Bhajanpad Sangraha Bhavarth Vivechan Sathe

Author(s): Buddhisagar
Publisher: Buddhikirtisagarsuri Jain Granthamala
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008547/1

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adhyAtmajJAna divAkara pAganiSTha, zAstrAvizArada, zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI viracita bhajanapada saMgraha bhAvArtha vivecana sAthe - rI vivecanakAraH prazAntabhUti" AcArya zrI kIrti sAgarasUrijI mahArAja mUlya: kA. yu= 0 0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI granthamALA gaLyAMka 116 BahaSBN SHAHIBEN EGGSEB GSSS zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH adhyAtmajJAnadivAkara yogani zrImad buddhisAgarasarI re EaES". ' nA Ika bhajana-padagraha) bhAvArtha vivecana sAthe mA.zrI kalAmamAgara mRri jJAna maMdira ja mahAjara na mAdhanA , koko , . * lekhaka AtmaguNadraSTA prazAMtamUrti AcAryapravara zrImadda kItisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja prakAzaka zrImad buddhi-kIrtisAgarasUri jainagranthamALA taraphathI zrI dalasukhabhAI govIMdajI mahetA sANaMda GEast SEE ESSEGEEEEEEEEEE kiM. pa----- mane na apamA abda, it. For Private And Personal Use Only

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A grantha maLavAnA sthaLe :- zrI. adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa The. 347 kAlabAdevI muMbaI-2 zrI. megharAja jaina pustaka bhaMDAra kIkI sTrITa goDIjIyAla muMbaI-2 zrImad buddhisAgarasUri jaina jJAnamaMdira vijApura (u. gujarAta) za. jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla C/o jaina prakAzana maMdira 3094 DozIvADAnI piLa amadAvAda zrI. sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAra The. ratanapaLa, hAthIkhAnA amadAvAda zA. amRtalAla sAkaracaMda The. jhaverIvADa AMbalI paLa amadAvAda zrI. buddhiprabhA kAryAlaya C/o paM. zrI chabIladAsa kesarIcaMda saMghavI The. dAdAsAhebanI piLa khaMbhAta. zrI. semacaMdabhAI DI. zAha. jIvananivAsa sAme, pAlItANuM (saurASTra) [ I. sa. 1961 vIra saMvata 2487 ] vikrama saMvata 2018 mudraka : kAntilAla DAhyAbhAI paTela maMgala mudraNA la ya, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda. For Private And Personal Use Only

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che bela zrIadhyAtmajJAnadivAkara roganiSTha, zAstravizArada AcArya pravara zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI gurUdeve temanA jIvana kALa daramiyAna ghaNu mUlyavAna sAhityanuM sarjana karyuM che tattvajJAna, caritra, saMzodhana, ItihAsa, vega vi.nuM ghaNIja vizadatAthI temaNe temanA pustakomAM vivecana karyuM che. gadya sAhityamAM "kAga' e temane muguTa maNi che. paNa A uparAMta vadhu to temane amara banAvatA temanA bhajane che. kAphIo che. kavAlIo che. Itara dharmanA saMta sAdhuonI jema ApaNu dharmamAM, bhajana vagere lakhanAra e saMta sau prathama tA, ApaNA tattvaciMtana, tIrtha. kara bhagavaMto, zramaNa bhagavaMtanI Ama janatA paNa gAI zake tevA bhajanonI DhALamAM lakhanAra kavi tarIke e agrIma hatA. tyAra pahelAM tevA bhajano ApaNane keIe ApyA nathI. tevA bhajanonA 11 saMgraho temaNe ApyAM che. anekavidha viSayanuM temAM saMkalana thayeluM che. eka eka bhajana para kalAka sudhI ciMtana karI zakIe tevA aneka uttama bhajano che. anekAneka viSayone AvarI letA badhAja bhajanono bhAvArtha Apavo e bhagIratha prayatna mAMgI le che. temAM khAsa karIne subodha kakakAvaLI kAvyonI sarjanatAmAM te aSTAMga yogasAdhanAsiddhino sAkSAtkAra ne bhAvi kAna darzananA khajAnAthI bharapUra che. e badhA to nahi ja paraMtu vAMcakone rUce, teo temanI paMktione gaNagaNyA kare ane AtmAne urvagAmI banAve tevA keTalAka pasaMda karelA bhajanane bhAvArtha ame ApavA eka namra prayatna For Private And Personal Use Only

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karyo che. AzA rAkhIe chIe ke amArI A pasaMdagI saunI paNa pasaMdagI banI raheze. A to thaI A graMthanA lekhana viSenI vAta. paraMtu tenA prakAzana aMgenA sAthane sahakAra vinA A saMgraha pragaTa na ja banyo hota. A pustakanA prakAzanane sau prathama yaza te khaMbhAtanA saMdhanA phALe jAya che. amAruM tyAM prathama cAturmAsa hatuM. pU. paM. pra. zrI mahedaya sAgarajI gaNivarye A prakAzana mATe preraNA karI ane tyAMnA zeTha zrI mULacaMda bulAkhIdAsanA upAzrayanA saMghe te vAta saharSa vadhAvI lIdhI. ane zrI staMbhatIrtha tapagaccha jaina saMgha taraphathI zrI nAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI rUpiyA 700) ApavAnI pahela karI, A zubha zarUAta 2016 nA kapaDavaMjanA cAturmAsamAM AgaLa vadhI. zeTha mIThAbhAI gulAbacaMdanA upAzrayamAM paNa A prakAzanane umaLakAbhera vadhAvavAmAM AvyuM. ane tyAMnA suprasiddha dAnavIra sva. zeThazrI vADIlAla manasukharAma taraphathI rU. 1000 ne sahakAra maLe. temaja zeTha zrI kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsanI preraNAthI zrI devakaraNa mensana saMdha taraphathI tathA zeThazrI pannAlAla bI. zAha (je. pI.) nI preraNAthI. zrI luhAracAla saMdha taraphathI temaja zrI goDIjI pArzvanAtha jJAnodaya samiti taraphathI tathA anya gAmanA zrAvakAnA nAnA moTA sahakAranI noMdha te bhulAya ja kema? je sahAyakenI zubha nAmAvalImAM noMdha/yAdI pragaTa thavA pAmela che. Ama anekanA sAtha ne saMgAtathI ame A saMgraha ApanA karakamaLamAM dharI rahyA chIe. ame kaMI tenA mATe bolIe tenA karatAM A saMgraha ja vadhu kaheze. tA. 28-5- le. AcArya zrI kIrtisAgarasUri zaMkhezvara tIrtha For Private And Personal Use Only

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sadgurUdevanA caraNe Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AF ApazrInuM Apelu ApazrInA pAdapadmamAM samaNu, ApanA kIrti sAgarasUri #ny zrI ka e pustaka. saMgraha: For Private And Personal Use Only Wan Ci

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prastAvanA samullAsaH janmAMtara saMskArAt, svayameva kila prakAzate tacaM, / suptotthitasya pUrva, pratyayavannirupadezamapi // jema nidrAmAMthI uThelA manuSyane pUrve (sUtA pahelAM) anubhavelAM kAryo upadeza vinA paNa yAda Ave che tema janmAMtaranA saMskAravALA rogIne koInA upadeza sivAya svayameva tattvajJAna prakAzita thAya che. gazAstra-zrImad hemacaMdrasUrijI bhArata varSamAM sarva darzanamAM sAhityanuM ucca sthAna che. sAhitya manuSyane mAnavatA zIkhave che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa nIti ane dharmane anusaratuM sAhitya barAbara adhyayana karavAmAM Ave te temAM AvelI zArIrika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika saMpattie manuSya potAnA jIvanamAM samanvita kare athavA doSa daSTi tajIne guNono Adara kare te manuSya saMskArI bane che. saMskAra, jIvananuM ghaDatara kare che. ane te dvArA dharmabuddhi jAgrata thavAthI AtmA pote pitAnA guno vikAsa karI Adarza manuSya bane che. khAsa karIne sAhitya sRSTimAM jyAre dhArmika bhAvanA otaprota thayelI hoya che tyAre te sAhitya aneka AtmA For Private And Personal Use Only

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ene hitakara nivaDe che. sAhityamAM paNa kAvya sAhityano jIvana sA anaMtara saMbaMdha haya che. kAvya sAhitya lAgaNIne sparza karanAra hAI ekadama jIvanane rasamaya banAve che. paraMtu te sInemA ke bhegavilAsa vadhAranAruM sAhitya nahi; je sAhitya AtmAne kalyANamaya pravRtti tarapha dorI jAya te ja sAcuM kAvya-sAhitya che. AvuM sAhitya jIvana jIvatAM zIkhave che; zubha AcAra, zubha vicAra ane viveka vadhAre che; dharma buddhine jAgRta kare che, pApe tarapha tiraskAra batAve che. bhogavilAsane bhUlAve che, vairAgya prakaTAve che. cAritrane ghaDe che. mitrI vigere bhAvanAo vahevarAve che ane chevaTe AtmAno utkarSa sAdhI paramAtmapada prakaTAve che. naitika ane AdhyAtmika kAvya-sAhitya aMtarmukhavRtti utpanna kare che, rAgadveSanA pariNAmanI maMdatA, duHkha sahana karavAnI zakti ane AtmAmAM mananI sthiratA vaDe je je aMze sadbodha ane AtmaramaNatA thAya ane mananI ekAgratA thAya tene-aMtarmukha vRtti kahevAya che; jaina darzanamAM paramAtmAe, AtmAne taravAnAM aneka sAdhana batAvyA che temAMthI je sAdhanathI sAdhyanuM sAmipya thAya, sAdhyanuM darzana thAya ane sva adhikAra mujaba samyapha prakAre nirvahana thaI zake te sAdhana sAdhakane upakAraka thAya che; jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM Asakti hoya che tyAMsudhI bAhimukha vRttinuM vizeSa prAbalya hAya che; AtmajJAnapUrvaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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samyaguTinI prApti thatAM AtmA potAnA zuddha svarUpane oLakhe che. ane aMtarAtmA banI jAya che, AbhA upAdAna kAraNa che; satasaMga, zAstra, vairAgyamaya bhajana-kAvyo nimitta kAraNa che A rIte AtmAmAM aMtarAtma dazAmAM sva-para vastune viveka prakaTe che. - dareka jIva pitAnA pUrvakarma vaDe potAnI kArya karavAnI zakti garbhamAMthI ja utpanna kare che. tenuM nAma jaina darzananA pAribhASika zabdamAM "paryApti" kahevAya che; pitAnA amuka zarIramAM, dezamAM, kALamAM ke bhAvamAM rahe 'vAnI maryAdA pote ja ajJAtapaNe bAMdhe che; janma pachI A paryAptine vadhAravA ke zaktione khIlavavA te svataMtra che; A maryAdA ane zaktine saMkucita paNa eja jIva karI zake che. karmanA je je baMdhane manuSyane naDe che te teNe pote ja bAMdhelA che; e baMdhanane majabuta karavA ke DhIlA karavA athavA teDavA e tenA ja hAthamAM che; kuMbhAra jema mATI laIne nava navA ghATa ghaDe che, tema jIva paNa karma dvArA pariNAme karI navA navA karmano saMgraha kare che ane ghATa ghaDe che. vastusthiti Ama hoI A mAnava jIvanamAM AtmAe zubha AlaMbana laI pragatimAna thavuM joIe; AlaMbanamAM puSTAlaMbana navapadajI che; te sAmAnya AlaMbano rUpe nitika ane AdhyAtmika upadeze che. AvA upadezone jana samAja samakSa kA-bhajana rUpe saraLa bhASAmAM adhyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tmajJAna divAkara, sva-parazAstra vizArada, kaviratna, ceAganiSTha ekasAne A mahAgrantha praNetA, mahAna vibhUti. sva. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad buddhisAgara surIzvarajIe lagalaga khAra mahAkAya vibhAgeAmAM racelAM che, je janasamAja samakSa aneka varSo pahelAM raju thayelAM che; A khAra vibhAgemsamAMthI temanI-gurUvanA sa`skAra bIjonA vArasAnI pratikRti rUpe vicaratA ane saraLa bhASAthI pravacane ApatA temanA ja sa'yamI, zAMta ane vairAgya vAsita ziSyaratna pU. A. zrIkIrti sAgarasUrIzvarajIe prathamanA e vibhAgAnuM saraLa bhASAmAM vivecana karyuM che; ane sAthe sAthe aneka laghu-draSTAMtA, tathA kathAe ApI vivecanane saghana banAveluM che. te vivecana janasamAja samakSa pustakaH rUpe sAdara thAya che. . t 'kAvyazAstravinodena, kAlo gacchati dhImatAm A subhASita pramANe sva. pU. AcArya zrI buddhisAgarasUrijIe bhaviSyanI prajAnA upakAra arthe pravAhakhaddha puSkaLa kAvyeA racyAM che; paramAtmA sAthenA ekatAnathI jemanA hRdaya vINAnA tAra aNuaNI uThayAM che temanA hRdacanA guNagAnathI upajelu' bhavya saMgIta-e prastuta bhajana sAhitya che; narasiMha, mIrAM, cidAnaMda, brahmAnaMda, kazmIra vigere bhakta kaviee uttama bhajanA jagane ApelAM che; uttama bhajane sAdAM ane svAbhAvika heAya che; sva. pU. AcArya zrI buddhisAgarajInA bhajanA AdhyAtmika upadeza For Private And Personal Use Only

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maya che; temAM avalavANI vALA paNa bhajanA che. bhanAnI dhUnanA jANe askhalita pravAha vahetA hAya che; prastuta bhajanomAM bhaktiyoga, cAritrayeAga, vairAgyayoga ane dhyAnacAga darzAvavA sAthe vyAvahArika, naitika, dhArmika sadvicArAnAM pravacane-zIkhAmaNeA ane AtmaguNNAnAM vikAsa mATenA prazasta uddeAdhane che. prastu'ta pustakamAM zrIzAMtinAtha stuti, caitanajI cete, koi eka cegi vicAre anubhava AtmAnA jo kare, duniyA che divAnI re, parakhI lejo nANu re, bhajana karI le bhAI 2, cetavu' caitI lejo re, mUrakha mana mArU mArU zIghra kare, nirbhIya dezanA vAsI re Atama, jarA jue aMtaramAM tapAsI re,--vagere vigere lagabhaga sADa pado che. bhinna bhinna sagItanA rAgamAM anAvelA che. emanA AkhAlavRddha upayAgI bhajaneAnA upadezamaya saMgItanuM tAra-laya ( Lyric ) pUrvaka gAna karavAmAM Ave te mATe saMgIta vizAradonuM maMDala ArakelTrA rUpe taiyAra karAvI janasamAjamAM mUkavAnI, tema ja rekarDamAM utAravAnI ane reDIemAM vAraMvAra AkAzadhvanirUpe yejavAnI--khAsa AvazyaktA mATe jaina saMdhane namra sUcanA che. ' satyaM ziva'suMdara' 'nI je vyAkhyA mAnavajIvanamAM karavAmAM Ave che tevA sAka vizeSaNavALA, kAvya sRSTimAM temanA bhavya pratibhAvALA bhajanA che; tenA namunA tarIke ahiM nava ApavAmAM Ave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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10 jIvalaDA ghATa navA zIda ghaDe, palakanI khabara tane nahi paDe. ? arka taNAM AkulA jevAM, tana dhana jobana che tevA bAjIgaranI bAjI pheka, aMte vaNazI jAze re. 2 sohi gurUne sohi celA hejI. buddhisAgara tuM nijaghara ramaje, samaje tenI che A veLA are A jIMdagInI manuSyabhavanI eLe jAya che re. 3 ghaDI kSaNa vItyo te te, pAcho kadApi na Ave re, 4 cAlyA anaMtA cAlaze jaga, vRddha yuvAna naranAra re buddhisAgara calata paMthe, dharmane AdhAra re. 5 tIna bhuvanano svAmI Atama, kAyAmAMhi vasIo; AyuSya avadhi pUrI thatAM, deha gehathI khasIo; 6 pArzvamaNi sama dhyAna tArUM, siddha buddhatA vare; parabrahma svarUpa pAmI, nAma rUpa nahiM dhare. 7 bhAyika paMca labdhi bhegI, yegI paNa je sahaja yogI, sthiti sAdi anaMta vilAsI, AvirbhAve zuddha prakAzI. 8 tana mana dhanathI jaina dharma vRddhi kare, gurU ANAe dharma kare rUcikAra je; buddhisAgara zrAvaka evA pAkaze, tyAre thAze jaina dharma uddhAra je. 9 For Private And Personal Use Only

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adhyAtmajJAnadivAkara, sva-parazAstavizArada, kaviratna, ganiSTha, ekaso ne ATha mahAgrantha praNetA, mahAna vibhUti, sva. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ApaNuM samayanI viziSTa prakAranI vibhUti hatA, karmacaMga, AnaMda ghana pada saMgraha bhAvArtha vigere mahAkAya grantha AtmaprakAza, gapradIpa, Atmadarzana gItA paramAtmadarzana, premagItA, adhyAtmagItA; janepaniSadda tatvavicAra, baDudravya vicAra, vigere aneka graMthonA prakhara lekhaka, pravAhabaddha zIdhra saMskRta zlekanA sarjaka, pratibhAzALI vivecaka, ane tevI ja rIte zIghra kavi tarIkenA bAra bhajana pada saMgraho, kakkAvali subedha, sAbamatI guNazikSaNa kAvya, mAtRpitRbhakti, bAlalagna, sAdharmika bhakita, vigere saMkhyAbaMdha kAvya prakaTAvyAM che, emanA jJAnanI agAdhatAnuM mApa ApaNI alpabuddhi karI zake tema nathI ja. kharekhara aneka janmanI taiyArI laIne AvelA teozI mahAna yogI hatA. zrIbhajanapada kAvyamAM AveluM temanuM vAkya "rajA sakala mAnava thaze, rAjA na anya kahAvaze" e uparathI ApaNe temanuM lakheluM bhaviSya sAcuM paDeluM joI zakIe chIe. tevI ja rIte te mahAna egIe kakkAvali subodhamAM bhaviSya bhAkhyuM che ke -"ekavIsamI sadI mAMhi thAze yuga pradhAne maTA cAra, eka ekathI mahA caDI AtA, jana zAsana jagata For Private And Personal Use Only

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12 jayakAra."--A bhaviSya have pachI sAcuM paDaze ja- emaNe zabdasRSTi upara pADelA saMskAre ciraMjIva raheze. emaNe IdriyAtIta, parama tatvanA bhaNakArA jhIyA che; svakIya anubhUtithI hadayamAMthI kAvya jharaNAM ThAlavyAM che, tethI ja kAvyo bhAvapradhAna banyA che. upasaMhAramAM nivedana karavAnuM ke, --zrIbhagavatI sUtramAM zrIgautama svAmIjIe prabhunI mahAvIra svAmIne prazna karyo ke- limirtha mA vAtotti purU? nA uttaramAM jIva ane ajIvanAM paryAya rUpe nizcaya kALa che tema-khulAso karela che. te e dRSTie AtmA ane kALanA paryAe kSaNe kSaNe (Enerarying) palaTAya che. anaMta kALathI AtmAnA paryAye bhinna bhinna zarIra athavA anya rUpe palaTAtA AvyA che paraMtu AtmAne kALa grasI zakyo nathI-zakaze nahi; kemake anaMta kALamAM paNa ekarUpe rahele AtmA vizvamAM zAzvata jIvana anubhave che; sara esa rAdhAkRSNanuM kahe che ke - ApaNA kamanasIbanuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNe AtmAnI vAstaviktAne pIchANuM zakatA nathI. mAnavI kAMI kudaratanI ane samAjanI asahAya kRti nathI, mAnavI AdhyAtmika jIvanane saMdezavAhaka che, vizva ItihAsanA nATakamAM te agatyane bhAva bhajave che ane pralayanI zaktine tAbe thayA vinA te kAma kare che ane sarjana kare che, A AdhyAtmika jIvanane mATe avizrAMta yuddha calAvavAnuM che, kAraNa AtmAnuM baLa adhyAtma For Private And Personal Use Only

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13 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vAdamAM che " kAkA kAlelakara kahe che ke--paththaramAMthI jema mUrti banAvIe chIe, dhvanimAMthI jema kAvya-saMgIta upajAvIe chIe, ghaNumAMthI jema vALA saLagAvIe chIe tema jIvanamAMthI 'skRti khIlavavI joi e; jIvana e prakRti che ane saMskRti e teneA Apa che; jIva jo dharatI hAya teA saskRti enu svarga che." svAmI vivekAnaMda paNa kahe che ke,--I was never born yet my briths of breath are as many as waves on the sleepless sea. ; arthAt'huM vAstavika rIte ajara ajanma chuM; paraMtu sthUla dRSTie mahAsAgaranAM mAjA' tulya mArA janma ane maraNa thAya che. " A rIte kharekhara jaina draSTie paNa AtmAnuM anA ikAlathI astitva hAvA chatAM tene janma maraNeA, sukha duHkha vigere dhadhA zAthI thayAM kare che ! te praznanA uttara sarvajJAe Apela che te e che ke vyavahArathI zuddha deva, gurU, dharma upara zraddhAkhaLa keLave, nizcayathI AtmA ane Daka vigere padArthonu pRthakkaraNa vicAro ane sAdhyadraSTi rAkhI zubha vyavahAra ane zuddha vyavahAranA karmayoga keLaveA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha, jinapUjA, tapa, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, satsaMga vigere saMskAravaDe AtmAnuM cAritrabaLa keLavA, syAdvAdamaya jinadarzananuM sukSma svarUpa jANA, ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya ane aparigrahavratanA yathAzakti For Private And Personal Use Only

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vikAsa kare. A tamAma sAdhane AtmAne cAritrabaLamAM taiyAra karAvavA mATe ArasanA paththarane geLa banAvavA tulya TAMkaNAo che. A rIte mAvita mAvo madhyane e zrImad umAsavAti vAcakanA vacanAnusAra aneka janmamAM ghaDAtAM ghaDAtAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA phaLa bhegavatAM, zubha saMskAranI vRddhi thatAM azubha saMskAre vilaya thatAM jAya che, karma cetanA vaDe phalAbhimukha thayelI karma phaLa cetanA prasaMge je jJAna cetanA jAgRta bane te aneka kaSTa prasaMgamAM AtmA jAgI uThe che, ane vicAre che ke, A jagatanI paristhiti niSNajana nathI. paraMtu tenI pAchaLa kALa, svabhAva, bhavitavyatA, karma ane purUSArtharUpa pAMca kAraNe che; cheka mAnava-jIvanamAM samyaktvanI prApti pachI jIvanane hetu spaSTa thAya che; zraddhAbaLa, jJAnabaLa ane cAritra baLanA purUSArtha mATe AtmA taiyAra thaI sakAma nirjarA karavA mAMDe che tyAre krame kame anya kAraNe nirbaLa-gauNa banI jAya che. zrImad haribhadrarijIe gadaSTi samuccayamAM kahela che ke - mara va mahAvyAdhi mamRtyu vivAna janmamaraNarUpa mahAvyAdhimaya saMsAra upara kApa mUkAte jAya che. ane AvAM bhajana-kAvyanA vAraMvAra zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsanathI bhavanI maryAdA kI thatAM AtmAno vikAsa janma-janmAMtaramAM vRddhi pAmate jAya che ane krame krame karmathI svataMtra rIte AtmA mukta thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasaMgopAta jaNAvavAnuM ke amene 76 mA varSe amArA jIvananI saMdhyA TANe prastuta yathAmati samulAsa lakhavA preraNa karanAra pU. muniratna zrI durlabhasAgarajIne temaja upAdAna kAraNa tarIke prastuta bhajanapada saMgrahanA vivecakane aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. aMtima nivedanamAM maMgalamUrti saMyamapradhAna pU. A. zrI kIrtisAgrasUrijI ke jemanI vivecana zakti-eka khaLakhaLa vahetA jharA sarakhI che, sAdhana, draSTAMte, ane AtmavikAsanI cAvI ApatI rahela che. ane te paNa uMDA Atma nirIkSaNa pUrvaka-jethI e svAmI vivekAnaMdanA vAkyanA sattvane sArthaka karatA temanA vivecanavALA saMvedanazIla granthane gRhasthAvasthAmAM racIpacI rahela ame zuM nyAya ApI zakIe? chatAM IcchIe chIe ke- praratuta kAvyamaya puratakanA vAcanathI ame ane vAcaka AtmaguNono vikAsa sAdhIe, sAra grahaNa karI pUrvakALanAM karmone dUra karavA purUSArtha parAyaNa banIe, A amUlya mAnavajanmamAM muktimArganI taiyArI karI laI yathAzakti jIvana-sArthaka karIe ane samasta jIvarAzinI kSamApanA karI mizyA duSkata daI AtmaguNone samullAsa prApta karIe, e aMtima abhilASA sAthe pU. 9. zrIyazovijayajI mahArAje kAvyarUpe zrI sImaMdhara paramAtmA pAse je mAgaNI karI che For Private And Personal Use Only

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temAM amArI mAgaNIne a5sUra pUrAvI nivedana karIe chIe ke- muja hojo citta zubha bhAvathI, bhava bhava tAharI seva re; yAcIe keDI cane karI, eha tuja AgaLa deva re. - svAmI sImaMdharA tuM . muMbaI-saM. 1917 zrA. su. 8 ) pArzvanAtha mukti kalyANaka | maMgalamaya tIthi. phatehacaMda jhaverabhAI For Private And Personal Use Only

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A satata ela rAri yoganiSTha AcArya bhagavaMta zrImada didhasAgara surIjhavarajI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI 108 granthapraNetA" zrI zatrujayatIrtho-zrImadda yazovijayajI jene gurUkula saMsthAnA abhidhAna saMsthA5na pUrvaka puna dhdhAraka, zAstra vizArada, ganiSTha, adhyAtmajJAna. divAkara, vizva-virala-divya vibhUti zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajInI saMkSipta jIvana jyota prabhA tapa tyAga kriyAjJAna, nijAtma dhyAna sAdhanA, roga adhyAtma pAMDitya, sarvasumata sahiSNutA. vizva baMdhutva odArya, nijAnaMdanI mastImAM & ahaM" nAde garjatA, buddhisAgara surIzvarA... smagaMgAnAM avataraNa - mahAgujarAtanA prAcIna nagara vijApuramAM kaNabI. paTela zivadAsane AMgaNe vi. saM. 1930 nA mahA vadi. cAdaza, zivarAtrInA roja zubha svapna sUcita eka bhAgyazALI bALakane janma thaye. temanI mAtAnuM nAma aMbA hatuM. bALakanuM nAma bahecara pADavAmAM AvyuM temanA. bIjAbhAIo tathA bahene paNa hatAM. putranAM lakSaNa pAraNAmAMthI A bALaka deDheka varSane thaye hate, etarAcitarAnA tApa paDatA hatA, zivadAsa paTelanuM AkhuM kuTuMba For Private And Personal Use Only

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"taLAvaDI" nAmanA khetaramAM kAma karatuM hatuM. vagaDAnAM AMbAvADiyAM vadhIne Avato ThaDe zItaLa pavana pIluDI. enAM jALAmAM susavATA karato hate. pIluDInI gheradAra ghaTA nIce kapaDAnA kheyAmAM A bALaka bhara nIMdaramAM jhUlato hate. acAnaka mAtA aMbAbhAIne meMmAMthI cIsa paDI gaI. e bApa re...ane pUtra vAtsalyabharI AMkhe pIluDInA jALAmAM khUlatA khoyA para maMDAI rahI. kAma karatAM badhAM te tarapha pharIne khaDAM thaI gayAM. kharekhara romAMca upajAve tevuM dazya hatuM? eka kALe bhayaMkara sarpa pIluDInA jALAmAMthI nIkaLI jhADa para caDyo hato. ane yAna deraDA sAme vIMTaLAIne bALakanA mukha upara pheNa mAMDIne meM Amatema pheravI gela karate laTakI rahyo hato. gulAbanA phUla jevuM bALaka nirAMte ghoratuM hatuM. are, eka ja paLanI vAra, ne bALakane khela khalAsa hato ? mAtAnA aMtaramAM agni bhabhUkI uThyo, ane manamAM prArtha rahI hatI ke, he mA bahucarA? mAre bALuDe hImakhIma raheze te pAMca dIvA tane karIza ? eka prANanI sAme pAMca dIvA ? paNa koNa jANatuM hatuM ke, e janetAnA aMtaramAM atyAre keTalA dIpakano agni peTAI cUkyo hate. zraddhA ti sarvatra, ra vana tama DI ja vAre, sApa nIce utarI dhIrethI jALAmAM sarI gaye, ane mAtAe deDIne bALakane upADI chAtI sarase cAMpI dIdhe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAMjanI veLAe khetarathI pAchA pharatAM, A majIvIonI jabAna para ekaja Azcaryajanaka carcA hatI. A ghaTanA zivapUjaka pitA zivadAse eka mahaMta mahAtmA IzvaradAsajIne kahI saMbhaLAvI. mahAtmA DIvAra gaMbhIrapaNe ciMtvana karIne dhIrethI belyA, "zivadAsa" e terA laDakA mahAna bhAgyazALI hai ? Age baDA mahAtmA hogA. A AzIrvAda, zivadAse ghera jaIne kahI saMbhaLAvyA. mAtA ane AkhuM kuTuMba kharekhara A chokare bhAgyazALI thaze. evuM sAMbhaLIne rAjInA reDa thaI gayuM. mAtA kahevA lAgI ke enA janma pahelAM paNa mane sArAM sArAM svapna AvelAM. je ApaNuM khetara keI be devatAI puruSa kheDatA hatA. ane divya bAga banAvatA hatA. lADakoDe ucharI rahela asaMskArI kRSikArane A bALaka pAMca varasane thaye. tyAre tyAMnI gAmaThI zALAmAM gAmanI bhAgoLe vizALa vaDalA heThaLa, lAkaDAnI pATI ane vataraDAMnI kalamathI dhuLa vaDe ekaDe lakhatA lakhate AgaLa vadhe che. mA zAradAne, upAsaka banI sAdhanAmAM layalina banI jAya che. nitya dIpaka pragaTAvI hAtha joDI prArthanA kare che ke, he mA, zAradA ! tArA caraNe mAruM jIvana ujajavaLa dIpaka samAna banAvaje, buddhi deje, baLa deje, vidyA deje. ? e rIte pahelI, bIjI, trIjI, dareka copaDImAM pahele naMbare pasAra thavA sAthe vidyA, vinaya, vivekamAM saphaLatA meLavI mahAna vijetA banIne zikSaka vi. ne mAnIte thaI For Private And Personal Use Only

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lAkhanI kIMmatane hIre tejasvI hoya. paNa kelasAnI khANamAM ja paDyo rahe te enAM mUla zI rIte aMkAya? zikSakanI najara A bALaka para TharI. ane enuM haiyuM vidyA mATenI enI tAlAvelI, buddhizALI, vinamrapaNe joIne harakha pAmyuM. samaya jatAM vidyArthImAMthI zikSakavizvATavIne vidyAthI banI nIkaLI paDe che. daivayoge mahAna tanidhi karuNAvaMta, kSamAbhaMDAra, vacanasiddha pUjanIya, sadagurUdeva, zrImad ravisAgarajInAM saMga darzanathI AMtaracakSu khUle che. ane mAtApitAnA paraNAvavAnA koDa adhUrA mUkI tyAgane maratha seve che. paraMtu mAbApanA vAtsalya -upakAro smarI temanA jIvatAM tyAgI na thavA nizcaya kare che, ane tyAgI thavAnI bhAvanA datara thAya che. AjIvana brahmacarya dhAraNa kare che. alakhana ahAleka dvArA devI gurjarIne arpaI tenI zahIdI maMjura kare che. navuM navuM jevA, jANavA, zIkhavAmAM, masta banI rahe che. jyAre vi. saM. 1957 mAM mAtA-pitA svargapaze saMcare che, tyAre sadgurU caraNe pahoMcI jaI gurUmaMtra (dIkSA ApavA vinave che. temanAM tyAga, virAga, ane hadayanI vizALatAnI khuzaboe AkarSAIne pAlaNapurane zrI samastasaMgha bhavya ADaMbarathI hAthInA hodde saM. 1957 nA mAgazara sudi 6 nA roja vaMdanIya zrI tanidhi, zrImad ravisAgarajI mahArAjanA paTTaziSya zrIsukhasAgarajI mahArAjanA pAvana haste dIkSita banAve che. ane buddhinA For Private And Personal Use Only

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nidhi bhaMDAra, khajAnA rUpe sva nAma dhanyapaNe munizrI buddhisAgarajI nAma sthApana karavAmAM Ave che. ane pachI to A AtmakalyANanA masta sAdhaka, vizvanA khUllA vizALa kSetramAM, vizvane AtmakalyANa, adhyAtma, ga, svadeza, samAja, ane svadharmonnatinA kalyANatara mArganA payagAma ApatA phare che. - gurjaragirIne anya samavaDI bhASAothI unnatazirA karavAnA koDa sevatA zrImadu, kalama, vANI, ane jIvananAM puSpacaMdana sahita devI gurjarIne arpaI jAya che. sarva saMpradA, vidvAno ane tattvaciMtakone svajJAnAnubhavathI mugdha kare che. vi. saM. 1969mAM gurUdeva zrImad sukhasAgarajI mahArAjanA svargagamana thatAM teozrIne AkhA saMghADA (saMghATaka-pitAnA ziSya ane bhakta parivAra)nA rakSaNa vikAsanI javAbadArI mAthe AvI paDe che. chatAM A vIrayegI, badhAnI asaliyAta samajI sva pharaja khuba cavaTAIthI adA kare che. pachI te temanA agAdha jJAnaprabhAvathI mugdha banIne zrI. pethApurane jainasaMgha temane saM. 1970 mAM AcAryapada sAbara samarpe che. ane temanAM kAvya, nyAya, tarka, vyAkaraNa, aSTAMgayega, ane adhyAtmavAdanI khuzabe, temanA gahana grantha dvArA kAzI banArasa sudhI pahoMce che. ane vidvatA jJAnanA rasiyA evA kAzInA aneka mahA mahopAdhyAye, ane paMDita For Private And Personal Use Only

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temane zastravizAradanA mahAna bIrUda (padavIthI sanmAne che. dhIme dhIme jaino uparAMta hajAro muslIma, aMtyajo, mIra, pArasIo, brAhmaNa, pATIdAra, bhIla, ThAkaraDA, kaLI. vigere aDhAre Alama temanA ananya bhakta banI rahevAmAM jIvana sArthaka samaje che. zrImad paNa potAnA jJAnanI paraba kaI saMpradAya pUratI ja anAmata na rAkhatAM pachI te vizva samastanAM prANImAtra mATe khullI muke che. ane pote sarvanA - vizvanA banI, vizvane pitAnuM banAve che teozrInAM sarvadarzana mata sahiSNutA, gahana grakhyAlekhana, yoga sAdhanA siddhinA pragaTa camatkAro, vidvatA pUrNa vyAkhyAnenA parimala TheTha vidvad zreSTha gurjarezvara zrImaMta sayAjIrAva gAyakavADane mugdha kare che. ane teo zrImad pitAnA moTA amaladArane mokalI pitAnI pAse vyAkhyAna ApavA AvavA bahumAna pUrvaka AmaMtraNa vinave che. ane lakSmI vilAsa rAja mahAlayamAM eka suzobhita uMcI pATa upara teozrIne vaMdana sahita barAjamAna karI vinaya pUrvaka pote, pitAnA vidvAna paMDita, zAstrIo, Arya-samAjiSTavaktAe, vedAMtanA jJAtAo, darabArI amaladAra, nagaranA saMbhavita saMgraha, rAjakuTuMbIka vigere hajAranI mAnavamedanImAM, " A nnati' e viSaya para kalAka sudhI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che. AryatvanI prAcIna paraMparAnA e praDhapUjArI, vidyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir premI, mahArAjA sayAjIrAva pRthvInI pradakSiNA denAra mhatA. dezadezanA prasiddha vaktAone eNe sAMbhaLyA hatA. gujarAtana! A mahAna sa Mte, vaDAdarA nareza, ane sabhAjanane peAtAnI pravacana dhArathI bhIMjavI nAkhyA, ane cegasiddhinA aneka camatkAranA pragaTa prabhAvathI AkarSAine mahArAjA hanvita manI belI uThyA ke "AhA ! jo AvA thoDA vadhu sattA bhAratamAM hoya te dezAdvAra ghaNA najIka Ave.' ane bIjI vAra punarmilana dananI, AzAthI adbhuta Azcarya sAthe sabhA visarjana thatAM peAtAnA sAthe sAthe spaSTa paNe abhiprAya pragaTa karyo ke chellAM hajAra varSamAM gujarAte prakaTAyelAM nararatnamAM kharekhara zrImadanu sthAna zreSTha che. ane cirakALa bhamara raheze. vizvabaMdhutva, jagatakalyANanI bhAvanAbharyo. gurjarI svadezanA lADIlA, zuddha khAdIdhArI, virala vicAraka, AtmajJAna sudhArasa, zrImad peAtAnA AtmasaMdeza ApavA gujarAta, mAravADa, mevADa, saurASTra, dakSiNa mahArASTra, vagere pradezamAM vicarI ghumI vaLe che. aneka vidvAna, rAjavIo, DhAkAro, yuropiyana, krizciyanA, samAsTo, thIosophIsTA, dharmAcArya, 'paDatA, mumukSue. ane daridra nArAyaNAnA hRdaya dvAre paheAMcI temane pAtrAnusAra AtmajJAna rasAmRta pAyA che, alakhanI dhUna macAve che. sAtmA gAMdhIjI sAthe svadezezannatinI gUDha vicAraNA For Private And Personal Use Only

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24 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir calAve che. lAlA lajapatarAya paDita mAlaviyA, jevAe sAthe deza ane dhamermonnatinI vicAraNAe kare che, rAvakhahAdura raNacheADabhAI udayarAma, zrI kezava hadya dhruva, kavi samrATa nhAnAlAla vagere jevA sama sAhityAcAryo sAthe gura-girAnA utkaSaeNnA upAye carca che. jainAcAryA, jaina sAdhue ane jaina naranArIone zrI mahAvIrane saMdezA samajAve che, ane pAte sa`thI alipta manI nijAnaMda mastImAM vadhune vadhu DubatA jAya che. sAMpradAyika bheda bhAvanI vA divAleA teDI sa sa'pradAyanA prANasamA AcAryA ne bhakto sAthe prabhu ane AtmAnA alakha gAnanI dhuna macAve che; zIghra kavi zakti, ugna tattva ciMtana, sukumAra kalpanA zakti ane, nyAyatarka yukta zAstra pAragAmIpaNAthI vidvAnAne cakita kare che, rAtri-divasa zaMkA samAdhAna ane svAnubhavajJAnAmRtanI parabe pAtAnI tRSA chIpAvavA, jIvana mArganAM hajAro rasapipAsu tRSAtura khanI Ave che, ane peAtAnI tRSA chIpAve che. AjIvana vihAra paTana, sthaLe sthaLe cAturmAMsA, sAdhuAcAra, ane peAtAnA ziSya parivAranA sauMrakSaka ane tyAgI, sayamI avasthAnAM mAtra cAvIsa varasanAja kAlAvadhimAM khArasA, hajAra, pAMcaso pRSThanA DemI' sAijhanA, yAga, adhyAtmaka, upaniSada, kama yAga, vairAgya, itihAsa, sattvajJAna, rASTra, saodha, kudarata vagere upara nAnA meTA For Private And Personal Use Only

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5 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zatASika granthA lakhI nAkhe che. bhajanAnA bhaMDAra khuddA sUkI de che, ane kAvyeAnA kekAravathI gujarAghAna gajavI mUke che. hArA bhakta jijJAsue temanI AsapAsa hamezA sthaLe sthaLethI AkarSAI AvI jJAnAmRta pipAsAthI temanA mukhacaMdranA cAtaka banI rahe che. aMtyajonA mahArAja, muslimaiAnA AliyA, hiMduonA suta, jainonA gurU, khAlakeAnAkhApajI, ane ziSyeAnA tAraka uddhAraka thaI paDe che....sa darzananA vidvAnA, rAyane zaka temanA sahavAsanA abhilASI ane che. jAhera vyAkhyAnAthI janatAne navacetanavaMta banAve che. vimala chatAM vidyut zaktibharI temanI jIvatI vANInA ajama pravAha hajArAnI zaMkA samAve che. nadI, kinArA, kAtara, giriguphA ane bhoMyarAMmAM alakhanI masta dhunamAM aSTAMgayoga AtmaprabhuthI ekatA sAdhe che. ATha maNa vajananuM, khALa brahmacaryanuM javalaMta teje jhaLahaLatuM nIrogI zarIra kalAke sudhI zIrSAsana ke anyAsane! karatuM jonArane emanI Atmazakti nIrakhavAnI lahaSNu sAMpaDI che. temaNe prathama cAturmAsa surata, pachI pAdarA, vijApura, mANasA, muMbai, vagere maLI kula cAvIsa cAturmAse bhinna nimna sthaLe gALyAM che. tyAM ane kSetra spazanA ge vihAramAM, pAThazALAe, dhama zALAo, gurUkuLA, daherAsaro, eDIgA, jJAna mAi, senITeriyama pragaTAvyA che, sadyA kaDhAvyA che, ujamaNAM tathA upadhAna tapeA karAvyAM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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temaja dhArmika sAmAjIka ane rAjakIya utkarSamAM apratihae upadeza ApatA rahyA che. nispRhInAne ajaba ghaDaye gurUvara cAritraviya AvyA, bhAvyA siddhagirivara paDachAyA ? sthApI saMskRta-prAkRtazALI ? tribhuvana.. phaLyuM svama banArasamAM lAgyuM, AzA samakAna paNa bAMdhyuM, vidyArthI vRda ThIka ThIka vAgyuM ? .... tribhuvana pratikULa saMyogane relavaDI, jANe pAThazALA A baMdha thaI ? vidyAvADI karamAI rahI ? . tribhuvana avadhutasUri buddhisAgarajI, saMjIvanI saMsthAne arapI? AjJA bhaktone turta dIdhI. ..... tribhuvana jIvanacaMdra-lalubhAI maLyA, kesarIsuta zropha phakIra bhaLyA, yazavijaya gurukuLa nAma dharyo. ... tribhuvana jIvanadAtAsUri budhyAbdhi, gurUkuLane draSTi navina lAdhI, Aje siddhi ajaba gurUkuLa sAdhI. .. tribhuvana (udhUta zrI AtmAnaMdaprakAza pustaka 54 peja 31) AjathI pacAsa varSa pahelAM zrI zatruMjyagirirAjanI parama pAvanakArI zItaLa chAMyaDImAM sva. munirAja zrI cAritravijayajI (kacchI)e cAritrasaMskRtaprAkRta pAThazALA tathA chAtrAlayanI sthApanA karI. AsapAsanA gAmaDAomAMthI vidyArthIonI saMkhyA gheDIghaNI thavA pAmI. ane tenA mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka nAnuM evuM makAna paNa bAMdhavAmAM AvyuM. paraMtu pratikULa saMge havAnA kaDAkA ne vIjaLInA bhaDAkA sAthe eka ghanaghera rAtre, dhodhamAra varasAda paDyo. cArekera pANI pAchuM ? jaLabaMbAkArathI nadImAM pUra AvyA. ane e puranA pANI gAma upara pharI vaLyAM. AkhuM pAlItANA pANImAM taNAyuM. kAcI mATInAM makAna badhAM pANImAM DUbI gayAM. bIjanAM kamaLa phaNagA samAna e vidyAlaDIne bacAvI levA munirAje bhAre jahemata uThAvI. paraMtu temanI tabIyata narama rahevA lAgI, ane te vidyAvADInuM prANa paMkherU uDI javArUpe karamAI paDI? e repelA bIjane saM. 1973 mAM punaH siMcana sAthe prANa saMjIvanI niHspRhI avadhUta sadgurUdeva zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIe ApIne zrI yazovijayajI jana gurukuLa tarIke nAmanI sthApanA karI. ane zeTha zrI. jIvaNacaMdadharamacaMda je hAlanA (pU. mu. zrI. jInabhadravijayajI mahArAja,) tathA sva. zeTha zrI phakIracaMdA kesarIcaMda zropha tathA sevAmUrti ananya gurUbhaktavarya zrI lallubhAI karamacaMda dalAlane belAvIne preraNA karI. gurUbhakta, sevAbhAvI, kartavya parAyaNa te tripuTIe saMsthAnI saMgIna vyavasthA karIne javAbadArI svIkArI. temaja muMbaImAM eka vyavasthApaka samiti sthApavAmAM AvI. sthAnika vyavasthA bhAvanagaranA sva. zeThazrI gulAbacaMda ANaMdajI sva. zrI. vallabhadAsa tribhuvanadAsa. tathA zrI phatehacaMda jhaverabhAIne soMpavAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvI. ane gurUkuLanI unnati mATenI purepurI tamannA sAthe preraNAo, hRdayanA AzirvAda pUrvaka jIvananA aMta paryata sahAyaka rUpe jIvanadAtA banyA. je saMsthA Aje ajaba siddhi sAdhI rahela che. sadgurUdeva zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajInAM, e paramopakAranI smRti, akhaMDa rAkhavA tarIke, gurUkuLa kamITIe teozrInI pratimAjInI sthApanA karavAne ucita nirNaya levAthI gurUdevanA paramopAsaka ananya bhaktavarya pATaNa nivAsI zeThazrI. jezIMgalAla jagajIvanadAsa zAha taraphathI temanAM paramadharma saMskArI zraddhAvata dharmapatni sva. tArAbenanA smaraNArthe bhavya mUrti banAvarAvavAmAM AvI. ane gurukuLa maLe saM. 2015 nA vaizAkha sudi 6 nA zubha muhurta pUjyapAd, prazAntamUrti, AcAryapravara zrImadda kItisAgara sUrIzvarajI Adi ziSya prazinA vAsakSepa pUrvaka yogya sthAne sthApanA karavAmAM AvI che. amadAvAda madhye zeThazrI lallubhAI rAyajIbhAI jaina borDIMga temaja vaDe re madhye zrI dazAzrImALI vaNika boDIMganI vigere thavA pAmela anekavidha rathApanAe teozrInAM parama preraNAnAM pratika phaLa samAna akhaMDa vikAsa siddhine pAmI rahela che. AdhyAtmajJAna e temanuM mukhya mIzana hoi tadarthe AvazyaktA jaNAtAM, temaNe saM. 1964 mAM dezanA khUNe pUthI aneka mumukSuone bhegA karI mANasAmAM eka "zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa" nI sthApanA karI hatI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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29 ane e maMDaLe zrImanA tamAma granthA lakSAvadha rUpIA kharacIne pragaTa karyo che. keTalAka granthAnI pAMca sAta AvRttio thaI cUkI che. brITiza ane vaDAdarA rAjyanA keLavaNI khAtAe keTalAya granthA majura karyA hatA. A maDaLa atyAre paNa sArI rIte cAlI rahyuM che. 6 tyArabAda A sarasvatI naMdana pAtAnuM H mIzana cAlu ja rAkhe che. temanA sAdhelA atyo uttama AtmajAgRta dazA meLavavA lAgyA. musalamAnA hiMdu jevA anyA. dayA, ahiMsAne jhaDA pharakavA lAgyA, ane satra teo eka mahAna ceAgI, prakhara vaktA, mahAkavi, sama zAstravizArada, samayajJa jainAcArya, gUDhavicAraka, anekavAdI vijetA, sabaLaparamatasahiSNu, svaparasamayajJa, adhyAtmajJAna sudhArasa, vacana siddha, ane samartha patiAcArya tarIke prasiddhine pAme che. vijApuramAM teozrInA upadezathI eka bhavya paththaranuM jJAna maMdira thayuM che. jemAM dhyAna mATe bhAMyarA tathA lakSAvadhinI kiMmatanA zrImade sa'grahelAM SaDjhana, sa bhASAnAM chApelAM, hastalikhita, tADapatraparanAM prAcina arvAcina sahasrAvadhi pustaka saMgrahAyelAM che. A sa aNumAla sa`graha zrImadre vizvapuranA zrIsa'ghane svAdhIna karela che. ane te jJAnamaMdira dina pratidina vikAsane sAdhavA sAthe tenI khAjumAM zrI adhyAtma prasAraka maMDaLanA prakAzana pustakane saMgraha rAkhavA mATe bhavya AlizAna makAna taiyAra karavAmAM Avela che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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30 " vi. saM. 1981 mAM zrImad pitAnAM tamAma pustake jaladI pragaTa karavA Atura jaNAyA; ane eka sAmaTA satyAvIza grantha judA judA ATha presane soMpAyA. te tamAmane presa kepIo joI javI, bIjAonI madadathI praphe tapAsavAM, prastAvanA lakhavI, A badhuM jAte ja karatA jAya ane kahetA jAya ke "have vakhata bharAI gayo che, mahAprayANanI taiyArI che." paNa bhakta te sAcuM mAnatA nahi. kAraNa A vakhate te judAM judAM kSetranA keTalAya saMgha, 1981 nuM cAturmAsa pitAnA kSetramAM karavA padhAravAne zrImadune vinaMtI karavA AvyA hatA; ane zrImada te teone kahetA ke "bhAI? have keNa cAturmAsa karavAnuM che ?" chatAM A alamasta vizva virala divya vibhUti ga gIzvaranA zabda temane gaLe na utaratAM. jeTha mahinAnA prAraMbhamAM zrImade saLa pRSThane eka lAMbo patra pitAnA custa ananya bhaktavarya pAdarA nivAsI vakIla mehanalAla hImacaMdabhAI para lakhejemAM "mRtyu e eka dhAraNamAMthI pAsa thaI upalA dhoraNamAM caDhavA jevuM, yA te AmennatikamanI eka bhUmikA upara caDhavA jevuM che, huM paravArI gaye chuM. samaya nikaTa che, tame paNa cetajo" (A patra, patra sadupadeza bhAga trIjAmAM chapAye che) ane vakIlajI paNa sahakuTuMba mahuDI tIrtho-(madhupurI-vijApurathI cAra keza) gurU sevAmAM hAjara thaI gayA. mahesANA nivAsI mehana For Private And Personal Use Only

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33 jANI zake che.. 2) lAla bhAMkharIA (bhAMkharIA thradhasa cAvALA ) pazu sahukuTuMba sAthe sevAmAM ja rahevA AvI pahoMcyA hatA. jeTha sudi pUrNimA (svarga gamana pUrve traNa divasa ) sudhI tA " kakkAvali " suedha grantha teo lakhatA hatA. potAnA nazvara dehanA tyAga yAgIe ja pahelethI bIjane divase teozrIe. (zrImadde) eka vidvAna jozIne melAvIne, rAjayoga kacAre che, te pUchatAM jeTha vaddI trIja (bIje ja divase) savAre ATha ane nava kalAkanI vacce. batAvyA. madhupurI bahu ja nAnuM gAma hAvAthI vijApuranA saMdha tema ja sahu bhakta vaganA AgrahathI jeTha vada trIjanA savAre ziSya parivArAdi bhaktajano sAthe vijApura padhAryA ane "OM ar mahAvIra " temanA humezane priya ghoSa uccAravA lAgyA. A vakhate temanA paTTaziSya prasiddha vaktA anekagranthAlekhaka, vidvAna AcArya zrI ajItasAgarasUrijI, zrIRddhisAgarajI; zrIkIrti sAgarajI, vagere dareka sAdhu ziSyA, sAdhvI ziSyA tathA hajAro upAsaka ananya bhakto hAjara hatA. vakIlajI temanI pAse ja hAjara hatA. " kAine kAMi pUchyu' che ? AvavAnuM koi bAkI che ? ema pUchatAM ane vakIla mehanalAlabhAI ne netra saketathI sUcavatAM ziSya ane bhakta samudAya sAvadha thai gayA. ane zrImadre atima upadeza ApavA zarU karyo. tyAre ja sau A mahAprayANu sAcuM mAnavA lAgyA ke, kharekhara vakhata bharAI cukayo. hatA. saune chellA AzIrvAda ApI samAdhipUrvaka padmAsane For Private And Personal Use Only

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esI 34 a nA uccAra sahita zrImad viramyA. temanA mukha upara alaukika hAsya-ane prakAza pragaTyAM netra macAyAM. ane bIjI ja kSaNe khulI gayAM. bAjI saMkelAI gaI jeTha vadi trIje savAre sADA ATha vAge, rAjagamAM adbhuta prakAza pAtharate ujajavaLa dIpaka bujhAye. ane sarvatra zoka ane hAhAkAra chavAyAM. svargagamana samaye ane te pachI covIsa kalAka paryata te mukhazrIpara vilasatuM hAsya ane prakAza kyAMya na jaNAyelAM na javAyelAM, evAM hatAM. ema DephaTaroe paNa jaNAvela che. Ama A mahApurUSanI jIvanalIlA sameTAI gaI, hasate mukhaDe mRtyune bheTanAra A Atmamasta avadhUta phiraste, vIra kesarI subhaTa, anaMtadhAme pararyA. ane Ajanma gurjarInI ArAdhanA karanAra, gurjarIno zahIda, samartha vidvAna cagezvara, gurjarI pUjanamAM khapI gayo. teozrInAM aMga lakSaNo camatkArika hatAM. kapALamAM caMdra, kamara sudhI pahoMcatA AjAnabAhu, (hAtha) hAtha paganAM AMgaLAmAM aDhAra caka, vizALa rogaprabhA, bALabrAcarya teje vibhUSita, prabhAvaka, baLavAna, ATha maNa vajanane dehathaMbha, bhavya mukhamudrA, pahADI avAja, eka sAcA rogI tarIke temane vyakta karatAM hatAM. zrImadda eka mahAna gacchAdhipati AcArya hovA chatAM; samartha rAjAo, ThAkare, zrImaMto, ane vyApArIo - bhakta hovA chatAM, temaNe kiMmatI suparaphAIna kapaDAM ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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33 kAzmIrI kAmaLa kadI vAparyA nathI. paNa AjIvana khAdI ja vAparI hatI. kadI paNa aDhelIne beThA nathI. divase nidrA lIdhI nathI. mukhavAsa kadI vAparyo ja nathI. koI paNa strI varga sAthe paricaya ke patravyavahAra karyo nathI, svAdiSTa bhajana nirasa karyA vinA vAparyuM nathI. ekaja pAtramAM tamAma AhAra AvatA ane vaparAte, lekhana, vAMcana, dhyAna, vihAra, dharmacarcA, ane upadeza sivAya anya kArya, niMdA, vikathA, ke ADaMbaramAM teo kadI paDyA ja nathI, vilAyatI davA kadI vAparI nathI. saraLa, daMbha rahita, namra, zAMta, saMpIluM, premabharyuM sAtvika gI jIvana hamezAM gALyuM che. zrImade eka agIAra mahAgrantha tyAgI avasthAmAM lakhI gurjara-sAhitya samRddha karyuM che. darzananAM pacIsa hajAra uparAMta pustakanuM vAMcana, manana karyuM che. AvuM sAMbhaLyuM, vAMcyuM. ke jANyuM nathI ke I ItihAse ke, kaI paNa tyAgI saMte. covIsa varasanA paricita kAlAvadhimAM aneka vyavahAra sAcavatAM chatAM ATalI bhASAomAM ATalA gahana viSayanA, eka agIAra uparAMta mahAgranthanAM sarjana karyA hoya, ane ATalA pustakanuM vAMcana manana karyuM hoya. zrImadUna gRhastha jIvana, kavi jIvana, sAdhu jIvana, bhakta jIvana, prema jIvana, paMDita jIvana, AdhyAtmika jIvana, masta phakIrI jIvana, Adi para te pRthak pRthapha For Private And Personal Use Only

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34 gra bharAya. A ati saMkSipta jIvanamAM zuM lakhAya? chatAM kavi premAnaMdanI mAphaka A saMte mAtRbhASAne anya bhASA samovaDI ja nahi paNa uttama sthAnAlaMkRta karavAne saMkalpa zatAdhika granthAlekhanathI pitAnI alpa haiyAtImAM pUrNa karyo. teozrInAM grantha vAMcavA, vasAvavA ane darzana karavA gya che. e gurjarInI ArAdhanAne punita avazeSa atre hAjara che. gurjarInA pUjaka, tatvacintake vidvAne, viduSIo, jJAnapipAsuo, te juo. ane gurjarInA A lADIlAnA mahAmoMghA mulA vArasAne tamAro kare. mahAgujarAta.? gurjarInA A bhakta zahIda saMtanAM mahAna yogasAdhanA adhyAtmajJAnopAsanAnA ArAdhana pratye keTaluM bedarakAra che. te kadAca amarApurInI aTArIe rahI zrImadda jotA haze ? teozrInAM amara AtmAne zAMti he ? ane amArAM koTi koTi vaMdana hi? e roga vijetA mahAna kayegI vizvavirala divyA vibhUtine ?.... For Private And Personal Use Only

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- AtmaguNadraSTA prazAntasUti AcArya pravara zramad kItisAgarasUrIzvarajI . che jama : saMvata 1946 paMnyAsapada : saM. 1984 dIkSA : saM. 19 69 AcAryapada : sa. 1996 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dharatIne choDa.... dha.................. ane lAThInA eka ja phaTake bheMsa pUMcha dabAvIne bhAgI gaI. e phaTako cUkyo hato te sAdhu rAmazaraNa thaI gaye hota. paNa sAdhu bacI gaye. phaTake kAma karI gaye. sAdhu jIvI gayA..... "bhAI? pazune Ama mArI nahi." paNa e tamAre jAna laI nAMkhata. evA harAyA hera te lAThIe ja pAMsarA thAya. "bhAI? ene paNa jIva che ho. enA AtmAne paNa duHkha thAya che. ane bicArA e mUMgA prANIo emanI vedanA kone kahe? mAravAmAM dharma nathI bhAI? zabdo haiyAnI bhinAza laIne saratA hatA. karuNAmAM e palaLIne TapakatAM hatAM. paNa mahArAja? meM tamane bacAvIne puNya padA "amArA nimitte koIne marAya nahi, amAre mana te badhA ja jIve sarakhA che." For Private And Personal Use Only

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badhA ja sarakhA ? mAravAmAM dharma nahi? navuM hatuM A badhuM. pahelAM kadIya A sAMbhaLyuM na hatuM. are ? Ave kaI mAnava je na hato. moM para jIvaMta zAnita beThI hatI. AMkhomAMthI amApa karuNa chalatI hatI. zarIramAMthI eka tejavitA prakaTatI hatI. evuM e bhAvabhInuM bolato hato ke jIva jANe aMdarathI enA tarapha kheMcAtuM hatuM, ane evA dhIme pagale cAlate ke rakhene nAnI kaDI paNa ene paga taLe kacarAI na jAya. kIzara e mahAtmAne joI rahya, e page paDyo. mahArAja ? mane prabhu maLe kharA ? mAre emanAM darzana karavA che. " beTA? tuM khUda prabhu banI zake che." mahArAja? " e kevI rIte? mArA upAzraye Avaje, e badhuM ja tane huM batAvIza.." kIzoranuM mana nAcI UThayuM. huM have bhagavAna banI zakIza. mAnava maTIne have huM Izvara thaIza. ane Izvara banavAnI enI jijJAsA bharI pUnamAM enA jIvananuM pAsu badalAyuM. upAzraya rojane thaI gaye. jaina sAdhune saMga For Private And Personal Use Only

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37 nitya banI gaye. vItarAganI pUjA zarU thaI gaI. syAdvAdanI ArAdhanA maMDAI gaI. khetI chUTI gaI. khetara bhUlAvA mAMDayuM. kheDUtane bALa jJAnanI sAdhanA pAchaLa lAgI gaye. janamanA saMskAra chUTI gayAM. janamanI bhAvanAo badalAI gaI. jIvana AkhAnuM dhyeya palaTAI gayuM. mAnavanuM duHkha joI bIjA mAnavanI AMkha raDI UThe che tyAre bhagavAna nirdaya bane ja kema? e mUMge besI ja kema rahe? nA...nA kaMI meTI bhUla thAya che. Izvara sarjanahAra nathI. Izvara duHkha ApatuM nathI. sukhanI e lhANuM karato nathI. te pachI eka duHkhI ne eka sukhI, keI garIba, ne koI tavaMgara, pele regI ne A nigI A badhuM kema? AvA visaMvAda zAthI ? karma jIvananA ghATa ghaDe che. eja jiMdagInA avanavA AkAra sarje che." karmanI A philasuphI enA jIvanane gamI gaI, ane e eNe jIvanamAM utArI lIdhI. kAdavamAMthI kamaLa janamatuM hatuM" dharatInuM e saMtAna hate, kheDUtane e dIkare hate, khetI ene ghadhe hate. For Private And Personal Use Only

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3. mA viSNunI pUjAraNa hatI. khApa zivanA ArAdhaka hatA. te dIkarI vItarAganA celA ane jatA hatA. paNa dharmanI tyAre sAMkaDI dIvAlA na hatI. sapradAyAnI jaDa pakaDa na hatI. satya eja dhama hatA. sAruM e badhu mAruM hatu. guNanI pUjA hatI. cAritryane tyAre vaMdana hatAM. bApane te e icchA hatI ke dIkarA mArA haLa le, khetI kheDe, paNa keAIe kIdhu hatu. " zivAbhAI ? dIkarA tamArA koI mahApuruSa thavAne che. '' ane emaNe koI ja zakaToka na karI, dIkarA bhaNavA lAgyA, e lakhate thaye, e vAMcata thayA, vicA2A enA magajamAM UbharAvA loMgyA, jJAnanI bhUkha vadhavA lAgI. mahArAjanA bheTo thaI gayA, majhilanI pagathAra maLI gaI? paNa sAcA jainattvanA sauMskAra eTalA saraLa nathI. zrI. ravizaMkara zAstrIe kIdhuM--" tane huM bhaNAvuM paNa rAtre khAvAnuM khaMdha karavuM paDaze. lasaNa-DuMgaLI vigere kadamULa cheDavA paDaze, " enA mATe A kaDaka zarata hatI, je gharamAM e janmyA hateA e gharamAM e badhuM svabhAvika hatuM, For Private And Personal Use Only

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39 sImamAMthI pAchA vaLatAM aMdhAruM te roja thaI jAya, sAMjanuM vALuM te rAtre ja levAtuM. ane roTalAne baTake ne DuMgaLInuM DacakuM e ja te emane eka rAka hate. vaLI janmagata e badhAnAM saMskAra hatAM. paNa aMtaranI lagana hatI. AtamanI dhUna hatI. rAtre khAvAnuM baMdha karyuM. lasaNa-mUMgaLI mUkI dIdhAM. ane Asana lagAvI e mA zAradAnI................ ArAdhanAmAM lAgI gaye. bhaNavAnuM bhUta vaLagyuM hatuM jota jotAmAM te e vidyAthI maTIne jaina pAThazALAne adhyApaka banI gaye. paNa aMtaranI Urmio kaMI judI hatI. AtamanI jhaMkhanA bIjI ja hatI. jIvamAM jANe haju kaMIka khUTatuM hatuM. e, je mAMgato hato te adhUruM hatuM. uNapa ene sAlatI hatI. zikSaNane vyavasAya eNe mAMgIne lIdhe hate. e mATe eNe rUpiyAnA Dhaga khaDakatI vakIlAta cheDI hatI. pratiSThA ane AbarU ApatI avalakArakunIne jatI karI hatI. jIvanane kaMIka sAcA arthamAM banAvavuM hatuM. jiMdagIne kharA arthamAM saMskAravI hatI. ene kaMIka banavuM hatuM. ane e mATe te samAja jene "paMtujI kahe che e e paMtujI banyuM hatuM. paNa enI bhUkhane dharapata na hatI. enI tarasane For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 kaI tRpti na hatI. enuM dila visaMvAda anubhavatuM hatuM. ene mahAmaMthana anubhavatA hate. "saMsAra svIkAruM ke sAdhutva ? sAdhutva e ja sAco rAha che." enA sAkSAtkAra mATe AtmAnI oLakha eja eka mArga che, te pachI mArI kauTuMbika javAbadArInuM zuM? mAtapitAnuM mArA upara RNa che. enuM zuM ? zuM A jiMdagIne be cAra mANasonI sarabharAmAM kharcI nAkhuM ? jIvananI zuM sArthakatA emAM ja che ? kartavya emAM ja samApta thaI jAya che? te pachI mAruM A jJAna zuM kAmanuM? AtmAnI A jhINI carcA ne abhyAsa zA kAmane ? karmanuM A. pIMjaNa ATalA varasa sudhI karyuM te zuM eka strIne paraNIne saMsAra mAMDavA mATe ? bhaNavuM, kamAvuM, saMsAra mAMDave, emAM ja zuM jIvananI ItizrI karI devI ? samAja pratye mArI kaMI ja pharaja nahi ? enuM mArA mAthe zuM jarAya paNa nathI ? je dhameM mArA jIvanane saMskArI banAvyuM. je dhame mane jIvana jovAnI ane jIvavAnI sAcI nirmaLa AMkha ApI, e dharma mATe zuM mArI koI ja pharaja nathI? saMsAra ene jarUra kheMcatA hatA, paraMtu enA upaganI ene lAlasA na hatI, enuM antara te For Private And Personal Use Only

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raDatuM hatuM pelA sAdhutva bhaNI, enI Urmio. te nAcatI hatI, pilA alakhanA zikhara upara ke ahaMmanA bhajananI dhUna mastImAM. rAtanI UMgha gaI hatI, A "mane maMthanamAM" jIvamAMthI japa gaye hatuM, ArAma gaye hate, zAMti gaI hatI, jIvana have ukela mAMgatuM hatuM, saMsAra ke sAdhutva ? tyAM samAcAra AvyA ke "tamArA mAta-pitA cAra pAMca divasanA aMtare "devaloka pAmyAM che." mA-bApanuM mRtyu ? ? ? AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM, haiyu bharAI AvyuM. paNa AyuSya karma e bhaNune beThe hatA, karmane e UMDe anubhava karIne beThe hate. AyuSya khatama thayuM ane deve gUjarI gayAM, janamavuM ane maravuM e ja saMsAra, A enuM ciMtana hatuM. eNe zoka na karyo, pika na mUkI, haiyu enuM bhAMgI paNa na gayuM, karmanI badhI lIlA che, ane badhe vyavahAra eNe patAvI lIdhe. - have te rasto sApha hatuM, basa have eka ja maMjhila, jIvananuM have eka ja kArya. gurUdeva" mArI dIkSAnuM muhurta juo, meM nirNaya karI lIdhuM che, AjIvana have jainadharmane arpaNa karuM chuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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42 ane gAmaDAnA eka kheDUta bALa vi. saM. 1957 nA mAgazara zudi 6 nA roja jainasAdhu banI gayA. 1 have koI dhana na hatAM. mukta vihAra hatA. sAdhutvanuM sAhacarya hatuM. cAritryanA sathavAro hatA. AtamanA vikAsamAM have keAI rUkAvaTa na hatI. ane alakhanI dhUnamAM e jogI lAgI gayA. paNa guphAmAM bharAine e mesI na rahyo, padmAsana vALIne mAtra e AtmAnuM dhyAna ja dharIne e paDayo na rahyo. e varasAthI zIkhyA hatA, mArU je kaMI che. e mAnavajAtanA kalyANa mATe che, mAruM jJAna te mAnavanA utthAna mATe che. '' sAdhu banyA hatA e. bhagavAna mahAvIrane. " pramAdane e jANatA na hatA, pravRttimAM e nivRttine samanvaya karatA hatA, ' enA jIvanamAM e sadAya jAgrata rahyo che. avirata jJAna, dhyAna, lekhanamAM e mazagUla rahyo che. pU. AnaMdaghanajI pachI e eka ja alakhanA avadhUta jovA maLyeA che. paNa e badhuya chatAM e yAda tA enI sAhityasarjanA mATe raheze. ane temAMya vizeSe te eka krAMtikArI sAhityakAra tarIke sadAya amara banI raheze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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eNe navalakathA ekeya nathI lakhI. nATakane ekeya akSara mAMDyo nathI. vArtA paNa lakhI nathI. mahAkAvyanA paNa maMDANa nathI karyA. kalpanAne vihAra eNe nathI karyo. te kaI kahe, te e sAhityakAra zene ? paNa eNe dharmanA tattvonuM je citana saryuM che, enI kaI jeDa nathI. "jaina dharmane duniyA samajI zake evI rIte mUkavAmAM eNe je athAga zrama veThyo che enI kaI kIMmata AMkI zakAya tema nathI. mAtra gaNatrInA ja varasamAM emaNe eka agIyAra granthonI sarjanA karI che. emaNe je kaMI vAMcyuM che, vicAryuM che, anubhavyuM che, enI pega daSTimAM eNe je bhAvi joyuM che. e badhuM ja eNe akSaremAM gUMcyuM che. jainatattvajJAna eNe kharA aMtarathI pacAvyuM che, ane eka dharmane AMdhaLA jhanUnathI nahi paNa eka sAcA dharmanI kharI dAjhathI eNe jainadharmanI samaja ApI che. khristIonA AkSepane "jaina dharma ane khristI dharmane mukAbale" tathA "khristI jaina saMvAda" lakhIne ene sacoTa javAba Ape che. - lAlA lajapatarAyane paNa jaina dharmane suMdara ukela Ape che. eNe mUrti pUjAnuM rahasya paNa zAstrArtha sacoTapaNe samajAvyuM che, "janatattvajJAna ziSyopaniSada * tattvajJAnadIpikA" jana draSTie IzAvAsyapanid For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAvArtha ane vivecana ItyAdi aneka artha gaMbhIra grantha lakhIne eNe jainadharmanuM kharUM hArda samajAvyuM che. "jainadarzananA syAdvAda siddhAMtanI emAM ghaNI ja suMdaratAthI saraLa samaja ApI che. ane aneka viSaye para, samAjanI aneka samasyAo upara, rASTranA saLagatA savAla para, jIvananA aneka saMvedane para, dharmanA tatve para, eNe bhajana gAyA che. evA eNe agIyAra saMgraho ApyA che. viSacenuM vaividhya, vicAronuM jema, zabdasAmarthya, viSayane regya ciMtana vigere aneka bAbate emAM jovA maLe che. alakhanA emAM paDaghA saMbhaLAya che. vyavahArU puruSanA bela emAM saMbhaLAya che. kAntaSkAnI cuMgavANuM emAM saMbhaLAya che. samAjanI nirdaya vyavasthA para Aga jharatI jabAna emAM saMbhaLAya che. emAM eka kuzaLa netAgIrIne ukela paNa jovA maLe che. ene je sAruM lAgyuM che, e eNe niDaratAthI kIdhuM che, jaina samAja, jene, jaina sAdhuo mATe enA jeTaluM hitecchaka, kaDaka ne nirbhaya bIjA keIe lakhyuM nathI. - rASTranI samasyAo para paNa pitAnuM ciMtana eNe ApyuM che, patra dvArA, DAyarInA pAnA para, jAhera vyAkhyAmAM, mAnavajAtanA eka zubhecchaka, tarIke eNe ghaNuM lakhyuM che. ghaNuM ghaNuM kIdhuM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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kadAca A badhuMya koIne sAMpradAyika lAge, paNa saMpradAyanI vADamAM pUrAvuM e zIkhe na hatuM, svAdvAdane e sAce ArAdhaka hate. ane enI sAkSI te ene muguTama karmacAra" pUre che. lokamAnya tilaka" jevA gItAnA aDaga abhyAsIe paNa A mATe lakhyuM hatuM je Haw ! Known that you are Writings your" Karmyoga / might not have written. My Karmyoga ............ (sd) B. G. Tilek. je mane A khabara hatI ke tame A karmacAga lakhI rahyA che. te huM mAre karmavega kadI na lakhata", jIvanamAM eNe bIju kaMI ja na lakhyuM hatuM, ane mAtra A "kamaMga" ja e je mUkI gaye hota te paNa e amara banI jAta. pravRtti ne nivRtti, karma ne phaLa, saMsAra ne sAdhutva, ItyAdi aneka viSayanI eNe ghaNI ja dalIlothI carcA karI che. e mATe duniyAnA ItihAsamAMthI eNe daSTAMta ApyAM che. jIvana, pravRtti mATe che, jIvana karma mATe che, e eka ciga che, e sAdhanA che, enI emAM eNe suMdara chaNAvaTa karI che, e Akheya grantha vAMcatA lAge ke eNe (25000) hajAra pustake mAtra vAMcyA nathI. enA para UMDuM manana For Private And Personal Use Only

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karyuM che. jhINuM avagAhana karyuM che, ane pachI eNe A karmavega" lakhyo che. enA granthanuM tame koI paNa pAnuM uthalAve te kayAMya tamane bIjA dharmane dveSa jovA nahi maLe, kaI vyaktinI TIkA vAMcavA nahi maLe, satyanI sarjanAnAja badhe darzana thaze. ane enA sAdhu vyavahAramAM paNa e e ja vizALa ne udAra dilane hato, ethI ja te mahAkavi nAnAlAla lakhe che. "je enA dilanI udAratA ane niHspRhItA para saMpradAyIone paNa vazIkaraNa karatI. jJAna ane bhakti-paramAtmAga mATe jarUranAM che, paNa manuSyanA manuSya pratyenA dharmane ghaNuM visare che. te pite pitAnA saMkecanA durgomAM bharAI rahe che e. mahAnubhAva virAgatAmAM khelatA, saMpradAyamAM te e zobhatA paNa aneka saMpradAyIonAM samudAya saMghamAM paNa enI tejasvitAnI ochI apragaTatA nahatI. e samartha sAdhu hatuM, UMDe ciMtaka hatuM, kAMtikArI ane alakhane mahAna divya avadhUta hatuM, nijAnaMda mastIne keSTha kavi ratna hatA, e ajoDa advitIya gadyakAra hate. mAnava tarIke e mahAna bhavya hato, sAdhu tarIke e divya vibhUti hite, mAnavajIvanane utkarSa mATe eNe For Private And Personal Use Only

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jIvananI paLepaLa kharcI nAMkhI che. zeThazrI hIrAlAlabhAIne zabdo mUkuM ta--gujarAtanA jaino, jaina samAja ane itara ko mATe eNe hADacAma vecI ApyAM hatAM." e yugaTachA hite, jIvananuM bhAvi paNa eNe jANuM. lIdhuM hatuM, have vadhu samaya pite jIve tema nathI enI ene agAuthI ja khabara paDI hatI, ane jAheramAM kahI dIdhuM hatuM. eTale munirAjazrI siddhimunijIe zrImane pUchyuM ke "je ApazrI vadhAre samaya A saMsAramAM hayAta raho. te zuM mahatuM kArya kare ?" athavA je hayAta na rahI zake ema ja lAge te tamArI IcchAne anusaranArAone tame zuM karavA kahe ? ane e bujhAtA dIpe chelle jhagAro karyo ke huM have jhAjho samaya kADhIza nahi, paNa mAne ke huM vadhAre. jIvuM te. A mahuDI pradezamAM eka Adarza gurUkula mATe preraNA karuM ke jemAMthI samartha jaino bane evA pitAo. taiyAra thAya, ane samartha AcAryo bane evA niHspRhI. nivaDe. temaja netAo thavAne bhega ApanArA paNa pAke. ane je A kArya huM na karI zakuM te ajItasAgarasUrijI vigere mArA ziSya. ane tame maLIne te kArya kare ema huM IcchuM chuM. bAkI mAruM lekhana kArya te mArI jiMdagInA aMta sudhI lagabhaga cAlu ja raheze. ane vi.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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saM. 1981 nA jeTha vada trIje e dIpa bUjhAI gayo ! enI ta vilAI gaI.. e, janamya kheDUta banIne, e Ucharyo jaina thaIne, -jI e sAdhu banIne ane eNe AMkha mIcI tyAre e avadhUta banyuM hatuM. jyAre tirdharogogIzvaranA amarapadane pAmyuM hatuM. mAtA aMbAbAIe ene janma Ape, pitA zivAbhAIe ene mATe karyo, zeThazrI. nathubhAI maMchArAme ene ucca jaina saMskAra ApyA, zrI ravizaMkara zAstrIe enuM ghaDatara karyuM. paramatanidhi vacana siddha karUNavaMta kSamAbhaMDAra pUjanIya gurUdeva zrImad ravisAgarajI mahArAje ene aMtaranA AzirvAda ApyA. e dhULamAM ramatuM hatuM tyAre kara bahecara hatuM, ane pUjya vaMdanIya gurUdeva zrImad sukhasAgarajIe ene ziSyatva ApyuM tyAre. e munirAjazrI buddhisAgarajI bane. ane jyAre duniyAne eNe chelI salAma bharI tyAre jagate "lAkha lAkha vaMdana ho e kamalegI vizvavirala divyavibhUti samartha adhyAtmajJAna divAkara saddagurUdeva zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIne "Ama kahI ene namaskAra karyA. dharatInuM saMtAna saMskAradAtA banIne jIvI gaye. mATInuM bALa mahAmAnava banI gayo. le. guNavaMta zAha For Private And Personal Use Only

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49 keTivaMdana che. e, tidhara divyavibhUti zrImad buddhisAgarasurIzvarajIne ? che jAgate jogendra che ( rAga-rAkhanAM ramakaDAM mArA rAme.) jAgatA jedra mArA, gurUjI jaga jagAve re ? agamanigamanA paDadA cirI; Alamane DelAve re... jAgatA 1 . remerome tAra anAhata, avadhUta aMtara mANe, vaja dehi e daDha AsanathI, paramatatva paramANe re.. jAgatA| 2 che. adhara takhta para Asana pUriyAM, nayane nUra nItariyAM, suratanuratanI vijalaDI tyAM, letI tAlatalaiyA re.... jAgatA) | 3 . loka hadaya siMhAsana besI, aMtarIye paravariyAM, karmavegane jJAna akhADe, vAdi vijetA ThariyA re...... jAgatA che 4 che. Adi aMtanAM baMdhana teDI, nayana macAyAM jyAre ? siddha banyA gurU buddhisurIzvara, vidyApurane dvAre re. jAgatAe 5 che. (racayitA-sva. maNIlAla . pAdarAkara) For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa0 ghara dIvaDo..... [svargastha zeThazrI vADIlAla manasukhalAla pArekhanI jIvana jharamara ] kulanI kaLInuM kahI zakAya ke e phula banaze. paNa mAnavInA saMtAnanuM ema kahI zakAtuM nathI. mahApuruSanA dIkarA mahApuruSa bane evuM kaMI nakkI nathI. sAmAnya puruSanA saMtAna paNa vibhUti banI zake che enA ItihAsamAM aneka dAkhalA che. ' mAnava e te rASTranI mahAmUlI saMpatti che. ane temAMya samAjanI sarvavyApI jIvananI parikammA pUrI karanAra mAnave te rASTranA aNamela ratna che. sva. zrI vADIlAla pArekha eka evA nararatna hatA. duniyAnA khUNe khUNe jhaLahaLI UThanAra sahastrazcima bhale teo na hatA. paraMtu gujarAtanA te e gharadIvaDA banI gayA che. samAjavAdI samAja racanAnA yugamAM emanI zrImatAI emanI sakhAvato va. nI kIMmata bhale ochI aMkAya paraMtu eka sAmAnya kuTuMbamAMthI emaNe je jIvananuM ghaDatara karyuM che e vicArIe chIe tyAre emanA jIvananI noMdha levAnuM, emAMthI preraNA levAnuM saheje dila thaI Ave che. - bApa to temane nAnA mukIne ja vidAya thaI gayA hatA. vidhavA mAnA khoLAmAM e Ajane saMta Ucharyo, saMskAra pAmya ane jIvananA jhaMjhAvAta sAme jhajhumavAnuM baLa pAmyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sva. zeTha zrI vADIlAla manasukharAma pArekha A pustaka prakAzanamAM jemanA taraphathI rUA. 1001) Arthika sahAya malI che te badala teozrIne AbhAra mAnIe chIe. prakAzaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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- 51 temanI zarUnI jiMdagI kaMI AzAspada na hatI. bALapaNa tephAnI hatuM. mAne pajavavAnuM temane gamatuM. mAne thakavI nAMkhe evuM temanuM mastIkhera bALapaNa hatuM. uMmara vadhatI gaI Teve paNa enA raMga pUratI gaI ane temane pattAnI raTa lAgI. pattA temane zekha ba. zekha temanI Teva banI. Teva temanI AjIvikA banI. koI khUNAmAM dastAronI sAthe besatA ane kalAka sudhI hArajItanI bAjI teo ramatA. rojanI ramate e pAnAnA jugArI banyA. tyAre kone khabara hatI A jugArI eka divasa enuM nAma ajavALaze? .. eka divasa senAnI kaDI jugAramAM te hArIne AvyA. mAne khabara paDI. mAnuM dila ghavAI gayuM. mAnI AMkhanAM AMsu dIkarAne becena banAvI gayAM. ane temaNe jugArane chelI salAma bharI dIdhI. pattA mUkI te cepaDIomAM khovAI gayA. manathI bhaNavAnuM nakkI karyuM. tyAre AjanA jevI lena phaMDanI sagavaDe na hatI. chatAMya game tema karIne temaNe abhyAsa cAlu rAkhe. kapaDavaMjamAM ja mAdhyamika zikSaNa pUruM karyuM. pitAne te enjiniyara banavAnI mahattvAkAMkSA hatI. moTA moTA makAne, pUle. va. bAMdhavAnI temanI te tamannA hatI. paraMtu mAnavInuM dhAryuM badhuM thAya te joItuM'tu zuM? mIkenIkala enjiyarIMganI DIplomA karI amadAvAdanA eka kArakhAnAmAM temaNe nokarI svIkArI lIdhI. teo kahetA For Private And Personal Use Only

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para meM ATha rUpiyAnA pagAre phITara tarIkenI jIvananI zarUAta amadAvAdanA eka kArakhAnAmAM karelI. upalA varganuM teo saMtAna hatAM. paNa majurI karatAM kyAreya temaNe sUga nathI batAvI. dila daIne temaNe mahenata karI. kArakhAnAnA menejarane pAchaLathI khabara paDI ke A te jainane dIkare che ke tarata ja temane majuranI jagAethI badalI karI DrAphaTasa menanA khAtAmAM nimaNuMka karI dIdhI. eka varasanI tAlIma bAda te amadAvAdamAM ja ke. sI. verAnI kaMpanImAM nokarI rahyA. ane ATha varasa lagAtAra sudhI e kaMpanImAM kAma karyuM. kaMpanImAM temanI chApa ghaNuM ja sArI hatI. nAma ane hisAbanA ustAda hatA. kaMpanInI aneka guMce temaNe ukelI ApI hatI. eka kaMpanInA nekara tarIke te pramANuka hatA. eka vakhata koIe temane kamIzana ApeluM paraMtu pitanuM hita na jatAM te kaMpanIne ja vaphAdAra rahyA. e kamIzana temaNe kaMpanInA zeThane ja ApI dIdhuM. temanI AvI ananya pramANiktAthI kaMpanInA badhA mANaso temane mAna ne AdarathI jotA hatA. I. sa. 1922 mAM te muMbaInI hAlanI vizvavikhyAta peDhI bATalIya kuMDamAM joDAyA. mazIne, tenA upaga, tenI jAta, tenA bhAva e badhAne temane "UMDe abhyAsa hate. For Private And Personal Use Only

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53 te TevAI temane dara rIte manejara banAvyA jagAne temaNe vepAranI sAcuM ane ane ATha ATha varasanA ekadhArA anubhavathI ophisanA kAmakAjamAM paNa te pravINa banI gayA hatA. gharAka sAthe kema vartavuM, mAlanuM vecANa kema karavuM e badhI bAbatothI te TevAI gayA hatA. AthI bATalIboyanA zeThazrI bhegIlAla laheracaMde temane kaMpanInA menejara banAvyA. ane e viziSTa jagAne temaNe suMdara rIte dIpAvI. pitAnI vepAranI kunehathI dhaMdhAne temaNe khUba ja vikasAvyuM ane lAkhanI Avaka UbhI karI. pAchaLathI teo e kaMpanInA bhAgIdAra banyA. Ama eka sAmAnya kuTuMbamAM janmI, enjinIyara banavAnI mahatvakAMkSA rAkhI ane te na banI zakatAM eka phiTaranI jiMdagIthI zarUAta karI, mAmulI jIvananI kAra kIdIthI AraMbha karI eka moTI kaMpanInA bhAgIdAra banI temaNe je zrema karyo che dhIraja rAkhI che ane pramANIka banI hiMmatathI jIvananI badhI Aphatane je sAmane karyo che e kharekhara preraNAdAyI che. Arthika jIvananI aMtima Teca zrImaMtAIne prApta karI temaNe AphatabharI paristhitine paNa sAmano karI ane AgaLa vadhI je umadA jIvana jIvyuM che te AgaLa vadhavA mAMgatA mAnavInA cetanane jagADI jAya tema che. paraMtu, temaNe zrImaMtAI prApta karI ethI ja kaMI ame temanI noMdha nathI letA. sva. zrI vADIlAla mAtra paisA ne pratiSThA meLavIne ja aTakI nathI gayA. tyAM ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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54 jIvananI itizrI mAnI e esI nathI gayA. tema ja teozrIe karyu hata teA keIpaNu lekhaka ke patra temanA mATe noMdha levA na prerAta. . AthI ja te yuvAna haiyAne AkarA AghAta ApanArA jIvanamAM prasa`ga banI gayAM chatAM paNa teA peAtAnA saMskAra bhUlyA na hatAM. paisAne avaLe mAge kharcyA nahatAM. haiyAnI vedanAne bhUlavA, UrmionA AghAtane visarI javA temaNe cAritryane bagADavuM na hatuM. zrImatAine meLavIne temaNe zrImaMtAIne dIpAvI che. paisA zuM che e kharAkhara samajyA hatA. ane e paisAnA upayAga paNa temaNe evI ja samajabharI rIte karyo hatA. jIvananI zarUAta karI tyAM ja temane niSphaLatA maLI. enjinIyara anavuM hatuM chatAM phITaranI jiMdagInuM svAgata karavuM paDyuM hatuM. kaIka AzAethI temaNe lagna karyAM hatAM. paNa nirAzA ne niSphaLatAne temanuM jIvana gamI gayuM hatuM. pahelI patnI zrI pradhAnabena zrI kasturabhAinI bheTa dhArIne sadAya mATe vidAya thaI gaI! paraMtu kudaratane emanI patnInA bhAgathI satASa na thayeA. kastUrabhAine paNa pAchaLathI khelAvI !! patnI gaI !! pUtra paNa gayA ! ! !.... jIvanamAM kaMika karavAnI tamannA laIne nIkaLanAra yuvAna mATe AthI teA bIjI kaI dhAra nirAzA kruze ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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55 chatAMya dila para paththara mukI jIvanane jarAya bagADyA vinA, AtmAne jarAya gaMdA karyA vinA temaNe jIvananA kAryo karavA mAMDyAM. bIjuM lagna karyuM. kudaratane e paNa maMjura na hatuM. ane te lagna paNa marI gayuM ........vahAlasoyI babbe patnIone temaNe sagI AMkhe vidAya ApI. ane jIvanamAM mRtyunuM dArUNa duHkha bharIne temaNe zrI menAbena sAthe trIjuM lagna karyuM. kudarata kaMIka have zAMta banI hatI. Aje temanA te patnI hayAta che. paraMtu kudarata DaMkha bhUlI na hatI. temane ekeya saMtAna na thayuM. ane sadUgata binavArasa ja vidAya thaI gayA !... jIvanane sadAya udAsa karI nAkhe tevI mRtyunI traNa traNa mulAkAte, UrmionI e niSThura mazkarIe, aramAnonI e nirdaya majAke ane saMtAnanI atRpta AzA-bhItaranI AvI bhaMgAra jiMdagI chatAMya zrI vADIlAle karmanI ja e ghaTanA che ema mAnI hasatI AMkhe ne aMtaranA utsAhathI je sAmAjika jIvana gujAryuM che, samAja pratyenuM je khaMta ne niSThAthI kANu adA karyuM che ane ati zrImaMtAImAM paNa sadAya jAgRta rahI je pavitra ne sevAbhAvI jIvana gALyuM che e kharekhara eka navalakathAne mazAle banI zake tema che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pagamAM daulata ALoTe, aMtaranA AghAtane bhUlavADa dareka prakAranI sagavaDa ne chUTa chatAMya AtmAne game tema gada na banAvatAM temaNe je nirmaLa ne nikhAlasa jIvana vItAvyuM che te dareka pAse mAna mAMgI le che. garIbAImAMthI zarU karI zrImaMtAInA unnata zikhara para UbhA rahevuM e tyAM sudhInI temanI jIvanayAtrA tAjagIbharI ane utsAhajanaka che. paraMtu teo vadhu yAda. te temanI sAmAjika sevAo mATe raheze. keLavaNI mATe mRtyu paryata temaNe je puruSArtha ane khaMta lIdhA che te mATe bhAvi itihAsakAra jarUra temanA te kAryonI seMdha leze. sadgatanA lehImAM vepAra hatA. ane teo kuzaLa vepArI hatA. paraMtu vepAra sAtheya temanAmAM bIjA paNa, keTalAka sAmAjika saMskAre ya hatA. temAMthI eka saphaLa saMgadraka (Organiscr) hatA. keLavaNInA ananya upAsaka hatA. pravAsI hatA. daSTA hatA. ane lekhaka paNa hatA. sArA ne kAbela saMgadrakamAM vakatRtva zakti Avazyaka che ane sadgatane te paNa sAdhya hatI. - teozrI zrI vizA nImA jaina jJAtinA sabhAsada hatA. bIjI jJAtionI jema temanI te jJAti paNa ekaDAomAM vaheMcAyelI hatI. tene eka karavAnuM ane tene sarvAgI utkarSa sAdhavAnuM kAma teozrIe upADyuM hatuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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53 vejalapuranA samasta jJAtinA adhivezananA adhyakSa padethI temaNe kahyuM-"Apa sau jANe che ke ApaNe badhA ja AjathI paMdara varasa pahelAM eTale ke adhivezana rUpe ApaNe badhAne ekatrIta thavAne meka maLe te pahelAM eka bIjAne oLakhI zakatAM na hatAM. vadhArAmAM ema paNa lAgatuM hatuM ke cheDe samaya vadhAre jAya te ApaNe eka bIjAne taddana bhUlI jaIe evI sthiti UbhI thAya ane te saMbhavita hatuM. AthI ApaNI kemanI vIkharAyelI dazAmAMthI Aje ApaNe saMgadita dazAmAM pheravAI gayA chIe temAM jarA paNa saMdeha nathI ja. Ama chatAM haju ApaNe eTalA badhA pachAta chIe ke ApaNe AvA saMmelananI yAne saMgadananI kIMmata samajI zakayA lAgatA nathI." Ama saMgaThThananI bhAvanA para bhAra mUkI, ekatAne Agraha rAkhI eka sAmAjika sevaka tarIkenI jiMdagInI zarUAta karI. paraMtu teo sevaka tarIke mAtra vaktA ja nahatA. eka kuzaLa kAryakara paNa hatA. ane eka enjinIyara tarIke te janAo ghaDavAnA e kuzaLa ghaDavaiyA hatA. samAjanA ghaDataranI thejanA e ghaDavA lAgyA. jJAtinA vidyArthIe keLavaNuM laI, dhaMdhAdArI tAlIma pAmI samAjane saMskArI ne zikSita rAkhe te mATe temaNe lena phaMDanI eka yojanA mukI ane te darakhAstane For Private And Personal Use Only

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5 sarvAnumate svIkAra thayA. gAdharA adhivezanamAM tene bahAlI paNa ApavAmAM AvI. ane krUDanI zarUAta paNa potAthI ja karI. ane za. 20001) ApavAnI jAherAta karI. ceAjanAmAM te ema nakkI thayuM hatuM ke rUA. 20 hajAra ApanAranuM nAma te krUDa sAthe mukavAmAM Avaze. paraMtu sadgatane nAma karatAM kAmanI kIMmata ghaNI hatI.. teo sAcA amAM eka sAmAjika kAryakara hatA. adhivezanamAM ja jAhera karyuM -- C. 8 hAla turata rUA. 20 hajAra ApanAranuM nAma. skIma sAthe joDavAnI zarata karelI che para`tu huM jAhera karuM chuM ke rU|. 21 hajAra ke tethI vadhAre rakama bIjA kAI bhAI Apaze te huM mAruM nAma pAchu khecI laIza. paraMtu rUA. 20 hajAra ApavAnI mArI Aphara kAyama rAkhIza. ' teozrInI A jAherAtamAM zrIma'tAinu pradarzana nahi paNa eka kheladIla (Sportsmau) sa'gaTTunanA darzana thAya che. keLavaNI mATenA eka ananya cAhakanI temAM chabI jovA maLe che. ane A jAherAta jAdu karI gai. vejalapura vAsI zeThazrI kAMtilAle peAtAnA sva. bhAinA smaraNArthe te rakama kADhavAnI jAherAta karI, Ama sadgatane hAthe keLavaNInA kAryakSetre eka nakkara pAyA nakhAyA. ane tenI eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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59 saMgIna ImArata bane ane tene lAbha kAyama maLyA ja kare te mATe teozrI mRtyu paryata sajAga ne sakriya rahyAM che. eka be vakhata te ema lAgyuM hatuM ke lena pheDanuM nAma nizAna bhUMsAI jaze. paraMtu teozrIe atyaMta khaMta ne akhUTa dhIrajathI temaja pitAnA kuzaLa vahIvaTathI te phaMDane TakAvI rAkhyuM hatuM. jJAtinA utkarSa mATe, tenA vikAsa mATe temaNe bhagIratha prayatno karyA che. ane te prayane temanI jJAti kadI bhUlI zake tema nathI. paraMtu jJAtivAdanA te jaDa. AgrahI na hatA. sAMkaDI vicAra saraNInA te upAsaka na hatA. sAmAjika hita paNa temanA haiyAmAM vahyuM hatuM. kapaDavaMjamAM navacetana hAIskulanI kanyAone maphata zikSaNa ane strIo paNa keLavaNI laI Adarza nArI banI nUtana bhAratanA navasarjanamAM bhAga laI zake te mATe maphata keLavaNInI cejanA zarU karI. te badhI ja benanI-jJAtinA bhedabhAva vinA-phInI javAbadArI pite upADI lIdhI. ane karve yunivarsITInA abhyAsa mATe eka navI ja saMsthAnI sthApanA karI. keLavaNInI sevAnI yazogAthA gAtI ane mAtRpremanI pratIka banI rahelI e "zrI, gajarAbAI mahilA vidyAlaya" Aja paNa kapaDavaMjamAM UbhI che. abhyAsanA pustake sivAya Itara jJAnanI paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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jIvanamAM jarUra che. ane vidyArthIe sivAya bIjA paNa jJAnane lAbha laI zake ane sAhityane AnaMda ne rasa cAkhI zake temaja vartamAnanA samAcArothI vAkepha banI duniyA kyAM jaI rahI che pote kyAM che te jANI zake te mATe pitAnA sadagata putra zrI kasturabhAInA smaraNArthe eka vizALa vAcanAlaya ne pustakAlaya paNa zarU karyuM. dhArmika jJAnanA kSetranI sevA paNa cirasmaraNIya banI raheze. vyAvahArika keLavaNI sAthe dhArmika keLavaNI paNa Avazyaka che e te samajayAM hatAM. ane keLavaNInuM te kSetra te vinA apaMga na rahI jAya te mATe kapaDavaMjamAM ja eka bhavya jJAna maMdiranI sthApanA karI. zrI abhayadeva sUrIzvarajI jJAnamaMdiranuM e AlizAna makAna aneka dhArmika abhyAsIone AzIrvAda rUpa banyuM che. keLavaNInA kSetre te badhAM ja temanAM ananya smAraka che. khAnagImAM paNa teo anekane jarUra paDe madada karatAM. keLavaNI mATe sadAya temane hAtha chuTe rahyo che. jJAnanI bhUkhe hamezA temanA paisAne pharatA rAkhyA che. "buddhiprabhA mATe paNa temane sArI evI mamatA hatI. ane A sAmayikane vikAsa thAya ne pagabhara bane te mATe banatI badhI ja madada karavAnI vAta temaNe karI hatI. paraMtu te vAte AkAra pAme te prathama ja teo vidAya thaI gayAM !.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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61 sAmAjika kalyANanI bhAvanA paNa temanAmAM vizeSa hatI. peAtAnI patnI zrI menAbena pArekhanA nAmathI kapaDavaMjamAM AMkhanI eka meATI hAspITalanI sthApanA karI. kapaDavaMjanI AsapAsanA vistAramAM AvI mATI ne sagavaDabharI AMkhAne ajavALu ApatI e saMsthA te temanuM bhavya smAraka che. peAte bhaNI na zakathA tenuM temane duHkha hatu. ane tee mUtra jANatA hatA ke mAtra paisAnA abhAve ja te enjinIyara na banI zakayA. AnuM temane U'Du duHkha hatu. AthI paisAne abhAve bIjA na bhaNI zake ne temanI bhAvi jiMdagI adhavaccethI ja aTakI na jAya te mATe tene madada karavA te huMmeza tatpara rahetA. keLavaNInA jAherakSetre temanu pradyAna ghaNuM meTu' che, zrI gajarA mahAvidyAlayamAM rUA. eka lAkha pacAsa hajAra, kAmasa keAleja mATe eka lAkha paccIsa hajAra, ka. jai. vi. zrI. vi. phaMDamAM dasa hajAra, zrI abhayadeva sUrIzvarajI jJAna madiramAM eka lAkha paccIsa hajAra, zrI ke. vA. jai. vi. seA. mAM vIsa hajAra, zrI mahAvIra vidyAlayamAM dasa hajAra, zrI vA. ma. pA. pustakAlayamAM vIsa hajAra Ama ghaNI moTI sakhAvatA temaNe jJAnanI bhakti mATe vAparI che. ghaNA zrImaMtA paisA kharce che. lAkhAnA dhumADo kare For Private And Personal Use Only

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che. paraMtu yuga pramANe, jarUriyAta pramANe ne nakkara kAryomAM paisA vAparanAra zrI vADIlAla pArekha jevA zrImaMte bahu eAchA gaNAvI zakAya tema che. pitAnI zrImaMtAInI bhUlano ekarAra karatAM teoe eka adhivezanamAM kahyuM hatuM- huM tamane dhArmika kriyAomAM ke jemAM tamArA AtmAnA adhyavasAya che te kharcAnI vAta nathI karato. meM jJAnamaMdiramAM paisA kharcA tenI paNa vAta nathI karate. paNa UMdhuM ghAlIne tenA uddaghATana ane dIkarInA lagna nimitte je paisA vadhAre paDatA kharcA te mArI murkhAI che ane te mane pAchaLathI samajAI paNa che. paraMtu te rAMDyA pachInuM DahApaNa che. AmAM huM pite ja mArI A gaMbhIra bhUla kabUla karI A kSatithI Apa saune dUra rahevA jaNAvuM chuM kAraNa ke tevA paisAthI ApaNe tenAthI aneka sArA kAma karI zakyA heta." je sAcA dilathI temaNe pitAnI bhUla kabUla karI ane paisAne je suMdara sAmAjika upayoga karyo che te temanA aMtaranI namratAne eka jAgRta AtmAnI yAda ApI jAya che.. temanI zrImaMtAInuM bIjuM lakSaNa paNa dhyAna kheMce tevuM che. zrImaMtAI hoya ane paradeza javuM e zrImaMto mATe Aja zekha banI gayela che. saddagate vepAra mATe anekavAra IMgleMDa-yuropane pravAsa kheDyo che. paraMtu A For Private And Personal Use Only

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pravAsa mAtra zekha mATe teo nahatA karatAM vepAra ja enI pAchaLa kAma karato hato. paNa vepAranI sAtheya te AMkha ughADI rAkhIne pharatA hatA. paradezanuM zuM sAruM che. ne zA mATe sAruM che tenuM eka lekhakanI najarathI ava- kana karatAM hatAM. zrImaMtAI ane sAhityane moTe bhAge nathI banatuM. paraMtu temAM te banneya hatAM. sAhityanI bhUkha paNa hatI. tenI najara paNa hatI. ane te pravAsanA saMsmaraNe patramAM pragaTa paNa karyA che. jarmanInA pravAsamAM temaNe je jarmanI joyuM ane tenAthI pitAnA para zuM chApa paDI te batAvatAM te lakhe che. "jarmanImAM gaye varSe 1946 mAM game tyAre tyAMnA sakhta ziyALAmAM eraDAone garama rAkhavA leke pAse baLataNa nahatuM to ekamekanI aDe aDa sUI ekabIjAnA zarIranI garamIthI teo ziyALA sAme laDatA hatA. rastAo upara mUkhya badhA zaheramAM bombamArAnA vinAzanAM bhayAnaka cihno najare dekhAtAM hatAM. paNa eka varasamAM jarmana prajAe bahAdurI pUrvaka navasarjananuM kAma upADI lIdhuM che. audyogika kSetre je kaMI banAve che tenI nikAsa karI dezane UbhuM karavAnA kAmamAM tyAM AbAlavRddha sau kAme lAgI gayA che. jyAre ApaNuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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dezamAM sarakAre khAMDanuM rezanIMga karyuM che ane anAjanuM rezanIMga karyuM che ethI bUma mArI cAre bAju asaMtelamAM ja ApaNe sabaDIe chIe. bIjA dezanI muzkelIo AgaLa ApaNI takalIphenI kaMI visAta nathI. ApaNe khumArIthI jIvatAM kyAre zIkhIzuM? " Ama AkhuMya temanuM jIvana sAmAjika kalyANanI bhAvanAthI sabhara ne chalachala che. rASTravyApI bhale temanuM vyaktitva nahAya paraMtu temaNe je eka kuzaLa kAryakara tarIke jJAtinuM saMgadana, jJAti mATe keLavaNInI yejanA, pitAnA svajanenA smaraNArthe UbhI karelI aneka sAmAjika saMsthAo, ane ghaNuM saMsthAone sIdhe yA ADakatare vahIvaTa karI te saMsthAone saMgIna banAvIne majabUta pAyA para UbhI karI che ane jIvananA aMtima varasamAM vepArathI lagabhaga nivRtta thaI pitAnA samAjanA utkarSa mATe khaMta ne dhIrajathI kAma karatA rahyA che te badhA ja mATe gujarAtanA ItihAsamAM e avazya yAdagAra banI raheze ane, kapaDavaMjamA temanI jJAti temaja tyAMne Itara samAja temanI ananya sevAo mATe sadAya jANuM raheze. temanA cAlyA javAthI ApaNane eka bhAre khoTa For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDI che. paraMtu mRtyu anivArya che. ane temane samaya thatA te vidAya thaI gayAM che. temanA mRtyune zoka na karatAM temaNe je bhAvanAthI jIvana pasAra karyuM che ane je Adarzo mATe pitAnuM jIvana khacI nAMkhyuM che e bhAvanA ane Adarzone ApaNe sau jIvaMta rAkhI temanA adhUrAM kAryane pUrNa karavA ApaNe sau prayatna karI temane sAcI aMjali. apIe...... doratsukugaii For Private And Personal Use Only

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grantha prakAzanamAM sahAyakanI zubha nAmAvalI rU. 1001) zrI. kapaDavaMja nivAsI sva. zA. vADIlAla manasukhalAla pArekha taraphathI hA. teonAM dharmapatni menAbena. kapaDavaMja rUA. 70) zrI. staMbhanatIrtha tapagaccha saMgha taraphathI hA. zAntilAla aMbAlAla zAha. khaMbhAta rUA. 2013 zrI. muMbaI devakaraNa mensansa. zeThazrI mulacaMdabhAI bulAkhIdAsanA upAzraya taraphathI hA. zeThazrI kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsa. muMbaI 200 zeThazrI panAlAla bI. zAha (je. pI)nI preraraNathI zrI luhAracAla. jaina saMgha taraphathI (jJAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI.) muMbaI 101 zrI samI jainasaMgha hA. vaDecA devazIbhAI bhUdarabhAI samI 101 pUjyapAda prazAnta mUrti anugAcArya paMnyAsa pravarazrI kIrtimunijI gaNivaryanA sadupadezathI zrI godhAvI jaiinasaMgha taraphathI (jJAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI) hA. zA. camanalAla lallubhAI godhAvI For Private And Personal Use Only

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rU. 101) zA. vADIlAla maganalAla jInavALA taraphathI hA. zrI mukuMdarAya vADIlAla kapaDavaMja 100) zrI sAgaragaccha jaina upAzraya hA. zeThazrI maNalAla choTAlAla pATaNa rUA. 51 zA. kAntilAla vADIlAla (oIla mIlavALA) kapaDavaMja rUA. pa0 zA. kasturacaMda nagInadAsa kapaDavaMja rU. 25 zA maphatalAla kezavalAla kapaDavaMja rU. 25 zA. caMdulAla muLajIbhAI hA. zrI maphatalAlabhAI kapaDavaMja rU. 25) zA. maNIlAla premacaMdabhAI jahera rU. 25 zrI lAlapura jaina saMgha taraphathI lAlapura rUA. 21 sAdhvIjIzrI sUrya prabhAzrIjInA sadupadezathI zrI gaDha zrAvikAbenanA upAzraya taraphathI (jJAnakhAtAnI upajamAMthI.) For Private And Personal Use Only

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agAuthI paDatara kiMmate nakalo lenAranI zubha nAmAvalI 2001 zrI goDIjI mahArAja jaina derAsara jJAnadaya samiti taraphathI muMbaI. 3zeThazrI kAntilAla kezavalAla jhaverI khaMbhAta. 15) pUjyapAdu tanidhi panyAsapravara zrImad sUryasAgarajI gaNivaryanA sadupadezathI 15) pUjyapAdU munirAjazrI surendrasAgarajIne sadupadezathI zA. AzArAma chaganalAla gedhAvIvALA amadAvAda, - - - - = = . For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH jha ThThI ja jainAcArya-buddhisAgara sUrIzvarAya name namaH pai namaH che gurU zrImadda jainAcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI kRta che bhajana pada saMgraha bhAvArtha sahita che saMsAramAM bhAgyazAlIo pitAnA dezanI Atma sAkSIe tathA prabhunI sAkSIe agara saddagurU samakSa niMdA, goM karavA pUrvaka sadgurU tathA jInezvaranuM zaraNa svIkAranAra nirmala banI Amenati sAdhI zake che te mujaba Atma vikAsa karavAnI IcchA jemane barobara lAgI che. laganI jemane barAbara che. evA sadUguru AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI zrI zAMtinAtha jInezvaranI AgaLa namratApUrvaka stuti-stavana kare che. zrI zAMti jIna alakha agecara, dInAnAtha dayALu dinamaNi dIne ddhAraka dInapara, karUNA karaje kRpALu, - mArA svAmIre bhava pAthe dadhi tAre (1) koI kapaTathI manaDuM melu, ADu avaLu bhaTake, tujaguNa dhyAna karatAM sAhiba, saTaka daIne saTake, morA svAmI bhavapAthe dadhi tAre (2) mehapramAde AyuSya gALu-lIdhAM vrata navI pALu, DahApaNanA dariyAmAM DUbI, dIdhuM saMvara tALuM. morA svAmI (3) For Private And Personal Use Only

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2 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir duniyAdArI dura na kIdhI, pApe kAyA pASI, dagAprapaMcA nizadina karatAM, anIyA bhAre doSI. mArA svAmI (4) sAcA sAhiba nirakhI nayaNe, zaraNa grahyuM sukhakArI, rASane TALI pApa pakhALI, thAzu nijaguNa dhArI. mArA svAmIre (5) sevAbhakti nizadeina karazuM, tuja ANA zira dharazuM, buddhisAgara avasara pAkara, ajarAmara thaI DaravuM, mArA svAmIre (6) a--hai zAMtinAtha jInezvarajI ? megharathabhavamAM AtmabhAga, eka zaraNe Avela pArevAnA khAjathI khacAva karavA Apyo. kRpA hADAhADa vasela hovAthI svajana vargane avagaNI khAjane khuzI karavA khAtara potAnA dehane samarpaNu karyo. tathA zrI acirAjI mAtAnA udaramAM padhAratAM jenA prabhAvathI rAga-mArI zAMta thayA. mATe Apa pUrNa dayALu -kRpALu che. viSayAne viSa sarakhA mAnI vairAgane dhAraNa karavA pUrNAMka tathA cakravartIpaNAnI sapatti-sAhyabI vaibhavane lIMTanI mAphaka tyAga karI mahAniSkamaNu karavA pUrvoka anagArI-mahAmunirAja thayA, tyArakhAdya pariSaheAne sahana karI cAra ghAtIyA, jevA ke jJAnAvaraNIya-dazanAvaraNIyaaMtarAya-mAhanIya karmo haThAvI kevalajJAna prApta karyuM". For Private And Personal Use Only

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lekAlekanA sUkama-sthUla padArthonA jJAtA thayA-jJAtA thayA pachI bhAjInA uddhAra mATe samavasaraNamAM bIrAjamAna thaI bAra varSadA AgaLa jana gAminI dezanA ApI zrI saMghane sthApana karyo. dinamaNi-sUrya tirachAlekanA aMdhakArane phakta dUra kare che. paraMtu ajJAnAMdhakArane TALavA samartha nathI. Ape te kAlekanA bhAva jANI ajJAnamithyAtva-bramaNAne TALI bhavya prANIone uddhAra karyo. tethI dinamaNi sUrya karatA atyaMta prakAzaka-svaroddhAraka che. agara dina kahetAM bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDelane, sanmArge ArUDha karanAra-tathA samyaga jJAna-darzana-caritrarUpa bhAva prANa-bhAva saMpatti arpaNa karanAra Ape che evA Apane zaraNe AvIne mArI Apavigata-vItI kahuM chuM. te mArA svAmI-zAhIbAna sAMbhaLe, jo ke tame svaparane uddhAra karI AghAtI karmone haThAvI alakSya banyA. tathA Indriye --manathI paNa jANI zakAya nahi evA adhunA che. tathApi ullAse tamane vinavuM chuM. phodha kapaTathI mAnasika vRtti malIna banI ADI avaLI bhaTake che. A vRttine vazIbhUta karavA prayAsa karavAthI thoDIvAra kabaje Ave che. paNa jyAre tamArA guNenuM dhyAna karavA besuM chuM tyAre lAga maLavAthI jaldI saTakI anyatra paribhramaNa kare che mATe are mArA svAmI bhavarUpI samudrathI tAre. krodha, abhimAnane anAdikAlane saMbaMdhI che. bhale pachI bahAra jAheramAM dekhAte hoya For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahi paNa manamAM te vaseluM hoya che. te mAnasika krodha, abhimAna-adekhAIne AmaMtraNa Ape che ane kaheto hAyanI zuM ke huM jAheramAM dekhAu nahI te paNa tArI mAnasika vRttimAM nivAsa kare sugama che. eTale dveSane AvatA vilaMba thaze nahi eTale kodha ane mAna kaSanA gharanA che. ghaNA prayatna dvArA TheSane haThAvuM chuM-tyAre mAyA kapaTa tathA lebha hAjara thAya che. A be paNa rAganA gharanA che A mujaba rAgadveSAdikathI manaDu malIna banela che tethI kabajAmAM AvatuM nathI-kabaje karavA adhika mahenata karU te adhika joramAM AvI jANI zakAya nahi te pramANe khasI jAya che. AvA manaDAne vaza karavA tamArA guNonuM dhyAna karavA besuM te paNa kabaje AvatuM nathI. sadAya eTale nizadina, mAsa varSo sudhI bhaTakatuM rahela che. mATe rAgaTheSa meharUpI dariyAmAM DubakI khAtA ghaNuM saMkaTamAM phasAela chuM. temAMthI bahAra nikaLavA mATe tamArU zaraNa grahyuM che, mATe dayAnA dariyA A saMkaTamAMthI tame uddhAra kare. tamArA sivAya atyaMta kaSTadAyaka sAgaramAMthI kaI paNa bacAva karavA samartha ja nathI, sAcA tAraka te tame ja che-tamArU zaraNa lIdhA chatAM paNa mehapramAdanuM adhika jora hovAthI meMgherA mAnavabhavanI ane tenA vege prApta thaela AyuSyanI saphaLatA ane sArthakatA kayAMthI thAya? mehapramAda mArA mahAna zatru che. kemeya karIne khaseDavA mathuM chuM chatAM khasatA nathI eTale maLela manuSya bhavanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAmagrI viphala banatI jAya che. Ama samajI tamArU zaraNa ane tamArI AjJAnA premathI ane balathI te mehapramAdane haThAvavA vratone dhAraNa karyA, paNa te rItasara pALI zakAtA nathI, jo ke zAstra AgamAdikane abhyAsa karela che chatAM anAdikAlane abhyAsa hevAthI te meha ane pramAda vigere lAga maLatA daga de che eTaluM ja nahI paNa avaLA pATA baMdhAvI, dhamadhanane harI laI unmArge dhakelI de che. tethI dunyavI DahApaNanA dariyAmAM bUDI-DulI je saMvaranI ArAdhanA karavAnI hatI temAM tALuM vAcyuM. eTale jJAnanuM phala virati, ane viratinuM phala saMvara maLavuM joIe te maLyuM nahI- Azrava Avato rahyo. Azravane AvatA jANI tene haThAvanAra tamArU zaraNa lIdhuM-tathA duniyAdArI-dunyavI vyAvahArika kAryomAM ghaNo rasa lIdhela hovAthI te duniyAdArI kemeya TaLatI nathI. parANe AvIne vaLage che tethI ja pApe kAyA viSAya che. te pApa khasatA nathI. Ama pApa-aparAdhe vaDe dagA prapaMce karAya che. jo ke mAThA lAge che. chatAM teone khaseDavAnI tAkAtanA abhAve khaseDI zakAtA nathI. mATe he dInAnAtha sAcA dayALu evI zakti Ape ke te pApa khase. ane je doSa lAgyA che. bhUle thaelI che. tenA cage dezI bane chuM te nirdoSI banuM. nirmala thaI tamArI sevAAjJAmAM parAyaNa thAuM. jagatanA sarve saMge sAcA nathI, vinazvara che. Ama tamArU zaraNa lIdhAthI have paNa sAcI samajaNa AvI aeva tenA ge he prabha? For Private And Personal Use Only

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tamArI sevA bhakti pUrvaka AjJAnuM pAlana karIne kamenTa khapAvI ajarAmara-mokSane prApta karIzuM-e cakkasa che. tamArU zaraNa vRthA jaze nahI ja. A pramANe jInezvara tIrthakara zrI zAntinAthajInI sanmukha svadanI niMdA ane prabhunA guNone grahaNa karI nirmala banavA pUrvaka bhavyajanone mehapramAdane haThAvavA mATe upadeza Ape che ke antarAtmA banI parAtmAnI sAthe mane vRttine joDazo tyAre ja mAyA-mamatA-meha pramAdAdi khasavA mAMDaze mahAdike tamane bhramaNAmAM nAMkhI Atmazakti-zuddhi harI lIdhI che. tethI dunyavI nazvara sukhanI khAtara navA navA ghATa ghaDyA kare che te ghATathI lezamAtra satyazAMti prApta thavI azakya che. A mujaba pharamAvatA padanI racanA kare che. jIvalaDA ghATa navA zIda ghaDe, palakanI khabara tane nahi paDe. mAyAmAM mastAna thaI are, durgati raDavaDe, sadagurUno saMga kare bhAI, mAraga sAce jaDe. jIva nA je ghare ghaDIAla vAge, nobata gaDagaDe, teha ghere je kAga uDe bhAI, gIdhayutha AthaDe. jIva /rA mehamadirA pIne markaTa, kudI chApare caDe, manaDu markaTa thAya vaza te, muktipurI jaI aDe. jI. 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kara prIti paramAtmA sAthe, phegaTa kyAM AthaDe, buddhisAgara AtmadhyAne, tujane nahi ke naDe. choko artha-saMsAramAM jyAre koI paNa mAnava-dAnava-zeTha -zaTha-zaMkara ke kikara pitAnA vicAro-uccAre ane AcArothI virUddha vartana rAkhe tyAre te mAnava vigere teone haThAvavA vividha ghATa-prapaMce race che ane manamAM mAne che ke teone haThAvI parAjya karU, mahArA kathana pUrvaka teo varte te huM kharo? A mujaba dararoja abhilASA rAkhatA hovAthI teone sadgurU aSTAdhikazata granthanA kartA zrImad AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI zikhAmaNa Ape che are tame sAmAne parAjaya karavA-haThAvavA ghATa ghaDo che paNa eka palakanI khabara tamene che? nathI ja. eka kSaNamAM AtmAnI sulatAnI thAya che, rAjA raMka bane raMka rAjA thAya che. pRthvI upara paga paNa nahi dhAraNa karatA rAjA-mahArAjA-zeTha zAhukAra, kheDUta banI khetara kheDatAkheDAvatA mAluma paDe che. je adhikArIo pitAnI sattAthI bIjAone dabAvatA-haThAvatA, herAna parezAna karatA hoya che. te dhikkArapAtra bane che. pitAnI zArIrika zakti vadhAravA khAtara rasAyaNAdika khAya che te vilAsIjanone vinAza thatA mAluma paDe che ane herAna parezAna thaela che. punaH sAdhana sAmagrIne ge sattAdhArI adhikArI bane che. AvA AvA vividha banAva banatA jAya che tyAM tamArA ghATa-prapaMca-dagA vigere kAragata thaze nahi ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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caMDapradyotamahArAjAe kauzAMbI nagaranA zatAnika nRpanA putra, vatsarAja udayanane daga-prapaMca karI kedamAM nAMkhyo. kAraNa ke te udayananRpa, saMgIta kalAne pAragAmI hovAthI tathA nyAyanIti pUrvaka rAjya calAvavAnI rIti hovAthI, caMDapradyotane pitAnI kIrtimAM jhAMkhAza thatI jANI adekhAI thaI, tethI tene kArAgrahamAM banAvaTI hAthIne pravega karI phasAvyo, te kArAgrahamAM saMgIta dvArA mAnavenuM mana-pazu paMkhIo paNa ektAna banyA-ekadA caMDapradyotanI yauvana vatI vAsavadattAe tenuM saMgIta AnaMda pUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM. saMgIta kalA zIkhavAnI pUrNa abhilASA thaI pitAnA pitAne svecchA jaNAvI-chevaTe udayananI pAse abhyAsa karavAno nirNaya karyo paNa e ghATa ghaDyo ke teo be premI bane nahi. udayanane kahyuM ke mArI putrI koNa che ane vAsavadattAne kahyuM ke, saMgItakAra udayana-keDhIe che mATe sAmAsAmI jovAmAM cepa lAge, mATe vacce paDado nAMkhI saMgIta zIkha, paDade nAMkhIne-paDadAmAM rahIne vAsavadattA-udayana nRpanI sAthe saMgIta zIkhe che eka vakhata kAMika bhUla thatAM udayane kahyuM ke are kANI rAjaputrI vAre vAre kema bhUlI jAya che vAsavadattAe kahyuM ke huM koNa nathI paNa tame duSTa regavALA koDhIyA che. sAma sAmI belA belImAM vaccene paDade dUra karyo. vAsavadattAe udayana nRpane dekhe teNe rAjaputrIne dekhI mAho mAMhI neha-prema thaze ane chevaTe hAthI upara nAsIne kauzAMbImAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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AvI lagna karyuM. caMDapradyotane ghaDelo ghATa vRthA . A pramANe mahAna nRpanA ghaDelA ghATa nakAmA thAya che te are bhAIo tamArA ghaDelA ghATa saphala thaze? haragIjha thaze nahI. lAMca levAnI bhAvanAvALAo tathA anya jAne chetaravAnI icchAvALAo paNa aneka ghATa ghaDavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI paraMtu te IcchAo bhAvanAo saphala thavI puNyAdhIna che puryodaya heya te ja te ghaDelA ghATa saphala bane che. paNa te saphalatAmAM puNyano kSaya che. te teone mAluma paDatuM nathI, puNya khatama thaye te ghaDelA ghATa ghaDanAranI barAbara khabara le che tene herAna-parezAna kare che kadAcit A bhavamAM herAna kare nahI paNa tenI bhayaMkaratA chUpI rahelI che te gupta rahelI bhayaMkaratA anya bhavamAM hAjara thAya che Ama samajI saMsAra saMbaMdhI sarva ghATane tyAga karI karelA duSTa karmone TALavA mATe ghATa ghaDavA te zreyaskara che anyathA te dunyavI ghATa, mAyA mamatAmAM mastAna banAvaze ane temAM mastAna banI akArya karI besIza. na bolavAnuM bolIza, tethI mane cIkaNa baMdha thaze ane tene udaya thatAM durgatimAM rakhaDavuM paDaze tyAM parAdhInatA-sudhAtRSA tApa zaka-saMtApAdikanI viDaMbanA pAra vinAnI hAjara thaze mATe AvI viDaMbanA bhogavavAno vakhata Ave nahi te mATe prathamathI ja cetI jA ane cetIne sadgurU saMyamI AtmajJAnInI sobata karI temanI vANunuM pAna karIne sanmArge--saMyamanA mArge gumAnano tyAga karavA pUrvaka gamana For Private And Personal Use Only

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kara. tethI saMyamanA mArge vaLatA sAce mArga kahetAM anaMta avyAbAdha mekSa sukhane mArga hAthamAM Avaze. pachI AdhivyAdhi upAdhi Avaze kharI paNa naDaze nahI, sadgurUnI saMgati, karaDe nA pApane tyAga karAvI AtmajJAna-zakti sattAnI oLakha karAve che. jaDanI kheMca dUra karAvI durgatinA dvAre baMdha karAve che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa sabuddhine sthApana karI vyAvahArika ane dhArmika kAryomAM ocho karmabaMdha karAvI Atmika vikAsa karavAmAM parama sAdhana che. mATe he mAyAbaddha mAnavIe? kyAM sudhI mAyAnA mIThA mArane sahana karI khuzI thaze tamAro rAjIpa kSaNamAM nAza pAmaze tyAre apAra saMkaTamAM phasAvuM paDaze. mAyAmAM mastAna banela eka mAnavIe rUpaiyA kamAvAne kIsso ubho karyo. saMnyAsIne lebAza-veSa paherI eka nirjana sthale baganI mAphaka dhyAna karavA lAge, janasamudAyane mAluma paDavAthI dararoja pAye paDavA Ave che ane koI be-traNa sonAmahora paNa bheTa tarIke mUkI AzIrvAda mAge che, A mujaba anukrame saMnyAsIne ghaNuM rUpaiyA, tathA senAmahore ekaThI thaI. saMnyAsI te bhegI thaela muDI dekhI ghaNe rAjI rAjI thAya che ane manamAM malakAya che ke A dhadha ThIka hAthamAM lAge. vinA mahenate SjI ekaThI thaI, vaLI ghaNe lobha thaye ane maMtra yaMtra kharA ke beTA batAvI loko pAsethI dhanAdika dhutavA lAgyo ane khuzI thavA lAge. A mAyAmAM mIThAza evI Ave For Private And Personal Use Only

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che ke snAna bhejana-prabhu smaraNa paNa bhUlI jAya che. divase dhana dhUtavAmAM vakhata kADhe che ane rAtrImAM tenuM rakSaNa karavAmAM nidrA paNa pUrI AvatI nathI. lete nathI, ekadA dhUtI ekaThI karela mAyA-sonAmahere tathA rUpaiyAnI gaNatrI karI rahela che. te arasAmAM eka pUrve AvIne te dhanane dekhI, samagra grahaNa karavAnI IcchA thaI. tenI pAse samagra dhananI mAgaNI karI, paNa te zene Ape? Apate nahi havAthI pelA pUrve mAra mAravAne AraMbha karyo. mAra khAya che chatAM ApatA nathI. tyAre khaMjara lagAvI beheza karyo. bebhAna thayuM tyAre kAMI paNa zakti rahI nahI. pelA pUrve samagra dhana laI lIdhu. bhAna AvyA pachI mAranI khabara paDI. mArelA khaMjaranI ghaNuM vedanA thatI hovAthI vAre vAre raDavA lAgyA AnaMda-rAjape kyAM nAsI gaye, tene khyAla rahyo nahIM. kahe have mAyAmAM mastAna banelane mAla maLyo ke mAra maLyo. A pramANe dareka prANIone mAyA mamatAthI ochA-vadhAre mAra paDatA jAya che chatAM bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDelane bhAna rahetuM nathI. A kevI buddhimattA? mAyAmAM mastAna, eTale Asakta banavAthI kadApi AnaMda AvatuM nathI paNa hadayadAha-cintAo vAre vAre satAvyA kare che. tethI ja puNya pApa baMdhanI mAluma paDatI nathI, kyAMthI paDe? citAo zubha vicAre haThAve che tyAre zubha vicArane AvavAne avakAza maLatuM nathI chatAM te azubha vicArajanya cintAone TALavA mATe saddagurUnI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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saMgati karavAnI jarUra che ke jethI hRdayadAha-cintAo naSTa pAme ane durgatimAM rakhaDapaTTI baMdha thAya. saddagurU sivAya jagatamAM sanmArga dekhADanAra keNa che? kaI nathI kAraNa ke sagAMvahAlAM pitAne svArtha sAdhavA pUrate neha rAkhe che, ane svArtha pUravAmAM mokSamArga-sanmArganuM darzana hitu nathI. svArthanA tyAgamAM sanmArganuM darzana heya che tethI sadgurU kahe che ke, mAyA mamatAmAM mugdha banela svajana varga tane mokSa mArga dekhADaze nahi. dekhADaze te sadagurU. mATe temane sadupadeza zravaNa karavA pUrvaka zraddhAne dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka Atmahita sAdhavA mATe prayAsa kare. jagatamAM ApaNe joIe chIe ke, vividha vepAra karIne je zrImaMtee lAkhe kareDanI kamANI karIne moTA mahelo baMdhAvyA che. teja mahelo vakhata vyatIta thatAM jamInadasta thatAM ane thaelA dekhAya che ane je mahele upara bata tathA ghaDIALa vAgI rahela hoya che, gaDagaDI rahela hoya che te sthaLe kAgaDAo tathA gIdhanA yutha kolAhala karI rahelA hoya che. prajAsattAka. lokazAhI rAjyanI sattA AvatAM kaMIka mahArAjAonA mahelo jamInadosta thayA ane te jagyAe saMDAsa jevI sthiti thaI. kAgaDA-kutarA-gedhAdi prANIo, AthaDavA lAgyA. te najare dekhAya che mATe te maheTA mahelonI mamatAne tyAga karI sanmArge vaLavuM hitakara ane kalyANakara che. keI kahe che ke, bhale mahela-makAne naSTa thayA paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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kAyA-deha te cheja ne? te deha dvArA punaH makAnera: baMdhAvIzuM ane mahela baMdhAvI mahAlIzuM. te ThIka che. paraMtu dehano vizvAsa gehanI mAphaka karavA je nathI, vividha vyAdhio upasthita thaI kAyAne kyAre gherI leze ane upakama AghAta lAgatA kayAre naSTa thaze. ne jANI zakAze nahIM. AghAta lAgatA naSTa thaela. kAyA, mahelane badale citAnuM zaraNa leze. tyAM te kAyA agnithI baLI khAkha thavAnI ja, ane kAvAdAvA karIne meLavela muDI-dhanAdika je jagyAe rAkhela haze te sthale paDI raheze ane karI, karAyelI mahenata vRthA jaze. sAthe eka pAI paNa Avaze nahI. putrAdika pAse Avela dhanAdika puNyadaya temane haze te ja bhagavaTe thaze anyathA jematema pApAraMbhamAM khalAsa thaze mATe tene paNa meha mukavA je che. te meha mamatAmAM paralokamAM kalyANa thAya evuM sadhAyu nahi. mATe meha madirazane tyAga karI sadgurUne upadeza zravaNa kare. tethI ja sanmArge ArUDha thavAze anyathA. mahamadirAne tyAga karaze nahi te markaTa jevI sthiti thaze. markaTa-vAMdarAne keIe madirAnuM pAna karAvyuM heya, te. markaTa pite te ghaNe caMcala hoya che. ane madirAnuM pAna karyuM tethI ghaNo taphAnI banI kudakudA karavA aneka chAparAe upara caDhe che. ane je patarAvALA chAparA hoya te tenA avAjathI adhika kudakuMdA karI tophAnI bane che tenI mAphaka manuSya mahamadirAnuM pAna karI tathA pitAnuM bhAna. For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhUlI vividha taphAna-gALA gALI-mArA mArI-kAvAdAvA karIne tathA viSaya kaSAyAdikamAM mugdha banI svaparane nukazAnakAraka-hAnikAraka bane che tethI kaI bAbatamAM AlokamAM ke paraloka kalyANa sAdhavAnuM teone azakaya bane che mATe te manuSya je mana markaTane madirAnuM pAna karAve nahi te ane abhyAsa tathA virAgya-saMvegAdinuM AlaMbana sAthe le te paraMparAe muktipurImAM jaI anaMtasukhanA bhaktA bane. saghaLI viDaMbanA svataH nAza pAme. jIvAtmAne dukhamaya-duHkhajanaka ane duHkhanI paraMparA rUpa saMsAramAM be heTA kAraNe che eka ahaMkAra ane bIjuM mamatva, A be kAraNo dvArA rAga-dveSa ane mahAdika utpanna thAya che ane rAga-dveSa-mehamAM mugdha banela, Asakta banelA ne sanmArganuM bhAna kyAMthI thAya ? kadApi thAya nahIM. mATe sadgurUno upadeza sAMbhaLI temAM draDha zraddhA karI vartanamAM mUkavAmAM Ave te ja ahaMkArAdika alpa thatAM anukrame nAza pAme che. ane jIvAtmA pitAnA satya svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che mATe sAcA sukhane lAbha hoya ane saMsAranI viDaMbanA sarvathA TALavI hoya te sadgurUno upadeza sAMbhaLI ahaMkArAdika TALavA kezIza karavI. A pramANe saddagurUzrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI hRdayamAM karUNuM lAvIne pharamAve che ke are devadurlabha manuSyabhava pAmI maha madirAnuM pAna kara nahIM. ahaMkAra mamatAdikano tyAga karavA pUrvaka paramAtmA prabhujInezvaranI For Private And Personal Use Only

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15. satkArAdi sanmAna vigere sahita prIti bhaktikara-tane mati buddhi-vijJAna prApta thaela che. chatAM vRthA sukha mATe kyAM bAthaDIA bhare che. AthaDatA agara anyatra paribhramaNa karatAM saMsAra duHkhamaya-duHkhajanaka ane duHkha paraMparAvALo banaze. mATe prathama samajI buddhisAgara-paramAtmA sAthe prIti bhakti karIne temanA guNone grahaNa kare. tethI A jagatamAM kaI paNa padArtha tamena naDaze nahI. mokSamArga-sugama-sarasa sarala banaze. mATe prathama paramAtmAnuM pUjana karI temanA guNene kAyama grahaNa karavA, ke jethI AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya. eALakhANa thayA pachI Atmika zaktinuM-jJAnanuM bhAna thAya, ane bahu AdaramAna vadhe ane rAga-dveSa mahAdikanA vikAro taphAno svayameva zamI jAya. A mujaba pharamAvatAM gurU kahe che ke, are bhAgyazAlIo, sarvazakti-jJAna vigere saguNa tamArAmAM sattAmAM rahelA che paNa ahaMkAramamatAjanya rAga-dveSAdi ke dabAvI dIdhA che, tethI satya sukhanI jhAMkhI paNa thatI nathI. te dabANa dUra karavAmAM Ave te ja anaMta sukhanA svAmI banaze. koI prakAranI viDaMbanA raheze nahiM. udyama karyA sivAya AtmavikAsa kyAMthI sadhAze? udyama-sAhasa parAkramAdi kare che te te tamAre saMsAra vadhAranAra banyuM ane banaze mATe adhunA e udyama-sAhasa-parAkrama kare ke ahaMkAra-mamatA janyarAgadveSa TaLe ane samatvane AvavAno avakAza maLe. paraMtu jyAre puNyadaye sAdhana saMpanna banatAM-zrImaMta banatAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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temAM ja sAdhya mAnatA hovAthI te sAdhane jyAre khasavAne vakhata AvatA te dhanADhaya dhAtura banI ghaNe utpAta macAvI piote mahAsaMkaTamAM phasAI paDe che te ja sAdhane tene kaSAyane AdhAra laI durgatimAM dhakelI mUke che. kAraNa ke sAdhano dvArA je sAdhya meLavavAnuM hatuM te meLavyuM nahi ane sAdhanane sAdhya mAnI tenuM rakSaNa karavA saghaLuM jIvana vitAvyuM." raMka zeThanI mAphaka-pAlI zaheramAM kAku ane pAtaka be bhAIo hatA. temAM pAtaka mahaTe ane kAku nAhane hatA-te be bhAIo khetIno dhadha karatA-AjIvikA rItasara calAvatA-pAtaka, nAnA bhAI kAkune khetI karatAM vAre vAre preraNA karate tethI tene kaMTALo Avate paNa zaramathI te belI zakate nahi. eka divasa rAtrimAM pANInI neka tUTelI hevAthI saghaLuM pANI kSetranI bahAra jatuM hovAthI pAtake kAkune kahyuM ke tuM kSetramAM jA ane nekane samArI Ava, bharanidrAmAM uThIne rAtrie khetaramAM jaIne nIkane sudhArI paNa kaMTALe AvavAthI belavA lAgyuM ke AvI duHkhada sthiti kyAre dUra jaze. tevAmAM koI adazya vyaktie kahyuM ke tuM vabhIpuramAM jA, tyAM tArU bhAgya phaLaze ane sAMsArika sArA sAdhane maLaze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI pitAnA ghera AvI savAramAM moTA bhAIne puchI strI sAthe te pAlInagaramAMthI nIkaLI anukrame vallabhIpura (vaLA) nagaramAM Avyo. ane nagaranI bahAra eka ghara bhADe rAkhI ghI vecavAnI dukAna mAMDI. " tArekha samI tejo . ane mAMDI For Private And Personal Use Only

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rabAraNonI pAsethI ghI vecAtuM laIne nagaramAM vecI sAre lAbha meLave che. tevAmAM eka rabAraNa citrAvelI sahita velADIonI eka uDhANa, suMthayuM banAvI mAthA upara ghIne ghaDo mUkI vecavA AvI. A rabAraNane khabara nathI ke A uDhANImAM citrAvelI che. kAku ghI le che paNa ghaDAmAMthI ghI ochu thatu na hovAthI samajI gaye ke A uMDhANImAM citrAvelI hovI joIe. nahitara ochu thavuM joIe. Ama vicArI rabAraNa pAsethI uMDhANI sahita badho ghIno ghaDe meM mAgyA paisA ApI vecAto lIdhe. rabAraNu khuzI thaI tenA karatA kAku adhika rAjI thaze. bhAgyodaya khIle che tyAre alpa prayAsa karatAM manamAnyuM AvI maLe che. bhAgyapuNyadaya A bhavamAM ke parabhavamAM sArI bhAvanAthI bAMdhyuM hoya te vakhata jatAM phalIbhUta bane che. paraMtu mehamadirAnuM pAna karI jema jema tema tema viSaya kaSAyonA vikAramAM mastAna banavAthI bhAgya-puNyabaMdha thato nathI-paNa puNyadayane bhagavaTe karatAM pApa baMdha thAya che. mATe puryodaya dvArA saMsAramAM anukuLatAnA sAdhane maLatAM bahu cetavAnuM che ke anukula sAdhana sAmagrI maLatAM sukha managamatuM maLe che. paNa dharma vinA te sukha, puNyane kSaya kare che. mATe he cetana ceta? ane dharmanI ArAdhanA karI svaparanuM kalyANa thAya tevI pravRtti kara, AvI bhAvanA ane pravRtti hoya te ja puNya baMdha thAya che ane pApa bhIrU banI pApakriyAothI pAchu khasAya che. paraMtu jayAM sudhI A For Private And Personal Use Only

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vicAra paNa Ave nahi tyAM sudhI prApta thaela sAdhanamAM sAdhya mAnavAthI puNyano baMdha thAya nahi. paraMtu pApa baMdha te jarUra thAya mATe cetIne cAlavA jevuM che. kAku citrAvelI dvArA ghaNe dhanADhaya banya. uparA uparI lAbha thavA lAge tema tema dhanAdikamAM adhika lubdha bane ane lebhe barAbara ghere nAMkhyo. eka divase eka siddha egI suvarNa rasatuMbIkAne grahaNa karIne gamana karatAM kAkunA bhAgyane rasatuMbIkAmAMthI evo avAja AvavA lAgyo ke are kAku zeTha, A rasatuMbIkA jAya che-jAya che, Ama bahAra AvatA avAjane sAMbhaLI bhegI gabharAmaNamAM paDyo. zeThane tuMbIkA sepI anyatra sthale cAlyA gaye. lehanA bhAjanamAM rasabindu paDatAM te bhAjana sonAnuM banyuM. tethI adhika khuzI thaI lehane kharIdI senuM banAvavA lAgyo. ane vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke kadAcita siddha yegI pAche AvI rasatuMbIkAnI mAgaNuM karaze te pAchI ApavI paDaze mATe tene pAchI ApavI paDe nahIM te mATe makAnane nagaramAM baMdhAvI te sthale rahuM. prathamanuM makAna paDeluM dekhI te yegI bIje jaze Ama vicArI vallabhIpuramAM sAta mALano mahela baMdhAvI mahAlavA lAge ane thALI vATakA vigere je bhAjana hatA te senAnA banAvyA-are potAnI dIkarInI mastaka oLavAnI kAMsakI paNa senAnI banAvI. dIkarI ghaNI khuzI thaI ratnajaDita sonAnI kAMsakI vaDe mAthuM oLavA lAgI. zAlIvAhana nRpanI dIkarI tenI goThaNa banI, teNIe For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 mAthuM eLatI kAkuzeThanI dIkarInI pAse ratnajiData seAnAnI kAMsakI mAgI. paNa gathI ApI nahI. tethI zAlIvAhana nRpane tenI dIkarIe kAkuzeDanI dIkarInA abhimAnanI mInA kahI, nRpe kAkuzeTha pAse kAMsakI mAgI chatAM gumAnamAM AvI ApI nahI. ane dhananA kephamAM rAjAno tiraskAra karyAM. nRpanI sattAthI dhanAdi laIne zeThane khIje sthale nAzI javuM paDayu. ane ghaNA vaira virodha karavA paDayo. mATe sAdhana sAmagrI maLyA pachI teno gava mUkIne antarAddha anI parAma anavA mATe prayatnazIla banavuM. te sAdhananI saphalatA che. A pramANe sadgurudeve prathama zAMtinAthanI stuti karyAM "pachI jIvaDalA ghATa navA zIghra ghaDe palakanI khakhara tane nahi paDe. A pada kahyu tenI vivecanA karavAmAM AvI. have 9 bIjA padanI vyAkhyA karavAmAM Ave che have mane harinAma zuM neha lAgyA e rAgamAM AcArya-buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI padanI racanA karatA pharamAve che ke, cetanajI cetA kAi na - duniyAmAM tArU, mithyA mAne che mArU mArUM 20 cetana 1 lAkha ceArAzImAM vAra anatI, deha dharyAM duHkha pAmI, maLIyeA mAnavabhava hAra na Atama, udyamamAM rAkha nahi khAmI re. cetana--2 kAyAre baMgalA musAphara jIvaDA,joje tuM AMkhane ughADI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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20. ucALo aNadhAryo bhAre paDaze, paDyAM raheze gADI vADI re cetana -3 rAma rAvaNane pAMDava kaurava, mUkI cAlyA sahu mAyA, baNIThaNa zuM kulI phare che, paDatI raheze tArI kAyA re cetanajI-4 mAyA mamatAne ALasa ThaMDI, dhyAna dhare sukhakArI, buddhisAgara sadagurunA pratApe-pAmo jIva bhavapArI re cetanajI-5 sadgurU pharamAvatA kahe che ke, karmone lIdhe kAyA mAyA malI che. ekadama akasmAt manuSyabhavamAM kAyA ane mAyA maLI nathI, prathama avyavahAra rAzImAMthI kyAre nIkaLyo ke jyAre eka antarAtmA dharma dhyAna pUrvaka zukala dhyAnane sArI rIte dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka ghAtaka-aghAtika malarUpa karmone khapAvI siddhipadane varyA tyAre A jIvAtmA anAdi nigadamAMthI nIkaLI vyavahAra rAzImAM AvyuM. vyavahArarAzImAM paNa anaMtakAla paribhramaNa karyuM. tyAM cAra prANa sivAya anya sAdhanane abhAva hatuM. tethI akAma nirjara ane bhavitavyatAnA ge beIndriyapaNAne pAme. temAM paNa asaMkhyAta kAla jIvAtmA rajhaLyo A mujaba akAmanirjarA ane bhavitavyatAnA ge trIIndriya-caturindriya paMciMndriyaprANuM banyuM tyAre pAMceya Indriye mana-vacana For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane kAyabala tathA zvAsozvAsa temaja AyuSya, A mujaba dazaprANe ane cha paryAyio maLI. te ghaNI yAtanAosaMkaTa, asahya vedanAo bhegavI-sahana karI tyAre maLI che. dazaprANo ane paryAsio pazupaMkhIone paNa hoya che ane manuSyane paNa hoya che. paraMtu pazupaMkhIone A sAdhana sAmagrI prApta thAya che paNa teno upayoga AhAra saMjJA-bhayasaMjJA-mithuna ane parigraha saMjJAmAM thatuM hovAthI prAyaH teo Atmikonnati karavA azakta bane che. eTale mAnasika vicAraNA-A saMjJA pUratI hoya che. pAMca indriya ane mAnasika vRttione kabaje kema karavI teno khyAla hoto nathI. paNa manuSyane vicAraNu-vivekazakti hovAthI maLela sAdhanasAmagrIno sadupaga karI dhAre te Atmika vikAsa sAdhavA samartha bane. paraMtu kAyAmAyAmAM ja Asakta banI kAyAmAM bIrAjamAna anaMtajJAna-darzana-vigere guNone dhAraNa karanAra AtmAne oLakhe nahI-bahumAna kare nahI te pazupaMkhInI mAphaka gaNAya, tethI gurUdeva pharamAve che. cetana cete kaI nahi duniyAmAM tArU, mithyA mAne che mArU mArU re, mithyA zA mATe kahe che te samaje, devadurlabha manuSyabhavamAM kalpavRkSa-kAmadhenu-cintAmaNi karatAM acinya lAbha ApanAra-mekSa nagarImAM pahoMcADanAra A kAyA tane maLI che. te kAyAne, mAyAmAM mithyA veDaphI nAMkha nahi. temAM viSaya kaSAyanA vikArone bhara nahi paraMtu te kAyA, mAyAne sAdhana tarIke mAnI dharmadhyAnamAM joDa, tethI kAyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir je -mAyA, saphalatA dhAraNa karaze. devadurlabha audArika kAyada maLI che. temAMthI apUrva zakti-jJAnAdi meLave tA ja tuM mANasAIne pAmyA mAnI zakAya. manuSya bhavanA phero phaLe mATe huM cetanacha cetA eTale vicAra-viveka karo ke duniyAmAM keNa tArU che, je AlAkamAM ane parabhavamAM sAthene sAthe rahe teA tArU kahevAya. ghara-zarIra-kuTuMba parivAra vigere paraleAkamAM sAthe Ave che ? nathI AvatA tA tArU kema kahI zakAya ? paralekamAM puNya-pApanA saMskAre paDathA che. te sAthe AvanAra che mATe pApamadhanA saMskAro paDe nahi te mATe khAsa cetavAnuM che jo tevA saMskAra paDaze te koI prakAre anukulatA raheze nahi ane pratikulatA anicchAye hAjara thaze. dunyavI padArthomAM mArA paNuM mAnI Asakta banazeA te padArthonI jIMdagAnI sudhI saMbhALa rAkhaze-tApaNu te vastuo huM cetana ? tArI thavAnI nathI ja, zA mATe mArApaNu' mAnI phogaTa cintAtura thAo che. ragaDA-jhagaDA-zAka-satApa karI haiyAne khALe. che. ane sAthene sAthe AdhyiAna karI duHkhI khano che. mATe cetIne evI manovRtti ane kAyAnI pravRttine kharAkhara keLaveA ke zeka satApa-paritApAkrika thAya nahi. are bhAgyazAlI ? cAra gati ane cerAzI lAkha ceniemAM dehArdikane dhAraNa karI ana tIvAra viDaMbanAe vipattionI pIDA sahana karIne puNyodaye mAnavabhava pAmyA. mAnavabhava pAmyAnI sAkatA saphalatA sAdhI le ? te mAnavabhavane For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 rAga-dveSa mahAdi dvArA hArI jA nahI. mATe sArthakatA saphalatA karavA mATe e udyama-sAhasa-parAkrama vigere kara ke anyabhavamAM AnaMdathI jIvana pasAra thAya ane sAthe sAthe Atmika vikAsa sadhAya. Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi dUra bhAge. udyama e kare ke, prathama jInendra pUjA pUrvaka temanA guNane grahaNa karI tathA guNAnurAgI banavuM ane saddagurUnI upAsanA karI prApta guNomAM daDhatA rAkhIne sthiratA dhAraNa karavI. A mujaba jyAre sthiratA thaze tyAre dareka prANIo upara maitrIbhAvanA-pramodabhAvanA ane anukaMpAne AvavAne avakAza maLaze eTale varI upara vaira vALavA vRtti ke pravRtti thaze nahi ane sukhethI jIvana pasAra thaze. paraMtu gurUdevanA zrImukhanI vANInuM zravaNa karyA sivAya maitrIbhAvAdi AvI zakaze nahi mATe vacanAmRtanuM darAja pAna karIne tene pacAva? vacanAmRtanuM pAna karI te mujaba zakya vartana karavAmAM Avaze tyAre navajIvananA apUrva lahANe maLaze. navajIvananA lahANuM maLyA pachI AtmadharmanI sAdhakatA sadhAze. bAdhakatA jevuM raheze nahIM. tethI vyAvahArika kAryonI AMTIghUMTI paNa sugamatA ukelAze. eTale viDyo zeka-cintA vigerene sthAna maLaze nahIM. mATe zAMti-AnaMda pUrvaka vyavahAra calAvavuM hoya to upara pramANe udyama-sAhasa-parAkrama vigere karavAmAM ALasa kara nahi ane khAmI rAkha nahi. A sivAya unnati karavAno upAya nathI. mATe cetIne saMsAramAM vyavahAranA For Private And Personal Use Only

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34 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kAryAM karavA. saMsAramAM te kaTakA sAthe gulAma--caMpA megarAnA puSpA paNa rahelA che. upayAga rAkhavAmAM Avaze nahi teA kaTakA vAgaze. patharAela paththarAmAM paNa TIcAvAno vakhata Avaze mATe sadgurUdeva kahe che evA udyama kara ke TIcAvAno TAima Ave nahI. ane suvAsa AvatI rahe. suvAsa-jInendra pUjApUrvaka guNAnurAgI banI, guNI banavAthI jarUra Avaze. are bhAi, kAyArUpI aMgalA ghaNI kiMmata bharavAthI prApta thayA che. te tA cAra gatimAM musApharI karatA puNyAye maLyA che. paNa sadAya te agale sthira rahevAno nathI. AyuSyanI avadhi purI thatA teno tyAga karI anyatra javuM paDaze mATe te agalAne paNa tArA mAnIza nahi, paNa jyAM sudhI kAyArUpI baMgalAmAM nivAsa karIne rahela che. tyAM sudhI evA suMdara ane sarasa kAryo kara ke anukrame janma-maraNa ane jarAnA sa'kaTa TaLe, mATe A musApharIma kAyArUpI maMgalA maLyA che. tenAthI ghaNuM kalyANa sadhAze ane bhaveAbhavanI viTaMbanA TaLI jaze. mATe kAyA rUpI aMgalAmAM bhale nivAsa karyo, paNa temAM Asaktino tyAga karI svahita sAdhI le. te agaleA vyAdhiothI tathA AyuSya pUrNa thatAM paDI jAya te pahelAM cetI AtmakalyANa sAdhavA mATe prasAda kare nahi. kadAca pApeAyathI lakSmI vagere khasI javAnI taiyArI karatI haze te paNa dhArmika kriyA ane kAryo tathA nispRhatAnA yeAge khasI jaze nahI, ane bhale caMcala che chatAM kAyama raheze. eka sadguNI dhArmika For Private And Personal Use Only

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2pa zeThanI mAphaka.... eka zaheramAM dhArmika ane sadguNa zeTha-putraparivAra vigerethI sahita hatA. je parivAra hatuM te paNa sadAcArI ane guNAnurAgI hatuM. tethI dhArmika kAryomAM tene anukulatA rItasara rahetI, ane jIvana AnaMdapUrvaka vyatIta thatuM. gharamAM lakSmInI sArI rIte mahera hatI-tethI vyAvahArika kAryomAM vigho AvatA nahi. dAna-zIyala-tapa-bhAvanAmAM prIti rAkhI AnaMdamAM mahAlatA. paraMtu eka divase lakSmI devI zeThane kahevA lAgI-are zeTha tArA gharamAMthI have bIje sthale javAnI chuM. kAraNa ke tArU puNya khatama thavA AvyuM che. ame to puNyodaye kAma ApI zakIye. zeTha nispRha hatA tethI cintA zeka saMtApAdika thayA nahi ane kahyuM ke he devI tame kyAre gamana karazo ? devIe kahyuM ke sAta divasa gayA pachI. bhale padhArazo, A mujaba kahI zeThe putra patnI parivArane bolAvI lahamIdevInA javAnI bIne kahI ane kahyuM ke Ama te sAta divasa pachI gharamAM lakSmI raheze nahi te sAta divasamAM saghaLI milkata sAta kSetramAM vAparIne puNyabaMdha zA mATe na bAMdhIye ! puNyabaMdhanA yoge lakSmI anyatra jaze nahi. mATe tamAro vicAra che che! putra parivAre kahyuM ke sukhethI sAta kSetromAM vApare. lakSmI dAnAnusAriNI hoya che zeThe zIyaLa-tapa-suMdara bhAvanA sAthe sAta kSetromAM saghaLI milkata vAparI. eka vAlanI vIMTI paNa rAkhI nahi tethI puNyabaMdha thavA pUrvaka tarata puNyadaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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thaye. A puNyadayanA ge lakSmIdevI vicAra kare che A nispRha ane dhArmika zeTha A zaheramAM nathI. mATe A zeThanA gharamAM kAyama rahI dhArmika kAryomAM madadagAra banuM. bIje sthale javAnI IcchA mAMDIvALI. sAtamA divasanI rAtrImAM zeTha nizcita sUtA che tyAM AvIne pAchI kahevA lAgI. he zeTha, te te stune bAMdhI rAkhI sAta kSetromAM saghaLI lakSamIne sadvyaya karyo tethI bIje sthale javAnI IcchA nathI. te kAyA-mAyAne utArI dAna-zIyaLa tapabhAvanA vigere sadAcAro dvArA je puNya bAMdhyuM. A mujaba sadAcAronuM pAlana ane piSaNa karanAra A nagaramAM nathI. tethI bIje sthale jaIza nahi. kAyA-mAyA-kahetAM pitAnI zarIranI mamatA tathA milkata putra parivAranI mamatAne tyAga karanAra koI virala hoya che. A mujaba devInuM vacana sAMbhaLI zeTha khuzI thayA. ane kahevA lAgyA ke eka vAlanI vIMTI paNa rAkhI nathI te tame Avaze kevI rIte. devIe kahyuM, bAvAnuM rUpa dhAraNa karI tArA gharamAM AvIza. te veLAe te bAvAne sAta kA lagAvaje. tarata te sonAne purUSa banaze. A pramANe kahI devI adRzya thayA. savAramAM eka jaTAdhArI bAvo Avyo. tene bolAvI gharamAM laIne sAta dhokA lagAvyA ke tarata senAne purUSa banyA. te vakhate eka hajAma bAvAne sonAne purUSa thaela che Ama dekhI bAvAne belAvI dhekA mAravA lAge. paNa bA hate balavAna. tethI hajAmane dhokA mAravA lAge. For Private And Personal Use Only

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hajAme mAra khAdhe paNa mAla maLe nahi. kayAMthI mAlamaLe? kAyA-mAyAnI mamatAno tyAga karI nathI. ane mAla-senAne purUSa joIe chIe te kyAMthI prApta thAya. zeThe kAyA-mAyAnI mamatA utArI ane milkatane sadvyaya karyo tyAre ja gharamAM sonApurUSa rahyo ane hajAmane sonAnA badale mAra paDyo. mATe gurUdeva kahe che ke kAyArUpI baMgalAne ane mAyArUpI mamatAno tyAga karI vyAvahArika kAryo karatAM prabhune tathA AtmAne yAda karajo. temanA guNone bhUlatA nahI. ane kAyAmAyane kAyama rahevAnI bhramaNamAM paDaze nahi. kAraNake ucALe aNadhAryo bharavo paDaze ane te kAyA ane mAyA dago daI ahiM ja paDI raheze. sAthe Avaze nahi. mATe cetI le? dunIyAmAM prasiddha thaela. pAMDe ane kaura, AyuSyapUrNa thayA pachI sAthe koIpaNa laI gayA nathI. te tame kyAMthI laI jaze. paDI rahevAnI vastuo mATe kyo mANasa temAM vizvAsa dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka Asakta bane? kAraNa ke samaju zANAo te te vastuone vyAvahArika kAryomAM kAMIka sahakAra ApanAra mAne che paNa sAdhya mAnatA nathI tethI temAM mugdha banatA nathI paNa te kAyAmAyAnI madada laI AtmavikAsa sAdhI AgaLa vadhatA rahe che mATe zANA samaju thaIne ALasa pramAdane tyAga karI zrI buddhisAgarasUrijIno upadeza mAnI zrI buddhijJAnanA sAgara-anaMta jJAnanA dhAraNa karanAra evI jInezvaranI AjJAne mAthe uThAvI hADe hADa-mAMse mAMse parINAma pamADa For Private And Personal Use Only

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temanI AjJA mujaba vartana rAkhI AtmAnuM kalyANa kare. Atma kalyANa karavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta bharapura bharI che. paNa ALasane laIne tAkAtane tamoe jANuM nathI ane anubhavI paNa nathI. tAkAta hoya te paNa ALase te zaktine dabAvI de che. tethI udyama-sAhasa-parAkama je joIe tevo thato nathI. eka ALasu jeTha mAsamAM mRga nakSatranA ge kerIothI racI rahelA AMbAnA jhADa nIce suto che. vAyarAnA yoge pAkelI kerIo tenI samIpamAM paDelI che. ane paDI rahela che tathA te ALasune kerIo khAvAnI paNa abhilASA che chatAM potAne hAtha laMbAvatA nathI ane AMbAne kahe che ke mArA mukhamAM kerIone kema nAMkhate nathI. ane mArAthI dura nAMkhe che, jA, jA, tane je tyAre abe hAMsI karate hoyanI zuM? tema vAyunA vege DALAM halAvate kahe che hArA jevA pramAdInA mukhamAM ame nAMkhIye nahIM. eka te pramAdI che ane udyama karyA sivAya tane kerIo ApavAmAM Ave te vadhAre edI bane. A mujaba sAMbhaLI aphasesa karate te sthale thaIne jatAM uMTavALAne kahe che ke, are uMTavALA mArI pAse paDelI kerI mArA mukhamAM mUke te ghaNe upakAra thaze. uMTavALAe kahyuM ke A upakAra ame karatA nathI. tArI pAse ja paDelI kerIone sahaja hAtha laMbAvI grahaNa kara. A edI kema banyuM che? A pramANe kahIne uMTavALo cAlate thaye. ALasu For Private And Personal Use Only

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29 aphasa karato paDI rahyA che paNa hAtha laMbAvatuM nathI kahe tyAre edI kerIne rasa cAkhaze? nahI ja. A dRSTAMta mujaba ApaNe paNa edI banI pAsene pAse rahela saduguNone grahaNa karyA nahIM te aphasosa-cintA karavAne avasara lAgI Ave, mATe ALasa pramAdane tyAga karI AtmajJAna meLavI AtmajJAnI bane. je abhilASA che te adhurI raheze nahi ane AnaMdamAM jhIlaze. ghaNAye mahAbhAgyazALIo kAyAmAyAnI mamatAne tyAga karavA ALasa pramAdane nivArI jInezvara prabhunA guNone oLakhI-grahaNa karI tathA Atmika guNone prApta karI paramAnaMdane pAmyA che. mATe have ceta? ALasa-pramAdane tyAga. ane udyama karI satyAnaMdane meLava. have sadgurU mahArAja trIjuM pada, suMdara hRdayanA bhAvathI janasamudAyanA kalyANa mATe kahe che ke, je manuSyajanma pAmIne bhAgyazAlI hoya teja mehamadirAno tathA ALasa pramAdano tyAga karIne zUravIra bane che. satya zUravIratA, zarIrane puSTa banAvavAthI AvatI nathI, zarIrane puSTa banAvavAthI je zUravIratA AvatI hoya te paMkhIomAM garUDa tathA aSTApada tathA devo-dAnavo ghaNuM balavAna hoya che. paraMtu teo meha-mamatA vigerene tyAga karavA samartha hetA nathI. tethI sadgurU pharamAvatA kahe che ke, zarIranI sAthe mAyA mamatAno tyAga karI prabhunA paMthe cAlI zUravIratA lAvo. jethI vividha prakAranI viDaMbanAo TaLe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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30 (have mane hari nAmazuM neha lAge-A rAga) muktinA paMthe zUravIra cAlaze re jAgI, kAyara to jAya tyAMthI bhAgIre muktinA paMthe (1) subhaTane veSa paherI parva sinyamAM, cAle che sahunI re Age, kharAkharIno jyAre khela Ave tyAre, | muThThI vALIne bhIrU bhAgere. muktinA paMthe (2) satIno DoLa bhale rAkhe sahu nArIyA, patinI sAthe satI baLaze, bhaktiyuM tela mAge kharA bhaktanI, bhakti te bhAva mAMhi bhaLaze. muktinA paMthe (3) dikSA laine sAdhu kahAve sahu, viralA saMyamathI vicaratA, karI kezarIyAM meha haThAvI, jaya lakSmI ke varatAre muktinA paMthe () lIdho veSa tene bhajave che zurajana, bole che bole te pALe, buddhisAgara zuravIra sAdhuo, zivapura sanmukha cAle re, muktinA paMthe (5) zUravIratA, zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika. Ama traNa prakAranI che pudgalAnaMdI-ane bhavAnaMdI jIva, bAhyAtmA kahevAtA hovAthI sAcI zUravIratAne prApta karI zakatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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31 nathI. bhale pachI zArIrika pASaNa dvArA laSTapuSTa anela hAya, paraMtu te laSTapuSTatA dvArA abhimAna ahu kAra-tathA AsaktinA cege zArIrika alane gumAvatA hAya che tyAre mAnasika zUravIratA, dharma dhyAnanA ceAge AvI hAjara thAya che, eTale AdyAtmAno tyAga karI peAtAnA thaelA dASA ane thatA doSono tyAga karavA pUrNAMka mAnasika zUravIratA maLe che, Atmika zUravIratA tA jyAre Atma ramaNatA karIne kevala jJAna meLave tyAre ja AvI zake che. jagatamAM yuddhavIra-dAnavIra ghaNA maLI Avaze paNa satyavIra teA viralA hoya che. sAcA zUravIra tA mAhAdikanI sAthe yuddha karI tathA deDagehanI mamatAno tyAga karI anaMtasukha meAkSasukhano mArga sarala ane sugama banAvI te mAge AnaMdapUrvaka cAle che. kAraNa ke dunyavI padArthonA--mAyA mamatAnA madhano temane hAtA nathI. tethI te dvArA je vidho hAya che te TalI jatAM hAya che. kadAca te baMdhano upasthita thAya teA vIratA vAparI temAM lepAtA nathI. ataeva ni ya anI peAtAnA sanmArge AgaLa vadhatA rahe che. muktinA pathamAM zArIrika zaktinI tathA mAnasika balanI paNa khAsa agatyatA rahelI che. zArIrika ala sivAya mAnasika ala maLavu' azakaya che. paNa te khala evu` hAvu joie ke dunyavI Asaktine tathA mAnasika zaktine harI le che. mATe muktinA mArge e zaktinI jarUra paDavAnI, phakta zArIrika ala khapamAM Avaze nahi. mATe mAnisaka zuddhi vaDe For Private And Personal Use Only

