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________________ bhogave enI bhUla - dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita bhogave enI bhUla! "A gajavuM kapAyuM, emAM bhUla konI ? AnA gajavAmAMthI nA kapAyuM ne tAruM ja kema kapAyuM? tamArA bemAMthI atyAre bhogave che koNa?' "bhogave enI bhUla!' | 'bhogave enI bhUla' e kAyado mokSe laI jaze. koI pUche ke mAre mArI bhUlo kevI rIte khoLavI ? to ame ene zIkhavADIe ke, 'tane kyAM kyAM bhogavaTo Ave che, e tArI bhUla. tArI zI bhUla thaI haze, te AvuM bhogavavAnuM AvyuM, e khoLI kADhaje.' A to Akho dahADo bhogavaTo Ave che te khoLI kADhavuM joIe kezI zI bhUla thaI che! A to ApaNI bhUle baMdhAyA chIe. kaMI lokoe AvIne bAMdhyA nathI. te bhUla bhAMge pachI mukta! - dAdAzrI - ART 2 ING 25259"
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________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita prakAzaka : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana (madrAsa) vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela 9, manohara pArka, egamora, madrAsa- 6O O8. phona - 8261369, 8261243. (c) : saMpAdakane svAdhIna prathama AvRti : pa00, me,1997 dvitiya AvRtiH 5OOLa, julAI, 1997 bhogave enI bhUla bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 2 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana 1, varuNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-3809. phona - 079) 642 1154 pheksa - 408528 saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta mudraka : megnama prinTarsa, tAvaDIpurA, zAhIbAga, amadAvAda. phona : pa623608
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________________ (dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezananA anya prakAzano 3) trimaMtra 1) dAdA bhagavAtAM AtmavijJAna 2) AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 pratikramaNa 4) pratikramaNa (saMkSipta). 5) tajadoSa darzanathI.... nirdoSa 6) paisAno vyavahAra 7) paisAno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 8) pati-patnIto vyavahAra (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 9) pati-patnIno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 10) mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 11) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 12) vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 13) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI... 14) vANIno siddhAMta 15) vANIto siddhAMta (saMkSipta) 16) vANI, vyavahAramAM.. 17) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 18) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta) 19) karmanuM vijJAta 20) bhogave tenI bhUla 21) banyuM te nyAya 22) eDajasTa evarIvhera 23) athaDAmaNa TALo 24) "Who Am I?"
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________________ saMpAdakIya dAdA bhagavAna' koNa che jUna ogaNIsaso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranAM relavenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA !! ane kudarate saryuM adhyAtmanuM addabhUta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDecA ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanAM pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga : zorTakaTa ! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che, ne "ahI" saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." | 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe" e siddhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI.) Urdu dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! - parama pUjya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda, je rIte gAmegAma satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti dAdA karAvatA hatA, ekajhekTa te ja dAdAkRpAthI| jJAnavidhi temanI hAjarImAM ApelI jJAnasiddhithI nimitta bhAve Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna karAvI rahyA che. jeno lAbha Aje hajAro mokSAthI laIne dhanya bane che ! - jaya saccidAnaMda. kaMI paNa bhUla vagara bhogavavAnuM ApaNane Ave che tyAre hRdaya vAraMvAra dravI dravIne pokAre che ke AmAM mArI zI bhUla ? meM zuM khoTuM karyuM AmAM ? chatAM ya uttara maLato nathI eTale pachI mahIM rahelA vakIlo vakIlAta karavAnI cAlu ja karI de ke mArI AmAM kaMI ja bhUla nathI. AmAM to sAmAnI ja bhUla che ne ? chevaTe evuM ja manAvI le, jasTIphAya karAvI de ke 'paNa eNe jo AvuM nA karyuM hota to pachI mAre AvuM kharAba zuM kAma karavuM paData ke bolavuM paData ?!" Ama potAnI bhUla DhAMke ne sAmAnI ja bhUla che ema pUravAra kare ! ane karmonI paraMparA sarjAya ! parama pUjya dAdAzrIe sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya mANasane sarva rIte samAdhAna karAve evuM eka jIvanopayogI sUtra ApyuM ke A jagatamAM bhUla konI ? coranI ke jenuM corAya enI ? A bemAM bhogave che koNa ? jenuM corAyuM e ja bhogave ne ! je bhogave tenI bhUla ! cora to pakaDAze ne bhogavaze tyAre enI bhUlano daMDa Avaze, Aje potAnI bhUlano daMDa AvI gayo. pote bhogave pachI kone doSa devAno rahe ? pachI sAmo nirdoSa ja dekhAya. ApaNA hAthathI TI-seTa tUTe to kone kahIe ? ane nokarathI tUTe to ?! enA jevuM che ! gharamAM, dhaMdhAmAM, nokarImAM badhe ja 'bhUla konI che ?" khoLavuM hoya to tapAsa karI levI ke AmAM bhogave che koNa ? enI bhUla. bhUla che tyAM sudhI ja bhogavaTo che. jyAre bhUla khalAsa thaI jaze tyAre A duniyAnI koI vyakti, koI saMyoga potAne bhogavaTo ApI nahIM zake. prastuta saMkalanamAM dAdAzrI e 'bhogave enI bhUla'nuM vijJAna khUlluM karyuM che, je upayogamAM levAthI potAnA gUMcavADA paNa UkalI jAya tevuM amUlya jJAnasUtra che ! DaoN. nIrUbahena amInanA jaya saccidAnaMda.
