Apurv Avsar

Author(s): Vasantbhai Khokhani
Publisher: Shrimad Rajchandra Gyanmandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/034359/1

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apUrva avasara apUrva avasara prakAzaka: zrImarAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira TrasTa AkAzavANI pAse, sItArAma paMDita mArga, rAjakoTa - 360 001. phona : (0281) 244992 prathama AvRtti saMvata - 2073 tA. 17 - 01 - 2017 kiMmata rU. 30/ mudraka kitAbaghara ophaseTa zropha roDa, rAjakoTa. phona : 0281- 2446089 mobAIla : 99789 3pa333

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apUrva avasara 4 krama 3 * 5 9 7 svAdhyAya 1, nigraMthapada prApti bhAvanA - svAdhyAya apUrva avasara anukramaNikA vigata apUrva avasara - gAthA - 1, 2, 3 - 2, nigraMthanu bhAva cAritra apUrva avasara -gAthA - 4, 5, 6 3, nigraMthanuM dravya cAritra svAdhyAya apUrva avasara - gAthA - 7, 8, 9 svAdhyAya - 4, nigraMthapada prApti apUrva avasara - gAthA - 10, 11, 12 svAdhyAya - 5, nigraMthapada zreNInuM ArohaNa apUrva avasara - gAthA - 13, 14 svAdhyAya - 6, sayogI kevaLI ane ayogI kevaLI apUrva avasara - gAthA - 15, 16, 17 - svAdhyAya cha, siddhapadanuM svarUpa apUrva avasara - gAthA - 18, 19 svAdhyAya - 8, paramapada prAptino nizcaya - apUrva avasara - gAthA - 20, 21 pAnA naMbara 1 27 5 76 98 122 147 170

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apUrva avasara svAdhyAya - 1 nigraMthapada prApti bhAvanA (gAthA - 1,2,3) anaMtA tIrthaMkaro, kevaLI bhagavaMto ane jJAnI mahAtmAone namaskAra karIne paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA zarU karIe chIe. jemAM paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra viracita "apUrva avasara' padanI ApaNe vicAraNA karIzuM. paramakRpALudeve AtmasiddhimAM mokSamArganuM svarUpa batAvyuM. AtmAnA che pada ane e chaTTe pade varyA vinA pAMcamuM pada -mokSa pada- prApta na thAya e samajAvyuM. "sthAnaka pAMca vicArIne, chaTTe varte che; pAme sthAnaka pAMcamuM, emAM nahi saMdeha." A.si.-(141) jene pAMcamuM pada- mokSa prApta karavo che, janma-maraNathI mukti meLavavI che, karmanA baMdhanathI jene chUTavuM che ene chaThThI padanI aMdara vartanA karyA sivAya bIjo koI vikalpa nathI. e vartana kevI rItanuM che? jJAnIoe e kevI rIte batAvyuM che? e sAdhanAnuM svarUpa zuM che? e savyavahArano mArga zuM che? tattvajJAna jANuM, mokSa jANyo, paNa mokSano mArga jAmyo? nizcayathI 'jIva'thI karIne "mokSa' sudhInA nava tattvane jANyA. koIe nizcayane gAyo, koIe vyavahArane gAyo paNa nizcaya ane vyavahAranI saMdhine koNe gAI? mokSamArgamAM nizcayane lakSe vyavahAranI ArAdhanA che. A savyavahArane lopa karavAnI vAta karavI e moTAmAM moTuM mithyAtva che. AnA jevuM bIjuM koI mithyAtva nathI. tIrthano lopa thAya nahIM. anaMtA tIrthaMkaroe kevaLIoe A tIrthanI prarUpaNA karI che. nigraMthono mArga emAM bahu suMdara rIte mUkyo che. emAM koI mata-bhedane avakAza nathI. saMsArathI jene chUTavuM che eno chUTavAno krama kevo hovo joIe- ene kahe che 'guNasthAna ArohaNa krama.' 2 e apUrva avasara padanI aMdara kRpALudeve khUba ja sarasa rIte mukyuM che. A ekavIsa gAthAomAM kRpALudeve e paramapada prAptino mArga kevI rIte kahyo che te samajavA ApaNe prayatna karIzuM. AmA siddhapadanAM sopAna kevI rIte rahelAM che? A siddhapada kevI rIte siddha thAya? paNa pahelAM nigraMtha pada prApta karyA vinA apUrva avasara siddhapadanI prApti na thAya. eTale paramakRpALudeve potAnA eka kAvyamAM sarasa rIte kahyuM che ke, 'nigraMthano paMtha bhava aMtano upAya che.' 2 'sAdhana siddha dazA ahIM."- jene siddha padanI prApti joItI haze ene nigraMthapadanI prApti Avazyaka che. nigraMtha thayA vinA siddha thaI zakAya nahIM. A vAta ApaNe avirodhapaNe samajavAnI che. ApaNe have nigraMtha thavuM che ane e nigraMtha thavA mATenI vAta kRpALudeve 'apUrva avasara'nI pahelI traNa gAthAmAM mukI che. 0 pachInI gAthA che cothI, pAMcamI ane chaThThI emAM e nigraMthanuM bhAva cAritra kevuM hovuM joIe? kevuM hoI zake? te vAta mukI che. 0 pachInI gAthA che 7-8-9 emAM nigraMthanuM dravya cAritra kevuM hovuM joIe? kevaLa bhAva cAritrathI na cAle, sAthe dravya cAritra paNa joIe. 0 pachInI gAthA 10-11-12mAM nigraMthanuM Atma cAritra kevuM hovuM joIe? jemAM dravya ane bhAvanA saMyamathI prApta thayeluM-banne rIte AveluM cAritra, enA lakSaNa zuM? enI dazA kevI hoya e bhagavAne kahI che. ke jayAM nigraMtha padanI parAkASThA che ane jyAM e jIva kevaLajJAna pragaTAve che. 0 pachI gAthA 13-14mAM nigraMtha pada zreNInuM ArohaNa. nigraMthazreNInuM ArohaNa kevI rIte kare ? apUrva guNasthAnakathI zarUAta kare ane kevaLI guNasthAnaka sudhI kevI rIte pahoMce che? ane emAM e padanI aMdara emano purUSArtha kevo hoya che? e vAta che. 0 gAthA naM. 15-16-17 emAM e kevaLajJAna prApta kare che. kevaLajJAnanI be avasthA che. sayogI kevaLI ane ayogI kevaLI. A bannenI avasthA ane tyAre karmonI sthiti kevI hoya che? te A gAthAomAM batAvyuM che. jIva ane karmono saMbaMdha zuM che? te bahu spaSTa rIte kRpALudeve A gAthAomAM mukyuM che. - tyAra pachI gAthA 18-19mAM AtmA jo karmathI mukta thaI gayo to siddhapadanuM svarUpa kevuM che? siddhapadamAM A AtmAnI avasthA zuM hoya? kevI hoya? anaMtA jJAnIoe je zuddha Atma svarUpane gAyuM che te zuddha svarUpa kevuM hoya? kharekhara zuddhAtmA-muktAtmA kevo hoya? e AtmAnI vAta A gAthAomAM lIdhI che. 0 chelle gAthA 20-21mAM A je paramapada che te prAptino kRpALudevano nizcaya

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apUrva avasara che ne kahyo che. A puruSa kahe che ke nizcayathI A pada amAre prApta karavuM che. eTale siddhapada prApta karavAnA nizcaya sAthe, nigraMthapada prAptinI bhAvanA zarU thAya che. ane e nigraMthapada prAptinI bhAvanAmAM emane nigraMthapadanA badhA ja pAsAM siddha karavAM che. nigraMthanuM bhAva cAritra joIe che, nigraMthanuM dravya cAritra joIe che, nigraMthanuM AtmacAritra joIe chIe ane nigraMthapadamAMthI kevaLI padamAM javuM che. ane kevaLI padamAMthI mokSapadamAM dAkhala thavuM che. ane mokSapadamAMthI siddhapadamAM javAya che. A Akho krama che. ane jainanI koIpaNa AmanyA hoya - A kramamAM matabheda nathI. bAhya vyavahAranA upakaraNanA, dravya-liMganA matabhedo game teTalAM hoya paraMtu 'apUrva avasara' mAM kRpALudeve je nigraMthono mArga ane krama kahyo che emAM koI jJAnIone kyAMya matabheda nathI. A anaMtA jJAnIono mArga. AtmasiddhimAM, AtmAnA cha padanI bhAvanA bhAvIne jo ApaNane Atma svarUpa avabhAsyuM hoya ane jo AtmasvarUpanI aMdara ApaNane zraddhA thaI hoya to have AgaLano krama zuM? AtmA to jANyo e jANyA pachInI vAta zuM che. enI zarUAta ahIM thAya che. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze? kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo? sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne, vicarazuM kava mahapuruSane paMtha jo? apUrva - 1 kevI sarasa vAta mUkI che ! 'apUrva-avasara evo kyAre Avaze?" avasaraTANuM. are ! saMsAramAM ApaNe AvA avasaranI-TANAnI rAha jotA hoIe chIe. amArA ghare A avasara kyAre Avaze? ane olo avasara kyAre Avaze? janamIe tyArathI marIe tyAM sudhImAM avasaranA ujavaNAnI tRSNA ane vAsanA hoya che. keTalA enA AraMbha ane samAraMbha hoya che? ahIM jJAnI kahe che amAre to apUrva avasara joIe che. apUrvano artha pUrve kyAreya prApta na thayo hADeya evo avasara. A jIve janma-divasanA avasara keTalA manAvyA che? keTalI potAnA lagnanI Anniversary ujavI che? keTalAMnA lagna karyA? A badhA apUrva avasara avasara che. 25 varSa pUrA thatAM ane 50 varSa pUrA thatAM Aje ujavaNAM thAya che. kyo jaMga jItyA emAM? zuM ukALyuM emAM? dikarAnA janma divasanA avasara, lagnanA avasara, khAta muhUrtanA avasara- jJAnI kahe che AvA avasara to anaMtA paribhramaNamAM anaMtA ujavyA. paNa tethI saMsAranuM parikSiNapaNuM thayuM nahIM. janmamaraNano aMta Avyo nahIM. bhavacakramAMthI chUTyo nahIM. karmathI mukti prApta thaI nahIM. potAnA zuddha svarUpane pAmyo nahIM. jJAnI kahe che, "amAre to evo avasara joIe che jevI ke prabhu ! pUrve kyAreya na Avyo hoya." apUrva. kRpALudeve vacanAmRta-AMka-183mAM lakhyuM che paribhramaNa karato jIva, anAdikALathI atyAra sudhImAM apUrvane pAmyo nathI. je pAmyo che te badhuM pUrvAnupUrva che." bhAI badhuM pUrva maLeluM ja maLe che. kyAreka cakravartInI saMpatti paNa maLI che ane kyAreka dInatA ane darIdratA paNa hAMsala thaI che. anaMtanA paribhramaNamAM AvA mAnava, nArakI, tiryaMca ane deva gatimAM sukhanA bhaMDAro paNa joyA che ane yAcakanI avasthA paNa joI che. svAdhInatA paNa joI che ane parAdhInatA paNa joI che. sagA saMbaMdhI paNa joyA che ane ekAkI paNa thayo chuM. pUrvAnupUrva to badhuM prApta thayuM che, paNa kyAreya tane Avo apUrva avasara prApta thayo nathI. Aje ApaNe ema kahIe amAre to gharanA ghara che, phiyATa che, phekTarI che, phrija che, phona che, TelIvijhana che to A badhu zuM pahelA prApta nahIM thayuM hoya? AthI anaMtagaNu prApta thayuM che. apUrva prApta thayuM nathI. ApaNane to najIvI bAbatanI prApti thAya to ApaNe potAne Lucky samajIe chIe. Luck zuM che e ja ApaNane khabara nathI. saMsAramAM baMdhAtA jaIe chIe. ane ApaNI jAtane bhAgyazALI mAnatA jaIe chIe. A bhramaNA, A mithyAtva, A gAMDapaNa, A ghelachA, AmAMthI A jIva kyAreya nIkaLI zakato nathI. ane pAcho kahe che ke huM to badhuMya samaju chuM. jJAnIo kahe che ke A jIva aNasamajaNamAM che "je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta' paNa jIva samaje che ke huM samajuM chuM paNa e samajaNamAM baMdhana sivAya zuM thAya che? jIvanI samajaNamAM duHkha sivAya bIjA zanIya prApti nathI.