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31 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vIra mano ane sugamatAe muktinA mArge gamana karaze. kAyara hAya te te bhAgI jAya che. kadAcita mehaMgabhi ta- ke duHkhagarbhita vairAgya dvArA mekSa mAge gamana karavAne taiyAra thaela hAya paNa muktimArge cAlatAM pAchA haTI jAya che. kAraNa ke pAMca indriyeA tathA mAnasika azubha vRttiAne zuddha karI nathI ane mekSa mArge gamana karavAmAM kevI zaravIratA rAkhavI joie te jANatA nathI ane AdaratA nathI, tethI dunyavI AkaSa Nu-lAbhamAM paDI pAchA haThe che. mATe anaMta sukhanA vhANa levA hAya te atavALA ane sacaiAge maLelA tathA parAdhIna sa''dhA ane sukhano tyAga karavA jarUrano che. jo ke mehagarbhita-duHkhagarbhita dIkSA grahaNa kare che teA paNa gItA gurUvaryaMnI nizrA yAvajjIva svIkAre te te jJAna garbhita banI svaparanA kalyANa karavAmAM sama ane paraMtu te AtmajJAnI gItA gurUmahArAjanI nizrA svIkAre nahI tAmeAha ane duHkhathI pALe paDe. mATe teoe gItAnI nizrA svIkAravI te Avazyaka che. temanI nizrAnA yAge samyagajJAna pUrvaka rItasara anubhava maLe che ane anubhava maLatA meAhane haThAvI tathA duHkhAne pirasahAne sahana karI AgaLa vadhatA rahe che. paNa kAyara thaine bhAgI jatA nathI. kAraNa ke gItA gurUno sahArA teone sArI rIte maLe che. jo A mujaba vartana rAkhe nahi ane svacchaMdatAe k tA lIdhela veSanI sArthakatA meLave nahI. vaya ane veSathI sAdhutA hAjara thatI nathI. paNa vaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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33 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir veSa tathA guNA vaDe sAdhutA upasthita thAya che. vaya ane veSanI jarUra te che ja, paNa guNo vinA cAritra guNu sivAya te zAbhAspada banatA nathI. mATe te meLavIne samyag jJAnI anavA pUka meAkSamArge AnaMda pUrvaka gamana kare che. guNo vinA te nahiM. subhaTano veSa dhAraNa karanAra pavaiyA-kahetAM kAyara bhale lazkaramAM AgaLa cAle agara sainyamAM bahAdurI atAve paNa jyAre kharekharA khela Ave tyAre nAzI jAya che. meATA nRpe potAnA tAkhAmAM rahelA sAmaMta nRpe| AjJA mAnatA nahi hovAthI tene kabaje karavA senApatine yuddha karavA hukama karyo. sainya taiyAra karavAmAM AvyuM. te vakhate eka kAyara subhaTa paNa taiyAra thai, subhaTanA veSa dhAraNa karI, sainyamAM AvI, upara uparanA ghamaMDa-ADaMbara dekhADavA sarve subhAnI AgaLa cAlavA lAgyA. peAtAnI vANI cAturIthI ane damAmathI subhaTone khuza karyAM, bahAdura subhaToe jANyuM ke A bhAI laDAI vakhate ghaNA sahakAra Apaze tethI jarUra yuddhamAM jayamAlA maLaze. Ama dhArI tenI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. paraMtu jyAre sAmA sAmata rAjAe yuddha karavA AvyA, teone dekhI A kAyaranA manamAM bhItie praveza karyo, are A rAjAe te ghaNA khalavAn che, teonI AgaLa kevI rIte laDAI karI zakAze, bhaya bhaNakArA paNa hRdayane nila manAve che" jo kadAca eka talavAranA ghA vAgye agara eka gALI vAgaze te ahI ja khapI jaiza.-bairAM-karAM mArA vinA rajhaLI maraze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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34. AvA AvA aneka vicAronA coge hatAza bane. hajI yuddha cAlu thayuM nathI, talavAranI tALIo paDatI nathI, geLIonI garjanA thatI nathI te pahelAM ja pAgala jevo a. zarIre kaMpa thavAthI dhrujavA lAgyA. A dhrujAre dekhIne subhaTe hAMsI karavA lAgyA-ke tamArI bahAdurI kayAM gaI? A mujaba subhaTe te kAyarane kahI rahelA che tevAmAM sAmA sAmatae talavAra calAvI, gaLIonI garjanA thavA lAgI. A pramANe dekhI kAyara bhAgI javA lAgyo. sArA subhaTe te kAyarane utsAha Ape che. chatAM bhItithI -ane gharamAM rahela putra patnIne neharAga-kAmarAganA ge koI paNa subhaTanI zIkhAmaNane avagaNe nAzI gaye. A mujaba mehagarbhita ane duHkhagarbhita vyakti sAdhu thayA pachI je gItArthanI nizrAmAM rahe nahi te moha-mamatA-adekhAIne vega thatAM bhale janasamudAyamAM vANIvilAsa karatA hoya tepaNa lIdhela saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavA samartha banato nathI, ane nAzI jaI ghara bhegA thAya che. mATe AvA kAyare mokSamArge kahetAM cAritranI ArAdhanA karI zakatA nathI. ArAdhanA karanAra te kAyaratAne tyAga karI, neharAgakAmarAgane tyAga-karI tathA parisahone sahana karI meha mamatA upara jaya meLave che. tathA prazaMsA pAtra thavA khAtara sAmAnya strIo, For Private And Personal Use Only

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35 mahAsatIonA DALa rAkhe, uparanA ADaMbara dekhADe paNa manameAhaka ane alaMkRta thaela puruSane dekhI temanA upara rAgI anI peAtAnuM bhAna bhUle che. ane vividha anAcArAne sevI adhogatinu bhAjana ane che, eTale karelA ADaMbara-DALa vRthA jAya che. satI strIe te peAtAnA patinA prabhu tarIke svIkAra karI prabhunI sevA mAphaka patinI AjJAmAM tana-mana-dhanane aNu karI anya puruSAmAM rAgI anatI nathI. patinA viceAge raMgarAgamAM AsaktinA abhAve sadAcAranuM pAlana karI svAtmAnI unnatine sAdhavA samartha bane che. prathama samayamAM vidhavAnuM kaSTa sahana thatuM na hAvAthI patinI sAthe citAmAM satI thatI. satyamahAsatIe te pati vidyamAna hAte paNa patinI AjJA laI sacamanA -meAkSamArge sa'carI AtmavikAsane sAdhavAmAM svazaktine vAparatI mahAsatI prabhAvatInI mAphaka-eka divase ghara derAsaramAM udayana nRpa vINA majAve che ane jInezvara sanmukha rANI prabhAvatI nRtya kare che. nRtya karatI rANInuM mastaka nRpe dekhyuM nahi. tethI rAjAne kSeAbha thayA ane tenA ceAge hAthamAMthI vINA paDI. rANIe vINA paDI javAnuM kAraNa puchyu. jyAre ghaNA Agraha karyo tyAre udayana nRpe kahyuM ke-nRtya karatA tArU mastaka dekhyuM nahi tethI mane kSeAlanA cAge vINA paDI. A mujaba sAMbhaLI rANI prabhAvatI, vicAra viveka karIne kahevA lAgI ke, mArU mastaka tamAe dekhyu nahi tethI ema mAnuM chuM ke mArUM AyuSya ejI For Private And Personal Use Only

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che mATe tame saMyama levAnI-bhAgavatI dIkSA levAnI AjJA Ape. nRpane ghaNe rAga hevAthI prathama te rajA ApI. nahi. paraMtu thoDA divase e banAva banyuM ke jInezvaranI pUjA karavA dAsIe veta vacce lAvI mUkyA paNa rANIe lAla dekhyA tethI khIjAIne kahyuM ke atyAre pUjA avasare rakta vastro kema lAvI, Ama kahI krodhanA AvezamAM hAthamAM rahela arIse dAsInA lalATe lagAvyo, marmasthale vAgavAthI mUccha AvI ne dAsI maraNa pAmI. tyAre, dhaLA vastro dekhavAthI rANIne ghaNe pastA thaye. ane nirNaya karyo ke, have dIkSA levAmAM vilaMba kare nahi. kAraNa ke A be nimittothI alpAyuSya lAge che. mATe nRpane AgrahapUrvaka manAvIne saMyamanI ArAdhanA karU, nRpane saghaLI bInA jaNAvavApUrvaka dIkSA levA AgrahabharI vinati karI. gRpa samayajJa hato. tethI kahyuM ke saMyamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karI deva tarIke thayA pachI mane pratibodha ApavA Ave te AjJA ApuM. rANI prabhAvatIe ekarAra karyo. nRpe rajA ApI. tethI mahattarA sAdhvIjInI ziSyA tarIke thayA. saMyamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karI, bAkI rahelA cheDA AyuSyamAM kaThIna karmane khapAvI devaleke deva tarIke thayA. tyAra pachI pitAnA pati udayananRpane pratibaMdha ApI, saMyama-mokSamArge vicaratA karyA. nRpe paNa ahiMsA-saMyama ane tapanI suMdara rIte ArAdhanA karI karmone sarvathA khapAvI kevalajJAna pAmI. anaMta sukhanA svAmI banyA. AvI satIo kaSTa sahana For Private And Personal Use Only

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37 karI svaparanuM kalyANa sAdhe che. temane ADaMbara ke huMsA-- tuMsI hAtI nathI. paNa satIonA DALa ghamaMDa karanAra tA jyAre ka khapAvavAnA prasaMge agara puNya pAnanA prasaMge mehamAyAmAM muMjhAI, mugdha banI, viSaya kaSAyanA vikArAmAM phasAI, svahita bagADe che. kAraNa ke bhautika padArthomAM teNIne sAcA sukhanI bhramaNA hAya che. tyAre satIne tevA padArtho, kSaNa vinAzI hAvAthI zraddhA hAtI nathI. tethI bhramaNA thatI nathI. AvI satIone namana--stavana karI janasamudAya khuzI thAya che. tathA dunyavI padArthone meLavavA khAtara paNa ghaNA bhakta ane che. paraMtu te sAcA bhakta heAtA nathI. kharAkharInA vakhata Ave tyAre bagabhagata jevA mAluma paDe che. eka zaheranA guNAnurAgI rAjA sahelagAhe nagaranI bahArathI nIkaLI jagalanI zaiAbhA joI rahela che. te avasare eka sAcA bhagata khetaramAM mALe! khAMdhI iSTadevanI mALA pheravI rahyo che. mALA pheravI rahyA pachI prabhustuti karatAM prArthanA kare che ke, he prabho ! upakArInA upara upakAra karuM paNa apakAra karUM nahi. tathA apakArInA upara paNa apakAra karUM nahI paNa upakAra karuM evI zakti Apo. tathA mehamAkANa-mAyA, abhimAnanA tyAga karuM evI tAkAta Apo, tathA kuTuMbakakhIlAnA kaMkAsa prasaMge samatA -sahanatA kAyama rahe tevuM samyag jJAna Apajo. tathA devadula bha manuSyabhavanI sAkatA-saphalatA sadhAya tevA For Private And Personal Use Only

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38. sAdhanA arpaNa karo. kAyA-mAyA-deha-geha ahiyAM ja paDI. rahevAnA che. eka phakta tamArI prAthanAthI je la thaze te sAthe Avaze. bhale duniyA kahe ke jIva khAlI hAthe Avyo ane khAlI hAthe gaye. Ama huM mAnatA nathI paNa jevA saskArA-vAsanAe paDI hoya che. te sAthe laIne jAya. che. Ama mAnatA hAvAthI tamArI huM prArthanA karUM chuM. A mujaba A bhaktanI eka prArthanA sAMbhaLI rAjA ghaNA khuzI thaye. pAse rahelA dIvAnane AjJA pharamAvI ke A bhagatane karaverA adha karavA. kAI prakAranA karaveza levA nahi. dIvAne AjJAne svIkAra karyo. sArA zaheramAM vAta phelANI ke, je bhagata, hAthamAM mALA laine pherave che, teneA karaverA rAjA mApha kare che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI sarve kheDUte khetaramAM mALAne pheravavA lAgyA. guNAnurAgI rAjAe sarve khetaravALAne karaverA mApha karyo. tethI rAjAnI tijorI khAlI thavA lAgI. dIvAnane cintA thaI ke A pramANe karave kAI bharaze nahi te rAjAnA je janahita kAryo karavAnA che. te thaze nahi. temaja A saghaLA bhagatAmAM sAce bhagata kANu che tenI parIkSA levI. kAraNa ke keTalAka bagabhagatA khATA lAbha uThAve che te uThAvI zake nahi. Ama vicArI eka yukti zeAdhI kADhI ane nagaramAM udghASaNA pUrvaka jAhera karyuM ke, ApaNA rAjAne peTamAM ghaNI pIDA thaI che. khelAvelA vaidye kahyuM ke bhagatanA kALajAnuM tela lagADavAmAM Ave teA A pIDA maTe. mATe dareka mALA pheravanArA bhaktoe For Private And Personal Use Only

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39 paDI mA rAjAnA makAna pAse hAjara thaI hRdayanA kALajAne ApavuM. A mujaba jAherAta sAMbhaLI manAvaTI bhagatAnA dIlehRdayA kapavA lAgyA. ane bhayabhIta banI vicAra kare che. ke haiyAne kApyA sivAya kALajuM ApI zakAya nahi. haiyAne kApavAmAM Ave te prANA kayAMthI rahe. jIvIzuM te sarve kAryo karIzuM, maraNa pAmyA pachI badhuM ahi ja rahevAnu' ja. mATe bhagata thavAmAM te! mhATu kaSTa AvyuM. mATe mALAonA tyAga karI hatA evA banavAmAM che. Ama vicArI khanAvaTI bhaktoe eka pachI eka rAjAnA mahela pAse mALA mUkI dIdhI. e arasAmAM rAjA tyAM AvI saghaLI mALAone dekhI dIvAnane puche che ke, A badhI mALAe kema ekaThI karela che. dIvAne kahyuM ke A-saghaLI mALAe bagabhagata-manAvaTI bhagatAe mUkI dIdhI che. meM evI jAherAta karI ke rAjAne peTamAM pIDA thaI che. vaidye kahyuM che ke, je bhagatA hAya tenA kALajAneA rasa lagADavAmAM Ave te te pIDA TaLe. A mujaba sAMbhaLI bhayabhIta anI sarve bhagatAe mALAonA tyAga karyo, mATe teonI pAsethI karaverA levA. A mujaba vAta thaI rahela che. teTalAmAM satyabhakta hAjara thaIne kahevA lAgyA. jo rAjAnI pIDA mArA kALajAnA rasathI nAza thatI hoya te! huM taiyAra chuM. sukhethI mAruM kALajuM kApe. A zarIra te aMte naSTa thavAnu che. te temAMthI kALajI khapamAM Ave te zarIranI saphalatA thAya. ane nazvara dehanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 vAta sArthakatA sadhAya, A pramANe sAcA bhaktanI vANI sAMbhaLI dIvAne rAjAne kahyuM ke, mahArAjanlR. A sAcA bhagata che. mATe tenA karaverA je adha kaca te ceAgya che. te pelA anAvaTI hatA. sAcA hatA nahi. tethI kALajAnI sAMbhaLIne bhaya pAmI, mALAe mUkI bhAgI gayA. A mujaba satyasa`vegI-vairAgI ane tyAgI--je haze te maraNanA bhayane tyAga karI sayama-me kSamAge vicare che. ane vicaraze. A sivAya anya pAchA haThI bhAgI javAnA, sAcAbhakta te sAMsArika sa McAge, mAhya-AbhyaMtara saMcAgeAthI mukta anI, jema raNasaMgrAmamAM kezarIyA karanAra zUravIra, zatrue sAthe saghaLI mAyA-mamatAne sUkI laDAI kare che. te pramANe te satya meAkSanA arthI, AbhyaMtaranA zatrue ahaMkAra-mamakAranA tyAga karI te zatruone parAjaya karavA pUrNAMka vijayamAlA vare che. anata sukha samRddhinA svAmI ane che. " Antarika rAga-dveSa, mahAdika te kharekharA zatrue che. teene samUla TALyA pachI mAdyanA zatruo upasthita thatA nathI. kadAcit hAjara thAya tenA Antara caiAtinI zakti dvArA teAne dUra kare che. paraMtu kAyara anIne bhAgI jatA nathI. dRDhaprahArInI mA" te jo ke mhAcATTo hatA. ane mhoTI hiMsAne karanAra hatA. chatAM sadgurunI vANI sAMbhaLI-mahAvIrasvAmInuM zaraNa svIkArI satyasa vegI-vairAgI--tyAgI manyA. ane antaranA zatruone haThAvI paMcamIgatine prApta karI. teNe janasamudAyanA meNA tr For Private And Personal Use Only

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-tirakAra, dhikkArane sahana karyA. keTalAka, dhULa uchALe che. keTalAka lAThIonA mAra mAre che. chatAM paNa te tarapha lakSa na detAM AtyaMtara zatruone haThAvavAmAM parAyaNa banI tathA dabAela Atmika tAkAtane AvirbhAva karI teNe aMtaranA zatruonI sAme jhajhumIne AtmavikAsa sAdhe. te pramANe sAcA munivaryo zakya prayAsa karI Atmika tAkAtane pherave te anukrame anaMta sukhanA svAmI bane. je sAdhuveSa lIdho che. tene zUravIre ja bhajave che. ane je bola bole che. je pratijJA lIdhI che, teonuM pAlana karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI, zakya prayAsa karavA pUrvaka pramAda-ALasa karatA nathI. vikathA, viSaya vicAre ane vikArano tyAga karI mokSamArge sugamatA-saralatAsahita gamana karI janma-jarA-maraNane TALe che. sadgurubuddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke AvA zUravIra sAdhuo, zivapura sanmukha meha mAyAno tyAga karI nirantara cAle che. tethI ja temane haiyA haLI- cintA-saMtApAdika satAvatA nathI. Adhi-vyAdhi upAdhijanya viDaMbanA vegaLI bhAgatI jAya che. ane AnaMdapUrvaka muktimahele birAjamAna thAya che. mATe are bhAgyazAlIo bhAgyayoge devadurlabha manuSya janma pAmI, mehamamatAye dabAvI rAkhela Atmika zaktine AvirbhAva karI sattAmAM rahelI te tAkAta dvArA zUrA banI muktinA paMthe saMcara. muktinA paMthe vicaratA je-joIze te maLI raheze peTa-parivAra ke paTArAnI cintA vika For Private And Personal Use Only

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kare nahi. mokSamArga zUrA thaIne saMcaratA, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya-ane dezathI nirjarA paNa thAya che. tenA yoge tamAre dehagehanI cintA raheze nahi. te puNya je bAMdhyuM che. te ja tamArA janma pahelA sarva vyavasthA karavA samartha che. je tamAre bAlyAvasthAmAM-yuvAvasthAmAM-ane vRddhAvasthAmAM sAdhana sAmagrI joItI haze te meLavI Apaze. je puNyAnubaMdhI puNyamAM khAmI haze te khAmI jarUra rahevAnI ja. janma thayA pachI mAtAnA stanamAM tamArA mATe dhAvaNa ke. utpanna karyuM? tamArA puNyathI ja dhAvaNa utpanna thayela che. nahitara keTalIka mAtAne dhAvaNa hetuM nathI. prema te ghaNo hoya che. janma pAmanAranuM puNya hetuM nathI. te puNyanI khAmI che. chevaTe bakarInA dudhane upaga mAtApitA kare che. te dudhanuM pAna karIne heTA thavAya che. evA bALakane tathA prakAranI puNyanI khAmI mAluma paDe che. mATe evI. pravRtti kare ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhogavaTAmAM nirjarI paNa thAya te ja mukti pathe zUravIra thaI sugamatA sAthe gamana karI zakAya. sahajapratikuLatA AvatA kAyara-bhayabhIta banAze te mananI manamAM rahI jaze. arthAt saMsAranI paribhramaNatA khasaze nahi. mATe kaSTa sahana karIne mokSa mAge saMco. have caturtha padanI racanA karatAM sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, saMsAranI musApharI karatAM arthAt paribhramaNa karatAM bhAgyame kAyArUpI mahela tane maLyo che. temAM Asakta banIne tene zAzvata mAnato For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahi. jema mATI-cUno-sImeMTa-kAMkareTa-retI-ane leha. vigerethI banela mahela paNa vividha kAraNe maLatAM-eTale. vijaLI-aNuba vigere dvArA jamInadesta bane che. tathA te kAyArUpI mahela paNa asAdhya vyAdhio jemake kSayarega-kensara-kAsa-zvAsa vigerethI paDI jaze. mATe tAre mAna nahi. Ama jaNAvatAM kahe che ke, musAphara jIvaDA kAyAne mahela nathI tAro, mAne zuM mAhe mAre mAre re, musAphara jIvaDA, have mane harinAma zuM (1) lAkha corAzImAM deha dharyA bahu, janma jarA duHkha pAmI, mAnava bhava eLe cuka na jIvaDA, bhajI lene antarayAmI, musAphara0 (2) kAyA mahelane kAMI bharUso, jalamAM uThela parapoTe; amUlya zvAsocchavAsa vahe che, mUrakha vALa nahi gere. musAphara0 (3) kaLA kare kAyA mATe karADa paNa tArI thAya na koI kALe; cete cetanajI samajI svarUpa nija, paDa nahi mehanI jaMjALa. musAphara0 (4) Are jagamAM janmIne jIvaDA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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44 zuM? dhama sAdhana te te sAdhyuM; kSaNa kSaNamAM bhUlyA bhAna peAtAnu, manaDu tA mAha mAMhI vyAkyure, musAphara. (5) viSaya vAsanAnA avaLA je ghATA, ALagI cAlaje re vATe, buddhisAgara khela nathI bALakanA, zivasukha che zIra sATe re. musAphara (6) anAdikAlathI ATha kanI prakRtionA yeAge cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karatAM, te daramIyAna anaMta sahya sa'kaTA, cAtanAo, vipatti-viDaMbanAone sahana karavA pUrvaka bhAgyacAge manuSya bhavamAM kAyArUpe suMdara mahela maLye, temaja Aya. deza, uttamajAti, kula. pAMca indriyonI paTutA, ArAgya vigere prApta thaela che. chatAM te kAyArUpI mahela tArA nathI. pApeAyanA ceAge aneka vyAdhiothI paDI jaze. mATe tArA mAnIza niha. paraMtu jyAM sudhI vyAdhioe AvI gherI lIdheA nathI tyAM sudhI kAyA mahelamAM rahIne AtmAnnati sAdhI le. paraMtu mithyAtva mAhanA jorathI mArA mArA mAnIza ane kAMI paNa Atmika hita-kalyANa sAdhIza nahi te pachI pastAvuM paDaze ke umadA sAdhano maLyAM paNa ALakhANu kharekhara thai niha. ane khAna-pAna gAna, viSaya, vilAsamAM vakhata gumAvye. pazu paMkhInI mAphaka jIvana vyatIta karyuM, pazu paMkhIone paNa tenA ceAgya For Private And Personal Use Only

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kAyAno baMgalA maLe che ala-sAdhana paNa hAya che. chatAM bhramaNAthI te svahita sAdhI zakatA nathI. te mujaba mAre karavA jevuM nathI. nahAtu, A mujaba pastAvA thAya nahi. mATe sadgurU pharamAve che ke pazupa khInI mAphaka vana rAkha nahi, te te pazu paMkhIe che ane tu-tameA manuSya che, temAM pheraphAra hAvA joiye. Ama samajI kAyAmAM vAsa karIne te tamArA che ema mAnaze nahi. A kAyArUpI mahela maLyA che te cintAmaNi-kAmadhaTa-kAmadhenu citrAvelI karatAM paNa atyaMta lAbhadAyaka che. pArasamaNi, cintAmaNi vigere je mAgaze| teja Apaze. mAgyA sivAya Apaze nahi. mAgaNI mujaba arpaNa karaze paNa te vastue kSaya vinAzI haze; ane samIpamAM paNa samIpa rahenArI haze nahi. paraMtu kAyA rUpI mahelanI pAMca indriyA tathA mAnasika vRttio kabaje karI nyAya--nIti ane dharma dhyAnarUpI ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave te mAgyA vinA paNa acintya, amulya, zAzvata sukha maLe tevA sAdhanA arpaNa karaze. ane bhaveAbhavanI viDa banA TaLI jaze, mATe kAyA mahelane meLavI nyAya nIti dharmanI ArAdhana kara. paNa jematema viSayavilAsamAM veDaphI nAMkha nahi. sthiratAne dhAraNa karIne prApta thaela mahelanI saphalatA. sAdhI le nahitara-eka brAhmaNa jevu thaze. eka brAhmaNa AjIvikAnA abhAvathI ghaNA duHkhI hatA. vAre vAre cintArUpI citAthI saMtApa-paritApa pAmatA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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46 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir satApane karatA A brAhmaNane dekhI tenA mitre kahyu ke saMtApa karavA te manuSyanuM kartavya nathI, paNa khala pheAravI udyama karavA. jethI cintA saMtApa vigere TaLe. brAhmaNe kahyu ke AjIvikA mATe udyama-prayAsa karU chuM. to paNa AjIvikA puratu maLatuM nathI. ane putra parivAra udara bharavA mATe kakAsa kare che. have koi upAya hAya tA hai mitra darzAva ? mitre kahyuM ke upAya teA che paNa tArAthI anave duSkara che. gametevA duSkara haze teA paNa huM duHkha sahIne karIza. tAva bhAI, mitre kahyuM. ratnadvIpamAM ratnanI khANa che. tenI adhiSThAtrI ratnAdevI che tenI jo tana-manathI ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave teA prasanna thaela te lAkha rUpaiyAnuM ratna Apaze. tethI AjIvikAnuM kaSTa dUra jaze ane sukha pUrNAMka divaso gujArIza. mATe tuM te sthale jA, devInI ArAdhanA kara. A mujaba mitranI vAta sAMbhaLI dorIleTa laIne ratnadvIpa tarapha teNe prayANa karyuM, anukrame bhIkSA mAgatA ane peTa poSaNa karatA, mahAkaTe ratnadvIpamAM AvI ratnAdevInI ArAdhanAnA prAraMbha karyo. cha mahinA pachI devI pragaTa thaI ne kahevA lAgI. tuM je ratna mATe AvI ArAdhanA kare che paNa tArU tathA prakAranuM puNya nathI. mATe pAche jA. ratna maLaze nahi. brAhmaNe kAlAvAlA pUrNAMka AjIjI karIne kahyu ke, cha mAsa sudhI tArI ArAdhanA karI ane ratna ApIza nahi te! tArA prabhAva jagatamAM prasiddha che For Private And Personal Use Only

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te raheze nahi. kaI paNa tArI ArAdhanA karaze nahi. je ratna nahi arpaNa kare te tArI samakSa mastakane kApI arpaNa karIza. devIe vicAryuM ke A brAhmaNa maraNIye thayuM che. je ratna ApIza nahi te hatyA Apaze. chevaTe kaMTALI lAkha rUpaiyAnuM ratna arpaNa karyuM. brAhmaNa khuzI thaI bhikSA vaDe peTane bharate, vacce dariye AvavAthI vahANamAM beThe. vahANumAM beThelA musApharo sAthe vAta karatAM devInI pAsethI ratna kevA karthe meLavyuM te paNa vAta karI. musApharee kahyuM ke kaSTa sahana karyA sivAya koI paNa vastu maLavI azakya che. sArU thayuM ke tane devIe ratna ApyuM. have saMbhALI rAkhaje. "vastuone prApta karyA pachI tenI saMbhALa rAkhavAmAM ghaNo upaga rAkhavo paDe che. je barebara upaga-lakSa rAkhavAmAM Ave nahi te te maLelI vastuone khasatA vilaMba thato nathI. joIe te kharA? kevuM ratna maLyuM che. brAhmaNe ratnane dekhADI tenI tArIphaprazaMsA karavA lAgyA. ane manamAM vividha vikalpa kare che. have to A ratnanA ge dhanADhya banIza. mahA mahela caNAvIza, ane managamatI rasavatI khAIne lahera karIza. putra parivAra paNa AnaMdamAM raheze. gAmamAM AgevAna tarIke prasiddhi thaze. A mujaba rAtrInA samayamAM vicAra kare che tevAmAM caMdramA uge. pitAnA prakAzathI darekane AnaMda Apate dekhI brAhmaNe vicAra karyo ke A prApta thaela ratnanuM teja adhika che ke caMdramAnuM. Ama vicArI hastamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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48 rahela ratnanu teja dekhe che tevAmAM te ratna dariyAmAM gabaDI paDayuM. brAhmaNane paritApanA pAra rahyo nahi. anya musApharo ghaNA Thapa ApavA lAgyA. anukrame ghera khAlI hAthe Avyo tyAre sagAvahAlAe ane mitre paNa saghaLI khInA sAMbhaLI tiraskAra karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nahi. A mujaba kAyArUpI ratna mahAkalTe maLyuM che tenI saMbhALa rAkhavA ghaNo upayoga rAkhavAnI jarUra che. jematema vakathAnI vArtAmAM, viSaya kaSAyanA vicAra ane vikArAmAM veDaphI nAkhavuM nahi. puNyAdayathI ratna vigere maLe che ane kAyArUpI mahela paNa prApta thAya che. chatAM nIti nyAya ane dhArmika kriyA dvArA tenI saMbhALa rAkhavAmAM Ave nahi te brAhmaNanI mAphaka, te ratna agara maMgalA paDatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. tethI sadgurUdeva kahe che ke kAyAnA mahela tArA nathI. zA mATe mAro mAnI muMjhavaNamAM paDe che. te teA sAdhana che. te dvArA sAdhya jo nahi meLavIza te anyatra bhaTakavuM paDaze. roTalA tathA esavA eTale maLaze nahi. keTalAka puNyahIna mANasAne tathA pazuone besavA mATe ATale maLatA nathI. temaja khAvA mATe roTalA maLatA nathI. tenu kAraNa e ja che ke janma dhAraNa karavAnI sAthe sAdhanA maLyA paNa sAdhyanI khAmI rahI. mATe kAyAnA mahelane meLavI, AsaktinA tyAga karI viSaya-kaSAyanA je adhanA che teone haThAveA. cArAzI lAkha ceAniomAM bhaTakatA ghaNIvAra kAyArUpI mahelA maLyA paNa temAM Asakta banavAthI svahita sAdhyuM nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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49 ane te mahela-makAne paDI gayA. tethI mahAsaMkaTa-vipattio upasthita thavAthI ghaNIvAra atyaMta duHkhI tha Ama duHkha-kaSTa sahana karatAM pAche manuSyabhava pAme che. have te te bhava hArI javAya nahi te mATe khAmI rAkha nahiM. evo udyama kara ke, Asakti TaLe ane Atmika vikAsa sadhAya. anaMta bhavamAM sAdhya cUkI, ghaNuM bhUle aparAdhe tathA anAcAra karyA. paNa have saddagurUne bodha pAmIne bhUla karIza nahi. ane antarayAmI kahetAM Atmika guNone bhajI le. eTale AtmAnA guNene oLakhI, te guNone prApta karavA jInezvaranA guNone grahaNa karI kama kATane dUra kara. jema pANInA parapoTA kSaNavAramAM nAza pAme che, tema kAyAnA mahelanI evI avasthA che. kyAreka vyAdhio asAdhya rogo, upasthita thaI kAyAne naSTabhraSTa karaze te jANI zakAze nahiM. sanatakumAra cakravatI hatA. eTale cauda ratna, chanuM kareDa gAmanA nAyaka hatA. tathA cesaTha hajAra paTTarANIo hatI. navanidhinA svAmI hatA. raddhi-siddhisamRddhine sArI rIte pragaTa prabhAva hato tathA ghaNu rUpavAna hatA. jenuM rUpa jevAne indra mahArAjAe prazaMsA karela hevAthI be devo jovA mATe AvyA. nirakhIne khuzI thayA. paraMtu jyAre snAna karavA pUrvaka alaMkAre paherI rAjasabhAmAM AvI siMhAsane ArUDha thayA tyAre deve AvI punaH temanA rUpane nihALe che tyAre vividha aneka rogothI gherAyela kAyA dekhI te deve aphasesa karavA lAgyA. aphasosa karatA devane For Private And Personal Use Only

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50 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dekhI sanatakumAra cakrIe puchyuM ke, mastakane halAvatA aphsosa kema kareA che, bhale tame rUpavAna tathA rIddhi siddhinA tathA samRddhinA svAmI che paNa zarIramAM vyAdhie AvI ghera ghAlyA tethI ame dIlagIra thayA. ane rUpa paNa virUpa banavAnI taiyArImAM che. A mujaba devAnA vacanane sAMbhaLI saghaLI sAhyabIne lIMTanI mAphaka tyAga karavA pUrvaka dIkSA grahaNa karI. ahiMsA-sayama-tapanI ArAdhanAdvArA antarayAmIne bhajavA lAgyA. tapasyA karatAM vividha labdhie pragaTa thaI che. chatAM te upara lakSa nathI. phakta antarayAmIne bhajI AtmAnnati sArI rIte sAdhI lau. Aja bhAvanA heAvAthI vaidya thaine AvelA devAne Azcarya magna banAvyA, devee kahyu` ke tamArA rogonI davA karIye. rAge! raheze nahi. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke anAdikAlIna kama rAgane TALavAnI saMpUrNa bhAvanA che. dehanA roga javAthI kareAga TaLatA nathI. kAyAnA roga TALavAthI kamarAga kadApi TaLatA nathI. Ama kahI pAtAnA cUkavaDe AMgaLIne ceApaDI. sUtra vALI thaelI AMgaLI devAne dekhADI. devA prazasA karatA svarge gayA. munimahArAja, peAtAnA sacamamAM ramaNatA karavA lAgyA. A pramANe are bhAgyazAlI musAphara, tArA kAyArUpI khagale che. mATe tene vizvAsa rAkhIza nahi ane jyAM sudhI niragI che tyAM sudhIantarayAmI AtmAnA guNAnI sevanA kara, A kAyAmAM jenI kiMmata paNa devA paNa karI zake niha tevA zvAseAzvAsa For Private And Personal Use Only

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para vahe che. te zvAsozvAse arihaMta bhagavAnanI yAdI karI le. te smaraNanI AtmA upara sArI asara thaze. ane rItasara asara thavAthI karmamala dUra khasaze pachI nirmala thaIza. je prathamabhavanA saMskAra dvArA vAsanA vaLagI che tethI kSaNekSaNe kharAba vicAre vikalpa karI geTALa vALe che. te khasI jaze. goTo vALavAthI malIna thaelA AtmAne adhika malIna banAve che. mATe barAbara upaga rAkhI, duSTa vicArone dUra karI, zvAse zvAse antarayAmInA guNanI yAdI karI temanI sevA kara, are musAphara, kAyAne TakAvavA khAtara kareDa kaLAe karaze te paNa te kAyA tamArI, tArI thaze nahi ja. bhale pachI mAlamalIdA vAparI, rasAyaNadine upayoga karaze. agara vividha aneka jAtine tela vaDe mAlIza karaze. te paNa kAyama Takaze nahi. AyuSyanI avadhi pUrI thatAM paDI rahe che. ane je saMskAre dvArA vAsanA paDI che. te sAthe Avaze. jevI vAsanA paDI che. tevI gati maLaze. mATe sadgatinuM bhAjana thavuM hoya, te sagatimAM anukuLatA meLavavI hoya te kSaNekSaNe arihaMta devane bhajI le, ke jethI sagati prApta thAya. kahevAya che ke, bhAvabhAvanA bhAvIe, bhAve kaivalyajJAna, "arihaMta arihaMta smaratA, lAdhe muktine mArga. A mujaba geTAone tyAga karI antarayAmIne bhajI le, azubha vicAro ane vikAre khasavA mAMDaze ane Atmapradeza nirmala thaze. pANI vaDe snAna karavAthI te kSaNabhara kAyA cikhkhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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para thaze. kAyama svaccha rAkhavI heAya te vicArAne arihaMta smaraNa karI prathama nirdela karo. vicAro dvArA saMskAra paDe che. jevA saMskAre tevI avasthA AvI maLe. mATe zubhavicArodvArA snAna karo, phakta jalanA snAnamAM Asakta aneA nahi. kAyAne TakAvavA mATe rIddhi-siddhi vAparI, kaSTa veThIne prayAsa karA tApaNa te kAyA jaDanA gharanI che. audyArikavaNAnI banelI che. te tamArI kayAMthI thAya? mATe valApAtanA tyAga karI huM caitanajI caitA ? potAnA svarUpanA AvirbhAva karavA mATe mehamamatAnA tyAga karI, ariha'ta devAdhidevane bhajI le. " kahe ? huM cetana, A jagatamAM janma dhAraNa karI te sukRta-puNyakamANI keTalI karI, teteA tAva, jaNAvIzane ? dAna-zIyala-tapa, bhAvanA rUpI dharma sAdhana keTaluM sAdhyuM, sudeva-suguru-sudharmanI ArAdhanA keTalI karI te jaNAva ? sukhazAMti mATe ghaNI tamannA che. ghaNI cAhanA che. paNa dharmanI sAdhanA sivAya te kevI rIte hAjara thaze ? kSaNakSaNamAM potAnuM bhAna bhUlI ALapapALamAM paDe che. tethI mithyAtva janya bhramaNAmAM paDI svakAryuM je karavAnuM hAya che. te karatA nathI. ane du:khajanaka-duHkha paraMparAne vadhAranAra kAryo karI bese che. tethI meAhamamatAnu jora vadhe che, kevI rIte ? khAnapAnamAM risayA manI evuM karI bese che ke, zArIrika zakti ghavAya che ke vadhe che. tenuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. viSayasukhamAM evA Asakta ane che. ke karelI puNya paisAnI kamANI naSTa thAya che. ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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53 duHkhadAyaka-prasaMge hAjara thAya che. tene paNa khyAla rahete nathI. kodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha, adekhAI vigeremAM e magna bane che. ke saghaLuM jIvana naSTa-bhraSTa thAya che. A mujaba viSaya kaSAyanA vikAronA viSama-avaLA ghATo-mArgo rahelA che. temAM Asakta banavAthI je sAcA sukhanI cAhanA che. te IrachA kayAMthI pUrNa thaze ? evA avaLA ghATemAM te racAvAnuM-paribhramaNa karavAnuM thaze. mATe tArI meLe vicAraviveka lAvI, agara sagurune upadeza sAMbhaLI evA avaLa mArgane tyAga karI sanmArganA vATe vaLaje "cIlAtIputranI mAphaka. eka nagare dhanadatta zeThanA gharamAM cIlAtI dAsI hatI. tene putra thaze. tenuM nAma cIlAtI putra pADyuM. uMmara lAyaka thaele A cIlAtI putra, zeThanI putrIne ramADatA kuceSTA karavA lAgyo. tethI tene zeThe gharanI bahAra kADhI mUkyo. A bahAra bhaTakato coranI pallImAM bhaLyo. balavAna hovAthI eroe tene agresara banAvyo. gAma nagaramAM dhADa pADI, lUMTIne lokene ghaNe trAsa Apate. viSaya kaSAyamAM Asakta banI pitAnuM bhAna bhUlIne paNa pitAne bahAdura-zU mAnate viSayanA vikAsamAM magna banele bahAdurI kayAM batAvavI agara zUrApaNa kayAM saphala karavuM tenuM bhAna kayAMthI hoya ? dhanadatta zeThanI suzImAM putrI upara atyaMta kAmarAga hovAthI, ekadA cine kahyuM ke Aje dhanadatta zeThanA gharamAM dhADa pADavI che. te zeTha dhanADhya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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dhADa pADI meLavela mAla tamAre. maheATI thaela susImAne huM grahaNa karIza. A mujaba ghATa ghaDI zeThanA gharamAM rAtrIe praveza karI saghaLI milkata cArI lIdhI. ane susImAne cIlAtI putre upADI. zeTha jAgyA. te enI pAchaLa pakaDavA putre sahita doDyA. bhIti pAmelA cAra cerIne mAla mUkI nAzI gayA. cIlAtI putra, susImAne tyAga karato nathI. najIka deDatA AvatA zeThane dekhI teNe susImAnuM mastaka kApI, pitAnA hAthamAM mehane laI te mastakane grahaNa karI, adhika jorathI nAThe. zeTha ane tenA putre, kapAI paDela dhaDane dekhI zeka -saMtApa karatA pAchA vaLyA. pele te pote jerathI deto bharajaMgalamAM Ave che. te arasAmAM prabhAvazAlI-tapasvI, munirAjane dekhI temane pUche che ke, dharma kaye ? batAva, nahitara mastaka kApI nAMkhIza. nirbhaya munirAje kahyuM ke upazama-viveka ane saMvara. Ama kahI AkAzamArge cAlI, gayA. munirAje upadezela A traNapadIne pitAnI meLe vicAra karatAM upazamanA AdhAre kodhAdikaSAyane tyAga kare te upazama, ane jaDa cetana vastuonI vaheMcaNI karavI te viveka. ane AvatA pApone rokavA-nirodha kare te saMvara. A mujaba vicAraNAnA cage artha samajI talavAranI sAthe je mAthuM pakaDI rAkhyuM hatuM tene tyAga karavApUrvaka, munirAja je sthale hatA te sthaLe rahIne upazama -viveka ane saMvaranI vicAraNanAyoge barAbara sthiratAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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papa AvyA. zarIre lehI caTela hevAthI kIDIo vigere AvIne karaDavA lAgI. paNa lezamAtra calAyamAna thatA nathI. zarIrane cAlaNI jevuM banAvyuM te paNa kodha karatA nathI. tethI ghaNuM pApakarmonI nirjarA thaI ane dharmadhyAnanA ge sadgati pAmyA. ane anukrame paramapadane pAmaze. A pramANe viSaya kaSAyanA avaLA ghATe munirAjanA upadezadvArA tathA pitAnI vicAraNAnA yoge oLaMgI gayA ane ekSapaMthe vaLyA tyAre ja sadgatine pAmyA. A pramANe are musAphara cetanajIviSayAdinA vikAronA avaLA ghATa-viSamamArgone oLaMgI pitAnA sAcA sukhanA sugamamAge gamana kare. je saddaguru buddhisAgara surIzvarajI pharamAve che ke A ziva-mokSamArga, saMsAranA sukhamAM rasilAne ghaNe ja duSkara che. bhale pachI te rasilAo yuvAna hoya ke vRddha hoya, te bAlaka jevA kahevAya. bAlaka, viSama paMthane oLaMgI zakate nathI. tene zira sATe mArga che. zara sATe eTale mastaka kApIne mAla le e artha nathI. paraMtu saMsAranuM mahAkAraNa ahaMtA ane mamatAne mArI, tathA viSayakaSAyanA AvirbhAne vaza karavA, kabaje karIne tyAga karavA. te zara sATe kahevAya ke phakta mastaka, kApavAthI ke kAzIe jaI karavata mUkAvavAthI mukti maLatI nathI. paNa ahaMkAra mamakArane mArI, agara ahaMkAra dvArA AtmAne oLakhI ane Atmika guNomAM mamatva dhAraNa karavAthI zivamukhane mArga maLe che. ane te sukha anukrame hAjara thayela che. ane thAya che. mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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bALakanI cAlane tyAga karI zivamukhane mokSasukhane prApta karavuM hoya te zIza namAvI namratA-saralatA-saMteSa vigerene dhAraNa karo. mahAdikanuM mastaka kapAI jaze. pachI cAra gatimAM rAzIlAkha nimAM paribhramaNa karavAnuM TaLI jaze. A mujaba musApharane upadeza Ape che. chatAM anAdikALanI vAsanAthI jIva mAnatA nathI. tethI unmArge gamana karatA jIvane upAlaMbha ApatA "pAMcamuM pada sadguru kahe che. kAnuDe na jANe mArI prIta. A rAga jIvaDA hajI jarA te ceta, bAjI A che chellI re ! nindA karavAmAM re, pApa pAkhaMDe pUre, lobhI svArathamAM taiiyAra, paramAM mAnI mArU, jIvaDA hajI jarA to ceta, bAjI A che chellI re pA meja mA mana lAgI mIThI, paranArI preme dIThI; manamAM tRNAno nahi pAra, mAnI mArU re. jIvaDA kerI vikathAnI vAte pyArI, kIdhI teM corI jArI; mAyA pariNatimAM mazagula, AkhI umara hAri re. jIvaDA 3 lakSmInI lAlaca lAgI, bahirAtma padano rAgI; mUrakha lajavI jananI kUkha, phegaTa bhAre mArI re, jIvaDAve che For Private And Personal Use Only

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maLIyuM che uttama TANuM, parakhI le nayaNe nANuM; nAve sAthe kaMi talabhAra, zAne mAha dhare che re. jIvaDA ||pa aka taNAM AkulA jevAM, tana dhana jobana che tevAM; magaranI bAjI phAka, aMte viNazI jAze re. jIvaDA ||dA naranArI mUrakhajana DAhyA, sAcI mAnIne mAyA; bhavamAM bhaTakatA vAraMvAra, janma jarA duHkha pAmI re. 9310 11011 sAcI zIkhAmaNa mAnI, thA tuM AtamanA dhyAnI; buddhi sAgara sAcI seva, prabhunI antara dhArI re. vaDA gIgA saddaguru AcAya, buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI sasAra rasilAone vaLI parkA ApatA pharamAve che, huM jIvaDA ! tune zIkhAmaNa ApavAmAM Ave che. te zA mATe ke, unmAne! tyAga karI, sanmAnA svIkAra kare, paNa te to te mAne tyAga karyo nahi ane sanmArge prayANa karyuM hiM tethI tane kahuM chuM ke A chellI mAjI che. chellI ThapakA sAthe zIkhAmaNa ApavAmAM Ave che ke, are bhAI have jarA ceta ? kayAM sudhI lAka saMjJA--huDImAM paDI janma gumAve che, kAraNa ke nindA karavAmAM tuM zUrA che. eTale For Private And Personal Use Only

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58 nidrA AvatI nathI. nindA karavAmAM evo rasa paDe che ke, cAra-pAMca kalAke jAya, phegaTa jAya te paNa khabara paDatI nathI. cAra pAMca kalAke agara be ghaDI paNa potAnA doSanI nindA karavAmAM nidrA Ave che. tethI pApa baMdha thAya che. tenI mAluma kayAMthI paDe! pApanA baMdhathI puNyane mArga sUjhe kyAMthI ? pAponA baMdhamAM pAkhaMDe hAjara thAya che. eTale jagatamAM sArAno dekhAva karavA mATe bahudhA kapaTakalA karIne pAche pitAne huzIyAra mAne che. tethI saralatA AvatI nathI. adhikAdhika, pApa kAdavamAM uDe. utarate jAya che. tethI lobhI banI, svArtha sAdhavAmAM taiyAra banI, sagAMvahAlAne tathA sAdharmika baMdhuone pIDA karavAmAM khAmI rAkhI nahi. chatAM saMteSa AvyuM nahi. ane pApathI piTa-paTa bharavA lAge. paNa abhilASA tArI adhUrI ja rahI, pUrNa thaI nahi. kayAMthI thAya? para vastuone pitAnI mAnI. kSaNa vinAzI padArthone pitAnI mAnanAra mAnavI kadApi saMteSI banato nathI. asaMtoSI banI sukhanI khAtara avaLA avaLA rastA laI adhika duHkhI thAya che. asahya pIDA sahana kare te paNa pAcho vaLato nathI. AvA mANasonI pAse saMpatti heya te paNa te saMpattithI adhika duHkhadAyaka mArgane svIkAra kare che. eka mANasanI pAse vaDIloe meLavelI ghaNI saMpatti hatI. eTale nIti nyAyathI paisA meLavavAnI pravRtti jAgI nahi. paNa kaI be rIte pApa sthAnake sevIne prathamanI saMpattimAM vadhAro kare. AvA mANasone sAta kSetramAM vAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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59 vAnI vRtti kyAMthI thAya? vadhAre karavAnI bhAvanA pUrepUrI hevAthI prathama AbarU-sAkha paDe te mATe nyAyanIti mujaba cAlavA lAgyo. tethI ghaNA mANasone tenA upara vizvAsa beThe. ekadA tene mitra pAse AvI chAne mAne kahevA lAge ke A gAmamAM dhaMdhe, vyApAra, sArI rIte kamANI thAya te mujaba cAlatuM nathI. ane sArI rIte kamANI thAya te ja sukhazAMtimAM divase tathA jIvana pasAra thAya. paraMtu, A bhAIne khabara nathI ke pApasthAnake sevI pedA karelA paisA, zArIrika ane mAnasika pIDAone ane cintAene haThAvI zakaze nahIM. ulTI te pIDAo ane cintAo upasthita karaze. sukhazAMtine lAbha le hoya te saMtoSa rAkhI saMpattino saduupayoga karavo, Avo khyAla lebhI lAlacune kyAMthI hoya? mitranI vAta sAMbhaLI adhika dhana meLavavA banne jaNa taiyAra thayA. eka zaheramAM AvI dhamadhakAra vyApAra karavA lAgyA. cAmaDA vigerene nIca-halake dhadha karIne dhana te meLavyuM. paNa dharmane bhUlavAthI taddana nIca mAnasika vRttine lAga phAvyo. ane anya anya vicAra karavA lAgyA ke Aje kamANI thaI che temAMthI aDadhe bhAga paDaze. saghaLI milkata hAthamAM Avaze nahi. mATe e upAya kare ke mitra maraNa pAme. A vicAra bIjA mitrane paNa Avyo. mahemAMhI ekabIjAne mArI nAMkhavA lAga tapAse che. paNa lAga maLatuM nathI. mArge lAga maLaze. Ama dhAraNA rAkhI be jaNAe saghaLI milkatanI senAmahore kharIdI, vAMsaLImAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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bharI cAlavA mAMDyuM. cAlatA cAlatA mArge mahaTa ke dekhI tyAM bhAtu khAvA mATe beThA. bhAtu khAI rahyA pachI pANI lAvavA mitrane kahyuM. mitra kuvAmAMthI pANI le che tevAmAM pelA mANase pAse AvIne dhakako mArI tene kuvAmAM nAMkhI dIdhe. kuvAmAM ghaNuM pAchuM hovAthI jIvanano bacAva karI zakyo nahi ane maraNa pAme. mitranA maraNa pachI pile harSAtura banyA ane vicAra karato pANInuM pAna karI AgaLa cAle che teTalAmAM sApanA daramAM paga paDavAthI sApe daMza dIdhe. sarva aMge viSa vyApta thayuM. bacavA mATe ghaNuM pikAra kare che paNa bharajaMgalamAM keNa sAMbhaLe ? chevaTe hAya hAya karate te paNa maraNa pAmI durgatinuM bhAjana bane. vizvAsaghAtI mahA pApI kahevAya che. te pApanA udaye manuSyane sukhazAMti kyAMthI maLe? eka to nIca-halake dhaMdho kare che ane bIjI tarapha vizvAsaghAta kare che ane vizvAsaghAta karIne meLavela dhana dvArA sukhazAnti maLaze. duHkha TaLaze e vicAra karIne manamAM malakAya che. paraMtu karela mahApApa, tevA lebhInI barAbara khabara le che mATe lebhI banavuM nahi ane vizvAsa kadApi jIvaMta paryata paNa dhamAM karavo nahi. lebhI pitAnA svArtho sAdhavA khAtara vividha pApasthAnake seva harakhAya che. kharo, paNa te harSa Takto nathI. evA saMga-nimitte maLatAM te harakhane badale zoka-saMtApAdika AvIne hAjara thAya che. kadAca puNyadaye vina-viDaMbanAvipatti AvatI For Private And Personal Use Only

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61 nathI ane meAjamajAmAM divase gujAre che. paNa buddhi matimAM evI malInatA thAya che ke te buddhi, sAta byasaneAmAM AnaMda manAvI evI rIte phasAvI nAMkhe che ke temAMthI ahAra nIkaLI zake nahiM ane vividha vipattie AvI lAgaze tenA khyAla paNa rahe nahi. mAMsa-madIrA-paranArImAM Asakta banI pote peAtAnI jAtane moTI viDaMbanAmAM nAMkhI du:khI thAya che. mATe cArI-jArInA tyAga karavA pUrNAMka gurUdeve khatAvela sanmArge vaLavuM. paraMtu are jIvaDA sadgurUnA upadezanI avagaNanA karI, hAMsI karI, upekSA karI lIdhela unmAna tyAga karyo nahi ane viSayAmAM Asakta khanI tRSNA nadImAM taNAyA. tRSNA nadI te saMsAra sAgaramAM gamana karIne bhegI bhaLI temAM dhakelI de che. pachI nIkaLavAnA mArga sujhatA nathI ane muMjhavaNanA pAra rahetA nathI. eka kAgaDAe maraNa pAmela hAthInu kalevara dekhI khuzI thatA pAchaLanA bhAgane kApI temAM peThA. tenA mAMsamAM mastAna anya. te kalevaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI icchA thatI nathI. paraMtu havA rItasara AvatI na heAvAthI bahAra nIkaLatA pAchA ghaDI be ghaDI havAmAM mhAlI te kalevaramAM pesI mAMsanuM bhakSaNa karIne AnaMdamAM rahetA. varSARtu AvI ne varSIda mUzaLadhArAe vavA lAgyA. nadInALAM varSAdanA pANIthI ubharAvA lAgyA. kAgaDA jemAM Asakta anI rahela che te kalevara paNa nadInA pravAhamAM taNAvA lAgyuM. aMte te kalevara sAgaramAM AvyuM. have kAgaDAne muMjhavaNunA cage For Private And Personal Use Only

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bahAra nIkaLavAnI IcchA thaI bahAra AvI jue che te cAre bAju dariyAnuM pANI dekhI adhika muMjhavaNamAM paDyo. kaI sthale ArAma levAnI jagyA maLI nahi ane kalevara dariyAnA khArA pANIthI saDI gayuM. kAgaDo paNa maraNa pAmI mAchalAMnuM bhojana banya. A mujaba AvA mANase vyasanemAM Asakta banI mahA saMkaTamAM saDe che. are bhAI, A mArgane je lIdhe hoya te tene tyAga karaje. tyAga nahi kare te kAgaDA jevI avasthAmAM maraNa pAmavuM paDaze. kaI paNa AdhAra raheze nahi. jyAre vakhata maLe tyAre vikathAnI vAte, jevI ke strIkathA-bhaktakathA-dezakathA-tathA rAjakathI agara game te kuthalInI vAtamAM TAIma gumAve che te egya nathI. tathA lakSmInI lAlacamAM ane viSacenA vahAlamAM tathA mejamajAmAM jIvana pasAra karyuM. paNa kyAre jIvanane aMta Avaze te kahI zakAya nahi. mAyA-mehanA vikAramAM ze Atmika meLavyuM ? tene paNa vicAra-viveka karyo paNa nahi. AvA manuSya mAtapitAne lajave che. mAtAnI kukSIne bhAre mAre che. mATe tAre Ama karavuM ucita nathI. manamAM vicAra karaze viveka kara ? manuSya janmanI uttama mAsama maLI che. uttama TANuM maLyuM che. tenI saphalatA karavA mATe satya nANuM che tene parakhI le. pisA-senAmaherone parakhI parakhI sArI rIte teno saMgraha karyo te tAre nathI. pAdiye khasI jaze. mATe sAcu nANuM samyaga darzana. jJAna-cAritra che. tene parakhI, saMgraha karyo For Private And Personal Use Only

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haze te tare che. ane te sAthe sAthe Avaze. tenA je saMskAra paDyA che te naSTa thaze nahi. vipatti viDaMbanAnI ghaDImAM sArI rIte sahakAra karaze. ArtadhyAna zeka-saMtApAdika TaLI jaze mATe sAcu nANuM je batAvela che temAM prIti rAkha? janma, jananI, ane janma bhUmikAne saphala kara ! ke jethI prApta thaela mosama, ane avasara phegaTa jAya nahi. dhIradhArane dhadho karanAra, gAnatAna-viSayanA vikAromAM mojamajA mANatA nathI. te samaje che ke me jamajAmAM magna banavAthI devAdAra dhIrela nANa jaldI ApI zakatA nathI. Ama samajI devAdAranI pAse jaIne ugharANI kare che. bhale pachI prAtaHkAla hoya ke bapore ke sAMje. tathA zIyALa hoya ke unALe hAtha ke varSAda dhamadhokAra varSa te hoya te paNa cIvaTa-lAgaNI rAkhIne tene ghera jAya che. tyAre pitAnA gharamAM je ugharANI karavAthI prApta thaela hoya teno saMgraha kare che. tethI peTa pIDA DhaLatI jAya che. peTa pIDA TALanAra ghaNA hoya che. paNa mAnasika bhUkha paDAne TALanArA ghaNA ochA hoya. tethI teo manuSya janmane saphala karavA benasIba rahe che. bhale pachI cha khaMDanuM sAmrAjya maLyuM hoya, sattA-samRddhi-ane parivArathI saMpanna hoya to paNa mananI pIDAe TaLatI nathI. ulaTI vadhatI rahe che. mATe mAnasika piDAne tyAga karavA, temaja Atmika vikAsa karavA pramAdaALasa kara nahi. saMgraha karela, saMge maLela hovAthI sAthe Avaze nahi. ane keInI paNa sAthe Avela nathI. eka talabhAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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sonuM paNa sAthe Ave tema nathI mATe zAne dunyavI padA mAM muMjhAya che. veTha karIne zAne saMkaTomAM sapaDAya che. ApaNe joIe chIe ke, keIbI rItie, dagA prapaMce karIne paNa prApta karela parigraha paisAone cerI janArAo paNa hoya che. je upaga rAkhavAmAM Ave nahi te agni paNa bALI nAMkhe. kuTuMbI mANasanI najara paNa hoya che. je temane mAgyA pramANe ApavAmAM Ave nahi to karaDI najare, trAMsI najare jue che. ane te bheguM karela dhana levAne lAga joyA kare che. pitA, putrane mAgyA mujaba Ape nahI te korTe caDhI, pUrvopArjItano dAvo mAMDI, pitAne herAna karavAmAM te putra khAmI rAkhatA nathI. are mAgyA mujaba bhAI-bena-bhANeja vigerene ApavAmAM Ave nahi to kRpaNane ilakAba ApIne tarachoDe. tiraskAra-dhikAranA veNa saMbhaLAve. AvA AvA kAraNonA prasaMge bhegu karanArane ghaNuM sahana karavuM paDe che. je sahI le nahi ane sAmAnya thaIne tene pratikAra kare te joI le. "bhuMgaLa vinAnI bhavAI" saMbaMdhone bhUlI zatruo jevA mAnI vairavirAdhAdikamAM AgaLa vadhI pite pitAnuM aniSTa karavA taiyAra thAya che. mATe parigrahanI mamatAne tyAga karI, prabhunA guNene gAI te guNone meLavI guNI bana? paNa pAche guNAnurAgI banaje. guNIjane upara IrSA adekhAI karate nahi. ghaNAya duniyAmAM guNa tarIke prasiddha thaela hoya che. paraMtu sAcA hetA nathI. kAraNa anya jananI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI haiyAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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adekhAI dhAraNa karI baLatA hoya che je guNo prApta thaela hoya che te rahI zakatA nathI. mATe prabhunI sevA bhaktinI sAthe guNa bana. tathA guNAnurAgI banI AtmakalyANa sAdha! je A pramANe vartana rAkhIza nahi te AkaDAnA AkulAM kahetA rUnI mAphaka saghaLI rIddhi-siddhi uDI jaze. aratavyasta banaze. tana dhanAdika sthira raheze nahi. bAjIgara pitAnI cAlAkI vaDe vividha hastakalA dekhADe che. agara najarabaMdhI preganA AdhAre kAMkarAne sAkararUpe dekhADe che. paNa te kalA phogaTa che. satya nathI. te mujaba badhI kalAthI meLavela mAyA paNa aMte vRthA banavAnI. mATe A saMsAramAM AvI te paNa bAjIgaranI mAphaka bAjI mAMDI aneka kalAo dekhADI mAyAne bhegI karI che. te bAjI sAcI nathI. AkaDAnA phUlanI mAphaka vakhata AvatAM uDI jaze. mATe cetI jA, adhika zuM kahevuM, zANAne zIkhAmaNa zAnamAM hoya che. mugdhane anekavAra, viDaMbanA-vipatti AvI lAge agara dhekAone mAra paDe te paNa sanmArge vaLe nahi. ane hAya hAya karatAM, pokAre pADatA, chaMdagAnI pasAra kare che. eka mANasa lebhI ane lAlacu hatA. lebhamAM ane lAlacamAM saghaLA de rahelA che. tathA kahevata paNa che ke, jyAM lebhIyA hoya tyAM dhUtArAne phAvaTa Ave che. A lebhI bolavAmAM cAlAka For Private And Personal Use Only

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hate. bhoLA lekane ADuMavaLu samajAvI, dhana bheguM karate. anyAyathI meLavela dhanAdikathI buddhimAM paNa malInatA AvI nivAsa kare che. tethI ja tene paradAranuM vyasana lAgu paDyuM. A vyasana bhalabhalAne sukhanI bhramaNAmAM nAMkhI sarvasva luMTI laI pAgala je banAve che. A lebhIne paNa paradArAnuM vyasana lAgu paDyuM. eka rUpavatI ane laTakA-caTakA maTakA karanArI paradArane rAgI banyuM. gharamAM rahela patnI putrAdika parivAra ghaNuM veLA Thapake Ape che ke paisAnI tathA puNyanI khuvArI kema kare che ? A vyasanathI AbarUne dhakko lAge che. janasamudAya paNa tamArA upara vizvAsa karatA nathI. mATe samajaNanA gharamAM AvI AvA duraMta vyasanane tyAga kare. jyAre sagAMsaMbaMdhI taraphathI upAlaMbhe-ThapakA maLe che tyAre teone yadrA tA samajAve che. paNa je vyasana paDela che te mUkato nathI. ekadI, pilI padArAe rUpIyA sonI mAgaNI karI. ane kahyuM ke atyAre huM ghaNI bhIDamAM AvI chuM. eka be mAsamAM senA badale savAso tamane ApIza. eka te lebhI hatI ne pAcho kAmarAgI banyuM. tethI rAgane laIne se rUpiyA ApyA. pelIe khuzI thaI lebhInA vakhANa karyA. ahIM tame te ghaNuM popakArI ane paragaju che. A mujaba bolatI ane laTakA-caTakA karatI potAne ghera AvI. be mahinA bAda vizvAsa besADavA savAso rUpiyA ApI gaI. lebhI khuzI khuzI thaI gayuM ane manamAM mAnavA lAge ke viSaya sukhanI sAthe pisA bI maLe che. A baMdha For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAre. mahenata karavI paDatI nathI ane rUpiyA maLI Ave che. have banyuM evuM ke cAreka mahinA vitAvyA pachI peilI paradAra AvI. laTakA-maTakA karatI kahevA lAgI. mArA dIkarAne paraNAvavo che. gharamAM chAbamAM mukavA mATe senAnA, metInA dAgInA nathI. ane pallAmAM dAgIne mukyA vinA kanyAne bApa paraNAve nahi. mATe IkarAne paraNAvI cAra mahinA gayA pachI tamane saghaLA dAgInA pAchA ApIza. ane pacAsa rUpiyA vyAja tarIke adhika ApIza. game tema karIne dAgInA Api. ane mArI AbarU rAkhe. A lobhI kAmIne kAmarAgamAM vicAra sarakho paNa Avate nathI ke dIkarAne paraNAve che. ane dAgInA mArI pAse mAge che, ane vaLI pacAsa rUpaiyA adhika ApavAnuM kahe che. te kayAMthI lAvaze ? ane kAmarAgamAM pAchA maMgAze paNa nahI. paramArIne vizvAsa ke ? kadAca arpaNa karaze nahi to huM karIza zuM? paraMtu kAmarAgIne e vicAra kayAMthI Ave ? janmAMdha karatA kAmarAgI kharAba kahele che. kAgaDe rAtrie dekhe nahi. ghuvaDa divase dekhe nahi. tete ThIka che. paNa kAmAMdha te divase ane rAtrie dekhate nathI ane koI sanmArge vALe to paNa vaLate nathI. janmAMdha te vALyo vaLe ane sanmArge vaLI jAya. pilIne dAgIne ApavA mAMDyA. gharanA mANase kakaLATa kare che. ghaNuM samajAve che, chatAM teone tarachoDI dAgInA ApyA. paMdara vIsa hajAranA kIMmatanA dAgInA laI harakhAtI pelI For Private And Personal Use Only

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svagRhe AvI. dIkarAne paraNAvI adhika khuzI thaI. cAra mAsa vyatIta thayA topaNa te dAgInA pAchA ApavA AvI nahI. putrAdika vAre vAre kahevA lAgyA. je dAgInA pelIne ApyA che. te ApavA AvI nathI. mATe jAte tenI pAse jaIne mAgaNuM kare. te rAMDa pAchA ApavA Avaze nahi. lebhIe padArAnI pAse jaIne mAgaNI karI tyAre kahevA lAgI. AvI adhIrAI zI? te dAgInA zuM ame khAI jaIzuM. putravadhu te dAgInA paherI pIyara gaI che. te ahiM Avaze tyAre pAchA mekalI ApIza. pAchA ghera jAo. prItanI rIta te jANo. jaladI mAgatA zarama AvatI nathI. zuM ame te dAgInA gaLI jaIzuM ? A mujaba sAMbhaLI vadhAre nahi belate te ghare AvyuM. chAne mAne. cUpa thaIne beThe. sagAMvahAlA pUche che ke, dAgInA ane pacAsa rUpaiyA lAvyA che ? ze uttara Ape? ghaNuM kahyuM tyAre ThAvaku mukha rAkhIne kahyuM ke, be mahinAmAM ApI jaze. utAvaLa zA mATe kare che. te khAI ke gaLI javAnI nathI. mATe dhIraja rAkhe. ApI jaze. be traNa mAsa vityA chatAM te pAchA ApI gaI nahi. tethI svajanavage punaH kahyuM ke adyApi pilI ApI gaI nathI mATe jAo, ane pAchA laI Ave. te teNInI pAse jaIne dAgInAnI mAgaNI kare che. tyAre mukhano maTake karavApUrvaka kahevA lAgI ke, jyAre mArI vahu piyaramAMthI AvI tyAre tame AvyA hatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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69 to jarUra chAnI rIte paNa tamArA dAgInA pAchA Apata, paNa thoDA dIvasa rahI dAgInA paherI tenA bhAinuM lagna hAvAthI pAchI piyaramAM gaI che. te ahiMA Avaze tyAre jarUra game tema karIne pAchA ApIza. adhIrA baneA nahi. ATalI badhI utAvaLa zI ? A pramANe te la'paTI, dAgInAnI mAgaNI karavAmAM Ave che tyAre judA judA AnA khatAvI ApatI nathI. pelAne gharanA mANase paNa ghaNuM ghaNu` kahe che. have pastAvAno pAra rahyo nathI. chevaTe kaMTALI te dhutArInI pAse kahevA lAgyuM ke, tu dareka vakhate judA judA khAnA kADhIne dAgInA ApatI nathI. te dAgInA mArA piravAranA che, mATe Aje lIdhA sivAya javAnA nathI. Ama kahIne dhAmeA lAgye pelI ghera AvelI putravadhune kahe che ke, dAgInA mane Apa. paNa te ApatI nathI. ane kahe che ke, A dAgInA mArA padmAnA che. mATe kadApi ApIza nahi. ane evA gupta sthale satADavA ke zaiAdhyA hAthamAM Ave nahi. have ekeya upAya nahi hovAthI te dhUtArIe kahyuM ke tamArA dAgInA huM lAvI ja nathI, tenI vAta paNa huM jANatI nathI ane vAre vAre mArA gharamAM AvI nAhaka ugharANI karo che. have jo Avaze. te mAnamaratabe sacavAze nahi. dAgInAnI vAta karatA nahi, pAchA jA. te leAbhI, lAlacu temaja laMpaTI, paradArAnA vacane sAMbhaLI AbhA banI gayA. ane kahevA lAgyA. te mArI pAsethI dAgInA laI For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaIne gharamAM rAkhyA che. hArI vahunI pAse che. chatAM ApatI nathI. ahiMthI lIdhA vinA have pAcho jaIza nahi. A mujaba sAMbhaLI pelIe barobara tephAna karyuM. kajIe ghaNe karyo, paNa dAgInA ApyA nahi. AbarU sAthe dAgInA paNa gayA. beAbarU thaye. have tene vizvAsa, svajanavarga paNa rAkhatA nathI. chevaTe dIna-hIna bane. mATe AvI dazA. Ave nahi te mATe je je de che, teone tyAga karI raddhi-siddhinuM rakSaNa kare. raddhi-siddhi paNa puNyAge maLe che. paraMtu tene paradArA sevanamAM tathA ghaNA moTA AraMbha-samAraMbhamAM vAparavAmAM Ave te puNyanI sAthe raddhi-siddhi khatama thAya che. khatama thatAM mANase dIna-hIna banI duHkhadAyI avasthAmAM AvI paDe che. mATe cetIne saMsAramAM vartana rAkhe. saMsAramAM cetavAnA, taravAnA, sanmArge ArUDha thavAnA ghaNA nimitto-saMge maLI Ave che. ane AbarUpratiSThA-puNya-paisA tathA zArIrika tAkAtane gumAvavAnA paNa ghaNA ane punaH punaH kAraNe maLI Ave che; sAdhane sukhajanaka che. duHkhajanaka ane duHkhanI paraMparAne vadhAranAra paNa sAdhanane pAra nathI. mATe buddhi -mati hoya te teno upayoga karI te maLelA sAdhano, sukhajanaka, ane sukhanI paraMparA vadhAranAra bane te mujaba kaSTa sahIne paNa vartana rAkho. te koI paNa duHkha-kaNa ApavA samartha nathI, pitAnA aparAdhe-bhUlethI ja aniSTa sagAne AvavAne avakAza maLe che, kaMTakatarane vAvI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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kalpatarUnA phala kyAMthI male! dhaMturAnI jagyAe gulAbanAcaMpAnA-mAlatI megarAnA putra prApta thaze nahi. mATe jIvanabharamAM evuM vAve. evuM vartana kare ke, kaMTake rUpI kaSTa AvI male nahi. sAcA sukhane prApta karavAmAM dareka doSane tyAga karavuM joIe, e ja sujJanuM kartavya che. paraMtu DAhyA ane mUrkha, naranArI, mAyA mamatAne ja sAcA sukhanuM sAdhana mAnI tene mATe jIvanamAM athAga prayAsa kare che, ke kaI rIte sukha maLe. paNa mAyA-mamatA te satya sukhanuM sAdhana nathI. tenuM bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDelAne bhAna hotuM nathI. tethI jIvanabhara e prayAsa kare che ke Aleka, paraloka, duHkhamaya janaka, ane duHkhanI paraMparA vadhe. ane aneka bhavamAM bhaTakI janma-jarA, ane maraNanI asahya vipatti AvI lAge. sukhane mArga saddagurune pUchatuM nathI, ane lokasaMjJAmAM phasAI e mArga grahaNa kare che ke, zaka-saMtApa-paritApAdika sivAya anya prApta thAya nahi. mATe he cetana! are jIva! lekaheDIne tyAga karI, sadgurunI pAse jaIne sanmArge-mokSamArge sugamatAe javAnA upAyane pucha. jethI bhavaparaMparA aTakI paDaze. mokSamArga. hastagata thaze. Ama kayAM sudhI bhavanI paraMparAmAM bhaTakyA karIza. sadguru buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, amArI pAse Ava. amArI sAcI zIkhAmaNa mAna. keI tane kaI Apaze nahi. mATe ADA avaLA bhaTakyA vinA AtmAne dhyAnI thA. ekadama, akate dhyAnI thavAze nahi. mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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72 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir prabhunI pUjanA, AdaramAna, satkAra dvArA temanA guNNAne grahaNa karavAthI ane zakayatAye te mujakha vartana karavAthI je satyasukhanI cAhanA che. te saphalIbhUta thaze jInAjJAe dharma jarUra thavAnA. ane te mujaba saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavAthI bhavAbhavanA kaSTo cAlI jaze. mATe antaramAM prabhunI sAcI sevanA, AjJApUrvaka amalamAM muke. AjJA mujaba zakaya vartana karavAmAM AvatuM nathI. tethI mAgI lAvela ghareNA, AbhUSaNeAmAM potAnA mAnI rAcI, mAcI rahyo. jyAre tene viyeAga thayA tyAre valeApAta karavA lAgyuM. mATe AvI paristhiti AvI lAge nahi te mATe he cetana, cetI jA. Atmahita sAdha ! chaThThA padamAM sadguru AcArya mahArAja buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI, je sAMsArika padArthomAM rAcI mAcI rahelA che. tene tyAga karavAnA tathA prApta amulya, avasaranI saphalatA karavAnA upadeza ApatA pharamAve che. rAga-vaida vanamAM valavale. cetI le tuM prANIyA, AvyA avasara jAya, svArathIyA saMsAramAM, hete zuM harakhAya. cetIle tuM prANIyA // 1 // janma jarA maraNAdike, sAcA nahi sthira vAsa, Adhi, vyAdhi upAdhithI, bhavamAM nahi sukha Aza. cetAle rA For Private And Personal Use Only

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72 rAmA rUpamAM rAcIne, joyuM nahi nijarUpa, phegaTa duniyA phaMdamAM, sahati vasamI dhupa. cetIleTa mAtA pitA bhAI dikarA, dArAdika parivAra, maratAM sAtha na Avaze, mithyA sahu saMsAra. cetIleva mA cintAmaNi sama dohile, pAmyo manu avatAra, avasara Avo nahi maLe, tAre Atama tAra. cetIleTa pA jevI saMdhyA vAdaLI, kSaNamAM viNazI jAya, kAco kuMbha kAyA kAramI, dekhI zuM harakhAya. cetIle. dA mAyA mamatA pariharI, bhaje zrI bhagavAna, karavuM hoya te kIjIe, tapajapa pUjA dAna. cetIle. AvA koIka ghAlyA gharamAM, bAnyA keI masANa, AMkha mIMcAe zUnyamAM, paDatA raheze prANa. cetIle18 vairAgye mana vALIne, cAlo zivapura vATa, buddhisAgara mAMDaje, dharma ratnanuM hATa cetIlelo For Private And Personal Use Only

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74 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhinI viDa'anAmAM phasAI paDelA manuSyene sadguru sUrIzvarajI cetAve che ke, te viDakhanAone haThAvavA mATe are mAnavIe sArA-suMdara avasara maLyo che. te avasarane sAMsArika sukha khAtara phogaTa gumAva nahi. kAlanA paNa vizvAsa rAkheA nahi. je kALa, eTale mRtyune jIte che te kAlane jIte che. AvatI kAlamAM kayA kayA anave| anavAnA che, te sava thA saMpUrNa kahI zakAya nahi. je kAnI saphalatA karavA mATe dhAraNA rAkhI hAya, te evA nimitto maLatAM vikala thAya che. zrI dazaratha nRpane, zrI rAmacaMdrane siMhAsanamAM besADI, abhiSeka karavApUrvaka rAjA manAvavAnI sAcI bhAvanA-icchA hatI, ke nyAyI-vinayI namratA-saralatAyukta ane sa MteSavAna putrane ayeAdhyAnI gAdI soMpI huM dharma dhyAnamAM divaseA vyatIta karU. temaja rAjyAbhiSeka karavAnuM muhUta ApanAra vasaSTa RSi hatA. sArA zaheramAM rAmacaMdrajIne ayeAdhyAnI gAdI maLaze te mujaba vAta paNa cAlI rahelI hatI. paNa pitAzrInI pratijJAnuM pAlana karavA rAjya sukhane tilAMjalI ApI vanavAsa svIkAryo. tethI jJAnI kahe che ke, AvI abhilASAne tyAga karI, AvatI kAle Atma kalyANa sAdhIzuM. Aje te mejamADu karI levA de. paNa kAla kANe dekhI che. dhArelI dhAraNA adhurI rahe agara nAza pAme. mATe Aje ja agara abaghaDImAM Atmahita jo buddhi hAya tA sAdhI le ? bhAgyodaye maLela amulya avasarane jema tema veDaphI nAMkhA nahi. avasara :: For Private And Personal Use Only

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75 vityA pachI valepAta karaze te paNa kAMI vItele avasara pAcho vaLaze nahi. saMsAramAM saMbaMdha vaDe sArA saMge maLyA che. temAM harSane dhAraNa kara nahi. kAraNa ke te sagone viga thatA vilaMba thaze nahi. mATe te saMbaMdhamAM harakhane dhAraNa karI Asakta banIza nahi. zA mATe harakhAya che. harakhamane harakhamAM je agatyanuM, AvazyakanuM sAdhavAnuM haze te sadhAze nahi. ane mAyA-mamatAnuM jora vadhaze. mATe te saMbaMdhomAM Asaktine tyAga karI bhaviSyamAM, paralekamAM Adhi-vyAdhi-valopAta TaLe evuM kArya sAdhI le. A jagatamAM mAtA-pitA bhAI-dIkarA patnI vigere parivAranuM piSaNa karavA ahoniza cintAo karI. paNa je anAdikAlathI vairI-zatru tarIke rahelA che evA krodhAdikane TALavA mATe ane sAcA sukhane arpaNa karanAra, ane avasarane tathA dunyavI sAdhanene paNa saphala karanAra, Atmika guNene je vikArothI dabANa raheluM che te dabANane TALavA mATe tathA te guNone puSTa banAvavA mATe lakSa dIdhuM nahi. tethI vividha yAtanAone bhega thavAno vakhata Avyo. avasara maLyo tyAre nindA, vikathA vigere pramAdamAM gALyo. ane je kartavya hatuM tenuM vismaraNa thayuM. ane dharmasAdhanA karavAnuM bhaviSyakALane bhaLAvyuM. bhaviSyakALamAM vartamAnakALanI teyArI. haze te dharmasAdhana thaze. bhaviSyakAlane saphala karanAra vartamAnakALa yavaMte have joIe. vartamAnakALamAM karela, zubha agara azubha karaNI bhaviSyamAM vipAka dekhADe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ane vipAka mege sukha duHkhanA bhaktA banAya che, zubha karaNa karaze te sukhanA sAdhane maLaze. azubha karaNa karavAthI sukhanA sAdhane kyAMthI maLaze? duHkhanA nimitte hAjara thavAnA. mATe maLelA zubha avasaramAM evI karaNI kare ke duHkhanA saMge upasthita thAya nahi. ane sukhane anubhava kare hoya te samyaga jJAnane meLave. kAraNa, samyagu jJAnathI duHkhe AvI lAge te samaye muMjhavaNamAM paDAtuM nathI. ane te vakhate sahana karavAnI tAkAtane AvirbhAva thAya che. eTale te veLAe dukha jevuM bhAsatuM nathI. parIkSA tarIke manAya che. mATe sukhamAM ane duHkhamAM samyaga jJAnanI jarUra che. sukhanA sage paNa je jJAna haze nahi te muMjhavaNa ubhI karaze. ane Asakta banatA evA karmo baMdhAze ke asahya viDaMbanA bhogavatA paNa chUTaze nahi. mATe maLelA avasarane saphala karavA samyagu jJAnanI sAthe samyaku cAritranI paNa AvazyakatA che. jJAna ane te mujaba kiyA haze te ja dharmasAdhana sArthakatA dhAraNa karaze. mATe manuSyabhavamAM Aja karavAnuM che. peTa parivArAdikane valepAta raheze nahi. piTa parivArAdikanuM piSaNa, jJAna kriyA ye ja thaI zake che. ane cIkaNuM karma baMdhAtA nathI. mATe suMdara rUpavatI svanArInA rUpamAM paNa mugdha banavuM te paNa svahitanI hAnI che. gurUdeva kahe che ke, rAmAnA rUpamAM rAcI pitAnA AtmAnuM rUpa nirakhyuM nahi, temAM ja sukha mAnI levAyuM. paNa aMte tene viyega For Private And Personal Use Only

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77 thatA atyaMta vale pAta-saMtApa thaye. kahe? zuM phala meLavyuM mATe rAmAnA rUpamAM eTale pitAnI ke pArakAnI rAmAstrImAM tathA tenA rUparaMgamAM rAcImAcI rahevuM nahi. ane pitAnuM svarUpa je satya che tene nihALavAmAM sadAya tatpara bana. sadAya tatpara banAya nahi te, nijarUpa jevAnI bAra tithio, zAstrakAroe pharamAvela che, temAM ArAdhanA karavA parAyaNa bana. agara be ghaDI daza mananA, daza vacananA ane bAra kAyAnA dene nirakhavA pUrvaka teone TALavA sAmAyika kara. samatA taraMgamAM snAna kara. tethI AtmarUpanuM bhAna thaze. AnaMdane anubhava AvatAM saMkalpa vika svayameva TaLI jaze. mATe rUparaMgano meha mUkI nijarUpane nirakhavA lakSa devAnI paNa jarUra che. dunyavI padArthomAM rAcamacI rahevuM te phaMda che, mehamAyAnI jALI che. temAM phasAelane kadApi sukhazAMtino anubhava Avato nathI. kaMTALe sadAya raheluM hoya che. mATe AvA phaMdamAM phasAIne zA mATe vasamI vipattine bhega bane che. kAMIka samaja. dunyavI padArthomAM rAcAmAcI rahevAthI mAtapitA bhAI dIkarA vigerenA saMbaMdha sAcavavA ghaNe prayAsa karyo. paNa te saMbadho tArA vaDe sacavAyA che? kyAMthI sacavAya, te ja padArthone mATe jevAM ke, jara, jamIna ane jerU mATe ghaNe utpAta macAvyA. takarAra -kaleza-kaMkAsa karyo. te AvI mehanI jALamAM zA mATe prayAsa karI duHkhI thAya che. saMbaMdhe rItasara sAcavavAmAM ghaNuM yegyatA rAkhavI paDe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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che. te gyatA prApta karavAmAM paNa keTalI mahenata karI? dareka saMbaMdhenI Asakti jyAre mUkAya che tyAre saMbaMdha sAcavavAnI zakti utpanna thAya che. AvI tAkAta utpanna thayA vinA mAtapitA putra parivAramAM je mugdha bane che te AtmakalyANa karI zakatA nathI. maratAM te parivAra sAthe AvanAra nathI. ane parivAra mATe karelAM pApasthAnanA ge pApabaMdha thAya che. mATe samajI, prathama dunyavI padArthoinI mamatAne tyAga kara. eTale mamatAne tyAga thatAM parivAramAM mugdha banAze nahi. mATe cintAmaNi. pArasamaNinA sarakhA are tethI paNa atyaMta lAbha ApanAra jaina dharmane ajJAnatAnA pege phagAvI de nahi. ajJAnatAnA yege je atyaMta lAbhadAyaka vastuo parakhAtI nathI. ane lAbha laI zakAto nathI. eka jamAInI mAphaka-koI bhaThTha vagaDAmAM sUkA lAkaDA kApI zaheramAM vecI pitAnI tathA parivAranI AjIvikA calAvatA. eka divasa kuThAra-kuThArI laI jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApavA gamana karI rahela che. paNa *kuThArInI dhArane buThThI thaela dekhI tikSaNa karavA patharAo zedhavA lAge. caLakatA eka paththarane dekhI kuThArI ghasavA lAgyA. tevAmAM tenI dhAra pILI thaI. sAthe kuhADI pALI thaI. A paththara naheAte paNa mulyavAna pArasamaNi hatA. tenI ajJAnatAthI tene khabara paDI nahi. kuhADInI dhAra paNa narama paDela hovAthI aphasa-cintA karavA lAgyo ke A kuhADIthI lAkaDA kapAze nahi. mATe luhAranI pAse For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaIne bIjI kuhADI lAvuM, ema vicArI te cintA karate luhAranI pAse AvI kahevA lAgyuM ke kuThArIne ghasatA pILI, ane narama thaI tethI lAkaDA kapAze nahi. mATe bIjI Apa. luhAre jANyuM ke pArasamaNi sivAya leDhAnI kuhADI senAnI bane nahi. A kuhADI tene spaze senAnI banI che. mATe te paththara pArasamaNi have joIe. Ama vicArI luhAre pelA ajJAnI bhallane kahyuM ke te paththara dekhADa? pachI tene kuhADI ApIza. pisA paNa laIza nahi. A mujaba bhille je sthale paththara paDyo hate te tene dekhADo. te pArasamaNine oLakhI sAthe laIne pitAnA ghera AvI bhiThThane bIjI suMdara dhAravALI kuhADI ApI. bhilla rAjI rAjI thayo. ane luhArane harSa pAra rahyo nahi. bhilla kuhADI vaDe lAkaDA kApavA lAge tyAre jANakAra luhAra leDhAne pArasamaNinA yoge sonuM banAvavA lAgyA. suvarNa eTaluM badhu banAvyuM ke rAjA karatAM adhika vaibhavavALa banyuM. pitAnA gharamAM thALI vADakA-gAlA vigere vAsaNe paNa senAnA banAvI vAparavA lAgyuM. temaja sAdhana saMpanna banela hovAthI moTA narapatinI mAphaka viSaya vilAsamAM mahAlavA lAge. putranI abhilASA te ghaNI hatI, paNa putrane badale eka putrI hatI. tene lADakoDathI maTI karI. maTI thayA pachI A putrI ghaNI cAlAka hovAthI vicAra karavA lAgI. A saghaLo vibhava-sAdhana sAmagrI pArasamaNinA prabhAve maLI AvI che. mATe jyAre mArA pitA mane paraNAve tyAre mArA pati For Private And Personal Use Only

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80 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dvArA pArasamaNinI mAgaNI karAvIza, ane pitA paNa preme Apaze. A mujama vicAraNA kare che. tevAmAM eka khalavAn ane rUpALA vara sAthe teNIne paraNAvI. teNIe peAtAnA patine kahyuM ke mArA pitA tameAne mAgaNI karavAnuM kahe tyAre pArasamaNinI mAgaNI karo. A sivAya anya vastunI mAgaNI karatA nahi. pArasamaNinA ceAge nRpatinI samAna sAhyabIvALA ApaNe thaIzuM. tenA patie jyAre tenA sasarA pAse pArasamaNinI mAgaNI karI tyAre putrInA premathI tene arpaNa karyAM, ane udAra manathI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArI pAse sAta peDhI sudhI khUTe nahi tevI senAnA cage sAhyabI che. bhalene dIkarI ane jamAI mArA sarakhA vaibhavivalAsA vALA ane, dIkarA thAya ane A saghaLI sapattine bhAgavaTo kare ema kahI zakAya nahi. dIkarI paNa DhIkarA jevI che. Ama dhAraNA karI khuzIthI pArasamaNi arpaNa karyo hatA. paNa jyAre jamAInA hAthamAM pArasamaNi AvyA tyAre ajJAnI jaDa jevA teNe A paththara zuM Apaze. mArI strIe mane A sivAya anya vastuA mAgavAmAM chetaryA, ane A paththaranI mAgaNI karAvI, ane pitA upara ghaNA prema hAvAthI khIjI suMdara vastunI mAgaNI karAvI. nahi. A mujaba vicAra karI rahelA che. tevAmAM jAnane vaLAvI luhAra svagRhe Avyo. jAnanI sAthe A varavahu mAphAmAM besI peAtAnA vatana tarapha vaLe che. tevAmAM bhAtu khAvA jAne paDAva nAMkhyA. daMpati paNa bhAtu khAvA beThA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAme sarovara ghaNuM gaMbhIra ne uMDu hatuM. bhAtu khAtA teNIne pati Thapako Ape che. A paththaranI ja mAgaNuM te karAvI. A sivAya anya vastuo ghaNuM kImatI hatI tenI mAgaNI karAvI nahi te ThIka karyuM nahi. A paththarathI ze lAbha thavAne ? Ama kahIne ajJAnatAnA pege te pArasamaNine paththara mAnI sarovaramAM phagAvI dIdhuM. tenI patnI ghaNo valepAta karavA lAgI ane vicAra karavA lAgI. pati balavAna ane rUpavAna che chatAM jaDa jevA lAge che. mArA pitAe premathI pArasamaNi Ape paNa temaNe phagAvI dIdhe. have bIjIvAra kyAMthI maLe? A pramANe devadurlabha manuSyabhavamAM cintAmaNi agara pArasamaNi samAna jainadharma tamane malya che. tene ajJAnatA yege, ahaMkAra-abhimAna-mAyA mamatAmAM vRthA gumAve nahi. sarevaramAM luhAranA jamAIe pheMkI dIdhela pArasamaNine dhanArane kadAcita hAtha lAge paNa manuSyabhavamAM pArasamaNi karatAM acitya saMpatti-sAhyabIne ApanAra jainadharmane bobara oLakhANa karyA sivAya jematema eTale sAMsArika sukha mAM phagAvI deze te anaMtabhava sudhI paNa hAthamAM Avaze nahi. jainadharmanI rItasara ArAdhanA karyA vinA sAcI sAhyabI tame je jaMkhI rahyA che, te maLavI azakya che. mATe jaina dharmarUpI pArasamaNi tamane je maLe che tenI mAyA mamatAne tyAga karavA pUrvaka sArI rIte ArAdhanA kare. je zarIrane majabUta banAvavA khAtara aneka abhakSya anaMta For Private And Personal Use Only

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kAyane vAparI khuzI thAo che. temaja tailAdikathI mAlIza karI, puSTa bane che. te kAyA-deha kAcA kuMbhanI sarakhI che. asAdhya vyAdhi lAgatAM nAza pAmatA vilaMba thaze nahi. nAza pAmatI kAyAne mATe davA-auSadhamAM lAkho rUpiyAne vyaya karaze to paNa eka kSaNa mAtra paNa TakI zakaze nahi. AyuSya khatama thatAM kSaNa mAtra paNa jIvI zakAtuM nathI ja. kAraNa ke AyuSyane tuTavAnA ghaNA nimitta che. saMkSepamAM zAstrakAroe sAta darzAvela che. paNa vadhArAne eka paNa upAya nathI. jyAre AyuSyano nAza thae te kAyA paNa nAza pAmavAnI ja. jevI saMdhyAnI vAdaLI agara saMdhyA manahara lAge che. dekhatA AlhAdaka che. chatAM te nAza pAme che ane aMdhakAra chavAI jAya che. tema kAyAnI paNa AvI ja sthiti che. AyuSya nAza pAmyA pachI keIka, paDI rahelA kAyAne jamInamAM dATe che ane upara daragAha banAve che. keIka vaLI kAyAne dATI tenA upara devala banAve che. keIka vaLI citAmAM suvADI agni dvArA bhasmIbhUta kare che. AvI hAlata chevaTe bane che. mATe te kAyAnA piSaNa khAtara koNa duHkhadAyaka bhayaMkara pApa kare? jene durgatinA bhAjana thavuM hoya te ja kare. eTaluM ja sAcuM ane suMdara kahI zakAya ke, kAyAnI saMbhALa rAkhavA sAthe dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne pApa AvatA baMdha thAya ane puNyane baMdha agara karma nirjarA thAya te mATe kAyAnI saMbhALa rAkhavI paDe che. te rAkhavI. kAraNa dehanA AdhAre dhArmika kAryo banI zake che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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azakta banatAM rItasara banI zakatA nathI. eTale dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe sAtvika vastuothI dehanI saMbhALa rAkhavI paDe. anyathA te dehane puSTa karavAnI jarUra nathI. jematema rAjasika ane tAmasika vastuo vAparavAmAM Ave te mAnasika vRttio vazamAM raheze nahi. ane kAyAnI pravRttione unmArgagAmI banAvaze. mATe kAyAnI saMbhALa agara piSaNa AtmAnI unnati mATe ja karavI joIe ke jethI mokSapada-paramapada prApta thAya nahi tyAM sudhI sarva prakAre zAMti rahe. anukuLatAe jIvana pasAra thAya. nahitara adharmanA ge bhavobhava duHkhanI viDaMbanAnI paraMparA vadhArI duHkhI duHkhI thavAnuM ja. yAtanA saMkaTa vagere je dvArA vadhe tevA sAdhane agara kAyAthI zuM lAbha maLavAne mATe saMvega-vairAgyamAM mAnasika vRttione vALI, AtmavikAsane sAdhe ke jethI cikaNAM karmo dUra khase ane satya zAMti hAjara thAya. hATa mAMDavuM hoya te evuM hATa mAMDajo ke zivapuranI vATa dekhADe. paNa durgatinI vATa dekhADe evI dukAna mAMDazo nahi. pisAo pidA karavA hoya te puNyavATa hastagata thAya tevuM hATa mAMDaze. anyathA te paisAo pApabaMdhanI vATa-mArga dekhADaze. kAyA dvArA te yoge dareka vyavahAranA kAryomAM evI vATa leze ke, pApa ochu thAya ane puNyanI vATamAM prema vadhe. e mArga-rasto leje ke jethI paraMparAe Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinI viDaMbanA bhAgatI jAya. ane sukhazAMtine AvavAne avakAza maLe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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4 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir eka zeThanI mAphaka-eka vANIAe ghInu hATa mAMDayu" che. rabAraNAne chetarI vadhAre ghI le che. ane ghI pramANe paisA ApatA nathI. eka divasa bhALI rakhAraNanI pAsethI pAMca zera ghI lIdhu. ane cAra zera ghInA rUpiyA ApyA. bheALIne khabara paDI nahi tethI cArazeranA rUpiyA laI potAnA ghera gaI. viNake je zera dhI rabAraNane chetarI lIdhu hatu te pAtAnA ghera meAkalI ane kahevarAju ke Aje zera ghInA ghekhara karajo, mAre ghekhara khAvAnI ghaNI abhilASA che.. dukAnethI AvelA ghInA tenI strIe ghekhara manAvI taiyAra rAkhyA. ane jyAre ghera Avaze tyAre tene jamADIzuM. Ama vicAra karI rahI che. teTalAmAM tene jamAi Avyo ane kahyuM ke je taiyAra hoya te jamavA mATe Ape. mAre agatyanuM kAma hovAthI jaldI javuM che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI khIjI rasAI anela nahi hAvAthI je ghebara taiyAra hatA te jamADayA. jamAI te saghaLA jamIne cAlyA gaye. hATe beThela vaNika bhAvanA bhAve che ke Aje ghekhara jamavAmAM majA paDaze. dararoja sAdI rasavatI jamavAmAM AvatI hatI. temAM mA paDatI naheAtI. Ama vicArI bhAIsAheba svagharamAM AvyA. nhAvAnuM paNa bhUlI ghebaranI mAgaNI karavA lAgyA. strIe kahyu ke utAvaLA thAe nahi. snAna tA kare. teTalAmAM roTalA-roTalI banAvI jamADu', kemake mekalelA ghInA ghekhara anAvI tamAre mATe taiyAra rAkhela hatA. teTalAmAM jamAI AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke je taiyAra hAya te jamavA mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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Ape. bIjI rasoI taiyAra hatI nahi ane jaldI javAnI utAvaLa karato hovAthI saghaLAe taiyAra karela ghebarane jamIne cAlyA gaye. tene je na jamADIe te khoTuM dekhAya. A mujaba sAMbhaLI vaNika vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke pelI rabAraNane ThagIne zera ghI vadhAre lIdhu ane tene banAvela ghebara jamAI jamI gaye. teNIne chetarI pApa meM karyuM ane durgatinI vATa lIdhI. A mujaba khAnAra khAI jAya che ane pApanA vipAkora mAre bhegavavA paDaze. mATe cetana kAMI samajaNanA gharamAM Ava. Ama vicArI dagA prapaMca-chetarapiMDIne tyAga karI, nIti, nyAya, pramANitA pramANe vartavA lAgyo. anukrame jJAnI munivaranA upadezathI dharmanI dukAna-hATa mAMDI ane zivapuranI vATa lIdhI. ane A lekamAM ane paralekamAM sukhI thayA. sadUgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke sAMsArika sukhanI khAtara hATa mAMDIne dagA-phaTakAprapaMca karI je meLavaze te bIjA khAI jaze ane peTa bharIne mAra tamAre khAvuM paDaze. mATe AvA hATane tyAga karI zivapuranI vATa dekhADe tevuM hATa mAMDe. tethI ke bhavamAM mAra khAvo paDaze nahi. mATe vairAgye manane vALI mokSamArganI vATa le. A mujaba chaThThA padamAM upadeza ApI sAtamA padane AraMbha kare che. keI eka bhumIyAne bhAre AMbe amara che.e rAga, asaMkhya pradezI kSetra tArUM, upadeza vRSTidhAra Atma, For Private And Personal Use Only

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hAMre vIrA Aja dina raLIyAta. hejI. asaMkhya ra0 /1 kviAnI karI kodALIne, viveka bAMdha pALa Atma, hAMre vIre alakhanAM bIja vavarAva. hajI. asaMkhya praDha rA vADa karo samakitanI tyAM, sadagurU Ta mela Atma, hAM re vIrA ! nagurA paMkhI uDADa (jI. asaMkhya praDha |rA anubhava rasanI vRSTi thAtAM, pAkI khetI pUra Atma, hAM re vIrA ! saghaLI phaLI tabaAza, hejI. asaMkhya pradezI | Atma dharmano khetI pAkI, bhAgIbhavanI bhUkha Atma, hAMre vIrA! cukavyAM devAM teNIvAra hejI. - asaMkhya pradezIpA Apa svabhAve thaIgayo tyAM, jIva te ziva svarUpa Atma, hAMre vIra, buddhisAgara guNa gAya hejI. asaMkhya pradezI dA saddaguru AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI khetara kheDanArAone upadeza ApatA pharamAve che ke, are bhAIo khetare ghaNI vakhata, dareka varSomAM vAraMvAra kheDI dhAnya utpanna karyuM. ane dehagehAMdinuM piSaNa karyuM. paNa eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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7 kSetra kheDavAnu khAkI rahyuM che. jo te khetarane kheDaze| tA bhaveAbhavanI bhUkha bhAgaze. sAMsArika kSetrane kheDI, anAja pakavyuM, ane dehageAdi parivAra vigerenu' pASaNa karyuM, chatAM bhavAbhavanI bhAvaTa-bhUkha bhAgI nahi. bhUkhyA ane tarasyA rahyA. temaja yAcanA, dInatA, ane hInatA naSTa thaI nahi. have bhaveAbhavanI bhUkha bhAgavI hAya ! Atmika kSetrane ALakhe. ane A kSetrane kheDI bhavAbhavanI bhAvaTa--bhUkha bhAge tevuM dhAnya pakAvaze teA dhanya banaze. bhUkha-tarasyA yAcanA dInatAdi dUra khasaze, mATe are bhAgyazAlIe asaMkhya pradezI kSetra tArU ja che. anya kSetrAne tuM mArA mAne che, ane te kSetro khAtara keAI kAI velAe laDAI -kakAsa-jhagaDAe kare che. tathA keTe paisA kharacI pAyamAla bane che. te kSetre tArA nathI ja. jo tArA hAya tA parabhavamAM sAthe AvavA joie. paraMtu sAthe eka IMca -tasu kSetranI jamIna AvatI nathI. te te tame jANe che ke, tamArA joDIo-saMbadhIo ke mitrA, peAtAnI saghaLI jamIna kSetrA mUkI gayA. ane sAthe tasu mAtra paNa laI gayA nathI. te tArI sAthe zuM te Avaze ? nahiM ja Ave. te tamene anubhava che. mATe asaMkhya pradezIkSetra sivAya anyakSetra mATe laDAI, takarAra kare nahi. karaze te mAyA, mamatA tamAne mIThA mAra mArI, evI kAramI katala karaze ke bhaveAbhava te mAra ke katala khareAkhara sAlaze. bhayaMkara vipatti, viDaMbanAomAM sAvaze. mATe sadgurunI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAse jA, asaMkhya pradezI AtmakSetrane oLakha. anya kSetronA kheDANamAM kharekhara sAcu sukha ApanAra khetarane bhUlI javAyuM che. tenI sAme najara sarakhI paNa karI nathI. mATe sadagurunI pAse jA. ekAgratAe je upadeza Ape te sAMbhaLa. AtmikakSetramAM anAdikAlathI mAyA, mamatAnA yoge viSaya kaSAyenA vicAro ane vikArarUpa bhaMTha, gokharU, ane nakAmA jALA vaLagyA che. tene kADhaDyA sivAya kheDANa thavuM azakya che. jyAre te bhaMThe vigerene kADhavAne prayAsa karaze tyAre ja kheDANa banI zakaze. mATe prathama kheDANa karyA pahelAM tevA vicAra, vikArane dUra kare. Ama sadguru buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che. Ama upadezarUpI vANInI vRSTine cittamAM dhAraNa kare. are vIrAo? tamee upadezarUpI vANIne haiyAmAM rItasara dhAraNa karI tethI Ajano divasa raLIAmaNe che. AnaMda upajAvanAra che. have khetaranuM kheDANa karavA kiyArUpI kodALI laI, viSaya kaSAnA jhAMkharAone dUra kare. tethI rItasara kheDANa thaze. kheDANa thayA pachI haiyAmAM je upadezarUpI pANInI vRSTi dhArI rAkhI che, te vRSTine rItasara nI karIne asaMkhya pradezI khetaramAM laI jAo. ane je nIka karI che te tUTI jAya nahi te mATe vivekanI pALa bAMdho. tethI upadezanI vRSTi vRthA bahAra jaze nahi. khetaramAM barAbara pariNAma pAmaze eTale, pelA vikArarUpI jhAMkharA narama paDaze ane narama paDyA pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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teone dUra karavAnI sugamatA ane saralatA thaze. te dUra thayA pachI alakhanA bIja vAvaje. alakha eTale najare dekhAya nahi, mana, vacanathI paNa jANI zakAya nahi. evA sAkArI ke nirAkArI arihaMta ke siddho che. teonA guNone grahaNa karavA namo arihaMtA, namo siddhALA vigere parameSTinA nAmarUpa bIjane vAraMvAra vAve. eTale te bIjanA jere viSayakaSAyanA bhaThe, gekharU, ane jhAMkharAo ugaze nahi. kadAca uge te khyAla rAkhI dUra karavA kozIza karavA khAmI rAkhaze nahi. ane vADa, samyakatva-samakitanI karaje ke, jethI adekhAI, nindA, tiraskAra vigere pazuo tathA paMkhIo AvI bagADe nahi. mATe khAsa vADanI jarUra rahevAnI ja. vADa vinA ane pALa vinA vAvelA bIjanuM rakSaNa thaI zake nahi. kAraNa ke pazuo ane paMkhIone evA svabhAva che ke lAga maLatAM khetaramAM pesI khAvA mAMDe. AmAM zaMkA karavA jevI nathI. zaMkA karaze te dhAryA mujaba lAbha laI zakAze nahi. eka paTelanI mAphaka-eka paTelanI pAse ghaNuM khetara hatA. paraMtu te zaMkAtura banI eka paNa kSetra kheDI zakatA nahi. kadAcita kheDavA taiyAra thAya teTalAmAM koI AvI, evuM magajamAM bhusu bharAve ke, alyA ? khetara kheDIne bIja vAvIza te paNa mela pAkaze nahi. karelI managamatI mahenata phegaTa jaze. kAraNa ke jamInanI aMdara khAra che. temaja udheIne pAra nathI. A mujaba sAMbhaLI bIjA For Private And Personal Use Only

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90 khetarane kheDavAnI taiyArI kare che. te arasAmAM peAte zaMkA dhAraNa karavA lAgyA ke prathamanA kSetranI mAphaka A kSetramAM khAra tathA udheI haze teA pAkaze nahi. A mujaba svayaM zakAtura hAvAthI ekeya khetara kheDI zako nahi. tene kahenArA paNa evA malyA ke paTela zakAtura ane. tethI ekeya khetaranA kheDANanA abhAve anAja pAkayuM niha. tethI te tathA piravAra ghaNA duHkhI thayA, A mujakha asaMkhya pradezI kSetramAM khetI karavAne taiyAra thaelane evA evA AvI male che. ane vividha zakAe karAvIne taiyAra thaela bhAgyazAlIne hatAza banAve che. zaMkA, manuSyane hatAza anAvI vyAvahArika kAryo tathA dhArmika kAryo rItasara karavA detI nathI. ne teone bhaveAbhava viDaMbanAe gherI le che. mATe samyag jJAnInA vacanamAM, upadezamAM, zaMkA lAvavI joie nahi. samyag jJAnI tamene pIDAjanaka-zAka satApa vigere utpanna thAya tevA upadeza kadApi detA nathI. e tA ni:kAraNa, eTale kAraNa vinA, svArtha vinA, jIvAtmAnu kalyANa thAya tevA upadeza sadAya ApatA rahe che. zaMkAkAMkSA vigerenA tyAga karI temanA upadeza mujaba vartavAmAM Ave te A leAkamAM paNa Adhi, upAdhi, vyAdhi, TaLe. mATe sadguru kahe che ke AtmAmAM rahelA anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnI, pratyAkhyAnI, vigerUpI je AMkharAe ugyA che; tenA tyAga karI sadgurunI vANInI vRSTinuM te khetaramAM siMcana kare!. kheDANa karavApUrvaka samakitanuM bIja vAvI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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vivekanI vADa kare. tethI ja divasa raLIAmaNe banaze. nakAme vRthA jaze nahi. have AtmakSetranuM kheDANa karI, upadeza vRSTi dhAraNa karIne bIjane vAvyuM. tathA vivekanI pALa bAMdhI. ane alakhanA bIja je vAvyA che tethI saghaLI sAdhana sAmagrI maLatAM mela ugavAnI taiyArImAM che. paNa nagururA paMkhIo eTale jeone asaMkhya pradezI AtmAmAM zraddhA nathI, ane sadaguruno upadeza sAMbhaLavAnI jene rUci nathI, evA guru vinAnA paMkhIone uDAvavA mATe tuM taiyAra thaje, agara sadgurune ToyA tarIke sthApana karaje. eTale saddagurune AtmajJAnI, sUrimahArAjanI Takera agara kaza vacanone svIkAra karI je AtmavikAsa rUpI mela teyAra thaela che tenuM rakSaNa karaje, pramAda ALasa paNa karatA nahi. temaja zraddhA vinAnA mANasonI sabata agara tenI sAthe vAtacita paNa karatA nahi. je TeyArUpI saddagurunI Takarane haiyAmAM sthApana karaze te nagururA paMkhIo uDI-uDI jaze. anyathA te je vikAsa sadhAye che temAM AvaraNa Avaze. pramAda-ALasane AvavAne avakAza maLaze. mATe TeyAnI temaja TakaranI paNa ghaNuM jarUra che. kAraNa ke anAdikAlanA saMskAra hovAthI AtmakSetrane kheDavAmAM jIva pramAdI-ALasu bane che. nindAvikathA vigere vahAlA lAgelA che. AvA jhAMkharA hovAthI barobara kheDANa paNa thaI zakatuM nathI. sAre mAla taiyAra karavAmAM agara suMdara phala For Private And Personal Use Only

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hara prApta karavAmAM ALasanA tyAga karI tenA sAdhanA jarUra meLavavA joI e. te ja mAla tathA phala hAthamAM Ave che. anya nagurAnA kahevAthI khetIne bagADI nAMkhavAmAM Ave agara madhurA phelanA vRkSane ukheDI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te jIvana arakhAda thAya. jIMgAnI du:khajanaka nIvaDe, " eka rAjAnI mAphaka eka rAjAnI pAse eka musAphare Adhi-vyAdhine haThAvanAra Amraphala bheTa tarIke mUkyuM. A phUlanA evA mahimA-prabhAva che ke vyAdhi huya te haThAve ane yuvAvasthA jevI tAkAta Ape. azaktane zaktimAna banAve. A pramANe sukhadAyaka phulanA prabhAva darzAvela hAvAthI rAjA prasanna thayA. ane rItasara, satkAra sanmAnAdi pUrvaka javAnI AjJA ApI. rAjAe te lane AsvAda karIne barAbara anubhava lIdhe. ane ati harSAtura khanI phUlanA vakhANa karavA pUrNAMka musApharanI prazaMsA karI. te AMkhAnA phUlanA goTalAne peAtAnA bAgamAM mALI pAse ropAvyA. keTalAka varSo vityA pachI AMkhe mahera-majarIe AvI. ane samaya AvI lAgatAM suMdara phlAne pragaTa bhAva thaye. tevAmAM samaLI, sApane puchaDe pakaDIne gamana-uDI rahI che, tethI sApanA mukhamAMthI viSa, eka, e kerIo upara paDayuM. te kerIe viSamaya manI. ane jaldI pakava nI jamIna para paDI. mAlIe e sAkhA paDI che ema mAnI mahArAjAne bheTa tarIke mUkI. te kerIe peAte na khAtAM nAkarAne khavarAvI. te kerIe viSamaya hAvAthI te nAkarA kerI khAine maraNa prAyaH For Private And Personal Use Only

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banyA. tethI rAjAne aphasa . eTalAmAM keTalAka nagurA mANo AvI kahevA lAgyA. he nRpati! AMbAnA saghaLA. phale viSamaya che. mATe tene mUlamAMthI nAza kare. anyathA ajJAta mANaso khAIne maraNa pAmaze. tenI viSamayatA. tamee najare dekhI. rAjAe nagurA ajJAnIonuM kahyuM mAnI, te AMbAne mUlamAthI naSTa karAvyo. paNa barobara vicArI tapAsa karI hatI te te AMbAne nAza karavAno aniSTa, prasaMga Avata nahi. kAraNa ke te be kerIo sApanuM viSa paDela hevAthI kharAba, viSa mizrita banela hatI. A sivAyanI kerIo prabhAvavALI hatI. paraMtu evAone kathanamAM vizvAsa dhAraNa karyo. tethI te lAbhathI rAjA vaMcita rahyo. tyArapachI je vyAdhivALA hatA te anya kerIo khAI vyAdhi rahita banyA. tathA azakta hatA te zaktimAna banyA. ane AnaMdathI svajIvana pasAra karyuM. nagurA-ajJAnIonI sebata karata. nahi. eTale nagurA paMkhIone uDADaje. nahitara je mela utpanna thaela che, je Amenati sAdhI che, te nAza pAmaze. ane rAjAnI mAphaka lAbha maLaze nahi. ane karelI mahenata barabAda jaze. have alakhanA bIja vAvI, samakitanI vADa karI tathA pANI bahAra jAya nahi te mATe nIka karI, vivekanI pALa bAMdhI. nagurA-kharAba paMkhIone tathA pazuone uDADI pesavA dIdhA nahi. tethI khetI barobara pAkI. mela dhAryA karatAM paNa sAro ane sarasa hAthamAM AvyuM. A mujaba AtmAnI khetI karanAra, For Private And Personal Use Only

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94 alakhanA bIja vAvI, samakitanI pALa bAMdhI, vivekanI vADa karI, nagurAnI sAkhatanA tyAga kare te AtmAnnati karavA rItasara samartha ane. A sivAya te ghaNIvAra khetI karI. temaja anAja utpanna karyuM. paNa AzA, tRSNA ane tenI paraparA TaLI nahi. mATe AtmadharmanI paNa khetI karavA bhUlaze nahi. je mahAbhAgyazAlIe Atmika dharmonI khetI karI kanA devA cukavyA che, ka`melane sathA dUra karela che, tenI sarva icchA pUrNatAne pAmI che. ane AzAe lIbhUta banI che. jyAre sarvAMdhA-sadA karmonA maila khase che tyAre AtmA paramAtmA ane che. vibhAvaHzAno tyAga karavA pUrvaka svabhAve anaMtasukhamAM jhIle che, anaMtasukhanA svAmIe je pAMcame anaMte rahelA che. tenA guNA sadgurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI aheAniza gAya che. ane alakhanA khIja vAvI, samitanI vADa karavA pUrNAMka, nagurA pa`khIone uDADI AtmadharmanI khetI karavA dararoja lAgaNI-taparatA rAkhe che. te pramANe tamA paNa AtmadhanI khetI kare. tameA paNa paramAtma svarUpe anaze. ane anaMta sukhamAM jhIlaze. have sAMsArika rAga dveSa ane mehamAyAmAM mahu anela manuSyone Atma svarUpanuM bhAna thavuM duSkara che. ane dunyavI padArthomAM ja sukha mAnI meMThelAone viDaMbanAonA pAra nathI. te viDaMbanAene dUra huDAvavA ane sAcA sukhanA AsvAda karAvavA mATe sadgurU sUrIzvara AThamA padanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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95 racanA karatAM upadeza de che. che keI eka bhamoyAne bhAre AMbe amara che i. kei eka giyo vicAre che. AtmA amara che re; jarA vicArI deha nagarImAM juo tyAre; anubhava Atma jaDaze re jI. asaMkhya pradezI takhate beThe, jJAnIjana hAthamAM hicaze re. Atma kAyA manavANI thakI judo pADI dharo ghaTa, dhyAna sadA sukhavAsare hejI, gaMgA yamunA tIrtha sarasvatI, attara pragaTe kAzI re. Atma0 2|| dila dariyAmAM amara dIve che bhAI, kabahu na kALe olavAye re hejI; tIna bhuvana jasa aMdara bhAse, tehi alakha lakhAyo re. AtmaTa mArA nahi nAma rUpa jenAM jyotirUpa te te sahi, nijamAM nija parakhAya re jI; nirbhaya dezI zuddha pradezI, jJAnIjana sehi batalAyere. AtmA 54 dharI dhyAna eka tAna lahI nija ghara bhAna, For Private And Personal Use Only

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6 sA hi gurUne sA hi celAre hejI, buddhisAgara tuM nijaghara ramaLe, samaje tenI che A veLA. Atma gurUdeva karUNA lAvI, mAhyAtmAne pratidhe che ke, are mAnavagaNa, keTalAka yAgIe ema vicAre che ke, AtmA amara che. kevI rIte ? te cegIee sasAranA svarUpane rItasara jANyuM, temAM kAMI lAbha dekhyA nahi. tethI ja jemajema sAMsArika sukhanI sAmagrI maLI, tema tema tenI rakSaNa karavAnI cintA pAchaLa doDatI AvI. ane jyAre sAmagrI dhAryA mujaba maLI nahi tyAre paNa cintAe haiyAne bALatI hatI, maLelI sukha sAmagrImAMthI koI bhAga mAge tyAre tA krodhAtura anI yuddha karavA paNa taiyAra thavAya che. sAdhanA maLI Ave tyAre ha nA pAra rahetA nathI. evA haSa thAya ke hayAne paNa dhakko lAge. jyAre viyeAga thAya tyAre kapAle hAtha mukIne vividha vilApe thAya che. vaLI anukula sAdhana sAmagrI maLI tyAre tenA bhAgavaTAmAM zArIrika zakti ochI thAya che ke vadhe che ? temaja mAhamAyA mamatAmAM pratibaddha manAya che ke, svAdhInatA maLe che. puNya khavAya che ke vadhe che, tenuM bhAna paNa rahetuM nathI. svAdamAM ane svAmAM mugdha-lubdha banAya che. keAI svajana varga sAthe hRdayathI sabaMdha rahetA nathI. sIdAtAsvAmI khaMdhue tarapha najara paNa paDatI nathI. A saghaLI amee meLavelI sAmagrI mArI ja che.trIjAenI nathI. ane jo koI pratikula For Private And Personal Use Only

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B Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 27 kAraNavazAt mAgaNI karavA Ave te dhUtkArI kADhI mUka AvA AvA judA vicAra, uccAro ane AcAro thatAM hAvAthI AtmAno uddhAra kayAMthI thAya ? thAya nahi ja. ane je cegIene AtmAno uddhAra karavA khareAkhara tamannA jAgI che. A mujaba vicArI te yAgIo vicAre che ke AmAM, A padArthomAM, A saMcAgAmAM kaI vastu amara che ? nityasthAyI rahenAra che! AvA vicAranA yoge dunyavI padArthInI, nimitto ane anukula saMcAgeAnI paNa kSaNa bhaMguratA jANI, te padArtho taraphanI mAyA mamatAno tyAga karavA pUrvaka, amara- nityazAzvatA AtmA, te padArtho jevA tatpara thAya, dararAja nirIkSaNa karatAM peAtAno AtmA amara che. ema khyAla ANye. tethI nazvara padArthonI Asaktine chaMDI, nitya AtmAnI, AtmasvarUpanI sa'bhALa levA lAgyA. pote potAnA cAkIdAra banyA. tethI ahaMkAra ane mamatA khasavA lAgI. tethI jeTalA aMze meha-mAyA TaLI teTalA aMze AnaMda AnyA. tyAre te cogIe utsAha pUrvaka janasamudAyane kahe che ke AtmA amara che. tene oLakheA. prathama manuSyAnu sukha mATe kavya che. anyatra paribhramaNa karazeA tA dhakkA-rakhaDapaTTInA pAra Avaze nahi. jyAM sukhanA bhaMDAra bharapura che, kadApi naSTa thanAra nathI, koI chInavI lenAra nathI ja. AvA AtmAne bhUlI khIje dhakkA khAvAmAM kAMIka tAkAta maLI che te, gumAvI besAthe. sadgurU pharamAve che ke, tamAe ghaNI nagarIonuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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98 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nirIkSaNa karI, temAM rahela prajAne--adhikArI-zeTha-zAhukAra-zaMkara-kikara vigerene paNa joyA haze. paNa eka nagarI jovAnI bAkI rahI che. te kaI ? tamArI pAse che. dUra nathI. te nagarI deha nagarI che. temAM anyatra paribhramaNa karatI, mAnasika vRttione kharekhara vALI, tapAsa karA tyAre AtmAnA anubhava Avaze. pAMca indriyAthI ke mananI vRttiethI anubhava AvavA duHzakaya che. kAraNa ke, teno svabhAva anAdikAlathI bahAra bhaTakavAnA che, mATe teone kharAkhara pAchI vALI, ekAgratA dhAraNa karavApUrvaka deha nagarImAM jovAnI khAsa jarUra che. deha nagarImAM asaMkhya pradezI--anaMta jJAna, darzana, cAritrAdika guNAne dhAraNa karanAra, AtmA, khIrAjamAna rahelA che. paraMtu viSaya kaSAyAdinA ala vaDe dakhAela che. tethI sAMsArika sukhanA abhilASIone hAthamAM Avela najare paNa dekhAtA nathI. kAraNa ke teone viSaya vilAsAmAM prema hAvAthI kayAMthI anubhavamAM Ave. anubhava teA, mana, vacana ane kAyAnI bahAra bhamatI vRttione tathA pravRttione, vAra vAra vALanAra jJAnIjanane Ave che. te sivAya je satya che anubhava te AvatA nathI. kAraNa ke mahAra paribhramaNa karatI te vruttio ane pravRttio dvArA ghaNA karmArUpI jhAMkharA ane cIkAza AtmAne vaLagelI che. tethI teNIone dUra karyA sivAya AnaMdAnubhava kayAMthI Ave ? eka zeThanI mAphaka--eka zeTha dhInA, telAdikano vepAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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karato. ane bIje sthale, gAma-gAmAntara paNa mokalate tethI moTA pramANamAM ghI telanI dazabAra leDhAnI keDIe bharI rAkho. ane jyAre sAro manamA bhAva Avate tyAre bharela ghI telane vecI, managamate lAbha meLavI, khuzI thata. eka vakhata teNe ghI telanI keThIo bharI rAkhI che. ghaNe TAIma-vakhata thaye chatAM paNa managamate bhAva A nahi. varSa-be varSa rAkhe te te ghI tela kharAba-kharU bane. tethI sastA bhAve te mAla veca paDyo. tethI ghaNI nukazAnI thaI. anukrame garIba hAlatamAM AvyA. paNa hiMmata rAkhI, adhika kharacane dUra karI, sAdAImAM divasa gujAre che. nIti pramANikatA pUrvaka jIvana vyavahAra calAvatAM, eka divasa gAmAntara gamana karatAM, eka tejasvI caLakatA paththarane dekhI, hAthamAM laI barAbara tapAsa karatAM mAluma paDe che ke, A te pArasamaNi che. pArasamaNi hastagata thavAthI ghaNe khuzI thaye. ane potAnA gharamAM AvI oNDhAnI koThImAM nAkhyo. te jANatuM hatuM ke pArasamaNinA sparzathI leha te sonu thAya che. paNa lehanI keThI senAnI thaI nahi. tethI aphasesa karavA lAgyuM ke pArasamaNinA spaze paNa lehanI kaThI senAnI thaI nahi. huM ke kamanazIba chuM. sArAmAM sArI vastu maLI chatAM lAbha maLato nathI. kyAMthI maLe? kAraNa ke, te leDhAnI kaThImAM, te khAlI paDela hovAthI raja paDavAthI ghaNI cIkAza caTelI hatI. je te sApha thAya te senAnI banavAmAM vilaMba lAge nahi. A zeThane cIkAzanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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100 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir khabara nathI. ane vAre vAre valApAta karyAM kare che. tevAmAM eka jJAnI mahAtmAe tene puchyu ke, are ze ? kema saMtApa, paritApa kare che. Ama leApAta karavAthI kAMI paNa maLe nahi. te kAThImAM khareAkhara tapAsa kare ke temAM malInatA-cIkAza vaLagI che ke nahi. vaLagelI hAya te dara kare. dUra karyA pachI seAnAnI keADI thAya nahi te mane kahejo. zaiThe sArI rIte tapAsa karI. kharAkhara nirIkSaNa karavAnA yege, rajanI sAthe cIkAza cAMTelI hatI te mAluma paDI. jJAnInA kahevAthI te cIkAzane sAdhana dvArA tana, manathI ghaNA prayAsa karIne dUra karI. ane keAThI svaccha banI ke tarata seAnAnI thaI. tethI zeDa ghaNA khuzI thayA. ane bAkInI kAThIone prayAsa karI, sAdhano vaDe svaccha karI ke tarata te kADhIe paNa seAnAnI thaI. have cintA jevu' rahyuM nahi. prathamanI mAphaka jAheAjalAlI thaI. A pramANe jyAre deha kAThI svaccha thAya che tyAre AtmAnubhava rItasara Ave che. ane Atma hIrA hAthamAM Ave che. A mujaba gurUdeva upadeza ApatAM kahe che ke, kAyA-mana-vANIthI AtmAne judA pADA, kAraNa ke kAyA-mana-vANI, te AtmA nathI. paNa tenAthI bhinna che. evA AtmAno anubhava levA hAya to sadhaLI ahaMkAra-mamatA dvArA je pravRtti thAya che teNIne dUra karI, dehughaTamAM dhyAna dharo. AntadhyAnanA tyAga karI, dharma dhyAnamAM ekAgratA dhAraNa kare. tethI anAdikAlanI kama cIkAza dUra khasatI jaze. ane tenA yeAge je malI For Private And Personal Use Only

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101 natA thaI che tenI zuddhi thaze. pachI satya sukha kevuM che. teno anubhava Avate raheze. pachI sukhane mATe je tamArI ciMtAo che te raheze nahi. tame je kAyA ane mAnasikanI malinatA dUra karavA, ane svaccha thavA, gaMgA-yamunA-sarasvatImAM snAna karI khuzI thAo che. tathA kAzI vigere tIrthamAM jaIne AnaMda mANe che. tenA karatAM dehaghaTamAM dharma dhyAna lagAvavAthI atyaMta svaccha thaze. ane AnaMdanI urmione AvirbhAva thaze. bhale gaMgA vigere nadIomAM snAna karI ane cosaTha tIrthonI yAtrA kare. paNa dharmadhyAnane bhUle nahi. bAra bhAvanAo bhAvavA mATe paNa TAIma kADhe ta, karela snAna ane yAtrAe saphala bane. eTale dravya ane bhAvathI je malInatA che te TaLI jAya. gharamAM aMdhakAra hoya che tyAre mUkelI vastuonI mAluma paDatI nathI. tethI dIpaka karavo paDe che. ane vastuo dekhAya che. paNa te dIva divela hoya tyAM sudhI prakAza Ape che. temaja meTaramAM peTrola hoya tyAM sudhI ISTa thale pahoMcAya che. paraMtu tela ane peTrola khalAsa thatA te dIpaka bujhAya che. ane aMdhakAra phelAya che. temaja moTara aTakI paDe che. paraMtu dila dariyAmAM te akhaMDa dIvo che. te kadApi bujhAtuM nathI. kAyA-mAyA paDI jAya te paNa te dIpaka prakAza Apate rahe che. tene koI prakAranA vidane naDatA nathI. agni tene bALa nathI. pANInI asara tene lAgu paDatI nathI. vAyarAne vega tene zAMta karatuM nathI. e For Private And Personal Use Only

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102 dIpaka ? Atmati sadAya jhaLahaLI rahela che te. Atmati anAdikAlIna che, ane anaMtakAla sudhI raheze. teno nAza karavAnI ke I deva dAnavAdikanI tAkAta che ja nahi. AvA dIvAne jovA mATe vakhata kADhavAnI khAsa jarUra che. moTA zaheramAM dIvALInA divase dIpaka jovA mATe vakhata kADhe che ne ? paNa te dIvAe te dIvALI sudhI. dIvALI vItI gayA pachI je sAdhAraNa dIvAo thAya teja thAya, kAyama thatA nathI. paNa dila dariyAmAM sadAya dIpaka jaLa haLI rahela hoya che. tene jovA mATe be ghaDI paNa TAIma kADhe nahi ane jue nahi te, mithyAtva rUpI aMdhakAramAM athaDAvAne prasaMga AvI lAgaze. je athaDAmaNI vaDe kaleza, kaMkAsa vigere utpanna thAya che. te ajJAnathI ja thAya che. eka pitA putranI mAphaka-AdheDa ummare eka zeThane svastrI dvArA putra prApta thayuM. tethI dhana meLavavAnI tamannA jAgI. manamAM vicAra kare che ke dhana vigerethI putra, sukha zAtAmAM jIvana gujAraze. ane dhanADhya banatAM AbarU, mahattA-pratiSThA paNa sArI rIte jAmaze. Ama vicArI, eka varSanA bALakane mukI, tathA patnI parivArano tyAga karI, zeTha paradeza kamAvA gayA. paMdara vIsa varSo sudhI pramANikatAthI vepAra karavAthI vIseka lAkha rUpiyA meLavyA. pachI vatana tarapha vaLavAnI bhAvanA thaI eTale je rUpiyA meLavyA che tenA hIrA-metI mANeka kharIdI laI, sTezane AvI tAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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103 karyo ke, huM amuka sTezana upara je dharmazALA che. tyAM amuka divase AvIza. A mujaba pitAnA ghera tAra karela hevAthI tenI patnI putrane kahe che ke, bhAI, tArA pitA amuka sTezananI dharmazALAmAM amuka divase jarUra Avaze. mATe te sAme jA. ane Adara satkArapUrvaka sAthe Avaje. mAtAnA kahevAthI vIsa varSanA putra sAme AvyuM. amuka sTezananI dharmazALA je batAvI hatI. tyAM AvI potAno bistare sthApana karyo. zeTha paNa sTezane AvelI gADImAMthI utarI A dharmazALAmAM AvyA. paNa temanI pahelAM dharmazALA, musApharathI cIkAra bharelI hovAthI, sarasAmAna mukavAnI jagyA maLI nahi. sarasAmAna mUkavAnI utAvaLamAM zeTha, putranI pAse AvI jagyA karI ApavA kahevA lAgyA. have putrane pitA. oLakhato nathI. ane putra pitAne pichAnato nathI. eka varSane mukIne paradeza gayA hovAthI ajANyA athaDAmaNamAM AvyA. zeTha putrane kahe che ke, mane jagyA karI Apa. tArI pAse sAmAna ochA che. mArI pAse vadhAre che. tyArI pAse phakta bIstaro che. tenI jagyA karI ApIza. paNa A juvAnI zeno mAne ? mAnyuM nahi tyAre zeThe tene bIstare bahAra phagAvI dIdhuM. ajJAta putre paNa pitAno sarasAmAna bahAra phagAvavA mAMDyo. banene mAMhI mAMhI athaDAmaNI thaI. kaMkAsa thaye. betraNa kalAka pachI bhADe karelI gADImAM saghaLe sAmAna mUkI, temAM besI, gADIvAnane pitAnA ghara tarapha cAlavAnuM kahyuM. gADI cAle che tenI pAchaLa A juvAniye putra paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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104 cAle che. zeThe kahyuM ke alyA kema pAchaLa paDyo che? amArI pAchaLa kema Ave che? zuM hajI takarAra, athaDAmaNa karavAnI bAkI rAkhI che, putre kahyuM ke tame je gAmamAM javAno mArga lIdho che. te ja mArA gAmane mArga che. eTale bIjA mAge zA mATe jAu. A pramANe javAba ApyA pachI gAma AvyuM, piLa--pADa-vADe AvyA. tyAM paNa pAchaLa AvatA ajANyA pitAe kahyuM ke, adyApi pIche mUkato nathI. pAchaLane pAchaLa AvyA kare che. putra javAba Ape ke, tame je piLa-pADo-vADAmAM jaI rahela che, te piLamAM mAre paNa javAnuM che. ane tyAM mAruM ghara che. zeTha zAMta banyA. pachI gharamAM peThA. strIe sAro Adara satkAra karyo. te arasAmA putrane paNa pitAnA gharamAM pesatA dekhI zeTha tADukayA. alyA? pAchaLa AvI mArA makAnamAM kema pisavA mAMDyuM che. putre kahyuM ke A ghara paNa mArU che. zA mATe AvuM nahi? mArI mAtAe mArA pitA AvavAnA hatA temanI sAme mekalela hatuM. paNa mArA pitAne meM oLakhyA nahi tethI pAchA AvyuM. mArI bAne pucho? patnIe patine kahyuM ke, A ja ApaNe putra che. tamArA sAme meka hatuM. A mujaba sAMbhaLI pitAne tathA putrane aphasesa thaye. ke jene mATe paradeza kamAvA gaye hate. te putranI sAthe takarAra-athaDAmaNa karI. putra paNa paritApa karavA lAgyuM ke, mAre vinaya-AdarasatkAra karavo joI te hatuM. tenA badale pitAnI sAme jhaghaDe karyo. jANyA pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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105 prema vadhyo. ane pitA putra bheTI paDyA. A pramANe dila dariyAmAM dIpakane jovAmAM Ave che tyAre ajJAna-aMdhakAra dUra khase che. ane AtmAnI kharI oLakhANa thAya che. AtmAnI sAthenA ghAtIyA karmone jyAre ghAta thAya che tyAre mihanIya, jJAnavaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya karmorUpI aMdhakArane mUlamAMthI nAza thAya che. ane traNa bhuvananA padArtho hastamAM rahela AmaLAnI mAphaka dravya-guNa-ane paryAye rUpe je rahelA che. tene sAkSAtkAra thAya che. udghaleka, madhyamaleka ane adhalekamAM rahela sarva vastuo sAkSAt dekhAya evo AtmA samartha bane che. Avo alakha AtmA, saMsAramAM bAhyAbhAthI parakhAte paNa nathI. te te mana, vacana ane kAyAne rItasara kabaje karanAra samyaga jJAnIe ja pArakhI zake che. ane karmamalane ahiMsA, saMyama, ane tapavaDe zuddha kare che. dunyavI mANaso jyAre vastro malIna thaela hoya, ane cIkAza lAgI hoya tyAre te vastrone nirmala karavA unA pANImAM khAre nAMkhI, sAbu vaDe ghaNA prayAsa kare che, tyAre vastro zuddha thAya che. sAdhanasAmagrI heya paNa prayAsa karyA sivAya zuddha kayAMthI thAya? te pramANe AtmA anAdikAlathI malIna che. ene neharAga-kAmarAga ane draSTirAganI cIkAza lAgI che. te ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa vinA zuddha thaze nahi. mATe mana, vacana, ane tanane vaza karavApUrvaka ahaMkAra-mamatAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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106 tyAga karavA mATe dila dariyAmAM dIpakane tapAse. agara jJAnI munivarya, vigerenI pAse jaIne Atma dIpakanI kevI rIte pIchAna thAya te jIjJAsA dhAraNa karIne puche. teja AtmA samyagU jJAnIo vaDe oLakhAya che, lakhA che, ke jenuM nAma-rUpAdi che ja nahi. evo AtmA pachI pitAnI meLe ja parakhAze. ane antaramAM AnaMdanI urmio bharapura ubharAze. Avo nirbhaya dezI-zuddha pradezI. je AtmA che. teja jJAnIjanee batalAvyo che. tethI gurudeva. kahe che ke, Avo AtmAno anubhava dareka mANasone Ave che. paNa je jIjJAsA tathA laganI hoya te ja. mATe are bhAgyazAlIe? dharmadhyAnamAM barAbara tAna lagAvo. Aje dehagehAdi dekhAya che. te tamArU nathI. mATe satya, nija gharanuM bhAna eTale jJAnanI sAthe oLakhANa karI, mAyAmamatAne nivAre. A pramANe vartana karaze te ja pote guru ane pite celA banaze. eTale gurunI pAse jaIne upAsanA paNa karavI paDaze nahi. svayameva karma melane kADhavA mATe mArgane zodhI kADhaze. dharmadhyAna ane temAM ekatAna lagAvyA sivAya zuddha thavAne mArga hAthamAM Avaze nahi. have kyAM sudhI Adhi, ane viDaMbanAnI pIDA sahana karaze ! mATe saru buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, he Atmana ? nija gharamAM ramaNatA karaje. je samaje tenI A veLA che. samajavA mATe veLA maLI rahe che. ane te veLAmAM vilepAta vigerene tyAga For Private And Personal Use Only

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17 karavApUrvaka Atmazuddhi mATe dhyAna-tAna lagAvI, te veLAne saphala kare che. jJAnIo, veLAne vRthA gumAvatA nathI. vikathAnI vAtamAM gumAvelI veLA punaH AvatI nathI. mATe manuSyabhavanI veLA-sama maLI che. tene gumAvatA nahi. ane ALasa pramAdane mukI AtmadhyAnamAM tatpara bane. AvatI kAlane vizvAsa rAkhatA nahi. AvatI kAla kevI Avaze tenI tamene khabara nathI. chatAM tame AvatI kAle dharmadhyAna, dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanA vigere dharma karIzuM. AvA vicArone mAMDI vALe. ane abaghaDIne sArthaka karavA tAna lagAve. "hastinApure mahArAja yudhiSThiranI pAse samAja sevakoe AvI sahakAra mATe mAgaNI karI. mahArAjAe kahyuM ke kAle joI levAze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI pAse beThelA, bhImasenajIne A vAta gamI nahi. ane mahArAjAne sabhA samakSa kahevAya nahi. tethI bhImasena Ayudha zALAmAM jaIne moTI nobata vagADavA lAgyA. samagra zaheramAM kalAhala thaze. kAraNa ke jyAre ke rAjA yuddha karavA, AvatuM hoya, agara anya rAjA para vijaya meLavyuM hoya, tyAre moTI nobata vagaDAtI hatI, prajAne kaI rAjA caDhI Ave che tevI zaMkA thaI, tethI nagaranA saMbhavita puruSa AvIne namratApUrvaka vinati karavA lAgyA ke, kaye rAjA yuddha karavA caDhI Ave che. mahArAjAe kahyuM ke, keI paNa nahi. te pachI zA mATe nAbata vagaDAvo che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI mahArAjAe tapAsa karAvI te bhImasena jorathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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108 vagADI rahyA che. Ama jANI temane khelAvI puche che. are bhAI bhImasena ? zA mATe khaDA jorathI neAkhata vagADe che. bhImasenajIe kahyuM ke Aje amArA mahArAjA--mhATA bhAie mahAt vijaya karyAM che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI yudhiSThira mahArAjA vicAramAM paDacA ke, keinI sAthe yuddha karIne tene parAya karIne vijaya meLavyo nathI. chatAM zA mATe mahAna vijaya prApta karyo che. Ama kahe che ? bhImasenajIe kahyu` ke mahArAja ? koI nRpati, deza, nagarAdikane jIte che. paraMtu Ape te kALane jItyo. koInAthI kALa chatAtA nathI. kevI rIte ? ApanI pAse Avela samAjasevake e sahArAnI mAgaNI karI tyAre tamAe kahyuM ke kAle Avajo. joI levAze. tethI meM kahyuM ke tame e mahAt vijaya meLavyo. mATe tamAe kAla eTale kALa tyA haze ? ema mAnuM chuM. mahArAjA yudhiSThira samajyA. ane samAjasevakAne joitA pramANathI paNa adhika sahakAra ApyA. te sahArAnA yAge dIna-duHkhIneA saMtApa, paritApa dUra karyAM. mATe meLavelI veLA-mAsamane saphala karavA dharma dhyAnamAM rahevAnI khAsa jarUra che. ke, jethI AtmavikAsa sadhAya, ane janma, jarA, ane maraNanI pIDA TaLatI rahe. kahevAya che ke, maraNunI pIDA ghaNI che. para`tu tenA karatAM ganI pIDA ochI nathI. are tenA karatAM anaMtaguNI adhika che. AvI pIDAe te ana tIvAra sahana karI che. tene TALavAnA upAya, AtmA sAthe lAgelA karmone dUra karI, Atmika For Private And Personal Use Only

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109 guNAmAM ramaNatA karavI te che. zraddhA, lAgaNI hoya te vakhata -veLA maLI rahe che. vyAvahArika kAryone sAdhavA pramAda, kema karatA nathI? ALasa, pramAda kare che te kAryo sadhAya kayAMthI ? ema tame kaho che. to potAnA AtmAnA satya sukha mATe te avazya ALasano tyAga karo agatyanuM che. A mujaba upadezanI asara kaI mahA bhAgyazAlIne lAge che. tethI AtmAnA guNa sAthe prIti lAgela hovAthI sagurudeva zrIbuddhisAgarajI kavivarya, navamA padanI racanA karatAM vacanAmRtanuM siMcana kare che. vANIyA re mana mAyA lagADI, mata jAje re vepArI. e-rAga AtmA re mane pyArI lAgI re tArI prItaDI vairAgI, yogI re yatijana tane zodhatA re, AtmA re guNe avinAzI kerAgAya re vairAgI, AtmA re mana pyArA, lAgI re tArI prItaDI. (1) sAta nAnuM dubana karIne AtmA re; tethI dekhuM re guNadhAma re vairAgI, AtmA re. (2) ratna bharelI peTI pArakhI re AtmA re, tALA kholIne dhana dekhiyuM virAgI, AtmA re. (3) For Private And Personal Use Only

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110 ugyA re sUraja jJAna dvIpatA re AtmA re; mAyA aMdhArU nADuM, dura re vairAgI, AtmA re, (4) jAgA re yAgI janamuni citta dharI re AtmA re, tyAgI sanyAsI phakIra re vairAgI, AtmA re. (5) mAyAnA sAgarane jAe tarI re AtmA re, buddhisAgara pele pAra re vairAgI, AtmA re mana pyArI lAgI re (6) sadgurudeva, have jene upadezanI asara lAgI che tene vadhAre upadeza Ape che. tethI te AtmajJAnI, ALasa, nindA, adekhAIno tyAga karIne AtmA, tathA tenA guNAnA AvirbhAva karavA mATe laganI lagADe che. eTale dravya ane bhAvathI mAyA mamatAne parihAra karIne, dharma dhyAnamAM tAna lagAvela heAvAthI, svasvarUpa satyatAye je rahela che. tene rItasara pIchAnI, AnaMdanI urmio AvavAthI, kahe che ke, are AtmA have tuM mane ghaNA pyArA thayA che. AjasudhI sAMsArika padArthamAM sukha khAtara Asakta anela hAvAthI, tArI sAthe prema lAgyA nahatA. viSayAmAM sukha te nahAtuM, paNa sukhAbhAsa agara duHkhanA pratikAra hatA. te paNa sthAyI rahyo nahi. ghaDI e ghaDImAM punaH hAjara thayuM; eTale sukhAbhAsa paNu duHkhathI mizrita maLyo che. duHkha, pIDA, saMtApa, cintA vigere dUra karavA je upAcA lIdhA te phAgaDha gayA. karelI mahenata mAthe paDI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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111 tethI kaMTALI sadaguru zrI buddhisAgara pAse jaIne temanI vANIrUpI nirmala pANImAM nAna karI nirmala thaze. sukhAbhAsanI ke duHkhanA pratikAranI je ghelachA lAgelI hatI te dUra bhAgI. ane AtmAnI prIti pyArI lAgI. tethI saghaLI mithyAtva mehanIyanI jALane phagAvI daI, dUra karIne, he AtmA? have tArA guNamAM gultAna banyo chuM. AtmAnA guNamAM magna banavAthI je bhramaNa hatI, je AsaktinA ge vAre vAre valepAta thayA karate, te have dUra khase che. have nirbheLa sukhane kAMIka anubhava Avate haI AnaMda ApI rahela che. AnaMdanI je khumArI Ave che. te koInAthI paNa utArI utare ema nathI. bhale pachI kareDe prayatna kare. tethI zuM? gIjana, munijana, tathA dareka AtmArthI bhAgyazAlIe paNa dunyavI viDaMbanAo TALavA mATe AtmAnuM dhyAna dhare che. ane avinAzI prabhunA guNone darareja gAya che. zA mATe ? avinAzI anaMtaguNanA svAmInA je guNe che te guNene prApta karavA mATe. te guNe neharAga, kAmarAga ane dRSTirAgane tyAga karyA sivAya maLavA ja azakya che. mATe guNAnurAgI banI, arihaMtanA ja guNanI stuti, smaraNa karI je rAge che te rAge teone TALe che. te vairAgI, saMvegI thaela hevAthI anya devonA guNenuM dhyAna dharatA nathI. je vItarAga che te satyadeva che. kAraNa ke rAga, mUlamAMthI dUra gaela hovAthI, koInA upara dveSa thatuM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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112 ane jeoe rAga-dveSajanya meAha mamatA-ahaMkArAdikane tyAga karela hAya che, teo anata sukha zaktinA svAmI ane che. AvA paramaprabhunA anaMta guNNAne tyAga karI, zAMta guNAvALA anya devonu kANu dhyAna dhare ? jene sAMsArika sukha priyatama lagatA hAya teja, tenu dhyAna dhare che. yAgI, munijanane teA viSayajanya sukhamAMthI prIti naSTa thaela che. tethI ja teo vizeSa prakAre vItarAganA guNAnu dhyAna dharI, sa saMtApAdikane TALavA samartha bane che. cegI, muni, surijana kahe che ke, sAtanaya-ane saptabhaMgIrUpI syAdvAdanA durmIna sivAya AtmAne anubhava Avaze nahi, ane saghaLAvAdanI viSamatA TaLaze nahi. bhale pachI samAjavAda, sAmyavAda, sarvodayavAda, ke lAkazAhI hAya te paNa viSamatA te rahevAnI ja. mATe viSamatA, viSavAdane tyAga karavo hoya te sakSanayAdi syAdvAdanA svIkAra karA. amee paNa jyAre svIkAra karyo tyAre ja Atmika guNAnI pIchAna thaI. te guNA priyatama banyA. ane A sivAya anya vAdomAM je prathama prema hatA te rahyo nahi. kAraNa ke sarve vAdA rayAvAdamAM samAelA che. A syAdvAdane tyAga karI anya vAdo viSamatA TALavA sama che ja nahi, dhanAdikamAM kadAcita samAnatA Avaze tApaNa sukha-duHkhamAM te viSamatA rahevAnI ja. tethI amee samanaya saptabhaMgIrUpI syAdvAdanuM durmIna banAvI, anaMta guNNAnA tathA anaMtazaktinA svAmI, evo nimala AtmA ALakhyo ane sArI rIte Adara karyAM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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113 tethI ja sAcA avinAzI ratnonI piTI parakhI, ane sadguruoe te piTInuM udghATana karavA sAcI cAvIo batAvI. je anAdikAlanA mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane ganA tALA vAselA hatA. te cAvIo, sUcanAo, upadeza dvArA ughaDI gayA. A mujaba jyAre cAvIo maLe che tyAre te vAselA tALAne ughADatA vAra lAgatI nathI. ane cAvIo dvArA tALA ughADyA pachI peTImAM rahela ratna rUpI satyadhana hastagata thAya che. have hAthamAM Avela te sAcA dhanane, cerane caravAnI, agnine bALavAnI, pANInA pravAhane tANuM javAnI tAkAta che ja nahi. kadAcit mithyAtyAdika core chInavI levA Ave paNa, AtmikarUpI sUryodaya dekhI bhAgAbhAgI karI nAzI jAya che. - sUryodaya thayA pachI nizAcaronuM jora cAlatuM nathI. ata eva samyaga jJAnI; gI-sUrijana kahe che ke, svAduvAdane AdhAra laI, je tamArU dhana dabANamAM Avela che tene AvirbhAva kare. tethI mAyA-mamatAdika je aMdhakAra vyApI rahela che. te dUra khasaze. ane sarve abhilASAonI saphalatA thaze. dunyavI sukhanI abhilASAo keInI saMpUrNa thaI nathI. ane thaze paNa nahi. pUrNa karavI hoya to AtmajJAna rUpI sUryane svIkAra kare. jeTalA cakavatIo, vAsudevo, baladevo vigere mahAna zaktine dhAraNa karanArA hatA. paraMtu teonI abhilASAo pUrI thaI nathI. te tamArI AzAe kevI rIte saphala thaze. kAraNa ke tamArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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114 pAse cakravatao jevI sAdhana sAmagrI nathI. temaja tAkAta paNa che ja nahi. chatAM AtmajJAna dvArA AtmAnA guNomAM evI ananya zakti-tAkAta rahela che ke, tamArI saghaLI abhilASA-tRSNane pUrNa karI sthira kare. sAMsArika viSayanI abhilASAmAM te ghaNI caMcalatA-asthiratAe nivAsa karela che. tyAM sthiratA kyAMthI hoya ? mAnasika capalatAe ane ekAMtavAde AtmAnI ghaNI kharAbI karela che. tethI mithyAsvAdika caTTAone dhanAdika chInavI levAno lAga phAvya che. mATe saghaLI AzA tRSNAne phalavatI banAvavI hoya te ekAMtavAdane tathA caMcalatAne tyAga karI syAdvAda sUryane AdhAra le? aMdhakAra raheze nahi, ane ratna bharelI peTI parakhAze. gurUgamanI cAvIo laI te peTI ughADI zakaze. satyadhana malyA pachI keInI parAdhInatA-ozIyALI raheze nahi. dhanAdika khAtara je bIjAnI sanmukha dInatA dAkhave che. te raheze nahi. ane akSaya dhananA adhikArI banaze. tathA svAduvAda vinA-ane caMcalatA TALyA sivAya prabhunA guNe paNa parakhAtA nathI. dareka vastumAM vividha aneka dharmo rahelA che. mAne ke putra che te, bahenanI apekSAe bhAI kahevAya che. tathA bhANejanI apekSAe mA kahevAya. bhAbhInI apekSAe dIyara tathA patnInI apekSAe pati kahevAya. pitAnA putranI apekSAe pitA kahevAya. A mujaba dareka vyaktimAM aneka dharmo samAela che. putra emaja kahe ke, huM bhAI, mAme, diyara, pati ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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115 pitA nathI, paNa putra ja chuM. Ama bolatAM ekAMtathI vyAvahArika kAryomAM ghaNuM garabaDa thAya. ane dhArelA kAryo saphala thAya nahi. A mujaba ekAMtane je svIkAra karavAmAM Ave te dharmanI ArAdhanA paNa thavI azakya che. rAgadveiSa ane meha mamatAne TALavA mATe svAvAdane AdhAra svIkAryA sivAya koInA rAga-dveSAdi banatA nathI. mAne ke be mANasane mAMhomAMhI takarAra thaI. ekabIjAnI bhUla kADhe che. ane de de che. Ama karavAthI kadApi takarAra, tathA virodha dUra khasatuM nathI. kAraNa ke ekAMte bIjAne deSa najare Ave che. paNa pitAnA dezane dekhate nathI. tethI bolAbelImAM-mArAmArImAM taiyAra thAya che. paraMtu je pitAnA de dekhe te saghaLe viSamavAda zamI jAya che. mATe sadgurU pharamAve che ke anekAMtane hadayamAM dhAraNa kare. tethI rAga-dveSa-mahAdikanuM jora cAlaze nahi. dIvAnA prakAzathI ke sUryanA prakAzathI aMdhakAra nAza pAme che. tema mithyAtvaavirati-kaSAya--ane duSTa vegone AvavAne avakAza maLaze nahi. ane ratna bharelI peTI parakhAze. eTale jJAna, darzana, cAritrarUpI ratnothI bharela AtmAnI oLakhANa thaze. oLakhANa thayA pachI dareka ciMtana ane jaDa padArthonuM svarUpa samajAze. karakaMDu bhUpAle eka brAhmaNa mitrane kahyuM hatuM ke, jyAre mane rAjya maLaze tyAre tane manapasaMda eka suMdara gAma ApIza. tethI te brAhmaNa mitra, karakaDu mahArAjAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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116 pAse AvI suMdara gAmanI mAgaNI karI. te mAgaNe paNa caMpA nagaranA mahArAjAnA rAjyamAM rahela gAmanI mAgaNI karI. te gAmamAM tenA parivArano nivAsa hato. karakaMDa bhUpAle kahyuM ke, tyAM mArI sattA nathI. chatAM caMpAnagarInA nareza upara patra lakhI ApuM chuM. te tane gAma Apaze. patramAM lakhyuM ke mahArAjA-caMpAnagarIne narezane praNAmapUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke patra laIne AvelA brAhmaNa mitrane tenI marajI mujaba manohara gAma Apaze. tenA badale tame kaheze tevuM mana pasaMda gAma ApIza. A rIte lakhela patrane laIne te brAhmaNe, mahArAjA-dadhivAhana pAse AvI patra ApyuM. nRpatie mAgaNIne svIkAra karyo nahi, ane tene pAche kAlyo. gAma nahi ApavAthI, karakaDu mahArAjane gusso caDhyo. kodhAtura banI caMpAnagarInA nareza-dadhivAhana upara caDhAI karI. mAMhomAMhI yuddha thayuM. karakaDu narezane khabara nathI ke dadhivAhana rAjA mArA pitA thAya. tema dadhivAhana narezane paNa mAluma nathI ke A sAme laDAI karanAra putra thAya. meha mamatAnA aMdhakAranA paDadAmAM mAheramAMhI TIcAya che. yuddha thAya te kArame kera che. eka gAma AkhuM heta te laDAI thAya nahi. paNa ahaMkAra ane mamatA eka turacha vastune ApavA detI nathI, laDAI cAlu thaze ane hajAre subhaTe maraNa pAmaze. hiMsAno pAra raheze nahi. Ama vicArI karaThaMDu rAjAnI mAtA, padmAvatI je sAdhvI thayela che, tenA manamAM ghaNI cintA ane pIDA thaI tethI For Private And Personal Use Only

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117 peAtAnA gurUNInI AjJA laine laDAinA mokhare rahela karakaDu pAse AvIne samajaNa ApavA lAgyA. he rAjana huM tArI gRhasthapaNAnI mAtA chuM, ane tuM jenI sAthe yuddha kare che. te tArA pitA thAya. me dIkSA lIdhA pachI mAluma paDI ke putre pitA sAthe eka gAma mATe yuddha Arabhela che. eka gAma khAtara laDAimAM hajArA subhadrAnI tathA hAthI gheADAnI katala thAya te ceAgya nathI. tamArA jevA putre samajavuM joie ke, laDAImAM kAMi mAla nathI. ane 6timAM phasAI paDAya che. A pramANe samajaNa ApI chatAM mAnyuM nahi, tyAre dadhivAhana rAjA pAse gayA. rAjAe gRhasthapaNAnA patnI tarIke oLakhyA. ane ghaNA AdarasatkAra karyAM. sAdhvIe kahyuM ke tame jenI sAme laDAI karI rahelA che. te tamArA putra che. putrano janma kayAM thayA ? kevI rIte rAjya maLyuM ? te sadhaLI khInA dadhivAhanane jaNAvI. tethI putranI oLakhANa thaI. laDAI khadha karI. putranI pAse AvI gadgad vANIe kahyuM ke, are putra eka gAma teA zu? samagra rAjya tane aNu karU chuM. mATe mArI sAthe Ava. rAjyano mAlIka manAvuM. mAMheAmAMhI putra pitAnI eLakhANa thaI, te mujaba AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya te ja laDAi-kakAsa-adekhAi vigere TanI jAya. dadhivAhane dIkSA lIdhI. karakaMDune rAjya maLyuM. A mujaba pAtAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thatAM akSaya sAmrAjyanA svAmI thavAya che, mATe saddagurUe khatAvelI cAvIeno For Private And Personal Use Only

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118 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sadupayeAga karI, jJAnadIpakanA ajavALe ratnonI peTI kharAara pIchAno. janma maraNa vAre vAre karavA paDaze nahi. jeNe manuSya bhava pAmIne dAna-zIyaLa-tapa-bhAvanAA dvArA, svAtmAne bhAvita karyo nathI. dehageha-parivAra vigerenI saMbhALa karavAmAM ane poSaNa karavAmAM jIdagAnI vItAvI che. tene sadgurU mahArAja upadeza dvArA kAvyanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke... 54-10 vahAlA vIra anezvara agara vimalA na karazo ucATa. e--rAga. are A jIMdagAnI manubhavanI eLe jAya che re, ghaDI kSaNu vItyA te te pAcho kadApi na Aya che re. are A // 1 // mana ciMtA tu kakriya na thAtu, pApe bharIyuM jIvatara khAtu, mAyAmAM mastAnA thaI malakAya che re, are A prabhu bhajana palavAra na kIdhuM, sAdhu saMtane dAna na dIdhuM ; viSayArasa viSa pIne harakhAya che re. are A janmamaraNanI nadIe vahetI, khare khara cAlatAM ema kahetI; asthira cacala sattA dhana varatAyache re. are A. // 4 // For Private And Personal Use Only

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119 saphala karI le manu janmAro, AtamarAma bhajI le pyArA buddhisAgara cete te sukha pAya che re. are A pA are bhAgyazAlI, A moMgherU manuSya jIvana eLe-vRthA gumAva nahi. kAraNa ke mahAna zaktizALI devendra, devo je uttama kArya karavA samartha che nahi. te kArya karavA tuM samartha che. mithyAtva-avirati-kaSAyAdine tyAga karavA te deva zaktimAna nathI. kAraNa ke devakamAM sadgurUnI jogavAI nathI. ahIM te jJAnI yAnI sadgurUnI jogavAI maLI zake ema che. mATe temanI pAse jaI dharmane lAbha le. ane dayA-dAna-vrata-niyama-zIyaLa ane tapasyA tathA anitya azaraNa-vigere bhAvanAo bhAvIne maLelA sAdhananI saphalatA kara. puNyadaye prApta thaela te sAdhanane bUDavAnA banAvI viphala kara nahi. je viphala karIza te puNya dvArA maLela jIdagAnI eLe jaze. hAlamAM je je kAryavAhI karI rahela che, tethI te jIvana eLe jAya che. mATe pitAnuM bhaluM karavA mATe saddagurUne upadeza haiyAmAM pacAvIne, pApasthAnakethI pAchA haTha. ane punyabaMdhano mArga svIkAra kara. je je kSaNa agara ghaDI--muhUrta vigere vyatIta thAya che, te punaH pAchA Avaze nahi. tuM jANe che ke, huM uMmare moTo thAuM chuM paNa AyuSya khavAtu jAya che. tenI khabara che? jyAre amuka janmanuM AyuSya pUruM thayuM tyAre bIje janma dhAraNa karavA mAtAnA garbhe tuM AvyuM. tyAMthI AraMbhI bAMdhela AyuSya ochu thatu jAya che. tathA mAtAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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120 garbhamAM uMdhe mastake rahevuM paDaze. mAtAe lIdhelA AhAra vigere rasane AhAra levuM paDaze. janma thatAM paNa anaMta kaSTa sahana karavuM paDaze. ene tane khyAla nathI ja. tethI mahATa thayA pachI gumAnane dhAraNa karI aMdagAnIne vRthA gumAve che. te AyuSya purU thatAM zuM meLavyuM! te te kahe? meLavela dhanAdika sAthe AvatA nathI. ane tene hAMsI pAtra banAvatAM sAthe janasamudAyamAM tAre phajete karAvaze. mATe eka kSaNa dharma vinA gumAva nahi. pApa jIvanane khAI jAya che. puNyakiyA paropakArAdika karavA detA nathI. tenI cintA tuM kema karatA nathI ? pApa karavAthI duHkha-vipatti ane vArevAre viDaManAo ja vaLagavAnI. valepAta karavAthI ke vilApa karavAthI te TaLaze nahi. ane jyAre viDaMbanAo vaLagaze tyAre koI paNa sahakAra ApI zakaze nahi. keI sahAre Apaze te paNa duHkha te tAre potAne bhegavavuM paDaze. naraka nigadamAM gaela jIne kaNa sahAro Ape che? kaI nahi. mATe AgalA bhavanI ane cAlu jIvananI cintA karavA pUrvaka maLelA sAdhananI saphalatA kara. sAMsArika mAyAjAlamAM mastAne thaI malakAya che. paNa adhika parAdhInatAno vicAra karatA nathI. bIlADe dudhane dekhe che, paNa DAMgane dekhate nathI. tenI mAphaka vartana karavuM ucita ja nathI. tuM jete jA. kozeTe mukhamAMthI lALa kADhI pitAnuM ghara banAvI malakAya che ke, kevo AnaMda jogavuM chuM paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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121 jyAre unA khaLakhaLatA pANImAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave che tyAre te asahya vedanAne pAra rahetuM nathI. tenI mAphaka dehagehadhana dikane prApta karI malakAIza te he cetana tArI avasthA AvI lAgaze. tyAre AvI vedanAo bhogavavI paDe nahi te mATe puNyanA kAryo kara. eTale mAyAdvArA svAdamAM ane svArthamAM Asakta na banatA jInezvaranA guNone rAgI banI AtmAnA guNane meLavavA atizaya zakti-balane skurAyamAna kara. AnAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI sAthe AtmAne ughADa thaze. mAyAnA AvaraNe khasavA mAMDaze. mehamAyAnA AvaraNoe jIvAtmAnI zakti ane zuddhi anAdikAlathI dabAvelI che. te bala pheravyA sivAya khase ema nathI ja. ane Atmika satya raddhi-samRddhi ane zuddhi maLI zakaze nahi. mATe viSayanI Asaktino tyAga karI zuddhine karavA pUrvaka, eka bhaktanI mAphaka belane pheravavAnI jarUra che. eka dhArmika mahArAjAe nagarImAM evI jAherAta karI ke, je kaI sAtame mALe rahelA mane AvIne bheTe tene saghaLI samRddhi-saMpattithI bharapura rAjya ApavAmAM Avaze. A dhArmika nRpane rAjyanI saMpatti-samRddhi maLI paNa hiyAnI hoLI-cintA naSTa thaI nathI. ane saMkalpa-vikalpa TaLyA nathI. TaLe paNa kyAMthI? cintAone TALavA ane satya zAMtine meLavavA, tyAga-saMyamAdika sivAya anyapAya ja nathI. Ama vicArI jAherAta kare che. ane rAjamArga tathA For Private And Personal Use Only

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122 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pALa, pADA, vADA, zerImAM vividha jAtinI mevA mIThAI gAvI che. temaja dareka sthale manohara sugadhI dravyonA bhAjane mUkayA che. je dekhIne svAdamAM mugdha banelA tathA sugaMdha Asaktajane AgaLa vadhI zake nahi. tathA vividha prakAranA nATako, sInemA, tathA vINA, sAraMgI, satArane jovAnA ane sAMbhaLavAnA rasika mANasAne AnaMda paDe tethI, tyAMthI eka pagaluM khase nahi. te mujaba saghaLA sAja-sAdhanA sUkAvyA che. temaja rUpavatI vArAMganA paNa vividha nRtya, hAvabhAva sAthe karI rahela che. Ama zA mATe dhArmika nRpe karyuM. haze. evI vicAraNA jAgaze. paraMtu nRpanA evA vicAra hatA ke rAjya ApavuM te koI nispRhane ! rAjya tene arpaNa karavuM ke tenA sadupayoga svaparanuM hita kalyANakara thAya. anyathA jevA tevAne ApavAthI tenA durUpayoga paNa thAya. Ama vicArI dhArmikanI parIkSA mATe saghaLI goThavaNu karAvI che. nRpanI jAherAtane sAMbhaLI dareka mANasA rAjya levAnI abhilASAvALA banyA. ane rAjya levA mATe dareka mANase potAnA gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che. tevAmAM A suMdara mevA mIThAine AreAgIne jaizuM Ama vicArI mevA mIThAI khAvAmAM be traNa kalAka kADhI nAMkhyA. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhe che. tevAmAM sugadhI dravyo jevA ke, hInAnuM, gulAbanuM attara dekhI temAM lalacAI gayA. sugaMdha levAmAM evA teA mugdha banyA ke traNa kalAka pachI bhAna AvyuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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123 ke, rAjya levA nIkaLyA chIe, paNa khAvA-pIvAnA svAdamAM ghaNe TAIma vyatIta karyo. vaLI pAchA AgaLa vadhyA, ane manahara saMgItamAM mana coTayuM. rAjya levAnuM dhyeya rahyuM nahi. saMgIta sAMbhaLatAM cAra-pAMca kalAka vItI gayA. vaLI pAchuM bhAna AvyuM ane AgaLa vadhe che. tevAmAM vArAMganAonA nAcamAM, hAvabhAvamAM teo gultAna banI gayA ke sAMja paDI, sUrya asta thavAnI taiyArImAM che. tyAre pAchuM bhAna AvyuM. paraMtu te dhArmika grupanI evI jAherAta hatI ke, je koI asta thayA pahelAM mane maLaze tene ja rAjya ApavAmAM Avaze. bIjAone pAchA javuM paDaze. AvI jAherAta hatI. paNa A svAda rasike vigerene khAnapAnAdimAM khyAla rahyo nahIM. ane devAdeDI karavApUrvaka daravAjAmAM AvyA ke tarata sUrya AthamI gayAthI pAchA pitAnA ghera pastAvo karatAM javuM paDyuM. ane ghera AvI valopAta karavA lAgyA. paNa have valepAta karavAthI vaLe zuM ? ane maLe zuM? te mANaso paikI pAMca IndriyanA viSayanI mAyA jAlamAM maphyula nahi bananAra eka nispRha dharmAthI bhakta jana, sarva viSayane tyAga karI eTale khAnapAna, sugaMdha, saMgIta, nATakaTaka vigerene tyAga karI sugamatAe ane saralatApUrvaka nRpatine praNAma karIne bheTavyo. A rAjAe te bhaktane puchayuM ke tuM kevI rIte AvyuM ? bhate kahyuM ke saghaLa viSaya vikAranI sAmagrI dekhI. paNa mArU dhyeya, For Private And Personal Use Only