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________________ bhogave enI bhUla phAvato ja nyAya kare ne ! te pote niraMtara bhUlo ja kare. Ama ne Ama jIva baMdhAyA kare che. ahIMthI nyAyAdhIza bole che ke tamArI bhUla thaI che. te pAcho mahIMno ja vakIla vakIlAta kare ke AmAM mAro zo doSa ? ema karIne jAte ja baMdhanamAM Ave ! potAnA Atmahita mATe jANI levuM joIe ke, konA doSe baMdhana che. bhogave eno ja doSa. dekhItI rIte cAlu bhASAmAM anyAya che paNa bhagavAnanI bhASAno nyAya to ema ja kahe che ke, "bhogave tenI bhUla." e nyAyamAM to bahAranA nyAyAdhIzanuM kAma ja nahIM. jagatanI vAstavikatAnuM rahasyajJAna lokonA lakSamAM ja nathI ane jenAthI bhaTaka bhaTaka karavuM paDe, e ajJAna-jJAnanI badhAne khabara che. A gajavuM kapAyuM, temAM bhUla konI ? AnA gajavAmAMthI nA kapAyuM ne tAruM ja kema kapAyuM ? tamArA bemAMthI atyAre bhogave che koNa ? "bhogave tenI bhUla !" A 'dAdA' e jJAnamAM "jema che tema' joyuM che ke, tenI ja bhUla kudaratanA nyAyAlayamAM.... A jagatanA nyAyAdhIza to Thera Thera hoya che paNa karma jagatanA kudaratI nyAyAdhIza to eka ja, 'bhogave enI bhUla." A eka ja nyAya che. tenAthI AkhuM jagata cAlI rahyuM che ane bhrAMtinA nyAyathI saMsAra Akho ya Ubho che. eka kSaNavAra jagata kAyadA vagara rahetuM nathI. InAma ApavAnuM hoya tene InAma Ape che. daMDa ApavAno hoya tene daMDa Ape che. paNa kAyadAnI bahAra cAlatuM nathI, kAyadesara ja che. saMpUrNa nyAyapUrvaka ja che. paNa sAmAnI draSTimAM nahIM dekhAvAthI samajAtuM nathI. e draSTi nirmaLa thaze tyAre nyAya dekhAze. svArtha draSTi hoya, tyAM sudhI nyAya kema dekhAya ? brahmAMDanA svAmIne bhogavavAnuM kema ? A AkhuM jagata 'ApaNI' mAlikInuM che. ApaNe pote' brahmAMDanA mAlika chIe ! chatAM ApaNane duHkha bhogavavuM kema paDyuM, te khoLI kADhane ?! A to ApaNe ApaNI bhUle baMdhAyA chIe. kaMI lokoe AvIne bAMdhyA nathI. te bhUla bhAge pachI mukta. ane kharekhara to mukta ja che, paNa bhUlane lIdhe baMdhana bhogave che ! A pote ja nyAyAdhIza ne pote ja gunegAra ne pote ja vakIla, te nyAya kaI bAju laI jAya ? potAnI bAju ja. pachI pote potAne sahana karavAnuM ke samAvavAnuM ? loko sahanazakti vadhAravAnuM kahe che, paNa te kyAM sudhI rahe ? jJAnanI dorI to TheTha sudhI pahoMce. sahanazaktinI dorI kyAM sudhI pahoMce ? sahanazakti limiTavALI che. jJAna analimiTeDa che. A "jJAna" ja evuM che ke kiMcitmAtra sahana karavAnuM rahe nahIM. sahana karavuM e to lokhaMDane AMkhathI joIne ogALavuM. eTale zakti joIe. jyAre jJAnathI kiMcitmAtra sahana karyA vagara paramAnaMda sAthe mukti ! pAchuM samajAya ke A to hisAba pUro thAya che ne mukta thavAya che ! je du:kha bhogave tenI bhUla ane sukha bhogave to e enuM InAma. paNa bhrAMtino kAyado nimittane pakaDe. bhagavAnano kAyado-riyala kAyado, e to jenI bhUla hoya tene ja pakaDe. A kAyado ejhekTa che ane temAM koI pheraphAra karI zake tema che ja nahIM, evo koI jagatamAM kAyado nathI ke je koIne bhogavaTo ApI zake ! sarakArano ya kAyado bhogavaTo nA
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________________ ApI zake ! A cAno pyAlo tamArI jAte phUTe to tamane duHkha thAya ? jAte phoDo to tamAre sahana karavAnuM hoya ? ane jo tamArA chokarAthI phUTe to du:kha, ciMtA ne baLatarA thAya. potAnI ja bhUlono hisAba che ema ja samajAya to duHkha ciMtA thAya ? A to pArakAMnA doSa kADhIne duHkha ne ciMtA UbhI kare che ne narI baLatarA ja rAta-dahADo UbhI kare che ane uparathI potAne ema lAge che ke mAre bahu sahana karavuM paDe che. potAnI kaMI bhUla haze to ja sAmo kaheto haze ne ? mATe bhUla bhAMgI nAkhone ! A jagatamAM koI jIva koI jIvane takalIpha ApI zake nahIM, evuM svataMtra che ane takalIpha Ape che te pUrve Dakhala karelI tethI. te bhUla bhAMgI nAkho pachI hisAba rahe nahIM. praznakartA : A thiyarI barAbara samajAya to badhA praznonuM manane samAdhAna rahe. koNa bhogave che ! lUMTanAro bhogave che ke lUMTAyelo bhogave che ? koNa bhogave che, te joI levuM. bahAravaTiyA maLyA ne lUMTI lIdhA, pachI raDavAnuM nahIM ! AgaLa pragati mAMDavAnI ! jagata du:kha bhogavavA mATe nathI, sukha bhogavavA mATe che. jeno jeTalo hisAba hoya teTaluM thAya. keTalAMka ekaluM sukha bhogavatA hoya che, te zAthI ? keTalAMka ekaluM du:kha ja bhogavatA hoya che, e zAthI ? pote evAM hisAba lAvyo che tethI. 'A' eka ja zabda ghera lakhI rAkhyo hoya ne to bhogavatI vakhate jANajo ke A bhUla konI ? eTale A keTalAMya gharomAM moTA akSare divAlo upara lakheluM rAkhe che ke "bhogave enI bhUla !" bhUlAya ja nahIM ne pachI vAta ! AkhI jiMdagI jo koI mANasa A zabda vApare, yathArtha rIte samajIne jo vApare to guru karavAnI jarUra nathI ne e zabda ja ene mokSe laI jAya evo che. ajAyaba velDiMga thayuM A ! bhogave enI bhUla' e to bahu moTuM vAkya kahevAya. e saMjogAnusAra koI kALanA hisAbe zabdonuM velDiMga thAya che. velDiMga thayA sivAya kAma nA Ave ne ! velDiMga thaI javuM joIe. e zabda velDiMga sAthe che ja ! enAM upara to moTuM pustaka lakhAya eTalo badho emAM sAra che ! eka 'bhogave enI bhUla' ATaluM kahyuM, to eka bAjunuM AkhuM pajhala UDI gayuM ane bIjuM 'vyavasthita' kahyuM, to bIjI bAjunuM pajhala paNa UDI jAya. je pote duHkha bhogavavuM paDe che, e potAno ja doSa ! bIjAM koIno doSa nahIM. je du:kha de, enI bhUla nahIM. duHkha de, enI bhUla saMsAramAM ane A bhogave enI bhUla, e bhagavAnane tyAMnA kAyadAmAM. dAdAzrI : samAdhAna nahIM, ejhekTa ema ja che. A goThavI kADheluM nathI, buddhipUrvakanI vAta nathI, A jJAnapUrvakanuM che. Aje gunegAra - lUMTAru ke lUMTAtAra ? A samAcAromAM roja Ave ke, 'Aje TeksImAM be mANasoe Ane lUMTI lIdhA, phalANA phaleTanAM bAIsAhebane bAMdhI lUMTa calAvI.' A vAMcIne ApaNe kaMI bhaDakavAnI jarUra nathI ke huM ya lUMTAI jaIza to ? A vikalpa e ja guno che. enAM karatAM tuM tAre sahajamAM pharyA karane ! tAro hisAba haze to laI jaze, nahIM to koI bApo ya pUchanAra nathI. mATe tuM nirbhaya thaIne phara. A peparavALA to lakhe, mATe ApaNe zuM bI javuM ? A to thoDA ochA pramANamAM DAIvorsa thAya che, e sAruM che. chatAM, vadhAre DAIvarsa thavA mAMDe to badhAMnI zaMkAne sthAna maLe ke ApaNe ya DAIvorsa thaze to ? eka lAkha mANasa je jagyAe lUMTAya, tyAM tame Darazo nahIM. tamAro koI bApo ya uparI nathI.
