khAU?! he loka tara vinAkAraNa yaza deNyAsa yetAta. ANi te yaza khANAre sarva yaza khAta rAhatAta. loka tara yazAce bhukele asatAta, mhaNUna maga khAta

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camatkAra rAhatAta. he saMtapuruSa suddhA khAtAta paNa te tyAMnA pacata nAhI bicAr2yAMnA, ulaTa jAsta bhaTakatAta! pratyekAce ApApale yazanAma karma asate mhaNUna tyAMnA yaza miLate. jo thoDA jarI saMta jhAlA asela, tyAce thoDese yazanAma karma asate ANi Amace yazanAma karma moThe! malA tara saMsArI avasthetahI yaza miLata hote. asAca, sahajaca jarI hAtAne sparza kelA nA, tarI tyAcyA gharI paizAMcA DhIga hota ase, paNa mAjhyAca gharI mAtra paise yeta nasata! ANi malA tyA paizyAMcI garajahI nAhI. jevhA garaja hotI tevhA Ale nAhI ANi AtA garaja nAhI tevhA yeNyAsa tayAra Ahe. tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'jA, hIrAbAMkaDe, (hIrAbA-dAdAzrIMcI patnI) AmhAlA AtA kAya garaja?' mhaNaje he mI kele nAhI. he tara Amace je yazanAma karma Ahe, te nAmakarmaca tumhAlA sarva phaLa deta Ahe. ANi lokAMnI tyAsa camatkAra mAnAvA, ase zikavale gele ! camatkAra tara hoUca zakata nAhI. mI ekA bAjUnI asehI sAMgato kI varlDamadhye kuNAlAhI zaucAlA jANyAcIhI zakti nAhI, tara maga camatkAra kase karU zakatIla? ___naMtara puSkaLa mANase yeUna sAMgatAta kI, 'dAdAjI, mI asA phasalo Ahe, tara ApaNa malA yAtUna soDavA nA. mhaNUna mI vidhI karato, tyAnaMtara tyAMcI suTakA hote. mhaNUna kAya te mI kele? nAhI. mI tyAta nimitta hoto. he yazanAma karma hote mAjhe! ekA mANasAne mAjhyAsobata karoDo rupayAMcA saudA kelA. mhaNAlA, mAjhI karoDa rupayAMcI saMpattI sarva phasalI Ahe ANi Aja tara mAjhyAjavaLa menTenansa(jIvananirvAha) karaNyAitakehI paise nAhIta.' tevhA sagaLe mhaNAle yAlA kAhI vidhI karUna dyA nA, bicAr2yAcI kAhI saMpattI vikalI jAIla. tyAlA saMpattI tIna-tIna varSAMpAsUna vikAyacI hotI, paNa tI vikalI jAta navhatI. mhaNUna vidhI karUna dilI. naMtara mahinyAcyA Ata sattara lAkhAMcI saMpattI vikalI gelI. mI sAMgitale, 'hyA phaeNkTarIta satyanArAyaNAcI pUjA ghAlA ANi tyA phaeNkTarIta jainAMcI pUjA karA.' naMtara to malA mhaNAlA, 'dAdAjI tIsa lAkhAMcI miLakata bAkI Ahe, kAhI karA nA!' tevhA mI samajUna gelo kI hyA mANasAsobata cukIcA vyavahAra jhAlA Ahe. yA

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camatkAra mANasAne devAce upakAra mAnale tarI puSkaLa Ahe. tujhyAkaDUna malA kAhIhI nako. tU jara devAce upakAra mAnale kI, oho! devAcyA pratApAne mI suTalo, itake jarI kele tarIhI khUpa jhAle. ANi he jara mI karIta asena tara mI dalAlI nAhI kA gheNAra? maga tara mI aseca mhaTale asate nA kI tujhe kAma saphala jhAlyAvara itake Takke dalAlIce dyAve lAgatIla. mhaNUna AmhI to vyApAraca baMda kelA. kAma karaNyAce, ANi nAhI karaNyAce donhIhI baMda karUna TAkale nA! praznakartA : AtmyAcI goSTa tara cAlUca Ahe nA! dAdAzrI : yAta AtmyAcyA goSTIMcA kAhI saMbaMdha nAhI. hyA goSTIta mobadalA nasatoca. yAcA mobadalA nasato, yAcA jara mobadalA dyAvA lAgata asela tara hI goSTa phaLaNAraca nAhI. praznakartA : yA jJAnAta tara kAhI gheNyAce nasate, yAta tara deNyAcIca goSTa Ahe nA? dAdAzrI : ho. basa. kAraNa kI yAta tumhI badalyAta kAya deNAra? pudgala dyAla. ANakhI kAya dyAla? ANi yAcI kiMmata jara pudgala asela tara maga to AtmAca nAhI. amUlya vastucI velyU nasate! malAca cUrNa ghyAve lAgate tara.... ithe eka bhAU yeta asatAta. tyAMce vaDIla 78 varSAMce hote. te AmacyA gAvace hote. mI tyAMcyA gharI tyAMnA darzana deNyAsa jAta hoto. tyAMnI svata:cyA vaDilAMnA sAMgitale kI, 'Aja dAdA darzana deNyAsAThI yeNAra Aheta.' 78 varSAcyA mANasAlA ithe kase ANU zakato? paNa tyAMnI kAya kele? gharAbAhera nighUna rastyAvara yeUna basale. maga mI tithe gelo tevhA mI tyAMnA vicArale kI, 'tumhI ase rastyAvara basatA, he kAhI bare disate kA? yAta kAya phAyadA? te sAMgA. tevhA te mhaNAle, ithe khAlI yeUna basalo tara dona miniTe lavakara darzana hotIla! ANi gharAta tara tumhI yAla tevhA darzana hotIla! paNa mI mhaNAlo, khAlI tara dhULa....? tevhA mhaNAle, 'asU de dhULa, anaMta janma dhuLItaca gele nA Amace! AtA yA janmAta tumhI