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apUrva avasara je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namu; zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. A.si.- (1) A tu samajyo nathI enAthI tane anaMta du:khanI prApti thaI rahI che. anaMta du:khamAM to tu cho ja ane haju anaMta du:kha anaMta kALa sudhI prApta thayA ja kare evA prakAranI ApaNI samajaNa che. jIva zA mATe rakhaDyo? vacanAmRta-AMkapara-mAM bhagavAna kahe che, 'nigraMtha bhagavAne praNItelA pavitra dharmane mATe je je upamAo ApIe te te nyUna ja che. AtmA anaMtakALa rakhaDyo, te mAtra enA nirupama dharmanA abhAve.' A AtmAnI rakhaDapaTTInuM kAraNa e che ke e tIrthaMkaranA mArgano bodha pAmyo nahIM. e jJAnIono bodha pAmyo nahIM. ene badhuM dAna maLyuM, bodhi dAna maLyuM nathI. A jagatamAM durlabhamAM durlabha jo kaMI hoya to bodhi durlabha che. jJAnIono-satpuruSono bodha prApta thavo e parama durlabha che ane e prApta paNa kevI rIte thAya? kAraNa 'apUrva potAthI potAne prApta thavuM durlabha che, paNa jenAthI prApta thAya che enuM svarUpa oLakhAvu durlabha che ane e ja jIvanI bhUlabhUlAmaNI che' A prApta zenAthI thAya? konAthI thAya? koNa Ape? A bodhi kyAMthI maLe? to ke 'je pAmelo che te ja mArgane pamADe.' je pragaTelo che te ja ApaNo aMdhakAra dUra kare. je jAgelo che te ja jagADI zake. eTale jIvanI bhUlavaNI e ja che ke ene mArga kyAMthI maLe eno khyAla nathI. eTale jIva potAnI samajaNathI cAle che. jJAnI kahe che apUrva avasaranI jhaMkhanA karavAnI che. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze? jJAnI pote ja javAba Ape che. parama kRpALudevanI karuNA to adbhuta che. A puruSanI amApa karuNA che. kyo avasara have joIe che? 'kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo?' apUrva avasara kayo? to kahe, 'bAhyAMtara'- ame bAhya ane atyaMtara - bahArathI ane aMdarathI nidraMtha kyAre thaIe? Aja sudhI huM cakravartI thayo chuM, rAjA thayo chuM, pradhAna thayo chuM, mAtA thaI chuM, pitA thayo chuM, indra thayo chuM, deva thayo chuM, are ! jaMgalanI aMdara vanarAja paNa thayo chuM. narendra thayo chuM, rAjendra thayo chuM, mRga thayo chuM, paNa kyAreya nigraMtha thayo nathI. ane kyAreka nigraMtha thayo chuM - kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke 'anaMtavAra jinadIkSA-anaMtavAra AcAryapaNuM prApta thayuM che' to pachI kema kahyuM ke nigraMtha nathI 17 apUrva avasara thayA. kAraNa ke badhuM bAhyabhAve karyuM che. anaMtavAra nigraMthapaNuM paNa prApta karyuM che te bAhyabhAve. atyaMtara bhAve prApta thayuM nathI. hAthamAM caravaDo, muhapatti laIne upakaraNo dhAraNa karyA che, dravya, liMga ane cihno dhAraNa karyA che. hAthamAM kamaMDaLa ane trizULa lIdhA che. cipiyA khakhaDAvyA che, tripuMDa tANyA che, jaTAo vadhArI che paNa aMdaramAM kaSAya kyAreya jItyA nathI. viSaya-kaSAyathI jIva kyAreya dUra thayo nathI. saMsAranA mohano eNe kyAreya nAza karyo nathI. pote potAnI jAtane chetare evI avasthA prApta thaI che. paNa bAhyAMtara nigraMtha thayo nathI. nigraMtha koNa? jaina darzana kahe che, jenI graMthio chedAya gaI che te. je AtmAne koIpaNa prakAranI graMthi nathI. jeno AtmA graMthithI mukta che ane A graMthi che bAhya ane atyaMtara. emAM bAhyagraMthi kyA prakAranI che? to ke, jamIna, makAna, dhana-dhAnya, dhAtu, suvarNa-rUpu, dvipada ane catuSpada eTale nokara-cAkara, svajana-parijana A badhuM- A nava prakArano bAhya parigraha che. te bAhya graMthi che. ane cauda prakArano atyaMtara parigraha che. A aMtara parigrahamAM paheluM mithyAtva, cAra kaSAya ane nava nokaSAya ema kula cauda. mithyAtva, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, hAsya, rati, arati, bhaya, zoka, jugupsA, strI veda, puruSa veda ane napuMsaka veda A cauda atyaMtara graMthi che ane nava prakAranI bAhya graMthi che. ema jIva paccIsa prakArano parigraha dhAraNa karIne beTho che. A graMthithI ene chuTavuM che. 'kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo?' kyAreka bAhya parigraha choDyo che to aMtaranI graMthi rAkhI che. ane kyAreka aMtaranI graMthi choDI che to bAhya parigraha rAkhyo che. apUrva avasaramAM bhagavAna (svayaM) kahe che, 'kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara-nigraMtha jo?" zrImad rAjacaMdrajI pote eka evI jIvatI jAgatI mizAla che, udAharaNa che. kahe che, * aMtaraMganI aMdara nigraMthatA thaI che paNa bahAra vyavahArano udaya che.' aMtara ane bAhya parigrahanI graMthithI mukta thavAnuM che. tene nigraMtha kahe che, jenI aMtara ane bAhya graMthio chedAi che. guru amArA koNa? nigraMtha. guru amArA nigraMtha che. ane deva amArA vitarAga che. 'paramaguru nigraMtha sarvajJadeva.' A jainatvanI oLakhANa che. jenA guru nigraMtha che. jene aMtara-bAhya koI graMthi nathI. ane graMthi bAhya parigrahanI 11

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apUrva avasara ane aMtara parigrahanI che. evA parigrahathI je mukta thayA che. te nigraMtha. bIju lakSaNa. 'sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tikSNa chedIne' badhAja prakAranA baMdhano je che, AtmAne je rodha kare, bAMdhI rAkhe, AtmAnA svabhAvane je rokI rAkhe, A badhA baMdhanothI mukta thavuM che. ene chedI nAkhavAM che. jyAM jyAM baMdhana che eno cheda karavo che. bAhya saMbaMdha che, aMtaranA saMbaMdha che ane sUkSma saMbaMdha che. traNe prakAre A jIva baMdhAyo che. bAhya saMbaMdhanI aMdara sthaLa baMdhana che. zarIra che, dhana che, dravya che, A parivAra, kuTuMba, svajana, parijana, mitra, kalatra A badhAM aneka prakAranA bAhya baMdhano che. aneka prakAranI mAla-milkata A bAhya baMdhano che. mana-vacana-kAyanA je baMdhano che te atyaMtara baMdhano che. enI aMdara raheluM mamatva, emAM rahelo svarachaMda, emAM raheluM ahaMtva A badhA atyaMtara baMdhano che. bhavanAthanA meLAmAM cArathI pAMca hajAra nAgA bAvAo hoya che. potA pAse kAMI rAkhyuM nathI. bAhyathI badhuM choDyuM che paNa atyaMtara graMthi chuTI nathI. teo bhegAM thAya tyAM polIsa bolAvavI paDe, teo nahAvA Ave tyAre-kAraNa krodha, ahaM, pratiSThA, pada, kIrti, lAlasA, vAsanA keTalI badhI hoya che? badhuM ja choDyA pachI paNa keTaluM badhuM hoya che? enI DIgrI koIvAra mApI che? kahevAtA jJAnIonAM baMdhano to saMsArIonA baMdhana karatAM jabarajasta hoya che. sUkSma baMdhano-rAga, dveSa, ajJAna, kaSAya, loka pratibaMdha, svajana pratibaMdha, kuTuMba pratibaMdha, sthaLa pratibaMdha, kSetra pratibaMdha A badhA sUkSma pratibaMdho che. huM A jagyAe jAuM, A jagyAe na jAuM, jyAM amArA anuyAyIo che tyAM ja ame vicarIe. A badhAM sUkSma baMdhana che. A graMthanuM, pustakanuM baMdhana. jIva aneka prakAranA bAhya baMdhanathI joDAyelo che. atyaMtara baMdhanathI joDAyelo che. sUkSma baMdhanathI joDAyela che. sUkSma baMdhanathI paNa A jIva mukta thaI zakato nathI. bAhubalI ne kyuM baMdhana hatuM? are! cakravartI padanI apekSA eNe choDI dIdhI hatI. bhAI sAthe yuddhamAM hato ane paMcamuSThi loca karI lIdho. bhale! bharata have cakravartI thAya. mAre nathI thavuM. keTalo jabarajasta tyAga! keTalI jabarajasta bhAvanA! paNa sUkSma mAnanA baMdhanathI rokAI gayA. e baMdhane emane pakaDI rAkhyA. AvA sUkSma baMdhano jIvamAM eTalA badhA hoya che ke jIvane potAne teno khyAla Avato nathI. apUrva avasara svacchaMda nuM sUkSma baMdhana, pratibaMdhanuM sUkSma baMdhana, aMdaramAM ahaM jAgRta hoya enuM baMdhana. eka vAra eka saMnyAsI e kahyuM, 'huM A badhAthI sadaMtara mukta chuM. mAre to araNya (vana) ane mahela sarakhA che.' mAyA e kahyuM, 'tuM tArI jAtane chetare che.' araNyamAM gayo. saMnyAsI pUche che mAyAne- 'have?' mAyA kahe, 'hajI tane baMdhana che. araNyamAM tuM sArI jagyAe sUto che.' saMnyAsI jaIne kAMkarA para sUto ke, 'mAre to retI ane kAMkarA banne samAna che.' tApamAM gayo, ThaMDImAM gayo, aneka prayoga karyA. mAyAne jItavA mATe. tyAre mAyAe pragaTa rIte kahyuM, 'mane jItI. paNa mAro dikaro ahaMkAra tamArI sAthe che.' kevI kevI prakAranA jIvane sUkSma baMdhano dareka avasthAmAM hoya che ja. A baMdhanothI chuTavA mATe kahe che, 'sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne.' amAre to A baMdhana choDavA che. ane 'vicarazuM kava mahatpuruSane paMtha jo?' apUrva avasara evo ke jemAM bAhya ane atyaMtara amAre nigraMtha thavuM che sarva prakAranA bAhya, atyaMtara ane sUkSma baMdhanane chedavA che. parama kRpALudeva kahe che, 'je je kAraNa baMdhanA, teha baMdhano paMtha, te kAraNa chedaka dazA, mokSapaMtha bhavaaMta.' baMdhanA je je kAraNo hoya, sthaLa hoya ke sUkSma hoya, aMdaranuM hoya ke bahAranuM, je je kAraNa baMdha kare, te te kAraNa chedavA che. Avo avasara amAre joIe che. ane Avo avasara koIe meLavyo che? koIne prApta thayo che? to kahe hA. Avo avasara prApta karanAra aneka mahApuruSo, aneka tapasvIo, aneka tIrthaMkaro ane anaMtA jJAnIo thayA che. Avo avasara A mahApuruSoe prApta karyo che. eTale ja kahyuM ke, 'vicarazuM kava mahatpuruSane paMtha jo?" e mahAtmA puruSa jemAM arihaMto, tIrthaMkaro, gaNadharo, cauda pUrvadhArIo, kevaLIo, zruta kevaLIo badhAno samAveza thAya che. temAM aneka mahAtmAono paNa samAveza thAya che AvA badhA mahAtmAo bAhya ane atyaMtara graMthi chedIne nigraMtha thayA che. A badhA ja mahAtmAoe saMsAranA sarva prakAranA baMdhanano cheda karyo che. ane siddhapadane prApta karyuM che. jeNe AvI rIte siddhapadane prApta karyuM che eNe je 13