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________________ praznakartA : duHkha ApanArane bhogavavuM to paDaze ja ne ? dAdAzrI : pachI e bhogave te dahADe enI bhUla gaNAze. paNa Aje tamArI bhUla pakaDAI. bhUla bApatI ke beTAtI ? eka bApa che, eno chokaro rAtre be vAge Ave. Ama pacAsa lAkhanI pArTI, ekano eka chokaro ! bApa che te rAha joIne beTho hoya ke bhaI Avyo ke nathI Avyo ?! ne bhaI Ave tyAre lathaDIyA khAto khAto gharamAM pese. te bApa pAMca-sAta vakhata kahevA gayAne, te copaDelI. eTale AvatAM rahelAM. pachI ApaNA jevAM kahene, melone paiDa. mUAne paDI rahevA done ! tame tamAre sUI jAvane nirAMte. 'chokaro to mAro ne !" kaheze. le ! jANe enI soDamAMthI nA nIkaLyo hoya ?! eTale pelo AvIne sUI jAya. pachI meM emane pUchayuM, 'chokaro UMghI jAya che, pachI tame UMdhI jAva cho ke nahIM ?" tyAre kahe, "mane zI rIte UMgha Ave ?! A DhoMgaro dArU pIne AvIne, UMghI jAya ane huM to kaMI DhoMgaro chuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'e to DAhyo che !" jo A DAhyA duHkha pAme che ! te pachI meM emane kahyuM, "bhogave enI bhUla. e bhogave che ke tame bhogavo cho ?" tyAre kahe, 'e bhogavuM chuM to huM ! AkhI rAta ujAgaro...." kahyuM, "enI bhUla nathI. A tamArI bhUla che. tame gayA avatAre phaTavyo che, tenuM phaLa A maLe che. tame phaTavelone, te A mAla tamane ApavA Avyo che." A bIjA traNa dIkarA sArA che, eno AnaMda tuM kema nathI leto ? badhI ApaNI ja UbhI karelI muzkelIo che. samajavA jevuM che A jagata ! A DosAnA vaMThelA chokarAne meM eka divasa pUchayuM, 'alyA, tArA bApAne to bahu duHkha thAya che ne tane kazuM duHkha nathI thatuM ?" chokaro kahe, 'mane zenuM duHkha ? bApa kamAIne beThA che. emAM mAre zenI ciMtA ! huM to majhA karuM chuM.' eTale A bApa-dIkarAmAM bhogave che koNa ? bApa. mATe bApanI ja bhUla ! bhogave tenI bhUla. A chokaro jugAra ramato hoya, game te karato hoya, emAM enA bhAIo nirAMte UMghI gayA che ne ! enA madhara paNa nirAMte UMghI gayAM che ne ! ane akkaramI A Doso ekalo ja jAge che. mATe enI bhUla. enI zI bhUla ? tyAre kahe, A DosAe A chokarAne pUrvabhavamAM phaTavelo. te gayA avatAranA AvA RNAnubaMdha paDyA che. tethI DosAne Avo bhogavaTo Ave che ane chokaro enI bhUla bhogavaze, tyAre enI bhUla pakaDAze. A to bemAMthI zekAya che koNa ? je zekAya che, enI ja bhUla. A ATalo eka ja kAyado samajI gayA to Akho mokSamArga khullo thaI gayo ! pachI e bApane kahyuM, have ene savaLuM thAya evo rasto ApaNe karyA karavo. ene kema phAyado thAya, nukasAna nA thAya evo phAyado karyA karavAno. mAnasika upAdhi nahIM karavI. daihika kAma ene mATe dhakkA khAvA, badhuM karavuM. paisA ApaNI pAse hoya to ApI chUTavA, paNa mAnasikane saMbhAravuM nahIM. nahIM to ya ApaNe tyAM to kAyado zo che ? bhogave tenI bhUla che. dIkaro dArU pIne Avyo ne nirAMte sUI gayo hoya ne tamane AkhI rAta UMgha nA Ave tyAre tame mane kaho ke A DhoMgarAnI peThe sUI rahyo che. are, tame bhogavo cho te tamArI bhUla che, evuM huM kahI ApuM. e bhogave tyAre enI bhUla. praznakartA : mA-bApa bhUla bhogave che, e to mamatA ane javAbadArI sAthe bhogave che ne ? dAdAzrI : ekalI mamatA ne javAbadArI ja nahIM, paNa mukhya kAraNa bhUla emanI che. mamatA sivAya bIjAM paNa aneka kaoNjhIjha hoya che. paNa tuM bhogavuM chuM, mATe tArI bhUla che. mATe koIno doSa kADhIza nahIM. nahIM to Avate bhavano pAcho pharI hisAba baMdhAze ! eTale benAM kAyadA juduMjudAM che. kudaratanA kAyadAne mAnya karazo
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________________ to tamAro rasto saraLa thaI paDaze ane sarakAranA kAyadAne mAnya karazo to gUMcAyA karazo. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, e bhUla ene potAne jaDavI joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, potAne jaDe nahIM. paNa e dekhADanAra joIe. eno vizvAsu evo hovo joIe. eka phero bhUla dekhAI gaI, eTale be-traNa vakhatamAM ene anubhavamAM Ave. tethI ame kaheluM ke nA samajaNa paDe to ATaluM lakhI rAkhajo ghera ke bhogave enI bhUla. ApaNane sAsu bahu pajava pajava karatI hoya, rAte UMgha nA AvatI hoya, te sAsune jovA jaIe to sAsu UMdhI gayA hoya, nAkhorA bolatAM hoya to nA samajIe ke ApaNI bhUmsa che. sAsu to nirAMte UMghI gaI. bhogave enI bhUla. tamane e vAta gamI che ke nahIM ? to bhogave enI bhUla eTaluM ja jo samajAI jAya ne to gharamAM ekya jhaghaDo rahe nahIM. paheluM to jIvana jIvavAnuM zIkho. gharamAM jhaghaDAM ochAM thAya. pachI bIjI vAta zIkhavAnI ! sAmo nA samaje to zuM ? praznakartA : keTalAMka evA hoya che ke ApaNe game teTaluM sAruM vartana karIe to ya te samajatAM nathI. dAdAzrI : e nA samajatAM hoya to emAM ApaNI ja bhUla che ke e samajaNavALo kema nA maLyo ApaNane ! Amano ja saMyoga ApaNane kema bAjhayo ? je je vakhate ApaNane kaMI paNa bhogavavuM paDe che, te ApaNI ja bhUlanuM pariNAma che. praznakartA to ApaNe ema samajavAnuM ke mArA karmo evAM che ? dAdAzrI : cokkasa. ApaNI bhUla sivAya ApaNane bhogavavAnuM hoya nahIM. A jagatamAM evuM koI nathI ke je ApaNane saheja paNa kiMcitmAtra duHkha Ape ane jo koI du:kha ApanAra che, to te ApaNI ja bhUla che. tattvano doSa nathI, e to nimitta che. mATe 'bhogave tenI bhUla". koI strI ane puruSa be jaNa khUba jhaghaDatAM hoya ane beu sUI gayA pachI ApaNe chAnAmAnA jovA jaIe to pelI bahena to ghasaghasATa UMghatI hoya ane bhaI Ama Ama pAsA pheravatA hoya to ApaNe samajavuM ke A bhaInI bhUla che badhI, A bahena bhogavatI nathI. jenI bhUla hoya te bhogave ane te ghaDIe jo bhaI UMghatA hoya ne bahena jAgyA karatA hoya to jANavuM ke bahenanI bhUla che. 'bhogave tenI bhUla." A to bahu bhAre sAyansa che, jagata AkhuM nimittane ja bacakAM bhare che. Ato zuM nyAya ? A jagata niyamane AdhIna cAlI rahyuM che, gamyuM nathI A. AnuM regyuleTara opha dhI varlDa paNa che ane niraMtara A varlDane regyulezanamAM ja rAkhe che. basa sTenDa upara koI bAI UbhI che. have basa sTenDa upara UbhuM rahevuM e kaMI guno kahevAya ? eTalAmAM sAIDamAMthI eka basa Ave che, e basa ahIM basa sTenDa upara Ave che, kAraNa ke e DrAyavaranA hAthamAMthI sTIyarIMga parano kAbU gayo che. eTale AvIne phUTapAtha upara caDhIne e baIne kacaDI nAkhI ane basa sTenDe ya toDI nAkhyuM. tyAM pAMcaso mANasonuM ToLuM bheguM thaI gayuM. A lokone kahIe ke "Ano nyAya karo." to e loko kaheze ke, 'bicArI A bAI vagara gune marI gaI. AmAM bAIno zo guno ? A DrAIvara nAlAyaka che." te pachI cAra-pAMca akkalavALA badhA bhegA thaIne kahe che, "A basavALA kevA DrAIvaro, Amane to jelamAM ghAlavA joIe. Amane Ama karavA joIe ! bAI basa sTenDa upara UbhI rahelI, emAM eno zo guno bicArIno ?" mera cakkaro ! alyA mUA, guno eno tame nathI jANatA. eno guno hato, tethI to e marI gaI. pachI A DrAyavarano guno to have jyAre pakaDAze tyAre. Ano jyAre