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50 camatkAra bheTale AhAta tara yA bhaTakaMtIcA aMta yeU dyA nA!' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'ThIka Ahe maga !' mI hasalo. tyAMnI tara darzana karatAnA mAjhe pAya gacca dharuna Thevale. mI pAThIvara ase kele, dhanya Ahe, ase sAMgaNyAsAThI tyAMcI pATha thopaTalI. tara bArA varSAMpAsUna tyAMcyA kamareta jabaradasta dukhaNe hote, te lageca dusar2yAca divazI sTaoNpa ! " mhaNUna maga tyAMnI kAya kele ? gAvabhara phiruna sAMgUna Ale kI, 'gelyA bArA varSAMpAsUna mAjhe je dukhaNe hote, puSkaLa auSadhopacAra kele tarIhI dukhaNe bare hota navhate paNa dAdAjIMnI ekadAca pATha thopaTalI nI lageca te bare jhAle.' maga tara gAvAta azI dahA-vIsa mANase hotI, kI jI duHkhAne kaMTALalelI hotI, tI sagaLI mAjhyAkaDe AlI! malA mhaNAlI, 'ApaNa tyAMnA je kAhI kele, tase AmhAlAhI kAhI karA. tevhA maga mI tyA sagaLyAMnA samajAvale kI jevhA malA saMDAsa hota nAhI tevhA malAca cUrNa ghyAve lAgate. kadhI baddhakoSThatA hote tevhA malA cUrNa ghyAve lAgate. tyAvaruna tumhI jarA samajA nA ! mAjhyAne kAhI hoU zakela ase nAhIca, he sarva ! he tara vArA suTalA ANi kaula sarakale ANi te pAhUna kutrA bhuMkalA, koNI mhaNAle mI pAhilA cora, ANi tithe jhAlA zora !' yAce nAva saMsAra. he sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Ahe, hA camatkAra nAhI. lageca he mAjhyA lakSAta Ale. mhaNUna mI spaSTaca sAMgitale kI cUrNa gheto tevhA malA saMDAsa hote. malA vATale kI AtA kAhItarI mArga zodhUna kADhA, nAhItara hI rojacIca jhaMjhaTa suru hoIla. koNatA vyApAra hotA ANi koNatA vyApAra suru hoIla ! praznakartA : hyA goSTIMmadhye maga AtmyAcA visara paDato nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, AtmyAsa visaruna jAtIla ANi he dusare loka tara ApalyA mANasAMnA ithe yeUca deNAra nAhI nA ! te lokaca sarva ithe yeUna basatIla ANi he milamAlaka tara malA ithUna ucalUna netIla. he paisevAle loka toDaphoDa suddhA karatIla, vATela te karatIla. mAjhyA AsapAsacyA mANasAMce aikaNArahI nAhIta ANi kasehI karUna malA ithUna uThavatIla.