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apUrva avasara avasthA prApta karI evI nigraMtha avasthAnI bhAvanA, nigraMthapadanI bhAvanA A pahelI gAthAmAM kahe che. amAre e bhAvanA bhAvavI che. 'zramaNo, jino, tIrthaMkaro A rIta sevI mArgane, siddhi varyA, namuM temane, nirvANanA te mArgane.' zramaNo, jino, tIrthaMkaro A ja rIta sevIne Ama ja nigraMtha thaIne badhA mokSe gayA che. koIe tIrthanI avahelanA karI nathI. koIe vyavahArane bAju para mukyo nathI. koIe cAritranI vAta bAju para mukIne kevaLajJAnanI vAta nathI karI. koIe kriyAne bAju para mukI nathI. anaMtA cAritro joI lo. eka ja rIta jovA maLaze. bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcArya kahe che. jagatanA jIvo A barAbara samajI lejo. AtmAnI muktino dhorImArga zuM che? sarva sAmAnya jIvonA kalyANano mArga zuM che? koI apavAda rUpe jagatamAM agama nigamamAM koIpaNa vastu hoya to te durlabhatA ApaNI samajamAM na Ave. paraMtu pUrve paNa evuM ja ArAdhana e jIve karyuM hoya to ja ene nigraMthapada prApta thAya. ane nigraMthapadanI prApti vinA siddhipadanI siddhi thAya nahIM, eTale ja ahIM bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcAryajI kahe che ke e zramaNa hoya, tIrthaMkara hoya, jina hoya badhAya A ja rIte mArganI sevanA karI che. A ja nigraMthapadanA avasarane pAmIne siddhapadanI prApti karI che, AvA mahatpuruSo kevA che? parama kRpALudeva 5.791mAM kahe che ke, 'dIrghakALa jenI sthiti che tene alpakALanI sthitimAM ANI jeNe karmakSaya karyo che te mahAtmAone namaskAra.' A mahApuruSonI sthiti kevI che? jo eka mohanIya karma baMdhAya to sIttera koDAkoDIno baMdha paDe. evI karmanI anaMtakALanI sthiti che. tene A mahApuruSoe dIrghakALamAMthI alpakALamAM sthitine lAvI dIdhI che. ane karmano kSaya karyo. AvA mahApuruSone namaskAra che. patrAMka 817mAM bhagavAna kahe che, 'mahAtmAnuM svarUpa oLakhIe. AtmadazAne pAmI nidvaMdvapaNe yathA prArabdha je vicare che' vicare udaya prayoga. AvA mahApuruSo nirdeAdazAmAM che. nirvikalpa thayA che. kevA thayA che? zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe eka eka dazAnuM adbhuta varNana ApyuM che. cAra lITImAM evuM varNana ApyuM che ke cAra zAstra vAMcatA paNa e na samajAya. patrAMka 80mAM kRpALudeva lakhe che 'nirAbAdha paNe jenI manovRtti 14 apUrva avasara vahyAM kare che.' ApaNe ahIM mahAtmAnuM oLakhANa karavuM che. 'nirAbAdha paNe' e saMsAranA koI vikalpamAM, saMsAranI koI bAdhAomAM ke saMsAranA koI saMgaprasaMgamAM rokAtA nathI. nirAbAdha paNe manovRtti vahyAM kare che. gaMgAnA pravAhanI jema askhalita pravAha vahyA kare che. akhaMDita ane avicchina dhArAthI vRtti vahe che. kyAMya rokAtI nathI. 'saMkalpa-vikalpanI maMdatA jene thaI che.' ene koI saMkalpa ke vikalpa nathI. svarUpa bAbatamAM e jAgRta che 'paMca viSayathI virakta buddhinA aMkuro jene phcA che.' deha che eTale pAMca indriyo che, ane pAMca indriyo che eTale enA 23 viSayo che. ane e viSayane anukuLa saMsAranA padArtho che. pAMce indriyonA viSayone poSe, AkarSe evuM jagatanuM svarUpa che. Akhare jagata e to pAMca indriyonA viSayone bhogavavAnuM padArthonuM saMkalita svarUpa che. jo pAMca indriyonA viSayone na bhogavavA hoya to jagatamAM bIjuM zuM che? A jagata sAthe jIvane bIjo zo saMbaMdha che? 'klezanA kAraNa jeNe nirmULa karyA che' klezanuM koI kAraNa ja nathI. enI mananI avasthA evI che ke kleza ane saMkleza, tApa ane utApa saMtApa bAhya kAraNothI enA jIvanamAM utpanna thato nathI. evA bAhya kAraNo jeNe sadA nirmULa karyA che. 'anekAMta dRSTi yukta ekAMta dRSTine je sevyA kare che anekAMta dRSTi ekAMta yukta che. ekAMtamAM kevaLa potAnA AtmAnI mukti lakSanI spaSTatA che ane anekAMta dRSTi che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe anekAMta dRSTinA nAnA nAnA vAkya kahyA che. jyAM tyAMthI rAgadveSa rahita thavuM e ja mAro dharma che.' A anekAMta dRSTi 'bhAI! tuM game te dharmane mAnato hoya teno mane pakSapAta nathI. paraMtu je rAhathI saMsAra maLano nAza thAya te rAhane ane te sadAcArane tuM sevaje.' 'huM koI gacchamAM nathI paNa AtmAmAM chuM.' 'Atmatva jyAMthI prApta thatuM hoya tyAMthI karI levuM ane te mATe je je sAdhano karavA paDe te karI levA ane tenA mATe mahAvIranA vacanamAM mane saMpUrNa vizvAsa che.' A anekAMta dRSTi che. emaNe A manasukharAma sUryarAma tripAThIne lakhyuM che, Agraha nathI kyAMya, matano, paMthano, gacchano Agraha nathI. AgrahathI para che evI A anekAMta dRSTi che. chatA lakSa kyo che? AtmAnI muktino. eTale kahe che, 'jenI eka mAtra zuddhavRtti ja che evA pratApI puruSo jayavaMta varto. ApaNe tevA 15

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apUrva avasara thavAno prayatna karIe.' vicarazuM kava mahapuruSane paMtha jo?" ame A zramaNo, jino, tIrthaMkaro, gaNadharo, kevaLIo A badhAnA paMthe kayAre jaIe? eTale ja jainadharmamAM namaskAra maMtrano prAraMbha kyAMthI thAya che? arihaMta paramAtmAthI prAraMbha thAya ane "namo loe savvasAhUNaM." sAdhu pada pachI koIne namaskAra nathI. ane sAdhu to e ja ke jeNe sarvasaMga parityAga ryo che, jaDa ane caitanyanuM jene bhAna thayuM che, jene Atmabodha prApta thayo che te A pAMca pada nigraMthapada che. A 'apUrva avasara'nI je mAgaNI che te nigraMthapadanI bhAvanA che. nigraMtha thavAnI vAta che. eTale have bIjI gAthAnI aMdara kahe che 'sarva bhAvathI audAsInyavRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hoya jo; anya kAraNe anya kazuM kalpa nahIM, dehe paNa kiMcit mUccha nava joya jo.' apUrva - 2 AvI nigraMthapadanI bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM bhagavAna e dazAnA lakSaNo oLakhAve che. badhA mumukSo vicAre ke ApaNe paNa nigraMtha thaIe. paNa kevI rIte thavAya? bIjI gAthAmAM bhagavAna eno krama-mArga batAve che 'sarva bhAvathI audAsInyavRtti karI." nigraMtha thavuM hoya to 'sarva bhAva." jaDa ane cetana koIpaNa avasthAne jaina darzanamAM 'bhAva' kahevAmAM Ave che. 'jaDabhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetanabhAva' bIjI bhASAmAM ene paryAya kahevAya che. jaDanI paryAya jaDa cetananI paryAya cetana. to eka dravyanuM samaye samaye parivartana thAya, e samaya lakSI je enI avasthA che te "bhAva" che. A parabhAvamAM vRtti na javI joIe. parabhAva eTale pudgala padArtha je bhAve hoya te paNa mane mAnya nathI. A padArtha durgadhI hoya ke sugaMdhI, pAtra ThIkarAnuM hoya ke suvarNanuM paNa mane mAnya nathI. bhUla na thavI joIe. 'sarva bhAvathI audAsInyavRtti karI.' A AkhuM jagata jaDa ane cetana padArthothI sacarAcara vilasI rahyuM che. emAM enI koIpaNa avasthA mane mAnya nathI. A cetanamAM koIpaNa AtmA jo putrarUpe hoya, ane prema hoya to jJAnIe apUrva avasara ene moha kahyo che. e ja AtmA duzmana ke pADozI rUpe hoya to? barAbara vicAraNA karajo. jJAnInA bodhane barAbara samajIe. A vitarAga vijJAna che. cetanamAM paNa jo cetana pratye bhAva hoya to, amAre sarva jagatanA jIvo sAthe maitrI che. mahAvIranI maitrIne oLakhavI che. mahAvIra maitrI kahe tyAre gautama hoya ke gozALo hoya. banne pratye samAna maitrIno bhAva che. kamaTha hoya to paNa bhale ane dharaNendra hoya to paNa bhale. A tIrthakaranI maitrI che. jagatanA sarvajIvanI sAthe maitrI. e jIvano bhAva kevo che ke e jIva kaI avasthAmAM che enI sAthe malataba nathI. e ja ahiMsaka banI rahe. A mANasonI maitrI ane janAvaronI katala ke jaMtuono nAza karI nAkhavAnI vAta nathI. A jagatamAM cAle che te vAta nathI. A bhagavAna mahAvIranI ahiMsA che. 'sarva bhAvathI audAsInyavRtti karI.' kAraNa ke anya sarva padArtha, vastu, saMyoga, saMbaMdha, kAraNa badhA saMsAra vardhaka che. eka ja AtmA tarapha paNa jo judA judA bhAvathI jovAya to te svarUpa saMsAra vardhaka banI jAya. eka ja AtmAnuM svarUpa tenA tarapha patnI svarUpe jovAtuM hoya to te bhAva saMsAra vardhaka che ke mokSa vardhaka che? to e saMbaMdha je saMsAra vardhaka hoya te nahIM joIe. e bhAva nahIM joIe. A bhAvanI vAtane parama kRpALudeve eka patramAM bahu sarasa rIte mukI che. patrAMka-419mAM sUkSmatAthI A vAtane mukI che. khaMbhAtanA mumukSane enA patranA javAbamAM lakhyuM che ke, 'tamAro banne daMpatIno prema eka gurunA ziSya chIe evo hovo joIe." dAmpatya bhAvano prema nahIM. emAM paNa jo, dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM "ame be mANasa sAthe ja karIe chIe." ema thatuM hoya to e mohagrasta avasthA che. emaNe tyAM kahyuM che ke eka dharmanA sAdharmika bhAIbahena jevo bhAva haze to ja tyAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karazo te phaLaze. enA pratye abheda buddhi tamane AvavI joIe. dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA paNa pati ane patnIno bhAva jo tyA Avyo to tyAM vibhAvadazA AvI gaI samajavI. ahIM kahe che "sarva bhAvathI audAsInyavRtti karI." saMsAravardhaka kAraNothI udAsInatA, te pratye upekSA. viSaya kaSAyanI maMdatAthI mAMDIne enA saMpUrNa kSaya sudhInI traNa avasthAmAM kRpALudeve kahyuM che, vairAgya, udAsInatA ane vitarAgatA. dharmano prAraMbha vairAgyathI thAya che. 17 16