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________________ 10 evAM hoya che, te mANasa mUMjhAI jAya che. eksiDanTa eTale zuM ? ke 'Ta manI kaoNjhIjha eTa e TAIma' (asaMkhya kAraNo eka ja vakhate) ane InsiDanTa eTale zuM ? ke 'so menI kaoNjhIjha eTa e TAIma' (ghaNAM kAraNo eka ja vakhate) tethI ja ame zuM kahIe chIe ke 'bhogave tenI bhUla" ane pelo to pakaDAze, tyAre enI bhUla samajAze. A to pakaDAyo, tene cora kahe che. A ophisamAMthI eka jaNane pakaDe ene cora kahe, paNa tethI karIne zuM ophisamAM bIjA koI cora nathI ? praznakartA : badhA ja che. kesa cAlaze ne te kesa jo phaLyo, to phaLyo. nahIM to binagunegAra choDI deze, mATe gayuM. e baIno guno Aja pakaDAI gayo. alyA, hisAba vagara to koI mAratuM haze ? bAIe pAchalo hisAba cUkate karyo. samajI javAnuM, bAIe bhogavyuM te bAInI bhUla. pachI pelo DrAIvara pakaDAze tyAre DrAIvaranI bhUla. Aje pakaDAyo te gunegAra. pAchAM keTalAMka loko zuM kahe che? ke bhagavAna hoya to AvuM thAya ja nahIM. mATe bhagavAna jevI kAMI vastu ja A saMsAramAM nathI lAgatI, A bAIno zo guno hato ? A bhagavAna have che ja nahIM A duniyAmAM ! lyo !! A lokoe AvuM tAraNa kADhyuM ! alyA, AvuM zA sAruM ? A bhagavAnane zuM karavA vagovo cho ? emane ghara khAlI zuM karavA karAvo cho ? bhagavAna pAse ghara khAlI karAvavA nIkaLyA che ! alyA, A bhagavAna na hota to rahyuM zuM A jagatamAM ? A loka zuM jANe ke bhagavAnanuM calaNa rahyuM nathI. te lokonI bhagavAna uparathI AsthA uDI jAya. alyA, evuM nathI. A badhA cAlu hisAba che. A eka avatAranA nathI. Aje e baInI bhUla pakaDAI tethI bhogavavuM paDyuM. A badhuM jAya che e baI cagadAI gaI, e to nyAya che. eTale A kAyadesaranuM che A jagata. te A TUMkI ja vAta karavAnI che. jo kadI A DrAIvaranI bhUla hoya to sarakArano kaDaka kAyado hoya, eTalo badho kaDaka ke tyAM ne tyAM e mANasane Ubho rAkhI goLIbAra karIne tyAM ne tyAM khalAsa karI nAkhe. paNa A to tyAM sarakAre ya nA kahe. kAraNa ke khalAsa karAya nahIM. kharekhara gunegAra nathI e ane eNe pote guno pAcho Ubho karyo, te guno pAcho e bhogavaze tyAre. paNa tamane gunAmAMthI mukta karyA. tame gunAmAMthI mukta thayA. e gunAthI baMdhAyo. eTale ApaNe saddhi ApavAnI kahI ke gunAthI baMdhAIza nahIM. dAdAzrI : pakaDAyA nathI tyAM sudhI zAhukAra. kudaratano nyAya to bahAra pADyo ja nathI koIe. tethI TUMko ne Tacane ! Ukela tethI Ave ne ! zorTa kaTa ! A eka ja vAkya samajavAthI saMsArano bojo ghaNo kharo UDI jAya. bhagavAnano kAyado to zuM kahe che ke je kSetre, je kALe, je bhogave che, te pote ja gunegAra che. emAM koIne, vakIlane ya pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. A koInuM gajavuM kapAya to e kApanAranI AnaMdanI pariNatI hoya, e to jalebI khAto hoya, hoTalamAM cA-pANI ne nAsto karato hoya ne e kALe pelo ke jenuM gajavuM kapAyuM te bhogavato hoya. mATe bhogavanAranI bhUla. eNe kyAreka paNa corI karI haze. to Aje pakaDAyo mATe te cora ne pelo to jyAre pakaDAze tyAre cora kahevAze. huM tamArI bhUla khoLavA rahuM ja nahIM. jagata AkhuM sAmAnI bhUla jue che. bhogave che pote paNa bhUla sAmAnI jue che. te UlaTAM gunA Dabala thatAM jAya che ane vyavahAra gUMcavADo paNa vadhato jAya che. A vAta samajI gayAM eTale gUMcavADo ocho thato jAya. eksiDanTa eTale to... A kaLiyugamAM eksiDanTa (akasmAta) ane InsiDanTa (ghaTanA) morabInuM pUra, zuM kAraNa ? A morabImAM je pUra AvyuM ne je banyuM, e koNe karyuM, e khoLI
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________________ 12. doSa che nahIM. praznakartA : kALano doSa kharone ! dAdAzrI : kALano ya doSa zeno ? bhogave enI bhUla. kALa to pharyA ja karavAno ne ? kaMI sArA kALamAM nahotA ApaNe ? covIsa tIrthaMkara hatA tyAre nahotAM ApaNe ? praznakartA : hatA. dAdAzrI : to te dahADe ApaNe caTaNI khAvAmAM paDI rahyA. emAM kALa zuM kare bicAro ! kALa to enI meLe AvyA ja karavAno ne ! dahADe kAma nA karIe to rAta AvIne UbhI rahe ke nA rahe ? praznakartA : rahe. kADho joIe ? koNe karyuM A ? eTale eka ja zabda ame lakhyo che ke A duniyAmAM bhUla konI che ? potAne samajavA mATe eka vastune be rIte samajavAnI che. bhogave tenI bhUla eka rIte bhogavanArane samajavAnI che ane jonAre 'huM ene madada karI zakato nathI, mATe madada karavI joIe.' evI rIte jovAnuM che. A jagatano niyama evo che ke AMkhe dekhe, tene bhUla kahe che ane kudaratano niyama evo che ke koNa bhogave che, tenI bhUla che. asara thAya tyAM. jJAta ke buddhi ? praznakartA : chApAmAM vAMcIe ke auraMgAbAdamAM Ama thayuM ke morabImAM Ama thayuM to ApaNane je asara thAya, to vAMcyA pachI kaMI paNa asara nA thAya enI, to e jaDatA kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : asara nA thAya, enuM nAma ja jJAna. praznakartA ane asara thAya, ene zuM kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : e buddhi kahevAya. eTale saMsAra kahevAya. buddhithI Imoznala thAya. paNa dhoLavAnuM kazuM ya nahIM. A ahIM AgaLa che te, tyAMthI badhA AvatA'tA, bomba nAkhavA mATe pAkistAnathI, te ApaNA loko, peparamAM vAMce ke tyAM AgaLa Ama paDyuM to ahIM gabharAmaNa