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camatkAra ___51 eka mANUsa tara malA sAMgata hotA, 'dAdA, Apale apaharaNa karUna gheUna jAU.' mI mhaNAlo, 'ho, yA jagAce kAhI khare nAhI.' AmhI jAdugAra nAhI mhaNaje ApalyA ithe ase rojace kitItarI camatkAra hotAta, paNa mI sagaLyAMnA sAMgata asato kI, dAdA camatkAra karIta nAhIta. dAdA jAdugAra nAhIta. he tara Amace 'yazanAma' karma Ahe. evaDhe sAre yaza Ahe kI phakta hAta lAvalA ANi tumace kAma phatte hoUna jAte. ApalyA ithe eka jJAna ghetalele mahAtmA Aheta. tyAMcI sAsU kaeNnsaracyA TATA haoNspiTalamadhye hotI. tara tyAMcyA sAsUbAIMnA haoNspiTalavAlyAMnI rajA dilI kI AtA dona-tIna divasAta hI kesa 'phela' hoNAra Ahe, tara yAMnA tumhI gharI gheUna jA. tevhA tyA mahAtmyAcyA manAta Ale kI, 'dAdA ithe muMbaItaca Aheta, tara mAjhyA sAsUlA dAdAMce darzana karavUna deto. magaca ithUna jAU.' mhaNUna malA yeUna sAMgU lAgale kI, 'mAjhyA sAsUbAI Aheta nA, tyAMnA jara darzana dile tara khUpa bare hoIla.' mI mhaNAlo, 'calA, mI yeto.' maga mI TATA haoNspiTalamadhye gelo. tyAne sAsUlA sAMgitale, 'dAdA bhagavAna Ale.' mhaNUna tI bAI tara uThUna basalI. kuNAlAhI azI AzA navhatI, paNa tI bAI tyAnaMtara cAra varSa jagalI. tyA DaoNkTarAMnI suddhA tyAcI dakhala ghetalI kI he dAdA bhagavAna yethe Ale ANi kuNAsa ThAUka tyAMnI kAya kele! paNa mI kAhI kele nAhI phakta pAyAvara vidhI karavUna ghetalI hotI! aseca baDodyAcyA moThyA haoNspiTalavAlyAMnIhI noMda ghetalI hotI kI 'dAdA bhagavAna' yAMcyAmuLe evaDhyA rugNAMmadhye pheraphAra jhAlelA Ahe. naMtara tIna jaNAMnI tara AmhAlA azI bAtamI dilI hotI kI acAnaka tola gelyAmuLe vimAna halU lAgale tevhA lagecaca AmhI 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolU lAgalo, Ata lokAMmadhye tara AraDAoraDa suru jhAlI hotI, paNa AmhI 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jaya jayakAra ho' bolalo kI lageca plena vyavasthita jhAle!! ithe saMsAra mukta, yukta nAhI ase Amace kitItarI camatkAra hota asatAta, tarIhI AmhI tyAsa

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camatkAra camatkAra mhaNata nAhI. loka malA yeUna sAMgatAta kI, 'dAdA, hA tumhI camatkAra kelA. malA asA lAbha jhAlA.' mI mhaNAlo, 'hA camatkAra navhe.' bAkI ApalyA ithe tara thoDe-phAra nAhI paNa apAra camatkAra hota asatAta. paNa te kAya Ahe? tara he mAjhe yazanAma karma Ahe. mhaNaje phakta mAjhA hAta lAgalA kI tumace kalyANa hote ANi tyAce yaza tumhI malA detA kI he sarva dAdAjIMnI kele. paNa tyAta mAjhe kAya? he tara yazanAmakarmAne kele Ahe! koNI kele? praznakartA : paNa tarI dekhIla dAdAMnI kele ase tara mhaTale jAIla nA? dAdAzrI : nAhI, dAdAMnI nAhI, je yazanAma karma Ahe nA, te karma asate. karma vegaLe ANi ApaNa vegaLe. te karma ApalyAlA phaLa dete. te yazanAma karma khUpa moThe asate mhaNUna AmhAlA sagaLe jaNa yazaca deta rAhatAta. ___ tumhAlA yAcI khAtrI Ahe kA, kI jaina zAstrakArAMnI nAmakarmAta yazanAmakarma ANi apayazanAmakarma lihIle Ahe? kityeka mANase azI asatAta kI kAma kele tarI tyAMnA apayaza miLate, ase tumacyA aikaNyAta Ale Ahe ? tyAce kAraNa kAya? tara jyAce apayazanAmakarma asate, tyAlA apayazAce phaLa miLate. tyAne cAMgale kAma kele tarIhI tyAlA nehamI apayazAceca phaLa miLate. mhaNaje tyAne apayaza bAMdhale Ahe, ANi mI karata nAhI tarIhI yaza miLata rAhate, tyAce kAya kAraNa? tara he yazanAmakarmAmuLe Ahe. mI puSkaLa lokAMnA sAMgato, he jJAna hoNyApUrvI sAMgata hoto kI sAMsArika goSTIMmadhye malA nehamI yaza miLata hote. mI sAMgAyaco kI, 'bhAU, yAta mI paDaloca nAhI, mI kAhI kelele nAhI, malA mAhitahI nAhI ANi he koNI dusar2yAne kele asela, mhaNUna he yaza tyAMnAca dyA.' kAraNa malA mAhita Ahe kI je tumace yaza asela te malA deUna TAkale, tara tumhAlA koraDeca ThevatIla nA? kele asela tumhI ANi yaza malA detAta. tumacyA manAta kazI apekSA asate? tumhAlA vATela kI hA mANUsa malA