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apUrva avasara 'tyAga, virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna. aTake tyAga, virAgamAM, to bhUle nija bhAna.' A.si.-(7) vairAgyae dharmanuM svarUpa che bhAvanA bodhanA prAraMbhamAM kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke, "jema rUdhirano DAgha rUdhirathI jato nathI. nirmaLa evA jaLathI rUdhirano DAdha jAya. ema saMsArano roga lAgyo hoya to zRMgArathI e roga maTe nahIM ene mATe vairAgya joIe.' bhartRhari mahArAje kahyuM che ke A saMsAranI badhI ja vastu, badhI ja avasthA, badhA ja bhAva - emAM bhaya kahyo che. kAma, mada, rUpa,garva-vagere badhA ja bhAvomAM bhaya kahyo che. saMsAramAM eka kevaLa vairAgya ja abhaya che. 'vairAgya e ja jIvane mokSamAM laI janAra, anaMta sukhanA mArge laI janAra bhomiyo che.' to paramArtha mArganI yAtrAno prAraMbha vairAgya vinA thato nathI. vairAgyanI vyAkhyA to ghaNI che paNa kRpALudeve patrAMka - 506nI aMdara eka TuMkI vairAgyanI vyAkhyA ApI che. ke 'gRkuTuMbAdi bhAvane viSe anAsakta buddhi thavI te vairAgya.' gRha - eTale ghara ane ghara eTale emAM rahelI badhI ja vastuo gharavakharI paNa AvI jAya. bIjuM kuTuMba - eTale badhA ja sAthe rahIe chIe te. kuTuMba Adi bhAvane vize anAsakta buddhi thavI. enA pratye leza mAtra paNa Asakti nahIM. Avo jyAre vairAgya Ave ane e vairAgya jyAre dRDha thAya tyAre ja udAsInatA Ave che. jene potAnA ghara ane kuTuMba pratye anAsakta buddhi hoya ene saMsAra pratye anAsakta bhAva ja hoya. mATe kahyuM, 'sarva bhAvathI audAsInyavRtti karI.' vairAgya AvyA vinA sarva bhAvathI udAsInatA AvI zake nahI. kRpALudeva lakhe che 'AdhyAtma kI jananI akelI udAsInatA' eka patramAM lakhyuM che 'udAsInatA'no artha ame 'samapaNuM' kahIe chIe. jyAM kleza ane saMklezathI maMdatA yukta buddhi varte che ene ame udAsInatA kahIe chIe. udAsInatA zabdano artha samapaNu che. potAnA sivAya anya koI padArtha ke vastumAM ahaMbhAva ke mamatvabhAvathI mukta, rAgadveSa rahitapaNuM - e udAsInatAnuM svarUpa che ane e udAsInatA AdhyAtmanI jananI che. patrAMka 398mAM kRpALudeve 'udAsInatA' samajAvI che. ane e udAsInatA jIvanamAM Ave ane tyAra pachI teno bhAva jIvanamAM dRDha thAya tyAre jIvanamAM vItarAgatA Ave. jIva cothA guNasthAnakathI upaDe to udAsInatAnA jore sAtamA 18 apUrva avasara guNasthAnaka sudhI pahoMcI jAya ane udAsInatA jora kare eTale vItarAgabhAvanuM jora Ave, apUrvakaraNanuM. e vItarAgatA pachI akhaMDa upayoganI dhArA rahe che. kRpALudeva kahe che, vItarAgatA eTale Atma-sthiratAnA kAraNe karmabaMdhanA abhAvanI sthiti che. e vItarAgatA kevI hoya te 'Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM kahyuM che. "vardhamAna samakita thaI, TALe mithyAbhAsa; udaya thAya cAritrano, vItarAga pada vAsa.' A.si.-(112) samakita vardhamAna thAya, cAritrano udaya thAya, jagatanA sarva padArtha pratyenI udAsInatA vadhatI jAya, jagatano saMga-prasaMga, saMjoga, saMyoga, kAraNa - A badhAthI jIva nirpekSa thato jAya. mAdhyasthavRttimAM e Ave. samadarzitA ene varte, Avo jIva AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM vItarAgatAmAM Ave. ene cAritrano udaya thAya ane vItarAga padamAM e vAsa kare che. A udAsInatAnuM lakSaNa kRpALudeve patra-832mAM bahu sarasa rIte mukyuM che. 'sarva, jagatanA jIvo kaMI ne kaMI meLavIne sukha prApta karavA icche che.' kaMI ne kaMI meLavavuM eTale zarIranI sukhAkArIthI mAMDIne sarva padArthonI prApti. mane kaMIka maLavuM joIe. sAro prasaMga maLavo joIe, sAro saMbaMdha maLavo joIe, AnI oLakhANa mane thavI joIe. A padArtha mane maLavo joIe. bhoga-upabhoganA jeTalAM sAdhana jagatamAM vidyamAna che e mane maLe. ane e mane maLe to mane sukha ane AnaMda maLe. kRpALudeva kahe che, 'paNa aho! jJAnIoe to tethI viparIta ja sukhano mArga nirNIta karyo.' jJAnIoe nirNaya ApI dIdho. korTanI jema jajamenTa ApI dIdhuM ke 'kiMcitmAtra paNa grahaNa karavuM e ja sukhano nAza che' to sukha meLavavAmAM nathI, paNa choDavAmAM sukha che. upaniSadamAM enA mATe eka vAkya mukyuM che. maMtra che, 'tenA tyaktana bhaMjitAH' teno tyAga karIne (pachI) tuM bhogava. tyAga karIne eTale manathI, bhAvathI, vRttithI, AsaktipaNAthI pahelA ene choDI do. pachI udayagata je kaMI haze teno bhogavaTo tuM karaje. eTale kahe che ke dehamAM paNa Asaktino bhAva na rahe. mATe kahyuM ke, 'mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hoya jo.' saMyamanI sAdhanA na thatI hoya to dehanI paNa AvazyakatA nathI. 19

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apUrva avasara jainamAM dehane paNa choDavAnI eka kyiA che saMthAro. duniyAmAM enI jabarajasta carcA cAlI rahI che ke saMthAro eTale AtmahatyA gaNAya ke nahIM? saMthArAnI anumati ApavI joIe ke nahIM? Is it mercy kiling? Mercy killingnI carcAmAM - A eka carcA cAle che ke bhAratamAM eka jaina darzana che, adhyAtmadarzana- emAM A eka saMthArAnI vidhi cAle che ane jaina munio saMthArAthI potAno deha tyAga kare che. to Is it suicide? A prazna buddhinA cakarAve caDyo che. paNa buddhithI eno aMta AvI zake nahIM. ane ahIM kahe che ke jJAnIono deha to pote pUrve upArjana karelA evA karma nivRtta karavA arthe hoya, athavA anyanI anukaMpAne arthe hoya." ane jyAre deha e kAraNa na Ape tyAre jJAnIo te dehathI chuTA paDI jAya che A saMlekhanAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA che. 'dazavaikAlika sUtra'nI aMdara A vAta mUkI che. svayaMbhUsUri AcArya mahArAja, potAnA manaka nAmano ziSya je potAnA pUrvano (gRhasthAzramano) putra che. cha mahinA jenuM AyuSya bAkI che ene cha mahinAmAM vItarAgadarzana pamADIne mukti upara laI jAvo che. emaNe potAnA jJAnamAM A joyuM che. manaka pitAnI zodhamAM ja Avyo che. ene khabara nathI ke A AcArya mArA pitA che. paNa pitAnA jJAnamAM AvI gayuM ke A ziSya che te mAro putra che. je mAtAnA garbhamAM hato tyAre tene choDIne muni dIkSita thayA che. AvA svayaMbhUsUri AcArya 'dazavaikAlika sUtra'nI racanA kare che. kAraNa ke emane thAya che cha mahinAnA TUMkA AyuSyamAM A cauda pUrva ane Agamo bhaNI zakAze nahIM. eTale bhadrabAhusvAmI pAse jaIne svayaMbhUsUrijIe badhA ja Agamone potAnI aMdara uradhRta karyA ane uradhUta karIne emAMthI dazavaikAlika sUtranI racanA karI. A sUtramAM ema Ave che ke saMyamI-puruSo saMyamanA upakaraNo, rajoharaNa, vastra, pAtrA, kaMbala- A badhAne saMyamanA nirvAha mATe dhAraNa kare che. tenA paranI mUcha ke Asakti e paNa parigraha che eTale kahyuM, 'anya kAraNe anya kazuM kalpe nahIM. koI bIjA kAraNe amane kazuM joItuM ja nathI Avo avasara amane kyAre prApta thAya? have trIjI gAthAmAM kahe che, apUrva avasara 'darzanamoha vyatIta thaI Upajayo bodha je, deha bhinna kevala caitanyanuM jJAna jo; tethI prakSINa cAritramoha vilokiye, varte evuM zuddhasvarUpanuM dhyAna jo.' apUrva - 3 'AtmA ane deha bhinna che. AtmA kevaLa caitanya ane jJAnamaya che, evo bodha, darzanamohanIya karmanA nAzathI utpanna thayo che. tethI zuddha Atma svarUpanuM dhyAna vartatuM hovAthI cAritra moha paNa kSINa thato jAya che. ema spaSTa jovAmAM Ave che." nigraMthapadanI prAptinI bhAvanA kyAre thAya? koNa karI zake? sAco nigraMtha koNa thaI zake? nigraMthapadamAM praveza kyAre thAya? saMsAranA baMdhanothI koNa chUTe? bAhya atyaMtara graMthithI rahita kyAre thavAya? enI koI pUrva bhUmikA kharI? zrImadjIe potAnA svacaritranA udAharaNathI ahIM batAvyuM che 'darzanamoha vyatIta thaI Upajyo bodha je.' AkhA apUrva avasaranuM pada samakti prApta thayA pachI jIvanA puruSArthanA ArohaNanuM pada che ane samakti prApta thAya- jyAre jIvanA darzana mohakarmano nAza thAya. pachI e cAritra mohanA nAzanI prakriyAmAM joDAya. darzanamohano nAza e ajJAnano nAza, ane cAritramohano nAza te Asakti ane A badhI graMthiono nAza. darzanamohanA nAzane mATe bodhanI AvazyakatA che ane cAritramohanA nAza mATe savyavahAranI-jJAnIoe je AcAra dharma kahyo che te AcAradharmanI AvazyaktA che. to ahIM kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke 'darzanamoha vyatIta thaI Upajayo bodha je.' darzanamoha vyatIta thaIne bodha Upajayo che, 'deha bhinna kevaLa caitanyanuM jJAna jo.' zarIrathI AtmA kevaLa judo, dehamAM sthita chatAM dehathI bhinna. svayaM jayoti, caitanya svarUpa svaparaprakAzaka evA Atma svarUpamAM he mumukSuo! ke Aryajano! tame nimagna thAo. to apAra sukhane anubhavazo. kRpALudeva kahe che. AtmAmAM lIna thAva. mAruM eka astitva che. mArI eka Individuality che. I am different from my body. huM chuM. huM zarIrathI bhinna chuM. ane jenuM astitva che evo padArtha chuM. Avo Atmabodha thAya - jJAnInA vacanathI, satpuruSonA anugrahathI, potAnI vicAraNAthI. 20