thAya. A badhI je asaro kare che, e emanI buddhi che ne buddhi ja A saMsAra Ubho kare che. jJAna asaramukta rAkhe, pepara vAMce, chatAM asaramukta rahe. asaramukta eTale ApaNane aDe nahIM. ApaNe to jANavAnuM-jovAnuM ja che. A peparane zuM karavAnuM ? jANavAnuM ane jovAnuM, basa ! jANavAnuM eTale khulluM je vigatavAra lakhyuM hoya, enuM nAma jANyuM kahevAya ane vigatavAra nA hoya tyAre e joyuM kahevAya. emAM koIno dAdAzrI : pachI rAte be vAge caNA levA mokalIe, Dabala bhAva ApIe to ya koI Ape ? lokone lAge, A UMdho nyAya ! hamaNe eka sAIkalavALo jAya che, te potAnA rAITa ve(sAcA rastA) upara che ane eka skUTaravALo UMdhe raste Avyo, roMga ve(khoTA rastA)thI ane pelAno paga toDI nAkhe. have bhogavavAnuM kone AvyuM? praznakartA sAIkalavALAne. jeno paga tUTyo hoya ene. dAdAzrI : hA. A be jaNamAM kone bhogavavuM paDe che Aje ? tyAre kahe, paga tUTyo tene. ene Aje AgaLano hisAba maLyo, A skUTaravALAnA nimitte. have pelAne atyAre kazuM duHkha nathI. e to jyAre pakaDAze tyAre eno guno jAhera thaze. paNa je bhogave enI bhUla. praznakartA : jene vAgyuM, eno zuM guno ? dAdAzrI : eno guno, AgaLano hisAba eno, te Aje cokhkho
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________________ 13 thayo. koI paNa hisAba vagara koIne paNa kaMI paNa duHkha nA thAya. hisAba cokhkhA thAya tyAre du:kha thAya. A eno hisAba Avyo, tethI pakaDAyo. nahIM to ATalI badhI duniyA pakaDAtI nathI. tame kema nIDara thaIne pharo cho ? tyAre kahe, ApaNo hisAba haze to thaze. nahIM hisAba hoya to zuM thavAnuM ? evuM kahe che ne ApaNA loko ? praznakartA : bhogavavuM nA paDe, ene mATeno zo upAya ? dAdAzrI : mokSamAM javAnuM. kiMcitmAtra koIne duHkha nA ApIe, pote duHkha jame karI laIe ko'ka Ape che, to copaDA ApaNA cokhkhA thaI jAya. koIne ApIe nahIM, navo vepAra zaru karIe nahIM ane jUno hoya te mAMDavALa karI daIe, to cUkate thaI jAya. praznakartA : to jeno paga bhAMgyo e bhogavanAre ema mAnavAnuM ke mArI bhUla che, eTale eNe pelA skUTaravALA sAme kaMI karavuM ja nahIM joIe ? dAdAzrI : karavuM nahIM joIe, evuM nahIM. ApaNe zuM kahIe chIe ke mAnasika pariNAma nA badalAvA joIe. vyavahArika je thatuM hoya, te thavA do paNa mAnasika rAga-dveSa nA thavAM joIe. jene "mArI bhUla che' evuM samajAya che, to ene rAga-dveSa nA thAya. vyavahAramAM ApaNane polIsavALo kaheze ke nAma lakhAvo to ApaNe lakhAvavuM paDe. vyavahAra badho karavo paDe paNa nATakIya, DrAmeTIka, rAga-dveSa nahIM karavAnA. ApaNane "ApaNI bhUla che' evuM samajAyuM pachI, e skUTaravALA bicArAno zo doSa ? A jagata to UghADI AMkhe jue che, eTale ene purAvA to ApavA paDene, paNa ApaNane enI pratye rAga-dveSa nA hovAM joIe. kAraNa ke enI bhUla che ja nahIM, ApaNe evo Aropa karIe chIe ke enI bhUla che, e tamArI draSTithI anyAya dekhAya che. paNa kharekhara tamArI draSTino phera hovAthI anyAya dekhAya che. dAdAzrI : koI tamane duHkha deto hoya to enI bhUla nathI. paNa tame jo du:kha bhogavatA hoya to tamArI bhUla. A kudaratano kAyado. jagatano kAyado kevo ? duHkha de, enI bhUla. A jhINI vAta samaje to phoDa paDene, to mANasano ukela thAya. upakArI, karmamAMthI mukta karAvanArA ! A to enA manamAM asara thaI jAya ke, mArA sAsu mane pajave che. e rAta-dahADo yAda rahe ke bhUlI jAya ? praznakartA : yAda rahe ja. dAdAzrI : rAta-dahADo yAda rahe. eTale pachI zarIra para asara thAya badhI. eTale bIjI sArI vastu pese nahIM pachI. eTale ene zuM samajaNa pADIe ? ke Ane sArI sAsu maLI ? Ane ya kema sArI sAsu maLI ? tamane kema AvI maLI ? A pUrvabhavano tamAro hisAba che, e cUkate karo. to kevI rIte cUkate thAya e batADIe. to e sukhI thaI jAya. kAraNa ke doSita enI sAsu nathI. bhogave che enI bhUla che. eTale sAmAno doSa uDI jAya. koIno doSa nathI. doSa kADhanArAno doSa che. jagatamAM doSita koI che ja nahIM. sahu sahunA karmanA udayathI che. badhA bhogavI rahyA che, te Aje guno karato nathI. gayA avatAranA karmanA phaLamAMthI A thAya che badhuM. Aja to ene pastAvo thato hoya paNa peluM thaI gayuM hoya, konTekTa thaI gayo hoyane, konTekTa karI nAkhelo eTale zuM thAya ? thaye ja chUTako che. A duniyAmAM jo tamAre kadi koInI bhUla khoLI kADhavI hoya to je bhogave che tenI bhUla che. vahu sAsune duHkha de che ke sAsu vahune duHkha de che, emAM kone bhogavavuM paDe che ? sAsune. to sAsunI bhUla che. sAsu vahune du:kha detI hoya, to vahue eTaluM samajI javuM joIe ke mArI praznakartA : barAbara che.
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________________ 15 bhUla. A dAdAnA jJAnanA AdhAre samajI javuM ke bhula haze, tethI ja A gALo de che. eTale sAsuno doSa nahIM kADhavo joIe. A sAsuno doSa kADhavAthI gUMcAyuM vadhAre. komleksa thayA kare che ane sAsune vahu pajavatI hoya to sAsue dAdAnA jJAnathI samajI javuM joIe ke bhogave enI bhUla, e hisAbe mAre nabhAvI levuM joIe. sAsu vahune vaDhe to ya vahu sukhamAM hoya ane sAsune ja bhogavavAnuM hoya tyAre bhUla sAsunI ja ! jeThANIne saLI karIne bhogavavuM paDe te ApaNI bhUla ane saLI nA karI chatAM ya e ApavA Ave to te pAchalAM bhavanuM kazuMka bAkI haze, te cUkavavA ApyuM. tyAre tame pAchI pharIthI bhUla nA karatAM, nahIM to pharIthI bhogavavuM paDaze ! mATe chUTavuM hoya to je je kaMI kaDavuM-mIThuM Ave (gALo vagere), te jame karI lejo. hisAba cUkta thaI jaze. A jagatamAM hisAba vagara to AMkhe ya bhegI nA maLe ! to bIjuM badhuM hisAba vagara te thatuM haze ? tame jeTaluM jeTaluM jene jene ApyuM haze, teTaluM teTaluM tamane te pAchuM Apaze tyAre tame jame karI lejo khuza thaIne, ke hAza ! have copaDo pUro thaze. nahIM to bhUla karazo to pAchuM bhogavavuM paDaze ja ! ApaNe 'bhogave enI bhUla' bahAra pADyuM che, loko bahu ajAyabI mAne che ke kharI zodhakhoLa che A. gImAM AMgaLI, kotI bhUla ? je kaDavATa bhogave te ja kartA. kartA te ja vikalpa. A mazInarI hoya te pote banAvelI hoya ane temAM gIara vhIla hoya, temAM potAnI AMgaLI AvI jAya to te mazInane