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camatkAra yazahI deta nAhI. mI tyAlA kAya sAMgato kI, 'he koNI dusar2yAne kele Ahe, mhaNUna tithe jAUna tyAlA dyA.' tarIhI mhaNela, 'nAhI, nAhI, tumacyAzivAya tara he zakyaca nAhI. tumhI tara nehamI aseca bolatA nA!' mhaNaje punhA malAca yaza deUna jAtAta. kasehI karUna te gAThoDe ThevUnaca jAtAta, AtA tyAce kAya hoIla? mI kAya karU maga? yAvara kAhI upAya tara zodhAvA lAgela nA? maga mI samajUna gelo kI he yazanAmakarma Ahe. praznakartA : maga tyA gAThoDyAce tumhI kAya karatA? dAdAzrI : kAhI nAhI. AmhI azI vidhI karUna tyAsa punhA phekUna deto. kAraNa AmhI te Thevata nAhI, jarI AmhI kelele asela tarIhI AmhI Thevata nAhI nA! kAraNa kI AmhI kartAca nAhI, phakta nimitta Ahota. kAya Ahota? nimitta. hA hAta lAvalA mhaNUna kAya, 'mI' hAtahI nAhI ANi pAyahI nAhI, hA tujhyA karmAcA udaya AlA Ahe ANi mAjhyA hAtAcA sparza jhAlA. tujhe (duHkha) miTaNAra hote ANi mAjhA hAta lAgalA. kAraNa kI yaza malA miLaNAra hote kI he dAdAne miTavale. ase sarva yaza miLate! tevhA malA mhaNatAta kI, 'tumhI karatAtaca nA he?' mI sAMgitale kI, he sarva yazanAma karmaca Ahe. mI he ughaDa kele. je AttAparyaMta loka ughaDa karata navhate kI 'he mAjhe yazanAma karma Ahe,' loka ase sAMgata nAhIta. lokAMnA tara tevhA cAMgalI majA yete, Ata jarA TesTa (AsvAda) yeta asate. 'tumhI mAjhe miTavale' ase aikatAta tyAveLI tyAMnA TesTa yete. mhaNUna hI TesTa soData nAhI. tevhA hI TesTa nAhI soDalI nAhI tara to mokSa cukato! ithe rastyAtaca mukkAma kelA mhaNUna to dhyeya rAhUnaca jAto nA! hA tara mAjhA hAta lAgalA kI tyAce kAma hoUnaca jAte. mhaNUna tyAlA ase vATate kI, he dAdAMnI kele. dAdA kAhI rikAme nAhIta, ase sAre karaNyAsAThI. dAdA tara svataH je sukha cAkhata Aheta te sukha tumhAlA deNyAkarItA Ale Aheta, ANi saMsArAtUna muktI miLavUna deNyAsAThI Ale Aheta. svataH mukta hoUna basale Aheta. svataH saMpUrNaprakAre mukta hoUna basale Aheta, teca detAta, dusare kAhI deta nAhIta!

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54 camatkAra he rahasya rAhIle ulagaDalyAzivAya ANi ApalyA ithe asehI ghaDate nA kI, tumacyAsArakhA suzikSata mANUsa, sarva prakAre vicArazIla, tohI malA sAMgato kI 'kAla dupArI sADe tIna vAjatA tumhI mAjhyA gharI Ale hote. ANi sADe cAra vAjeparyaMta mAjhyA gharI basale hote. tumhI jo vArtAlApa kelA tyAcI mI noMda kelI Ahe. naMtara tumhI nighUna gele, hI goSTa kharI Ahe kA? mI mhaNAlo, 'kharI Ahe !' malA maga ho mhaNAve lAgate, paNa mI tara geloca navhato. naMtara mI vicArale, 'kAya bolale hote te malA sAMga.' to maga sAMgato, 'ase bolale hote.' to mAjheca zabda dAkhavato. praznakartA : paNa hI tara sUkSma zarIrAcI goSTa Ahe nA, hI kuThe sthUla zarIrAcI goSTa Ahe? dAdAzrI : nAhI, tyAlA he sthUla zarIra disate. he tara mAjhyAhI mAnaNyAta yeta nAhI. hyA azA kAhI goSTI aikaNyAta yetAta, mAjhyA nAvAne koNI devatA phirata Ahe kI koNa phirata Ahe, he samajataca nAhI. kAraNa devatAMcA vaikriya svabhAva, mhaNUna jasA deha dhAraNa karAyacA asela tasA dhAraNa hoto. dAdAMsArakhA deha dhAraNa karato, vArtAlApa paNa tasAca karato, sarvaca karato. paNa tarI mI tyAta kAhIhI kelele nasate. mhaNaje divasA DhavaLyA gappAgoSTI karatAta. AtA he mI jANata asato kI mI tithe gelo navhato. paNa 'dAdA bhagavAna' tithe jAtAta hI goSTa nakkI ! praznakartA : ANi 'jJAnIpuruSa' he jANata nAhI, he nakkI Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : mI jANata nAhI, hehI nakkI ANi 'te' phiratAta hehI nakkI . ANi tithe amerikevAle sAMgatAta nA, 'Aja malA tIna veLA vidhI karavUna gele.' ase malA sAMgatAta dekhIla ANi malA tyAMcA phonahI yeto kI Aja rAtrI dAdA bhagavAna' yeUna tIna veLA tyAMcI vidhI karavUna gele! mhaNaje he tara khUpa moThe Azcarya Ahe! tarIsuddhA yAta nAma mAtrahI camatkAra nAhI.