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apUrva avasara zuddha buddha caitanyadhana, svayaMjayoti sukhadhAma, bIju kahiye keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma. A.si.-(117) ahIM vicAranI prakriyA kahe che. Contemplation. It is meditation complete with thinking. dhyAna AtmAnI ciMtavanA sahitanuM, zUnyatAnuM nahIM. svarUpanI ciMtavanA sAthenuM dhyAna. "dhyAnanA ghaNA prakAra che." kRpALudeva kahe che paNa je dhyAnamAM AtmA varte, je dhyAnanuM kendra AtmA hoya te ja sAcuM dhyAna che. kAraNa ke dhyAna karIne AtmA prApta karavo che. mATe kahyuM che khUba potAnI jAta uparano vicAra kara. And try to realise thyself. potAnA Atma svarUpano, potAnA astitvano sAkSAtkAra karavA mATe - AtmasAta thavA mATe A eka prakriyA che. jene mATe jainadarzanamAM eka zabda che "nididhyAsana', 'anuprekSA', AtmaanuprekSA'. potAnA svarUpanI jJAnIo batAvelA lakSaNothI, akhaMDa ciMtavanA karavI e anuprekSA che. have kahe che ke, "jina prarUpita nava tattvane yathArtha mAnavA. temAM acaLa zraddhA karavI. te samyak darzana che." darzanamohanIya karma che te AtmAnA svarUpane AvaraNa karanAra che. darzanamoha e jIvanI bhrAMti che. e ajJAna che. e jagatano abhiprAya che. e 'darzanamoha' ajJAnIonA saMgane kAraNe jIvane Avyo che. jo jIva jJAnInA bodhano Azraya le to dhIre dhIre potAnA abhiprAyanI aMdara e bheda karato jAya. ane zuddha karato jAya. to kahe che ke e darzanamoha jo vyatIta thaI jAya, e ajJAna jo cAlyuM jAya, e bhrAMti jo TaLI jAya, to enAthI bodha Upaje. ahIM kRpALudevane bodha Upajyo che eTale kahe che e bodha upajelo samakita dhArI zrAvaka have nigraMthapadanI ArAdhanA kare che. ane tyAre ene che "deha bhinna kevaLa caitanyanuM jJAna jo.' dehanI bhinnatA keTalI hade zrImad rAjacaMdrajIne thaI hatI e kahe che "mAMDa mAMDa saMbhArIe tyAre yAda Ave che ke ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema?" "dehabhAva dekhADavo pAlavato nathI. AtmA brahmasamAdhimAM che. mana vanamAM che. ane deha eka bIjAnA Azraye kaMIka kyiA karyA kare che. ame laIe chIe, daIe chIe. paNa emAM AtmA kyAMya joDAto nathI. AtmaSTinuM akhaMDapaNuM tethI bAdhA pAmatuM apUrva avasara nathI.' Avo bhinna spaSTa AtmA anubhavAya che. saMsAranA badhA ja kAryo karavA chatAM pote badhAthI bhinna rUpe che evuM bhAna satata jAgRta che. ene apramatta avasthA kahevAmAM Ave che. satata jAgata che ke huM AmAM kyAMya nathI. mAre ne Ane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AvI prakAranI vartanA che. darzanamoha vyatIta thaI gayA pachI evo bodha upaje che ke ene satata deha ane caitanyanI bhinnatAnuM bhAna che. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke, eTale zarIramAM jyAre kaMI thAya, tyAre jJAnI jANe che ke zarIramAM mahAroga Ave che, paNa A vyAdhi zarIranA paramANu sAthe saMbaMdhita che mArA AtmAno nAza karavA mATe te samartha nathI. mArA svarUpano ghAta karavA paNa te samartha nathI. vedanIya karmanI tAkAta nathI ke mArA svarUpathI mane cuta karI zake. mATe jJAnI te vyAdhi vedato hovA chatAM te vedanAne jANe che, bhogavato nathI. tadAkAra thaIne, tadupa thaIne vedanI bhogavato nathI. devakaraNajI muninA jIvanano eka prasaMga che ke paganI aMdara saDo thayo che. ane amadAvAdamAM oparezana karAvavuM paDe che. DokTara kahe che ke klorophorma ApavuM paDaze, kAraNa ke zastrakriyA karavI che. ane te jAgatA tamArAthI sahana nahI thAya. mATe klorophorma ApavuM paDaze. munie kahyuM, 'guru maLyA che AtmA jAmyo che. DokTara tame klorophorma vagara ja oparezana karo.' jAgatA ja oparezana thayuM che paNa muninA mukhamAMthI cuMkAro paNa nikaLyo nathI. zAtAbhAvathI, samAdhibhAvathI e vedanA sahana karI che. ghaNA ajJAnIo paNa charI parove che. ane tIra mAre che. ane nIcethI uparathI kADhe che. eno matalaba e nathI ke teo samyaphadRSTi che. bhUlavuM nahI. A mUDha cetanA che ahIM to jJAnayukta cetanAnI vAta thAya che. haThayogI paNa prANane rUMdhIne potAnA zarIra uparathI hAthI calAvavA de. to tyAM AtmAnI bhinnatAnI vAta nathI. mUDhatA che. ahIM kahe che ke, "deha bhinna kevaLa caitanyanuM jJAna jo; tethI prakSINa cAritramoha vilokiye.' cAritramoha - sarva sAvadha pApa vyApArano sarvathA tyAga. ahiMsA saMyama AdinuM saMpUrNapaNe pAlana ene cAritrayoga kahe che. AtmAnA svarUpane AvaraNa kare evA je kaSAyo che, evuM je karmonuM svarUpa che. - ene 23

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apUrva avasara cAritramoha karma kahevAya che. e kaSAya ane nokaSAyanA paccIsa prakAranA bheda che. te cAritra mohanIyanA bheda che. cothA guNasthAnakathI A prakriyA zarU thAya. emAM anaMtAnubaMdhInI prakRti gaI. paNa haju pratyAkhyAnI, apratyAkhyAnI, saMjavalana ane nava nokaSAya che tenI prakRtio kSaya karavAnI che. tethI have cAritramoha kSaya karavAnI prakriyA zarU thAya che A nigraMthapadanI sAdhanA zarU thAya che. jene darzanamoha vyatIta thavAthI huM dehathI bhinna chuM, kevaLa caitanya svarUpa chuM evo spaSTa bodha thayo che. te have cAritramohane kSaya (nAza) karavAnuM AcaraNa zarU kare che. Atma svarUpane AvaraNa kare te darzanamoha. ane Atma cAritrane AvaraNa kare te cAritramoha. darzanamoha ne nAza karavA mATenuM kAraNa bodha. ane cAritramohane nAza karavA mATenuM kAraNa vItarAgatA. Akho mArga vItarAgano che. Akho mArga nigraMthano che kRpALudeve AtmasiddhimAM kahyuM che ke, 'karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana cAritra nAma; haNe bodha vItarAgatA, acUka upAya Ama.' A.si.-(103) bhAI ! A mohanIya karmanA be bheda che. darzanamohano nAza karavA mATeno acUka upAya bodha che. cAritramohano nAza karavA mATeno acUka upAya vItarAgatA che. bodha thaI gayA pachI A vItarAgatA AcaravI paDe che. 'apUrva avasara"nuM AkhuM pada cAritramohanA nAzanuM pada che darzanamohano nAza to thayo ja che. pachI ja A padano prAraMbha thAya che e sAdhake, e mumukSu, e jIvAtmA jenA darzanamohano nAza thayo che te A nigraMthapadanI AkAMkSA, abhilASA, sevanA kare che. ane evI bhAvanA kare che ke huM A cAritramohano parAjaya karI zakuM. evI nigraMthapadanI bhAvanA kare che ke jemAM badhAja baMdhano jIvane chuTI jAya. aMtara bAhyanI graMthithI jIva chUTo thAya ane badhA tIkSNa baMdhanono nAza thaI, jagatanA sarva bhAva pratye udAsInatA hoya. deha upara paNa jIvane kiMcit paNa mUcha nava thAya. ane koIpaNa kAraNe jagatanI koIpaNa vastu jIvane kahyuM nahIM. evA prakAranA cAritramohano nAza karavA ame AgaLa vadhIe. eTale kahe che ke jenA darzanamohano nAza thayo che te sAdhaka have evI abhilASA kare che ke, 'tethI prakSINa cAritramoha vilokiye' have cAritramoha prakSINa thAya. 'prakSINa' apUrva avasara eTale pharIthI eno udbhava ja na thAya. mULathI nAza. jenuM pharI UgavApaNuM ke AvavApaNuM rahe ja nahIM. evA prakArano nAza karavAno che. ane A cAritramoha ne prakSINa thato vilokiye chIe. samaye samaye anaMtA karmo nAza thatAM jAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM, bhagavAna mahAvIre, emanI aMtima dezanAmAM bahu sarasa vAta karI che ke, "darzana vinA jJAna nathI, jJAna vinA cAritra nathI, cAritra vinA mukti nathI ane mukti vinA nirvANa nathI.' e uttarAdhyayana sutranA aThThAvIsamAM adhyayanamAM gAthA 30 thI 35nI vacce A vAta Ave che. ahIM kahe che ke mukti vinA eTale ke mokSa vinA nirvANa nathI. karmathI mokSa thAya to ja zarIranuM pharIthI utpanna thavuM saMbhavI zake nahIM. badhA ja karma prakSaNa karavAnA che. AyuSya karmanAM daLiyAM evA nAza pAme ke pharIthI eka paNa bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya nahI. je vAta uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM AvI che e ja vAta parama kRpALudeve AtmasiddhinI gAthAmAM kahI che. 'dehAdika saMyogano, AtyaMtika viyoga, siddha mokSa zAzvata pade, nija anaMta sukhabhoga.' A. si.-(91) eka bAju kevA gahana sUtramAM AgamavANImAM A vAta kahI che. ane bIjI bAju phakta 'Atmasiddhi'nA eka doharAmAM A vAta samAvI lIdhI che. dehAdika saMyogano AtyaMtika viyoga - AtyaMtika eTale prakSaNa. pharIthI udbhave nahI tevo. A ja vAtane kRpALudeve patrAMka - 755mAM samajAvI che ke, "jema jema samyaphadarzana zuddha thatuM jAya che tema tema samyakSyAritra pratye vIrya ullasatuM jAya che." samyakajJAnanA baLathI samyagdarzana zuddha thatuM jAya che ane e samyakyAritra - eTale ke pUrNa sthira svabhAvane- prApta thatuM jAya che. A samyakajJAna-darzanacAritranI abheda ekatA che. traNe bhinna nathI. e traNenI ekatA abhedabhAve che tyAre ja A vastu samajAya. eTale kahe che ke samyadarzanane paNa zuddhinI jarUra che ane samyagdarzana thayA pachI jJAna zuddha thayuM che ane vadhatuM jJAna sammadarzanane vizuddha kare che. ane darzanavizuddhino mArga cAritrane pamADe che. cAritramohanuM AvaraNa dUra kare che. ane zuddha yathAkhyAta cAritranI prApti karAve che. kAraNa ke emAM vIrya ullasatuM jAya che. eTale samyakdarzana thayA pachI cAritramohano nAza 24 2 5