tame lAkha kaho ke bhAI, mArI AMgaLI che, meM jAte tane banAvyuM che ne ! to zuM e gIara vhIla AMgaLI choDe ? nA choDe. e to tamane samajAvI jAya che ke bhAI, AmAM mAro zo doSa ? te bhogavyuM mATe tArI bhUla ! AvI ja bahAra badhe ya cAlatI mazInarI mAtra che. A badhA ya gIara mAtra che. gIara nA hota to AkhA muMbaI zaheramAM koI bAI tenA dhaNIne duHkha nA deta ane koI dhaNI tenI bairIne duHkha nA deta. potAnuM ghara to badhAM ya sukhamAM ja rAkhata, paNa ema nathI. A chokarAM-chokarAM, dhaNI-bairI badhAM ja mazInarI mAtra ja che, gIara mAtra che. DuMgarAte vaLato patharo marAya ? praznakartA : koI patharo ApaNane mAre ne vAgyuM to enAthI ApaNane IjA thAya ane vadhAre udvega thAya. dAdAzrI : IjA thAya che eTale udvega Ave, nahIM ? ane DuMgara uparathI DhekhALo gabaDato gabaDato mAthA upara paDe, ne lohI nIkaLyuM to ? praznakartA : e paristhitimAM karmanA AdhInathI ApaNane vAgavAnuM haze to vAgI gayuM, mAnIe. dAdAzrI : paNa DuMgara upara ene gALa nA bhAMDo ? gusso nA karo te ghaDIe ? praznakartA : emAM gusso AvavAnuM kAraNa AvatuM nathI. kAraNa ke sAme koNe karyuM, ene ApaNe oLakhatA nathI. dAdAzrI : kema tyAM DahApaNa Ave che ?! sahaja DahApaNa Ave ke nA Ave ? evuM A badhA DuMgaro ja che. A haMmezAM ya DhekhALo nAkhe che, gALo bhAMDe che, corIo kare che, e badhA DuMgaro ja che, cetana nathI. A e samajAI jAya to kAma nIkaLI jAya. gunegAra dekhAya che, te tamArI joDe krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, mahIM je zatruo che ne, te dekhADe che. potAnI draSTithI gunegAra nathI dekhAto, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha dekhADe che. jene krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nathI, ene koI gunegAra dekhADanAra che ja nahIM ne ene koI gunegAra dekhAtuM ya nathI. kharI rIte gunegAra jevuM koI che ja nahIM. A to krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha pesI gayA che ane te 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e mAnavAthI pesI
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________________ 17 18 gayA che. e 'huM caMdubhAI chuM'nI mAnyatA chUTI gaI eTale krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha jatAM raheze. chatAM ghara khAlI karatAM emane jarA vAra lAge. bahu dahADAnAM pesI gayelAM ne ! A to saMskArI rivAjo ! praznakartA: eka to pote du:kha bhogavato hoya, have e potAnI bhUlathI bhogave che. tyAM pachI bIjAM loko badhA doDhaDAhyA thaIne Ave, are, zuM thayuM, zuM thayuM ? paNa AmAM ema kahevAya ke ene AmAM zuM lAge-vaLage che ? pelo enI bhUlathI bhogave che. tamArAthI enuM duHkha laI levAtuM nathI. dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, je pUchavA Ave che ne. A je badhA jovA Ave che te, e ApaNA bahu UMcAmAM UMcA saMskAranAM niyamanAM AdhAre Ave che. e jovAM javuM eTale zuM che ? tyAM jaIne pelA mANasane pUche, "kema cho bhAI, have tamane kema lAge che ?" tyAre pelo kaheze, "sAruM che have." pelAnA manamAM ema thAya ke ohoho.... mArI ATalI badhI velyu, keTalAM badhA loka mane jovA Ave che. eTale potAnuM duHkha bhUlI jAya. guNAkAra-bhAgAkAra ! saravALA ne bAdabAkI, e beu necarala eDajasTamenTa che ane guNAkAra-bhAgAkAra A manuSyo buddhithI karyA kare che. eTale rAtre sUI jAva pachI manamAM vicAre ke A ploTa badhA moMghA paDI jAya che, mATe amuka jagyAe sastA che te laIzuM ApaNe. te guNAkAra karato hoya mahIM. eTale sukhanA guNAkAra kare ane du:khanA bhAgAkAra kare. e sukhanA guNAkAra kare eTale pharI che te bhayaMkara du:kho prApta thAya ane du:khanA bhAgAkAra kare chatAM duHkha ghaTatAM nathI ! sukhanA guNAkAra kare kharAM ke nahIM ?! AvuM hoya to sAruM, AvuM hoya to sAruM, kare ke nA kare ?! ane A plasa-mAInasa thAya che. dhIsa Ijha necarala eDajasTamenTa. e je baso rUpiyA khalAsa thaI gayA ane e pAMca hajAranuM badhuM nukasAna thaI gayuM. mAInasa thaI gayuM, e necarala eDajasTamenTa, pelA be hajAra rUpiyA gajavAmAMthI kApIne laI gayA, e necarala eDajasTamenTa che ! bhogave enI bhUla, A geranTIthI ame joIne kahIe chIe. praznakartA ema kahe che sukhanAM guNAkAra kare che, emAM khoTuM zuM? dAdAzrI : guNAkAra karavA hoya to duHkhanAM karajo, sukhanA karazo to bhayaMkara AphatamAM AvI jazo. guNAkAra karavAno zokha hoya to duHkhanAM karajo ke eka bhaIne dhola mArI, te eNe mane be mArI to sAruM thayuM, AvuM bIjo koI mAranAra maLe to sAruM. eTale ApaNuM jJAna vadhatuM jAya. paNa jo du:khanA guNAkAra nA phAve to baMdha rAkhajo, paNa sukhanA guNAkAra to nA ja karajo ! banyA prabhutA gunegAra ! bhogave enI bhUla. e bhagavAnanI bhASA ! ane ahIM corI karI gayo, ene loka gunegAra gaNe. korTo hau, corI kare tene ja gunegAra gaNe. eTale A bahAranA gunAo aTakAvavA mATe lokoe aMdaranA gunA cAlu karyA. je bhagavAnanA gunegAra thAya, e gunA cAlu karyA. alyA mUA, bhagavAnano gunegAra nA thaIza. A guno thAya to kazo. vAMdho nahIM. be mahinA jelamAM jaIne pAchuM avAze. paNa bhagavAnano gunegAra tuM nA thaIza. Apane samajAyuM ne A ? A vAta, jo jhINI vAta samajAI jAya to kAma nIkaLI jAya. A bhogave enI bhUla to ghaNAM mANasone samajAI gaI. kAraNa ke A badhA kaMI jevAM tevAM che, bahu vicArazIla loko che. ApaNe eka phero samajaNa pADI dIdhI. have sAsune vahu du:kha de de karatI hoya to sAsue eka zabda sAMbhaLyo haze ke "bhogave enI bhUla', eTale vAre ghaDIe duHkha detI hoya to tarata ja e samajI jAya ke mArI bhUla haze tyAre ja e de chene ? to e niveDo