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124 bhAna, rAjya levAnuM hatuM, tethI teone tyAga karI vijaya muhUrve tamane bheTo. A mujaba sAMbhaLI AnaMdapUrvaka A dhArmika bhaktane rAjya arpaNa karI, pravajyA, dIkSA lIdhI. ane sAcuM sAmrAjya laI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine haThAvI. A mujaba je koI nispRha banI viSayanA vikAramAM mugdha banatA nathI teo satya sAmrAjyanA svAmI bane che. eTale meMgherA manuSya janmane eLe. vRthA gumAvatA nathI. A sivAya je viSaya kaSAyanA vikAraAvirbhAvamAM gultAna bane che. teo manuSyabhavane vRthA, eLe gumAvI, bhavobhavanI paraMparA vadhArI, durgatinA mahemAna banI, atyaMta pIDAo bhogave che. mATe saddaguru upadeza Ape che ke, are manuSya jevA manuSya thaIne mANasAI lAvI maLelI sAmagrI dvArA tene durUpayega karIne janmane eLe gumAvatA nahi. are manuSyabhava pAmIne tathA sAnukula sAdhane meLavIne paNa eka paLavAra, kSaNavAra prabhu bhajana karyuM nahi. paisAne prabhu mAnI tenuM bhajana karyuM. sAdhu, saMta, munivaryane paNa dAna dIdhuM nahi. ane viSayanA rasamAM malakAye. te ucita karyuM che? nahi. te te viSaya rasa nathI paNa viSa che te nakkI jANaje. te viSanuM pAna karI malakAvA jevuM nathI. hiMyAmAM ullAsa pAmavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke keTalAka viSa evAM hoya che ke, be ghaDI pachI mAre. keTalAka viSa evAM che ke, cha mAsa, bAra mahinA sudhI mAre. ane keTalAka evA For Private And Personal Use Only

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15 hAya che ke sAta dhAtu saDavI nAMkhe. paNa viSaya viSa evuM che ke AraMbhamAM madhurU lAge ane piraNAme tathA paralokamAM mAre, are ? bhavanI paraparA sudhI tenI asara khasatI nathI. mATe viSaya viSanuM pAna karI kema malakAya che ! gava dhAraNa kare che! te viSathI janmamaraNanI para parAmAM evI pIDAe! sahana karI ke mukhe kahI zakAya nahi. te janmamaraNa rUpI nadIe khaLa khaLa cAlatI ema kahe che ke, are mugdha banI temAM kema phasAI paDela che ? ane sattA, saMpatti, sAhyabI, temaja dhanAdika mArI mAka sthira nathI. caMcaLa ane kSaNa vinAzI che. Ama samajI, haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI manuSyajanmane saphala karavA AtmArAmane bhajI le. AtmArAmane ALakhavA sattA, saMpatti, sAhyakhI vigeremAM je Asakti che, tenA jarUra tyAga karavA paDaze. tyAga karyA sivAya anezvaranI zakti-saMpatti ane sattA -sukhanI ALakhANa paNa thaze nahi. teA pachI upAdeyapaNu -grahaNatA te kayAMthI Ave! ane jyAM sudhI vItarAga jInezvaranA guNAnI oLakhANa tathA upAdeyatA AvI nathI tyAMsudhI sattA, sAhyakhI bhale hAya, te paNa svapramAM satya sukha maLe nahi. maLaze nahi. kAraNa ke sattA-sapatti vigere prApta karavA mATe karelA vicAre svapramAM paNa satAve che, jo sattA mATe agara sa'patti, dhanAdika mATe kAvAdAvA, kaleza, jhagaDA karela hAya teA, nidrAmAM svapnadvArA kAvAdAvA, kaleza, jhagaDA vigerenA prAdurbhAva thAya che. temAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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126 paNa saMskArA paDavAthI evA evA AvirbhAva utpanna thAya che ke, jAgrata thayA pachI manamAM du:kha thAya che. kApaDanA vepArInI mAphaka-eka kApaDanA vepArI hatA. pramANika hAvAthI ghaNA grAhakeA kApaDa levA AvatAM. A vepArI kApaDanA je bhAva kahe tenAthI lenAra grAhaka AchA bhAve mAge tyAre peAtAnI pravINatAthI grAhakeAne samajAvI, kahyA mujaba kApaDa phADI ApatA. ane sArI rIte kamANI karI khuzI thatA. dararoja grAhaka Ave ane tene samajatA vAra paNa lAge, paNa vepArI mAla vecyA pachI ja Ana kramAM Avato. paNa tenA saMskAro nidrAmAM paNa japavA deze nahi. vighna karaze tenu` bhAna nahatuM. eka divasa gharAkAne samajAvI ghaNu vecavApUrvaka sAMjare vALu karIne bhAIsAheba rAtrInA daza vAge sUI gayA. nidrAmAM kAMika zAMti jevuM che. teTalAmAM divasanA paDelA saMskAronA pragaTa bhAva thayeA. svamamAM eka gharAka AvyA che, te vepArI kApaDanA vadhAre bhAva kahe che. grAhaka ochA bhAve mAge che. paNa samajAvatA gharAkanuM mana manAvI e vAra kApaDa phADe che. AvA svasanA ceAge nidrAmAM te kApaDa hAya kayAMthI ? paNa peAtAnuM thepADuM je pahereluM hatuM te phADI nAMkhyuM. tenA avAja sAMbhaLI strIe kahyuM ke, tamee uMghamAM paNa zuM phADayuM. are daza rUpaiyAnu thepADu phADI nAkhyuM. kAMI bhAna che ke nahi ! vepArI jAgyA. ane pastAvA karavA lAgyA ke nidrAmAM paNa te saMskArA khasatA nathI. AtA vepArInu For Private And Personal Use Only

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127 raSTAMta che. tyAre kAvAdAvA karanArane tathA sattA-saMpattine prApta karanArane saMskAre dvArA kevA duHkhadAyI svama AvatA haze ? te te jANuMe tyAre mAluma paDe. paraMtu eka jANela daSTAMta kahevAmAM Ave che. keI eka vyaktine sattA, saMpattine meLavavAne ghaNe prema hato. jo ke te sattA, saMpatti vigere zArIrika kAryo sAdhavAmAM sahAre Ape che. paraMtu te sAdhya che, te to nathI ja. satya sAdhya te evuM che ke, karmakATa khase ane anAdikAlano malIna AtmA che te nirmala thAya ane sAcA sukhanA vhANane anubhava lIdhA kare. paraMtu A mANasane te sattA-saMpatti vigerenuM sAdhya hovAthI pratikuLatAnA prasaMge kapaTa, prapaMca karavAmAM khAmI lAvate nahi. je temAM phAvaTa Ave nahi to jabare hevAthI belAbolI temaja phodhAtura banI mArAmArI paNa karatA. ane pitAnI dhAraNA purI karIne khuzI thato. A mujabanA saMskAra paDela hovAthI eka divasa rAtrImAM A bhAI sUI gayA che. nidrA paNa AvI gaI che. eTalAmAM paDelA saMskAroe jora pakaDyuM. evuM svama AvyuM ke, sAme eka mANasa ubhe che. ane potAnA kathana mujaba mAnatA nathI. tene kapaTa, prapaMca karIne paNa samajAve che. chatAM mAnatA nathI tyAre uMghamAM ja belAbelI karavA macI paDyo che. ane mArAmArI karavA, hAkoTA karavA pUrvaka pAra paDelI lAThIne hAthamAM laIne sAmAne lagAve che. te lAThI pAse sUI rahela strIne vAgavAthI bUma pADatI For Private And Personal Use Only

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128 kahe che ke, tame zA mATe mane lAThI lagAvI. uMghamAM ne uMghamAM zuM karI rahela che. A bhAI jAgyA. svama khatama thayuM. strIne lAThI vAgavAthI ane kharAba saMskAro paDavAthI ghaNo valopAta karavA lAgyA. A pramANe manuSyabhavamAM kAryo karavAmAM je khoTA saMskAra paDaze te AtmArAmane zAMti kayAMthI maLaze ? mATe sadguru kahe che ke...dhArmika kAryo karIne AtmArAma, prabhune bhajI le. ke jethI kalezadAyaka, kharAba saMskAra paDe nahi. ane nidrAmAM paNa zAMti rahe. zrIbuddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI kahe che ke A upadezane sAMbhaLI he cetana ! are bhavya ? te cetI jA. keTalAka mugdhajane corI jArImAM AnaMda mAnatA hovAthI rAta divasa tenA vicAra karavApUrvaka, lAga maLe. tyAre corI jArImAM vakhata vItAve che. teone uddezI sadguru AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI upadeza ApatAM 11mA. padanA kAvyanI racanA karatA pharamAve che ke' are manuSya ? tamane Atmonnati karavAnA sAdhane maLI zake ema che chatAM, saMsAramAM atyaMta saMkaTa, viDaMbanA AvI lAge evA kayA unmArge ArUDha thayA che. tevA mArge leza paNa zAMti nathI. sAMbhaLe. juo jhapATo juo jhapATo kALane vikarALa re, bhajana karI le. e-rAga jagata jIvane pAza pakaDI, karato nitya pharALare. juo0 /1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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129 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rAjA raMka ar bAdazAhane, mAlIkane mahIrANa; gAMdI ghAlyA ghAra mAMhi, cAlyA ke masAre, jI. // 2 // cArA ntarI cugalImAM, kADhe dinane rAtare; tenA rArIra maLI gayAM, mATImAMhi kAI na puche vAta re. jIe. 3|| rAta na gaNaze dina na gaNo, vaidhRti vyatipAta re, jotAM Tagamaga cAlavuM jIva, mAtapitAne bhrAtare. jIe. // 4 // cAlyA anaMtA cAlo jaga, vRddha yuvAna nara nArare; buddhisAgara calata pattha, dharmanA AdhAra re. jue // 5 // saddaguru upadeza Ape che ke, are mehathI vikala anela mAnavIe ? tame! dhAratA haze| ke ame amara thaIne A jagatamAM rahevAnA. ane rahIzuM. Ama vicAraNAnA ceAge dunyavI viSaya vilAseA kAikhI rIte mANI laie. zA mATe meAjamajA mANIe nahi. je sAdhana sAmagrI maLI che, te bhAga-upabhAga mATe ja maLI che. AvA vicArayeAge vikarALa kAI paNa tene parAjaya karI zake nahi evA, kALanA jhapATo AvI rahelA che. tene pAchaLa vaLIne jue. tamAne mAluma paDaze ke kayAM sudhI bhAga 9 For Private And Personal Use Only

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130 vilAsa mANI levAze. te kALa-vikarALa banI mAyA, ahaMkAra, adekhAI vigere pAzanA baMdhane dvArA pakaDI, jagatane jIne darareja pharALa karate rahe che eTale maraNa zaraNa kare che. tamane paNa lAga AvAM maLatAM maraNane zaraNa laI jaze. mATe barAbara talaspaNI vicAra karI tapAsa kare. juo. viSaya vilAsamAM, bhagaupabhAganA vilAsamAM vinAza samAela che. tene anubhava tamane thatuM rahe che, chatAM mehamadirAnA phaMdamAM, kekamAM evA phasAI paDyA che ke pAchuM vALIne tapAsa karavAne vakhata maLato nathI. A kepha e te mIThe mAra mAre che ke, mAra khAtAM paNa mIThAzane jANe che ? paNa pariNAme evI paristhiti upasthita thAya che ke, te mIMDA mAra khAdhA pachI ubhA thaI zake ja nahi. eka cora, jAranI mAphaka-eka bhizva, corI, jArI karavAmAM ghaNo kuzaLa hatA. keTavALa, polIsethI paNa pakaDAto nahi. pitAnA gharamAM delA kuvAmAM corIne mAla nAMkhI jAheramAM zAhakArI batAvI malakAte. gharamAM bhavaDI nArI, bIjAne A bInA, anAcAra kahI deze. Ama dhArI tene paNa mArI nAMkhI. vyabhicArI bane. jArakarma karatAM peTa bharIne mAra khAte. chatAM AraMbhamAM mIThAza lAgatI tethI A vyasanano tyAga karate nahi. vyabhicAramAM te vAre vAre mAra kha paDe. che. mATe pisA kharcane paNa bIjI bhIlUDI lAvuM. Ama vicArI bIjI bhallaDIne paraNya. tenA tarapha paNa zaMkA For Private And Personal Use Only

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131 karatA ke, A AyaDI mArA gharanI vAta anyajanAne kaheze teA saghaLI peAlanI jAherAta thaze. phAjadAra, polIsane khakhara paDaze tA saghaLA cArInA mAla kabaje karaze. eTaluM ja nahi paNa mane pakaDI sakhata zikSA-sajA karaze. mATe A strIne ghaNA varSo sudhI jIvatI rAkhavI nahi. cArI, jArI karanArane karUNA hAya kayAMthI ? tevAone viSaya, vilAsa ane sapatti sivAya anya kAI vahAluM lAgatuM nathI. bhale pachI sagAM vahAlAM hAya, paraNelI te bhIlUDInI sAthe thaDA divaso viSaya vilAsA karIne teNIne paNa mArI nAMkhI. paNa viSaya vilAsanI mIThAzanA pAzamAM pakaDAela, pAnA gupta rIte vyabhicAra karavA lAgyA. prathama je mAra khAdhela hatA te bhUlI, eka gharamAM peTho. tevAmAM te gharanA mAlIke lAThI vaDe evA mAryo ke ubheA thaI zake nahi. parANe parANe paga ghasatA peAtAnA gharamAM Avyo. e mAra eTalA badhA sAlyeA ke jIvanabharanI kheADa bhUlI gayeA. ghaNA divase sAjo thA. have khAyaDI vinA ane cArI karyA vinA cAlaze niha. Ama dhArIne trIjI bAyaDI karI. te ghaNI cAlAka, ane rUpALI hatI; ane tene khuza karavAmAM paNa kuzaLa hatI; teNIne mArI nAkhavAnuM mana thatuM. paNa mArI zakatA nahi. bAra mahinAmAM te teNIe dIkarAne janma Apyo. dIkarA paNa khelavAmAM huMzIyAra thayA. tethI dIkarA taraphathI paNa zakAne karavA lAgyA ke, A kareA cAlAka ane mAlakaNA hAvAthI mArA gharanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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132 vAta kahI deze. mATe prathama tenI mAtAne mArI, pachI tene ghATa ghaDu. Ama vicArI teNIne mArI nAMkhI. tethI tene dIkare bhaya pAmI nAThe. bahAra AvIne bolavA lAgyuM ke, mArI bAne mArA bApe mArI nAMkhI, lake ekaThA thayA. phojadAra vigere hAjara thayA. te bhIlane pakaDI sakhta sajA karI. jIvanaparyata kedakhAnAmAM sapta majUrI karavI paDI. ane saghaLo corIne mAla, phojadAra vigeree kabaje karI rAjAne sa. rAjA pramANika hati tethI jAherAta karI che, jene mAla corAela hoya te rAjAnI pAse rahela che. te oLakhI laI jAya. jenA mAla rAela nahi hoya ane leze tene sakhta sajA karavAmAM Avaze. dareka mANasee jene mAla corAela hato teja oLakhI laI gayA. bhIkSu jIvaMtaparyata kedakhAnAmAM sakhta majurI karavAthI ghaNe duHkhI thaze. ane maraNa pachI paNa durgatimAM atyaMta duHkha veThavuM paDyuM. Ama samajI corI, jArIne tyAga karavo jarUrI che. ane kadAca pakaDAya nahi te paNa kALa te pAchaLa jhapATAbaMdha deDatA Ave che. Ama samajIne pramANikatAye vartana rAkhavuM. kALa koIne paNa choDatuM nathI. bhale pachI rAjA, raMka ke saghaLI pRthvIne samrATa hoya. paNa chevaTe kALanA pAzamAM pakaDAvuM paDe che. bAdazAha ke bahAdura hoya, zeTha hoya ke zAhukAra hoya te paNa keTalAka maraNabAda gharamAM daTAyA. keTalAka bhUmikAomAM ghalAyA. keTalAkanA zarIre citAnI agnimAM baLI rAkha For Private And Personal Use Only

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133 thayA. kALa Ave che tyAre vidhRti ke vyatipAtane dekhate nathI. vilaMba vinA prANane khatama kare che. ekalAne puNya ane pApanA saMskAra laIne paralekamAM javuM paDe che. mATe kALa, jhapATo lagAve tenI pahelAM paropakAra je puNyanA kAraNo che. ane dhArmika kriyAo je AtmazuddhinA kAraNe che. te saghaLA pramAdane tyAga karavApUrvaka sAdhI le. te saghaLA kAraNene sAdhI laIza te ja paralekamAM ane A lekamAM AzAne pUrNa karavAnA anukula sAdhane maLI raheze. jevAM bIja vAvyA hoya tevA phaLa maLe che. baMTI vAvI hoya te bAjarI kayAMthI maLe? bAvaLIo vAvavAthI AMbA male nahi ja. phakta bhAgyanA bharose raheze ane sadudyama karaze nahi te bhAgya pAMgaLu banavAthI phalIbhUta thatuM nathI. eTale bhAgyane phaLavAmAM sArA udyamanI AvazyakatA che. tame kaheze ke ame ghaNe sthale joIe chIe ke udyama karyA vinA bhAgyAnusAre keTalAka bhAgyazAlIe saMsAramAM vividha vikAsa karavApUrvaka mejamajA mANe rahelA che. teoe udyama karyo nathI. chatAM rAjA, mahArAjA, adhikArIe banI, AnaMdathI jIvana vItAve che. te kema? tenA uttaramAM samajavAnuM ke bhale teone udyama karatA dekhyA nahi. paraMtu teo prathamabhavamAM paropakArAdika puNya karIne, tathA tenA saMskAre sAthe laIne AvyA che. te saMskAre sArA udyama sivAya paDatA nathI. mATe A bhavamAM tame udyama karatA dekhyA nahi, chatAM udyama karIne AvelA che ane sUkamathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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134 eTale tamArI najaramAM Ave nahi tevI rIte udyama te karI rahelA che ja, mATe sukhazAMti sAthe jIMdagAnI pasAra karavI hAya tA dhArmika kAryo karavAnA puruSA karo. kALanA jhapATA zarIra upara vAge che. paNa AtmA upara tenuM jhera cAlatuM nathI ja. mATe Atmazuddhi mATe paNa vakhata kADhI, udyama karavAnI jarUra che. sadyama karaze nahi. ane mAja majAmAM, bhAga-upaleAganA vilAseAmAM jIvana vyatIta karavAmAM Avaze te paropakArAdika puNyanA kArya karavAnA vakhata kayAMthI meLavaze ? bhAga-upabhAganA vilAsAnI sAthe dhArmika kAryonA atyAranA virodha nathI. paNa anAdikAlanA che. vilAsAmAM rAcI mAcI rahelAo jyAre kALanA jhapATa vAgavAnI taiyArImAM hAya che. tyAre mAta, pitA, patnI, putra vigere svajanava sanmukha joyA kare che. temaja pAte pApA karIne aMdhAvela, makAna, mahela, sattA, saMpatti vigerene dekhI gADha valopAta, cintA, saMtApa karatA hoya che. chatAM te du:khamAM ke sa`kaTamAMthI bhAga paDAvatA nathI. tenI sanmukha Tagamaga jotAM ke mIMTa mAMDIne jotAM kALa kALI karI jAya che. te te tamArI anubhavanI bInA che. tA tamAne te kALa kayAMthI bAkI rAkhaze. tamArA jevAM ke vRddha yuvAna ke bALakane paNa kALanA jhapATA cheDatA nathI. mATe kALane jhapATA vAge nahi te pahelAM zrI buddhisAgara; jJAnanA dariyA-rUpa kevalajJAnIe darzAvela mArge cAla ? sadguru zrIbuddhisAgarajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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135 kavivarya kahe che ke, kevalajJAnIe batAvela dharmanA mArge cAlyA vinA paritApa, saMtApa vigere TaLaze nahi. ane sAcA sukhanI cAhanA darareja karI rahelA che te cAhanA - abhilASA kyAMthI phalIbhUta thaze? ghaNAe bhAgyazAlIoe bhoga vilAso karyA che paNa temAM sAcA sukhane lalaza dekhyo nahi tyAre kevalI bhagavAne darzAvela mArge cAlI, duHkhothI mukta banI sAcA sukhanA svAmI banyA che. tame paNa te sanmArge cAlaze te saMtApa, paritApAdikathI mukta banaze. satya sukhanA bhaktA banaze. zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, bALaka, yuvAna ke vRddhane anya jananuM zaraNuM levAnI IcchA thAya che. saMsAranI musApharImAM sahAro hoya te ja, musApharI, saralatA-sugamatAe karI zakAya che. ane ISTa sthale pahoMcAya che. tenI mAphaka mokSanagarImAM javA mATe, arihaMta bhagavAnanI sahAyatA-zaraNuM lIdhA sivAya ISTa, mekSanagare sugamatAe pahoMcI zakAtuM nathI. mATe prathama jInezvaranuM zaraNu-sahAro grahaNa kare. tene upadeza ApatA bAramA padanA kAvya dvArA pharamAve che ke(1) bhajana kara mana bhajana kara, mana, bhajana kara bhagavaMta re; mRtyu mAthe gAjatuM tuja, manamAM zuM harakhaMta re, bhajana kara mana bhajana kara mana. 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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136 mUcha maraDI mahAlatAne, garave detA gALa re; rAvaNa jevA rAjavI paNa, keLIyA thaI kALa re. bhajana ||rA detA hasI hasI tALIyone, mAyAmAM gulatAna re, parabhava vATe cAlIyA te, bhUlI bhame nAdAna re. bhajana phA rajanI thoDI veza jhAjhA, Ayu eLe na gumAvare, pharI pharIne nahi maLe chava, dharma karaNano dAva re. bhajana | jarUra janmI jAvuM eka dina, kAI na jaga umaraMtare, buddhisAgara zaraNa karI lyo, deva zrI arihaMta re. bhajana paNa saddaguru pharamAve che ke, je mAnavagaNa pitAnI musApharI, saMsAramAM sugamatAe thAya ane Adhi-vyAdhinI viDaMbanA vaLage nahi te mATe sAMsArika sAdhana sAmagrInuM zaraNa laI, tenA upara sukhane AdhAra rAkhe che tene samyaga jJAnI kahe che ke, tevA sAdhananuM zaraNuM, AdhAra svIkArI leNa sukhI thaye ? konA hayAnI cintA ochI thaI? kone nirbheLa sAcA sukhanI prApti thaI! te to kahe? keIne paNa nahIM. tevA sAdhana upara sukhano je vizvAsa rAkhyuM hatuM te ja sAdhanoe dago For Private And Personal Use Only

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137 dvIdhe, viSayakaSAyanA vikArAmAM adhikAdhika sAvyA. AvA sAdhano sAcA sukhane denArA kema kahevAya ? mATe tenA upara je bharAMsA che teno tyAga karI, zrIarihaMtanu bhajana kare. temanu zaraNu, AdhAra svIkAro te ja Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhijanya cintAo ane viDaMbanAo TaLaze, ane apUrva, kaI divase nahi prApta thaela AnaMdanI laherIAno AvirbhAva thaze. A mujaba manane nitya zIkhAmaNa ApavAnI jarUra che ke, are manaDA ? jyAM du:khanI gartAo che, temaja temAMthI nIkaLavAno upAya nathI, tyAM zA mATe bhaTake che, tenu bhajana kare che, ane mananI sAthe are mAnavIe, tamA kayAM bhaTakAe che ? mATe mAnasika vRttione yaza karI, zrI arihaMta bhagavAnanuM bhajana karI. temanu bhajana karavApUrvaka, temanI AjJA mujaba saMsAramAM raheA. eTale dharmano Adara karI, janmamaraNanA atyaMta kaSTadAyaka saMcAgeA, nimittone dUra karA. prabhu bhajana, cAra doSAne dUra karIne karavu joie. te ja mAnasika vRttie kakhaje AvI, sthiratA dhAraNa kare che. te cAra doSA, jevA ke, dagdha, zunya, avidhi, ane atipariNita. A cAra dASA TALyA vinA bhajana karanAranu mana sthira thatuM nathI; dunyavI cintAe karatA je vidhi atAvI che, te mujakha bhajana thatuM na hAvAthI, iSTa phUla maLatuM nathI. tavAnI upara roTalI mUkI hAya, paNa vidhipUrvaka pheravavAmAM Ave nahi te te baLI jAya. te mujaba, dunyavI cintA kaho For Private And Personal Use Only

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138 ke, citA kaho. tenA upara rAkhela bhajana phalIbhUta thatuM nathI. mATe cintAone prathama tyAga karavo jarUrI che. tathA zUnya deSane paNa TALavAnI agatyatA che. tame jANe che ke, upaga, khyAla, dhyAna rAkhyA vinA ekeya kArya sudharatuM nathI. manane jema tema deDavatAM je upaga joIe te rahetuM nathI. ethI bhajanamAM bhUlo paDe. mATe zUnya deSane dUra karavA jevo che. tathA avidhi deSano paNa tyAga karavo. vidhimAM dhyAna rAkhavAnA badale, mananI IcchA mujaba kriyA kare te avidhi doSa kahevAya. tathA atipariNati doSane tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. je kriyAmAM je je vidhAna batAvela che, tethI potAnI kuzaLatA batAvavA adhikAdhika kare te atipariNati deSa kahevAya A mujaba cAra deSone TALavAthI dhArmika kriyAo phelavatI bane che. pachI sAmAyikanI kriyA hoya ke, prabhunI pUjA hoya ke, jJAna dhyAna heya. darekamAM uparokta dene tyAga karavo jarUrI che. dene TALI bhajana, kIrtana karanArAonA doSe tathA pApa khasavA mAMDe che. tethI deze ane pApa khasatA, sAMsArika padArthomAM je Asakti che te nAza pAme che. vyAvahArika kAryomAM cIkaNA karma baMdhane abhAva thAya che. mATe are bhAgyazAlIo! anukula sAdhana sAmagrI maLatAM ame ja sukhI chIe. ane have duHkha AvavAnuM che nahi. Ama vicAraNA karI manamAM zuM harakhAe che? ane malakAo cho? anukula sAdhane hete paNa jarA, maraNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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139 to pAchaLa doDatuM Ave che ne ? tenA vicAra karavAmAM Ave tA harakhAvA ke malakAvA jevuM che ja nahi. kayAre AvIne bAja, cakalIne jhaDapI le, tenI mAka mRtyu jhaDapI leze tenI khabara paDaze nahi. mATe prabhu bhajana vigere zubha kriyAo, mAnasika, vAcika, ane kAyika vRttienI ekatA karIne dhyAna rAkhavA upayoga rAkho. madhu bindunA dRSTAMta mAphaka vana rAkhaze nahi. eka pathika, musAphara, gabhIra ane bhayakara aTavImAM mArga na jaDavAthI paribhramaNa karI rahela che. nIkaLavAnA mA sutA nathI. tevAmAM eka vikarALa hAthI tenI pAchaLa paDayo. tethI adhika bhayabhIta banI, prANA bacAvavA doDA doDI karatA khyAla na rahevAthI eka gAjArA kuvAmAM bhUskA mAryAM. tevAmAM eka vaDalAnI vaDavAI pakaDI lIdhI, ane bhayane dUra karI nirbhayatAye rahyo che. paNa te gejArA kuvAmAM nIce mukha vikAsI rahela, ajagara dekhatA nathI. tathA pAchaLa paDelA hAthI peAtAnI sUMDha vaDe vaDalAne hacamacAvI rahela che. ane kALA ane dheALA A be udarA vaDalAnA mULane kApI rahelA che. te paNa dekhatA nathI. paN vaTamAM rahela madhapUDAmAMthI madhanA je bindue paDIne mukha AgaLa AvatA hatA. tene cATI rahela che. temAM ja mIThAza mAnI mugdha anela che. paNa kAM mIThAza Avaze tenI khabara nathI. tethI malakAI rahyo che. ane harakhAI rahyo che. e arasAmAM eka vidyAdhare vimAnamAM besI, te sthale gamana karatAM, madhu For Private And Personal Use Only

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140 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir binduonI mIThAzamAM gultAna thaela tene dekhyA ane karUNa AvavAthI malakAtA te mune dekhIne kahevA mAMDayuM. ke, are madhubinduomAM mIThAza mAnI mugdha anela mAnavI ? upara ane nIce tapAsa karI vicAra kara. dekha te khare ? A vaDalAnA mULane e udarA kApI rahela che. temaja bhayaMkara hAthI A vaDalAne hacamacAvI rahela che. tathA kuvAnI nIce ajagara mukha vikAsI paDI rahyo che. AvI jI MdagAnInA jokhamamAM pazu, madhukhinhuAnI mIThAzamAM Asakta banI hu ghelA banyA che. te jo, udarA mUla kApatA hAvAthI, tuM A geAjArA kuvAmAM paDIza te, ajagara tArUM jIvana khatama karaze. mATe tArA upara karUNA Ave che. tArI abhilASA hoya te, A vimAnamAM besADI ISTa nagare laI sUku che IcchA ? jIvananA jAkhamane dekhI rahyo che! khela ? tane vimAnamAM lai javA prayatna karUM. A mujaba sAMbhaLI vaDavAI ne pakaDI laTakI rahela tathA mIThAzamAM mugdha banela teNe kahyuM ke, tame je kaheA che te khokhara che. jokhamane jANI rahela che. paraMtu A madhubinduonI mIThAzane mukI zakuM ema nathI. A madhapuDA khalAsa thayA pachI Avo. maraNa karatAM mIThAza adhika pyArI lAge che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI vidyAdhara eka karatA cAlI gayA. have te vaDalA paDatA vilaMba thAya kharA ke ? ane ajabaranA mukhamAM paDatA vAra lAge kharI ke ? nahi ja A mujaba viSayanI mIThAzamAM malakAI rahela mAnavIe mahA For Private And Personal Use Only

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141 mAMgherA manuSya bhavane khatama kare che. zukala ane kRSNapakSa AyuSyane kApI rahelA che, ane sa'sAranI bhayakara aTavImAM bhUlA paDelAnI pAchaLa Adhi, vyAdhi, viDaMbanA rUpI hAthI paDelA hAvAthI kAMIka, puNyayeAge madhubinduo jevI anukula sAmagrI maLI che, paNa temAM mehadhelA anela hovAthI, ajagara jevA kALane dekhatA chatAM vidyAdhara, munivarya, AcAya mahArAjanA vacanane mAnatA nathI. kaheA have AvA jokhamamAM hAlata zI thAya ? te mATe karUNA lAvI sadgurU pharamAve che ke, A viSaya sukhanI mIThAza madhubinduo jevI che, temAM mahAlavA jevuM nathI. kAre AyuSya khatama thaze tenI khakhara nathI. kAraNa ke AyuSyane tUTavAnA ghaNA nimitto che. tUTatAM AyuSyane sAMdhavAnA ekeya upAya nathI. mATe arihaMta bhagavAnanI AjJAne mastake uDAvI, AsaktinA tyAga karavA pUrNAMka dharmonI ArAdhanA karo. are mukhya mAnavIe ? tamArA jevA prApta thaela sAdhana sAmagrImAM, vaibhava vilAsamAM malakAI hu ghelA banI pAchaLa jotA nathI ke, A lepAtanA ja nimitto che. saMtApa-paritApAdikanA kAraNeA che. kevI rIte ? sAMbhaLo ? bhAgyamAM hAya tyAM sudhI rahe, ane bhAgyodaya khatama thatAM te sAdhana sAmagrIno viyeAga thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. tamane mAluma teA haze ke viSaya--vilAseAmAM bhAgya-puNya khalAsa thatu jAya che. jyAre puNya khatama thaze tyAre saMtApa-paritApa-leApAta-vigere aticchAce paNa AvI vaLagaze. mATe bhAgya khatama thAya tenI For Private And Personal Use Only

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142 pahelAM dharmanI ArAdhanAnA ge puNyanA kAryo kare che, jethI saMtApa vigere thaze nahi. A mujaba prabhunI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karaze te, rAvaNa jevI dazA AvI lAgaze. rAvaNanI pAse bharatakhaMDanA traNa khaMDanI sattA tathA sAhyabI, vaibhava hato. ne zatruone parAjya karavA caka vigere astra zastro hatA. ane mahAvidyAonI paNa sAdhanA karelI hovAthI te hAjarA hajura hatI. maMdadarI pramukha ghaNuM mahArANIo hatI, chatAM mahA satI sItAjImAM mugdha banyA. sItAjIne khuza karavA vividha upAye karyA. are pagamAM paDyo. A kevI viSayanI ghelachA ? AvA mahAna rAjAo paNa, mUcho maraDI, harSaghelA banI tathA sAhyabInA gumAnamAM ne gumAnamAM bIjAone gALa detA, tiraskAra-dhikkAra vigere karatAM maraNane zaraNa thayA che. te pachI tamAruM gaju zuM? mATe samajIne AtmakalyANa thAya te mArga svIkAre teja jIvanI saphalatA che. ane sArthakatA che. heDImAM jIvanane khalAsa kare nahi. rajanI thoDI ne veza jhAjhA. AyuSya eLe gumAve nahi. AyuSya alpa che ane kAryo ghaNuM karavAnA che. mATe AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhI saMsAranI viSaya sukhanI mIThAzano tyAga karI, dharmanI ArAdhanA sAdhI le? vAre vAre dharmakriyAo karavAne dAva-lAga maLavo duSkara che. temaja azakya paNa che kAraNa ke sAMsArika viSaya vilAmAM mugdha mANase, ajJAnatAnA yoge ekendriyanI cinImAM jaI paTakAya che. agara mahApApAraMbhanA mege, For Private And Personal Use Only

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143 tiya ca jevA ke pazupa`khI thAya che. agara nArakI banI asahya yAtanA-duHkhonI viDa banAAne sahana karatA, pokAro pADatAM maLela bhava vItAvavA paDe che. pazupa'khInA bhavamAM kevI asahya parAdhInatA rahelI che, te tamA sAkSAt nihALA che. mATe AvI halakI bhUmikA, ceonimAM javAya nahI, ane manuSya, svargo vigerenI ucca bhUmikA maLe, te mATe bhagavaMta arihaMtanI sevA, bhakti, bhajanAdikanA yAge zubha saskArIne AtmA sAthe AtaprAta karI. Ae janma dhAraNa karyAM, teone jarUra paraleAke javuM ja paDaze. dareka prANIe amarapaTTo laI ne Avela nathI. chatAM sArI bhAvanAnA cAge zubha saMskAro paDela hAvAthI amarapaTTo A manuSya bhavamAM ja maLI zake che. ane paramapadanI prAptinI paNa a'iA ja taiyArI karI zakAya che. te smaraNamAM rAkhIne, evI karaNI kare ke nIca gatinA bAraNA baMdha thAya. viSaya sukhA te sAdhya nathI, paNa tyAga karavA lAyaka che Ama vicArI, jalakamalavat nirdela manavA prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. prabhunI sevA-bhakti ane bhajananAM cege ja sArI bhAvanA utpanna thaze. te bhAvanAnA yoge zubha saMskAra paDaze. zubha saMskArA AtmAmAM pADavA teja satya kamANI che. ane mUDI che. dunyavI mUDInA cAge karela kamANI te ahiM A ja paDI raheze. sAthe Avaze nahi. sAthe AvanAra teA puNya pApanA vyApArA dvArA paDela zubha azubha sauMskAre che. Ama samajI zubha saMskAranI sArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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144 kamANa mATe ja vicAre, vivekane dhAraNa karo. A mujaba upadeza ApI sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI bhavyajanone puche ke, tamee manuSya janmane dhAraNa karyo janmane dhAraNa karI zuM zuM kArya karyuM ? te upara 13 mA padanI kAvya racanA karatAM kahe che ke, (2) mAyAmAM manaDuM mohyuM re jAgIne je tuM, narabhavanuM jIvana khoyuM re jAgIne je tuM. A-rAga. mAtAnI kakhe AvI, nava mAsa udho rahiye, tyAM duHkha anaMtu lahIye re. jAgIne je tuM ? bAlapaNAmAM samajyo na devagurU sevA, ramavuM ne mIThA mevA re. jAgIne je tuM jarA juvAnImAM jIvatInA saMga bahu khelyo, te dharmane paDate melyo che. jAgIne je tuM ! pisA mATe pApa karyA te bahu bhArI, teM Atamane visArI re. jAgIne jo tuM AkA rAga dveSe vAdyo ajJAne bharamAye, nAhaka jyAM tyAM ghAye re. jAgIne je tuM pA sukhe dukhe prANIne eka dina maravuM, paNa kAma vadhAryuM varavuM re. jAgIne jo tuM dA karIza tuM jevuM pAmIza bhAI tevuM, kaIne kAMI na kahevuM devuM re. jAgIne je te pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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145 svapnAnI juThI AjI, rahyo zu temAM rAjI, kaiAine kAMi na chAja re, jAgIne je tu 5 // buddhisAgara kahe bhavyA cetajo vicArI, samajo nara ne nArI re, jAgIne jo tu tA sadgurU deva pharamAve che ke, manuSya bhavanA pahelA bhavamAM dhArmi ka kriyAnA ceAge zubha bhAvanA AvI. ane sArA saMskAro paDavAthI, manuSya bhavanA AyuSyanA badha paDayo. kaI akaramAt manuSya bhavanA AyuSyane aMdha paDayA nathI. te badhanA akhAdhAkAla pUrI thayA pachI; ane prathama bhavanuM A AyuSya pUrNa thayuM tyAra pachI, mAtAnI kukhe tuM AvyA. te paNa jarA maraNanA asahya kaSTa veThIne, mAtAnI kukSIe tAre avatAra thayeA. janma thayA pahelAM mAtAnI kukhe lagabhaga nava mahinA uSaeN mastake tuM rahyA che. te adhArI kATaDImAM, jema gunhegAra kedI rahe te mujaba tu rahyo che, mAtAnA rUdhiranuM tathA pitAnA vInu khAnapAna karIne, nava mAsa lagabhaga vyatIta karyA. mAtA je khAnapAna kare tenA rasathI tArU pASaNa thayuM. aMge pAMganI sAthe daza prANA ane cha paryAsinI pUrNatA thaI. tyAre, mahAkaTe- mahAdu:khe huM bhavya tArA janma thayA. te duHkha evuM hatuM ke, sADAtraNa koDa rema rAjImAM ke I 9nA tapAvele sAcA lagAve ne je duHkha thAya tevu' duHkha veThIne janma thayA che. AvA du:khA veThyA pachI paNa tene aMta AvyA nahi. jema jema ummaramAM moTA thatA gayA, tema tema vyAdhiA 10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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146 paNa vadhatI rahI. varAdha. jhADe, dAMta AvavA. tAve paNa kaSTa ApavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nahi. tathA bAlapaNAmAM ramatagamatamAM tathA mevA mIThAImAM magna banyA. te avasthAmAM mAtapitAnI parAdhInatA paNa gaI nahi. tyArabAda nizALa paThazALAmAM tathA kelejamAM vyAvArika-sAMsArika keLavaNuM levA ghaNe prayAsa karyo. yuvAvasthAmAM yuvatI sAthe viSaya sukhamAM Asakta banyuM. ane A lekamAM paNa Adhi vyAdhinI viDaMbanA dUra karanAra je dharma che, tene bhUlI gaye. phakta paisAone pApAra karIne tathA prayatna karavA pUrvaka meLavavAmAM ja rAcI mAcI rahyA, chatAM malyA kharA, paNa rahyA nahi. bhAgye daye paisAo prApta thAya, paNa sAthe sAthe tenuM rakSaNa karavAnuM paNa puNya-bhAgya joIe. tathA tenA bhagavaTAmAM paNa puNya-bhAgyanI jarUra te che ja. A sivAya meLavelA paisAnuM rakSaNa ane bhagavaTe tha azakya che. mATe saghaLI IcchAo saphala karavI hoya te dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA tatpara banavuM joIe. dharmanI ArAdhanA karyA vinA, phakta dhana mATe rAta divasa prayAsa karaze te, AzA adhurI rahevAnI ja. ane pAdiye aneka vipattio AvI vaLagavAnI. koIka velAe maraNa paNa thAya. sAgara zeThanI mAphaka-sAgara zeThanI pAse cauda karoDa sonAmahora tathA sthAvara milkata pukkala hatI. chatAM dhananI IcchA adhika jeramAM AvatI. potAnA gharamAM putre tathA putravadhuone sArA kIMmatI vastrAbhUSaNa paheravA de nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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147. vAre tahavAre paNa mevA mIThAIne putre lAvatA, agara putravadhue manahara rasAIne banAvatI tyAre krodhAtura banIne ghaNe Thapako Apate. ane kahe ke, tamane te khAvApIvAmAM majA paDe che. paNa pisAo kevA prayAso karavAthI prApta thAya che tenI khabara che ? phakta khAIpIne mastAna banIne mahAlavuM. khabaradAra? jo Ave, khAvApIvAmAM kharaca karaze te tamArI barAbara khabara levAmAM Avaze. A mujaba dhamadhamAvate hAvAthI sagAMvahAlAM kaMTALI gayA. A kRpaNa zeTha, cauTAmAM vepAra karavA jAya te paNa ghara taraphanI cintA karatA jAya. rakhene vadhu piyaramAM ke me sALamAM, gharamAMthI kaI vastu ApI de. AvI AvI phikaranA ge jaldI pAcho ghera AvIne tapAsa karI, pAchA bajAramAM gamana karata. ekadI, eka siddhaginI AkAza mArge svavidyAnA pratApe jaI rahela che. tevAmAM putravadhuone aphasesa karatI dekhI, nIce AvIne puchavA lAgI ke, tame kema saMtApa-valopAta karo cho? teNIoe saghaLI vItaka vAta kahI. tethI dayA AvavAthI, te vadhuone AkAzagAminI vidyA ApI. ane kahyuM ke, tamo eka sukA lAkaDA upara besI A vidyA gaNaze tyAre, jyAM javuM haze tyAM jaI zakaze. A pramANe kahI, te eginI AkAzamArge cAlI gaI. have putravadhuo ekatra thaIne vicAra kare che ke, A sasaro koI jagyAe javA dete nathI. tathA keIne maLI zakAtuM nathI. temaja vividhanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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148 gAma vigere paNa joI zakAtA nathI. sArI vastuo gharamAM Ave, agara vastra, AbhUSaNe paheravAmAM Ave che, dhamadhamATa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhato nathI. divase te kaI sthaLe jaI zakAze nahi. paNa rAtrIe vidyAnA prabhAve jaI zakIzuM. mATe ApaNe sasara-patio vigere nidrAvaza thAya tyAre javuM. Ama vicAra goThavI, jyAre saghaLa parivAra uMdhI game tyAre, eka sukA lAkaDA upara besI, vidyA gaNuM, ane suvarNa dviIpamAM javAnI IcchA hovAthI te sthaLe pahoMcI. tyAM jovAlAyaka sthalene dekhI pAchI jaldI ghera AvIne nidrAvaza banatI uMghI jatI, jyAre moDI uThatI tyAre te zeTha, dhamadhamAvate hate; paNa sArI sArI nagarImAM suMdara vastuo ane jagyAe jovAmAM AnaMda paDato hovAthI, gaNakAratI nahotI. bhalene bolyA kare. ApaNe te jema karatA hatA tema karIzuM. Ama vicArI zAMtimAM rahetI. eka divasa ratanadviIpa jevAnI bhAvanA thaI. tethI, te vadhu ratnAdvIpamAM gaI. A dvIpamAM jovAlAyaka sthaLe tathA vastuone dekhI, be traNa kalAkamAM vidyAnA prabhAve pAchI gharamAM AvIne sUI jaI jatI. A mujaba dararoja judA judA sthalemAM gamana karI AnaMdapUrvaka jIvana gujAratI. gharamAM Avela hajAma, lAkaDAne kezaranA chAMTA ane dhUpanI sugaMdhIvALuM dekhI vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, A lAkaDA upara besI putravadhuo bahAra pharavA jatI haze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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149 lAvane huM paNa A lAkaDAnI pilamAM pesIne, A strIo kayAM kayAM jAya che te tapAsuM. Ama vicArI sAgara zeTha uMdhI gayA pachI tarata chAnI rIte lAkaDAnI polamAM pesI ga. sasarAne uMghI gaelA jANI putravadhue lAkaDA upara besI, kezaranA chAMTA ane dhUpa karavApUrvaka vidyAnuM ramarANa karyuM ke, tarata vimAnanI mAphaka suvarNadvIpamAM te saghaLI gaI. ne tyAM jovAlAyaka vastuo jevA lAgI. e arasAmAM lAga maLavAthI, pilamAM paDelo hajAma, bahAra nIkaLI. jeTaluM levAya teTaluM sonuM laIne. jaldI pAche te piolamAM pisI gaye. bIje divase te vahuo ratnadvIpamAM gaI tyAM paNa lAga maLatAM, kIMmatI ratna jeTalA levAya teTalA grahaNa karI, jaldI te lAkaDAnI pilamAM chUpAI rahyo. tyAM paNa padArtho ane jagyAo dekhIne, lAkaDA para beThelI vahae potAnA ghera AvIne suI gaI pele hajAma kaI jANe nahi te mujaba pitAnA ghera gaye, tenI strIe puchayuM ke tame kyAM gayA hatA. teNe saghaLI bInA kahIne senuM tathA rane dekhADavAM, tethI te paNa khuzI thaI ane kahevA lAgI ke, have keInA paNa ghera jaIne hajAmata tathA pagacaMpI karavAnI jarUra nathI tamee lAvela sonu tathA rovaDe ApaNe lahera karIzuM. navA makAno baMdhAvIzuM. tathA temAM ArIsA goThavIzuM have kenI paravA che. hajAma paNa have koInI paNa hajAmata karavA, tathA pagacaMpI karavA jato nathI. ane laheramAM rahe che. sAgara zeThe tene For Private And Personal Use Only

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150 elAvI puchyuM ke, are rAmalA ? have hajAmata karavA kema AvatA nathI, navalazA hIrajI thaIne mahAlyA kare che. zuM mAla milkya koI jagyAethI malI che ? ghaNe, Agraha karyo tyAre putravadhuonI saghaLI vAta kahI. kahelI vAta sAMbhaLI zeTha paNa khuzI thyA. ane dhanamAM ghaNI Asakti hAvAthI, kAipaNa jANe nahi tema lAkaDAnI pAlamAM paisI, aMgAne saMkeAcI, gupta rIte rahela che. tevAmAM vahuA paNa lAkaDA upara besI, vidyAnA prabhAve suvarNadvIpamAM gaI lAga maLavAthI sAgara zeThe ghaNu sAnu upADI lIdhuM, ane peAlamAM pesI gayA. tyArakhAda vakhata ghaNA heAvAthI ratnadvIpamAM gaI. tyAM lAga phAvavAthI zeThe ghaNA ratne grahaNa karyA. lAbhane theAla hAtA nathI. jema lAbha tema lAbha vadhatA jAya che. A zeThanI pAse dhananI khAmI naheAtI. cauda karoDa seAyA hatA. tathA bIjI Avaka paNa ghaNI hatI. chatAM lAkaDAnI pAlamAM pesI, suvarNadvIpamAMthI mana mAnyu sAnu upADayuM. ane ratnadvIpamAMthI ghaNA ratna upADayA. ane jema tema karIne peAlamAM peThA, pachI te vadhuee AvI. ane vidyA bhaNI eTale lAkaDuM AkAza mArge cAlyuM. paraMtu bhAra vadhI gaelA hAvAthI, dhIme dhIme cAle che. vahue mAMheAmAMhI khelavA lAgI. ke, A lAkaDuM Aje dhIme dhIme cAle che. ane ghaNuM moDu thaze. sasarA jAgaze te dhamadhamAvaze ane puchaze ke, tame kayAM gaI hatI. ane jAheramAM phajetI karaze. mATe A dariyAmAM thAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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151 eka lAkaDuM taratuM jaI rahyuM che. tenA upara besI jaldI ghera poMcIye. tathA A lAkaDAne dariyAmAM phagAvI daIe. A pramANe sAMbhaLI. sAgara zeThanA haiyAmAM phALa paDI. khene A vahuo chupAIne rahelA evA mane A lAkaDA sAthe dariyAmAM nAMkhI deze te mArA rAma ramI jaze. maraNa pAmIza. ane saghaLuM dhana paNa nAza pAmaze. mATe cetAvuM Ama vicArI. lAkaDAnI pilamAM piThelA teNe kahyuM ke, A lAkaDAne dariyAmAM nAMkhI deze nahi. meM ghaNuM sonuM lIdhuM che. ane ghaNuM ratna lIdhA che. tethI dhIme dhIme lAkaDuM cAle che. havethI tamane kAMI paNa kahIza nahi tame khAI pIne lahera karaje. A mujaba sAMbhaLI araspara vicAraNuM karavA lAgI ke, atyAre sasare ApaNane managamatu bole che. te kayA kAraNathI ke, maraNanA bhayathI, anyathA ghera pahoMcyA pachI te, temane svabhAva khasavAne nahi. pAche lobhathI dhamadhamAvaze. mATe TADhA pANIe khasa kADhIe. ke, jethI AnaMdathI jIdagAnI pasAra thAya. Ama vicArI dhIme dhIme cAlatA lAkaDAne phagAvI daIne dariyAnuM lAkaDuM lIdhuM. temAM besIne pitAnA sthaLe AvI. AnaMdamAM rahevA lAgI. sAgara zeTha te. raudra dhyAnanA yoge atyaMta duHkhadAyaka narakanI bhUmikAmAM gaye. tyAM sukhazAMti kayAMthI? mATe dIrghadaza janoe dhanAdikane mATe lobha karavo nahi. ane rAgadveSa karIne pitAnA AtmAne chetare nahi. dhanAdikane mATe rAga dveSa karavAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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upara kAMIpaNa lAbha thatuM nathI. ane tenA cage AtmAne leza mAtra paNa zAMti maLatI nathI. mATe dhanAdikamAM jema mamatA che, tevI AtmAnA guNonI mamatA rAkhavAmAM Ave te ja, rAga-dveSa tathA mahAdikane TALavAnI zaktine pragaTa bhAva thAya che. ajJAnatAnA cage prANIo pApAraMbhe karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. tethI ja puNyane AvavAne mArga baMdha thAya che. ajJAnatAthI bhramaNa thAya che. ane bhramaNAnA yege jIvAtmAe jyAM tyAM sukhazAMti mATe bhaTakyA kare che, manamAnyuM satyasukha te maLatuM nathI, paNa duHkhanA dariyA hAjara thAya che. mATe are mAnavI? paisA parivAradika mATe kayAM bhaTakAya-TacAya che. prathama tArI sthitine vicAra to kara. puNyanA bhege jIvananirvAha thAya teTaluM tane maLela che. tene te sadupayoga karI, sthiratAne dhAraNa karavApUrvaka tArI kAyAmAM ja bIrAjamAna AtmAnI oLakhANa kara. jagatanI vastuone prayatna karIne oLakhI ane meLavI. paraMtu eka sAcI vastu che, ane kAyama rahenAra che. kadApi tene kSaya thanAra nathI. evI vastune oLakhI che? te vastu tAre pitAne AtmA. tene paNa oLakhavAnI khAsa jarUra che. paisA parivAra vigere maLI jaze. paNa AtmAnI sAthe mitratA karavI duSkara che. jagatamAM jeTalAe janma dhAraNa karyo teTalA kAyama rahetA nathI. AyuSyanI avadhi pUrNa thatAM paralekamAM javuM ja paDe che. te daramIyAna jevuM kare che. tevuM maLe For Private And Personal Use Only

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153 . che, are jIvAtmA ? teM kevuM kArya karyuM te teA batAva ? jo uttama kArya karyuM haze teA uttama sace ge| ane nimitto maLaze. ane varavA kahetAM virUpa-adhama karyA karyo haze teA uttama sAdhanA kayAMthI maLaze ? umadA saceAgA tathA nimittone meLavavAnI abhilASA hoya tA, saghaLI ja jALanA tyAga karI, Atmika guNA tarapha najara rAkha. dunyavI padArthonA AkarSaNa dvArA kheMcAiza nahi. eTale sArUM kAya karyuM haze te; sArUM sukha maLaze. sukhe agara duHkhe eka divasa te dareka prANIone maraNane zaraNa thavAnu' che ja, teA pachI paraloke sArA sarcageAdvArA sukhazAtA rahe te mATe, kema uttama kArya na karavuM ? ane burA-adhama kAryane tyAga kema na karavA ? jarUra tyAga karavA. vyAvahArika kAryo karatAM paNa jo rAga-dveSa ane mahAdikane dhAraNa nahi kare teA, te kAryo uttama khanaze. ane dhArmika kAryo karatAM irSyA-adekhAI karIza tA te kAryo uttama kahevAze nahi. mATe dareka kAryomAM irSyA, adekhAI thAya nihuM te mATe lakSa rAkhavu. jarUranuM che, AvA avaguNA, karela dharmane saphala karavA detA nathI. ku'tanA rANInI mAphaka-eka rAjAne jainadharmanuM pAlana karanArI kutanA nAme mahArANI hatI. tathA khIjI rANI zekaca tarIke hatI. paNa jainadharmanI ArAdhaka hatI. kutanA rANIne derAsara aMdhAvavAnI icchA thaI. rAjAne peAtAnI icchA jaNAvI. nRpe lAkheA rUpiyA kharacI khAvanajInAlaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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154 baMdhAvIne temAM prabhupratimAne pratiSThA karAvIne sthApana karI. tathA anya pratimAonI pratiSThApUrvaka sthApanA karI. tethI rANuM ghaNuM khuzI thaI. pite jAte AMgIo banAvI, gAna, tAna, nRtyAdi karIne prabhAvanA kare che. tethI nagaranI prajA dararoja darzana karavA Ave che. prabhAvanA laI, pitAnA ghera AvI, rANInI ghaNI prazaMsA kare che. keTalAka prazaMsA kare che. keTalAka prazaMsA, anumodanA karavApUrvaka samakti pAmI, prabhu pUjAmAM parAyaNa banyA. ane puNya kamANu karI sAcA dhanADhya banyA. bIjI rANIe paNa derAsara baMdhAvyuM. paNa prathamanA derAsaranI mAphaka ujaLAmaNa ane gAna, tAna, prabhAvanA vigere nahi hovAthI, kuMtanA rANI. niMdA karavA lAgI ke, te zakyamAM ujaLAmaNa hoya te derAsare dhAmadhUma pUrvaka prabhAvanA karene ? tenAmAM kayAM ujaLAmaNa che eNIe mArI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI, pitAnI paNa prazaMsA thAya te khAtara, derAsara baMdhAvela che. A mujaba karNopakarNa sAMbhaLI, teNe paNa rAjAnI AjJA laI kuMtanA rANInI mAphaka gAna, prabhAvanA, pUjA vigere karavA lAgI. ane samyakatva pAmI. AtmAne ujavala karavA AnaMdamAM rahevA lAgI. paNa keInI nindA-adekhAI vigere karatI nathI. A pramANe vartana karatI hovAthI prajAjane adhika prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. kuMtanA rANuM haiyAmAM baLavA lAgI ke, mArA karatAM dareka mANase teNunI prazaMsA kare che. paNa te mArAthI zuM vadhAre kare che. pUrI AMgI prabhunI For Private And Personal Use Only

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155 jAte karatI nathI. mAnapUrvaka nRtya karatAM paNa AvaDatuM nathI. teNamAM kazIya AvaData nathI. bheLI bhadala jevI che. A mujaba dAsa, dAsI, AgaLa adekhAI karavAthI, tiryaMca gatinA AyuSyane baMdha paDyo. jo ke, dhArmika kriyAo umadA kare che. chatAM adekhAI vigere dene dUra karatI na hovAthI, AyuSyanA aMte maraNa pAmI kutarI thaIkaho have kutanA kutarI zAthI thaI! te tame e jANyuM. mATe koI paNa vyAvahArika kAryo karatAM, temaja dhArmika kAryo karatAM IrcA-nindA vigere deze dUra karavA joIe. te ja te karyo niSkAmabhAve karatA saphala thAya che. ane prabhu-bhajana bhakti, sevA nakAmI vRthA jatI nathI. mATe sagurU kahe che ke; jevuM karIza tevuM pAmIza. "baMTI vAvIne, bAjarInI je AzA rAkhI che. te phaLaze nahi. mATe jAgrata thA ? mithyAtva mehamAM ajJAnatA bhArobhAra che. jyAM mithyAtva maha che, tyAM ajJAnatA rahelI che ja. ane ajJAnatAnA yoge, prayAsa karavA pUrvaka prApta karelI vastuomAM sukha zAMtinI abhilASA che. teja padArtho svapnAnI bAjI jevA che. vivekadvArA jyAre jAgrata thavAya che, tathA sabhya jJAna thAya che, tyAre te meLavelI vastuo svapnAnI bAjI jevI lAge che. tathA kadAcit IndranA jevI sAhyabI-vaibhava vigere. hoya to paNa chAjate nathI. chevaTe te tene tyAga kare. paDe che. agara tyAga karyA pahelAM te vastuo pite khasI jAya che.. te pachI te khasI jAya te pahelAM, tenA upara mamatAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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156 tyAga karI, sadupayoga thAya te saMtApa, paristA pAdi thAya nahi. peTa parivArAdikanI cintA karavAnI paNa raheze nahi. kAraNa ke je mamatvano tyAga karI, dhArmika kAryomAM tatpara bane che teone pratikuLatA rahetI nathI. are devatAI vaibhava male te, peTa parivAra vigere sAdhane na maLe ? jarUra maLe che. emAM zaMkA rAkhavA jevI nathI. zraddhAnA AdhAre zubha kAryo karaze te puNya, bhAgya sArI rIte vadhavAnuM ane puNyanA bhege anukulatA rahevAnI ja. anukulatA jyAre hoya che tyAre cintA, saMtApAdi thatA nathI. mATe yuvAvasthAmAM dharmakaraNI paNa sAthe sAthe karI le. dharmakaraNInA AdhAre juvAnI sArthaka thAya che. A juvAnI dhamakaraNa karavAnI mosama che. vRddhAvasthAmAM thavI zakya che. mATe AvatI kAlano je vizvAsa rAkhe che, te bharese rAkhavA jevuM ja nathI. vRddhAvasthAmAM zakti-smRti, ochI thAya che. tevI avasthAmAM mananI manamAM rahI jaze. pastAvAne pAra raheze nahi. mATe guru kahe che ke, ALa paMpALane tyAga karIne cete. maLelI A yuvAvasthAnI mosama punaH maLavI azakya che. eka dhanADhya vaibhavavALA zeThanI mAphaka-eka nagaramAM eka zrImaMta karaDe pati hatA. dhananI Avaka lAkhanI hatI. chatAM satiSanA abhAve pApAranA kAryo karI, adhikAdhika dolatane meLavI, bahu khuzI thatuM. koI munivarya ke vratadhArI zrAvaka upadeza Ape tyAre kahe ke, atyAre dhanane meLavavAnI mesama che. ghaDapaNamAM meLavI zakAze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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157 mATe samane saphala karyA pachI, vRddhAvasthAmAM dharmakaraNI, sateSa rAkhIne karazuM. tenA javAbamAM munivarya ke zrAvake kahyuM ke, ghaDapaNamAM kAMI banI zakaze nahi. te pachI vRddhAvasthAmAM dharmakaraNIne lAbha, sArI rIte kyA prakAre meLavaze. te te kahe. aMga gaLI gayuM haze, tAkAta haze nahi, dAMta paNa paDI gayA haze, vigere hAlatamAM tamArI mananI AzA manamAM rahI jaze. dhananI karatA, dharmanI kamANI dareka dazAmAM sukhazAMti Apaze. paNa A bhAI mAne zenA? yuvAvasthAmAM ja vividha vyAdhio AvIne vaLagI. kAsa, zvAsa, dama lAgu paDavAthI, valepAta te ghaNo kare che. te paNa davAmAM ghaNe vyaya kare che. chatAM paNa ArAma thaye nahi ane mRtyue gherI lI. dhanAdika sAthe gayuM nahi. mATe cetIne he bhAIe dharmakaraNI kare. anAdikAlathI mAyA-mamatAmAM mugdha banela prANuMone, mAyA-mamatAnA ge, pitAne AtmA ane AtmAnA guNe malIna thayA che. te malInatAne dUra karavAnuM bhUlI, phakta zarIrane zauca karavAmAM rAcimacI rahelA che. teno upadeza ApavA sadUgurU 14 mA padanI kAvya racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke, (3) juo A kAcI kAyA re, jevA pANInA parapoTA, je je bhAvo nirakhe nayaNe, jANuM jarUra mana khaTA. juo0 1 hADamAMsa rudhira ne dhAtu, upara cAmaDI kAcI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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158 viSTA mUtara lIMTa kothaLI, raho ? temA rAcI. zata ghaTa jalanA upara reDe, te paNa kAyA melI, pavitratA emAM kyAM dIThI, avasara Ave ghelI. tIna bhuvanano svAmI Atama, kAyA mAMhi vasiye, AyuSya avadhi pUrI thAtAM, deha gehatho khasiye. thaI nahi koinI thaze na tArI, mAne mArI mArI, buddhisAgara cetI leje, cidradhana antadhArI. juopA are mANase? tamone A kAyA maLI che. te kAcI che. temAM ja Asakta banI, je tame tene zuddha karavAno prayAsa karI rahelA che. te te kadApi zuddhine dhAraNa karatI nathI. ane mehamamatAnA melane vadhAre che. pANInA parapoTA jevI tenI paristhiti che. zata ghaDA pANInA tenA upara reDe te paNa melIne melI rahevAnI ja. kAraNa ke, kayAmAM hADa, mAMsa, rUdhira, dhAtu, viSTA, mutrAdika rahelA che te sarva apavitra che ane tenA upara cAmaDI che tethI dekhAtA nathI. mATe te kAyAmAM mugdha banI, teNane zuddha karavA prayAsa karI rahelA che. te te kAyA kadApi zuddha thavAnI che? zuddha thAya ja nahi. ulTA mamatAne mela lAgavAne ja. game tevI rIte zuddha karaze te paNa avasara For Private And Personal Use Only

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159 Ave ghelI thavAnI ja. hAjata thatAM saMDAza vigere sthalee jaIne, pAchI malIna thavAnI ja. jyAre reca vigere lAgaze tyAre tenI zuddhi karatAM paNa kaMTALe AvavAne ja. pANI dvArA karelI zuddhatA kyAM sudhI rahevAnI? te te tame jANe che ja. mATe pANIthI ja kAyAnI zuddhi thaze, A mAnyatA tamArI bramaNAjanaka che. mATe AtmAnI zuddhi karavA lakSa devAnI jarUra che. ahiMsA, brahmacarya, tapasyA ane saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karavAthI AtmAnI, temaja zarIranI zuddhatA paNa AvI maLaze. phakta jala reDavAthI zuddhi thaze nahi. Ama samajI, satya zuddhi kyA kAraNe dvArA thAya che te barAbara jANI, te sAdhanane Adara karo. jyAre jarA ke AghAta lAgatAM, AyuSya khatama thaze tyAre AtmA eka kSaNa mAtra paNa raheze nahi. ane malInatA yoge je kharAba vAsanA ane saMskAro paDyA che. te sAthe laIne ja paraloke jaze tyAre, tame kayAre Atmika zuddhi karaze. amUlya avasarane kAyAnI zuddhi karavAmAM vyatIta karyo, ane AtmAnI zuddhi karavAnuM bhAna rahyuM nahi. tethI janma. jarA ane maraNanA kaSToe pIche mUkyA nahi. ane anaMtA duHkhe sahana karavAne avasara AvyuM. anaMta zaktine svAmI A kAyAmAM vasele che. kAMI dUra nathI. mATe tene viveka lAvI, agara gurUgamane grahaNa karavA pUrvaka zuddha karavA mATe be ghaDI paNa vakhatane kADhe. vadhAre vakhata levAmAM Ave to ghaNuM sAruM. paNa be ghaDI to jarUra mana, vacana. For Private And Personal Use Only

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160 ane kAyAne kabaje karavA vakhata kADhavo jarUrI che. te be ghaDImAM mAnasika daza de tathA vacananA daza deze ane kAyAnA bAra ne TALavA mATe khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnI agatyatA che. jarUra che. ene dUra karavA mATe laganI barobara lagADI rahevuM te Avazyaka che. kAyAnI zuddhi khAtara keTale badhe TAIma kADhe che? tene hisAba rAkhe che? tenI zuddhi karatAM batrIza deSomAMthI keTalA deze dUra karyA. nahi jevA. mATe dene TALavA hoya to be ghaDI samatAne dhAraNa kare. samatvanA je je saMsakAre jAmaze-paDaze. teja saMskAra dvArA zuddha banI, AtmA palike jaze. tyAM paNa Amika zuddhi karavAnA vicAre jAgrata thaze. tamane vastranI vAsaNanI. dehagehanI malInatA gamatI nathI. tethI ALasa karyA vinA jaldI zuddha kare che. phakta ALasa, AtmAnI zuddhi karavAmAM Ave che. te kevI buddhimattA? kAyAnI zuddhi karatAM AtmAne bhUlaze nahi ja. tame tamArI pAse rahela, temaja kabajAmAM rahela vastuonI saMbhALa rAkhavA ghaNI cintApUrvaka prayAsa karyo, paNa te vastuonA draSTA ane jJAtAne bhUlI gayA che. tenI saMbhALa kyAre leze? jIvana te prAyaH pANInA pravAhanI mAphaka vItI jAya che. chatAM IcchAone aMta AvyuM nahi. apUrNa IcchAnA roge cintAo ane valepAta thayA kare che. valepAtamAM AtmavikAsa kevI rIte sadhAze ? nahi sadhAya. kAyAnI zuddhi karatAM AtmAnA guNonI zuddhithI bhavanI paraMparA nAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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161 pAmaze. ane ghAtIyA karmo dUra khasatAM, kaivalya jJAnanA yoge paramapada pamAze. te ja sAdhya rAkhavAnI jarUra che. anyathA jalamAM mAchalAe nhAya che. ane sadA rahe che. te temane AtmA vikAsa pAma joIe, paNa te banavuM ja azakya che. eka kAyAnI zuddhimAM ja AtmAnI zuddhi mAnanAra vaiSNava hatA. te dIvasamAM ghaNI vakhata snAna karato. jAjarU jAya tyAre nAna kare te te, gRhasthanA AcAra mujaba ThIka gaNAya. paraMtu bajAramAM ke, sagAMvahAlAne maLavA temane ghera jAya, tyAMthI pAchA vaLI, pitAne ghera AvI, snAna karI, pitAnA AtmAnI zuddhi mAnate. gharamAM ke putrAdika, game tyAM gamana karIne pAchA Ave ane nhAya nahi tyAre bahu kapAtura banI, teone dhamadhamAvata, tethI gharamAM ghaNe kaMkAsa thato. gharanA mANaso kahetA ke kAyAnI zuddhithI Atma nirmala banate hoya te, koI saMte, prabhunA guNonuM dhyAna karI, AtmA nirmala karavA, mana, vacana, ane kAyAne kabaje kare nahI. tamane bhramaNA thaI che. ane dararoja hAvA mATe amane kaMkAsa karAve che. ane krodhAtura banI, pite jAte AtmAne malIna kare che. AvA kalezathI khAvApIvAnuM paNa bhAvatuM nathI. hamezAM kalahamAM amArU jIvana vyatIta thAya che. prabhu sevAmAM paNa citta coMTatuM nathI. kAM te tame judA sthale jAo, agara ame bIjA ghera rahIye. ke jethI, zAMti pUrvaka vyavahAranA kAryo thAya. eka pADozI AvIne kahevA lAgyuM ke, tamone A ghara ke bIjA sthaLe 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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162 pasaMda paDaze nahi. jyAM jaze tyAM mANasa ke jAnavara vigere haze. te tamane aTakI paDaze. tyAre paNa tamane krodha pUrvaka kaMkAsa thaze. mATe ahiMthI daza gAu dara, zeraDInA kSetre rahelA che. tyAM AnaMda paDaze. rasa pIje ne jIvanane vyatIta kare che. eTale tamane tathA gharanA mANasone sukha zAMtie rahevAze. pADozIe kahelI vAta, A vaiSNavane pasaMda paDI. ane pitAnuM ghara mukIne pADezIe batAvela sthale gaye. tyAM zeraDInA rasane upaga kare che. paNa, zeraDIno rasa kADhavA mATe bahu mahenata karavI paDe che. chatAM tyAM rahIne dIvase vyatIta kare che. paNa phakta rasathI peTa bharAtuM nathI. tethI phalAdikane zodhavA lAge. paraMtu tyAM phala vigere kyAMthI hoya ? tethI ghaNe aphasesa karavA pUrvaka, kAMIka paNa khAvA mATe maLaze, Ama dhArI, zodhatAM zodhatAM vAMdarAnA lIDAne khAvA lAyaka padArtha mAnI teone khAvA lAge. bhUkhamAM mAluma paDI nahi ke A zo padArtha che, Ama te te lIMDA mIThAzavALa lAgatA. kAraNa ke vAMdarAo .raDI khAIne te khetaramAM viSTA karatA. tethI te lIMDAmAM mIThAza rahetI. A pramANe lIMDAone khAIne AnaMdamAM rahete. tevAmAM eka khetaravALe tyAM AvIne kahevA lAgyuM ke, tame ahI zuM khAo che. je khAo che. te te, vAMdarAnI viSTAnA lIDA che. arere? tamArA jevA, zacavAdIne A lIMDA khAvA cagya nathI. Ama te, koI aDakI jAya tyAre snAna kare che. ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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13 kAI nhAya nahi tyAre kalarDa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. ane lIDA khAvAmAM pavitratA mAne che. tamArI buddhinI A kevI alihArI! kAyAnI pavitratA mATe A jagyAe AvyA. paNa lIMDA khAvAthI te adhika malInatA thaI. kAMI bhAna che? AhAra pANI paNa sAtvika joie ne ? A pramANe sAMbhaLI A bhAI te, adhika asesa karavA lAgyA. A te gharanA banyA vanamAM gayA. tyAM paNa lhAya lAgI enA jevuM thayuM. have ghera javA de. tyAM sukhethI rahevAze. ahiM A rahevAmAM tA hAMsIpAtra thavAyuM. bhAisAheba pAchA potAnA ghera AvyA. punaH pADeAzIe kahyuM ke tyAM pavitra thaI ne AvyA ke ? teNe peAtAnI ApavItI bareAbara kahI. tethI gharanA mANasA paNa hasavA lAgyA. ane kahevA lAgyA. ke, amAne apavitrane aDaze nahi. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, pAte zaramAyA. ane vAraM vAre je nhAvAnuM karatA, tene tyAga karI, bAkInA vakhate prabhu pUrjAmAM, ghyAnamAM maLelA samayanI saphalatA karavA lAgyA. gRhasthAne karI prabhu pUjAmAM tathA dhyAnamAM rahevAnI jarUra che ke, jethI, AtmAnA guNeAnI ALakhANa thAya. ane anAdikAlanA mAyA mamatAnA AvaraNA khasavA mAMDe. vaLI sadgurU upadeza Ape che ke, mAyA ane kAyA kAnI thaI nathI. ane kadApi thavAnI nathI. vividha khArAkInA AdhAre peAyelI kAyA, rasAyaNa, ke kAyA kalpathI zaktimAna thaelI hAya te paNu, jarA-vyAdhi vigere lAgu paDatAM azakta bane che. snAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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mATe bAhya zaucanI Asaktine tyAga karavA pUrvaka, Antarika zaucamAM prIti rAkhe. AtmArUpI nadImAM snAna kare. kAraNa ke te pANI vinAnI nathI. bharapUra jalathI pUrNa che. paraMtu saMyama rUpI pANIvALI A nadIne, mithyA meha-mamatA zuSka banAve che. mATe saMyamarUpI pANI vaDe AtmAne bharapUra kare. tethI ja satya, samakti, zraddhA, samyagra jJAna ane cAritrane pravAha sArI rIte vahete raheze. tathA vyabhicArI banI, te nadInA kinArAne AghAta pahoMce nahi te mATe, zIyala, brahmacarya dhAraNa karavAnI paNa jarUra che ke jethI, nadInuM pANI astavyasta thAya nahi. sadAya kAyama rahe. A mujaba jyAre AtmArUpI nadI, saMyamarUpI pANIthI pUrNa hoya che, ane satyAdikane pravAha vaheto hoya che, temaja kInAre barobara hoya che tyAre, dayArUpI umio uchaLatI hoya che. AvI AtmA rUpI nadImAM snAna kare ke jethI mana, tanane mela khase ane AtmA nirmala banI svazaktine AvirbhAva kare. phakta kAyA upara pANI reDavAthI AtmA nirmala thato nathI. A mujaba zrIkRSNa mahArAja, zrI arjunane upadeza Ape che. mATe cighana eTale anaMta jJAnanA svAmI evA jInezvarane IMDAmAM dhArIne cete. ane AtmAne nirmala kare. jIvana, vAyu mAphaka caMcala che. tathA dunyavI sukha, saMdhyAnA raMga jevuM che. jarA rAkSasI pAchaLa paDelI che. saMge, vigavALA che. sagAMvahAlA svAthI che. pratikula thatAM jyAre dage deze tenI khabara paDaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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165 tamoe svajana varganA piSaNa mATe ane zArIrika zuddhi khAtara jevI kALajI rAkhI, tevI zarIramAM nivAsa karIne rahelA AtmAnI paNa zuddhi karavA mATe lAgaNI rAkhavI joIe ja. te ja jIMdagAnI sArthaka thAya che. tamArI pAse je saMge maLela che te tamAruM nathI. tamArI vastuo hata te, paralekamAM sAthe AvavI joIe. paNa paDI rahetI hevAthI, te kAyA ane mAyA tamArI che ja nahi. te sagurU kahe che. te barAbara che. zaMkA dhAraNa kare nahi. zaMkAne dhAraNa karanArAo, cidaghana AtmAne oLakhI zakatA nathI. ane AtmAne oLakhyA vinA sarve kriyAo yathArtha phalavatI banatI nathI. mATe cetI AtmAne oLakhe. have AtmAne oLakhavAne mArga darzAve che. te mATe saddagurU 15 mA padanI racanA karatA kahe che ke, (4) Atma dhyAnathI re, saMte sadA svarUpe rahevuM, karmAdhIna che siA saMsArI, koine kAMI na kahevuM Atma0 no koijana nAce koIjana rUve, koIjana yuddha karatA. koIjana janme keijana khele, dezATana kei pharatA. Atma0 nA veLu pIlI telanI AzA, murakha jana mana rAkhe, bAvaLIo vAvIne AMbA, kerI rasa zuM cAkhe. Atma phA For Private And Personal Use Only

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vairI upara vaira na kIje, rAgIthI nahi rAga, samabhAve siM janane nirakhe, te zivasukhane dAva. Ama ja juThA jaganI pudagala bAjI, tyAM zuM rahIye rAjI, tana dhana yauvana sAtha na Ave, Ave na mAta pitAjI. AtmA pA lakSmI sattAthI zuM thAve, manamAM je vicArI, eka dina uDI jAvuM ane duniyA se visArI. bhalabhalA paNa uThI cAlyA, jene keIka cAle, bIlADInI deTe caDI, uMdaraDA zuM mahAle. kALa jhapATa siAne vAge, gIjana jaga jAge, buddhisAgara Ama arthI, raheje sai vairAge. Atma TAi saddagurU mahArAja kahe che ke, are bhAgyazAlIe? tamArI marajI mujaba tamArA sagAMvahAlAM varte nahi, ane managamatu kare. bhale pachI, putra-putrI-patnI agara anya parivAra hoya ke, mitrAdika hoya, te paNa te sarve karmIdhIna che. Ama vicArI teone zikhAmaNa ApavI. paNa, kodhAtura banI, gALo-tiraskAra-tathA dhikkAra vigere karavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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167 nahi. kAraNa ke, saMsAranA aMgo sarvathA nirdoSa hatA nathI. je tamArI pAse putra-patnI vigere parivAra che. teone jude jude svabhAva che. tathA te parivAra judI judI gatimAMthI AvIne malyA che. koI manuSya gatimAMthI, koI pazu paMkhImAMthI, keI narakamAMthI, tathA kaI deva gatimAMthI AvI, saMga saMbaMdhe maLyo che. ekaTho thaela che. tathA te saghaLA parivAranI bhinna bhinna ruci hoya che. judI ruci hovAthI tamArU kahela teo mAne nahi, te banavA ga che. tethI kopAtura banI jematema bolavAmAM mAla nathI. tethI sadgurU kahe che ke, keIne kAMIpaNa kahevuM nahi. eTale vakhata teone kahevAmAM, agara zikhAmaNa ApatA mAne nahi. teone karkaza vacane kahevAmAM vakhata vyatIta karavA karatAM, AtmadhyAnamAM rahevuM hitakara che. na mAne te maunane dhAraNa karI, AtmadhyAnamAM rahevuM. jethI karmabaMdha thAya nahi. koI eka gAmamAM, keI ekane kanyA maLatI na hovAthI, lAgavagathI paisA kharcIne paraNya. paNa vakhata jatAM baMnene banatuM nathI. pati kahe te patnIne pasaMda paDatuM nathI. ane patnI kahe te A patine pasaMda paDatuM nathI. tethI dararoja kaMkAsa-jhagaDA kare che. bAyaDI gharALA mAge, tyAre, dhaNuM kahe ke, ghaNI dhAgA pahere che, ane tAre gharaLa paheravA che. jeTalA pisA hatA tene vyaya karI tane lAvyuM chuM. para chuM. have gharaLA agara ghareNuM ghaDAvavAnA rUpiyA mArI pAse nathI. jyAre rUpiyAnI kamANI thaze tyAre gharacelA For Private And Personal Use Only

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168 agara tArI marajI mujaba vo lAvavAmAM Avaze. temaja sonAnA, motInA, are ratnanA dAgInA lAvIne paherAvIzuM. hAlamAM zAMta banavAmAM AnaMda che. sAmuM belavAmAM, takarAra karavAmAM te dveSa ane krodhanA vikAre janme che. A pramANe sAMbhaLI strIe kahyuM. game tema karI hAla ne hAla ja lAve. mAre gharaLa ane ghareNAM paheravAnI IcchA che. tArI IcchA game tevI heya paNa, "vasu vinAnA nara pazu samAna che"zuM corI karavA jAuM ? mATe hAlamAM zAMtimAM rahevAnI jarUra che paNa, bAI sAheba zenA mAne ? eTale dararoja dareka bAbatamAM kalaha, kajIe te. have bhAIsAheba pastAvo kare che ke, lagna kyAM karyuM? AnA karatAM te kuMvArApaNAmAM kuzaLatA hatI. laheramAM jIvana pasAra thatuM. A mujaba pastAvo karatAM, te bhAIne samyagra jJAnI zikhAmaNa Ape che ke bhalene tArI mArI bUmo pADe, agara meNA mAre, te paNa tAre mauna dhAraNa karavuM. sAme bolavuM nahi. te bolI belIne thAkaze. tuM kAMIka bAnuM kADhI cheDA divase bahAragAma jA. tethI pitAnI meLe zAMta thaze. tAre kahevuM paDaze nahi. paNa bhAIsAheba zenA mATe ? bhAIne bAI vinA cAle nahi, ane bAIne dhaNI vinA cAle nahi. jyAre kaMTALo Ave tyAre kapALa kuTe. AvA mANasene sagurU kahe che ke, AtmadhyAnamAM rahIne keIne kAMI kahe nahi. belanArA belAbelI karIne thAkaze. ane tAre pastA ke valepAta karavAno vakhata Avaze nahi. citta daIne For Private And Personal Use Only

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69 sAvadhAna thaIne saMsAranI mAyA, Asakti ke kera kare che te sAMbhaLa? saMsAra sukhamAM magna banela mANasa, judA judA veza paherI vividha nRtya kare che. IlAputranI mAphaka-IlA putra, dhanadatta zeThane lADIle dIkare hatuM, tethI lADamAM ne lADamAM meTe karyo che. bhaNIgaNIne te paNa hoMzIyAra thaela che. A yuvAvasthAmAM Avela hovAthI bajAramAM mahAlavA jatA eka naTTa kanyAne dekhI, temAM ja Asakta bane. mAta-pitAe sArI rIte samajAvyuM. chatAM mAnyuM nahi, karmAdhIna, mehamugdha banyA pachI, koInI paNa zikhAmaNa mAnatuM nathI. mAtapitAe kahyuM ke, he putra? tane pahmaNI nArI paraNAvIe. tenI sAthe vilAsa kara. A naTTa kanyAmAM kema mugdha bane che. kulavAna te kulavatI, sArA gharanI kanyAne paraNe. tArA jevAne A pramANe vartana rAkhavuM yegya nathI. chatAM te vacanene avagaNI, naTTa sAthe cAlyuM. khabhe vAMsaDe lIdhe che. ane naTTa kanyAne punaH punaH nirakhI, tenA pitAne kahe che ke, mane teNe sAthe paraNa. naTTa kahe che ke, naTTanI saghaLI kaLAe zIkhI, kaI rAjAnI AgaLa deraDA upara nAca kare. rAjA rIjhayA pachI dAna Apaze. tyArapachI paraNAvIza. A mujaba ilA putre saghaLI naphrakalA zIkhI. ane gAmegAma, nagare nagare nRtya karavA lAge. A pramANe jyAM sudhI saMsAranI viSaya vAsanA vahAlI lAge che. tyAM sudhI jIvAmAone vividha prakAranuM nAcavAnuM kahe che. tathA jyAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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ISTa, priya vastuone viga thAya che. tyAre jJAnAbhAve rUdana karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. eka mANase pitAnA putrane karaja karIne dunyavI keLavaNamAM kuzaLa karAvyuM. tathA ghaNA paisAone vyaya karavA pUrvaka paraNAvyuM, paNa paraNyA pachI kevI rIte vartana karavuM ane zarIranI tAkAta naSTa thAya nahi te mujaba rahevuM te barobara - zIkhe nahi. rItasara brahmacaryanuM pAlana nahi karavAthI ane viSaya vilAsamAM Asakta banavAthI, tAkAta ochI thavA lAgI. vyAdhio lAgu paDI. kAsa-zvAsAdi lAgu paDavA pUrvaka kSayaroga hAjara thaye. rogane naSTa karavA ghaNuM pisA kharacI, davAo karAvI. paNa A roga gaye nahi. aMte maraNa pAme. tethI tenA mAta-pitA tathA patnI vigere vividha vilApa karIne raDavA lAgyA. A mujaba banAvo banatA hovAthI bahu mANaso raDe che. kalpAMta kare che. chatAM te vahAlAo pAchA maLatA nathI. ata eva saddagurU kahe che ke, nAcavAnuM ane raDavAnuM mukI daI AtmadhyAnamAM sadA magna rahevuM. nahi raho te sAMsArika lahAvo levA khAtara koI vakhate yuddha karaze.. ghaNAya rAjA-mahArAjAo, saMteSanA abhAve yuddha kare che ane karaze. ane zakti ane sAdhanAmAM vadhAre karatA, sAdhana vinAnA rAjAo sAthe laDAI karI teone parAdhIna banAve che. ane banAvaze. eTaluM ja nahi paNa dAsanI mAphaka halakI sthitimAM mUke che ane mUkaze. chatAM teone saMtoSa thato nathI ane prajA upara kAramo kara mukI mahAlatA phare che. paraMtu teone For Private And Personal Use Only

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171 khabara hotI nathI ke, yuddha karavApUrNAMka, prajAenA upara vividha kara nAMkhI tathA khaLa vAparI, sattA jamAvIne, lakSmI ekaThI karI. te lakSmI tamArI hAMsI kare che ke, AtmajJAna -dhyAnane bhUlI javAvALI lakSmI mArAmAM Asakta anela. che. huM tA keAInI thaI nathI, ane thavAnI paNa nahi. hA. eTaluM tA kharUM ke, je AtmajJAna-dhyAnamAM rahI vyAvahArika kAryo kare che. tenI pAse sadA nivAsa karUM chuM. kadApi khasatI basu nahi. paralokamAM sAthe sAthe gamana karUM. dhanyakumAra tathA zAlIbhadra vigere bhAgyazAlIAnI mAphaka.. A sivAya, meTA sattAdhAri, mahArAjAone tathA zrImatane durgatinA gabhIra gartAmAM ghasaDIne paTakuM chuM. mATe are buddhimAnA ? buddhinA kayAM durUpayoga kare che ! tamArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA mATe viveka karA, tathA keTalAka vicAraNA ane viveka vihIna mANasA, AtmajJAna -dhyAna vigerenI kamANIne tyAga karI dezATana kare che. paradezamAM nivAsa kare che. paNa puNya ane pavitratA vinAnA teo mUDIne gumAvI pAmara jevA bane che. A pramANe saghaLuM AyuSya vItAvI maraNa pAme che, ane pAchA janmane dhAraNa karI, duHkhanI para parAne vadhArI, mahAvipattimAM phasAI paDe che. tethI sadguru kahe che ke, bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDI kayAM bhaTakA che ! veLu, ratI pIlI, telanI AzA rAkhanArAo ! mUkhanI kATImAM gaNAya che. retA pIlIne telanI icchA konI phUlavatI banI che, te tA kaheA ? kASThanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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172 nahi ja. te mujaba sAMsArika padArthomAM sAcA sukhanI je abhilASA rAkhI rahelA che. te zuM saphala banaze kharI ? nahi ja bane. AvaLa-ke bAvaLIo vAvIne, sugaMdha ke kerIno rasa zuM prApta thAya che! kadApi nahi. mATe ISTane viga thatAM tathA aniSTano saMga AvI lAgatA, kayAM! zA mATe rUdana kare che ! ane zA mATe dezATana kare che ! gharamAM sthiratA karI bese. ane jJAna-dhyAna pUrvaka sAcI kamANI kare. A mujaba vartana rAkhaze nahi te ghaNuM nukazAnImAM ane kharAba hAlatamAM AvavuM paDaze. eka mANasa dunyavI keLavaNI laI sTezana mAsTara banela che. pagAra sAro maLatA hovAthI putra parivAranuM rItasara piSaNa karI rahela che. paNa saMteSanA abhAve, vadhAre paisA kevI rIte meLavavA, tenI janAo, ghATo ghaDI rahela che. te arasAmAM eka jhaverI, pacAsa hajAranuM jhaverAta laIne, eka rAjAne ApavA mATe eka sTezane Avyo. tyAre rAtrI paDela hovAthI, sTezana mAstarane kahyuM ke pAse rahelA makAnamAM pacAsa hajAranA jhaverAtanI bega mUkuM ? A jhaverIne khabara nahotI ke sTezana mAstaranI dAnata kevI che ! mAstare te, A sAMbhaLI khuzIthI mUko ema kahyuM. jhaverI vizvAsathI te jhaverAtanI bega mUkI, DhALelA khATalAmAM sUI gaye. tyArabAda jhaverAtane chInavI levAnI dAnata hevAthI, be mANase sAthe gupta vAta karatA jANI, -jhaverI cetI gaye. mAstare jhaverIne mArI nAMkhavA mATe kahyuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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173 je tame tene mArI nAkhe te pAMca pAMca hajAranuM jhaverAta ApavAmAM Avaze. A be mANase, "hA" pADIne mArI nAMkhavA taiyAra thayA. madhyarAtrIe, jhaverI vicAra karavA lAge ke, artha, anartha karanAra je zAstra kahe che te, barAbara che. rakhene A be mANaso mane mArI nAMkhe te, mATe pAse rahelA lImaDA upara khATalAmAM ezIku mUkIne caDhI jAu. Ama vicArI khATalAnI vacce ozIku mUkI, tenA upara cAdara oDhADIne, lIMmaDA upara caDhI beThe. te arasAmAM mAstarane dIkarA, nATaka jovA gaye hate. te joIne Avyo. nidrA AvatI hovAthI, A khATalAmAM ozIku ane cAdarane dUra karI suI gaye. ekadama nidrAmAM gherAyela che. tevAmAM saMketa karIne rAkhelA be mANasoe AvIne jhaverInI bhramaNathI, mAstaranA ja dIkarAne gaLa dabAvI mArI nAkhyo. A banAva dekhI, jhaverI vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, je huM A vRkSa upara gaye na hota to mArI paNa A dazA thAta. saghaLI rAtrI jAgate rahIne kADhI. mAstarane khabara nathI ke, A be mANasee kone mAryo. te te samaje che ke, jhaverIne mArI nAMkhyo haze. ane saghaLuM jhaverAta hAthamAM Avaze. vRkSa uparathI nIce utarI, jhaverI, bega levA mATe te helamAM AvyuM, tyAre khabara paDI ke, A jIvate che. tyAre A mANasee kene mArI nAMkhyo, Ama vicArIne, khATalA pAse AvIne tapAsa kare che. tyAre pitAne putra marelo jANuM, chAtI For Private And Personal Use Only

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174 phATa raDavA lAgyo. jhaverI te, rAjAe sAmA mokalela subhaTe sAthe bega laI te nagaramAM gaye. ane rAtrIe banela saghaLI bIna rAjAne kahI. rAjAe mokalela phojadAre, tyAM AvIne tapAsa karI. mAstarane beDIo paherAvI, rAjA sanmukha hAjara karyo. eka bAjue putra marI gayA tene paritApa, ane bIjI bAjue beDI paDI tene saMtApa, bane bAjue saMtApathI, mAstara baLavA lAge. temAM vaLI, sakhta majurI karavAnI sajA thaI. kaho have dIkare marI gaye. kedakhAnAmAM sakhta majurI karavI paDI. ze lAbha thaye. mATe lebhane tyAga karI, AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM rahevAnI jarUra che. jema tema pisA mATe bhaTakavAthI, TIcAvAthI aMte geralAbha thAya che. kAvAdAvA, kapaTa karavAthI aMte kharAbI ja thAya che. tethI sadguru sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, vairI upara vera na kIje" kAraNa ke kharekhara vairI te kaSAya che. te ja vaira virodhAdika karAve che. dhArmika kriyAomAM vAre vAre vi iupasthita kare che. duniyAnA vairI kAyama nathI. anukuLatA AvatAM, te pAchA saMbaMdhI bane che. kaSAya kadApi saMbaMdhI banato nathI. mATe haiyAne zAMta rAkhavuM hoya te; tathA sthiratA dhAraNa karavI hoya te, varane badale sAmA sAthe vaira rAkhavAthI vaLatA nathI. paNa prema rAkhavAthI vaLe che. ane mAnasika vRtti paNa nirmala thAya che. mAnasika vRttione vaza karavI hoya, tathA AnaMdamAM rahevuM hoya te prema rasAyaNane khapa karo. je For Private And Personal Use Only

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175 prema rasAyaNane khapa karaze nahi te, game tevuM zaktivardhaka, dunyavI rasAyaNa leze te paNa, AnaMdapUrvaka jIvana vitAvaze nahi. bhale mahAsattAdhArI cakavartI hoya ke, moTI vidyAvALe hoya, te paNa, kaleza, kaMkAsa, yuddhAdi karI, durgatinA bhAjana bane che. "brahmadatta cakIe brAhmaNonuM vaira levA mATe temanI AMkho phaDAvI, DeLAo ekaThA karI, pIsavA lAge. chatAM, vaira vaLyuM nahi. ane vairane badale letAM, sAtamI narake javuM paDayuM. tathA subhUmacakravartIe, kSatriyone mArI, temanI dADhAo ekaThI karanAra parazurAmane hA, topaNa, vira vaLyuM nahi. paNa vairamAM vadhAre karI durgatinA pAtra banyA. mATe koInA upara vaira virodhAdi rAkhe te paNa, AtmavaMcanA tathA ghAta che. tathA rAgI upara rAga paNa rAkhavo nahi. kAraNa ke, rAgamAM Aga samAela che. rAga rAkhavo agara karavo hoya te, Atmika guNa-samyaga jJAna, darzana ane cAritra upara rAkhavo, kAraNa ke temanA upara rAga rAkhavAthI vairAgya-saMvega ane pramAdika AvIne hAjara thAya che. satya virAga ane savega vigere te te sAMsArika rAgane dUra karavAno sAco upAya che. ke jethI, Aga utpanna thAya nahi. ane dhArmika kriyAo dvArA baMdhAela puNyanuM rakSaNa thAya. temaja A Atmika zaktine vikAsa thAya; "rAgamAMthI ja TheSa utpanna thAya che. ane zreSathI kaSAya krodhAdika utpanna thaI, Atmi zaktine tathA puNyane ghAta karI, pApane vadhArI muke che. pAnA udaya For Private And Personal Use Only

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176 ja, vividha viDaMbanA hAjara thAya che. eTale devadurlabha manuSyabhava sArthaka banatuM nathI. parabhavamAM pratikuLatA punaH punaH janme che. jitazatru rAjAne sukumArikA nAmanI rANI upara ghaNe rAga hatuM. tethI teNImAM Asakta banI, svarAjyanI saMbhALa rAkhatA nahi. sadAya teNI pAse rahevAmAM AnaMda, mAnate. anya sAmaMta rAjAone mAluma paDI ke, have tenuM rAjya kabaje karavAmAM vina Avaze nahi. maMtrIone khabara paDI. tethI rANI ane palaMga sAthe A jItazatrune, jyAre vilAsa karIne nidrAvaza banela che. tyAre jaMgalamAM mukIne, tenA moTA putrane rAjyane adhikArI banAvyo. ane zIkhAmaNa dIdhI ke, rAjyanI temaja prajAnI punaH punaH saMbhALa levI. paNa rANIonA viSaya vilAsamAM mugdha banavuM nahi. anyathA tamArA pitA jevuM kaSTa bhegavavuM paDaze. viSaya vilAmAM rakta banela rAjAe svaparanuM ahita kare che. pote duHkhI thAya che. ane prajAne parAdhIna banAvI duHkhI banAve che. A mujaba maMtrIonI zIkhAmaNane dhyAnamAM rAkhI rAjya calAve che. tyAre tene pitA, rANI sAthe prAtaHkAle jAge che. tyAre ghaNe valepAta kare che. pANImAM atyaMta rAga rAkhavAthI, rAjya gumAvyuM. ane vanavagaDAmAM maMtrIoe ApaNane lAvI mUkyAM. have pAchA javAmAM mAla nathI. pradhAne, maMtrIo virUddha banela che. mATe AgaLa cAlavuM. Ama vicArI, AgaLa cAlatAM, For Private And Personal Use Only

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177 khADA-TekarAo AvatAM, nIce utaravuM tathA upara caDhavuM paDe che. mArge paDelA kAMkarA ane kAMTAo paNa, ghaNI vakhata vAge che. A dukha tathA saMkaTa sahI zakAtuM nathI. tethI pharatA vadhAre saMtApa, karyA kare che. ane manamAM vicAre che ke, viSaya vilAsAmAM magna banavAthI AvI dazA upasthita thaI che. viSaya vilAso ja vinAzane AmaMtraNa Ape che. have pachI temAM Asakta banavuM nahi. he Atman ! have sahana karI le. valopAta karavAthI kAMI vaLe. ema nathI. sukumArikA te, eka gAu cAlatAM thAka lAgavAthI besI jAya che. ane vividha cintA kare che. tevAmAM tApanI garamIthI ghaNI tarasa lAgavAthI, nRpanI pAse pANInI mAgaNI kare che. pANI mATe nRpe sarva sthale sArI rIte zadha karI paNa, pA prApta thayuM nahi. pANuM vinA rANInI pAse jaIza te te mUccha pAmaze. Ama vicArI teNe charI vaDe hAthanI nasa kApI. nikaLelA lehI vaDe patrane paDI bharIne, teNInI pAse jaIne kahyuM ke, AMkhe mIcIne pI jA. "rAgane laIne mANase zuM zuM nathI karatA" vaLI AgaLa jatAM bhUkha lAgI. tyAre vagaDAmAM phaLAdika nahi maLavAthI sAthaLa kApI mAMsa khavarAvyuM. Ama karatAM koI eka gAmamAM gayA. rAjA AjIvikA mATe managamatA dha karavA lAgyuM. jyAre rAjA dhaMdhA mATe bahAra jAya che tyAre rANI ekalI makAnamAM rahelI muMjhAya che. ane cintA karyA kare che ke, mane ekalA rahevuM 12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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178 bIskula gamatuM nathI. mATe tame mArI pAse rahe. rANa pAse rahevAnuM pasaMda che. paNa dhaMdhA vinA bhUkhe maravuM paDe tethI, eka pAMgaLA, lUlA mANasane tenI pAse rAkhyo. A rAkhele pAMgaLo che. chatAM saMgIta rItasara jANata hovAthI, dararoja vividha gAna karI rANIne khuza kare che. Ama saMgIta sAMbhaLavAthI tenA upara atyaMta rAga thayA. ane rAjA uparathI rAga alpa thaye. saMgItakAra lula upara atyaMta rAga thavAthI, vicAra karavA lAgI ke, rAjAne mArI nAMkhI, AnI sAthe rahevuM haze te AnaMdapUrvaka rahevAze. ane peTa bharAze. kAraNa, saMgIta jANatA hovAthI, ghaNA saMgItarasiko paisA Apaze. rAjAnI pAse rahevAthI peTa pUrNa bharAtuM nathI. Ama vicArI rAjAne mArI nAMkhavA mATe lAga joI rahela che. tevAmAM rAjAe kahyuM ke, A gAmamAM, ApaNA traNa mANasanuM peTa bharAya tevo dhaMdhe cAlate nathI. mATe sArA zaheramAM jaIe. tyAM dhaMdho maLaze, ane piTa bharAze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, traNeya A gAmamAMthI nIkaLI moTA zahera tarapha gamana karI rahela che. tevAmAM gaMbhIra ane uMDA pANIvALI nadI AvI. tethI naukAmAM beThA. beThA pachI rANIe rAjAne mArI nAMkhavA ghATa ghaDyo. ane kahevA lAgI ke, he svAmI? A nadImAM keTaluM badhuM pANI che. ane magaramaccha kevA makarakUda karI mahAlI rahyA che. te jovA mATe rAjA naukAmAMthI ubhe thaIne juve che. tevAmAM teNIe pAchaLa dhakako mArI nadImAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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nAMkhyo. naukAmAM rahelA mANaso AgaLa vividha vilApa karavA lAgI. chevaTe, nadI utarI, pAMgaLAne khabhA upara besADI, keI eka zaheramAM AvI. A phUla saMgItakAra janasamudAyane khuza kare che je maLe tenAthI moja majA kare che. ane rANI lake AgaLa kahe che ke, mArA pitAe AnI sAthe paraNAvI. tethI Ane khabhe besArIne piTa bharavA khAtara paribhramaNa karuM chuM. zuM Ane tyAga thAya, tene tyAga karavo te satI nArIne dharma nathI. sukhamAM ke duHkhamAM sAthe rahevuM joIe. je kulaTA hoya te, AvA pAMgaLA patine tyAga karI anyatra jAya. ane AbarU gumAvI hAMsIpAtra bane. mAre te pitAe paraNAvyo te prabhu samAna che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, janasamudAya adhika khuza thaIne, kaI rUpiyA Ape che, kaI senA mahAra Ape che. tethI A be jaNAM adhika AnaMdapUrvaka vilAsa kare che. have rAjA nadImAM paDyA pachI, taratAM AvaDatuM hovAthI, tathA eka pATIyuM hAthamAM Avela hovAthI, nadIne pAra gaye. jema samaktirUpI pATIyAne prApta karIne, dhArmika purUSArtha karI, mANasa, nadIrUpI tRSNAne tarI jAya che, te pramANe nadIne tarI koI eka sthale besI vicAra kare che ke, nAma te jitazatru che. eTale jItela zatruo jeNe. paNa, huM to rAga-dveSa ane mahAdivaDe jItAela chuM. mArA nAmane paNa sArthaka karyuM nahi. viSaya vilAsamAM AyuSyanI sAthe jyane vRthA gumAvyuM. je vilAsane tyAga karI. Atma For Private And Personal Use Only

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180 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jJAna-dhyAnAdikamAM jIvana vyatIta karyuM" hAta. tathA rAjyanI sAravAra karI hAta te AvI dazA upasthita thAta nahi. paTTarANImAM prIti rAkhI, vizvAsa dhAraNa karyAM. paraMtu teNIe dagA dIdhA. ane gagA nadImAM dhakko mArIne pelA pAMgaLA sAthe rAgI banI cAlI nIkaLI are rAga ! te te kAramI katala karI. rAjyathI paNa bhraSTa karyAM. have cetyo chu. ane vilAseAmAM ja vinAza samAela che te jANyuM. have te khAkI rahela jIvana, pApakAra vigere dhArmika kriyAmAM vItAvu'. tAja, kalyANa sAdhI zakAya. Ama karatAM. vairAgya vAsita anI, eka sArA zaheranI bhAgALe pIpaLAnA vRkSa nIce beThela che. tevAmAM A nagaranA rAjA, putra vinAnA maraNa pAmela hovAthI, rAjya mATe pItrAie. agaDA karIne laDAI kare nahi te mATe padmahastinI zuMDhamAM pANI bharelo kaLaza ApyA che. aMbADImAM chatra, cAmara vigere sthApana karyo che. ane jAhera karyuM ke, A jayamaMgala hAthI jenA upara kaLazanA abhiSeka kare tene rAjyagAdI upara ArUDha karavo. Ama sarvenI salAha laI zaheramAM pherave che. paNa, kaiAInA upara A hAthI kaLazadvArA abhiSeka karatA nathI. saghaLAM sagAM-vahAlAM nirAza banyAM che. teTalAmAM zaheranI bahAra, A nRpa beThela che tyAM AvIne, tenA upara abhiSeka karyo. chatra, cAmara dhAraNa thayAM. matrIoe tathA svajanavarga temaja prajAe vadhAvI laI, nagaramAM dhAmadhUmapUrvaka praveza karAvI, rAjyagAdI upara sthApana karyo. . For Private And Personal Use Only

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have jitazatru rAjAne pAchI rAjyagAdI maLI, tyAra pachI viSaya vilAsanA rAgane tyAga karI, dhArmika vRtti vaDe rAjya calAve che. prajAone paNa saMtoSa thaela che. pite paNa saMtoSI banI, AnaMdane anubhava lIdhA kare che. nagaramAMthI sAta vyasanone dUra karAvI, AtmAnI paNa tAkAtane vadhAre che. tevAmAM pilI je rANI hatI te, pAMgaLAne khabhe besADI, A nagaramAM AvI. satItvane ADaMbara darzAve che. ane koI puche tyAre kahe che ke, mArA pitAe A pati sAthe paraNAvI. bhale pati pAMgaLA che. paNa, tene tyAga karI zakAya nahi. tema karavAmAM vizvAsaghAta karyo kahevAya. satI nArIne A dharma che ja nahi. tethI khabhA upara besADI, gAmegAma bhramaNa karatAM A zaheramAM AvI chuM. A zaheranI prajA tenI prazaMsA kare che ke, AvI strI keIka virala hoya che. dhanya che A satI strIne ke, duHkhI dazAmAM khabhe laI potAnA patinI sAra saMbhALa rAkhe che. AvI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI, nRpe paNa teNIne bolAvIne puchayuM. teNIe paNa rAjAne barobara oLakhyA vinA, satItvane DoLa karI, pitAnI sthitine darzAvI. jitazatrue barAbara oLakhI lIdhI. eka kaTAkSamAM kahyuM ke, vAha re vAha tArU satIpaNuM? jaMgalamAM tRSA lAgavAthI sAcA patinA hAthanuM lehI pIdhuM, bhUkha lAgavAthI sAthaLane kApI jeNe tArI bhUkha maTADI, ane gharamAM ekalA gamatuM na hovAthI jeNe pAMgaLAne pAse rAkhyo. chatAM. tenA For Private And Personal Use Only

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182 -upara atyaMta rAgI banI satya patine nadImAM dhakako mArI pADyo. A tAruM satIpaNuM kevuM ! ajaba - gajaba che. A vRtAnta nIcu mukha rAkhIne sAMbhaLI rahI. ze javAba Ape ? rAjAe karUNu lAvIne nagaramAMthI kADhI mUkI. aMte ghaNI duHkhIArI banI. rAjA vairAgyanA AdhAre sukhI thaye. mATe sadgurU kahe che ke, rAgI upara rAga karavo nahi ane dveSa, adekhAIne dUra karavA. gurUnA upadezAmRtanuM pAna karavA pUrvaka prayatnazIla banavuM. te ja samatva AvIne nivAsa kare. samatva AvyA pachI, ziva sukhane pAmavAne lAga maLe che. mATe zivasukha eTale anaMtasukha, tene koI paNa kALe viga thAya nahi. temaja janma, jarA, maraNanA saMkaTa TaLe. Adhi, vyAdhi tathA viDaMbanAne AvavAne avakAza maLe nahi. AvA zivasukhanA lAbha. kyAre maLe che, jyAre pAMca IndriyanA vIsa viSe ane tenA baso bAvana vikAne tyAga kare tyAre ja. tyAga karavAnI manuSyamAM tAkAta che. paNa, vilAsee te zaktine dabAvI che. te dabANane dUra kare tyAre samatAnI sAthe zivasukhanA lhAvA maLe. anyathA te saMsAramAM athaDAvAnuM te che ja. ziva sukhane prApta karavuM te tamArA hAthamAM che. ane sAMsArika sukhane meLavavuM te paNa tamArA hAthamAM che. jevI IcchA hoya te mujaba prayAsa kare. kedarA vAvaze te kedarA maLaze, ghauM vAvaze te ghauM. paraMtu kedarA vAvIne ghauM kadApi meLavI zakaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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183 khasakhasa, kSetramAM vAvavAthI aphINa maLe che ne ? amRta kyAMthI maLe ! jevuM bIja teve mela pAke che. mATe zivasukhanA lhAvo levA hoya te, rAga, dveSa ane mahAdikane tyAga karI, AtmajJAna-dhyAna vaDe samatvAmRtanuM pAna kare ? saMsAranI rAga, dveSe juThI bAjI mAMDI che. tene barAbara samajI, temAM rAcI rahevA jevuM che ja nahi. pAMDave ane kaure hArelA rAjyane pAchuM meLavavA, pAsAnI bAjImAM rAcI mAcI rahyA. A bALa kapaTa bharelI che. te pAMDava samajyA nahi. tethI vanavAsanuM kaSTa bhogavavuM paDyuM. paNa pote satyavAdI hevAthI, pAchuM rAjya meLavI, samatvane dhAraNa karI, zivasukhane prApta karyuM. ane yuddha karIne paNa, duryodhana vigere pitAnI pAse je saMpatti hatI te paNa prANo sAthe gumAvI beThA. mATe A saMsAranI juThI bAjImAM phasAvA jevuM nathI. A bAjI barobara parakhI le. parakhI lIdhA pachI rAjI rAjI thavAze nahi. paNa nile patAye rahIne jIvana pasAra thaze. anyathA mAchalAM, jema khAvAnI cAhanAe, mAchImAre nAkhelI jALamAM sapaDAI, prANa gumAve che. tathA haraNa saMgIta nAdamAM meha pAmI, prANa gumAve che te mujaba pudgala bAjImAM kaI prakArane lAbha maLaze nahi. ane kadAcit prANe gumAvavAne prasaMga AvI lAge. te mATe pudgala bAjIthI alaga rahevA mATe, samyagu jJAnane meLavavAnI jarUra che. A sivAya nirlepatAe rahI zakAze nahIM ja. tana, dhana ane yauvana tathA mAtApitA For Private And Personal Use Only

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184 vigere pudgala bAjImAM phasAela, tamene bahAra kADhI zakavA samartha banaze nahi. samartha banaze sadUgurUnI saMgati. mATe temanI vANI sAMbhaLI haiyAmAM pacAve. ane jalakamalavata nirlepa rahe, tana, dhana, yauvana vigere anaMtIvAra tamane malyA. paNa saddagurUnI vANune lAbha maLyo nahi. tethI pudgala bAjIne sukhadAyaka mAnI Atmadharmane bhUlAye che. tethI ja saMsAramAM Adhi, vyAdhinI viDaMbanAe AvIne vaLagI che. tananI saMbhALamAM, ane dhanane meLavavA khAtara vividha dhaMdhAo ryA. paNa pApabaMdhanuM dhyAna rAkhyuM nahi. tethI je je dhaMdhAo karyA, temAM dhamAla thaI. ane dharmane bhUlyA. dhamAla karIne dhana meLavyuM. teNe Adhi, vyAdhine mUlamAMthI naSTa karI che? nahI ja. eTale cintAone dUra karavA dhana meLavyuM. paNa zAMtine badale dhamAla ane cintA -saMtApa AvI lAgyA. tathA tana ane yauvananI sArasaMbhALa karI jIvanane vyatIta karaze te paNa, jarA rAkSasIne dayA Avaze nahi. AyuSya bhegavatAM paNa upADI jaI khatama karaze. sattA tamee prApta karI paNa AtmasattAne bhUlyA. tethI te sattAe paNa satAvavAmAM khAmI rAkhI nathI. mATe tana, dhana, yauvana agara sattAne eka divasa tyAga karavA pUrvaka, jarUra paraloke javAnuM thaze. are ? saghaLI dunyavI vastuone visArI javAnuM thaze. te vakhate tamene sahAya ApanAra keNa haze ? tene vicAra karyo che? na karyo hoya te karajo. tamArI samakSa bhalabhalA zrImaMte tathA tana, yauva For Private And Personal Use Only

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185 nanI niraMtara sAra baMbhALa rAkhanAra sarvane tyAga karI, paraloke cAlI gayA che. teonI khabara nathI ke, kaI gatimAM gayA. sArI gati te, paropakArAdika dhArmika kriyAmAM mAelI che. tenA saMskAranA ge sadgati prApta thAya che. mATe, tana, dhana, yauvana, sattA, satya sukhane arpaNa karaze te vizvAsa rAkhaze nahi. kyAre teone tyAga karAze, te kahI zakAya nahi. kaMcanapuranA rAjAne tathA tenI paTTarANI malayAgIrine ane temanA be putro, sAyara ane nIrane aNadhArI viDaMbanA ubhI thaI. rAjya, vaibhava, sattA vigerene tyAga kare paDyo. ane anyatra paribhramaNa thayuM. caMdananupane tenI kuladevIe tathA hitasvI baMdhuoe kahyuM ke, tamArA upara aNadhArI vipatti, viDaMbanA AvavAnI taiyArI thaI rahela che. anya rAjAo, tamArA rAjyane yuddha karI kabaje karavA sinyane ekatra kare che. mATe teonI sAthe laDAI karavI ke, na karavI te tamArI IcchA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. caMdanarAjAe vicAra karyo ke, laDAImAM prajAnI khuvArI, ane koNa jIte ane keNu hAre te kahI zakAya nahi. A rAjya te, sAcu rAjya kahevAya nahi. satya rAjya te, sAcu zIyaLa, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karI rAga-dveSa ane mehanI sAthe yuddha karI, koInAthI paNa laI zakAya nahi, tevuM meLavIe satya rAjya. A rAjA rAjyanI sArasaMbhALa rAkhata. chatAM nirlepa rahate. eTale mamatva nahatuM. tethI bIjA rAjAe yuddha karI leI le tenA karatAM pite For Private And Personal Use Only

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tene tyAga karavAmAM ghaNe lAbha che. prajAne paNa zAMti raheze, ane bhAgyamAM haze te punaH prApta thaze. Ama vicArI malayAgIrI ane putro sAthe rAjyane tyAga karI, kuzasthala nagaramAM devane pUjArI banI AnaMdamAM hAle che. rANuM malayAgIrI, jAtamahenatamAM sukha samAela che ema. mAnatI hovAthI, jaMgalamAMthI sukA lAkaDA kApI, nagaramAM vecI, AjIvikA calAvatI. zarIra nIrogI rahetuM. cintA ghaNu thatI nahi. teNIne viyaya vilAsamAM Asakti nahotI. paNa, zIyaLa pALavAmAM atyaMta prIti hatI, jAtamahenate vikAra dUra khase che. ane AnaMdapUrvaka brahmacaryanuM pAlana thAya che. viSaya vilAsamAM, pApa sivAya anya baMdha paDatuM nathI. puNyabaMdha ane sattA, zakti ane zANapaNa zIyaLamAM rahela che. ema samajatAM hovAthI, kadApi rAjyanA tyAganI, cintA paNa karatA nahi. e arasAmAM, eka sArthavAha vepArI, vAhanamAM vividha karIyANuM bharIne A che. tene malayAgIrImAM atyaMta rAga thaye. tethI lAvela lAkaDAnI bhArInI kiMmata, bamaNI ApatA hovAthI, tyAM vecIne, pitAne sthale jatI. paraMtu zA mATe bamaNuM paisA Ape che. te sarala hovAthI jANatI nahotI. be mahinA lagabhaga mAla vecAyA pachI, malayAgIrIne paisA ApavAnA bahAne dura laIne, taiyAra rAkhela vAhanamAM, parANe besADIne nAsI gaye. caMdanarAjA, rANIne sArthavAha parANe haraNa karI gaye tethI, saMtApa, paritApadi karavA pUrvaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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187 be putrone sAthe laI, te sArthavAhane pakaDavA prayAsa karavA lAge. ghaNe dUra gaye paNa patto lAge nahi. tethI be putronI sAthe AgaLa jAya che. teTalAmAM nadImAM pUra Avela. hevAthI, eka putrane, nadInA kinAre rahelA vRkSanI pAse rAkhI, bIjAne sAthe laI nadIne tarI, sAmA kInAre AvI tene paNa tyAM rAkhI, prathama putrane levA nadImAM taravA mAMDyuM. paNa ghoDApure tene pravAhamAM tANI nAMkhyA. taNAtA, taNutA, dazabAra gAu dUra, pATIAnA yege tarIne, bahAra nikaLe. ane eka sthale besI aphasosa kare che ke, "kihAM caMdana kihAM malayAgIrI, kihAM sAyara kihAM nIra; jema jema paDe vItaDI, tema tema sahe zarIra." A mujaba cintavana karatAM, anitya vigere bhAvanAe bhAvIne zeka saMtApane tyAga karI beThela che. tevAmAM zrIpuranagarane rAjA maraNa pAmela che. putra vinAne hovAthI, sagAMvahAlAM rAjya mATe jhaghaDe kare nahi. jenA bhAgyamAM, rAjagAdI maLavAnI haze tene maLaze. Ama vicArI jayamaMgala nAmanA hAthInI sUMDhamAM pANuM bharela kaLaza ApI, sArA zaheramAM pherave che. paNa, keInA upara abhiSeka na karatAM, bahAra AvI, caMdananupanA upara abhiSeka karyo. tejasvI rAjAne dekhI, saghaLA khuzI. thayA. caMdananRpa, punaH rAjya maLyuM chatAM, udAsI rahevA. lAgyA. pradhAne e, bIjI rANI paraNavAnI AgrahabharI. vinaMti karI. paNa eka patnImAM, svadArA saMteSa ane paradArAnA tyAganuM sthUlathI vrata hevAthI mAnyuM nahi. ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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188 AzA hatI ke, malayAgIrI satI che. eTale prANAte paNa zIyaLane bhaMga karaze nahi. keI veLAe AvI maLaze. jene eka patnImAM saMteSa hoya che. tene bIjI paraNavAnI IcchA thatI nathI. "tethI, zAMtipUrvaka rAjya calAvatA, bAra varSo vItI gayA. paNa, bIjI paraNyA nahi, pilA sArthavAha, bAra varSa sudhI, malayAgIrIne khuza karavA, banatA prayAse karyA. paNa, tenA sanmukha najara paNa karatI nathI. kAlAvAlA pUrvaka prArthanA kare che. chatAM, jyAre sanmukha jetI nathI tyAre, krodhAtura banI, pIDA thAya te mAra mAre che. mahArANI kahe che ke, zarIrane ghAta kare te paNa tArI sAme joIza nahi. A pramANe sAMbaLI, nirAza banela A vepArI gAme gAma, nagare paribhramaNa karatAM, zrIpura zaheramAM AvyuM. te daramyAna, nadIne be kInAre rahelA, sAyara ane nIrane eka prAmANika ane vratadhArI sArthavAha dekhyA. dayA AvavAthI, te baMne sAthe laI potAnA sthale AvI, teonuM pAlana piSaNa karIne, meTA karyA. baLavAna ane tejasvI, A be yuvAne, sArthavAhanI AjJAne laIne zrIpura zaheramAM AvI, keTavALanA nekara tarIke rahyA. ghaNA bahAdura hovAthI, dhArela kAryo jaldI karavAthI, kaTavALane putranI mAphaka AnaMda AvavA lAge- teonI huMzIArI hovAthI cero corI karatA nathI. prajA paNa, A be bhAIonI prazaMsA kare che. have pile durAcArI vepArI, dANa, mApha thAya te khAtara, bheTa laIne, caMdana rAjAnI pAse AvI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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189 bheTa mukIne beThI. rAjAe, dALu na levA mATe, kATavALane tathA dAMNIne kahyuM ke, A vepArIne dANanI mAphI ApavAmAM AvI che. tyArapachI, te anAcArIe, cAranI zakAthI, rAjA pAse rakhavALAne mAgyA. rAjAe kATavALane hyu kATavALe, e bhAI ene rakSaka tarIke nimyA. e bhAI e rAtrIe pahero bhare che. bIjA cAkIdAro paNa che. te pAtapAtAnA jIvananI vAta kare che. te sAMbhaLI, sAyara ane nIra paNa, peAtAnA mAta-pitAnI, ane peAtAnI jIvana carcAnI vAta kahe che. A saghaLI vAta sAMbhaLI ta'khumAM rahela malayAgIrI bahAra AvIne puche che. ke, tame kANu che. tamArA mAtipatA kANu che ? saghaLI khInA kahI. tethI, nakkI thayuM ke, A te mArA be dIkarAo che. A mujaba kharekhara eLakhI, harSAtura banela malayAgIrIe, potAnI vItaka vAtane kahI. A mujaba, paraspara mAtAne putranI oLakhANa thavAthI, AnaMdanA pAra rahyo nahi. sA vAhane khabara paDI ke, A e rakSake, kATavALe mUkavA te teA, A malayAgIrInA putrA che. have hAthamAMthI Aja gai. tethI mAtAne ane putrAne khuba damadATI ApavA lAgyA. ane kahyuM ke, rAjA pAse jaIne phariyAda karIza ke, A e rakSakAe mArI pAse rahela strInI sAthe vAtA karIne, kaI paNa rakhavALu karyu* nathI. rAjAnI pAse jA. ane khuzIthI phariyAda kare. A mujaba e rakSakAnA kahevAthI teNe rAjA pAse jaI ne phirayAda karI. tethI teene khelAvyA. mAtAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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19o sAthe te be putrane dekhIne, caMdanarAjAne paNa AnaMda thaze. ane kahevA lAgyuM ke, dhIraja rAkhavAthI bAra varSe paNuM rANI sAthe putra malyA. keTavALane zarapAva Ape. sArthavAhane nagaranI bahAra nikaLavAnI AjJA ApI. te bahAra jaIne pastA karavA lAgyuM ke, kAmarAganA vikA e mahAsatIne ghaNuM saMkaTa meM ApyuM. paNa te mahAsatI, leza mAtra paNa, calAyamAna thaI nahi. ane mane ghaNuM nukazAna thayuM. dhanya che te bhAgyazAlIone ? A pramANe, mahAna nRpane paNa, rAjya, sagAMvahAlAne viyega thavAne prasaMge upasthita thaye. te prasaMge, koI e paNa sahAro Ape nahi. sahakAra ApanAra, je zIyaLa vrata tathA vairya tene dhAraNa karyuM. te samartha banyuM. mATe dhIrajane dhArI, dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. jene ISTa viga thaela che. te, dharmanA pasAthe punaH prApta thaze. valepAta karavAmAM te, vipatti, adhika duHkha Ape che. tevA prasaMge, caMdananRpanI mAphaka dharmane bhUle nahi. je dharmane bhUlyA te sarvasvano nAza pUrvaka, prANene paNa gumAvavAne vakhata Avaze. bhalabhalA vipattimAM valepAta vigere karIne tathA dharmane bhUlI, prANene gumAvI cAlyA gayA che. ane cAlaze. "balADInI deTe caDI uMdaraDe, kyAM sudhI mahAle! rahI zake?' bIlADI jevI vipattinI viDaMbanAothI, manuSya kyAM sudhI mahAlI zake ? agara, jarArUpI rAkSasIe, bilADInuM svarUpa dhAraNa karela che. ane vipattinI viDaMbanAmAM phasAela manuSya For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 zakti ane kaLa kare che. A thAya che. te ja uMdaraDA jevuM che. te kyAMthI, kyAM sudhI mahAlyA kare? mahAlI zake nahi. A pramANe aMte paNa kALane jhapATe dareka prANIone lAge che. te daramyAna yogIjana eTale mana, tana, ane vacanane vaza karanAra kSaNe kSaNe jAge che. pite pitAno cokIdAra thAya che. ane kALane AvatA pahelA, dharmanI rItasara ArAdhanA karI taiyAra thAya che. te ja a5bhavamAM kALano paNa kALa kare che. mATe, are ! tamane je buddhi, zakti ane saMpatti maLI che. tene sadupayega kare. vairAgya dhAraNa karaze tyAre ja, niSkAma bhAve vartana karI zakaze. ane nirmalatA AvyA pachI, sAce vairAgya, tamane anukrame anaMtazakti, samRddhine arpaNa karavA samartha banaze. mATe, dunyavI ALapaMpALane tyAga karI, vairAgyavAsita bane. jagatamAM, ALapaMpALamAM phasAela bhalabhalAnI paristhitine barAbara tapAso. tamene mAluma paDaze ke, A leke jyAM sudhI mahAle che. bahu bahu te yuvAvasthA sudhI ja. pachI temanI bhayaMkara dazA AvI lAge che. kAMte kSayaroga lAgu paDe che. kAMte kensara agara azakti vigerenI vipattimAM vAta karatA hoya che. te valepAtane haThAvavAmAM vairAgya zaktimAna che. mATe, sadguru kahe che ke, rahejo A verAge ? vairAga vAsita thavAthI zeka saMtApa thaze nahi. sukhamAM paNa duHkha samAela, te mAluma paDaze. tethI te sAMsArika sukhamAM Asakta banaze nahi. ane saMkaTamAM saMtApa vigere thaze nahi. eTale For Private And Personal Use Only

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1992 kALane jItavAnI zakti Avaze. ane samartha manaze. kAinI parAdhInatA raheze nahi, A mujaba upadeza ApI, have gurumahArAja kALane jItavAnA upAya batAvatAM ane AtmAnI eLakhANa karAvatA, seALamA padanI racanA karatA kramAve che ke, (5) are jIva zIdane kalpanA kare. e rAga anubhava AtmAne jo kare, taddA tuM ajarAmara thaI jaze. dedevaLamAM udhyA devane, ghaDI nahi mukha are, suratA ghaTe uMdha bhAge, jAge deva duHkha hare. taddA tuM ajarAmara thaI jaze, (1) tyAge na jala nyu mAchala bhAi, tema guNa nijavare; alakha avihaDa AtmAnI, dazA kabu nahi phare. tadA0 (2) pArzva maNisama dhyAna tArU, siddhabutA vare; parabrahma svarUpa pAmI, nAmarUpa nahi dhare. tadA0 (3) gADI mAMhI besIne jhaTa, cAlaje nija dhare; sArathI manaDuM azva indriya, sAcave sukha sare. tadA. (4) chellI mAjI jItI le bhAi, mAyAthI zIda mare; buddhisAgara ceta jhaTapaTa, cetanA karagare, tadA. (5) For Private And Personal Use Only

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193 AcArya sadguru buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI! pharamAve che ke, anAdikAlathI AtmA dehadevaLamAM ughela hovAthI, eka ghaDI paNa satya sukha prApta thaela che? nahi. uMgha, nidrA eTale mithyAtva mehanIya, mizramehanIya ane samyagnamehanIya. A darzanAvaraNIya mehane svabhAva che. A mohe saMsAranA viSaya sukhanI madirAnuM pAna karAvyuM che. tethI jAgato ane jIvatA hovAthI paNa uMghate kahevAya che. kAraNa ke, mehanIya karmo jJAnAvaraNIya karma sAthe mitratA karI che. tethI, je je kAryo kare che. te AtmaghAtaka banyA che. Atmika guNane barAbara dabAvyA che. tethI, ekaghaDI paNa AtmAne sukha nathI. te karmoe, pitAvI jALa evI pAtharI che ke, temAM ja AtmAne sukha bhAse che. paNa, aMte tenA phala kaSTadAyaka banela hevAthI, pite trAsa pAme che. ane vividha cintAo karI, pote jAte ja duHkhI thAya che. sAMsArika mAyAmAMthI, sAcuM satya meLavavAnI AzAe; dhana, patnI, parivArane eka karyo. paNa, te parivAra pratikula thatAM AtmA pastAvo kare che. paNa tenI Asaktine mUkatuM nathI. ane samaje che ke, AmAMthI ja satya sukha sAMpaDaze. jema vAyadAne saTTo karanAra, dhamAla gumAve tepaNuM, temAM Asakta hovAthI, manamAM mAne che ke, AmAMthI ja dhana maLaze. Ama dhArIne, mAla, makAne gIra mukavAne vakhata Ave te paNa, vAyadAne vepAra mUkato nathI. tema viSayasukhamAM rAcAmAcI rahenAra azakta bane. s ' For Private And Personal Use Only

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194 kAIpaNu kArya karavAnI tAkAta rahe nahi teApaNa, te chaMdane mUkatA nathI, cArI karavAmAM lAgI rahela, peTa bharIne mAra khAya, agara kedakhAnAmAM, sakhta majUrI karavI paDe tA paNa, te kuTevane tyAga karI zakatA nathI. te mujaba mAyAmAM mastAnA anI ghaNA du:khI thAya che. chatAM, temAM ja sukha zeAdhI rahyo che. dehadevala maLavu dulabha che. te samajatA nathI. tenA AdhAre, Atma dharmanI agara nIti dharmanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karI zakAya che. nahi samajatA hAvAthI, uMghyA kare che. jAgrata thai, viSaya kaSAyanA vikArAne! tyAga karavApUrvaka, dhakaraNI karatA nathI. manuSya ceAgya jJAna maLyuM che. chatAM cAra, daza, saMjJAmAM veDaphI rahyo che. AhAra saMjJA, bhaya, maithuna, ane parigraha saMjJA, ghaNI pyArI lAgI che; paNa samajatA nathI, pyArI lAgelI A cAra sattAe, anya krodha, mAna, mAyA, ane lAbha sattA sAthe mitratA karI che. A pramANe Aye ekaThI thaI, AtmAne leAkasa jJAmAM tathA eghasa jJAmAM dhakelI dIdhA che. ke jethI, devadurlabha manuSyabhavamAM zuM kanya che, kevI rIte AtmA urdhvagAmI ane tenuM bhAna rahyuM nathI. tethI, pIDAe bhogave, pAkAro pADe, saMtApa paritApArdika kare, temAM Azcaya zuM ! keTalAka, dayAnA dariyA kahe che ke, prabhue A jIvAtmAnI AvI dazA kema karI ! tethI navInatA bhAse che. paNa prabhu te dayAnA sAgara che. te te AvI dazA kare ja nahi. paNa, AjJA mujaba For Private And Personal Use Only

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195 vana rAkhe nahi tA AvI dazA thAya ja ne ! AvA dedevalamAM, dhAra nidrAmAM paDelane, sukha kayAMthI hoya ? AvI dhAra nidrAmAM dhArelA AtmAne, sadguru mahArAja kahe che ke, jo tane duHkha, kaSTa agara saMkaTa, priya lAgatuM hoya nahi teA, teone dUra karavAnA upAA che ja. jo AtmAno anubhava kare te, ajarAmara thaIne siddha thAya. ane siddha kayAre thavAya ? jyAre jIvAtmAo, mAhanIya karmone haThAvI, cAra ghAtiyA karmone dUra kare tyAre siddha thavAya che. ghAtika karmone dUra karavA, samyag jJAna, darzana pUrNAMka sayamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave tA ja te karmo dUra khase che. tyAra khAda, kevalajJAna pAmatAM, aghAtika karmIne khapAvavA, zailezI karaNa kahetAM, patanI mAka jyAre sthira thavAya. tyAre ja, te aghAtika kurmI khase che. ane ajarAmara padma prApta thAya che. pachI janma maraNanI viDaMbanA rahetI nathI. te pachI, Adhi, vyAdhi, icchA, AzA ke tRSNA kayAMthI rahe ? rahe ja nahi. mATe are mahAnubhAva ? dehadevalamAM nidrAvaza banela AtmAne jAgrata kara. ane saMyamanI ArAdhanAmAM joDAya, te mujaba prayatnazIla banAva ? jyAM sudhI AtmA uMghI rahyo che, tyAM sudhI tene, sayamanI vAta pasaMda paDatI nathI. ane sayama sivAya satya sukhanI abhilASA adhUrI rahe che. pUrNa thatI nathI. tathA saMyamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA sivAya, Adhi, vyAdhi ane vividha upAdhie basanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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196 nathI. teonA cege, sa`sAra du:khamaya, duHkhajanaka ane duHkhanI paraMparA vadhAranAra anyA che. kAnI mAphaka ? tenu eka dRSTAMta sAMbhaLa, koI eka duHkhI mANusa, samyagra jJAna, darzana ane cAritranA tyAga karI, paisAonA AdhAre ja, duHkha, saMtApa vigere dUra jaze. Ama samajI, dhana khAtara, dhanA tyAga karIne, vividha dhadhAo kare che. paNa, icchA mujaba dhana maLatu na heAvAthI, dhamAla karyo kare che. koI veLAe kalaha, kakAsa, jhagaDA karI bese che. keAi vakhata dagA, prapaMcA karI tathA takarAra karavA pUrvaka adhika duHkhI bane che. kaheA tyAre, AvA mANumane sukha ane sa`patti kayAMthI sAMpaDe ? prApta thAya nahi. chatAM, te dhamAlanA tyAga karatA nathI. jyAre asahya kaSTa paDe che. tyAre, lamaNe, kapALe hAtha mukIne raDayA kare che. paNa dhamAlanA tyAga karatA nathI. dhaMdhAmAM dhamAla hAya nahi. dhana, bhAgya ane prayatnanA AdhAre maLI rahe che. anyathA tA, adhama kATImAM gaNAya che. kuzaLa dhaMdhA karanAra, jyAre dhamAla karatA nathI. tyAre dhananI kamANI kare che. nahitara, mUDI paNa gumAvavAnA prasaMga Ave. A mujaba, dhaMdhAmAM paNa sayama dharmonI jarUra che. paNa A bhAine dhanamAM ja sukhanI AzA hAvAthI, dharmanI ArAdhanA karavI te kayAMthI sujhe ? tyAre kaSTa bhogave, temAM navAI zI ? lamaNe hAtha mukIne rUdana karatA te duHkhIne, keAI jANakAra mANase kahyuM ke, are ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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197 rUdana karavAthI kaSTa dUra khasaze nahi. ane dhana maLaze nahi. raDavAthI duHkha dUra khasatu hAya, ane dhana maLatuM hAya tA, dharma karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. dhanAdika maLatuM hAya ta, dharmane AdhAre. mATe, dhamAla ane rUdanano tyAga karI, koI siddha mahAtmA pAse jA. ane vinayapUrNAMka, temanI sevA, bhakti sahita, te AjJA pharamAve te mujaba varte teA, saprakAre satApa, viDaMbanA dUra jaze. A sAMbhaLI, te mahAtmA pAse jaIne, vinayasahita sevAbhakti karavA lAgyA. A siddha mahAtmAe, tenA vicAro jANI, dayA AvavAthI, pAse rahela pArasamaNi ApIne kahyu ke, sAta divasamAM lehane suvarNa anAvIne, AThamA divase, prAtaHkAle, A pArzva maNine tarata pAche ApI jaze, nahi ApIza tA, alAtkAre paNa laI jaiza. A bhAie, kahela AjJAne svIkAra karI, pArasamaNine laIne, peAtAnA ghera AvyA. peAtAnA gharamAM, loha manamAnyu hatuM nahi. tethI, gAmamAM zeAdhavA lAgyA. maNu e maNu maLyuM. paNu pasaMda paDayu' nahi; tethI moTA nagaramAM jaIne sA maNa loDhAne lAvyeA. tyAre Aja mAphaka relve hatI nahi. tethI, paMdara gAu dUra, te nagaramAM jatAM, e divasa vItI gayA. eka divasa pAtAnA gharamAM ane e divasa gAmamAM, loha ekaThu' karavAmAM vItI gayA che. have nagaramAMthI, se, maNa lone; gADAnA AdhAre lAvatA, khIjA traNa divasa vItI gayA. loDhu to maLyuM. paNa, sAta divasA pUrA thayA tenu For Private And Personal Use Only

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108 bhAna rahyuM nahi. ane rAtrImAM ghera nidrAmAM gherAyeAThamA divase mahAtmA AvI, te pArzvamaNine laI gayA. kAlAvAlA te ghaNA karyA. paNa mAnyuM nahi. ane Thapake. Apyo ke, are mUrkha zIrAmaNi. tArA gharamAM jeTaluM loha hatuM. tenuM je, senuM banAvyuM hatuM te, tane kaSTa raheta nahi. ane vadhAre meLavavAnI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM, sAta divase gumAvyA. adhika levA jatAM a5 gumAvyuM. adhika setu banAvIne paNa saMyamanI ArAdhanA tArAthI kyAMthI banI zake ? banI zakata nahi. ane ulaTe te Adha re, me jamajAmAM masta banI, Atmazaktino hAsa karata. Ama samajI, tArI pAsethI laI le che. A bhAI pastAvo karavA lAgyuM ke, gharamAM rahela lohanuM sonu banAvyuM hatuM te, rItasara AjIvikA cAlata. mahAtmA tA. pArzvamaNine laI cAlyA gayA. have mane lobhI tathA mUrkha jANIne Apaze nahi. A mujaba deha devalamAM, jIvAtmAne, suvarNanI mAphaka nirmala thavAnI IchA te che ja, paraMtu indriyonA piSaNamAM sarva tAkAta veDaphI rahela hovAthI, nidrAvazavatI kahevAya che. have je kharekhara pastAvo thato hoya te, jAgrata thA, ajarAmara banavAnI kozIza kara. je tuM, jAgyA pachI AtmA sAthe tathA anaMta guNenA svAmI sAthe, surata, najara barobara lagAve. agara te najarane sthira karavA, jInezvaranI pratimA tathA, jInezvare kahela AjJA priyatama gaNe te, gumAvela tAkAta For Private And Personal Use Only

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109 punaH prApta thAya. ane prApta thaela tAkAta, sarva prakAranA. kaSTone kApI, sukha zAMti Ape. mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika doSa dUra khasatAM, sukhazAtA sArI rIte AvIne hAjara thAya che. pachI anyatra bhaTakavAnuM ane TIcAvAnuM thaze nahi. pAMca indriyenA piSaNa khAtara, dhamAla karavI paDaze nahi. mATe, bahAra paribhramaNa karatI najarane, prabhunA guNomAM sthira kara. utAvaLa karIza nahi. anAdikAlIna de, ekadama khasatA nathI. najarane sthira karavA TAImanI jarUra te che ja, be ghaDI prabhunA guNemAM sthira thayA pachI, pitAnA Atmika guNemAM sthiratAnA vege, de dUra bhAgaze, ane AtmA nirlepa banaze. mAchalA, jala vinA jIvI zakatA nathI. tethI teo pANIne tyAga karatA nathI. tevI prIti, bhakti prabhumAM ane AtmAmAM hevI joIe. prIti ane bhakti je rItasara thAya te ja, temanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM, dehagehanI paravA paNa rahetI nathI. bhakta bhAga lI jANe che ke, dehageha, karmavege anaMtIvAra dhAraNa karyA. paNa prIti, bhakti pUrvaka prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana thayuM nahi. tethI bhabhava bhaTakavAnuM thayuM. ane nidrA vazavata banavuM paDyuM. have te A manujabhava saphala karavA jAgrata thaI, evI prIti vigere karuM ke, bhavebhavanI UMdha bhAge ane AtmA anukrame siddha, buddha bane. saddagurU AcArya, buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI paNa kahe che ke, siddha, buddha, paramAtma banavAnI tArAmAM tAkAta che. mATe, For Private And Personal Use Only

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200 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir uMdhane nivArI, jAgrata thayA che. mATe AtmAnA guNAmAM ramaNatA karavA, dRSTine khAramAMthI kheMcI, prathama prabhunA guNAmAM sthira kara. tethI tArA peAtAnA je anata guNA sahaja svabhAve rahelA che. te svayaM AvirbhAva pAmaze. te sahaja svabhAve pragaTa thaelA anaMta guNo. kadApi khasaze nahi. mAyA, mamatAnA AvaraNeAnu jora cAlaze nahi. eTale alakha, avihaDa, AtmAnI jenila avasthA hAjara thaI che, te kadApi pharaze nahi, kAraNa ke, tArU dhyAna, tArI najara, pArzva maNi samAna che. te nirdela hAya teA, lAhane seAnuM manAvI zake che. tema jAgrata thaelAne, antarAtmA anAvI paramAtmA banAve che. paNa, tArU dhyAna nila hAvuM joie, salpa, vikalpo zamA joI e. jo tAre, paramAtma padanI IcchA hAya tA, evA sayama ane tapasyA kara ke, jeTalI dunyavI padArthone meLavavAnI lAgaNI, tamannA che. te saghaLI dUra khase. jyAre te tamannA dUra khase che tyAre te janya vikalpe paNa khasavA mAMDe che. ane sthiratA, ramaNatA hAjara thAya che. mATe, prathama, sayama ane tapasyAnI paNa AvazyaktA te che ja, tethI dhyAnamAM rasa jAme che. ane rasa jAmyA pachI bIjA saMkalpa, vikalpo vilaya pAmI jAya che. pachI, are jAgrata thaela mahAbhAga ? tArI dazAnA hevAla tu ja jANI zakaze. bIjane vaikharI vANIthI kahI zakAze nahi. paraMtu khIjAe tArA cAritra mujakha vana karaze. te paNa tArI mAphka nimala banI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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201 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kevalajJAnI anI, siddha buddhatA varaze, pachI paramapada pAmI, tuM nAmarUpa, dharaze nahi. bIjAe paNa paramapada pAmI, nAmarUpa dhAraNa karaze nahi. mATe, mithyAtvAdi mAhanI nidrAnA tyAga karavA pUrvaka jAgrata thaI, viSaya vilAsAne nivArI, prabhunI bhakti vigeremAM vilAsa kara. prabhu AjJA mujaba vana rAkhI, AtmAnA guNAmAM prItine sthira kara. jethI bhaveAbhavanI viDaMbanAo TaLe, ane satyasukha hAjara thAya. satyasukha eTale, anaMtasukha meLavavA mATe umadA sAdhane maLyA che. teone saphala kara. tane sAdhanA je malyA che te devAne paNa maLyA nathI. deve paNa samyakatatvanA yAge, tArA jevA sAdhavAnA sAdhanA icchI rahelA che. kAre manuabhava pAmI, jJAna dhyAnanA cege antarAtmA banI, paramAtma dazA prApta karIye. tamAne teA, saghaLA sAdhanA prApta thaela che. audArika kAyA maLI che. temAM deva, gurU ane dhanA pasAye zubha mana u` maLyuM che. A manarUpI sArathInI kharAkhara saMbhALa rAkhaze| tathA pAMca indriyArUpI alavAna ane nirogI azvo maLyA che, teone, kabajAmAM rAkhIne, potAnA ghara tarapha prayANa karo. A gharamAM pahoMcyA pachI anya gharamAM javuM paDaze niha. kAraNa ke, tyAM avyAkhAdha, akSaya sthiti che. AvA potAnA ghara tarapha prayANu karavAmAM ghaNI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe ema che. kAraNa ke, mArge cAra ghAtika patA khaDAkhaDA ubhA che. teone mahAdurI rAkhI ullaMghavA paDaze. te oLaMgavAnI tamArAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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201 zakti che. mATe, uMghanA tyAga karI, bAbhara jAgrata thaI ne cAlavAnuM che. jo kharAkhara takedArI, sAvadhAnI rAkhaze nahi te, rAga, dveSarUpI moTA cASThAe tamane harAvavA mATe, mAge ghaNA vighna upasthita karaze. " eka gAmamAM, paMDita, dhanADhya, ane dhaMdho karanAra vepArI, A traNa jaNAne avyAbAdha, sAcA gharamAM javAnI ghaNI abhilASA va che. tethI, te te mArga tarapha javA nIkaLyA. paraMtu mArga teo vicAra kare che ke, zreSTha, sadguNI haze te, parama sthAna rUpI je ghara che tyAM pahoMcaze, mATe, ApaNAmAM zreSTha ane sadguNI kANu che? paDite kahyuM ke, huM sadguNI ane buddhimAna chuM. eTale jarUra mane paramapada prApta thaze. A sAMbhaLI dhanADhace kahyuM ke, tu' zene buddhimAna ane sadguNI che ? dararAja, vAdavivAdamAM ja ane anyAne parAjya karavAmAM zreSThatA mAnI rahela che, paNa, anyAnI sAthe vAdavivAdamAM te, viSamavAda thaela che, ane ghaNA virodha pa thaela che. tethI huM pAMDita tu zreSTha kahevAya nahi, zreSTha huM. paDite kahyuM ke, tame zenA zreSTha ? kAvAdAvA pUrvaka paisAe bhegA karyo. te bhegA thaela dhana dvArA pApasthAnakanA kArakhAnA ubhA karyAM. tethI zu zreSTha anAya che ? kArakhAnA calAvavAmAM zreSThatA AvatI hAya tA, adhamatA kayAM jaine vase ? A e vAvivAdamAM viSamavAda jANI, dhaMdhA karanAra, sAmAnya vepArIe kahyuM ke, tamArA emAM huM ja zreSTha ane mahAn chuM. kAraNa ke, mAre ghaNA AraMbha samAraMbha nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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203 ane tamArA baMnenA karatAM zAMtithI jIvana gujAruM chuM. tyAre tame te dhananA lobhamAM nizcitapaNe khAI pI zakatA nathI. jyAre bhajana karavA bese tyAre paNa, phona AvatA. hovAthI. "halAu halAu" nA zabdo sAMbhaLavA paDe che. ane tevA zabdo bolavA paDe che. kadAcit lAbha jaNAto heya te, aDadhA bhojane ubhA thaI vAhanamAM besI gamana kare che. bALakonA madhurAM vacane paNa pasaMda paDatA nathI. kahe tyAre, tame zenA mahAna ne zreSTha? tamArA karatA ame ghaNA sArA. A mujaba sAMbhaLI be jaNAne gusso calyo. ane kahyuM ke, are zekhAI karate bela nahi. tuM paNa grAhakene mIThA vacane bolI, eAchuM Ape che. ane vadhAre le che. mAlamAM bheLaseLa kare che. ane pAcho zekhAI kare che A pramANe, vAdavivAda karavA pUrvaka, dehagADIne doDAve che. tevAmAM samagra jJAnIne bheTe thaye. tene puche che ke, amArAmAMthI keNa mahAna ane zreSTha? jJAnI kahe che ke, tamArU kahela amoe sAMbhaLyuM. Ama vAdavivAda karavAthI. mahattA ane zeThAI AvatI nathI ja. jyAre mArgAnusArInA guNe Ave tyAre, samyagra darzana ane jJAnane lAbha thAya. che. te lAbhanA ge mohamamatA, ahaMkAra, adekhAI vigere tyAga thAya tyAre, zreSThatA, mahattAne AvavAne avakAza maLe che. vAde karavAthI kAMI paNa guNa AvatA nathI. mATe prathama kahelA guNene prApta karavA pUrvaka dehagADIne mekSA mArga tarapha deDo. paNa sArathInI temaja gheDAonI avaLI For Private And Personal Use Only

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204 cAlanI barAbara sAvadhAna banI khabara rAkhaze. rakhene tophAnI banI unmArge laI jAya nahi. barAbara sAvadhAna banazo te ja, dhArela sukha maLaze ane sacavAze, sAvadhAnI rAkhaze nahi te te tophAno karI saMkaTanA khADAmAM laI jaze. jema bAjIgara, mAMDelI bAjImAM sAvadhAna hoya che, tema, tame paNa A saMsAra bAjI mAMDI che. mATe tene jItavA mATe sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDaze ja. mATe jItelI bAjIne, nidrAvaza banI, mAyA mamatAmAM matAna banI, hArI bese nahi. mAyA mamatA, rAga, dveSamAM prANIone evA phasAve che ke, jItelI bAjI heya te paNa, harAvI mUke che. mATe saddagurU pharamAve che ke, are saMsAranA bAjIgara! jAgrata thaI jaldI cetI jA. Asaktine tyAga karI, mekSa mArga tarapha gADIne deDAva? cetana tArI pAse ja rahelI karagare che. kAlAvAlA kare che ke, sAdhane suMdara maLyA che. tene sadupayoga karavA pUrvaka, satya ane avyAbAdha, anaMtasukha prApta karavA mATe vApare ? kyA sudhI uMghamAM gherAela raheze. paththaranI naukAe besI, kaI saMsArasAgarane tarI zakatA nathI. retIne pIlI keI tela meLavI zakaze ? jala levIne koI ghI meLavI zakaze? nahi ja. te mujaba, viSaya kaSAya rUpI saMsAramAM Asakta bananAra, sarva saMkaTathI, sarva viDaMbanAothI mukta banatuM nathI. mukta banavAnI rIti prathama nIce pramANe che. pitAnA viSaya kaSAyanA vicArone tyAga karI navapada, siddhacakanA jApamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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205 mAnasika vRttine joDe. te tevA vicAro khasavA mAMDe. tethI vicAra nirmala thAya. ane siddhacakrajInA guNonI vicAraNAnA vege, anukrame sthiratAne AvavAne avakAza maLe. eka vepArInI mAphaka-eka dhanADhya vepArIne cAre dizAe dukAna hatI. gumAstA, nekare ane munIne rAkhelA hevAthI, ghaNo pagAra Apa paData. cha tAM, te saghaLA dhAryA mujaba kAryo karatA nahi. A zrImAnane kaMTALe Avate. manamA pagAra ApavA chatAM dukAnanA kAme adhUrA rahe che. te munIma vigere barAbara kAma karI zakatA nathI. A mujaba saMtApane karatA vepArIne dekhI, eka mANase kahyuM ke, tuM eka bhUta, vyaMtarane sAdhe che, jaldI tArI dhAraNA mujaba kAryo pUrAM kare. ane pagAra paNa Apa paDe nahi. A pramANe zravaNa karI, bhUtavyaMtarane, vaza karavAne AraMbha karyo, pAMca, cha mAse, vyaMtarabhUte prasanna thaIne kahyuM ke, tArI dukAnanuM kAma jaldI karIza. pagAra paNa laIza nahi. paraMtu jyAre navaro paDIza. agara kAma batAvIza nahi tyAre, te kAmanA abhAve tane khAI jaIza. bola kabula che? zeThe "hA" kahI. vyaMtara, bhUtane laI zeTha dukAne AvyuM. je je dukAnanA tathA gRhanA kAmo batAve che, te saghaLA svazaktinA AdhAre karIne, zeThanI pAse karavAnA kAma mAge che. zeTha vicAra kare che ke, jaldI kAme karaze ema dhAryuM nahotuM. paNa, saghaLA kAme tarata karIne, kAma batAva. nahitara tane ja khAuM. A pramANe For Private And Personal Use Only

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106 kahe che. ekaye kAya bAkI nathI. have zA upAya karavA. arere ! pelA gumAstA, munIme, AnA karatAM tA, sArA ke adhUrAM kAmA khIje divase karatA. paNa nukazAna, hAni te karatA nahi. A bhUta tA kahe che ke, kAma khatAva. nahitara tane ja khAuM ? have zuM karavuM ? A te bakarUM kADhatAM uMTa peThu " have tene kevI rIte kADhavu', agara vaza karavuM. nA A mujaba pahelAM adhurAM kAme rahetAM tyAre, cintA, saMtApa karatA, jyAre bhUta kAma mAgatA, tyAre paNa kAmanA abhAve, prathama karatAM adhika paritApa karavA lAgyA. AthI vadhAre valApAta ane tenA saMtApAdikane sAMbhaLI, eka samyag jJAnIe, zAMta karatAM kahyuM ke, valApAta, paritApAdika kara nahi. bhUta vyaMtarane kAmanA abhAve, kazavI anAvavAnA upAya batAvuM. tu sadgurU pAse jA. ane tArI vAtane kahe. A zeTha zrImaMtane, gurU pAse jaIne karavAno vakhata paNa maLatA nahi. paraMtu have teA, prANA gumAvavAnA prasaMga upasthita thaela hAvAthI, anicchAe sadgurU pAse jai, vaMdanA pUrNAMka vItelI saghaLI mInA kahI. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, tamArA jevAne sukhazAMti ke sthiratA tyAMthI hAya ? bhale pachI tamArI pAse. agara tamArA jevAnI pAse, mana mAnI sapatti, samRddhi hAya. te paNa saMtApAdi AvIne vaLage che. sArI buddhi sujhI ke, tame amArI pAse vale pAtAdikane dUra karavAnA upAya puchavA AvyA, aMtarabhUta game tevu' baLavAn haze. teA, batAvela upAyathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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207 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vaza thaze. tene kADhI mUkavuM tane paravaDaze nahi. mATe dhaira jaI ne eka thAMbhalA bhUmimAM sthApana karaje. jyAre kAma mAge tyAre kahevu... ke, A thAMbhalA upara caDha ane utara. A mujaba kahevu'. ane jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre kAryomAM lagAvavu. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, vaMdanA karavA pUrvaka svagRhe AvI, eka thAMbhalA sthApana karyAM. jyAre bhUta navarU paDe tyAre bhUtane kahyuM ke, AnA upara ArUDha thA, ane pAchA stara. A mujakha kahevAthI pelu bhRta thAkI gayuM. ane prANA levAnuM bhUlI gayuM. te mujaba karavAthI vazavI anya. dunyavI kA thayA. ane prANAnuM paNa rakSaNa thayuM. A pramANe manabhUta vyaMtarane, tamAe anAdikAlathI vaLagADayuM che. te dhArela kAma karI zake che. paNa jyAre navarU paDe tyAre tamAza bhAvaprANAne khAvA taiyAra ane che. pAMca indriyA ane mana, vacana ane kAyakhala tathA zvAseAzvAsa ane AyuSya te daza prANA kahevAya. ane samyag jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa, bhAva prANA kahevAya. A mAnasika bhRta evuM che ke, daza dravya prANAne tathA cAra bhAva pramANanA prANAne, navarU paDatAM khAvA tayAra thAya che. tyAre game tevA jIvAtmAone, paritApAkrika thAya. temAM navAI zI ? mATe sadguru kahe che ke, siddhacakrane haiyAmAM sthApana karIne, jyAre navarU paDe tyAre kahevuM ke, AnI ArAdhanA kara. tethI te sthira thaze. ane rItasara sArathI anIne mekSa mArga tarapha gamana karaze. mATe cetI, sanmArge cAlo ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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208 have sattaramA padamAM duniyAnI dekhAdekhI mujaba cAlanA mANasane upadeza ApatAM sadguru kAvya kathe che ke, (rAga. dhIrAne) duniyA che dIvAnI re, temAM zuM tuM citta dhare, jene jarA jAgI re, mAyAmAM muMjhI zAne phare. ! duniyAdArI duHkha karanArI, daSTi phare phera, jevI daSTi tevo tuM che, samaje nahi te ardhara, mAyAnA bAMdhyA jI re, kAraja kAje karagare. duniyA che terA duniyA jItI nahi jItAze, temAM zuM rAkhe citta; jaza apajazamAM mana je varte, te nahi thAya pavitta, jagata bhAna bhUle re, kAraja sahu saheje sare. duniyA jevA gharamAM sAro ghaDImAM khATo, duniyA bole bola, khoTAne sArA koI kahe, koNa kare tasa tela, samajIne sau sahevuM re, karaze jevuM tevuM bhare. duniyA kA svapnA jevI duniyAdArI, darpaNamAM mukha chAMya, AtmavinA pugalamAM khele, sukha kadI nahi thAya; samaje samaju zANa re, cidhana athI zAMti vare. duniyA mA For Private And Personal Use Only

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29 siAthI nyAro cidaghana pyAro, aMtara Atma lekha, paramAtma paragaTa pate tuM, zukala dhyAne dekha; buddhisAgara samajI re, vaLaje cidAnanda ghare. duniyA. medA A sattaramA pade sagurU pharamAve che ke, pitAnI marajI mujaba cAlanArI duniyA dIvAnA jevI che. temAM zA mATe cittane dhAraNa kare che. vItarAga jInezvare pharamAvela AjJAmAM je citta dhAraNa kare che, potAnI IcchA mujaba cAlanArI duniyA, kevA khela karI rahela che, kevA dagAprapaMca karI rahela che tenI barAbara khabara paDe. mithyAtvanA yege je je artha ane kAmanI khAtara doDAdeDa karI rahela che. chatAM jyAre tenI abhilASA pUrI thatI nathI tyAre kAM to kaleza-kaMkAsa-yuddhAdikanI hoLI saLagAve che. jyAre temAM phAvI jAya nahi tyAre phAgamAM hoLIyAnI mAphaka paribhramaNa karavA pUrvaka pAgala jevI bane che. AvI duniyAmAM citta, mAnasavRtti dhAraNa karI are bhAI tuM ka lAbha uThAvIza? pAgala jevA banavuM paDaze. mATe sadgurU dvArA samyaktvane pAmIne jagatanA vividha nATaka- khelamAM je mana rAkhyuM che. ane te nATaka dekhI khuzI khuzI thAya che temAMthI cittane vALI jAgrata thA ? artha ane kAmanI AsaktimAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karI manuSyabhava saphala karavAnuM che te thaze nahi. viphala banI akathya 14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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10 karmonA adha paDaze, te paNa cIkaNA karmAMnA 'dha thaze, mATe artha ane kAmanI doDAdoDImAM, pravRttimAM dharmane bhUlIza nahi. jo bhUlIza te atha kAmanI doDadhAma phaLaze nahi. paNa phuTaze. eTale ghaDIbhara cena paDaze niha. naMdanRpe a ane kAmanI siddhi mATe dharmane bhulI peAtAnA kabjAmAM rahela prajA pAsethI mana mAnyuM seAnu parANe paDAvIne nava seAnAnI DuMgarIA banAvI. paNa Akhara khapamAM AvI nahi. Artta, raudra dhyAnanA yeAge krutinuM pAtra banavuM paDayuM. Ama zAstrakAreA kahe che ke, jagata tA atha ane kAmanI IcchanIya pUrtimAM sukhazAtA mAnI rahela che. te meLavIne kANe haiDAnI hALI zAMta karI! kANe cintA rUpI citAne bujhAvI ! te tA kahe ? dharma vinAnA te khIcArA, be e karatA akarAnI mA kasAI vADAmAM asahya pIDA bhegavI maraNa pAme che. mATe jAgrata thaI artha kAmanI Asaktine tyAga karI, vItarAga jInezvare kahela AjJAmAM cittane sthira kara. tethI haiyAnI hALI zAMta thaze, atha kAmanI pravRttine mAga paNa sarala thaze, bhaTakavuM, TIcAvuM paDaze nahi. dharmAMnI rItasara ArAdhanA karanAra eka zrAvake, sAMjanuM pratikramaNa karavA pUrNAMka divasamAM ajANatA paNa thaela mana vacana ane kAyAnA doSonI mAphI mAgI. punaH thAya nahi te mATe ekarAra karI, ane gurUdevanI pAsethI nIkaLI peAtAnA ghara tarapha jAya che tevAmAM mAge paDela paththaranI DaMsa vAgI. zrAvakane gheADI pIDA tA thaI. paraMtu khIjAene A mAge For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 gamana karatAM Thesa vAge nahi te mATe te paththarane upADI khIje sthale mUkatAM senAmArAthI bharela nidhAna dekhyuM. paraMtu te nidhAna grahaNa karyuM nahi. kAraNa ke parigraha parimANanu zeThane vrata hatuM. peAtAnA gRhe AvI dhama patnIne tenI bInA kahI. teNIe paNa te vrata lIdhela hAvAthI kahyu... ke, sArUM thayuM ke grahaNa karyuM nahi. te nidhAnanA mAlika rAjA kahevAya. ane ApaNane parigraha parimANanuM vrata che. A mujaba rAtrImAM daMpatI vAta karI rahela che, tevAmAM khAtara pADavA cAre tenA gharamAM peDA. teoe A vAta sAMbhaLI vicAra karyo ke, A daMpatI jAgI rahelA che. mATe cArI thaze nahi. mATe je sthale nidhAna nIkaLyAnI vAta karI rahela che te sthale jaIne upADI laie. te cAra tyAM AvyA. nidhAna, carU paNa nirakhyuM. paNa temAM hAtha nAMkhatA tenA upara rahela vIMchIAe DaMkha mAryAM. tethI te ghaNI pIDA pAmyA. ane rIsa caDI ke zeThanI vAtanA AdhAre atre AvyA. paNa sAnAmahorAnA khadale vIMchIo karaDavA. te vIMchIe zeThane ane zeThANIne DaMkha de, te AnaMda thAya. rIsa vaLe, Ama dhArI te carUne upADI zeThanA gharamAM ThAlajgyA, dapatI jAgatA heAvAthI senAmaheArAnA avAja thaye! tethI, dIve karIne tapAsa karI tAsAnAmahArA dekhI aksesa karavA lAgyA. ke A mahAre kANe nAMkhI. amAre te! vrata che. cAro paNa zoka karavA lAgyA ke ame levA gayA tyAre vIMchI karaDavA. ane zeThanA gharamAM seAnAmahArA thaI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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12 arere. ApaNu` bhAgya ja nahi. durbhAgyanA vege seAnAmahArA te maLI nahi. paNa pIDA pAmyA ane karelA parizrama phogaTa gaye. ApaNe paNa 'patInI mAphaka vratane laIe te sukhI thaIe. Ama vicAra karatA tyAMthI cAlI nikaLyA. zeTha, svatraMtanuM pAlana karavA nRpanI pAse jaine seAnAmahArAnA carU dekhADayo. jyAMthI nikaLyo hatA te jagyAnI jANa karI. nyAyasa'panna nRpe vicAra karyo ke, te razke ghaNA mANasA, jatAM AvatAM haze. paNa temanA hAthamAM Avye nahi ane zeThanA gharamAM prayAsa vinA te AvI maLyeA. mATe temanA bhAgyanI sAnAmahArA che. te zeThane pAchI ApavI joie. rAjAe grahaNa karI nahi ane Agraha pUrvaka pAchI arpaNa karI. zeTha te laIne potAnA ghera AvI vicAra kare che. A seAnAmAre je parigrahanu paramANu karyuM che. tethI bahu adhika che. mATe temAMthI eka paNa seAnAmahAra mane khape nahi. grahaNa karIe te svIkArela vratano bhaMga thAya. mATe temAM cittane nahi dhAraNa karatAM, mAhamamatAne tyAga karIne vratadhArI svAmIba ene dharmamAM sthira karavA, sahakAra ApavA mATe vAparI. bAkI rahela anya zubhakSetromAM vAvI maheATA lhAvA lIdhA. A vratadhArI zeThane sAta kSetramAM kharekhara zraddhA hatI. ke, temAM vAvela vRthA jaze nahi. dunyavI e kAmAM jame mUkanAra zrImatee A vratadhArI zeThanuM anukaraNa karavuM joie. ke jethI keAI vakhate nukazAna thAya nahi ane anaMtagaNuM vyAja . For Private And Personal Use Only