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camatkAra 55 praznakartA : paNa AmhAlA tara Azcarya vATaNAraca nA? dAdAzrI : Azcarya vATate, paNa mI tyAsa camatkAra mhaNUna svIkArata nAhI. ___ mhaNaje yAmAge kAhItarI Ahe, samajaNAra nAhI ase rahasya Ahe. buddhigamya rahasya nAhI, paNa samajata nAhI ase rahasya Ahe he. paNa mI yAsa camatkAra mhaNU deNAra nAhI. camatkAra mhaTale mhaNaje mI jAdugAra Tharalo. ANi mI kAya jAdugAra thoDAca Ahe? mI tara 'jJAnIpuruSa' Ahe. ANi zaucAlA jANyAcIhI zakti mAjhyAta nAhI. te 'dAdA bhagavAna' kAhItarI rahasya Ahe, hI goSTa mAtra nakkI. eka bAI svataH posTa oNphisa cAlavata hotI. tI sakALI jevhA posTa oNphisamadhye gelI tevhA dona luTAru Ata ghusalele hote. jazI tI bAI Ata gelI tazI tyA bAIlA ANi ticyA vIsa varSAcyA mulIlA dorakhaMDAne bAMdhale ANi maga mhaNAle, AtA cAvI de. tevhA tI bAI kAya sAMgata hotI? praznakartA : tIne sarva deUna TAkale ANi maga ekadama basalI. 'AtA kAya ghaDaNAra Ahe te malA mAhita nAhI. AtA 'dAdA bhagavAna' je karatIla te khare,' ase karUna basalI. dusarIkaDe vIsa varSAcI taruNa mulagI paNa mhaNAlI, 'malA koNatyAhI prakAracI bhItI vATalI nAhI, ajibAta nAhI, ANi dAdA mAjhyA samora hajara jhAle. malA dAdAMcA sAkSAtkAra jhAlA.' dAdAzrI : ithe yeUna malA mhaNAlI, pUrNa jagAta kuNAlA sAkSAtkAra vhAyacA asela tevhA hoIla paNa malA tara tithe sAkSAtkAra jhAlA, svataH pratyakSa pAhile, ANi heca sAMgaNyAsa tI ithe AlI hotI. praznakartA : maga tI mhaNAlI, dAdAMcyA dona DoLyAMmadhUna lAITa mAjhyA DoLyAta Ale, dAdAMcyA DoLyAta nivvaLa prakAza (teja) hotA! ase kitI veLeparyaMta cAlale te malA mAhita nAhI, paNa saMpUrNa jaga vismRta jhAle. paNa tarIhI mI kuThe Ahe, kazI Ahe, he sarva malA mAhita hote. mI bezuddha navhate ANi thoDyA veLAnaMtara te luTAru yeUna mhaNAle, hI cAvI lAgata nAhI. dusarI cAvI de, kADha tI cAvI. mhaNUna tyA bAIne DoLe

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56 camatkAra ughaDale. tevhA mhaNe, 'jo prakAza dAdAMcyA DoLyAMtUna mAjhyA DoLyAta yeta hotA, toca prakAza mI luTAruMcyA DoLyAta jAtAnA pahilA. te loka ghAbarale. tyA lokAMnI toMDAvara bukAnI bAMdhalelI hotI, phakta dona DoLeca disata hote. ANi mhaNAlI, mAhita nAhI, tyAMcyAta ekadama parivartana jhAle. tI bAI tyAMnA mhaNAlI, 'baghA bhAU, hA tara TAima laoNka (kulUpa) Ahe. mAjhyAjavaLa dusare kAhIca nAhI. malA tara kAhIca mAhita nAhI. je kAhI Ahe te heca Ahe.' mI je je tyAMnA sAMgata hote, te sarva te mAnya karata gele. tyAveLI posTa oNphisamadhye dahA lAkha pAunDa hote. ekUNa dahA lAkha pAunDacI nagada rakkama hotI, posTAta tara sarva paise ThevatAta nA! ANi ATha-dahA hajAra pAunDa tara DraoNvara ughaDale kI samoraca hote. paNa tI bAI tyAMnA mhaNAlI kI 'kAhIca nAhI.' mhaNUna dusar2yA DraoNvaramadhye phakta savvAze pAunDa hote, te gheUna nighUna gele. hI bAtamI ATha-dahA divasAMparyaMta laMDanacyA peparAta heDalAInsamadhye AlI hotI. dAdAzrI : sagaLe peparavAle he chApataca rAhile! 'dAdA bhagavAna' tara rAhatAta nirlepa yA 'dAdA bhagavAnAMce' nAva ghetAta nA, tyAMce pratyeka kArya saphala jhAlele Ahe. yAta yazAcA mI bhAgIdAra Ahe. he mAjhe yazanAmakarma Ahe, ase yazanAmakarma tara kvacitaca koNAce asate. bAkI saMsArI yazanAmakarma asate, tara he amake lagna karAyace hote, te hoUna gele. mhaNaje he eka prakArace yazanAmakarma Ahe. ase malA yA bAbatIta yazanAmakarma Ahe. mhaNUna 'dAdA bhagavAna' 'malA' he mAjhe yazanAmakarma pUrNa karavitAta. te eka, dona nAhI, paNa yAhIpekSA moThyA-moThyA goSTI sAMgatAta loka. puSkaLa udAharaNe pAhilI Aheta. tyAsa he loka kAya mhaNatAta, 'tumhI camatkAra karatAta kA?' mI mhaNAlo, 'nAhI, manuSya camatkAra karU zakataca nAhI. manuSyAlA buddhine ase vATate kI he camatkAra karatAta. paNa jara tyAlA zAstra samajata asela tara yazanAma he eka nAmakarma Ahe.' mhaNaje he 'dAdA bhagavAnAMce' kAma Ahe ANi yazaphaLa malA miLata rAhate. 'tyAMnA' yaza nako Ahe. ANi yazanAma karma tara 'mAjhe'ca nA!