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________________ 19 20 Avaze, nahIM to niveDo nahIM Ave ne vera vadhyA karaze. samajAvuM agharuM chatAM vAstavikatA ! bIjA koInI bhUla che nahIM. je kaMI bhUla che, te bhUla ApaNI ja che. ApaNI bhUlane laIne A badhuM UbhuM rahyuM che. Ano AdhAra zuM? tyAre kahe, ApaNI bhUla. praznakartA : moDuM moDuM paNa samajAya. dAdAzrI : moDuM samajAyane te bahu sAruM. eka bAju gAtara DhIlAM thatAM jAya ne pAchuM samajAtuM jAya. kevuM kAma nIkaLI jAya ! ane gAtara majabUta hoya, te ghaDIe samajAyuM hoya to ? moDuM moDuM samajAyuM paNa ? ame 'bhogave enI bhUla' ApyuM che ke, tamAma zAstrono sAra Apyo che. te muMbaImAM jazo to hajAro gharomAM moTA akSare 'bhogave enI bhUla' lakheluM hoya che. eTale pyAlA paDI jAya te ghaDIe, chokarA sAmAsAmI joI le. mammI, tArI ja bhUla che. chokarA hau samajI jAya, haMke ! mammIne kahe, 'tAruM moTuM paDI gayuM che. e tArI bhUla che !" kaDhI khArI thaI eTale ApaNe joI levAnuM ke konuM moTuM bagaDyuM ? hA, tArI bhUla che. dALa DhaLI gaI to jovAnuM, konuM moTuM bagaDyuM ? to enI bhUla che. zAka tIkhuM thaI gayuM eTale ApaNe moDhAM joI levAM ke konuM moDhuM bagaDyuM ? to enI bhUla che A. A bhUla konI che ? bhogave enI bhUla !! sAmAnuM moTuM tamane caDheluM dekhAyuM to te tamArI bhUla. tyAre tenAM zuddhAtmA'ne saMbhArI enAM nAmanI mAphI mAga mAga karIe to RNAnubaMdhamAMthI chUTAya. vAIphe tamArI AMkhamAM davA nAkhI ne tamArI AMkha duHkhe, to te tamArI bhUla. je sahana kare tenI bhUla, ema vItarAga kahe che ane A loko nimittane bacakAM bhare che ! potAnI bhUlanA ja mAra khAya che. paththara nAkhyo tenI bhUla nahIM, je bhogave, jene vAgyo tenI bhUla ! tamArI AjubAjunAM chokarAMhaiyAMnI game te bhUlo ke kukRtyo haze paNa tamane tenI asara thaze nahIM, to tamArI bhUla nahIM ane tamane asara thAya to tamArI e bhUla evuM nakkI samajI lejo ! jamA-udhAranI navI rIta ! be mANasa maLe ne lakSmIcaMda para Aropa Ape ke tame mAruM khoTuM karyuM che. to lakSmIcaMdane rAte UMgha nA Ave, ne pelo nirAMte UMghI gayo hoya. mATe bhUla lakSmIcaMdanI. paNa dAdAnuM vAkya 'bhogave tenI bhUla yAda AvyuM to lakSmIcaMda nirAMte sUI jaze, nahIM to pelAne keTalIya gALo bhAMDaze ! ApaNe koI sulemAnane paisA ApyA hoya ane te pachI cha mahinA sudhI sulemAna paisA pAchA Ape nahIM, to ? alyA, AkhuM koNe ? tArA ahaMkAre. eNe poSaNa ApyuM tethI te dayALu thaIne paisA ApyA, mATe have mAMDa vALa kara saliyAne khAte ane ahaMkAra khAte udhAra. AvuM pRththakaraNa to karo ! jeno vadhAre doSa te ja A jagatamAM mAra khAya che. mAra koNa khAya che ? te joI levuM. je mAra khAya che, te ja doSita che. bhogavyuM enA parathI hisAba nIkaLI jAya ke keTalI bhUla hatI ! gharamAM dasa mANaso hoya, temAM bene ghara kema cAlatuM haze teno vicAra sarakho ya nathI Avato, bene gharamAM helpa karIe tevo vicAra Ave che, ne be jaNA helpa kare che ane eka to Akho dahADo ghara zI rIte calAvavuM tenI ja ciMtAmAM rahe che ane be jaNa ArAmathI UMdhe che. te bhUla konI ? mUA, bhogave enI ja, ciMtA kare enI ja. je ArAmathI UMdhe che, tene kazuM ja nahIM !
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________________ bhUla konI che ? tyAre kahe ke koNa bhogavI rahyuM che, enI tapAsa karo. nokaranA hAthe dasa pyAlA phUTI gayAM to enI asara gharanAM mANaso para paDe ke nA paDe ? have gharanAM mANasomAM chokarAM hoya, temane to kaMI bhogavavAnuM hoya nahIM. eno bApo ne mammI akaLAyA kare. emAM mammI paNa thoDIvAre nirAMte UMghI jAya paNa bApo gaNatarI karyA kare. dAye pAMce pacAsa, ATalA rUpiyA thayA ! e elarTa, eTale ene vadhAre bhogavavAnuM. enA parathI bhogave tenI bhUla. bhUlane ApaNe khoLavA nA javuM paDe. moTAM jajo ne vakIlone ya khoLavA nA javuM paDe. enA karatAM A vAkya ApyuM, e tharmomiTara ke bhogave enI bhUla. e jo eTaluM pRththakaraNa karato karato AgaLa vadhe to sIdho mokSe jAya. bhUla DaoNkaTaratI ke dardItI ? DaoNkaTare dardIna Ijekazana ApyuM, pachI DaoNkTara ghera jaIne nirAMte UMdhI gayo ne pelAne to Injakazana AkhI rAta du:khyuM, mATe AmAM bhUla konI ? dardInI ! ne DaoNkaTara to jyAre enI bhUla bhogavaze, tyAre enI bhUla pakaDAze. bebIne mATe DaoNkaTara bolAvIe ane DaoNkaTara AvIne jue ke nADI cAlatI nathI, eTale DaoNkaTara zuM kaheze ? 'mane zuM kAma bolAvyo ?" alyA, te hAtha aDADyo te ja ghaDIe gaI. nahIM to nADI to Ama cAlatI'tI. paNa pAcho DaoNkaTara kaiDakAve ne pAcho phInA dasa rUpiyA laI jAya. alyA, TaMDakAvAno houM to paisA nA laIza ne paisA lauM chuM to TaiDakAvIza nahIM. paNa nA, phI to levAnI ne ! te paisA ApavA paDe. AvuM jagata che. mATe nyAya khoLazo nahIM A kALamAM ! praznakartA : AvuM ya bane, mArI pAse davA le ane mane TaiDakAve. dAdAzrI : hA. evuM ya bane. chatAM sAmAne gunegAra gaNazo to tame gunegAra thazo. atyAre kudarata nyAya ja karatI rahI che. oparezana karatAM pezanTa marI gayo to bhUla konI ?! cIkaNI mATImAM bUTa paherIne phare ne lapase temAM doSa kono ? mUA, tAro ja ! samajaNa nahotI paDatI ke UghADA page pharIe to AMgaLA bharAya ne paDAya nahIM ! AmAM doSa kono ? mATIno, bUTano ke tAro ?! bhogave tenI bhUla ! eTaluM jo pUrepUruM samajAyane to ya e mokSe laI jAya ! A je lokonI bhUla jue che, e to sAva khoTuM che. potAnI bhUlane laIne nimitta maLe che. A to pAchuM jIvatuM nimitta maLe to tene bacakAM bhare ne A kAMTo vAgyo hoya to zuM kare ? cAra rastA para kAMTo paDyo hoya ne hajAro mANaso jAya paNa koIne ya aDe nahIM, paNa caMdubhAI jAya, te kAMTo vAMko hoya to ya tene page vAge. 'vyavasthita' to kevuM che ? jene kAMTo vAgavAno hoya, tene ja vAge. badhA ja saMyogo bhegA karI Ape. paNa emAM nimittano zo doSa ?! - jo koI paNa mANasa davA chAMTIne udharasa khavaDAve to tene mATe vaDhamvaDhA thaI jAya, jyAre maracAMno vaghAra UDe ne udharasa Ave to kAMI vaDhamvaDhA kare che ? A to pakaDAyo tene vaDhe. nimittane bacakAM bhare. jo hakIkata jANIe ke karanAra koNa ane zAthI thAya che, to pachI rahe kazI bhAMjagaDa ? tIra mAranAranI bhUla nathI. tIra vAgyuM kone, tenI bhUla che. tIra mAranAro jyAre pakaDAze tyAre enI bhUla. atyAre to tIra vAgyuM e pakaDAyo che. je pakaDAyo e pahelo gunegAra. pelo to pakaDAze tyAre enI bhUla. chokasaMtI ja bhUlo kADhe badhAM ! tame bhaNatAM bhaNatAM kazI aDacaNa bhogavelI ? praznakartA : aDacaNo to bhogavelI. dAdAzrI : e tamArI ja bhUlane laIne. emAM mAstaranI ke bIjA koInI bhUla nathI.