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213 maLatuM rahe. A zeThe jyAre vratanA AdhAre te nidhAnamAM citta dhAraNa karyuM nahi tyAre meha, mamatA dUra bhAgI. ane svAmIbhAI evA buddhimAna baMdhuone mATe tathA anya zubha kSetromAM vAvavA zubha prayAsa thaye. vrata vinAnA mAnavagaNa te jyAre dhAryA mujaba dhana maLe tyAre mALAo baMdhAve. cAlIo baMdhAvI temAM vApare. paNa dhAryA mujaba bhADe Apela makAnanuM bhADuM barobara na maLe tyAre cintA zeka karavA mAMDe che. te tenA karatAM je sAta kSetre zAstrakAroe batAvyA che temAM vApare te, agara niSkAmabhAve vAve to bhAvanA mujaba puNya dhananI prApti thAya. AvA vicAro paNa teone kayAMthI Ave ? kAraNa ke teonuM citta duniyAdArImAM coTayuM che. duniyA jema kahe tema karavuM paNa samyagajJAnI kahe tema karavuM nahi. AvI vicAraNA hovAthI zeka saMtApAdi kayAMthI khase? saMkaTa viDaMbanAo, vidane AvI hAjara thAya tyAre valepAta karyA kare. te mATe saddagurU pratibodhe che ke are dhanane dhaNIe jarA jAgIne juo. samyagujJAnInA upadezane cittamAM dhAraNa kare ane dhanAdikanI mAyA-matAmAM muMjhAe nahi. duniyAdArI te duHkha denArI che. temAM deTa kayAM mUkI che? tamArI daSTine pheravaze te ja tamArI vicAraNAnuM parivartana thaze. ane duniyAdArImAM je citta coTayuM che. te ja citta dharmakriyAmAM lAgaze. jevI daSTi, jevA vicAre tevA tame banaze, nahi samaje te mithyA mAyAnuM aMdhakAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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214 te raheluM che ja, kAraNa temAM baMdhAela, Asakta banela pitAnA kArya khAtara anyanI pAse jaIne karagare che. jagatanA padArthonI parAdhInatAmAM pakaDAela prANIo, jyAre te te padArtho pitAnI pAse hoya nahi tyAre karagarI, kAlAvAlA karavA pUrvaka anyajanonI pAsethI meLavavA IcchA rAkhe che. te padArthonI prApti thAya tyAre temAM ja Asakta banI sukha meLavavA mathe che. paNa ISTa sukha maLe nahi tyAre paNa teonI bhramaNA TaLatI nathI. ane Asaktine tyAga karatA nathI. A kevI mANasAI? ke buddhimattA? AtA bAlIzatA ja kahevAya ? are duniyAnA padArthonI ja phakta abhilASA hotI nathI, je sattA, saMpatti vigere hoya te sArI duniyAne jItavA khAtara prayAsa kare che. paNa keI divasa sArU ya jagata jItAya kharU ke ? kadApi jItI zakAtuM nathI. te paNa mehamamatA janya viSaya kaSAyanA vikArane jItavA eka ghaDI paNa, prayAsa karatA nathI. satya e che ke, viSayakaSAne parAjaya pamADI dUra karAya. te ja AtmAnI sAthe jagata jItAya che tenuM bhAna nahi hovAthI te sattAdhArIono prayatna niSphala thAya che. are jagatane jItavA mATe nIkaLela sattA saMpannane kaI vakhANaze. prazaMsA karaze tyAre kaI voDaze, avahelanA karaze. tyAre kahI zakAya nahi te utpAta utpanna karI svaparanI paristhiti evI halakI keTImAM mUkI de ke punaH ucca sthitimAM AvI zakAya nahi. mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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sadUgurU upadeza Ape che ke are buddhimAne ? jagatane jItavA prayAsa kare che tenA karatAM kaSAyane, ahaMkAra, mamatvane jItavA tamArI sattA, zaktine sadupayoga kare. ke jethI jaza, apajazamAM citta cuMTaze nahi. duniyAne jItavA mATe je prayAsa karI rahela che temAM te yaza, apayazanuM vAtAvaraNa khaDuM thaze. te vakhate tamArA manamAM zAMti raheze nahi. mATe tamArA AtmAne paNa jItavA prayatna kare. temAM, yaza, apayazamAM mAnasika vRttione lagADaze nahi. niSkAma bhAve kArya karatA raho. anyathA cintAno pAra Avaze nahi. eka gAmanA cAra mANase yAtrAe nikaLyA. prathama dvArikAnI yAtrA karavAnI abhilASA hovAthI eka dharmazALAmAM utarI, rAtrImAM pUrva dizA tarapha mastaka ane pazcima dizA tarapha paga karIne sUtA. te veLAe eka bhagata AvIne kahevA lAge ke, are yAtrALuo! dvArikAnI yAtrA karavI che ane te tarapha paga karIne sUtA cho te ucita kahevAya nahi. mATe pagane kere. A lokoe te bhagatanA vacane sAMbhaLI pUrva dizA tarapha paNa karyA. teTalAmAM eka ghaDI gayA pachI bIjo bhagata AvIne kahevA lAgyuM. are jAtrALuo? tame te zraddhA rahita mAluma paDe che. kema bhAI? bhagate kahyuM ke, pUrva dizAmAM jagannAthajI che. te dizAmAM paga thAya? bhAna bhUlI gayA lAge che? A sAMbhaLI uttara dizAmAM paga lAMbA karI sUtA. punaH eka mANase AvIne kahevA mAMDyuM ke are For Private And Personal Use Only

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216 bhAna bhUlelAo, ATalI paNa khabara paDatI nathI ke uttara dizAmAM zrIbadrInArAyaNa che. temanI sAme paga karIne kema suvAya? kAMIka vicAra ane viveka kare. A mujaba traNa bhagata, barAbara saMbhaLAvIne gayA. tyAre teo dakSiNa dizA tarapha paga karIne sUtA. vaLI eka vAcALe AvIne kahyuM ke, mastaka uttara dizAmAM thAya nahi. maraNa pAmelanuM mAthu uttara dizA tarapha karavAmAM Ave che. ane dakSiNa tarapha paga karIne sUtA che. tethI tamArAmAM keTalI mati, buddhi che te mAluma paDe che. tathA zuM tamane khabara nathI ke dakSiNamAM zrIrAmezvara tIrtha che. te tarapha lAMbA paga karIne sUtA che. kAMIka bhAnamAM Ave. A mujaba cAre kahI gayA pachI A cAre jaNA cintA karavA lAgyA. have kaI dizAe sUI javuM. temAM eke kahyuM ke paga uMcA karI ane mastaka nIce bhUmimAM rAkhI sUI jaIzuM to koIne kahevAnuM raheze nahi. cAreya yAtrALuo vRkSAsananI mAphaka ubhA rahyA. te arasAmAM vaLI eka bhagate AvIne kahyuM ke uMcA paga karIne vRkSAsananI mAphaka rahyA che, paNa urdhva dizAmAM vaikuMTha che. te tarapha paga thAya nahi. tyAre A leke mastaka uce rAkhI ane paga nIce rAkhIne ubhA rahyA. te paNa zAMtithI lokoe rahevA dIdhA nahi ane kahevA lAgyA. nIce pAtAlamAM balIdranI pAse hAlamAM kRSNa mahArAja rahyA che. mATe A pramANe kevI rIte ubhA rahyA che? kAMIka khyAla kare. A mujaba sAMbhaLI cintAno tyAga karI eke kahyuM ke, bhale bhagate agara leke jema phAve tema bole, tethI For Private And Personal Use Only

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217 ApaNe cittamAM kAMI duHkha lAvavuM nahi. juone keTalAka samaju ApaNane vakhANe che. tyAre keTalAka vaDe che. tenA upara dhyAna rAkhavuM nahi. bhale bele? nirAMte sUI jaIe te ja savAramAM yAtrA sArI rIte thaze. A mujaba nizcita banI sUI gayA. ane prAtaHkAle rItasara yAtrA thaI. A pramANe janasamudAyane vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhavAmAM Ave te cintA, vikalpothI citta pavitra banatuM nathI. paNa saMyama, tIrthayAtrAmAM tIrthakara kevalajJAnInI je AjJA che te anusAre zAstrakAra mahArAja upadeza ApI rahela che. te mujaba vartana thAya te ja citta ke mana pavitra bane. eTale yaza apayazamAM citta cuMTe nahi. ane pavitra bane. paraMtu pitAnuM bhAna bhUlI jagata, svakAma sAdhavA khAtara rAga, dviSa ane mohanI jaMjALamAM lapaTAI yaza, apayazanA upara ghaNI dhAraNuM rAkhe che. tethI je kArya saheje saravAnuM hoya che te tarata saratu nathI. tene mATe pachI bramaNAmAM bhUlathApa khAI rodaDAM raDe che. "eka zrImaMtanA AlIzAna baMgalAmAM cAreya bAjue ArisA hatA tethI te AritA bhuvana tarIke prasiddha hatuM. AvA baMgalAmAM traNacAra kutarA pezI gayA. ane A risAmAM paDelA pitAnA paDachAyAne sAcA kutarA mAnI tenA sanmukha bhasavA lAgyA. teone evo svabhAva che ke, potAnA sAme bIjA kutarAone dekhe ke tarata bhasavA lAge. je khasI jAya nahi te mAho mAMhI laDAI AraMbhI mArAmArI karI bese. paDachAyAne satya kutarA For Private And Personal Use Only

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218 mAnI baMgalAmAM pesI gaelA teo bhasAbhasa karavA lAgyA... paNa paDachAyA je paDyA che te kyAMthI khase! te kutarAe khasI jAya te paDachAyA paNa rahe nahi. Avu bhAna teone nahi hevAthI ArisA upara laDAI AraMbhI. bacakA bharavA lAgyA. paNa te paDachAyA khasyA nahi. ane arisA malIna thayA. ane hAni pahoMcI. A mujaba jagatanA ja pitAnA kAryo sAdhavA khAtara, apayaza ke yazanA paDachAyArUpI sAcA sAdhane mATe je dhamAdhama karI rahelA che. te potAnA Adarza jIvanane malIna banAvI hAni pahoMcADe che. eTale je sahaja svabhAve kArya sAdhAvAnuM hoya che te sadhAtu nathI. ane apavitra banI IrSyA, adekhAI vera virodha vigere karIne mahAghera manuSyajIvanane barabAda karI nAMkhe che. aevA pavitrajIvananA je lhAvA maLavAnA che te maLatA nathI. tethI sarU kahe che ke, duniyAnA abhiprAyomAM vizvAsa dhAraNa kara nahi. kAraNa ke, jagatanA mANaso, tamArA taraphathI kAryo sadhAtA haze te tamane sArA kaheze. nahi sadhAya tyAre peTA kaheze. khoTAne sArA kahe ane sArAne beTA kahe tene tela keNa karavA samartha che! samyagajJAnI ja karI zake. mATe samyagrajJAnane upadeza sAMbhaLI, haiyAmAM pacAvI, sArI rIte samajI duniyA kahe te sarva sahana karavuM. paNa rAga, dveSanA vicAro ane vikAramAM phasAI paDavuM nahiM. paNa teone dUra karavA Teva pADavI. te vicAre ane vikAre ekadama khasaze nahi. paraMtu jyAre teoe For Private And Personal Use Only

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218 keTalI hAni karI che. tene barAbara khyAla Avaze ane teone khaseDavA mATe tame svayaM purUSArtha pheravazo tyAre khasavA mAMDaze. mATe samajIne sahiSNutA rAkhavI. tethI ja AdarzajIvana jIvAya. duniyAdArI kahelI che te eTalA mATe ke, temAM satyasukhanI jhAMkhI paNa che ja nahi. paNa meha mamatAnI rAga, dveSanI jaMjALa che ane te svapnA jevI che. svapnAmAM hIrAmotInA alaMkAro dekhyA hoya ane paheryA hoya te paNa jAgrata thatAM te dekhAtA nathI. tathA khIra khAMDanA bhajana jamyA hoya, te paNa bhUkha lAgatI nathI. jAgyA pachI bhUkha lAge che. agara nidrAmAM rAjya vaibhavanA svapna Ave che. paNa te vaibhava kyAM sudhI? eka mANasane ravapna AvyuM. temAM miSTAnnanA keDAro dekhyA. teNe tene sAcA mAnI prAtaHkAle sagAMvahAlAM temaja jJAtijanone jamavA mATe AmaMtraNa dIdhu. saghaLAo jamavA AvyA. A mANase badhAone besADI gharamAM jaIne tapAsa karI te kAMI paNa dekhyuM nahi. AvelA besIne rAha joyA kare che. ane kahe che ke kyAM sudhI besADI rAkhaze. pelAe kahyuM ke beso? utAvaLA thAo nahi. jyAre huM suI jaIza te daramyAna ravapna Avaze tyAre tamane jamADIza. AvelA hAMsI karatA pitAnA sthAne gayA. A mujaba duniyAdArIne satya mAnatA kAma saratu nathI. ane temAM AtmavikAsane vizvAsa rAkhIye te hAMsIpAtra banAya temAM Azcarya zuM? darpaNamAM mukhane dekhe che. te mukhano paDachA che ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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220 te satya mukha che te kahe? darpaNamAM je paDachAye paDayo che te sAcu mukha kamala nathI. te mujaba duniyAdArI kahetAM rAga, dveSa, meha, mamatA, ahaMkAra vigere nI khANa che. tene satya zAMtine khajAne che tema kema mAnI zakAya! AtmonnatinA sAdhana sivAya jagatamAM saMkaTa, viDaMbanA, yAtanAo bhArebhAra rahelI che. A mujaba mAnaze tyAre ja tene dUra karavAne upAya jaDaze. A sivAya saghaLe bhaTakavAnuM che ja. vaLI sadgurU pharamAve che ke, AtmajJAna - tathA tenA sAdhanane tyAga karIne je jagata, saMyoge maLelA pudgalenA khela khelI rahyuM che, te jagata, kadI sukhane prApta karI zakatuM nathI. "senAnI thALImAM lehanI mAphaka" kAMIne kAMI vika, saMtApa vigere thayA kare che. eTale jyAre saMge maLela sarva pratikula bhAse che tyAre atIva ukaLATa thAya che. mAnasika stharatA rahetI nathI. kyAMthI rahe? anukulatA jaIe chIe tenA badale pratikuLatA bhAsI. mATe je sukhazAtA hoya che te bhAgI jAya che. mATe AtmajJAna ane tenA sAdhanonI AvazyaktA che. je AtmajJAna haze te tenA sAdhanone meLavavA tatpara banaze. bhale pachI pratikuLatA Avaze te paNa te bhAsaze nahi. ane temAMthI anukuLatA meLavavAnI cAvIo hastagata thaze "pratikuLatA agara anukulatA bhAsavI temAM mananuM kAraNa ane karmanuM kAraNa che je AtmajJAna haze te " vipattimAM saMpatti samAela che" Ama samajaze. anyathA te kadI zAMti For Private And Personal Use Only

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221 maLavAnI nathI. sAmAnya sthitivALA karatA sattAdhArI tathA adhikArIo temaja zrImaMtene je vadhAre valepAta thAya che tenuM kAraNa e che ke, teone AtmadharmanI samajaNa nathI. svayaM sAdhana saMpanna hete chate paNa adhika adhika pugale prApta karavA parAyaNa hoya che. teone jJAnAbhAve khyAla Avato nathI ke, pudgalenuM svarUpa kevuM che? pUrAya ane gaLI jAya. tevuM che. cAlaNImAM nAkhela pANIne nIkaLI jatAM vAra lAge che? nahI. tenI mAphaka tenuM svarUpa che. AvA pudagalo AtmAnuM kevI rIte kalyANa kare! kadAcita manamAM mAnavAmAM Ave che, peTa paTAro ane khaTAro te bharAya che ne? paraMtu te kyAM sudhi bharAela rahe? bahu bahu te puNyadaya hoya tyAM sudhI, puNyadaya khatama thayA pachI pApodaya thatAM kevI hAlata thAya che te tame jANo cho. rahevA mATe makAnone vecavA paDe ane bhADe rahevAne vakhata AvI lAge che. are atIva pAdiyamAM roTale ke eTale maLatuM nathI. vasati ke vastro vahAlAM thatA nathI. "nala nRpanI mAphaka" mATe pudgalenI prIti nivArI AtmadhameM prIti lagAvavI ghaNI kalyANakArI che, hitakAriNI che. nahitara eka adhikArI, dhanavAna jevI dazA Ave. eka mANase zaheramAM duniyAnA sukha meLavavAnI IcchAe ghaNe prayAsa karI sAMsArika jJAna, vijJAnane prApta karyuM. tethI teNe nyAyAdhikArInI padavI meLavI, paNa dhanano lebha hovAthI lAMca leIne nyAya cUkavate. janasamudAya paNa jaldI kAma patI jAya ane potAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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22 tarapha lAbha thAya te mATe lAMca ApavA lAgyo. paNa nyAyAdhIzane khyAla rAkhavuM joIe ke lAMca laIne kevI rIte sukhI thaIza. lAMca levI te paNa lehI che. janasamudAya te pitAne svArtha sAdhavA lAMca Ape. paNa nyAyAdhIzathI kema levAya? levAya nahi. pite sAdhana saMpanna hete paNa vicAra viveka karatuM nathI. A ke nyAya? AvA nyAyAdhIzanI pAse eka kesa Avyo. eka zeThe rAjAnI khavAsaNane pAMca rUpiyA dhIryA che zeTha ApatA nahotA. paraMtu jyAre khavAsaNe ghaNA kAlAvAlA karyA tyAre ApyA. ane kahyuM ke bAra mahinAmAM vyAja sahita pAchA ApavA paDaze. pelIe kahyuM ke cha mahinAmAM vyAja sAthe pAchA ApIza. khavAsaNa rUpiyA laIne svarathAne gaI. bAra mahinA vItI gayA te paNuM teNIe ApyA nahi. zeTha ghaNI vakhata ugharANuM kare che. tyAre bAnA batAvI rUpiyA ApatI nathI. jematema bolI zeThane dhikkAre che "khavAsanI jAtamAM vicAra ane viveka ochA pramANamAM hoya che. Ama vicArI zeThe takarAra karI nahi ane nANA nahi ApatI hovAthI dAva karyo. ane pelA lebhI nyAyAdhikArInI pAse jaIne kahyuM ke, sAheba? mAre dA satya che. pAMcaso dhIryA che ane cha mAsamAM ApI javAnuM kahI, khavAsaNa laI gaI che. bAra mahinA thayA paNa ApatI nathI. ane jematema bolI tiraskAra kare che. eTale nA IlAje dAvo karyo che. je mane rUpiyA apAvaze te pacazanI pAghaDI ApIza. ApaNane For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 banene lAbha thaze. A mujaba kahIne gayA pachI khavAsa AvIne kahyuM ke, A dAvAmAM mane lAbha apAvaze te dujhaNI bheMsa pacAsa rUpiyAnI kiMmatanI ApIza. lebhI nyAyAdhIze bheMsa maLavAnI jANa khavAsaNane nirdoSa TharAvI zeThane dAvo kADhI nAMkhe. tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke mAre dAvo sAcA hatA. ane pAghaDI tamane maLata, nyAyAdhIze kahyuM ke, tArI pAghaDI bheMsa cAvI gaI. A mujaba sAMbhaLI nirAza thaI zeTha ghera gayA. keIe puchyuM ke zeTha ? dAvAnuM zuM thayuM. temaNe javAba Ape ke jyAM lobhI nyAyAdhIza, adhikArIo hoya tyAM satya nyAya kyAMthI maLe? lebhanI khAtara satya hatuM chatAM dAvo kADhI nAMkhe, ane kahyuM ke bheMsa pAghaDIne cAvI gaI. have zuM upAya ? jyAM vADa cIbhaDAne khAya tyAM vanecarane zuM kahevAya? A vAta saghaLA zaheramAM prasiddha thaI. rAjAne kAne vAta gaI. zeThane bolAvIne puchayuM. zeThe je bInA banI hatI te satya kahI. rAjAe te adhikArI, nyAyAdhIne bAtala karyo. ane pUrepUrI phajetI thaI. kaI paNa tenA upara vizvAsa rAkhatuM nathI. chevaTe mahAduHkhI banI halakI hAlatamAM jIvana gujAravuM paDayuM. dhananA leze je svadharmane bhUle tenI AvI dazA jarUra thAya che. mATe dharmane bhUlI dhanalabhI, pudgalemAM khela khelatA hevAthI teone sukhazAMti kayAMthI prApta thAya ? mATe samaju zANuM samakitIe pu nA khelane tyAga karI svadharma kahetAM AtmadharmamAM ane tenA satya sAdhanomAM mAnasika vRttione For Private And Personal Use Only

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224 vALI bhAgyeAdaye je maLyuM che. temAM sa MtoSa dhAraNa karave jarUrane che. cinanA arthIe jarUra, vrata niyamAne grahaNa karI parama satASanA svAmI bane che. tethI ja temane Adhi, vyAdhi leApAtAdi naDatA nathI tethI. gurUdeva kahe che ke, sa pudgaleAthI tyAre| cidghana AtmA che. tenA upara prIti dhAraNa kara. dhanAdikamAM jo prema hAya tA tethI cintA vigere duHkhA dUra khasatA nathI. ane tamene tamAre AtmA pyArA hoya te aMtaramAM rahela samatvane dhAraNa karI tene dekhA ? tethI sarva saMkaTa, piratApa, veravAdhAdi doSa! raheze nahi. sahaja svabhAve paramapadanI prApti thaze. pachI du:khajanaka, du:khamaya, ane duHkhanI para parAne vadhAranAra rAga, dveSa ane sAhujanya viSaya kaSAyAnA vikAsa sAthe te kaSAye paNa mUlamAMthI nAza pAmatAM anaMtA AnaMda Avaze. te paNa koipaNa bhavamAM anubhavela nahi hAya evA ? tame pote ja paramAtma padmane pragaTa karaze!. paraMtu jyAre pudgaleAnA khelanA tyAga karavA pUrvaka, dhadhyAnane dhAraNa karI zukaladhyAna dharazeA tyAre paramAtma padma pragaTa thaze. bIjIvAra dhAraNa karavA paDaze ja nahi. mATe jJAnI buddhisAgarajI kahe che ke, samajIne cidAnaMdamAM laganI lagAve ? te ja tamArI caturAI che. te sAka thaze. sAMsArika caturAithI te Atmadharmane jANatA nahi hAvAthI khaMdhanamAM sapaDAze. rAga. dveSanA baMdhanamAM paDayA pachI pariNAme parAdhInatAnI eDImAM aMdhAvuM paDaze. te For Private And Personal Use Only

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spa Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir satya cidAnaMdanI je abhilASA che te adhurI raheze. eka popaTanI mAphaka. eka RSinA AzramamAM rahela zuka, pUrva bhavanA saMskArI hAvAthI ane sahavAse madhurA vacanA melI mANasane khuzI karatA. eka divasa rAjakumAre tenI khelavAnI caturAI jANI nRpanI pAse te popaTanI yAcanA karI, rAjAe eka vAgharIne kahyuM ke RSinA AzramamAM rahela zukane kAI paNa upAye pakaDI lAvIza te IcchA mujaba zIrapAva ApIza. vAgharI tene pakaDavA mATe ghaNA upAye kare che. chatAM te AzramamAMthI pakaDAteA nathI. have pepaTane jAMbuDA khAvAnI icchA thaI. tethI AzramamAMthI uDI sarAvaranA kInAre ugelA jAMbu vRkSa upara beThA. pAkAM pAkAM jAMbuDAnA svAda laI khumArImAM khelavA lAgyA. te vakhate pele vAgharI tyAM Avela hatA. tenI vANI sAMbhaLI vRkSa upara jALa nAMkhIne vAgharIe tene pakaDayo. jyAM sudhI khelatA nahAtA tyAM sudhI pakaDAtA nahi. potAnI caturAI darzAvavA khelavA lAgyA. paNa khabara paDI nahi. ke, A mANusa, pakaDavA Avye che ke, vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe AvyeA che. caturAI vAparI pApaTa khelyA tA kharA, paNa pakaDAyeA tyAre pastAvA karavA lAgyA. ke, A mAnavI, mane mArI nAMkhaze ke zuM karaze ? vAdharIe dhananI lAlace rAjAne te arpaNa karyAM, dhana maLavAthI te khuzI thayA. rAjAe peAtAnA kuMvarane soMpyuM. teNe sAnAnuM pajara banAvI temAM rAkhyA. mevA vigere 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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226 maLe che. chatAM parAdhInatAnA ge te pipaTa pIDA pAme che. kayAM AzramamAM RSiono sahavAsa, kayAM vividha phalavALA vRkSe upara besI AsvAda levAno AnaMda? bicAro banelo te pipaTa ghaNI cintA kare che. paNa have chuTavAne koI upAya nathI. rAjakuMvarane ghaNo priya hovAthI tene te kadApi mukta karatuM nathI. bhale rahevAnuM sonAnuM paMjara hoya temaja mevA mIThAI khAvAnI maLI hoya, chatAM paNa muktapaNAmAM je lahera hatI te te ahiM kayAMthI maLe? popaTa manamAM vicAre che ke, je caturAI vAparI na hota te AnaMda karata. mATe saMsAramAM caturAIne tyAga karI AtmadharmamAM tene vAparo. te caturAI sadAya lahera Avaze. ane parAdhInatAnI beDI tUTavA mAMDaze. mATe cighana AtmAnA svarUpane oLakhI te mArge vaLo. tamArI kuzaLatA pravINatA ke caturAI, kyAre sArthaka thAya ke jyAre mekSamAge prayANa kare tyAre ja. mekSamArge gamana karatAM, jeTalAM baMdhane che. jeTalI parAdhInatA che. te khasavA mAMDaze ane svataMtratAno anubhava hAjara thaze. have saMsAranI parAdhInatAnA baMdhanene teDavA mATe saddagurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI 18 mA padanI racanA karatAM upadeza Ape che. (cete te cetAvuM tane re pAmaraprANuM...e rAga) kulyo zuM phare che kulIre, mUrakha prANI, kAyA, mAyA juThI kevI, jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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227 tene tuccha karI devI re. mUrakha prANI Auppu jAve che khaTI, kare zu tu mAthAkUTI, khUTI tenI nahi bUTTI re. mUrakha prANI. IRI pANI taNA parapoTA, khela sahu ema khoTA. mAna nahi mana mATe! re. mUrakha prANI ghA kuTuMba kabIlA sAI, mAna nahI mana mAre. eka dina thaze tyAreA re. mUrakha prANI ||4|| Akhe je je dekhe sArU, te te bhAi nahi tArU. mAne kema mArU mArU re. mUrakha prANI. || cetI lene Aya cAlI, karI mAthAkUTa khAlI, mAcAmAM zuM rahyo hAlI re. mUrakha prANI // 6 // kAyA mAyAthIre nyArA, arUpI alakha dhArA, buddhisAgara mata pyArere. mUrakha prANI ![7] sadgurU, sAMsArika vilAsAmAM magna banelAne karUNA lAvI upadeze che ke, tameAne pUrvanA puNyayeAge dhana, tana ane mana vigere maLela che. tene dunyavI meAjamA, vilAsemAM veDaphI nAMkhA nahi. tamArA vilAsAmAM dhana, tana ane mananI tAkAta veDaphAya che. chatAM phulAine pharyA kare che. paNa vicAra tathA viveka lAvI nirIkSaNa karazo ke, A te vilAsa che ke, vinAza che! vilAsa evo hovo joI e ke, tana, mananI tAkAta uttarAttara vadhatI rahe, ane sakalpavika For Private And Personal Use Only

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228 ne valopAta dUra khasavA mAMDe. tAkAta ochI thAya te vilAsa kevI rIte kahevAya ? kahevAya nahi. je vilAsa prAraMbhamAM rUDe lAge ane pariNAme paritApAdi utpanna kare. adhama, nIca vicAro karAvI taddana halakI koTImAM sapaDAve te vilAsa kahevAya ke vinAza! te tame kaho ? chatAM AMdhaLAnuM anukaraNa karavA pUrvaka mAtelA sAMDhanI mAphaka mahAlyA kare che. tethI gurU kahe che ke, are mUrkha prANa tane dravya daza mANe tathA agyArame prANa paise maLyo che. viveka lAvI tene sadupayeAga kara. saddavicAra ane viveka karIza tyAre tane mAluma paDaze ke, kAyA mATe karelA upAya ane mAyA khAtara karelA prapaMca sAcA nathI. paNa khoTA che. game tevI kAyAnI sAravAra karaze te paNa ghaDapaNa to AvavAnuM ja. ane AyuSya pUrNa thatAM maraNane zaraNa thavAnuM ja. jhAMjhavAnA nIra, zuM sAcA hoya che! tenA pANIne satya mAnI taraza chIpAvavA janAra harinI kevI dazA thAya che te tame jANatA hazo. nirAza banI tApathI AkuLavyAkula banI aMte maraNa pAme che. evI kAyA ane mAyAnI paristhiti che. tene satya, zAMtine upAya mAnI daDadaDa karaze te paNa sukhanI je jhaMkhanA che te vegaLI raheze. phalavatI banaze nahi. mATe te kAyA mAyAnA prapaMceno tyAga karavA satya sukhanA dAtAra sudeva-sugurU ane sudharmanI ArAdhanA karavI jarUrI che. kAraNa ke te prapaMce, tuccha, halakA che. tethI pariNAme koInI paNa IcchA, AzA ane tRSNa zAMta banI nathI ja. garIba, For Private And Personal Use Only

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229 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rUpiyAnI IcchA rAkhe che. seA rUpiyA vALA hajAranI AzAmAM vividha vyApAre kare che. hajAra rUpiyAnI AvakavALe. daza hajAra, lAkhanI IcchAthI dharmanA tyAga karI durgA kuDa kapaTa karavA pUrvaka tene meLave che, chatAM asataSI anI dezalAkha, ke, karoDAdhipati banavAne cAhe che. karADAdhipati, amonA svAmI banavA khAtara mahArabhe kare che. te paNa saMtASanA abhAve tathI vadhAre meLavavA devatAnI sahAya paNa prApta karavA cAhe che. A mujaba kAyA ane mAyAnI khAtara je satya vya che. te karavA enasIkha ane che. mAno ke devatAi maLI ke, IndraparlR banyuM, te paNa aMte te mUkavAnu ja che, te temane bhAna hotuM nathI. tuccha ane kSaNa bhaMgura lAbha mATe koNa doDAdoDa, dhamAla kare? jene potAnA AtmAnuM bhAna nathI teja. AvA mugdha mANusA maLela durlabha manuSyabhavanI sAmagrInI sAkatA ke saphalatA kAMthI kare ? eTale sadgurUdeva kahe che ke, are bhAgyazAlI ! AyuSya, cintAthI, paritApa, valApAta agara upakrama, AghAtathI kSaNe kSaNe tuTatu jAya che. mAyAmAM Asakta anelane eTalI paNa khakhara nathI ke, AyuSya khatama thayA pachI mananI manamAM rahI jaze. kAMi paNa kAryo sadhAze nahi. A bhavamAM je kAyA, mAyAnI saMbhALa rAkhavAnA saMskAro paDyA che te saMskArA bIjA bhavamAM paNa aneka vidhnA ubhA karIne sukhazAtAmAM vArevAre skhalanA karaze. mATe zA kAraNe mAthAkuTa kare che. eTale kAyAnI zakti vadhAravA khAtara For Private And Personal Use Only

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230 vividha prayatna zA mATe kare che? AtmadharmanI ArAdhanA kara. ane je mAyA maLelI che tenI sAcavaNamAM kayAM mAthAkuTa kare che. je tUTe che tenI buTTI nathI. tUTyA pahelAM je zubha kAryo karavAnA che te citta daIne karI le. zubha kAryo karavAno A amulya avasara maLe che. tene vRthA gumAvI tuccha vastuo khAtara kyAM mAthApheDa kare che. je vaMdana karavA lAyaka nathI, tyAM mAyA meLavavAnI IcchA, AzAe mAthuM namAvI kAlAvAlA kare che. te tamane zuM Apaze ? tathA. jyAM IrachA, AzA ane tRSNAne zAMta karavAne satya upAya batAvanAra che tyAM to ja nathI. tathA rUcine paNa dhAraNa karatA nathI. AvI mAthAkuTa keNa kare che? je vastuo mATe ATalI badhI mahenata, kaSAyAdi kare che. te pANInA parapoTA jevI che. tenI jahematane tyAga karI Atma svarUpanA sAdhanone prApta kara. tethI mAthAkuTa raheze nahi. jagatamAM sukha khAtara je khela khelI rahyo che. te ja khela tane dago deze tyAre pastAvAna para raheze nahi. te nakakI rAmajaje. kAyA ane mAyAnA sukhamAM gulatAna banela eka mANasa na khAvA lAyaka, abhayanuM bhakSaNa karIne zarIranuM poSaNa karatA. tene mAluma hatI. chatAM mehalo banI tevA abhakSyamAM Asana banyA. tethI tenI buddhimAM barobara malInatA AvI. dArU mAMsAdi vAparanAramAM je buddhi hoya che te naSTa thAya che. tethI gharamAM putra parivAra vigere kahe che ke, A vyasanane tyAga karo. paiisAno ane zArIrika zaktine For Private And Personal Use Only

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231 vyaya karIne gAMDA, pAgala bane che. tethI AbarU pratiSThA vigere rahetI nathI. Avaka karatAM jAvaka ghaNI thAya che. pariNAme saghaLuM kuTuMba ghaNuM duHkhI thaze tene vicAra karavo joIe. A mujaba sAMbhaLI A mugdha jema tema belI phodhAtura banI mArajhuDa karatA hovAthI have zo upAya kare tene vicAra parivAra kare che. tevAmAM dArU, madirA pIne masta banela evA tene sAme AvatI meTaranI Takakara vAgI. nIce gartAmAM gabaDI paDyo. te khADAmAM paththara hovAthI zarIre ghaNI IjA thaI. lehIluhANa banya. svajanavargane khabara paDavAthI lAje, zarame pitAne ghera lAvIne ghaNuM sAravAra karI tyAre eka mahine sAjo thayo. pachI ghaNo pastAvo karavA lAgyuM. kahevata che ke, je, vAryA rahe nahi te chevaTe hArI, kaSTa bhegavI samaje. have A bhAIne ghaNuM kaSTa paDyuM tyAre dhIme dhIme te chaMdane mUkI dIdho. sagAM vahAlAM temaja mitra khuzI thayA. zarIra tAkAta AvI. durvyasanamAM je vyaya thatuM hatuM tene bacAva thaye. sadbuddhine AvavAne avakAza maLyo. tethI nItinyAya pUrvaka vartana karavAthI sukhI thaye. temaja dharma karavAnI jIjJAsAthI, devAdhidevanI upAsanA karavAthI dharmadhyAnamAM ArUDha thaye. mATe he mahAnubhAva? jema tema bAI pIne kulyA karo nahi. tamArA zarIrane to vicAra kare. AtmikaguNono AvirbhAva karavA mATe prayatna karaze te bahu sArU thaze. tathA keTalAka, nyAya, vyAkaraNa vigerene abhyAsa karI paMDite thAya che. teone paNa jJAnane kepha For Private And Personal Use Only

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232 caDhayo hovAthI kulI phUlI pharyA kare che. ane manamAM mAne che ke amArA jevA keI buddhimAna jagatamAM che ja nahi. teo paNa potAnA AtmAne bhramaNa, bhUlemAM nAMkhe che. vAdavivAdamAM paDI AtmabhAna bhUle che. satyajJAna kone kahevAya tenuM paNa bhAna rahetuM nathI tethI Atmasiddhi kevA prakAre upalabdha thAya tene khyAla kyAMthI Ave!teo phakta pitAnI paMDitAInA jore paisA meLavavAmAM ja maggala banela hoya che. tethI teo paNa aMte ArtadhyAnana ge halakI gatine prApta karI bahu duHkhone bhagave che. jo ke prApta thaela pisAnA ge, putra, patnI, parivAra vigere khuzI thaIne abhinaMdana, sAbAzI Ape che. paNa teo dharmadhyAnanA abhAve je kaSTa bhogave che. temAM bhAga paDAvatA nathI. AzvAsana Ape tethI kAMI kaSTa ochuM thatuM nathI. mATe vipatti, saMkaTanA duHkhane dUra karavA mATe paMDitAInI sArthakatA karavA, temaja A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM parabhAvane tyAga karavA AtmadharmamAM rahevAnI jarUra che. tethI ja paMDitAI saphalatAne sAdhe che. ane zAtA rahe che. tathA zrImaMta dhanADhayanI vAta te zI karavI! te te dhananA ghenamAM kulyA pharatA hovAthI ane mAlamalIdAmAM magna banela, evA teo sIdAtA svAmI baMdhuo sAme najara paNa karatA nathI. kadAcita svAmIbhAI kaMI levA mATe Avela hoya te tene ughaDe laI kahevA maMDI paDe che ke, zarIra te majabuta che. jAtamahenata kema karate nathI! ane mArI pAse madada mAgavA AvI lAge che. jA. jAtamahenata kara. Avela bhAI kahe che ke, dhaMdhe, For Private And Personal Use Only

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(33 vyApAra karavAnI mArI pAse muDI nathI. te kevI rIte jAtamahenata pUrvaka vyApAra karuM ! mATe se base rUpiyA Apa. kamAyA pachI tamane pAchA ApIza. tamee Apela madadane eLavIza nahi. A mujaba kahetAM paNa te badhIra banela hoya nahi zuM ? tema tenuM kathana sAMbhaLatA nathI. ane pAchA mokale che. paraMtu jyAre te zrImaMtane kaI sabhAnA pramukha banAvI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karavAmAM Ave ke, tame dAtA che. tathA kRtajJa, samayajJa che. tyAre babara kulAI hajAra, be hajAra agara lAkha, be lAkha ApavA taiyAra thAya. teone kaI prazaMsA karanAra maLe to joI lo. temanI kulAI? AvA dhanADhayo pitAnuM ke pArakAnuM kevI rIte kalyANa kare. sarve zrImate evA hotA nathI. keTalAka bhAgyazAlIe te prazaMsA, prasiddhine tyAga karI zakya teTale sAdharma bujhargane tathA dhArmikene sahAro ApI AgaLa vadhAre che. ane niSkAma bhAve sevA bhakti kare che. AvA zrImate kulAtA nathI. paNa namratAdi guNone dhAraNa karI svaparanuM hita sAdhe che. teo sagAMvahAlAM vigerene khoTA mAnatA nathI. paraMtu AtmAthakI para mAnatA hovAthI teone svajana upara vadhAre mamatva hotuM nathI. tethI AlokanI ane paralokanI sukhanI abhilASA na hovA chatAM satya sukhazAtA svayameva hAjara thAya che. mATe sadgurU kahe che ke, bhale kuTuMba kabIle sAro mAne, paNa mamatvane dhAraNa karI mArA mATe mAnaze nahi. tAre, tamAre kuTuMba kabIlo te, upazama, viveka ane saMvara, For Private And Personal Use Only

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34 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nirA vigerene sAdhavAmAM che. ke, jethI AtmavikAsa sadhAya ane anukrame paramapadanI prApti thAya. nahitara cAre gatimAM paribhramaNa karavAnA duHkhada vakhata Avaze. A mujaba upadezane mAnI keTalAka mahAzayA, mamatvanA, ahuMkArAdikanA tyAga karI svaparanA kalyANa kAmI bane che. dhanAdika vidyamAna hAte te paNa phulAtA nathI, paNa saralatA dhAraNa karI meAkSamArge saMcare che. paraMtu keTalAka tA evA hoya che ke je je AMkhe dekhe tene sArU mAnI, tenA saMgraha karatA jIvana vyatIta kare che. tene saddagurU kahe che ke, te tAr nathI. bhale sArU mAnI saMgraha karyAM paNa vakhata Ave tyAre khasI janAra che. tArU tArI pAse samIpamAM ja che. tene oLakha ? kAyAmAM rahelA AtmA, kAyAthI nyArA che. temaja mAyA kahetAM dhana, mana, putra, patnI, parivArathI paNa nyArA. che. judo che. mAyA ane kAyAnI sAravAra karavAmAM ghaNeA amulya vakhata vItAvyo. paNa temAM rahelanI sabhALa lIdhI. nahi. tethI ja te cAra gatinA cakAramAM paribhramaNa karavAnuM ja rahyuM. mhoTA mahelanI dareka varSe agara dararoja dekharekha rAkhI. paraMtu te mahelamAM rahela pAtanI dekharekha karI nahi. jenI vidyamAnatAye sarva kriyAo karI zakAya che. tenA tarapha najara karI nahi. phakta khArthe rahela maMgalAnI sAra saMbhALa karI. AnaMdamAM mahAlyA karyuM. te AnaMda kAM sudhI raheze ! tenA paNa vicAra karyo nahi. phakta AtmAthI para, je vastuo, jevI ke, dhana, dhAnya, dhAtu vigerenI mamatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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235 ' karI. tethI zeA lAbha thaze. te vastuone prApta karavAmAM temaja teonuM rakSaNa karavAmAM cintA, saMrakSaNAnukha dhI raudra dhyAna karI, AtmA upara mamatvanA cage adhika malInatA coMTADI. tethI je IcchA ane AzA hatI te adhurI rahI. have pUrI karavI hAya teA tana, mana, dhanAdikathI nyArA AtmAne barAbara gurUgamadvArA oLakhI, je malInatAnA AvaraNe AvyA che. tene dUra karavA atizaya vI, balane kAravA, vastrAdika jyAre malIna thAya che tyAre eka ghaDI paNa sApha karavA vilaMba karatA nathI. tenu kAraNa e che ke, te melA kapaDAM tamAne pasadgha, rUcikara thatA nathI. teA pachI te malInatAnA jJAtA, ane draSTA evA AtmAnI malInatA kema gamatI haze ? pasada paDavI joie nahi. eka yuvAnanI mAphaka eka yuvAnane maLelA anukula parivAra upara atIva prema hatA. parivAra paNa yuvAna upara ghaNI prIti rAkhatA. sahaja mAthu duHkhavA Ave tyAre ghaNA valApAta karavA pUrvaka kahevAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nahi ke, bhAI ! tArU mastaka du:khe che. tethI amAne ghaNA saMtApa thAya che. tArA badale amArU maratA du:khe te bahu sArU. putra, patnI, mAtApitA tathA anya sagAMvahAlAMnI saMbhALa rAkhavAnI te cintA karatA hAya che tyAre parivAra kahe che ke, tame cintAtura bane nahi. tamArI cintAthI ame haiyAmAM khaLI marIe chIe. A mujaba punaH punaH kahetA heAvAthI yuvAnane ghaNA prema thAya che. ane manamAM mAne che ke, sahaja cintA thatAM agara kaSTa For Private And Personal Use Only

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236 paDatAM patnI, mAtApitA aDadhA aDadhA thaI jAya che. A prema ajaba che. AvI prIti anya kuTuMbamAM dekhavAmAM AvatI nathI. mATe A saghaLA parivAra duHkhamAM, asahya vedanAmAM bhAga paDAvaze. tethI pIDAe AchI thaze. Ama dhAraNA rAkhI adhikAdhika sAra sa`bhAra karavAmAM yuvAna khAmI rAkhatA nathI. paNa mamatvanA ceAge premane dhAraNa karanAra A bhAI sAhebane khabara nathI ke, A saghaLA piravAra phakta AdhA sana ApI rahela che. paNa kaSTamAM ke pIDA thatI hoya tyAre leza mAtra te duHkhanI bhAgIdArI karatA nathI. A vastu te pAte sAkSAt anubhave che. chatAM mAhamAyAnA baMdhananA ceAge tenA AtmAnI sAra, saMbhALa rAkhatA nathI. kathA kAraNe Adhi, vyAdhi. viDa'khanA vigere AvIne vaLage che tenI te bhAine mAluma nathI. ke, ATheya karmonA vaLagADathI A saghaLA pIDAo, cintAe upasthita thAya che. te karmone haDAvavA yuvAnImAM prayAsa karUM. Atmika guNAmAM prema rAkhu " Atmika guNAmAM prIti rAkhavAthI Adhi, vyAdhi vigere dUra bhAge che ane ananya prakAzane pragaTa bhAva thAya che." AvA vicAro A mamatvavALAne Ave kalyAMthI ? te tA piravAranA pASaNamAM prayatna karI rahela che ane cintAe paNa karyA kare che. eka divase upAzraye Avela avA tene gurUdeve kahyuM ke, are bhalA? pratyAkhyAna, vyAkhyAna vige mATe kema AvatA nathI. teNe kahyuM. putra, patnI, mAtApitA vigere svajana vargane mArA upara ghaNA prema che. sahaja For Private And Personal Use Only

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237 cintAtura banatA paNa teo atIva kaSTa anubhave che. duHkhI thAya che. eTale temanA pAlana piSaNamAM huM Asakta thayela hovAthI AvI zakAtuM nathI. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, tane duHkha thatAM teo duHkhI thAya che. paNa bhAga paDAvatA te nathI ne ? teo duHkhI thAya che te neharAgane laIne ? mATe tAre pAlana piSaNa karavuM. paNa dharmanI ArAdhanA bhUlavI nahi. pratyAkhyAna karavA tathA vyAkhyAna saMbhALavA paNa tAre upAzraye AvavuM joIe. te bhAIe kahyuM ke, neharAgAdikathI AvI zakAtuM nathI. gurUmahArAje kahyuM ke, te rAga paNa jyAM sudhI tuM pAlana poSaNa kare che tyAMsudhI jANa. ane pitAnA prANa upara jyAre vAta Avaze tyAre khasI jatAM vilaMba karaze nahi. yuvAne kahyuM ke, maraNa vakhate paNa teo prANa ApavA taiyAra che. mATe kevI rIte rAga mUkI zakAya ? alyA ? A. tane bramaNa thaI che nA ! sAcI bane che. ghaNI vakhate cintAtura banatA, agara vyAdhi AvatAM teo kahe che ke, amane vyAdhi thAya te bahu sArU? ThIka che. A saghaLuM bolavAmAM che. tAre neharAgAdikanI parIkSA karavI hoya te tane prANAyAmane abhyAsa karAvuM. A mujaba gurUdeve kahyA. pachI prANAyAmano sArI rIte abhyAsa karI mastake betraNa kalAka prANane sthira karavA lAge tyAre gurUdeve kahyuM ke, gharamAM vyAdhinuM bahAnuM kADhI, pathArImAM suIne mastake prANa sthira karaje. pachI kevI bInA bane che te khyAlamAM rAkhaje. A pramANe gharamAM prANAyAma vaDe prANe mastake sthira karIne te suI gaye. tethI parivAra AvIne puche che ke bhAI? tane For Private And Personal Use Only

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228 zuM thAya che! javAba na maLavAthI teo cintAtura banyA. upacAro karavA lAgyA. paNa te bolatA na hovAthI maraNa pAyAnI bhrAnti thaI tethI raDAroDa karavA lAgyA. te arasAmAM gurUdeve AvIne kahyuM ke, tame kema raDAroDa karo che! juone mahArAja ? bolAvyo bela nathI. zvAsozvAsa paNa cAlatA nathI. tame koI upacAra karo te bahu sArU. gurUdeve unA pANIthI bharele cAle maMgAvIne kahyuM ke, mArA maMtranA prabhAve jIvata thaze. paNa pANI tenA zarIra upara pheravI A pyAlAnu pANuM jene pIvA Apu tenuM maraNa thAya ? bole ke pIvAne taiyAra che! maraNanA bhayathI sagAMvahAlAM kaMI kaMI bahAnA kADhavA lAgyA. vRddha mAtAne kahyuM ke, tamAre kAtyA eTalA kADhavAnA nathI. bahu bahu te be traNa varSanA mahemAna che. mATe tame A maMtrele pyAle pI jAo to tamAro pyAre putra jIvato thAya. vRddha mAtA kAlAvAlA karavA pUrvaka kahevA lAgyA ke tame kahyuM te ghaNuM sAruM che, paNa tyAMsudhI A vRddhanI sAra-saMbhALa koNa rAkhe! vadhAre varSo chavAya to A vRddhanI behAla dazA thAya. mATe tenA pitAne pIvarAve. pitAe kahyuM ke, have to dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAne vakhata Avyo che. yuvAnImAM ArAdhanA banI zakI nathI. mATe tenI patnIne Apa. te punaH punaH kahe che ke, je tevo vakhata Ave te prANane paNa jatAM karU. A mujaba tenI patnIe kahyuM. ane sAthe kahyuM ke, mArA khoLAmAM dhAvaNuM bALaka che. mAtA vinA A bALaka kevI rIte jIvI zake ! maraNa pAme te vaMzavelo rahe For Private And Personal Use Only

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269 nahi. A mujaba mAtApitA patnI vigere je belI rahyA che te saghaLuM A bhAI sAMbhaLI rahyA che. ane vicAra kare che ke, jagatamAM kaI keInuM che ja nahi. huM rAgane laI bhramaNanI bhUlamAM aTavAye. ane dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI hatI tene tyAga karyo. havethI vyavahArathI sagAMvahAlAMnI sArasaMbhALa karavI. paNa dharmanI ArAdhanAno tyAga karavo nahi ja. A mujaba nirNaya karyo. pachI gurUdeve tenA nikaTanA mAtApitA, patnI vigerene kahyuM ke, tame maMtrele pANIne pAle pitA nathI, to huM pI jAuM, ane tamArA putrane sajIvana karU? he tamArA jevA samarthanuM A kAma che. ame te bhayabhIta banyA. kime kadAca maraNa pAmaze te svarge jazo. ahi paNa tamane sukhazAMti che. tyAM svargamAM paNa sukhazAtA rahevAnI ja. mATe tame ja pAna karo. dekho te kharA. duniyA bIjAnA prANanA bhoge pitAnA prANane bacAva karIne sukha sAhyabImAM jIvana gujAravA dararoja rAmAcI rahela hoya che. "gurUdevane te, te yuvAnane rAga keTale che! ane kyAM sudhI rahe che. te batAvavAnuM ja hatuM. tethI maMtrela mAla pite pIne te yuvAnane kahyuM ke, have ubho thA, A sagAMvahAlA kharAkharIne bela Ave tyAre khasI gayA. have tArU koNa? AtmA sivAya tArU anya koI jagatamAM che nahi. mATe AtmakalyANa sadhAya te mujaba AcaraNa karavI te Avazyaka che. A mujaba upadeza ApI mahArAja upAzraye padhAryA. yuvAnanI paNa bhramaNA bhAgI. ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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240 jalamAM kamala rahe te mujaba mAyA, mamatva, Asaktino tyAga karI vyAvahArika kAryomAM nirlepa rahIne AtmakalyANa sAdhavAmAM taiyAra thaye. vyavahAranA kAryo kare che paNa pratyAkhyAna, vrata, niyama, dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, zubha bhAvanAo bhUlatA nathI. tethI karmonuM dabANa alpa thatuM gayuM. sAthe je malInatA rAganI hatI te paNa ochI thaI. tethI Atma-vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhI AnaMdano anubhava tene AvyA kare che. kadAca pUrva karmanI vAsanAnA ge malInatA Ave te teNIne AtmajJAnanA ge dUra khaseDI mUke che. mATe are manuSyo ? gurUgamane meLavI sarva saMge maLelI vastuothI nyArA evA AtmAne oLakhI tene nirmala karavA taiyAra thAo. AtmA pAMca Indriya tathA manathI parakhAze nahi. kAraNa ke te alakha ane agocara che. je tame nirakhe che te bAhya padArtho che. AtmA nathI. te te sthiratAnA cage ja parakhAya che. jyAM sudhI IndriyanI tathA mananI capalatA che ane te saMga saMbaMdhe maLelA padArthomAM ekAMte sukhanI IcchA ane AzA che tyAMsudhI, anubhava gamya AtmAnI khabara kyAMthI paDe? dunyavI padArtho tathA karelA satyakAryo paNa sthiratA sivAya yAdImAM AvatA nathI. to anAdikAlathI tana, mana, ane vacana dvArA baMdhAela karmone dabANathI, tibhAve rahelA AtmAno anubhava kyAMthI upalabdha thAya? jyAre ritharatAnA yoge te dabANane dUra karavA bala pheravaze tyAre ja te dabANa dUra thatAM anubhava Avato raheze. te For Private And Personal Use Only

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1 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 242 mATe sadgurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, jagatanA padArtho uparathI premane haThAvI AtmAmAM prItine yAjo. buddhinAsAgara, kevalajJAnI evA AtmA, ane vItarAga jInezvara ane atIva pyArA che. ane hAvA joIe. gametevA padArthAnA saMcAge anukulatA prApta thaela hAya te pazu, caMcalatA ane ekAntatA dUra bhAgatI nathI. tethI mAnasika vRttie sArI duniyAmAM doDyA kare che. tethI AtmajJAna, tenA prakAza ane zaktinA pragaTa bhAva thatA nathI. tethI vairAgya, saMvega ane prazamAge, zrI kauzAMkhI nagaranA mahIpAlanA putra sarva virati sayamanI AdhinAmAM parAyaNa anI, vihAra karatAM rAjagRhI nagarInA udyAnamAM kAcAtsage --eTale tana, mana ane dhana-rAjyanA sakalpa vikalpone dUra karavA mATe dhyAnamAM rahelA che, te arasAmAM zrI zreNika narezvara rAjavADI-sahelagAhe nIkaLyA che. dhyAnamAM rahelA te munivaya ne temaNe puchyuM ke, are mahAmuni ? yuvAnImAM sayamanI ArAdhanAmAM kema tatpara anyA che ! zarIra tejasvI tathA khalavAna che. A avasthAmAM te bhAgavilAsA karavA joie. tenA badale tenA tyAga karI kaThIna sayama kema Adaryo che? munIzvare kahyuM ke, mAro kAi nAtha, ceAga-kSema karanAra naheAte. tethI ja sarva viratirUpa saMyamanI ArAdhanAmAM parAyaNa anya chuM. narezvare kahyuM ke, tamAro nAtha kAi dAya nahi to huM yoga-kSema karanAra nAtha anu ? ane je je sAdhanAnI jarUra hAya te te hAjara karU. khele! zI icchA For Private And Personal Use Only

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242 che? munimahArAje kahyuM ke, are nRpati tame paNa anAtha che. je anAtha hAya te nAtha kevI rIte banI zake ? tamArI pAse sAmrAjya che. tenuM rItasara pAlana karo che. ane bhega vilAsAmAM mahAlyA karo che paNa mana, tanAdikanI caMcalatA tA dUra bhAgI che! sthiratA AvI che? kahe! nahI ja. jyAMsudha sthiratA Ave . nahi tyAMsudhI anAtha ja kahevAya. nAtha kAre khanAya ke, sthiratAnA cege mehamamatA rAga-dveSanI jaMjAla khase ane AtmAnA guNeAmAM layalIna khanAya. tyAre pote peAtAnA nAtha banavA samartha thAya. zreNika mahArAje kahyuM ke, evI sthiratA mane maLI nathI, to tame paNa anAtha ja che. tethI tame kevI rIte nAtha banaze ? nahi aneA, munivaye kahyuM ke, tame je je sAdhana sAmagrI hAjara karavAnI IcchA darzAve che. te saghaLI sAdhana sAmagrI mArI pAse hAjara hatI. kauzAMbI nagarInA nareza, mahIpAla mArA pitAjI thAya che. je je IcchA mujaba huM mAgaNI karU te te hAjara karatA. kaI khabatanI khAmI rAkhatA nahi. mAtAjInA sneharAga ghaNA hatA. gharamAM gorI, patnI guNIyala hatI. nAkara cAkara, chIMka khAtAM khamAkhamA kahetA, pANI mAgatA svajana varga dudha hAjara karatAM. keI khAbatamAM khAmI hatI nahi. paNa mAnasika caMcalatAnA yege sukhazAtA rahetI nahAtI. svajana varga sukhazAtA rahe te mATe ghaNI takedArI rAkhatA. tethI hu evu mAnatA ke have mane kayAre paNa vyAdhi naDaze nahi. paraMtu eka vakhata evuM anyuM ke, cakSuemAM vyAdhi thavAthI atizaya pIDA thavA lAgI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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243 tethI khAvA pIvAnuM paNa pasaMda paDatuM nahotuM. temaja koI sukhazAtA puche te paNa khIjavAI jatA. jo ke mAtapitAe ghaNA upacAra karyA. chatAM te paDI gaI nahi. temaja kaI paNa svajana varga paDAno bhAga paDAve nahi. kAramI pIDA ekalA meM pite sahana karI. tethI nirNaya karyo ke, dukha Ave chate koI paNa bhAga paDAvatuM nathI. mATe A je pIDA, duHkhAdi AvIne upasthita thAya che tenuM mULa kAraNa te karmo ja che. mATe te karmone TALavA prayatna kare jarUrI che. te karmo, saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhana karyA sivAya khase ema nathI. A mujaba vicAra karavA pUrvaka nirNaya karyo ke, A pAMDA je naSTa thAya te bIje divase saghaLI mAyA, mamatAno tyAga karI saMyamamAM tatpara banuM. AvI suMdara bhAvanA ane vicAraNAnA ge pIDA zAMta thaI. tethI bIje divase zurU pAse gamana karI dIkSA lIdhI. jo ke mAta, pitAne gharamAM rAkhavAne ghaNo Agraha hato. paNa gRhapaNAmAM karmone TALavA huM kyAMthI samartha banIza! samartha banI zakIza nahi. tethI he Nika mahArAjA? saddaguru pAse samyagra jJAna meLavI saMyamanI ArAdhanA karU chuM. A mujaba zravaNa karI nRpati ati harSAtura banI, namana-vaMdana karIne pAchA gayA. ane manamAM samajyA ke, ATalI sAhyabI, vaibhava hote paNa huM anAtha chuM. kAraNa ke saMyamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka, Atmika guNane keLavyA nahi. tathA AtmAne oLakhyo paNa nahi. tethI Adhi, vyAdhi ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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244 viDaMbanAo TaLavAnI ja nahi. jyAre AtmAnI oLakhANanA yege ahaM tva, mamatva vigerenI salInatA kharAze tyAre satya sukhazAtA svayameva AvIne hAjara thaze. " gurU paNa pharamAve che ke," anAthI munirAjanI mAphaka sarve jaMjALano tyAga karI, saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karI, ane oLakhaze tyAre ja tamArI phulAI saphala thaze. anyathA deDakAnI mAphaka mahA anarthakArI banaze. mATe ane AtmA khyA che tema tame paNa AtmAmAM pyAra khiI, dunyavI. varatuo maLatAM phulAe nahi. ane AtmajJAna meLavI karmonA kATane kADhavA tatpara bane. jethI janma, jarA ane maraNanI asahya pIDAo raheze nahi. A pramANenA upadezane nahi mAnatA manuSyane upAlaMbha ApatAM punaH sadgurU 19mA padathI kahe che ke, parakhIne lejo nANuM re, A AvyuM uttama TANuM, TaeN Te karatA turata vAramAM, Ave jamanuM ANuM re. parakhI nA huM karIne hasatAM AvyuM, parabhavanuM pastAnuM re, phulaNa phAMphAM mAre zuM tuM, paDatuM raheze bhANa 3. parakhI rA zuM mastAne thaine mahAle, cAlyA lAkha navANuM re, moha mAyAnA vazamAM paDatAM, paDyuM jhAjhamAM kANuM re. parakhI phA For Private And Personal Use Only

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245 mAthe kAla jhapATA vAge, dhaNa zuM uMdhANuM re, thAtAM enrI ALasanA tuM, nanu pAme lhANuM re. parakhI // 4 // prabhune preme kadi na bhajatAM, duHkha vAdaLa patharANu ke, janma jarAnA duHkhaDAM TALe, te tane jogI jANuM re. parakhI yA hA hA karatA varSoM gALe, Atmika dhana bhUlANu re, buddhisAgara cetA cetana, attara gAvA gANu rU. parakhI // 6 // sadgurU mahArAja kahe che ke, anatabhavAmAM nahi maLela eve avasara, TANuM A bhavamAM prApta thaela che. nirogI zarIra, A kSetra, Atmika vikAsanA sAdhanone aNu karanAra dhArmika mAtApitA, tathA sudeva, sugurU vigere prApta thaela che, jo ke manuSyabhava, ana tabhavA paikInA bhavAmAM maLela haze. dunyavI sAdhana sAmagrI maLI haze, zarIre Aragya maLyuM haze, te dvArA meAjamajA karatA haze, tethI tamArI cintA keTalI nAza pAmI ! te te kahA ? sAMsArika sAdhana saMpanatAthI kadApi cintAe TaLatI nathI. paNa vadhe che. A bhavamAM paNa keTalI cintA agara vyAdhi, vipatti dUra thaI. te te tamA jANeA che. ane tame! Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhinI viDaMbanAAne dUra khaseDavA IcchA rAkhyA karo che. te IcchA dunyavI sAdhanAthI khasaze niha mATe sadgurU kahe For Private And Personal Use Only

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246 che ke, A uttama avasara maLe che. ane Adhi, vyAdhi vigerene dUra karavAnA sAdhano puNyayoge prApta thayA che. mATe satya na NuM kahetAM dhana prApta thAya temaja samyagra jJAnapUrvaka cAritra paNa prApta thAya, evA nANAne barobara parakhI saMgraha. karavA pUrvaka, saMrakSaNa karavA cittavRttione thira karajo. te vRttio sthira haze te ja te samyaga jJAna, cAritra rUpI nANuM sacavAze. sAMsArika vilAsa karavA mATe nANuM, dhanAdikane bhegu karaze te vividha viDaMbanA ubhI thavAnI ja. tethI te viDaMbanAnA ge tame dhAre che tevI sukhazAtA raheze nahi. paraMtu aneka athaDAmaNa thavAnI ja. tame kaheze ke dhanAdika dvArA gopabheganI cintA, ratApa vigere raheze nahi. A vAta ThIka che. paraMtu te dvArA ajJAnatA TaLatI nathI. tethI mohamAyAnI Asakti dUra khasatI nathI. tethI pAchI cintA vigerenI viDaMbanA vaLagavAnI ja. kahe ?" tae keTalI Adhi, vyAdhine khaseDI? tame kaheze ke, te khasI ja nathI. to pachI have keTalA bhava sudhI cintA, saMtApa, vyAdhi vigerenI hoLImAM baLavuM che! tene aMta AvavAne ja nathI. mATe dhanAdika nANAne gauNa karavA pUrvaka satya nANuM parakhI le. ane tenuM rakSaNa karavA zakya teTaluM saMyamamAM cittane caTADe. eTale dhanAdika prApta karavAmAM krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha tamane bahu satAvaze nahi. ata eva satya nANAne meLavavAnI vRtti jAgrata thaze. "eka dhanAdikanI AsaktivALAe peTe pATA bAMdhI, sudhA, tarasane For Private And Personal Use Only

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247 sahuna karI ghaNI senAmahore meLavI. tene dararoja joyA karate ne rAjI rAjI thato. ane mAnatA ke A sAcuM nANuM che. saMkaTa, vipatti veLAe khapamAM Avaze. Ama dhAraNA rAkhI sAcavavA khAtara ghaNI kozIza karate. eka divasa te senAmahArone gaNI rahela che te veLAe eka mitra tene maLavA AvyuM. teNe nANAne dekhI pacIza senAmaheronI mAgaNI karI. ane AjIjI pUrvaka kahyuM ke, atyAre mAre ghaNe bhIDa che. mATe tene haTAvavA mATe Apo. thoDA vakhatamAM bharelA mAlane bhAva vadhatAM tane pAchI ApIza. tArA je mitra bhIDanA vakhate sahAro nahi Ape te anya koNa Apaze ? A mujaba AjIjI karI. paNa A bhAI zenA sAMbhaLe? khI "nA" kahI. tethI nirAza banI te mitra cAlyA gaye. evAmAM eka dhUrta mitre potAne ghera jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. AmaMtraNa sAMbhaLI bhAIsAheba khuzI khuzI thaI gayA. ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, AjanuM bhojana kharca bacyuM. A sonAmahoronI mamatAvALAne koIne vizvAsa nahoto. tethI te mahArane begamAM bharI te bega sAthe laI dhUrta mitranA ghera AvIne jamavA lAge. A mitre paNa satkAra, sanmAna vigeremAM khAmI rAkhI nahi. jamavAthAM ghaNe rasa paDavAthI bega kyAM mUkI tenuM bhAna rahyuM nahi. pitAnI pAchaLa mUkelI begane te dhUrta mitra evI saphAIdhI chInavI lIdhI che, tene khyAla tene rahyo nahi. sArI rIte jamI rahyA pachI begane tapAse che. paNa kyAMthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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248 hAthamAM Ave! sAthe lAvela bega koNa laI gayuM? A mujaba belatAM dhUrta kahevA lAgyuM ke, ahiMthI keNa laI jAya ! tame sAthe lAvyA ja nahi ho. tamane sAthe lAvyAnI bramaNa thaI che. agara rasavatImAM ghaNe AnaMda paDavAthI bhUlI gayA lAgo che. A pramANe sAMbhaLI bhAIsAheba vilA mukhe pitAnA ghera gayA. ane paritApa karavA lAgyA. A dhUrtane ghera jamavA gaye na hota te sArU thAta. have tene adhika kahI zakAya ema nathI. vadhAre kahIzuM te avaLe bAjhaze. arere pelA mitrane mAgyA mujaba sahAro ApI zakyo nahi. temaja lebhane laI sanmArge vAparI zakAyuM nahi. have pachI prApta thaela pisA parathI Asaktine tyAga karI, Atmahita sadhAya tema jarUra karavuM joIe. ane karIza. jethI sAcuM nANuM maLe che, te nANAne keIpaNa chInavI levA samartha banaze nahi. A pramANe samajaNanA gharamAM AvI AtmakalyANanA mArge musAphara banyuM. ane satya jJAna mejavI sukhI thaye. tyAre keTalAka mugdha mANase ISTa vastuone viga thatAM agara ke I mANasa teone chInavI agara baLajabarIthI laI jatAM gurUdeva kahe che ke, jIvana paryaMta Te 2 Te karavA lAge che eTale saMtApa, paritApadi karavA lAge che. paNa yamarAjAnI noTIsa Ave te jAgato paNa nathI. dAMta saghaLA paDI gayA heya, AMkhe dekhAtuM hoya nahi. zarIra asatata banyuM hoya ane lAkaDInA Teke ubhuM thavAtuM hoya te paNa Te Te Te mukatuM nathI. vale pAtAdikane tyAga For Private And Personal Use Only

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249 karI Atmahita sAdhatuM nathI. eTalAmAM AyuSya khatama thayu. ane paraloke sidhAvyA. kahe zuM laI gayA? karelA vikalponI vAsanA sAthe gaI. vaLI keTalAka, zarIre balavAna hAya, svajanavarga vigere anukula hoya, temaja sArI rIte AvakanA mege vilAsa karatA hoya, tyAre madaghelA banI potAnAthI utaratA darajajAnA mANasenI hAMsI karatA hoya che. paNa jyAre teonI pAse kaI madadanI mAgaNI karavA Ave tyAre huM huM huM karavA pUrvaka tochaDA vacane kahI upekSA karatA hoya che. ane hAMsI karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. paNa parabhavanuM pastAnuM thatA cetatA nathI. jIvanaparyata hAMsI karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. have parabhavamAM prayANa karavAnI taiyArI thaI che. mATe lAva, kAMIka paNa zubha kArya, karI sAthe laI jauM. evI bhAvanA paNa thatI nathI. AvA manuSyanA vicAra paNa sArA kyAMthI hoya? eka zrImaMta, lakSmInA ghenamAM koI mANasa sArA kAma mATe dhananI mAgaNI karavA lAge ke, duHkhI dInane uddhAra karavA rUpiyAnI madada karo. ema kahe tyAre tenI hAMsI karatA kahetA ke, tamArI pAse kayAM ochuM che ke, mArI pAse mAgaNI karavA Avela che. vAha vAha, pitAnA paisAnuM rakSaNa karavuM che. ane AvA sArA kAma mATe bIjA pAse mAgaNI karavI che. tame kevA kalAbAja che! Avela kahe che ke, amArI saMpatti mujaba pisA bharAvyA che. paNa ATalAthI uddhAranuM kAma banI zake nahi. tethI temane zrImAna jANuM tamArI pAse For Private And Personal Use Only

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250 AvavuM paDayuM che. thoDA pisA, rUpiyAthI kAma saratuM hoya te bIje kaNa mAgaNI kare? mATe hAMsIne mukI tamArI zakti pramANe TIpamAM bharAvo. lIdhA ninA ahiMthI jaIza nahi. bhale pachI game tema bolo ! A dhanADhaye jANyuM ke, have A lapa javAnuM nathI. mATe bahAra sAruM dekhAya te mujaba yukti karavI. are bhAI AvatI kAle Avaje. tamane rAjI rAjI karIza. bIje divase A paragaju bhAI AvyuM tyAre kahyuM ke, ame keLavelI ane kuzaLa bIlADI tamane. ApavAmAM Ave che. tene vecavAthI je rUpiyA Ave te TIpamAM lakhaje. A bIlADIne dekhI uMdara nAsI jAya che. uMdara vastro kApI zakatA nathI. kherAkI paNa ochI khAya che. mATe lenArA ghaNA rUpiyA ApIne jarUra laI jaze. manamAM ochuM lAvaze nahi. A mujaba sAMbhaLIne svayaMsevake kahyuM ke, zrImAn zeTha! have vRddhAvasthA AvI che. parabhavamAM prayANa karavAnI taiyArImAM che. AvI hAMsI karatA karatA maraNa tamene mukta karavAnuM nathI. mATe kAMI bharAvo. zeThe kahyuM ke, hajAra rUpiyA TIpamAM lakhAvuM. bharAvelA rUpiyAne dekhI bIjA paisAdAra TIpamAM ghaNI sArI rakama bharAve. paNa TIpamAM je lakhela che te sujaba devAnA nahi. samajyA ? A svayaM sevaka nirAza banIne pAche gaye. ane manamAM sama ke, zeThane dhanamAM ghaNI Asakti che. tethI bIjA pAse javuM te ucita che. dhanADhya zeTha paNa mahamamatA, ahaMkAranA saMskArone sAthe laI moTe gAma gayA. kaho. zuM ! eka vAlanI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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251 viTI paNa sAthe laI gayA? punaH gurUdeva kahe che ke, dunyavI sAdhana sAmagrI anukula maLela hoya che. tyAre pApa bhIrutAne temaja bhavabharUtAno tyAga karI, game tyAM gamana karI kulaNa banavA pUrvaka sukha khAtara phaphA mAre che. koInI hita zIkhAmaNa mAnato nathI. ane bhega upabheganA vilAsAmAM mastAna banela che. paNa kyAre khAtAM khAtAM ane rasavatInA svAdamAM bharela bhANuM paDatuM rahe che. ane raheze. tenI khabara paDaze nahi. aNacinta kALa, keLa karI jaze. mATe mastAnA thaIne mahAle nahi. tamArA jevA vilAsa karatA lAkho, kare, harSaghelAe, jamatAM jamatAM, hasatAM hasatAM, tALI detAM maraNa pAmyA che ane pAmaze. eka dhanADhyane putra thayA pachI cintA vadhI. tethI sAdhana saMpanna hote chate paNa adhika dhananI AzAe lAkho rUpiyAnuM karI ANuM vahAlA jhIjhamAM bharI dariyA mArge gamana karI rahela che. manamAM harSano pAra nathI. ghaNu kamANI karIne AvIza te patnI, putrAdika, sukhazAMtimAM divase gujaraze. ane cintA jevuM kAMI raheze nahi ame paNa sArI rIte prasiddha banIzuM. dareka samudAya mArI salAha levA Avaze. ane dareka sabhAomAM pramukha tarIke sthApana thaIza. AvI AvI AzAomAM rAcAmAcI rahela che. tevAmAM bharadariye utpAta jAge. vAyare paNa tephAne caDhyo. caDhI Avela vAdaLAmAMthI vijaLIonI paNa garjanA thavA lAgI. vahANa, vAyarAnA jhapATAthI be be, traNa traNa, hAtha AkA For Private And Personal Use Only

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2para zamAM uMce uchaLI nIce paTakAvA lAgyuM. tevAmAM vahANa kharAbe paTakAI paDavAthI jhAjhamAM kANuM paDayuM. ane kANAM paDavAthI, pANI bharAela hovAthI, bharapUra vastuothI bharela vahANa dariyAnA taLe jaI beThuM. mAla te gaye. paNa jIvananuM jokhama AvI lAgyuM. aphasosa, paritApane pAra rahe nahi. AyuSyano balI hovAthI eka pATIyuM hAthamAM AvyuM. sAgara tarIne kinAre AvyA. paNa lAkha rUpiyAne mAla, dariyAmAM DUbI gaela hovAthI haiyAmAM ghaNo AghAta thaye. AzAonI sAthe hRdaya baMdha paDavAthI tyAMja maraNa pAmI, halakI gatinuM bhAjana banyuM. A pramANe aneka dhanAlyone paNa bane che. vividha prakAre, keInI IcchA, AzA pUrNa thatI nathI. mATe dareka prANIone judA judA prakAre maraNa zaraNa thavuM paDe che. maraNa keIne pasaMda nathI. tethI maraNane bhaya darekane hoya che. tyAre samyajJAnI kahe che ke, meha mamatAnI nidrAno tyAga karI jAgrata thAo. ane mRtyunI bhIti hoya te janma dhAraNa kare paDe nahi te mATe adhika prayatna kare. AtmadharmanI prApti mATe prayAsa karaze te cheDA bhAmAM maraNane bhaya raheze nahi. paraMtu dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM ALasu, edI banI uMdhyA karaze ane sAMsArika viSaya vilAso khAtara mahAra karyA karaze te, narakanuM lahANuM lezo. eTale te sthale eka ghaDI paNa sukhazAtA prAyaH raheze nahi. kadAca pazu, paMkhI thaze agara manuSyabhava pAmaze te paNa dukhanA, vipattionA vAdaLothI gherAvuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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53 paDaro. mATe prabhunA guNNA gAvAnA abhAve, mAyA ahaMkAranuM ghera vadhavAnuM ja. tenA yoge prabhunI bhakti, sevA, ane AjJAmAM citta cATaze nahi. mATe cetI. AtmadharmomAM cittane cAMTADe. ke, jethI vipattinA vAdaLe khasI jAya. have vipattinA vAdaLene dUra karavA mATe eka duHkha garbhita mANase tapa tapavA mAMDayuM. kAI vakhate sU` sanmukha anI tenA tApa lIdhA kare che. kei veLAe peAtAnI AgaLa pAchA pacAgnine saLagAvI tApa le che. tethI zarIra sUkAya che teA kharUM. paNa, viSaya kaSAyanA rasa sukAtA nathI tapa karI rahyA pachI bhIkSA mAgavA jatAM. jayAre kai peAtAne anukula bhikSA Ape nahi, tyAre A yAgIne kodha uchaLe che. paNa gRhasthAne te zuM karI zake ? kAi velAe anukula bhikSA maLatAM A ceAgI ha`ghelA banI, bhAjana karyA pachI calamamAM gAMjo bharI dama lagAve che. AvI rIte karavAthI tameA kaheA ke, vipattinA vAdaLA dUra jAya ke, pAse ne pAse ja rahe ? AvA yAgIne gurUdeva kahe che ke, A mujaba vana karatA duHkharUpI vAdaLa dUra khasaze nahi. ane janma, jarA ane maraNanI vipattio dUra bhAgaze nahi. jo tame janma, jarA ane maraNanI vipattiAne TALavA mATe sAcA saMyama grahaNa karo tA, kharA, sAcA yAgI mAnuM. tame " hA hA " karo che. paNa Atmika dhana lUMTAya che tene khyAla che ? Atmika dhana lUMTAya to A tamArI tapasyA tathA yAgIpaNuM. vRthA jAya. mATe byasana, krodhAdikanA tyAga karI sAcA sayamanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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254 ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thAze. hA hA karatAM ghaNA varSo vyatIta thayA. paNa satya yAgIpaNuM Avyu nahi. mATe ceAgIpaNAne saphala karavA have kayAre taiyAra thaze! ! sadgurU kahe che ke, huM cetana cetIne antaramAM AtmAnuM gANuM gAme. ke, jethI ahaMkArTa, mamatAnA vicAro ane vikAro dUra bhAge. ane je vikalpa thatA hoya te zAMta thAya. AvI anaMtI kamANI karavAnI meAsama punaH punaH prApta thavI duHzakya che. mATe Atmahita sAdhavA lakSa devAnI jarUra che. dunyavI sukhanI AzAmAM dhAela prANIone, AzArUpI beDIthI te badhAela hAvAthI, svapne paNa sukha maLatuM nathI. chatAM te sukha meLavavA dararoja mathI rahyA che. paraMtu te viSaya kaSAyanA tyAga karavA pUrvaka, AtmAnA guNAne rItasara eLakhI, temAM lInatA, sthiratA dhAraNa kare te sukhanI AzA purI thAya. ane tenI duHkhanI eDI tUTe. eka rAjAnI pAse, nadImAM taNAtA pAkA khIjorAne grahaNa karI, koI mANase bheTa tarIke mukayu. rAjAe te bIjorAnuM rUpa ane sugadha jANI AnaMda pUrvaka sabhAmAM khAvA mAMDayuM. ghaNI mIThAza AvavAthI ane tenA rasamAM Asakta manavAthI sabhAmAM rahela sabhyane kahyuM ke, dararoja Avu' pakava jorU tame lAvI Ape, sabhAmAMnA eka zANAe kahyuM ke, AvA bIjorAnI vADI che. te, yakSa adhiSThita hAvAthI, keAI levA jAya tyAre te maraNa pAme che. mATe te lAvavAmAM maraNanu' pUrepUrUM okhama che. mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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255 bIjorAnI vAta mukI de, prajAjanone maraNanA jokhamamAM nAMkhI svAda levo te nRpatinuM kartavya nathI. paNa svAdamAM Asakta banela te rAjA zeno mAne? basa, mArI AjJA mAnI nagaramAMthI eka jaNa haMmezA te phaLa levA jAya ane barU nadImAM nAkhe. pachI amo maMgAvI laIzuM. rAjAne ati kAgraha hovAthI prajAjanee cIThThI lakhI eka bhAjanamAM nAMkhI. jenuM nAma Ave te levA jAya. A mujaba prajAjane e nirNaya karyA bAda, eka mANasa ke jenA nAmanI cIThThI nIkaLela che te levA jAya che. vADImAMthI eka bIjerU laI nadImAM nAMkhe che. te ja veLAe kSaya tene mArI nAkhe che. rAjA sevaka dvArA nadImAMthI tene maMgAvI, khAIne khuzI thAya che. "sattAdhArI, nirdaya, rAjA vigerene bhAna hotuM nathI ke, prajAnA, mANasanA bhAge peTa bharavuM te pApa che. tethI puNya mArga kyAMthI sujhe? sujhe nahi. A mujaba eka mANasanA ge rAjA pApI peTa bharI khuzI thAya che. A mujaba cAlatAM eka vratadhArInI cIThThI nIkaLI. te javA taiyAra thayo. teNe tenI ArAdhanA karI AtmavikAsa sAdhela hovAthI nirbhaya banI, paMcaparameSThinuM smaraNa karavA pUrvaka sarva jIvone khamavI, moTA vare navakAra gaNatA gaNatA vADImAM praveza karyo. yakSe te navakAra maMtra sAMbhaLI, vicAra karatAM prathama bhavanI yAdi AvI. tethI te pastAvo karavA lAgyo ke, prathama bhAvamAM saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karI nahi. meha mamatAmAM mastAna banyuM. tethI yakSano bhava For Private And Personal Use Only

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56 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pAmI, tevA saMskAranA yeAge dararoja bIorU levA Ave tene mArI nAMkhuM chu. A hatyA karI halakI gatinu bhAjana anIza, sArU thayuM ke, A puNyazAlIne atre AvI navakAra maMtra gaNatAM me sAMbhaLyA. Ave! maMtra gaNunAra atre koi AvyuM nahi. je AvyA te paritApa, saMtApa, leApAta karatAM AvyA. tethI mane bhAna rahyuM nahi. A bhAgyazAlI nirbhaya banavA pUrvaka AvI navakAra maMtra gaNe che. ane A maMtrathI me' je sarva pApA pharela che te nAza pAmaze. mATe huM paNa A maMtra gaNuM. ane tenA arthanI vicAraNA karu. vicAra karatAM te samajAya che ke, A navakAra maMtra koI pakSanA che nahi. game te mANasa tene gaNI zake che. vizvavyApaka che. A mujaba vicAra karatAM puNyayeAge zraddhAe AvI nivAsa karyAM, jInadAsa zrAvakane te yakSa kahe che ke, Aja tame mArA gurU che. vAre vAre A maMtra gaNatAM me' sAMbhaLyo. ane pahelA bhavanI yAdi AvI. mane khyAla Avyo ke, sarva pApeAne haThAvanAra jo koI hAya tA, samyagajJAna pUrvaka a5ela navakAramaMtra che. tethI tane jApa karavAthI AtmavikAsa sadhAya che. ane saghaLI IcchAo ane AzAe pUrNa thAya che. tameAe AtmAnnati karI. tethI huM ghaNuMA khuzI thaela jI. mATe tame je kahe te arpaNa karavA taiyAra . jInadAse kahyu ke, navakAramaMtranA jApathI je joI e te prApta thayuM che. paNa mAMgaNI eTalI che ke, je mANasa je bIjArU levA tArI vADImAM Ave che tene mArI nAMkhavA * For Private And Personal Use Only

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257 nahi. rasAsvAdamAM rAjAne bhAna rahela nathI. tethI eka eka mANasane haMmezAM mokale che. ane tuM mArI nAMkhe che. deva thaIne tenI hatyA karavI te yaMgya nathI. tamAre to tenA upara karUNA karavI. ane bIjorU levA devuM. ATalI ja mAgaNI che. puNyazAlI tamArA jevA to je mAge te ApIne khuzI thAya che. ane parepakAra karavA pUrvaka punya bAMdhe che. tame paNa kAMIka puNyage yakSadeva thayA che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI yakSadeve kahyuM ke, havethI keI A vADImAM Avaze tene mArI nAMkhIza nahi. sukhethI phala laI jAya, paraMtu tame kaI vakhata atre Avaje. AnaMda paDaze. ane mane adhika samyagrajJAnane lhAvo maLaze. vadhAre zuM kahuM? le ! A bIjorAM tame vAparaje. ane rAjAne Apaje. jInadAse te phalene laIne rAjAne arpaNa karyA. Azcarya pAmI nRpe puchayuM ke, tame kevI rIte jIvatA AvyA. A phala levA je je gayA te te maraNa pAmyA che. zrAvaka, jInadAse kahyuM ke, rajan? huM vratadhArI hovAthI dararoja navakAra maMtrane jApa be ghaDI paNa karyA sivAya anyatra gamana karatA nathI. tethI samayAbhAve, A maMtra rastAmAM gaNato gaNate vADImAM gaye. yakSadeve sAMbhaLe. prathamanuM tene smaraNa thayuM. saMyamanI ArAdhanA thaI na hovAthI pastAvo karI mArI pAsethI te maMtra teNe lIdhe. ane vicAraNA karI. ke, A maMtra badhA pApone nAza karanAra hovAthI te ghaNe khuzI thaye. ane kahyuM ke, A maMtra te vizvavyApaka che. je koI ene jApa zakti mujaba kare hoya ane te ghaNe khu ne ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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258 jAya che. A mujaba kahIne mane je kAI phUla levA te tenA diratA dUra mAgaNI karavAnuM kahyuM. meM kahyuM ke, Ave tene tAre mArI nAMkhavo niha. A ja mAgaNI che. teNe khuzI thaine mAnyuM. ane kahyuM ke, AjathI keine mArIza nahi. A pramANe kahI gurU tarIke svIkArI mane A bIjorA arpaNa karyo. mATe sukhethI tenA svAda lo. rAjA A pramANe jInadAsanuM kahevuM sAMbhaLI vicAra karavA lAgyA. mArA lIdhe ja mANasA maraNa pAmyA che; tenu pApa mane pazu atizaya lAgyuM che. mATe A pApane nivAravA huM navakAramaMtra gaNI nila thAuM. maMtranA jApa nirantara japI, rAjA nimala thayeA. jInadAsane dhaNA lhAvA maLyo. te lhAvo evo ke bhavobhavanI bhAvaTa bhAge evo. mATe dunyavI vastuAnI AsaktinA tyAga karI tathA Te Te)nA tyAga karI tathA hai... hai' haiM karavA pUrvaka hasavAnuM mukta karI, AtmAnA guNAnuM gAna, smaraNu nididhyAsana karo. jethI bhavAlava Atmahita sadhAya, ane anaMta bhavAmAM bhaTakavAnuM, TIcAvAnuM baMdha thAya. tamArA jevA, gaNI zakAya nahi tevA khetazvetAmAM joDIA hatA te paNa cAlyA gayA. tene patto paNa nathI. A mujaba sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara surIzvarajI kumAvatAM 20 mA padmanA kAvya dvArA zIkhAmaNa Ape che. (cete te cetAvuM tane re pAmara prANI, e-rAga ) jotAM jotAM cAlyA gayA re joDIyA tArA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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259 ramaNika raDhIyALA, raMge rUDA rUpALA, marI gayA bahu vahAlA re. jeDIyA tArA nA khamAkhamAM jenI thAtI, jaga ANa vartAtI, cAlyA parabhava vATe re. joDIyA tArA rA jutAM bUTa paherI cAlyA, vyabhicArI thaI mahAlyA, gharamAMhI gAMdI ghAlyA re. joDIyA tArA sevA pAghaDI mAthAe ghAlI, pharyA dezadeza hAlI, masANe te gayA khAlI che. jeDIyA tArA 14 nAtane jAtane naDe, vairane jherathI laDe, pika tenI jene paDe che. jeDIyA tArA pA cetI lyone naranArI, hita zIkhAmaNa sArI, buddhisAgara sukhakArI re. joDIyA tArA dA have saMsAramAM AtmabhAna bhUlIne je mahAlI rahyA che. teone zikhAmaNa ApatAM saddagurU kahe che ke, are manu ? saMdhyAnA raMga jevA ane dariyAnA capala taraMga jevA vilAmAM kyAM mahAlI rahyA che ! tamArA jevA, tamArA jeDIyA, tamArA dekhatAM dekhatAM, hAya hAya karatAM, vyAdhine laI pikA pADatAM cAlyA gayA. kayAM! paraleke. koI paNa saguM vahAluM tenI sAthe gayuM nahi. je svajanavarga kahetAM ke, ame tamArA duHkhamAM bhAgIdAra banI duHkhane ochuM karIzuM. te to A jagatamAM paDI rahyA. ane tamAre ekaluM javuM paDayuM. ekalA javAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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160 icchA to nahAtI. paNu kAI sAthe AvyuM nahi. eTale anicchAe, upAyanA abhAve vIlA mukhe gayA. te te tameAe sAkSAt dekhyu che. chatAM vilAsAnA tyAga karI, AtmakalyANa sadhAya tevA sAdhanAne meLavatA nathI. ane phAve tema mahAlyA kare che, samaye samaye AyuSyanI sAthe puNya khatama thatu jAya che. tenuM tameAne bhAna nathI, khyAla karI ke, puNyanI sAthe AyuSya kSINa thayA pachI zI avasthA thaze ! tene vicAra karo. tamene khabara haze ke, sa'sAranI musApharImAM bhAtu khatama thayA pachI. tathA tene punaH prApta karavA paisA TakA na hoya tyAre bhUkhe maravAnA vakhata AvI lAge che. te mujakha puNya dhana khatama thayA. pachI, ane tene meLavavAnA sAdhamane svIkAra karyo nahi te! zI vale thaze ! yAtanA, vipatti, leApAtArdi thAya nahi. te mATe Ama mahAlavAnuM mukI dai, AtmahitanA sAdhanA tathA sayAgone svIkAra karI, temAM mhAle. ramaNatA karA. ke, jethI puNya kSINa thayA pachI paNa puNya dhananI prApti thAya. juAne ! khyAla rAkhAne ? je tamArA mitrA agara sagAM vahAlAM, sAdhana saMpanna hatA. vilAse karavAnI sAmagrI hAjara hatI. sagAMe manehara hatAM. manavA joga che ke, svajanavaga game tevA hAya tA paNa vahAlA lAge che. pachI zyAma hAya ke, kA hAya, tA paNa te rUpALA lAge che. paraMtu A te puNyAye ati rUpALA hatA. temaja badhAne ramaNika lAgatA. tee! paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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261 AghAta lAgatAM agara AyuSya pUrNa thatAM poleka gayA. zuM tamAre nahi javuM paDe ? jarUra sarva vaibhava tyAga karI, anicchAe paNa javuM paDaze ja. koI amarapaTa laIne Avela nathI. mATe paralokamAM sArA sApane tathA saMge prApta thAya te mATe A bhavamAM cetIne taiyArI kare. bahAra tIrthayAtrAe javA pahelAM tenA sAdhano meLavavA prayAsa karavA paDe che ne? bhAtu, paisA ane bIjA sAdhana sivAya tame gamana karatA nathI. te mujaba paralekanI yAtrA mATe ahiM ja sAdhane meLavI taiyAra thavuM paDaze. je nahi meLave te saMsAranI AMTIghUMTImAM jarUra athaDAvAnuM thaze. tamArA mitro agara saMbaMdhIo kevA prakAre gayA. te tame joyuM agara na joyuM hoya to paNa tenI cintA, phikara karavAnI nathI. paraMtu tamAre paralake kevI rIte yAtrA karavA javuM che. tenI cintA karavA pUrvaka anukuLatA rItasara rahe, te mATe kaSTa sahana karavApUrvaka taiyAra thavAnI jarUra che. have tame kayAre taiyAra thaze AyuSyano vizvAsa nathI. tamArI IcchA te se, base varSo vAvat jIvuM evI che. paNa ociMtu maraNa AvIne upasthita thaze tyAre tamArI IcchA manamAM ane manamAM rahI jaze. ane aphasano pAra raheze nahi. mATe ceto ? jeo rUpALA tathA buddhimAna hatA. teo te manahara ramaNaemAM racAmAcI rahyA, ane zarIranI tAkAta gumAvI. tathA pitAnA AtmAnI paravA karyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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*62 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vinA game tevA vilAsA karyAM. chatAM te vilAsAthI satASa thayA nahi. ane asaMtuSTa banI paraleAke padhAryA. tRpti, ane saMtoSa kayA AdhAre thAya tenuM bhAna rahyuM nahi. tethI ja ate tene viyeAga thatAM valApAta karatA gaela che; ane je bhAgyazAlIoe ramaNIenA rUpamAM na muMjhAtA vyavahArika kAryo karavA pUrvaka vratadhArI anI zarIranI tathA AtmAnI zaktinI sAkatA karelI. che. teoe tA aMte sAdhana sAmagrInA viyAga thatAM paNa, dharmAMnI ArAdhanAnA yeAge saMtuSTa manI, samAdhimaraNe palAke padhArI AnaMdamAM jIvana gujAre che. jInapAla ane jInarakSita, A be madhuAe agyAra vAra samudra mArge dhana kamAvA mATe musApharI karIne ghaNu" dhana meLavyuM, ane sAdhana sAmagrIthI satna anyA. jInapAla dharmonA arthI hovAthI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, dhana te! bahu meLavyuM. paNa dhanI ArAdhanA karIne zArIrika, Atmika zaktine meLavI nahi. to A meLavela dhana sa'sAramAM paribhramaNa karAvaze, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhiA upasthita karaze. mATe AvI paristhiti upasthita thAya nahi, te mATe sadgurU pAse jaine khAra vratadhArI zrAvaka anuM. Ama dhAraNA rAkhI te te vratadhArI anya. ane satASa lAvI tenI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. paraMtu jInarakSitane dhanane ghaNA lAbha hAvAthI vratadhArI banavAnI icchA paNa thaI niha. " dhanAdikanA leAbhI vratadhArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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263 ane te duSkara che. ' A jInarakSite, svama dhu jIpAlane kahyuM ke, khAramI vakhata ApaNe dirayAnI musApharI karIne ghaNuM dhana kamAIne AvyA pachI sASa dhAraNa karavA pUrNAMka dharmAMnI ArAdhanA karIzuM. mATe mArI sAthe cAla. jInapAle kahyuM ke, have huM vratadhArI thaela hAvAthI ATalA dhanathI mane satASa che. mAre tArI sAthe AvavuM nathI, je maLela che tenA sadupayoga thaze te paNa saphalatA thaze. mATe have khAramI musApharIne mukI dharmanI ArAdhanA kara. paNa A lebhI zeneA mAne ? ghaNA Agraha karI tene sAthe laIne dirayAmAge pAchI musApharI karavA mAMDI. paNa te vakhate vahANu, kharAbe caDhI javAthI bhAgIne bhUkkA thayuM. jeTalA mAla bharyAM hatA te paritApa karAvatA samudranA taLIe jaI paDayo. bhAgyayeAge e pATIma hAthamAM Avela hAvAthI tenA AdhAre banne tarIne kInAre AvyA. teTalAmAM eka devI te bannene peAtAnA bhuvanamAM laI gaI. viSaya vilAsa mATe temanI pAse prArthanA karavA lAgI. jInapAla, vratadhArI hAvAthI DagyA nahi. paNa jInarakSita tenA hAvabhAvamAM mukhya khanI vilAsa karavA lAgyA. evAmAM indra mahArAjanI AjJA thavAthI A devIe bahAra jatAM pahelAM tene kahyuM ke, amArA nAyaka, indramahArAjAnI AjJA hAvAthI mAre bahAra javuM paDe ema che. mATe tame A bhuvanamAM rahejo. paraMtu dakSiNa dizA tarapha jaze nahi. Ama kahIne te devI cAlI gaI, A be ane te For Private And Personal Use Only

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264 dizA tarapha javAnI adhika icchA thaI. zA mATe teNIe dakSiNa dizA tarapha javAnI manAI karI haze ? Ama vicArI te te dizA tarapha gayA. ane kuvAmAM paDelA, ane pe!kArA pADatA eka mANasane dekhIne puchyuM. kema bhAI ? A kuvAmAM paDI peAkAro pADe che. te kuvAmAM paDela bhAie kahyuM ke, te devIe sahaja aparAdha thavAthI mane kuvAmAM nAkhI trizulathI viMdhI nAMkhyo che. huM paNa tamArI mAphaka dariyAnI musApharI karatAM, naukA kharAbe caDhI jatAM, hiM Avyo chuM. saghaLA mAla dariyAmAM gayeA. eka pATIyAnA AdhAre kInAre Avyo. pelI devIe mane bhuvanamAM rAkhyA. ane mArI sAthe vilAsa karavA lAgI, gheADI bhUla thatAM mArI AvI dazA karI che. mATe sAvadhAnI rAkho. nahitara mArA jevI avasthA thaze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI e bhAie ne ghaNA bhaya thayA. ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, teNInI AjJAne eLaMgI ApaNe ahiM AvyA chIe. jo tene khabara paDaze te ApaNI paNa A dazA karaze. Ama vicArI kuvAmAM paDelAne puche che ke, ahiMthI bacavAnA kAI upAya che! hA, upAya che. sAMbhaLeA. IzAna khuNAmAM rahela yakSarAja ravivAre udghASaNA kare che ke, koine atrethI khAra, iSTa gAme javuM che. tame tamArA iSTa gAme javA mATe tene kaheze te te vilaMba karaze nahi. mATe te jagyAe jAe. teo mane tyAM jaI yakSarAjane kahevA lAgyA ke, amene iSTa sthale pahAMcADe. yakSarAje kahyuM ke, eka zarate tamene laI jauM. ke jyAre pelI For Private And Personal Use Only

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265 devI AvIne tamane pAchA laI javA khAtara AjIjIpUrvaka kAlAvAlA kare ke hAvabhAva dekhADe. tyAre tenA sAmuM tamAre jevuM nahi. ane mAnasika vRttine sthira karI navakAramaMtra gaNa. tenA cALA caTakAmAM ane laTakA, maTakAmAM mukhya banyA te samudramAM phagAvI daIza. jyAre mArI pITha uparathI dariyAmAM paDazo tyAre pelI devI trizula dvArA tamane viMdhI nAMkhI mArI nAMkhaze. teoe kahyuM ke, ame teNInA sanmukha paNa joIzuM nahi. ane mohane dhAraNa karIzuM nahi. yakSarAja pitAnI pITha para te bene besADI madhyadariye Ave che. teTalAmAM te devIne khabara paDI ke atrethI yakSarAjane sahAro laI bane bhAIo nAThA che. tethI madhyadariye AvI, te be baMdhuonI sanmukha AvI, kAlAvAlA karavA pUrvaka karagaravA lAgI. are vahAlAo mane mukI tame zA mATe cAlyA jAo che ! mArA sAmuM te jue? ghaNA divasanI prIti che. tene nibura banI kayAM tyAga karI che. basa ? ItyAdi AjIjI karavA lAgI. tevAmAM janarakSite tenA sanmukha joyuM. ane laTakA, caTakA ane maTakomAM mugdha banyA. bhaviSyamAM te devI dazA karaze tenuM bhAna bhUlyA. manavRttine sthira rAkhI zakyo nahi. tethI yakSarAje tenI tevI ceSTAne jANe pITha parathI dariyAmAM phagAvI dIdho. dariyAmAM paDatA tene duSTa devIe trizulathI viMdhI mArI nAMkhe. ane jInapAle teNInA sAmuM paNa joyuM nahi. ane kAlAvAlA karatI teNInA vacane upara lakSa dIdhuM nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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266 ane bhaviSyane vicAra, viveka karyAM. tethI te duSTa devInuM te navakAramaMtra gaNato hAvAthI kAMI paNa cAlyuM nahi. AvA vicAra manevRttivALA jInadAsane tenA iSTa sthale pahoMcADI yArAja peAtAnA sthale AvyA. jInapAle potAnA svajanavane potAnI saghaLI vItaka vAta kahI. dariyAmAM vahANu kharAbe caDhayu, pATIAnA AdhAre kInAre AvyA. pachI eka daivI amAne peAtAnA AvAse lai gaI. teNIe indranI AjJA mujama bahAra jatI vakhate ameAne kahyu ke, dakSiNa diza tarapha jazeA nahi. ame te dizA tarapha gayA. ane kuvAmAM paDelA eka mANasanI bInA sAMbhaLI, bhayabhIta anI yakSarAnA sahAro laIne madhyadariye AvyA. tevAmAM pelI devI AvI. kAlAvAlA karavA lAgI. jInarakSita mukhya anya. tethI yakSarAje riyAmAM phagAvI dIdhe. duSTa devIe tene mArI nAMkhyA. huM sthira rahyo. ane mehaghelA anyA nahi. tethI mane atre paheAMcatA karyAM. A khInA sAMbhaLI sagAvahAlAMne aksAsanI sAthe AnaMda thayA. A mujama keTalAkane para ramaNIonA bahAranA dekhAvamAM meghelA anI, mAnasika vRttine sthira rAkhatA, bhaviSyamAM keva dazA thaze tenuM bhAna hetuM nathI. tethI aMte paraleAke gayA che. tyAM paNa sukhazAtA kayAMthI rahe ! A pramANe tamArA vahAlA palAke gayA hAya te!, tame cetIne cAlo. A leka ane paraloka bagaDe nahi. A mujaba sadgurUne kahevAnA Aya che. tathA huM bhAgyazAlIe ? jenI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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217 jeone khamAkhamAM thatI hatI. ane jagatamAM jeonI ANa vartAtI hatI. teo paNa raMgarAgamAM mugdha banI viSayavilAsamAM Asakta banI, AtmadharmanI ArAdhanA karyA sivAya temaja kAma, krodha, mada, mAnanA vegamAM taNAIne paleke gayA che. tame ema samajatA haze ke, ATalI badhI sAdhanasAmagrI hete chate paNa te sajA mahArAjA, pareleke pIDA pAmaze nahi. A tamArI bhramaNA che. pIDAone, vipattione TALanAra je kaI hoya to dharmanI ArAdhanA ja che. vilAse te valopAtAdikane hAjara kare che. tethI temAM na phasAtAM AtmAnuM kalyANa je rIte thAya te mujaba vartana kare. sarva sattA, bala karatA duSTa karmonI sattA balIyAnuM che. AvI duSTakarmonI sattAne nAza karanAra je kaI hoya te te dharmasattA jayavaMtI che. je dharmanI sattAmAM rahelA che. tene vipattio, viDaMbanAo. naDatI nathI. kaho tame kenI sattAmAM che ? dharmasattAmAM ke duSTakanI parAdhInatAnI beDImAM? tene tame vicAra ane viveka karazo. tathA jeo ATha madanA ghenamAM gherAI, rUpa, ramAtuM rAmAnA teramAM alaMkaro paherI, jutAM, buTa, vigere dhAraNa karI paravArImAM Asakta banI tathA zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika zaktine gumAvI tathA vyabhicArI banI mahAlyA kare che. teone paNa gharamAM gaMdI ghAlyA che. teonA rUpa, ramA, rAmAo sAthe gaela nathI. jatAM paNa nathI. kadAcit keAI evI mAnyatA dharAvatuM hoya te. For Private And Personal Use Only

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265 te tenI ajJAnatA che. maraNa pachI karmonA AdhAre jeNe jevuM AyuSya AMdhyuM hoya te tevI gatimAM jAya che. phAI manuSyabhava pAme. kAI pazupakhInA avatArane pAme, ane dharmAMnI ArAdhanA jeNe karI hoya te svarge jAya. mATe evI karaNI kareA ke, nIca gatimAM paDavuM paDe nahi, rUpa, ramA, ane rAmAmAM je Asakta banyA che. teene sadgati kayAMthI prApta thAya ! evA paNa keTalAka ghAramAM daTAyA che. jeonA nAmanI koI yAdi paNa karatuM nathI. kadAca koinA sukhe tenA nAme sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave te kaMpArI utpanna thAya. tathA mAthe pAghaDI ghAlI, dezadeza AzA, tRSNAnA mege paribhramaNa karanArA paNa masANe khAlI hAthe gayA. jo sAthe laI gayA hAya te, atre paDI rahela che. te paDI rahe nahi. tathA peAtAnI meATI mahattA batAvavA khAtara, jeA nAtane tathA jAtane naDe che. pIDAo utpanna kare che. teone herAnaparezAna kare che. teonI paNa pAka paDe che. kei sArUM khelatuM nathI. teonA badhIe kahe che ke, sArUM thayuM. ahiMthI kAza TaLI. vepAramAM, vyavahArika kAryomAM, aneka prakAre vidhnA upasthita karI amene AgaLa vadhavA dIdhA nahi. peAtAnI moTAInA tAramAM peAtAnI jAtanu paNa bhaluM karyuM nahi. jema tema anyAya karavA pUrvaka peTa paTArA bhage. tethI tenI pAchaLa tenA saMbadhIe paNa pAka pADe che. mATe are bhAie ? sadgurU kahe che ke, puNyadaye, rUpa, ramA, rAmA maLI che. tenA yeAge pApane For Private And Personal Use Only

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29 vadhAre nahi. paNa tene sAdhano mAnI pavitra bane. ane cetIne vicAre ke; A saghaLA sAdhane aMte paDyA raheze. ane je puNyapApa karyo haze te ja sAthe Avaze. ane tenA vege sukha, duHkha hAjara thaze. duHkha te vahAluM nathI. to pachI sukha mATe kema vicAra ane viveka karatA nathI ! prApta thaela sAdhanA nazAmAM paropakAra karavAnuM, sahAre ApavAnuM bhUlI, nAta, jAtane naDe che; vividha vidane ubhA karI zA mATe nukazAnImAM utAre che ! suvA mATe traNa, cAra hAthanI jamIna tamArA khapamAM AvavAnI che. peTa bharavA mATe zera, savAzera bhejana che; je vadhAre khAze te vyAdhi hAjara thaze. vilAsamAM adhika mahAlazo te, zarIranI tAkAta paNa ochI thaze. mATe jAgrata thaIne apakArInuM paNa bhaluM kare. haiyAmAM reza rAkhe nahi. zakaya teTaluM sAta kSetranuM piSaNa karavA prayAsa kare. prANIonuM bhaluM karyuM haze te ja tamArU bhaluM thaze. nahitara te bhegA karelA sAdhane tamane duHkhajanaka thaze. eka dhanADhyanI mAphaka-vividha dhaMdhA karIne eka dhanADhaye dhana te meLavyuM. paNa kaI tenI pAchaLa sAruM bolatuM nathI. kAraNa ke dhananA jeramAM bahAragAmathI je je mAla Ave te kharIdI laIne bhAva vadhArI, te kamANI karatA hato. bIjA vepArIonA hAthamAM te mAla Avate nahi. tethI rItasara kamANuM nahi thatI hovAthI teo kaMTALI gayA. eTalAmAM dhanAdikanA AdhAre vilAse karavAthI tathA rasa For Private And Personal Use Only

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AraMbhamAM paDavAthI pitAnA zarIrano paNa khyAla rahyo nahi. vyAdhio hAjara thaI. rUpiyAne vyaya karI davA te ghaNI karI. paNa vyAdhio TaLI nahi. kayAMthI TaLe? davA kare paNa viSayavilAsane tyAga kare nahi, te pachI davAonI asara kayAMthI thAya! vaidyoe kahyuM ke, davA cAle tyAM sudhI rasanI lelupatAne tyAga karaze tyAre ja, vyAdhio dUra khasaze. parejI pAlaze te ArAma thaze. paNa A zrImAna zene mAne? ane kahevA lAgyuM ke, viSayavilAsa bhagavAya ane vyAdhio dUra jAya evI davA Apo. vaidyoe kahyuM ke, evI davA amArI pAse nathI. aMte dhananI barabAdI sAthe zarIranI barabAdI vyAdhioe karI. have vilAsa karavAnI paNa tAkAta rahI nahi. zarIra nirogI hoya te ja tevA vilAse bhegavAya che. anyathA evA vilAso, zArIrika zaktine nAza kare che. tethI dharmakaraNI te kyAMthI bane ? eTale cintA, valopAta vigere khase nahi. jyAre zarIranI zakti taddana ochI thaI tyAre A zrImAna zeTha cetyA. ane paritApa karavA lAgyA ke, vadhenuM tathA mahAvaidya evA gurUdevenuM vacana mAnyuM nahi. dhana meLavavA khAtara, keTalAka vepArIone nukazAnImAM nAMkhyA. nAta, jAtane naDavAmAM khAmI rAkhI nahi. dhana te kapaTa, prapaMca vigerene karavA pUrvaka bhegu karyuM. paNa zeka, saMtApa, tathA vyAdhio dUra khasI nahi. mATe have gurUdevane upadeza mAnI vilAsane tyAga karI dhanane sAta kSetramAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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271 sadupayega karuM. A mujaba vicAraNA karI dhanane sadupayega karavApUrvaka rasa gAravatAne tyAga karI davA lIdhI tyAre ga, zeka, saMtApAdi dUra gayA. ane zarIra nirogI thavA sAthe dharmakaraNa karavAnI pravRtti prApta thaI. have te A zrImAna chevaTe samajyA. paNa, kayAre ke, re hAjara thayA tyAre ja. ThIka che. paNa vyAdhio AvyA pahelAM sadgurune upadeza sAMbhaLI, haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI, samajyA hota te, paisAnI barabAdI sAthe puNyanI barabAdI thAta nahi. ane zArIrika tAkAta paNa era prakAranI hata. sagAMvahAlAMmAM, nAtajAtamAM saMpa raheta. teone sahAro ApI zakAta. sAruM thayuM ke, te paNa samajayA. have sarve mANase te zeThanA vakhANa kare che. paNa keTalAka vilAsIjana evA hoya ke, dhanathI sAthe teonuM puNya paNa khatama thAya, tathA tAkAta bakula rahe nahi. te paNa cetIne, samajIne, sanmArge vaLatA nathI. tene sadgurU pharamAve che ke, nAta, jAtane tathA vepArIone naDI dhana bhegu karazo nahi. te ja kAMIka zAMti raheze. saMpathI, saMpatti AvI hAjara thAya che. mATe kAMIka samaje? ane AtmAnI nirmalatA karavA dharmakaraNa kare. viSaya rasamAM magna banelA keTalAye maraNa pAmyA. temaja pite pikA pADatA ane bIjAone pokAro paDAvatA, gharamAM daTAyA. keTalAka citAmAM ane cittAomAM baLI khAkha thayA. mATe cetIne cAlI sanmArge vaLe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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272 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir have sadgurU buddhisAgara sadgurUnuM zaraNa lIdhA sivAya 20 mA padanA kAvyanI racanA karatA kahe che ke, bhajana karI le, bhajana karI le, bhajana karI le bhAi re. duniyAdArI, du:khanI kayArI, sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, tame sudharaze! nahi. te mATe jUrI jaganI sagAI re. bhajana karI le. // 1 // kAcA sukAmaLa keLa jevI, bigaDatAM nahi vAra re; bhalabhalA paNa cAlI gayA tA, pAmaranA ze| bhAra re. bhajana ||2|| kAdava kerA kIcaDa mAMhi, kIDA lAkha karoDa re, kITaka jevA mAnavI tuM, jANI prabhu mana joDa re. bhajana karI le. // 3 // vADI gADI lADI mAMhI, kharace paisA lAkha re, evA marIne masANe cAlIyA, * tenA zarIra thai gayA rAkha . bhajana ||jA khAigaranI bAjI jevI, jUThI jagata jALa re, jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevuM, jUDa jagatanuM vahAla re. bhajana // 5 // kALa pAchaLa lAgIyeA jema, tetara upara bAja re, jhaDapI leze jIvaDAne, kayuM karI raheze lAja re. bhajana |}} For Private And Personal Use Only

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273 jarUra jAvuM ekalu bhAi, kAi na Ave sAtha re, buddhisAgara karUNAsAgara, gurUnA jhAlA hAtha re. bhajana || sadgurU pharamAve che ke, duniyAdArI duHkhanI kacArI che. karelI kayArImAM pANI bharavA pUrvaka khIja vAvavAthI velaDIe uge che. jo te kathArImAM viSanA khIja vAvaze te madhurAM phala meLavI zakaze! nahi. viSanA bIja viSaja utpanna karaze. te utpanna thaela viSa phalane madhura mAnI AreAgaze tA, vividha rAge AvI tamane gherI leze. pachI teone dUra karavAnA upAra karaze te paNa tene khaseDavA duSkara banaze. ane aneka prakAranI pIDA, vipatti AvI hAjara thaze. tethI te du:khanI kacArImAM viSaya kaSAyanA khIja vAvatA nahi. paNa prabhu bhajanarUpI khIjane vAvo. ke, jethI te duniyAdArI duHkhanI kacArI ane nahi. anyathA teja duHkhanI kacArI bane che. prabhu sAthe sagAI karI nahi, temanA guNAmAM zraddhA sahita lInatA lagADI nahi. ane duniyAnA eka bhavanA sagAMvahAlAM mATe kAvAdAvA karI prANIone pIDA upajAvI. ane aneka pApArabhA karyAM. te paNa tameAne je sukhazAMtinI IcchA haze te maLavI kayAMthI zaktimAna bane ? nahi ja. mATe prathama to tamArI pAse je duHkhA AvIne vaLagyA che. tene dUra karavA kAzIza karavI joIe. prabhunA bhajana, kIrtana ane AjJAnA pAlanamAM te duHkha, vipatti 18 For Private And Personal Use Only

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24 vigere bhAgI jaze. ane mAnasika vRtti zAMta thatAM, AtmAnA duHkha TALavA mAMDaze. je duniyAdArI, duHkhanI kyArI che. te sukhanI kyArI banaze. jagatanI sagAI jUThI che. asatya che. jyAM sudhI jagatanA kathana mujaba vartana rAkhaze, tyAM sudhI tamArA upara te prema rAkhaze ane prazaMsA karavA pUrvaka prasiddhimAM lAvaze. paraMtu jagatanA kahyA pramANe vartana rAkhazo nahi tyAre joI leje. nindA, tiraskAra, pAgala kahevAmAM bAkI rAkhe? nahi rAkhe. keI vairAgI, saMvegI, AtmazraddhAvALAne tyAgI thavuM hoya te, dunyavI jagat tene pAgala kaheze. agara aDadhA gAMDAmAM kuTI mAraze. are! ekaluM jagata nahi paNa svArthI svajana varga paNa pitAnA svArthamAM khAmI lAgatAM, jema phAve tema bolavAmAM bAkI rAkhaze nahi. AvA svArthI jagatanI khAtara pitAnA a mAne kaNa duHkhanI kayArI banAve ? jeone pIDA priyatama lAgatI hoya, vile pAta, saMtApa, paritApa, vahAle lAgatuM hoya, teja bhramita banI tene priya banAve. ane vividha vinimAM, vipattiomAM phasAve che. tame tene sArI rIte vicAra tathA viveka karI zake che. mATe bhramita banavuM nahi. ane AtmakalyANakArI banavA mATe dukhadAyI duniyAmAM mugdha bane nahi. Asaktine tyAga arI Atmahita sAdhavA, jInezvaranA guNonuM gAna karI tevA guNe lAvavA mATe prayAsa kare. koI kaheze ke, AjanA jamAnAmAM anAcArInI belabAlA che. cerI, jArI, dagA, prapaMca, For Private And Personal Use Only

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175 karanAra lahera kare che. ane prabhunA guNAnuM bhajana, kItana karanAra ghaNA sIdAya che. atyaMta pIDAya che. tenA javAbamAM jJAnIo kahe che ke, are bhAI? manuSya jevA manuSya thaI vicAra ane viveka kare te kharAkhara khyAla Ave ke, prabhunI AjJA mujaba bhajana, kIrtana karanAra kadApi du:khI thatA nathI. kAraNa ke te bhAgyazAlIne te sukha ane duHkhanI paravA hotI nathI, sukhamAM mugdha anate nathI, ane duHkha saMkaTa ane vipatti Ave tyAre gabharAtA nathI. valApAta karatA nathI. para`tu te jANe che ke, je duHkha vigere Ave che te karelA duSTa karmAthI ja Ave che. te mahAbhAga ? samatAe sahana kare che. agara je vipatti AvI sIDhAve che. te, AjJA mujaba bhajana, kIrtana, sevAbhakti karatA nathI. ane mAthathI karatA haiAvAthI ja duHkhI thAya che ane jee bhAvathI ane dravyathI, eTale antaranI ane mahyathI jInezvaranI AjJA mujaba vartana karanAra che. te kadApi duHkhI thatA nathI. kAraNa ke bhakti, sevA, bhajana, kIrtana karanAra sArI rIte samaje che ke, A saghaLI zubha kriyAe kamanI malInatAne dUra karavA mATe ja karUM chuM, mAyA, mamatA, kAma, krodhAdika zatruone haThAvavA mATe karU chu. tethI te saMkaTa AvI lAge te paNa sahana karIne haThAve che. pazu rAga, dveSa, mehAdikamAM phasAI paDatA nathI. ane je durAcArI, lahera kare che. ane bIjAne dhUtI paisA meLavI mahAlatA phare che te pUrvabhavamAM karelA puNyanA udayathI ja jANavuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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276 je lahera kare che te kyAM sudhI? jyAre te puNya khatama thAya tyAMsudhI ja. pApodaye te laheramAM lhAya lAgavAnI ja che. mATe A mujaba samajI zubha kiyAmAM DhIlA thavuM nahi. kadAca vipatti AvI lAge tyAre paNa sahana karI prabhunI AjJA mujaba bhajana, kIrtanane tyAga karavo nahi. eka gAmamAM eka bhakta, jInezvaranI AjJA mujaba zubha kiyAmAM prItivALe hate. ane bIje durAcArI hate. te durAcArI cerI, jArI, dagA, prapaMca karavA pUrvaka peTa, parivAranuM piSaNa karato. ane mejamajAhamAM mahAlate. te evo huMzIyAra hato ke, keInAthI pakaDAte nahi. jyAre pakaDAya tyAre pakaDanArane lAMca ApI chUTI jatA. te luccA, laphaMgAne pakaDavA mATe adhikArIe nispRha subhaTane nimyA. A subhaTe ghaNuM sAvadhAnI pUrvaka tapAsa kare che. tyAre pile dharmAtmA, prabhunI AjJA mujaba sevA bhakti karIne mana, vacana ane kAyAnA de dUra karavA saddagurUnI pAse jaIne pratikramaNa kare che. ane je je darUpI zatruo che. caTTAe che. tenI barAbara tapAsa karI dUra haThAve che. pile anAcArI lahera karate hevAthI A dharmAtmA vicAra kare che ke, A kevuM? pele durAcArI, adharma, anyAya karIne phulAta phare che. pakaDAte paNa nathI. ane huM te dareka bAbatamAM sIdAu chuM AkhuM zuM kAraNa haze! lAva, sadgurU pAse jaIne puchuM. bIje divase saddagurUdevane puchyuM. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, AmAM kaMIka kAraNa che. te sAmAnya mANaso jANatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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277 nathI. sAMbhaLa? pele durAcArI je mahAlI rahyo che. te pUrva bhavanA puNyanA udaye ja, puNyane nAza thatA tenA kevA hAlahavAla thAya che. te tuM joje. ane tuM je hAlamAM sIdAya che. te pahelA bhavanA karmonA udayathI ja. have te karmo haTAvavA dhArmika kriyA kare che. tethI jarUra te karmo dUra khasavAnA. mATe cintA kara nahi. ane sadAcAramAM, dhArmika kriyAomAM zaMkAne dUra karIne dRDha sthiratA dhAraNa kara. pApodaya khasatAM sarve saMkaTa dUra jaze. sukhazAMti svayameva hAjara thaze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI AnaMda pUrvaka pitAne sthale jAya che. tevAmAM pilA nispRhI ane pravINa subhaTee pelA durAcArIne pakaDe. karelA gunhAo sAbIta thayA. ane sakhta kedanI zikSA thaI. te zikSA evI thaI ke, jIvanaparyata corI karavAnI kheDa bhUlI gaye. A anAcArI, prathamathI sadAcArI hatI ke, tene A, je sakhta kedanI zikSA thaI te kyAMthI thAta? thAta nahi. pilA dharmAna tmAne te dharmakiyAnA ge, zaka, saMtApa vigere TaLI gayA. ane teNe sukhazAtA pUrvaka jIvana pasAra karyuM. te mATe saburU upadeza Ape che ke, are bhAgyazAlIo! duHkhadAyI duniyAdArIne, sAcI mAnI temAM phasAI paDavuM nahi. je kAyA maLI che te sukamaLa keLa jevI maLI che. tene bagaDatA vAra lAgatI nathI. duniyAdArImAM Asakta banelanI kyAre kAyA bagaDI jaze! kayAre vyAdhi, viDaMbanAo hAjara thaze? te kahI zakAya nahi sahaja Thekara For Private And Personal Use Only

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78 vAgatAM paNa gabaDI paDAya. je akasmAt thAya te prANa naSTa thAya. tathA re AvatAM ghaNuM pIDAo upaje. eTale sukamaLa keLa jevI kAyAne bagaDatA, nAza pAmatA vilaMba lAgato nathI. mATe jyAM sudhI kAyA bagaDe nahi tyAM sudhI zubha vyavahAranA vege, AtmAnuM hita kalyANa karavA jInezvaranI AjJAnI rItasara ArAdhanA karI sevAbhakti, bhajana, kirtana karI le, ke, jethI sArA saMskArane vAsa thAya. ane tene ge buddhi, sadvicAra ane sadviveka prApta thAya. A mujaba sadviveka AvatAM Atmadhana, Atmika guNenI oLakhANa thatAM, duniyAdArImAM phasAvAnuM thaze nahi. kAyA, mAyA upara mamatA raheze nahi. satya samajaNanA yoge bala pheravavAthI anukrame anaMtarAtmA banI paramapadamAM sthApana thavAze. eka haMsanA baccAnI mAphaka-bagalAnA samuhamAM eka haMsanuM baccuM AvI gaela hovAthI, bhramita banI, te bagalAnI mAphaka AcaraNa karavA lAgyuM. pitAnI jAtanuM ane pitAnA sthAnanuM tene bhAna rahyuM nahi. tethI pitAne bagaluM mAnavA lAgyuM. evAmAM paribhramaNa karatA eka haMsa, bagalAnI sAthe rahelA pitAnI jAtane haMsane dekhI kahevA lAgyuM ke, are A bagalAnA TeLAmAM rahela haMsa? tArI jAti, sthAna ane AcaraNa judA prakAranA hovA joIe. tenA badale bagalAnI mAphaka vartana kare che. tethI mane acaMbe thAya che. tuM kyAMthI AvIne AvA TeLAmAM bharAI For Private And Personal Use Only

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27, paDyo che. ane AcaraNa paNa bagalAnI mAphaka kare che. mArA sanmukha te je? tane mAluma paDaze ke, A TeLAthI mArI jAti, jJAti ane vartana judA che ghaNIvAra kahevAthI teNe haMsa sAme joyuM. tethI brAnti dUra thaI gaI ane samajaNa paDI ke, huM bagale nathI. paNa haMsa chuM. mAre A TeLAmAM have rahevuM joIe nahi. bagalAoe ghaNI rIte pitAnA samuhamAM rAkhavA khAtara samajAvyuM. paNa satya samajaNanA ge, temAMthI khasI, satya haMsanI sAthe lahera karavA lAge. ane motIne cAre carI pitAnA AtmAne pavitra karyo. are bhAgyazAlIo bagalAnA ToLA jevI duniyAdArI che. ane haMsa jevo tamAre pitAne AtmA che. paraMtu te AtmA, ajJAnatAnA ge duniyAdArImAM phasAI paDyo che. temaja sukamaLa kAyA maLI che. saMtApa, paritApa, vale pAtAdikathI A kAyA kyAre bagaDI jaze te kahI zakAya nahi. mATe te bagaDI jAya nahi te pahelAM, duniyAdArInI Asaktine tyAga karI, paramahaMsa, paramAtmAnI vANIne haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI, haMsa evA AtmAmAM laganI lagADe. haMsa evA AtmAne oLakhyA vinA saMsAranI mAyAjALamAM phasAI, bhalabhalA, rAjA, mahArAjA, zrImata, sattAdhArIo, hAtha ghasatA cAlyA gayA. to pachI pAmarane zo bhAra che ke, mAyAmamatAthI mukta banI, AtmAne oLakhI, svakalyANa sAdhI zake? sAdhI zake ja nahi. pAmara kone kahevAya ke, je duniyAdArImAM phasAI paDyA che. ane jeNe pitAnuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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280 zreyaH sAdhyuM nathI te. rAjA, mahArAjA vigerene paNa pAmara kahI zakAya. temAM bAdha jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke, te bhaviSyamAM pAmara banavAnI kAryavAhI karI rahela che. sattAthI ke zrImaMtAIthI pAmaratA khasatI nathI. AtmAne oLakhI Asaktino tyAga karavA pUrvaka, dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanArUpa dharmanI ArAdhanAnA vege ja pAmaratA dUra khase che. tame ema mAnatA nahi ke, ame zrImaMta chIe. sattAdhArI chIe. tethI pAmaratA Avaze nahi. ane bhaviSyamAM maja majA mANIzuM. paNa tame duniyAdArImAM Asakta banela che. kAyAmAyAne AtmAthI bhinna mAnI nathI. tethI ja mejamajAne mANavAne vakhata kayAMthI Avaze? mojamajA keNa mANe ? je kAyAmAyAthI judA evA AtmAne samajI, svaparanA kalyANa mATe parAyaNa hoya te ja. kAdava, kIcaDamAM rahelA kIDAo paNa, temAM Asakta banela hovAthI, zuM mejamajA mANI rahyA che ! nahi ja. vividha bhaya te teone paNa rahela che. jyAM bhIti, cintA, adekhAI, zreSAdika hoya, tyAM moja mANI rahyA che te kema mAnI zakAya ? mAyA, mamatA, rAga, dveSa vigere kAdava-kIcaDa samAna che. tene jJAnIe duniyAdArI kahe che. AvI dazAmAM rahelAne kIDA samAna kahevAya che. temAM ane kIDAmAM kAMI taphAvata nathI. kIDAone cAra saMjJA vyakta ane avyakta rahelI che. manuSyane paNa cAra saMjJAo rahelI che. kIDAo paNa kaI rIte jIvana purU kare che. manuSya je game te For Private And Personal Use Only

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281 prakAre jIvana purU kare te, kIDA samAna kahevAya. manuSya tarIke jIvana jIvavuM hoya te, mANasAI lAvavA sAthe prabhunA guNamAM daSTi lagAve. temanA guNonuM sadA maraNa kare. saMsAranI AMTIghUMTIthI alaga raho. tethI ja karela vyavahAra, saMsAranI mAyAmamatA vigeremAM zaMkhanI mAphaka nirlepa rAkhaze. zaMkha, paMcavarNI mATInA AdhAre moTe thAya che. chatAM nirlepa rahI ujavala bane che. tyAre ja tenI mahattA, prazaMsA thAya che. ane tenI upamA apAya che. jeo duniyAdArImAM phasAI paDe che. tene bhAva kaI puchatuM nathI. jJAnIo teone mANasAI vinAnA paNa mAne che. saMsAramAM sArA kahevarAvavA khAtara, temaja mahattA meLavavA mATe vADI, bAga, bagIcAmAM tathA gADI, lADImAM lAkho, karaDe kharacAya che tethI sAcI mahattA samyaga jJAnIo mAnatA nathI. AvI mahattAne, pAda khasatA vAra lAgatI nathI. te veLAe mahattAne, badale metanA bhaNakArA vAge che. cAre bAjuethI bhaya AvIne upasthita thAya che. kAraNa ke jInezvaranA guNane gAIne mAnasika vRttine sthira karI nathI. sahana karavAnI zakti meLavI nathI. je prabhunA guNomAM gultAna banI, gumAnano tyAga karI prApta karela dhanano sadupayoga karyo hota te, evI avasthAmAM paNa AnaMda thAta. adhika svadharme, Atmadharme sthiratA thAta. "duHkhadAyI avasthAmAM, vipattinA vakhatamAM, nirbhayatA agara sahanatA dhAraNa karavI te sAcI mahattA che." AvI For Private And Personal Use Only

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282 mahattAnI prazaMsA jJAnIe paNa gAya che. ane antaranA zatruonuM jora kamI thAya che. ane Atmika vIya adhika phArave to, kAmakrodhAdika mUlamAMthI nAza pAme che, duniyAdArImAM Asakta nahi anelA puNyazALIe pAse paNa vADI, gADI, lADIe hatI. ane tenA pASaNa khAtara lAkhA rUpaiyA kharacatA hatA paNa kharA, temAM paraMtu anAsaktie rahIne jInezvaranA guNAne bhUlatA nahi. guNI ane guNAnurAgI anela te mahAbhAgyazAlIoe vipattinI veLAe valopAta karyA nathI. paNa sahanatA rAkhI satya, mahattA meLavI che tethI ja temanI mahattAne jJAnIe vakhANe che. jyAM sudhI paramapada pamAtuM nathI. tyAM sudha te vipattie kAI kAI velAce AvavAnI ja. mATe evI avasthAmAM sthiratA. rahe, te ja sAcI mahattA, maheATAI vinAnA lAkhA kareDAe maraNa pAmI, masANamAM badhI duniyAdArInA sagAMvahAlAM hAte chate paNa temanA zarIre baLIne khAkha thayA. saMsAranI meTAI paNa sAthe sAthe maraNa pAmI. kAipaNa tene yAda karatuM nathI. eka dhanADhyanI mAphaka, koI eka zeThe saMsAranA sukha bhogavavA khAtara, sAnA maDArA, averAta vigere ghaNu bheguM karyuM. paraMtu sagAMvahAlAMnA vizvAsanA abhAve peAtAnA suvAnA palaMga nIce gupta rIte mATe khADA khodI temAM seAnAmahoranA carU mUkayo. ane jhaverAtane palaMganI isAmAM bharyuM. A saghaLu kAma jyAre putraparivAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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283 nidrAvaza bane che tyAre ja kare che. tethI putra parivAra vigerene khabara paDatI nathI. tathA carUthI bharela ane khADAmAM utArela sonAmahoranI mamatAnA ge, tenA upara palaMgane sthApana karI sUI jAya che. ane manamAM mAne che ke, jyAre vRddhAvasthA Avaze tyAre tenI vyavasthA karIza. A zeThe te vADI, gADI vigeremAM AbarU vadhAravA lAkha kharacyA haze. te paNa maraNa pAse AvyuM. tethI AtmakalyANa sadhAyuM nahi. paropakArAdikamAM paisA kharacAyA nahi. ane ociMtu paraleke javuM paDyuM. kAyA baLIne khAkha thaI. AvA zrImaMte, zubha saMskAre kyAMthI laI jAya? sAthe laI gaela azubha saMskAronA vege, duHkha, vipattio upasthita thAya temAM deSa kene? pitAne ja. A duniyAdArI bAjIgaranI bAjI jevI che. bhalabhalA ajJAnatAnA yoge bhUlA paDI sarvasva, svahita gumAvI, A lekamAM ane paralokamAM herAna, parezAna thAya che. samyaga jJAnI saddagurU kahe che ke, be ghaDI manane sthira karavA pUrvaka sarva AkAMkSAne tyAga karI AtmAnA guNomAM lInatA, ekatA kare. tyAre AtmAnAM guNemAM ramaNatA vaDe ke AnaMda Avaze tene khyAla Avaze. A sivAya vADI, gADI ane lADImAM je tamane AnaMda Ave che. te vikArI che. ane vikArI AnaMdane khasatA vilaMba thatuM nathI. jyAre te AnaMda khasI jaze. tyAre aphasosane pAra raheze nahi. mATe jaMjALamAM phasAvanArI duniyAdArImAM Asakta bane nahi. je banaze te tamArI AgaLa rahelA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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284 caDhavAnA sAdhano buDavAnA banaze. kAraNa ke, A jaMjAla juThI che. asatya che. phasAvanArI che. Atmika guNemAM ramaNatA karatAM vividha vine utpanna karanArI che. mATe kahevata che ke, "heranI chokarI karI rAjI" AvI kathanIne sArthaka kare nahi. eka rAjAnI pAse azvanA vepArIo paMcakalyANa azva, gheDa, bheTa tarIke mUkyo. ane tenA veganI tathA guNanI prazaMsA karI. rAjAe lAkha rUpaiyA ApI te vepArIne khuza karyo. have azvano vega jANavA mATe tenA upara ArUDha thaI sahela mATe nIkaLatA bhayaMkara aTavImAM Avyo. lagAmane jema kheMce tema adhika vegamAM AvI te gheDa doDe che. chevaTe kaMTALI rAjAe lagAma mUkI dIdhI. azva ubho rahyo. paraMtu sUryanA prakhara tApathI rAjA tRSAtura banya. pANI na maLavAthI mUcchagata banI, A jaMgalamAM pRthvI upara DhaLI paDyo. evAmAM eka DhaMDhanI karI tyAM chANAM viNavA AvI che. teNIe AvI dazAvALA rAjAne dekhe. ane pitAnI pAse batakamAMthI pANI pAyuM. ane mUccha dUra gaI rAjAne cetana AvyuM. tyAre chokarIne kahyuM ke, je te pANI pAyuM na hatuM te mArA prANa nAza pAmata. pANI pAvAthI tuM mArI prANadAtA banI. mATe cAla mArI sAthe. mArI putrI tarIke rAkhI tane sukhI banAvIza. chANa, iMdhaNa viNavAnuM kaSTa raheze nahi. teNIe kahyuM ke, mAre AvavuM nathI. chANAM, iMdhaNa tyAM viNAya nahi. mane A jaMgalamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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285 chANa viNavA de. rAjAe vicAra karyo ke, rAja mahelamAM ke AnaMda che tenI, A ajJAnI bALAne zI khabara paDe? jarUra AvI jaMjAlamAM prItivALA prANIone rAjamahelanA AnaMdane khyAla AvatuM nathI. tethI kacchamAM ne kaSTamAM jIvana vitAve che." A nRpati anicchAe tene pitAnA rAjamahele laI gaye." mahArANIne upakAranI vAta kahI. tethI rANIe dIkarI tarIke rAkhI. navarAvI, suMdara vastrAbhUSaNe paherAvavA pUrvaka manahara miSTAna jamADe che. ane ghaNuM sAra saMbhALa rAkhe che. paNa A DhaMDhanI chokarIne ahiM pasaMda. paDatuM nathI. chevaTe DhokaLA banAvIne jamADI khuzI khuzI karI. tyAre teNIne AnaMda paDavA lAgyuM. rAjA rANune aphasosa thAya che ke, suMdaraumadA bhejanane tyAga karI A kukazAnA DhokaLAmAM rAjI thAya che. kevI ajJAnatA ? A mujaba manahara ane satya sukhane arpaNa karanAra prabhu bhajanano ane jJAnAmRtane tyAga karI mehaghelA. mAnavIe tuccha duniyAdArImAM prema rAkhI khuzI thAya che. ane AvI saMsAranI sthiti hovAthI satya sukhanI abhilASA kyAMthI prApta thAya ! jhAMjhavAnA nIramAM satyajala kyAMthI maLe ? jhAMjhavAnA nIramAM satyajala mAnavuM te ja asatya che. bhramaNAnA vege, mithyAtvanA ge, AvI duniyAdArImAM manuSya mugdha bane che. paNa teone mAluma paDatI nathI ke, sAMsArika sukhamAM mahAlatA ane prIti rAkhatAM kALa pAchaLa lAgI rahyo che. te kyAre jhaDapI leze ! temaja For Private And Personal Use Only

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sarva IcchAo ane AzAe kyAre naSTa karaze. tenI paNa khabara paDatI nathI. je mAluma paDatI hoya te pitAnA AtmadharmamAM, AtmasvarUpane sAcavI vyavahAranA kAryo karatA ghaNuM sAvadhAnI rAkhe sAvadhAna banavA mATe te, sudeva, sugurU ane sudharmane sevavAnI AvazyakatA rahevAnI. A sivAya mugdha mAnavIe svayameva sAvadhAna banatA nathI. gurUdeva pharamAve che ke, saMsAramAM marajIvA thaIne raho' tethI tamArI dhAraNA pUrNa thaze. satyajIvanane jIvI zakaze. anyathA kALa jhaDapI leze tyAre tamArI lAja kevI rIte raheze! eka pArevAnuM ToLuM anAja khAvA mATe uDI rahyuM che. temAM eka vRddha anubhavI kahe che ke, are baccAo, anAja khAtA pahelAM vicAra karIne khAje. keTalAka pApI pAradhio jALamAM anAja nAMkhI tamane pakaDI mArI nAMkhavAnI yuktio race che. mATe tevA khorAkamAM laMpaTa banatA nahi. je laMpaTa banazo te yama jevA teo, tamone jhaDapI laI mArI nAMkhaze. pachI tamArI lAja zarama tathA huMzIArI cAlaze nahi. ane raheze paNa nahi. A sAMbhaLI, mAnyuM, na mAnyuM karIne te ToLuM AgaLa jAya che. tevAmAM eka pAradhie jALamAM anAja nAMkhela hovAthI, te TeLuM khAvAnI lAlace te jALamAM phasAI paDyuM. pAMkho ane paga temAM baMdhAI gayA. vRddha pare eka jhADanA upara beThele che. phasAI paDelA pArevAone have khyAla Avyo ke, mArI nAMkhavA mATe A jALamAM anAja nAMkhela che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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287 have pele pAradhi jarUra mArI nAMkhaze. have zo upAya ? vRkSa upara ArUDha thaela anubhavIe Thapako Ape. mArU kahyuM mAnyuM nahi. have tamAre maravAne vakhata AvI lAge. dara beThela pele pAradhi, tamane have jIvatA rAkhaze nahi. A mujaba sAMbhaLI te ToLAe AjIjI karavA pUrvaka vinati karI ke, have bacavAne keIpaNa upAya che! tame kahezo te mujaba sAvadhAnI rAkhI vartazuM. hA upAya che. jo tame saghaLA marajIvA banIne raho te bacAva che. bahAra dekhAvamAM maraNa pAmelAnI mAphaka raho, ataramAM cetatA raho. ane jyAre pele vAgharI Ave, ane eka ekane marelA jANI jAlanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta karI dUra nAMkhe, tyAM sudhI tamAre marajIvA thaIne rahevuM. pAMkhe paNa phaphaDAvavI nahi. je phaphaDAvaze te te tamane saghaLAne mArI nAMkhaze ! mATe jyAre tame jAlamAMthI chUTA thAo tyAre, ekI sAthe AkAzamAM uDI javuM. A pramANe vartana karaze te ja tamAre bacAva thaze. nahitara marI gayA jANajo. A mujaba sAMbhaLI saghaLA pArevA marajIvA thaIne ekI sAthe AnaMdathI uDI gayA. ane te vRddhanA kahevA pramANe vartavA lAgyA. A mujaba anubhavI samyagajJAnI pharamAve che ke, duniyAdArI ekadama dUra jaze nahi. paNa vyAvahArika kAryomAM pArevAnA TeLAnI mAphaka marajIvA thaIne raheze te kALanuM jora cAlaze nahi. thoDA bhAmAM kALane parAjaya karavApUrvaka, anaMta sukha, samRddhinuM sthAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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288 maLI raheze. dareka prANuone AyuSya pUrNa thatA ekalA javuM paDe che. keI paNa sAthe AvatuM nathI. Avela nathI. ane Avaze paNa nahi. jyAre jaze tyAre ekalA ja jaze. sAthe marajIvA thaIne eTale AtmavikAsa sAthe haze, te sAthe Avaze. tethI marajIvA banavA mATe zrImad buddhisAgara eTale kevaLajJAnI tIrthakarane, tathA AcArya, sadgurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarano hAtha pakaDe. eTale temanI AjJA mujaba marajIvA thaIne apAra saMsAramAM tamArI zarIranaukAne calAvo. rAga, dveSa, moha, mamatA, adekhAI vigerene tyAga karavApUrvaka, marajIvA thaIne raheze te ja kALane jhapATe lAgaze nahi. anukrame duniyAdArInI ja jAlamAMthI alaga thaze tyAre jIvanamAM anahada AnaMdanI laherIo AvatI raheze. ane marajIvA thayA sivAya rAga, dveSa, mehanA jhapATA lAgaze tyAre laherane badale lhAya, hAya, haiyAmAMthI khasaze nahi. jyAre samyagUjJAnIo, marajIvA thaIne rahyA tyAre ja rAga, dveSa, mehAdine haThAvI anukrame paramapadane pAmI anaMta sukha, samRddhinA svAmI thaela che. sarva saMtApa, paritApAdikathI mukta thayA che. siddha, buddha thayA che. ane anaMta, akSaya sthitine pAmyA che. mATe are manuSya duniyAdArImAM Asakta bane nahi. A pramANe ekavIsamA padanI racanA karI have bAvIsamA padanI kAvya dvArA racanA karatA upadeza Ape For Private And Personal Use Only

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289 che ke, tana, dhana, yauvana pAmIne tenI saphalatA, sArthakatA karavA mATe ghaNA sAvadhAna bane. cetIne cAlaze te ja sukhAbhAsa jevuM kAMIka maLaze. anyathA kSaNe kSaNe cintA AvIne vaLagaze. vyAdhi, viDaMbanAo upasthita thaze. sAMbhaLe - (cetAvuM cetI lejo re, e che bAlapaNane belI. e-rAga) cetAvuM cetI lejo re, eka dIna jarUra uThI jAvuM, dhULanI mAyA dhULamAM maLaze, phogaTa mana pastAvuM. cetAvuM zA svapanAnI sukhalaDI dekhI, phegaTa mana lalacAvuM, tana dhana jobana pAmI saMte, zuM manamAM harakhAvuM. cetAvuM, pArA AzA beDIe baMdhANa, paradhana khAte khAvuM, nIcAM karma karIne aMte, nAhaka narake jAvuM. cetAvuM. 3 bhUlI Atama jJAnakI bAjI, mAyAmAM lapaTAvuM, bhramaNAmAM bhUlIne bhAI brahmasvarUpa kema pAvuM. cetAvuM. 3 tArUM tArI pAse jANI, mamatAmAM dila lAvuM, alakha niraMjana Atamajyati, buddhisAgara dhyAvuM, cetAvuM. pA 18 For Private And Personal Use Only

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290 he bhavyeA ! tamArI sAcI vastue tamArI pAse najIkamAM najIka che. te tamAe pIchAnI! ALakhIne Adara karyo je, petAnI pAse rahela padArthone pIchAnyA sivAya, anya padArthane ALakhavA khAtara, jIvanaparyaMta athAga prayAsa karI rahelA che. te bhramita banI bhUlyA che. ane samyagjJAnInA samAjamAM hAMsIpAtra banyA che. nAsikAnA agrabhAge samIpamAM rahela cazmAne bhUlI, anyatra zodhavA lAgI jAya tene kevA mAnavA ? mArA cazmA kayAM gayA ! kAM gayA ! A mujama khelavAmAM hAMsIpAtra ja banAyane ? sAme dekhanAra sajjane kahyuM ke, tArI pase rahela nAzikAnA upara ja che ne ! kayAM bUmo pADavA kare che! cittane ThekANe rAkhI, sthira karI jotA kharA ? A mujaba zeAdhavAthI ane pAkAre pADavAthI hAMsIpAtra ane nahi. A mujaba AtmajJAna, dhyAnane bhUlI bhramaNAmAM bIje kayAM paribhramaNa kare che ? cetI jAe. tamArI satya vastu je samIpamAM rahelI che. tene kharAbara vicAra ane viveka karI tathA sthiratA dhAraNa karIne eLakhaze tyAre ja saghaLI doDa deDI, dhamAla karavI paDaze nahi. tathA vastue khAtara bUmA pADavI paDaze niha. AtmajJAna, dhyAnanA tyAga karIne anya vastuone prApta karI, sAcA sukhanI AzA rAkhaze te, te AzA phelavatI khanaze nahi. kAraNa, te padArthAnA je sayeAga thaela che. te viyeAgavALA che. jyAre te khasI jaze tyAre valopAta karavA paDaze. mATe temAM satya sukhanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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291 AzA rAkhavI te vRthA che. phegaTa che. kAraNa ke, eka divasa evo Avaze ke, te mahAmahenata karIne meLavela ane citta daIne saMbhALI rAkhela tana, dhana, gADI, vADI ane lADI vigerene mUkavAne vakhata AvI lAgaze agara sarvasaMge maLelA svajanavargane paNa mUkI, uThIne paraloke padhAravuM paDaze. te vakhate AnaMda sAthe gamana karavA mATe prathama taiiyAra thAo. je tevI taiyArI karI haze te bAdha Avaze nahi. vino pitAnI meLe dUra TaLaze. nahitara jema bALake dhULanA ghara banAve che. ane manovRtti kalpita te gharamAM judI judI dhULanI vastuo banAvI gaThave che. tathA lADu banAvI, dALa zAka banAvI khAvA mATe bese che. paNa temanI bhUkha bhAgatI nathI. ane mAtapitA bolAve tyAre, te banAvela gharane dhULa bhegA karIne jojana karavA De che. jyAre sAcu bhajana kare che. tyAre kuda kudA kare che. A mujaba tamoe paNa dhULa, retI, mATI, cunA, sImeMTanA ghara banAvI, vividha vastuo, pharanIcara vigere goThavyA. te paNa vastutaH mATInA ane dhULanA che. te jyAre naSTa thaze. tyAre pastAvAnuM thaze. mATe tevA makAne banAvI ane rAca, racIle goThavI malakAvA jevuM nathI. Ate svapnamAM sukhaDI khAvA jevuM che. ane rAjya maLavA jevuM che. jAgrata thatAM je najare dekhAtuM nathI. zA mATe ! sAcA sukhane anubhava karavA pramAda kare che ane kapelA makAnomAM tathA kalpita vastuomAM agara rAjya, For Private And Personal Use Only

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292 paNa rANI vigeremAM mamatva dhAraNa karI mahAlyA kare che, teno vizvAsa rAkhavA te AtmavacanA che. bhartRharI mahArAjAne vairAgya thayAM pahelAM rAjyamAM, rANI piMgalAmAM, temaja hAthI vigeremAM ghaNI prIti hatI. te saceAge tee, mahelamAM evI mAnyatA dharAvatA ke, A rANI, mahAvata vigere evA thaze nahi. ane mArA sukhamAM sahAre Apaze. Ama dhArI, temanA paDatA vacanone jhIlI, te mujaba vartana rAkhavAmA khAmI rAkhatA nahi. para`tu piMgalA rANI teA mahAvatamAM Asakta banI. tenI sAthe paNa vilAsa karavA lAgI. mahAvata paNa khIna vajrAdAra banI rANImAM rAgI banyA. ghaNA paisA dAra banela hAvAthI peAtAnI nArI ane piMgalAmAM saMteSI na banatA, eka rUpavatI vezyAmAM Asakta banyA, je je umadA vastu maLe te te teNIne khuza karavA arpaNa karate. piMgalA rANI paNa potAnA pati taraphathI je suMdara vastu maLatI te mahAvatane ApatI. bhatR hira mahArAjAne mAluma nathI ke, A pramANe teA vI rahyA che. viSaya vilAsamAM magna anelane duniyAmAM, rAjyamAM ane potAnA makAnamAM, zuM kArasthAna banI rahela che. tenI kathAMthI mAlUma paDe ? mahArAjAne sapUrNa vizvAsa che. A leAkeA dagA deze nahi. paraMtu evuM banyuM ke, eka mukuMda nAmanA brAhmaNa paise Take ghaNA du:khI hatA. tethI peAtAnA peTanu paNa poSaNa karavAmAM azakta hatA. tethI teNe vicAra karyo ke, harasiddhi mAtAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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ArAdhanA karuM te te prasanna thaI mArU saMkaTa kApaze. Ama dhAraNA rAkhI teNe mAtAnI ananyabhAve ArAdhanA karavA mAMDI. be traNa mAsamAM mAtA pragaTa thayA. ane kahyuM ke, zA mATe mArI ArAdhanA te karI che? brAhmaNe kahyuM ke, huM ghaNe duHkhI chuM. mATe mane yatheccha lamI, dhana Apo. mAtAe kahyuM ke, te pahelAnA bhavamAM puNya karyuM nathI. tethI tArA bhAgyamAM lakSmI, dhana che ja nahi. paNa tane amRta phala ApuM chuM. tethI je tuM te phalane khAIza te nirogI ane baLavAna banIza. A mujaba kahI tathA amRta phala ApI mAtA antaradhyAna thayA. brAhmaNe te phalane laI, svaghare AvIne vicAra karyo ke, A phalane khAIne mArAthI adhika lAbha, paropakArAdi banaze nahi. mATe je A phaLa huM mahArAjAne arpaNa karIza to khuzI thaIne mane ghaNuM dhanAdika Apaze. te dvArA AjIvikA calAvavAmAM kaSTa paDaze nahi. Ama vicArI teNe mahArAjAne te vastu bheTa tarIke ApI. ane A phaLa kevA prakAre prApta thayuM. tenI bInA kahI. te sAMbhaLI rAjAe manamAnyuM dhana arpaNa karI tene khuzI karyo. mahArAjA bhartuhari, amRta phala maLyA pachI vicAra kare che ke, prANapriyA piMgalAne A phala ApuM ane te khAya te, te nirogI ane balavatI banaze. ane adhika prIti dhAraNa karaze. tethI vilAsamAM vina Avaze nahi. ane amara jevI banaze. mATe teNIne arpaNa karU. piMgalAnI pAse AvI, amRta phalane mahimA batAvI, teNIne arpaNa karI, mahArAjA For Private And Personal Use Only

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prasanna thayA. have amRta phala maLyA pachI piMgalA rANI vicAra kare che ke, mArA premI mahAvatane arpaNa karU te tenI sAthe viSaya-vilAsa sArI rIte bhegavAya. tethI pite na khAtA teNIe mahAvatane te vastu ApI, tene prabhAva kahyo. ane kahyuM ke te nirogI ane balavAna haIza te vilAsamAM adhikAnaMda Avaze. amRta phala maLyA pachI mahAvate vicAra karyo ke, mArA upara prIti rAkhanArI vezyAne ApuM te, te ghaNI khuzI thaze. ane adhika mAna satkAra karaze. mATe teNIne arpaNa karU. vezyAnA hAthamAM A phala AvyA pachI te vicAra kare che ke, huM balavatI banIne tathA amara jevI banIne adhika pApa bAMdhIza. A phaLa khAdhA karatAM mahArAjAne arpaNa karIza te teo rItasara prajApAlaka banI, paropakAra vigeremAM jIvana vItAvaze. AvI zubha bhAvanAnA vege, vezyAe te phala mahArAjAne ApyuM. bhartRharijI vicAramAM paDyA. A phala mukuMda brAhmaNe mane ApyuM hatuM. ane meM mahArANI piMgalAne premathI ApyuM hatuM. A phaLa A vezyA pAse kyAMthI AvyuM haze? AmAM kaMIka bheda lAge che. tethI vezyAne puchayuM. tuM A phala kyAMthI lAvI? ane konA taraphathI maLyuM. satya bolIza te nirdoSa TharAvIza. anyathA dehAMta daMDa thaze. bhIti pAmela vezyAe kahyuM. mane tamArA vahAlA mahAvate ApyuM che. mahAvatane bolAvI barobara dhamadhamAvIne kahyuM ke, A amRtaphala tane koNe ApyuM ? sAcu bela. nahitara ahiM ja pUre karI nAMkhIza. maraNanA bhayathI teNe kahyuM ke, mahA For Private And Personal Use Only

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25 rANI piMgalAe mane te phaLa arpaNa karyuM che. mahArAjAe piMgalAne kahyuM ke, ame tane je amRtaphala Apela hatuM te kyAM che? teNIe kahyuM tamArA kathana mujaba meM khAdhu. have te kyAMthI lAvuM? mahArANI tame taddana asatya bole che. tame khAdhu nathI. paNa mahArA karatA adhika vahAlA priyatamane tame Apela che. te sAcu che? je khAdhu hatA te A phala mArI pAse kyAMthI Ave ? sAkSAt Apela phalane dekhI piMgalA digamUkha banI. uttara ApI zakI nahi mauna dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka nIce mukha rAkhI bhUmi tarapha jevA lAgI. rAjA have samajI gayuM ke, rANIe bevaphA thaIne dago dIdhe che. saMsAranA vilAsa kyAre dago deze, te jANI zakAya nahi. vilAsa pariNAme vinAzane netare che. ATalA divase mArA vRthA vyatIta thayA. A mujaba saMsAranA sukhanI sthitine khyAla AvatA prajJAvAn hovAthI kAvya vade che ke, / / yAM cintayAmi satataM mayi sA viratA, sApyanyamicchati janaM sajano'nya sataH // asmatkute ca paritapyati kAcidanyA, dhik tAM, ca taca madanaM ca imAM ca mAM ca / / jenI sArasaMbhALa rAkhavA nirantara huM cintAe karuM chuM. sadA nirogI rahe ane balavatI banI rahe te mATe kSaNe kSaNe cintAtura banuM chuM. teja mArA upara virakta, rAga vinAnI banI, anyajanane cAhe che ane te niregI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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296 alavAna kema ane, te mATe prayatna karI rahela che. jene mATe prayAsa karI rahela chuM, te mANusa, anyamAM Asakta ane che. tathA amArA mATe koi anya nArI paritApa, satApAdi kare che. AvI viSayanA vilAsanI paristhiti che. AvI sthitine sAkSAt nirakhI keAne virAga thAya nahi ? A mujaba vairAgI banela mahArAjA kahe che ke, teNIne dhakkAra thAo, ane tene kahetAM mahAvatane paNa dhikkAra thAe. kAraNa ke, vezyAmAM Asakta banI, mahAvate peAtAnA jIvananA vicAra karyo nahi. tathA tenI sAthe madana kahetAM kAmane tathA pelIne ane mane paNa dhikkAra che. pravINa hAte paNa huM prema vinAnI nArInI dararAja cintA karateA. AtmAnI cintA karatA nahi. have areAkhara samajaNu AvI ke, viSaya-vikAro te vinAza karanAra che. sukhanI bhramaNAmAM phasAvanAra che. temAM *sAela kadApi AtmAnnati karI zakatA nathI. A mujaba samajI, rAjapATa, svajanava sarva sAdhana sAmagrIne tyAga karI mahArAjAe saMnyAsa dhAraNa karyAM. jo temAM sAcuM sukha hAta to tene tyAga karI zakata ? nahi. jyAMsudhi satya sukhanI samajaNa paDatI nathI tyAMsudhi bhale rAjya-vaibhava Aya, khamAkhamA thatI hoya, pANI mAgatAM dudha hAjara thatuM hoya, te paNa viDa MkhanA, leApAta TaLatA nathI. ane pastAvAne pAra rahetA nathI. mATe saMsAranA sukhanA sAdhanA maLyA hAya ke, meLavelA hAya, temAM harakhAvA jevuM nathI. tenA kacAre viyeAga thaze te jANI zakAze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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297 AtmonnatinA sAdhanone meLavI harSAtura banaze te, tamArI pravINatA, pramANiktA, vyAvahArika jJAnanI prazaMsA vigere thaze. nahitara, AzArUpI khADAne pUravA jema jema prayAsa karaze, tema tema te khADo uDI jate jaze. kadApi pUrNatA pAmaze nahi. AzArUpI beDIthI je baMdhAela che. te prANIo cAre gatiomAM punaH punaH paribhramaNa karI asahya pIDA bhegave che. AzA avalacaMDI che. teNIne bAMdhI rAkhIye te sArA jagatamAM deDadoDa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhe nahi. ane kadAca lAbha dekhAya to joI lo tenI gammata? dariyA kinAre agara nadI kinAre, chIpalIye dekhI, rUpAnI bhramaNAe AzAbaddha mANase vicAra karyA vinA deTa mUke che. A doTa, dhamAla keNa karAve che? avalacaMDI AzA. jyAre tene tyAga karI tyAre te paribhramaNa karatI nathI. ane sthiratAne dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka AtmaguNamAM lIna thAya che. AvI tenI avaLI gati che. AnI savaLI cAla karavI hoya te, teNIne rajA Apo. bAMdhI rAkhe nahi. bAMdhelI bahu tophAna macAvaze. mukta thaela te AtmasAdhana upara prIti dhAraNa karIne tene meLavaze. mATe sAMsArika sukhanI AzAmAM mehaghelA bane nahi. tana, mana, dhanAdikane pAmIne AtmakalyANa kyAre karazo! tana, mana, ane dhana vigerethI tame sAdhana saMpanna che. tene sAce lhAvo levA mATe kyAre prayatnazIla banaze? AzAnI beDImAM baMdhAela tame, je taddana nIca kAma karaze to taddana halakI naraka For Private And Personal Use Only

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298 gatimAM jai paDavu paDaze. A kAMi bhaya darzAvavA kahyuM nathI.. anaMtajJAnIe potAnA kevalajJAna dvArA kamAve che ke, mahAduHkhadAyaka sAta narakAvAsA che. temAM phasAI paDelAne eka kSaNa mAtra paNa sukhazAMti nathI. paramAdhAmInA tathA mAMheAmAMhI laDAI karavAthI utpanna thaela vaMdanAnA kaSTA pArAvAra che tathA je keTalIka uSNu, zItanI pIDA evI che ke, tene agnithI saLagatI citAmAM te, sukhazAtAnA kAMika anubhava Ave. temaja himAlayamAM koi lai jAya! te nirAMta vaLe. AvA kaSTo jANI teone TALavA mATe, AtmakalyANanA sAdhaneAmAM prema dhAraNa kare. ane viSaya sukhanI AzAonA jJAnapUrvaka tyAga kare. tethI ja have pachI bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDIne AtmajJAnanI bAjIne bhUlaze| mA. jo bhUlyA te AtmajJAna vinAnAM paMDita brAhmaNanI mAphaka hAMsIpAtra banaze|. eka brAhmaNanA putra, yajJApavItane mAtapitA dvArA dhAraNa karyA pachI, kAzImAM bhaNavA mATe gayA. tyAM vyAkaraNa, nyAya, chaMdas, jyAtiSa ane purANA bhaNI pAtAnA vatana tarapha AvavA nikaLyo, gAmanI bhAgoLe Avyo. tevAmAM tenA mitra, vyavahAramAM keveA kuzaLa che. te jANavA khAtara prathama sukhazAMtinA samAcAra puchyA. bhaNIne Avela evA teNe paNa peAtAnA svajana vanA sukhazAtAnA samAcAra puchyA. mitre kahyuM ke, saghaLA sukhazAtAmAM che. paraMtu tArI vahu rAMDI che. A bhAine mAluma nathI ke, hajI huM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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299 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir . paraNyA nathI. ane huM hayAta cheM. te pachI rAMDavAnI vAta kevI ? A paMDitane bhramaNA thai ane raDavA lAgyA. arere mahArI vahu rAMDI. A mujaba pAkAro pADatA pAtane ghera AvIne raDavA lAgyA. mAtapitA vigeree puchyu ke, bhAi tuM zA mATe raDe che! chAnA rahe. pachI teNe raDavAnuM mukIne kahyu'. mArI vahu rAMDI. teA pachI kema raDu nahi ! mAtaSatAe hAMsI karavApUrvaka kahyuM ke, adyApi tuM paraNyA nathI. kadAca tane paraNAvyeA hAya te, tuM teA jIvatA che. chatAM tArI vahu rAMDe kayAMthI ? bhaNyA paNa gaNyA lAgatA nathI. tArUM A sAMbhaLI saghaLA sagAvahAlAM tArI hAMsI kare che, tuM bhaNyA kharA, paNa pAte pAtAne bhUlI gayA. A mujaba sAMbhaLI zaramI banyA. A pramANe mAyA, mamatAe temaja AzAe, AtmajJAnane bhUlAvI bhramaNAmAM nAMkhyA che. mATe saghaLI AzAonA tyAga karI tame pAte tamArA AtmAne tathA AtmAnA guNAne kharAkhara eLakhavA mATe AtmajJAnane meLaveA. sAMsArika jJAna, vijJAnane kaSTa sahana karIne meLavaze. te paNa tethI AtmajJAna prApta thavuM azakaya che. ane AtmajJAna pUrvaka AtmAne oLakhyA sivAya brahmasvarUpa, paramapada kyAMthI prApta karI zakaze ! mATe sadgurU kahe che ke, are bhAgyazAlIe ? tamArU tamArI pAse ja che. te kharekhara ALakhI svAdhIna karI. ajJAnanA cALe mAyA mamatA, rAga, dveSa, adekhAi, vera, virAdhArdike tamArI satya, anata sukhane ApanAra evI For Private And Personal Use Only

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300 sattAne dabAvI rAkhI che. tethI ja tamane eka ghaDI paNa sukhazAtA maLI nathI mananI sthiratA jhAmI nathI. mATe rAga, dveSa, mahine, AtmajJAna dvArA haThAvI, samatvane dhAraNa kare. tenA vege ja, acalaniraMjana Atmati , paramapada pAmavA, ane kaSTane haThAvavA, zrI buddhisAgara jInezvaranuM dhyAna dhare. A mujaba sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara surIzvarajI bAvIsamA padamAM pharamAvatAM kahe che ke, ame paNa paramapadane pAmavA arihaMta jInezvaranuM dhAraNA rAkhI dhyAna dharIe chIe. tame paNa pramAdane tyAga karI vItarAga, arihaMtanuM dhyAna karI Atmonnati karaze. have sadgurUdeva, karmoe dabAela cetanAne svAdhIna karavA ane svapara AtmAno uddhAra karavA 23mA padanA kAvyane kahe che ke, (ajapA jApe suratA cAlI. e-rAga) svamA jevI duniyAdArI, kadI na tArI thanArI, dRSTi khelakara dekhe haMsA, mithyA saba jagakI yArI, svamA ||1|| darpaNamAM pratibiba nihALI, zvAna brAMti bahu bharyo, juThI mAyA juThI kAyA, cetana temAM bahu dha. svamAtra purA For Private And Personal Use Only

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301 nija chAyA kUpa jalamAM dekhI, kUdI kUpe siMha paDyo, para pitAnuM mAnI cetana, cAra gatimAM raDavaDyo. svamA ! chIpomAM rUpAnI buddhi, mAnI mUrakha pastAyo, jaDamAM sukhanI buddhi dhArI, jyAM tyAM cetana bahudhAyo, svamArA koI kuTuMba kabIle mAro mAnI, kIdhAM karmo bahu bhArI, aMte tArUM thaze na koI samaja mana saMsArI, svamA pA jamyA te te jarUra jAze, ahIMthI aMte paravArI, samaja samaja cetana mana merA, buddhisAgara nirdhArI, svamArA dA karUNAnA sAgara, saddagurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI, bhavyAbhAone upadeza Ape che ke, tame pitAnA ane parivArAdikanuM piSaNa karavA khAtara, pApasthAnake rUpI aMte mahAkaSTa denArI duniyAdArImAM kyAM mugdha banyA che ! te te. svamA jevI che. nidrAmAM Avela zubha ke azubha svamA kAyama rahetA nathI. kSaNamAM khasI jAya che. mATe svaparanuM piSaNa karatAM pApa keTaluM karyuM ! pitAthI halakI sthiti vALAne keTalA paDyA ! keTalAne nukazAna pahoMcADyuM che For Private And Personal Use Only