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camatkAra praznakartA : 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAM tara kasale yaza ? te tara nirlepa Aheta nA ? 57 dAdAzrI : 'tyAMnA' yaza nasateca. 'tyAMnA' tI AThahI karma nasatAta. ATha karma sarva mAjhI Aheta. jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, mohanIya, aMtarAya, nAma, gotra, vedanIya, AyuSya hI AThahI karma 'mAjhI' Aheta. praznakartA : 'mAjhI' mhaNaje koNAcI ? dAdAzrI : hyA 'jJAnIpuruSAMcI 'ca nA ! akrama vijJAna he siddhIce phaLa praznakartA : kityekadA malA ase vATata rAhate kI dAdA jevhA he jJAna detAta tevhA ekA tAsAtaca svataHcyA sva- padAta ANUna ThevatAta. yAsa kAya mhaNAve ? dAdAzrI : hA camatkAra nAhI. praznakartA : tara he vacanabaLa mhaTale jAte ? dAdAzrI : nAhI, hI siddhI Ahe. yAsa camatkAra mhaNU zakata nAhI. camatkAra tara dusarA koNI karU zakata nAhI. ANi he tara mAjhyAsArakhA dusarA koNI akrama vijJAnI asela to karU zakela. jevaDhe siddhatva prApta kele asela tevaDhe karU zakela. he ithe je hotAta nA, ase camatkAra nasatAtaca nA, ekA manuSyAlA mokSa deNe hI kAya azI - tazI goSTa Ahe ! are, ekA mANasAlA ciMtAmukta karaNe hI paNa kAya azI - tazI goSTa Ahe ! itara sarva ThikANI tara thoDA veLa satsaMgAta basalA asela, ANi tithUna bAhera gelA kI parata tIca ciMtA. jasA hotA tasAca rAhato. ANi ithe tara kAyamasAThI ciMtAmukta hoUna jAto nA! tarI dekhIla to camatkAra nAhI, sAyansa Ahe ! AmacyA putaNyAcA mulagA kAya sAMgata hotA kI dAdAMnA pAhatAca AtmyAlA gAravA pohocato. AtmA tRpta hoto. dAdA tumhAlA pAhatAca