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________________ 23 praznakartA : A chokarAM zikSakanI sAme thaI jAya che, te kyAre sudharaze ? dAdAzrI : je bhUlanA pariNAma bhogave tenI bhUla che. A guruo ja ghanacakkaro pAkyA che te ziSyo sAmA thAya che. A chokaro to DAhyA ja che, paNa guruo ne mA-bApa ghanacakkara pAkyAM che ! ane vaDIlo jUnI pakkaDa pakaDI rAkhe pachI chokarAM sAmA thAya ja ne ? atyAre mA-bApanuM cAritrya evuM hotuM nathI ke chokarAM sAmA nA thAya. A to vaDIlonuM cAritrya ghaTI gayuM che, tethI chokarAM sAmA thAya che. bhUlo sAme dAdAnI samajaNa ! 'bhogave tenI bhUla' e kAyado mokSe laI jaze. koI pUche ke mAre mArI bhUlo kevI rIte khoLavI ? to ame ene zIkhavADIe ke tane kyAM kyAM bhogavaTo Ave che ? e tArI bhUla. tArI zI bhUla thaI haze te AvuM bhogavavAnuM AvyuM, e khoLI kADhaje ? A to Akho dahADo bhogavaTo Ave che, te khoLI kADhavuM joIe ke zI zI bhUla thaI che ! bhogavaTAnI sAthe ja khabara paDI jAya ke A bhUla ApaNI. jo kadi amArI bhUla thAyane to amane Tenzana UbhuM thAya ne ! amane sAmAnI bhUla kevI rIte samajAya ? sAmAnuM homa ane phorena judA dekhAya. sAmAnA phorenamAM bhUlo thAya, phorenamAM gunA thAya to ame kazuM bolIe nahIM, paNa homamAM kazuM thAya to amAre tene Takora karavI paDe. mokSe jatAM kazI aDacaNa nA paDavI joIe. mahIMnI pAra vagaranI vastI che, temAM koNa bhogave te khabara paDe. koI phero ahaMkAra bhogave che, to te ahaMkAranI bhUla che. koIka vakhate mana bhogave che, to te mananI bhUla che, kyAreka citta bhogave che, te vakhate cittanI bhUla che. A to potAnI bhUlamAMthI 'pote chUTo rahI zake tema che. vAta samajavI paDazene ? mULa bhUla kyAM che ? bhUla konI ? bhogave tenI ! zuM bhUla ? tyAre kahe che, "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e mAnyatA ja tArI bhUla che. kAraNa ke A jagatamAM doSita ja koI nathI. eTale koI gunegAra paNa nathI, ema sAbita thAya. bAkI, A duniyAmAM koI kazuM karI zake ema che ja nahIM. paNa je hisAba thaI gayo che, e choDavAno nathI. je goTALiyo hisAba thaI gayo che, te goTALIyuM phaLa ApyA vagara rahevAnuM nathI. paNa have navesarathI goTALo karazo nahIM, have aTakI jAva. jyArathI A jANyuM tyArathI aTakI jAva. jUnA goTALA thaI gayA, e to ApaNe cUkavavA paDaze, paNa navA nA thAya e jojo. javAbadArI saMpUrNa ApaNI ja che ! bhagavAnanI javAbadArI che nahIM. bhagavAna AmAM hAtha ghAlatA nathI. eTale bhagavAna paNa Ane mApha karI zake nahIM. keTalAMya bhakato mAne che ke, 'huM pApa karuM chuM ne bhagavAna mApha karaze.' bhagavAnane tyAM mAphI nA hoya. bIjA loko, dayALu lokone tyAM mAphI hoya. dayALu mANasane kahIe ke "sAheba, meM to bahu bhUla karI tamArI." ke e tarata ja mApha kare. A duHkha de che, e to mAtra nimitta che paNa mULa bhUla potAnI ja che. je phAyado kare che e ya nimitta che ane je nukasAna karAve che e ya nimitta che. paNa e ApaNo ja hisAba che tethI Ama thAya che ! ame tamane khullI rIte kahIe chIe ke tamArI 'bAunDrI'mAM koIne AMgaLI ghAlavAnI zakti nathI ane tamArI bhUla che to game te AMgaLI ghAlI jaze. are, lAkaDI paNa mArI jaze ! 'ame' to oLakhI gayelA ke koNa godA mAre che ? badhuM tamAruM ne tamAruM ja che ! tamAro vyavahAra koIe bagADyo nathI. tamAro vyavahAra tame ja bagADyo che. yu Ara haoNla enDa sola risponsibala phora yaoNra vyavahAra. nyAyAdhIza che "kayuTara' sama ! bhogave enI bhUla e 'gupta tattva' kahevAya. ahIM buddhi thAkI
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________________ 25 prAptisthAna muMbaI : DaoN. nIrUbahena amIna 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), muMbaI-400014 phona : (022) 4137616 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI 1, varUNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-38OO9, phona : (079) 6421154, 463485 pheksa : 408528 jAya. jyAM matijJAna kAma nA kare, e vAta 'jJAnI puruSa' pAse ughADI thAya, te "jema che tema' hoya. A gupta tattva bahu sUkSma rIte samajavuM joIe. nyAya karanAro cetana hoya to, te pakSApakSI paNa kare ! paNa jagatano nyAya karanAro nizcetana cetana che. ene jagatanI bhASAmAM samajavuM hoya to te kamyuTara jevuM che. A kamyuTaramAM to prazno nAkho to kamyuTaranI bhUla paNa thAya, paNa jagatanA nyAyamAM bhUla nA thAya. A jagatano nyAya karanAra nikSetana cetana che, pAcho 'vItarAga" che ! 'jJAnI puruSa'no eka ja zabda samajI jAya ane pakaDI bese to moze ja jAya. kono zabda ? jJAnI puruSano ! enAthI koIne koInI salAha ja nA levI paDe, ke konI bhUla AmAM ? "bhogave enI bhUla." A sAyansa che, AkhuM vijJAna che. AmAM to eka akSare ya bhUla nathI. vijJAna eTale tadana vijJAna ja che A to. AkhA varlDane mATe che. A kaMI amuka inDiyAne mATe ja che, evuM nathI. phorenamAM badhAne mATe che A !! jyAM Avo cokhkho nirmaLa nyAya tamane batAvI daIe chIe, tyAM nyAyAkhyAyanuM vaheMcANa kyAM karavAnuM rahe ? A bahu ja UMDI vAta che. tamAma zAstrono sAra kahuM chuM. A to 'tyAMnuM jajamenTa(nyAya) kevI rIte cAlI rahyuM che te ekjhakTa kahuM chuM ke, 'bhogave enI bhUla.' bhogave enI bhUlaA vAkya bilakula ejhekTa nIkaLyuM che amArI pAsethI ! ene to je je vAparaze, tenuM kalyANa thaI jaze. Madras : Dada Bhagwan Foundation Ajit C. Patel, 9, Manohar Avenue, Egmore, Madras-600008. Tel: (044) 8261243, 8261369 Fax : 8261225 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue Dr. Bachubhai Patel, 902 SW Mifflin Road, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel. : (913) 271-0869 Fax : (913) 271-8641 Dr. Shirish Patel 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 U.S.A. Tel. : (909; 734-4715. Fax : (909) 734-4411 U.K. : Shri Maganbhai Patel 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel : 181-245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow, London, Middlesex, HA3 9NR U.K. Tel. : 181-204-0746 Fax :181-907-4885 Canada : Shri Suryakant N. Patel 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel. : (416) 247-8309