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302 tenI gaNatrI karI che! tapAsa karI che? tame te mAnatA haze ke, piSaNa karele parivAra sAthe Avaze. ane paralekamAM duHkhadAyI velAye sahAre ApI dukhane ochu karaze. Ama dhAraNA rAkhaze te te vRthA che. te te tamArI kadApi thaze nahi. ane pratikula thatAM ulaTa vairavirodhAdi karIne dukha, saMkaTa vadhArI mUkaze. mATe daSTi khelakara are haMsA ? dekhI le. barobara nirIkSaNa karI le. ke, saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra rAga dveSa ane mehanI cArI, prIti asatya che. kharAbamAM kharAba che. temAM ghelA banI Atmahita cUkaze nahi. je bhUlyA te jema anaMta kAla viDaMbanA, vipattimAM vyatIta karyo. ane tethI punaH e vakhata AvI lAgaze ke, anaMtakAla bhaviSyamAM yAtanA, vipattimAM phasAI paDavuM paDaze. jema kutarAe, arisAmAM paDelA pitAnA pratibiMbathI ajJAnatA sAmA ghaNA kutarAone dekhI bahu bhase che. mArAmArI karavA sAmA dhare che. te te paDachAye hovAthI teone kAMI thatuM nathI. paraMtu tethI teo pote ja duHkhI bane che. te mujaba anukuLatA AvatA Asakita dhAraNa kare che. ane pratikuLatA thatAM bolAbAlI karavApUrvaka mArAmArI karavA paNa dhase che. tene yege tamo ja pIDA pAme che. mATe are cetana haMsA ? tamArU svarUpa vicAro ? haMsa kSIranIra bhegu hoya te paNa kSIra, dudha ane nIra, pANIne judA kare che. te mujaba saMsAranI prIti ane AtmAnA guNe bhegA maLelA che. temAMthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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303 AtmajJAna, dhyAnanA ge te premane judA pADI AtmAnA svarUpane oLakhI cIkaNA karmo baMdhAya nahi. te mujaba saMsArane judo gaNI, kAyA, mAyA, viSayamAM he cetana? ghaNA dhasyA jAo nahi. anyathA sukhazAMtino vAro Avaze nahi. tame kaheze ke, AtmA dekhAto nathI. ane kAyA, mAyA najare dekhAya che. mATe najare dekhAtI vastunI mAyA, prIti rAkhIye chIe. tenA uttaramAM samajavAnuM che, je saghaLAM khAvA pIvA vigerenA bhegavilAso kare che. te konA AdhAre! je AtmA na hoya te, eka paNa kiyA banI zake che kharI! tamee AtmA rahita maDadAne joyuM to haze ja ! ane anubhava paNa karyo haze ja ! te maDadAne pikAro pADI pADIne belA te paNa te sAMbhaLe che kharuM? nA. agara vahAla pUrvaka tene khAna, pAna karAve te paNa te mRtaka khAze pIze ke nahi ja, jyAre AtmA vidyamAna hoya che tyAre ja, prema sAthe bolAvo te sAMbhaLaze. khAnapAna karAvazo to te kiyA karaze. mATe AtmA che. paNa kAyA mAyAmAM maLela hovAthI, tamArI najare te dekhAte nathI. paraMtu kevalajJAnIe te sAkSAt nihALI rahela che. mATe te mAyA vigerene judA jANe AtmAne oLakho. maitrIbhAvanA, pramoda, anukaMpa, madhyastha bhAvanAnuM jJAna karI temAM vicAra, vivekane sAthe rAkhI, temanA sAdhanane sahAro laI, AtmAne oLakhavA mATe sArI rIte bala pherava. te jarUra AtmA che. tema mAluma paDaze. anAdi For Private And Personal Use Only

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304 , kAlIna karmone AdhAre, AtmA karmonA baMdha kare che. khaMdhAnusAre saMsAramAM sukha duHkhanA bhogavaTo kare che. sAMsArika sukha maLe che tyAre mastAne khanI malakAya che. ane manamAM mAne che ke, amArA jevA sukha kAI bhAgavatu nathI. ane jyAre vipatti, viDaMbanA agara vine! AvI lAge che. tyAre mAne che ke, amArA jevA kAI duHkhI nathI. A mujakha sukha duHkhane mAnatA, evA karmo kare che ke, cAreya gatinI paribhramaNatA AchI thatI nathI. navIna navIna karmonA baMdhanA bhogavaTAmAM phasAI paDe che. paraMtu jyAre sadgurU dvArA, samyajJAna ane samyakUcAritrane rItasara lAbha maLe che. tyAre prathama saMghayaNunA cege, zukaladhyAnanA jore, karmone khapAvI nirvANa, meAkSapadane pAmI, ana'tasukhanA svAmI bane che. ityAdi AtmAnu lakSaNa che. ApaNe! AtmA paNa AvA che. mATe sa`sAranI rakhaDapaTTI jema TaLe te mujakha, sa`sAranI mAyAne! tyAga karI Atmika guNAmAM ramaNatA karavA mATe prayatnazIla bane. ane are cetana ? kamAMthI AtmA judo thaze tema nakkI mAne. jo karmane'tame jema jema AchA karazo. tema tema AtmAnA anubhava AvatA raheze. tathA mekSa jarUra maLaze ja. AvI zraddhA rAkhA. karmo jyAre AchA thAya che. ane sakalpa, vikalpe svataH TaLe che tyAre, AtmAnI kharAkhara oLakhANa thAya che. pachI temAM Adara vadhatAM, ananyavIya pragaTa thAya che. Ama sAmarthyanA cage khala vadhatAM karmo For Private And Personal Use Only

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35 svataH khasavA mAMDe che, tyAre satya, jJAna, AnaMdane ughADa thAya che. tamone anubhava paNa thatuM haze ke, jyAre tame koI paNa prakAranA vicAra, vikalpa, vinAnA ghaDI, be ghaDI haze tyAre AvatuM haze. te te aMze tamo mokSanI pAse jaI rahelA che ema jANavuM. je je aMze nirUpAdhipaNuM, te te aMze mekSa. eTale je je aMze saMkalpa, vikalpa khase che te aMge paNa mekSa thAya che. mokSa eTale karmone sarvathA abhAva, ane anaMtajJAna, darzana, cAritrane AvirbhAva. Ama aMze aMze paNa mekSa thAya che. tene anubhava te tamone che ja. te pachI sarvathA karmone abhAva thavAne ja. ema zraddhA dhAraNa karI meha mAyAthI aLagA bano. sukhanA paDachAyAmAM mugdha bane nahi. tame Ama dhAratA haze ke, krodhAdi karavAthI sAme AvatAM zatruo, bhayabhIta banI nAsI jAya che. pachI sukhazAtA, AvIne bheTe che. AvI dhAraNAmAM bhIMta jeTalI bhUla thAya che. kAraNa ke, kharA zatruo te Antarika zatruo che. te jyAre jeramAM Ave che. ane te jeramAM AvatAM tamArI hAni thavAnI. eka siMha pitAnI halakI sthitivALA jAnavarone mArI, pitAnuM peTa bharato. tethI ghaNA pazuo ochA thavA lAgyA. eka zIyALe A siMhane mArI nAMkhavAnI yukti karI. te, siMhanI AgaLa AvIne kahevA lAge. are siMha rAja? vanamAM bIjo balavAna siMha Avyo che. ane tamArI sattA, sAhyabIne dUra karavA IcchI rahela che. mATe 20. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sot tene haThAvavA taiyAra thAe. A pramANe zIyALanI khInA sAMbhaLI, garjanA karatA te kahevA lAgyA ke, khatAva. te kayAM che ? zIyALe kahyuM ke, tamane dekhADuM. Ama kahIne AgaLa jaIne kahyuM ke, tamArA bhaya lAgavAthI A pANIthI bharelA kuvAmAM te paDayo che. mATe temAMthI bahAra kADhIne nasADI mUkavA joie. nahitara temAMthI nikaLI ApanI sAthe yuddha karaze. mATe prathamathI cetIne tene kuvAmAMthI bahAra nikAlA. A mujaba sAMbhaLI ajJAnatAthI bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDI, peAtAnA paDachAyAne ja Avela siMha mAnI, kApAtura banI, gurjanA karatAM teNe kuvAmAM bhUskA mAryAM. ke, tarata bahAra nIkaLI zakAyu nahi. ane te kuvAmAM paDI maraNa pAmyA. A pramANe mukhya mAnavIe, para vastuone tathA paDachAyAne satya mAnI, cAra gatimAM vAra vAra bhaTakI mahAduHkhane pAme che, ziyALarUpI mAyAe, siMha jevA AtmAnI bhUrI dazA karelI che. zAthI ? mithyAtvanA yege, satyane bhUlI asatyane sAcu mAnI, temAM meghelA banAvyA. tethI, sadgurU punaH punaH upadeza Ape che ke, are ! mAyAnA pAsalAmAM phasAI, Atmazaktine vRthA gumAvI, janmamaraNa ane jarAnI viDa'manAe zA mATe sahana karo che ! keTalAe, rAga, dveSa, me!ha mAyAmAM mastAna khanI, Atma zaktine gumAvI, anatI pIDAe sahana karI che. tenI gaNatrI nathI. anaMtI pIDAo, paravazapaNAe sahI che. vaLI keTalAka, sa'sAranA viSaya vilAse managamatA bhogavAya, te For Private And Personal Use Only

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27 khAtara rUpIyAnI khANa dhavA mATe nikaLe che. paNa khANa hastagata thatI nathI. tethI aphasosa karatA cAre bAjue paribhramaNa kare che. tevAmAM dariyAnA kinAre agara zuSka nadImAM rahela chIpalIone rUpa mAnI, teNIone grahaNa karI potAnA ghera Ave to, te chIpalI rUpAnuM kArya karaze ke ? nahi kare. ane karelI mahenata mAthe paDavAnI ja. te pramANe jaDa vastuomAM satya sukhanA sAdhane mAnI, kapaTa kalAo keLavI, dagAprapaMco karI, tathA athAga prayatna karI, te jaDa vastuo meLave che. paNa te vastuo nizcita kayAMthI banAve ? te vastuo, cintA vadhArI Atma tAkAtane ochI kare che. tethI cetana, AtmAnI zakti keTalI che tenI khabara paDatI nathI. ane te vastuo mATe karelI mahenata phegaTa thAya che. eTalI mahenata, prayatna, Atmika guNane nirakhavAmAM agara meLavavA mATe karavAmAM Ave te, kAma nIkaLI jAya? paNa jaDavastuone meLavavA dhAye. tethI pitAnI Atmika zakti, cetanA tarapha khyAla rAkhe nahi. tethI ja Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI cintAo thaI kayAre A duHkha dUra khasaze tene vAre vAre valopAta thayA karyo che. mATe jaDa vastuomAMthI premane ocho karI, AtmAnI zaktine prApta karavA mATe prayatna karavAnI AvazyakatA che. are mAnavIe? kuTuMbakabIlA parivAranuM piSaNa karavA khAtara aneka pApa karyA. dIna, hIna tarapha dayA rAkhI nahi. teone vividha prapaMca karI duHkhI karyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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308 teenA AMsuDAene lAhyA nahi. kAI prakAranA sahArA ApyA nahi. to pachI tamane zAMti maLI raheze ke ? te kuTuMba kabIlA, khAIpIne mastAna banI, tane pIDA upajAvaze. jo poSaNa thayu nahi te joI le, tamArI hAlata. dazA. AvA kuTuMba kabIlAnA pASaNa khAtara kace mUrakha pAA kare! samajadAra to kare ja nahi. zakti hAte chate paNa tamArA duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvyo nahi. te aMte tamArUM zuM lIluM vALaze. cintAo dUra karaze ! mATe are sasArI ! saMsAramAM ja rAcI mAcI rahela ? samaja samaja ? kayAM bhUla thApa khAI bese che. kadAca te piravAra tamArI anukulatA mujaba vartana rAkhatA haze te paNa, tene tyAga karI ekaluM paralAke javuM paDaze ja. mATe pApe karIne temane pASA nahi. ane AtmAnI zakti vadhe te mATe jarUra upayoga rAkhA, tethI jarUra AlAka, parAkamAM sukhI thaze. duniyAmAM vyAvahArika kAryAM karatAM paNa antaramAM nyArA rahevAnI bhAvanA bhAvI zakAya che. jema keAI pratikula mAnavI, sAme maLIne tamAne sukhazAtA puchatA hAya. tyAre, upara uparathI mIThAzanA vacana belA che. paNa manamAM teA judA vicAra hAya che. te mujaba tameA nyArA rahI zake che. '" dhAvamAtA bAlakanuM pAlanapASaNa kare che paraMtu te bAlakane potAnA putra tarIke mAnatI nathI. ' tathA te khAlaka moTA thayA pachI svamAtAne ane dhAva mAtAne kharAkhara ALakhyA pachI, jo ke, dhAvamAtAne, mAtA For Private And Personal Use Only

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309 kahIne bolAve che. paNa teNIne pitAnI mAtA tarIke mAnate. nathI. tathA vyavahAramAM vaDIla mAtapitA rahela hoya tyAre svapitAne bAlaka, bhAI tarIke tathA mAtAne bhAbhI agara bena tarIke bolAve che. ane kAThIAvADa-saurASTramAM te mAtAne vaha kahIne bolAve che. paNa te bAlaka meTo thatAM manamAM satya pitA ane sAcI mAtAne jANe che. te mujaba vyavahAramAM varto. chatAM antaramAM te alaga rahIne kSamA tathA vivekarUpI satya mAtApitAne dhAraNa karI, mAyAmamatAne tyAga kare. A sivAya satyAnaMdane prApta karavAne bIjo koI upAya nathI. mAtapitA paNa puNyadaya hoya tyAMsudhI vahAla rAkhe che. jyAre pApodaya jAge che tyAre koI paNa svajanavarga sahAro ApavA samartha banatuM nathI. ApaNe najare nihALIye chIe ke, keTalAka mAtapitA janmelA bALakane mArI nAMkhe che. agara rakhaDatA mUke che. tenI sArasaMbhALa paNa letA nathI. ane puryodaya jAgatAM te rakhaDatuM bALaka, keI bIjAnA hAthamAM Ave che. ane tyAM tenuM sArI rIte pAlana piSaNa thAya che. tema ja moTe thatAM keLavaNI pAmI sattAdhArI, adhikArI bane che. tene ghaNA mAnavo page paDatA paNa Ave che. temaja keTalAka, tyAga, saMyamane svIkAra karI pitAnuM hita, kalyANa sAdhavA samartha bane che. mATe antaramAM nirlepa rahIne rAga, dveSa, mahAdikanI kAramI katalathI alaga rahe agara alaga rahezo te bacI zakaze. nahitara, eka gheghara bilADAe uMdarone mArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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310 nAMkhyA, tenI mAphaka, A jagatamAM ApaNane mArI nAkhanAra antaranA ane ahAranA ghaNA zatrue che, eka jaMgalI bilADAnI mAphaka-eka jaMgalI bilADA, potAne dekhavAthI uMdarA, bhayabhIta banI nAsI jatA. tethI, te bhUkhe maratA heAvAthI jagalamAMthI gAmamAM Avye. ane teNe eka raMgAranA mATInA bhAjanamAM khAvAnI lAlace mukhane temAM nAMkhyuM, khAvAnuM to maLyuM nahi. paNa mukha upara raMga lAgyA. TIlA TapakA thaya!. raMganA bhAjananuM mukha sAMkaDu hAvAthI parANe. mukha te aMdara nAMkhyuM. paNa te mukha bahAra nIkaLatu na hAvAthI, vadhAre jora karatAM bhAjananA kAMThalA tUTIne tenA gaLAmAM vaLagyA. TIlA TapakAvALA, ane gaLAmAM kAMThalAvALA bilADAne dekhI gAmanA udarA tenI pAse AvavA lAgyA. temanI AgaLa puchaDI paTapaTAvatA te kahevA lAgyo ke, are bhAI A ? huM yAtrA karavA zrI kedAra tIrthe gayA hatA. tyAM devadana karI A kaMkaNu meM paheyu che. ane huM dharmAtmA anyeA che, tethI IcchA hAya te mArA upadeza sAMbhaLe. tethI jarUra tamArU kalyANa thaze. A mujaba kahIne te kapaTI bilADA upadeza ApavA lAgyA. upadeza sAMbhaLI uMdarA khukha khuzI thayA. vakhANa karavA lAgyA. have dararoja udarA upadeza sAMbhaLI khuzI thaIne jAya che. bilADAe cAra pAMca divasa upadeza ApI teone kharAkhara vizvAsa pamADayo. jyAre upadeza sAMbhaLI pAchA jAya che. tyAre pAchaLa rahelA uMdarane te bilADA mArI khAya che. te khIjA uMdarAne khakhara For Private And Personal Use Only

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paDatI nathI. paraMtu jyAre pitAnI vastI ochI thaI tyAre, khabara paDI ke, A bilADe kapaTa karIne upadezanA bAnAe. ApaNA bALakone mArI khAya che. kAramI katala kare che. mATe tenI pAse keIe javuM nahi. ane tene vizvAsa rAkhavo nahi. A mujaba kahevAthI sarve uMdare samajI gayA. koI paNa te bilADA pAse jatuM nathI. A bilADe kyo ? meha. teNe uMdara jevA mANasane kapaTa karI mArI nAMkhyA che. ane kAramI katala calAvI che. te jevI tevI nahi. anaMtakAlathI, anaMta vakhata. mATe are bhAgyazAlI? te mehanA paDachAye paNa jaze nahi. A mujaba sagurU mahArAja have 24 mA. padanI racanA karatA kAvya dvArA pharamAve che ke, are bhAgyazAlIo, mArA, tArAnI muMjhavaNe manuSyabhava zA mATe hArI bese che ? mUrakha mana mArU mArU zIda kare, phegaTa bhava jamaNuM karato phare, tAruM dhAryuM thAtuM hoya te, icchA viNa kema mare? pApanI poTho bharIne pApI, marI naraka avatare. phAgaTa0 /1 maraNakAla jaba Ave pAsa taba, hAya hAya ucare, hAtha ghasaMtA jAya parabhava, ThAma kadI nahi Thare. phogaTa para For Private And Personal Use Only

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312 mAMdyanI trAddhi tArI jANI, bhramaNa bhAI parihare; buddhisAgara AtmadhyAne, vaMchita kAraja sere. phegaTa mArA saddagurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, sAMsArika padArthone pitAnA mAnI, teone prApta karavA jIvanaparyata jIvo prayAsa karI rahela che. paNa te padArtha kadApi tamArA thavAnA nathI. ane thaze paNa nahi. te vastuo te tamArI zubha bhAvanA haze ane tenA vege, sadupayoga karaze te sahAre ApavA samartha banaze. anyathA bhramaNamAM bhUlA pADI, cAre gatinA cakAvAmAM nAMkhI deze, tamane sukha vahAla lAge che. te mArA tArAnI mAnasika vRttione tyAga kare. te vastuo tamArI hoya te, vakhata AvI lAgatAM kema khasI jAya che! IcchA to sadAya tamArI pAse ja rahela che. chatAM te IcchA bara AvatI nathI. ane aphasosa karAvIne te dUra khase che. ane aniSTa saMgo AvIne hAjara thAya che. te pachI te bhegI karelI, temaja ekatra karavA mATe prayAsa kare che. te tamArI kyAMthI thaze? nahi ja thAya. tamane sukha pasaMda che. paNa sukhanA je je upAyo che. tene Adara karatA nathI. zarIrane nirogI rAkhavA, zuM tamee brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM che? khAnapAnamAM viveka lAvyA che ? mahAmahenate meLavelI dhanAdika vastuone sanmArge vAparI che ? temaja abhayadAna, supAtradAna, jJAnadAna, anukaMpAdAnAdika karyA che? je karyA hoya te sukhazAtAnI abhilASA For Private And Personal Use Only

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313 rAkhelI hoya to te ThIka gaNAya. nahitara temAM aniSTa nimitte duHkhadAyI bane. temAM AcArane deSa che. mATe are mAnasika vRttionA svAmIe? manane tapAsI juo. mana sAthe vAta kare. mana te tamArI pAse ja che. dUra nathI. mana paribhramaNa karatu hoya te, kabaje karavA pUrvaka puche ke, te kevA kevA vicAra karyA? kevI kevI abhilASAo rAkhI ! "sArI bhAvanA sahita sadAcAranuM pAlana karyuM haze te dukha upasthita thaze nahi. kadAca bhUlathI ajJAnatAnA ge aniSTa saMga dvArA kaSTa AvI lAgaze. te paNa sahana karI levAze. kaSTa jevuM bhAsaze nahi. temAMthI vijayanI cAvIo, upAye hastagata thaze. mATe dunyavI padArthone mArA mArA che tema mAne nahi. mamatvanA ge cintA, zoka, saMtApa, valepAta vigere AvI lAge che. mATe viveka karI mananI tapAsa kare. saddagurU kahe che ke, tamArU zarIra te dUra nathI. chatAM tenI saMbhALa rAkhavA darareja prayatna kare che. vyAdhi thatAM davA karI te vyAdhine dUra karavA cintApUrvaka prayAsa kare che. temaja so varSa jIvavAnI AzA te che. chatAM tamArU dhAryuM thatuM nathI. evA evA nimitto AvI lAgatAM aNadhAryo ucALA bhare paDe che. IcchA vinA paNa maraNane zaraNa thavuM paDe che. te veLAe tamAre keNa belI thaze? teno vicAra, viveka karavAnI paNa jarUra che. sadvicAranA AdhAre viveka paNa Avaze. ane viveka AvatAM tamArI sAcI vastu zuM che te mAluma paDaze. ane tethI teno Adara thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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314 karoDAdhipati eka zrImAne, sAta mALanA ArlIzAna mahela, a'galA lAkhA rUpiyAnA vyaya karIne dhAnyeA. A tyArapachI tenA upara ra`ga rAgAna karavA munImane kahe che ke, evA raMgarogAna karAvA ke, sAta peDhI paMta te jhAMkhA paDe nahi. ane khatama thAya nahi. mArApaNAnA ceAge A dhanADhayane khakhara nathI ke, karAvela raMga rogAna kayAMsudhI sArA raheze! bahu bahu te! e traNa varSa sudhI. pachI te jhAMkhA paDaze. ane evA evA tathAprakAranA nimitto maLatAM. nAza paNa thaze. zarIrane raMga paNa kAyama rahete nathI.. yuvAvasthA vyatIta thayA pachI vRddhAvasthAmAM, juvAnInA raMga kayAM uDI gayeA tenI khabara paDatI nathI. te! A baMgalAnA raga kayAM sudhI raheze. A mujaba samajaNu hAta te! sAta peDhI sudhI raMga rahe, te mujaba belI zakata nahi, kharekhara mamatvamAM ja AvA vacane elAya che. samajaNA murnAme paNa manamAM hasIne hA' pADI, e arasAmAM eka atizayavaMta, jJAnI munirAja tyAM thaIne jAya che. temaNe A bInA sAMbhaLI ane tee manamAM hasyA. zrImAn zeThe hasavAnuM kAraNa puchyuM. munivarye kahyuM ke, upAzrayamAM Avajo. hasavAnuM kAraNa tyAM kahIzuM. A mujaba kahIne te cAlyA gayA. A zeThane potAnA putra upara ghaNA pyAra hatA. bapore A putrane kheALAmAM besADI jamI rahela che. te vakhate dIkarAe pezAba karyo ane te pezAba bhANAmAM paDayo. chatAM paNa tene dUra na karatAM bhAjananA bagaDelA For Private And Personal Use Only

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315 bhAga dUra karI jamavA beThA. te vakhate pilA munivarya, vaheravA AvelA che. temane A banAva dekhI punaH hasavuM AvyuM. hasavAnuM kAraNa puchatAM, upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM kahIne vahorI upAzraye gayA. tathA popakArAdikane bhUlI mamatva, mArApaNAnA vege A zeTha pitAnI piDhImAM beThA che. te velA eka kasAIbAkaDAne laIne jaI rahela che. bekaDe peDhI upara beThelA te zeThane dekhI tenI dukAnamAM piThe. te evA vicArathI paThe ke, A zrImAna zeTha, mane kasAInI pAsethI mukta karAvaze. ane tethI huM jIvate rahIza paraMtu zeTha te tene bahAra kADhavA mahenata karavA lAgyA. eka khUNAmAMthI kADhe che. tyAre bIjA khUNAmAM A bakare pese che. mAra mAratA paNa nikaLatA nathI. kasAIe kahyuM ke, Ane jIvate rAkhavuM hoya te pAMca rUpiyA Apa. jIvitadAna ApI, abhayadAna ApI, puNya kare. zeTha te. sAMbhaLatA nathI. ane bakaro peDhImAMthI nikaLatA nathI. ghaNo mAra lAgavAthI beM beM karate bUma pADe che. te arasAmAM pelA munirAja tyAMthI nIkaLyA ane svajJAna dvArA tenI prathama bhavanI paristhiti jANI. ane A zeThanI mugdhatA pIchAnI tethI, temane pharIthI hasavuM AvyuM. AthI zeThane zaMkA thaI ane munine pharIthI pRcchA karI. munivare kahyuM ke, atyAre ame bahAra jaIe chIe. puchavuM hoya te upAzraye AvavuM. tamArA traNe praznone javAba ApIzuM. zeTha upAzraye gayA For Private And Personal Use Only

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316 jJAnI munirAje uttara ApyuM ke, are zeTha ? mArU mArU karIne mahela baMdhAvyo ane sAta peDhI sudhI raMga regAna rahe te pramANe karavAnuM tamArA munimane tamee kahyuM. paNa tamArU AyuSya have sAta divasanuM che. tamAre AlIzAna baMgalAne bhegavaTe, AyuSya purU thayA pachI, maraNa pAmI, ghaNA pApa bAMdhI, tathA pApI banIne paralekamAM anicchAe paNa javuM paDaze. tethI kayAre karaze ! pAchaLa rahenAra A mahelamAM nivAsa karaze. tene mATe ATalI badhI mamatA kevI ! te parivAranA bhAgyamAM bhegavaTe haze te ja teo nivAsa karaze anyathA anyanI pAse jaze. Ama samajI amone sahaja hasavuM AvyuM. A zrImAna zeThane, A mujaba sAMbhaLI pIDAne pAra rahyo nahi. ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, huM so varSo yAvat jIvana gujArIza evI AzA hatI. paraMtu have te gurUnA kahevA mujaba sAta divasanuM AyuSya che. have pApi kayAre nAza pAme ane paralekamAM paNa anukuLatA zAthI rahe, tene zo upAya ? A pramANe gurUdevane zeThe puchyuM tyAre gurUdeve kahyuM ke, sAta divasomAM dhAraNA mujaba dharma, parepakArAdi karI zakAya che. mATe valayAtane tyAga karI dharmanI, saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI le. tethI pApa ghaTaze. ane puNyabaMdha thaze. tethI paralekamAM sukhI thaIza. bhayabhIta bana nahi. manuSya, samajaNamAM AvyA pachI eka divasamAM sarva saMgone tyAga karIne AtmakalyANa sAdhavA samartha bane che. A pramANe sAMbhaLI For Private And Personal Use Only

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317 zeThane A bInA haiyAmAM pasaMda paDI. vaLI zeThe puchyuM ke, mahArAja, bIjIvAra vaheravA AvyA tyAre tamane kema hisavuM AvyuM ? gurUe kahyuM tArI mamatAnA ge ? tame jyAre tamArA putranA pezAbathI bagaDelA, cheDA bhejanane tyAga karI, vadhelA, bAkI rahelA AhArane khAvA lAgyA. tyAre jJAnathI ame e jANyuM ke, ATalI mamatA, zeThe Atmika guNemAM rAkhI hota to kalyANa kalyANa thAta. paraMtu A putra mATe thatAM mArI mArI karIne meLavelI milkata, mAjazekha, vyasanamAM mahAlIne khatama karaze. ane paropakArAdika paNa karaze nahi. ane tamArI, mamatAnA yoge meLavelI milkata aMte phanA thaze. ane pApabaMdha karavA pUrvaka paraleke tamAre javuM paDaze. Ama jANI, amane hasavuM AvyuM. kAraNa ke, mamatvanA ge manuSya agara deve, prApta thaela ddhi, samRddhine sAcavavA ghaNo prayAsa kare che. chatAM te kAyama TakatA nathI. AyuSya purU thatAM sarvane mukI javuM paDaze. A mujaba munivaryanuM kahevuM sAMbhaLI punaH mahAduHkha thayuM. ane mamatvanA tyAgane upAya pUchayo. gurUmahArAje kahyuM ke, AtmAnA guNone oLakhI Adara kara. ane tenA sAdhano, jevA ke, vrata, niyama, saMyama vigeremAM laganI lagADa. sAta divasamAM kAma nIkaLI jaze. manuSyabhavanI saphalatA thaze. parivAramAMthI keIpaNa tArI sAthe Avaze nahi. mATe cetI jA. pramAdane, tyAga kara. A mujaba sAMbhaLavAthI zeThanA haiyAmAM vairAgya, For Private And Personal Use Only

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318 savega ane zraddhAe nivAsa karyo. tyAra pachI trIjo prazna puchayo. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, je bakarAne kasAI laI jatuM hatuM, te bakare, gatabhavane tamAre pitA hatA. te game tema vyApArAdi karIne dhanADhaya banyuM. ane peDhIne sthApana karI. A peDhI meM sthApana karI che. ane A mAro putra mane kasAI pAsethI choDAvaze. ane jIvitadAna apAvaze Ama dhArI, tamArI peDhImAM paDe. paNa tame te eka ghaDI paNa TakavA dIdhuM nahi. ane mArI mArIne bahAra kADhI mUkyo. tethI te bUma pADate cAlyA gaye. A mujaba gurUdevanuM kathana sAMbhaLI zeTha ghaNo pastAvo karavA lAgyA. gurUdevanA A pramANenA kathanane sAMbhaLI, A zrImAna zeThane khyAla Avyo ke, mArA pitAe pApAraMbhe karavApUrvaka peDhIne sthApI. ane mArU mArU karIne jIvanaparyata dhanAdikamAM Asakta banI svakalyANa sAdhyuM nahi. tethI te pitAne AvI gati maLI. je huM have nahi cetuM. jAgrata nahi thAuM. to mArI AvI gati thaze. A mujaba vicAra karI, saddagurUdevane vaMdanA karI, vinati karI ke, have sAta divasamAM sadgati maLe te upAya batAve. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, tamAre kAMI cintA karavA jevuM nathI. anAsakta banIne ahiMsA, saMyama, ane tapAdikanI ArAdhanA ullAsa sahita kare. tethI saghaLA pApo dUra khasaze ane puNyabaMdhanA yoge sadgati maLaze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI mAyA, mamatAno tyAga karI te zeTha Atma kalyANa For Private And Personal Use Only

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319 sAdhavA samartha banyA. are bhAgyavAna ! tame paNa mArA, tArAne tyAga karI, Atmahita sadhAya tema ullAsa pUrvaka ujamALa bano. phakta mamatvane tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. je mamatva nahi hoya te ahaMkArAdinI kAramI katala thaze nahi. ane anAsaktie kAryo karI sadgatinA bhAjana banaze. dhIme dhIme tyAga karatAM sarvathA tyAga karavAnI tAkAta meLavI zakaze. "kAMkare kAMkare pALa baMdhAya, TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya, ITe IMTe killo racAya, leke zloke grantha taiyAra thAya. te mujaba apAze alpAze mamatvane tyAga karatAM anukrame sarvathAne tyAga banI zakaze. prathama zarIranI mamatAne tyAga karI, zarIramAM rahela anaMta guNonA svAmI vAtmA upara mamatA rAkhe. tenI tAkAta vadhe, te mujaba vartana rAkhe. pachI dhana, delatanI Asaktino tyAga karI, samatvane dhAraNa karI, satya dhana, samyagadarzana, jJAna, cAritrane A mArI pitAnI sAcI vastuo che. ane te vastuo ja bhavabhavanI bhAvaTa bhAgI zake ema che. Ama dhAraNA rAkhI temAM premane lagAve. tathA je putra, parivAra hoya te teone pApAra karIne pi inahi. paNa nyAya, nIti, pramANikatAthI vyavahAra calAve. tethI alpAze mamatva basavA mAMDaze. tyAra pachI svajanavarga, sagAMvahAlAM, mitrAdikanA premano tyAga kare. saMkSepamAM sthAvara, jaMgama, siddhi, sacitta, acitta ane mizra evI je vastuo che. tenI mamatAne tyAga karavA For Private And Personal Use Only

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320 prItine dhAraNa kare. juo te kharA? ke AnaMda Ave che. sthiratAnA vege AtmavikAsa sadhAze. A mujaba vartana karatA vipattio, viDaMbanAe, cintA, vale pAtAdine AvavAne avakAza maLaze nahi, paraMtu kahevuM paDe che. ke, tamAre mamatA rAkhI mahAlavuM che. anAsaktie jIvana gujAravuM nathI. ane AnaMdano anubhava le che. te te banavuM azakya ja che. vilAsane, vinAzanI sAthe anAdikAlane sabaMdha che. paNa vikAsane ullAsa sAthe sagAI rahelI che. te samajo. Amika vikAsa sAdhyA sivAya, sAce ullAsa AvI zakatuM nathI. tame jene vikAsa ane ullAsa mAne che, te paDachAye che. satya nathI. satya vikAsa ane ullAsa, mamatva ane ahaMkAranA tyAgamAM guptapaNe rahela che. tene oLakhe. A mujaba vartana rAkhaze nahi to, maraNakAla jyAre Avaze tyAre mAkhIonI mAphaka hAtha ghasatAM para bhavamAM javuM paDaze. te veLAe hAya hAya karaze tethI eka ghaDI paNa AyuSya vadhArI zakaze nahi Akhta, raudra dhyAnanA ge kaI sArA sthAne TharI zakaze nahi. eTale parAdhInatAnI beDImAM pUrepUrA sapaDAI paDaze te vakhate te beDIthI mUkata karanAra paNa maLaze nahi. atyaMta piDAonI sthitimAM rahevuM paDaze. mATe sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, zarIramAM vyApI rahela AtmA. upara sAcI mamatAne, mArApaNAne dhAraNa kare. AtmAmAM anaMta, zakti, siddhi ane samRddhi kAyamI rahela che. te For Private And Personal Use Only

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321 tamArI dInatA, hInatA ane yAcanAne dezavaTe apAvaze. ane satya svataMtratAnA svAmI banaze. ane mamatvanA madhura mArane khAvAne avasara Avaze nahi. mATe tamane je mamatvamAM, ahaMkAramAM sukhanI bhramaNa che. tene tyAga karavA pUrvaka sadgurUdeva ane nezvara kahe che tema, AtmAnA guNamAM ramaNatA kare. tethI vAMchita kArya saraze. pachI koIpaNa kArya karavAnuM bAkI raheze nahi. sAcA kRtArtha banaze. eka bhramita banela vyaktinI evI mAnyatA hatI ke, ahaMkAra ane mamatva sivAya AgaLa vadhAtuM ja nathI. tethI dhanAdikamAM Asakta banI, je pitAnA sapATAmAM Ave tenI pAsethI buddhibalanA ge, dagA prapaMca karI, managamatI vastu paDAvIne bhaMDAra, tijorIne bhArate. kaI bolAve tyAre baDAI darzAvI tene tiraskAra pUrvaka halake gaNata. buddhi talavAra jevI gaNIe te bAdha jevuM kahI zakAya nahi. talavAra vaDe pitAnuM ane paranuM rakSaNa karI zakAya. je te vAparatA AvaDe te ja. nahitara pitAnA mastaka agara zarIra upara ghA paDe che te pramANe nukazAna thAya. buddhine sanmArge vAparavAmAM Ave te svaparane uddhAra karavA samartha bane. anyathA taddana halakI gatimAM nAMkhI, atyaMta saMkaTamAM sapaDAve. A mANase buddhine sadupayoga karyo nahi, buddhine unmArge vAparavAthI puNyadaye piso to maLe. paNa pApano pAra rahyo nahi. dareka vyApAramAM nukazAna thavA lAgyuM. keInA pratye sAre saMbaMdha nahi rAkhavAthI sahakAra 21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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ke sahAnubhUti, AzvAsana paNa koI ApI zakatuM nathI. sthAvara, jagama dhikkArane pAtra pAkArA pADatAM, nukazAnI eTalI badhI thaI ke, badhI midhna vecavI paDI. darekanA tiraskAra, anya. aMte hAtha ghasatAM, hAya hAyanA paraleAke dehArdikanA tyAga karI javuM paDayuM. kharAba saMskAro paDacA te, sAthe laine gaela hAvAthI je gatimAM gaye tyAM sukhazAtA kayAMthI rahe ? mATe sadgurUdeva pharamAve che ke, Antarika Rddhi, siddhi ane samRddhine eLakhI sAcI sukhazAMtine meLave. A bhavamAM, Atmadharma mAM sthiratA dhAraNa karaze te, te ja paraleAkamAM paNa sAcI zuddhi, buddhi hAjara karaze. tethI nindA, tiraskArane pAtra manAze nahi. anyathA AtmajJAna, dhyAnane bhUlI, eTale peAtAnu satya svarUpa je che tene bhUlI, anyatra sukhazAMti khAtara paribhramaNa karaze teA, kutarAnI mAphaka huDadhUta thazeA. peTa bharIne mAra khAze. te velAye kaI sahAre Apaze nahi. eka zerInA kutarA, zerInA mANasA khAvAnuM ApatA hAvAthI AnaMdamAM rahetA. bIjA zerInA kutarAe tene mArI zakatA niha. ane haDadhUta paNa thate niha. paraMtu Ane khIjI zerImAM javAnuM mana thayuM. tyAM pAtAnI zerI karatA adhika AnaMda paDaze, Ama dhArI te anya zerImAM gayA te kharA, paNa te zerInA kutarAAe tenI kharekhara khabara lIdhI. badhA kutarA bhegA thaine tene karaDavA lAgyA. lAhIluhANa banyA. potAnA acAva karavA eka gharamAM peThA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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313 tyAM paNa haDadhUta karIne tenA mAlIke tene nasADI mUko. aMte kharekhara mAra khAIne potAnI pUrvanI zerImAM Avyo tyAre, ghaNA dIvase sAjo thayA. te mujaba Atma zerInA tyAga karI, jo, mANase saMsAra zerImAM jAya to kutarA jevA kaSAyA, krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbhAki, are bara tenI khabara laine evA mIThA mAra mAre che ke, na puche vAta ? mATe buddhine sanmArge vALI AtmadharmImAM sthira thavuM te ja zreyaskara che. tethI javAMchita kAryo saraze. mIThA agara kaDavA. mAra khAve paDaze niha. ane uttarAntara sukhazAtAne pAtra khanazeA. have je alakha deza che. te najare dekhAtA nathI, paNa te deza anubhava gamya che. temAM jo ramaNatA thAya tA adbhUta sukhanI prApti thAya. traNeya kAla IMdramahArAjAenI sAhyabI, vaibhava, sukha, te anubhavanI AgaLa tuccha bhAse. te apUrva ane adbhUta sAhyakhI, vaibhavanI prApti karavA mATe sadgurUmahArAja potAnA anubhava hAvAthI 25mA padmanA kAvyadvArA upadeza Ape che ke: alakha dezamAM vAsa hamArA, mAyAse hama hai nyArA, nimala jgyAti nirAkAra huma, haradama haMma dhruvakA tArA. alakha // 1 // suratAsaMge kSaNakSaNa rahenA, duniyAdArI dUra karaNI, sAhuM jApakA dhyAna lagAnA, meAkSa mahelakI nissaraNI. alakha dhArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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324 paDhanA gaNanA sabahI juThA, jaba nahi Atama pichAnA, vara vinA kayA jAna tamAsA, luNabina bhojananuM khAnA. alakha mArA Atma jJAna vinA jana jANo,jagamAM saghaLa aMdhiyArA, sagurU saMge Atama dhyAne, ghaTabhitarameM ujIyArA. alakha0 14 sabase nyArA saba hamamAMhi, jJAtA paNa dhAre, buddhisAgara dhanadhana jagameM, Apa tare para; tAre. alakha pA jyAre sagurU AtmasamAdhimAM sthiratA karIne rahela hatA tyAre, kaI prabhune lAla, bhakta temanI pAse Avyo. vaMdanA karIne sanmukha beThe. paNa samAdhimAM rahela gurUdevane AtmakalyANa mATe puchI zakavA samartha banyuM nahi. gurUdevane paNa samAdhimAM rahela hovAthI keNa AvIne beThe che. tenI mAluma kayAMthI paDe ? lagabhaga be traNa kalAka pachI samAdhi utArI ane bahAra najara kADhI tyAre Avela bhakate prazna karyo ke, he gurUdeva Ape kayA dezamAM nivAsa karyo hato. te amane darzAve. huM ApanI pAse AvyA. vaMdanA karIne beThe. chatAM Apane khabara paDI nahi. tethI te hakIkata kRpALuM banIne kahe. tamArA dezamAM AvavAnI mane abhilASA varte che. saddagurU gani AcArya, buddhisAgara : rIzvarajIe, puchanAranI lAyakAta jANune kahyuM ke, alakha For Private And Personal Use Only

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325 dezamAM amAro vAsa hato. A deza e che ke saMsAranA sukhanI mIThAzavALAne mAluma paDe ja nahi. jyAre anAsaktie kArya karatA nirlepa thAya ane AtmAnA guNemAM ekatAna lagAve tyAre AtmadezanI khabara paDe. ane tenA tarapha prema jAge. saMsAranA sukhanI mIThAzamAM magna banelane alakhanI kyAMthI mAluma paDe ! e te jyAre duniyAnI khaTapaTa tathA kapaTa prapaMcane tyAga karI karmo sAthe kapaTa, kAvAdAvA, barobara upaga rAkhI kare, temaja dhyAna, samAdhimAM ekatAna thAya tyAre ja, alakhaniraMjana Atma tine anubhava svayameva hAjara thAya. evA Atma dezamAM amAro vAsa hato. te samAdhi velAye duniyAnI saghaLI mAyAthI ame nyArA hatA. te vakhate dunyavI ekeya vicAra Avato nahi. saMsAranI samAdhi, sukhazAtA te, sAcI samAdhi nathI. tene te, bhramaNAnA mege bhramita banelAo samAdhi mAnI beThA che. je te satya samAdhi hoya te, eka paNa vikalpa saMkalpa levo joIe nahi. tethI ja mAyA mamatAno tyAga karavA pUrvaka, haradama zvAsozvAse nirmala AtmatimAM dhruvanA tArAnI mAphaka, ame sthiratA dhAraNa karIe chIe. sTImara agara vahANamAM beThele sukAnI, dhruvanA tArAnI sAme mITa mAMDIne joyA kare che. tethI sTImara vigere kharAbe caDhatI nathI. agara dIvAdAMDIne lakSamAM rAkhI haMkAre che. tethI ISTa sthale pahoMcI zakaze. agara pahoMcaze. je te anya vicAromAM aTavAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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3ra6 to te bhAgIne dariyA tale jaI bese. agara bhAgIne bhUko thAya. mATe sAcI samAdhidvArA AtmadezamAM javuM hoya te, amArI mAphaka dunyavI mIThAzanI mamatAne prathama tyAga karavo jarUrI che. jyAre saMsAramAM je suratA rahelI che. te suratA, lakSa, Atmika jJAna, dhyAnamAM lAgaze tyAre, saMsAra taraphanI suratA dUra jaze. ane AtmA tarapha tene lakSya thaze. pachI saMsAranI mIThAzamAM mugdha banAze nahi. yogazAstramAM, jJAnIo pharamAve che ke, prathama AtmA tarapha suratA rAkhavA mATe, yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma, dhAraNA ane samAdhinuM jJAna samyagajJAnI sazurU dvArA meLavI, anukrame AgaLa vadhavuM joIe. ekadama Atma dezamAM javAze nahi. tene mATe vrata, tapa, japAdikanI paNa AvazyaktA te rahelI che ja. pazcakakhANa karaze tyAre mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika vRttio kajAmAM Avaze. ane jJAnapUrvaka tapAsyA karatAM rasavRtti ghaTavA mAMDaze. eTale ahiMsA, saMyama, ane tapanI ArAdhanA sukharUpa banaze. tethI sAcI samAdhine pragaTa bhAva thatuM raheze. jema jema svAda ane svArthanuM AkarSaNa, ochI mAtrAe agara adhikatA ghaTatuM jaze. tema tema Atma guNene AvirbhAva thaze. pachI parameSThinA jApamAM eka laganI lagAvavI. te jApa yoge, seDahane jApa, te rUpI AtmA, te ja huM chuM. anya kaI paNa vastu mArI nathI. AvuM tAna jAgaze. eTale sehaMnA jApe, eTale AtmAnI suratA For Private And Personal Use Only

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327 AtmA oLakhAze. svAda ane svArtha agara mAyA ane mamatva, sAdhakamAM bAdhaka rUpe rahela che. tene tyAga karatAM vrata, niyama, pratyAkhyAnAdinI saphalatAne dhAraNa karaze. ane AgaLa vadhatAM prabhunA jApe Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra ane samAdhimAM anukrame AgaLa vadhAza. adhika jJAna meLavavuM hoya te, gurU AcArya-buddhisAgara surIzvarajI racita Atmazakti prakAza granthane khyAla rAkhI vAMce. manana kare. sugamatAe ane saralatAe, AtmadezamAM ArUDha thavAnA upAye te graMthamAM batAvela che. saMsAranA sukhamAM mahAlavApUrvaka, sohane jApa karavAthI, AtmapradezamAM gamana karAtuM nathI. temaja anubhava paNa Avato nathI. mATe ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapanI rItasara ArAdhanA karIne jApa jape. Aja, mekSa mahelanI nisaraNI che. eTalI zakti meLavI, pagathI upara caDhatAM anukrame mekSamAM ArUDha thazo. prathama to ahiM ghAtI karmone dUra karavA ApaNe nirlepatA rahevuM. kaI prakAranI IcchA, AzA, anaMta che tene tyAga kare. tethI aMze aMze mekSane AvirbhAva thAya che. ane jyAre AThe karmo khase che tyAre, sarvadA, sarvathA mekSamAM ArUDha banI, anaMta sukhane lahAve, anaMtakAla sudhI maLe che. tene aMta, nAza thato nathI ja. mekSa mahelane sAco mArga, nissaraNI, samyagadarzana, samyagajJAna ane samyak cAritramAM ja rahela che. temAM ahiMsA, saMyamanI, ane tapasyAnI khAsa agatyatA rahelI che. eTale sAdhake, prathama vrata, niyama, japAdikanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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328 sAdhana karavI. te paNa rAga, dveSa ane mehano tyAga karIne karavI. anyathA ekadama caDhavA jazo te, vividha vidano Avaze. paDavAnuM thaze. eka svAdI ane svArthI mANasanI mAphaka-eka mANase saMsAranA ghaNA padArtho prApta karyA. paNa tethI tene saMtoSa thaye nahi. jema jema rasa gAravamAM, rasanI AsaktimAM AgaLa vadhe che. tema tema prathama mIThAza Ave che. paNa pariNAme ajIrNa thatAM, aneka vyAdhio upajatI hovAthI pIDAo pAme che. ane lebhavRtti hovAthI svArtha sAdhavA ghaNe prayAsa kare che. paNa jyAre khAmI agara hAnI thAya che tyAre, bImAra paDyo hoya tevI dazA AvI lAge che. tethI kaIkane puche ke, rasa svAdane anubhava karatAM ajIrNa thAya nahi ane AgaLa rasa kAyama rahe, paraMtu e che thAya nahi, temaja svArtha sAdhatAM khAmI ke hAnI thAya nahi, te upAya batAve te tame kharA ! A mujaba zravaNa karIne te zravaNa karanAre kahyuM ke, tuM samAdhi lagAva. eTale sarve AzAo pUrI thaze. samAdhi kevI rIte lagAvuM te kaho ? keIyegI mahAtmA pAse jA. tane yeganA, samAdhinA upAya te batAvaze. A bhAI sAheba ? svAda, ane svArthane barAbara sAdhavA keI eka yegI pAse giranAranI guphAmAM gaye. ane jaldI samAdhi thAya tenA upAye puchayA. gIbAvAe kahyuM ke, vrata, niyame karatA, samAdhine upAya gAje pI te che. tethI tene dama lagAvavAthI mastaka upara For Private And Personal Use Only

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329 prANe ArUDha thaIne samAdhi jaldI thAya che. A gI ajJAnI hovAthI bIjo upAya kayAMthI batAvI zake ? "gAMjo pIvAthI ke bhAMga pIvAthI, dhine AvavAne avakAza sugamatAthI AvI maLe che." Avela mANase A bAvAnA kahevA mujaba gAMjAne pIdhe. tenI garamI mastake lAgavAthI pAgala je te ba. samAdhi te dUra rahI. paNa, Adhi, vyAdhi AvIne vaLagI. mATe tevAonI pAse javuM nahi. ane evA kephI padArtho pIvA nahi. satya samAdhi te samatvamAM samAela che. samasta saMsAranA padArtho parathI mamatA jyAre dUra khase che. ane samyagujJAnapUrvaka mamatvane tyAga thAya che tyAre ja satya samAdhi hAjara thAya che. mamatvane tyAga thatAM samatvarUpI samAdhi svayameva hAjara thAya che. mATe prathama pAMca Indriyone ane mAnasika vRttione vaza karavA mATe, vrata, niyama vigerenI jarUra che. tethI ja mana, vacana ane kAyAnI azubha vRtti ane pravRttionA vege paDelA kharAba saMskAra ane vAsanA dara TaLe che. ane rAga, dveSa, ane mohAdika khasatAM sAcI samAdhine anubhava AvyA kare che. mATe are bhAgyazAlI ! AtmadezamAM javuM hoya te, vrata, niyama, tapane Adara karIne, anukrame samAdhinA daza sthAnamAM prema lagAva! daza samAdhinA sthAne dvArA AtmAne AvirbhAva thatAM, te dezamAM gamana karavAne mArga sugamatAthI prApta thaze. prathama sAdhya te, rAgAdika dvArAja, karmo anAdikAlathI kSIranIranI For Private And Personal Use Only

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330 mAphaka AtmA sAthe lAgela che. te karmone dUra karavA jJAna pUrvaka zubha dhArmika kriyAo karavI. ane je kriyAo karUM chuM. tenAthI, karmo dUra khaso evuM sAdhya rAkhavuM. ane sAdhana paNa, karmo dUra khase evA meLavavA tethI AtmAnI oLakhANa thaze. ane tenA dezamAM AnaMdapUrvaka javAze. tathA bhaNIgaNIne evuM vartana rAkhavuM ke, mithyAtva, avirati kaSAya, yuga, ane pramAdane tyAga thatA jAya. paMDita banIne viSaya kaSAyanuM jora alpa thAya nahi te, temanI prajJA, mati, buddhi vRthA che. Atmika vikAsane sAdhavAmAM te paMDita samartha banatuM nathI. balake saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTIne vadhArI mUke che. mATe paMDita banIne, bhaNIgaNIne je AtmAne oLakhyo nahi. vikAsa sAdhe nahi. te sadgurU kahe che ke, "bhaNanA gaNanA sabahI juThA, jaba nahi Atama pIchAnA, vara vinA kyA jAna tamAsA, luNa viNa bhojanakuM khAnA. " jAna laIne sagAMvahAlAM putrane paraNAvavA paragAma jAya che. dhavala maMgala gIta gAI mahAle che. paNa varane AnaMdamAM bhUlI jAya te A tamAso ja kahevAya ne? tema AtmasAdhyane bhUlI sarve kriyAo tamAsA, ADaMbara rUpa bane. je joIe te lAbha kayAMthI maLe? luNa vinA bhejana nirasa lAge che. temAM mIThAza AvatI nathI. tenI mAphaka, Atmarasa vinA kriyAomAM agara bhaNavA-gaNavAmAM, upadeza ApavAmAM, satya rasa paDavo joIe te kyAMthI paDe! upadeza ApavAmAM rasa Ave For Private And Personal Use Only

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331 che paNa te TakI zakatA nathI. AtmajJAna vinAnA upadeza, ahaMkArane ubhA kare che. te ahaMkAra, upadeza ApanArane aMte A dhyAnamAM agara raudra dhyAnamAM phasAvI durgAMtinuM pAtra manAve che. mATe bhaNI, gaNIne paNa AtmAnI eLakhANa karIne ghAtI karmone tyAga karavA khAsa upayoga rAkhavAnI jarUra che. paMDita banIne namratA, saralatA, kSamA ane samatA jo Ave nahi te, te ja bhaNatara, bhaNelAne abhimAna, mamatvamAM phasAvI hAMsI pAtra banAve che. rahagupte, temanA gurUdeva pAse AgamAnA abhyAsa karela hatA. te prakhara vidvAna paNa kahevAtA. sAmAvAdIe, evI udghASaNA karI che ke, je keAi mane vAdamAM parAjIta kare tene sAcA vidvAna mAnu, rAhagupta tenI sAthe vAda karavAne svIkAra karI, peAtAnA gurUdeva pAse AvyA. vaMdanA karI vAdI sAthe vAda karavAnI mInA kahI. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, te A TIka karyuM nahi. kAraNa ke te paritrAjaka vAdI, ghaNI vidyAvALA che. vIMchI, sApa, vigere vidyAdvArA tane te vadhAre herAna karaze. kadAca te parAjIta banaze te paNu, tenI pAse ga bhI vidyA che. tethI tuM tene jItI zakaze nahi, ane tu pAte parAjya pAme te! zAsanamAM apabhrAjanA thAya. rahagupte kahyu ke, gurUdeva ? je thavAnuM hAya te thAya, paNa, tenI sAthe vAda karavAne meM svIkAra karyAM che. tethI have khasI javAya nahi. tamArI pAse te vADhI karatA vadhAre evI vidyAo rahelI che, ke, je vidyAne tame mane arpaNa karI to, te vAdInA ze For Private And Personal Use Only

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332 bhAra che ke, mane haThAvI zake ! gurUdeve ziSyane parAjya thAya nahi ane jainazAsana jayavaMtu rahe. te mATe, te vAdI pAse je je vidyAo hatI, teNIone haThAvanArI sAmI vidyAo pATha sahita rehaguptane ApIne kahyuM ke, chevaTe gardabhI vidyA tArA upara mUke te, le. A rajoharaNa. te tArA mastaka upara pheravaje eTale te vidyAnuM bala cAlaze nahi. ane tahAro jaya thaze. Ama kahIne rajoharaNa paNa arpaNa karyuM. te vidyAo vigere laIne sAmAvAdI sAthe vAdane AraMbha karIne rehagute kahyuM ke, pahelA tamAre pakSa sthApana kare. sAme vAdI paNa ghaNe kuzaLa hatuM. teNe vicAra karyo ke, jaina sAdhuo vAdamAM ghaNuM pravINa hoya che. je je pakSa huM sthApana karIza tene pitAnI pravINatAthI te jarUra haThAvaze. mATe temanA siddhAMtane pakSa sthApana karUM eTale kyA prakAre khaMDana karI zakaze ! Ama vicArI be be vastuonI rAzI sthApana karatAM jagatamAM jIva ane ajIvanI be rAzI che. A pramANe sAma vAdIe kahyuM. A pramANe hagupta sAMbhaLI tene haThAvavA, tenA pakSanuM khaMDana karavA traNa-traNa rAzIonI sthApanA karatAM jIva-ajIva-ane najIvanI rAzInI sthApanA karI. vAdInA pakSanuM khaMDana karI jaya meLavyuM. paraMtu pitAnA AgamanA siddhAMtanuM khaMDana thayuM tenI tene mAluma paDI nahi. chatAM pitAne jaya thaye. Ama mAnavA lAge. parAjaya pAmelA parivrAjaka vAdIe, jaya pAmelA prativAdIne parAjya karavA, tenI pAse vIMchI vigerenI je vidyAo hatI te mUkI tyAre prativAdI roha For Private And Personal Use Only

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333 gupte, te vidyAene haThAvanArI mayUrI vidyAe mUkI. tethI punaH teneA parAjya karyuM. parAjya pAmelA vAdIe, chevaTanI gabhI vidyA mUkI. teNIne paNa gurUdeve apaNu karela rajoharaNa vaDe haThAvI. tethI te vidyA vAdInA mastaka upara viSThA karI, antaradhyAna thaI. tethI vAdI ghaNA khIsIANe anya. ane hAMsIpAtra manI nAsI gayA. rAhaguptanA jayajayakAra thayeA. sakalajana susamudAya sAthe rAhagupte gurUdeva pAse AvI, vAdIne nasADI mUkacAnI bInA kahI. gurU mahArAje kahyuM ke, te vAdInA parAjya karyAM te te ThIka, paraMtu teM traNa rAzInI jIva, ajIva ane neAjIvanI sthApanA karI te sArU kayu nahi. kAraNa ke, Agama, siddhAMtamAM keAI e paNa traNa rAzI darzAvela che ja nahi. ane te traNa rAzInI sthApanA karI te te Agama virUddha sthApanA karIne tuM utsUtra khelye. mATe sabhAmAM jaI ne mAphI mAgI Ava. micchAmi dukkaDa daIne mArI pAse Ave te te jaya meLavye te saphala thAya. ane trIjA AvuM Agama virUddha khelI, anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare nahi. A mujaba rahagupta hatA teA vidvAna, paDita. paNa abhimAnane dhAraNa karI potAnA gurU sAme vAdivavAda karavA lAgyA. ane traNa rAzInI sthApanA karavA khAtara te gurUdevane kahevA lAgyA ke, gurUdeva ! traNa rAzIe paNa jagatamAM mAluma paDe che. gurUdeve kahyuM traNa kahevAya, paNu, jIva, duniyAmAM dekhAya che. paNa ke, kAla, sa MdhyA, vigere bhale ajIva evI be ja rAzIo For Private And Personal Use Only

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334 nAjIvanI rAzI mAluma paDatI nathI, gurUmahArAja kema mAluma paDatI nathI ? kapAela gIreAlInI puchaDI taraphaDe che. te, nAjIva kema na kahevAya ? gurUe kahyuM ke, te kapAyela pu'chaDI taraphaDayA pachI ajIva ane che. jIvatI rahetI nathI. tethI mAnavuM joI e ke berAzI jIva ane ajIva che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI madonmatta khanI, madaghelA banI, gurUmahArAja sAme paDI vAdivavAda karavA lAgyuM. cha mahinA sudhI vAda karIne bhara sabhAmAM rRpanI samakSa gurUe te rAhaguptaneA parAjaya karyA. ane jaina siddhAMtane sAcavI, tene sadya mahAra karyAM. A paoNMDite bhale vyAkaraNa, nyAya vigerenA sArI rIte abhyAsa karI, vidvAn ane. paNa, AtmAnA guNNA jyAMsudhI Ave nahi. tyAMsudhI bhale te nAmanA pa'Dita kahevAya. tethI temAM vinaya, saralatA prathama AvavI joie. temaja bhava bhIrUtA, pApabhIrUtA prathama AvavI joie. te Ave nahi ane kadAgrahamAM, peAtAnA ja siddhAMta virUddha elI abhimAna dhAraNa karI malakAya. keAI sadgurU samajAve te! paNa samajaNA thAya nahi. te, teonu' bhaNeluM, gaNeluM, juThuM', asatya che. mATe gurUdeva kahe che ke, rItasara vyAkaraNa, nyAyAdikanA abhyAsa karavApUrvaka AgamAnA paNu abhyAsa karI, tamArA AtmAne bhUlatA nahi. jo bhUlyA teA vara vinAnI jAnanA tamAsAnI mAphaka samyagjJAnIonI samakSa hAMsIpAtra banaze. eTaluM ja nahi balke vAdavivAdamAM patita banI, anata sa'sAramAM bhaTakaze. TIcAze. mATe abhyAsa evA karavA ke, For Private And Personal Use Only

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335 jethI AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya, vikAsa, unnati sadhAya. ane bhavanI bhAvaTa bhAge. anukrame anaMta sukhanA svAmI banAya ! AtmajJAna, dhyAna vinA mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, ga, pramAda, vikathAo vigere TaLatAM nathI. tethI je prakAzanI agatyatA che, jarUra che. te kyAMthI prApta thAya? tethI te jagatamAM aMdhakAra vadhe che. ane te sarvatra phelAya che. AvA aMdhakArane haThAvavA, jJAnaprakAzane prApta karo? AtmajJAnane prakAza sUryanA prakAzathI anaMtagaNa adhika che. rAtrImAM paNa jhaLahaLI rahela hoya che. bIjA prakAza samaya AvI lAgatA asta thAya che. parakamAM paNa prAyaH sAthe AvatA nathI. paNa AtmajJAnane prakAza kadApi asta thato nathI. pahelekamAM paNa sAthe ne sAthe AvI ekSamArge javAmAM sugamatA, saralatA karI Ape che. ane jyAM sudhI paramapada na pAmIe tyAM sudhi AvelA vidane haThAvI anukulatA karI Ape che. vyAvahArika kAryo te prakAza dvArA AzaMsA rahita thAya che. bhale AkhuM jagata rUThe ke, prazaMsA kare. te paNa, zeka, saMtApAdika thato nathI. ane harSaghelA banAtuM nathI. Agane kahe che ke, AtmajJAnane prakAza, prabhAva ke mahimA avarNanIya che. vaikharI vANuM dvArA paNa kahI zakAya nahi. AvA prakAza, prabhAvane kaNa na Icche? kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu, pArasamaNi, ke citrAvelI, paralokamAM sAthe AvatA nathI. AtmaprakAza te sAthe ne sAthe Ave che. ane aciMtya satya sukhane arpaNa kare che. AvA For Private And Personal Use Only

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336 mahimAvALA AtmajJAna vinA jagatamAM aMdhakAra hoya temAM Azcarya nathI. AtmajJAnathI kevalyane prAdurbhAva thAya. che. mATe saddagurUnI saMgamAM rahe. ane AtmajJAnane prApta. karIne aMdhakArane, mithyAtva vigereno tyAga karI haiyAmAM ujIyArU kahetAM prakAza karo. ane saMpUrNa prakAzarUpa kevalyajJAna, be traNa bhAgamAM prApta thAya che. kevalajJAnane prakAza thatAM jagatamAM je je padArtho che te te saghaLAne. sAkSAtkAra thAya che. zeyapaNue jaNAya che. kAraNa ke jJAtA, kevalajJAnavALA banyA che. pachI rAga, dveSa ane moha, je bhavaraga che. te TaLI jAya che. punaH janmajarA maraNanI viDaMbanAne AvavAno avakAza kadApi maLato nathI. AtmajJAnathI, jeTalA jJAnanA AvirbhA che. te saghaLA. temAM samAya che. tethI anya jJAna, jANavAnuM rahetuM nathI. eka bhAgyavAna, yuvAvasthA vItI gayA pachI, vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa dIkSA upara adhika prIti hovAthI saMvegI, vairAgI banIne rItasara saMyamI banyA. paNa, kriyAkAMDa pUratuM je jJAna joIe, te paNa zIkhI zakatA na hovAthI, gurUdevane kahe che ke, kiyA puratuM paNa jJAna huM zIkhI zakato nathI. mukhe caDhatuM nathI. mATe e kaI upAya batAvo ke, sarva jJAna emAM samAya. AnaMde rahI zakuM. saddagurUe kahyuM ke, vyAvahArika kriyAkAMDanuM jJAna zIkhI zakAtuM na hoya te, ATaluM vAkya te mukhe caDhaze ne? ziSya kahyuM. kayuM vAkya? "mASya mA tukya' eTale pratikuLatAnA vakhate For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 337 kAinA upara rASa karavA nahi ane keAI prazasA kare te paNa, harakha pAmaveA nahi. A vAkacane kharAkhara upayega rAkhI haiyAmAM dhAraNa karavA pU, te mujaba AcAramAM te mukavuM. A mujaba AcaraNa karavAthI AtmajJAna thatAM sarva jJAnanA AvirbhAva thaze. chatAM A munine A vAkaca paNa A mujakha bolatAM paNa AvaDatuM nathI. ane bele che ke, "mAsatusa, mAsatusa" A pramANe khelatA hAvAthI sa munirAje tene mAsatusa e nAme khelAvavA lAgyA. ane gammata karavA lAgyA, kriyAomAM vAre vAre bhUleA kare che tyAre, ghaNA ThapakA Ape che. tiraskAra paNa kare che. chatAM mAsatusa muni te manamAM vicAre che ke, bhUlA thAya che tethI ja upAlaMbha vigere Ape che. te te mArA lAbha mATe ja che. mATe rASa karavA nahi. paNa sahana karavuM. A sa munirAjo mArA hitastrI che. AvA vicArAnA AdhAre AtmajJAna pragaTayuM. jyAre sahana karI AtmabhAvanA bhAve che tyAre, keTalAka munivaryoM temanI praza'sA kare che. ke, A mAsatuSa munivara bAhara ane antara kevA zAMta anyA che. AvI dazA amArI kAre thaze ! ityAdi vacanethI prazaMsA kare che. chatAM te muni harSAtura anatA nathI. mA, mukhya mA, muSya nuM vAkaya paNa kharAkhara khelatA nathI. paNa tenA bhAvArtha temaNe haiyAmAM kharekhara pacAvyeA che. dhanya che A munivaya ne ke. je dareka khAkhatamAM, khAnapAnAdikamAM temaja dhArmika kriyAmAM, rAga, dveSAdi karatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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338 na heAvAthI, samatvane dhAraNa karavAthI AtmajJAnapUrvaka karmone khapAvavA lAgyA. guNazreNie ArUDha thai, ghAtI karmone khapAvI, kevalajJAnane pAmyA. jagatanA sacarAcara padArthone zeyapaNe jANavA lAgyA. chatAM tenAthI alagA rahIne aghAtI kone khapAvavA taiyAra thayA. eTale AtmajJAnanA cAge sarva karmo khapAvI siddha thayA. are bhAgyavAnA kahA, A badhuM zAthI thayuM ? AtmajJAnathI ja. mATe sadgurU buddhi sAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, tame sukhethI sarva prakAranuM dunyavI jJAna, vijJAna lejo. paraMtu tenI sAthe AtmajJAna paNa jarUra levuM joIze ja. te jJAnathI sarva duHkhanA aMta Avaze. kAI tamane vakhANe ke vakhADe, temAM mAnasika vRttine dhAraNa karazeA nahi. rUdrSTamAna, tumAna anaze nahi. samatvane dhAraNa karI AtmajJAnamAM raheze. eka, be vAra paNu, akhatarA karI jIA ke, tethI kevA lAbha thAya che. tethI sukhazAtAnA lhAvA maLaze. aMze paNa samatva hAjara thaze. anyathA dareka khamatamAM tameAne kaLa paDaze nahi. ane akaLAmaNu paNa Avaze. " sukhane sAcA upAya, AtmajJAne karIne rAga dveSa, mAhanA tyAga karavA te ja che. " pachI lIdheluM sAMsArika jJAna, vijJAna pazu, tamAne sahAro ApavA samartha banaze. nahitara jyAM tyAM paribhramaNa karAvaze. mATe AtmajJAnanA prakAza meLavI, tame tA. ane anyajanAne tArA tA ja, tamA dhanya dhanya kahevAze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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339 Atmika guNonI oLakhANa karavA mATe mehanidrAne tyAga karavA pUrvaka daraja uttama bhAvanAne bhAvavI. te upara 26 mA padanA kAvyanI racanA karatAM sadgurUdeva pharamAve che ke, (manasA mAlinIe jIvo gerakha-e rAga nirbhaya dezanA re vAsI Atama, paDe zuM mAyA jALamAM asaMkhya pradezI deza tArA, nirAkAra guNavAnajI, jarAmaraNa nahi dezamAM te, nizcala sukhanuM ThANa. nirbhaya dezanA re vAsI (1) roga, roga, viyoga nahi jyAM, mamatAne abhimAnajI, pratipradeze sukha anaMtu, samatA amRta pAna, nirbhaya (2) jJAnaguNathI dezamAM nija, bhAse sarva padArtha, nitya avicala deza tAre, zuddha e paramAze. nirbhaya0 (3) jyotimAMhI jyota pragaTI, karatAM dezanuM dhyAna, anubhavavAsI oLakhe te, AvyuM nija pada bhAna. nirbhaya (4) bhame zuM mAyA dezamAM bhAI, nahi jyAM sukhano lezajI, buddhisAgara cetI ka bhAI pAmI avasara beza. nirbhaya, (5) For Private And Personal Use Only

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340 sadgurU AcArya, buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, he bhavya, manuSya? cetI le. A manuSyabhavane umadA avasara maLela che. punaH punaH nahi cete te te maLa durlabha che. durlabhatAnA daza daSTAMte pikI, eka daSTAMta tamArI AgaLa kahevAmAM Ave che. eka taddana vRddha DezI che. tenI AgaLa eka kautakI mANase, vIsa prakAranA dhAnyano Dhagale bheLaseLa che. karIne mUke. judA judA prakAranA dhAnya, anAja, mahAmAhiM bhegA thaelA che. temAMthI judA judA karavA pUrvaka, te anAjanuM vargIkaraNa kare. eTale bhegA thaelane judA judA pADe. A mujaba kahevAthI, te DozI, vargIkaraNa karavA te. beThA. paNa thAkI javAthI temane kaMTALo Avyo. ane eka divasamAM ja thAkI gayA. te hajAre maNa dhAnyane Dhagale mizraNa thaela hovAthI te anAjane kyAre judA karI zake ? kadApi pRthak karI zake nahi. kadAca koI devanI prArthanA karavA pUrvaka te devane belAve to paNa, te DhagalAonA dhAnya judA pADI zake te paNa duSkara che. tenA karatAM mAyA, mamatA ahaMkAramAM mizrita thayela AtmAne, judo pADI oLakhavo te te atIva duSkara che. bIjI vAra manuSya bhava pAmavo durlabha che. mATe puNyadaye are bhAgyavAne ! devadurlabha manubhava tamane maLe che. temAM pramAdane tyAga karI, AtmavikAsa sadhAya te mujaba cetI, vyAvahArika kAryo karatAM evI bhAvanA bhAve ke, upaga rAkhI karmone, rAga, zreSa, mahAdikane kayAre dUra khaseDuM. ane kayAre nirbhayavAsI For Private And Personal Use Only

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(346 banuM. nirbhayavAsI banavuM te, manuSyanuM agatyanuM kArya che. tathA kayAre Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI viDaMbanAne tyAga karIzuM. AvI vicAraNAne dararoja bhAvazo te tamAre AmA tamArI samIpamAM ja che. dUra nathI. phakta umadA vicAra, viveka ane bhAvanAone bhAvaze te, jarUra AtmAnI oLakhANa thaze. je jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmonI parAdhInatAnI beDImAM phasAyA che tenAthI mukta thaze. ane svAdhInatA sAthe satyAnaMdamAM sadAya jhIlaze. paraMtu tame te mehanIya kameM bIchAvela ja jALamAM phasAyA che. ane temAM ja sukhazAMti mAnI beThA che. tenA madhura mArane sukha mAnI beThA che. te pachI nirbhayadeza, tamone, kyAMthI prApta thAya ? tamAre dunyavI veThane sukhanuM sAdhana mAnavuM che. ane nirbhaya, nizcita jIvanano lhAvo levA che. e kevI rIte bane ? tamAre be hAthe moTA moTA modaka bhAgyA vinA AkhAne AkhA AregavA che. te kyAMthI bane? bhAgyA vinA khavAtuM nathI. mATe te modakane bhinna bhinna karazo te ja khavAze. ane tethI sudhA paNa maTaze. te mujaba mAyA, mamatAnA medake bhAgyA vinA, judA karazo nahi te, bhavobhavanI bhUkha bhAgaze nahi. mATe teone bhAgI nAkhe eTale mAyA mamatAnA modakanI mIThAzamAM magna bane nahi. te ja, samyagajJAnInI sabate samyagUjJAna pAmI svayaM viveka dhAraNa karI suMdara bhAvanAo bhAvaze tyAre AtmAno anubhava Avaze. mIThA mAramAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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342 kyAM malakAo che! eka daMpatInI mAphaka-eka jJAtimAM e rIvAja hatuM ke, paraNane pitAnA ghera AvyA pachI banne varavahu arasparasa lugaDAne keyaDo banAvI, sAta vAra pherA pharIne ekabIjAne mAre. A rUDhI pramANe daMpatI paraNIne ghera AvyA pachI saghaLA svajana samakSa vahu beThI. ne vara, keyaDe banAvI mAra mAravA lAge. vahu barAbara mAra khAya che. ne pAchI malakAya che. khuzI khuzI thAya che. sAtavAra mAra khAdhA pachI, vararAjA mAra khAvA beThe. tenI vahu paNa tene koyaDAnA mAra mAravA lAgI. jera karIne lagAve che. zAne bAkI rAkhe ? bhAI sAheba paNa koyaDAno mAra khAya che. pAchA khuzI khuzI thAya che. kaho A mAra kene ane ke? jJAnIo te kahe che ke, A mahine mAra che. ane meha mamatAnI mIThAza che. AvI mIThAzane mAra ghaNI vakhata Ave che. chatAM mohI manuSya tenAthI cetI dUra khasyA nahI. ane satyAnaMdanI mIThAzane anubhava kadApi lIdhe nahi. Ama mIThe mAra khAIne kayAM sudhI bhamAM bhaTakavuM che! mIThA mAramAM te aMte atyaMta mahA kaSTa samAela che. AvA mAramAM koNa rAcI mAcI rahe? je samaja na hoya te ja. zANa sajajane te, Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi vigere vAre vAre upasthita thAya evI mIThAzamAM paNa phasAtA nathI. tenAthI, eTale meha mamatAnI ja jAlathI aLagA rahIne, svajIvana AnaMda pUrvaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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343 thatA . vyatIta kare che. teo anukrame potAnA ja AtmAne nirAkAra, ane anaMtaguNAnA svAmI peAte ja banAve che. jyAre nirAkAra ane anaMta guNA vALA peAtAnA AtmA ane che tyAre, anaMtasukhamAM nitya jhulyA kare che. tevA sthAnamAM rega, zoka, Adhi, agara purnajanmanI viDaMbanA hAtI nathI. evI sthitinA svAmI tameA banazo. mATe mAhajALamAM karyAM paDA che ! nizcita anavuM che ke, cintA rUpI citAmAM punaH punaH khaLavuM che. te teA kare. nizcita anavuM hAya te meAhanA mIThA mAramAM rAcI mAcI raheA nahi. satya ane nitya mIThAzanu sthala, nila ane thaela AtmAmAM ja samAela che. tene prApta karazo tyAre, ahaMkAra, abhimAna, mamatAnI je kAramI bhayaMkaratA rahelI che. te dUra bhAgaze, ane samyajJAna yAge AtmA tarapha najara raheze tyAre maMtra yaMtrAdikanI paNa jarUra raheze nahi. maMtra yaMtrAdika paNa AtmAne sthira karavA mATe ja che ne ? AtmA, caMcalatAne tyAga karI suMdara bhAvanAnA ceAge sthira thayeA ke pachI, vikAsamAge ArUDha thatA tene vila' thate nathI. mATe pratipradeza anaMta guNAvALA AtmA tarapha najara rAkhI samatAmRtanuM pAna kare. tethI jyAre saMpUrNa samatva Ave che, tyAre tirAbhAve rahelI AtmasattAnA pragaTa bhAva thAya che. ane sakala bhAve hastAmalakavat bhAse che. huM bhAgyazALIe ? tamArA Ave deza che. ene kAi paNa prakAre prApta karo. eTale mahAmahenate For Private And Personal Use Only

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344 prApta karela jJAna, vijJAna, te nimala thaela AtmAmAM vilaya pAmI saphalatAne dhAraNa karaze. nahitara lIdhelA saghaLA parizrama phogaTa jaze. ane ahaMkAra, mamatA, adekhAimAM phasAvI nAMkhaze. mATe jJAna, vijJAnane meLavIne paNa tene samyajJAnanI jyeAtimAM mizrita karo. te jgyAti, Atma caiAtimAM bhaLatAM peAtAnA zAzvata, sthira dezamAM sthira thaze. mATe tamArI sa cAlAkI, AvaData ane pravINatA vigerene have kAM vAparaze ? je je bhUlatA nahi. nahitara eka meAhamugdhanI mAphaka mAra paDaze. eka mANasa hatA te paisAdAra, para`tu viSayavAsanAnA pAsamAM kharAkhara phasAela heAvAthI, jyAre tAkAta ochI thAya tyAre rasAyaNa vigere laI zaktimAna anatA. tenA nasIbamAM AtmadharmanA rasAyaNurUpI maitrI, pramAda anukaMpA, ane madhyasthatA kAMthI hoya ? temaja dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanArUpI davA levAnuM kAMthI hoya ? viSayamAM Asakta anela teNe, dunyavI rasAyaNa laI tAkAta tA meLavI. paNa gharamAM khAyaDI mAMdI paDI. asAdhya vyAdhie gherA nAMkhyA. tenI vyAdhine TALavA mATe ghaNA upAyeA karI, ghaNA rUpiyA kharcyA. paNa te sAjI thaI nahi. patine paDatA mUkI te paraleke cAlI gaI. bhAI sAhema viSayaghelA hAvAthI tene ahu duHkha thayuM. ane vividha vilApa karavA lAgyA. svajana vage dilAse ApI zAMta karyo. ane kahyuM ke, tuM paisAdAra che. eTale khIjIne paraNI sukha bhogavIza tyAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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345 du:kha raheze nahi. mATe kAI zAMta, sadguNI ane ummara lAyaka kanyA sAthe lagna kara. ATaluM ja zravaNu karatAM A bhAI harakhamAM AvyA. jANe duHkha duniyAmAM cheja nahi. e traNa mahinA vItyA pachI kanyAnI zeAdhamAM paDayA. paraMtu khIjavarane kAI dIkarI detuM nathI. rUpiyAnI lAlaca Ape che. chatAM tevI lAlacamAM kANu paDe ? kAraNa ke, tene cAra pAMca dIkarA dIkarInA piravAra hateA. tethI keAI kanyA detuM nahi hAvAthI vinatA AzramamAM gamana karI tenA menejara pAse suMdara kanyAnI mAgaNI karI. menejare kahyuM ke, be hajAra rUpiyA tenA nAmathI sArI beMkamAM ke peDhImAM mUke teA rUpALI, laTakA, caTakA ane maTakAvALI kanyAne paraNAvuM, te kanyAne dekhI A bhAI e tA tenA upara meAhaghelA banI, e * hajAra rUpiyA te kanyAnA nAme ekamAM janme karAvyA. paraNIne ghera AvyA pachI, mAI sAhebane jInuM ghara gamatuM nathI. nave| AlIzAna mahela badhAvavA dararAja TakeAra karyo kare che. navIna maMgaleA baMdhAvavA eka joI e. paNa eTalI rakama kharacavAnI zaktinA abhAve, aMdhAvIzuM, aMdhAvIzuM. Ama kahyA karatA DhAvAthI, AvelI rUpALIe rIsaNuM mAMDyuM. maraDAI ne kahevA mAMDayuM ke, maMgalA kacAre baMdhAvaze ? Ama dararAja kahe che. paNa A paisa`dAra aMdhAvI zakatA nathI. tethI strIe kalaha, kaiMkAsa karavA mAMDavo. ane kahevA lAgI ke. huMraseAI karavAnI nathI. rasavatI karanAra rasoIyAne rAkho. huM pote melA thaela vastrane dhoI lAkha teA jarUra For Private And Personal Use Only

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346 zakatI nathI. mArA hAtha duHkhavA Ave che. mATe pANI bharanArIne paNa rAkhe. pANI lAvatA bahu thAka lAge che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI bhAIsAheba te ghaNuM cintA, valopAta, saMtApa karavA lAgyuM ke, A rUpALIne navIna baMgalAmAM lahera karavI che. ane jAtamahenata karavI nathI. tenA kahevA mujaba saghaLuM kArya karavAmAM Ave te, bhIkhArI jevI dazA AvI lAge? bhale ne bolyA kare belI, babaDIne pitAnI meLe cUpa besaze. teNInA belavA sAme jevuM nahi. Ama vicArI mauna rAkhe che. paraMtu A laTakALI lalanAne lahera karavI che. tethI te belyA vinA kyAMthI rahe? tenA kahevA mujaba baMgale; nokara vigere rAkhatA nahi hovAthI ane na baMgale banAvatA nahi hovAthI, kapAtura banI te strI jema tema gALo devA lAgI ane kahevA lAgI ke. AnA phaMdAmAM kyAM phasAI paDI? dhAraNA mujaba thatuM nathI. banyuM A makAna. Ama kahI vAghaNu mAphaka ghughavATa karavA pUrvaka gALo. devAmAM bAkI rAkhatI nathI. gALe sAMbhaLI bhAIsAhebane krodha caDyo. tethI, tene methIpAka, dhokApAka ApavA, eTale teNIne mAravA mATe hAthamAM lAThI lIdhI. A lAThI dekhI. bAI paNa bhaya pAme evI nahotI. teNIe sAMbeluM lIdhuM. bhAIe lAThI lagAvI tyAre bAI e sAMbelu lagAvyuM. te evuM lagAvyuM ke, bIjIvAra lAThI lagAvavAnI kheDa bhUlI jAya. mAra khAdhA pachI bhAIe vicAra karyo ke, bIjIvAra lAThI, mArIza te, A rAMDa mane pUre karI deze. paNa caDhelo kola. For Private And Personal Use Only

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347 khase ema nahotuM. tethI najIkamAM rahela gedaDA jenA upara mUkyA che. evA DAmacIyA upara lAThIo mAravA lAge. ane kahevA lAgyuM ke, kevI lAThIo lagAvuM chuM ! cUpa banIza? nahi te vadhAre lAThI lagAvIza. A sAMbhaLI bAIne hasavuM AvyuM. ane sAMbeluM mUkI dIdhuM. teNe te daDAne lAThI lagAvI kepa utAryo. paraMtu pADozIe, dhabakArA sAMbhaLI kahyuM ke, alyA? A pramANe gharavALI bAyaDIne mAra marAya? khumArImAM AvI te kahevA lAgyuM. zuM karIe. te mAnatI na hovAthI lAThIne mAra mAravo paDyo che. manamAM te mAne che ke, mane pitAne evo mAra paDyo che. ke bIjIvAra sAMbelAne mAra paDe te ubho paNa thaI zakuM nahi. paNa jAheramAM kahevAya nahi ke mane paNa e sAMbelAne mAra paDyA che. bIjIvAra lAThI lagAvavA tAkAta rahI nahi. je kahe te AbarU jAya. nAmarda kahevAya. koI prakAre paNa AbarU rAkhavI joIe ne? A mujaba viSaya vikAra ghaNo mIThe mAra khavarAve che. chatAM mugdha mANase tenI mIThAzamAM sukha mAnI khuvAra thAya che. A mujaba sadgurU mahArAja kahe che ke, AvI mAyAne mIThe mAra kyAMsudhI khAzo? saMsAranA viSaya vikAromAM mata, maraNa thAya evI mIThAzane tyAga karI AtmajJAna meLavI Atma timAM layalIna thavA mATe haiyAmAM laganI lagADe. chatAM pachI je mAra paDe te evI mIThAzamAMthI prIti TaLavA mAMDaze. ane tenA badale anaMta AnaMda, mIThAzane anubhava Avaze. ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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348 jemAM mAra paDe evI mIThAza haze nahi. A pramANe sAMbhaLI laghukama, samyakatva dhArI kaIka mahAbhAgyazAlIne, sAMsArika viSayanA vikArone tyAga karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. ane thayela bhAvanA mujaba prathama, vrata, niyamanuM rItasara pAlana karavApUrvaka, AtmadhyAna, tine prApta karavA kaTIbaddha thaela hevAthI AtmajJAnane lhAvo levA lAgyA. ane tethI anubhavavAnI evA AtmAne teNe oLakhe. eTale nija pada, pitAnuM sthala je che tenuM bhAna thayuM. ane mAyAnI mIThAza tathA viSayavikAranI mIThAzane viSa sarakhI mAnI tenA upara najara paNa paDatI nathI. AvA samakitI mahAbhAge viSayanA mArane khAtA nathI. paNa kaSAyanA vikArone mAra mArI agara laDAI karI mUlamAMthI naSTa karavA samartha bane che. tethI temane janma thaye te pramANa che. sArthaka che. ghaNAe laghukamI bhAgyavAna, vrata, niyamAdi dhAraNa karIne AtmAnI tine barAbara pIchAnI, mahanIya karmane mAra mArI, mUlamAMthI naSTa karavApUrvaka potAnI sattAnA svAmI banavA samartha thaela che. AtmadhyAna karatAM, Atmika teja, nUra, prakAza vadhatuM rahe che. ane karmone mAra paDavAthI te karmo khasatA jAya che. tyAre sAMsArika viSayenuM dhyAna karavAthI, Asakti rAkhavAthI, mehanIya vigere karmonuM baLa vadhe che. tethI parAdhinatA khasatI nathI. mATe are bhAgyazAlIo? mehamAyAnI ja jAlamAM sukha mAnI temAM kyAM phasAI paDe che? temAM satya sukhano leza mAtra paNa aMza nathI. sukhAbhAsane satya For Private And Personal Use Only

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349 sukha kahevAya ja nahi. mATe saddagurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, manuSyabhavanI mosama, avasara maLela che. tene phalavatI banAve. A avasara maLa durlabha che. A mujaba jaNAvI, have duniyA, dunyavI sukhazAtAmAM rAcImAcI rahela hovAthI, tuccha vastuo, manuSyane kevI viDaMbanA, vipatti, pIDA, saMkaTa, saMtApa vigere ApI rahela che. te 27 mA padanI kAvya racanA karatAM sadgurU AcArya mahArAja buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, are duniyAnA mANase kAMIka samaje. pIpaLAnA jhADa para beThAM paMkhI doya re, temAM gurU cele eka, zAnathI joya re. agnimAMthI jaLa pragaTayuM, nabha pahoMcyA pANI re, gAyanI kukhethI moTI, siMhaNa viANuM re. donArIne khIle duve, bheMsa beThI rUve re, satI te vezyAne khATe, jugArIthI suve re. jIjI yAda rAjA te prajAthI bIve, aMdhArU te dIve re, ajavALu te aMdha dekhe, sine saMya sIve re. ijIjI jA For Private And Personal Use Only

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350 tile te ghANIne pIle, ulaTI e vANI re, buddhisAgara tyAM zuM jANe, duniyA dIvAnI re jIjI00 pA pIpaLAnuM vRkSa pavitra kahevAya che. te jhADa, rAtrI ane divasa manahara ane svaccha havA arpaNa kare che. tenI upamA ApatAM. saddagurUdeva kahe che ke, pIpaLAnA vRkSa rUpI yogAsane beThelA gurU ane cele che. te kevA che! sUtrArthanA pAragAmI ane saMyamanI ArAdhanAmAM parAyaNa che. saMyamanI ArAdhanAnA yoge jemaNe mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika vRttio ane pravRttione vazIbhUta karelI che. tethI jemanA sAMsArika vikalpa TaLI gayA che. eka ja AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM ArUDha thaela evA teo samyagujJAna dvArA dunyavI banAve jaI rahelA che. guru ane ziSya jJAne dekhatAM, gurU, celAne kahe che ane ziSya dhyAna rAkhIne sAMbhaLe che. are celA sArU thayuM ke, jInezvare kahelA sarvemAM samyagra rItyA zraddhA, rUci jAgI che. te zraddhAnA ge viSaya kaSAyanA vicAra ane vikAro khasatAM gayAM. jagatanA manuSya mamatA ane ahaMkArAdinA ge, artha ane anartha De daMDAI rahelA che. paramAthe prema lagADatA nathI. tethI teo mana, vacana ane kAyAnI tAkAta maLI che. chatAM vale pAta, saMtApa, patipAdithI duHkhI thaI rahelA che. ata eva temanA upara anukaMpA Ave che. temaja dhArmika pIDA pAmI rahelA che. A mujaba For Private And Personal Use Only

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3pa1 najare nihALI vairAgya utpanna thaye. dhamane ghera dhADa ane kasAIne ghera kuzaLa dekhI, kayA samyagrajJAnIne vairAgya Ave nahi? AvI saMsAranI viDaMbanA kone pasaMda paDe ? ane temAM Asakti dhAraNa kare? sajajane te AvI viDaMbanAne dekhI, heya, reya ane upAdeyane viveka karavA pUrvaka tenAthI alaga khase che. ane are celA? sArU thayuM ke ApaNe banene AvA prakAranI sAMsArika paristhiti jANa vairAgya prApta thayuM. ane te vairAgya, saMvega, je mokSamArga che. tene sugama ane sarasa karI Ape. tethI ja kaSAyenI kAramI bhayaMkaratA ane kAramI katala sArI rIte jANI, tene tyAga karavA tatpara thayA. tethI upazama bhAvanA lhAvA maLyA. ane upazama bhAvanA vege vairavirodhanI, aTavImAM bhUlA paDayA nahi. adekhAI te bIcArI upazamatA dekhI bhAgI gaI tethI ApaNane samyagrajJAnathI jovAnuM maLyuM. ane joIe chIe ke, sAMsArika prANIo, agninA sarakhA vairavidhi ane saMtApAdikathI je tapI rahelA che. punaH punaH dAhana cage vividha vilApa, pokAre pADI rahelA che. te agnine tyAga karI ApaNe jJAnAnalane utpanna karyo. tethI dunyavI agni bujhAvA lAge. ane temAMthI sukhazAMtino pravAha ane tenuM pAsuM nabhe kahetAM brahmAMDa, je dazamuM dvAra kahevAya che. te para pahoMcI umadA manehara samAdhi, sukhazAMtine arpaNa karI che, jenI upamA ApI For Private And Personal Use Only

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35ra zakAya nahi. koI kahe ke Indra, upendra, narendranA jevI?nA. te te kSaNabhaMgura che, kSaNavinAzI hovAthI tuccha che ane tuccha bhAse che. paNa AvI samAdhinA ge ja Atmadhana, jJAna ane sthAna samyagU rIte parakhAya che. AvuM jJAnAdidhana, devone paNa durlabha che. AvI sukhazAtAne samajaNa samakiti, prApta karavA samartha bane che. ane kAlalabdhi pAmI, paramapadane paNa pAmI, anaMtAnaMdanA bhaktA bane che. AvI samAdhi ke sukhazAnti divAnI duniyA zuM jANe! te te bIcArI viSayakaSAyanA vicAra ane vikAromAM sapaDAI gaela che. bhaluM thayuM ke ApaNane A mokSane mArga lALe. nahitara temAM Asakta prANuonI mAphaka saMtApAdikamAM pIlAvAnuM thAta. are ziya? tuM jIva, jIva, jIva, jaya pAma, jaya pAmIne anukrame paramapadane meLava. te paNa sArU karyuM ke, jInezvare kahelA sarvemAM daDha zraddhA rAkhI, savegI mArgane svIkAra karyo. ane Agane abhyAsa karI AtmAne oLakhe. ane upazama bhAvane pAme. anaMta jJAnIe kahyuM che ke, "upazama-sAra khalu sAmaNyama sArI rIte saMyamanI ArAdhanA karavAthI ane temAM nirantara tallIna banavAthI kevuM banyuM ke, " gAyanI kukhethI moTI siMhaNa vIANI." eTale jInezvara prabhunI vANI rUpI siMhaNa utpanna thaI. te moTI, nAnI, nahi ja. teNIe mada, matsara, mAnAdine haThAvI, pitAnI sArthakatA karI. kharekhara utsarga, apavAda vigere je anaMtajJAnIe upadizyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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353 che. te mujakha cAritranuM pAlana karanArA, saghaLA krodhAdi doSAnA tyAga karavA zaktimAna ane che. ane teAne TALatA AgaLa vadhatA jAya che. paraMtu jagatamAM evuM banI rahyuM che ke, "denArIne khIlA kuve, bhesa eDI vere 'jJAnAmRta, dugdhAmRtane donArI,Atmika zaktine ApanArI evI AgamarUpI je bhesa teNIne kubuddhi, kusa gati, kudevAdikarUpI khIlAe dhruve che. eTale saghaLu' jJAnAmRta dohI le che. ane tenuM pAna karI, tAkAtane vadhArI, bheALA mANasAne unmArge caDhAve che. tethI bheMsa kheDI, rUdana kare che. ane cintA leApAta kare che. ke, unmArge gamana karanAranI kevI avadazA thAya che ? mATe sadgurU kramAve che ke, AgamavANInuM dohana karI, jJAnAmRtane meLavI, unmA`thI pAchA haThI, Atmazaktine prApta karI. jethI AgamavANIne saphalatA thAya. A mujaba zravaNu karatAM, keTalAka ajJAnIo, bhaya pAmI rUdana karavA besI jAya che. te bALaka jevA jANavA. bhale. pachI teo jagatamAM paDita, vidvAn tarIke prasiddhi pAmela hAya. pAlakanA ArAgya khAtara, mAtA tene navarAve che tyAre tene nhAvAnuM gamatuM na heAvAthI rUdana karavA maMDI paDe che. jyAM sudhI navarAve tyAM sudhI raDavAnuM baMdha rAkhatA nathI, khAlakanA rUdananI avagaNanA karI, tenA rUdanamAM mAtA dhyAna rAkhatI nathI. tyAre te khAlaka svaccha ane che. svaccha banyA pachI AnaMdamAM mahAle che. DAkaTara, 23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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354 bAlakanA zarIranI gAMThane kApavA mATe tikSaNa capu lAve che tyAre te bAlaka raDavA bese che. tenA rUdana upara dhyAna rAkhe to, ane dayA lAve te, DekaTara gAMTha kApavA samartha bane nahi. tethI tenA rUdana upara khyAla na rAkhatA, jyAre kApe che tyAre te gAMDa dUra jAya che. ane anukrame Arogya pAme che. tenI mAphaka, sadgurU paNa, anAdikAlanI ajJAnatAnA ge, AtmAmAM mehamamatAnI gAMTha rUDha thaelI che. teNIne kApavA, dUra karavA prayatnazIla bane che tyAre unmArge ArUDha thaelane kaMI kaMI thAya che. cintA, vale pAtAdi karavApUrvaka raDe che chatAM, unmArgane upadeza ApavA cUkatA nathI. ane karUNa lAvI upadeza Ape che. keI adekhe mahAsatIne vezyA tarIke mAne ane te satI jugArI sAthe suve che ema kahe chatAM tenuM satItva jatuM nathI. te mujaba keI ajJAnI, AgamavANIne unmArge laI janArI kahe, luMTanArI paNa kahe, te paNa teNIne prabhAva, mahimA naSTa thato nathI. keI bhAgyazALI, AgamavANIrUpI pANInuM pAna karI, maraNa pAmatA hoya te jIvanane puSTa karI, jIdagAnImAM AtmAne tathA parano upakAra karavA pUrvaka pavitra banI, puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane bAMdhI, svargane ane samaya AvI lAgatA, paramapadanA, anaMtasukhanA bhaktA bane che. mATe saMyamI mahAsatIoe evA evAnA vacane sAMbhaLI bhaya pAme nahi. AvA ajJAnIone saMyama kayAMthI pasaMda paDe ? na paDe. ATaluM For Private And Personal Use Only

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355 te kharUM ke, phakta vezadhArI hoya, ane saMyamanI apI hoya nahi, te te evA evA nimitte prApta thatAM vezyA jevI bane, ane jugArInI sebata kare, temAM navAI zI? kAraNa ke teNIne kaI rIte viSayanA vikAre piSavA che. te pachI dekhanAra teNIne tevI kahe temAM Azcarya nathI. mATe upadezane haiyAmAM pacAvI, sanmArge vaLavuM te Atmahitakara che. jagatanA mANase jevuM dekhaze tevuM kaheze. tene karoTI mAnI, parIkSA jANI, sanmArge gamana kare. tathA sagurU pharamAve che ke pIpaLAnA jhADa para ArUDha thaela gurUdeva, pitAnA ziSyane kahe che ke, are calA? sAMbhaLa. navAInI bInA kahuM. pite rAjA che. chatAM prajAthI bhaya pAme che. ane dIpaka hote chate paNa aMdhArU hoya te kevI kevI gajabanI vAta ? anaMtasattA samRddhine svAmI, ane sattAe anaMtaguNa sAgara, e samrATa, rAjA hote chate paNa tAbAmAM kabaje karavA lAyaka evI janma, jarA ane maraNanI je pravRttio thaI rahela che. tenAthI bhIti pAmI, Atmatatvane oLakhavA samartha banatuM nathI. ane pramAdamAM paDI, evuM kArya karI bese che ke, janma, jarA ane maraNane pAra Ave ja nahi. je jInezvaranuM zaraNa svIkArI, Atmadhame laganI lagADe te, bhayabhIta thavAnI pravRttione tyAga karavA sAthe nirbhaya ane nizcita bane. paraMtu te pravRttiothI bhIti pAmI, manamAM mAne che ke, mAro jIvananirvAha thaze nahi ane bhIkhArInI For Private And Personal Use Only

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356 mAphaka bhaTakavuM paDaze. sukhane ApanAra ane saMkaTane haThAvanAra mehamamatA dvArA, je pravRttio huM karI rahela chuM. te ja tene mATe samartha che. A mujaba vicAraNA hovAthI, bhayabhIta banatA chatAM paNa, teNIone pasaMda paDe che. pachI bhIti TaLe kayAMthI ! mATe sazurU kahe che ke, AtmAne barAbara pIchAnI, temaja moha, rAga, dveSane tyAga karIne, nirlepa banaze tyAre satya svarAjya pAmI, nirbhaya banaze. bhIkhArI jevI paristhiti khasavA mAMDaze. bhale rAga, dveSa ane mehanA jere, temaja padaye, prANIo tathA manuSya managamatA sukhamAM mahAle che. chatAM dInatA, hInatA ane bhIrutA TaLI che? nathI TaLI. mATe viveka karavAnI agatyatA che. hInatA, dInatA, yAcane temaja bhIratAne haDAvanAra je koI hoya te, te dharmasattA jayavaMtI che. tethI rAjasattA, agara karmasattAnuM jora cAlatuM nathI. kayAMthI cAle? rAjyasattA agara karmasattAnuM jera tyAre ja cAle che ke, jyAre viSaya kaSAyanA vikAre ane vicAronA cuMge vividha aneka aparAdha karavAmAM Ave. je deze sevAya nahi te, te sattA bicArI zuM karI zake ? Ate evuM thayuM ke, "dIpaka hete aMdhakAra. * - jyAre Atmatatvane vicAra ane viveka hotuM nathI tyAre, mithyAtva, aMdhakArane AvavAne lAga maLe che. AvA aMdhakAranA mege, Atmadharmane bhUlI, keTalAka For Private And Personal Use Only

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357 dhanADha, svaprasiddhi khATavA aneka upAya kare che. keTalAka vaLI kapaTakalA keLavI, pisAdAra banavA kozIza karI rahelA hoya che. temaja anyajanI nindA karavAmAM tatpara hoya che. tathA keTalAka zArIrika vyAdhione dUra karavA, abhakSyane AhAra karavA maMDI paDe che. chatAM dhAryA mujaba sukhazAMti maLatI nathI. ulTI vividha viTaMbanAomAM aTavAI aneka pIDAo pAme che. A saghaLuM kayAre AvI lAge che ke, viveka dIpaka hote chate paNa tene pragaTela na havAthI, tathA aMdhakArane vega vadhI javAthI prANIo jagatamAM AthaDe che. are sadgurUnuM kahevuM satya che ke, "dIpaka hete paNa aMdhArU. paraMtu jyAre rega, bhavarogane ApanAra tathA vadhAro karanAra che. tethI kaSAyanI pravRtti ane vRttinuM rItasara nirIkSaNa karI, tene haTAvI, cakSuone baMdha karavApUrvaka, AtmaguNanuM nirIkSaNa thAya che tyAre "ajavALu te aMdha dekhe. jagatanI dhamAlane dekhate nahi hevAthI, aMdha banela AtmajJAnI, AtmaprakAzanA anubhavane dekhe che aMdha, kone kahevAya che! te barAbara samaje. keI dveSI banela, AtmadharmamAM magna bananArane, Ate pAgala jevo che. aNagamatuM zuM kayA kare che. duniyAnA vyavahArane jANatA nathI. vedIye Thera che. AvA AvA prakAranA vacane saMbhaLAve che. chatAM tenA para rIsa kare nahi. adekhAIne dhAraNa kare nahi. ane manamAM mAne ke, Ate mitra che. Ane ja bahArathI aMdha For Private And Personal Use Only

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158 kahevAne bhAvArtha che ane te tattva vedI, bhalene aMdha kahe. paNa mArA haiyAmAM huM prakAzane dekhI rahela chuM. pachI bhale dunyavI dIpake ane lAITa hAya nahi te paNa, huM te prakAzane dekhI rahela chuM. mATe dunyavI prasiddhi ane prazaMsA, AbarUnI zI jarUra che ! satyaprakAzamAM dunyavI prakAze tuccha che. kSaNabhaMgura che. prazaMsA karanAra jyAre svArtha sadhAto nathI tyAre cheSa bane che. ane dveSI, jyAre svArtha sadhAya che tyAre mitra banI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA kare che. eTale prasiddhi karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. A saghaLo svArthane prapaMca che. dhamAla che. mATe temAM lakSa devAnI jarUra nathI. AnaMdAmRtane AsvAda AvatuM hoya te, viSayaviSane madhura mAne. keNa? AMkhe aMdha banela hoya te ja. ane haiyAmAM aMdha thaela hoya te ja. mAre te, haiyAmAM viveka dIpaka haLahaLI rahela che. tethI Atmatattvane nihALI rahela chuM. eTale bhalene evA bolyA kare ke, Atmadharmane lAbha levA mATe keTalAka mahAbhAgyazAlIe dharma kiyAne upakaraNa -jevA ke, caravaLa, kaTAsaNuM, muhapatti vigere laIne sAmAyika karavA agara samatvabhAvane prApta karavA, pitAnA gharamAM agara upAzraye jatAM hoya tyAre, bolavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. ke juone ? caravaLa ane kaTAsaNAne ghasI nAMkhyA te paNa, samatAbhAva Avyo nahi, tyAre zuM jema tema bhaTakavAthI ke, duniyAmAM kAvAdAvA vigere karavAthI samatva AvatuM haze ke? Ave For Private And Personal Use Only

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359 nahi ja. punaH punaH sAmAyikane abhyAsa karatA, evI be ghaDI AvI maLe ke, samatA hAjara thAya ? mATe evAnA kaDavA vacane sAMbhaLIne paNa samatva bhAva lAvavA mATe abhyAsa karavA tatpara banavuM te hitakara che ja. A jagatamAM soya evuM kAma kare che ke, te phATelA vastro paNa sAMdhe che. paraMtu samatva vinAnA, seya jevA mANase te, vastrone sAMdhatA nathI paNa temAM kAMNAM pADe che. eTale sAMdhanAra tene laIne, darajIne kaMTALe Ape che. eTaluM ja nahi. paraMtu kANAM paDavA pUrvaka AMgaLImAM vAge che. A mujaba soya jevI adekhAI IrSyA, kaleza, kaMkAsa tathA pramAdatAdikamAM che. AtmadhyAna karanAra, saMdhI karanAra je saI che. tene punaH punaH vidane viDaMbanA upasthita kare che. mATe sAIne ya sIve che Ama kahevAya che. temaja tuccha evA tile, ghANIne pIle che. A kahevuM paNa barAbara che. ke, taddana nIca halakA karmo che te karmone, dhyAnanI kiyAnA vege ghaNA, nAza kare che, te ja kriyAone Ad, raudradhyAne pIlI nAMkhe che. satyAnaMda, zubha bhAvane pIDA upajAve che. A mujaba avaLI cAle cAlanAranA viSaya vikAre kyAMthI dUra khase? tethI sadgurU mahArAja kahe che ke, AvI avaLavANIne barAbara samajI, samyagUvANInuM smaraNa karI, samajI, AtmakalyANa sAdhavAne suavasara maLe che. tene vikathAone tyAga karI, AtmasAdhanA mATe TAIma kADhI, te TAImane saphala kare. vikathAnI vAtone For Private And Personal Use Only

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360 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pAra Avaze nahi. ramatagamatamAM anAdikAlathI te vaLagelI che. tethI Atmazaktine AvirbhAva thayA nathI. tameA, zrImaMta hAya teja AtmakalyANa karaze ema mAnaze nahi. kAraNa ke, te zrImAna, lAkhA sAnAmahoronu dAna karaze. leAkeA tenI vAhavAha kaheze. paNa mantaramAM saMtAI rahelI adekhAinA tyAga karavA samartha banaze nahi. tethI vrata niyamAne dhAraNa karavA azakta khanaze. agara te zrImAn karatAM, adhika dAna karanArane, ahaMkAranA vegathI utArI pADaze. ane potAnI prasiddhi, mahattA vadhAravA khAtara prayAsa karaze. AvI avaLI cAlanA ceAge, tamA kahe ? AtmahitanI sAdhanA karavA samartha banaze ? nahi ja. Atmahita teA, dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanA sahita taniyamonuM kharekhara pAlana karavAmAM samAela che. ahaMkAra, mamatA, adekhAi vigerenA tyAga karavAthI dAnAdikanI ArAdhanA, jarUra AtmAnnatimAM AgaLa vadhAre ja che. phakta dAna kare. paNa je, antaranA doSone khaseDe nahi. te, dAnanA prabhAve A jagatamAM nAmanA thAya che. ane paraleAke khAvApIvAnuM maneAhara maLe che. vastrAbhUSaNeA managamatA prApta thAya, ethI zuM AtmavikAsa sadhAya che ? " nA. ? AtmavikAsanI sAdhanA era prakAranI che. te sAdhanAne tame jANatA nathI. agara jANatA hA tA, temAM lakSya detA nathI. sAvadhAna anatA nathI. sAvadhAna kANu ane te kahA ? je puNyazAlI hAya te. puNyadaye lakSmI For Private And Personal Use Only

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361 sattA, tathA AjJAne svIkAra karanAra evo anuyAyI varga maLela che. teone dAna detAM kaMTALatuM nathI. keI aNagamatuM kahe tenA upara ke5 karato nathI. ane pAtrane dAna detAM harSAtura bane che. matsara karatuM nathI. sadAtA, maMda sAdhamabhAIonI bhakti karavA tatpara hoya che. te sivAya dareka prANuo pratye maitrIbhAva rAkhI zakya sahAro Ape che. anukaMpA dhAraNa kare che. teja bhAgyazAlI sAvadhAna banI, AtmakalyANa karavAmAM zaktimAna bane che. anyathA te tame dekhe che. ke pUrvabhavanA puNyanA prabhAve, pazupakhIone paNa, rahevA mATe suMdara AvA maLe che. khAvA pIvAnuM manapasaMda prApta thAya che. hAthIne, pUrvabhavanA puNyayoge nivAsa karavA manahara makAna maLe che. keI nRpatine te vadhAre vahAlo hoya te dararoja maNa maNanA modaka paNa maLe che. ane sanArUpAnA AbhuSaNe paNa maLe che. tathA madhuravANane belanAra popaTane, senAnuM banAvela pAMjarU prApta thAya che. ane khAvA mATe madhurA phalAdika maLe che. A saghaLuM maLI jAya che. paraMtu je A nnati thavI joIe te thavI azakya che. kAraNa ke, pazupaMkhIne bhava maLela che te beDI samAna che. mATe A leka, paralekanA saMsArika sukhazAtAne tyAga karI, evA prakAranuM dAnAdika kare ke, Atamannati sadhAtI rahe. ane anukrame, thaDA bhavamAM anaMta zakti, anaMtajJAnAdikanA svAmI thavAya. anaMta Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA saMtApa javAthI, sarva duHkhothI mukta banI siddha thavAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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362 kaI nagaramAM abajopati zrImAna, dararoja lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna karato. ane dAna dIdhA pachI palaMga nIcethI utarate. paraMtu dAna zA mATe devuM tenI tene satya samajaNa na hovAthI, anyadAna denAra para, trAMsI najara karavA pUrvaka, teone pitAnA karatA halakA gaNato. temaja piote ja dAnezvarI tarIke manamAM mAnyatA dharAvI malakAte. ane kahe ke huM ja kharekhara dAtAra chuM. Ama pite potAnI prasiddhi karavA prayAsa karo. A zrImAnanA makAnanI pAse eka AtmAnubhavI vRddhA, DezInuM makAna che. te dararoja zakya supAtre dAna devA pUrvaka sAmAyika vigere dhArmika kriyAo karatI. svagharamAM putrAdikane parivAra hato. jyAre parivAramAM belA belI vigere khaTapaTa thatI, tyAre samatA rAkhIne AtmajJAna, dhyAne rahI, karmanI prakRtine vicAra karI, Atmanniti karatAM. paraMtu balakula khIjAtA nahi. ane sAmAyikamAM deSa TALavAne khapa karatAM. eka divase evo aMtarAya, vini Avyo ke, zrImA zeTha dAna ApI zakyA nahi. ane vRddha DozIthI supAtre dAna devA pUrvaka eka paNa sAmAyika banI zakyuM nahi. tethI zrImAna ane vRddhA saMtApa kare che. ke, Ajano divasa vRthA gaye. ekeya dhArmika kArya banyuM nahi. vRddha DozI pastA karatAM havAthI, pilA dhanAthe kahyuM ke, are tame zA mATe saMtApa, pastA kare che ? eka divasa samatA bhAvarUpa sAmAyika thayuM nahi tethI, tamArU gayuM zuM? kaTAsaNuM pAtharI, cara For Private And Personal Use Only

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363 vaLe laI lugaDAne kakaDe Idhara tidhara, Amatema pheravyo temAM ATale pastA kare che. mane pastA thAya che ke, Aje dAna devAyuM nahi. tamArI mAphaka huM te ghaNIvAra, Asana pAtharI sAmAyika karU chuM. vRddhAe kahyuM ke, te sAmAyika kahevAya nahi. paraMtu putraparivAramAM jyAre kalaha, kaMkAsAdika thAya tyAre upadeza ApavAnI sAthe samatva rakhAya teja karelI kiyA saphala thAya che zeThajI ! lAkhanuM. dAna devu te saheluM che. paNa samatva dhAraNa karavuM te duSkara che. tame te sahaja khaTapaTa jAgI agara parivAra vagere tarapha pratikuLatA thAya tyAre, krodhAtura banI Akula, vyAkula thavA pUrvaka evuM bolI nAMkhe che. ke, te vakhate AyuSya baMdha thAya te, pazupaMkhIne avatAra Ave. kAraNa ke, te vakhate tamane khyAla rahetuM nathI. jematema pheke rAkho che. A pramANe dararoja agara kaI velAye vRddhA te zeThane kahetI ke, gusso thAya tyAre paNa, rIsane tyAga karI samatAmAM rahetAM, "sAmAyika rItasara karyuM hoya te, vyavahArika kAryomAM tenI asara thAya che. samatA Ave che. adhika cIkaNAM karmone baMdha thato nathI. tyAre dhanADhya zeTha manamAM babaDyA kare che ke, dAna to lAkhanuM detI nathI. ane "samatA rAkhe samatA rAkhe" Ama kulyA kare che. AvuM. dAna devAmAM te pAchI haThe che. A mujabanA vicAramAM pazu banavAne karmabaMdha thaye. AyuSyanA aMte te zrImAna zeTha, kaI rAjAne mAnIte hAthI thaye. rahevA mATe sArU For Private And Personal Use Only

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364 makAna maLyuM. khAvA mATe meda vigere maLyAM. paNa parAdhInatAnI kaThaNa beDI gaI nahi. anubhavI vRddhA, samatAnA coge, te ja rAjAnI putrI thaI bAlyAvasthAmAM ghaNI zAMta ane samajaNI thavA pUrvaka dhArmika bAbatamAM ghaNe rasa prema rAkhavA lAgI. anukrame yuvAvasthAmAM AvatAM dararoja gurUdevane upadeza sAMbhaLe che. vrata niyamene dhAravA pUrvaka, pUrvabhavanA saMskArathI sAmAyika karI samatva dhAraNa kare che. zrImAna zeTha, je hAthI thaela che. tene rAjamArgo gamana karatAM, pite baMdhAvela baMgalAmAM nivAsa karIne rahela pari-vArane dekhI, vyatIta thaela pUrvabhavanuM jAti smaraNajJAna thayuM. ane tethI ghaNe saMtApa karavA lAge, ke, vItI gaela bhavamAM lAkhanuM dAna dIdhuM. paNa AtmajJAna meLavI samatva dhAraNa karyuM nahi. tethI A hAthIne bhava AvI lAge. vRddhAne upadeza mAnI mamatAne ane ahaMkArane tyAga karyo hato te, AvI sthiti Avata nahi. Ama vicAra karI, mucchita banI, bhUmikAmAM DhaLI paDyo. rAjAne mAluma paDavAthI upacAre te ghaNuM karyA. paNa te ubhe thaye nahi. tethI tRpa ghaNuM citA karavA lAgyuM. te rAjaputrI, devAlayamAM jInezvaranA darzana karavA rAjamArge thaIne jaI rahela che. te vakhate, A hAthIne dekhI, teNIne paNa jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM. zeThanA prathamanA bhavanI saghaLI bIna jANuM. tethI te rAjaputrI tene ubhuM karavA upadeza Ape che. are zrImAna zeTha! tuM gayA bhavanI bhramaNAmAM paDyo. dAna dIdhu. For Private And Personal Use Only

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365 paNa AtmadayA jANuM nahi. viSaya kaSAyanA vikArone tyAga. karyo nahi. tethI A avatAra AvyuM. have parAdhInatAne babara vicAra karI pastAvA pUrvaka zAMta vratadhArI bana. ane navakAra maMtra jApa kara. A bhavamAM paNa agyAra vratanuM pAlana karI zakAya che. A mujaba zraddhApUrvaka sAMbhaLI. bhAvathI vratadhArI banI, aMte samAdhi sahita AThamA sahastrAra, nAmanA devaloke deva banI, AnaMdane anubhava levA lAgyA. rAjaputrIe bAra vratone svIkAra karI, sadgatine prApta karI. A pramANe paNa svakalyANa sAdhavAmAM tatpara bane che. te pachI meMre manuSyabhava pAmI, vrata niyamanI. ArAdhanA karI, zuM sadgati na meLave ? jarUra meLave ? mATe AvI avaLI vANIne saMsAranA rasike sAMbhaLI, AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM Asakta bane. te, te vANInI khubI. kevI che ke, tenI samajaNa te paDe. paraMtu te rasike, TAIma kADhI, tene vicAra kare te ja, khyAla Ave. nahitara kaleza, kaMkAsamAM aTavAyA kare. saMsAra ja eve che. ke je bhalabhalAne vividha vine upasthita kare che. mATe sadugurU mahArAjA, jJAna sAthe kriyA kare jJAna vinAnI kiyA phalavatI banatI nathI. A mujaba samajutI ApatAM 28 mA padanA kAvyathI samajAve che ke, (mAna mAyAnA karanArAre-e rAga) jarA jao antaramAM tapAsI re, For Private And Personal Use Only

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-jyAM zebhe che Atama prakAzI, jJAna rAjAne kriyA che dAsI re, eka avinAzI eka che vinAzI re. jarA0 1 jJAna ddhone kriyA che kaTArI, jJAna zAzvata pada vAsI, jJAna divAkara kriyA pataMgIyuM, dRSTAMta vizva vilAsI re. jarA zera vinA AtmajJAna kriyAe ghahele dekhI Avata hai hAMsI, samajaNa bina zuM karaze bicArA, gaLe de che pitAne phAMsI re. jarA ArA jJAnI gItAratha zAsana ghArI, jJAne sakaLa sukharAzI, buddhisAgara pada jJAnInAM se, huM te jJAnIne dau chuM zAbAzI re. jarAva kramAM samyagUjJAnI, syAdvAdaraMgI sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI, ekAMtavAdIone upadeza ApatAM kahe che ke, are bhAgyazAlIe? tamAre paramapada, mekSa sukhanI abhilASA te che. chatAM ekAMte kiyAvAdamAM mAnI, kriyAo kare che. ane te kriyA puratuM ja jJAna prApta karaze. paraMtu AtmajJAna, je samyagujJAna che te tarapha lakSa devAnI paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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367 jarUra che ke, jethI karelI kriyA paNa sArthaka thAya. tyAre jJAnavAdamAM ekAMte mAnyatA dharAvanAra, jJAna, vijJAnamAM tatpara banela che. ane banaze. ane tethI temA ja satya sukha mAnanArane kahe che ke, ekAMte kriyA karyA sivAya jJAna, cIkaNuM karmakArane dUra karI zakaze nahi. manehara, sarasa rasavatI sanmukha hAjara che. te ke lAbha Ape che! tenuM tamane jJAna che. paNa hAthamAM laI mukhamAM nAMkhI cAvyA vinA cAlaze nahi. A kriyA karyA sivAya sudhA maTaze? mATe tame pote ja bhUkha maTAvavA jJAna sAthe kriyAo kare che. te kema bhUlI jAo cheekalA hAthe tALI paDatI nathI. be hAthe paDe che. eTale kevI rIte tALIo pADavI, tenA jJAnanI sAthe kriyArUpa tALIo pADo che ne? ekalA hAthe IsAro thaze. paNa vansara karavo haze te be hAthe tALIo pADyA sivAya cAlaze nahi. sugama ane sarala mArge gamana karavA mATe jJAna che. paNa cAlavAnu karyA sivAya eka pagalu bharI zakaze nahi. A saghaLuM tame jANe che. chatAM bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDI, ekAMte jJAna agara kiyAmAM mAne che te ThIka nathI. anekAMtavAdanA svIkArathI dunyavI vyavahAra, ke dhArmika vyavahAra, bhAspada banaze. ane tene vyavahAra sukhazAtA ApavA zaktimAna banaze. anyathA pagale pagale Thekkara vAgaze. vividha viSamavAda upasthita thaze. ekAMte jJAna vinAnI kriyA tathA jJAna, kriyA sivAyanI saMvara, nirjara, mekSa kyAMthI ApI zake ? te For Private And Personal Use Only

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368 mATe sadgurU kahe che ke, jJAna vinA kiyAe samyagajJA- nIo karatA nathI. kriyAone sahAre lIdhA sivAya samyajJAna kahevAtuM paNa nathI. chatAM paNa samyajJAnIne jJAnanI pradhAnatA hoya che. ane kiyAnI amuka guNasthAne ArUDha thatA gauNatA hoya che. tene niSedha karatA nathI. kAraNa ke, apramatta dazAmAM AsanAdine teo khapa kare, che. sumakriyA paNa sAthe hoya che. dharmadhyAna agara bhAvanA bhAvavI te kriyArUpa hoya che. paraMtu bahAra dekhAtI kriyAo gauNapaNe hoya che. tethI gaNatA rahelI kriyAne samyajJAnanI dAsI kahe che. ane samyajJAna te rAjA kahe che. eka che avinAzI ane eka che vinAzI" eTale caudamAM guNasthAne ArUDha thaelane samyagUjJAna, kevalajJAna. mukhyatA hoya che. eTale avinAzI kahevAya. ane kiyA te zailezI karaNa karyA pachI naSTa thAya che. eTale te vinAzI tarIke kahevAya che. paraMtu ATalI sthitie. ArUDha thayA pahelAM, te, gauNarUpe paNa kriyA heya. che ja. mATe ApaNe jJAnanI sAthe bAhya kriyA tathA. sUkSma kiyAno tyAga kare nahi. ema gurUdevane kahevAne Azaya che. jJAna ddhAne kriyArUpa kaTArInI jarUra te che. ja. tethI jJAnarUpI ddhAne kaTArI sivAya cAlatuM ja nathI. kaTArI vigere zastra sivAya bhale pachI mahAna, sahastrathI ddha heya. paNa, zatruone haThAvI zakatA nathI. haThAvI zake paNa kayAMthI ! yuddha paNa kayAMthI karI zake ! eTale For Private And Personal Use Only

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kaTArIrUpI kriyAnI paNa agatyatA temAM rahelI che. paNa jItyA pachI tenI jarUra rahetI nathI. te pahelAM te tenI paNa jarUra che ja. kiyAone sahakAra laI rAgAdi arione, zatruone TALI jyAre siddha thavAya tyAre, A jIvAtmA. ane antarAtmA, samyagajJAnanA ge kiyA dvArA saphalatAne prApta karate, paramapada, mekSasthAne ArUDha thAya che. tyAre paNa jJAna ane darzana kAyama rahela hevAthI, zAzvatapadavAsI bane che. pachI tene janma dhAraNa karavAne hoto ja nathI. tathA janma thato na hovAthI jarA, maraNa, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinI viDaMbanA kayAMthI hoya ? mATe sagurUdeva pharamAve che ke hAyika jJAna prApta thAya tyAM sudhi samyagUjJAna sAthe kriyAo karatA rahevuM. ke jethI, eka be bhavamAM agara traNa bhavamAM, zAzvata pada vAsI banAya. gurU mahArAja daSTAMta dvArA kahe che ke, jayAre jJAnadivAkara, sUryane saMpUrNa prakAza jhaLahaLaze. ane kriyArUpI pataMgIyuM temAM layalIna thaze tyAre, vizvavilAsI evA te samyagUjJAnI banaze. samagra vizvanA dravya, guNa, paryAne eka samayamAM te jJAnavAna jJAnI dekhI zakaze. jANI zakaze. jJAna ane jJAnI kAMI judA nathI. jyAM jJAna hoya tyAM jJAnI hoya che ja. kaivalyajJAna prApta thayA pachI anya jJAnanI jarUra rahetI nathI. kAraNa ke, mati, zrata, avadhi, mana:paryAya jJAna, temAM eTale kaivalyajJAnamAM vilaya pAmI jAya che. jema sUryanA prakAzamAM graha, nakSatra 24 For Private And Personal Use Only

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370. ane tArAonuM teja vilaya pAme che. tevI rIte. mATe kaivalyajJAnane sAdhya rAkhI, evI keLavaNI levI joIe ke jethI, samyagrajJAna je, AtmajJAna che. tenI rogakSamatA thAya. ane kevalajJAna sudhI, te jJAnathI patita thavAya nahi. ane kSAvika jJAnane temaja yathAkhyAta cAritrane sAce lAbha, svayameva AvI hAjara thAya. AtmajJAna vinAnA, phakta kriyAomAM ja magna banela ekAMta kiyAvAdane mAnanArAone dekhI, AtmajJAnIo hAMsI kare che ane kahe che ke, are bhAIo? kayAM gaLAmAM phAMsI devA mAMDI che ! ekAMte kriyA karanArA gaLe phAMsI de, temAM zuM kahIe? teonI eTale samyagajJAna sivAya kiyAe karanArAonI Aleka paralekanA sAMsArika sukhanI abhilASA TaLatI nathI. tethI ja te AzaMsAnA ge maLela sAhyabI vakhata Ave tyAre phAMsIe caDhAve che. te velAye teone Artaraudra dhyAna thatAM hovAthI durgatimAM paTakAI paDe che. bele. te phAMsI kahevAyane? tyAre samyajJAnI, AtmajJAnIne ghaNI viDaMbanA, vipatti AvI lAge te paNa, dharmadhyAnanA ge teo samatvane gumAvatA nathI. tethI AvI vipatti ke viDaMbanA, thoDIvAra pitAnA svabhAvane bhajavI khasI jAya che. ane saMpatti AvIne bheTe che. vivekIo kahe che ke, vipatti velAye valepAta kare nahi, ane sahana karavA pUrvaka dharma dhyAnamAM rahe che, saMpatti teonAthI dUra nathI. samIpamAM ja che. paraMtu te For Private And Personal Use Only

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371 vakhate mane vRttine AtmadhyAnamAM joDavI joIe. te vilAye, vivekIo kahe che ke, vipatti kasoTI che. te manuSyane barAbara kaSIne ujajavala karavA pUrvaka, saMpatti arpaNa kare che. paraMtu AtmajJAna hoya te ja. AtmajJAna, ekadama ke akasmAt thatuM nathI. te mATe daza mananA, daza vacanA ane bAra kAyika dene nivAravA, atizaya vIryane, balane phoravavuM paDe che. ema anaMtajJAnIo paNa phiramAve che. vidhi pUrvaka sAmAyika karatAM, te batrIza dene TALavAnI zakti jAge che. te batrIza de, mAnasika vRtti vigerene lakSa vaza rAkhavAthI khasatA jAya che. ane samatvane AvavAne avakAza maLe che. ane samatva Ave che tyAre, game tevA rAga, dveSa ane meha vigerenA vege pratikuLa banela mAnavIo vipattimAM phasAve te paNa, te samatA dhArI temAM baMdhAto nathI. AnaMda pUrvaka tenA balane pitAne baladvArA viphala kare che. dIlhI zahe-mAM, pIja bAdazAha, pitAnA rAjyanuM pAlana karato. paraMtu tene sAcI sahAya, salAha ane sUcanA ApanAranI jarUra hovAthI, tapAsa karatAM, te zaheranA nivAsI zAha-muMhaNasiMha zeThane teNe tevA jANyA bAda teone sanmAna, satkArapUrvaka AmaMtraNa ApI, pitAnI pAse rahevAnuM kahyuM. jo ke, A. zAhane, temanI pAse rahevAnI IcchA nahotI. chatAM bAdazAhanI AjJAnA bhaMgamAM bhayaMkaratA ane jokhama mAnI, pAse rahevA lAgyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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372 muMhaNasiMha, bahAdura, zuravIra tathA samayanA jANakAra hovAthI, bAdazAhane pasaMda paDyA. teo zrAvaka hovAthI gurUdevane upadeza rItasara sAMbhaLI, bAra vratadhArI paNa thayA hatA. ane vipatti ke viDaMbanAnI velAye paNa, svIkArelA vratanuM pAlana karatAM. bAra vaDe pikI dararoja sAmAyika vigere karatA. kadApi sAmAyikane bhUlatA nahi. vyAvahArika. kAryomAM, vratanuM pAlana karavuM che ke duSkara che. chatAM temAM, satyalAbha mAnI, duSkaratAne gatA nahi. tethI jo vadhAre vakhata male te ghaNuvAra sAmAyikanI ArAdhanAmAM udyamAna banatA. ane rAjyanuM ane pitAnA gharanuM paNa kAma karavAmAM temaja samAjanuM kArya karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nahi. eka divase, bAdazAha, zrAvaka zeTha, muMhaNasiMhane kahyuM ke, mArA. tAbAne sAmaMta 2jA, abhimAnanA terathI khaMDaNI bharata nathI. mATe tene parAjaya karavA gamana karavuM paDe ema che. tamAre paNa sAthe ja AvavAnuM che. tyArapachI thoDA vakhatamAM bAdazAhe lazkara sAthe prayANa karyuM. A zAha paNa sAthe cAlavA lAgyA. bAdazAha bIje gAma gaye tyAre zAhane nahi dekhavAthI, eka zANA sipAIne kahyuM ke, zAha pAchaLa rahI gayA che. teone satvara atre lAvo. sipAIe tapAsa karatAM zAhane sAmAyikamAM beThelA dekhyA. te sIpAI zANe hevAthI, vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, ame jema vakhatasara nimAja paDhIe chIe te mujaba, A paNa nImAjha paDhatA haze. Ama vicArI, sAmAyikanI rItasara For Private And Personal Use Only

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373 ArAdhanA karI uThyA bAda, teNe kahyuM. bAdazAhe tAne jaldI melAvavA mATe mane mekalela che. mATe jaldI cAle. zeDa bAdazAhanI pAse hAjara thayA, tame pAchaLa paDI jAo che te ThIka thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke keAI zatru AvI tamAne herAna kare. agara zIkArI prANI, vAgha vigere upadrava kare. mATe tamAre amArI sAthe rahevuM. muMhaNazIe kahyuM. tame jema nImAjha paDho che. tema ame amArA dharma pramANe sAmAyika karIe chIe. eTale pAchaLa rahI javuM paDe che. khAdazAhe eka hajAra sIpAione AjJA ApI ke, tamAre A bahAdura zeThanI pAse rahevuM. jyAre dhakriyA kare tyAre paNa khasI javuM nahi. A pramANe sAmAyikanA prabhAve bAdazAhanA dIlamAM sArI rIte asara thaI. ane prItipUrvaka punaH punaH satkAra sanmAnAdi karatAM. zeTha paNa prasaMgeApAta umadA sahAre ane salAha ApatA ke, nirAparAdhIne mAravA nahi. aparAdhIo upara paNa jo tee namratA dhAraNa kare te rahema rAkhavI. dayAbhAva bhUlavA nahi. tethI rAjya zAbhA pAme che. ityAdi sUcanA, salAha vigere maLavAthI, khAdazAha kAramI krUratAne tyAga karI, AnaMdamAM rahetA. anukrame kha'DaNI nahi bharanAra sAmata nRpane jItI lIdhA. jyAre namratApUrvaka thai, teNe khaMDaNI bharI tyAre peAtAnI AjJAne pravartAvI. dIlhI nagaramAM AvI rAjAe sabhyA sanmukha zeThanI ghaNI prazaMsA karI tyAre keAI adekhAe, khAdazAhanA kAna bhaMbheryAM. ane kahyuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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374 ke, tame zeThanI bahu prazaMsA karI che. paNa te zeTha rAjyanI upaja vigerethI pitAnuM ghara bhare che. tethI ja dhanADhaya banela che. te baDe daMbhI che. ItyAdi sAMbhaLI, kAcA kAnanA bAdazAhe, te zeThane, hAthe page beDIe nAMkhI kedakhAnAmAM nAMkhyA. chatAM zAhane saMtApa, valopAta thaye nahi. teo samajatA hatA ke, A viDaMbanA AvI temAM mArA karmane deSa che. khoTI sUcanA, salAha ApanAra temaja bAdazAha te nimitta mAtra che. teone deSa nathI. A mujaba samyagUjJAna dvArA AtmajJAnathI valepAta thaye nahi. ane manane zIkhAmaNa ApavA lAgyA ke, je saMtApa, paritApa karIza te sAmAyika dvArA AtmajJAna thayela che te zobhAspada banaze nahi. ane navAM karmone baMdha thaze. Ama manane zIkhAmaNa ApavAthI manavRtti sthira thaI. "dararoja sAmAyika karavuM, paNa, dunyavI vyavahAranA karatAM, vidane ke viDaMbanA Ave te paNa, samatva, samatA rAkhavI te sAmAyikanI sArthakatA che. eTale azubhedaya je hAjara thAya che te vila bane che. * muMhaNazIne jyAre sAmAyikAdi kiyAe karavAnI IcchA hoya che tyAre jelarane senAmahora ApI, be ghaDI beDIo mukta karAve che. paNa dharmakriyA bhUlatA nathI. A mujaba sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vigere kiyA karanAra bhAgyazALIoe, vipattinI velA pairya dhAraNa karIne, dharmadhyAnamAM rahevuM. ke jethI, samyajJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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375 pUrvaka karelI kriyA, AtmajJAnane prAdurbhAva kare che. ane vipattine vilaya thAya che. vyAvahArika kAryomAM ukaLI javAya nahi. ane zAMtino anubhava lAdhe che. have bAdazAhane, sadAcArI sajajane eka suMdara salAha ane sUcanA karI ke, tame zeThane hAthe page beDIo nAMkhI kedakhAnAmAM phasAvyA te sArU karyuM nathI. kAraNa ke, zeThe bAra vrate lIdhA che. temAM temane parigraha parimANanuM vrata che. tethI anyAya, anItithI kAMI paNa dhana letA nathI. te pachI rAjyanI upajanuM dhana teo kayAMthI le? kaI adekhAe, tamane asatya salAha ApI che paNa te satya nathI. mATe AvA AtmajJAnI ane rAjyanA "vaphAdArane kedakhAnAmAM rAkhavA joIe nahi. bAdazAhe sArI rIte tapAsa karI tyAre pelA IrSyALue kahelI bInA khATI lAgI. ane zeThane beDImAMthI mukta karavA pUrvaka kedamAMthI bahAra lAvI hAthI upara besArI satkAra sanmAna pUrvaka temanA ghera mokalyA. eka mahine ghera AvyA pachI zeTha sAmAyika karatAM samatAnI ArAdhanAmAM adhika tatpara thayA. adekho cUpa thaze. tene paNa zeThanI samatAnI asara thaI tyArathI AraMbhIne te paNa zeThane mitra banI sAmAyikanI ArAdhanA karavA lAge. ane thaela denI nindA, gaha karI, AtmAnI zuddhi karI. jyAre samyajJAna, AtmajJAnanI sAthe kriyAo karavAmAM Ave che tyAre, mamatva ane ahaMkAranA ge baMdhAela cIkaNuM karmo khasavA mAMDe che. ane samatAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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376 yoge Atma vikAsa sadhAya che. bhale pachI vividha saMkaTo Ave to paNa, gabharAmaNa, muMjhavaNa thatI nathI. ane samatvane svAda AvatuM rahe che. mATe samyajJAna sAthe dhAmika anuSThAna kare. temaja vyAvahArika kAryomAM paNa kiyAghelA, mugdha bane nahi. have sukhanI rAzI, jemAM samAela che evI samatA lAvavA mATe, sagurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, prathama gItArtha ane AtmajJAnInI rItasara upAsanA kare. teo tamane samatvanuM samyagUjJAna arpaNa karaze. pachI tamArI kiyAe phalavatI banavAthI, cIkaNAM karmo bAMdhaze nahi tyAre tamane zAbAzI ApIza. prazaMsA karIza. ke, vyAvahArika kAryomAM paNa dhairya dhArI, aho ! kevI samatA rAkhe che. saMkaTa Ave te paNa mugdha banatA nathI. dhanya che temane ? AvA bhAgyavaMte, AtmajJAna meLavI, karmone khaseDavA samartha bane che. AvA sabhya jJAnI, AtmajJAnanA yoge potAnI zaktine oLakhI, anaMta sukhanA svAmI thAya che. mATe viSayenI Asaktine tyAga karI, satya viSaya je, AtmaguNo che. teone prApta kare. teno upadeza ApatA 29 mA padanI kAvyaracanA karatAM gurUdeva kahe che ke, are anaMta sukhane svAmI tame hete chate paNa anyatra kayAM paribhramaNa kare che ? (zAmaLIyAnI pAghaDI-e rAga) tArU nAma na rUpa lakhAya, alakha paramAtamAM, tArI zakti anaMta kahAya. alakha0 11 For Private And Personal Use Only

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377 jJAnAdika tuja saMpadA re, karmAcchAdita thAya, parabhAvaraMgI cetanA re, karma grahaNa upAya. alakha0 /rA dhumADAnA bAcaka bhare re, hAtha kazuM nahi Aya, para pitAnuM mAnatAM re, janma maraNa duHkha pAya. alakhave dekhe te tArUM nahI re, tAharUM tAharI pAsa, pitAne raMka mAnIne re, kayAM kare 8 para Aza? alakha0 I4 kAla anaMto uMghI re, mithyA rAyaNI majhAra, saddagurUe uThADIye re, saphala thayo avatAra. alakha pA 'vinaya bhakti karUNA grahI re, bhAva apUrva grahAya, cina saMge khelatAM re, karma kalaMka kaTAya. alakha dA zuddha svarUpI cetanA re, do bhede vartAya, dehAtIta thaI AtamA re, jyoti jyota milAya. alakha0 || zuddha svarUpe AtamA re, sattAe sahu hAya, For Private And Personal Use Only

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378 buddhisAgara dhyAvanAM re, Apa svarUpe joya. alakha0 8n sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI, AtmAthI para je padArtha rahelA che. teone prApta karavA, mAnavIe. athAga parizrama karI rahelA che. teone pharamAve che ke, je vastuo khAtara, tame satyazAMti mATe deDadhAma karI rahelA che tenA svarUpane oLakho ? je vastuone prApta karI tame khuzI thAo che. paNa te saMge maLI che. ane maLaze. paNa, saMga saMbaMdhe, tene vizvAsa rAkhavA jevuM nathI. kyAre khasI jaze te kahI zakAya nahi. mATe sadAya samIpe rahelA AtmAne oLakhe. ane tene oLakhavA tenA je je sAdhane che tenA tarapha zraddhA rAkhIne te sAdhanene meLave. te AtmA. kadApi khasI jato nathI. tame ghaNA avatAra dhAraNa karaze tyAre paNa te sAthe ne sAthe raheze. karmone khapAvIne siddha banaze tyAre, nirmala banela te AtmA, pitAnI sattAe jhaLahaLato rahevAne. kadApi naSTa thavAno ja nahi. tamAre AtmA jyAre karmAtIta, karmarahita thAya che. tyAre tenuM nAma, rUpa hotuM nathI. zarIra, AyuSya paNa hetuM nathI. te te Indriyane agecara eTale Indriya dvArA na dekhAya e alakha paramAtmA bane che. adhune tame, bAhyAtmA hovAthI dekhI zakaze ja nahi. paraMtu AtmajJAna meLavI antarAtmA banaze ane jyAre je bAramuM guNasthAna che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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379 te guNasthAnakane anubhava karaze. temaja teramuM guNasthAna hAthamAM Avaze. tyAre, sarvatra, sarvadA, ghAtIyA karmone ghAta thavAthI, nirmala AtmAne anubhava Avaze. mATe antarAtmA bane. tethI sarva AzAo phalavatI banaze. ane AnaMdanI laherIe ubharAze. AvA AtmAne oLakhI tene nirmala karavA tamAro janma thaela che. nahi ke, vigazALI vastuo meLavavA mATe ? tamArI jJAnAdika- saMpadA nAza pAmI nathI. paraMtu karmAcchAdita thaela che. ane thAya che. tethI parabhAvaraMgI cetanA banI che. ane banI rahela che. parabhAvamAM rasile A bAhyAtma, zuM meLavaze ! te tamane mAluma haze nahi. karmone grahaNa karavAne upAya karate hevAthI, te karmone ja grahaNa kare che. ane karaze. te grahaNa karelA karmo, AtmAnA guNone prAdurbhAva karavAmAM punaH punaH vigna karavAnA ja. "zrecara vadu vidanAni" te vAkya zAthI lakhAyuM ? te karmo zreyaskara evA AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM lAga jAIne vine upasthita karatA hovAthI ja, mATe hitakara ane zreyaskara kAryomAM, vividha Dakhala karanAra evA karmone haThAvavA mATe, temaja antarAtmA banavA pUrvaka, paramAtmAnA anaMta sukhane lhAvo levA, sadAya jAgrata. rahIne tenA sAdhane, eka zeThanI mAphaka grahaNa karavA mATe kALajI rAkhavAnI khAsa jarUra che. eka zrAvake, bhalla pallImAM AjIvikA khAtara dukAna mAMDI che. A pallImAM ghaNA bhIle tenI dukAne mAla letA For Private And Personal Use Only

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380 hevAthI, zrAvaka dazeka varSamAM dhanADhaya banI vicAra kare che ke, AjIvikAnuM duHkha TaLyuM. paNa tenA yoge, baMdhAela karmonuM duHkha gayuM nahi. mATe karmanA duHkhane dUra karavA upAya kare te potAnA AtmAne mATe ane pArakAone mATe zreyaskara che. Ama viveka lAvI, jyAre vakhata maLatA tyAre, daza mananA, daza vacananA ane bAra kAyAthI je je karmo baMdhAyela hoya, baMdhAtA hoya, tene dUra karavA sAmAyika karate. eTale mana, vacana ane kAyAnI pravRttiene kaje karI, samatvane anubhava leto. AtmadhyAne rahI dharmadhyAnanA cAra pAyAnuM dhyAna dharatA. jInezvara vItarAganI AjJA kevI che! tenA upara daDha zraddhA dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka vicAra karI, AjJAne amala zakya rIte keTale karuM chuM teno upaga rAkhatA, tathA jeTalA saMtApa, paritApa, vipatti, valepAta vigere AvI hAjara thAya che. tene vicAra karI manamAM nizcaya karatA ke, mArA mana, vacana ane kAyAnA je de thayA che. tethI ja AvA prakAranI viDaMbanAo upasthita thAya che. mATe tevA dene tyAga karavA zakya prayAsa karo. tathA karelA aparAdhe, bhUle ane denuM phala mAre pitAne ja bhogavavuM paDe che. ane paDaze. Ama viveka lAvI, thaelA ane thatA dene nivAravA ghaNe upaga rAkhI sAvadhAna banatA. tathA leka svarUpanA vikAra ane vicArone haThAvI, AtmadhyAne rahevA laganI lagAvIne rahetA. savAramAM je vakhata maLe che, ane cintAo For Private And Personal Use Only

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381 hAya nahi te, savAramAM. agara apeAre samatAmAM rahevA mATe eka, be vAra sAmAyika karIne Atmika lAbha levA, TAima maLe nahi te rAtrImAM eka paheAra vItI gayA pachI, bIjA paheAre eka, be sAmAyika karIne pachI nidrA letA. have A pallImAM cAra bhIlla vicAra kare che. ke, A zeTha atre AvyA pachI dhanADhaca anela che. mATe tene lUTI laIne saghaLuM dhana laI jaI e. Ama vicArIne cAre bhIlle rAtrImAM cArI karavA khAtara zeThanA gharamAM peThA. te arasAmAM zeTha, svapatnI sAthe sAmAyikamAM besI, tathA dhadhyAnanA cAra pAyAnA vicAra karI, uMce svare navakAra maMtra gaNI rahela che. cAree zeThane navakAramaMtra gaNatA sAMbhaLyA. zeThane paNa cAra peThA tene khyAla Avyo. chatAM nirbhaya banI, ma`tra gaNavA lAgyA. ane vicAra kare che ke, meLavela dhana, A bhIllA lai jaze teA punaH prApta karI zakAze. temaja samatvarUpI je, satya dhana prApta karela che. te paNa khasI jaze, eka velAye je cUke che te ghaNI velAe bhUlacUka karI hu gamAve che mATe huM cetana ? sthiratA dhAraNa kara. A zeTha navakAramaMtra gaNatA haiAvAthI tenA zabdo sAMbhaLI, te cArAne uhApeAha, vicAraNA thaI ke, AvA zabdo amee koI eka bhavanAM, janmamAM sAMbhaLela che. uhApASa karatAM teone prathama bhavAnuM jAtismaraNujJAna thayu tethI thaelA DhASAnI nindA karavA lAgyA. ke, ameAe te te bhavAmAM ghaNu gumAvyu.. ane A bhavamAM zeThanuM dhana haraNa karIne For Private And Personal Use Only

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382 durgatinuM bhAjana thaIzuM. satyadhana te ApaNe ahiMja prApta karyuM. kSaNabhaMgura evA A dhanane laIne Atmahita sadhAze nahi. Ama vicAraNA karatAM, uccabhAvanAne pragaTa bhAva thaye. laghukamI hovAthI, apramatta guNasthAnake ArUDha thavA pUrvaka, kSAyika zreNIo ArUDha thayA. ane ghAtiyA karmone ghAta karI, A cAreya ce kevalajJAna pAmyA. zAsanadevIe sAdhune veSa teone Ape. ane jagatanA mAnavIone pAvana karavA vicAravA lAgyA. A mujaba A zrAvakavaDe gaNatA navakAramaMtrane sAMbhaLI, saghaLA doSono tyAga karI, cAreya bhAgyazAlIoe AtmayaH sAdhI lIdhu. zeTha paNa AtmakalyANa sAdhavA mATe, dararoja tatpara banyA. zrAvaka dharmanuM rItasara pAlana karI, anukrame kevalajJAna pAmI, paramapadane prApta karaze. mATe sadUgurU upadize che ke, tamArI jJAnAdika saMpadAne, AtmajJAna, dhyAna dvArA jANIne prApta kare. Atma sivAya, parapadArthomAM raMgI banavAthI, karmone nikAcita baMdha paDaze tethI janma, jarA, maraNanI viDaMbanAo TaLaze nahi. parasaMgane raMga lAgavAthI, anaMta janma dhAraNa karyA. chatAM, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi TaLI nathI ja. have A meghera devadurlabha manuSyabhavane pAmI tamArI karmo vaDe DhaMkAela jJAnAdika saMpadAone oLakhI temAM kayAre layalIna banaze? para padArthone pitAnA mAnavAthI, temAM raMga, Asakti thAya che. tethI teomAM raMgI banavAthI, AtmajJAnAdika saMpadAnI oLakhANa kadApi thatI For Private And Personal Use Only

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383 nathI. ajJAna dazAmAM, mahaghelA banI, kevA kevA dukhe bhagavyA tenuM bhAna rahyuM nahi. je AtmajJAna thAya te, saghaLA saMkaTo, vipattione khyAla Ave. mATe kAMIka vicAra, viveka kare? kyAM sudhI para vastuone pitAnI mAnI, ane potAnA AtmAnI satya saMpadAone bhUlI, saMsAramAM aTavAyA rahetAM rakhaDapaTTI karyA karaze! bALako lakuTIo ramavAmAM majA mAne che. jJAnane abhyAsa kare joIe te karatA nathI. tathA samajaNa mAnavIe paNa, laDakA, laDakIomAM raMgI banI, je AtmasAdhanA karavAnuM che te bhUle che. tema tame paNa samajaNuM thaIne para padArthomAM kayAM ramata ramI rahyA che ! ane vivekane AgaLa vadhArI satya sukhane anubhava karavA keTalA vadhAre AgaLa vadhyA? saMsAranA saMgIo kaho. keTaluM svaparanuM zreyaH sAdhyuM? jyAre teoe tevA raMgamAM bhaMga karyo che. tyAre svaparanuM hita sAdhavA bhAgyazALI banyA che. viSayavAsanA pUrNa karavA tathA Indriyone saMtoSa ApavA vividha vilAse karavAmAM khAmI rAkhI che? jarAya khAmI rAkhI nathI. chatAM te vAsanA tathA Indriye tRpti pAmI nahi. dhanADhyo, narendro agara deve aDhaLaka vaibhava, vilAsamAM magna banyA. paNa asaMtuSTa banI, paraleke gayA che. tethI viSaya vilAsamAM Asakta banavuM te, dhumADAmAM bAcakA bharavA jevuM che. tethI saMtoSI banAve tevI satya vastu hastagata thatI nathI. paravastuone pitAnI mAnavAthI ja, janma, jarA ane maraNanI viDaMbanAnA For Private And Personal Use Only

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384 duHkheA pAmyA che. mATe tamArI sAcI vastuone eLakhI, svIkAra karavA pUrNAMka tenA anubhava kare. sadgurU kahe che ke, je je padArtho AMkhe dekhAya che, je je sagItA vigere kAna dvArA saMbhaLAya che, temaja sugaMdha. durgaMdha nAsIkAe sughAya che. tathA jIhvA vaDe je je svAdo anubhavAya che. ane sparzendriyI je je vastue sparzAya che. te te vastue hArI nathI. zA mATe zubha, azubha prApta thatAM. rAga, dveSAdika karIne AtmavikAsane dabAve che! tenA dabANuthI ja Atmika zakti, sattA, ane anaMtasukha dekhANamAM AvyuM che. ane dakhAtu raheze. thArI vastu, hArU svarUpa te!, hArI pAse che. tene ALakhavA ane temAM tanmaya manavA, japa, tapAdikamAM tatpara aneA. atyAra sudhI tamee peAtAne raka mAnI, ghaNeAvApAta karyo. ghaNI AjIjI karI. ane ghaNAne page paDacA. kaheA ? kaI vastu prApta karI ? kadAca maLI haze te vicAgavALI maLI haze. tene sAcavavA ghaNA prayAsa karyo haze. agara karatA haze. teA paNa te javAvALI ja che tethI kayAMthI rahe ? ghaNA leAkeA vAyadAnA vepAramAM kamAya che. ane dhanADhya bane che. ane punaH temAM lAgI rahe che. eTale te vepAramAM sasva gumAvI nidhana ane che. adhika meLavavA khAtara, temaja maLelanu khAkhara rakSaNa karavA sAvadhAna ane che. chatAM te lakSmI anyatra jAya che. ane asahya pIDA upajAve che. A mujaba zarIra, yauvana, patnI vigere parivArane vadhAravA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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rakSaNa karavA prayAse karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. chatAM te zarIra vigerene, vakhata AvI lAgatA, viyega thatAM, vilaMba thatuM nathI. mATe teonI saMbhALa karavAnI ane rakSaNa karavAnI AzAmAM ane tRSNAmAM, jIvananI sArthakatA karavAnI hovA chatAM vRthA kayAM gumAve che! IcchAmAM, AzAmAM ane tRSNAmAM anaMtakALa uMghamAM gaye. mithyAtva, avirati kaSAya vigeremAM raNa, aMdhakAramAM je sAdhavAnuM hatuM te sAyuM nahi. ane sAdhI zakaze paNa nahi. mATe satya svarUpanI parIkSA karI, satya dhanAdikano svIkAra kare. jAgratA bane. mehamamatArUpI nidrAne nazAmAM, kephamAM kyAM sudhI paDyA raheze! madirAnA kepha karatAM, A kepha anaMta mAra khavarAve che. A mujaba keTalAka vicAravALA tathA vivekIjane sadgurU pAse jaI Atmatattvane pUche che ke, he sadgurUdeva ? AtmasvarUpa kevI rIte prApta thAya ? sadugurUdeve samajaNa ApI, ghora nidrAmAMthI jAgrata karyo. uThADyo. kevA prakAre te sAMbhaLa? vinaya, saralatA, saMteSa ane vivekapUrvaka sAMsArika vastuone hArI-tamArI mAna nahi. nahi mAnIza tyAre vinaya, viveka, nirdabhatA, prazAMtA, vigere sadguNethI vAsita banIza. pachI ahaMkAra, mamatvanuM jora cAlaze nahi. te prApta thaela guNa ja ahaMkArAdikane tageDI mUkaze. eTale nasADI mUkaze. pachI jInezvaranA guNemAM laganI lagADavI. te guNe dvArA dabANamAM AvelA, pitAnA satya guNone AvirbhAva thavA lAgaze. A mujaba keTalAka 25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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386 bhAgyazALI, darzAvela meAkSa mArge vaLyA. saMsAranA vikaTa ane viSama mAgethI pAchA haThyA. ane apUrvabhAva AvavAthI AtmatattvanI eALakhANa thavA lAgI. temaja cihnana AtmAnA svarUpamAM khelatA, ramaNatA karatAM, meAhanIya vigere karmanuM kaTaka nAsavA lAgyu. tethI viSayakaSAyanA saskArI ane vAsanAnA javAthI, kAMika sthiratAnA ceAge, je AnaMdanI AzA hatI te maLavA lAgI. dunyavInI AzAnA pAsa tathA beDIpI parAdhInatA tUTavA lAgI. AveA sadgurUnA upadeza prApta thayA te sArA bhAgyanI nizAnI che. sadgurU sivAya AzAnA pAsamAMthI keNu mUkta karAve? sagAMvahAlAM te kahe che ke, sa`sAranA sukhamAMthI satyazAMti maLI jaze. mATe prathama sAMsArika sukhamAM mahAlyA karo. tamAre sagAMvahAlAMne puchavuM ke, tameAe sasAranI kArya - vAhI karatAM, cintAo; vyAdhio vigerene haThAvyA che ! ane kevA prakAranuM sukha meLavyuM che? te kaheA. teo kahI zakaze nahi. kAraNa ke, viSayAnA vicAra ane vikAromAM nirbheLa sukha hAya ja nahi. e te jyAre sadgurUgama laine, AsaktinA tyAga karI, dhama dhyAna, AtmadhyAnamAM ArUDha thAya. tyAre aMze aMze sAcA sukhanI vAnagI meLavavA bhAgyazALI ane. mATe saMsArasaMgI svajana varganA kathana para vizvAsa rAkhave te buddhimattA kahevAya nahi. mATe AzA, tRSNAnA adhanA tADavA mATe, ciddana AtmAnA guNeAne prApta karavA kozIza karavAnI paNa agatyatA rahelI che. tene mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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387 AtmAnA guNenA ane vikAro kAkAe rahI zako tana, dhana ane manane AtmAthI nyArA bhAvavA. te AtmAnA guNa nathI. paNa audayika bhAve malyA che. jyAre te judA manAze tyAre, ahaMkAra, mamakAranuM jora ochuM thaze. pachI dharmadhyAna karavAnI prIti thaze. ane prema lAgatAM Atmika guNa tarapha AdaramAna vadhaze. ane tana, dhana ane mananA vicAre ochA thatA jaze. ane tevA vicAronA AdhAre dunyavI kAryo karatA chatAM paNa anAsaktapaNAe rahI zakaze, anyathA vicAre, ane vikAre kadApi TaLavAnA nahi ane AtmAnA guNonI oLakhANa thavAnI nahi. eka zeThane saMtAna nahi hovAthI, bIjI patnI sAthe lagna karyuM. be varSe, te bIjIne putranI prApti thaI. tethI ghaNe AnaMda thaye. paraMtu sAthe cintA vaLagI ke, A putranuM pAlana, piSaNa kevI rIte karavuM ! AgheDa ummare putra thaye. tenI jarUra saMbhALa rAkhavI joIe. temaja moTe thatAM paraNAvavo paDaze. temaja tenA sukha mATe adhika saMpatti meLavavI paDaze. AvI AvI cintAothI gherAela zeThane zAMti kyAMthI prApta thAya? putra janme paNa cintA gaI nahi. te cintAthI zarIra paNa divase divase azakta banatuM, tethI davAnA TekAe nibhAvI letA. paraMtu saMpatti, dhana puratA pramANamAM na hovAthI, koI zaheramAM jaI, vyApAra dvArA pUratA pramANamAM dhanane prApta karavAnI IcchA thaI. ane pite, be strIo ane cha mAsanA putrane laI, koI zaheramAM jaI dhamadhokAra vepAra karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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388 nahi. dhana te maLyuM. paNa, tana, zarIra adhika vyAdhigrasta banyuM. cintAne pAra rahyo nahi. ghaNI davAo karI. paNa asAdhya vyAdhi khatye nahi. ane zeTha maraNane zaraNa thayA. kahe A sukha kevuM ? duHkha garbhita ja kahevAya ne? zeTha maraNa pAmyA pachI junI strIne meTI cintA thaI ke, navI zakyane putra hovAthI saghaLI milkata tene svAdhIna thaze. mAro koI bhAva puchaze nahi. nirmAlya prAyaH banIza. mATe navInA putrane mATe ja che. Ama jAhera karI bathAvI pADuM te ThIka thAya. A zaheramAM kaIne khabara nathI ke, A putra kevuM che. Ama vicAra karI mamatvanA yoge te putrane pitAnA putra tarIke jAhera karavA pUrvaka saghaLI milkata bacAvI pADavAno prayAsa karavA lAgI. navI strIe kahyuM ke A putra mAre potAne ja che. tuM zA mATe A hakIkatane asatya rIte jAhera karI, saMpattine svAdhIna karavA kozISa kare che. tuM to mArI bena samAna che. huM tane alagI mAnatI. nathI. ApaNe be saMpIne rahIzuM te sukhazAMti raheze. paNa junI, mamatALu hovAthI mAne zenI? ane kahevA lAgI ke tuM ja huM bele che. A putra te mahAre ja che. A mujaba viSamavAdanA ege kerTamAM phariyAdI thaI mArA, tArAne nikAla, mahAjana paMca lAvI zakayuM nahi. eTale divAnanA hAthamAM A kesa AvyuM. junI ane navInI jubAnI sAMbhaLI. adhikArI, nyAyAdhIza paNa muMjhavaNamAM paDo. keNune A putra haze! vicAra karatAM yukti dvArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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389 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nyAyAdhIze talavAra magAvIne kahyu ke A talavAra vaDe A putranA be bhAga karIe te tame bannenI cintA AchI thAya mATe, e bhAga tamAne karI ApIye. Ama kahI talavAra ugAme che. te vakhate junInA manamAM AghAta, cintA thai nahi. ane mauna rahI. paNa navInA haiyAmAM AghAta thayA, tethI tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA. te veLAe najarakhAja nyAyAdhIza kharAkhara e strI tarapha joi rahela che. junIne aksAsa thatA na hovAthI. ane navIne AghAtapUrvaka AMkhamAM AsuMDA jharatA dekhI, nyAyAdhIze manamAM niNya karyAM ke A putra navI skrInA ja che. A pramANe divAna vicAra kare che tevAmAM, navI mAtA AjIjI pUrNAMka kahevA lAgI. maherakhAna ? putranA be bhAga karavAnI jarUra nathI. A putra junIne che. mATe mAraze! nahi enI pAse raheze te paNa mAre vAMdhA nathI. tene dekhI mArU haiyuM AnamAM raheze. A pramANe mArApaNAnA tyAga karI nyAyAdhIzane kahyuM paNa A adhikArI, najaramAja ane buddhibAja hAvAthI, te putra navIne ja samarpaNa karI teNe kharAkhara nyAya karyo, tenI prazaMsA thaI. junInI kaI thai. te nirAza banI potAnA sthAne gaI. teNIne navIe kahyuM ke, tame aphasosa karatA nahi. tame meTA che. tamArA bhAgyathI mane putra sAMpaDayo che. tethI ApaNe anne jaNA putrane meTe karIzu. tameAne te mAtA tarIke mAnaze. evA saMskAra huM ApIza. ane tamArA kathana mujaba vatana rAkhazuM. have kahA. AvA uttama For Private And Personal Use Only

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39o vacane kyAre kahevAya? dhananI, zarIra vigerenI mamatA utare tyAre ja. AvA jIvAtmAo, sadagurUne vega maLatAM, AtmajJAna ane dhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhatA rahe che. bhale pachI nara hoya ke nArI hAya, halakI kema hoya ke, uttama kulane hoya, te mATe udAra dIla, namratA, saralatA, saMtoSa ane prazamatAnI jarUra che. A mujaba jyAre Atmika guNa AvavA mAMDaze tyAre ja, dehAtIta, manavacanAtIta, zuddhAtmAne anubhava anukame anukrame AvatA raheze. sattAye te AtmA akhaMDa, avinAzI che, tethI tene anubhava AvatAM, sarva saMkaTa, vipattio ane vidane Apa Apa TaLI jAya che. mATe sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, buddhisAgara, anaMtajJAnI evA jInezvarane tathA AtmAne dhyAvatAM, AtmA Apa Apa svasvarUpe thAya che. ane jovAya che. anubhavAya che. mATe AtmAne bhUle nahi. ane deha devaLamAM rahelA AtmAne sthiratA dhAraNa karI dhyA. eTale svayameva sarva citAo vigere khasI jaze. have keTalAka vicAraka ane vivekIone AtmAne oLakhavAnI laganI lAgI. tethI konI saMgati karI upadeza sAMbhaLa. e bhAvanA jAgI. tyAre sadgurUdeva 30mA padanA kAvya dvArA upadeza Ape che ke, are Atmika guNenA arthIo AtmAne oLakhave hoya ane anubhava kare che, sAMbhaLe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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31 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ( nizAnI kahA atAvuM--e rAga) sugurAnI sa`gata kIje re, saMgatathI guNa thAya. pArzva maNinA saMgathI re, lAha te sAnu thAya, iyaLa bhamarI saMgathI re, bhamarInu pada pAya. sugurAnI // 1 // susaMgatathI guNu vadhe re, dASA dare jAya. bhrAnti bhramaNA sahu TaLe rai, satya rUpa pragaTAya. sugurAnI bhramaNAmAM duniyA phare re, mAne duHkhamAM sukha svapna sukhalaDI bhakSatAM re, kayAMthI bhAge bhukha. sugurAnI. // 3 // cathA mati rUci thakI re, jevI saMgata thAya. tanmaya vRtti pherathI re, zuddha jJAna na grahAya. sugurAnI. // 4 // dula bha deva ArAdhanA re, durlabha sadgurU seva, saddagurU sevana bhakitathI re, pAmeA amRtameva. sugurAnI.nk jenI jevI cAgyatA re, tevA Ape medha, buddhisAgara sevIe re, sadgurUnI karI zeAdha. For Private And Personal Use Only sugurAnI. pA

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32 A mujaba trIzamA padanI racanA karI, sadgurU kahe che ke, prathama sadgurUne jANavAnI jIjJAsA hAya tA, kaMcana kAminInA tyAgI ane pRthvIkAya, apakAya, agnikAya,vAyukAya, vanaspatikAya, tathA trasakAyanI rakSA karanAra, jayaNAmAM prema rAkhanAra, evA sadgurUne zeAdhI, temanI saMgata karavApUrvaka, temanA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karI, haiyAmAM pacAve, ke jethI, AtmAnA guNNAnI oLakhANa thAya. kAraNa ke, upara darzAvela cha kAyamAM paNa AtmA avazya rahelA ja che. chakAyanI rakSaNa karanAranI jyAM rItasara eLakhANa thaI ke, turata tevA sadgurUmAM Adara, mAna, prIti jAgrata thaze. ane temaNe varSAvela amRtarasa, zAMta rasane jhIlI zakAze. ane tenuM pAna karatAM dugu Nu, dASA TaLatA jaze. tethI sadguNAne AvavAnA avakAza maLaze. eTale sadguNeA svayameva hAjara thaze. je chakAyanu, pRthvIkAya vigerenuM rakSaNa karavAnI jene bhAvanA paNa nathI tenI sekhatamAM jo paDaze te, AtmA tathA tenA guNNAnI eLakhANa thaze nahi. kAraNa ke, jeoe jagatamAM rahelA, sacarAcara prANIomAM rahelA AtmAne jANyuM nahi, ane jayaNA rAkhI nahi, AtmajJAnanI eLakhANu kevI rIte ApI Ape, mATe sadgurU kahe che ke, sugurU keAne rItasara oLakhANa karI, temanI seAkhata karo. ane temanA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karA, chakAyamAM rahelA AtmAne jANanAra pAtAnA AtmAne eLakhavA samartha ane che. ane te te zakaze nahi kahevAya tenI For Private And Personal Use Only