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58 camatkAra mAjhyA AtmyAlA tRptI miLAlyAzivAya eka kSaNahI jAta nAhI. phakta ekA motIlA pAhilyAne DoLe tRpta hotAta, mhaNUna tara motIcI kiMmata AkhalI gelI Ahe, tara 'dAdA tumhAlA pAhatAca mAjhA AtmA tRpta hoto' azI jyAlA samaja asela, to kadhI ase dusare camatkAra zodhela kA ? mhaNUna he bhAU sAMgatAta kI he 'dAdA, ' tara moThamoThe camatkAra karatAta. he jara pAhatA Ale tara khUpa moThe camatkAra Aheta. varlDamadhye ghaDale nasatIla ase dAdAMce camatkAra Aheta, paNa te pAhatA Ale pAhije. insiDanTa enDa eksiDanTa praznakartA : sAmAnya mANasAlA suddhA jIvanAta kityeka veLA camatkArika anubhava yeta asatAta, te kAya asela ? dAdAzrI : jagAtIla loka jyAsa camatkAra mhaNatAta, kiMvA maga yA jagAta camatkAra mhaNaje ' acAnaka ghaDUna gele' ase mhaNatAta, mhaNaje tyAsa eksiDanTa mhaNatAta kiMvA camatkAra mhaNatAta. paNa ena insiDanTa heja so menI kaoNjesa enDa ena eksiDenTa heja TU menI kaoNjesa !' (ekA ghaTanecyA mAge kityeka kAraNe asatAta ANi ekA apaghAtAmAge barIca kAraNe asatAta.) mhaNaje acAnaka tara kAhI ghaDataca nAhI ! ghaDUna gele te sarva pUrvIce riharsala jhAlele Ahe. AdhI riharsala jhAlele Ahe, tIca hI vastU Ahe. jase nATakAta AdhI riharsala karUna maga nATaka karaNyAsa pAThavatAta. tyAcapramANe hyA saMpUrNa jagAce, jIvamAtrAce riharsala pUrvI hoUnaca gele Ahe ANi tyAMnataraca he sarva ghaData asate. mhaNUna mI sAMgato kI bhItI bALagaNyAsArakhI nAhI. kAraNa je ghaDaNAra Ahe tyAta pherabadala hoU zakata nAhI. nATaka seTa (tayAra) hoUna gelele Ahe he ! praznakartA : maga tyA nATakAcA DAyarekTara koNa Ahe ? dAdAzrI : he oNTomeTikalIca hoUna jAte. hA sUrya nehamI ekaca disato, paNa sUrya tara badalataca rAhato. (sUryAcyA biMbAta rAhaNAre devatA badalata rAhatAta) tyAMce AyuSya pUrNa jhAle kI cyavana (AtmyAcI daivI zarIra soDaNyAcI kriyA) hote (biMba soDUna detAta) ANi dusare devatA

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camatkAra Ata praveza karatAta. mhaNaje te AtUna badalatAta ANi he biMba jase Ahe taseca rAhaNAra. ase regyulara rupAne prabaMdhita jhAle Ahe he jaga. ekadama regyulara mAMDaNI jhAlelI Ahe. kuNAlA kAhI karAve lAgela ase nAhI. jara bhagavaMta kartA jhAle asate tara te baMdhanAta Ale asate. hyA jagAta dona goSTI nAhIta, tyA dona goSTI dizAbhUla jhAlelyA pravAhAsAThI Aheta. jyAsa loka mhaNatAta nA kI, eksiDanTa jhAlA tara azI vastUca nAhI, te dizAbhUla jhAlelyA pravAhAsAThI Ahe. vicAravaMtAMsAThI eksiDanTa he nasateca nA! ANi camatkAra, yAsa suddhA dizAbhUla jhAlelA pravAhaca mAnato, vicAravaMta mAnata nAhI. ena insiDanTa heja so menI kaoNjesa enDa ena eksiDenTa heja TU menI kaoNjesa!' azAprakAre yA camatkArAta suddhA so menI kaoNjesa Aheta. kAraNa kI kaoNjesa (kAraNAM) zivAya koNatehI kArya hota nAhI, tara maga kaoNjesa zivAya camatkAra ghaDale kase? he sAMgA? tyAcA besamenTa pAhije! mhaNaje hA camatkAra Ahe, te jara aseca asela tara tyAce kaoNja kAya? te sAMgA. kaoNja zivAya vastU asU zakata nAhI ANi je hoUna rAhile Ahe, camatkAra ghaDatAta to tara pariNAma Ahe. tara tyAce kaoNja sAMga tU. mhaNaje hA tara AI-bApAvinAcA mulagA Tharela! mhaNUna sagaLe buddhimAna loka samajUna jAtIla kI AI-bApAzivAyacA mulagA asUca zakata nAhI. hyAne tara AI-bApAzivAyacA mulagA tayAra kelA Ahe! praznakartA : mhaNaje he tara jyAce kaoNja mAhita nasate tyAsa camatkAra mhaNatAta dAdAzrI : ho, tyAsa camatkAra mhaNatAta, basa! paNa punhA he loka tase ThasavatAta ANi he dusare loka lAlacI Aheta, te phasatAta bicAre! saMyogAMce milana, tithe camatkAra kase? mhaNaje camatkAra kazAlA mhaNatAta? jara koNAlA tumhAlA sAyanTiphika ritIne prupha dyAyace asela, tara jyAta koNatyAhI vastucI, koNatyAhI saMyogAcI garaja paData nAhI, tyAsa camatkAra mhaNatAta. ANi