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apUrva avasara karanAra AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI prApti karAvanAra, nigraMthanuM Atma cAritra e tyAMthI zarU thAya che ke jyAM ene samyakdarzanano bodha thAya che. jaina darzananI paripATI Atmasiddhi zAstra pachI A apUrva avasara samajavAno che. Atmasiddhi zAstra pahelA eTale samajavAnu che ke jethI pahelA AtmAnA astitvano bodha thAya. A ziSyanI bhUmikA pahelA AvavI joIe. 'bhAsyuM nijasvarUpa te, zuddha cetanArUpa; ajara amara avinAzIne, dehAtIta svarUpa.' A.si.-(120) A bhUmikA jenI Ave. A zuddha svarUpa, nija svarUpa je ajara, amara, avinAzI ane dehAtIta - dehathI bhinna evuM svarUpa he prabhu! mane bhAsyuM. dehathI bhinna bhAse tyAre samajavuM ke have ApaNane kaMIka AtmA tarapha lakSa thayo che. jyAM sudhI dehanI aMdara AtmAnI kalpanA che tyAM sudhI ApaNe ajJAna avasthAmAM chIe. dehAtItapaNu eTale samakita-samyakdarzana-cothA guNasthAnakanI prApti. apUrva avasara jyAre gAMdhIjInA AzramamAM bhajanAvalImAM dAkhala thayuM tyAre dezanA racanAtmaka kAryakaro carcAnA cakaDoLe caDI gayA ke jene AjhAdInI laData calAvavI che ane roja satyAgrahanA maMDANa karavA che ene A apUrva avasaranI zuM jarUra che? tyAre munizrI saMtabAlajI e 'siddhinA sopAna'mAM lakhyuM. - munizrI saMtabAlajI rASTriyatAnA raMge raMgAyelA jaina saMta hatA. samAjamAM teo jabarajasta parivartana lAvanArA hatA temaja lokonI aMdara mahAvIranA ahiMsA dharmane sarvasAmAnya (sArvajanika) banAvavAmAM emanuM ghaNuM moTuM yogadAna hatuM. muMbaInI najIka ja ciMcalI AzramamAM chellA 16-17 varSa rahI ane emaNe bhAlanA, naLakAMThAnA aneka vistAranA AdivAsIonA, vanavAsIonA utkarSa mATe jIvana samarpaNa kareluM. paNa emanI AdhyAtmikatA saMyamanI ArAdhanA, rojanI prArthanA adbhuta hatI. munizrI nAnacaMdajInI e preraNA letA. emanA AzramamAM cAra vibhAga che. emAM pahelo vibhAga che te zrImad rAjacaMdranA nAme che, bIjo vibhAga gAMdhIjInA nAme che, trIjo vibhAga nAnacaMdajInA nAme che paNa emaNe adhyAtmamAM lakhyuM che ke jagata AkhAmAM zilpakRtino utkRSTa namuno jovo hoya to jema tAjamahela che ema adhyAtmajJAnanI aMdara zabdonI apUrva avasara gUMthaNIthI, AkhA AtmamArgano utkRSTa namuno jovo hoya to te zrImaddna 'apUrva avasara'nuM kAvya che. 'siddhinA sopAna' caDavA mATeno kevo utkRSTa krama batAvyo che, eka mumukSu jIva, potAnA Atmano bodha thAya che to e siddhapadane prApta karavA mATe eka eka pagathiyA caDavA mATe have AgaLa vadhe che. eka eka pagathiyuM kevI rIte caDavuM e zrImad apUrva avasaranI lITIe lITIe e pagathiyA batAvyA che. evI sarasa zabdonI guMthaNI karI che ke 'kayAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha' A paheluM pagathiyuM, 'sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne' A bIjuM pagathiyuM, 'vicarazuM kava mahatpuruSane paMtha' A trIjuM pagathiyuM, 'sarva bhAvathI audAsInya vRtti karI' A cothuM pagathiyuM, 'mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hoya' A pAMcamuM pagathiyuM, 'anya kAraNe anya kazuM kalpe nahIM" A chaThThuM, 'dehe paNa kiMcit mUrchA nava joya jo' A sAtamuM. dehamAM amane kiMcit paNa mUrchA na thAya. bhale deha e ja muktinuM kAraNa che. to paNa enA para mUrchA nahIM. deha pratye jarA paNa mAyA nahIM. 'deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM.' apUrva avasaranI eka eka gAthA - eka eka lITInuM Akho divasa raTaNa karIne vAtane samajatA jAo. AmAM evuM nathI ke AkhuM kAvya vAMcyA pachI ja samajAze. AmA to eka eka lITI e pagathiyAM caDatA jAo. je sAdhakane siddhipada para jAvuM che, ane je nIce Ubho che -sIDI AgaLa- te upara javA jema eka eka pagathiyuM caDato jAya- tema eka eka lITIe AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. jema ApaNe siddhAcalanI taLeTImAM UbhA chIe ane upara birAjamAna Adezvara dAdAnA darzana karavA javuM che to eka eka DagaluM mAMDatA jaIe tema tema prabhunI najIka jatA jaIe. ake eka Dagale bhAva thAya ke dAdA! huM tane bheTavA AvI rahyo chuM. AvI je avasthA che te apUrva avasaranI avasthA che have zrImadbhu potAno anubhava ahIM lakhe che ke, mane AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM che. darzanamoha vyatIta thaIne bodha Upajyo che. A lakhyuM tyAre 29 varSanI uMmara che. vyavahArano udaya Akaro 27

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apUrva avasara hato. baLavAna paNe te karmo bhogavIne te udayane nabaLo pADyo ane have bhAva Ave che badhuM choDI devAno. ane bhAgIdArone kahI dIdhuM ke AjathI mAre peDhI sAthe kaMI levA devA nathI. ane bombanI peDhImAMthI utarI jAya che. e peDhI emanA ja AdhAra para cAlatI hatI. mANekacaMda ghelAbhAI lakhe che ke "amAro videzo sAthe paNa vyApAra hato. paNa badhAnuM kendra rAyacaMdabhAI hatA. amane to bahu khabara nahotI paDatI. paNa cAra cAra peDhI rAyacaMdabhAInA hisAbe cAlatI hatI. anAjanuM kAmakAja hatuM, lAkaDAnuM kAmakAja hatuM, hIrA-motI ane jhaverAtano paNa vepAra hato. A badhuM choDI dIdhuM.' jevI khabara paDI ke karmo pUrAM thayA che te ja ghaDIe nivRta thaI gayA. saubhAgabhAIne lakhe che ke, "ame to jagatanuM RNa cukavavA mATe A vepAra karIe chIe. pitAnuM pitA tarIkenuM, patnInuM, jenuM A dehathI je kaMI cukavavAnuM haze te ene maLI jAya eTale amArI vAta pUrI thAya." saubhAgabhAIe pUchyuM hatuM ke, "bhagavAna! A pravRtiyoga Avo Akaro kema?" kRpALudeve javAba Apyo ke, "jagata AkhuM levAne mATe pravRti kare che. AnI pravRti to devAne mATe thaI rahI che. chUTavuM che jagatanI sAthe ajJAnabhAve je RNAnuMbaMdha pUrve bAMdhyA che te A jagatane devA che. eTale jUThAbhAIne lakhe che. ke, 'pUrve je paramANuM A jagatamAMthI bheLA karyA che te haLave haLave A jagatane soMpI daI RNamukta thavuM e ja tenI sadA saupayogI, vahAlI ane parama zreSTha jijJAsA che.' A jijJAsA ene ja hoya che A nigraMthapadano yAtrI hoya. jene deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatAnuM spaSTapaNe bhAna thayuM che. eTale mAnA khATale mA pAse sarvasaMga parityAganI AjJA mAge che. zarIra kRSa thaI gayuM che. ane mAne moha che. dikaro nigraMtha che. enA aMtaraMgamAM AvI vairAgyanI bhAvanA che. paNa mA e mA che RSabhadevanI mA paNa mA ja hatI. emaNe paNa kadAca RSabhadevane anumati na dIdhI hota. ema A paNa mAtAe nA pADI. manasukhabhAI lakhe che, mAnA khATale besIne aMdara bhAvanAe jayAre sakhata jora pakaDyuM tyAre mAnI sevA karatAM karatAM pensIla-kAgaLa laI, eka ja beThake "apUrva avasara'nuM pada lakhI nAkhyuM. ke "apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze?" have jagatamAM badhuM choDI dIdhuM hatuM chatAM sUkSma tattvo bAMdhI rahyA che. 28 | apUrva avasara munizrIne kahe che ke, "ame to have relvenI TIkITa paNa amArI pAse rAkhatA nathI, ame to AjanI sabhAmAM badhoya tyAga karyo che. lakSmIno ane kAminIno tyAga karyo che. jagatanI koIpaNa vastu sAtheno amAre koIpaNa jAtano saMbaMdha nathI." e A pada lakhe che tyAre jagata sAthenuM tINa baMdhana choDIne A puruSa A lakhe che. samaye samaye enA pagalA have vairAgyanI dhAra upara cAle che. vItarAganA mArge jeNe prayANa karyuM che e vItarAgano mArga e sAdI sIdhI bhASAmAM lakhe che. 29mA varSe A padanI racanA karavI e asAdhAraNa vAta che. Atmasiddhi jeNe lakhI che e A pada Ape che kAraNa ke jagatanA jIvone vItarAgano mArga maLe. AtmA jo jAmyo che to mAre AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM joIe. dehanuM kalyANa to anaMta bhavamAM kyuM. pUrvAnupUrva badhuM ja karyuM. paNa apUrvanI prApti kayAreya thaI nathI. apUrvanI prApti karavI haze to vyavahAranI paribhASAmAM AvavuM paDaze. saMsAranA baMdhanone haLavA karatA jaIe. saMsAranA parigrahane roja roja choDatA jaIe. saMsAranA jaDa ane cetana-badhA ja bhAvo upara udAsInatA vadhAratA jaIe. vItarAga mArgamAM praveza karatA jaIe. deha uparanI mUchane paNa ochI karatAM jaIe. ane deha paNa saMyama hetu sivAya kahyuM nahIM evA prakArano bhAva rAkhIne AgaLa vadhIe. A puruSa A apUrva avasaranI pahelI traNa gAthAmAM kahe che ke Avo apUrva avasara- nigraMthapada prAptino avasara amane kyAre prApta thAya? ke ame rahyAM sahyAM A saMsArI vezamAM beThAM chIe e badhuM choDI devuM che. nigraMthapadanI keTalI utkRSTa bhAvanA bhAvI che. 'yAdazI bhAvanA tAdazI siddhi' jevI bhAvanA bhAvavAmAM Ave tevI siddhi prApta thAya. eTale anaMtA tIrthaMkaroe bAra bhAvanA bhAvI che. jainadarzanamAM kahyuM che ke A bAra bhAvanAthI ja jIvano mokSa che. kRpALudeve apUrva avasaramAM nigraMthapadanI bhAvanA mukI che. nigraMthapada kyAre prApta thAya? ane nigraMthapadanA lakSaNo zuM che? A padamAM AgaLa vadhIe to nigraMthapadanuM cAritra kevuM hovuM joIe? je mArga haju udayamAM Avyo nathI chatAM enI pUrNatA vizeno khyAla kevo che te ApaNane zrImadjInA A kAvya parathI khabara paDe che. zrImadjI je 29