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393 saddagurU, sArI rIte jANe che ke, jema Adhi vyAdhi, pIDA vigere ApaNane pasaMda nathI. te pramANe pRthvI vigere sacarAcara prANIone paNa apAtI pIDAo, kyAMthI pasaMda paDe ? na paDe. mATe sarva saMkaTa, viDaMbanAothI mukta thavuM hoya te, chakAyanuM rakSaNa pitAnA AtmAnuM rakSaNa kare che tema rakSaNa kare. je temanuM eTale chakAyanuM rakSaNa karaze te, te prANIo paNa, bhavAntamAM tamArU rakSaNa karaze. tathA sahAro Apaze. nahitara jevuM vartana, te prANIo upara rAkhaze. tevuM vartana tamArA upara teo rAkhaze. mATe saddagurUnI vANI sAMbhaLI, dayA, dAna ane damAdine dhAraNa karI agara kAma, krodha, mada, mAyA, adekhAIne tyAga karIne, dareka prANIomAM cetanA, AtmA rahela che. te barobara jANe. eTale dene tyAga thavAthI, je pitAnA sahajapuNe che. tene pragaTa bhAva thaze. pArzvamaNinA saMgathI, sparzathI zuM leha suvarNa nathI banatuM? jarUra bane che. paraMtu nAmathI hoya, paNa guNothI hAya nahi. tyAM suvarNa kyAMthI bane. A dAkhalo ekadezIya che. te pArzvamaNi, lehane sonuM banAve che. paNa potAnA samAna karavA samartha nathI. paNa sadgurU te, svasamAna banAve che. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu paramAtmA samAna banAvI, anaMta zuddhinA svAmI banAve che. jaDa jevAne cetana, mUrtimaMta banAve che. eTale pArdhamaNi karatAM saddagurU mahimA aparaMpAra che. eka vratadhArI zeThane kamala nAme dIkaro hato. te zeThane For Private And Personal Use Only

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394 ghaNe priyatama hevAthI zeThe tene bahu lADavaDe meTe karyo. je managamatuM mAge te tene arpaNa karatA. A putra yuvAna thaye. paNa, kusaMgI banela hovAthI, dhanane unmArge veDaphI nAkhIne, pAche khuzI thatuM. unmArge caDhelA putranA AcaraNa nihALI tenA mAtApitA aphasosa karavA lAgyA ke, jema jema mAgyA mujaba ApIye chIe. tema tema A to utkaMTha bane che.. sadAcAranI, paropakAra vigerenI vAta sAMbhaLatA ja nArAja banIne Aghe khasI jAya che. have Ane kevI rIte sanmArge vALa.! paMcamahAvratadhArI munirAjane dekhI, bheMsanI mAphaka bhaDake che. kadAca parANe laI jaIe to, temanA ceDA kADhI. hAMsI kare che. eka vakhate, paMca mahAvratadhArI munivaryanI pAse tene balAtkArathI laI javAmAM AvyuM. munirAja pAse beThe te khare. ane dharmadezanA paNa sAMbhaLI. pachI muni rAje kahyuM ke, are te zuM sAMbhaLyuM ! teNe kahyuM ke, tame kahyuM te sAMbhaLela nathI. paNa A daramAMthI nIkaLatI kIDIone dekhI, tenI gaNatrI karI che. pAMcase nIkaLI haze. Ama kahI hasavA lAgyuM. munirAje vicAra karyo ke, upadezane A adhikArI nathI. tema mAnI tenI upekSA karI. gharamAM AvI tenA pitAe ghaNe Thapake Ape ke, are mUrkha ! temanI hAMsI karAya? teNe kahyuM ke, temane upadeza mane pasaMda paDato nathI. zeTha cintAtura banyA ke, have kevI rIte sudhare! amAruM kathana te mAnato nathI. munirAjanI pAse laI jaIe tyAre, temanI hAMsI, mazkarI kare che. bhale, For Private And Personal Use Only

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35 Ama karatAM kAI upadeza ApanAra AcAya AvI maLaze. tyAre sudharaze. upAzrayamAM tA Ave che ne ? punaH eka khIjA munirAja sayamanA dhAraka te gAmamAM AvyA, temanI pAse te putrane laI gayA. dezanA sAMbhaLI, pRcchA karI ke, tane upadeza rUcikara thayA ! tyAre teNe kahyuM ke, me'upadeza sAMbhaLye nathI. paNa tamArA gaLAne joI ne, gaLAnA jorathI hAlatI kAkaDI, keTalIvAra uMcI nIcI thatI hatI tenI gaNatrI karI che. Ama kahI, ThekaDI karavA lAgyA. A mujaba upAzraye AvIne paNa hAMsI karatA. paraMtu gammata paDavAthI dararoja upAzrayamAM AvatA. eka vakhate, eka AcAya, upadeza ApavAmAM ghaNA kuzaLa hatA, temanI pAse A bhAIsAheba AvyA. zeThe AcAya ne kahyuM ke, A mAro putra ulluM che. kadAca ThekaDI kare te upekSA karaze nahi. AcAya jANI gayA ke, keAI paNa rIte prathama tene managamatA upadeza ApIne sanmArge vALave. AcAya mahArAje . saMsAramAM kevA kevA mANasA che. ane kahRdayathI kevA kevA nAca karI rahela che. tenuM vaNu na karatAM, nArIe cAra prakAranI che. padminI, hastinI, citraNI ane zaMkhaNI. temaja temanA AcAra vicAra vigere kevA hAya tenI vyAkhyA karI rahelA che. A vyAkhyA, A bhAisAhebane ghaNI pasaMda paDI. ane manamAM AdarabhAva vadhyA. have A putra dararoja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA sauthI prathama hAjara thatA. AcArya mahArAja dareka rasanuM' pASaNa karatA. heAvAthI, A bhAI ghaNA khuzI thatA. jyAMsudhI AcArya ahi For Private And Personal Use Only

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396 rahyA tyAMsudhI barAbara dhyAna rAkhIne temane teNe sAMbhaLyA. vihAra karatI veLAye vaLAvavA paNa AvyA. samyagajJAnI gurUdeve kahyuM ke, alyA kamala ? te ghaNIvAra vyAkhyAna zravaNa karyuM. mATe kaI eka niyama le, te ThIka thAya? tane pasaMda paDe evo ? AcArya mahArAja ? rAtrI bhejana, kaMdamUla na khAvAno niyama mArAthI pALI zakAze nahi. mATe A vAta mUkI de. gurUdeve punaH kahyuM ke, tArAthI pALI zakAya evo niyama le ? temanI paNa gammata karatAM kahyuM ke, A niyama Ape to pAlI zakAya. amArI paDozamAM rAmale kuMbhAra vase che. tenA mAthAnI TAla dekhIne khAvuM. A niyama Ape. AcArya mahArAje bhaviSyano lAbha dekhI, te niyama tene Ape ane kahyuM ke, barobara A niyama paNa pAlI zakAze ne ? vAha zA mATe nahi ? jarUra pAlana karIza. temaja tenI TAla dekhavA pUrvaka TapalI mArIne khAIza. pachI kAMI ? gurUmahArAja manamAM hasyA. mArA beTAe ahiMA paNa gammata karI. ThIka che. temaNe anyatra vihAra karyo. A bhAIsAhebane rAmalA kuMbhAranI TAla dekhI, TapalI mAravAmAM majA paDI. tethI tenI TAlane dekhyA vinA khAte nathI. A pramANe be traNa mahinA lagabhaga majA paDI. paNa eka divasa e suMdara AvyuM ke, A kuMbhAra mATI levA vahela mATakhANe gaela che. ane A bhAIne bhUkha lAgI che. kuMbhAranA ghera jaIne tenI bAyaDIne puchayuM ke, rAmale kayAM gaye ! Aje dekhAte For Private And Personal Use Only

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37 nathI. mArA niyama mujaba tenI TAla dekhI TapalI mAryo vinA huM jamatA nathI. mATe kahe. kayAM gayA che? teNIe kahyuM ke, mATI levA mATI khANe gaela che. have mATI khAdyatAM A kuMbhAre nidhAna dekhyu. temAM lAkhA seAnAmaheArA hAvAthI, te nidhAna ekadama kADhI zakAtuM nathI. tethI prayAsa karI rahela che. tevAmAM A bhAI sAhekha doDatA AvyA. ane mahAra dekhAtI TAlamAM TapalI mArI kahevA lAgyA ke, "dekhI dekhI " Ama khAlI cAlavA mAMDe che. tevAmAM kuMbhAre kahyuM ke, ahIM tArI ane aDadhI mArI. kAine paNa A se!nAmaheArAnI vAta kahIza nahi. seAnAmahArAnI vAta sAMbhaLI, bhAI ubhA rahyA. ane tapAsa karI teA, sonAmahArA dekhI. rAmalAe adhI ApI. te laIne malakAtA svaghera Avyo. ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, gurUmahArAja pAsethI eka gammata karavA khAtara AvI badhA lIdhI. te seAnAmahArA maLI. tA pachI adhika niyame temanA kahyA mujaba grahaNa karIza teA bhavanI bhUkha bhAgavA pUrNAMka anaMta rIddhi, siddhi vigere jarUra maLI raheze. Ama vicArI potAnA pitAne sAnAmahArA dekhADI. prasanna thaI pitAe kahyuM ke, Ave! sAmAnya niyama te* lIdhe, teA lAbha thayA. adhika niyama te vANI ageAcara lAbha thAya, temAM zuM Azcaya ? tuM pete sukhI thaiza. ane amAne tathA tArA vicAro ane AcArene dekhI hArA piravArane paNa asara thaze. tethI teo paNa manapasaMda banIza For Private And Personal Use Only

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398 niyamabaddha banaze. niyama vinAnA mAnavIo tathA de, bhale pachI zrImAna hoya, te paNa mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAyAdikanA vege, sadgatine pAmatA nathI. vividha vyAdhiomAM phasAI atIva duHkhanA bhakatA bane che. mATe saMsAra sAgaramAMthI pAra utAranAra, sarva saMkaTane haThAvanAra, sadgurUdeva che. mATe temanA upadeza mujaba niyamone laI sanmArge ArUDha thA. sAmAnya niyamathI lAbha thaela jANuM, pitAnA vacane pasaMda paDyA. ane te niyamadAtA sadagurUne zodhI, temane page paDI, namratA pUrvaka kahevA lAgyuM ke, he gurUdeva ? tame je niyama ApyuM hatuM. tethI ghaNo lAbha thaela che. mATe bIjA niyama ApI mane sukhI banAve. saddagurUe kahyuM ke, tane je dhana maLyuM che. te sAthe Avaze nahi. parabhava jatAM te ahiA ja paDI rahevAnuM. ame tane evA niyame ApIe ke jenA yoge A bhavamAM ane paralekamAM te vastu sAthe Ave. jethI anaMta raddhi, siddhi ane zuddhine arpaNa karanAra evI vastunI oLakhANa karAvuM. oLakhANa thayA pachI tene bAbara Adara karIza te, sarva saMkaTa dUra bhAgaze. ane anaMta sukhane bhakatA thaIza. gurU mahArAja ? evI anaMta vastunI oLakhANa karAve, ke jethI, tenI barAbara ArAdhanA karI sarvadA sukhI thAu. samyagRjJAnIe, tene bhAva jANuM upadeza Ape ke, are bhAgyazALI ? prathama jInezvare kahelA je tattva che tenA upara zraddhA rAkhI For Private And Personal Use Only

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tathA tenuM samyagajJAna meLavI AtmAne oLakhI temAM layalIna thA. jethI bhavabhavanA dukhe TaLaze. ane anukrame anaMta sukha samRddhi ane zuddhine svAmI banIza. tene mATe samakti sAthe tene dhAraNa kara. te ja ene suMdara sAdhana che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI zraddhApUrvaka je bAra te che tene svIkAra karyo. tenA ge saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI, apabhamAM sarva duHkhethI mukta banaze. A mujaba gurUnI saMgati kaye lAbha ApatI nathI? sarva pIDAne tyAga karAvI, viSaya kaSAyenA vicAra ane vikArane haThAvI, anukrame janma, jarA ane maraNanI vipattione dUra karAve che. mATe AtmajJAnI gurUnI sobatane tyAga kare nahi. temanA upadeza mujaba zakya AcaraNa karavAmAM ALasa karavI nahi. "IyaLa bhamarInA saMgathI bhamarIpada pAme che. te mujaba bAhyAtmA, samyagajJAnIne upadeza pAmI, haiyAmAM pacAvI, antarAtmA bane che. antarAtmAne lAbha maLyA pachI paramapada prApta karavAnI zakti pragaTe che. ane je de che, teone dUra karavA bhAvanA jAgatA dUra karI zakAya che. eTale doSe TALavA mAMDe che. tethI sukhanI bhramaNae karelI deDadhAma, karela prayAsa, mahenata, maMda paDatAM satya sukhanI abhilASA hAjara thAya che. ane te abhilASA sAcI hovAthI, AtmAnA guNonI jhAMkhI thAya che. te guNene meLavavA mATe viSaya kaSAyanA vicAra paNa viSa jevA lAge che. eTale te For Private And Personal Use Only

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goo vika khasI javAthI, je dabANa AvyuM che. te rahetuM nathI. pachI svayameva Atmatatvano prAdurbhAva thatuM rahe che. mATe sukhanA arthIo ane saMsAramAM raMgIlA banela bhavyo? sAnta evA saMsAranA sukhamAM mugdha bane nahiane bAhyAtmAne paNa sukhazAMti ApavA antarAtmA bane. eTale AtmAnA guNa paryAne oLakhI, be ghaDI paNa samatAmAM rahevA mATe vakhata kADhe te, jarUra samatvane. lAbha AvI maLaze. A mujaba sadgurU upadeza Ape che ke, anaMta bhamAM, anaMtI vAra saMsAranA sukha temaja duHkhamAM kayAM kyAM sudhI aTavAyA karaze ? sukha bhogavatAM duHkha AvI hAjara thavAnuM ja. bhramaNAnA ge sAcA sukhanI tamone kaMI paDI ja nathI. ane tame je nirbheLa, satya sukhane cAhe che. je AveluM khase nahi. echuM maLe nahi. te kevI rIte prApta thaze. mATe viyegavALA, viSaya sukhanI IcchAnI pravRtti baMdha karI, AtmAnA guNanA arthIo bane. dIveNanA mAtapitA maraNa pAmela che. ekse. TicAya che. ane aTavAya che. tenA mAmAe rakhaDate dekhI, pitAne ghera lAvI, gharanA kAmakAjamAM Do. kAmakAja eTaluM badhuM che ke, sAMjare thAkI lathapotha je. thAya che. tyAMthI nAzI javA mATe lAga zodhe che. tenA mAmAne khabara paDI. tethI kahyuM ke, tuM nirAza banIza nahi. tane eka kanyA paraNAvIza. ane ghara mAMDavA mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

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401 sAdhane ApIza. pachI tuM sukhI thaIza. mATe hamaNAM gharamAM rahIne saghaLA kAme kara. AvI lAlaca maLavAthI aviratapaNe gharanA kAma karavA lAgyA. kanyAnA keDamAM mahenata karI potAnI keDa bhAgI nAMkhe che. paNa naMdISeNuM kadarUpe hovAthI kaI paNa kanyA tene pasaMda karatI nathI. tyAre te nirAza bane che. tene mAme utsAha vadhArI kahe che ke, nirAza banIza nahi. nirAza banIne cintAtura thA nahi. koI paNa kAmamAM utAvaLa karavAthI kAma sadhAtuM nathI. huM kanyAone samajAvIza. A mujaba zravaNa karI AzA pAsamAM baMdhAela te punaH tanatoDa gharanuM kAma karavA lAgyA. viSayika sukhanA abhilASIo, te sukhanI bhramaNAmAM evI mahenata kare che ke, zarIranI paNa tAkAta gumAvI bese che. A bhAIe paNa, pAchI kanyAnI AzAmAM be traNa varSo vItAvI dIdhA. paNa svIkArya sAdhya thayuM nahi. tethI cintAtura banI vAta kare che ke, A mAme, potAnA gharanI veTha karAvavA vArevAre preraNuM kare che. mahenata karI marI jAuM chuM paNa, lezamAtra sukhazAtA maLatI nathI. huM koI paNa kanyAne ISTa nathI. mATe AnA karatAM parvatanA upara caDhIne AtmaghAta karuM. ke jethI, AvA kacchamAMthI mukta banuM. Ama vicArI chAnI rIte tenA mAmAnA gherathI nAsI pahADa upara caDhyo. tyAMthI paDavAnI taiyArI kare che. tevAmAM, tyAM rahela AtmajJAnI munirAjanI najara tenA upara paDI ane temaNe tene kahyuM ke, are bhAgyazAlI For Private And Personal Use Only

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402 zA mATe maravA taiyAra thaela che. manuSyabhava vAre vAre maLa durlabha che. manuSya bhavamAM je sAdhI zakAya che. te anyamAM sAdhI zakAtuM nathI. mehamugdha banI bhramaNamAM kayAM paDyo che ! tArA manamAM evo vicAra hato ke, parvata uparathI paDI, maraNa pAmuM te, duHkhathI mukta banuM. ane sukhI thAuM. paraMtu A vicAra tAre asatya che. maraNa, ApaghAta karavAthI kadApi kaSTa naSTa thatA ja nathI. ulTA adhika pIDAo Ape che. mATe ApaghAtano vicAra mAMDIvALI, saMyamanI ArAdhanA karIza te, vipatti, vedanA, vilepAta vigere khasavA mAMDaze. ane A leka, paralekamAM tane sukhazAtA AvI maLaze. naMdISeNe A mujaba sAMbhaLI, sva vigata kahevA mAMDI. are bhagavad ? mAtapitA maraNa pAmela hovAthI, bAlapaNAthI duHkhane bhegavate. athaDAte, moTe thaye tyAre, mArA mAmAe mane pitAnA gharanI majurI karavA temane tyAM rAkhe. A ghare heraDhAMkhara ghaNA hatA. putra putrIne parivAra bahoLA pramANamAM hatuM. temanI sArasaMbhALa tathA gAyanuM chANa dUra karavAmAM mane joDavAmAM AvyuM. tethI mane kAMI paNa vyAvahArika jJAna ApyuM nahi. kanyAnI lAlaca ApI, lagabhaga dazabAra varSo mahenata karAvI. chevaTe kaMTALI, ApaghAta kare e vicAra karyo. ane atre AvyA. bhAgyame tamArA jevA bhagavAnane bheTe thaye. najare caDhyo. saddagurUe kahyuM ke, maravAnI jarUra nathI. tAruM kalyANa thAya te mArga darzAvuM. gurUmahArAja For Private And Personal Use Only

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403 tame kaheze te mArgane svIkAra karIza. koI paNa prakAre duHkhe TaLe ane sukhazAtA prApta thAya te mArga batAve. tyAre AtmajJAnI sadUgurUdeve kahyuM ke, mamatva ane ahatvane tyAga karI, saMyamI banI, paMcamahAvratanI rItasara ArAdhanA karIza te, tArA duHkhe TaLavA mAMDaze. pu baMdhanI sAthe AtmavikAsa thato raheze. jo ke saMyamamAM prathama saMkaTa jevuM lAgaze. paraMtu bhaviSyamAM Atmonnati sAthe anukulatA AvI maLaze. dunyavI ka te bhabhava AtmAe parAdhInatAe punaH punaH bhegavyA. paNa koI prakAranI saphaLatA maLI nahi. vratane kAraNe jala vevyuM. pANI valavavAthI pApa khasatA nathI. ane karelA prayAsa vRthA thAya che. eka jAMbuDAnA jhADa upara bhamara beThe che. tene jAMbu mAnI, pipaTa khAvA mATe Avyo. paNa bhamarAe e DaMkha dIdhuM ke gaLAmAM ghaNI pIDA thavA lAgI. ane pikA karavA lAgyuM. A pramANe ajJAnatAnA ge bhUlA paDelA punaH punaH pIDAonA bhaktA bane che. ane ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAnanA ge durgatinA mahemAna bane che. tenA karatA saMyamIone saMyamamAM je ke eTaluM te kaSTa nathI. chatAM temAM kaSTa mAne te paNa svAdhInatA sahana karatA havAthI, jJAnanI ArAdhanAnA cage, tapa, japa, vaiyAvRtya, dharmadhyAnamAM sukhazAtA prApta karavA bhAgyazALI bane che. mATe saMyamI banI, suMdara bhAvanA rAkhavApUrvaka mahAvatenI For Private And Personal Use Only

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404 ArAdhanA kara. jethI paraMparAe cheDA bhavamAM paramapada prApta karIza. tyAM sarvathA dukhanuM nAmanizAna paNa raheze nahi. gurUmahArAjane upadeza sAMbhaLI naMdISeNa, saMyamI, banI mahAvratanI ArAdhanAmAM tatpara thayA. temAM evA te parAyaNa thayA ke, saudharma sabhAmAM Indra mahArAje tenI prazaMsA karI. ke, bharatakSetramAM naMdISeNa muni jevA kSamAnA dhAraka ane saMyamanA pAlaka virala haze. munivaryo saMyama pAlI pareka sudhAryo. tame kaho ? ke te tenA ge? AtmajJAnI gurUmahArAjanA yoge. eTale gurUmahArAjanI saMgati vinA sadugati kyAMthI maLe? mATe evA evAnI sobatane tyAga karI, sadgati prApta karavA sadgurUne upadeza sAMbhaLI, AnaMdamAM rahe. para vastuone pitAnI mAnI, temAM Asakta banaze te, jarUra aMte duHkha pAmaze. ane pastAvo thaze. je ajJAnIo duHkhamAM sukha mAnI, Asakta banI rahyA che. teone kadApi sukha maLatuM nathI. ane duHkha dUra jatuM nathI. svapnAnI sukhalaDI kadApi bhukhanuM duHkha dUra karavA kyAMthI samartha bane ? duHkha bhAgI zake nahi ja. jevI jeone rUci hoya ane jevI saMgati hoya, tevA saMskAre pUrvaka vAsanA vaLage che. asta thatI nathI. paraMtu jyAre AtmajJAnI dhyAnInI saMgati thAya tyAre, je kharAba vAsanA paDelI hoya te, khasavA mAMDe che. zubha saMskAra ane zubha vAsanAone AvavAno avakAza lAdhe che. mATe tame sugurA he te kharAba saMskAra, vAsanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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45 paDe nahi. te mATe khAsa khyAla rAkhavAnI AvazyaktA che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, temAM Asaktane ghaNI viDaMbanA thaela hovAthI, ane thatI hovAthI, sadgurU pAse jaIne vinaya pUrvaka puche ke, kharAba saMskAra ane vAsanA, kevA prakAre raLe chete darzAve. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, ame te upadeza ApIye. te anusAra vartana rAkhe to te jarUra khasavA mAMDe. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mehanIya ane aMtarAya kae sadgurUnI oLakhANa karavAmAM tamArI Atmika tAkAtane dabAvI che te ghAtika karmo vigerene samyagrajJAna meLavI, dUra haThAvavA barobara bala pheravavuM paDaze ja. te karmo kyA kAraNathI baMdhAela che. ane baMdhAya che. te kRpA karIne kahe, A mujaba karmonA baMdhanA hetuone zravaNa karavAnI abhilASA thaI. te paNa, bhAgyodaya samajavo? have karmabaMdhanA hetuone zAMta citte sAMbhaLa. jJAnAvaraNIya karmabaMdhanA kAraNe, jJAna meLavavAnA sAdhana tarIke je pustaka vigere che tenuM rakSaNa karavuM. jematema rakhaDatA mUkavA nahi. tathA je samyagajJAnI che tenuM buruM cittavavuM nahi. temanA upara TheSa rAkho. te jJAnaSa dvArA jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya che. te ATha paDavALA pATAne AMkhe bAMdhavA jevuM che. mATe samyagrajJAna ane jJAnI pratye pratikuLatA kadApi dhAraNa karavI nahi. paNa temanI saMbhALa rAkhavA kALajI rAkhavI. tathA samyajJAnanuM nirUpaNa thatuM hoya tyAre, pitAnA manamAM te tattva tarapha, ane upadeza dAtA pratye ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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xot jJAnanA sAdhanA pratye, arUci dhAraNa karavI te jJAnapradveSa kahevAya. tathA koI tattvajJAna puchavA Ave, agara tenA sAdhanAnI mAgaNI kare tyAre, te jJAnanA sAdhanA hAte ane samyagrAna hAte paNa kaluSita bhAve ema kahevuM ke, huM jANatA nathI. temaja mArI pAse nathI. te jJAnanindgava kahevAya. tathA jJAnamAtmaya, te paNa, baMdhanuM kAraNa che. te kevI rIte! peAtAnI pAse jJAna haiAvA chatAM, cAgya grAhaka levA AvyeA hoya chatAM, nahi ApavAnI kaluSita vRtti dhAraNa karavI, te mAtsarya paNa jJAnAvaraNIya ka aMdhAya che. tathA jJAna bhaNatA hAya temane vighna karavuM. te jJAnAMtarAya kahevAya tathA bIjo koi jJAna ApatA hAya tyAre, vANIdvArA temaja hAthanI ceSTAe, niSedha karavA te ** nAnAsAdana kahevAya che." tathA sAcI vAtane paNa peAtAnI buddhimAM ayeAgya bhAsavAthI temAM doSa ubhA karavA te. tathA niMdyA, hIlanA, avarNavAda elave te vigerethI jJAnAvaraNIya karmo baMdhAya che. tathA " du nAvaraNIya kazAthI badhAya te kahevAmAM Ave che, " cakSudazana, acalludarzana, avadhi ane kevaladana. A cAra, dana tarIke kahevAya che. te darzananAM sAdhanAne nAza karavA, ane jInezvara, sAmAnya kevalI agara AcAya vigere sAdhuonI nindA karavAthI tathA avaLuM vAdya ane hIlanA karavAthI khaMdhAya che. vedanIya, e bhede che. " " zAtAvedanIya ane azAnA vedanIya. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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You temAM, zAtA vedanIyakarma baMdhAya tenI vyAkhyA A pramANe che. prANI mAtra upara anukaMpA, vratadhArI upara bhaktibhAva, dhArmika draSTie kodhAdikane zamAvavA, devapUjA, gurU sevA, bhakti, supAtre dAna, kSamA, saralatA, namratA, saMteSa vigere dezavirati eTale bAravratone dhAraNa karavA tathA akAma nirjara, akAma tapa, mAnasika pavitratA, bAla, vRddha, gavAna, tapasvI vigerenI sevA, vaiyAvRtyathI zAtA vedanIya karma baMdhAya. have "azAtA vedanIya" kyA kAraNothI baMdhAya che. te kahevAmAM Ave che. azAtA vedanIya karma, bAhya ke Arika nimitta ke sagathI, pIDA, duHkha, zeka, saMtApa, AkaMda, vadha tathA sagAMsaMbaMdhInuM maraNa thavAthI, karUNAjanaka rUdana karavuM. bIjA prANuone tADanA, tarjanA karavI. svayaM, pite ja pitAnuM mastaka kuTavuM. chAtI kuTavI, gurUnI AzAtanA, avajJA karavI, jAnavarene duHkhI karavA. vigerethI azAtavedanIya karma baMdhAya che. have "mehanIya karmanA be prakAra che." "dazanamehanIya ane cAritramehanIya te paikI, "darzanAvaraNaya karma kyA kAraNathI baMdhAya te kahevAya che. vitarAga, zrata, saMgha, dharma ane sarva devonA saMbaMdhamAM avarNavAda bolavA. tIvra mithyA pariNAma, sarvajJa, siddha ane deve nathI ema kahevuM. dhArmikajanane duSaNa ApavA. unmArganI prarUpaNuM karavI. anarthane Agraha rAkhavo. asaMyatanI pUjA karavI. ane gurnAdikanuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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408 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 66 apamAna karavuM, vagerethI dazanAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya che have . " cAritrAvaraNIya karmonA baMdha kahevAya che. ' sAdhu, munivaryAMnI nindA karavI. dhama karanArAone vighnA karavA. madya, mAMsa, madirA, mAkhaNa vigerenA vrata lIdhAM hAya, temanuM mana caMcala karavuM. za MkA utpanna thAya te mATe vastuenA guNanuM varNana karavuM. saMsAra avasthAnA guNA kahevA. cAritrane duSita kahevu. zAMta thaela, kaSAya, nAkaSAyanI udIraNA karavI. vigere dvArA, cAritrAvaraNIya karmo aMdhAya che. have nAkaSAya meAhanIya karma zAthI adhAya, tenuM nirUpaNa karAya che. " A ka, hAsya, ThaThThA, mazkarI karavAthI paNa adhAya. tathA kaMda, kAma utpanna thAya tevI ceSTAe karavAthI, mazkarI, asahanazIlatA, ahupralApa, dinavacana, vigere karavAthI, hAsyamehanIyakama aMdhAya che. " tameAhanIya karma baMdhAya tenA kAraNeA kahevAya che. " deza, nagara, nATaka, sInemA vigere jovAnI utka'ThA, utsukatA, citrA kADhavAM, ramavu', khelavuM, khAnA manane, peAtAne svAdhIna karavA yukti karavI. vrataniyama Adi a kuzAmAM aNagamA rAkhavA. vigerethI. "ratimAhanIya kasa badhAya che. ati nAkaSAya kaeNma adhAvAnA kAraNA kahevAya che. '' irSyA; pApazIlatA, khIjAnA sukhane! nAza karavA. anAcArAmAM bIjAene joDavA. athavA pote anAcAra sevave. nIca, hulakAonI sAmata karavI. bIjAene becenI, cintA utpanna thAya te mujaba kahevu. vigerethI-aratimAhanIyakama aMdhAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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' 409 " bhaya sAhIyasa badhAya-tenA kAraNeA kahevAya che." pAte bhaya dhAraNa karavA. khIjAone bhayabhIta karavA. trAsa ApaveA. nirdayatA rAkhavI. A kAraNeAthI bhaya mAhunIyakama aMdhAya che. zAkamAhanIya'* pAte zAka karaveza. bIjAne zeka, satApAdi karAvave. rUdana karavuM. vigerethI zAka mehanIya karma baMdhAya che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jugupsA karmanA kAraNeA kahevAya che. " caturvidha saMghanA avarNavAda belavA. jugupsA karavI. sadAcAranI nindA karavI. kalyANakArI kriyAe ane kalyANakArI. hitakArI AcArAnI ghaNA karavI. vagerethI jhugupsA meAhanIyakama badhAya che. 64 " strIvedanA kAraNe| darzAvAya che. " adekhAi, viSayAmAM Asakti, asatya belavuM, vakratA ane paranArImAM laMpaTatA. vigerethI strIveda baMdhAya che. * purUSavedanA kAraNeA kahevAya che. " svanArImAM saMtASa, irSyArahitatA, maMda kaSAyatA, saraLatA, zIyaLanuM pAlana karavuM, ane guNAnurAga, vigerethI purUSaveda aMdhAya che. napuMsakavedanA kAraNeA. * strI, purUSa saMbaMdhI anaga sevA, kaSAya, tIvra viSayAbhilASa, satI strIonAM zIyaLa bhAMgavA. vigerethI napuMsaka vedya aMdhAya che AyuSya kema badhanA kAraNeA kahevAya che. " te paikI, nAraka gati, paMcendriya prANInA vadha karavA; ghaNA Arabha, ghaNNA For Private And Personal Use Only

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410 parigraha, nirdayatA, mAMsa, madirAnuM bhakSaNa. lAMbekALa vaira virodha rAkhave, raudradhyAna, mithyAtva, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya, kRSNa, nIla, kAti, vezyAnA pariNAme, asatya bolavuM, cerI karavI, punaHpunaH maithuna sevana. ane indriyanI parAdhInatAthI narakagati baMdhAya che. tiyacagati" unmArgane upadeza de, dharma mArgane nAza karavo. citta, mananI mUDhatA, ArtadhyAna, pApa karIne chupAvavuM, AraMbha, vratamAM aticAra lagADavA. apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAya, nIla, kApita lezyAne pariNAma, mAyA, chaLa, prapaMca vigere karavAthI tiryaMcagatino baMdha paDe che. mATe tene kAraNene tyAga kare. "manuSyagatinA baMdhanA kAraNe kahevAya che." apAraMbha, alpaparigraha, svAbhAvika namratA, saraLatA, dharmadhyAnamAM prIti, saMvibhAga karavApaNuM, devagurUnuM pUjana, sajjanene sanmAna ApavuM, priya, hitakara vAta kahevI. suMdara buddhi, lokanA samudAyamAM madhyasthatA, pratyAkhyAnIyA kaSAya, kApata, pIta, lazyAne pariNAma vigere kAraNothI manuSyagatine baMdha paDe che. "devagatino baMdha kahevAya che." sarAgasaMyama, dezavirati; akAmanirjarA, uttama. manuSyanI sabata, dharmazravaNa, supAtra dAna, tapasyA, zraddhA, ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA, maraNa velAye, pita, pa, lesthAne pariNAma, bAlata5, zubha pariNAmathI agnimAM baLavuM, gaLe phase ke pANImAM paDIne maraNa pAmavuM, avyakta sAmAyika, For Private And Personal Use Only

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41 vigerethI devagatinA khaMdha thAya che. mATe A sati kahevAya che. " nAmamanA baMdhanA kAraNeA kahevAya che. " azubhanAma kama, mana, vacana ane kAyAnuM varkapaNu', bIjAene kaLAe karIne chetaravA, mAyA prayAga karavA, mithyAtva, vaizunya, calacittatA, vecavAnI vastuomAM bheLaseLa karavA, juThI sAkSI pUravI, khIjAenA aMgeApAMga kApavA, yaMtre vigere baMdhAvavA, phUDA tAla, phUDA mApa banAvavAM, bIjAenI nindA karavI, peAtAnI praza'sA karavI, hiMsA, asatya, cArI, maithuna, Ara'bha, parigraha, vadhAravA. kaThora, asatya vacaneA khelavAM. vAcAlatA, Akroza, paranA saubhAgyanA nAza karaveA, kANa karavA, kutuhela, paranI hAMsI, viDaMbanA karavI, vezyA vigere nIca nArIonuM pANa karavu', vana, makAnA saLagAvavAM. deva vigerenA bahAnAthI tenI vastuAnA pote upabhoga karaveA. tIvrakaSAya, caityamAM Azraya karavA, pratimAe vigerenA nAza karavA. aMgArA pADavA, agara paDAvavA. vigerethI azubha nAmakama baMdhAya che. have " zubhanAma karmInA badhanA kAraNeA kahevAya che kAraNeAthI ulaTI rIte vartavuM, saMsArathI AchA karaveA. sadbhAvanA tyAga karavA niha. sadA sArI bhAvanA bhAvavI. kSamA, saralatA, satASAdi sadguNAnI vRddhi karavI. sajjana, munivonu svAgata, sanmAna karavu. * ' azubha nAmakama nA bhaya pAmaveA, pramAda For Private And Personal Use Only

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ra vigerethI zubha nAmakarmAnA baMdha thAya che. have tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA baMdhanA kAraNeA batAvAya che.'' '* arihaMta, siddha, gurU, sthavira, bahuzruta, gaNudhara,, gaccha, zrutajJAna ane tapasvIenI bhakti karavI. Avazyaka kama ane ziyaLane viSe pramAda karavo nahi. vinItapaNuM, jJAnAbhyAsa, tapasyA, tyAga, vAraMvAra dhyAna, zAsananI prabhAvanA, saMghamAM zAMti karavI, sAdhuonI vaiyAvRtya. navIna jJAnAbhyAsa karavA, vizuddha samyaktva. A vIsa sthAnakAnI mana, vacana, kAyAthI sevanA karavI. tethI tIrthaMkara nAmakamanuM upArjana thAya che. "have gotrakamanA baMdhanA kAraNo batAvAya che. " nIcageAtranA kAraNe, 'jAenI nindA karavI, avajJA, upahAsa, sadguNune leApavAM, asahdoSa kathana, AtmaprazaMsA, sAcA, kheATA sadguNa kahevA. peAtAnA doSo chupAvavA. jAti vigere Ane mada karavA. vigerethI nIcageAtra baMdhAya che. " uccageAtranA badhanA kAraNo " AtmanindA, goM karavI. guNIjanAnI prazaMsA, potAnA doSo pragaTa karavA. guNeAne gupta rAkhavA. pUjyA pratye namratA, mana, vacana ane kAyAthI vinaya, sevAbhakti karavI. temanI AjJAnuM zakaya teTalu pAlana karavu. vigerethI uccageAtranA khadha thAya che. OM have aMtarAyakanA baMdhanA kAraNo batAvAya che " te A mujaba che. keIne dAna detA rokavA. bhogavaTAmAM upabhAgamAM vighna ubhA karI rokavA. zakti phAravavAmAM phAkavA. chatI zaktie dAna devu nahi. ISTa dhanAdi vastuonI "" For Private And Personal Use Only 66

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413 prAptimAM nyAya, nIti sAcavavI nahi. bhogapabhogamAM ati Asakti rAkhavI. dhArmika kAryomAM bala hete chate paNa chupAvavuM. vigerethI aMtarAyakarma baMdhAya che. mATe AvA ATha kamone zakya teTale tyAga karavAthI AtmaziyaLa, svabhAvane AvirbhAva thatA rahe che. A mujaba aDhAra pApasthAnake dvArA, ATha karmo baMdhAya che. tene tyAga karavAnI Teva pADavI. je AvI umadA Teva paDI to samajI levuM ke, A nati samIpamAM ja che. ane je tyAga karaze nahi te, karmonA baMdhanathI baMdhAvAno vakhata AvI vaLagaze. mATe sadagurUnI sevA bhakti karavApUrvaka karmone tyAga thAya te mujaba varto. jo ke, sudevanI ane sugurUnI sevAbhakti durlabha che chatAM te bhAgyadaye maLI Ave che. saddagurUnI sevA, bhakti ane AjJA pAlanamAM anukrame amRtanI prApti thAya che. bIje sthale amRtane zodhavA prayAsa karaze te, te prayAsa phegaTa jaze. athaDAvuM paDaze. mATe sarUnI zodha karI, temanI pAse rahela amRtane meLave. amRta pAmyA pachI, bhavaraga, mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyikaroga, zeka, saMtApa, valepAta vigere khasavA mAMDaze. eTale Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, je punaH punaH pIDA utpanna kare che. te anukrame TaLI jaze. Ama saddagurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI bhavyane pratibaMdhe che ke, saMsAranA saMtApamAM kyAM jhukI paDe che? sahaja pratikulatA thatAM, evA kaTu vacane bole che ke, bIjAone AghAta thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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414 -A mujaba pheke rAkhavAmAM amRta kyAMthI maLe? mATe prathama AghAta ane pIDAjanaka bane tevA, vacane bolavAmAM khAsa khyAla rAkhavAnI jarUra che. hitakara vacane vadavAmAM amRta AvIne vase che. sAthe sAthe manamAM koInuM ahita cintavavuM nahi. eTale kAyika pravRttio zubha banaze. pachI sAta bhayanA bhaNakArA paNa TaLavA mAMDaze. eTale Aleka, paralekAdino bhaya raheze nahi. jeoe mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika vRttio ane pravRttidvArA sadAcAranI ArAdhanA karI che. te mahAbhAgyazALIoe amRtarasane AsvAda lIdhe che. anubhavela che. teone janma, jarA, maraNane bhaya paNa rahetuM nathI. atae AgaLa vadhatAM, gyatA pramANe AtmAnA guNenI oLakhANa thaze. ane Adara thaze. Ama sagurU upadeza ApIne, sanmArge caDhAve che. mATe temanI saMgati karavAmAM ALasa kare nahi. have ekatrIzamAM padamAM je manuSya vArevAre cintA karavAthI saMtApa, duHkha bhogavI rahyA che. teone zIkhAmaNa ApatAM AtmajJAnI sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kAvyanI racanA kare che ke, are jIva zIdane kalpanA kare-e rAga) sukha du:kha bhogavavA jIva paDe, karyuM deva kSaNamAM AvIne aDe, kanaka koTi prApta karavA, keika dvIpa saMcare, For Private And Personal Use Only

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415 vahANamahI besI jAtAM, ardha paMthamAM mare. je karyuM deva0 1 | eka pitAnA putra bene, jananI sAthe jANe, eka nirakSara mUrkha rahe, jJAnIja eka bhaNe. ! karyuM0 2 laMba AMbA karI levA, koIka jhADe caDe, AyuSya avadhi AvI hoya te, palakamAMhi paDe. _| karyuM. 3 che. thanAra hoya te thAya chavaDA, zIdane cintA kare, buddhisAgara AtmadhyAne, vAMchita kAraja sare. ! karyuM. 4 | sadgurU pharamAve che ke, are bhAgyazAlina, prathama cintAo thavAnA kAraNe jarUra tapAsavA joIe. te kAraenI khabara hoya nahi te tane jaNAvavAmAM Ave che. saMsAranA sukha khAtara, evA nIca kAryo karyA ke, punaH punaH haiyAmAM AghAta pahoMcADe evI citAo thaI. tethI halakA, nIca kAme kadApi karavA nahi. tethI haiyAne bALI nAMkhanAra cintA thaze nahi. zubha kAryomAM hRdaya dAhaka cintAo hatI nathI. paNa dAhane zAMta karanAra vicAre hoya che. zubha kAryo eTale sadAcAra, je paMcAcAra kahevAya che. tenI ArAdhanAmAM joDAvuM joIe. jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra, ane vIryAcAranI rItasara ArAdhanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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416 karavAthI haiyAmAM hiMmata Ave che. ane vAcika, kAyika, pravRttio zubha bane che. eTale tenI ArAdhanA karanArane dudaiva karma dUra bhAge che. ane zubhakarma baMdhAela hovAthI, zubha saMge AvI maLe che. mATe je kharAba, duHkhadAyaka cintAo thAya che. tenA kAraNe darzAvyA. temaja sukhadAthInA kAraNe jaNAvyA. sukhadAyI saMsAranuM pAlana karIza te, zubha karmo tane naDaze nahi. kadAca, parabhavanA karmodacathI, evI cintAo temaja saMtApAdi thaze. paNa te viphala banaze. tenuM bala cAlaze nahi. kAraNa ke, sadAcAra, paMcAcArane eve prabhAva che ke, tene dekhI te bhAgAbhAgI kare che. mATe saddagurU kahe che ke, are? zA mATe duHkhadAyaka kalpanA, cintA karyA kare che. teone haThAvavA mATe sadAcAranuM pAlana kara. tethI haiyAmAM hiMmata Avaze. ane aura prakAranI zakti svayameva AvI hAjara thaze. kalpanA, cintA karavI te, haiyAnI hiMmata hAravA barAbara che. zArIrika zaktine paNa AghAta pahoMcADavA samAna che. eka mANasa kuMvAre hote tyAre tene ghaNI cintA hatI. paNa te kuMvArAne saMsAra sukhanA rasikanI sabata thaI tethI te rasike kahevA lAgyA ke, kuMvArAonA janma vRthA jAya che. viSayasukhane anubhava levAtuM nathI te pachI, Atmika sukhane anubhava kyAMthI Ave ! Ave ja nahi. bImArI AvatAM keNu sahakAra Apaze? temaja zubha kAryomAM paNa koNa sahAre Apaze! keI Apaze nahi mATe alyA! For Private And Personal Use Only

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417 lagna karavuM te hitakara che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, A bhAI sAhebane paraNavAnI tAlAvelI thaI. ane kanyAne rUpa, raMga, laTakA, caTakAone jovA mATe prayatna karavA lAge. te te kanyAomAM guNa kevA che. tenI tapAsa karavAnI IcchA paNa thaI nahi. basa. rUpALI kanyA joIe. pisApAtra te hate. paNa, mAtapitA nahotAM. eka rUpavatI kanyA sAthe teNe lagna karyuM. ane bhogapabhega, vilAsa karavA lAgyA. rUpavatI nArInA kahevAthI eka moTaragADI rAkhI. temaja calAvavA mATe DrAIvara rAkhI temAM tathA pelamAM dhanavyaya karIne pote lahera mA rahela che. paraMtu moTarane paMcara paDatA cintA thavA lAgI. cintAne dUra karavA moTara rAkhI. paNa teNIe cintA ubhI karI. temaja putra, putrI vigereno parivAra vadhatA tenA bharaNapoSaNanI paNa cintAe AvI ghere nAkhyo. phakta bharaNapoSaNanI ja cintA nahatI. paNa, jyAre te parivAramAM kaI mAMdu paDe tyAre tenI paNa ciMtA AvIne vaLagI. sAthe potAnA zarIranI tAkAta ochI thatAM vyAdhi upasthita thaI. have te cintAone pAra rahyo nahi. jAvaka vadhavA lAgI. Avaka alpa thaI. temAM vaLI sarakAra taraphathI makAnane Tekasa, tathA Avakane temaja vArasAne Teksa bharavAne AvyuM. Avaka ochI thavAthI, Tekasa bharavAnI, ane bharaNapoSaNa tathA vyAdhione haDAvavAnI cintAmAM, have te bhAI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, lagna karyuM tethI parivAra vadhe. parivAra vigeree te For Private And Personal Use Only

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418 cintA, vyAdhi ubhI karI. zAMti mATe A kAma karyA. paNa sukhazAtA rahI nahi. have zuM upAya kare ! ke, A saghaLI viDaMbanA TaLe ! lAva ? sadgurU pAse jaIne tenA upAyane puchuM. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, are mahAnubhAva? saMsAranA vilAsamAM zAMti kyAMthI hoya? saMsAramAM vividha prakAre cintAo, vikalpa, saMkalpa thayA kare che. saMsAra eTale kaSAya, nekaSAyanuM ghara. evA makAnamAM nivAsa karIne rahelA prANuone, saMtApa, vipatti vigere AvIne vaLagavAnI ja. mATe cintA, saMtApa vigerene khaseDavA hoya te, vrata, niyama, tapa, japanI ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka AtmAnA guNone oLakhI tenI ArAdhanA kara. jethI vAMchita veLA Avaze. ane zAMti hAjara thaze. mATe temAM mugdha banavuM nahi. jevA jevA kAryo karAya che. tenA yoge tevA kevA karmo baMdhAya che. ane baMdhAela karma, vakhata AvI maLatAM zubha, azubha phala, vipAka arpaNa kare che. zubhedaye paNa vrata niyamone tathA AtmAne bhUlavAne nathI ja. nahitara e zubhedaya, vilAsanA cege vividha valepAta paNa karAve. je tapa, japa vigerenI ArAdhanA haze te, puNyanA prabhAve, vale pAtAdika thaze nahi. cintA, zekAdi, nAma, rUpa ane vilAsa dvArA, jarUra upasthita thAya che. keI vyaktine rUpa pasaMda paDatuM. manahara rUpa maLe te khuzI thAya che. tathA keI vyaktine managamatuM nAma hoya te ja AnaMda paDe che. anyathA For Private And Personal Use Only

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419 cintA, saMtApa karIne haiyAne mALI, zArIrika ane mAnasika tAkAtamAM hAni pahoMcADe che. eka ku'varakhAi, lagna thayA pachI sAsare AvI. sAsu, sasarA, derANI, jeThANI, naNaMda vigere taraphathI kAi prakAranI khAdhA nahotI, paNa potAnA patinuM nAma, ThaM chupALa hatuM. ane sadhaLA te nAme khelAvatA. tethI teNIne ghaNI cintA thatI. ane zeka satApa karIne duHkhI thatI. ane cintA karatI ke, keI nArInA patinuM nAma nadAsa, tathA kAi nArInA varanuM nAma rameza, ureza, mahendra, vigere hAya che. to pachI Avu' 'chupALa nAma kema pADayuM haze ! sAsu, sasarAdikane zaramane laI kahI zakAtuM nathI. ane hRdayamAM khanyA kare che. zarIra sukAtuM dekhI tenA sasarAe tenI sAsune kahyuM ke, putravadhu kema sukAya che! te cintAtura hoya tema mAluma paDe che. kAi tiraskAra, apamAna vagere karatuM nathI ne ? tenI sAsue kahyuM ke, kAi paNa uMcA svare paNa khelAvatuM nathI. rAdhurA vacane khelAvatA paNu, kANu jANe kema sukAya che. ane cintAtura ane che. tenI mAluma paDatI nathI. cintA, zAkanuM kAraNa putravadhu kahetI nathI. kahyA sivAya upAya kayAMthI thai zake ? A mujaba kahIne vahune puche che ke, tane zI cintA che! te te kahe ? paNa zaramathI te uttara ApI zakatI nathI. eka divasa gharanA ATale besIne, evA nAmanI cintA kare che. evAmAM jenu nAma lakSmI For Private And Personal Use Only

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420 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhajana, vrata, niyamAdi nAma heAya che nAma hoya che. che. te lAkha vecavA AvI ane kahyuM ke, ena ? lAkha levI che! A sAMbhaLI nAmamAM Asakti dharanArI kuMvarakhAIe kahyuM ke, tArU nAma te! lakSmI che. chatAM lAkha kema vece che ! lakSmIe kahyuM ke, nAmamAM muMjhAvuM nahi. nAma sArA sArA hoya, paNa pavitratAdi sadguNA haiya nahi te, te nAmathI zuM kAma sare ! guNAmAM prema rAkhavA ucita che. sAMbhaLa ? mArU nAma lakSmI che. chatAM puNya vinA lAkha vecIne peTa bharavuM paDe che. mArAmAM evI pavitratA paNa nathI ke, prabhu AcarI zakAya, vaLI ena cegIdAsa, vinatAe be rAkhe pAsa, surajI, jazu. paNa, AMkhe dekhe na kazu. tathA nAme mIThA maMgaLa pera, te khelI khele kaDavI jhera. mATe aNagamatu nAma hoya chatAM cintA, zAka karavA nahi. ane AnamAM rahevuM. A mujaba lakSmInu kathana sAMbhaLI, cAra AnI cintA cAlI gai. khIje dIvase kuvarakhAi eTale esI pAchI cintA karI rahela che. tevAmAM eka dhanapAla nAme vaNike AvIne e rUpaiyAnI mAgaNI karI. e rUpiyA ApIne kahyu` ke, bhAi tArU nAma zuM? dhanapAla. arere dhanapAla nAma have tuM yAcanA kare che ! dInatA, hInatA dAkhave che! bena ? nAma tA suMdara che. paraMtu nAma mujaba mArAmAM guNa nathI. pUrvopAta dhana, viSaya, vilAsamAM veDaphI nAMkhyuM. dhana, dhane meLavavA dhyAna dIdhuM nathI. sAMbhaLa For Private And Personal Use Only

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411 tethI yAcanA karavI paDe che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI teNI vicAra karavA lAgI ke, nAma te sArU che. paNa yAcanA karavI paDe che. mATe nAma game tevu' hAya, paraMtu je guNA hAya te jIvana saphala ane che. huM cetana ? nAmamAM A muMjhavaNa zI ? guNe tA mArA patimAM che ne ? Ama samajI nAmanI cintA hatI te, echI thaI. cintA, zAka have thatA na heAvAthI, AnaMdamAM divase vyatIta thavA lAgyA. e arasAmAM e'zI varSanA amaca'da, putraparivArane mUkI paraleAke gayA. tethI tenA parivAra vigere ucA svare raDavA lAgyA. te rUdana sAMbhaLI kuvarakhAI svasAsune puche che. ke, keNu marI gayu` ! tenI sAsue kahyuM. amaracaMda maraNa pAmyA. have zubha vicAramAM AvI, vicAre che ke, nAma to amaracaMdu che. chatAM maraNa pAmyA, eTale nAmamAM meha pAmavA jevuM nathI, sadguNene jJAnIe cAhe che. me ATalA divaseA cintA karI tethI, mane ja pIDA, zeAka, duHkha AvIne upasthita thayA. mATe cintA karavAnI jarUra nathI. A mujaba samajaNunA gharamAM AvavAthI cintAe cAlI gaI. sadgurU kahe che ke, keTalAka, rUpa, yauvananI cintAemAM phasAyelA hoya che. ane keTalAka, nAmamAM mehu pAme che. tethI samyagradarzana, jJAna, vigerethI vimukha anI bahu satApa vigere kare che. chatAM te cintAe khasatI nathI. paNa temAM vadhAro thAya che. cintAAne TALavI hAya teA, jInezvaranA guNeAmAM laganI lagADI, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #495
422 Atmika guNAne prApta karavA, AtmabhAvanA bhAvA. tethI jarUra vikalpa, saMkalpo paNa khasavA mAMDaze. je je kAM karyAM che te vakhata AvI lAgatAM naDavAnA te kharA, paraMtu jo AtmA balIyAna banyA haze teA, te karmAnuM ala cAlaze nahi. keTalAka cintAo ane pIDAone haThAvavAnuM sAdhana, seAnuM, rUpuM vigere mAnatA hovAthI, te dhanAdikane meLavavA khAtara, samudramArge vividha vastue bharI vahANane jhukAve che. ane gamatAM baMdara upara AvatAM, arice te vahAluM vahANa, bUDe che. tethI temAM bharelI vastue nAza pAme che, te veLAe je taravAnuM sAdhana maLe nahi te, cintA karatAM maraNa pAme che. cintA, zAka teonuM rakSaNa karI zakatA nathI, paNa jo zeka, cintAone tyAga karI, tavA samaye arihaMtAdikanuM zaraNa svIkAre te, sati prApta kare. agara taravAnuM sAdhana, maLI Ave. mATe, jyAre ka janya vipatti Ave tyAre zAka, saMtApAdikanA tyAga karI, dharmadhyAnamAM sthira rahevuM te hitakara, kalyANakara che. je cintAe, zAka, saMtApa, vipattio Ave te, kajanya samajI, evA karmane TALavA kAzIza karavI. vaLI cintAdika karanArane, anyaSTAMta dvArA zIkhAmaNa Ape che ke, are bhAgyazAlI ? eka mAtapitAnA be putro hAya, temAM je bhAgyazAlI hAya te, sArI rIte AtmakalyANakArI vidyAAne prApta karI, satya dhanAdikane meLavI, AleAka ane paralAkamAM sukhI thAya che. ane sadbhAgyavihIna eka For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #496
423 putra, nirakSara, mUrNa rahe che. TheTha rahe che. te paNa, je prabhunuM zaraNa svIkArI, dharmadhyAnamAM ArUDha thAya te, bhAgyazAlI bane. ane sukhI thAya. paNa bhAgyazAlI bhAIne dekhI, adekhAI dhAraNa karI, cintA, zeka kare te, jIvana phegaTa gumAve. ema samyagrajJAnIonuM mAnavuM che. samyagajJAnIo te pikArI pokArIne kahe che ke, dunyavI cintAono tyAga karI, AtmA, kayA sAdhano, nimitto dvArA vikAsa pAme tenI cintAo kare. ke jethI, sAMsArika zeka, saMtApa vigere paNa khasavA mAMDe. paNa teonI zIkhAmaNa mAnavI nathI. ane ISTa vastuo na maLatAM vAta kare che. te pachI zAMti kevI rIte maLe ? maLe nahi. mAne ke, keI AMbAnA upara rahelI kerIonI luMba levA jhADa upara caDe. paNa AyuSyanI avadhi, maryAdA pUrI thatAM, tenA uparathI paDIne maraNa pAme. te veLAe cintAo, zaka, karavAthI zuM vaLe ? paraMtu maraNa pahelAM ciMtAne tyAga karI, navakAramaMtranuM maraNa kare te, sadgati prApta karavA bhAgyazALI bane. mATe karmonA udaye, je thavAnuM hoya che te thayA kare che. temAM harSa zeka karave nahi. saMkaTa veLAye prabhunA guNonuM smaraNa karavuM. temaja viDaMbanAonA vakhate, are jIvaDAe? zIdane saMtApa kare che. karmone haThAvavA mATe vicAra, viveka lAvI, Atmika guNamAM anaMtasukha samAela Ama samajI, ramaNatA kare te sarve IcchAo, AzAo, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #497
424 ane tRSNAo vilaya pAmaze. ane vAMchita kAryo saraze. saphala thaze. A mujaba sagurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI, saMsAranA sukhanI khAtara, cintA karanArane upadeza Ape che ke, AtmAnA guNone bhUle nahi. viSaya kaSAyanA vicAra ane vikAramAM bhUlA paDI bhaTakatA mugdhAne have batrIzamA padanI racanA karatA pharamAve (seve seve sArI rena gumAI rAga-pIlu) paraghara bhaTakata sukha ne svAmI, vinati samaja muja antaryAmI, kAla anAdi bhaTakyo hAlama, svapnAmAM paNa sukha na dIThuM, azuddha pariNatikAraja e saba, bhrAnitathI mana mAne mIThuM. para0 lA DhALa anAdi paDyA nahi nirmala nijadhana re lUMTe, Atmika sahaja svabhAva pragaTe, cetana zakti sahaja vikhUTe ||rA kSAyika paMcaka labdhi bhegI, cagI paNa je sahaja ayAgI, sthiti sAdi anaMta vilAsI, AvirbhAve zuddha prakAzI3 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #498
425 dhyAtA nirmala dhyAna prabhAve, nija ghara sAhiba kSaNamAM Ave, buddhisAgara avasara pAkara, dhyAnAnaMdI pada nija gAve. jo sadgurU, sUrIzvarajI mahArAja, upadeza Ape che ke, tame paraghara bhaTako che tethI, zuddha zakti, pariNatirUpI cetanA, mArI pAse AvIne kahe che ke, mArA svAmIne Apa maherabAnI karI samajAve ke, tame paraghara paribhramaNa karI rahela che. te cetanAne bIkula pasaMda nathI. kAraNa ke, paraghara bhaTakata sukha na svAmI paraghara kahetAM, dharmadhyAnane tyAga karI, Arta, raudra dhyAnamAM bhaTake che. parane, svArtha sAdhavA khAtara tenA duHkha, saMkaTa, saMtApa vigere sAme jotAM nathI. pApAra karI pApI piTa, parivAra ane paTArAne bhare che. te, bhaviSyamAM karelA karmo, satyasukhamAM vAre vAre vidane upasthita karI, sukhane badale saMkaTo hAjara kare che. tathA je anAcAramAM prIti che tethI, zuddha cetanAne ghaNuM duHkha thAya che. mATe pitAnA gharamAM, dharma dhyAnamAM Ave. A mujaba, zuddhacetanA, amArI pAse tamene kahevarAve che. mATe paraghara bhaTakavAnuM mukI de. zuddha pariNati, cetanA upara ane prema che. tethI ame kahIye chIe ke, tame cetanAnuM kathana mAnya karI, bahAra paribhramaNa kare nahi. svagharane oLakhavA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #499
426 mATe Antara draSTine dhAraNa kare. anAdikAlathI are ? vhAlA Atama ? AtaMrIdra dhyAnanA yoge, vAre vAre anaMta viDaMbanAomAM phasAI paDela che. temAM svane paNa sukha dIThuM nahi. kahe ? A manuSyabhavamAM paraghara bhaTakavAthI kevuM sukha meLavyuM? kyAMsudhI cetanAne duHkhane anubhava karAva che ! cetanAnA AdhAre ja, tame jIvana gujArI zake che. je cetane sukhI te tame sukhI. bhale pachI paragharamAM mahAlyA kare. paraMtu aMte ravagharamAM AvyA sivAya, sukhazAMti kadApi maLaze nahi. mATe cetanAne zAMti ApavI hoya te, para prANuo upara karUNA lAvI. zakya teTaluM rakSaNa karavA prayatnazIla bane. paraprANIone svArtha khAtara piDA utpanna karaze, ane saMtApa, kaleza, kaMkAsa, AphatamAM nAMkhaze te, tamane sukhazAtA prApta thavI azakya ja che. anya prANIo tamane sahAre Ape che. ane te AdhAre tamane anukuLatA rahelI che. tenuM kAraNa, tamee temanA upara karUNa lAvI rakSaNa karela che. tethI managamatI anukulatA maLI che. te pachI dayA lAvIne rakSaNa karazo nahi te, dareka prasaMge vi ihAjara thavAnA. parAdhInatAnI beDImAM pIDAo pAmavAnA. mATe sukhane anubhava kare hoya ane cetanAne paNa zAMti ApavI seya te, zuddha pariNati, cetanAnI saMgati kare. eka adhikArIne be strIo hatI. eka che subuddhi nAme, bIjI che kubuddhi nAme. bannene paraspara banatuM ne For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #500
427 hovAthI, punaHpunaH kalaha thatA hAvAthI, tenA patie te annene judA judA gharamAM rAkhI. joie te pramANe vastue ApI che. subuddhine viveka nAme putra che. buddhi, vadhyA che vAMjhaNI hAvAthI putranI icchA teA ghaNI che. paNa bhAgya vinA putra kayAMthI prApta thAya ? judA makAnamAM rahelI buddhi, subuddhi upara trAMsI najara rAkhe che. subuddhi teNInA upara karUNApUrvaka sneha rAkhe che. have kubuddhi, svapatine kabjAmAM rAkhavA mATe ghaNA ghaNA upAye kare che. teNInA laTakA, caTakA, maTakAne dekhI A adhikArIpati, teNInA raMga, rAga, ceSTAomAM vadhAre rAjI thAya che. subuddhine laTakA, caTakA, vigere ceSTAo karavI pasaMda nathI. chatAM svapati upara sneha che. satkAra, sanmAna peAtAne ghera Ave tyAre kare che. ane hitazikhAmaNanA vAko paNa kahe che. paraMtu kubuddhimAM rAga hovAthI, te zikhAmaNA tene pasaMda paDatI nathI. ekadA rAjA taraphathI evI AjJA thaI ke, tamAre rAjyanA kAma mATe, amuka sArA rAjA pAse jaIne, ame kahelI vATAghATa karavI. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, A, adhikArI buddhine pAtAnA gharanI sAra saMbhALa soMpIne gaye. kubuddhine, bIlADInA hAthamAM dudha Ave tenI mAphaka AnaMda thayA. mAjamajAmAM ane vilAsamAM gharanI milakta qanA karavA lAgI, anya vyabhicArI purUSone poSI, vicAra karavA lAgI ke, jyAre tee Avaze. tyAre jema tema samajAvIne khuzI karIza. subuddhi A For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #501
428 badhuM samaje che. ane jANe che. paNa teNInuM jora cAlatuM nathI. ane haiyAmAM banyA kare che. adhikArIne pitAne ghera AvatA vilaMba thaye. te arasAmAM te, jeTalI saMpatti hatI teTalI uDAvI dIdhI. adhikArI, kArya karIne bhUlathI, subuddhine ghera AvyuM. teNIe svAgata pUrvaka suMdara rasoI banAvI. ane bhANAmAM pIrasI. chatAM te sarasa raI pasaMda paDI nahi. ane kahevA lAgyuM ke, A mane pasaMda paDatI nathI. mATe kubuddhinI pAse jaI teNIe banAvela bhejana laI Ava. subuddhie tyAM jaIne teNInI pAse mAgaNuM karI. kubuddhie kahyuM ke, kAMI rAMdhyuM nathI. zuM ApuM ? subuddhie jaIne vAta kahI. tyAre kubuddhimAM Asakta banela teNe kahyuM ke, je sukuM agara bIju je kAMI hoya te teNI pAsethI laI Ava. punaH jaIne teNIne kahyuM ke kAMI nathI. chatAM pADInA chANamAM, mIThuM, maracu nAMkhIne, A zAka che. Ama kahIne, subuddhine ApyuM. teNIe AvIne pitAnA patine ApyuM. pati, A kharAba khorAka che. chatAM teNunA khorAkanA vakhANa karavA lAgyA. AhA, AhA, kevuM amRta jevuM zAka teNIe ApyuM. subuddhie kahyuM ke, AvA kharAba zAkane amRta samAna mAne che ! tamane vicAra paNa Avato nathI A te pADInA chANamAM maracu mIThuM nAkhIne teNIe Apela che. bhale tevuM hoya, paNa mane te mane hara bhAse che. Ama kahIne kubuddhinA ghera gaye. tyAM te bAI rIsAI beThI che. adhikArI tene For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #502
429 manAve che chatAM te sAmuM jotI nathI. ane chaNako karIne, kahevA lAgI ke, prathama tame subuddhinA ghera kema gayA? mAre tamArI sAthe belavuM nathI. A sAMbhaLI patideva, adhika kAlAvAlA karavA lAgyuM. pachI te belavA lAgI. paNa adhikArIne gharanI milakta nAza pAmela dekhI, bahu zaka, saMtApa thaye. subuddhi AvI kahevA lAgI ke, paraghara, kubuddhinA ghera bhamatA tame duHkha pAmela che. mATe mAre ghera padhAre. tyAM tamane AnaMda paDaze. manahara rasavatI maLaze. mATe AgrahabharI vinati karU chuM ke, are antaryAmI patideva ! paragharamAM bhaTakavAnuM mukIne, A paNa tamArU pitAnuM ghara che. temAM pAraze te sadA sukhazAtA raheze. are vhAlama ? anAdikAlathI te azuddha pariNati, kubuddhinI saMgatithI anaMtI vAra, anaMta, asahya pIDAo bhegavI. have kAMIka samaje. vicAra karo. mAre putra viveka, temane sArI rIte sahakAra Apaze. tamane azuddha pariNati, kubuddhie je je kArya batAvyuM. ane je je kahyuM te te pasaMda paDyuM. ane mIThuM mAnyuM. tethI anAdinI Teva, paDela chUTatI nathI. are svaghera AvatA nathI. are antaryAmI patideva ! te ceTTIe tamArI saMpattinI khuvArI karI che. ane bAkI rahela saMpatti, sattAnI khuvArI, phana karavA tenA saMgatio, je cerane piMdhADyA che. te ceTTA, vyabhicArIo, rahI sahI saMpattine lUMTI rahyA che, tenI tapAsa te karo. A For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #503
430 mujaba zubha pariNati cetanArUpI subuddhie kahevAthI, kAMIka bhAna AvyuM. ane cetanA tarapha prIti jAgI. saddagurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, anAdikAlathI azubha pariNatinA yoge, anAdikAlathI svasaMpatti, zakti ane jJAnane, A bAhyAtmA gumAvI beThela che; tethI duHkha, viDaMbanAe pAme temAM zI navAI ? ane zAMti kayAMthI prApta thAya? je teja, antarAtmA banI zubha bhAvanAne, zubha pariNatine AdhAra le te, AtmasvabhAva saheje pragaTa thAya. ane azubha pariNatino tyAga thAya. tyAre kSAyika pAMca labdhino bhegI eve vegI, anukrame agI banI, sAdi anaMtabhAge anaMta sukhane vilAsI banI, zuddha prakAzI thAya. nirmala dhyAnane dhyAtA thAya tyArapachI pitAnA gharamAMthI AtmA khase nahi. sarU kahe che ke, Ama avasara pAmIne, dhyAnAnaMdI, nija padane pAme. ane gAve. mATe svagharamAM AvavA koziza karavI joIe. sadagurU pharamAve che ke; paragharano tyAga karI, svagharamAM AtmA Ave che tyAre tenI kevI sthiti thAya che te tetrIzamAM pada dvArA jaNAve che ke, (rAga--AzAvarI) avadhUta anubhava patha koI rAgI, draSTi antara jasa jAgI, avadhUta anubhava patha rAgI. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #504
431 jalapakajavatuM aMtara nyArA, nidrAsama saMsArA; haMsa caMcuvatu jaDa cetanaku, bhinna bhinna kara dhAryA ava ! pugala sukhameM kabahu na rAce, audayika bhAve bhegI; udAsInatA pariNAme te, bhegI nijadhana yogI. ava0 merA kSApazamika bhAve atizrata, jJAne dhyAne lagAve; ApahikartA ApIkartA, sthiratAye sukha pAve. ava0 53 kAraka SaTATa attara dhe, para pariNatika rodhe; buddhisAgara cinmaya cetana, paramAtama pada bodhe ava0 nA sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, "avadhUta anubhava patha koI rAgI" avadhUta anubhava patha, eTale je bhAgyazAlIe rAga, dveSa ane mahAdikane zakyatAye haThAvyA che. ane haThAvyA pachI AtmikaguNone anubhava, AsvAda jene AvyuM che, evA antarAtmAne mArga che evA pathamAM koIka mahAbhAga hoya che. te bhAgyazAlIne bAhya draSTi echI thaela hoya che. ataevA Antara draSTi jAgelI che te, jInezvara kathita samyagajJAna, darzana ane cAritrarUpa avadhUta anubhavapathamAM vicarela For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #505
43 bamaNa kara veravinA mAre hoya che. A sivAya bAhya draSTivALA saMsAranA mArge kahetAM, rAga, dveSa, IrSyA, adekhAI, veravirodhAdika jemAM rahela che tevA mAguM paribhramaNa karI rahela jANavA. tevA mArge Antara tine mArga kayAMthI prApta thAya ? Antara draSTinA pathamAM ArUDha thayA sivAya Adhi, vyAdhi ane viDaMbanA, vaira virodhAdika khasavA azakya che. je janmajanya Adhi, vyAdhi, vigerene TALavI hoya te, attarAtmA. bane. antara draSTivALA banI, avadhUta anubhavapathane anubhava kare. Aropita sukha ane duHkhamAM Asakta bane nahi. bAhyAtmAo, bAhya draSTinA yoge iSTa saMge prApta thatAM ane ISTa sane viga thatAM temAM Asakta banela havAthI kAMta harSaghelA bane che, kAMte valepAtAdi karatA hoya che. tethI teone avadhUta anubhavane patha, mArga jaDato nathI. ane punaH punaH pokAre pADatAM saMsAranA mAge gamana kare che. jo ke teone sukhanI abhilASA te heya che. paraMtu uTe mArga lIdhela hovAthI satya sukhadAyaka, sarva Adhi, vyAdhi vigerene dUra TALanAra e mokSamArga kayAMthI prApta thAya ? na maLe. tethI karUNa lAvI sadgurU upadeza Ape che ke, are ! durlabha manuSya bhavane pAmI, atyaMta kaSTadAyI, viSayakaSAyarUpI saMsAranA mArgane. tyAga karI, avadhUta anubhavanA mArge saMcare. saMsAranA mArge saMcaratA tamene keTalI sthiratA thaI! te te kahe ? tame kahI zakaze nahi. kAraNa ke, kaSAyanA ge atIva For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #506
433 ca'calatA vadhelI DAya che. ane leApAta vigere karatA haze. tA pachI, manuSyabhavanI saphalatA, Antara dRSTi sivAya kevI rIte karaze!. mATe antarAtmA aneA. jeAne saMsAranA sukhane! kharAbara anubhava thaela heAya che. eTale mIThA mAra khAIne dharAyelA hAya che. ane pachI AvA ArApita, madhure mAra khAvA nathI A mujaba jene heya, upAdeya ane jJeyanuM samyagrajJAna heAya che. tee ja meAkSamAga, anubhavanA pathanA svIkAra kare che. anyathA teA Aropita sukha duHkhamAM te pIlAtA haiAya che. koi vyaktinuM nAma * mIThAbhAI pADela che. te vyApAra vigeremAM ghaNA kuzala che. darAja vyApAradhaMdhA karI rAtrInA agyAra vAge ghera Ave che. te vakhate mAta, pitA, putra, patnI vagere nidrAmAM gherAela hoya che. AvA vakhate heALInA divaseA cAle che. ane hoLIA barAbara tophAna karI rahelA che. A mIThAbhAi rAtrInA agIyAra vAge dukAna baMdha karI svaghera Ave che. paNa bAraNA badha hAvAthI khUmA pADe che ke, khAle ! uMghamAMthI jAgrata thai koI eka kahe che ke, kANu ? te kahe che ke, mIThAbhAi khAle. A mujaba vArevAre belavAthI tAkAnI heALIyA te jagyAe AvI khelavA lAgyA, ke, mIThAbhAi khole. mIThAbhAI khole. A mujaba sAMbhaLI A bhAi krodhAtura banI te taiphAnIone mAravA doDavA. paNa te hALIA zAne ubhA rahe ? dUra jaine pAchA kahevA lAgyA. mIThAbhAI khAlA. A mujaba sAMbhaLI pAchA A 28 For Private And Personal Use Only

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434 bhAI te tephAnI chokarAo sAme paDyA. teo dUra nAzI jAya che. ane bolyA kare che. ane hAthamAM AvatA nathI. tathA krodha zamata nathI. ghaNIvAra teone pakaDI zikSA karavA mATe atyaMta prayAsa karyo te phegaTa gaye. ulTA krodhanA AvezathI tammara AvI, bebhAna thaI. dharaNI upara DhaLI paDyA. kaho AmAM kene vAMka, deSa? tophAnI heLIAe te jevuM mIThAbhAI belyA te mujaba bolavA mAMDyuM. paNa khelane artha pite gadheDe mA. paraMtu tene artha dvAra ughADavAne karyo hato te A kaSTa, pIDA thAta nahi. tethI khelane artha, gadheDA upara Arepita karyo ane pitAne gadheDe mALe, tethI AvuM duHkha bhogavavAno vakhata AvyuM. A mujaba bAhyAtmAo bAhya daSTinA ge pite evA hotA nathI. chatAM ajJAnatAthI managamatA artha karIne deDadeDa, dhamAla karIne pote ja duHkhI thAya che. ane ghaNuM kaSTa sahana kare che. mATe bIjAoe Arepita nAma ane rUpamAM mAro AtmA e nathI paNa, nAmarUpathI tyAre che. A bhAvanA bhUlavA jevI nathI ja. ahaMkAra ane mamatvanA ge, saghaLuM jagata vividha vedanAo bhegave che. ahaMkAra ane mamatva dvArA pazu, paMkhI, mAnava, dAnava ane deve ke kAra kera vartAve che. te pratyakSa jovAya che. dareka anAcAro mamatAthI ja ane ahaMkAra, adekhAI, IrSyAthIja utpanna thAya che. te utpanna thaelA deSe zArIrika ane mAnasika zaktione nAza kare che. eTale Adhi, vyAdhi For Private And Personal Use Only

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435 viDaMbanAone AvavAno avakAza maLe temAM navAI zI? mArge gamana karatAM paNa athaDAI, TIcAI bhUmimAM paDI atyaMta vedanA bhegave che. mATe tAkAta prApta karavA bAhya draSTine tyAga karavA pUrvaka, ahaMtva, mamatvane nivAravA vivekadraSTi dhAraNa karavI. viveka daSTinA ge ja, ahe va ane mamatva, AtmAnA svarUpamAM AvI nivAsa kare che. eTale mAro AtmA te huM chuM. ane padArtho agara saMge mArA nathI. paNa judA che. jagatanA padArtho para ahatva ane mamatva rAkhavAthI te cAra gatimAM rakhaDavAnuM thayuM. e rakhaDavAmAM janma, jarA ane maraNanA asahya kaSTo, viDaMbanAo, vipatti AvI paDI. koI paNa prakAre sthiratAne anubhava Ave nahi. AvA AvA vicAre AvatA hovAthI, Antara daSTinA vege, mamatA vigere AtmA tarapha vaLe che. ane mAnasika vicAro paNa AtmatattvanA AvyA kare che. tema ja mAnasika ane zArIrika tAkAta ochI thatI nathI. temaja indriyono viSaya, tathA tene vikAra upazamavA mAMDe che. tethI jalapaMkajavata nyArA rahevAya, ane zaMkhanI mAphaka ujjavala thavAya. ane sAMsArika saMge, bhale pachI ISTa AvIne maLela hoya ke, teone viyega thayuM hoya te paNa, harSa, zaka, saMtApa thatuM nathI. saMsAra nidrA samAna bhAse che. ane AtmA jAgrata thaela che, ema bhAse che. te, satya, Antara daSTivALA saMsAranA vyAvahArika kAryo kare, chatAM temAM lepAtA For Private And Personal Use Only

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436 nathI. paNa haMsanI caMcanI mAphaka vairAgya, saMga vigere sAra, tattva laIne puSTa bane che. ane jaDa padArthomAMthI cetanatatva, bhinna mAnI nirlepataye, nirbhayatA saMsAramAM vicare che. eTale saMsAramAMthI sArI sArI, AtmAnA guNone upagamAM Ave tevI ane sahAre Ape tevI, vastuone grahaNa kare che. te padArthomAM je guNo rahelA che, te sahAre Ape evA hoya te ja, prApta karavA kozIza kare. anyathA upekSAvRtti dhAraNa karatA hovAthI, mahamamatAnuM ane ahakAranuM jora cAlatuM nathI. tethI pudgalanA sukhamAM kadApi rAcImAcI rahetA nathI. paraMtu audayika bhAve bhogI banyA. chatAM, nyArA nyArA rahe che. eTale udAsInatAne pariNAma hovAthI apekSAe bhegI kahevAya. paNa te nijadhana, AtmatattvamAM te yegI hoya che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnI vRtti ane pravRttio Atma svarUpamAM jatA hoya che. saddagurU kahe che ke, AvA antarAtmAne, kSayapasamabhAve matijJAna, ane zrutajJAna hoya, chatAM te samyajJAna, dhyAnamAM joDe che. lagAve che. Ama karatAM dhyAnanA vege, kALalabdhi jyAre prApta thAya che. tyAre kSAyikajJAna pAmI, saMsAranI vikArI jAlane phagAvI daI, ahoniza dhyAnamAM ramaNatA karavA samartha bane che. mATe pazamabhAve maLela, samyam jJAnathI paNa dhyAnamAM laganI lagAvavI joIe. bhale mAnasikavRtti caMcalatA dhAraNa karIne, dunyavI padArtho tathA saMgamAM jAya, te paNa, nAsIpAsa thavuM nahi. te dhyAnamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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437 evI tAkAta rahelI che ke, khasI gaela mananI vRttione pAchI kheMcI lAvI, AtmAnA guNa sAthe joDe che. mATe kaMTALavuM nahi. ane siddhacaka, navapadanI ArAdhanA ane dhyAna parama AlaMbana che. mATe tenuM dhyAna karI, AtmAnA guNe oLakhI, temAM sthiratA kare. ane antarAtmA bano. Ama dhyAna karatAM, jyAre kSAyibhAva pragaTa thaze tyAre evA adhyavasAya thaze ke, huM karmone kartA nathI. paNa, audayika bhAve AvelI karmaprakRti, saghaLuM karI rahela che. eTale pote pitAne akartA tarIke mAne che. ane AtmasvarUpana kartA bane che. A mujaba akartA ane kartAne anubhava letA letA, kSAyikajJAnanA ge kevalajJAna pAmI, sarvathA karmonI je prakRtio rahelI che. tene nAza karavA samartha bane che. mATe are bhAgyazAlIo bAhyadaSTine tyAga karI AntaradaSTivALA bane. AntaradaSTine lAbha thayA pachI paNa, ghaNo upayoga rAkhavAnI agatyatA che. kAraNa ke AtmAnI zraddhAvALA paNa vyavahAramAM te rahelA che ne? je upayoga rAkhe nahi te, bAhyadaSTi punaH hAjara thAya. mATe kAyika pravRttio, vicAra karavAmAM ane belavAmAM, bAhyadraSTimAM bhegI bhaLe nahi ane tenAthI nyArI rahe, te mujaba vartAya te ja AntaradRSTi sthira thAya. e sthira siddhi mATe evI bhAvanA rAkhI vicAra kare che, koI prANInuM ahita cintavAya nahi. zatranuM paNa hita thAo. Ama cittavatA, mananI caMcalatA alpa thAya che. tathA vacano evA besavA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #511
428 ke. sAmAne AghAta, pIDA thAya nahi. paraMtu hitakAraka bolavAthI zatru taraphathI paNa bhaya rahetuM nathI. tethI vikalpa, saMka95, zaMkAone AvavAne lAga maLato nathI. kAyikA pravRttio paNa evI rAkhavI joIe ke, kaI paNa prANI pIlAya nahi. A mujaba vartana karatA keI prakArane bhaya raheze nahi. ane antarAtmA je banela che. te paramAtmapadane adhikArI thaze. pachI je anaMtabhamAM, janma jarA. ane maraNanI pIDAo veThI che. te khasavA mAMDaze. eTale alpabhamAM te piDAo TaLI jaze. manuSyae, janmamaraNanI pIDA anaMtabhamAM bheLavI che. tenA kAraNe tame samajyA haze. je bhUlI gayA ho to sAMbhaLe. mAnasika vAcika ane kAyikavRtti, pravRttiomAM upaga rAkhyo nathI. ane evuM vartana karyuM ke, janmamaraNanI paraMparA vadhyAja kare. anya prANanuM ahita thAya tevA vicAra karyA. bIjaene pIDA thAya, AghAta pahoMce evA vacane belyA tathA kAyAnI evI pravRtti karI ke, bIjAo palAya. nAza. pAme ane vArevAre saMtApa, paritApa vigere kare. tethI ja janma, jarA, maraNajanya paraMparA ghaTI nahi. paNa vadhI.. have te sarUnA samAgamathI tame samyagadaSTivALA banela che. tethI bAhyadaSTi je hatI te, AtmasvarUpamAM agara AtmatatvanA oLakhANa karAvanAra nimite tarapha vaLI che. mATe nirbhaya bane, kheda, dveSAdikane dezavaTe Ape. je bhaya, kheda ane dveSAdikane tyAga kare che. te For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #512
43 sAcA antarAtmA kahevAya. ane te ja paramAM Asakti rAkhatA nathI. eTale para pariNati, adhyavasAya tathA viyArone rokavAmAM samartha bane che. te antarAtma, samyagadaSTivALA bhAgyazAlIo sArI rIte samaje che ke, bAhyatmA banavAthI te bhavobhava kAramI katala karI. ane mIThe mAra khAdhe. have tevA banavuM nahi. bAhyAtmA, bAhyadaSTinA mege kevA hAMsIpAtra bane che. ane asahya saMtApa vigere kare che. te temanI najara bahAra hotA nathI. draSTAMta tarIke jANavAnI jarUra che. eka nagaramAM jenA mAtapitA maraNa pAmela che evA putranI pAse ghaNuM dhana hatuM. paNa rItasara, samajaNa, viveka ApanAra svajana varga hatuM nahi. nikaTanAM sagAM paNa tenA upara ItarAja dhAraNa karatAM. A bhAInuM lagna thaela che. temaja putraputrIne parivAra che. tethI dhana vigerenA nazAthI joIe tevo vinaya, viveka rAkhatuM na hovAthI, ke satya samajaNa ApatuM nathI. A bhAIne manamAM evo. ghamaMDa che. evI mAnyatA che ke, kadApi ISTano viyegA thaze nahi. mAre kenI paravA che. Ama vatI rahe che. te arasAmAM vyAdhi thavAthI tenI strI maraNa pAmI. A. bhAIne ghaNe saMtApa thaye. A nAnA bALakonuM koNa rakSaNa karaze, sAravAra keNa karaze. AvI AvI cintAmAM baLavA lAgyo. tevAmAM tene dhanADhya dekhI keIe rUpALI kanyA paraNAvI. te te mejamajAmAM viSayasukhamAM Asakta For Private And Personal Use Only

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440 banela hovAthI bALakonI sAra saMbhALa karatI nathI. tethI vadhAre valopAta karavA lAgyuM. tenI sAsu paNa baDI ThagArI maLI che. kevI rIte jamAIne vaza karo. tene ghATa dararoja ghaDI rahI che. pAse AvIne kahe che ke, cintA kare nahi. tamArA, dIkarA, dIkarInI sArasaMbhALa huM rAkhIza. A mujaba kahI svaputrI pAse rahevA lAgI. dareka bAbatamAM te pitAnA vazamAM Ave tevI sucanA Ape che. jamAIrAja have rAjI rAjI thAya che. eka varSa gayA pachI potAnI strIne suvAvaDa AvI. saMtAna jamyA pachI roga lAgu paDyo. ane maraNa pAmI. have bhAIsAheba trIjIne paraNavA prayAsa karavA lAgyA. tenI sAsu have vicAra kare che ke, je trIjIne paraNuM lAvaze te mArUM jera cAlaze nahi. ane vazamAM paNa raheze nahi. mATe koI paNa nAtamAMthI kanyA devAnI IcchA kare nahi. evI vAta phelAvavI. Ama vicArIne khAnagImAM evI vAta phelAvI ke, amArA jamAInI prathamanI bAyaDI maraNa pAmI zake tarI thaI che. teNIe mArI putrIne suvAvaDamAM mArI nAMkhI. mATe kaI paNa kanyA Apaze, teNIne pilI bhUtaDI, zIke tarI mArI nAMkhaze. mATe bhUlecUke kaI kanyA Apaze nahi. jJAtivALAe kharI vAta mAnI, kozIza karatA koI kanyA detuM nathI. have pAchA adhika aphasosa karavA lAgyA. sAsu tene AzvAsana Ape che. tamArA putra putrIne moTA karIne paNa sArasaMbhALa rAkhavAmAM khAmI rAkhIza nahi. sukhethI jIvana gujAre. sAsue For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #514
jA evo vAvatI banAvyuM ke, tenA kahevA mujaba varte che. paraMtu bhAInI paraNavAnI IcchA nAza pAmI nahi. bIje sthale ghaNe prayatna karyo paNa vidhura rahyA. ane zaka saMtApa gaye nahi. A mujaba bAhya sukhanA abhilASIone AtmatatvanA nimitta rahyA hoya to paNa, temanA taraphane lAbha levA kyAMthI sujhe ? cAlu jIvanamAM DAhyA gaNAtA mANasa, saMsArane sudhAravA mATe vividha keLavaNuM le che. temaja jAheramAM prasiddha thavA khAtara zAstrazravaNa paNa kare che. chatAM paNa viSayAsaktine tyAga karavA samartha banatA nathI. kAraNa ke, zAsazravaNa karIne bAhyadraSTine tyAga karI AntaradraSTi prApta thaI nathI. joke jAheramAM prasiddha thAya ke, A bhAI dharmane arthI banyA che. paNa antaramAM te viSaya vilAsane vahAla mAnatA hoya che. te pachI temanuM zAstrazravaNa, azubha saMskArono tyAga karavA mATe nathI. paNa jIvanamAM mugdha banI viSayenA rasane azubha ane silu banAvavA mATe che. ema kahI zakAya. saMsAranI viDaMbanAone je barAbara khyAla kare to, jarUra tevA sukhamAMthI Asakti ochI thAya. ane pachI zAstra zravaNa karavAmAM Ave che, Antara draSTi jAge. ane vividha vipattio sAthenI viDaMbanA dUra bhAge. Antara draSTi je barobara jAge te, jarUra bAhyadraSTirUpa aMdhakAra rahe nahi. mATe sadgurUvAre vAre upadeza Ape che ke, attarAtmA bane. satya sukha For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #515
tamArI pAse che. te Antara draSTinA prabhAve, prakAzathI mAluma paDaze. pachI temane lIdhelI keLavaNI, ane zAstrazravaNa vigere, satya, sattA, zakti ane samRddhi arpaNa karaze. ane bhaya, kheda, rAga, dveSAdi dUra bhAgaze. jAheramAM DAhyA, kuzaLa, pravINa gaNuo che. tevA antaramAM pravINa banI, viSaya vikArone haThAvI sAcA DAhyA ane kuzaLa bane. maraNanA ane jarAnA duHkhe tame dekhI rahyA che. ane jANa rahyA che. te pramANe janmanA duHkhane, pIDAne paNa jANavA joIe. kAraNa ke, janmanA duHkho sarva duHkha. karatAM adhika zAstrakAre kahyA che. te tamane mAluma paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke, mAtAnI kukSimAM tathA janma dhAraNa karatAM piDAone laIne jIvAtmAe mUccha pAmela hoya che. tema tame paNa mUccha pAmela hatA. AvA atyaMta dukhe tame kayAre nivArI zako! je antarAtmA bane te ja. AntaradraSTi banyA sivAya, janmanA duHkhane paNa nivAravA samartha banI zakAze nahi je bAhyAtmA, viSaya, vicAra, vikAro ane vAsanAnI kAramI ramata ramI rahyA che. teo. kayAMthI antarAtmA bane? ane mokSamArge kyAMthI saMcare? saMcare nahi ane satya sukhanI abhilASA kadApi pUrNa thAya nahi. satya, tyAga ane saMyamamAM ja, samRddhi ane. zuddhi samAela che. tethI te mATe saghaLA prayAsa kare. sAthe sAthe saddagurUnI sobata karI, sAcA sukhanI cAvIe levAmAM ALasa karavI nahi. eTale duniyAnA vyavahAre.. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #516
443 duHkhadAyaka nivaDaze nahi. paNa te vyavahAramAM zuM tattva che tenI khakhara paDaze. tattvanI mAluma paDayA pachI AtmAmAM SaTkArakA geAThavavAnI samajaNu paDaze. jyAre te SaTrakArakAnI kharekhara rItasara samajaNu paDaze tyAre paraparaNitane rokavA samartha banaze. te mATe AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI gurUvarya pharamAve che ke, AvA antarAtmAeka ? paramapada, anaMta sukha zuddhinA sthAnane edha pAmaze. ane te mAge saMcaravA prayAsa karazeA. have AtmA jyAre korahita ane che tyAre kevA ane che. ane tenuM svarUpa kevuM hoya che. te jaNAvatAM sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI ceAtrIzamA padanI racanA karatAM kahe che.--- (rAga--AzAvarI sAraDa) nahi alakha lakhyA kachu jAve re, kAI anubhavI manamAM bhAve, manavANI kAyAthI nyArA, nirAkAra nirdhArA; jAtiliMga vacana nahi jAme, sAhi sAhibA dila pyArA re. phAI syAdvAda sattAe pUrA, kAi na vAte adhUrA; kAyarase te raheve durA, pAme cidghana jana je zUrA re. kAI ra For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #517
444 bheda jJAna ravi akhtara pragaTe, moha timira sahu vighaTe; Atma te paramAtma rUpe, IyaLa bhaMga karyuM caTake re. koI kAma sadagurU saMge amRta pAmI, roga zeka sahu vAmI; buddhisAgara nirbhaya khele, dhyAne sadA nirnAmI re. koI kA. sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke AtmA alakha che. indri dvArA temaja mana vaDe jaNAtuM nathI. temaja parakhAtuM nathI. tenAmAM je daza dravya prANa kahevAya che te hotA nathI. paNa bhAva prANe, kSAyika bhAve rahelA che. bhAvaprANuM eTale samyagajJAna, darzana, ane cAritra sarvathA, sarvadA vidyamAna hoya che. kadApi naSTa thatAM nathI. te guNe AtmAnI sAthe deha pramANe vyApaka che. ane vizvavyApaka che. kevalajJAna dvArA jagatanA, vizvanA sarva padArthone jANatA, dekhatA hovAthI, vizvavyApaka paNa apekSAe kahevAya che. tathA AtmAnI utpatti ane vinAza kadApi thatA nathI. paraMtu AtmA sivAya je vizvanA padArtho vidyamAnapaNe vatI rahelA che. tenI utpatti ane vinAza thayA kare che. ane dravyarUpe kAyama rahe che. anAdikAlathI lAgelA karmo alaga karI zakAya che. ane -bhavyAtmAonI te kamane dUra karavAnI zakti guptapaNe For Private And Personal Use Only

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445 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rahelI che ja. jyAre sayamanI rItasara ArAdhanA thAya,. ane jJAnapUrvaka tapasyA thAya, tyAre ja karmonI nirApUrNAMka sa`sa'vara thAya, tyAre AtmazaktinA sa'pUrNapaNe AvirbhAva thAya che. A sivAya prAdurbhAva thatA nathI. atyAre ApaNA AtmA ATheya karmothI lepAyamAna che. eTale te draSTigocara thatA nathI. ane tenA lekhA lakhavA esIce te paNa saMpUrNapaNe lakhI zakAtA nathI. te te anubhavagamya hovAthI, dhyAnayeAge anubhavIAvaDeja jANI zakAya che. ane bIjA manamAM bhAvanA rAkhe. eTale manamAM bhAve. jyAre teja dhyAnIonA ahaMkAra, mamakA vigereno nAza thAya che. tyAre ja AtmA anubhavamAM Ave che A sivAya AtmAnuM dhyAna dhare. paNa rAga, dveSa mahAdika khaseDe nahi te AtmAne anubhava pAmavA azakaya ja bane. mATe saMyamanI sAthe ahaMkAra vigerene tyAga karavAnI AvazyakatA che. sadgurU kahe che ke; AtmAnA anubhava karavA AkAMkSI, abhilASI, bhAgyazAlI saMyamI, evI bhAvanA bhAve. kevI ? AtmA mana, vANI ane kAyAthI nyArA che; ane nirAkAra che. evA nirdhAra kare. temaja jAti, liMga, vANI paNa te AtmAmAM hotI nathI. AveA nila, anaMta guNNAnA bhaMDAra AtmA, te anubhavIne haiyAmAM pyAre lAge che. tene mATe te laganI lagADe che. tethI saMsAramAM rahetA chatAM dunyavI padArtho, viSaya vilAseAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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446 HH AzaMsA paNa rAkhatA nathI. tathA karelA upakAranA khale levAnI paNa abhilASA rAkhatA nathI. te mahAbhAgyazAlI viveka dvArA sArI rIte samaje che ke, dunyavI padArthAnI tathA viSayasukhanI icchA, AzA, tRSNA kadApi purI thatI nathI. ane thaze paNa nahi. nAhaka sasAramAM tene mATe kuTAvAnu, TIcAnuM thaze. mATe keNu AvA prayAsa kare ? " Ama samajI AtmAnA guNAnI AzaMsA rAkhI tene prApta karavA sarva tAkAtane vAparavAmAM ALasa karatA nathI. tathA te AtmaguNAnA abhilASI, manamAM jJAna dvArA samaje che ke, karmonI sattA paNa mahatI che. tenI AgaLa rAjya sattA, indranI sAhyakhI vigere tuccha che. kAraNa ke, te te sattAe karmone AdhIna che. AvI karmonI sattAne haThAvavA mATe AtmAnI ALakhANa ane anubhava karavA sayama, dhyAnanI khAsa jarUra che. ane sAthe rAga, dveSa ane mAhArdika, kahetAM, ahaMkAra ane mamatvane TALavA mATenI paNa agatyatA rahelI che. Ama samajI dilamAM vahAlA AtmAnI oLakhANa karavA temaja anubhava karavA sarva zaktione vApare che. tamArA jIvananA kAryo tame dhArA che tenA karatAM kAMika guNAdhika karavAnA che. te kayA ? mAnasika vRttine zAsrazravaNu karIne pavitra rAkhavI, te zuddha, pavitra anyA pachI pa'cAcAranI ArAdhanA karavA tatpara anavuM. jyAMsudhI indriyAnI gulAmI che. ane zArIrikAdika upara mamatA che. tyAMsudhI pavitratA AvavI For Private And Personal Use Only

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447 azakaya prAyaH che. gulAmI gamatI na hoya te viSane kabaje karI, AtmAnA guNane prAdurbhAva karavA jInezvaranI pUjA, bhakti ane AjJA sAthe temanA guNonuM dhyAna dhare. eTale je parAdhInatA che te khasavA mAMDaze. ane Atmika vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhatA raheze eTale karmonI sattA prabala che te, nirbala thaze. piotAnI svAdhInatA thaze. gulAmI kene priya hotI nathI. paraMtu te gulAmI, parAdhInatA, ezaALIne haThAvavAnA upAya ajJAta hovAthI saMsAramAM karelA upAye vRthA thAya che. mATe saddagurU kahe che ke, AtmadhyAnanA je upAya batAvela che te khyAlamAM rAkhI vartana rAkhavuM ucita che. vyAdhione dura karavA, davAo levI te ThIka che. paraMtu vyAdhio utpanna thAya nahi te mATe sAvadhAnI rAkhavI te ati hitakara che. ane kalyANakara paNa che. "zeka, saMtApa, valopAta, kaleza, kaMkAsa, jhagaDAone buddhi vAparI dabAvavA ane dUra karavA te paNa sArU kahevAya. paraMtu teo utpanna thAya nahi te mATe saddagurUgamane grahaNa karavA pUrvaka sAvadhAna banavuM te adhika buddhimattA kahevAya. sajajana, zANA ane samyaktvadhArI bhAgyazAlIonuM A prathamanuM kArya che. tethI jInezvaranI pUjAmAM tathA sazurUnI paryupAsanAmAM tathA dareka prANIomAM prema rAkhavAmAM ane mahAdikanI sattAne haTAvavAmAM tatpara anAya che. ane mAnasika zuddhi pUrvaka, Atmika zuddhi For Private And Personal Use Only

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thatI rahe che. mATe AtmAnI oLakhANa karavAnI icchA hoya te je je upAye darzAvela che. temAM prIti dhAraNa karI, te te upAya javA joIe. tathA keInI bhUle, aparAdhe dekhI hAMsI kare nahi. hasI, tiraskAra karavAthI pitAnI bhUle tarapha ane aparAdha tarapha lakSa raheze nahi. kAraNa ke bhUle ane jene dekhanAra kAMI sarvajJa nathI. temAM paNa bhUle tathA de rahelA che. mATe hAMsI, aNagamo na karatAM je prema hoya te ucita zIkhAmaNa Ape. temaja guNAnurAgI bane. jyAM sudhI AtmajJAnanA yege Atmika vikAsa sadhAye nathI. tyAM sudhI te bhUle. thavAnI ja. ane aparAdhe thavAnA ja, paraMtu te aparAdhIne jyAre kaSTa, saMkaTa, vipatti AvI lAge che tyAre ja te te bhUlene dUra karavA te taiyAra thAya che. ane gurUmahArAjane. vega maLatAM sAvadhAna banI, Atmazuddhi karavA parAyaNa, tatpara thAya. laghukama hoya te satvanA ge guNazreNIe. ArUDha thaIne sarva doSo kSaNavAramAM kSaya karavA pUrvaka kaivalyajJAna paNa prApta kare che. eka nagaramAM padamazI zeThane AdheDa ummare kezarI nAme putra hatuM. yuvAvasthAmAM ullaThenI saMgati thaI ane corI karavA lAge. gharamAMthI corI karIne mAtapitAne pajavate. temaja zaheramAM janasamudAyanA gharamAM corI karI lokone dukhI banAvate. tethI janasamudAya trAsI gaye. buddhi te te kezarI cerane ghaNI hatI. paNa unmArga For Private And Personal Use Only

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tarapha vAparate hovAthI teNIne vRthA gumAvate. nagaranA mANasoe rAjA pAse phariyAda karI. tene belAvavAmAM Avyo. belavAmAM cAlAka jANI tene zIkhAmaNa ApI ke, uttama kula, jAtivALA tane corI karIne cora banavuM te hitakara nathI. aMte mahA duHkhI thaIza. zeThane putra hovAthI ane kulavAnuM hovAthI A tAre gunho mApha karavAmAM Ave che. punaH corI karIza te dehAnta daMDanI zikSA karavAmAM Avaze. Ama kahIne rAjAe tene mUkata karyo. paNa A cAra te adhika corI karavA lAgyA. "paheluM vyasana kemeya karI khasatuM nathI." pAcho corI karatA hovAthI tenA mAtApitA vigere parivAre gharamAMthI kADhI mUkyo. have te jaMgalamAM bhamate phare che. tevAmAM eka vRkSa upara caDhI dUra jatAM, pavanapAvaDIo upara caDhI AkAza mArge AvatAM eka siddhagI purUSane dekhyo. ane pachI vicAra kare che ke, A be pavanapAvaDIo hAthamAM Ave che, AkAza mArge gamana karavA pUrvaka nagaramAM corI karavAnI sugamatA paDe. A mujaba A cAra vicAra kare che. tevAmAM pele siddhapurUSa, vRkSanI pAse rahela sarovaramAM pAvaDI kAMThA para mUkI snAna karavA peThe. kezarI khuzI thaye. vRkSathI nIce utarI, te be pAvaDIo laI, temAM ArUDha thaI, AkAze mArge jato rahyo. siddhapurUSe snAna karI bahAra AvatAM te pAvaDIo dekhI nahi. tethI pastAve. karavA lAgyA. A cAra AnaMdapUrvaka pavanapAvaDIone vega thavAthI, AkAzamAge gamana karI nagaramAM bhAre cerI karavA 29 For Private And Personal Use Only

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450 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir lAgyA. tethI prajAnA pokArA sAMbhaLI, subhaTa sAthe svayaM peAte rAjA, tene pakaDavA mATe nagara bahAra nikaLI tapAsa kare che. tevAmAM, caMDikA mAtAnA devAlayamAM caMDikAnI stuti karatA tene krepyo. pavanapAvaDIe devAlayanI bahAra haiAvAthI rAjAe laI lIdhI. stuti karIne bahAra AvyA pachI, rAjAne dekhI bhayabhIta banI jIva laIne nATho. manamAM vicAra kare che, Aje, je pApA karelA che. tenA le| bhAgavavAne vakhata AvyA. jarUra krodhAtura thaela rAjA mArI nakhAvaze. agara mAraze, mAtapitAnuM ke rAjAnuM kathana prathama mAnyuM hAta teA, prANAnuM jokhama, nAza prApta thAta nahi. Ama vicAra karatAM te nAzI rahela che. tevAmAM sattarabhede sayamadhArI munirAjane dekhyA. ane namratApUrvaka teozrIne teNe kahyuM ke, sadgurU mahArAja, yuvAnImAM ulla`ThA evA halakA mANasonI sekhatathI meM cArI ghaNI vakhata karI, ane rAjA ane prajAne ghaNI pIDela che. have rAjA pakaDavAnI taiyArImAM che. rakhene mArI nAMkhaze te, mArI zI gati thaze. mATe uddhAranA mAga darzAveA ? gurUmahArAje kahyuM ke, pApInA uddhAra, aMtaHkaraNathI pazcAttApa karavApUrvaka, ane je doSo sevyA che tenI nindA, goM karavAthI alpa thAya che. ane pApabhItA pUrvaka AtmadhyAnane dhAraNa karatAM, samatAnA yAge svAtmAnA uddhAra thaI zake che. mATe deSonI nindA karIne, Atma dhyAnamAM lAgI jA. A mujaba zravaNa karI, munirAjanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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kapA sanmukha sarva pAponI nindA, gaha pUrvaka, AtmAnA guNomAM lInatA, ramaNatA karavA lAge. laghukama hovAthI samatvanA yege lapakaNIe ArUDha thaI ghAtIyA karmone ghAta karI, kaivalyajJAnane pAme. devatAe sAdhune veza ApI vaMdanA karI. AtmadhyAnane vege je samatva Ave te, be ghaDImAM kevalajJAnane AvirbhAva thAya che. pAchaLa paDele rAjA tyAM AvI AzcaryamAM paDe. A zuM? mahAna ciTTo kevalajJAna pAmela che. kevalajJAnIe kahyuM ke, are rAjA! game te doSI hoya te paNa svadenI nindA, gaha karI AtmAnA guNamAM layalIna thAya. ane laghukamI hoya te samatvanA ge kevalajJAna pAme che. mane ghaNe pastAvo thaze. ane maraNanA bhayathI nAzI, A gurUmahArAja pAse AvI, temane upadeza sAMbhaLI, AtmadhyAnamAM lInatA karI. samatvanA yoge kevalajJAnane prAdurbhAva thaya mATe he rAjana! rAjyabhavamAM Asakta banavuM te durgatine AmaMtraNa ApavA barobara che. tame paNa sarva saMgane tyAga karI AtmadhyAnamAM parAyaNa banaze te, tame paNa kevalya jJAna ananya lAbha meLavaze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, dharmane pAmI, nRpa potAnA rAjyamAM AvI, AtmadhyAnamAM tatpara thaye. A mujaba sadgurUdeva, samakitI zrAvakone upadeza ApI vaLI kahe che ke, kevalajJAnI, kaI bAbate adhurA nathI. syAdvAdathI saMpUrNa che. A kevalajJAnInA mArgane je zUrA heya te ArAdhI zake. kAyara mANaso te mArgathI dUra bhAge For Private And Personal Use Only

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452 che. jo ke, saMsAramAM zarA te ghaNuM hoya che. keI dAnazUrA, kaI yuddhazUrA vigere hoya che. paraMtu te jJAnIonI daSTie. zUrA kahevAtA nathI. paNa mAyAmamatAne tyAga karI. AtmadhyAnamAM ramaNatA karI, samatvane pragaTabhAva kare teja satyazUrA kahevAya. AtmadhyAnamAM ekadama ramaNatA thavI azakyA che. prathama bhedajJAnarUpI ravi-sUryano udaya thAya tyAre mehatimira-adhikAra dUra khase che. mATe prathama bhedajJAnanI jarUra che. bhedajJAna-eTale jaDa cetananI vaheMcaNa. je je viSayavilAsanI kriyAo karavAmAM Ave che te saghaLI jaDanA gharanI che. karmanA AdhAre kiyAe karAya che. ane karma, jaDa che. te jaDa karmanA saMgI ane raMgI banavAthI, sattAmAM rahela nirmala AtmA upara anAdikAlathI AvaraNe Ave che. tethI mehamamatArUpI aMdhakAra chavAela che. paraMtu jyAre samyagajJAnarUpI sUryane udaya thAya che. tyAre te aMdhakAra ghaTavA mAMDe che. te samyajJAna AtmAne guNa che. A mujaba bhedajJAna thAya tyAre ja AtmaguNamAM ramaNatA karavAne bhAva jAge che. mATe prathama bhedajJAna prApta karI, jaDa cetananI vaheMcaNa kare. tene samyagajJAnIo viveka khyAti paNa pahe che. pachI bhedajJAnanA yoge Atmika guNomAM ananya prema jAgaze. anya padArthomAM Asakti je haze te paNa TaLavA mAMDaze. "amRta AsvAdyA pachI viSamAM prema raheto nathI. AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavuM te amRta samAna che. ane te sivAya dunyavI padArthonuM dhyAna dharavuM te viSa For Private And Personal Use Only

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453 lanatA thAya che - jevA lAge che caTakAve che. kAbara che. viSayanA vikAro jyAre viSa jevA lAge che tyAre AtmaguNamAM lInatA thAya che. IyaLane jyAre bhamarI caTakAve che. tyAre ekatAno anubhava karatAM te IyaLa bhamarI rUpe thAya che. te mujaba AtmadhyAnanA yoge ja, antarAtmA, paramAtmA bane che. jIva te, ziva svarUpa bane che. anaMtasukhanA svAmI paramAtmA banavuM hoya te, vivekakhyAti bhedajJAna prApta kare. jaDa padArthomAMthI Asaktine tyAga karI, cetanane gharamAM Ave. saMsAranA padArthonI Asaktie cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karAvI, Atmadhana, dago karavA pUrvaka lUMTI lIdhuM che. tema ja asahya pIDAo upajAvI che AvI Asaktine tyAga jarUra karavo joIe ja. are kalyANa kAmIjano ? jIvita alpa che. kAma, IcchAo tamArI dhAraNa mujaba pUrNa thavI azakya che. jIvana vadhArI zakAtuM nathI. temaja kAmakAmI manuSya, zaka, saMtApa vigere agara maryAdA, saMyama vratAdikane lepa kare, chatAM teonI IcchAo ane dhArI rAkhela AzA pUrI thatI na hovAthI pitAnI kAmAsakti janya rAga, dveSa, adekhAI vigerenA kAraNe ghaNI pIDAya che. ane valepAta karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA na hovAthI svazaktio vRthA gumAvI bese che. mATe he dhIrapurUSa! tamAre kalyANa kAmI banavuM hoya te, AzA tRSNa ane svacchaMdatAne tyAga kare. AvA kAraNe pAmI saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM baMdha thaze, jeoe dharmazAstrone marma jANe nathI. ane ahaMkArI, laMpaTI, lukhya che. tathA For Private And Personal Use Only

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454 pAMca IndriyanA viSayanuM piSaNaja karavAmAM sukha mAnI beThA che. te phAve tema vartana rAkhe. te tamAre jovAnuM nathI. bhale pachI koI paMDita hoI, bhASA upara kAbu meLavI, sabhA gajAvate hoya te prajJAvAna kahevAya nahi. te AtmavikAsa karavAmAM kyAMthI samartha bane ? prajJAvAnuM sAce kyAre kahevAya ke, zuddha vyAvahArika kAryo karavA pUrvaka Atmatatvane rItasara oLakhe tyAreja. mATe teone dekhIne paNa rAga, dveSa, adekhAI kare nahi. teo paNa jyAre buddhi, prajJAne je mada thaela heya tene tyAga karI Atara nirIkSaNa karaze tyAre temanI paMDitAI saphala banaze vyavahAramAM dharma karanAra levAmAM Ave che. te dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanArUpa dharmamAM je kIti, yaza, prasiddhinI AzA hoya te, te dharma zuddha kahevAtuM nathI. AzaMsA rahita dharma karavAmAM Ave te ja AtmavikAsa sadhAya che. tethI rAdhela dharmanuM yathArtha phala maLe che. evA yathArtha phalanA kAmIjane amRtane pAme che. ane roga, zekAdine nivArI nirbhayatAye AtmadharmamAM khelatA hoya che. ramaNatA karatA hoya che. AvA mahAbhAge, anukrame mehamamatAne tyAga. karI, chevaTe ninAmI bane che. ane anaMta riddhi, siddhi, ane zuddhinA svAmI thAya che. A mujaba upadeza ApI. have sadagurU AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI samatva bhAvane lAbha levA mATe pAMtrIzamA padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve For Private And Personal Use Only

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455 (rAga-raTha) sAdhubhAI samaya sudhArasa pIje, atara Atama hIre parakhI, sukhakara teha grahI, sAdhu //ll zuddha svarUpe rUpArUpI, nityanitya vilAsI, para pudagalathI nyAro varte, kAleka prakAzI. sAdhu rA antara akhaya khajAno bhArI, varte che sukhakArI, lakSya lagAvI le bhAI, samaje nara ne nArI. sAdhu parA vedaka Atama paNa nahi vaktA, anubhava atara dhAro, khele Atama Apa svabhAve, te have bhavapAra. sAdhuo je samaje te samajI lene, maLIyuM uttama TANuM, jevuM uttama paDusakhANuM, tevuM ziva vahu ANuM. sAdhu pA nija padavAsI tuM avinAzI, che tuM guNagaNarAzI, buddhisAgara Atama dhyAne, jhagamaga ta vilAsI. sAdhu dA For Private And Personal Use Only

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456 sazurU pharamAve che ke, samatAnA ege koI paNa manuSya, kevalyajJAnane pAmI anaMta zuddhinA svAmI bane che. AvuM samyagUjJAna pAmI te mujaba vartana rAkhI mAyA mamatAne tyAga kare tyAre ja, anaMtajJAnAdinA bhaktA bane che. ekadama evA zuddhi vigerenA svAmI banatA nathI. mATe he sAdhubhAI? prathama viSayarasane nivArI, lAgaNIpUrvaka, samaya kahetAM Agama rasane pIo. siddhAMtanA rahadasyane jANe. AgamarasanuM pAna karI haiyAmAM pacAve. tyArapachI Atmahare parakhAze. ane samRddhidAyaka satyasukha che. tenuM grahaNa thaze. mATe siddhAMta rasane jANa pacAvavAnI jarUra che. Agane jANazo tethI AnaMda paNa Avaze. paNa te rasane pacAvyA sivAya arthAt te mujaba zakya vartana karyA sivAya AtmatattvarUpa hare hastagata thaze nahi. tene akSaya prakAzane lAbha maLaze nahi. rasane pacAvyA pachI viSayakAranI mIThAza, viSa samAna lAgaze. ane AgamarasathI Atma kahInura hIre parakhAze. ane grahaNa karI zakAze. pachI ja ahaMkAra, mamatvanA ge samatvane AvavAne avakAza maLaze. te paNa kevalajJAnI, je samatvane anubhava kare che tevo te nahi. kAraNa ke samatvane AvavA mATe mArga khulle the. sarala ane sugama banyuM. paraMtu hajI te rAga, dveSa-mahAdika pAtaLA banyA che. paNa mUlamAMthI nAza pAmyA nathI. mATe samatAne AvavAne mArga maLyA pachI ghaNe upaga rAkhavAnI AvazyaktA che. rakhene For Private And Personal Use Only

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457 mahAdikanuM dhADu' paDe nahi. ane samatAne lUTI le niha. kAraNa ke agIyAramA guNasthAnake ArUDha thaela, upazAMta vItarAgI munivaryA paNa pramAdanA yAge tyAMthI paDyA che. mATe ghaNI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. AtmadhyAnamAM, raudradhyAnane avakAza na maLe. te mATe jarUra cAkIdAra bane. ane banatAM sudhI cAkIdAra banavAnI AvazyaktA che. tethI vighnA tathA vipatti TaLI jAya che. ane sagAvahAlAne paNa dharmakriyAo karavA pUrvaka AtmatattvamAM prema jAge che. eka nagaramAM prajApAla nAme nRpati hatA. te dharmane tathA puNyane mAnatA nahi. te rAjAne tene sumitra nAme pradhAna hatA. te sadAya dhamanI vyAkhyA karI pratidha ApatA ke, are rAjana! tame nRpati banI, rAjyasAhyakhI samRddhi vaibhavAdi bhAgavA che. ane bIjA tamArA anucAyI banI tamArI AjJA uThAvI sevA bajAve che. tenuM kAraNa te hAvuM joie ne ? dhamA~kriyAnA cage je puNye daya thaela che. te dvArA tamA saghaLI sAhyabI, saMpattinA svAmI thaela che. ema mArU satya mAnavuM che. A mujaba pratibodha ApatA, rAjA kahe che ke, sAkSAt dharmanA prabhAva dekhavAmAM Ave te mAnuM. kAraNa ke, sthAna, sthitine pAmI jIvAtmAo, rAjAo, nAkara, cAkara, khane che. eka ArasapahANanA e kakaDAe che. temAMthI ekanI pratimA ane che. ane tenu pUjana thAya che, mANase pAye lAgI stuti kare che. ane bIjAnA seApAna, pagathIA ane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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458 te sthAna vizeSane laIne ja. A mujaba sAMbhaLa, pradhAne kahyu ke, tamA paNa dharmanA sAkSAt prabhAva dekhaze tyAre mAnaze ne ! " ' hA ' jarUra mAnIza. pradhAna vratadhArI hAvAthI dararoja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, prabhupUjA, sadgurUnI upAsanA, prANIe pratye anukaMpA, guNAnurAga ane zAstrazravaNa vigere dhArmika kriyAemAM ALasa karatA nahi. eka divase sAmAyika thaela nahAvAthI, rAtrImAM sAmAyika karIne AtmadhyAnamAM rahelA che. cAkIdAra banI potAnA doSAne dUra karI rahelA che tevAmAM prajApAla rAjAe. rAjya saMbadhI mahAt kA Avela hovAthI, eka subhaTane, pradhAnane lAvavA mATe mekalyA. subhaTe pradhAnanI pAse AvIne kahyuM. mahAn kA Avela hAvAthI mahArAjA tamAne jaldI AvavAnuM kahe che. mATe jaldI Ave. pradhAne kahyu` ke, atyAre AtmacintavanamAM '. mATe AvI zakIza nahi. savAramAM ja AvavAnuM anI zakaze. A mujaba subhaTe sAMbhaLI AvIne rAjAne kahyuM. krodhAtura banI rAjAe subhaTane kahyuM ke, atyAre na Ave te kaheje ke, pradhAnapadanI mudrikA pAchI Ape ane pradhAnapadathI kharatarapha karavAmAM Ave che. subhaTe pradhAnanI pAse AvI, rAjAe kahelI bInA kahI. pradhAne mudrikA pAchI subhaTane ApI. kAraNa ke AtmadhyAnanA prabhAva, mudrikA karatAM atyaMta mAnatA hatA. have subhaTe mudrikA lIdhI. ane gammata, kautuka karavA pAte paherIne khIjA subhaTo AgaLa kahevA lAgyA. are tame dekhA ? huM pradhAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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459 chuM. tamAre mArI AjJA mAnavI. A mujaba belI rahe che. tevAmAM zatrurAjAe A rAjAnA, dhArmika ane pravINa pradhAnane mArI nAMkhavA mekalelA, zastradhArI subhaTee. talavAra vaDe kautuka karavA banela subhaTanI katala karI. kAraNa ke, te subhaTee tene sAro pradhAna mAnyuM hatuM. rAjAe mudrikA levA mekalela subhaTane pradhAne mArI naMkhAvela mAnI, atyaMta kapAtura banI pradhAnane ghera AvatAM, bIjA subhaTee mokalelA subhaTanI bIne kahI. mahArAjA dekhe te kharA. Atmadharmane, tenA cintavanane ke prabhAva che. ApaNe prabhAva, te pradhAna AgaLa vRthA gaye. pradhAna pAsethI lIdhelI mudrikA, maLela subhaTe paherI ane kahevA lAgyuM ke, huM pradhAna chuM. amArI AjJA tamAre mAnavI. A mujaba sAMbhaLI zatrurAjAnA subhaToe tene mArI nAMkhyo.. pradhAna bacI gaye. rAjAne acaMba thaye. tyArabAda savAramAM pradhAne rAjAne kahyuM ke, AtmadhyAnamAM rahevAthI ja mAruM rakSaNa thayuM. anyathA mAryo jAta. rAjAe have dharmanuM kula sAkSAta dekhI, bAravratanI ArAdhanApUrvaka AtmadhyAnamAM rahevA mATe kALajI rAkhI. rAjA ane pradhAna dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA hovAthI prajA paNa dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgI. eTale vrata niyamane dhAraNa karavApUrvaka dharmadhyAnamAM rahevAnI jarUra che. kAraNa ke, tenA ge vina, vipatti vigere dUra khase che. ane AmahIro parakhAya che. keTalAka ema kahetA saMbhaLAya che ke, "bIjAone For Private And Personal Use Only

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460 mArIne maravuM. " bhayapAmI, agara nAzI jaIne maravuM nahi. paraMtu khIjAe kANu kANu che. tene khabara na hAvAthI ema mAnI beThelA hAya che ke, sAme AvelA zatruene mArIne maravuM. temAM te ghaNuM jokhama ane vaira virodhAdine pAra nathI. kadAca bahAranA zatruone mArI jIvatA rahe. te paNa mAranArane zAMti kAMthI thAya ? kAraNa ke vairivaredhanI para parAnI bhayaMkaratA nAza pAmI nathI. mATe A temanu mantavya asatya che, ane durgatimAM *sAvanAra che. satya tA antaranA zatrue, jevA ke, rAga, dveSa, mAhujanya karmo baMdhAya che, ane tenA cege je, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha vigere ja che. teene vratAdikanI ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka AtmadhyAna dvArA haThAvavA. ane AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhavuM. te krodhAdine mArIne maravuM. jethI uttarAttara AtmAti sadhAya, ane anukrame AtmA, zuddha, potAnA svarUpe AvI nivAsa kare. ane lavAbhavanI paraparA TaLe. sadgurU kahe che ke, jyAre AtmA, rAga, dveSa ane mehArdikathI mukta bane che. tyAre zuddha svarUpI tathA nityAnityavilAsI, ane pudgaleAthI nyAre varte che, ane leAkAleAka prakAzI ane che, tathA anaMtasukhane akSaya khajAnA haiAvAthI sarvathA, sadA ane satra satya sukhamAM jhIle che. AvA AtmAne zuddha svarUpI karavA mATe, are sAdhubhAIe temaja naranArIe lakSyamAM rAkhI vyavahAranA kAryo kara, ane AtmadhyAnanA caiAge, antarAtmA banI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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46 paramapadane prApta karI. antarAtmA banyA sivAya tame karela vyavahAra vRthA jaze. ane karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa banaze. bhale pachI jagatamAM kuzaLa, pravINa gaNAtA he. ane prasiddhi pAmela che. tethI antarAtmA banAtu nathI. antarAtmA jyAre AtmAnubhava pAme che. tyAre te anubhava kevo che. te mukhe kahI zakAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke, te arUpI che. rUparaMga vinAne che. e te je pAme, te tene anubhava kare. saMsAranA vikArI sukhane anubhava kahI zakAtuM nathI. te. pachI nirvikArI anubhava sukha kyAMthI mukhe kahI zakAya.. mATe evA nirvikArI anubhavane lakSyamAM dhArI rAkho. A pramANe attarAtmA banI, Atma svarUpe jyAre khelavA. mAMDaze, ramaNatA karaze tyAre, bhavanI paraMparA mUlamAMthI nAza pAmI, saMsAra sAgaranI pAra javAze. A mujaba varyA vinA Adhi, vyAdhi vigerene pAra AvatuM nathI. khAvApIvAnI tathA parivAra vigerenI cintA heya nahi te. paNa, attaranA rAga, dveSa, meha vigere zatruo beThA che. te japavA detA nathI. Adhi, vyAdhi karavAnA ja. mATe he samaju zANuo? manuSyajanma pAmIne Atmatatvane prApta karavAnuM TANuM, avasara rUDo malya che. mATe pramAda karaze nahi. A avasara vAre vAre maLatA nathI. avasare khetI pAke che. yuvAnImAM AtmakalyANa, dharmakriyA sArI rIte thAya che. bALakone prAyaH dharmakiyAmAM prema hete. nathI. vRddhAvasthAmAM tAkAta ochI thatI jAya che. mATe yuvA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #535
462 nImAM AtmakalyANa sAdhavA taiyAra rahevuM joIe. pacrasavALA bhejanamAM tathA vividha saMgIta sAMbhaLavAmAM temaja mojamajAmAM je premarasa che. te mujaba Atmahita sAdhavAmAM prema rAkhazo eTale zivavadhune varavAmAM prIti rAkhaze to, sarva saMkaTa, vipatti nAza pAmaze. ane avinAzIpaNuM prApta karaze. avinAzIpaNu tamArI sattAmAM samAela che. jyAre te prApta karaze tyAre guNagaNunA bhaMDAra banaze. tamArAmAM sattAe kevalyajJAna paNa raheluM che. paraMtu AtmadhyAnanA ge sarvathA, sadA karmala nAza pAmaze tyAre ja te, avinAzIpaNuM ane sAthe sAthe maLela kevalajJAnanA svAmI banaze. te mATe sadgurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, AtmAnI ramaNatAnA yoge, jhagamaga tinA vilAsI banazo. svasvarUpamAM nirantara jhIlyA karaze. mATe saMsAranI bhUlabhUlAmaNamAM phasAze nahi. je saMsAranA cakravyuhamAM sapaDAyA te, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, adekhAI vigere je meha nRpanA ddhAo che. te tamane AtmAnI oLakhANa karavA deze nahi. ane vArevAre dine ubhA karaze. eka zeDanI mAphaka-eka dhanADhya zeThane cAra putro tathA putrIo vigereno ghaNo parivAra hatA. te saghaLo parivAra te zeThanI marajI mujaba ajJAne uThAvI sarva kAmo karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatuM nathI. tethI zeThane ghaNe AnaMda paDato. paraMtu te parivAramAMthI kaI mAMdu paDatuM agara For Private And Personal Use Only

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413 vyAdhigrasta banatuM tyAre temane ghaNo kaMTALo Avate. tathA vepAramAM jyAre yatheccha lAbha maLate nahi tyAre nirAza banI cintAmAM baLatA. paNa temane eTalI mAluma hatI nahi ke, saMsAramAM sarvathA anukuLatA kayAMthI rahe! bhale pachI pite ema mAne ke, saMsAra sonAnI thALI jevo che. paNa tene leDhAnI mekha lAgatA vilaMba thatuM nathI. AvA saMsAramAM putrAdi parivAranA ge sukha mAnavAmAM buddhimattA mAnavI te, bAlizatA kahevAya. yuvAnImAM to vaibhavavilAsanA ge sukha jevuM bhAsyuM. paNa vRddhAvasthAmAM tAkAta ochI thatAM ane putraparivAra AnaMdamAM mahAlate hovAthI tathA pitAne vyAdhioe gherI lIdhela hovAthI ghaNe kheda, valepAta karavA lAgyA. kAraNa ke dhAryA mujaba khavAtuM nathI khAte jAya te ajIrNa thAya, temaja ulTI thAya. AvI sthitimAM sonAnI thALImAM leDhAnI mekha jevuM banatuM hovAthI zAMti kyAMthI hoya ? paraMtu juvAnImAM dharmakriyAnA ge AtmAnI vicAraNA karI dhyAna karyuM hota te, sarva duHkho sahana thAta. ane zubha bhAvanAnA ge cintA. kheda, dveSAdi raheta nahi. ane mamatva paNa khasatuM jAta. have te zeThane Akhara sthiti AvI lAgI. pathArImAMthI umA thavAtuM nathI. temaja belI zakAtuM nathI. tethI temanA putro kahevA lAgyA. bApajI! have manamAM sArI bhAvanA bhAvIne, rAgadveSa mahAdikane tyAga kare. ane tamArI IcchA hoya te sAta kSetromAM tamArI samakSa dAna karIye. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #537
anumodananA vege tamane puNya baMdhAze. Ama kahIne cAra pAMca hajAra rUpiyAnI thelIo tenI AgaLa mUkI. zeThe IsAra karyo che. A saghaLI thelIe mArI chAtI upara mUke. eTale mane zAMti thAya. putroe kahyuM ke, je chAtI upara mUkIzuM te tarata maraNa pAmaze. bhale maraNa pAmIza. paNa sAthe Avaze ne ! bApajI! eka rUpiye paNa sAthe Avaze nahi. ane ekatra karela dhanamAM je mamatA raheze te sApa thaze. ane amone pajavaze. mATe ame dAna karIe. tame anumodanA kare. tethI je puNyabaMdha thaela haze te ja sAthe Avaze. paNa yuvAnImAM dhana kamAvAmAM atyaMta prema hovAthI, Akhara sthitimAM anamedanA paNa kyAMthI thAya? te te IsAra karavA pUrvaka bolyA ke, mArI chAtI upara ja mUko. mUko.A mujaba dekhI putra tathA parivAra hasavA lAge. samyagajJAnIne kheda thayA vinA rahe ke? mATe sazurU kahe che ke, yuvAnImAM ja Atmatatvane prApta karavA tatpara banavuM. paravastuomAM rAcAmAcI rahevAthI satyajJAna, dhyAnanA lahAvA maLe kyAMthI ? have sadugurU sUrIzvarajI AtmasvarUpa prApta karavA chatrIzamA padanI racanA karavA pUrvaka upadeza Ape che ke, zuddhine prApta karavA jJAna meLave. (manasA mAlinIe jIva gorakha-e rAga). nirbhaya brahmarUpI tuM sadA che, te kyAM anyamAM upAdAna kAraNa thakI nahiM, bhinna tuM ke kAlamAM; For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #538
465 zuddha mAraga oLakhIne, ulaTa mAraga mA cAla. nirbhaya, zA jhAMjhavAnA pANI jevI, juThI mAyA jALajI; bhramaNAmAMhI bhUlI hAlama, dhUlI zira mA DAla. nirbhaya rA sUraja vAdaLa vIMTIco paNa, kadI nahI badalAyajI; dhyAna vAyu yoge tArU, zuddha rUpe pragaTAya. nirbha20 rA ApoApa vicAra haMsA, huM soDahaM dhyAnajI; buddhisAgara AtamA so, siddha buddha bhagavAna. nirbhaya ThA sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara surIzvarajI, Atmatatvane anyamAM zodhanArane upadeza Ape che ke, are mAnava? bahAranA padArthomAM zedha karanArane Atmatattva kadApi anubhavamAM Avaze nahi. je potAnI pAse rahela hoya te anyatra zedhatAM kyAMthI maLaze ! tAre AtmA sattAe nirbhaya ane brahmarUpI, jJAnamayI che. tene sadA zodha? ene anubhava AvatAM tene anyatra zodhavAnuM raheze nahi. upAdAna kAraNathI kaI paNa kAlamAM te tenAthI judo nathI. jJAna, darzanAdi tArAmAM sadAya raheluM che. mATe zuddha mAge gamana karI teone prApta kara. hAlamAM je mArge tuM cAlI rahela che, 20 For Private And Personal Use Only

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466 te unmA che. tene tyAga karavApUrvaka upAdAnanA je je sAdhanA che, te mAge jarUra cAla ? tethI tuM nirbhIya anIza. cintA, zeka, sa MtApa raheze nahi. nahitara anyathA mArge gamana karatAM akathya vipattiomAM phasAvu paDaze. mATe samajI, saMkaTo Ave nahi te mujaba sAdhane meLavavA mATe kAzIza karavI joie. AtmatattvanI prApti karatAM ghaNA vighnA Ave te paNu, pAchaLa haThavuM nahi ja viSayavilAsanI vAsanA rahelI hAvAthI, dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM ALasa Avaze. paNa teNIne dUra karavI. ALasathI sAdhanA hAte te paNa sAdhya sadhAtuM nathI. ALasa, zatru samAna che. teNIne dUra karavA jevI che. pramAdanA cege, ALasanA cege, ghaNA DhASA sevAya che. ane kharAba seAkhatanA ceAge, madya, mAMsa, viSaya, kaSAya ane vikathAnI vAte pyArI lAge che, alaphyamAM prema jAge che. mATe Atmadharmane doSita karanAra evA pramAdane dUra karI, AtmatattvanA AvirbhAva karanAra upadeza ApanAra, sadagurU pAse sadA javuM. temanA upadezAmRtanuM pAna karavu'. haiyAmAM pacAvavu, tethI pramAda dUra thaze. temaja Atmadharma ne oLakhavA mATe prema jAgaze. prema jAgyA pachI kAInI irSyA, adekhAI karatA nahi. adekhAi karavAthI je prema jAgyA che, te doSita banaze. ane te prema khasavA mAMDaze. eka nagaramAMthI cAra mitrA paradezanI musApharIe nikaLyA che. paNa mAMhAmAMhe IrSyA dhAraNa karatA haiAvAthI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #540
keIne koIne vizvAsa nathI. badhAyane dhanADhya banI vaibhavamAM mahAlavuM che. paNa dhana vinA vaibhavavilAsa maLe nahi. tethI sAthe sAthe nikaLyA. musApharI karatAM eka gADha jaMgalamAM AvIne thAkI gaela hovAthI pIMpaLAnA vRkSa nIce ArAma levA beThA. tyAM vananA phalenI prApti thaela hovAthI zrama utaryo. ane rAtrImAM paNa te jagyAe rahyA. cAra mitro paikI eka cokI kare che. ane traNa mitre uMghI gayA. tevAmAM pIpaLAnA jhADa upara rahelA deve teonI mitrAcArI kevI che. tenI parIkSA karavA eka senAne purUSa laTakAvyo. ane bolavA mAMDyuM ke, pahu! pahu! A mujaba sAMbhaLIne ceka karatA mitre kahyuM "paTa" sonAne purUSa nIce paDyo. te dekhI tenuM mana lalacAyuM. ane vicAra karavA lAge che, je traNa mitra nidrAvaza banyA che. te jAgrata thayA pachI bhAga mAgaze. mATe bIjA sthale Ane dATI dauM. Ama vicAra karI bhUmimAM tene dA. eka pahora vItyA pachI bIje jAgrata thaye. prathama mitra uMghI gaye. tyArapachI prathamanI mAphaka sonAne bIjo purUSa, bolavAthI teNe paNa kahyuM ke, paDe. paDe. paDelA purUSano prathamane mitra tathA bIjA be mitre bhAga mAgaze. Ama vicAra karIne bIjAe paNa anyatra tene dATo. A mujaba vArApharatI jAgIne cAre mitro senAnA purUSane dATI AvyA. ane anya anya bhAga mAge nahi te mATe mArI nAMkhavAne vicAra karavA lAgyA. deve kahyuM ke, tame For Private And Personal Use Only

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468 mAMhomAMhe mAravA taiyAra thayA che. te, tamArI mitrAcArI kayAM gaI! nIkaLyA cho kamAvA khAtara, ane arasaparasa senAnA purUSane bhAga mAgaze! Ama dhArI zA mATe maravA taiyAra thaela che. tamane darekane. sonAne purUSa maLela che. tenI tamane mAluma nathI. paraMtu tamArI IrSyA, adekhAIthI te purUSe tamArA hAthamAM Avaze nahi. cAlyA jAo. A mujaba keTalAka ajJAnI. manuSya, dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM tatpara bane che. paNa, mAtsa ne tyAga karatA nathI. prathama pramAda te hatuM. temAM IrSyA, adekhAInA ge dharmakriyAone paNa tethI doSita banAve che. ane pAchA babaDe che ke, dharmakiyA karatA yatheccha phala maLatuM nathI. kaho? AmAM kone doSa! karanArane ke kriyAno dharmakiyA karanArane ja kahevAya. tathA AtmadharmanI ArAdhana karanArAoe kadAgraha rAkhave nahi. aneka daSTi dvArA tapAsa karavI. tethI dharmanI ArAdhanA rUDI rIte thAya che. ane phalavatI bane che. anyathA jhagaDA, bakheDA thAya, ane ArAdhanAmAMthI pAchaLa haThAya. kAraNa ke, kadAgrahanA mege krodha, mAnAdika upasthita thAya che. tethI karelI ArAdhanA phalAvatI banatI nathI. viparIta banI unmArge laI jAya che. kadAgrahathI utpanna thaela kola, dAvAnala je kahevAya che. dharmakiyA sAthe zArIrika, mAnasika zaktione paNa haNI nAkhe che. pachI saMtApa, paritApane pAra rahetuM nathI. tyArapachI daMbha, kapaTa, prapaMca karIne paNa dhArmika tarIke prasiddha For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #542
460 thavAnI abhilASA thAya. A mujaba vartana karavAthI te durgatine baMdha paDe. tethI je vidhi darzAvela che, te mujaba dharmanI ArAdhanA karavI. avidhine tyAga kare. tathA kusaMgati thAya tene tyAga karavo jarUrI che. kharAba sobatathI AtmadharmanI ArAdhanAmAM zaMka, kAMkSA, vigere ubhA thaze. tethI dharmane badale adharmamAM sapaDAvuM paDaze. tethI pramAdanuM adhika jora vadhaze. nyAya, pramANiktA paNa raheze nahi. mANasAInA badale pazutA hAjara thaze. mATe kugurUnI saMgatine tyAga kare te paNa agatyanuM che. kAraNa, zuddha rItie temanI sebata, dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM punaH punaH vine ubhA kare che. AvA AvA dene nivAraze tyAre AtmadharmanI ArAdhanA karavA samartha banaze. mATe dene dUra karavA kALajI rAkhavI. ane AtmatatvanA je sAdhana chetemAM prema rAkha. mohamamatAnI jaMjAlamAM Asakta banavuM nahi. te te jhAMjhavAnA jala jevI che. satya nathI. tethI asatya mArge javuM nahi. kSaNa vinAzI mAyAnI jAlamAM je Asakta banyA che, mugdha banyA che. tenI kevI dazA thaI che tenI khabara tapAsa kare. sazurU kahe che ke, AvI bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDI mAthAmAM dhUlI nAMkhe nahi. tamAre AtmA karmakAdavathI dabAela che. nAza pAmela ja nathI. te kAdavane dUra karaze tyAre te pitAnA svarUpe jhaLahaLI uThaze. vAdaLAne laIne sUryanuM teja dabAela hoya che. te vAdaLA jyAre vAyunA roge For Private And Personal Use Only

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Yoo khasI jAya che tyAre sUrya satyarUpe prakAze che. te mujaba AtmAnuM satya svarUpa prakAzaze. saddagurU pharamAve che ke, vAdaLAnA ge sUrya DhaMkAI rahela che, paNa kadApi badalAta nathI. mATe dhyAna vAyudvArA vAdaLAne khaseDe. dhyAna, sadgurU kahe te mujaba karo. kaI paNa viSaya sukhanI IcchA rAkhe nahi. tevI IcchA rAkhavAthI vikalpa, saMkalpa vadhyA karaze. sadgurUnI vANI sAMbhaLaze kharA, paNa te mujaba vartana karavA samartha banaze nahi. "saMsAranI AMTIghUMTIthI kaMTALela bhakta, sadgurU pAse AvI namratApUrvaka kahevA lAge ke, sUrIzvarajI ? e kImIyo batAve ke, cintA, zoka, saMtApAdi dUra bhAge. sadgurUjIe kahyuM ke, are mahAnubhAva? vintA, vale pAtAdine dUra khaseDavA hoya, agara bIjIvAra thAya nahi te mATe prathama deva tathA manuSya saMbaMdhI je viSayasukhanI AzaMsA, abhilASAo che. tene tyAga karo. pachI jInezvaranI pUjApUrvaka guNAnurAgI bane. guNAnurAgI banavAthI jInezvaranA guNane AvavAne avakAza maLe che. pachI temanA guNe ane pitAne guNene mukAbale karavAthI dhyAna karavAnI yogyatA prApta thAya che. jayAre barAbara dhyAnamAM sthiratA thAya che tyAre ja, cintA, saMtApa vigere dUra bhAge che. je AzaMsA rahI jAya te dhyAnamAM barAbara sthiratA thatI nathI. mATe dhyAna karavAnI abhilASAvALI koIpaNa vyaktie tenI IcchA, AzAne jarUra tyAga karave joIe ja. te sivAya cintA, valepA For Private And Personal Use Only

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47 tAdi TaLatA nathI. A kImI sukhazAMti prApta karavAne che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI te bhakti kahyuM ke, IcchA, AzA, AzaMsA rAkhIza nahi. mATe. mane dhyAna karavAnuM zikSaNa Api. gurUdeve tenI parIkSA levA kahyuM ke, dhyAna karIne kenI abhilASA rAkhIza? deva thavAnI ke manuSya thavAnI? teNe kahyuM ke devatvamAM temaja manuSyapaNAmAM ghaNI sukhazAMti prApta thAya che. sadUgurUdeve kahyuM ke, te manuSyapaNAne prApta karyuM che. to tane sukhazAMti hevI joIe. "nahi, nahi." gurUmahArAja ! duHkhane pAra nathI. te pramANe devalekamAM paNa cintAe te rahevAnI ja. A mujaba sAMbhaLI kahyuM ke adyApi tuM dhyAnane lAyaka banyuM nathI. mATe samyagujJAnane prApta karI jyAre kaI paNa bhavanI IcchA rAkhIza nahi ane te saMbaMdhI sukhazAtAne nivArIza tyAre vikalpa ane saMkalpa thaze nahi. pachI dhyAnanI egyatA prApta thaze. mATe samyagajJAna meLavI, saghaLI IcchAone tyAga karavApUrvaka ane mokSamArganI abhilASA rAkhI mArI pAse Avaje. temaja samyagrajJAna meLavavA Agama, zAstranuM zravaNa karavAnuM bhUlate nahi. tathA vairAgya, saMvegane raMga barobara lAge tevA pustako paNa vAMcaje. tethI saMsAranI asAratAnA ge viSayasukhanI je mIThAza che te khasI jaze. tyArapachI anitya, azaraNa vigere bAra bhAvanA che. te bhAvyA karaje. A mujaba mokSamArgane khyAla Avaze. A sivAya zoka, saMtApa vigerene dUra karavAne upAya nathI. temaja punaH For Private And Personal Use Only

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472 sAMbhaLa? antarAtmA banyA sivAya uparokta upadeza, keTalAkane pasaMda paDatuM nathI. mATe Apela upadeza haiyAmAM rItasara dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka antarAtmA banI AtmAnA guNe tarapha draSTi rAkhavAnI jarUra che. tathA je attaradaSTAenI Atmamukha, agara antaramukha banavAnI yA mAnavatA, naitikatA, pramANiktAne vikasAvI, vizvamaitrI sAdhavAnI zIkhAmaNa bhUlI jaIe te, AjanI A vijJAnika AvikAronI udbhaTa javAlA, jagatane vAstavika vikAsanA mArga parathI khaseDI, pracaMDa ezvarya, sattAmara ane udbhaTa vilAsanA ghera aMdhakAramAM ghasaDI jaI, vinAzanI bhISaNa khINamAM paTakI devAmAM phAvI jAya. matalaba e che ke, bahivikAsanI pravRttidhArA, antara vikAsanI mukhyatAe cAlavI joIe. eTale vijJAna ane AtmavikAsadharma e be paraspara maLelA hovA joIe. A bane sugya rIte sthApita thavA joIe. te ja abhyadaya ane nizcaya sane mArga maLI rahe. mATe antara daSTi rAkhI vyavahAranA kAryo karatA paNa kharAba vicAro khasavA mAMDe. ane paropakAra karavAnI utkaTa bhAvanA jAge che. maraNane paNa te bhAvanAnA ge parepakArane karavA cUkatA nathI. koI nagaranA nRpane parAjaya karI, tene rAjyavaibhava tathA sAdhana sAmagrIne lUMTI levA mATe, eka balavAnuM rAjA, ghaNA subhaTanuM sanma laI yuddha karavA AvyuM. prathamanA nRpe yuddhamAM zUravIratA dAkhavI. chatAM phAvI zako For Private And Personal Use Only

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473 nahi. tethI sArI sArI vastuo tathA parivArane laIne nAsI gaye. caDhI Avela rAjAne phAvaTa AvI. ane sinikane kahyuM ke, have nagaranI prajAne lUMTI, sAme Ave tene mArI nAMkhe. ane je prajA mArI AjJA mAne nahi te nagarane saLagAvI mUko. A mujaba sAMbhaLI sinike taiyAra thAya che. te velAye nAsI gayela rAjAnA mahAbhAge nAmanA pradhAne, pelA rAjAne kahyuM ke, AvI kuratA bharelI AjJA tamAre ApavI na joIe. AjJAne amala sinike kare te prajAnI sAthe pazupaMkhIo paNa nAza pAme. te pachI tame tenA upara rAjya calAvaze. temaja dunyavI rAjyanI khAtara AvI ghora hiMsA karavI te tamArA jevA rAjAne zobhAspada nathI. rAjyavaibhava, maitrIbhAvanA ane pradabhAvanA vigere suMdara bhAvanA ane pravRtti dvArA zobhe che. tathA tame hayAta hazo tyAMsudhI rahevAnA. tyArapachI atre paDI raheze. are ! cakavata, balade, vAsudeve, bhAratavarSanA svAmI hatA. jenA siMhanAdathI saghaLI dharatI dhrujatI hatI. teo paNa sarvasva-vaibhavano tyAga karI AyuSya khatama thaye paraleke gayA. sAthe jamInane TukaDe paNa laI gayA nahi. te te sAhAbI vigere tamArI sAthe Avaze ! karUNAbhAva lAvavApUrvaka, nagarane lUMTavAnI ane bALavAnI AjJA ApI che. teNIne baMdha karAve. A mujaba sAMbhaLIne, A kura rAjAne kAMIka samajaNa, sAna AvI. ne kahyuM ke, dayAnA dariyA pradhAnajI? tame popakArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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74. che. te khabara paDI. tamArA kahyA pramANe sainikane AjJA ApuM chuM. paNa kyAM sudhI ke, A uMDA sarovaramAM paDIne tame bahAra nIkaLe nahi tyAM sudhI kAramI katala calAvavA AjJA ApIza nahi. ATaluM ja tamArU mAna rAkhIza. pradhAne "hA" bhaNane gaMbhIra uMDA sarovaramAM DUbakI mArI. pachI vicAra kare che ke, je bahAra nIkaLIza te A kura rAjA prajAne herAna, parezAna karaze. jethI dareka prajA tathA pazupANIe nAza pAmaze. tenA karatAM bhale mArA ekalAnuM maraNa thAya, Ama vicArI sarovaramAM vacce thAMbhale hatuM temAM pitAnA zarIra, dehane vastravaDe bAMdhI rAkhe. maraNa thayuM chatAM bahAra nIkaLe nahi ja. traNa divasa thayA paNa bahAra nikaLela na hovAthI tathA tapAsa karatAM baMdhAela hovAthI A rAjAne karUNuM AvI ne vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, dhanya che A pradhAnane ? maraNa pAmyA chatAM sarevaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo nahi. jA mAre paNa belyA mujaba pAlana karavuM. A mIThA mAnavIe mIThAza maraNate paNa rAkhI. mAre paNa dayA lAvI kAramI katala karavI joIe nahi. te ja mANasAI rahe. nahitara pazu karatAM adhama gaNAIza. Ama vicArI katala karI nahi. ane pAcho gaye. prathama rAjA hAjara che. ane pradhAnanA guNo gAvA lAgyA. A mujaba vartana rAkhavAmAM Ave te ja pradhAnanI mAphaka antarAtmA banAya che. ane antarAtmA banyA pachI AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya che ane Adara vadhe For Private And Personal Use Only

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75 che. ane dhyAnamAM sthiratA jAme che. saddagurU buddhisAgarajI kahe che ke, are saMvegI suMdara ? vyAvahArika kAryomAM nilepa rahI AtmAne bhUlate nahi. dharmadhyAnanA ge Atmatattva oLakhAze. mATe are haMsA? ApoApa AtmAne vicAra karavApUrvaka " huM-ha" kahetAM AtmA hu pite chuM.. anya para che. ene anubhava Avaze. pachI buddhisAgara, je AtmA che te paramAtmA banaze. mATe pramAdane tyAga karo. have sadgurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI, vaLI upadeza ApatAM sADatrIzamA padanI racanA kare che ke, are bhAgyazAlIe? vikathAnI vAtono tyAga karI AtmAnA guNanI vAta karaze te paNa lahera Avaze. te pachI AtmAne anubhava thatAM laDera kema nahi Ave. sAMbhaLe? anubhava AtmAnI vAta karatAM, laherI sukhanI Avaze. (rAgamanasA mAlinI) rogI nahi tuM bhagI nahI tuM, jADo nahI talabhAra, dehamAM vasiye mAyA rasiyA, anupage dhAra. anubhava tujathI sahu zodhAya vahAlA, Adi nahIM tuja aMtajI, mAyAmAM mastAna thaI tuM, lAkha corAzI bhamaMta. anu terA For Private And Personal Use Only

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476 parabhAve bhAna bhUlI, Tharyo nahi eka ThAmajI; pAda heThaLa Rddhi paragaTa, dekhe nahIM duHkha dhAma. anu merI daiva sAhiba rIjhIne tane, ApI naranI dehajI, sAdhya siddhi sAdhI le tuM, mAgyA varasyA meha. anu. jA huM huM dhyAna ge, jANe Atma jyota che; buddhisAgara bhAnu pragaTe, thAya bhuvana udyota. anubhava paNa sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, are bhAgyazAlI ? duniyAnI sukha, duHkhanI vAta karavAmAM te ghaNe rasi banela che. tenI vAta karavAmAM tane keTale lAbha maLe? te te kahe? gurUdeva? vAta karavAmAM koIpaNa lAbha maLyo nathI ja. vAta karavAnI Teva paDelI hevAthI phegaTa vakhata jAya che. chatAM te Teva mukAtI nathI. e kaI upAya batAve che, tevI bUrI Teva khaze. tevI vAta karavAnI IcchA thAya nahi. gurUdeve kahyuM ke, evI vikathAnI vAta karavAnI Teva kharese tene upAya batAvuM. paNa tuM dararoja amArI pAse AvIne bese te upAya batAvI zakAya? kadAcit ghaNe saMtApa, valepAta thAya che. tyAre ja Ave che. ane vaMdanA kare che. e te ThIka nahi. dararoja amArI pAse AvI upadeza sAMbhaLavAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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477 jarUra che ghaNuM sArU gurUdeva? dararoja AvIne sAMbhaLIza. Aje te upadeza Ape. gurUdeva kahe che ke, are mahAnubhAva ? tuM duniyAnI je vAto kare che. ane raMgIle banela che te konA. AdhAre ! tathA je pazcIza kriyAo kare che. te paNa kone laIne ! te kahe. tuM, ema kahIza ke zarIranA AdhAre. ThIka che. paNa zarIra jenA AdhAre TakI rahelA che! te barAbara vicAra ane viveka karIne kahe. gurUdeva ? vicAra ane viveka karatAM tamArI kRpAthI mAluma paDe che ke, AtmAnA AdhAre. barAbara kahyuM. te pachI dareka kiyAne AdhAra AtmA che. te tenI vAta karavI joIe ja. AtmAe anAdikAlathI rAga, dveSa, mahAdivaDe arthadaMDa, anarthadaMDa karavApUrvaka ghaNuM duHkha veThayA che. have kayAMsudhI te duHkha veThavA che! saMsAramAM lAbha vinAnI vAto karavI te paNa anarthadaMDa che. phegaTa artha vinA daMDAvuM paDe che. AvI anarthadaMDanI vAta keNa kare ? jeNe saddagurUne upadeza sAMbhaLyo nathI te. cAla ? AtmAnI vAta karIe. jethI AnaMdanI lahera Avaze. laheranA AdhAre sarva cintAo ane zeka, saMtApa ghaNe satAvaze nahi. tuM kahetAM, tArA dehamAM nivAsa karIne rahela AtmA, te te regI nathI. tathA bhegI nathI. sukhI, duHkhI paNa nathI. paraMtu dunyavI kriyA dvArA ATheya karmo baMdhAela hevAthI, regI, bhegI, sukhI, dukhI, banya For Private And Personal Use Only

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che. te karmone dUra khaseDavAmAM Ave te ajarAmara banI anaMtazuddhi ane sukhane svAmI thAya. temaja te AtmA jADe, pAtaLe, TUMke, lAMbe paNa nathI. khAte pote paNa nathI. te nirAkAra ane aAhArI che. paNa bhramaNAnA tathA mithyAvAdinA vege, regI, bhegI manAya che mATe upadezAmRtanuM pAna karI viSasamAna, mithyAtva vigerene tyAga kara. ane AjJAnusAre vartana kara. saMsAranI kriyAo cAreya gatimAM paribhramaNa karAve che. ane AtmAnI vAte karatAM tenA vartana dvArA saMsAra sAgara pAra utarAya che. hAlamAM je saMtApa, paritApAdika thAya che. tenuM kAraNa mehamAyA, mamatAnA phaMdAmAM phasAvAthI ja, amulya devadurlabha mAnavadehamAM vasiye ane temAM rasi bane. ane temAM rahelA AtmAnI saMbhALa rAkhI nahi. tenuM kAraNa! satyazAMti meLavavA mATe upayoga rAkhyo nahi. anupayogathI TIcAvAnuM thAya che. ane hAthe karelA haiyAmAM vAge che. barobara upagAbhAve mahAna samrATuM hoya te paNa mUrkha Thare che. eka kaI bAdazAha mahelanA jharUkhe pharI rahela che. tevAmAM putravadhune levA mATe tenA sAsarIyA Ave che. ane mAtapitA-parivAra teNIne vaLAve che; kanyA, priya mAtA-pitA ane sakhIone viyega thato hovAthI rUdana karI rahela che teNIne raDatI dekhI bAdazAha gussAmAM AvatA pAse rahela dIvAnane puche che ke, A chokarI kema For Private And Personal Use Only

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478 raDe che ! pradhAne kahyuM ke, teNIne laI javA mATe tene pati vigere Avela che. have A, mAtapitAne tathA goThaNane prema mukave paDaze. Ama dhArI raDe che. A sAMbhaLI bInaupayogathI ekadama pradhAnane AjJA ApI ke, jamAIo, kanyAone bahu raDAve che. mATe jeTalA jamAI hoya teTalA badhAne phAMsIe caDhAvo ? pradhAna catura hatA. te vakhate sAme javAba Ape te bAdazAha adhika gusse thAya. Ama vicArI pratikAra karyA vinA nagaranI bahAra, eka sonAnI, eka rUpAnI ane bIjI lAkaDAnI phAMsIo taiyAra karI bAdazAhane te jovA mATe laI gaye. bAdazAhe kahyuM ke, A senAnI ane rUpAnI phAMsI kene mATe banAvI che! pradhAne kahyuM ke, eka ApanA mATe ane bIjI mArA mATe. A sivAyanI prajAne mATe kAraNa ke, tame tathA huM paNa jamAI chIe. ane bIjAo paNa jamAI haze. have bAdazAhane khyAla Avyo ke, upayoga vinAnuM jema tema phe ke rAkhavuM te mUrkhamAM TharavA jevuM bane. pradhAna ? A saghaLI phAMsIone dUra kare. mAre koI jamAIne mAravA nathI. A mujaba saMsAranA rasiyAo evuM karI bese, evuM bolI bese ke, pitAnA gaLe paNa phAMsI AvI lAge. je tuM upaga rAkhIza te, jenI Adi nathI tathA aMta nathI e AtmA parakhAze. mAyAmAM mastAna thaela hevAthI, deha, geha, patnI, putrAdika parigrahamAM Asakta banavAthI ja anaMta saMsAramAM bhamavuM paDela che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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reo tathA AtmasvarUpane bhUlI parabhAve ramaNa karatAM kadApi ThAma DhAM nathI. have jo samajaNa AvI hoya teA, samyajJAna, dana, cAritrathI yukta banI AtmAnA svarUpane oLakhIza to tArI pAse ja, pada heThaLa rIddhi, siddhi ane zuddhi rahelI che. tethI du:khanuM dhAma dekhIza nahi ja. kAraNa ke, satyazuddhi vigere pragaTa thatAM koI prakAranI khAmI rahetI nathI. mATe udyamavaMta khana. daivasAhie, eTale puNyAdaye rIjhIne manuSyadeha ApyA che. tathA anukulatA paNa ApI che. mATe sAdhya sAdhI levA cUkavu nahi. keTalAka sArA sAdhanA prApta thayA pachI, AtmatattvanI oLakhANane bhUlI, viSaya kaSAyAdine sAdhya mAnatA haiAvAthI daiva, bhAgya The che. tethI caDhavAnA, AgaLa vadhavAnA je sAdhanA che te paDavAnA banAve che, eTale sa'sAranA cakrAvAmAM paDI, vividha vyAdhionA bhAktA khanI, asahya pIDAmAM pIlAya che. mATe nyAdhio, vipattio, leApAta vigere pasaMda na hoya teA, tArI pAse ja rahela, samRddhinA prAdurbhAva karavA prayAsa kara. anukrame purUSA yeAge te adhu maLI raheze. duHkhanuM sthAna, satyasukhanuM dhAma banaze. tathA vyavahAranA kAryAM karatAM pratikulatA Avaze nahi. kAraNa ke dharmanI ArAdhanA karatAM sadguddhi jAgrata thAya che. ane satbuddhinA yoge anukulatA dareka bAbatamAM bhAse che. koI eka gAmamAM vRddha sAsu mAMdI paDela hAvAthI, uThI zakAtuM nathI. ane koI kAma karI zakAtu nathI. tethI For Private And Personal Use Only

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481 tenI putravadhu tiraskAra karavA pUrvaka capaNa AmAM khAvAnuM Ape che. te paNa, je khAtA vadhela hoya te ja Ape che. A vadhune pitAnA putranI mIThIbAI karIne vahu che. te ghaNI AtmalakSI ane buddhimatI che. tene pitAnI sAsu je vaDasAsu pratye vyavahAra calAve che. te bIlakula pasaMda nathI. Thapaka apAya nahi. tethI teNIe buddhinA ge yukti dhI kADhI. je capaNa AmAM khAvAnuM Ape che. te eka sthale ekatra kare che. ane jyAre pitAnI sAsu anya zeTha sAthe vAta karavA bese che. te daramyAna, vRddha sAsune manapasaMda khAvA Ape che. tethI rAjI thaIne AzIrvAda Ape che. Ama karatAM eka divase mIThIbAInI sAsu, gharamAMthI kacaro kADhatAM bhegA karelA capayAne dekhI, kahevA lAgI ke, are vahu ? zA mATe A badhA bhegA karela che. ThAvakuM mukha rAkhIne teNIe kahyuM ke, sAsu sAhibAna, tamArA mATe ja. tame jyAre ativRddha banI uThI zakaze nahi tyAre tamane A, rAmapAtramAM khAvA ApIzuM. kuMbhArane tyAM jaIne lAvavA paDe nahi, tethI bhegA karela che. sAsue kahyuM ke, mane paNa A pramANe khAvA ApIza? teNue kahyuM ke, Apane AcAra che te mujaba vartana karIza. sAsu samajI gaI ane kahyuM ke, tArI IcchA mujaba mArI sAsunI sevA bhakti kara. Thapake ApIza nahi. mIThIbAI khuza thayA. vaDasAsune AnaMda paDe tema sevAbhakti kare che. teNIe AtmAne oLakhyo 3) For Private And Personal Use Only

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482 hevAthI pratikuLatAne, anukuLatA banAvI, vyavahAra mujaba vartAvA lAgI. A mujaba AtmalakSI banAya te duHkha jevuM bhAse nahi. ane arihaMtanA guNe grahaNa karatAM, "eDahuM DahuM' AtmAnA guNone AvirbhAva thAya. ane Atmati pragaTe. mithyAMdhakAra TaLI jAya. saddagurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, jema bhAnu, sUryanA prakAzathI aMdhakArane adhikAra rahetA nathI. ane traNa bhuvanamAM uta thAya che. te mujaba nirlepatA saMsAranA kAryo karatA AtmalakSI banavAthI mithyAtvane, mohamamatAne adhikAra naSTa thAya che. ane potAnA dehamaMdiramAM, mane maMdiramAM tathA traNa bhuvanamAM udyota thAya che. mATe keI vakhate dunyavI vastuo bhUlI javAya te, cintA, zeka karaze nahi. paNa AtmaghAta karavAnA sAdhane bhUlI javAya te zeka vigerenA badala prayatna karaze. have saddagurU, zaniSTa AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI, dhyAna kevI rIte karavuM tenI zikSA, samajaNa, ADatrIzamA padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke, are kalyANa kAmI bhavya ? dhyAna karavAnI barAbara abhilASA tane varte che. te A pramANe kara. eNI pere dhyAna dharIe, ghaTa antara, eNI para dhyAna dharIje re. hejI; For Private And Personal Use Only

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483 manakara vazame ne tanakAra kabaje, AtamarUpa samarajere. hejI; AsanavALI AzA mArI, samatA bhAva varaje, ghaTa0 (1) sthira upayoga karI bA nara mahilA, citta paramAM navI dIje re. hejI; asaMkhya pradezI paramAtama se, pitAnA para rIe. ghaTa0 rAma jina kema dIna thAya, grahe nija pada taba, jhagamaga jyoti jagAve re. hejI; buddhisAgara nirbhaya dezI, samaje te nara pAve. ghaTa Rani are bhAgyazAlI ! dhyAna karavAnI bhAvanA tane thaI che. te prazaMsanIya ane anumodanIya che. prathama saMsAranA padArthonuM samyagajJAnapUrvaka tyAgavA lAyaka je kusaMgati che tene tyAga karI. saddagurUdevanI saMgati karI, temanA vacanAmRtanuM pAna kara. vacanAmRtanuM pAna karavAthI saMsAramAM je Asakti rahelI che te, khasavA mAMDaze. pachI Asaktijanya, je kAma, krodha, mada, lebhAdikanA vikAre ne vicAre For Private And Personal Use Only

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484 che te alpa thatA jaze. tathA vrata, niyama, japa, tapAdikane bhUlavuM nahi. kAraNa ke, te vratAdi dhyAna karavAmAM sArA. pramANamAM sahakAra Apaze. banI zake te ekAsana karavuM. sAMjare dudha paNa pIvuM nahi. cAha te dhyAna karanArane pIvAya ja nahi. temaja abhakSya AhAra temaja tAmasika ane rAjasika AhAra khAvuM joIeja nahi. kAraNa ke, anna hoya tevuM mana thAya. temaja AhAra mujaba oDakAra, ugAra, vacana nIkaLe che. sAtvika AhAra paNa jaladI pAcana thAya te le. ghaNu vikathAnI vAtane tyAga kare. AtmajJAna thAya tevA pustaka vAMcavA. jethI vicAranI nirmalatA rahe. temaja brahmacaryane rItasara khapa karavo. AtmajJAnInA vacana sAMbhaLavA. ItyAdi karavAthI kAyA kajAmAM Avaze. viSayanA vikAre TaLatA jaze. tathA sukhAsane, siddhAsane ke padmAsane besavAno abhyAsa pADavo. te paNa traNa kalAka lagabhaga besI zakAya evo. temaja dunyavI sukhanI jeTalI IcchA, AzA che tene samyajJAnapUrvaka tyAga kare. tethI mAnasika vRttio vazIbhUta thaze. tyAgane mahimA aparaMpAra che. A mujaba vartana karatAM, dhyAna karavAnI yegyatA AvI maLaze. dhyAna karavAmAM padastha kahetA navakAra mahAmaMtrane, jIbha hAle nahi te mujaba jApa kare. agara rUpastha dhyAna kahetA, jInezvaranI mUrti sAme rAkhI nATaka karavuM. eTale mITa mAMDIne mUrti For Private And Personal Use Only