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camatkAra hyA jagAta saMyogAzivAya kuThalehI kAma hota nAhI. kAraNa sarva DiscArja saMyogAce milana Ahe, mhaNajeca sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Ahe. koNI mhaNela kI, 2H ANi O dile tara mI tumhAlA pANI banavUna dAkhavina. tevhA hA tara pANI hoNyAcA svabhAvaca Ahe. tyAta tU kasalA AlAsa 'mekara' (banavaNArA) mI tulA eka H ANi eka O dilA ANi jara tU pANI banavUna dAkhavalesa tara mI tulA mekara mhaNena. tevhA to mhaNela, 'te banaNAra nAhI.' tevhA mI mhaNAlo, 'nAhItarI tU kAya karaNAra hotAsa? ugAcaca ApalA!' mhaNaje he saMyogAMce milana Ahe ! 'AtA he saMyoga nasatIla ANi tU kelesa, te malA dAkhava,' ase ApaNa mhaNAve. mhaNaje camatkAra tyAsa mhaNatAta kI tyAta saMyogAMce milana hotA kAmA naye. ANi parata camatkAra karaNArA mhaNato kI AtA yA veLelA hoNAra nAhI!' 'kA tU veLecI vATa pAhatosa? mhaNUna camatkAra nAhI.' paNa ase vicAratA yetaca nAhI nA lokAMnA! mI tara tyAce spaSTIkaraNa vicArale nA, tara tyAce sAMdheca toDUna TAkIna. kAraNa malA khulAsA mAgatA yeto! paNa ApaNa kA tyAMcyA mAge lAgAyace? yAcA maga aMtaca yeNAra nAhI. anaMta janmAMpAsUna yA ANi yAca bhAnagaDIta paDale Aheta. bhagavaMtAMcyA kALAta caur2yAMzI lAkha vidyA hotyA, tara bhagavaMta tyA sarva vidyAMcA nAza karUna gele. paNa tarIhI thoDe-phAra lIkeja rAhUna gele !! he tara ase Ahe kI, khare vijJAna haravale Ahe, te nisarga ApaNahUnaca bAhera kADhela! ApaNa bhAva karA nA, kI hyA camatkArAMcyA sarva vidyA jAvyAta ithUna. jaya saccidAnaMda

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vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMnA prArthanA (dararoja ekaveLA mhaNAyacI) he nirAgI, nirvikArI, saccidAnaMda svarUpa, sahajAnaMdI, anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadarzI, trailokya prakAzaka, pratyakSa-prakaTa jJAnIpurUSa zrI dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne ApaNAsa atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karUna, Apale ananya zaraNa svikArIta Ahe. he prabhU ! malA ApalyA caraNakamalAta sthAna deUna anaMtakALAcyA bhayaMkara bhaTakaMtIcA aMta ANaNyAcI kRpA karA, kRpA karA, kRpA karA. he vizvavaMdya ase prakaTa paramAtma svarUpa prabhU! Apale svarUpa teca mAjhe svarUpa Ahe. paraMtu ajJAnatemuLe malA mAjhe paramAtma svarUpa samajata nAhI. mhaNUna ApalyA svarUpAtaca mI mAjhyA svarUpAce niraMtara darzana karU azI malA parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. he paramatAraka devAdhideva, saMsArarUpI nATakAcyA AraMbha kALApAsUna AjacyA divasAcyA adyakSaNAparyaMta koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmyAcyA mana-vacanakAyecyA prati je anaMta doSa kele Aheta, tyA pratyeka doSAlA pAhUna, tyAce pratikramaNa karaNyAcI malA zakti dyA. tyA sarva doSAMcI mI ApalyApAzI kSamAyAcanA karIta Ahe. AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna karIta Ahe. he prabhU ! malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA. ANi mAjhyAkaDUna punhA ase doSa kadhIhI hoU nayeta yAsAThI dRDha nirdhAra karIta Ahe. tyAsAThI malA jAgRti dyA, parama zakti dyA, parama zakti dyA, parama zakti dyA. ApalyA pratyeka pAvana padacinhAMvara tIrthAcI sthApanA karaNAre he tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI prabhU ! saMsArAtIla sarva jIvAMprati saMpUrNa avirAdhaka bhAva ANi sarva samakitI jIvAMprati saMpUrNa ArAdhaka bhAva mAjhyA hRdayAta sadA saMsthApita rAho, saMsthApita rAho, saMsthApita rAho ! bhUta, bhaviSya ANi vartamAna kALAtIla sarva kSetrAMtIla sarva jJAnI bhagavaMtAMnA mAjhA namaskAra aso, namaskAra aso, namaskAra aso ! he prabhU ! ApaNa mAjhyAvara azA kRpecA varSAva karA kI jyAmuLe malA hyA bharatakSetrAtIla ApalyA pratinidhI samAna koNI jJAnI purUSAcA, sat purUSAcA sat samAgama hovo ANi tyAMcA kRpAdhikArI banUna ApalyA caraNakamalAparyaMta pohocaNyAcI pAtratA prApta karU. he zAsana devI-devatA ! he pAMcAguli yakSiNIdevI taseca he cAMdrAyaNa yakSadeva ! he zrI padmAvatI devI ! malA zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMcyA caraNakamalAta sthAna miLaviNyAcyA mArgAta koNatehI vighna na yevo, ase abhUtapUrva rakSaNa pradAna karaNyAcI kRpA karA ANi kevaLajJAna svarUpAtaca rAhaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, parama zakti dyA, parama zakti dyA !

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