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apUrva avasara A bhAvanAnA pagathiyAM kahyAM che te pagathiyAMnuM upara sudhInuM darzana emane keTaluM spaSTa che! have ApaNe enA bhAva cAritra ane dravya cAritrane joIzuM. eka eka lITIe eka eka sopAne jaLahaLato vairAgya jovA maLaze. gAMdhIjIe lakhyuM ke, apUrva avasara'nI pahelI be gAthAomAM je vairAgya jaLahaLI rahyo che evo jaLahaLato vairAgya meM be varSanA emanA jIvananA, mArA rojanA sAnidhyamAM, zrImanA jIvanamAM nItarato joyo. enA jIvanamAM vairAgya nItarato hato. jagatanA koIpaNa padArthamAM kyAre paNa ene moha buddhi thaI hoya evuM meM joyuM nathI.' A gAMdhIjI lakhe che tyAre zrImadjInI uMmara 25varSanI hatI. ane jhaverI bajAramAM, muMbaImAM, peDhI upara, sAMjanA samaye, dhIkato dhaMdho cAlato hato e samayamAM zrImadjImAM Avo vairAga nitarato hato. gAMdhIjI tyAre brIpha-lesa berIsTara hatA. eka paNa kesa temanI pAse nahoto. eTale roja sAMje zrImadjI pAse peDhI para AdhyAtmika viSayanI carcA karavA jatA. ane rAyacaMdabhAI emane premathI AvakAratA kAraNa rAyacaMdabhAIe gAMdhIjImAM vizvanI vibhUtinA darzana karyA hatA. gAMdhIjIe lakhyuM, 'meM ghaNAnA jIvanamAMthI ghaNuM lIdhuM che paNa rAyacaMdabhAInA jIvanamAMthI to meM kuMDA bharI bharIne satya ane ahiMsAnuM pAna karyuM che. AvuM emaNe jhaverI bajAra paranI peDhI paranA satsaMgamAMthI meLavyuM. AvA puruSa jeno Avo satsaMga che- jeno vairAgya Avo jaLahaLI rahyo che evA puruSe- jaina darzanamAM samakti prApta thAya, deha ane AtmAnI bhinnatAno bodha thAya pachI jIvane kevA prakAranI abhilASA hoya, ane nigraMtha kevI rIte thAya te nigraMthapadanI utkRSTa bhAvanAnuM svarUpa ApaNane traNa gAthAomAM batAvyuM. vizeSa svarUpanI anuprekSA ApaNe havenI gAthAomAM karIzuM. apUrva avasara svAdhyAya - 2 nigraMthanu bhAva cAritra - (gAthA - 4,5,6) paryuSaNa parvanI A ArAdhanAmAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajI praNita 'apUrva avasara'nI vicAraNA cAle che. anaMtanA paribhramaNamAM, cAre gatinA rakhaDapATamAM, jIva aneka yonimAM gayo, vibhinna yonimAM gayo, judI judI dizAomAM bhUlyo, bhaTakyo, AthaDyo, rajhaLyo ane badhI jagyAe du:khane ja pAmyo. ATalA saMsAranA paribhramaNamAM ene kyAMya sukhanI anubhUti na thaI. bhISaNa narakagati, nikRSTa tiryaMcagati, ane mAnavagatinI aMdara paNa A jIvane sukhanI chAyA na maLI. paramakRpALu deva kahe che, "prAye jagatamAM paribhramaNa karatAM jIvane zAtA karatAM azAtAno udaya ja vedAto hoya che. kyAreka ene zAtA lAge che. paNa aMtaradAha to baLyA ja karato hoya che. saMsAra ekAMte trividhatApathI baLato che. saMsAranuM svarUpa Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinuM che. enuM pariNAma pApa, saMtApa ane utApa che. saMsAramAMthI sukhanI prApti saMbhavI na zake. mRgajaLa jevuM sukha Ave. bhrAMtigata paNe jIva ene sukha mAnI le. paraMtu te sukha anitya, vinAzI ane samaye samaye palaTAtuM che. te sukhanI pAchaLa duHkhanI chAyA che. jema kAyAnI pAchaLa aMdhakAranI chAyA hoya ja che tema saMsAranA koIpaNa sukhanI pAchaLa du:khanI chAyA hoya ja che. e chAyAthI rahita sukhano koIpaNa prakAra saMsAramAM nathI. eTale A jIvAtmA duHkhanI anubhUti karato karato avyaktapaNe jyAre du:khamAMthI mukta thavAnI ene jayAre vicAraNA udbhave che tyAre e jIva AtmavikAsanI pragati karato karato AgaLa vadhe che. jJAnIo kahe che ke e jIva avyavahAra rAzImAMthI vyavahAra rAzImAM Avyo. tyAMthI ekendriya, beindriya, treindriya, coindriya, paMcendriya, pharI mAnavagati, pharI tiryaMcagati, pharI nArakIgati, pharI devagati, AvI rIte potAnA zubhAzubha bhAvo ane te bhAvonA caDa-utara pramANa pramANe cAre gatimAM rakhaDyo. kyAMya ene sukhanI prApti na thaI. paNa aMtaramAM chuTavA mATenI eka abhilASA jAgI che. koI AtmAnA pradezo jAgRta thayA ane AtmAnA guNo tarapha lakSa thayuM. sukha e AtmAno svabhAva che. AnaMda e AtmAno svabhAva che. jJAna ane darzana e AtmAnA guNa che. e zarIrano svabhAva nathI. 31 sapurUSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo.

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apUrva avasara A laukika zikSaNano viSaya nathI. duniyAnI koIpaNa University mAM bhaNazo A viSaya nahIM jANI zako. lAkho rUpiyA kharcatAM paNa A 'sa'nuM zikSaNa kyAMyathI nahIM maLe. tethI ja Aje 'sathI ApaNe vimukha thaI gayA chIe. bhautika padArthamAMthI sukha maLe evuM je jJAna che te ajJAna che kAraNa ke saravALe du:kha ja che. jyAre A AtmA che ane sukha-AnaMda-jJAnaguNa-darzanaguNa e AtmAnA guNo che e sAcI samaja che. A sukhaguNa padArthamAM nathI. padArthamAM sukha hoya to badhAne samAna anubhUti thavI joIe paNa thatI nathI. eka ne eka padArtha ekane sukhakArI lAge che eka ne du:khakArI lAge che. kAraNa ke padArthamAM sukha nathI. e sukhano bhoktA je che te AtmA che. tenI avasthA anusAra, tenI samajaNa anusAra, tenA saMskAra anusAra, tenA guNonI jAgRti anusAra, tenA kSayopazama anusAra jIvane sukha ane AnaMdanI prApti thAya che. padArthanA bhoga ane upabhogathI sukhanI prApti thatI nathI. AvI bhUmikAmAM pahoMcelo jIva jyAre khUba vicAranI paripATI upara caDe ane vicAramAM caDatAM caDatAM jyAre jIvane A jaDa ane cetana, A deha ane AtmA enI bhinnatAnuM spaSTabhAna thAya ene jaina darzanamAM bhedajJAna kahyuM che. samyagdarzananI e prApti che. jIva pahelA guNasthAnakamAMthI samyagdarzana prApta thatAM cothA guNasthAnakamAM AvIne Ubho rahe. ane jIva jevo cothA guNasthAnakamAM Ave ke ene astitvano bodha thAya. potanA AtmasvarUpano bodha thAya. ane potAnA AtmasvarUpano bodha thAya eTale e jIvane AtmAnI pratIti varte che. 'je jJAna karIne jANiyuM re, tenI varte che zuddha pratIta. mULa mAraga.. kahyuM bhagavaMte darzana tehane re, jenuM bIjuM nAma samakita. mULa mAraga...' jinezvara bhagavaMtoe Ane ja darzana kIdhuM che. ke je jJAna karIne jANyuM ke dehathI AtmA bhinna che tethI zuddha pratIti varte. A bhedajJAna ke mAruM, zarIrathI para astitva che. zarIrathI bhinna. dehamAM hovA chatAM dehathI bhinna. dehamAM sthita chatAM dehathI bhinna. Avo jIva. jene bhinnapaNuM pratItimAM AvI gayuM che te jIvane have dehanA ane karmanAM AvaraNa dUra karIne mukta thavuM che. tethI A jIva have potAnuM 32 apUrva avasara zuddhapaNuM, siddhapaNuM, potAno zuddha AtmasvabhAva, potAnA badhA ja guNonuM darzana, ane siddhapadamAM sthita thavA mATe jabarajasta abhilASA seve che. anaMta kALathI paribhramaNa karatAM pUrvAnupUrva badhuM ja prApta karyuM paNa have A AtmabhAva-apUrva evuM Atmatva saMpUrNapaNe prApta karavAno puruSArtha karavAno jIvane lakSa baMdhAya che. samakitI jIve, samyaphadRSTivALA jIvanI aMdara pUrNa svarUpanI prAptinuM lakSa baMdhAya che. ane lakSa baMdhAya che tethI mArga zodhe che. A mArge koNa gayA che? to kahe anaMtAsiddho. ane anaMtA kevaLI bhagavaMto. potAnA aSTakarmono kSaya karIne karmabaMdhanathI mukita meLavI che. to AvA mahApuruSano paMtha kyo? to kahe e nigraMthano paMtha che. siddhapada prApta karavuM haze to nigraMthapadanI ArAdhanA karavI ja paDaze. AvuM mArganuM svarUpa che. mAtra jANakArI kAma Ave ema nathI. paramakRpALu deve eka patramAM lakhyuM che ke kevaLa jANakArI, e jIvone kalyANakArI thAya ema nathI. enI sAthe siddhAMtajJAna joIe. koIne sudhArasanI prApti thAya, koIne bIjuM kaMI thAya, paNa A badhA to pagathiyA che. jIvanI apekSAe tenuM mahattva cunAdhika hoI zake che. tyAM aTakavAnuM nathI. tenI maryAdA samajavAnI che. pratyekanI zreNI judI che. bhUmikA judI che tyAM ekAMte koI nirNaya na levAya. AnA vinA bhedajJAna na thAya. ema nahIM samajavAnuM. paNa nigraMthapadanI ArAdhanA vinA cAlavAnuM nathI. zrImadjInA jIvanamAM A nigraMthapadanI laganI lAgI che. samakti dhAraNa karelo jIva A saMsAramAM Ave che. pUrvabhavanuM ene vedana che. pUrvabhave je kAMI samakita prApta thayuM che, te sAta varSanI vaye jAtismaraNajJAnamAM e jJAna pharIthI jAgRta thAya che. ane ene pUrNapuruSa mahAvIra svAmInA bodhanuM anusaMdhAna thAya che. ke aho! pUrNapuruSanA samIpamAM hatA chatAM rakhaDI maryA. pramAdanA kAraNe. to have A badhuM aMtara kApI nAkhavuM che. bhagavAnanI sAtheno viraha paDI gayo che. te aMtara kApavA jIvanamAM puruSArtha upaDe che. ane te puruSArthanA kAraNe jabarajasta bhAvanA slare che. ane apUrva evI jhaMkhanA jIvanamAM jAge che.je jhaMkhanA e 'apUrva avasara'nuM kAvya che. ke sAco mumukSa, sAco AtmArthI jene kharekhara samyadarzana thayuM hoya enI jhaMkhanA zuM hoya? enI jhaMkhanA hoya 'kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo?" 33