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485 tarapha joyA karavuM. bIjI vastuo tarapha tAkIne jevuM nahi. A pramANe navakAra mahAmaMtra gaNatAM, prabhunI mUrtinA darzana thaze tyAre AnaMda Avato raheze. pachI piMDastha dhyAna karavAnI lAyakAta Avaze. saMsAramAM je ahaMkAra, mamatA che. tenuM jora cAlaze nahi. svAbhAvika upazama bhAvane prAdurbhAva thaze. A mujaba AtmadhyAna karavAmAM prathama tatpara thavAze tyAre mehanIya kameM dabAela je samatA che. tene AvavAne avakAza maLaze. A sivAya rAjaga, je maneya kahevAya che te prApta thaze nahi. ane kAyika ane mAnasika vRttio kajAmAM Avaze nahi. dunyavI vAtAvaraNamAM je rasiyA thayA ane raMgIlA banyA te, kadApi AtmajJAna ke dhyAnane have laI zakAze nahi. ane karelA prayAsa vRthA javAne. jema jema saMsAranI vAta karaze. agara sAMbhaLavAmAM cittane cuMTADaze. tema tema tenA vicAre, vikalpa, saMkalpa AvyA karaze? tethI ja kAyAnI calatA ane mananI caMcalatA vadhavAnI ja. tethI vyAvahArika kAryomAM paNa ghaNI bhUle tathA aparAdha thaze. eTale AtmAnuM bhAna raheze nahi. je Amennati karavAnI che te thaze nahi. keTalAeka saMsAranA rasike, raMgIlA banI, AtmabhAna bhUlI, phAve tema pheMke rAkhe che. paNa teone mAluma hotI nathI ke, je belela vacana che te pitAne ja lAgu paDe che. eTale te potAnA AtmAne bhUlI jAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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486 eka kuMbhAranI mAphaka-eka zeThe kuMbhAranI pAse retInI guNe maMgAvI. kuMbhAra, retInI guNe bharI gadheDA. upara mukI mArgamAM Ave che. tevAmAM eka, be gadheDA ADA avaLA cAlatA rahevAthI gadheDAne gaLe bhADe che. are tAre dhaNI mare. are tAre dhaNI mare." kaho have gadheDAne dhaNuM koNa? pite ja che. chatAM. pitAne pitAnuM bhAna rahela na hovAthI AvuM belI. nAMkhe che. A zuM kahevAya? " Apa kumatinA cege. ApakuM bhUlyo " A mujaba bolavAnuM te kuMbhAra kayA. kAraNathI zIkhe ? kahevuM paDaze ke, bIjA kuMbhAre je bolI rahyA hatA, te sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne tAre dhaNI mare te pramANe zIkhe. ane evuM vAtAvaraNa lAgu paDayuM.. A mujaba dareka bAbatamAMthI buddhi vinAnA mANaso. evuM zIkhe che ke, pitAne duHkhadAyaka nIvaDe. pachI atyaMta pikAra kare. dIvALImAM eka mANase havAI saLagAvI. te. havAI AkAzamAM uDIne pitAnA pitIyAmAM bharAI. ane bhAIsAheba dAjhayA. ane bUma pADavA lAgyA; dArUkhAnAnI dukAne tamoe dekhI haze. temAM je pite phaTAkaDe keDatA bhAna rAkhe nahi te saghaLI dukAne saLagI uThe. ane dIvALInA badale haLI thAya. ane temAM ja dArUkhAnAne mAlIka sapaDAI jAya te dAjhayA vinA rahe nahi. agara ghaNI nukazAnImAM AvavuM paDe. A zuM kahevAya? kamANI karatAM pote pitAne bhUlya. ane kamANInA badale hAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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487 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ! thaI. AvI AvI aneka bAbatomAM mana, vacana ane kAyAne vaza karyA sivAya mAsA AtmajJAna, dhyAnane karavA bese, te pote ja peAtAne hAnI pahoMcADe che. ane pIDAe pAme che. mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAne vaza karIne dhyAna karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI. jethI lAyakAta AvatAM upazama bhAva Ave. ane dhyAnamAM sthiratA thAya. mATe sthira upayAga rAkhI, are mahAnubhAva ! naradehamAM rahelA AtmAnuM dhyAna karA, dhyAve. cittane kahetAM AtmAne AtmAnA guNeA sivAya para vastuomAM cAMTADo nahi. jo cAMTADazeA te sthira upayAga raheze niha. punaH punaH skhalanA thaze. sa`sAranA kAmamAM citta caTADe nahi te te kAme bagaDI jAya che. gheMsa anAvavI hAya te, cittane ceAMTADIne kaDachI dvArA vAre vAre halAve niha ane bIjAnI sAthe vAta karavA besI jAya te, nAMkhelA ATAnA, leATanA gaThThA banI jAya che. tathA darajI varSane zIvatAM vAtA karavA bese tA sAya peAtAnI AMgaLImAM vAge. agara dvArAmAM gAMTha paDe. kApaDanA vepArI kApaDa vecatA dhyAna rAkhe nahi te, grAhaka guMDA jevA ALyeA hAya te chetarIne kApaDane upADI jAya. vidyArthI abhyAsa karatA cittane cAMTADe nahi ane vAtA kare te, bhaNeluM bhUle. navI gAthA, navIna zloka mukhe caDhe nahi. A mujaba, vyAvahArika khAkhatAmAM lIdhelA kAma bagaDe. nukazAnI paNu thAya. te, A te AtmAnu dhyAna karavu For Private And Personal Use Only

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, 488 che. te cittane sthiratAmAM cuMTADyA sivAya, sthira upayoga vinA dhyAna kayAMthI thAya ? thAya nahi. eTale sadgurU pharamAve che ke, mAnasikavRtti jyAre sthira karaze tyAre asaMkhyapradezI, anaMta guNone bhaMDAra e AtmA rIjhaze. anaMta raddhi, siddhi ane samRddhi arpaNa karaze. mATe para vastuonI Asaktine tyAga karavApUrvaka cittane sthira karIne jJAna, dhyAnamAM ramaNatA kare. atyAra sudhI parabhAvamAM ramaNatA karavAthI ja janma, jarA, maraNanA asahya dukha veThavA paDyA che. te, je duHkha rUpe lAgatA hoya te, teone TALavAno upAya, AtmAne oLakhI tene nirmala karavA samyagajJAna, darzana, cAritranI ArAdhanA karavI jarUrI che. tethI nirmala banI AtmA pitAnA svabhAve jhaLahaLaze ja. temAM zaMkA lAve nahi. dIna te jIna thaze" dInatA raheze nahi. dInatA, hInatA ane yAcanAonA tyAgane je mArga batAvyo che. te mArge saMcaraze tyAre "jIna" thavAze. anyathA te jana che ja. mATe saddagurU kahe che ke, je samaje tenI A velA che. ane barAbara samajaze te nirbhayapradezI banI anaMta sukhane svAmI banaze. anaMta sukhanA svAmI banavuM hoya te, duniyAnA je je nimitto tathA saMge ISTa, aniSTa prApta thaela che tenA kAraNene barobara tapAsI tene tyAga karavA khyAla rAkhe Avazyaka che. tenA kAraNe tame jANe For Private And Personal Use Only

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489 che. chatAM bhUlI gayA ho te jaNAvavAmAM Ave che. aDhAra pApasthAnake. jevA ke, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhAdika che te atyaMta zeka, saMtApa vigere utpanna kare che. mATe teone tyAga karavA, dunyavI padArtho uparanI mamatAne tyAga kare ja paDaze. lAbhAlAbhane dekhI bahAra, jAheramAM tyAga karaze tethI cAlaze nahi. Atarika je ghara ghAlIne beThA che. tene paNa tyAga karaze tyAre ja mamatAne tyAga thatAM samatA hAjara thaze. ane samatA jyAre barobara AvIne hAjara thaze tyAre anaMta sukhanA svAmI thavAnI yegyatA prApta thaze. bahArathI dhamapaNAne ADaMbara, ghamaMDa karaze tethI kaSA tamArI hAMsI karaze. "kaI eka vaktA, jAheramAM dharmanuM bhASaNa karate ane sabhAne gajAvI kahe ke, are sabhya ? kodha, mAna, mAyA, ane lAbhane tyAga kara ja jarUrI che. kAraNa ke, teoe saghaLA hitanI hAni karI che dharmanA marmane te duSTo samajavA detA nathI. ane dharmakriyAo karatAM teo punaH punaH vidane utpanna karavA pUrvaka hAMsIpAtra banAve che. te te rAkSase karatAM paNa ghaNA kharAba che. rAkSa keIka lAye herAna, parezAna kare che. ane krodhAdika te pAse rahelA hovAthI vAre vAre dago daIne dararoja herAna, parezAna karavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI. ane bIjA nI paraMpara mAM paNa hAjara thAya che. tevAmAM, eka sabhya sAMbhaLI rahela che teNe kahyuM ke, tame bhASaNa karatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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490 khArA karavApUrvaka hAthanA cALA kare che te zebhAspada nathI. ATaluM ja sAMbhaLatAM vaktAne bAra khAMDI mIjAja vadhe. ane koMdhAtura banI puchanArane bharasabhAmAM utArI pADyo. ane kahyuM ke, tamAre koIpaNa balavAne adhikAra nathI. have pachI ceDA kADhaze te A sabhAmAMthI bahAra kADhavAmAM Avaze. sAMbhaLanAra sabhya paNa kahyuM ke, mane bahAra kADhavAne temane koNe adhikAra Ape che ? tamAre adhikAra phakta bhASaNa karavAnuM che. amane bahAra kADhavAno nathI. ane kharAnI sAthe hAthanI ceSTAo. karavI te ucita nathI. Ato mane ThIka lAgyuM nahi tethI kahevuM paDela che. tame pote ja koi vigerenA tyAgane upadeza Ape che. ane tamane pratikuLatA bhAsatA bAra khAMDI krodha kare che. tethI tame pite ja hAMsIpAtra bane che. jAheramAM koine tyAga karavAne upadeza ApavAnI sAthe antaramAM rahelA kaSAyone dUra karavA tamAre kSamAne dhAraNa karavI ucita che. tyAre Apele upadeza saphala thAya che. mATe mAdikane dhAraNa karaze. tyAre Aphata, zeka, vilepAta vigere thaze nahi. ane mokSamArga sarala ane sugama banaze ! tame mekSamArganA ajANa che te, AtmajJAnI sadagurU pAse jAo. te sadgurU kaSAne dura karavAne upAya batAvaze. A mujaba saddagurU AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ogaNacAlIzamA padanI racanA karatA kahe For Private And Personal Use Only

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491 ( rAga--dhIrAneA ) jJAnInI saMga sArI re, samajo mana naranArI, jagamakalpa vallI re, jJAnInI saMga nirdhArI. jJAnI | patthara, patthara ratna na heAva, yuge yuge nahi deva; ThAmaThAma nahi kalpavRkSa jyuM, tyuM jJAnI gurUdeva; pApa palakamAM kApe re, dekhADe zivapura khArI. jJAnI. IIII ghaTamAM paramAtama dekhADe, zAzvata sukha bhaMDAra, anubhavajJAne sthiratA Ape, bhaya caMcalatA vAra vAsanA viSa vArI re, Ape pada aNAhArI. jJAnI. ||3|| pArzva maNithI bahu caDhIAtA, jJAnI sadgurU saMta, ape AtamarUpa barAbara, karI mithyAtvane aMta; mithyA Teva vArI re, zuddh pade citta ThArI. jJAnI. // 4 // mahAtIrtha, mahAdeva, mahezvara, karo jJAnInA saga, ApeAApa svarUpe vartI, pAmI anubhava raMga; buddhisAgara Adhe re, antara ghaTa ujIyArI. jJAnI pA For Private And Personal Use Only

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42 zrI saddagurU sUrIzvarajI pharamAvatA kahe che ke, are bhAgyazAlIo ! puNyanA bhege, mAnavajIvana, AryakSetra, 'uttamakula, nirogI zarIra, pAMceya IndriyanI paTutA, dhana, delata vigere sAmagrI prApta karI che. bIjAoe mAnava jIvana prApta karela che. chatAM AryakSetra, uttama kulAdi prApta karela nathI. tenuM kAraNa tame samajyA haze ! keTalAkane khyAla hoto nathI. te mATe samyagrajJAnI kahe che ke, anukula sAmagrI puNyadaye prApta thAya che. ane pAdiye mAnavajIvana maLe paNa pratikula sAdhane maLe che. eTale ja pApodayavALAne puNyanA kAryo karavAnI AvazyakatA che. vale pAta, zAka, cintA karavAthI puNya baMdhAtuM nathI. ane baMdhAze paNa nahi. dAna, paropakAra vigere karI zake nahi te banavA joga che. kAraNa ke nirogI zarIra nathI. temaja IndriyanI anukuLatA nathI. paNa manamAM saMtApAdi nivArI, maitrIbhAvanA, pramedabhAvanA vigere suMdara bhAvanA bhAve te puNyabaMdha thAya. pachI dareka bAbatamAM jIvanaparyata anukulatA raheze. pratikulatAnI beDI dUra bhAgaze. have sarvasAdhana sAmagrI mege maLela, sAMsArika sukhano ke upayoga karaze? je sadupaga karaze te te prApta thaela sAmagrI phalavatI banI, sadgati Apaze. ane durUpayoga karazo te teja sAmagrI durgatinuM bhAjana banAvaze. eTaluM ja nahi paNa AtmAnI tAkAtane dabAvI deze. mATe tene durUpayoga, kadApi karaze nahi. sadupaga ke kalyANakara nivaDe che. ane durUpayega For Private And Personal Use Only

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493 ke anartha utpanna kare che. te bAbatamAM ghaNI sAvadhanI rAkhavI joIe. ApaNe jainazAsanamAM maLelI sAdhana sAmagrIne je sadupayoga thAya te tene "upakaraNa" kahevAya che. ane durUpayoga thAya tene "adhikaraNa" kahevAya che. AtmAne nirmala karanAra, AgaLa vadhAranAra upakaraNa che. ane adhaH patana karanAra, pADanAra adhikaraNa che. tene khyAla rAkha joIe. sAdhanasAmagrI meLavyA pachI kyA mArge huM vAparUM chuM tene barAbara vicAra ane viveka karavAnI agatyatA che. punyane manuSyabhava maLe. paNa mANasAI TaLI jAya te e mAnavajIvana AtmA mATe pAparUpa adhikaraNa bane ane je mAnavatAnI tathA AtmajJAnanI ti jhagamage te mAnavajIvana pavitra banavAnI sAthe puNyarUpe thAya. eTale upakaraNa bane. AryavarUpe gaNatrImAM AvyA bAda je anAcAra, hiMsA, asatya, cerI, jArI vigere je anIti che. tenI zraddhAne paNa abhAva hoya te te Aryatva pAparUpe bane. ane pApAcArane tyAga karavApUrvaka vrata niyamAdine Adara hoya te te Aryava, puNyarUpe bane. ane AtmA nirmalatA dhAraNa kare. tathA utpanna thaela AtmA, uttarottara AtmajJAna pAmI saMsAranI Asaktine tyAga karate AgaLa vadhatuM rahe che. uttamakulanI prApti thatAM vrata niyama vigerenI rItasara ArAdhanA hoya te, svakulanI sArthakatA karavAnI sAthe svajIvananI paNa saphalatA karavA samartha bane. eTale te uttamakula, adhikaraNa, pAparUpa bane For Private And Personal Use Only

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94 nahi. "naregI zarIra prApta thayA pachI kAmaga, viSayAsaktimAM Asakta banAya te, zArIrika zaktinI hAni ane AtmAnuM jJAna alpa thAya. tethI te taMdurasta adhikaraNa, pAparUpe bane. mATe khAsa upayoga rAkhavAnI jarUra che ja. nIrogI zarIradvArA popakAra, dharmakriyA, anAsaktatA vigerenI ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave che, te zarIra puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa banatuM hovAthI upakaraNarUpe thAya. pAMca Indriye pikI, sparza IndriyenA ATha viSayamAM mehaghelA banAya nahi. temaja, rasanA, jIbha IndriyanI svAdavRttine maryAdita karAya nahi. eTale jevuM tevuM khavAya te te be Indriye adhikaraNa pApanA baMdharUpe thAya. tathA prANa, nAzika, cakSuonA tathA zrotra kahetAM kAnanA viSayane vaza rAkhavAmAM Ave nahi te, te saghaLI Indri dvArA bhavanI paraMparAne vadhAravA pUrvaka atyaMta kaSTane bhogavavAnI veLA AvI lAge. tethI te Indriya upakaraNa na banatAM, adhikaraNa bane. ane parAdhInatAmAM adhikAdhika phasAI javAya. mATe teNIone kanjAmAM rAkhavAnI jarUra che. pudaye dhana, vaibhava prApta thayA pachI sAta kSetromAM vAparavAmAM Ave nahi. ane tene saMgraha karavAmAM Ave te, te dhana, vaibhava pApabaMdhanuM kAraNa bane. eTale pApAdhikaraNa thAya. saMkSepamAM kahIe te mAnavabhava vigere je sAdhana sAmagrI prApta thaela che. te pRdaya mATe che. te sAdhana sAmagrI dvArA, AtmavikAsa thAya. tathA paropa For Private And Personal Use Only

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495 CC kArAdika dharmakriyA sadhAya. te mujaba vana rAkhavuM joI e. dIvALInA divase gAtama svAmInI labdhi ho, dhannAzAlibhadranI mAphaka Rddhi haze. bAhubalIjInu ala hanta, cannA zeThanI mAphaka sAbhAgya haze. A pramANe lakheA che. te puNyAya vinA kevI rIte prApta thaze. gautamasvAminI labdhi meLavIne zuM karaze ? gaganavihArI banI, aSTApada tIrthanI yAtrA karaze ! ke, surepa vigere dezonI yAtrA karaze ! kadAca dhannAzAlIbhadranI mAphaka tamene Rddhi maLe to temAM Asakta banazeA ! ke, tenA tyAga karI saMyamanI ArAdhanA karaze ! tathA bAhubalIjInI mAphaka khelane prApta karaze| tyAre, yuddha karazeA ! ke, sa saMpattinA tyAga karavApUrvaka mAna mAyAne tyAga karI sayamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karaze ! temaja kyavannA zeThanuM saubhAgya mAgIne bhogivalAsamAM ra'gIlA banaze ! ke, tenA tyAga karI AtmavikAsane sAdhavA mATe prayAsa karaze ! te tA kahA ? jo A saghaLI vastu maLyA pachI dunyavI sAdhanAne meLavA khAtara mahenata karaze! te puNyane kSaya thavA pUka saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavAne vakhata Avaze. paraMtu temanI sAhyabI adhunA maLavI azakaya che. chatAM kadAca maLo jAya ema mAne! te, vratadhArI banI, sarva sAdhana sAmagrInI mamatAneA tyAga karavAnI abhilASA rAkhaze tAja AgaLa eka pagaluM paNa bharI zakazeA. paraMtu tamArI abhilASA, labdhi, Rddhi, mala, buddhi, saubhAgyane prApta For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #569
karI sAcavavA mATe ghaNA AraMbhe karavAnI hoya che, te labdhi vigere rahita banavuM te hitakara che. ane sukhakAraka che. A mujaba AtmajJAnI sadgurU vinA koNa tamane samajAvaze ! saddagurUnI zIkhAmaNa vinAnA mAnavIo kevA kevA dhaMdhA ane dhamAla kare che. te tame nirIkSaNa karI rahelA che mATe Atmonnati karavI hoya te AtmajJAnI gItArtha, dravya kSetrAdikanA jJAtA evA gurUmahArAjanI saMgati kare. te saMgati ghaNI sArI che. eTale sadUgurUnI saMgati pApakarmone tyAga karavAne upadeza ApIne, mAnavajIvanane ujajavala banAvaze. kavelaDI, kalpavRkSa ane pArasamaNi karatAM saddagurUne mahimA aparaMpAra che. kalpavRkSa vigerenI tame mAgaNI karaze agara pArzvamaNine leha sAthe sparza karAvaze tyAre ja, anukrame mAgaNI pUrvaka mAgazo teTaluM ja Apaze. ane leha jeTaluM haze teTaluM sonuM banAvaze. te prApta thaela vastu puNyadaya haze teja Takaze. nahitara zoka, saMtApa vigere karAvIne khasI jaze. paraMtu gurU te upadeza dvArA antarAtmA banAvI paramAtmapadanI lAyakAtavALA banAvaze. eTale Adhi, vyAdhinI viDaMbanAo TaLI javAnI. samatine dhAraNa karI, draDha zraddhA, rAkhI, samyagrajJAnInI sobata karo. ane temanA upadezAmRtanuM pAna kare. upadezAmRtanuM pAna karavAthI te vRthA jaze nahi. paNa sattAmAM je labdhi, trAddhi, bala, buddhi, saubhAgya raheluM che. te hastagata karavA mATe prayAsa karAze. tenI mAgaNI paNa karavI paDaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #570
437 ane kalpavRkSa ke pArzva maNi ke cintAmaNI zodhavA khAtara anyatra paribhramaNa karavuM paDaze nahi. peAtAnI pAse je hAya tenA tyAga karI khIje sthale kANa bhaTake? mATe are nara nArIe ! sArI rIte samajI sadgurUne zaraNe jaI temanI upadezAmRta vANIrUpI pANInuM pAna karI navajIvana prApta kare. tamArA AcAra, vicAra ane uccAra evA sudharaze ke, sadAya sukhazAtAmAM jhIlaze ane duSTa AcAra, vicAra ane uccArane haThAvavAnI tAkAta Avaze. ane sama anazeA. tathA je vikArAnI parAdhInatA, ezIyALI rahelI che. te khasavA lAgaze. mahAn sadgurUnI vANI vikala thatI nathI, te| pachI temanA kathana mujaba vana, AcaraNa vRthA jaze ? kadApi niSphala thatuM nathI, paraMtu AvA sadgurUnI oLakhANu kharekhara thAya tyAre ja uparokta lAbha maLI zake. vane vane caMdananA vRkSa hotA nathI. dareka khANAmAM ratna hotA nathI. te mujaba sabhyajJAnI gItA sadgurU dareka sthale hAtA nathI. mATe temanI zodha karI temanA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karI. tame kahezo ke, te kevI rIte parakhAya ? jeAne ahaMkAra, mamattvanA tyAga karI AtmatattvamAM pUrNa prema che ane jInezvaranI AjJAnuM jeA zakaya pAlana karI rahelA che ane kacana, kAminI, kuTuMba, kaMpanInA jeoe tyAga karyo che. te sadgurU kahevAya. temanI pAse jaIne AtmaddhAranI vAte pu. teja sadgurUdeva meAkSanI khArI dekhADaze. ane sugama, sarala phara For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #571
498 rAjamArga paNa darzAvaze. ane thaelA kaTIbhavanA pApane palakamAM kApaze, tethI zAzvata satyasukha bhaMDAra evA paramAtmapadanI oLakhANa thatAM, temAM prIti jAgaze. thulIbhadra mahAmunivarya, kezA vezyAnI citrazAlAmAM cAturmAsa rahelA che. te pite yuvAnImAM che. vezyA rAgavALI che. SaDrarasane AhAra karI rahelA che. tathA mAsAnI Rtu che. chatAM kozA vezyAnA rUparaMgamAM hAvabhAva, laTakA, caTakAmAM Asakta banyA nahi. ane kezAne vairAgI, saMgI banAvI AtmadharmanI oLakhANa karAvavA pUrvaka teNInI abhilASA mujaba vrata ApyA. A bhavana ane parabhavanA anAcAranA coge kazA je pApa karavA lAgI hatI teone, pApone kApyA dUra karAvyA. ane AtmadharmanI adhikArI banAvI, pitAnA sazurU pAse AvyA. saddagurUe duSkarakAraka, duSkarakAraka kahIne prazaMsA karI. je AvA saddagurU hoya te karaDe bhavanA pApane kApI mokSamArge sthApe che. ane bhaya, kheda, zreSane tyAga karAvI anubhavajJAna Ape che. ane uttarottara anukrame aNuhArI padanA adhikArI banavAmAM punaH punaH preraNA Ape che. kharekhara AtmadharmanI ArAdhanAmAM viSayakaSAyanI je je vAsanA, saMskAro hoya che te khasatA jAya che. tethI sadgurUnI saMgati dvArA je saMskAra ane vAsanA rahelI che. te bhale pachI karoDo bhavenI hoya, te paNa tene TALavAnI zakita jAge che. ane TALavA mATe samartha banAyA che. amRtanuM pAna karI khArA pANIne koNa pIve? kaI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #572
49 pazu nahi. satyasukha amRta samAna che. ane viSaya vicArA ane vikAra khArA pANI jevA che. A mujaba gurUgamadvArA, temaja potAnA vivekadvArA kharA khyAla Avave joIe. sAcI samajaNa sivAya amRta samAna satyasukha samajAze nahi. saMsAramAM je je viSaya vikAronuM sukha rahela che. te sukha nathI. paraMtu sukhAbhAsa che. sukhAbhAsa, satyasukha ApI zake ja nahi, sukhAbhAsa te paNa, Adhi, vyAdhi, viDaMbanAthI bhareluM che. mizrita che. putra, paisA, parivAra vigere prApta thayA pachI teone rakSaNa karavAnI cintA AvIne vaLage che. vyAdhi thAya agara nukazAna ke iSTa parivArAdikane vicAga thAya tyAre viDaMbanAnA pAra rahetA nathI. ane temAM aniSTa AvIne maLe te joI le ? kevA hAla, havAla ane che. AvA sukhAbhAsamAM kANu Asakata ane ? jene sArAsAranI samajaNu nathI teja. samajaNavALA te sadgurUnA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karI tevA sukhamAM phasAtA nathI. nirlepa anI tevA saskArI ane vAsanAne khaseDavA prayatna kare che. ane mithyAtvanA tyAga karavApUrvaka jANavA lAyaka Atmika guNNAne jANe che. ane tyAgavA lAyaka, aDhAra pApasthAnakAneA tyAga karavA mATe kozIza kare che. A saghaLuM kayAre baMne ? sadgurU gItAnA upadeza, prema rAkhI sAMbhaLe tyAre ja. upadeza sAMbhaLyA pachI zakaya khala kArave nahi te, teonI sa'skAravAsanA je viSayAdinI anAdikAlathI coMTelI che. te TaLavI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #573
500 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir azakaya che, ane AtmAnI eLakhANanI rUci thavI paNa azakaya che. mATe mithyAtvane tyAga karI, sabhyajJAna meLavI, saccAritradvArA zuddha Atmapade pAtAne sthApana karavA. tenI samajaNa sadagurU sivAya paDatI nathI. mATe temanI sa'gatine meLavavI joie. sadgurU AcAya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, AtmasvarUpanI prApti anukrame guNasthAnake ArUDha thayA vinA thaze nahi. mATe prathama mithyAtvane! tyAga karavA pUrNAMka samiti dvArA saccAritramAM ArUDha thaze| tyAre Atmatattva hAjara thaze. pachI anubhavaraMgI banI ApeAApa zuddha AtmatattvamAM ramaNatA karaze. mATe hAlamAM akAmamAM AtmA, ragIleA banyA che. tenI vAsanAne dura karI ujjavala manAve. AtmA ujavala anyA pachI ApoApa prakAzaze. pachI kadApi artha kAmanA sa'skArAmAM ragIlA banaze nahi. arthakAmanA saskAra ane vAsanAnA tyAga karyAM vinA AtmA zuddha thatA nathI. ane sarvathA zuddhi thayA sivAya janma, jarA ane maraNeAnA cagaDALe punaH punaH caDhavuM paDe che. dhanI ArAdhanA karavI te sAdhana che. ane AtmAne nila khanAthave te sAdhya che. mATe akAmamAM Asakta ane nahI. atha ane kAmanA sArA ane vAsanA dhanI ArAdhanA karyA sivAya adhikaraNa eTale pApasthAnakAne vadhArI mUke che. tethI vipattinA pAra AvatA nathI. ane dharmanI ArAdhanAnuM suMdara sAdhana prApta thavuM duSkara ane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #574
501 ane sAdhya prApta thavuM paNa azakya bane che. jaDa vastu enI AsaktinuM AkarSaNa, arthakAmanA abhilASIone ghaNuM hovAthI te AkarSaNa, jaDa vastuomAM Asakta banAve che. tethI vidyamAna dharmasAdhana hete paNa temAM barAbara rasa lAgato nathI. keI eka nagaramAM vRddha zrAvikAnI pAse ghaNuM dhana hatuM. dIkarA pAMca hatA. te zrAvikAne vicAra thaye ke, dararoja jInezvarajInI pratimAnI AgaLa AMgIvALI pUja, vaMdanA, stuti vigere karIne jIvanane pavitra banAvuM. Ama vicArIne ratnajaDita senAnI AMgI banAvI. pUjArIne kahyuM ke, dararoja pratimAne A AMgIthI alaMkRta karavI. ane mArA AvyA pachI temaja cityavaMdana karyA pachI utAravI. pUjArI te pramANe vRddha zrAvikA cityavaMdana vigere karIne gayA pachI pakhALa, pUjA kare che. e arasAmAM eka zrAvakane agatyanuM kAma hovAthI savAre vahelA AvI pUjArIne teNe kahyuM ke, mAre e niyama che ke mArI jAte pratimAjIne pakhALa karI aMgaluchaNA karavApUrvaka pUjA, cityavaMdana karIne bhojana karavuM. mATe AMgIne utArI pakhALa karU chuM. pUjArIe kahyuM. vRddha zrAvikAnA AvyA pachI AMgI daraja utAravAmAM Ave che. mATe utArazo nahi. paNa zeThe mAnyuM nahi. AMgI utArI, svaccha thALamAM mUkI, pratimAjIne pakhALa karI, pUjA, vaMdanA karI cAlate thaye. pachI vRddha zrAvikA derAsarajI AvyA. AMgI na dekhavAthI ghaNA gusse thayA. pUjArIne dhamadhamAvIne For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #575
pi02 kahyuM ke, mArA AvyA pahelAM AMgI keNe utArI ! pUjArIe kahyuM ke savAramAM amuka zeTha atre AvIne AMgI utArIne pUjA vigere karI gayA. DozIe kahyuM ke, te utAravA kema dIdhI! mArA AvyA pahelAM koI AMgIne utArI zake nahi. te utAranAra koNa? A mujaba A kozanA vacana bolavAthI pUjArIe kahyuM ke, tame AMgInA darzana, pUjA karavA Avo. che! ke, prabhu jInezvarajInA ! jInezvaranI darzana, pUjA, stuti karavA AvatA ho te A sAme prabhu birAjamAna che. ane AMgInI pUjA vigere karavA AvatA ho te A suMdara thALamAM mUkelI che. tenA darzana vigere kare. zA mATe derAsaramAM AvIne AvuM phodhayukta vacana bolyA kare che ? ahiMA zAMta rahevuM joIe. A pramANe sAMbhaLI DozI zAMta banyA. ane pUjArIe AMgI caDhAvyA pachI devAdhidevanA darzana vigere karIne pitAne ghera gayA. A mujaba samajaNa vinAnA mANase prabhunA guNone bhUlI AMgIomAM ja prema rAkhe te. prabhunA guNene grahaNa karI Atmika vikAsa sAdhI zakavA kyAre samartha bane ! mATe cetananA atha bane ? zobhAmAM mugdha bane nahi. AMgI hoya ke na hoya, devAdhideva te birAjamAna che. Ama vicArI prabhujInA darzana vigere karanAra zrAvaka, prIti, bhaktithI AtmakalyANa sAdhI zakavA samartha bane che. mATe guNenA atha banI Atmati kare. A mujaba sagurU pratibodhe che ke, zAzvatasaMpatti, samRddhi ane anaMtasukha prApta karavAne je mAge che te mArge For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #576
No3 jAo. tethI ghaTamAM rahela AtmA nirmala banI ujvala thaze. deha, geha, vastrAdine nirmala banAvavAthI AtmA nimala banaze nahi. phakata patharanI nakAe besI koNa sAgarane tarI zake che? keIpaNa nahi. kadAca tarI zake te zuddha nirmala thaela cetanA dvArA saMsArasAgara tarI zakAya. mATe devAdhidevanA guNavaDe AtmAne nirmala banAve. A mujaba upadeza ApatAM gurUdeva cAlIzamA kAvyamAM pharamAve che ke (avasara era bera nahiM Ave. A rAga) prabhujI tuma darzana sukhakArI, tuma darzanathI AnaMda pragaTe, jaga jana maMgaLakArI. prabhujI nI tapajapa kiriyA saMyama sarve, tuma darzanane mATe, dAnAi paNa tuja artha che, maLa nija ghara vATe. prabhujI merA anubhava viNa kathanI sahu phikI, darzana anubhavayoge, kSAyika bhAve zuddhasvabhAve, vaheM nijaguNa bhege. prabhujI dezavideze gharamAM vanamAM, darzana nahiM pAmIje, darzana dIThe dUra na mukti, nizcayathI samajaje. prabhujI jA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #577
504 cetana dana sparzIna yAge, AnaMda amRta devA, buddhisAgara sAcA sAhiba, kIje bhAve sevA. prabhujI ||pA yAganiSTha AcAya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI, devAdhideva jInezvaranA dana tathA bhAvapUjA, stavana karIne kahe che ke, prabhujI tamArU dana paramasukhakAraka che. temaja jagatanA jana, prANIone paNa maMgaLakArI hAvAthI, je prANIo ekAgratA pUrvaka bhAvavaDe darzana kare che, teone AnaMda AvatA vilaMba thatA nathI. eTaNe dazana sAthe AnaMdanA AvirbhAva thAya che. haiyAmAM rahela zoka, caMcalatA, viSamavAda, bhaya, kheda ane dveSa vigere dUra bhAge che. ane kAI vakhata nahI Avela satyAnadanA anubhava thAya che. are prabhujI ? khAra prakAranA tapa, anasana, uSNeAdarI, vRttisakSepa tathA rasanA tyAga, salInatA tathA prAyazcita vigere che ane temAMthI je je tapasyA karavAmAM Ave che te te saghaLI tamArA dana mATe che. tathA je je dAna, zIyaLa, bhAvanA vigere dhArmika kriyAo karavAmAM Ave che. te saghaLI paNa tamArA dana mATe che. evA tamArA darzana pAmI jIvAtmA antarAtmA banI, tamArA mArge vaLI peAtAnuM kalyANa sAdhavA mATe sama ane che. paraMtu te jIvAtmA jo tamArUM darzana pAme nahi te! je lAbha maLI zake ema che tenAthI te vAMcita rahe che. dana eTale huM prabhA ? eLakhANa. tevI oLakhANunA cage ja For Private And Personal Use Only ApanA guNAnI darzana karanAra

Page #578
105 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir guNAnA svAmI banavApUrvaka adhika guNAnurAgI bane che. pachI je je tapasyA agara sAmAyika, pratikramaNa tathA pauSadha Adi yiAo kare che te te magaLakAraka bane che. eTale pApAne gALI AtmAne zuddhi arpaNa kare che. AvA suvizuddha dananI kANu icchA na kare ? jeone Adhi, vyAdhi, viDa banAenI pIDAe bhAgavavI hAya te AvI abhilASA rAkhe nahi. AtmAthI A kaSTane sahana karIne paNa satya sukhadAtAra, pApAne dUra karanAra, dana karI jarUra dararoja zuddhine prApta karI AnaMdamAM mahAle che. jema jema zuddhimAM AgaLa vadhe che. tema tema sAcI rIddhi, samRddhi, siddhine AvavAne avakAza maLatA rahe che. mATe are sukhanA athIe ? sAMsArika viSayamAM tanatADamAthAphoDa, kAvADhAvA vigere karavA pUrvaka zAne duHkhI aneA che! saMtApa paritApAdika zA mATe kare che? darzana karavA mATe tamene mAnavajIvana, A kSetra, uttamakula, IndriyeAnI anukulatA, nirogI zarIra, ane AjIvikAnA sAdhanarUpa dhana vigere joI e te sAdhanasAmagrI puNyadaye prApta thaela che. teA pachI zA mATe ALasa, pramAdamAM amUlya avasarane gumAve che. maLeleA vakhata pAchA Avave azakaya che. tameA mAnatA haze| ke deza videzamAM gamana karavA pUrvaka moTA dhadhA karI dhana, dolata meLavIzuM tyAre IcchA mujaba sukha maLaze. A mAnyatA tamArI bhUlabharelI che. mahAna udyogapatioe vividha dhadhA karyo. kArakhAnA kADhIne abdo, karoDapatio For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #579
506 anyA. paNa cintA vinAnuM satya sukha, tee! prApta karavA samartha anyA nathI ja. hAya hAya karatAM paralAke gayA che. to tamene dhanAdika zuM satya sukha Apaze ! bhale AjIvikAnI pIDA raheze nahi. paNa karmonI pIDAe te rahevAnIja. mATe dhanAkrinI mamatAnA tyAga karI prabhudanamAM cittane cAMTADA. gaelA, vItI gaela bhavamAM prabhunA darzana ceAge puNyAya jAgye. ane pApA dUra gayA. temaja kAMIka AtmanaMta anyA tyAre mAnavajIvana vigere sAdhanasAmagrI maLela che. A badhuM sa`sAramAM viSayeAnI AsaktithI maLela nathI. te nakkI mAnajo. viSayeAmAM Asakta banela bhale dhanAtca karADapatie teo hAya paNa antu kevA herAnaparezAna banyA che. te tameAe najare paNa dekhyA haze. ane dekhI rahyA che. mATe sadgurU kahe che ke, viSayeA te sukhanuM vAstavika sAdhana nathI. vAstavika sAdhana jo kAI hoya te, prabhunA darzana karI temanA guNeAne grahaNa karavApUrNAMka saMvegI banavuM teja che. mATe bahAra kathAM paribhramaNa kare che. sadguNI anyA pachI prApta karelI sapattinuM rakSaNa thAya che, ane tene sadupayoga thatA jAya che. durgAtA nArInI mAphaka koI vezyAe eka dIkarIne janma ApyA. paraMtu parabhavanA duSkarma nA cAge janma pAmyA pachI du dhavALI hAvAthI teNIne rAjamArge rakhaDatI mUkI. tenI duga dhathI kANu tenI sanmukha jIve ? kaI jotuM nathI. e arasAmAM zreNika mahArAjA lazkara sAthe mahAprabhu, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #580
57 mahAvIra jInezvaranA darzanArthe nikaLyA. vaibhAragiri tarapha gamana karI rahelA che. mArge rahela durgadhAne dekhI AgaLa. Avela sainike nAka upara kapaDuM DhAMkI cAlavA lAgyA. zreNikanRpa, A pudgalane svabhAva che. Ama vicArI sAre bhAva lAvI AgaLa cAlyA ane vicAra kare che ke, A paNa karmodaya che. anyathA tarata janmelI bAlikAmAM durgadha kyAMthI hAya ! karma, bAlakone paNa mukta karatuM nathI. Ama vicAra karatA mahAvIra svAmInA vaMdanApUrvaka darzana karIne vacanAmRtanuM pAna karavA beThA. mahAvIranI amRtamayI dezanAne sAMbhaLI rAjA prabhune puche che ke, svAmI ! rAjamArgo rakhaDI rahelI bAlikA dudhavALI zAthI banI ! svAmIe kahyuM ke, pahelA bhavamAM te rAjAnI putrI hatI. saMyamI munirAjane dekhI dugacchA karatI. ane arUci dhAraNa karI supAtre. dAna detI. tenA kAraNe durgaMdhavALI vezyAnA peTe avatarI che. have tene te karmane vipAka pUro thayo che. ane supAtre dAna dIdhela hovAthI have zarIre durgadha rahela nathI. ane puNyadayathI he rAjana have te tArI patnI thaze. ane amArA darzanathI. ane tArA kahela pUrvabhavanA vRtAMtane sAMbhaLI vairAgyavatI, saMvegavALI banI, amArI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI AtmavikAsa sAdhI devaleke jaze. ramatagammatamAM hADa karavAthI tuM jyAre hArI jaIza tyAre tArI pITha para besI tane ghaDo. banAvaze. tyAre mAnaje ke, pelI dutA, dudhavALI A strI che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI kamane svabhAva ajaba che. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #581
508 AzcaryakAraka che. Ama vicArI vaMdanA karavApUrvaka mahArAjA mahele gayA. have teNInI dugaMdhanuM javAnu thayA pachI, have te AlikA nirogI banela hovAthI te mAge thaI ne gamana karatI saMtAna vinAnI rabAraNa Ane laI peAtAne ghera AvI. potAnI putrInI mAphaka sArasabhALa rAkhI meATI karI. navajobanamAM AvelI dutA, puNyayeAge uzI, menakA jevI rUpamAM dekhAvA lAgI. have te! teNIne dekhI yuvAno mukhya ane che. vidhurA paraNavA cAhanA rAkhe che. evAmAM kaumudI maheAtsava hAvAthI saghaLA prajAvaLa tathA zreNika nRpa ane abhayakumAra paNa udyAnamAM vineAdya khAtara Avela che. tathA pelI rakhAraNa paNa durgaMtAne sAthe lai A udyAnamAM phrI rahelI che. cauvanavALI, uzInA samAna rUpavatI durgaMtAne dekhI mahArAjA mugdha thayA. ane tenI sAthe paraNavAnI abhilASA haiAvAthI teNInI pAchaLa AvI rAjAe potAnI lAkheNI ratnavITIne nIce lakhaDatA sAllAnA cheDA sAthe AMdhI. ane kahyu ke, mArI vITI kheAvANI che. mATe are abhayakumAra ? vITIne zeAdhI lAva ? abhayakumAra maMtrIe sa sthale tapAsa karI. Avela mANasAnI tapAsa karatAM dutAnI pAsethI te vI'TI nIkaLI. ane abhayakumAre teNIne kahyuM ke, te' mahArAjAnI vITI kema lIdhI che! teNIe kahyuM ke huM kAMI jANatI nathI. keNe mArA sAllAnA cheDAe bAMdhI haze ? A mujaba sAMbhaLI buddhinA bhaMDAra abhayakumAre vicAryuM. ke mahArAjAe teNInA rUpamAM mugdha banI, bAMdhI hovI joie. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #582
109 Ama vicArI, mahArAjAne teNInI sAthe lagna karavAnI abhilASA jANI, teNInA pitAnI pAse mAgaNI karavA pUrNAMka potAnA pitAnI sAthe teNIne paraNAvI peAtAnI pharaja majAvI. have dutA paraNyA pachI mahArANI manI. maheArAjA sAthe bhega, vilAsa karavA lAgI. ekadA evI ramata mAMDI ke, jemAM je hAre te ghATA bane. ane jItela tenA upara bese. A mujaba hADa karIne ramata karatAM zreNika nRpa hArI gayA. rANInA jaya thayA. tethI gheADA pramANe anela rAjAnA upara besI tene khelavavA lAgI. rAjAne devAdhideva mahAvIrasvAmIe kahela vacana yAdImAM Avela hAvAthI pUrvAvasthAnI du dhAne eALakhI. temaja mahArANIne mahAlatI dekhI hasavuM AvyuM. hasavuM jANI rANIe nIce utarIne kahyuM ke, tame kema hasyA ! te vAta kahA ? ati Agraha karavAthI mahArAjAe teNInI mAlyAvasthAne prathamathI ArabIne kahevAthI te vairAgI banI, ane vicAra, vivekadvArA samajAyuM ke, kameonA mahimA paNa jeve teve nathI. rAjAne raka anAve che. ane rakane puNyAdaye mahArAjA manAve che, pApAce mArI evI avasthA thaI haze. ane puNyayAge mahArANI anI bhAgavilAsa pUrvaka mahArAjAne priyatamA banI chuM. have kharAba dazA prApta thAya nahi ane bhaviSyamAM AtmavikAsa rItasara sadhAya, te pramANe adhunA vana rAkhuMA mujaba bhAvanA bhAvavA pUrvaka bhAgavilAsanI Asakti AchI karI. dararoja zrImahAvIra svAmInA darzana karavAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #583
pan0 raDha lAgI. ane temanA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karI pavitra banI mahArAjAne namratA pUrvaka kahyuM ke, je tamArI AjJA hoya te prabhu, vibhu mahAvIrasvAmInI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI AtmakalyANa sAdhI manuSya janmanI saphalatA karUM. jethI karIne kayAre paNa duHkhI avasthA AvI lAge nahi. prathamanI dazA sAMbhaLI ane prabhunA darzana tathA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karI viSayanA sukha bhogavavAnI IcchA thatI nathI. mATe dIkSA levAnI AjJA Ape che, tamArI saMgatithI mahArANuM banI. tenI sArthakatA thAya. mahArAjAe AjJA ApI ane mahotsava karI mahAvIra svAmI pAse dIkSA apAvI. dIkSA lIdhA pachI suMdara cAritranuM pAlana karI svAtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhyuM. A mujaba prabhunA darzana tathA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karanAra potAnuM zreya: sAdhavA samartha ane che. mATe sadgurU kahe che ke, are prabhe ? tamArU darzana mahAmaMgalakArI che. AvA maMgalakArI darzana karanAranuM pitAnuM satya ghara te che ke, je gharamAM AvyA pachI bIjA gharamAM bhaTakavuM paDatuM nathI. tathA janma, jarA ane maraNanI viDaMbanA sarvathA hotI nathI. te pachI Adhi, vyAdhi kayAMthI hAya! evA zAzvatA, sAcA gharanI vATe vaLAya che. samyagadarzananA ge samyagajJAna ane cAritrane satya anubhava maLI rahe che. mATe deza videza vigeremAM paribhramaNane tyAga karI tamArA sAcA dezamAM rahelA satyasukhadAyaka gharane oLakhI tenA mArge vaLavA mATe manuSya For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #584
pA janma maLyo che. AvA satya gharanI vATe vaLavAnA devalAkamAM paNa upAya maLaveA azakaya che. kAraNa ke tyAM saghaLA devAne samyagdarzananA lAbha maLatA nathI. keTalAka raMga, rAga, nRtyAdimAM rasilA anela hAvAthI tIrthaMkaronA pAMca kalyANakAmAM sAcA bhAvathI AvI zakatA nathI. Ave che kharA. paNa mitranI preraNAthI ke kautuka jovA khAtara, satya bhAvathI AvanAra devA AchA hAya che. manuSyabhavamAM paNa sAcA bhAvathI darzana karanAra keTalA ? keTalAka derAsaranI zAbhA, kArIgarI, zIlpAdi jovA khAtara Ave che, keTalAka lAkheNI AMgI banAvI hoya tyAre Ave che. paraMtu dana karavApUrvaka svAmInA guNNAnA rasikA keTalA ? je bhAgyazALI darzananA lAbha meLavI anubhavane pAme che. te ja potAnA sAcA ghara tarapha vaLe che. sadgurU pratibaMdhe che ke, je mahA bhAgyazAlIe satya, maMgaLakArI sabhyagUdarzana pAme che. tenAthI mukti dUra nathI. dravya, kSetra, kAla ane bhAva AvI malatA kSaye pazamasAmAyika, samaktinA sahakAra pAmI kSAyika bhAvanA anubhava AvI maLatAM, eka bhavamAM paNa zAzvata zuddhinA yAge anaMta sukhamAM nirantara jhIlyA kare che. pachI temane kanA lepa lAgatA nathI. ane avatAra dhAraNa karavA paDatA nathI. mATe AvA anaMta sukhadAyaka peAtAnA ghara tarapha vaLe. vATe vaLatA vighnA paNa Avaze. avaLA ghATA oLaMgavA paDaze. paNa tethI bhayabhIta banaze nahi. zUravIra khanI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #585
pa12 AgaLa vadhatA raheje. je kAyara banI pAchA haThaze to pitAnA satya ghara tarapha vaLI zakazo nahi. sAMsArika raddhi ane siddhi khAtara tame kAyara, ALasu tathA bhayabhIta banatA nathI. te mujaba jemAM anaMta samRddhi bharapUra rahelI che. evA pitAnA ghara tarapha sAhasa, parAkrama tathA dharma rAkhIne vaLavuM joIe. muktirUpa pitAnA gharamAM AvI satyalahera, mojamajAne jarUra meLavaze. temAM zaMkA karaze nahi. saMzayavALAo kadApi yatheccha lAbhane prApta karI zakatA nathI. pAchA ne pAchA paDe che. eka jhaverIne cintAmaNi prApta karavAnI abhilASA thaI bIje sthale paribhramaNa karatAM kaMTALo Ave. tethI pAchA vaLavA lAge ane zaMkA karavA lAgyuM ke, zAstramAM kahyA mujaba sazurU kahe che ke, cintAmaNi hoya che. ane meLavI zakAya che. paNa paribhramaNa karatAM mane maLyo nahi. mATe haze ja nahi. hAya to ATale parizrama karatA kema na maLe? A mujaba vicAraNA karIne pAcho vaLe che. te arasAmAM eka jANakAra maLyo. teNe kahyuM ke, Ama hatAza banavAthI cintAmaNi kadApi prApta thAya nahi. parAkrama, sAhasa karIne mArgamAM je vidane AvatA hoya temAMthI bhaya pAma nahi. ane avaLA ghATa ADA paDelA che teone bala, buddhi vAparI eLagI javAya te pachI cintAmaNi maLI raheze. tenA vege cintAo tathA zeka For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #586
513 saMtApa vigere khasI jaze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI, jhaverI utsAhI banI, vidanene haThAvI, ADA AvI paDelA avaLA ghATane oLaMgI AgaLa vadhyA. tyAre jaLahaLI rahela cintAmaNi hAthamAM AvyuM. ane sukhI che. te mujaba pitAne satyaghara tarapha vaLatAM vidanene ane viSayakaSAyanA avaLA paDelA ghATane oLaMgaze tyAre cintAmaNi karatAM paNa atyaMta zuddha sukhane arpaNa karanAra pitAnuM zAzvataghara pAmaze. pachI dunyavI cintAmaNi ke pArzvamaNi ke kalpavRkSane zodhavAnI IcchA paNa thaze nahi. vinA prayAse cintA vigere mUlamAMthI nAza pAmaze nahi. adyApi tame pitAnA ghara tarapha vaLyA nathI. ane vaLyA che te aDadhe mArge AvI kAyara banyA che. agara vine upasthita thatAM kaMTALo Avela che. tathA zaMkAo karavAthI zakti hote chate paNa AgaLa vadhyA nahi. tethI cintAo, vyAdhio, viDaMbanAo AvIne vaLagI che. AgaLa vadhaze tyAre ja te ApoApa TaLI jaze. mATe muMjhavaNane tyAga karavA pUrvaka dunyavI padArthomAM je mamatva che tene tyAga kare. tethI jarUra svagharane mArga sarala ane sugama thaze. mATe prathama pitAnA ghara tarapha vaLavA ane AgaLa vadhI sarala ane sugama banAvavA mATe mamatvane tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. dunyavI padArthonA soganI mamatAne tyAga karavA dvArA prabhunA sarvathA nirmala thaela cetana, guNemAM prIti thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #587
pATha Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ane tenA yeAge cetanAnA AvirbhAva thAya che. eTale darzananA ceAge spana thAya ane sparzananA ceAge prabhunA guNAmAM ekAgratA thAya che. te mIThA mevA che. mIThA mevA sadAya mIThAza ApI zake che, tenI mIThAza kadApi ochI thatI nathI. dhAraNA karatAM adhikAdhika madhuratA arpaNa kare che. saddagurU pratidhe che ke, saMsAramAM mIThA mevAnI vRtti khasI jaze. ane mahAra bajAramAM javuM paDaze nahi. paraMtu viSaya kaSAyanA bhayakara ane kAramA vikAromAM paDA nahi tyAre ja te vicAraza ane vikArothI dUra khasAthe kAraNa ke, te vicAro ane vikAro vAgharIvADA che. tathA kasAikhAnuM che. kahevAya che ke, ghA, maravAnI thAya tyAre vAgharIvADe jAya tathA ziyALa maravAnI thAya tyAre kasAinA ghera jAya. eka pATalAghA vagaDAmAM bhamI rahelI che. paNa tene joitI khArAkI na maLavAthI gAmamAM rahela vAgharIvADe gaI. sArI rIte khAvAnuM maLaze . Ama dhArIne gaI tA kharI. paNa, khArAkI tA maLI nahi. paNa khuvArI thaI. vAgharIe teNIne pakaDI bAMdhI rAkhI. dararoja herAna karavA lAgyA. te eka vAra khAvAmAM phAvI gaI hatI. tethI lAlaca lAgI ane tyAM ghaNu jokhama che. tene khyAla rahyo nahi. have te ghaNI pIDA pAmavA lAgI. te mujaba eka ziyALa te ghaNI luccI ane ThagArI che. mAMsanI lAlace te kasAInA gharamAM peThI. te velAye kasAI nidrAvaza hatA. tethI phAvaTa For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #588
papa AvI. pahelA majA paDela hevAthI bIjI vAra rAtrImAM piThI. kasAIne khabara paDI che ke, ziyALa AvIne khAI jAya che. tethI bhAjana ughADuM rAkhI chAne saMtAI rahele che. tevAmAM te ziyALa piMdhu paDela hovAthI tenA gharamAM peThI. bhAjana dekhIne ghaNI khuzI thaIne khAvA jAya che tevAmAM tene pakaDI DuMgerA vaDe barAbara kharI karI. pachI kasAInA gharamAM pesavAnI kheDa bhUlI gaI. A pramANe viSaya kaSAnA vicAra ane vikAramAM eka vAra phAvI javAze. paNa te phAvaTa sArI mAnaze nahi. kAraNa ke, temAM bhArebhAre jokhama bhareluM che. ane ghaNuM khuvArI thavAnuM mahAna kAraNa che. mATe ekavAra phAvI gayA tethI mAnI levuM nahi ke, punaH punaH phAvI jaIzuM. te vikAre tamArI vATa jaI rahelA che. ke, kyAre punaH punaH mUDha mANaso ApaNA phaMdAmAM phasAya. ane je temane khumArI AvI che tenI khuvArI karIye. ane bhayaMkara ane kAramAM jokhamamAM ghasaDI laI jaI e. vikAre tamane phAvavA de che tenuM kAraNa, tame samajyA nahi huM te, samajaNa sazurU pADe che ke, tamane phasAvI khuvArI karavA mATe ja te taiyAra hoya che. zANu samaje che. bacI jAya che. teonAthI alaga rahIne cetanA guNathI yukta AtmAne nirmala karI svakalyANa sAdhavA samartha bane che. kevalajJAnI evA prabhunA darzana, ane temane sparza karavA mATe gurUvarya pharamAve che ke, buddhisAgara banavuM hoya te kevala For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #589
516 jJAnI prabhunI AjJAmAM apaI jAo. tethI darzana, jJAna ane cAritra dvArA cittanI prasannatA, sthiratA thaze. pachI koI prakAranI sukhamAM khAmI raheze nahi. are ! ajarAmarane prApta karavA zaktimAna banazo. - have saddagurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ekatAlIzamAM padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke, are bhAgyazAlI ! tAruM kevuM svarUpa che! tenuM tane bhAna nathI. paraMtu tArU svarUpa, sattAnI apekSAe siddhasamAna che. Ama pharamAvatAM kahe che ke - ' (rAga-ajapA jApe suratA cAlI) alakha agocara nirbhayadezI, siddhasamovaDa tuM bhArI, anubhava amRta bhegI haMsA, akalagati va tArI. alakha0 zA asaMkhya pradeza draSTi dekara, zvAsozvAse ghaTa jAge, sthiratA samatA lInatA pAmI, dUre parapariNatityAge. alakha0 rA bheda jJAnathI bhAva bhavikA, Atama ratnatrayI svAmI, abheda draSTi antara lakSI, thAo zivapada sukha rAmI. alakha0 3 bhAgyadazA pUra jasa have, Atama dayAne mana lAge. buddhisAgara dhanya nara jaga, praNama saMtio dilarAme. alakha pAkA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #590
pAcha are AtmajJAnanA arthI tuM cintA kara nahi ke, mArU satya svarUpa kevuM haze ! paraMtu tArU kharU svarUpa deha, vANI, sAta dhAtu tathA mAnasika vRttiethI para, nirALu che. eTale alakha che. tenAthI parakhAze nahi. ane parakhAtuM nathI. anubhavamAM Avatu nathI. paraMtu deha, indriyA tarapha ane mAnasika vRttie tarapha lakSya na detAM AtmaguNeAmAM dhyAna rAkhatAM jema jema sthiratA, lInatA thaze tema tema AtmatattvanA anubhava AvatA raheze deha, indriyA vigere adhikaraNa ane che. ane upakaraNa khanI sahakAra Ape che. paraMtu upakaraNa ane nahi teA adhikaraNa anatA vilaMba thatA nathI. tethI sAta bhaye, upasthita thatAM caMcalatA vadhe che. tethI niyadezI, zuddhasvarUpI AtmAnA anubhava AvatA nathI. paraMtu dehAdikanA sahAro lai, vairAgyapUrvaka AtmabhAvanA bhAve teA, nibhayadezI manAya. evuM tArU svarUpa che. paraMtu tArU svarUpa kayAre parakhAya ke, jyAre dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAvanAnA ceAge vrata, niyamabaddha banI tathA vItarAganI pUjA, AjJAnI arAbara ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka temanA guNAne grahaNa karI, Atmika guNA meLavI, anubhava amRtanA bheAgI ane, tyAre ja AtmatattvanI prIti jAge. tethI dunyavI padArtho para je prema che te zakti mujaba naSTa thaze. eTale hu'sanI mAka, saMsAramAM je je asAra che tene tyAga karavA cUka AtmatattvanA sAra grahaNa karI satyahaMsa banaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #591
pa18 pachI are haMsA ? tArI akaLa gati vartaze. A sivAya anubhava amRtasarasa je rasa che te maLaze nahi. ane. akaLagati prApta thavI te azakya banaze. tamArI abhilASA te AtmasvarUpane meLavavAnI che. mATe prathama dAna, zIyaLa, tapasyA vigerenI ArAdhanA karI jInezvaranA. guNene grahaNa karI yogyatA meLavavAnI AvazyaktA che. dunyavI sagomAM tathA vigemAM aTavAyAthI ane svArtha, svAda tathA kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba ane kAyAmAM. mugdha banavAthI dAnAdimAM tatpara banaze nahi. temaja vItarAganA guNomAM prema jAgaze nahi. te pachI AtmavikAsa kevI rIte sadhAze ? mATe saMsAranI asAratA. jANI, tathA anityatA, azaraNatA vigere rItasara jANa,. dAnAdi sAdhane che temAM parAyaNa bane. tethI deha, geha, kaMcana vigerenI mamatA TaLaze. AvI mamatAthI ahaMkAra, adekhAI hariphAInA kAramAM jokhamamAM phasAI paDavuM paDe che. tethI Atmatava rUpa amRta je prApta karavAnuM che te bhUlAI javAya che. padArthonI mamatAmAM mUDha banavuM ane AtmaanubhavarUpI amRtane AsvAda le te kadApi banatuM nathI. mATe sadagurUne upadeza sAMbhaLI, haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI, jInezvare kahelA mArge gamana kare. pUrva bhavanAM puNyage tamane dareka bAbatamAM anukulatA AvI. maLI che. tene durUpayoga kare nahi. eTale mamatA, ahaMkArane tyAga karI sadupayoga karavA upaga rAkhe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa9 eTale dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanA bhAvI svaparanuM hita, kalyANa sadhAya te mujaba AcaraNa rAkhe. je anukulatA maLI che. te anukrame Atmatatvane prApta karavApUrvaka anya prANIonuM kalyANa karavA mATe ja maLI che. vItarAganA mAge gamana karyA sivAya je buddhi, zakti prApta thaela che tenI saphalatA thaze nahi. Aja, Atmazuddhine sarala ane sugama mArga che. tamane vipatti, zaka, saMtApa vigerethI pIDA thatI hoya, ane bhaya lAgatuM hoya te, upara kahelA mArge gamana karavA ALasa karaze nahi. saMsAramAM te evA evA saMge AvI maLaze ke, jenA AdhAre malInatAmAM vadhAre thavAno ja. kAraNa ke nimittavAsI AtmA che. kadAca kharAba, aniSTa, nimitte hAjara thAya, te vakhate temane khabara paDe ke, AtmA malIna thaela che. te velAye zuddhi karavAnuM bhUlatA nahi. eka dhAbaNanI mAphaka-rAjagRhI nagarImAM lugaDAM dhanAra, cekhA karanAra eka dhabI ane dhobaNa rahetA hatA. te vare zuddha karavAmAM ghaNA huMzIyAra hatA. tethI zreNika rAjA ane temanI rANIe potAnA vastrone dhavA mATe te dhabI-dhobaNane ApatA. teoe te vA,je divase sApha karIne rAkhyA che. te divase kaumudI mahotsava hovAthI samagra prajA tathA rAjA udyAnamAM gayA. have evuM banyuM ke, dhobI, dhaMbaNane paNa udyAnamAM mahAlavAnI IcchA thaela hovAthI rANInA vacce paherI dhamaNa sajaja thaI. lugaDAM paherI ghaNu khuzI thaI. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #593
50 ane meLAmAM mahAlavA lAgI. udyAnanI majADane lIdhA pachI rAjAe paNa meLAmAM pharatAM, rANInA vastrone paherIne mahAlatI dhAmaNane dekhI, tethI krodha aa thaye, paNa meLAmAM kAMI paNa melyA sivAya jyAre vastro ApavA Avaze tyAre arAkhara zikSA karIzuM. Ama vicArI guptatAe te vA upara tALanI nizAnI karI. tyArapachI dhAmaNane A vAtanI khamara paDI. tethI bhaya pAmI phvAnu mUkI daI, jaldI peAtAnA ghera AvI. rAjAe je nizAnI karelI hatI te dekhAya nahi te mujaba vastronI zuddhi karI, khIje divase rAjAnI pAse te vacce lAvI mUkayA. rAjA nizAnI tapAse che. chatAM na dekhavAthI zikSA karI zakayo niha. rAjAe kahyuM ke, amArA kapaDA tathA rANInA kapaDA tamArAthI paherAya nahi. chatAM tuM rANInA vastro paherI meLAmAM mahAlatI hatI, te velAye me' tabALanI nizAnI karI hatI te dekhAtI nathI. tenuM zuM kAraNa ! dhemaNe kahyuM ke, mugdha anI kapaDA paheryo pachI tamArI bhItine laine jaldI ghera AvI nizAnInI zuddhi karavA pUrvaka punaH saghaLA kapaDAnI zuddhi karI che. A mujaba sAMbhaLI nRpati khuzI thaye. ane kahyu ke, khIjIvAra havethI paheravA niha. have mugdha banI paherIza nahi. A mujaba kahI praNAma karIne dhAmaNu ghera gai. A mujaba tamAne sa`sAranI kAryavAhImAM duHkarmonI bhIti lAgatI hAya teA, jarUra tarata kamodvArA AtmA malIna thayA hAvAthI AtmAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #594
para1 zuddhi karavA ALasa karavI joIe nahi. je zuddhi nahi kare che te duSTakarmo janya vipatti, valopAta vigerenI piDAo bhegavavI paDaze. have zuddhi keTalI karavI! te kahevAmAM Ave che. te traNa prakAranI che. yogazuddhi, kiyAzuddhi, ane dhyAnazuddhi. gazuddhi eTale mana, vacana ane kAyA dvArA je duSTa vicAra karyA hoya, tathA vacananA ege koIne pratye saMtApa, paritApa vigere pIDA upajAvI heya, tathA kAyAthI anAcAre sevyA hoya, duSTa pravRtti karI hoya, teonI AtmasAkSIe tathA gurUdevanI sAkSIe mAphI mAgavI. micchAmi dukkaDa de. ane bIjIvAra tevI vRttimAMthI pAchuM khasavuM, punaH tevuM karavuM nahi te yegazuddhi kahevAya. A mujaba nindA, gaha karavAthI "kriyAzuddhi thAya che. tyArapachI dhyAnazuddhi AvIne hAjara thAya che. eTale AvatAM pApe zekAya che. puNyabaMdhanI sAthe saMvara thAya che. ane udayamAM AvelA karmonI nirjarA thatI jAya che. mATe AtmonnatinA athaoe prathama yogazuddhi, kiyAzuddhi ane dhyAnazuddhi karavAmAM tatpara banavuM. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, japa vigere kiyAmAM caga, kiyA ane dhyAnazuddhinI paNa jarUra rahevI joIe, jarUra rAkhavI agatyanI che. te sivAya karela dAnAdidharma barobara phalIbhUta banatA nathI. supAtre dAna devAmAM nirdoSa AhAra, pANI, vasatI, vastro vigerene upaga rAkha. temaja supAtre dAna devAmAM pAMca duSaNane tyAga kare ane pAMca bhUSaNane Adara kare. pAMca For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #595
para dUSaNa jevAM ke, anAdara, vilaMba, vaimukhya, vipriyavacana ane pazcAttApa. dAna dAtAranA A pAMca duSaNa zAstrakAre kahelA che. tathA AnaMdanA aNi, romAMca, bahumAna, priyavacana ane anumodanA A pAMca bhUSaNa kahyAM che. A mujaba dAnazuddhi karavA pUrvaka dAtAranI mamatA, ahaMkAra vigere khasavA mAMDe che. tathA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyabaMdhanI sAthe nirjaza thAya che. suMdara saMskAra paDe che. te paralekamAM sAthe AvatA hovAthI dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM sugamatA thAya che. tethI maLela sAdhanasAmagrI dvArA svaparanuM hitA sadhAya che. zIyaLa kahetAM brahmacaryanI zuddhimAM zArIrika zakti, mAnasika ane Atmika zaktimAM vadhAro thato rahe che. ane jJAnanA ge AtmaramaNatA thAya che. brahmacaryanA pAlana pachI je AtmaramaNatA thAya nahi te, te dravyabrahmacarya kahevAya. bhAvathI AtmaramaNatA prApta che. te zIyaLanI zuddhithI viSayanA vikAre dUra bhAgatA jAya che. tathA tapasyAnI zuddhinI paNa agatyatA che ja. kAraNa ke, tenA ge maMca Indriye kanjAmAM Ave che. ane te indriye kawAmAM AvyA pachI zIyaLa, brahmacaryanA pAlanamAM sugamatA ane saralatA. banI rahe che. pAMca indriyane vaza karyA sivAya brahmacaryanuM pAlana duSkara che. mATe tapanI kartavyatA avazya rahevI joIe. tapasyA evI hovI joIe ke, pAMca IndriyanI tAkAta ghavAya nahi ane ArtadhyAna, valepAtAdi thAya nahi. tene jJArnamahArAjA tapazuddhi kahe che. ane te zuddhimAM AgaLa vadhavA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #596
53 mATe bhAvanAnI zuddhinI paNa jarUra che. bhAvanAthI te zuddhionu rakSaNa thAya che, ane kriyAnI siddhimAM ane dhyAnanI zuddhimAM AgaLa vadhAya che. tyArapachI te ceAzuddhi ane kriyAnA ceAge dhyAnazuddhimAM sthiratA, lInatA jhAme che. sAthe sAthe asaMkhyapradezI AtmAnA anubhava Ave che. mATe A mujaba vartana karI AtmAmAM anukrame draSTi lagAva. ane zvAseAzvAse ghaTamAM jAgrata rahe, pachI jIveAnA pAMcase ne tresaTha bhedo paikI kAI prANI pratye rAga, dveSa, adekhAI vigere thaze nahi. are ne ! yAga, kriyA ane dhyAnazuddhine sAcavI iryopathikI kriyA karavAmAM Ave tA. ghaNAM pApAnA vipAka naSTa thAya che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI sAthe atimukta muninI mAphaka ghaNI nirA karavAthI karmo nAza pAme che, ane kaivalyajJAnanI prApti hAjara thAya che. atimukta muni, peAlAsapuranA vijaya rAjA ane zrIdevI mahArANInA priyaputra hatA. cha varSoMnA evA temaNe zrIgautamasvAmIne gaucarIe saMcaratA dekhyA. manamAM AnaMda pUrvaka Agraha bharI vinaMti karI, pAtAnA ghera laI gayA, maneAhara bhAvanAnI sAthe gecarI vaheArAvI. pachI temanI sAthe cAlyA. ane prabhu mahAvIranI pAse AvI upadeza zravaNa karI pratibeAdha pAmI peAtAnA mASitAne madhura vANIvaDe kahevA lAgyA ke, tame mane dIkSA levAnI anumati Ape. saMsAranA sukhA mane pasada nathI. tenAthI udbhavigna banela chuM. kAI kaheze ke, A cha varSanA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #597
pa24 hine rANI che. paNa A kaLIyA temaja bALakane A vairAgya ane saMvega Ave kayAMthI? gatabhavenA saMskAranA ge vairAgya vigere jAgrata thAya che. suMdara nimitto maLavA joIe. gautamasvAmI ane zrI mahAvIra svAmInI dezanAe manahara nimitta prApta thayuM. te pachI pavitra banela atimukta vairAga jAge temAM Azcarya zuM ? zubha saMskArothI zuddhi thAya che. ane zuddhine vege pavitra banAya che. putranI vAta sAMbhaLI mAtapitA, rAja rANI kahe che ke, tuM hajI nAkhe che. ane dIkSA levI sahelI che. paNa pALavI kaThINa che. lehanA caNA cAvavA ane veLunA kaLIyA khAvA barAbara che. TADha, taDake vigere dekhe nathI. temaja bAvIsa parisahe sahana karavA paDaze. tathA tane zuM evuM jJAna thayuM che ke, dIkSA levAnI anumati mAge che! atimukta kahyuM ke, deva gurUnI kRpAe eTaluM jJAna thayuM che ke, are puje ? je huM jANuM chuM ja, teja huM jANato nathI. kevI rIte? he vahAlA putra kahe. he putra kahe che ke, mAtApitA je huM jANuM chuM ke, janma pAmelAne jarUra maravAnuM hoya che. paraMtu maraNa pAmyA pachI kaye sthale, kyAre ane kevI rIte utpanna thavAya che. te jANatA nathI. te pachI maraNa pAmyA pahelAM saMsAranA sukhanI Asaktine tyAga karavA pUrvaka Atmika vikAsa sAdhave atikalyANakAraka che. TADha, taDake tathA bAvIsa parisaha tathA upasargone bhaya rAkhavAthI koI paNa sAdhavA samartha banAtuM nathI. ane For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #598
55. anaMta raddhi, siddhi ane zuddhi maLI zakatI nathI. parisaho vigerene sahana karyA sivAya keNe dubene nivAryA che. ane ISTa lAbha, keNe prApta karyo che ! te tame darzAvI zakaze? batAvI zakazo nahi ja. mAtapitA ! tamAre rAga je che te mahajanya che. tene nivArI dIkSA levAnI anumati Apa. dIkSA lIdhA pachI evuM bala pheravIza ke punaH janma jarA maraNanI viDaMbanA mUlamAMthI nAza pAme. ane mAtapitAne paNa zeka saMtApAdi thAya che te thAya nahi. ane mamatAnA udare nava mAsa lagabhaga udhe mastake aMdhArI koTaDImAM rahevuM paDe nahi. tathA A jIve mAtapitAne asahya pIDA upajAvavA pUrvaka asaMkhyAtI. vAra janma dhAraNa karyo. temaja ghaNI vAra khaMbhAtI tALA devarAvI svajanavage ghaNuM saMkaTamAM phasAvyA che. saMsAranA saMbaMdha kSaNavinAzI hoI sthira nathI. jJAnIo pharamAve che ke, "nityani , vimavo naiva zAzvata, tamata. zartavyo saMgraha:" mATe Adhi, vyAdhi, vipatti AvI lAge nahi te pahelAM, Atmadharma sAdhavA tatpara thavuM te buddhimattA che. A mujaba putranuM kathana sAMbhaLI, rAjA rANI ghaNA khuzI thayA. ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke amane ATalI ummare vairAgya Avye nahi, ane ame viSayasukhamAM phasAI paDyA. dhanya che A putrane ke je che varSane bAlakane A jJAnagarbhita vairAgya utpanna thaye. have tene AtmakalyANa sAdhavAmAM vine upasthita karavA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #599
pa nahi. vighna ubhA karavA te amArU kAma nathI. Ama vicArI zraddhAvAna mApitAe anumati ApI. maheAtsava karavA pUrNAMka sAdharmika adhuene ane anyajanAne ucita dAna daI sAthe AvI zrImahAvIrasvAmIne vaMdanA karI be hAtha joDI vinaMti karI ke, amArA jJAnagarbhita putrane dIkSA ApeA. jethI tenuM Atmazreya: sadhAya, ane amArI paNa prabhu pathe saMcaravAnI abhilASA thAya, vItarAga, tIrthaMkara zrImahAvIrasvAmIe dIkSA apaNuM karI. ane sthavira munivaryAMne yAga, kriyA ane dhyAna zuddhi mATe sAMkhyA. rAjA rANI AnaMda sAthe potAnA mahelamAM gayA. atimukta munivarye traNa varSomAM agyAra aMge, upAMgA vigerenA abhyAsa karyo. eka divasa, sthavirAnI sAthe stha'Dile gayA. mAge nAnA khAlake, nAnA taLAvaDAmAM nAnI hADInI ramata ramI rahyA che. te dekhIne AlasvabhAvanA ceAge temane paNa ramavAnI icchA thaI. nAnA pAtarAne talAvamAM nAMkhI kahevA lAgyA ke, " mArI hoDI tare mArI hoDI tare. " A mujaba khelI rahyA che. te arasAmAM sthavire AvyA. ne ThapakA ApavA lAgyA ke, are mahAnubhAva ! tuM A zuM kare che ! pAtarAne pANImAM nAMkhI ramata kare che! zuM tamane khakhara nathI ! ke pANInI virAdhanAmAM chajIvakAyanI virAdhanA thAya che ! agyAra agAnA abhyAsa tA karyAM che ne? ane upayega rAkhyo nahi, mA .mujaba kahetAM prabhunI pAse AvyA ane kahyuM For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #600
para7 ke, A munivare pANInI virAdhanA karI che. mATe Thapako ApavA lAyaka che. prabhue kahyuM ke, bAlasvabhAvathI virAdhanA karI che te barAbara che. chatAM A muninI AzAtanA kare nahi. haiyAmAM ghaNe pastA karavA pUrvaka dekho. kevI IriyAvahI kriyA karI rahela che. traNa zuddhi pUrvaka kiyA karI rahela che. hAlamAM ja temane kaivalyajJAna prApta thaze. A mujaba kahI rahela che. tevAmAM jJAnI atimukta munivaryo "maTTImaDA" vigere bolatA kevalajJAna prApta karyuM. A kiyA kevI zuddhipUrvaka karI te tamoe jANyuM ! mATe sarve kriyAo zuddhi pUrvaka karAya te mikSa dura nathI. tamArI pAse ja rahela che. temane AtmAne te anubhava kayAre Ave ke, jyAre. ga, kiyA ane dhyAna zuddhimAM tatpara banAya tyAre ja. mATe parapadArthonI je pariNati che, tene dura kare. ane sthiratA, lInatA ane samatAne rItasara Adara karo. mamatA ane samatAnA bhAnanA coge bhedajJAna prApta thAya che. tethI mamatA TaLe che. ane samatva hAjara thAya che. te bhedajJAna, samyagajJAna, darzana ane cAritranI ArAdhanA dvArA thatuM hovAthI, ratnatrayInA svAmI banavAnI zakti jAge che. mATe gurU kahe che ke, ratnatrayInA svAmI banyA pachI antarAtmA banaze. ane AtmAnA guNonA lakSI banaze. A mujaba sthiratA, lInatA tathA sthiratAne pAmI tathA ratnatrayInA svAmI banI, zivapada, anaMtasukhanA svAmI, zamI bane. gurU kahe che ke, anaMta sukhanA rAmI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #601
528 kyAre banAya ke, jyAre bhAgyadazA pUrepUrI jAgI hoya, eTale puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA yoge paheluM saMghayaNa, vAraSabhanArAca maLavA pUrvaka ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka, AtmajJAna ane dhyAnamAM laganI lAge tyAre ja, anaMta rIddhi, siddhi ane zuddhi rUpa sukhanA rAmI banAya. svAmI thavAya. tevA mahAbhAgIone dhanya che ke, jeoe saMsAranA saMge ane vigone tathA saMpatti, vipattione samagaNI che. samatvamAM sthira thaI, AtmAne bhAvyuM che. ane kaivalya pAmI anaMta sukhanA svAmI banyA che. teone sAcA dilarAgathI tame praNAma kare. ane temanA guNenA rAgI banI, temanA mokSamArge saMcara. evA bhAgyazAlI dhanyane paNa praNAma kare. sadgurU kahe che ke, ame paNa praNAma karIe chIe ke, tethI anaMtabhavanA upArjana karelA kharAba saMskAra ane vAsanA khasatI jAya che. ane sAcA dilanA rAge te saMtenA mArge gamana karAya che. dunyavI mAge gamana karatA sukhAbhAsa khAtara ghaNA zrImaMtane praNAma karyA, kAlAvAlA karyA. vAre vAre AjIjI karI. chatAM satya sukhane anubhava prApta thaye nahi. ulTA hAMsIpAtra banyA. tathA cAre gatimAM TIcAyA. ane kuTAyA, have saranA vege anaMta satyane mArga maLyo che. tethI ApaNe mahAbhAgyodaya jAge. ane tethI AtmikaguNenI rItasara eLakhANa thaI For Private And Personal Use Only

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529 beMtAlIzamA padamAM sadgurU mahArAja buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI evA evA nimitto ane sago pAmI. AtmA pitAnuM tatva bhUlI jAya chetenI yAdi, maraNa karAvavA mATe punaH punaH kAvyadvArA pharamAve che. ( rAga kalyANa) tAro AtamarAya, mahAzaya tAro AtmarAya. kAdavamAM maNi kharaDAya che, svaccha kare citta lAya, ma0 AtamahIre jhaLake che, je je ghaTanI mAMya. mahAzaya0 1aaaa satya sanAtana sukhane dAtA, ApoApa suhAya,mahAva jenI zakti pAra vinAnI, sAdhanathI te sadhAya. mahAzaya para jagadIzvara jaganAtha jyo jaga, jJAna thakI parakhAyAma jenI sevA amRtamevA, janma jarA dUra jAya. mahAzaya kayA guNaparyAyane dhAraka bhAjanA samaye samaye thAya; mahA paramAtama te nizcayanayathI, dhyAve te sukha pAya, mahAzaya 4 vyavahAre zuddha varte tadarthe, kSaNa kSaNamAMhI sadAya; mahAra kAraNe kArya mahadaya siddhi, buddhisAgara guNa gAya. mahAzaya pA For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa30 "saddagurU mahArAja karUNa lAvI bhavyajanene upadeza Ape che ke, he mahAzaya puNyavaMta! tamArA AtmarAjAne tAre. tAro. puNyayoge prApta thaela saMpatti, zaktine dunyavI vilAsamAM tamo vilAsI banela hovAthI temaja anya zrImate pratye adekhAI, IrSA, virodhAdika karatA hovAthI Atmikazakti dabAtI rahI che. ane raheze. tethI je sAdhanasAmagrI maLI che tenI sArthakatA, saphalatA thaze nahi. je sAmagrI prApta thaela che te, AtmAne uddhAra karavA maLI che. tenA upara karmonuM adhika dabANa lAvavA mATe maLI nathI. mATe bhege paganA vilAsane niyamita banAve, tethI AtmAnI tAkAta upara je adhika dabANa Ave che te Avaze nahi. ane mAyA, mamatA, rAgadveSa mahAdiyege prathamanuM je karmonuM AvaraNa, kahetAM dabANa Avela che te vrata, niyamAdi vaDe ochuM thaze. tethI AtmAne tAravA samartha banaze. bhogavilAsa paNa kAdava samAna che. temAM paDelA mahAmulyavAna hIrAnA upara, tene teja upara, bahArathI AvaraNa Avela che. tethI te tenA satya svarUpe jaLahaLatuM nathI. tenI mAphaka AtmA upara bhavabhavanA bhegepabhoganA vilAsarUpI kAdavanuM AvaraNa AvI rahela che. ane AvI gaela che. tethI AtmAnuM satya svarUpa, tejaprakAzita nathI. tethI ja vArevAre vipno, vipatti, viDaMbanA vigere AvIne vaLagyA che. ane vaLagaze. tamArI IcchA te vinAdikane dUra kara For Private And Personal Use Only

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vAnI haze, ane hevI joIe. paraMtu mAyA mamatAnA ge kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, adekhAI vigere doSo thatA hovAthI te kadApi TaLaze nahi. balake temAM vadhAro thata raheze. ane teonI paraMparA vadhatI raheze. ataeva AtmAnA upara dabANa vadhavAthI tamArI abhilASA phaLIbhUta kyAMthI banaze? kadApi nahi bane. mATe svayaM vicAra, viveka lAvI agara saddagurUno sahAre laI je tame kAdavamAM Asakta banela che. tenI Asaktine tyAga karI, AvatA ane AvelA AvaraNane cittamAMthI svaccha karI, dUra kare. eTale AtmahIrAnuM teja, zaktine AvirbhAva thaze. te tejazakti dvArA vipatti, viDaMbanAdikane AvavAnuM jora cAlaze nahi. are AtmAno uddhAra thaze. Amane Ama kayAM sudhI kAdavamAM phasAtuM rahevuM che ! ane asahya vedanAonI pIDAmAM duHkhI jIvana gujAravuM che! A kAMI ochI parAdhInatA, ozIyALI nathI ? tame kahezo ke, amArI pAse sarva prakAranI sAdhanasAmagrI che tethI amone keInI parAdhInatA tathA ezIyALI nathI ja. ThIka che ! paNa tamAre bhogapabheganA vikAsamAM vyaya thatI sAdhanasAmagrIne khADo pUrA karavA khAtara, tamArA karatAM adhika zrImatanI, adhikArIonI paravA rAkhavI paDaze. temanA kathana mujaba vartana rAkhavuM paDaze ja. ane praNAma, salAma, namratA vagere karavA paDaze ja. ane madane dhAraNa karI praNAma vigere karazo nahi te paDele khADe kevI rIte For Private And Personal Use Only

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para pUraze? A kaI paNa prakAre ozIyALI kahevAya ke nahi? te tame ja kaho. vaLI tame huMzIyArI batAvavA kaheze ke, ame udyoga karI khADe purIzuM. temAM paNa parAdhInatA. te rahevAnI ja. sAMbhaLo ! vepAra, udyoga vigere karavA mATe muDI haze te mAla bharazo. tathA prakArano mAla bharavA mATe muDI nahi hoya te karaja, devuM karavuM paDaze. rUpiyAne dhIradhAra, namratAdi karyA sivAya kayAMthI Apaze. A ezIyALI ke bIjuM? are bhAIe ? saMsAramAM parAdhInatA tathA svachaMdatA ghaNuM bharelI che. temAM svataMtratA hica kyAMthI ! bhale pachI saMsArane gametevI upamA Apo. tethI kAMI anaMtasukha ane zuddhi maLaze nahi. jyAM kAma, koI, mada, mAna, mAyA hoya, tyAM anaMtasukha ane zuddhinA badale anaMta duHkha, zeka saMtApada hoya che ja. AvA saMsArane sukhadAyaka kema kahevAya? chatAM temAM tame rAcImAcI rahela hovAthI prabhunI pAse agara gurUnI pAse saMsAranA sukhanI mAgaNI karI che. te ajabanI vAta che. jaMgalamAM vaselA eka RSi, AtmajJAna, dhyAna karatA hatA. temanI pAse uMdara AvI namana kare che. pUrvabhavano saMskArI hovAthI dhanamAM paNa Asakta banela hatuM. tethI uMdara che. ane mahAtmAne dekhI saMskAra jAgrata thatAM, te mahAtmAnI pAse AvI, AnaMdapUrvaka nIce namI vaMdanA kare che. tethI A mahAtmAne ghaNe AnaMda thAya che. eka divasa mahAtmA prasanna thaI uMdarane kahe che ke, are uMdara? tArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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533 namana, vaMdanathI ame prasanna thayA chIe. tuM kahe te, manuSya banavAna ane svargamAM deva thavAno upAya batAvuM. zrImaMta zeTha banavuM che ke sUrya, caMdra ke bhuvanapatideva banavuM che. tyAM ghaNo AnaMda Avaze. je manuSya banIza te dharmanI ArAdhanAnA ghaNA sAdhano maLI Avaze. A mujaba trASi mahAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLI uMdare kahyuM ke, mahAtmA mAre zrImaMta, deva vigere banavuM nathI. paNa eka uMdaraDI rUDI rUpALI maLe tevI AzISa Apo. je te maLe te ghaNe AnaMda Avaze. ane mari saMsAra sukharUpa banaze. A mujaba sAMbhaLI mahAtmAe kahyuM ke, alyA uMdara?mAgaNuM uMdaraDInI karI. temAM AnaMda paDaze nahi. anya mAgaNI kara. teno upAya batAvuM. nahi. nahi. mAre to rUDIrUpALI uMdaraDI joIe. mahAtmA samajI gayA ke, ajJAnI jIvAtmAno evo svabhAva hoya che. vAsanA mujaba AzIrvAda mAge. A mujaba sadgurU buddhisAgarasUri kahe che ke, uMdara jevI vAsanAvALA manuSya, rUDI, rUpALI, laTakALI lalanAmAM tathA tenA vikAsamAM magna banela hovAthI temAM ja sukha mAnI beThela hoya che. ane parigraha vadhArI temAM ja rAcAmAcI rahI potAnA AtmAne saMsAra sAgaramAMthI tAratA nathI. tenAthI pAra utAratA nathI. tethI kahevAmAM Ave che ke, are mahAzaye AtamarAyane tAro. je rUpALI lalanAmAM Asakta banyA te parigrahanI jarUra rahevAnI ja. ane putrAdika je utpanna karyA haze tenI sAra saMbhALa For Private And Personal Use Only

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534 paNa karavI paDaze. ane temane keLavavA aMdagAnI vyatIta thavAnI. A mujaba sAMsArika vyavahAra hovAthI dharmakiyAnA yoge AtmAne tAravAno che te rahI jaze. mATe patnI, putrAdi parivAranI mamatAne tyAga karI, Atmatattvane anubhava karavA dharmakiyAmAM tatpara bane. tethI patnI, putrAdikane paNa dharmakiyA karavAnI rUci jAgaze. ane mamatA, mAyAmAM phasAI paDaze nahi. ane pitAnA AtmAne tAravA mATe kezIza karaze. eka dIpaka anya dIpaka pragaTAve che. tethI mithyAtvAMdhakAramAM athaDAvuM paDatuM nathI. aviratino tyAga karI vrata niyamAdikane Adare che. mATe tame jJAnadIpakane haiyAmAM pragaTAve. bIjAone tenI asara thaze. saMskAra paDaze. A kAMI ocho lAbha nathI. pite tare ane parane tAre A ghaNe apUrva lAbha che. ane saMpatti che. mATe viSayakaSAyanA vikArono tyAga karI AtmAne tAravA mATe prayAsa kare. jethI satya sanAtana sukhane dAtA, AtmarAyA parakhAya. ane svayameva sukhane anubhava, AsvAda maLatuM rahe. te paNa manapasaMda ane alpa thAya e nahIM ja. paraMtu jyAre bahAranI pravRttimAM, je pAMca indriye tathA mAnasika vRtti deDa karI rahela che teone antarmukha banAve. tyAre ja AtmAne anubhava Ave. ane zAzvata sukhane lahAve levAya. sarvakAlanA indrAdikanA sukha karatAM anaMta guNo lAbha prApta thAya. indrAdikanA sukhe ane sAhyabI antavALI che. ane adhurI che. mATe evA sukhane paNa abhilASa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa35 jyAre jAya, tyAre AtmaramaNatApUrvaka anukrame lhA maLa rahe. AtmA, sattAnI apekSAe nitya sanAtana che paNa pAMca indriya ane mAnasika vRttionI dedeDathI anitya je banyuM che. have nitya, zAzvata, sanAtana banAva hoya te, Atma nirIkSaNa pUrvaka aDhAra dene TALI, AtmaramaNatAmAM laganI lagAvo. tethI peTa, paTArA ane parivAranI cintA raheze nahi anaMta mahAzaye sarva saMgane tyAga karI Atma ramaNatAmAM laganI lagAvI anaMtasukhanA svAmI banyA che. tamAre paNa adhikAra che ane anaMtasukhanA svAmI banaze. jo ke A pAMcamAArAmAM anaMtasukhanA bhaktA banAze nahi. paNa A bhavamAM tenA sAdhano dvArA taiyArI karI zakAze. A bhavanI taiyArI karI haze te zrI mahAvideha kSetromAM paripUrNa sAdhanAnA ge manavAMchita sAdhya sadhAze mATe mAyA, mamatA ane huM, mArUne tyAga karI prApta zaktine pherave. jo ke, A bhavamAM jagadIzvara, jagannAtha ne oLakhavAmAM temanI pratimA, AgamazA vidyamAna che. tene akSaradehe mAnaze ane jInezvaranI pratimA jInezvara che. ema mAnI viSaya kaSAyono tyAga karI tene barAbara samajI aMtaHkaraNathI laganI lagAvaze tyAre yathAzakti lAbha maLa raheze. ane cintA, roga, zoka, valopAta TaLatA jaze. ane be traNa bhavomAM kevalajJAna pAmI, sarvaduHkhane kSaya karI, siddhi padane meLavI, anaMta sukhanA svAmI banaze. je, For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa jagannAthanI ananya sevA, bhakti ane AjJA mujaba vana karatA rahe che tenA janma, jarA ane maraNanA paNa saMkaTa TaLatA jAya che. ane mIThA mevA maLe che. je paramAtmA, guNaparyAyAnA dhAraka che. ane bhAjana che, teone samaye samaye te guNeA anata sukha ApI rahela che. evA paramAtmAne nizcayathI dhyAve. te ja are bhAgyazAlIe tamAne anaMtasukhano lhAvA jarUra prApta thaze. vyavahAramAM jyAMsudhI rahelA che tyAMsudhI tene anusAre kAryo karavA paDe che. karavA joie ja ema nahi, avazya tyAga karavA lAyaka mAyA mamatAnA tyAga karI Atmika guNAne AvirbhAva karavA teja kharU sukha che. kAraNa ke, rAga, dveSa, meAha vigere je durguNA che. tenA tyAga karyo sivAya Atmika vikAsa paNa sadhAtA nathI. ane vyAvahArika kArco karatAM mAyA, mamatA, rAga, dveSa, mahArdika thavAnA. teone sArA guNavALA mAnatA nahi. jayAre sArA mAnavAmAM nahi Ave tyAre vyAvahArika kAryo zubha, sArA khanaze. evA zubha banela vyavahAra, AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM sArI rIte sahakAra Apaze. ane rAga, dveSa ane mAhanA baMdhanA tuTavA mAMDaze. satyarItyA svArtha paNa kayAre sadhAya ke, mAyA mamatA, rAga, dveSa, mahAdi jyAre khasavA mAMDe che tyAre sadhAya che. svArthImAM vAre vAre vighna ubhA karanAra, ane lAbhanI hAnI karanAra, jo keAI hAya te kAma, krodha, mada, mAna, For Private And Personal Use Only

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537 matsarAdika che. tethI kayAMthI svArtha sadhAya ! ulaTA te durgaNe, mana, vacana, kAyAne kharAba karavA pUrvaka durgatimAM sapaDAve che. tethI karelA kAryo sadugatimAM sahAro ApavA samartha thatAM nathI bhale mAyA, mamatA rAkho. paNa temAM kaSA thAya nahi te mujaba sAvadhAnI, upaga rAkhavAnI jarUra che. tethI te sAdhele svArtha, paramArthane sAdhavAmAM sAnukalatA rItasara karI Apaze. anyathA tame paramArtha mATe ghaNuM jhaMkhanA karaze. derAsaramAM jaI prabhu pAse vinati karaze te paNa, paramArtha kahetAM A nnati karavI te banavI azakya, duSkara thaze. mATe vyavahArane prabhunA vacanAnusAre zuddha banAvo. eTale paramArthane sAdhavAnI egyatA Ave. mATe sadgurU pharamAve che ke, vyAvahArika kAryo paNa tadarthe eTale AtmAnA vikAsa mATe kahevA joIe. te paNa kSaNe kSaNe rAga, dveSa ane mehAdikanA vikArene jhapATa lAge nahi te mujaba sAvadhAna banavuM. ke jethI svArthanI sAthe sAthe paramArtha sAdhavAnI zakti jAge. kAraNa zuddha heya te kAryanI zuddhi thAya. jInezvaranA vacanAnusAre vyavahAra rAkhave te zubha kAraNa che. ane te mujaba Atma sAdhanA karI AtmavikAsa sAdhave te kArya che. te vyavahAra, nizcayamAM sugamatAye sthApana kare che. AtmikaguNomAM ramaNatA karanArane vyavahAranA kAryo karavA paDe che ja, khAvuM, pIvuM, kArya prasaMge bIje sthale javuM, pAse AvanArane zakya salAha, upadeza Apa. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa38 vigere karavA paDe che. te vyavahAra kahevAya. teja pavahAre viSaya kaSAyanA vikAro je utpanna thAya nahi te, nizcayamAM Atmika vikAse AgaLa vadhAya che nahitara AtmajJAnI, dhyAnIne paTakI pADI saMsAranI cAreya gatimAM vividha prakAre paribhramaNa karAvI mahAsaMkaTa, vipattiomAM lAvI muke che. pachI AtmAnA svarUpanI oLakhANa pAye azakya bane. emAM kAMI Azcarya kahevAya nahi. koI AtmajJAnI evI salAha ane dezanA Ape che ke, navakAra maMtra jApa agara tapa, niyama karavAnI jarUra nathI. phakta AtmajJAna karI AtmadhyAnamAM rahe. jApa, tapAdithI te puNya vadhe che. te senAnI beDImAM baMdhAvA jevuM che. A kathana temanuM ucita nathI. kAraNa ke, anAdikAlathI rAga, dveSa ane mahAdikathI lipta banelA jIvAtmAne temaja sArI keLavaNI laI vijJAnamAM AgaLa. vadhelane paNa tapa, japAdi dhArmika kriyA karyA sivAya AtmajJAna prApta thavuM ja azakya che. te pachI AtmadhyAna thAya. kyAMthI? thAya nahi. vrata, niyama, tapa, japAdi kriyAo karanAra puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe che. teja satya sAdhana che. ane te AdhAre AtmadhyAnamAM anukrame AgaLa vadhavA samartha bane che. AvuM puNya te vaLAvA jevuM che. ISTranagara sudhI pahoMcADIne vaLI pAchA vaLI jAya che. te mujaba svayaM te puNya sAthe Ave te paNa baMdhanakartA banatuM nathI, paraMtu mArge AvatA vine nivAre che. eTale tapa, For Private And Personal Use Only

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539 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir karavAthI je puNya khaMdhAya che. japa, vrata niyamAdi kriyA te eDIrUpa khanatuM nathI, paNa sAdhaka manI, khAdhakane haThAva!, sArI rIte sahakAra Ape che. peTamAM ajINu thI thaela vyAdhine huMDAvavA jANakAra svayaM dIvela pIe che. agara vaidya ke DaoNkaTara prathama dIvelane upayoga karavAnuM atAve che. te dIvela pIdhA pachI jAmelA maLanI sAthe ne sAthe divela paNa peTamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che, te dvIvela khAdha karanAra khanatuM nathI. paraMtu maLane kADhavAmAM sahAro Ape che. te mujaba meha, mamatAnA malInatArUpI je kharAba vicAra, uccAra ane AcArA che tene dUra karavA pUka tathAprakAranI sukhazAtA Ape che. ane sadvicAra vigeremAM sthApana kare che. ane tenA yeAge anukulatA maLavAthI AtmajJAna pUrNAMka AtmadhyAnamAM ArUDha thavAya che. AvI dhArmika kriyAone eDInA dhanarUpa kema kahevAya ? kahevAya nahi. prathama saMghayaNa paNa puNyanA AdhAre maLe che. teja AdhAre taniyamAdikanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karatAM AtmajJAna pUrvaka AtmadhyAnamAM lInatA, sthiratA thAya che. ane zukaladhyAnamAM ArUDha thatAM kaivalyajJAna prApta thAya che. kevalajJAnI paNa tapasyAno tyAga karatA nathI. te pazu zubha puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI prakRti eka samaye bAMdhe, ane khIjA samaye zubha vipAkane bhAgavI, trIjA samaye kheravI nAMkhe che. mATe vrata, niyama, tapa, kriyAne tyAga karaveA joie nahi. ane te puNyane kheDI samAna kathana. For Private And Personal Use Only

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540 karanAra upara vizvAsa rAkhavo nahi. te mukhe bole che kharA. paNa puNyAnubaMdhI kriyAo karatA hoya che. upadeza de, bahAragAma-nagaramAM paribhramaNa karI pracAra kare, te puNyanA kAraNe che. tethI puNya baMdhAya che. te zuM jANatA nathI ! chatAM puNyanI kriyAo karavI nahi ema kahevuM te kevuM kahevAya? mATe kAraNa dvArA mahodaya, paramapadanI prApti thAya che. Ama sadgurU buddhisAgarajI pharamAve che ke, tevA kAraNa ge mahodaya, paramapadanI prApti karanAranA guNagaNane huM stavuM chuM. guNene gAuM chuM. mATe sAdhane, kAraNenI upekSA kare nahi - have sadgurU AcArya mahArAja bhavyanA AtmAne vikAsa karavA betAlIzamA padanI racanAmAM pharamAve che ke, akAma nirjarA ane puge mAnavabhavAdi sAmagrI pAmI viSayakaSAyanA vikAromAM tene veDaphI nAMkhe nahi. paNa sakAma nirjarA sAthe dharmanI karaNI kare. jethI te maLelI sAmagrI vRthA gumAvAya nahi. paraMtu saphala thAya. mATe are mAnavI tArUM svarUpa vicAra, A upara kAvya race che. (rAga marAThI sAkhI) mUrakha jIvaDA kAMi na samajo, pApa kIdhAM kaMI bhArI; tapa japa dAna kriyAdika choDI, kIdhAM te corI jArI; For Private And Personal Use Only

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41 akha cetA re cittamAM catura vicArI, gheADI A duniyAdArI aba cetAre. // 1 // phAI kAinI sAthe na Ave, tana dhana juTha kahAve; nAhaka mamatA temAM rAkhI, naraka nigede jAve. amAra kIdhAM vAra anatI sagapaNu, lAkha ceArAzI bhaTakI, tArU temAM vanyu zuM ? cetana, lAlacamAMhi laTakI. ama ga mAyAnA viSa vRkSA vAve, Ave phaLa te nArAM, pyAra karatAM jagamAM paragaTa; thayAM janA duHkhIyArAM. ama AjA Atama te paramAtama dehe, che prIti tasa sAcI, Atma samAvaDa kAi nathI jaga, rahejo tehazu` rAcI. ama pa alakha panthamAM ajaba tamAsA, kAi nAikA dAsA, buddhisAgara avasara pAkara, dhara Atama vizvAsA. ama. gA sadgurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI, sa'sAramAM pApasthAnakAmAM rAcImAcI rahela manuSyane zIkhAmaNa ApatAM kahe che ke, tArA peAtAnA AtmAnA doSone dUra karavAnuM bhUlI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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542 dekhAdekhIe temaja ajJAnatAnA yege jyAM moTA pApo rahelA che tyAM prIti dhAraNa karI, mahAna aparAdhI banyuM. ane tenA yoge atyaMta duHkhanuM bhAjana bane. ane sukha mATe sagAM vahAlAM AgaLa pikAra pADavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nahi. svajanavarga tane sukha ApavA tathA duHkha dUra karavA kevI rIte samartha banaze! pApakarmothI pAchuM haThavuM nathI ane sukhanI IcchA rAkhavI te phegaTa che. pApane, duHkha, vipatti vigere sAthe gADha mitrAcArI che. sukhazAtA sAthe nathI ja. sukhazAtA meLavavI hoya te sadAcArI banavuM joIe. te sadAcAra tane satya sukha arpaNa karavA zaktimAna banaze. te dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane zubha bhAvanAo bhAvI che! ke, sukhanI abhilASA rAkhyA kare che. paraMtu te dharmanA sAdhana tarapha najara paNa karI nathI. te pachI sukhanI AzA rAkhavI te kadApi phalIbhUta thaze nahi. jene? corI karavAmAM ane jArI, vyabhicArI banavAmAM keTalA saMkaTa viTaMbanAo veThI ! tenI yAdi kara. zarIranI tAkAta gumAvI. kedakhAnAmAM ghaNuM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDayuM. keIna tArA upara vizvAsa rahyo nahi. sagAMvahAlAM tathA mitro paNa karaDI najare jovA lAgyA. teonA ghera tuM jAya te paNa teo takedArI, sAvadhAnI rAkhavA lAgyA. ane kahevA lAgyA ke, tuM have pazupaMkhI karatAM nIca banyuM che. ane bIjA paNa ghaNA marmabhedaka meMNAM mAravA lAgyA. A saghaLuM bhUlI gaya lAge che. adyApi A svacchaMdatAne tyAga karatuM nathI te pachI For Private And Personal Use Only

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543 sukhanI abhilASA kayAMthI phalavatI banaze. have sukhanI IcchA saphala karavI hoya te A burAmAM burI kuTevane dUra karI, sadgurU pAse jaIne namratA vinayapUrvaka temanI zIkhAmaNa sAMbhaLI haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI mekSagatinA supaMthane mArge namana kara. samyagadarzana, jJAna ane cAritranI rItasara ArAdhanA karavI te mekSamArga jyavaMta che. A mArge AvyA vinA kadApi viDaMbanA TaLaze nahi. tathA TaLatI, paNa nathI. A mekSa mArga je atyaMta satyasukhadAyaka che. tene tyAga karI, kumArga je atyaMta kaSTa ApanAra che tevA mArge vaLyo. tenAthI te tane bahu nukazAna thayuM. herAna, parezAna bane. mATe are cetana ! cetI jA. ane mokSapathe vaLa. vicAra, viveka karavAnI buddhi to che ja. teno sadupayoga kara. atyAra sudhI tene durUpayoga karyo, tethI ghaNI khuvArI thaI che. tene khyAla kara. koI eka sImaMtanI pAse ghaNuM dhana hatuM paNa sadvicAra ane sadviveka hatuM nahi. tethI mAdaka padArthomAM magna banavAthI, svArIne vizvAsaghAtI banI, parArIomAM laMpaTa bane. paranArIo pisA, ghareNAM, AbhUSaNanI mAgaNI karatI te lAvIne taNIone arpaNa karate. pitInI pAse je delata hatI te khatama thavA lAgI. tyAre gharagharamAM corI karavA lAgyuM. sagAMsaMbaMdhI, mitrone paNa choDyA nahi. tethI teoe kedakhAnAmAM nakhAve. mudata pUrI thatAM bahAra Avyo. paNa A kuTevane tyAga karyo nahi. sagAMsaMbaMdhI ane mitro For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #617
544 tene peAtAnA gharamAM pesavA detA nathI. kadAca praveza karate te dhutkArI kADho mUke che. eTale cArI karavAnI phAvaTa AvatI na hovAthI peAtAnI strInA ghareNAMne cAravA lAgI gayA. tethI tenI strIe ka'kAsa karavA mAMDyo, ane raDavA lAgI tyAre teNIne mAra mArI ghareNAne puna: chInavI lai nATho. gheADA khacelA ghareNAne grahaNa karI strI piyaramAM javA mATe nIkaLI. tyAre tenI pAchaLa te ghareNAne paNa chInavI levA mATe nATho. mArgamAM pANI lAvavAnA bahAne teNIne kuvAmAM dhakelIne pADI. bhAgyacAge kuvAnA nIce rahelA kAMThalA upara te paDI. tethI khacI gai. pANImAM paDI niha. bhAIsAheba teNIe mukelA ghareNAne lai pAtAnA ghera AvyeA. te paNa. vyabhicAramAM veDaphI nAkhI, bhIkhArI jevA banyA. tenI strIne mAge jatA kAI e karUNA lAvI bahAra kADhI. ane svapitAnA ghera gaI. paraMtu gaMbhIra ane zANI hovAthI svapatinA durAcAranI vAta koine kahI nahI. ane pUrvakarmInA doSa detI zAMtipUrNAMka rahevA lAgI. have A bhAinI bhIkhArI dazA thaI. bhUkhe maravA lAgyA. tyAre AMkhA ughaDI. ane punaH punaH pastAvA karavA lAgyo. ane kAMika madada maLe te icchAye sAsare gayA. tyAM vapatnIne dekhI. ghaNA bhayabhIta banyA. ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, mArA durAcAranI mInA kahI haze teA kAMi paNa maLaze nahi. ane dhikkArIne tagaDI mUkaze. AvyA na hAta teA ThIkathAta. tevAmAM teNIe, tenI strIe kahyu ke, tame gabharAze For Private And Personal Use Only

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545 nahi. tamArA anAcAranI vAta keIne paNa kahI nathI. A sAMbhaLI nirbhaya banI pitAnI duHkhI dazAnI vAta sAsarAne kahI. sAsarAe dayA AvavAthI zakya madada karI. tethI strIne samajAvI sAthe laIne pitAnA ghera AvyuM. ane kahevA lAgyuM ke, havethI durAcArane tyAga karI sadAcAra prANAMte paNa mUkIza nahi. ane jAtamahenata karI AjIvikAnuM sAdhana prApta karIza. A mujaba zravaNa karI tenI patnI khuzI thaI have A bhAInI, bhikhArInI jevI dazAthI ghaNuM duHkha paDavAthI, samajaNanA gharamAM AvI sadAcAranI ArAdhanA karavApUrvaka jAtamahenata karavAthI duHkhada avasthA naSTa thaI ane sukhI thaye. A mujaba durAcArano tyAga karI sadAcAranuM sevana kare tyAre dareka mANase sukhI bane che. paisAvALA dAna karI zake, paNa sAdhAraNa sthitivALA dAna karI zake nahi. te paNa brahmacarya, tapasyA ane bhAvanAnA vege puNya bAMdhI zake. ane puNyadaye sArI rIte anukalatA AvI maLe. tethI sadAcArane pALavAnI AvazyakatA che. paraMtu je durAcArane tyAga karatA nathI. te A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM are bhavobhava mahAna duHkhada sthitimAM sapaDAya che. mATe sadAcAranI ArAdhanA karI sukhI thAo. A pramANe sadUgurU pharamAve che ke, are cetana cetI jA. sadvicAra ane viveka lAvI cittamAM sukhI thavAnI laganI lagADI paMcAcAranuM pAlana 35 For Private And Personal Use Only

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kara. buddhi, zakti vigere bhAveda prApta thaela che. tene duniyAdArImAM, eTale bhegavilAsamAM temaja kola, mAnAdikamAM veDaphI nAMkha nahi. teone tyAga karI AtmakalyANa sAdhI le. sagAMvahAlAMnA bharaNa, piSaNa khAtara paNa kAvAdAvA, dagA, prapaMca vigere durAcArane sevato nahi. te svajana varga tane kahetA nathI ke, kapaTa, prapaMcAdika karI dhana detAdika lAvI amArUM bharaNapoSaNa kare. paraMtu tene ajJAnatAnA cage bhramaNA thaI che. atyAre tArI paristhiti evI che ke, parigrahamAM baddha banI samagra saMsAranI saMpattine ekaThI karI gharamAM bharU. paraMtu tArU dhAryuM thatuM hoya, tyArI marajI mujaba banatuM hoya te, tuM sarva prANuone herAna parezAna ka. samRddhi vALa thAya. paNa mANasanI dhAraNA mujaba banatu nathI. te sArU thayuM che. ke, AraMbha, samAraMbha karI pApa ochuM bAMdhe che. jyAre hArI dhAraNA mujaba banaze tyAre mAyA, mamatA, kAma, krodhAdika alpa thavAnA ge sArA jagatanI samRddhi ekaThI karavAnI bhAvanA paNa jAgaze nahi. ane AtmAnI rIddhi, siddhi, samRddhi ane zuddhine prApta karavAnI tIcchA thaze. jeTale aMze kheTa rahelI che teTale aMze khoTa khasavAthI de thaze nahi. ane anukrame balane pheravavAthI rIddhi vigere hAjara thaze. pachI parivAranuM bharaNapoSaNa karavAnuM paNa raheze nahi. ane AtmAnA guNone pUrNa karavAnI tIvechA thaze. mATe sarva jaMjAlane tyAga karavApUrvaka For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #620
547 Atmika guNo ekaThA karavAnuM bhUla nahi. vaLI ne kahevAmAM Ave che ke, mamatva ane ahaMkAranA ge sagAMvahAlAnI khAtara kapaTakalA keLavIne je zaddhi, samRddhi meLavI che. te te tArA khapamAM Avaze nahi. ane pApanA bhAgI tAre pitAne banavuM paDaze. tethI asahya vedanAone bhegavavAnI velA upasthita thaze tyAre te saghaLe svajanavarga duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvaze nahi. kAraNa ke, pApa karIne tuM durgatimAM gaela hovAthI tyAM kaI paNa AvI zakaze nahi. mATe ane saMsArI jIvaDA ! cetIne je je kheDA, de tuM karI rahela che tene tyAga karI, bIjI vAra tevI kheDa, aparAdhAdi thAya nahi te mATe upaga rAkha. tana, dhanAdi mithyA nathI. paNa kSaNa vinAzI ane svayaMbhaMgura che. tethI temAM sAcA sukhanI abhilASA rAkhavI te vRthA che. jyAM sudhI tana, mana, dhanAdi vidyamAna che tyAM sudhI Atmahita, zreyaH sAdhavAnuM che. te sAdhI le? zA mATe pApane piTale bAMdhI ane sAthe laI naraka nigodAdi durgatimAM javAnI taiyArI kare che AraMbha, samAraMbha ane mehamamatAne agara rAga, dveSAdino tyAga karyA vinA heTA narendra ke zrImaMta hoya to paNa, naraka nidAdimAM paDI asahya yAtanAone bhegave che. mATe samaja. saMsAranA sukhanI AsaktinA ge pitAnA mATe ane pArakAnI khAtara vividha pApa karI anaMtI vAra janma dhAraNa karyo, ane tenA ge janma, jarA, maraNanA For Private And Personal Use Only

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548 saMkaTa, viDaMbanA, anaMtavAra bhegavI. temaja svajanavarganA saMbaMdha paNa anaMtIvAra karyA. tethI are cetana? tane keTale lAbha thaye te te kahe ? lAlacamAM laTakAvAnuM thayuM paNa tethI kAMI paNa vaLyuM nahi. cAre tarapha gaMdakInI khANe rahelI che. tenA kinAre ramata, gammata karatAM je upaga rAkhIza nahi te, te khAmAM paDatAM malInatAthI ane gaMdakIthI lepAI javAne ja. te vakhate malInatAne dUra karavAnA sAdhane maLaze nahi. ane maLavAnI zakyatA. paNa che ja nahi. eTale pitAne ja yAtanA bhogavavI paDaze. mATe malInatA dUra karavAnA umadA sAdhane A manuSya bhavamAM maLela che. tenAthI AtmAnI zuddhine lhAve laI le. ke, jethI paramapada pAme tyAM sudhI zuddhinA sAdhane maLatA rahe. ane zuddhi karavA prayAsa thAya. ane kaI bhAgyazAlI malInatAne TALavA mATe punaH punaH preraNA ApanAra prApta thAya. eka ja bhavamAM je malInatA prApta thaelI che. te tarata jaldI TaLI zakaze nahi. aneka bhamAM sArA sAdhano dvArA ane sadgaranA upadeza dvArA TaLatI jaze. ane zuddhine AvirbhAva thato raheze. mATe saMvega, vairAgya dhAraNa karI malInatA dura karavA taiyAra thA. AtmakSetramAM mAyA, mamatAnA viSavRkSe vAvavAthI madhurA, jIvana zuddhinA phale kadApi maLaze nahi. te te kaSTadAyI nIvaDaze. ane aneka mANasane nIvaDyA che. tene khyAla kare joIe. eTale AtmakSetramAM, kharAba, vicAra, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #622
549 AcAranA viSavRkSo je vAvyA che, teone mUlamAMthI nAza karavA kaTTIbaddha banavuM. ane mIThAM madhurAM vRkSene vAvI AnaMdadAyaka phale meLavavA. tethI sukhazAtA raheze. kone paNa AvavAne lAga phAvaze nahi. ane je ugelA hoya teone dUra karyA sivAya jIvana paryaMta sukha zAMti thavI azakya che. kharAba vicAra, uccAra ane AcAranA viSavRkSe evA phalene Ape che ke, AraMbhe mIThA lAge che. ane pariNAme atyaMta paritApAdi utpanna karanAra thAya che. mATe tevA vRSavRkSonA phale madhurA, rUDA lAge to paNa, tene sAmuM jotA nahi. tamArA AtmAne ArAma Ape hoya te, rAma ane ramA, je pArakAnI hoya teNInA tarapha beTI najare joze nahi. kAmarAgathI joze te viSaya viSavRkSanA mUlane prAdurbhAva thaze. ane rAga, AsaktirUpI pANunuM siMcana karavAmAM Ave che te viSavRkSa vadhatAM evA phale Apaze ke, prAraMbhe rUDA, madhurA lAgaze. paraMtu kiMpAkanA phalanI mAphaka bhAvaprANe tathA daza dravyaprANonI tAkAta harI leze mATe paradhana ane paradArAne paththara samAna jANavI. agara tene jovAmAM aMdha samAna banavuM. cakSu kAmI hovAthI tenA bAraNA baMdha karavA ke, jethI, utkaTa rAga jAge nahi. ane doSane AvavAne avakAza maLe nahi. tame sArI rIte jANe che ke, gharanA dvAre baMdha karavAthI kutarA, kabUtara, bIlADA, akarAdine pisavA mATe lAga maLatuM nathI. je ughADA hoya For Private And Personal Use Only

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550 te temane lAga maLatAM aMdara praveza karIne ghaNuM nukazAna kare che. ane karelI rasoI vigerenI kharAbI kare che. kAraNa ke, tene mAlika anya rAmA, ramA, ane ArAmAdikamAM bhaTakate hoya che. tethI nukazAna karanAra, kharAbI karanAra teone majA paDe che. te pramANe cakSunA tathA kAnanA bAraNAne ughADA rAkhavAmAM Ave te viSayakaSAyanA vikArone AvavAne lAga phAve che. te vikAre te evA che ke, kutarA, kabutarAdika karatAM adhika kharAbI karI jIvanane bhraSTa karI anaMtabhavanA janma, jarA ane maraNanA Adhi, vyAdhi ane viDaMbanAmAM phasAvI zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika zaktine harI le che. A kAMI ochI kharAbI kahevAya nahi. mATe ramA, rAmAnA ArAmamAM Asakta banaze te dukhIyArA banaze. sukhanI AzAne badale nirAzAne pragaTa bhAva thaze. ane pachI ghaNA malina banavAthI vastronI mAphaka dhakAne mAra khAve paDaze. tamane anubhava che ke, cIkAzathI ghaNuM melAM thaela vastro pANI vaDe sApha thatAM nathI. tene mATe uSNa jala, khAra, ane mAra punaH punaH paDe tyAre ja sApha thAya che. A mujaba dhakAne mAra khAvo paDe nahi. tethI saddagurUnI. vANurUpI pANIthI zuddha banavA mATe prathamathI prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che. jethI A mAra khAvAne avasara prApta thAya te pahelA cetavAnI agatyatA che. prathamathI je bhAgyazAlI cetyA che. teone viSayakaSAyanA vikArone For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #624
papa1 mAra khAvo paDato nathI. ane prAyaH pApanA bAraNuM baMdha karIne svapara kalyANa sAdhavA samartha bane che. mATe are mahAnubhAvo! tamArA dehadevalamAM vaselA AtmAne, paramAtmA banAve. jyAre AzravanA bAraNuM baMdha karaze tyAre ja antarAtmA banavAnI gyatA prApta thaze. antarAtmA banyA pachI paramAtmAnA pagathIe caDhatAM vAra lAgaze nahi. AtmAne antarAtmA banAvavA pUrvaka, paramAtmAmAM prIti dhAraNa karavI te satyaprema kahevAya che. te sivAyanI prIti, nazvara, kSaNabhaMgura che. mATe AtmA ja, paramAtmA banato hovAthI tenA sarakhI traNa jagatamAM kaI paNa vastu che ja nahi. mATe te Atmika guNemAM rAcImAcI rahe. ane antarAtmA banI paramAtma svarUpane pAme. mekSa mArge gamana karyA vinA AtmA kadApi antarAtmA banatuM nathI. ane antarAtmA banyA pachI anukrame matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, manaH paryAya jJAna ane kaivalya jJAnanA ajaba Azcarya upajAve tevA tamAsA dekhavAmAM Ave che. keI velAye satyasvarUpe na dekhelI vastuo sAkSAta dekhavAmAM ane jANavAmAM Ave che. pachI dunyavI tamAsA, nATaka, ceTaka, sinemAdi jovAnuM mana thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke, tethI Atmadharma dekhavAno ne jANavAne che. mATe are bhAgyazALI ! dunyavI padArthone tamAsA vigerene tyAga karI AtmA upara vizvAsa dhAraNa kare. dunyavI tamAsA, nATaka, ceTaka vigere ghaNA mAnavIoe bhavobhava punaH punaH dekhyA. paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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552 teonAthI AtmA bramaNAmAM paDayo. asahya pIDAo veThavI paDI. tethI antarAtmAnA lahAvAne levAne suavasara prApta thaye nahi. tethI ja sagurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI karUNa lAvI kahe che ke, manuSyabhavane suavasara maLyo che. mATe te vakhatane pAmI dunyavI tamAsAmAM mugdha banatA nahi. ane AtmA upara daDha vizvAsa rAkhI tene nirmala karavA mATe saghaLI zakti, buddhine vApare. je je! duniyAdArImAM phasAtA nahi. dunyavI padArthoe kyA mANasone satya tamAsA dekhADyA che. te kahe ! je dekhADyA che. temAM rAga, dveSa, mohanA baMdhane vaDe je baMdhAya tevA ja dekhADyA che. keTalAka te tamAsAne dekhI hase che. koI raDe che. keI punaH pikA pADe che. AvA tamAsAone dekhavAthI te sarvasva gumAvyuM che. mATe AtmA upara prema dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka daDha vizvAsa rAkhe. tethI sarvasvanuM rakSaNa ane vardhana thaze. pachI tamAsAne jovAnI mAnasika vRtti jAgaze nahi. AtmAnA tamAsAmAM te vilaya pAmaze. A mujaba pharamAvI sagurU svayaM anubhavela, pitAnI vAta kahe che. ane 44mA padanA kAvyadvArA, janasamudAyane darzAve che. (rAga-marAThI-sAkhI) joI joIne joI meM lIdhu, manaDuM nizcaya kIdhuM, duniyAmAM svArathanuM sagapaNa, kAraja kAMI na sidhyuM; For Private And Personal Use Only

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553 mero Atama re, satya tuMhI ekIlA, tehi gurU tuM hicelA. marA Atama re A saMsAre jaDamAM rAcI, viSayArasamAM mAcI, bhUlyA bhaTakyo aTakyo laTakyo, gaNa mAyAne sAcI. zAdhI zedhIne sAra ja kADhaye, sUtra siddhAMta vicArI satya svarUpI "tatvamasituM, nirAkAra sukhakArI. morA0 manavANI kAyAse nyArA, guNa anaMtAdhArA; paramezvara paragaTa pite tuM, TaLatAM karma vikAra. morA0 4 adabhuta gI nija guNa bhegI, kevalajJAna prakAzI; antara dhanane rAjA tuM che, tujamAM makkA kAzI. morA0 pA sAmagrI sahu pApe haMsA, jAve aba zuM? bhulI; bAjIgaranI bAjI sama jaga, aMte dhulakI dhulI. merA dA bharadarIye teM vahANa haMkAyuM, zivapura jAvA dhAryuM; bhu te bhaTakIza bhavamAMDuM, nakkI nazIba para vAyuM. merA. zA For Private And Personal Use Only

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554 Avyo avasara cUka na cetana, ApoApa taregA bulsiAgara Atma ujAgara, dhyAne kArya soMgA. morA0 8 saddagurUganika AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIgRhasthapaNAnI pitAnI vItI gaela bInA kahe che ke, are mAna ! tame sAMbhaLe ? meM te joI lIdhuM. tame paNa joI rahelA che. paraMtu meM te nizcaya karyo ke duniyAnA sagapaNa, sagAMvahAlAM svArthanAM che. svArtha sAdhavA mATe ja prAyaH saMbaMdha rAkhe che. svArtha saryA pachI te ja sagAMvahAlAM je pratikuLatA thAya te virodhI bane che. tethI sagAMvahAlAnI mamatA rAkhavAthI Atma pragatinuM je kArya hatuM te sadhAyuM nahi. ane prApta thaela sAdhane pApabaMdharUpa thayA. kevI rIte? te tame jANe che ane anubhava kare che. tamArA putrAdika parivAranuM tame bharaNapoSaNa karyuM. je je joIe. te te arpaNa karyuM. keI velAye teone manapasaMda ApyuM nahi to teoe ja pratikula banI virodhAdika paNa karyo haze. te te tamane mAluma haze. putre ghaDIAla mAgyuM heya ane jo tame ApyuM nahi te, kRpaNanI padavI Apaze. ghaDIALa te zuM ! bIjI kIMmatI vastuone nahi Ape te niMdA karate gharamAMthI nAsI jaze. ane aneka upAdhi upasthita karaze. te mujaba dareka sagAMvahAlAMnI sthiti jANavI ane jANuM paNa haze. te pachI A For Private And Personal Use Only

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papapa svajanava svArthI kharA ke nahi ! are strIne manapasaMda ghareNuM ghaDAve nahi. agara vastrAdika arpaNa kare nahi. te te kaMkAsa karaze. prIti rAkhaze nahi. tamArI bahena, bhANejane managamatuM Apaze nahi te, kaheze ke, A bhAI kahevAya, tathA bhANeja kaheze ke A mAme zene ?" tathA tamArA munIma, gumAstAne manamA pagAra Apaze nahi te, kaheze ke, A zeTha che ke zaTha? barAbara nekarI karIye chIe chatAM temane kadara ja nathI. Ama kahIne bIje sthaLe jaze. temane uce daraje lAvavAmAM AvyA haze te. bhUlI jaze. mATe temanI mamatAne tyAga karI AtmAnA guNanuM poSaNa kare. anaMtakAlathI A pramANe mamatA rAkhavAthI svIkArya sAdhavAnuM hatuM te sAdhya banyuM che. mATe mArI mAphaka AtmAnA vikAsanA je mArgo rahelA che. tene svIkAra kare. amoe paNa gRhasthapaNAmAM judA judA prakAre sagAMvahAlAMnI sthitine anubhava kare che. tethI ja mekSamArgane pasaMda karyo. ane dareka zAne abhyAsa. karI anubhava meLavyuM ke aMte AtmA te gurU ane cele. che. gurUmahArAja vigerene upadeza sAMbhaLI AtmAnI. oLakhANa thAya nahi, ane mAyA mamatA khase nahi, te gurUdevane upadeza, ane zAstrAbhyAsa, vyAkhyAnAdi yathArtha phalavAna bane nahi. phakta prasiddhi thAya. tethI, svakArya kayAMthI sare ! Ama samajI amone AtmAnA guNe tarapha prIti, bhakti jAgI. tethI amo saMyamI For Private And Personal Use Only

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banyA. ane AtmAnI oLakhANa thatAM anubhava AvyuM ke, gurUdeva, ane zAstrAbhyAsAdika Atma dharmamAM pragati karavAnA susAdhano che. te sAdhano dvArA ane mAluma paDyuM ke, AtmA te ja gurU ane celo che. tethI bane eka rUpa banyA. celAne gurU banatA ghaNe vakhata jato nathI. ane parizrama kare paDatuM nathI. phakta mAyA, mamatAno tyAga karI gurUAjJAmAM arjAI jAya te ja, te bane. eTale pAMca IndriyanI je pravattio che. ane mAnasika vRttio che. tene sthira karI gurUdevamAM je guNe rahelA che temAM lIna thAya te ja celAjI, gurU bane. A sivAya gurU banavuM duSkara che. ane azakya paNa che. mATe saddagurU kahe che ke, tamAre gurU banavuM hoya, ane sAcI mahattA, prasiddhi prApta karavI hoya to, gurUnA guNamAM apaI jAo. saMsAramAM te TIcAvAnuM, bhaTakAvAnuM ane laTakAvAnuM che. saMsAramAM rAcImAcI rahevAthI tamArA pitAnA mATe zo lAbha lIdhe ? te darzAve? veTha karI TIcAyA, bhaTakAyA, paNa zeTha banyA nahi. ane AtmakalyANa sAdhyuM nahi. mATe Asaktine tyAga karavA pUrvaka saMsAranA svarUpane vicAro. saMsAramAM te zaMkA paDatA snehIne paNa mArI nAMkhavAnA ghATa ghaDavA mATe ghaNA mANase taiyAra hoya che. sAMbhaLe caMpA nagarInA narezane dharmazeSa nAme maMtrI hato. -rAjayanI saghaLI suvyavasthA karI rAjA, prajAne te maMtrI rAja For Private And Personal Use Only

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557 rAkhatA. rAjAnI zakAone dura karI niHzaMsaya banAvI sthira karatA. paraMtu pAtAnI zakAne dura karI mAnasika vRttine sthira karatA nahi. A ma`trIne ghaNI strIe hatI. te srIe te nagaramAM rahenArA sujAta zeThanA rUpane dekhI ghaNI khuzI thatI. ane tenA suMdara veSane paherI hAvabhAva karatI. hAvAthI matrIne zakA thaI. ke, A strIe zeThanA rUpa, ragamAM mugdha banI che. mATe zeThane mArI nAMkhavA upAya. karUM. upAya tA ghaNA karyo paNa zeTha vratadhArI hAvAthI lAga phAvyo nahi. chevaTe thAkIne rAjAne bhramaNAmAM nAMkhavA kuDa, kapaTa bharelA lekha rAjAne batAvyo. ane kahyu` ke, A gupta lakhelA patra mArA hAthamAM AvyA che. ane lakhanAra sujAta zeTha che. temAM zrI caMdrudhvaja rAjA je tamArA mitra che. tenA upara lakhe che ke, tane caMpApurInA rAjAne mArI rAjya apAvuM. mATe lazkara laine jaldI ahiMA Ava.. rAjya levAneA hAlamAM sAre lAga che. AvuM AvuM ghaNu lakhela che. tame tene sArA pramANika mAne che. paNa tenA kArasthAna kharAkhara jANatA nathI. mATe upAya niha kare te rAjya gumAvavAnA avasara Avaze. AthI rAjA krodhAtura khanI zeThane mArI nAMkhavA samartha na heAvAthI peAtAno bIjo mitra je caMdrazekhara nAme rAjA che. tenA upara mArI nAMkhavAnA kAgaLa lakhI, sujAtazeThane meAkalyA. A rAjA guNAnurAgI ane vicAra vivekavALA hatA. zeTha caMdrazekhara nRpane patra ApyA. te vAMcI, vicAra karI, vAtacita jANI, tene nirdoSa For Private And Personal Use Only

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558 mAnI, vivekapUrvaka samajo ke, A zeThanA keI vidhIe kapaTa bhale patra lakhI, rAjAne bhramaNAmAM nAkhI, te capezadvArA mArI nakhAvavA ghATa ghaDele lAge che. mATe sArU thayuM ke, vAtacita karavA pUrvaka talasparzI vicAra karyo. nahitara A nirdoSa zeTha mAryA jAta, guNAnurAgI rAjAe guNavAna zeThane pitAnI kanyA paraNAvI moTe mahela arpaNa karI potAnA rAjyamAM rAkhyA. A mujaba saMsAramAM phakta zaMkA AvatAM sattAnA ghenamAM bIjAnuM kAsaLa kaDhAvA vilaMba thatuM nathI. tame sArI rIte pramANika banaze te paNa AvI AvI viDaMbanA te AvavAnI ja. eka prakAre ke, bIjA prakAre. jyAM sudhI mAyAmamatA rahelI che. tyAM sudhI te te vaLagavAnI ja. paraMtu te puNyayoge nAza pAmaze. mATe puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI jarUra che ja. kAraNa ke adyApi AtmAe AThamA guNasthAne ArUDha thaIne zreNI mAMDI nathI. mATe sArA ane anukula sAdhane maLyA hoya te dhArmika kAryo karavAmAM ALasa karavI nahi. saMsAranA sagamAM ati Asakti rAkhavAthI ja zarIra paNa vyAdhigrasta bane che. mATe samyagUjJAna meLavI anAsakta rahevuM. have sujAtazeTha rAjakanyA paraNyA pachI temAM atyaMta rAgI anyA. tethI temanA zarIre vyAdhi hAjara thaI tyAre samajaNa rAjaputrIe vicAra karyo. ke mArA rAgathI ane viSayAsaktithI patideva vyAdhigrasta banyA che. jyAM sudhI temanI pAse rahIza tyAMsudhI viSayAzakti TaLaze nahi. ane te dvArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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559 utpanna thayela vyAdhi paNa khasaze nahi. mATe huM dIkSA grahaNa karI AtmakalyANa sAdhI lauM. A mujaba vicAra karI patinI AjJA mAgI dIkSA grahaNa karI. sArI rIte cAritra, saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI devo ke devI tarIke utpanna thaI. zeTha paNa Ama te guNa hatA. tethI te strIne rAga khasavAthI anukrame nirogI banyA. ane vicAra, viveka lAvI Atmahita karavAmAM tatpara banyA. teo punaH punaH bhAvanA bhAve che ke, puNyadaye rakSaNa thayuM. cazi ane maMtrInuM kAMI paNa cAlyuM nahi. vaLI rAjakanyAmAM phasAvAnuM thayuM. zarIra vyAdhigrasta banyuM. sArU thayuM ke, teNIe dIkSA laI AtmakalyANa sAdhyuM. vyAdhithI maraNa pAmela hota te svahita sAdhI zakAta nahi. mATe huM paNa dIkSA grahaNa karavApUrvaka saMyamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karI, prApta thaela sAdhana sAmagrInI saphalatA karUM. anyathA punaH bIjI viDaMbanA AvI upasthita thaze. saMsAramAM judA judA prakAre vine, viDaMbanA, vipattine AvavAne vilaMba thata nathI. paraMtu capeza tathA dharmaghoSanuM mArA upara zaMkA dvArA je kalaMka Avela che. te khase te jaldI dIkSA laIne saMyamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karUM. A mujaba bhAvanA bhAve che. tevAmAM pitAnA patinA rAgathI devI banelI rAjakanyA zeTha pAse AvIne kahevA lAgI ke, tame AjJA ApI. meM rUDI rIte saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI, devaleke devI tarIke thaI chuM. mATe have sarvathA rAgane tyAga karI saMyamanI rUDI rIte ArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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560 dhanA kare. zeThe kahyuM. bhAvanA pUrepUrI che. paNa je kalaMka che. te utaryA pachI tarata dIkSA laI zakIza. A mujaba sAMbhaLI devIe zeThane vimAnamAM besArI caMpAnagarImAM tenA ghera lAvI mUkyA. ane rAjAne satya bane jaNAvI kalaMka utAryuM. pastAvo karI rAjAe mAphI mAgI. maMtrIne dezapAra karyo. zeThe devInA gayA pachI dIkSA lIdhI. ane AtmakalyANa sAdhyuM. kahe have je Atmahita sAdhyuM na hata te, ane saMsAramAM ALasathI paDI rahyA hatA te, bhaTakavAnuM, cIkaNAM karmo bAMdhI bhabhava TIcAvAnuM thAta. mATe saddagurU samajAve che ke saMsAranA sukhamAM Asakta bane nahi. ane Atmahita sadhAya te mATe zakya teTalI saMyamanI ArAdhanA kare. sadUgurU AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI have pitAnA anubhavanI vAta kahe che ke, saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka zA bhaNIne haiyAmAM vicArI sAra karyo ke, sarva kiyAe AtmAne oLakhI tene vikAsa karavA mATe ja che. ane sarvathA, sarvadA ane sarvatra ghAtI ane aghAtI karmone dUra karI Aja AtmA nirAkArI banela che ane tethI anaMta sukhakArI bane che. evo AtmA tuM pite ja che. mATe eka ghaDI paNa pramAda, karavo nahi. tame paNa saMyamanI rUDI rIte ArAdhanA karavA pUrvaka zAstrone sAMbhaLI tenuM rahasya haiyAmAM dhAraNa karIne AtmAne oLakhI tene vikAsa sAdhaze te AtmAne nirAkAra, anaMtasukhanA svAmI banAvaze. mATe pramAda kare For Private And Personal Use Only

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nahi. jyAre sarva karmo dura khase che. tyAre ja AtmA anaMtaguNone AdhAra bane che. te ja samaye AtmA teja, paramAtmArUpe pragaTa thAya che. tyAre mAnasika vRtti, vANuM ane kAyAnI pravRttithI nyAre bane che. mATe tame mana, vANI ane kAyAthI judA AtmAne vicAra kare. ane punaH punaH bhAvanAthI bhAvita kare. A mujaba samyagnajJAnI banI tathA kiyAmAM layalIna thaI, zAMta, upazAMta pUrvaka samatva gavALo AtmAne tame banAvaze tyAre AtmA sarvathA nirmalatA dhAraNa karaze. paramAtmAne prAdurbhAva thaze. eTale ghAtIyA karmone khaseDavAthI kaivalyajJAnanA svAmI banaze. ane addabhUta vegI, nijaguNa bhegI kahevAze. pachI ja aghAtika karmone TALavA mATe zaktine prApta karI paramapadane pAmaze. jethI, janma, jarA, maraNAdi raheze nahi. ane antaranuM satya dhana pAmI, kevalI banI, mahAna sAmrAjya pAmI ananya rAjA kahevAze. mATe tamAre satya sAmrAjyane meLavI satya samRddhivALA banavuM heya te, saMsAranI mehajAlane dUra karavA jAgrata thAo. te mehajole tamane kAma, krodha, mada, lebhAdike barobara phasAvyA che. tenI tapAsa karI zaktine pheravI tene dUra haThAve. dura karavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta te che ja. paraMtu tame jAgrata thayA nathI. tethI aNagamatI IcchAone paNa haThAvI zakyA nathI, atae kahevuM paDe che ke, mahAdikanA paeNnamAM paDI rahelA evA tame have kyAre jAgrata thaze ? je. For Private And Personal Use Only

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562 jAgrata thazo nahi ane tenAthI utpanna thaela vipatti, viDaMbanAone TALI zakaze nahi te punaH punaH kahevAmAM Ave che. jAgrata thAo. jAgrata thAo. ane rAga, dveSAdikanA je baMdhane che. teone bela vAparI phagAvI de. saMsAramAM tame je, vipatti vine karanAra ane nukazAna karanArAone oLakhI teone dUra karavA, saghaLI zaktine vAparo ne! te mujaba kaSAya, viSayanA vikAre vigere vina karanAra che. dareka bhavamAM hAjara thAya che. tema barobara jANIne teone kyAre haThAvaze ! temAM vaLI mada, mAna, ahaMkAre te ghaNI hAnI karI che. prApta karelI siddhi ane samRddhinI khuvArI karI halakI, nIca sthitimAM sthApana karyA che eka saMnyAsInI mAphaka-eka brAhmaNe vairAgyathI saMnyAsI dharma aMgIkAra karyo. cAra veda ane aDhAra purANane paNa abhyAsa karyo hato. tethI janasamudAya tene mahAjJAnI kahetA. ane bhAgavatAdi sAMbhaLavAthI ghaNuM mANase tenA bhakta banyA. eka bhakate AvIne kahyuM ke, mAre ghera zubha prasaMga che mATe tame padhArI ane lAbha Ape. saMnyAsIe kahyuM ke, brAhnaNe banAvela rasaI dvArA khAna, pAna karU chuM. bIjAnA hAthanI rasoI mAre ka9patI nathI. bhakate kahyuM, ke te mATe ame sArI rIte sagavaDa karIzuM. mATe jarUra padhArI lAbha Ape. anya brAhmaNe paNa jamavA AvavAnA che. eTale brAhmaNIyA raI paNa banaze. saMnyAsIjI AnaMdapUrvaka tene ghera gayA. sArI rIte lAbha Ape. For Private And Personal Use Only

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563 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir tyArapachI kAzI javA mATe nikaLyA. unALAnA tApathI ane mAla, mIThAi khAdhelI hAvAthI ghaNI tarasa lAgI. je bhakatA sAthe AvelA hatA temanI pAse zuddha brAhmaNIyA pANI mAMgyuM. te mATe tapAsa karI paNa tevuM pANI maLyu nahi. tethI nirAza banI pAchA vaLe che. tevAmAM camAra, harijana mArgomAM maLyo, tenI pAse pANIthI bharelA ghaDA hatA. tene harijana jANI, tenI pAsethI pANI laIne AvI, saMnyAsIne pANI pAyuM. tarasa chIpyA pachI puchyuM ke, A zItaLa pANI kAnI pAsethI lAvyA ! eka harijana pAsethI. are bhalAbhAi! hari kahetAM kRSNa, tenA bhakta bhuMgIyA, camAra paNa hAya che! zuM tenI pAsethI pANI lAvyA! arere A mArI kAyA vaTalANI. huM jAte brAhmaNa, te camAra, ca'DALanu pANI kadApi pIuM niha. A mujaba mada karavAthI nIca gotranuM karma baMdhANuM, tyAM ja AyuSyanA kSaya thavAnI camAranA ghera utpanna thayA. dekhA madanI halakAI ? pachI jyAre camAranA ghera meTA thayA tyAre sArA nimitto pAmI pUjanma smaraNa thayuM ane ghaNA pastAvA karavA lAgyA. sanyAsI banIne mada karavA joitA na hatA chatAM mada, abhimAna, ahaMkAra karyo tethI nIca AtimAM avataravAnuM thayuM. mATe have mane tyAga karavA jarUrane che. AvI bhAvanA bhAvavA lAgyA. jAti maraNanA yoge jJAnanA prakAza thayA. ane vicAra kare che ke, nagaranI prajAne paNa mada, mAna, kAma, krodha, leAbhAdikanA tyAga karavA mATe upa For Private And Personal Use Only

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54 deza Apu, paraMtu tenA upadeza keANa sAMbhaLe ? chatAM dararAja upadeza ApavAnI IcchA haiAvAthI bhAvanA bhAve che. have bhAvanA kevI phUlIbhUta ane che. te sAvadhAna thaine sAMbhaLe. te nagarane! rAjA, prajAne jAgrata rAkhavA paheAre pahAre camArA pAse DhAla vagaDAve che ke, tame jAgatA rahe. nindA vazavatI aneA nahi, A mujaba sanyAsInA AtmA, madane lai camAra banyA che tenA pitAnA vArA Avye. te velAe agatyanuM kAma hAvAthI Dhola vagADavAnu svaputrane sAMpI te bIje sthale gaye. A putrane AnaMdano pAra rahyo nahi. Aje rAtre evA Dhola vagADuM' ke, prajA, dravya ane bhAvathI jAgrata thAya. rAtrInA prathama paheAre Dhola vagADatAM kahevA lAgyA ke, " AjJAthAM pazyate roja, dharmaLA vayane, Avu kSayaM na jJAnati, tasmAntADhi gArvAda " A mujA khelatA keTalAka dhIjanA jAgIne vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, Aje koI jJAnI purUSa ApaNane cetavavA Dhola vagADIne jagADe che. dhanya che tene A mujaba kahIne pAchA nidrAvaza anyA. paraMtu nagaranA nRpane ghaNA pastAvA thayA. sAMsArika sukhanI AzAmAM rAjya, tana, dhananu` sArI rIte bharaNapeASaNa karyuM. chatAM sukhanI abhilASA purI na thai. adhurI ja rahI. ulTuM karma vaDe aMdhAvAnuM thayuM. Ama vicAra karatAM eka pahAra vyatIta thayA. bIjA paheAre teNe Dhola vagADIne kahyu ke, "janma duHkhaM jarAduHkhaM, jAyAduHkhaM punaH punaH / antakAle mahAduHkhaM, tasmAjjAgRhi jAgRhi A mujaba zrlokanA * For Private And Personal Use Only

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5 vicAra karatAM rAjAne sa'sAranA sukhamAM abhilASA echI thai. je nidrAvazavI rahyA tene A zlokanA artha kacAMthI mAluma paDe. anAsakta evA A nRpatine ghaNA AnaMda Avye. uparAkta AAkanA vicAramAM trIjo paheAra vItI gayA. jyAre AnaMda Ave che, tyAre cAre rAtrIpaheArAmAM nidrAvazava anAtu nathI, te tameAne mAluma haze. rAtrImAM lagna prasaMge jAgatA rahevAya che ne ? agara dhanasapattino lAbha maLatA hAya che tyAre nidrA nAsI jAya che ne ? A mujaba Atmika jJAnamAM rasa paDe te nidrA AvatI nathI. bIjo paheAra vicAramAMne vicAramAM rAjAe gALyA. trIjA paheAre teNe, DhAla bajAvanAre trIjA laiAkamAM kahyuM ke, jAmajodho, homoau, vRddhe tiSThati tArA, jJAna paranApaTTAvAya-tamannAnRtti ttavRtti " A pramANe tenA vicAraceAge kharA cAra kayA kayA che. tene viveka jAgyA ane tene dUra karavA haiyAmAM bhAvanA jAgI. bIjAone kacAMthI vicAra sarakhA paNa Ave ? trIje paheAra bhAvanAne bhAvatAM rAjAe vyatIta karyAM. vaLI cAthA paheAre TeMka sAMbhaLye "aizvarya svapna saMkAzaM, yauvanaM tu kusumopamam, kSaNikaM cala mAyuSyama, tasmAnAvRtti jJAnRtti. A mujaba cAre zlokAnA vicAra, bhAvanAdi bhAvatAM sUryodaye nRpati jJAnane pAmyA te camAranA ghera jaine DhAla bajAvanAra tenA putrane malyA. namratA, saralatA dhAraNa karI tene puchyuM ke, A camAranA ghera avatarI tame AvuM jJAna kayAMthI prApta karyuM ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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para .. sanyAsInA jIve kahyuM ke, A gharamAM jJAna kayAMdhI male ! paNa prathama bhavamAM huM sanyAsI hatA. te ja bhavamAM jJAna prApta karyuM hatuM, paNa jAti, kulanA mada, abhimAnathI AyuSya pUrNa thayA pachI camArano putra anyA. ane nimitta pAmI prathama bhavanuM jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. tethI vairAgya cAge tamAne tathA prajAone jAgrata karavA DhAla vagADavA sAthe eka eka paheAre A mujaba zrlAke elye. te arasAmAM tame jAgrata rahyA. anA ceAge anAsakta anI mane zeAdhatA AvyA. ane vivekI banI sasAramAM sAra nathI te samajyA. mATe saghaLI sAmagrI pAmI mada, mAnAdino tyAga karavApUrvaka AtmajJAnamAM sadAya jAgrata rahevuM. pramAda karavA nahi. A mujaba upadeza ApI te camAranA putre sarva sa MceAgeAno tyAga karI AtmajJAna, dhyAne ArUDha banI Atmahita sAdhyuM. mATe are bhAgyazAlI haMsA ? samagra sAdhanA pAmI Atmahitane bhUlatA nahi. saoNMsAramAM kAma- krodhAdikathI svArtha paNa sadhAtA nathI, teA pachI paramArtha, je AtmadhyAna che. te kAMthI sadhAya ? sadhAya nahi. mATe meha, mamatA, ahaMkAranI jAlamAM paDIne AtmajJAna, dhyAnane bhUlatA nahi. saMsArI mAyA, Asakti bAjIgaranI mAjI jevI che. dekhADe sAkara, ane hAya kAMkarA. dekhADe khAMDa, paNa hAya dhULa. tethI tevI meha bAjIgaranI naja2'dhImAM phasAtA nahi. jAgrata rahI, samyagajJAna, darzana For Private And Personal Use Only tethI tenA mArI pAse

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567 ane cAritranuM zakya pAlana karavA pUrvaka AtmAne nirmala kare. kAyArUpI naukA, bhadariye tame haMkArI che. te zA mATe ? tenI mAluma to haze ja. zivapurImAM anaMta samRddhine meLavavA mATe. paNa, je te naukA kharAbe caDhI gaI te, bhAgIne bhukkA thaze. ane saMsAra sAgaramAM pATIA mATe bhaTakavuM paDaze. je kaI paNa AlaMbana prApta nahi thAya te bhAgya paravAryuM ema samajaje. ane saghaLe prayAsa dhUlamAM maLaze. mATe avasara pAmI kAyArUpI naukA dvArA kharAbe na caDhatA sArA sArA AlaMbana pAmI zivapurImAM jAo. saddagurU buddhisAgarajI pharamAve che ke, umadA avasara pAmI AtmajJAna, dhyAna karavAnuM bhUle nahi. deva gurUvaryonuM AlaMbana meLavI tene saphala kare. temanA guNene grahaNa karavAthI ApoApa taraze. deva gurUvaryonuM AlaMbana, saMsAra sAgaranI pAra javAmAM mahAna naukA samAna che. pachI sAdhya tamAre pite meLavavAnuM che. sAdhano, sahakAra ApavA samartha che. pachI tamArI zakti hoya te mujaba ISTa sthale pahoMcAya. je barobara bala pheravAya nahi te ISTa sthaLe pahoMcatA vilaMba thAya. temAM Azcarya nathI. mATe ISTa sthale kahetAM, kevalyajJAna pAmI. siddha thavuM hoya, ane sarvadA, sarvathA anaMta sukhane. anubhava le hoya te, deva, gurUnuM AlaMbana meLavI. ALasa kare nahi. keTalAka AlaMbana grahaNa karIne pramAda, ALasa, vitaMDAvAda kare te pAchA vaLe. eTale ISTa sthale For Private And Personal Use Only

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568 pahoMcI zake nahi. mATe avasara pAmI ALasa kare nahi. AtmAnA guNanA mege ApoApa taraze. ane Adhi, vyAdhi vigerenuM kaSTa svayaM dUra bhAgaze. - have saddagurU AcArya, buddhisAgara surIzvarajI karUNA lAvI, tRpti kevA prakAre thAya tene upAya pIstAlIzamA padanI racanA karatAM kahe che ke, (rAga -AzAvarI) cetana Apa svabhAva vicAro, Apa svabhAve kSAyika tRpti; A bhadadhi Ara, cetana Apa svabhAva. vicAro nAza jJAnAmRtanuM pAna karIne, pariNatikuM nivArI; zuddha caraNa bhejanathI tRpti, thAze ziva sukhakArI. cetana rA Atma guNathI tRpti sAcI, jJAnIjana ema bhAkhe; AtmadhyAna kare je kaI te ghaTa antara cAkhe. cetana 3 pudgalathI pudgalane tRpti, Atama Apa svabhAve; anubhava mege sthiratA saMge, tRpti jana keI pAve. cetana For Private And Personal Use Only

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59 svamasarikhI mithyA tRpti, saMsAre jana jANeA; bhAnti nivAraka jJAnI ghaTamAM, tRpti vAta pIchAnA. cetana. I // 5 // madhu sAkara dhRtathI je tRpti, jJAnI mana te khATI, Atama zuddha svabhAve ramatAM, tRpti che jaga meTI. cetana. IIII indrAdika paNa viSaya vikAre, tRpti kadIya na pAve; Apa svabhAve dhyAnadazAmAM, tRpti saheje thAve. cetana. IIII Atama dhyAnI nispRha yAgI, mamatA saga nivArI; bhikSuka sukhiyA jagamAMsAcA, tasa jA` alihArI. cetana. III nirbhaya nija deze che tRpti, yu vadati jInavANI; buddhisAgara avasara pAkara, tRpti laheA guNakhANI. cetana. || sadgura buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, saMsAranA sukhanI tRpti khAtara keTalAka khAhyAtmA mahAprayAsa kare che. teo ema samaje che ke, bhAga, viSayavilAseAnI bhUkha, manapasaMda bhegApabhAga, bhAgavavAthI zAMta thAya che. mATe kAI khI rIte tenA sAdhanA kAvAdAvA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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170 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir dagA, prapaMca karIne paNa meLavavA. tethI tenI khIja abhilASA thaze nahi, paraMtu te khAdyAtmAone mAluma paDatI nathI ke, bhUkha bhAgaze nahi. ane punaH punaH hAjara thaIne vadhavAnI. kadApi tRpti thaI nathI. ane thaze paNa. nahi. jo bhAge pabhoga vilAsenI bhUkha, bhAgI hAta, ane tRpti thaI hAta te, cakravartI, je cha bharatakha'DanA samrATo pAse navanidhie hatA. tathA cauda ratnonA svAmI hatA. chantu karoDa grAmenA adhipati tathA maMtrIza mugaTa addha rAjAe temanI AjJA mujakha vavartI hatA. eka lAkhane khANuM hajAra strIe hatI. temAM paTTarANIe temaja manohara mahArANIo hatI. ane kalyANabhAjanano khArAka hatA. vigere bhAge pabhAganA vilAsAno pAra hateA nahi.. chatAM temane tRpti thaI nahi. asatuSTa anI paralAke gayA. ATha cakravartIe jyAre te vilAsAne lIMTa, viSThAnI mAphaka tyAga karI dIkSA grahaNa karavApUrvaka sayamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karI tathA AtmikajJAna, dhyAne ArUDha anyA tyAre ja tRpti thaI. punaH icchA, AzA thaI na hAvAthI kevalajJAna pAmI paramapadanA, satya sAmrAjyanA svAmI, sAdi anatabhAge anyA. jo ke bharata cakravartIe dIkSA lIdhI nathI. paNa vairAgya, savega, AtmajJAnAdi cege ArIsA bhuvanamAM anityAdi bhAvanA bhAvatAM, samatva dvArA kevalajJAnI thayA. ane be cakravartIe paNa. viSaya vilAsAne tyAga karavA pUrvaka dIkSA grahaNa karI rUDI For Private And Personal Use Only

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571 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rIte ArAdhanA karI devalAke sidhAvyA. tyAre be cakravartIe bhAgivalAsAmAM magna banavAthI teno tyAga karavA sama banyA nahi. tethI narakagatimAM gayA. mATe bhAge pabhAganA viSayA manapasaMda prApta thaze. tA paNa satya tRpti kadApi thaze niha. tethI sadgurU tamene bhavAdiSa, saMsAra sAgaranI paribhramaNAno tyAga karavA mATe ja kahe che ke, gItA, AtmajJAnInA upadezane amalamAM mUkI agara ApeAApa sadvicAra ane sidviveka lAvI potAnA mUla svabhAvane ALakhA. ALakhI temAM ja magna bano. agara ALakhavAnA satya sAdhanone kaSTa sahana karIne meLavA. te sAdhanA meLavI AtmasvabhAva je mUla tatva che. temAM ramaNatA karaze tyAre sAcI tRpti jarUra thaze. pachI viSayavilAsAnI mahA duHkhadAyInI bhUkha svameva bhAgI jaze. ane satyAnaMdanI Urmio ubharAtI raheze. te kSAyika tRminA cAge sa'sArasAgarathI pAra utarazeA. bhavAdiSathI pAra javA mATe prathama jJAnAmRtanuM pAna kara. te jJAnAmRtanA ceAge ja saMsArasAgara jaldI taravA zaktimAna banaze. jJAnAmRtathI ja pugalanI je pariNita che. vicAra, adhyavasAya che. te nivArI zakAya che, ane jJAnAmRtanA bhAjanathI paramatRpti je satya che te peAtAnI meLe hAjara thAya che. A sivAyanI je tRpti che te kSaNavinAzI hAvAthI ghaDI e ghaDImAM nAza pAme che. punaH punaH tenI bhUkha AvI vaLage che. mATe samyagajJAna je amRta For Private And Personal Use Only

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572 samAna che tenuM pAna kare. tethI ja paraMpariNatine nivAravA samartha banaze. sneharAga, kAmarAga ane dRSTirAgathI para padArthomAM anaMtakALathI rAcAmAcI rahyA. aeva svatattva upara prema jAge nahI. te kevI rIte? te kahevAya che. sAMbhaLe? mAtapitA putrAdika vigerenA sneharAgathI temaja patnInA kAmarAgathI temaja ekAMte anya dharmanA daSTirAgathI samyajJAnarUpI amRtanuM pAna karI zakAyuM nahi. tethI AtmAne mUla svabhAva ke che tenA pratye AdarabhAva jAgyo nahi. tethI Atmadharma ane tenA sAghane tarapha najara paDI nahi. ane ekAMtamAM ja phasAI paDyA. mATe samyagUjJAnapUrvaka zuddha AtmaramaNanuM amRta samAna je bhajana che tenAthI satya tRpti thavAnI ane thaze. paraMtu kSaNika tRptimAM Asakta banaze nahi tyAre, ane samyajJAnAmRtanuM pAna karaze tyAre ja anukrame te AtmaramaNatA anaMtasukhane ApanAra banaze. ane zivasukha je satya che. tene karanAra banaze. paraMtu tame te papada AvI paDelI vipattio ane viDaMbanAo TALavA mATe moTA pApa kare che. tema ja tene kapaTa, prapaMcAdika karIne haThAvavA prayatna kare che. tethI te vipatti vigere khasatI nathI. ulTI vadhe che. paNa te veLAe bAbara samajI teNue, kayA kAraNe AvI. tenuM rItasara nirIkSaNa karI te te kAraNene dUra karaze tyAre te khasavAnI ja. ane AtmajJAna, dhyAna dvArA sAcA sukhane prApta karavAnI tamannA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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573 zraddhA thavAnI. ane zraddhAnA ge AtmajJAnAdimAM prema jAgavAne. premanI draDhatAthI je tRpti thaze te satya tRpti che. mATe ALapaMpAlano tyAga karI jJAnAmRta pIo. A mujaba samyajJAnI antarAtmA, punaH punaH bhAkhe che, upadeza ApI potAnI pharaja bajAve che ke, je kaI parabhAva, vibhAva dazAne tyAga karI, dene nivArI AtmadhyAnamAM Asakta bane che te ja mahAbhAgyazAlI ghaTa ataramAM sAcA sukhane cAkhe che. ane anupama, ananya. tRptine anubhava kare che. pudgalenI tRptithI AtmatRpti kadApi thatI nathI. paNa zarIrAdikanI thAya che. AtmadhyAnAdikathI AtmAne tRpti thAya che. mATe Atmika tRpti mATe paNa prayAsa karavAnI jarUra che ja. svapna sarakhI sAMsArika tRptimAM mujhAe nahi. paraMtu bhrAnti nivAryA. sivAya Atmika anubhavanI tRptine cAkhazo nahi. ane bramaNAmAM dudha, sAkara, madhu vigerenI mIThAzamAM Asakta banaze te kadApi tRpti thaze nahi. kahe? atyAra sudhI madhurA rasamAM Asakta banyA tethI keTalI tRpti thaIt kahevuM paDaze ke, te tRpti adhurI ja rahI. have sAcI AzA, tRSNAne prApta karavI hoya te, A avasara atyattama che. tenI AzAe ane tRSNAe gAmegAma paribhramaNa karyuM, dhana, delata vigere sAdhana sAmagrI meLavI. Avaka vadhAravA moTI cAlI, makAno baMdhAvyA. kArakhAnA, mIle taiyAra karAvI. tathA vividha dhaMdhA karyA. ane te dvArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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574 tRSNA zAMta thaze Ama vicAra karI mahAt zrImaMta tarIke prasiddha thayA. ane tRSNAne zAMta karavA ghaNA vilAsA karyA. chatAM paNa tRSNA adhurI ja rahI. pUrNa karavAnI AzA teA che ja. paraMtu dunyavI sAdhana sAmagra vaDe purI thaze niha. e jarUra mAnajo. ekadA bheAjarAjA rAtrInA mAra vAge jAgI gaela hAvAthI vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, mArA tAbAmAM hAthI, gheADAe, jhaverAta, seAnA vigerenA bhaMDAra bharapura che. tathA manapasa vinetA che. temaja snehI bAMdhavA, nokara cAkara, vigere paNa che. chatAM saMkalpa, vikalpA TaLatA nathI. vidvatA paNa rItasara che. chatA satya satoSa kema nathI AvatA. Ama vicAra karI rahela che. te veLAye eka brAhmaNa paMDita duHkhI hAvAthI chevaTe chUpI rIte rAjAnA mahelamAM peThA. ane leAja nRpanA kahelA vacanA sAMbhaLI upadeza ApavAnI icchA rokI zako nahi. ane kahyu ke, huM bhAja nRpati ? e AMkhA mIcAyA pachI kAMi paNa sAthe Avaze nahi. tArU du:kha kApanAra tathA saMkalpa, vikalpone haThAvanAra, tathA paraloke AzA, tRSNAne pUrI karI satya tRptinA dAtAra kAi che ja nahi. mATe cetI jA. je sAdhana sAmagrI maLI che. te dvArA samyajJAnapUrvaka AtmAne oLakhavA prayAsa kara. A mujaba vairAgI, brAhmaNa paDitanA upadeza sAMbhaLI tene potAnI pAse belAvI, pUchavA mAMDayuM ke, rAjAnA, eTale mArA mahelamAM rAtrInI veLAe praveza For Private And Personal Use Only

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575 karatA tamane bhaya lAge nahi? mahArAjA! AjIvikAnI pIDAone dura karavA ghaNA upAyo karyA. eka zeThanA gharamAM peThe te veLAe, eka paisAnI bhUla khAtara pitAnA putrane teNe tamAro lagAvyuM. te dekhI vicAra karyo ke, rAtrInA bAra vAgyA sudhI copaDAne tapAsate, ane paisAnI bhUla dekhI tamAco mAravA pUrvaka tene aphasosa karate jANI, mane anukaMpa thavAthI tamArA mahelamAM paThe. A mujaba anukaMpA, dayA AvavAthI keInA gharamAMthI corI karavA samartha bane nahi. tethI bhItine nivArI, tamArI pAse rahela dhana, dolatanI corI karavA tamArA mahelamAM peThe. teTalAmAM tamArA vicAro jANyA. mane upadeza ApavAnI IcchA thaI ke, ATalI samRddhi hete chate sAMsArika vikalpa ane vicAre khasyA nahi. mATe cetAvuM. Ama samajI, tamene upadeza dIdhe. bheja nRpa Ama te sajajana hovAthI tenA haiyAmAM te upadezanI asara thaI. ane dAnAdi dharma karavAnI bhAvanA jAgrata thaI. brAhmaNane yatharacha dAna karIne Atma nirIkSaNa karavA pUrvaka AtmajJAnane prApta karavA taiyAra banyA. A pramANe are mahAnubhAve? tame paNa sattA, saMpatti, sAhyabI vigere maLI haze. tathApi, tenA vicAro karyA karaze te paNa sAce saMtoSa prApta thaze nahi. ane AtmajJAna, dhyAnAdikathI vaMcita rahezo. mATe saddagurUnA umadA upadezane haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI, mamatAne nivArI, samatAne lAvavA pUrvaka nispRha bane. pachI AtmajJAnI, dhyAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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576 anatA vilaMba thaze nahi, jagatamAM je nispRhI, AtmajJAnI tathA dhyAnI bhIkSA mAgI AnaMdamAM rahe che. te ja sAcA sukhanA bhaktA bane che. nahI ke, Indra, upedra, narendra ke zrImAne jyAM sudhI spRhA chetyAM sudhI sa MtAya . prApta thatA nathI ja. ane nirbhaya deze pahoMcAtuM paNa nathI. jyAM joie tyAM prANIe bhayabhIta thaelA mAluma paDe che. jyAre AzA, tRSNA ane tenA ceAge thatA vicAzane sabhyajJAna pAmI nivAraze tyAre satya tRpti, satASane anubhava karavA zaktimAna naze. mATe sadgurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke Ama va na karIne satya saMtoSa, tRptine prApta karo. jInezvara bhagavAn paNa karUNA lAvI varte che ke, nispRhI banIne sataSa meLaveA. tamArAmAM sAcA sASa meLavavAnI zakti gupta rahelI che tene pragaTa karI sadguNAnI khANa, khajAnAne meLave. have saMtASa je saguNAne khajAnA che te dRSTigAcara thatA nathI. para'tu anubhavAya che. AveA anubhava vilA, virakta mahAbhAgyazAlIe prApta kare che. tenA upara sadgurU mahArAja, chetAlIzamA padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke ( rAga AzAvarI) jJAnI viralA keAI jagatamAM, jJAnI viralA kAi; vaMduM vicArI joi. For Private And Personal Use Only jagatamAM. // 1 //

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paha7 koI bhASAjJAnathI re, dharatA mana ahaMkAra; bhASA kAraNe jJAnanuM re, nAve bhASA pAra. jagatamAM rAma vAdavivAre mAnatA re, koIke sAcuM jJAna, para pariNati piSyA thakI re, vAghe ulaTuM mAna. rAva kSaya karI re, are AtamabhAna, pUraNa Hi jehathI re, jANo satya te jJAna. jagatamAM makA Atama bhava jJAnathI re, nAe bhavabhaya phera, buddhisAgara pAmatAre, jJAnI pUNnanda. jagatamAM pA sarU AcArya mahArAja pharamAve che ke jagatamAM samyagajJAnI viralA hoya che. samyagRjJAnI eTale svAduvAda anekAMtavAda, apekSAne AdhAra laIne dunyavI vAdanuM samanvaya karanAra jJAnI, viralA dekhAya che. buddhanA anuyAyIo pitAne jJAnI kahevarAve che. tethI jagatane sarva prANane ane AtmAne paNa ekAMte kSaNika mAne che. vedAMtI AtmAne nitya mAnI vAdavivAde kare che. te pachI dhArmika kriyAo karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. eTale teo ekAMtavAdI havAthI, samyagRjJAnI nathI. jaino, anekAMta mArgane svIkAra karatA hovAthI svAduvAdI che. je, svAdu37 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa78 vAdane svIkAra karavA pUrvaka vAda kare che. te jene kahevAya che. ata eva vAdamAM tatvajJAna pAmI teo Atmika guNAmAM ramaNatA karavA samartha bane che. eTale viSamavAda raheto nathI. AtmAne, dravyanI apekSAe nitya mAnavAthI ane paryAyanI apekSAe anitya mAnavAthI dareka vAdene samanvaya karatA hovAthI viSamavAda thatuM nathI. tethI rAga, zreSa, ane mehamamatAnA vikAre khasatA, sarva prANIo upara maitrIbhAvane sAce lAbha meLavavA bhAgyazALI bane che. ane antarAtmA banI, AtmAnA guNemAM ramaNatA kare che. evA anekAMtavAda-svAduvAdamAM prema dhAraNa karIne zakya vartana karanAra viralA hoya che. A sivAya vAdavivAda karanArA ghaNA pitAne jJAnI kahevarAvanAra maLI Avaze. A mujaba sadgurU kahe che ke, ame tapAsa karIne kahIe chIe ke, samanvaya karanAra jJAnIo viralA hoya che. je svAduvAdane AdhAra laI dunyavI vAdone samanvaya karanAra jJAnI hoya to, jhagaDA, ragaDA, kusaMpa vigerene AvavAne mArga maLe nahi. anekAMtavAda te satyavAda che. te dvArA mAnasika malInatAne tyAga thavA pUrvaka, AtmA sthiratA dhAraNa kare che. ane je sukhazAtAnI IcchA hoya che. ane AtmAnI oLakhANa karavAnI abhilASA varte che te anukrame pUrNa thAya che. paraMtu keTalAka, duniyAnI bhASAone bhaNe pitAne jJAnI kahevaDAve che. agara magarUra bane che. keTalAka, nyAya, vyAkaraNa, chaMda, For Private And Personal Use Only

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570 tiSanuM jJAna prApta karI, pitAne prajJAvAna mAne che. ane bIjAone haThAvavA athAga prayAsa karatA dekhAya che keTalAka kurAna zarIpha vigere bhaNI pitAne pAka, pavitra mAne che ane bIjAone kAphara mAnI kulAya che. A mujaba vividha bhASAo bhaNavApUrvaka zAstrone abhyAsa kare che. chatAM teone ahaMkAra, abhimAna TaLato nathI. TaLe paNa kyAMthI? ekAMtane pakaDI, kyA jJAnI paMDita ahaMkArAdine haThAvya che te te kahe ? koIe paNa nahi. ghI keLavaNI tathA vividha bhASAo, te te kAraNa che. bhASAone pAra nathI. te bhASAo dvArA dharma marma samajAya, ane AtmajJAna, dayAnapUrvaka para pariNatine tyAga thAya, rAga, dveSa, meha, adekhAI vigere khasatA jAya te ja, te bhASAo ane zAstrAdika satya sAdhana tarIke kahevAya. anyathA ahaMkAra-mamatAdikane utpanna kare. vivAde karavAthI satya tatvanI oLakhANa thatI nathI. ane rAga, dveSa vigere ochA thatA nathI. vAdavivAdamAM satya jJAna keI mAnatuM hoya te, te maTI bhIMta sarakhI bhUla karI bese che. paraMtu apekSA rAkhI, samanvaya pUrvaka vAda kare che, te tatva prApta karI zake che. nahitara para pari. tinuM piSaNa thavAthI ulaTuM abhimAna vadhe che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke, bhASAe bhaNIne tathA zAstrone abhyAsa karIne je, mAnasika vikAra ane duSTa vicAro maTe nahi te, karele prayatna sArthakatA dhAraNa kare nahi. keI kAcane ratna For Private And Personal Use Only

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580 kahe tethI, te kAca ratna banatuM nathI, aMte, kAca te kAca rahe che. kAraNa ke, rAga, dveSAdikathI AtmajJAna, dhyAna thAya nahi. ane samAdhinA daza prakAre che te pAme nahi. mATe saddagurU kara lAvI pada dvArA upadeza Ape che ke, vividha bhASAo bhaNI tathA zAstrone zraddhA sahita abhyAsa, manana, nididhyAsana karavApUrvaka AtmajJAna, dhyAnano lhAvA maLe evuM bhaNe. ane abhyAsAdi kare. satya bhaNatara ane jJAna kyAre kahevAya ke, jyAre, ahaMkAra, mamatA, vigere TaLatA ja, vaividhAdi maTe tyAre, ane satya zAMtino anuva ove tyAre ja AtmAnA anu vaLI ane ajJAnatA vi nAza pAmavAthI bhabharanA pha rahetA nathI. eTale Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhinI vinAone utpanna karanAra janma, jarA, maraNanA pherA dara lAge che. ane AtmA potAnA satya rathAne thira rahIne anaMtI maja mANe che. nahitara cAra gatinA cakrAvAmAM rasapaDAI anaMta kone bhogave che. mATe kaTo ane yAtanAone dUra karavI hoya to AtmajJAna, dhyAna thAya tevuM bhaNe. nindavonI mAphaka bhaNe nahi. jamAlI munie cauda pUna abhyAsa karyo. te abhyAsa vivAdo karavAthI saphala thaye nahi. ane sarvajJa vahAvIra svAmInA kevalajJAnamAM bhUla kADhavA lAgyA. tethI ghaNA janma, jarA ane maraNanA phaMdAmAM phasAI paDavAnuM thayuM. mATe jJAna evuM prApta karavuM joIe. ke je jJAna ekAMtavAdane dUra kare. ekAMte jJAnavAdamAM mAnyatA For Private And Personal Use Only

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581 dharAvanArane paNa, kriyAo zUla hoya ke dama hAya, agara bahAra dekhAtI heya ke, adekhAtI hoya te paNa karavI paDe che ja. mATe ekAMtamAM mAnanAra tatvane pAmI zakatA nathI. eka gAmamAM cAra vepArIe e vicAra karyo ke, A gAmamAM karaNI thatI nathI. bahAra paradezamAM jaIe. tyAM vyApAranA ge manamAnI kamANI thaze. tethI AjIvikA mATe ane parivAranA bharaNapaNa mATe ciMtA thaze nahi. Ama vicArI paradeza javA mATe sAdhana sAmagrIne grahaNa karIne nikaLyA. tevAmAM eka leDhAnA khANa dekhI. temAMthI lehane grahaNa karI potapotAnA gADAmAM bharI AgaLa cAlavA mAMDyuM. AgaLa cAlatA keTalAka gAu gayA pachI rUmanI khANa dekhI. temAMthI traNa vepArI lehane kADhI nAMkhI gADAmAM rUpane bhavyuM. paraMtu ekAe rUpAne lIdhuM nahi. tyAre traNa vepArIe kahyuM ke, alyA ? gADAmAMthI le ne dara karI rUpAne bhara? tyAre te kahevA lAge ke, bhale rUpAnI kiMmata leDhA karatA adhika hoya to paNa, te leDhAne dura karIza nahi. je pakaDyuM te kema kADhI naMkhAya. tamArA je huM zraddhA vihIna nathI. mATe kADhI nAMkhIza nahi. A levAnI kimata, koIka vakhate rUpAnA karatAM paNa vadhAre upajaze. tame jANe che ke rUpAne tathA sonAne kApanAra le che. tethI tenI kiMmata bhaviSyamAM adhika thavAnI ja. te traNa vepArIe kahyuM ke, bhale rUpAne ane senAne kApanAra lehu che. tathApi tenI kiMmata thatI For Private And Personal Use Only

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582 haze teTalI ja thaze. rUpA sonAnI sarakhI tenI kiMmata thaze nahi. mATe A kadAgraha, ekAMtane tyAga karI ghaNA kiMmatI rUpAne bhara. paNa A kadAgrahI zeno mAne ? te mAnatuM na hovAthI tene kahevAnuM mUkI daIne badhA AgaLa cAlyA. vaLI senAnI khANa dekhe. eTale rUpAne tyAga karavA pUrvaka suvarNa bharyuM. pilA kadAgrahIne kahyuM ke, A senAnI khANamAMthI loDhAno tyAga karIne tenAthI gADAne bharapura kara. chatAM teNe mAnyuM nahi. vaLI AgaLa vadhatAM ratnonI khANuM AvI. tethI sonAne dUra karI ratno lIdhA. pelAe te je paDyuM te cheDAya kema! Ama ekAMtano. Azraya karI rane lIdhA nahiM. ane lehanI kiMmata vadhAre thaze Ama dhAraNA rAkhI cAre vepArI pitAnA vatanamAM AvyA. traNa jaNa to ronA rAdhAre sukhI thayA. pelA. kadAgrahInI dhAraNA saphala na thavAthI jIvanaparyata duHkhI thaze. A mujaba saMsAranA viSayanA vilA khAtara, vividha bhASAo bhaNe tathA zAstrono abhyAsa karI paMDita, jJAnI tarIke prasiddha thAya te paNa, samyagajJAna pAme nahi. vAdavivAda karatA rAga, deva mahAdine vadhArI durgatinA mahemAna bane, temAM Azcarya zuM! mATe jagatanA sarva padArthonuM jJAna meLavI, AtmajJAnane paNa prApta karavuM joIe. Ama gurUmahArAja pharamAve che ke, AtmajJAnanA anubhavathI saMsArathI pAra utarAze. bhavabhavanI viDaMbanA TaLI. jaze. samyagAnanA ge viSayakaSAyanA vicAro ane vikAro For Private And Personal Use Only

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583 nAza pAmatA, jJAnI banI pUrNAnaMdane anubhava sarvathA, sarvadA Avaze. sAcI zAMti mATe bhaTakatA bhAgyazAlI bhavyane, te prApta karavAno upadeza ApavA saddagurU suDatAlIza 47 mA padanI racanA kare che. (rAga dhanyAzrI). zAnti sadA sukhadAyI, jagatamAM zAnita sadA sukhadAyI, sevA cittamAM dhyAyI. jagatamAM 11 bhava jALe bhaTakatAM re, zAnti hAya na leza, mana caMcaLatA tyAM huve re, ulaTa vAdhe kaleza. jagatamAM parA sattA dhana vRddhi thakIre, hAya upAdhi jera, citta sthiratA nahi bhare, pragaTe dilamAM tera. jagatamAM 3 duniyAnI khaTapaTathakI re, khaTapaTiyuM mana thAya. mana bhaTake bAdhamAM re, bahirAtamAM pada pAya jagatamAM leza vikalpa na upaje re, antara varte dhyAna, upAdhi aLagI huve re, have zAMti bhAna. jagatamAM pA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #657
584 khArA jaLanA pAnathI re, kadI na vRddhi thAya, dhUmADA bAyaka bhare re, hAtha kazuM nahi Aya. jagatamAM dA mAyA mamatA mathI re, kadI na zAnti hoya, zakti vate AbhamAM re, nizcayathI avAya. jagatamAM vA Atama dhyAne AtamA re, zAnitathI bharapUra, buddhisAgara zAtimAM re, rahevuM sadA magarUra. jagatamAM tA. saddagurU AcArya buddhisAgara surIzvarajI kahe che ke, are ! jagatamAM zAMti sadA sukhadAyaka che. tene mATe dararoja cintA karyA kare che ke, zAnti kyAre prApta thaze! te paNa AvelI khasI jAya nahi, ochI, 25kALanI nahi. paNa parvadA sthAyI rahe evI, AvI abhilASA tamArI che. te ame upAya darzAvIe te cittamAM dhArI rAkhe. ane barobara dhyAna rAkho. ane rAkhazo tyAre zAntine anubhava Avaze. ane cintA dura bhAgaze. satyazAMtinI IcchA to che ja. paNa bhavajaMta zAnti maLaze, Ama AzA rAkhI temAM ja dANa karo che, paNa saMsAranI jaMjALamAM kadApi zAMtine lAbha maLaze nahi. kadAcita managamate lAbha maLaze te paNa kSaNabhara. te azAMti paNa, duHkha mizrita hovAthI tema For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa85 je sukhazAti cAho che teno leza paNa lAbha maLaze nahi. tethI ja mAnasika caMcaLatA vadhe che. tenA page kalezane vadhAro thAya che. mATe saMsAramAM sAcI zAntinI AzA rAkhavI te ajJAnatA, bramaNA che. to sattA, dhana, mIdvArA zAnti maLI raheze, Ama dhAraNA rAkhe che te barAbara che nahi. tene maLavaze to paNa, satya zAMtine anubhava Avaze ja nahi. kAraNa ke, saMge maLela te zAMti svAbhAvika jaDa che. cetanarUpe nathI. AvI svabhAve maLela te zAMti kyAre pasI jaze tenI khabara paDaze nahi. teNIne punaH punaH prApta karavA, adhikAdhika prayAsa karanA pUrvaka, zArIrika zaktine tathA mAnasika zaktine vyaya karo to paNa, te AvavI azakya banaze. ke eka gAmamAM dhanADhya ane sattAvAna adhikArI che. te relImAM pharavA mATe sahelagAhe nikaLela che. mAge cAlatA tene bIDI pIvAnI talapa thaI. khIsAmAMthI bIDI ane thAkane kADhatAM eka sonAmahera nIce paDI gaI. te sthale ghI dhULa hatI. tenI aMdara sonAmahora pasI gaela hovAthI tene teNe zodhavA mAMDI. zetAM, hAthamAM AvI naDuiM tyAre, eka dIvAsaLI vaDe prakAza karyo to paNa, hAdhamAM AvI nahiM. ghaNI dIvAsaLIo dvArA prakAza kare che. paNa teone prakAza kSaNa vinAzI levAthI aMdhakAra thAya che. lavinAzI prakAze satya vastu kayAMthI prApta thAya ! chatAM mugdha mAnavIe, kSaNavinAzI prakAzamAM, For Private And Personal Use Only

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586 gumAvela vastuone zeAdhavA mahenata karI rahela hAya che. A pramANe te gumAvela seAnAmaheArane meLavavA mahenata karI rahyo che, mahenata karatAM dIvAsaLInI AkhI peTI khalAsa karI. chatAM seAnAmahAra jaDI nahi. tyAre te aksAsa kare che. tevAmAM eka saMbadhI maLyo. teNe kahyuM ke, zuM zeAdhe che! teNe anelI saghaLI vAta tene kahevAthI te paNa dIvAsaLIno prakAza karI zeAdhavA lAgyA. paNa sonAmahAra tA hAthamAM AvI nahi. paraMtu peTImAMthI sarI paDelI e cAra dIvAsaLIo prApta thaI. chatAM teNe paNa zodhavAnA prayAsa karyo. chatAM maLI nahi. tyAre chevaTe kaTALI cAlatA thayo. A mujaba je je svajane maLyA teoe paNa ghaNA prayAsa karyo. paNa te sonArAhAra na maLavAthI teo cAlyA gayA. te arasAmAM eka buddhimAna saMbaMdhI maLyo. teNe kahyuM ke, A mujaba zodhatAM saghaLI jIMdagAnI vyatIta thaze te paNa, sAnAmahAra maLavI che. mATe sarcalAiTane lAvI zodha karo. salAiTanA prakAzathI paDI gaela sonAmahAra hastagata thaI. A mujaba rAga, dveSa, mehArdika dhUlImAM kramAela evuM AtmavarUpa kayAre prakAzaze ? ke jyAre samyagrajJAnanA prakAza thaze tyAre ja prakAzaze. mATe bhavaja jALamAM bhUlI gaela ane dabANamAM Avela Atmatattvane svAdhIna karavA sadgurUgamaDhArA * prabaLa zakti phAravavAnI jarUra che. sagAvahAlAM te zeAdhI Apaze nahi ja. vayameva prayatna azakya ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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587 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir karave| paDaze. bhavaja jALamAM paDavAthIja satya prakAza maLaze.. AvI dhAraNAthI tamane sAcI sukhazAMti maLavI durlabha che. tameAe sukhazAMti prApta karavA ati prayAsa karyA. chatAM ulaTA kaleza thayA. te tame jANeA che. ane kaTALA paNa Avela haze. ane mananI caMcaLatA paNa adhika thaI haze. mAnasika caMcalatA vadhatAM, leza mAtra paNa zAMti prApta thAya nahi. ane tethI kalezamAM vadhAro thAya. mananI caMcaLatA vAMdarA jevI che. pachI kAI tene maMdirAnuM pAna karAve ane nissaraNI upara caDhAve te, te adhikAdhika tophAna macAve. tevI paristhiti bhavajALanI che. chatAM te jALamAMthI khasavA mATe javA prayAsa karatA nathI. tame dhAratA haze! ke, vRddhapaNAmAM Atmatattvane eLakhavA ane prApta karavA prayAsa karIzuM. A vicAra paNa kharAkhara nathI. kAraNa ke, zakti ane zANapaNa hAte chate paNa, yuvAnImAM kAMI paNa prayAsa karyo nahi. tA pachI vRddhAvasthAmAM te zakti ochI thaI haze ja. tethI te Atmatattvo meLavI zakaze| nahi. AzA adhurI ja raheze. ane kaleza, kaMkAsa TaLaze nahi. jema vAMdarA vRddha thAya te paNa, gulAMTe! mAryA kare. ane potAnI jAte kaSTa utpanna kare. te mujaba ghaNI gulAMTA mAraze te paNu, kaSTa thavAnuM, mATe cete. ane bhavaja jALamAMthI khasavA upAya kare. tame jANe! che ke, dhana ane dharma, zaktizAlI yuvAnImAM meLavI zakAya che. vRddha banyA pachI dhana ane dharma For Private And Personal Use Only

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meiLavavA duSkara bane che. A mujaba samajatA chatAM paNa, sattA, dhana, sAhyabImAM zAMti meLavavAnI irachA ane AzAmAM rAcImAcI rahela che. te jANapaNuM kahevAya nahi. dhana, sAhyabInA vidyamAna paNAmAM paNa cintA hoya che. tethI nizcita banAtuM ja nathI. tenI khaTapaTamAM manaDuM khaTapaTiyuM bane che. eTale tenI sArasaMbhALamAM mAnasika vRtti thiratA kyAMthI dhAraNa kare ? tethI dharmadhyAnamAM mana lAgatuM na hovAthI bAhyamAM bhaTake che. tethI AtmA tarapha lakSa rahetuM nathI. bAhyatmA ke ne kahevAya ? jenI mAnasika vRttio nirantara bAhya, dunyavI padArthomAM bhramaNa kare che. antarAtmAnI manovRtti bAhyamAM hoya kharI, paNa sadA bhaTake nahi; nilepatA hovAthI temAM ciTI rahe nahi. tethI bAhya padArthono sahAro laI, Ama taraNa tAraNa kema bane tenI tene laganI lAgelI hAya che. tethI je AtamajJAnIe che temane AtmAnA dhyAnamAM laganI lAgela hovAthI sAMsArika saMkalpa vika vadhatA nathI. samI gayA hoya che. teo sArI rIte samaje che ke, AtmikajJAna, dayAnamAM te dhumADA jevA che. dhumADo AvavAthI ritharatA khasavA mAMDe che. tema dunyavI vika ane saMka9pe AtmadhyAnamAM ritharatA karavAmAM vAre vAre vidano upasthita karatA hovAthI, dhumADA jevA temane jJAnIo kahe che. AvA dhumADAnA bAcakA bharatA, kAMI hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. eTale AtmArUpI hAre hAthamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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589 Avato nathI. ane je tAkAta hoya che. te gumAvAya che. tethI sadguru kahe che ke, mAyA mamatAnA yoge, utpanna. thatAM saMkalpa, vikalapane tyAga karI sthira thAo. sthiratAnA vegathI, AtmajJAnapUrvaka AtmadhyAna thatAM, hIre hastagata thAya che dunyavI hIrAne te kaI cera paNa carI jaze. balavAna mANasa tamAco mArI laI jaze. agara pramAdathI gumAvI besaze. paraMtu AtmahIrAne koI corI janAra temaja laI janAra che ja nahi. paNa je mAda Avaze to ja te gumAvI besaze. mATe A. satyahI hAthamAM AvyA pachI, teno anubhava AvyA. pachI, cheda kare ja nahi. ke jethI, bhavobhavanI bhAvaTa bhAgI jAya. sagurU sivAya koInI ezIyALI, parAdhInatA, rahe nAMhe. kAraNa ke, gurU AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe vAre vAre preraNA ApatA hovAthI, temanI preraNAnI te jarUra rahevAnI ja. tethI AtmahIro gumAvI besAte. nathI. saMsAranA sagAMvahAlAnI preraNAmAM prema rAkhaze te, parAdhInatA agara yAtanA, dInatA ane hInatA kadApi TaLavAnI nahi ja. te nakkI mAnajo. "mAne ke, eka bhAgyazAlIne, AtmikajJAna pUrvaka AtmadhyAna karIne rAga, dveSa, mahAdike dabAvI rAkhela AtmahIrAne, svAdhInatAmAM lAvavAnI IcchA thaI che. tethI mAyA, mamatA, ahaMkArAdine khaseDavA prayAsa karI rahela che. eTale vrata niyamane dhAraNa karela che. tyAre svajanavarga, tene kahe che ke, A For Private And Personal Use Only

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560 vita niyame tArA sukhamAM vidane karatA hovAthI tene tyAga kara. sukha te, saMsAranA viSaye bhegavavAmAM che. mATe kaSTajanaka vrata, niyamane tuM tyAga kara, jyAre saMsAranA sukhane anubhava letAM bhegAvaLI karmo khasI jaze tyAre ja, AtmAne anubhava svayaM AvatuM rahe che. mATe hAjara rahelI sAdhana sAmagrIne zA mATe tyAga kare che ! tyAre vrata niyamane dhAraNa karanAra te mahAzaya kahe che ke, tamArU A kathana barAbara nathI. kAraNa ke samaye karmo kharese che kharA, paNa navIna dazagaNuM baMdhAya, se gaNuM baMdhAya, te te karmo zAthI naSTa thAya! viSaya sukha bhagavato jAya ane navA daza, so, hajAra gaNA karmo bAMdhate jAya, tene anaMta kAla vItI jAya to paNa pAra pamAta nathI. pAra pamAte hoya te te phakta vrata niyama pUrvaka, saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karavAthI. ane tethI AtmadhyAna karavAthI ja te karmo khase che. ane AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya che. mATe he sagAMvahAlAMo ! tamArU kathana saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvanArU che. mATe A pramANe bole nahi. tamane paNa te anaMta saMsAramAM TacAvaze. AvA vicAre ja satya svAdhInatAne prApta karavAmAM duzmananI garaja sAre che. have kadApi AvI Na karaze nahi. A bhAgyazAlI te samajaNe hato. tethI temanI preraNAmAM prema rAkhe nahi. ane AtmahIrAne svAdhIna karavA hAdikanI sAthe yuddha karavA lAgyuM. paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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pI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir je samyagrajJAnI hoya nahi, tenI sagAMvahAlAM zI dazA kare ! te te tamA samajo. du:khamaya, duHkhajanaka ane duHkhanI saMsAra paraparAmAM phasAvI nAMkhe ne ? mATe A kaSTadAyaka saMsAranA sa`gI, sagAMvahAlAMnA vacanA para prIti dhAraNa karatA nahi. koI paNa saMsAra sa`gI ema kaheze nahiM ke, viSaya kaSAyanA vicAro ane vikArA duHkhadAyaka che. e teA AtmajJAnI, saMyamI haze te ja kaheze, mATe sasAranA svArthI, sagAMvahAlAMnA haeNta ane prema AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM ADakhIlI karanAra hAIne, tene sAcA mAnA nahi. svArtha vinAnA sagAMvahAlAM viralA hoya che. te te AtmAnI sAthe lAgelA karmone dUra karavA punaH punaH preraNA ApyA kare che. te sagAM kANu hoya ? sadgurU, AtmajJAnI sUrIzvara hAya te. mATe temanA upadeza mAnI, sacamanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM tatpara thavuM. saMyamanI ArAdhanA karatAM ke!I prakAranI dunyavI icchAo, AzAo rAkhatA nahi. phakta AtmAne lAgelA karmajanya saMskArane dUra karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhazeA. ataeva te saskArA khasatAnI sAthe vAsanA paNa khasavA mAMDaze. pachI vikalpa, sakalpe jarUra TaLI javAnA ja. tethI sa`sAra sukhanI mIThAzamAMthI sneha utarI jaze. te sukhA, khArA, ane asatya bhAsaze. pachI Atmika ramaNatAmAM nizcaya, satya sukhaneA anubhava svayameva hAjara thaze. sa'sAranA vyAvahArika kAryo karatAM paNa, je Atmika anubhava Avela haze te kadApi bhUlAze For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa92 nahi. vAre vAre maraNanA yoge Atma tarapha draSTi raheze. saMsAranA kAryo pikI, pANI bharavAne gaelI sarakhI sarakhI sahelIo, kuvAmAM deraDAne gALe nAMkhI ghaDAo kuvAmAM nAMkhe che. chatAM deraDAne cheDe hAthamAM ja rAkhe che. ane najara te ghaDAo upara rAkhe che. rakhene, mAhamAMhI TIcAIne te ghaDA bhAgI jAya nahi. tethI bharelA ghaDAone kuvAmAMthI bahAra kADhI, mastaka upara sthApana kare che. ane pitAnA ghara tarapha cAlatAM tathA vAte karavA pUrvaka hasI hasIne tAlIo detAM paNuM, teonI najara te ghaDA tarapha ja hoya che. te najaranA ge, akhaMDa pANIthI bharele ghaDA, gharamAM lAvIne teo AnaMdane mANe che. je najara cUkI jAya che, karelI mahenata vRthA jAya ! Ama barAbara jANatA hovAthI, draSTine viparyAsa thato nathI. tathA tama saMsAramAM dekhe che ke naTTa, pitAnI AjIvikA khAtara, cauTAmAM, khullA medAnamAM, vAMsa upara deraDA bAMdhI, tathA hAthamAM talavAra grahaNa karavA pUrvaka ane mastake uparA uparI beDAM caDhAvI, te deraDA upara vividha nRtya kare che. bhegA thayela leke vAhavAhanA vAkyo bolI zorabakera kare che. chatAM tenI najara potAnA paga tarapha ja hoya che. lokonI vAhavAha tarapha hotI nathI. tethI janasamudAyane khuza karI pAche. nIce utare che. te pramANe, vyavahAranA kAryo karatAM, AtmajJAnInI draSTi Atmika guNamAM ja hoya che. rAga, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #666
pa93 dveSa, mahAdinA tyAga vaDe satyazAMti prApta karI AnaMdamAM jhIlyA kare che. tethI ja, bhale, saMsAra duHkhadAyaka hoya te paNa, tene sukhadAyaka, sukha janaka mAnI sukhanI paraMparAne vadhArI, muktine meLave che. tethI sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, are bhAgyazAlIe ? AvI sAcI zAMtine prApta karI magarUra bane. huM paNa tethI magarUra banela chuM. je AtmA tarapha najara rAkhaze nahi te, saMsAramAM vine, viDaMbanAono TeTa nathI. punaH punaH teonA ge khalanA thaze. are TIcAvAnuM thaze. pachI AgaLa vadhI zakAze nahi. koI paNa prakAre mana, vacana ane kAyAnA vikArene vaza karI, sAcA saMyamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karI, mehAdikanA phaMdAmAM vaza banelA AtmAne mukta kare. te bhukti, yukti karelI saphalavatI banaze. ane AnaMdanI urmIo ubharAze. sukhazAMtinI abhilASA che ne ? je abhilASA hoya te, dunyavI raMgarAgamAM je prema che tene tyAga karI, te premane AtmAnA guNomAM barAbara dhAraNa kare. tethI karmonuM jora cAlaze nahi. pitAnI meLe te karmo khasavA mAMDaze. aDatAlIzamA padanI racanA karatAM, sadgurU, ganiSTa AcArya buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI pharamAve che ke, are bhAgyazAlIe ? tame prItine kyAM dhAraNa karaze ? saMsAranA svajana vargamAM prItine dhAraNa karaze te, satyalAbha, satyazAMti prApta thavI azakya che. 38 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #667
594 (dhanyAzrI-rAga) koI na karaze prIta, catura nara koIna karaze prIta; prIta vase tyAM bhIta, catura nara keIna karaze prIta. catura nara0 zA prIti bhava duHkha mUla che re, prItinuM phaLa zeka, prIti karatAM prANIne re, vAdhe roga viga. catura prArA svArathamAM aMdhA banI re, prIta kare naranAra, yapudagalanI lAlace re, vRddhi kare saMsAra. catura0 3. svArathanI je prItaDI re, teno aMte nAza, anubhavIe dAkhavyuM re, dhara teno vizvAsa, catu20 I4 mUrakha sAthe prItaDI re, karatAM nizadina duHkha, paMDita sAthe prItaDIra, karatAM nizadina sukha. - catura pApA Atama te paramAtamAM re, prIti che tasa sAca, maNisama Atama prItaDI re, paraprIti kyuM kAca, catura dA For Private And Personal Use Only

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55 dharma sanehane sAcavI re, karIe sajajana saMga cogyajano lahI yogyatA re, pAme anubhavaraMga. catura ||kI anubhava raMga maiDa kyuM re, Atama mAMhi sahAya, buddhisAgara haMsa yuMre, caMcu viralA pAya. catura0 8. sazurU kahe che ke, prIti, sArI ane khetI paNa che. svAtha, ane dharma vinAnI prIti, je sagAMvahAlAM ke mitranI karavAmAM Ave che. temaja rAkhavAmAM Ave che. te asatya che. ane nispRha, dhama janenI prIti satya, sAcI che. mATe dharma vinAnA svArthIonI sAthe prItine dhAraNa karI hoya te teono vizvAsa rAkhazo nahi. kAraNa ke, svArtha na saratAM, teo dage detAM, vicAra ane vilaMba karaze nahi. teonAthI alaga rahevA tamArI jeTalI buddhi hoya tene vAparazo. kAraNa ke, tame catura, samajaNuM che. catura ane huMzIyAra gaNAtA paNa, teonA bahAranA dekhAva ane rUvAbe, teonI balavAnI cAlAkI dekhI jANIne, paricaya karyA sivAya phasAI paDAya che. te DhoMgIo, tame tenA sapATAmAM AvyA pachI eTale svArtha sAdhave haze te sAdhI leze. svArtha sadhAze nahi te dhakko mArI kADhI mUkaze. tethI gurU mahArAja kahe che ke, evAnI sAthe sobata karavI te AtmavaMcanA karavA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #669
samAna che. tethI caturatAnI sArthakatA sadhAtI nathI. ane hAMsIpAtra banAya che. tethI khuvArI thavI te paNa zakya che. dhamajanenI prIti ke sabata karavI te sAdhakatA che. te, buddhine arpaNa karavA pUrvaka, bhUlene sudhArI mokSa mArge caDhAve che. kAraNa ke te nispRha che. vastutaH AtmajJAnI gurUmahArAja tathA samyaga jJAnI dharmonA marmane jANanAra sivAya, anyane upara ane saMga saMbaMdhe prApta thaelA padArtho upara, prIti karavI te bhavanI paraMparAne vadhArI mukanAra che. bhavanI paraMparAnuM mUla je kaI hoya te, te dunyavI vastuomAM atyaMta prItine dhAraNa karavI te che. kAraNa ke, je je vastuo audayika bhAve maLI che tene viga tenI sAthe ja rahe che. ane teone viga thatAM tenA upara ghaNI prIti hovAthI zokAdi thavAnA ja. ane tethI dharmane prema e che thaze. mATe zaka, saMtApa vigerenuM kAraNa paNa prema che. zeka, saMtApa tathA Adhi, vyAdhi ane viDaMbanAo, duHkhadAyI lAgatI hoya te, dunyavI saMge maLelI vastuo uparathI premane alpa karI, Atmika vikAsanA sAdhanamAM prItine dhAraNa kare. ke jethI, te zaka vigere ochA thAya. ane dhArmika kiyAmAM alpAze mane vRtti dhAraNa karyA pachI, kaIka sukhazAtA thAya. paraMtu saMsAramAM ApaNe joIe chIe ke, sagAMsaMbaMdhIomAM, keIka premavALAne viyega thatAM ke, maraNa pAmatAM te gharanA mANase hAyapITa kare che. tathA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #670
57 derAsara, upAzraye AvavuM paNa baMdha kare che. temAM vaLI maraNa pAmanAranI vahu te, gharanA khUNAmAM cha mahinA lagabhaga oMdhAI rahe che. ane savAre sAMjare cheDe vALI vilApa karyA kare che. are ! tenAthI gharanI bahAra paNa divase te nIkaLAya ja nahi. tethI rAtrIe jhADe pharavA nIkaLe che. je zaka saMtApane nivArI derAsara, agara upAzraye jAya te sagAM tenI TIkA, nindA karavAmAM bAkI rAkhe nahi. ane kahe ke, dekha te kharA. pahADa jevo teNIne pati maraNa pAme, phATI paDyo chatAM Ane bahAra bhaTakavAnuM pasaMda paDe che. AvI AvI TIkAo karI alpa thaela zekamAM vadhAre karI pAchA kulAya che. ame kevA premavALA chIe ke, upAzraye, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA paNa jatAM nathI. A vahune kAMI zeka saMtApa che? te bIcArIne jIva jANatuM hoya ke, dhArmika sthaLe javAthI A duHkhamAMthI mukta thavAne sahAre maLe. ane vipattinI vedanA ochI thAya. paNa sagAMvahAlAM te duHkha alpa thavA detA na hovAthI, teNIne duHkhane pAra raheto nathI. AvA vividha kAraNe prema dhAraNa karavAthI AvIne vaLage che. mATe sazurU kahe che ke, saMsArika saMgomAM prema dhAraNa kare nahi. temAM je Asakata banyA te pariNAme paritApa ane pastAvAno aMta Ava zakya banaze. svArthe aMdha banela sagAMvahAlAM paNa ajJAnatAnA ye, jyAre svArtha sadhAtuM nathI tyAre, mAnavatAne tyAga karI, prAyaH dAnavatA dhAraNa kare che. eTale sAMsArika viSayamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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598 rakta banela mAnavI dharmane bhUlI dhanAdikane cAhe che. mAna, sanmAnamAM adhika prema dharAvatA hovAthI, pratikula banIne vairavidha vigere karI bese che. saMta, AtmajJAnIono tyAga karavA pUrvaka, saMpattivALAnI sevA sArI rIte kare che. ane dhanAdikane prApta karI vairAgyane bhUlI, vilAsomAM magna banI mahAlatA phare che. ane samatAnA badale mamatAmAM magna bane te, tamene zo sahAre Apaze! tene vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. dharmanI ArAdhanAnA ge, puNyano baMdha thatAM dhanAdika pAchaLa puruSArtha karatAM te AvI maLe che. tethI satkAra, sanmAnAdikanI paNa IcchA rahetI nathI. AvI dharmanI ArAdhanAne bhUlI, dhana mATe deDa karanArA jyAre IcchA mujaba dhana prApta thAya nahI tyAre, vairavirodhAdika karI, svajana upara paNa dveSa karI, saMbaMdhane bhUlI kaMkAsa, jhagaDe karavA pUrvaka kusaMpa karI bhAre karmone bAMdhe che. AvAone AtmajJAnI saMtane upadeza paNa kyAMthI pasaMda paDe ! paDe nahi. ane jyAM tyAM bhaTakayA kare che. chatAM yatheccha dhanAdinI AzA adhurI rahela havAthI, adharma, anAcArane mArga le che. tenA yoge tana, mana, dhana, AbarUne gumAvI, aMdha jevA banI pokAro karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. AvA parivAramAM koNa prema rAkhe ? AvA parivAranI sAthe pudgalenI lAlace premane dhAraNa karanArA saMsAranI vRddhi karanAra bane che. eTale rAga, dveSa, mehane vadhArI, mahAsaMkaTamAM sapaDAyA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #672
599 che. te vakhate temane sahakAra ApanAra maLa azakya hoya che. mATe prathama munivaryone upadeza sAMbhaLI, haiyAmAM dhAraNa karavApUrvaka parivAramAM ane padArthomAM premane dhAraNa karatAM viveka karavo. Ama anubhavI samyagrajJAnIe dAkhavyuM che. pharamAvela che. vicAra ane viveka vinAnA, ane avasarane nahi jANanArA mUrkha kahevAya che. kAraNa ke, teone pitAnA AtmAnuM paNa bhAna hetuM nathI. tethI karIne saMsAramAM evuM karI bese che ke, pote paNa saMsAra sAgaramAM Dube ane tenA para prItine dhAraNa karanArAne paNa DubADe. evA jane upara prema rAkhavAthI pagale pagale duHkha ane viDaMbanA AvI vaLage che. eka gAmamAM eka kheDUta, khetI karIne pitAnI AjIvikA calAvato hovAthI, tenI sthiti zrImaMtanI apekSAe sAmAnya hatI. gharamAM tenI bAyaDIne gharacoLA tathA rezamI vastro paheravAne ane senAnA dAgInA paheravAne zokha hato. tethI te kahetI ke, mArA mATe gharALA, rezamI vara lAve. A vastro paheravA mane pasaMda nathI ja ene ? ApaNuM pADozamAM ja rahela zeThANe dararoja rezamI vastro ane senAnA dAgInA paherI lahera kare che. zuM mane teNInA jevI IcchA thatI nahi hoya? mATe huM kahuM te mujaba paheravA mATe lAve. te sivAya huM gharanuM kaMI paNa kAma karavAnI nathI. A mujaba sAMbhaLI teNIne pati kahevA lAgyuM. are te to zrImati ane sArI For Private And Personal Use Only

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600 AvakavALA che. tethI temane pAlave. ApaNI pAse dhana, ane Avaka temanA jevI nathI. mATe sthiti hoya te mujaba vartana rAkhavuM joIe. te ja AnaMdamAM jIvana gujArI zakAya. bIjAnA baMgalA dekhI ApaNuM ghara pADI zakAya nahi. sutarAu, jADAvastro paheravAthI AbarU jatI nathI. ane jaze paNa nahi. mATe lahera mANavAnI IcchAne tyAga karI, je sthiti che te mujaba saMtoSane dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka, jAtamahenata karI gharanA kAma karavA joIe. temAM AnaMda samAela che. A mujaba tenA patinuM vacana sAMbhaLI, bAIsAheba, rIsAIne chaNakA karavA lAgI. rasaMI paNa barAbara karatI nathI. ane dararoja kaMkAsa karIne kaMTALo Ape che. AthI kheDUta pastAvo kare che ke, AvuM mANasa kayAM mAre panAre paDyuM, dararoja kaMkAsa thata hevAthI te kaMTALIne pitAnA mAmAnA gAmamAM gaye. tenA ghera jaIne pitAnI A5 vItine kahevA lAgyuM ke, e mAmA ? gharamAM bAyaDI, gharacoLA, senAnA dAgInA paheravA mATe dararoja mAgaNI karyA kare che paNa te huM kyAMthI lAvI ApuM ! peTanuM bharaNapoSaNa paNa parANe thAya che. A te pelI kahevata jevuM banyuM. kahevata che ke, "dhaNa dhAgA pahere ane bAyaDIne gharaLAdi joIe tenA mAmAe kahyuM ke, are bhANIyA ? saMsAramAM ghaNe ThekANe AvuM banyA kare che. AvuM banatuM na hoya te prabhunuM bhajana, stavana vigere kaI kare nahi. jene, mArA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #674
601 gharamAM tArI bAyaDInA jevI nArI hatI. dareka zeThAonA vastro, dAgInAo dekhI mArI pAse te paNa tevuM paheravAnI mAgaNI karatI. jyAre lAvI Apate nahi tyAre, chaNakA karavA pUrvaka kajIe karI kaMTALe ApatI. tethI huM paNa hArI mAphaka pastAvo karate. paraMtu sAruM thayuM ke, teNIne rega thavAthI maraNa pAmI. ane A badhAmAMthI mukta banyA. have prabhubhajana, smaraNa sArI rIte thAya che. ane bhaktone TeLAmAM jaI rItasara bhakti karuM chuM. have loko paNa mane bhakta kahe che. ane jamavA mATe dareka mANase AmaMtraNa ApI, sArI rIte sarabharA sahita jamADe che. ane jenA ghera jamavA jAuM chuM tenA gharanA parivArane paNa sArI rIte pratibaMdha ApuM chuM. tethI kajIo karatI bAyaDI zAMta bane che. ane kaMkAsAdi karatI nathI. leke mArA upara ghaNe prema ane bhaktibhAva darzAve che. mATe tane paNa kaI bhaktanA ghera jamavA laI jaIza. A mujaba tenA mAmAnuM kahevuM sAMbhaLI bhANuAe kahyuM ke, mAmA ? cAlone mArA ghera. ane tene pratibodha ApI zAMta karaze te, mArA upara ghaNe upakAra karyo kahevAze. mA bhANIyAnA ghera gaye. ane teNIne upadeza ApavA lAgyuM. paraMtu A bAyaDI ghareNAM gAMThAnI zokhIna hatI. tenI mane kyAMthI? teNe rUpALI havAthI A bhagata, tenA vacanane svIkAra karIne hAM hAM karavA lAgyuM. ane bhajanabajana bhUlI prabhu bhaktimAM bhaMga thaela hovAthI, tene ekAMte kahevA lAge For Private And Personal Use Only

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602 ke, tArI IcchA ahiMyA pUrNa thaze nahi. ane huM tArI IcchA ane AzAo pUrNa karIza. mATe mArI sAthe cAla. ane nAtarU karI ghara mAMDa. A vacane pasaMda paDavAthI. bhaktanI sAthe te strI nAzI gaI ane tenI sAthe nAtara karavA pUrvaka ghara mAMDyuM. ane bhANIyAbhAI mukha phADIne besI rahyA. AvA bhaktanI sAthe prIti karanAra mUrkha kahe vAya che. A mANasa, sukha kyAM sudhI meLavI zake ? mAme paNa, saMsArInA jevI vAsanAmAM phasAI paDI, prabhu bhajana bhUlI, viSayAga, upabhega karavA lAgyA. tethI pitAnuM kartavya je upadeza ApavAnuM hatuM. te bajAvyuM nahi. tethI te paNa mUrakha jevo kahevAya ne ! A mujaba, saMsAramAM sagAMvahAlAM upara prIti rAkhanArane, judA judA prakAre paNa vine, vipatti AvI lAge che. mATe AvA premano tyAga karI. Atmika guNemAM premane dhAraNa karIne zaNa bane. tethI koI prakAranI citA haze te te khasavA mAMDaze. ane mAnasika vRttio sthira thatAM sukhazAtAne anubhava AvyA karaze, pachI samyagRjJAna, darzana ane cAritramAM daDhatA thatAM, paramAtmA banavAnI yogyatA prApta thaze. AtmA te paramAtmA, ekadama ke akasamAt banatuM nathI. paramAtmarUpa banavA mATe, prathama pulane prema dUra karavApUrvaka svArthanA sagAMsaMbaMdhI uparathI prItino. tyAga karavAnI AvazyaktA che. tathA ahaMkAra, mamatAthI utpanna thaela, viSayakaSAyane vilAsano jyAre tyAga thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #676
603 tyAre AtmAnA guNone AvavAne avakAza maLaze. mATe AtmAne anaMtasukha, samRddhinA svAmI banAva hoya te, ane anaMta, Adhi, vyAdhi ane viDaMbanAmAMthI mukta karavo hoya te, pudgalene tyAga karavApUrvaka sagAMvahAlAnA nehane nivArI, tathA saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karIne, sAcA sukhanA svAmI bane. AtmA tathA tenA guNomAM prema dhAraNa kare te sAco prema che. ane AtmaguNenI oLakhANa karAvanAra gurUvarya upara paNa prema dhAraNa kare te paNa sAco prema che. A dhAraNa karele prema, maNiratnanA sarakhA hovAthI asatya banaze nahi. sadAya jhaLahaLatuM raheze. viDaMbanA Avaze te paNa khasI jaze. ane pitAnI thaela bhUlane sudhAravA mATe prayAsa thaze. mATe ImITezana tathA kalacaranA maNi, motI jevA saMbaMdhane satya naze, agara kadAca tame ajJAnatAne yege sAcA mAnaze te paNa te kadApi sAcA thavAnA ja nahi. kAca te, kadApi maNi, metI banatA nathI. ane banaze. paNa nahi. mATe sAcAnI bata karo. mATe sadgurU kahe. che ke, Atmasaneha sAcavI, AtmajJAnI sajajanane saMga karo. te sneha, saMsAra sAgaramAMthI satya vastuo darzAvI. tenI oLakhANa karAvaze. pachI majIThane raMga lAgaze. te raMganA cage, duniyAdArImAM kadAca raheze. te paNa, te draDha. thaele raMga kadApi khasaze nahi. parakamAM paNa sAthe ne sAthe raheze. dunyavI raMga te satyAnaMdamAM bhaMga pADaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #677
604 -A raMga, pitAnI mAphaka pitAnI yegyatA mujaba rahevAne. mATe lAyakAta prApta karavA vivekane dhAraNa karavAnI jarUra che. te sivAya raMga barAbara lAgaze nahi. mATe sadgurU buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, haMsanI caMcanI mAphaka viveka karo. pANI ane dudhane judA pADIne, dudha samAna Atmika guNonuM pAna kare. tethI satyazAMti, suSTi ane puSTine prApta karavA pUrvaka AnaMdamAM jhIlyA karazo. Ama ne Ama corAzI lAkha yonIonA cakakaramAM kyAM sudhI paribhramaNa karaze ! samajaNA thaze tyAre cakkaramAM paDaze nahi. ane amarapadanA kAraNenI samajaNa paDaze. A amarapadane prApta karavA saddagurU ganiSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI, ogaNapacAsamA padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che. amarapada parakhI lejo re, parakhyAthI sukha thAya, amara, keIka rAccA mAnamAM re, keika rAkhyA dAma, parabhava jAtAM prANIne re, koI na Ave kAma. amara0 51 gADI vADI vADImAM re, cha bhUlyA bhAna, viTAnA kIDA pare re, para vastu gulatAna. amara terA duHkha saMtati dAvAnale re, kadi na zAMti thAya, nija pada jANe je narAre, sAcI zAti te pAya, amara0 kI For Private And Personal Use Only

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65 manavaca kAyA ceAganI re, nivRti jaba thAya, adhyAtama sukha saMpaje re, janma maraNu duHkha jAya, amara. ||4| samatA sthiratA saMpaje re, anubhava jAge janmyAta, varte nijapara bhinnatA re, thAya bhavana udyota. amara0 |po viSayavAsanA pariharI re, karatA Atama dhyAna, ajara amarapada bhAgave re, cetana guNanI khANu, amara zo jJAnI saddagurU saMgate hai, have Atma prakAza, buddhisAgara kIjIe re, saMtanI saMgata khAsa. amara gIgA sadgurU sUrIzvarajI, upapadaze che ke, devattubha, daza dRSTAMte, mahAmAMgherA manuSyabhavamAM, amarapada prApta karavA mATenA sAdhanA tame dhAre te maLI zake ema che. mATe rItasara khakhkhara na heAya te sadgurUdvArA parakhI lejo.. ane nirantara jIjJAsApUrvaka puchaze ke, amarapada zAthI prApta thAya ! pachI temanA kathana mujaba khala vAparI vana rAkhaze! te, sAcAsukhanA meLApa thaze. sukhAbhAsamAM sukhanI bhramaNAne tyAga karazo tyAre ja, satyasukhane meLApa thaze. A sivAya satyasukhanA meLApa thavA azakaya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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che. keTalAka sukhanI khAtara pApAra karavA pUrvaka pisAene prApta karI abhimAnamAM rAcAmAcI rahela hoya che. paraMtu teonuM abhimAna TakI zakatuM nathI tyAre, duHkhane dhAraNa karI kalpAMta kare che. AvA kapAtane haThAvavA, punaH dAma meLavavAmAM daDadaDa karI rahelA hoya che. teo svabhAna bhUlI Ama samaje che ke damaDA, paisAo haze te ja abhimAna kAyama raheze. janasamudAya, page paDate Avaze. ane AjIjI karIne teo anuyAyI ke mitra banaze. Ama dhAraNA rAkhI pAchA damaDAone meLavI temAM Asakta bane che. paraMtu tene khabara nathI ke, ahaMkAra, abhimAnane jyAre tyAga thAya tyAre damaDA, lakSmI puNyadaye rahI zake che. ane tene bhagavaTo karI zakAya che. anyathA, kaura, duryodhana, tathA prativAsudeva-rAvaNa mahArAjA vigeree, mAna ane abhimAna, ahaMkAranA yoge, sagAMvahAlAM ane mitronI samajAvaTa hete chate paNa mAnyuM nahi. tethI pite nAza, maraNa pAmavA pUrvaka tenA pakSamAM rahelA bhISma, deNAcAryuM karNa vigerene paNa maraNanA jokhamamAM phasAvyA. ane sAthe sAthe bhAIone paNa nAza pamADyA. rAvaNe te rAkSasa dezamAM utpanna thaela, vidyAdharane paNa nAza karAvyuM. ane paraleke gamana karatAM te damaDA, rAjya, saMpattimAMthI sAthe kAMI AvyuM nahi. vaLI keTalAkee gADI, vADI ane lADImAM bhAna bhUlI temAM ja, jiMdagAnI paryata Asakta banI, viSTAnA kIDAnI mAphaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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607 gulatAna banI, amarapadanI agara tenA sAdhano tarapha najara paNa nAMkhI nahi. je je suMdara parapadArtho dekhyA teone svAdhIna karavA moTA yuddho, kaMkAsa, jhagaDAo karavAmAM khAmI rAkhI nahi. ane pApasthAnakene sevI durgatinA bhAjana banyA. paNa, te vastuoe te, svAdhInatAnA badale parAdhInatAnI kaSTadAyI beDImAM ja sapaDAvyA. ataeva viDaMbanA, vipatti, vedanA vigerenI saMtati, paraMparA vadhI. AvI, duHkhadAyaka paraMparAmAM satyazAMti kayAMthI prApta thAya ! naMda nRpe, prajAonI pAsethI baLajabarIthI agara kAvAdAvA, prapaMca karIne senAnI nava DuMgarIo banAvI. ane lADI, vADI, gADImAM gulatAna banyA. paraMtu sAthe kAMI paNa laI gayA nahi. sonAnI nave DuMgarIo upara pANI pharI vaLyuM. ane pILI mATI banI gaI. A mujaba sukhAbhAsamAM bhUlA paDI amarapadane prApta karavAnI sAdhana sAmagrI meLavI zakyA nahi. te are mAnavagaNa? te padArthomAM tathA ahaMkAra, abhimAnAdimAM Asakta banaze te, amarapadanI je abhilASA che te phalavatI banaze nahi. ulaTI duHkhanI paraMparAmAM phasAI paDavuM paDaze. mATe teone sAdhana banAvI, anAsakta bane. ane amarapadane prApta karavAne je mArga che, te tarapha saMcare. tame je je vastu meLavI che, te te kSaNika duHkhone pratikAra karaze. paNa sarvathA duHkha paraMparAne TALavA samartha bane ema nathI ja. punaH vipatti vigere AvIne vaLagaze. kAraNa ke For Private And Personal Use Only

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608 teonA uparane rAga, mIThAza gaela nathI. tethI, teone AvavAne avakAza maLI rahe che. kSaNika pratikAra thAya ane punaH Adhi, vyAdhi vigere upasthita thAya, AvI AvI vastuomAM tame, je sukha mAnI beThA che te sukha nathI. paNa duHkhanuM AmaMtraNa che. sukhAbhAsa che. mATe temAM sukhanI je mAnyatA che tene tyAga karaze. have sadgurU sUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, sAcA sukhane meLavavAne upAya tamane darzAvAya che. te sAvadhAna thaIne sAMbhaLe? mana vacana ane kAyAnA je batrIza de che teone tyAga karavA ane samatvane prApta karavA laganI lagADavI. te sivAya anAdikAlanA je de che. te TaLavA azakya che. evI A batrIzae, mAnasika, vAcika, ane Atmika zaktine dabAvI che. tethI teone TALyA sivAya sthiratA. ane samatA AvI zakaze nahi. mATe duSTa yogonI jyAre nivRtti thaze tyAre, AtmatattvanI oLakhANa jarUra thazete yoge be prakAranA che. zubha ane azubha. prathama azubha. genA AdhAre, azubha saMkalpa, vika thAya che. tene samyajJAnavaDe nivArI zubha vicAra karavA. ane zubha vicArone paNa dUra karyA vinA samatvane lAbha maLata. nathI. te zubhAzubha yege, anitya, azaraNAdi bhAvanAene bhAvavAthI satya Atmika sukha saMpaje che. tenA rItasara abhyAsanA ge anukrame samatA hAjara thAya che tyAre, janma, jarA ane maraNanA duHkha dUra bhAge che. te For Private And Personal Use Only

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609 evA bhAge che ke, punaH AvatA ja nathI. jyAre sthiratA, ane samatA AvI vase che tyAre, anubhava yege Atma tano prakAza jAge che. eTale anAdikAlIna ajJAna, aMdhakAra, mithyAtvAdi rahI zakatA nathI. devakanA sukhe tuccha bhAse che. arthAt tevA sukhane paNa meLavavAnI IcchA thatI nathI. devakanA agara manuSyalekanA sukha, audayika bhAve maLelA hovAthI teone viga rahele che ja, evA vigavALA sukhane AtmAne anubhava karanAra kadApi cAhatA nathI. tethI temanA dunyavI sukhanA vikalpone tyAga thaela hevAthI, rAga, dveSa, mahAdikathI, je badhI tAkAta dabAela che. teno AvirbhAva thAya che. eTale Atmika prakAza, anubhavata jhaLahaLe che. kAraNa ke, te prakAzamAM Atmika guNonI tathA tenAthI para pugalenI bhinnatA bhAse che. tethI parapugelemAM nirlepa rahI, AtmadharmamAM gulatAna rahe che. Atmika guNamAM evI tAkAta che ke te anaMta pudgalenI zaktine haThAve che. ane AtmAmAM sthiratA karAve che. khAya, pIve, vigere kriyAo kare to paNa te sukha pugalajanya hevAthI teo viSayasukhamAM lepAtA nathI tyAre, Atma yetanA prakAza ke anubhava vinA manuSya, kriyAo te kare, te kriyAnA ge, sAMsArika viSaye sArAmAM sArA prApta thAya, tenI icchA rAkhatA hovAthI, temane AtmaprakAzane lAbha kyAMthI maLe? te lAbha maLato na hovAthI sukhAbhAsamAM 39 For Private And Personal Use Only

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610 lita bane che. ane sukhAbhAsamAM vividha bhramaNAnA vege, pratikulatA jyAre bhAse che tyAre, mANase atyaMta krodhAtura banI je akartavya hoya te karI bese che. tathA kaI vakhate, sagAMvahAlAM tathA pitAnI strI upara paNa kArame kera vartAvavA cUkatA nathI. eka bhramita zaMkAzIla mANasanI mAphaka-eka purUSanI strI mAMdI, regagrasta, hatI. vaide kahyuM ke, mosaMbIne rasa ane dudha teNIne Apo. paraMtu te gAmamAM mosaMbI maLatI na hovAthI, dura, daza, bAra gAu upara rahelA, eka zaheramAM jaIne, cAra pAMca gaNI kiMmata ApIne masaMbI lAvI ane tenA patie teNIne ApI. pachI pite pitAnI dukAne gayA. tevAmAM tene putra chAnImAnI be mosaMbI laIne nAsI gaye. hAthamAM laIne eka zerImAM pharatA evA tenA hAthamAMthI eka guMDA jevA mANase te mosaMbIne paDAvI laIne te bajAramAM Ave. tevAmAM mesaMbI lAvanAra purUSe tene puchyuM ke, are? A mosaMbI tuM kayAMthI lAvya! teNe kahyuM ke, tArI strI upara mane ghaNe prema hatuM. tethI tene huM sukhazAtA puchavA game tyAre teNe Agraha karI prItithI A be mosaMbI mane ApI. A mujaba kahIne te gaye. teNInA patie barobara tapAsa karI nahi ane bhramita banavA pUrvaka, zaMkAzIla bane. ane kalpanA karI vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke, mArI strI vyabhicArI banI lAge che. anyathA pelAnA hAthamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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611 mAsIe Ave kayAMthI ? daza khAra gAu dUra jaIne moTI kiMmata ApIne lAvyeA. chatAM pAte vAparI nahi. ane premIne ApI. AvA vicAro karavAthI ghaNA kApAtura anya. ane peAtAnA ghera AvI tapAsa karyA vinA pAse paDelA charAvaDe teNI upara ghA karyo. ghA vAgatAM ja, te zrI maraNa pAmI. e velAye, tenA dIkarA mesabIe laine nAsI gayA hatA te, rUdana karatA AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke, khApAjI ! pele! mANasa mArI pAsethI mAsa bIe paDAvI laI cAlyA gayA che. A mujaba sAMbhaLatA teNInA patine duHkhano pAra rahyo nahi. smRti banI, dharaNI para DhaLI paDyo. mUrchA utaryA pachI vilApa karavA lAgyA ke, tapAsa karyA vinA, te guMDAnA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhI teNIne charAnA ghA mArI me' maraNa pamADI che. dhikkAra thAe mane ? sagAMvahAlAMmAM halako paDyo. A mujaba sasAre AvI vividha aneka ghaTanAo banatI hAvAthI kharI zAMti temAM kayAMthI maLe ? AvI ghaTanA, bhramaNAnA ceAge banatI hAvAthI mana, vacana ane kAyAnI pravRttine tuM vicAra. viveka vaDe te pravRttine vaza karI adhyAtmanuM jJAna meLavavuM te agatyanuM che. tethI ajJAnatAnuM jora cAlatuM nathI. ane tenuM jera khasavA mAMDe che. ajJAnatA khasatAM meha, mamatA, kAmakrodhAdika paNa bhAgatA jAya che. ane sAthe sAthe adhyAtma sukhane anubhava AvA rahe che tyAre, kharI zAMti prApta thAya che. A sivAya aneka For Private And Personal Use Only

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612 nimitte pAmI, duHkhadAyI evA karmo karI besAya che. mATe satya sukhazAtAno lhAve meLavavuM hoya te, viSaya vAsanAne tyAga karavApUrvaka, mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyikanI duSTavRtti ane pravRttine kabaje karI, AtmaguNemAM prIti dhAraNa kare. tethI ja anukrame AgaLa vadhatAM, cetananI je zuddha khANa, bhaMDAra che evA ajara amarapadamAM sthira thavAze. temaja bIjIvAra, janma, jarA ane maraNajanya Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhinI viDaMbanA mUlamAMthI nAza pAmaze. A mujaba ajaraamarapadanuM jJAna, sazurU pAseja maLaze. bIje sthale te prApta thavuM azakya che. mATe khAsa prakAzanI jarUra che. ane prakAza sadAya rahevAvALe, paNa vividha vipattio ane viDaMbanArUpI vAyarAothI na bujhAya e jyAre prApta thAya tyAre, saMsArasukhanI mIThAza TaLatI jAya che. ane AtmatattvanI prApti svayaM, petAnI meLe hAjara thAya che. pachI duHkhadAyI cintAo rahI zakatI nathI. mATe AtmaprakAza prApta karavA ahaMkAra, mamatAno tyAga kare agatyane che. anAdikAlathI ahaMkAra, mamatAnA ge, AtmA gAphala banyA hovAthI, tene upadeza saddagurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI pacAsamA padanI racanA karatAM kahe che ke, (cetAvuM cetI leje re. -rAga) gAphala garva karIne re, manamAM moTAithI phulyo; prabhu bhajyA viNa pApakarmathI, bhavasAgaramAM DUlyo gAla0 1aaaa For Private And Personal Use Only

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63 dagA prapaMce pApa karIne, lakSmI bhegI, kIdhI, parabhavanuM pastAnuM thAtAM, khAze koIka addhi. gAphalA che huM paMcAtI DAhyo Damaro, huM nRpati adhikArI; huM huM karatA zvAsa khasyAthI, gati pakaDaze nyArI, gAphala0 huMmAM mAyA, huMmAM jAyA, huMnA jagapaDachAyA; huMne mAruM mukI detAM, saMta sukha bahu pAyA. gAphala0 54 koTI kalpanA karo mAnavI, keIna Ave sAthe, buddhisAgara cetyA te nara, jene sadagurU mAthe. gAphala0 yA sadgurU mahArAja, saMkSepamAM AtmaprakAzane prApta karavA pharamAve che ke, "gAphala garva karIne manamAM moTAIthI ku." gAphala kahetAM vidhya, kaSAnA vikAremAM Asakta banela. A bAhyAtmA, puryodaye, sArA saMge ane zubhaviSayanA vikAra maLatAM manamAM kulAya che. aha? kevI majA Ave che. have pachI kajA AvanAnI ja nathI. tathA sArI sAdhana sAmagrI kadApi khasavAnI ja nathI. ane mojamajAmAM, bhegavilAsamAM khAmI paDavAnI ja nathI. mATe mojamajA mANI levA de. AvA AvA For Private And Personal Use Only

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614 vicAra karIne tuM manamAM kulAya che. paraMtu A gAphala, mUrkhane mAluma nathI ke, pAdiya jAgatAM A sarva vastune kSaNavAramAM khasatAM vilaMba thaze nahi. mATe temAM Asakta banavuM ane phulAvuM te phegaTa che. tethI te bAhyAtmA, managamatI vastuo maLatAM mArA jevo jagatamAM koI nathI. A mujaba vicAre karI bhavanI bhramaNAmAM paDI pitAnuM bhAna bhUle che. ane maLelI moTAIne mahAle che. tethI ahaMkAra, ane mamatA ghaNA joramAM AvI bhavasAgaramAM paTakI pADe che. saMsArasAgaramAM paDyA pachI, prabhubhajana, temanA guNanuM grahaNAdi bhUlAya che. ane piTa, parivAra vigere mATe pApa karmone karavA pUrvaka kaSAyarUpI saMsArasAgarathI pAra utarAtuM nathI. ane pAchA moTAIne phAMke rAkhe che. ke, amArA jevA mahAna keNa che! eka bAju viSaya kaSAyamAM laMpaTa banI mahattAne phAMko rAkhe te te, gAphala ja kahevAyane ? sAcI meTAI kevA prakAre maLe. tenI samajaNa sagurU samajAve che ke, viSaya kaSAyanA vicAro tathA vikArene tyAga karI, paramAtmAnA guNemAM barAbara laganI lagAve tyAre, meTAI prApta karavAnI IcchA, AzA, haze nahi te paNa mahattA maLavAnI ja. ane je mahattA, maLelI che te kadApi khasavAnI nahi. mATe dazA prapaMce kare nahi. tethI duniyAe tamane mahAna mAnyA che te sthiti sadAya raheze nahi. chatAM saMsAranA badhA leke, kadAca tamane mahAna tarIke mAnI, For Private And Personal Use Only

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615 ja nahi te ja tene se lavA. kavAyata prazaMsA karaze te paNa, anyAyathI bhegI karelI lakSmI, parabhavamAM jatAM eTale parabhavamAM pastAnuM thatAM pahelAM je bhAgyazAlI haze te ja bhAgyAnusAre bhogavaze. je bhAgya haze nahi te putra, patnI parivArAdika AMkho coLatA raheze. ane bIjAe tene bhogavaTo karaze. mATe ajJAnatAne tyAga karI, kaSAyAdikane nivAre. kaSAyanA tyAgamAM dabAelI muktine prAdurbhAva che. mATe bhAgyAnusAre tamane vibhava maLela che. tethI ame DAhyA, Damara, chIe ane dunyavI paMcAtamAM pravINa chIe. ane saMsAranI AMTIghuTI eka kSaNamAM ke eka ghaDImAM ukelavA samartha chIe. Ama mAnavuM te ajJAnatA sAbIta kare che. pravINatA, AMTIghuMTInI ukelatA, jyAM sudhI AtmajJAna, dhyAna karavA pUrvaka kaSAyane tyAga karyo nathI. tyAM sudhI aNaukela rahevAnI ja. bhale pachI tame mANasane athavA bIjA kArIgarone bolAvaze ane pite paNa sAthe ne sAthe teNIne ukelavA divaso, mAsa, varSo sudhI mahenata karavA pUrvaka buddhi bala vAparaze te paNa, te ukelAze nahi. mATe DAhyA, DamarA te kahevAya che. tene sadupayoga karavA viSaya kakSAnA vicAra ane vikArane haThAvavA kaTTIbaddha bane. anyathA A AMTIghuTI evI che ke, bIjI hajArene upasthita karavA pUrvaka cAre narakAdi gatimAM rakhaDAvaze. ane ahaMkAra, mamatvanA agamya gartAmAM paTakI pADaze. tenA khADAmAM paDyA pachI, anaMta kAle paNa temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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16 mALa duHzakaya anaze. tethI tamA jyAre sadgurUnA zaraNane svIkAraze tyAre ja nIkaLavAne mA, AtmajJAna, dhyAna thatAM maLI Avaze. sadgurU udize che ke, huM paNAmAM utpanna thavAyuM, kahetA janma dhAraNa karavA paDyo. tethI saMsAranI mAyA, mamatA khasI nahi. ane tenA yAge sukhanA paDachAyAmAM, te sukhane prApta karavA jIvana paryaMta buddhi, alAdi veDaphI nAMkhyuM. chatAM, sukhanI abhilASA adhurI rahI. tene pUrNa karavA jIvanabhara prayAsa karyo paNa, tenA pAra pAmyA nahi. eTale huM, huM, ema zvAsozvAsa khasavAthI nyArI gatine pakaDI. mATe durgatimAM paDAya nahi te mATe, "huM ane mArUM" je sayAgo maLyA che. tenA tyAga karaze tyAre, tameA sukhanI IcchA pUrI karavA samartha banaze.. eka dhanADhya zrImaMta zeThanI pAse ghaNA vaibhava tathA putrAdika parivAra hatA. ane zarIra paNa nIrAgI hatuM. tethI zarIrane, huM pote ja chuM. ema mAnatA A mujaba mAnyatAnA yeAge tenI khAvApIvA vageremAM kharAkhara sAra sabhALa rAkhatA. dararAja vaidyarAjanI ke dAktaranI pAse jaI, temanI sUcanA mujaba tapAsa karAvavAmAM khAmI rAkhatA nathI, dhArmika kriyA tA, zarIranI sAra saMbhALamAM kayAMthI sujhe ? putrAdi piravArane paNa mArA potAnA ja che. Ama mAnI AnaMdamAM rahetA. paraMtu jyAre aNacintavI jarA rAkSasI hAjara thaI tyAre teNIne dUra karavA zaktimAn For Private And Personal Use Only

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617 thayA nahi. tyAre ghaNe valepAta karavA pUrvaka, te jarA, vRddhAvasthAne haThAvavA ane cAlI gaela yuvAnI punaH prApta karavA vAre vAre prayAsa karavAmAM khAmI rAkhI nahi. chatAM vyatIta thaela juvAnI, pAchI AvI nahi tyAre, rasAyaNa vigereno upayoga karavAthI, ghaNuM gara pI thavAthI, adhika pIDA thaI. te paNa, yuvAna banavAnI abhilASAne tyAga karI zakatA nathI. " lohI a95 hoya ane rasAyaNAdi vApare te jarUra phUTI nIkaLe temAM navAI nathI." A zremAnane yuvAnI te AvI nahi. paraMtu te garamI, AMkhe lAgatA aMdha banyA hovAthI, adhika zeka, saMtApAdi karavA lAgyA. yuvAnImAM dhana sAthe dharmanI ArAdhanA karI hatI te, zekAdi karavAno vakhata Avata nahi. ane Atma svarUpanI oLakhANanA yoge Antara cakSuonI prApti thAta. paNa bAhya padArthomAM Asaktane te kayAMthI sujhe? have te pUrepUrI parAdhInatA, ozIyALI AvI upasthita thaI. aMdha banela hevAthI dareka kAmamAM, javA AvavAmAM, khAna pAnAdimAM, putrAdi parivArane AjIjI, kAlAvAlA karavA paDe che. teo paNa dareka bAbatamAM piokAre pADatA hovAthI, kaMTALI gayA. saMbhALe kharA. paNa gaNakAratA nathI. chatAM teonA upara maha mukAtuM nathI. putre kahe che ke, bApAjI tamArI pAse je sonAmahore, hirAo vigere mikta che jene tame chAnI rAkhI che. te amane dekhADe te ja, For Private And Personal Use Only

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618 tamArA kathana mujaba ame vartana rAkhIzuM. ane tyArapachI tamAre AjIjI, kAlAvAlA karavA paDaze nahi. tamArI marajI mujaba je joIze te hAjara karIzuM. paNa A aMdha banela hovA chatAM te vastune dekhADatuM nathI. ane kahe che ke, je tamane te dekhADuM te, te miktane svAdhIna karI mArA sanmukha paNa tame de nahi. atyAre, AjIjI karatAM je kAma kare che te paNa karazo nahi. mATe huM dekhADIza nahi. mArA maraNa pachI tamAruM ja chene ? zodhI lejo. A mujaba kahevAthI putro kahevA lAgyA ke, ame tene svAdhIna karIzuM nahi tenI khAtrI rAkhe. ane te sthAna amone jaNAvo ke jethI ame ne saMtoSa rahe paNa aMdha batAve zene? chevaTe putroe te jagyA zodhI kADhI. ane milakta kabaje karI. paNa pitAnA hAthe apAI nahi. A kevI hAMdhatA? AMkhe aMdha. haiyAmAM paNa aMdha. putrAdine nahi ApanAra evA teo sAta puNya kSetramAM kayAMthI Ape ? chevaTe AsaktinA ge durgatimAM paDe. mATe sadUgurU AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI karUNA lAvIne jAgrata kare che ke, huM ane mArUno tyAga karI, je kalpanA tame karo cho te bhale karoDo kalpanA karazo te paNuM, te kadApi sAthe Avaze nahi. mATe jIvatA che tyAM sudhImAM papakAra vigeremAM tathA yakSetramAM vAve. tamArI bhAvanA pramANe tenI saphala thaze. anyathA pApabaMdha thaela che te sAthe Avaze. mATe cetI, mAyA mamatAne For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #692
19 nivArI AtmatattvanA lhAvA levA tatpara aneA. jenA mAthe sadgurU rahelA che. te cetyA che. ane cetaraze. have sadgurU AcArya mahArAja buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI, viSNukRSNe pAsaka bhaktone uddezI Atmadarzana karAvavA mATe, AtmAne zrI kRSNanI upamA ApI, AtmAmAM lInatA, sthiratA karavA mATe ekAvanamA padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke, (have mane hira nAmazuM neha lAgyA. e--rAga ) 2mo raMge kRSNajI, (cetanajI) raMgamAM re rAcI, samajIne vAta AtA sAcI re. 250 ||1|| asaMkhya pradezA Aya kSetramAM, sumati cAdAnA jAyA, vivekanaMdanA tanuja sAhAyA, samatA traja deze AyA re. sthiratA, ramaNatA rAdhAne lakSmI, tehanA premamAM ra'gAyA, dhAraNA dvArikAmAM vAsa karyAM rUDA, caraNa vasudeva rAyA re. ramo. III) razmA || bhAva dayA devakInA re cherU, AkAza upamAthI kALA, anubhava draSTi mAralInA nAde, ramajA0 // 4 // laya lAgI laTakALA re. For Private And Personal Use Only

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120 sAta nayanA vAkyonI maTakI, vece mahiyAraNa sArI, kSayopazama jJAnavRtti AhIraNa, AtmajJAna dadhi dhArI re. ramajo pA bhedajJAna draSTi lakuTIthI bhAgI, tavAmRta dahIM cAkhyuM, gIrvANInA dhArI giradhArI, jJAnIe bhAvathI e bhAkhyuM re. ramajo dA Atama dhyAna rAsa ramADIne, AnaMda vRttione Ape, rAga dveSAdika moTA je rAkSasa, tene mULamAMthI kApe re. ramaje zA nizcaya viSNu vyavahAre kRSNa, avatArI jIva pote, Atama kRSNa ne Atama viSNu, bIje zIdane tuM gAte re. ramaje8 adhyAtamathI kRNa che Atama, audayika jaladhi nivAsI, parabhAva nAgarAja jItIne upara, piDhayA che viSNu vilAsI re. ramava AlA nijaguNakartA paraguNahartA, Atama kRSNa kahevAyo, samajyA viNa tANutANa karIne, antara bheda ke na pAyo re. rama0 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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62 Atama kRSNane bhAvene gAve, lejo mAnava bhava kahAve, buddhisAgara hari Atama rAyA, antara draSTithI dhyA re. ramaje11 " rama raMge kRSNajI eTale he cetanacha? sAcA raMgamAM re rAcI, samajIne vAta Ata. sAcI. ' are cetanajI tuM kRSNa che eTale rAga, dveSa meha, mamatA, adekhAI vigere durgaNe che teone, dara karavA tArAmAM tAkAta che. jyAre te durguNene tuM tyAga karIza tyAre, satya kRSNa banIza. are cetana? nAma te. ghaNuM suMdara che. tenI saphalatA karavA mATe upAya karyo che. bharatakSetramAM traNa khaMDanA svAmI kRSNa mahArAjAe, guNAnurAgI. banI, aDhAra hajAra munirAjone bhAva pUrvaka vaMdanA karI, kSAyika samakti pUrvaka tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhI, bhaviSyamAM paramapada pAmaze. tArU nAma paNa kRSNa te che. te pachI te ka guNa lIdhe? te kahe. dunyavI raMgamAM rAcAmAcI rahevAthI karmanI vargaNAono baMdha thaze. ane saMsAramAM paribhramaNane pAra Avaze nahi. kyAMsudhI rakhaDapaTTI karavI, che! paribhramaNa karatAM anaMtakAla vyatIta thaye. mATe he Atmana, kRSNanI mAphaka prathama guNone grahaNa kara. ane pitAnA AtmAne guNavAna banAva. zrIkRSNamAM paNa AtmA rahele che. tethI AtmAnI kRSNa tarIke kalpanA karIne For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #695
622 saddagurUe upadeza Ape che. are Atman ? tAruM kSetra, asaMkhya pradeza rUpa AryakSetra che. tuM anArya kSetramAM nathI. kAraNa ke, tane pitAne asaMkhya pradezamAM rahelA AtmAnI oLakhANa karavAnI abhilASA varte che. mATe te pradezamAM rahela Atmika guNemAM rAcImAcI rahe. tethI anukrame dukha dAvAnala zAMta thaze. ane parama saMtoSanI prApti thaze. bhale kRSNa mahArAja traNa khaMDane svAmI hoI, temaNe tenI sArasaMbhALa rAkhI. ane bhaktajanenI bhIDa bhAgI. paraMtu tAre te tArI pitAnI judI judI bhIDa bhAgavAnI che. mATe bIje sthale rAcImAcI na rahetAM, AryakSetra rUpI AtmAnA asaMkhya pradezanI sAra saMbhALa rAkhavAnI hovAthI, anyatra Asakta banavAnuM tane pAlave ema nathI ja. je sAra saMbhALa rAkhIza nahI te, Antarika zatruo, tArI abhilASAomAM kSaNe kSaNe, ghaDI be ghaDIe, vidane upasthita karaze. ane viDaMbanAomAM phasAvI nAMkhaze mATe duniyAdArImAMthI vRttione dUra karI, AtmAnA pradezanI saMbhALa rAkhavI agatyanI che. duniyAdArImAM paribhramaNa karatI vRttio, aneka vikArone hAjara karI, AtmakSetramAM rahelI anaMta ddhi, siddhine tathA zuddhine lUMTI levA pUrvaka tane pAgala je banAvaze. mATe kSaNe kSaNe upayoga rAkhI. AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM joIe. tuM kAMI je te nathI. kalpavRkSa, kAmadhenu, pArzvamaNi vigere je mahimAvALI vastuo che. tenAthI tAre mahimA atizaya, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #696
zakti vigerethI adhika che. tathA he Atmana tane sahakAra ApanAra ane saMbhALa rAkhanAra sumati rUpI pAlaka mAtA che. kRSNa mahArAjane te yazodA mAtA pAlanAra hatA. paraMtu te mAtA zatruone haThAvanAra na hatI. parAjya karanAra te sumatimAtA hatI. aeva tenA AdhAre te virodhIone parAsta karavA samartha banyA. AvI sumati mAtA tArI pAsethI dUra nathI ja. paraMtu je tuM ene Adara kare, sanmAnasatkAra kare che, te zatruo, virodhIone parAsta kare. ane svasaMpattinuM rakSaNa karavA samartha bane. mATe te sumatimAtA, tArI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine paNa dUra khaseDaze. AvI mAtA bhAgyazAlI hoya tene maLe che. mATe te mAtAne anAdara karIza nahi. tethI karmojanya ahaMkAra, Asakti svayameva TaLI jaze. ane sadvicAra ane vivekarUpI naMda, AnaMdane sujAta kahevAIza. zrIkRSNa to naMdanA pAlaka pitAnA sujAta, sujAyA tarIke prasiddha thayA. paraMtu naMdanA satya putra hatA nahi. tethI gokulane tyAga karI, mathurAmAM AvyA. ane svapitA ane devakI mAtAne kaMsa rAjAe najarakedamAM rAkhelA hovAthI A parAdhInatAmAMthI mukta karAvyA. kharekhara, sAcA putra te,meha, rAga, dveSa rUpI kaMsa, karma rAjAnA baMdhanamAM parAdhIna banela evA kSamA, ane vivekarUpI mAta, pitAne mukta karAve che. mATe he cetanajI ? tArI mAtA ane viveka je mahAdikanA baMdhanamAM rahelA che. teone AtmajJAna, dhyAnanA ge For Private And Personal Use Only

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624 samatva dvArA mukta karAva. te ja tArI balIhArI. viSaya kaSAyAdine tyAga karI, AtmajJAna ane dhyAnanA ge, samatA rUpI vraja dezamAM Ava. anyatra paribhramaNa karIza nahi. bIje paribhramaNa karavAthI te, mAyA ane ahaMkArarUpI mAta pitAe, cAre gatimAM rakhaDapaTTI karAvI. mATe samatA rUpI vraja dezamAM AvI, tArI tathA tArA mAta pitAnI parAdhInatAno tyAga karAva. A, zakti, tArAmAM che. AtmajJAna, dhyAna karIza tyAre kharekharI khabara paDaze. mATe kRSNanI mAphaka, vraja dezamAM AtmajJAnanI vAMsaLI bajAva. eTale tethI samatArUpa vrajamAM sukhane prApta karIza. tyArapachI sthiratA ane ramaNatA rUpI rAdhAmAM ane lakSmImAM prema thaze. A prIti jene varelI che. tene viga thaze nahi. ane sthiratA ane ramaNatAnA ge. sAcI zobhAnA svAmI thavAze. kRSNa mahArAjane jagatanA mANasee bhAspada banAvyA. ane pUjyA. chatAM temane yuddha karavA paDyA che. are cetana tAre dunyavI zatruone parAjya karavA khAtara laDAIo karavI paDaze nahi antaranA zatruo sAthe te yuddha karavuM paDaze ja. jyAre Atarika zatruone parAjya karavA tatpara banIza tyAre mAtA pitAne ghaNo AnaMda Avaze. ane te sAcA mAtapitA paNa Antarika zatruone parAjya karavAmAM ghaNe sahAro Apaze. te sahakAra e haze ke, sAMsArika mAtapitA ke saMbaMdhIo ke mitroe nahi Ape hoya For Private And Personal Use Only

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e haze. mATe dhAraNA rUpI dvArikAmAM nivAsa karavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. dhAraNA sivAya dunyavI saMskAranA yoge vaLagelI vAsanAne tyAga ke duzakya bane. ane mAnasika vRtti evA evA nimitto pAmI caMcalatAne dhAraNa kare. mATe dhairyane dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka dhAraNamAM atyaMta prIti javI. te dvArikA nagarImAM dhAraNA rAkhavAthI, kRSNa mahArAja yAdavone pUjya banyA. ane baladeva te atyaMta premathI sAthe ne sAthe rahyA. tethI temanAmAM khelazakti atizaya te hatI. temAM ghaNuM vadhAre thaye. ane prativAsudeva jarAsaMghane jItI, pate vAsudeva thayA. saM5, premanA ge puNya vadhavAthI jarAsaMghanuM cakra kRSNa mahArAjanI pAse hAjara thayuM. ane te cakavaDe jarAsaMghanuM mastaka kapAyuM. mATe kRSNarUpI AtmAe caraNa, cAritrarUpI svapitAnI sAthe tathA meTA baMdhu balabhadra sAthe atyaMta prItine lagAvI mura rAkSasa rUpI mehane mAravA kaTTIbaddha banyA. A saghaLe svajanavarga, tArA AtmAmAM sattAmAM rahela che. mATe he Atmana ! tAre nirbhaya banI, zaktine pheravI, mithyAtvamehanIya, avirati ane krodhAdi je kaSAya che tene haThAvavA mATe ghaNe prayAsa karavo paDaze nahi. phakata sAcA svajanavargane oLakhI, tenA pratye prema dhAraNa kare te tArA hAthanI vAta che. zraddhA dhAraNa karavAthI te hAjara thavAnA ja. te hAjara thatAM utsAha, AnaMda ApavA, te samartha hovAthI pAchaLa 40 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #699
66 haThAvavAno vakhata Avaze ja nahi. have vilaMba kara nahi. jema moha, setAna vigerene mAravA ane mura rAkSasane mAravA kRSNa mahArAjAe ALasa karI nahi. te mujaba he cetanajI ! tuM paNa tArI svazakti, saMpattine svAdhIna karavA ALasa kara nahi. bhAvadayA eTale, AtmA ane dikAlathI rAga, dveSa, mahAdikanI parAdhInatAmAM phasAye che. A phasAmaNImAM teNe svazaktine gumAvela che. tenA yoge janma, jarA ane maraNajanya, Adhi, vyAdhi ane viDaMbanAone asahya saMkaTamAM paDI ati pIDA pAmI rahele che. tene te phasAmaNImAMthI mukta karAve te bhAvadayA kahevAya. prANIonI dravyadayAthI, bhAvadayA anaMtaguNI hita karanArI che. eTale dravyadayA karavA pUrvaka bhAvadayAmAM tatpara thavuM te zreyaskara heIne, AtmA zvasvarUpamAM ramaNutA karI, anaMtAnaMdamAM jhIle. AvI bhAvadayAnA he cetanajI ! tame cherU, putra che. kRSNa, devakIjInA sAcA putra hatA. tenI mAphaka sAcI mAtA bhAvadayA che. mATe teNIne bhUlatA nahi ane bhUlaze nahi te ja, tame svAdhIna banazo. anyathA sAcI mAtA sivAya, chorU, chokaro araho paraho athaDAya che. tethI tenuM barAbara pAlana piSaNa thaI zakatuM nathI. tethI te pramANe cAreya gatimAM athaDAvAnuM thaze kRSNa mahArAja zyAma, kALA hatA. tenI mAphaka tame adhunA AkAzanI mAphaka zyAma che. eTale bhAvadayA lAvI, vAdaLAnI spAmatAne dura haThAvI, dharmadhyAnanA ge zukala, dheLA For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #700
' Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 627 aneA. Ama teA AkAza vastutaH nirdela che. paraMtu kALA vAdaLAnA saMcAga thavAthI zyAma dekhAya che. paraMtu jyAre te vAdaLAe khasI jAya che. tyAre te AkAza nila ane che. tenI mAphaka, are cetanajI ! tameA paNa dhAtiyA karmInA khasavAthI nila banaze. AkAza to punaH vAdaLA AvavAthI punaH zyAmanI mAphaka dekhAze, paraMtu tame! jyAre ka rUpI vAdaLAMne khaseDaze tyAre, te vAdaLA punaH Avaze nahi. ane nilatA, zyAma banaze niha. pachI paramapada, siddhasthAnamAM sAdi ana ta bhAge sthira thaze. mATe hAlamAM samatA, mAyAnA tyAga karavA pUrvaka samatAne dhAraNa karavA rUpa anubhava meralI vagADe. anubhava meralI vagADavAnI sattAmAM tamArI tAkAta che. jyAre samatvamAM Avaze tyAre, te tAkAta pragaTa thaze. ane anubhava meAralImAM lInatAne dhAraNa karI, nirmala thavAnI cAgyatA hAjara thaze. mATe najarane AtmA tarapha vALeA. pachI satya, laTakALA, anubhava meAralInA tAnamAM laya lAgaze. tyArapachI sa'sAranI ALapa'pALamAM je laganI che. te raheze nahi. ane kRSNanI mAphaka sAcA laTakALA banaze. saMsAranI samRddhi dvArA laTakALA banI lahera karavI te satya lahera nathI. temaja tethI vilAsAmAM laTakI rahevAnu thaze. ane vikAsane pAmaze nahi. ane vinAzane AmatraNa ApavA jevuM khanaze. mATe anubhava meralImAM laya lagADI satya laTakALA aneA. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #701
628 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jyAre AvA manaze! tyAre Atmika vilAsAmAM satya laherInA anubhava Avaze. have anubhava laherIe, mahIyAraNa banIne sAta nayAnA vAkayorUpI dahIthI bharelI maTakIne mAthe laI dahI vecyu. ane dahIne svAda lagADIne kahyuM ke, nayAbhAsane pakaDI rAkheA nahi. paNu sAta nayA rUpI anekAMtane anubhava le. ekAMtanA AgrahI banaze teA agaDAne, kaleza, kajIAnA Aro Avaze nahi. ane AtmAnnati sadhAze nahi. saMsAramAM ekAMta je, nayAbhAsa che tene pakaDI rAkhanAra AtmavikAsa sAdhI zakavA samartha banatA nathI. AvI umadA mahIyAraNanA Adara karo. ke jethI, viSamatA rahe nahI, ane samatAne AvavAne avakAza maLe. AhIraNu kANu ! tene sadgurU samajAve che ke, kSayeApazamajanya jJAnavRttinI lahera kA ke, anubhava. A AhIraNu, AtmajJAnarUpa dudhane jamAvI dahInA svAda cakhADe che. A dahI cetanane thaela ganI garamIne dura kare che. ane zAMti arpaNa kare che. eTale dunyavI viSayanA ravAdamAMthI manavRtti dUra jAya che. ane anubhavanI laherImAM laganI lAge che, sa'sAramAM rahelI rabAraNA bhale dahI vece. agara dhAMcaNA bhale vece, paraMtu tethI ganI garamI, khumArI khasatI nathI. ane jaTharAgni barAbara hoya tA, adhika dahIne khAze tApaNu nidrA, ALasa Avaze. temaja tethI khAdInA upadrava thavAnA paNa sastaMbhava che. paNa sAta nAdvArA maLela, anubhava rUpI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #702
dahI te evuM che ke, jema jema adhikAdhika khAze tema tema nidrA paNa ochI thaze. saghaLA upadrave nAza pAmaze. mATe dunyavI dahImAMthI prItine dura karI, AtmajJAnarUpI anubhavamAM cittane caTADe. have anubhavanI laherI AvatAM AtmajJAnIe zuM karyuM ! te darzAvatAM sadgurU upadize che ke, jaDa, cetana tathA saMga saMbaMdhe maLela sAdhana sAmagrInA ane svarUpa saMbadhe rahelA Atmika guNonI barobara samajaNanA vege, bhedadaSTi, viveka rUpa tRtIya lecana utpanna thayuM. te dvArA, te rUpI lAkaDI vaDe dahInI maTakIne toDI, temAMthI tattvajJAnano AsvAda levA mAMDyo. eTale saMga saMbaMdhe prApta thaela padArthomAMthI vRttione haThAvI, AtmAnA guNamAM, tattvajJAnamAM laganI lagADI lahera karavA lAgyA. AvI laherI kayAre AvI vase ke, jyAre gIvaNInA gIradhArI banI, temAM prema lagADe tyAre ja. gIrvANa eTale prAkRta, saMskRtanI bhASAne rItasara bhaNI, Agamane abhyAsa sArI rIte thAya che tyAre, gIrvANInA dhArI banAya che. A mujaba samagrajJAnIe bhAkhyuM che. kRSNa mahArAjA te, meTI keTIzilA upADI, giridhArI banyA. ane gAyanuM rakSaNa karyuM. tame dhAraze te gIrvANane dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka, pAMca Indri ke je, koi kAmAdimAM sapaDAI che. teone haThAvI janezvarabhASita guNAnurAga, sadvartanamAM tene jeDI rakSaNa karI zakaze. mATe satya gIrvANInA dhAraka banI, AtmadhyAnane For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #703
630 rAsa ramADe. ane AtmadhyAnamAM pAMca indriya ane mAnasika vRttione layalIna karaze tyAre, satya Ana'danI khumArI AvatI raheze. kRSNe teA gepIene rAsa ramADI AnaMda mANyA, paNa tenA tevA Anada kAyama rahyo nahi. temaja rahetA paNa nathI. kAraNa ke, mura rAkSasane tathA kaMsane parAsta karavA yuddha karavA paDyA che. temAM satya Anada kayAMthI hAya ? paNa gIrvANInA dhAraka ? cetanacha ? tame te pAMca indriyAnA tevIsa viSaye ane tenA dvArA utpanna thaela aseAne bAvana vikArone zubhAzubha vRttiene AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM lInatA karAvI, Asa ramADyo ke, tene rasa ane raMga haThyo nahi. ane haThaze paNa nahi. mATe satyarAsanA rasaraMgamAM layalIna ane. eTale moTA rAkSase, ahaMkAra, mamakAra, mAhAdika je ghAtika kamermo che teone parAsta karavA samartha banaze. ane anukrame mUlamAMthI tene parAsta karI, tamArI svasapatti je, zAzrvatI rahelI che tenA svAmI banaze. temAM ajAyabI nathI. paraMtu jyAre tame huM cetanajI ! AtmadhyAnamAM lInatA karazo tyAre, Antarika rAkSasane dUra karI zakaze. mATe karmone kADhanAra sAcA kRSNa ane kRSNa te AtmA che. tenu dhyAna karI, temAM laganI lagADe. sadgurU kahe che ke, nizcayanayathI AtmA viSNu che, ane vyavahAre kRSNe kahevAya che. kevI rIte ? sAMbhaLe ? AtmA, meAhamadirAnA ane ahaMkAra, mamatAnA je tAkAnA che tenA aviSkArAne haThAvI, te janya kriyAonA For Private And Personal Use Only

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631 tyAga karI, AtmatatvamAM sthiratA dhAraNa kare che tyAre, kaivalyajJAnano prAdurbhAva thAya che. te veLAe temanuM jJAna, lokAlelakamAM vyApta bane che. ane dravya, bhAvathI sarva padArthone jANe ane dekhe che. jJAna ane guNajJAnavAna, judA nathI. abheda bhAve rahela che. te akSepAe AtmA viSNu kahevAya ane ATheya karmonI vaNAo je anaMtI rahelI che. teNIone kApavA mAMDela hovAthI vyavahAre AtmAnuM nirIkSaNa karavA pUrvaka, karmone parAsta karavA tatpara thavuM te agatyanuM kartavya che. he cetana! tuM anyatra kayAM AthaDe che? bAvaLIyAmAM kayAM bAtha lagAve che! tyAM te kaMTako bheMkAze. kadAca sAvadhAnI rAkhIza te phala tarIke tenA paIDA maLaze. te bAvaLIyAnA phala tarIke paIDA te, bakarA, bakarIo khAya. te te pazu kahevAya che. zuM tAre pazu banavuM che? mATe AvA pudgalajanya padArthomAM Asaktine tyAga karI, Atmika guNanuM amRtapAna, bhajana karavuM joIe. A pramANe AtmA te kRSNa che. ane audayika bhAva rUpI jaladhimAM nivAsI chatAM, parabhAva rUpI nAgarAjane damana karavA pUrvaka, tene parAjaya karIne kSaye pazama bhAvamAM piDha che. tyArapachI kSAyika bhAvamAM lInatA dhAraNa karIne viSNu rUpe vilAsI bane che. ane kSAyika bhAvamAM vilAsI banaze. A mujaba bane che tyAre, nija guNakartA ane paraguNahartA bane che. banela che. ane banaze. tethI AtmAne kRSNa tarIke kahela che. mATe For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #705
bIje kRSNanI zodha kayAM karaze ! tamo jAte ja kRSNa che. AtmAnI oLakhANa thatAM, satya kRSNanI oLakhANa thAya che. pachI tANItANa raheze nahi. barobara samajaNanA abhAve, antaranA bhedane pAmyA nahi. ane pAmazo paNa nahi. keI brahmAnA bhakto, kahe che ke jagatamAM brahmA mahAna che. temane paramezvara mAnI, temanI vaMdanA, pUjana kare. tyAre kaI kahe che ke, zaMkarajI mahAna che. mATe temane ja prabhu tarIke mAnI, vaMdanA, pUjanA ane dhyAnAdika karavuM. keI kahe che ke, zrI kRSNa mahArAja mahAna che. Ama tANItANamAM Antarika bheda jANa joIe te jANyuM nathI. ane AtmAnI oLakhANa thavI joIe tenAthI banazIba rahyA. ane AvA prakAranI tANItANa karIne, Atmika guNone prApta karavA zaktimAna banyA nahi. mATe are kRSNanA bhakta ? AtmA te kRSNa tathA viSNu paNa che. AvA AtmAnuM dhyAna dhare. ane tenuM gAna kare. jJAna, dhyAna ane gAna karavAthI mAnava janmane sAce hA maLaze. bAhya jagatamAM je vRttio paribhramaNa karI rahela che. te vRttio antaramAM sthira karo, buddhisAgara AtamarAja banIne, kamane harine, hari pote jAte anaze. kAraNa ke sarvazakti AtmAmAM rahela che. teNIne AvirbhAva karI satyAnaMdane lhAve le. have eka bhakate, sadgurU samIpe AvI namratApUrvaka vinati karIke, gurUmahArAja ? A mArA AtmAne uddhAra For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #706
633 kare. ane Atmika guNomAM layalIna thAu e upAya batAve. A sAMbhaLI gurU sUrIzvarajI bAvanamA padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke (have mane hari nAmazuM neha lAge. e-rAga) have huM samajyo jinavara nAma eka sAcuM, sAcu jina nAma bIjuM kAcuM re, have, mAtapitA bhAi dIkarAne dIkarI, lalanA kuTuMba nahi mAruM, mAruM mAruM karI mamatAthI hAryo, jAyuM have sahu nyAruM re. have melA janmIne jANyuM na tattva svarUpa meM, phegaTa phaMdamAM huM phUlya, lakSmI sattAnI ghene gherAye, bhaNatara bhaNIne huM te bhUlyo che. have A kAyA mana vANIthI nyAre huM Atama, alakha svarUpI sahAya, dhyAna dharIne joyuM svarUpa te, AnaMda atizaya pAyo re. have merA bheda gurUe mane bheda batAvIne, viSaya vAsanAthI vAryo, buddhisAgara dhanya dhanya gurUjI, Apa taryA ne mane tAryo re. have, I4 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #707
634 sadgurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI samIpe AvI. AtmikaguNenI je bhaktane oLakhANa thaI che te stuti kare che ke, he gurUmahArAja ! tame jInezvaranA guNe darzAvyA tethI mArA jIvane samajaNa paDI ke, rAga dveSa, mahAdikane sarvathA, sarvadA ane sarvatra jIte te jina thAya. ane te aDhAra doSane jItyA pachI, jina thavAya. temAM prathama ahaMkAra ane mamakArane mukavo joIe ja. tyArapachI teo. dvArA utpanna thaela de, dUra khasavA mAMDe che. A mujaba samajaNa AvavAthI jInezvaranuM nAma sAcuM che ema meM mAnyuM. kAraNa ke jInezvaranA nAma, guNothI niSpanna che. koI nAma pADe tethI jina thavAnuM nathI. "hA." guNa. tevA meLave te harakeI vyakti jina thAya. tethI janezvaramAM prIti, bhakti, zraddhA daDha thaI. ane A nAmane jApa karavAthI, cheDA paNa temanA guNa grahaNa karavAthI maha. mamatA khasavA lAgI. tenA yoge, cintAno dAha ane tene tApa khasavA lAgyA. ane zAMtine lAbha maLe. tethI te nAma satya mAnIne tenA upara prema vadhAravAthI te nAmane japavA lAge. aeva jagatamAM saMga saMbaMdhe je prApta thayuM tenuM nAma ane viSayajanya sukha kAcu lAgyuM. eTale teo prati je mamatva hatuM te khasyuM. ane AtmAthI nyArU bhAsyuM. mAta, pitA, bhAI, dIkarA ane dIkarI tathA lalanA vigere je parivAramAM mArApaNuM mAnI mAruM mAruM karate. hatuM ane temanA piSaNAdika khAtara pApathAnake sevato For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #708
635 hato. chatAM satya sukhazAtA maLatI na hovAthI, AtmadhanajJAna dhyAna dharmane hArI beThe. tethI vAre vAre vine AvI paDatAM Thakkara vAgavA mAMDI. tethI he sadgurUdeva ? samajaNapUrvaka tamArI pAse AvIne meM sukhazAtAne upAya pUcho ane karUNa lAvI, Ape sapAya darzAvyuM tethI, jIne zvaranuM nAma satya lAgyuM. ane A sivAya bIju kAcuM, kSaNa vinAzI lAgyuM. janmIne je jANavAnuM hatuM te jANyuM nahi. ane dekhAdekhIe paNa phegaTa phadamAM kulya. paNa satyaphala maLyuM nahi. chatAM paNa temAM phasAI paDyo. eka hAthInI mAphaka-eka hAthIne tarasa lAgavAthI jala bharelA sarovaranI zodha karavA lAgyA. sarovara te maLyuM nahi. paNa, nAnuM taLAva najare dekhI te khuzI thaye. paNa A taLAvamAM keTaluM pANI che ane keTale kAdaLa, kacaro che tenI tapAsa karyA vinA tRSAne zAMta karavA temAM jhukAvyuM. A taLAvamAM pANI alpa hatuM. ane kAdava, kacare ghaNe hatA. tethI Du pANI pIdhuM. paNa tevAmAM te kAdavamAM phasAI paDyo. tRSA barAbara zAMta thaI nahi ane phasAmaNInuM saMkaTa AvI lAgyuM. nIkaLavA mATe ghaNe prayAsa kare che. paNa nIkaLI zakAtuM nathI. sUryanA tApathI pANI sukAtu jAya che. ane kAdava gADha, kaThaNa thatA jAya che. have bahAra nIkaLatuM nathI tema ja parivAranI mamatA mukAtI. nathI. be gaNuM saMkaTa AvI lAgyuM ane bahAra nIkaLavAne eka mArga rahyo nahi. A mujaba valepAta karatAM ane For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #709
63 sujhAtA, ghaNA mAse vItI gayA tyAre varasAda vacce, ane taLAva jalathI bharapura thayuM. ane kAdava, kacarA taLIe beThA tyAre, jora karavAthI bahAra nIkaLI zakAyuM. te pramANe huM sadgurUdeva ! vakhata vItatA tamArA upadezanA varasAda AvavAthI haiyAnA kAdava pAtaLA thayA. ane mahAra nIkaLyo. tethI kAMika zAMtinA anubhava prApta thayA. ane je viSakaSAyanA phaMdAmAM phasAI huM phulyA karatA hatA. tenA pastAveA karavA lAgyA. tathA pUrvApAtamAM ane meM jAte kAvAdAvA, kuDa, kapaTa karavA pUrvaka prApta karelI lakSmInA ghenamAM gherAi, tathA tenI sabhALamAM, rakSaNa karavAmAM huM je bhaNyA te bhUlyA. jenI saMbhALa karavAnI hatI tenI cAdi paNa karI nahi. tethI ATalI ummaramAM paNa Atmika guNAne prApta karavA prayatna karyo nahi. have mArA bhAgyeAdaya ceAge tamArI vANI zravaNa karavAne vakhata maLyo. ane te vANI, upadezane haiyAmAM dhAraNa karavApUrNAMka dunyavI samadhIonAM sayogAmAM tathA lakSmI sattAmAM je Asakti hatI tenA tyAga karyAM. ane nirAsakta banIne AtmA tarapha lakSa dIdhuM. dhyAna, dhAraNAmAM cittane cAMTADayuM. tyAreja Atmatattva, svarUpanA kAMika anubhava Avyo. ane anubhavanA sAcA atizaya anaMda prApta karyAM. te paNa bhavAbhava na khase evA. saMsArane je AnaMda AvyA hatA te, ThagArA ane kSaNabha`gura bhAsyA. ane satyAsatyanI samajaNa paDI. A saghaLA pratApa he gurUdeva ! tamArA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #710
839 mArA upara karUNA karIne Ape mane jaDa, cetananA bhedane. sAce upadeza dIdhe tethI, bheda pADanAra tame mane sAce kalyANakara bheda batAvyuM. tethI viSayanA vikAremAM huM sukha mAnI beThA hatA teonAthI vAryo. ane satyasukhanI samajaNa ApI. A kAMI je te upakAra nathI. have tevI viSaya vAsanAne dura karavAmAM AtmajJAna, dhyAnanA yege samartha banela chuM. havethI tevI vAsanA paNa khasavA lAgI che. mAtapitAdi sagAMvahAlAM A upakAra karavAne zaktivALA nathI. samajaNa Ape te, lakSmI, sattA vigerenI Ape. paNa Atmika, satyasattArUpI lakSmInI samajaNa ApI zakatA nathI. tethI he sadgurUdeva? tame taryA. ane bhavasAgaramAMthI mane tAryo. saMsAranI cakakImAM paribhramaNe cagadAne hatuM temAMthI uddharyo. tathA saMsAranI. sAIDImAM, kATamAM punaH punaH sarA dekhI te sAIDImAMthI kheMcI kADhyo. saMsAranA vividha saMtApe baLI rahyo hate. temAMthI bacAvyA. janma, jarA ane maraNanA pherAone alpa karyo. tamAre A e che upakAra nathI. mATe tame ja satya mAtapitA vigere satya sanehI che. tamAre upakAra kadApi bhUlIza nahi. vArevAre maraNa karI tamArA guNonuM kIrtana karIza. A mujaba stuti karIne nirAsakta banI AtmA tarapha te bhAgyazAlI najara rAkhavA lAgyuM. te pramANe are bhAgyavAne ! tame paNa saMsAranI sAIDI, cakakI, saMtApanA cagaDoLe caDhelA hovAthI asahya vedanA, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #711
saMtApa, viDaMbanA, vipattine bhogavI rahyA che. temAMthI mukta thavA mATe jagatanI jUThI bAjImAM ramaNatA kare nahi. ane pitAne ane parane uddhAra karavA vicAraNa ane viveka karavA beghaDI paNa vakhatane kADhe. AnA upara upadeza ApatAM sadgurU ganiSTha AcArya mahArAja treipanamA padanI racanA karatAM pharamAve che ke (rAga-kAnhare) kyAMthI Avyo kayAM jAIza bhAi, jene tapAsI tArI sagAI. kayAM III kAyA mAyA kAcI ke sAcI, raMgamAM rAcI rahyo chuM mAcI. kayAM mArA phUlI phegaTa zuM phAMphAM mAre, phogaTa janma zuM mAnava hAre. kyAM II kaMcana kAminI mArAM mAnI, nAhaka mujhe karI nAdAnI. kayAM pAkA maraNa samaya tuM khAlI jaze, tyAre mUrakha tuM pastAze. kayAM ApA cAlyA sahu jana nija nija vATe, ceta catura tuM cetana mATe. kyAMka dA madhu biMdu sama sukha saMsAre, tRpti na vaLaze tethI kyAre. kayAM cho For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #712
39 mAha mAyA jaganI che meTI, kSaNamAM vinAzI duHkhakara kheATI. karyo gaLa kAM. // 9 // kAM. // 10 // sadgurU AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI, bhavya prANIone pharamAve che ke, are bhAI sasAranA mAge jAya che. ane pAchA gharamAM AvyA kare che. paNa tuM karyAthI AvyA ! ane kayAM jaIza ! tenI tapAsa karI ! pahelI gatimAMthI AvyA. ne bIjI gatimAM javuM paDaze. A gatimAM amarapaTa laine AvyA nathI bhale pachI javA AvavAnI doDadhAma kare. paraMtu jevAM karmo karyAM haze te mujaba, anyagatinA AyuSya baMdhanA ceAge te ja gatimAM gamana karavuM paDaze. jo AyuSya adha, narakagitanA agara tiya cagatine paDyo haze te, manuSyagatimAM manuSya tarIke ane deva gatimAM deva tarIke thavAze nahi. mATe tArI kAryavAhI tapAsa. te je je sabadhA AMdhI sagAI karI che tenI paNa tapAsa kara. prathama sagAI sabaMdha kAyA sAthe che. te tArI thaI che ! hArI thavA mujaba tenI zakti rahI che ! te te najare dekhatAM narama paDI jAya che. cAlavAmAM paNa lAkaDInA sahAro levA pUrNAMka cAle che, leTapaTa khaTapaTa jhaTapaTa tyAgI, AtmasvarUpanA thA tu... rAgI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir satya zuddha paramAtma svarUpa, buddhisAgara sukha cihnarUpa. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #713
640. vyAdhi utpanna thatAM pathArIvaza bane che. ajIrNa thatA tAva, ulaTI, cuMka vigerethI pIDA pAme che. ane pamADe. che. AvI kAcI kAyAmAM tuM mAcI rahela che. te sAcI che ke kAcI! tene uttara Apa? tuM kahIza ke, te kAyA kAcakuMbha tathA kAcI mATInA ghaDA samAna kAcI che. bhUlathI nAza pAmatA vilaMba thatuM nathI. tathA vIjaLInA. camakArAnI mAphaka camatkAra dekhADI vilaya pAme che. tathA saMdhyAraMganI mAphaka manaharatA dekhADI tene raMga badalAI jAya che. te pachI are bhAI? AvA camatkAramAM ane kSaNabhaMgura raMgamAM zuM rAcI rahela che ! kadAca puNyAge jeTaluM AyuSya haze te mujaba Takaze. pachI AyuSya khatama thatAM kSaNavAramAM nAza pAmaze. AyuSya daramyAna, vividha vipattio, vidane ane viDaMbanA paNa vaLagavAnI. mATe AvI kAyAnI mAyA utAravA jevI che. chatAM rUpavatI kAyAmAM mamatA rAkhI, tenI ghaNI sAravAra karavA pUrvaka, phUlIne phegaTa phare che ane mAne che ke, A kAyAthI ja kalyANa thaze. tethI janma, jarA, maraNanA saMkaTo Avaze nahi. Ama dhAraNuM karIne kAyAnI saMbhALamAM phAMphA mAre che. paNa jyAre, je veLAe ane je prakAre, A gabaDI paDaze tyAre, tane mAluma paDaze nahi. mATe AvA phegaTa phAMphA mArI, amulya mAnava bhavane zA mATe vRthA gumAve che ! amulya, kAmaghaTa, kalapatarUnA karatAM atizaya lAbha ApanAra, AtmajJAna, dhyAnamAM premane lagAva. dharma For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #714
643 dhyAnamAM cittavRttine cAMTADavAthI, satya sukhane AvavAne mA maLaze. anyathA teA Adhi, vyAdhi vigere vipattiemAM te kAyA phasAvI nAkhaze. sanatakumAra cakravartIne paNa vyAdhioe gherI letAM vilaMba karcI nahi. te! pachI tArA ze hiMsAkha ? mATe jAgrata thA. te phakta kAyAmAM ja mAyA, mamatA dhAraNa karI nathI. paraMtu kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba, kaMpanI vigeremAM mAyA, mamatAne, sa saMkaTAne, sa vipattione haThAvanAra mAnI, jIMdagAnI pata veTha karI. paNa satyasukhane leza paNa prApta thayA nahi. te| pachI te, AgaLa satya sukha zAMti Apaze evI AzA rAkhavI niraka che. mATe sadgurU buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, kaMcana, kAminI, kuTu khAdine potAnA mAnI, nAdAnI karavApUrvaka nAhaka zAne muMjhAya che! ane mArUM mArUM karIne zA mATe veTha kare che ! tArU hAya ! te tArI pAse rahevuM joie. paNa te sadAya ane parabhavamAM nirantara sAthe rahetu nathI. tethI tAre mAnavuM joie ke, A, saceAge maLela sa sabadhA ane sAge! vakhata Ave khasI janAra che. viyeAgavALA che. mATe are nAdAna ! mArU mArU' karIne nAdAnI kara nahi. ane muMjhAya nahi. jyAre tuM maraNa pAmaze tyAre sarvenA tyAga karI khAlI hAthe parabhave javu paDaze. sAthe Avaze karelA zubhAzubha karmonA sakArA ane vAsanAe. jyAre khAlI hAthe javAnu thaze tyAre, ghaNA pastAvA thaze. kAraNa ke, kaMcana, 41 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #715
642 kAminI, ane kuTuMbanA piSaNamAM AtmasvarUpano khyAla rahyo nahi. ane karelI mahAmahenata mAthe paDI. phalAvatI anI nahI. mATe saddagurUnI zIkhAmaNa mAnI, vyavahArika kAryo karatAM Atmikadharmane bhUla nahi. dareka mAnava, dAnava ane deve paNa karelA karmo mujaba tipitAnI vATe, mArge aMte cAlyA gayA che. ane jaze. rAjA, raMka, zaMkara ke kiMkara, zeTha zaTha, je kaI utpanna thayA che. te sarvene khAlI hAthe gamana karavuM paDe che. mATe che catura cetana ? jaldI cetI jA. ane puNyanI kamANu tathA tenA saMskAra sAthe lete jA. eTale vipatti vigere Avaze nahi. tAre paNa eka divasa evo Avaze ke, jyAre ja nahote. mATe je sukRta karavuM hoya te karI le. anyathA prANo chUTaze tyAre ghaNe pastAvo thaze. pastA thAya nahi te mATe, he cetana ? prathamathI ja cetIne cAla. madhu bindu sarakhA sAMsArika vaiSayika sukhamAM masta banavuM joIe nahi. tethI je satya sukha che te kadApi prApta thaze nahi. apUrNa ja raheze. sAMsArika sukhamAM zAMti maLaze te bhramaNuM kadApi TaLaze nahi. ane sagAMvahAlAne paNa dagA, vizvAsaghAta, chetarapiMDI karavAne paNa vicAra jAgaze. eka pitA putranI mAphaka-eka bApa dIkare pisA kamAvavA khAtara musApharI karI rahyA che. tevAmAM rastAmAM eka AkaDAnuM vana AvyuM. te dekhI dIkarAe kahyuM ke, bApA, Aka, For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #716
643 AkaDAnA badale Aka belela hovAthI ane tene pitA, vAgha samajela havAthI, te bhayabhIta banyuM. ane hAya ! A vAgha mArI nAMkhaze. mATe kAMIka bacavAne upAya karuM. Ama vicArI tene pitA, putrane kahe che ke, are dIkarA! tuM pAchaLa che te have AgaLa thA. kAraNa ke, A vikarALa vAgha mAryA vinA raheze nahi. tane mAraze te pArakI dIkarI rAMDaze. vidhavA banaze. ane mane mAre te tArI mA saMDe. mATe tuM AgaLa thA. A pramANe sAMbhaLI tene putra hasavA lAgyA. ane manamAM vicAra kare che ke, mArA pitAne svaprANe sAthe saMpatti bacAvavA keTalI tamannA che ! ke pitAnA pitA tarIke thaIne mArA prANone naSTa karavA mATe ke ghATa mArA pratye ghaDyo. are hAya ! saMsAramAM svArtha khAtara kevA ghATa ghaDAya che. A mujaba vicAra karI rahela che. tevAmAM, pele vAgha paNa bIje sthale jAte rahyuM. tyAre, tenA pitAe kahyuM ke, are dIkarA have kAMI bAdha jevuM nathI. huM AgaLa jAu chuM. tuM pAchaLa Ava. Ama kahIne pitAe AgaLa cAlavA mAMDyuM. sadgurU deva kahe che ke, are nAdAna ! zarIra mATe temaja mAyA mamatAmAM magna banI nAdAnI kare nahi. ane Atmahitakara je je hoya te sAdhI le. viSayasukhe paNa madhu bindunA sarakhA che. hAthIthI bhayabhIta banelA musAphare prANe bacAvavA khAtara gojhArA kUvAmAM paDatuM mukAyuM. paraMtu te kuvAmAM ugelA vaDanI vaDavAI tenA hAthamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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644 rahyo. pAchaLa paDelA AvI. tene pakaDIne addhara laTakI hAthIe kuvAmAM na paDatAM, vaDanA thaDane suMDha bharAvI halAvavA mADayu. tethI vaDanI upara rahelA madhapuDAmAMthI madhanA bindue tenA mukhamAM paDavA lAgyA. te binduenI mIThAzamAM te pathika evA magna banyo ke, nIce rahelA ajagarane dekhatA nathI. tathA vRkSanA mUlane kALA ane dhALA e udarA kApI rahela che. ane viklA hAthI A vaDane pADI nAMkhaze ane ajagaranA mukhamAM paDI maraNa pAmavuM paDaze. tathA madhamAMkhA tIkSNa caTakA mAre che tenI tene bindunA svAdamAM mAluma paDatI nathI. AvI paristhiti AvI lAgI che. tevAmAM eka vidyAdhare karUNA lAvI kahyuM ke, are mugdha ? AvI viDaMbanA AvI lAgI che chatAM teenI mIThAzamAM kayAM mastAna anela che ! A mIThAzamAM te madhuro mAra khAIne ajagaranA mukhamAM maraNa pAmIza ! jo tArI abhilASA hAya te| AvI paristhitimAMthI tane ucakI laI vimAnamAM ArUDha karU. A mujaba zravaNu karI musAphara vidyAdharane kahevA lAgyA ke, tamArA vimAnamAM ArUDha thavAnI bhAvanA te varte che. paNa kayAre AvuM ke, A madhapuDA khalAsa thAya tyAre AvuM. mATe jyAre khAlI thAya tyAre Avajo. atyAre tA A mIThAza AvI rahelI che tenA svAda cAkhI levA do. A pramANe sAMbhaLI, vidyAdhara tenI hAMsI karatA cAlyA gayA. kaheA are cetana ? AthI zI dazA thAya ? maraNa pAme For Private And Personal Use Only

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645 ke mIThAza dararAja mANe ? tane mAluma paDI haze ke hAthI rUpI kALa pAchaLa paDela che. AyuSyarUpa vaDanI vaDavAI che. ane te jhADanA viSayA rUpI madhapuDAmAMthI binduo paDI rahelA che. vaDa ka`patA haiAvAthI tenA mukhamAM madhanI mIThAza Ave che paNa e udarA mUlane kApI rahelA che tenI tarapha najara paNa karatA nathI, ane mAkhIo caTakA mArI rahela che te, viSayavikArAnI mIThAzamAM bhUlI jAya che. piravAramAM koI sAmuM Ale che, meNA mAre che, apamAnAdi kare che. chatAM kaTALA AvatA nathI. te acae kahevAyane ? mUlarUpI AyuSya khatama thatAM, kuvAmAM paDI maraNa pAmIne cAre gatimAM TIcAvAnuM thaze. mATe huM bhavya cetanajI ? jagatanI eTale viSayakaSAyanA vikAronI tane moTI mAyA lAgI che. paNa te te khATI che. dago daI rakhaDAvaze. kAraNa ke te kSaNivanAzI che. temAM vizvAsa rAkhavA jevA nathI, mATe je lapa vaLagI che tene tyAga karavA pUrvaka laTapaTa, khaTapaTane, jhaTapaTa dura karI, tene tyAgI banI, AtmasvarUpanA prAdurbhAva thAya te mujaba AtmikaguNAnA rAgI thA. tethI AtmAmAM anAdikAlathI sattAmAM rahela anaMta zuddhinI sAthe anaMta sukha, samRddhinA anubhavamAM anaMtakAla paMta tuM jhIlaze. kadApi tene aMta Avaze niha. ataeva sadgurU upadghize che ke, A pramANe vana karavAthI huM cetana ? tu anukrame satya, zuddha, paramAtmasvarUpa, buddhisAgara je kevalajJAna pAmI, sukhacidrUpa For Private And Personal Use Only

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banIza. tyAra pachI bIjIvAra janmamaraNanA anaMta duHkha raheze nahi. have sadgurU giniSTha AcArya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI cepanamA padanI racanA karatAM, jena zrAvakane AtmatattvanI oLakhANa karAvavA prathama kartavya karavAne upadeza ApatAM kahe che ke - (odhavajI saMdeze kaheje zyAmane e-rAga) zraddhALu gaMbhIra zrAvaka sujANa che, jIvadayALu ghaTamAM satya viveka, navatattvAdika samaje gurUgama jJAnathI, jana dharmanI sAcI manamAM Tekaje. zraddhALu / navara deva grahyAthI teha sanAtha che, anAtha nahI kahevAte zrAvaka putraje, kare kamANI nyAyathakI saMsAramAM, saMte calAve che gharanuM sUtra. zraddhALu mArA muninI pAse vrata uccarate bhAvathI, lIdhAM tevAM vrata pALe guNavAnajo, sAdharmIne dekhI mana harakhAya che, bhaktithI karate tenuM bahu mAnaje. zraddhALuvArA For Private And Personal Use Only

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647 zraddhALu // 4 // satya manAratha muni taneA dIlamAM kare, kArAgraha sama jANe A saMsArajo, jalapa kajavat nyArA antarathI rahe, saMkaTa paDatAM dhare dhIraja nirdhArajo. saddagurU munine khamAsamaNa de bhAvathI, gurU sAkSIe karatA pratyAkhyAno, pratikramaNa sAmAyika samajIne kare, dharmAMkamAM nizadina rahe gulatAnajo. zraddhALu. |||| nindA lavarI cADI cugalI nahiM kare, priya sAcathI khele rUDA khelo, cArI jArI pApa kare nahiM svapnamAM, jainadhama nA vadhatA tethI teAlajo. jina pratimAne pUje je ahumAnathI, jinanI ANAe samaje je dharmAMjo, dAna diye munivarane je mahumAnathI, evA zrAvaka pAme zAzvata za e. zradvALu lll tana mana dhanathI jaina dharma vRddhikare, gurU ANAe dha kare sukhakAro, buddhisAgara zrAvaka evA pAkaze, tyAre thAro jaina dharma uddAro. For Private And Personal Use Only zradvALu // zrALu lll

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saddagurU AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke, jaina, zrAvaka kevA hoya ! je vicAra ane vivekapUrvaka, vItarAga jInezvarajIne vacanemAM pUrNa zraddhAvAna haya, zraddhAvALA havAthI bAra vatanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM zakya tatpara hoya, te zraddhAvAna zrAvaka kahevAya. saMsAranA vyAvahArika kAryomAM, sadvicAra ane vivekI hovAthI te mehamugdha banatA nathI. te kAraNe temanAmAM gaMbhIratA vaselI hovAthI gaMbhIra hoya che. keIna deze sAMbhaLI, jAheramAM muke nahi. paNa delavALAne khAnagImAM zIkhAmaNa ApI sanmArge, kSamArge vALe. tathA pitAnA je je guNo heya, dAna, zIyaLa, tapAdika temaja paropakAra, sahakAra vigere karyo hoya, te te jAheramAM prasiddha kare nahi. kaI pratikula banI apamAnAdika kare te paNa, sahana karanAra heya. tathA zrImatanI zobhA dekhI, sAhyabI, vaibhavane dekhI khuzI thanAra hoya, tathA puNya kriyAonI prazaMsA, anudanA vigere karanAra hoya. te gaMbhIra zrAvaka kahevAya. AvA zrAvaka, jInezvara kathita Agama vigerene bhAvathI sAMbhaLI samyagrAna, sujANa banela hoya che. tethI te zrAvaka jIvadayALu hoya che. keI paNa prANIone duHkhI karavAnI bhAvanA temane hotI nathI sarve prANIo para maitrIbhAvanA, karUNabhAvanA bhAvIne tathA vairane vasarAvI AtmAsAdhanAmAM premavAnuM hoya che. tethI ghaTamAM sadvicAranA ge, jaDa, cetananI vaheMcaNI karavA pUrvaka, vaiSayika sukha For Private And Personal Use Only

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649 vilAsanA vilAsI kayAMthI bane ! kAraNa ke, sadgurUnA zrImukhadvArA temaNe navatatvAdi sAMbhaLela hoya che. ane sAMbhaLatA hoya che. tethI sudeva, sugurU, sudharmamAM sAcI Teka, zraddhA hoya che. vipatti, vida, viDaMbanAdi AvI vaLage te paNa, je Teka che tene tyAga kare nahi. paNa dhairya dhAraNa karI, sahiSNu bane. gabharAmaNa dhAraNa karI Tekane tyAga kare nahi te zrAvaka kahevAya. ane te zrAvaka pAMcamA guNasthAnakane ujajavala karavA pUrvaka, AtmavikAsamAM AgaLa vadhavA gyatA meLave che. AvA zrAvaka, jInezvarane bhAvapUrvaka grahaNa karyA hovAthI sanAtha bane che. jene mAthe satya jInezvaranAtha che. tene kaI prakAranI khAmI rahetI nathI. nAtha kene kahevAya ! je kadApi prApta thaela na hoya tene arpaNa karI nizcita banAve ane arpaNa karelanuM rakSaNa karI vividha vipattionI vedanA dUra kare te nAtha kahevAya. arthAt ga kSema kare te nAtha. evA jinezvaradevane pAmI je sanAtha banela che te sanAtha kahevAya che. jagatamAM sAMsArika padArtho, vastuo jenI pAse hoya nahI tene ApanAra ghaNA maLI Ave. paNa Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhine haThAvanAra keNa heya che? jInezvara sivAya kaMI hotuM nathI. kAraNa ke, jInezvara prabhunI sevA, bhakti ane AjJAnA pAlanathI evI vastuo maLI Ave che, tene kadApi nAza thAya nahi evI addhi, siddhi ane zuddhi hAjara thAya che. mATe teo sAcA For Private And Personal Use Only

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650 sanAtha che. temanI AjJApAlanamAM dareka vizvanA mAnavAkrikane cegomatA svayameva hAjara thAya che. A sivAya sahAre ApanAra teA maLI Avaze. paNa te zakavA samartha banaze nahi. rakSaNa karI eka zrImaMtanI mAphaka--eka maneAhara nagaramAM ghaNA vepAra cAlata! hAvAthI, mAravADI vANIyA kamANI karavA AnyA. mAla bharyo vinA vyApAra thAya nahi tethI, peAtAnI muDIvaDe judA judA prakAranA mAla bharyAM. tathA vadhAre lAbha thAya te khAtara udhAra laine mAla bharyo ane kahyuM ke, eka mahinAmAM tenA nANA bharI ApIza. te paNa vyAja sAthe. A mujaba khIjAne kahIza te paNa mane vadhAre nANuM maLaze. A pramANe vicArIne kAI dhanADhya pAsethI rUpaiyA lAvIne paNa ati mAla bharyAM teA kharA. paraMtu je mAla bharyo che tenA bhAvamAM maMdI AvI. bhAva vadhaze e AzAe eka mahinA sudhI mAla vecI zakayo nahi eka mahinA vyatIta thayA pachI leNadAre rUpaiyA mAgyA. mAravADI vANIyAe kahyuM ke, hAlamAM maDhI che tethI mAla vecI zakayo nathI. mATe rAhata khame. tamArA nANA vyAja sAthe jarUra pAchA ApIza. paratu A paradezI vANIyA hovAthI tenAmAM leNadArane vizvAsa Avye nahi. ne takAdo karyAM. tethI peAtAnI AMta rAkhavA anya paropakArI dhanADhacanI pAse jaI peAtAnI vigata kahevA pUrvaka e lAkha rUpaiyAnI mAgaNI karI, teNe kahyuM ke, kaIM paNa gIre For Private And Personal Use Only

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651 mukyA sivAya ame rUpiyA dhIratA nathI. mATe tamArI pAse je hoya te gIre muke. mAravADIe muchane eka vALa teDI Ape. tenI parIkSA karavA khAtara zeThe kahyuM ke, te vAMke che. teNe kahyuM ke, vAMke he paNa mAMke he. zeThane tenA vacana para vizvAsa besavAthI be lAkha rUpiyA gaNuM ApyA. te laIne utAvaLa karanAra leNadArane vyAja sahita cukavI ApyA. pachI be divasamAM, bharelA mAlane be traNa gaNe bhAva vadhyo. tethI cintA gaI. ane te zeThane paNa vyAja sAthe rUpiyA bharI dIdhA. ane A vepArI paNa zrImaMta bane. vepAra adhikAdhika karavAthI maLelA rUpiyAnuM rakSaNa karavAnI cintA vadhI. have. A milkata kaye sthale mukavI. AvI aneka bAbatanI cintA vadhatAM zarIre vyAdhi thaI. davA te ghaNI karI paNa, darada nAza pAmyuM nahi. tethI adhika valepAta karavA lAge. paNa ciMtA ane vyAdhi dUra haThe e kaI e. upAya batAvyuM nahi. aMte jainopAzraye jaIne gurUdevanI pAse AvIne pitAne vyAdhi jAya tene upAya pucho. gurUdeve upadeza ApyuM ke, are bhAgyazAlI! dunyavI soga ane nimittathI maLatA nANAothI tathA zrImaMtAI agara svajana varganA sahakArathI cintA, vyAdhi. vigere jAya che te maheTI bhUla che. nANA vigere cintA, vyAdhione dUra karavA samartha che nahi ja. temAM nirantara sukhazAtAnI AzA rAkhavI te vRthA che. mATe jInezvara-- For Private And Personal Use Only

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para devanI AjJApUrvaka, sevA, bhakti, pUjA, bhAvanA karIza tethI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAze. ane cintA, vyAdhi dura thaze. ane AtmajJAna, dhyAna karavAthI bIjIvAra AvIne te bahu duHkha Apaze nahi. vyAdhi Avaze kharI paNa tenuM jora cAlaze nahi. A mujaba sAMbhaLI jInezvarane pitAnA nAtha banAvI, vyavahAranA kAryo karavAthI cintA ane vyAdhi TaLI gaI. ane nyAya, pramANiktA pUrvaka vartana rAkhavAthI sukhI thaye. A mujaba zrAvaka, saMsAramAM dha karatAM nItine tyAga kare nahi. ane te gharasUtra calAve tathA aNaghaDa AtmAne ghATa ghaDavA gurU pAse jaIne vrata, niyama, pratyAkhyAna karI AtmAnA guNane ajavALe. nirmala kare. A mujaba vartana karavAthI mehamastake kuThAra paDe che. tethI te meha bhAgane jAya che. lIdhelA vratamAM, niyamamAM vidane Ave te hiMmata hAre nahi. paraMtu AtmabalathI haThAvI tenuM rItasara pAlana kare, tathA svaparano uddhAra karavA mATe sAdhamika baMdhuone zakya teTale sahakAra Ape. eTale sIdAtAnA saMkaTamAM bhaktibhAvathI tana, mana, dhana dvArA madada karavA aheniza pravRtti kare. tethI te zrAvaka, samAnadhArmika aMdhuone dhArmika kriyAomAM ulAsa vadhe. zubha kiyAe kiratA pAchA haThe nahi. A ghaNe lhAve che. dhana ApavAnI tAkAta hoya te kAyA dvArA temanuM je kArya hoya te kare. agara AzvAsana ApI dharmamAM sthira kare. ane dharmanI ArAdhanA karanAranI anumodanA karavA pUrvaka prazaMsA karI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #726
6pa3 pramAdamAM jhIle. AvA zrAvaka, prabhAvaka kahevAya. eTale svaparane uddhAra karI jainazAsanane prabhAva sarvatra phelAve.. tethI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. mATe svaparane uddhAra karavA pAchA haThavuM nahi. tathA samyagajJAnapUrvaka vratanuM pAlana karate te prabhAvaka zrAvaka, muni dharmane pAlavAnI IcchA dararoja rAkhe. gRhasthapaNAne duHkhamaya, duHkhajanaka, ane duHkha paraMparA rUpa mAnate, tathA kArAgraha tarIke jANo, temAMthI kadA mukta banuM! A mujaba vicAraNA karavApUrvaka lAga maLatAM temAMthI khasI jAya. pachI saMyamanI rItasara ArAdhanA karI AtmatatvajJAnI bane. tathA sAMsArika saMbaMdhamAM phasAya nahi. pANImAM paMkajanI mAphaka nirlepa rahe. pariSaha, upasargo Ave tyAre dhIraja rAkhI tene sahana karI, AtmadhyAnamAM sthiratA rAkhe. paraMtu bhayabhIta bane nahi. jIbha, cha rasane svAda le che chatAM nirlepa rahe. che. te mujaba vyavahAranA kAryo karatAM temAM lepAyamAna thAya nahi. nyAyasaMpanna vibhavavAnuM banI, ziSTAcAranuM pAlana karavA pUrvaka, pApabhIrutA tathA bhavabharUtA dilamAMthI dura khaseDe nahi. tathA sazurU pAse jaI khamAsamaNa daI temanA upadeza vANIrUpI pANImAM sadA jhIlI nirmala bane. pAMca Indriye ane mAnasika vRttione kanjAmAM karI, AtmatatvanuM nirIkSaNa kare. tathA. daza mananA, daza vacananA, ane bAra kAyAnA je batrIza de che. teone tapAsavA darareja sAmAyika kare. agara pratikramaNa karI thaelA For Private And Personal Use Only

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dene, pApane dura karavA prayAsa kare. agara bhAvanA rAkhe ke, kyAre A pApa dura TaLaze. dararoja prabhupUjA karI prabhunA guNane grahaNa karI guNavAna banatA rahe. ane dareka padArthomAMthI guNene grahaNa karavAnuM cUke nahi. dararoja dharmakriyAmAM gulatAna, magna rahe. paraMtu dhArmika kriyAo karI rahyA pachI nindA, nidrA, cADI, cugalI, lavarI kare nahi. kAraNa ke, tenAthI je dhArmika kriyAo karelI hoya che te phalavatI banatI nathI. eTale tenA phalane nindA, vikathA vigere naSTa kare che. ane tethI aprAmANika banI hAMsIpAtra banAya. mATe sAvadhAna banI kAryo karavA. jethI puNyabaMdha TaLe nahi. satya sukhazAtAne prApta karavA dhArmika kAryo karavAmAM Ave che. temAM AzAtanAnA kAraNe maLI rahe te sukhazAtA kyAMthI prApta thAya? mATe priya hitakara ane paSyavANane zrAvaka vadhe. kaTuka vacanenI kaDavAza kemeya karIne khasatI nathI. teNIne, vANIne belatA ghaNo vicAra karavo ke, jene belavAthI vairavirodhAdi thAya nahi. ane saMpa, saMpatti, zaktinuM rakSaNa thAya. tathA nindA te ati kharAba che. tenAthI pApa ja baMdhAya che. karela paropakArAdinA badale apakAra, kaDavAza thAya. eka kavi kahe che ke, mAtA nAnA dIkarAnuM meluM ThIbaDA vaDe dura kare paNa nindA karanAra te moTA ane cheTAnuM jIbha vaDe dura kare che. eTale temanI jIbha kharAba banI dudhavALI bane che. sopArI, pAna, tathA svAdiSTa bhejana khAvAmAM Ave che, paNa te durgadha For Private And Personal Use Only

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655 TaLe nahi. mATe paranI nindA kare nahi. nindA karavAnI Teva TaLatI hoya niha tA potAnA dASAnI nindA karI ke jethI dhruSA dhIme dhIme paNa khasatA jAya. cADI, cugalI karavAthI teA, mANasAi paNa nAza pAme che. ane cADIyA tarIke jAhera thavAya che. tema ja cArI, jArInI Teva paDI hAya tene jarUra dura karavI. jethI nirbhaya tarIke jIvanapata mANasAI ane dhArmikatA, dhAryo lAbha ApI zake kAchaDI TyAnA tema ja cArI karanAranA kAI vizvAsa rAkhe nahi. bhale pachI zrImata, zAhukAra tarIke prasiddhi pAmela hAya. cArI, jArI karanArane svapnamAM paNa zAMti rahetI nathI, mATe zrAvaka potAnA mAnavabhavane saphala, sAka karavA mATe uparakta doSAne dUra karavA pramala purUSArtha kare te ja svadharmane jALavI zake, jematema vartana karavAthI mAnavatA paNa rahetI nathI. mATe jaina dharmonA prabhAva, mahimA, (tAla) vadhAravA hAya teA, nindA, cADI, cugalI, cArI, jArI nivAravI. AvA vividha doSonA tyAga karanAra zrAvaka kahevAya che. ane potAnA jIvananI paNa te zuddhi kare che. zrAvaka, pAtAnA jIvane jIna banAvavA tathA jIvane ziva banAvavA zrI jInezvarajInI dararoja pUjA, sevA, bhakti, stuti karavA pUrvaka temanI AjJAnu parivAlana karavA svapurUSA ne kArave. ane jInezvare kahela, dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanAone bhAvI, svaparanA uddhAra kare. tethI jaina dharmanA mahimA vadhe. tathA munivaryaMne, For Private And Personal Use Only

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56 supAtrone, dAna dai, yauvanAvasthAmAM niyamene dhAraNa karI, peAtAnI saMpatti ane zaktinI saphalatA kare. bhegApabhAgamAM tathA anaDamAM zaktine veDaphI nAMkhe nahi. AvA zrAvakA, sayamanI sArI rIte ArAdhanA karI, anukrame guNasthAne ArUDha thatAM kevalajJAna pAmI zAzvata sukhane pAme che. janma, jarA ane maraNanA duHkhA nivAre che. mATe tamArI pAse je samRddhi, mala, buddhi vigere hAya tenA upayAga zAzvata sukhArthe vAparo. tethI tana, mana ane dhana vRthA jaze nahi. ane jainadharmanI vRddhi thaze. sabhyAnI sadgurUnA upadeza dvArA A mujaba karavAmAM bhUlA thaze nahiM. kaSAyAdikanI bhayaMkara thappaDA khavAze niha.. Ama sadgurU AcAya buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI kahe che ke, AvA jaino, zrAvakA pAkaze. utpanna thaze tyAre, potAnA ane jainadhama nA phelAvA thaze. jainadhama nA vizvamAM pracAra kacAre thAya ke, muDIvAdanI mamatA mukI, samyagajJAnavAda sahita AtmavAdamAM laganI lagADo tyAre ja, "mudana zeThe tathA balabuddhinA nidhAna abhayakumAre tathA anya AtmAthI rAjAAe jyAre mUDIvAda vigerenI mamatA mukIne samatvavAda rUpI sarvodayane svIkAra karyAM tyAre, vizvamAM jainadharmanA ghaNA pracAra thaye hateA. te mujaba tame pazu thayA che ! na thayA che te te mujaba thavA zakaya prayatna karaze. Ave prayAsa karavAthI sarva saMkaTothI mukta thavAya che. tamArAmAM buddhibala hAya tA AtmatattvanI vicAraNA karaze. zArI For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #730
6pa7 rika zakti saMpanna ho te, vrata, niyamAdine dhAraNa karaje. ane vidvatA hoya te, vANI dvArA hita, mita ane pathya vacane belI priya banaje. ane papakAra karIne sIdAtA, nirAdhArane uddhAra karI dharmamAM joDAze. baMgalA maLyA che te mejamajA, viSayAdi sukha mATe maLyA nathI. paNa svaparane sahArA ApavA mATe malyA che. bala, buddhi malI che. te, ane pIDAo utpanna karavA prApta thaI nathI. paNa svaparanuM rakSaNa karavA maLI che. je saMpatti, sAhyabI vaibhavAdika prApta thaela che temAM Asakta banavA khAtara te vastu maLI nathI. paraMtu dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe te vastuo AvI malI che. tathA paropakArane lhAve levA mATe maLI che. saMkSepamAM kahIe te te sarva bAbatamAM anukalatA malI che, tenA yoge, anyone anukalatA karI ApavAmAM kaTIbaddha banaze. suSa ki bahunA. 42 For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #731
zrI 108 grantha praNetA, vizva virala divya vibhUti, sva. yoganiSTa, adhyAtmajJAna divAkara, karmayogI, zAstra vizArada, pUjyapAda janAcArya sadagurUdeva zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM pacAsa varSa para lakhAeluM bhaviSyavANI krAntadarzana : lekhaka : rAmakumAra yAjJika haLavadakara AryAvartane Are, pitAnI nava nameSa zAlinI pratibhAne baLe sahastra kiraNI AbhA utAranAra, pU. AcAryazrI buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja eTale. jene samAjanuM nahIM, paNa samasta gujarAtanuM gaurava gaNI zakAya. pu. AcAryazrI buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja eTale kRtanizrita matijJAnanI sAkAra pratimA ane kAnta darzananAM prakAMDa paMDita. karmavega jevA aSTottarazata. (108) grantha ranenAM sabaLa sarjaka. aSTAMga yoganAM sAdhaka. ane prabhAvazAlI vaktA. upadezaka. AvuM vividhalakSI pAMDitya kadAca gujarAte joyuM haze ATalI sarjana zakti eNe prIchI haze. paNa pujayazrInuM sAhityaja mahAna nahetuM. emanuM zramaNa jIvana te ethIe adhika mahAna hatuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #732
jIvana tarapha jovAnI emanI, draSTi, jainatvanAM sAcA saMskArothI paribhAjita chatAM, emanI potAnI ja kahevAya evI AgavI ane lAkSaNika hatI. jIvananAM samagra pAsAone vicAra karatI emanI zAstrIya vividha viSaya minI buddhie jIvananuM samagra svastha ane azeSa darzana karavAno prayatna karyo. jIvana maMgaLatAnA sAtatya mATe, Atmasiddhine AdarzanIya vArANasIe pahoMcavA mATe jJAna ane kiyAnA samanvayanI anivAryatA (jJAna riyAbhyAM mokSa) e prajJa purUSa pArakhI, jJAna, ane yiAnA, vicAra, ane AcAranAM e adbhUta maMgaLa sAmaMjasyamAMthI emane sAMpaDI. saMkhyAtAe ekAdane prApta thatI. "kAnta daSTi" pachI te pU. AcAryazrInI vANImAM jinAgamanI ojasvitA AvI. pU. AcAryazrI eka yuganA na rahyAM, e te bhUtakALa vartamAna ane bhaviSyanAM banyA, emanI jIvana sAdhanAe emane urvapaltha yAtrika banAvyA. teozrIne sAmAnya mANasa ne samajI zake, na kalpI zake evI zaktio (labdhi), varI. ane kAyAnA abhedya gaNAtA paDadA vadhatI emanI draSTi yugane pAra karatI bhaviSyane jevA zaktimaMta banI pU. AcAryazrInI dIrgha kALanI eka niSThA pUrvakanI upAsanAne e javalaMta vijaya hate. teozrInI kAnta darzananI A zaktinI pichAna emanI keTalIe racanAomAM thAya che paNa keIneya saheje yAda Ave, e te emanuM bhaviSyavANa aMgenuM peluM padaja. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #733
(udbhUta zrImad racita bhajana pada saMgraha bhAga 8 me pRSTha 420), eka dina evo Avaze? eka dina e Avaze? mahAvIranA zabdo vaDe, svAtaMtrya jagamAM thAvaze? svAtaMtrya jagamAM thAvaze? eka dina 1 sahu dezamAM svAtaMtryanAM, zubha divya vAdho vAgaze? bahu jJAnavIra karmavIre, jAgI anya jagAvaze? eka dina 2 avatArI, vire avatarI, kartavya nija bajAvaze? azruhuhI sau jIvanAM, zAMti bhalI prasarAvaze? eka dina 3 sahu dezamAM, sIvaNamAM, jJAnIjano bahu phAvaze? uddhAra karaze duHkhIne, karUNa ghaNuM mana lAvaze ? eka dina 4 sAyansanI vidyA vaDe, zeThe ghaNuja calAvaze? je gukha te jAheramAM, addabhuta vAta jaNAvaze? eka dina 5 rAjA sakaLa mAnava thaze, rAjA na anya kahAvaze ? hunnara kaLA sAmrAjyanuM, bahu jora leka dharAvaze? eka dina 6 For Private And Personal Use Only

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eka khaMDa bIja khaMDanI, khabara ghaDimAM Avaze ? gharamAM rahyAM vAte thaze, parakhaMDa ghara sama thAvaze? eka dina 7 eka nyAya sarve khaMDamAM, svAtaMtryatAmAM thAvaze ? budhya iprabhu mahAvIranAM, to jagatamAM vyApaze ? eka dina 8 (pragaTa thayuM saM. 1970 nA A sudI 1 ne ravIvAra. lakhAyuM saM. 1967 mAM) pacAsa varSa pachIne vaNadIThaDyA jamAnAnuM AvatA yuganuM kevaLa eMdhANa ja nahi paNa je jAgatuM zabdacitra pU. AcAryazrI e padamAM Ape che ane e paNa je virala AtmazraddhAthI, adUbhUta spaSTatAthI, kazI ja saMdigdhatA ke zaMkA AzaMkA vinA e AjanA buddhivAdIneya meMmAM AMgaLAM nakhAve tevuM che. AjathI pacAsa varSa pahelAM jagatanA moTA bhAganA deze gulAmInA baMdhanamAM parataMtratAthI pIDAtA hatA, eziyA ane AphrikA jevA moTA khaDAnA lagabhaga badhAja bhAga parAdhIna mukkamila AjhAdInuM svarUpanuMya emAMnA keTalAka dezee joyuM nathI. e vakhate gujarAtanA gAmaDAmAM beThelo eka nijAma dhyAnamasta gI saMpUrNa svasthatAthI ucare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #735
sahu dezamAM svAtaMtryanAM, zubha divya vAdyo vAgaze? Aje e zabdo keTalA akSare akSara sAcA paDyA che. eziyAno khUNekhUNe AjhAdInA AtazathI ujAte che. zuM bhArata ? ke zuM barmA ? zuM pAkistAna ? ke zuM silona ? zuM InDoneziyA ? ke zuM malAyA. badhe ja svAtaMtryanA sapheda ochA vattA saMbhaLAya che. gaI kAla sudhI "AjhAdI kayA cIja hai?" e na samajanAra AphrikA jevA khaMDamAMya IjIpa, irAka, AjhAdIne vAvaTe pharakAvI rahyA che. bAkInA dezamAM svAtaMtrya mATe asAdhAraNa AMdelane jhaDapathI cAlI rahela che ane ene vijaya avazya bhAvi ja che. pU. AcAryazrInI draSTinI jhINavaTa te jue? bahu jJAnavIre, karmavIre, jAgI anya jagAvaze? pU. AcAryazrInAM Agama eMdhANa ApatI vANImAM paNa bhagavAna vIrane divya saMdeza "jJAna ane karma* eka rUpiyAnI be bAju samAna nagadavANa eka deza svataMtra thatAM anyane svataMtra karavA ughukta thaze. bhArata svataMtra thatAM turata ja IrDoneziyAnI vahAre dhAyuM ja hatuM ne? ane ethIye adhika adbhuta che, emanI rAjanIti aMgenuM darzana. vizvarAjakAraNanAM pANI DahoLAyelAM hatAM, rAjakAraNanA kSetre Rtu tunA raMga palaTAtA thatA, eziyA ke AphrikAnI to vAta ja kayAM For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #736
nA jaNAtI. tya,pyAnI. karavI, yuropa jevA khaMDamAMya "lekaavAja" jevuM bahuM jhAjhuM nahatuM "lekazAhI" zabdane enuM AjanuM gaurava paNa nahotuM sAMpaDyuM. ene deha haju garbhAvasthAmAM ghaDAto hato ane jyAM lokazAhIne jANe ajANye pravega thato hatuM. tyAM paNa e DacakA ja khAtI hatI. tyAre ajaba evI AtmazraddhAthI ane koI AryadraSTAnI adAthI pU. AcAryazrIna bela sarI paDe che ke - rAjA salamAnava thaze, rAjA na anya kahAvaze? Aje te zuM kAzmIranA, ke zuM tIbeTanA, ke zuM sAyaprasanA. badhAja savAlemAM lekamata eja AkharI manAya che. gUjarAtanA eka gAmaDAne gIjana AjubAju Avela kAThIAvADa (saurASTra) ane rAjasthAnanA keTalAya rAjA rajavADAMnI svAtaMtrya virodhI havA vacce rahetA e gIjananA zabdo, ene sahastra kaTi praNAma karavA Aje ApaNa saune prere che. vijJAnanA vijaya TaMkAnA paDaghA e prajJApurUSa jhIle. che. AjathI pacAsa varSa pahelAM sAmAnya mANasa jene haju gaI kAle paNa nahete kalpI zakata evI vijJAnanI stabbakArI pragati ane raphatArane AcAryazrI tyAre paNa najara sAme ja jotA lAge che. ane madhyayugIna kahevAya evA kAsada ane khepIyAnA jamAnAmAM e karmavIra enI kAMtadraSTinAM pratApe bhAkhe che ke - For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #737
664 eka khaDa mIjA -khabarA ghaDImAM gharamAM rahyA vAte thaze, thAvaze ! -par khaMDa ghara sama eziyA yuropa ane amerikAne traNa leMge eka divasamAM pahoMcavAne keTalA spaSTa khyAla A vANImAM upasI Ave che. khaDanI, Avaze ! AvatA yugamAM koi eka vyaktinu', koI eka rASTranu` sAva bhaumatva nahi hAya, enu sthAna vijJAnanI vizvoparitA leze. eneA ullekha pU. AcAya zrI aucitya puraHsara kare che. vijJAnanuM sAmrAjya Aje astitva dharAve che ja. AmAM dezanI zakti azaktinA AdhAra enA Scientific and industrial development para ja che. enu` sUcana che ke:-~ eka nyAya sarva khaMDamAM, svAtayatAmAM thAvaze ? e dana pazu yunAnA sAdezika niyame mATenA prayatnA amalamAM AvatAM sAcuM paDavAnuM ja Inter national low Ajeya yunAnAM amuka kAyadAonAM pAlanamAM. eka nyAya pravarte che ja, AvI sa`siddhi zakaya tA kharI. paNa enI sa`prApti dhArIe teTalI sahelI nathI. pU. AcArya zrInAM, A krAnta darzananI pAchaLa emanI bhAvanA hatI. upAsanA hatI. purUSArtha hatA. mAnasazAstra jene intution nAme ALakhe che, e A saheja For Private And Personal Use Only

Page #738
skUraNa zakti te jaina paribhASAmAM kahevAtI eka labdhija hatI. jJAna ane kiyAnAM azrata pUrva sAmaMjasyamAMthI jIvananAM carama mAMgalyamAMthI e zakti janmI hatI. gujarAte aneka saMta mahaMta ane yogIjane dIThA che. paNa AvA draSTA te virala ja hoya che. e vizvavaMdya virala divya vibhUti avadhUta gIrAjane zata zata praNipAta karavAnI raheje bhAvanA pragaTe, evI teozrInI medhA, prajJA, ane pratibhA hatI, gUjarAta ane jaina samAja pU. AcAryazrI buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajInA parama purUSArthanA pratikarUpa sAhitya arpaNa mATe emanuM aNI che ane raheze, emanA divya jIvanane samajavAne, emanA Adezane jIvanamAM caritArtha karavAne ApaNe yathAzakti prayatna karIzuM te e RNanA bhAramAMthI kAMIka mukta thaIzuM. pU. AcAryazrInuM vaidika saMskRtinA pradhAna aMgasamuM * jainadraSTie IzAvAsyopaniSada' uparanuM vaktavya vAMcanane suga sAMpaDyo, te samayathI ja teozrInA caraNa kamaLamAM mAruM mastaka DhaLI paDyuM hatuM. mArI manebhAvanA hatI ke pu. AcAryazrInAM racita kAvya ke koI paNa sAhitya para mAre avalokana lakhI lekhinIne kRtArtha karavI. e bhAvanA Aje svalpAze phalI che, ane te yaza pU. munirAja pravarazrI durlabhasAgarajI mahArAjane ghaTe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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0 wa wa zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI graMthamALAmAM prakaTa thayelA 115-graMthe. 1 adhyAtmavyAkhyAnamALA. 2 bhajanasaMgraha bhAga 2 je. 3 bhajanasaMgraha bhAga 3 je. 4 samAdhizatakama 0-8-0 5 anubhava paccIzI. 6 AtmapradIpa. 0-8-0 7 bhajana saMgraha bhAga 4 the 8 paramAtmadarzana. 8-12-0. 9 paramAtmajyoti (AvRtti 2) 1-8-- 10 tattvabiMdu. - 1 guNAnurAga (AvRtti bIjI) 0-1-0 12-13 bhajana saMgraha bhAga 5 mo tathA jJAnadIpikA --- 14 tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna (A. trIjI) 15 adhyAtmabhajana saMgraha. 0-6-0 16 gurubodha (A. bIjI ) 0-8-017 tattvajJAnadIpikA (A. 2 ) 8-10-00 18 gahuM lIsaMgraDa bhA. 1 (A. 1 ) 19-20 zrAvakadharmasvarUpa bhA. 1-2 0-20 21 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 6 Dho. 0-1200 22 vacanAmRta. 0 14-0 23 gadIpaka, (A. 2) pRSTha 536 3-0-00 24 jaina atihAsika rAsamALA. 25 AnaMdaghanapada bhAvArtha (A. 3) pRSTha 676 12-8-0 26 ayAmazAMti (A. cothI) pRSTha 96 0-12-9 0 kua 0 wo che. 0 0 0 0 w 0 0. For Private And Personal Use Only

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667 27 kAvyasaMgraha bhAga 7 meA. 28 jainadhamanI prAcIna ane arvAcIna sthiti 29 kumArapAla ( hiMdI ) 30 thI 34 sukhasAgara gurugItA grantha pa 35 kevyavicAra ( AvRtti 3 ) 36 vijApura vRttAMta nhAvuM. 37 sAbaramatI guruzikSaNa kAvya 38 pratijJApAlana. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 39 thI 41 jainagamataprabaMdha, saMdhapragati, jainagItA 41 saghapragati A. 2 jI. pRSTha 112 42 jainadhAtupratimA lekhasa'graha bhAga 1. 43 mitramaitrI. 44 ziSyApaniSad 45 jenopaniSad 46-47 dhArmika gadyasaMgraha tathA patrasadupadeza bhA. 1 48 bhajanasagrahu bhA. 8 50 kama yAga. ( Atti bIjI ) pRSTha 808 51 Atmadarzana. para bhAratasahakArazikSaNa kAvya. 53 zrImad devacaMdra bhA. ra, (A. 2) 54 gahulI saMgraha bhA, 2, (A. 2) 54 gahulI saMgraha bhA. 1-2 bhegA pAkA bAMdhelA 55 kaprakRti TIkA bhASAMtara. 7-8-0 For Private And Personal Use Only 0-3-0 --. 0-4-0 0-4-0 0-4-0 *-{-0 0-5-0 1-0 1-3-0 10-0 0-2-0 49 zrImad devacaMdra bhA. 1 (A. 2) 49 zrImad devacaMdra bhA. 1 nA cAra kaTakA judA pAkA khAdhelA 1-devacaMdra cAvIsI rUA. nA, r--nayacakrasAra rU|. nA, 3kagraMtha rU|. 05, 4-vicAraratnasAra, rU|. 1 91218 02-0 3-0-0 3-0-0 2-8-0 1'-5-3 0.100 0-100 2-8-0 0-6-7 7-12-0 3-0-0

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0-12-0 0-4-0 1-0-0 1-8-0 1-0-0 56 gugIta gaDDalI saMgraha 57-58 AgamasAra ane adhyAtmagItA (A. 2) 59 devavaMdana stuti stavana saMgraha 60 pUjA saMgraDa bhA. 1 le, 61 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 9 62 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 10 3 patrasadupadeza bhAga 2 64 dhAtupratimA lekhasaMgraha bhA. 2 65 jainadaSTie IzAvAsyopaniSad bhAvArtha vivecana 66 pUjAsaMgraha bhAga 1-2 67 snAtra pUjA 68 zrImad devacaMdrajI ane temanuM jIvanacaritra 68 thI 7ra zuddhopaga vi. saMskRta graMtha 4 173 thI 77 saMdhakartavya vi. saMskRta graMtha 5 78 lAlA lajapatarAya ane jainadharma 79 cintAmaNi 80-81 jainadharma ane prasti dharmane mukAbalo tathA jaina prIti saMvAda 82 satyasvarUpa. 83 dhyAnavicAra. 84 AtmazaktiprakAza (A. 2) pRSTha 112 85 sAMvatsarika kSamApanA (A. 3) pRSTha 76 86 Atmadarzana (maNicaMdrajIkRta sajajhanuM vivecana) 87 jainadhArmika zaMkAsamAdhAna, 88 kanyAvikrayaniSedha. 89 AtmazikSA bhAvanAprakAza. 90 AtmaprakAza (trIjI AvRtti) pRSTha 510 81 zekavinAzaka graMtha 1--- 1-0-0 2-0-0 0-2-0 0-4-0 0-1ra0 0-120-4-0 0-4-0 1-0-0 0-6-0 0-14-0 0-8-0 0 0 0 0 0-4-0 0-4-0 0-6-0 0-7-0 5-0-0 0-1-0 0 0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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69 92 tattvavicAra. 93 thI 97 adhyAtmagItA vi. saha~skRta graMtha 5 98 jainasUtramAM mUrtipUjA. 99 zrI yazovijayajI nibaMdha 100 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 11 107 stavanasaMgraha ( devavaMdana sahita ) 108 patrasadupadeza bhAga 3 109 zrI buddhisAgarasurIzvara smAraka graMtha 110 premagItA-sa'skRta. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 11 bhajanapada saMgraha bhAga 1, 2 (A. 4 thI ) pRSTha 416 2-8-0 102 gujarAta bRhad vijApura ghRttAMta. 1-4-0 103-4 zrImad devacaMdrajI vistRta jIvanacaritra tathA devavilAsa 012-0 105 mAhitajaina zve. granthagAIDa 106 kAvali-suedha. 112 adhyAtmasAra 113 AMtarajyAti bhAga 1 114 AMtarajyAti bhAga 2 115 bhAga 3 "" --> 1-0-0 03-0 -6-0 0-120 For Private And Personal Use Only 1-8-0 1-4-0 111 coniSTha AcAya -zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijInuM vistRta vanacaritra, pRSTha 800 0-90.0 -}-0 0.92-0 *-5-0 11-00 0-12-0 5-00 5-0-0 5-0-0 graMthA mATe patravyavahAranuM sthaLa zrI vijApura ( gujarAta. ) zrI buddhisAgarasUrijI jJAnamaMdira tathA adhyAtmajJAnaprasAraka maDaLa-muMbaI C/o moMgaLadAsa lallubhAI ghaDiyALI The. 347, kAlabAdevI rADa,-mu ai 2 A sUcipatramAM meTA TAipe chapAyalA nAmavALA graMthe chellAM traNa varSamAM navI AvRttipUrvaka karIthI chapAyalA che. maMtrI zrI

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- - - adhyAtma jJAnane akhaTa khAne - yAne - zAzvatAtmAne addabhUta zaNagAra? pUjyapAda coganiSTha vizvavirala divya vibhUti adhyAtmajJAna divAkara zAstravizArada jainAcArya zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI kRta adhyAtmajJAna rasathI bharapura zrI kagAdi mahAna ekasone ATha gra vAMco... vaMcAve?... vasAva ?.. ane avazya lAbha meLavo. zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa 343-kAlabAdevI reDa, muMbaI naM. 2 * sahAyaka sabhya thavAnA prakAre * rU. 2000) ane taduparAMta rakama ApanAra sabhyo tathA saMsthAo prathama varganA peTrana gaNAze. rU. 1000) ane taduparAMta rakama ApanAra sabhyo tathA saMsthAo bIjA varganA peTrana gaNAze. rU. 500) ane taduparAMta rakama ApanAra sabhyo tathA saMsthAo trIjA varganA peTrana gaNAze. rU. 250) ane taduparAMta rakama ApanAra sabhyo lAIpha membara gaNAze. temaja ochI rakama ApanAra sAmAnya sabhya gaNAze ane sagavaDatAe khUTatI rakama ApavAthI lAIpha membara banI zakaze. zrI maMDaLa taraphathI tamAma pragaTa thatA navA graMthe prathama tathA bIjA varganA peTranane 2-2 nakale temaja trIjA varganA peTrana tathA lAIpha membarane 1-1 nakla bheTa ApavAmAM Avaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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" buddhiprabhA " vAMcavAne! Agraha rAkhA buddhiprabhAe mAtra TUMkA ja gALAmAM apratima prati sAdhI che. dhIme dhIme paNa eka pachI eka Dagalu mAMDatAM Aja e makkama pagalAM bharI rahyuM che. mAtra doDha ja varasanA ati alpa gALAmAM jainetara sAhityamAM paNa mAga mukAve evI vAcanasAmagrI e Ape che. ciMtana kaNikA... (le. mRdula ) jaina samAjanA badhA ja sAmayikAmAM eka navIja bhAta pAData A vibhAga che. AkarSaka ne jozIlI, kAvya paMktie jevI jJAnanI, vicAranI, ciMtananI, jIvananI samajanI evI teja kaNikA A vibhAgamAM niyamita Ave che. UdhaDatA pAne ja e vAMceA. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir gaMgAnA evArethI... ( le. zrImad buddhisAgarajI ) pUjya gurudeve emanA jIvanamAM aDhaLaka sAhityanI sarjanA karI ciMtanAtmaka te abhyAsI sAhityanA aneka aMgAne emaNe ajavALyA che. karma, yAma, itihAsa, samAjazAstra, putrA, citra, gajhalo va. anekavidha sAhityAMgonI emaNe sAdhanA karI che. emanI sarjanA e gaMgAnA nIra jevI pavitra, vahetI ne niLa che. dara aDake gurudevanA e gagAjaLanu Ayamana karo. ane A uparAMta suMdara vArtAo, jJAnasabhara lekhA ane zAsanasamAcAra niyamita Ave che. chatAMya 'buddhiprabhA 'tu lavAjama zuM che e khabara che? .. : : lavAjamanA kara :: traNa "N "7 pAMca varasanA grAhakanA rUA. 13 be varasanA grAhakanA rUA. pu=50 rUA. 8 eka mAtra traNa rUpiyA ~: vadhu vigata mATe lakho :~ buddhiprabhA kAryAlaya 21 C/. zrI. jasavaMtalAla giradharalAla zAha 309/4, khatrInI khaDakI, dezIvADAnI pALa, amadAvAda. For Private And Personal Use Only

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amArUM navuM prakAzana zrI jinendra darzana cAvIzI tathA anAnupUrvI saMpUrNa parikara sAthenA cAvIza bhagavAna tathA gAtamasvAmI, siddhacakra, vIzasthAnaka, ghaMTAka, mANibhadra, padmAvatIdevI, cakezvarIdevI tathA akhikAdevInA pUrNa raMgI citro sAthe. bhAre ArTa pepara upara sughaDa chapAI sAthe kI'mata 1-8-0 vadhu lenArane cAgya kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. zrI jaina kalA sAhitya prakAzana gRhanA navAM be prakAzanA zrIpALa rAjAnA rAsa (sacitra ) citramaya zrIpALa rAsa ekara'gI tathA raMgIna khasA uparAMta citro sAthe suMdara trira'gI jekeTa tathA kalAmaya ekSa sAthe mUlya rUA. 25-00 vadhu nakalA lenArane cAgya kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. rUA. 7-50 jaina dharmanA tamAma prakAranAM saMskRta, prAkRta, gujarAtI temaja anya saMsthAnA prakAzano tathA AgamenAM bhASAntara, dharma zAstro, gadyapadyakhaMdha citrA, temaja pAThazAlA upayogI prakAzano maLaze. meM sUcipatra maMgAveA. jaina prakAzana maMdira preA. jasava'talAla giradharalAla zAha The. 309/4 dozIvADAnI peALa-amadAvAda mudrakaH kAntilAla DAhyAbhAI paTela, maMgala mudraNAlaya, ratanapALa-amadAvAda. For Private And Personal Use Only

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