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apUrva avasara jJAna thayuM hoya tenuM pramANa asaMgatA tarapha hoya. AraMbha samAraMbha tarapha tenuM dhyAna na hoya. A to vitarAga mArga che. pUrNatA tarapha tenuM pramANa che. ane tenI badhI nizAnIo-lakSaNa kRpALudeve apUrva-avasaranA kAvyamAM ApyAM che. jenAmAM darzana vizuddhi pragaTI che tenI badhI nizAnIo ahIM batAvI che. jenAmAM kaSAyanI prakRti, mAna, lobha ochA na thayAM hoya, ane nAmanuM samyadarzana hoya to evA samyakdarzananI ahIM koI kiMmata nathI. nigraMtha thavAnI utkRSTabhAvanA A samyakdarzananI vizuddhinuM paheluM lakSaNa che. nigraMtha thavAnI bhAvanA(jhaMkhanA) jAge nahIM to haju e jIva darzanane nAme bhrAMtimAM che. ajJAnane nAme bhrAMtimAM rahevuM sAruM. paNa jJAnanA nAme bhrAMti hoya to khataranAka che. emAMthI na chaTAya. eTale have pahelI traNa gAthAmAM joyuM ke phakta bAhyathI nahIM have aMtarathI paNa nigraMtha thaI javuM che. bAhya nava prakAranA parigraha paNa ane aMtaranA cauda prakAranA parigraha paNa choDavAM che. aMtara ane bAhya banne graMthi have chedavI che. banne graMthi chede enuM nAma nigraMtha. sAco sadguru e ja che ke jenI graMthi chUTI che. amAre evuM nigraMthapada joIe chIe ke je pada para mahapuruSo cAlyA che. e padanI jhaMkhanA che. ane enA lakSaNa- sarva bhAvamAM udAsInatA, saMyamanA hetue dehanuM dhAraNa karavuM, asaMgapaNuM, dehathI paNa chUTavAno bhAva, dehamAM paNa mUcha nahIM, ane anya kAraNe jagatano koI paNa padArtha khape nahIM. A prakAranA e nigraMthadezAnA lakSaNa che. ane je jIvane samyakdarzana prApta thayuM che, deha ane AtmA spaSTa bhinna bhAsyA che te jIva nigraMthadazAnA lakSaNa dhAraNa karIne cAritramohano nAza karavA AgaLa vadhe che. nigraMthapada e cAritramohanA nAzanA puruSArthano mArga che. 'varte evuM zuddha svarUpanuM dhyAna jo.' jJAna thayA pachI, samyagdarzana thayA pachI AvI sthiti prApta thAya. to have pachInI gAthAmAM kRpALudeva nigraMthanA lakSaNo kahyA pachI, nigraMthanuM bhAva cAritra kahe che. kRpALudeva A badhI potAnA anubhavamAM AvelI vAta lakhe che. A puruSane samyakdarzana pAmIne, A ja dehamAM, A ja janmamAM pUrNa pada prApta karavuM che. bIjo janma joIto nathI. eka patramAM lakhe che. 'have AtmabhAve karIne bIjo bhava karavo nathI." A kALe amAro janma thavo e apUrva avasara paNa eka Azcarya che. koI kALe ame janma levAnI AzA rAkhI nathI. sarvakALe janmavAnI icchAne teNe rUMdhI che." jene janma joIto nathI evA puruSanI A vAta che. A potAnA anubhavathI jagatanA jIvone vitarAgano mArga, akhaMDita mArga, zAzvata mArga Ape che. 'AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yoganI, mukhyapaNe to varte dehaparyata jo; ghora parISaha ke upasarga bhaye karI, AvI zake nahIM te sthiratAno aMta jo.' apUrva - 4 'AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yoganI' kahyuM kAraNa ke samyakradRSTi che. paNa mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga to che ja. deha che, samyakdRSTi thayA pachI, manavacana-kAyAnA yoganuM je atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM pravartana hatuM, amApa ane anibaMdha pravartana hatuM, svacchaMdapaNe hatuM, te have jeNe saMsAranA svarUpane jANyuM che te potAnAmAM zamAvavAno prayatna kare che. eTale paheluM lakSaNa 'AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yoganI' ene AtmasthiratA prApta thAya. e saMkSipta thAya. e yoganI pravartanA saMkSipta thAya. pU. kAnajIsvAmIe 'apUrva avasara'nA temanA pravacanomAM A sthitine khUba bhAvapUrvaka sarasa varNavI che. kahyuM che, 'sahaja svAbhAvika AtmajJAnamAM TakavuM, te sthiratA che. AtmasthiratA eTale manavacana-kAyAnA AlaMbana rahita, svarUpa mukhyapaNe varte, temAM khaMDa na paDe evI sthiratA." A mana kyAreka vacana sAthe joDAI jAya. kyAreka kAyA sAthe joDAI jAya. ApaNuM mana sthira nathI. kyAreka ApaNuM mana kAma karatAM hoIe emAM joDAI jAya ane kyAreka kAma mAMthI nIkaLI bIjA vicAramAM joDAI jAya. kyAreka koI sAthe vAtacItamAM joDAI jAya. dehanI kriyA cAlatI hoya ane mana bhAgAbhAga karatuM hoya. kyAreka manamAM vicAra bIjA hoya ane bolato bIjuM hoya. ApaNe ApaNA bhAvanuM nirIkSaNa karIe to ApaNe jJAnInI vAta samajI zakIe. kyAreka ApaNe koIka sAthe vAtacIta karatA hoIe ane manamAM vicAra bIjA cAlatA hoya evo paNa anubhava thAya che. ApaNuM mana e vAtacItamAM 35 34

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apUrva avasara joDAyeluM hotuM nathI. mana vANInA yogamAM kyAreka joDAyelu hotuM nathI. mana judu cAle che ane dehanI kriyA judI cAle che. ane vANInI kriyA judI thAya che. kyAreya ekarUpatA nathI thatI. ApaNe ema mAnIe ke huM eka ja chuM to ApaNe paNa eka nathI. ApaNAMmAM paNa traNe prakRti judI cAle che. te ApaNane khabara ja nathI. kAraNa ke kyAreya abhyAsa karyo nathI. jagatane jovAmAMthI navarA paDIe to ApaNane jAtane jovAno samaya maLe ne? A jIva bole eka, vicAre bIjuM ane kare trIjuM. He speaks what he does not mean and what he means, he never speaks. AvI chetarappaDI, Avo mAyAcAra, Avo daMbha ApaNe AcarIe chIe. jIvanamAM kyAreya daMbhane mITAvavAno prayatna nathI karyo. jJAnIne AtmAnuM jayAre bhAna thAya che, tyAre te mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganI je kriyA bahAra cAle che tene AtmA sAthe joDI devAno puruSArtha kare che. yoga eTale AtmA ane mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganuM joDANa. "mokSane yojanAta saH yogaH" haribhadrasUri AcArya "yogadRSTi samuccaya' graMthanAM prAraMbhamAM ja yoganI vyAkhyA kare che. yoga eTale mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekarUpatA AtmA sAthe sAdhavAno prayatna karavAno che. jJAnI puruSe sAdhanAnA prAraMbhamAM je kahyuM che te to pahelA samajIe. yoga eTale dhyAna ke AsanasiddhanA prayogo te ja mAtra yoga nathI. yoga eTale AtmA sAthe mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekarUpatA sAdhavAnI che. paNa pote dehathI bhinna che evuM bhAna nathI to ekarUpatA kevI rIte sadhAya? yoga eTale AtmAnuM kriyA sAthenuM joDANa. AtmAnA anusaMdhAna sAthenI mana-vacanakAyAnI kriyAne manoyoga, vacanayoga ane kAyayoga kahe che. A jIva zubhAzubha karma udayamAM Ave tyAre nimittanI sAthe bhaLI jAya che. kAraNa ke deha che e karmanuM svarUpa che. ane kALa sthiti pramANe karma udayamAM Ave. te ja pramANe nimitta ane saMjogonI racanA thAya ane emAM A jIva bhaLI jAya. tenI vartanA udayAdhIna thaI jAya. paNa jJAnIne have AtmasvarUpanI jAgRti hovAne kAraNe huM A sarvathI bhinna chuM, zarIranA mana-vacana ane kAyAnA yoga temaja bahAranA nimitta ane saMjogonA yogathI huM bhinna chuM. evuM jJAna thatAM tadAkAra thavAnI je vAta hatI te maMdapaNAne pAme che. e tanmaya thato nathI, eTale ke tyAre upayoganI jAgRti varte che. samyakdarzana thAya, bhedajJAna thAya tyAre upayoganI jAgRti vadhatI jAya ane apUrva avasara jema upayoganI jAgRti vadhatI jAya tema mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravartanA saMkSipta thatI jAya tene kahe "AtmasthiratA." "mukhyapaNe to varte deha paryata jo' A pravRtti Akhare to zarIra che tyAM sudhI cAlaze. jo deha nahI hoya to mana-vacanakAyA kyAM haze. pachI to kevaLa AtmA che. paNa jyAM sudhI A jIva dehadhArI che tyAM sudhI mana-vacana-kAyAnuM pravartana che. mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga che to ja e yogane janmAve, kriyAmAM joDAve evAM nimitto paNa che. ane to ja ApaNuM AyuSya che. AyuSya jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI AvI nimittanI racanA UbhI ja che. A to puruSArthathI enI sAthe cheDo phADavAno che. nahItara ApaNI pAse to anaMta janmonA karmono Stock che. AtmasiddhimAM ziSya prazna karyo ja che ke 'karmo kALa anaMtanA zAthI chedyAM jAya?' jJAnI javAba Ape che, 'koTi varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgrata thatA samAya; tema vibhAva anAdino, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya.' A.si.-(114) are! bhalene jIve koTi varSanA karmo bAMdhyA hoya, paNa eka vakhata jo AtmAnI jAgRti AvI ane mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga nirmita thayelAM zubhAzubha karmanA udayamAM na joDAya, tadAkAra na thAya to jIva e karmathI chUTI jAya. potAnI jAtane tyAMthI saMkSipta karI le to jIva karmathI chUTI jaI zake che. aMdhakAra game teTalo jUno hoya, paNa ekavAra jo prakAzanI jyota jAgI, to pachI aMdhakAra TakI nahIM zake. te aMdhakAra keTalo jUno che tene kALa sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. prakAza thAya eTale aMdhakArane jAvuM ja paDe. eka kSaNano prakAza thAya to koTi varSanA aMdhakArane dUra kare. kAraNa ke prakAzanA astitva sAme aMdhakAra TakI zake evI koI vyavasthA nathI. ema A jIva karma bAMdhIne Avyo che ane anaMtakALanuM paribhramaNa thaI zake eTalo karmano saMcaya, eTalI karmanI tAkAta atyAre paNa ApaNA Atmapradeza sAthe joDAyela che. potAnA karma to harapaLe, haMmezAM potAnI sAthe ja che. huM AtmA chuM to meM karelAM anaMta karmono jaththo mArI sAthe ja che. e karmo koI rAkhI zake ema nathI. 'parabhavamAM pariNAma maLaze puNyanA ne pApanAM.' sikaMdaranA pharamAnamAM kahe che ke, "A lAva-lazkara, vaida-hakIma, A samrATapaNuM kAMI bIjA bhavamAM sAthe AvatuM nathI. paNa zubhAzubha karma bhegAM ja Avaze." 36

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apUrva avasara jema musApharImAM jatAM mAla milakta bhegAM ne bhegAM ja chAtIe vaLagADIne rAkhIe chIe tema icchA hoya ke na hoya zubhAzubha karmo bhegAM ne bhegAM ja raheze chUTaze nahIM. jJAnI kahe che upayoganI jAgRtine kAraNe udayAdhina AvI yoga pravRtti jJAnIne ghaNI saMkSipta paNe varte che. nivRtti, asaMgatA, sarva bhAvathI audAsIpaNuM A badhAM nigraMthadazAnA lakSaNo kevI rIte prApta thAya enuM rahasya zrImad rAjacaMdrajI batAve che. ApaNane kyAMyathI prApta na thAya evI vAto "apUrva avasara'nA padamAM lakhI che. samyaphadRSTi AtmAne jJAna thayuM che tethI upayoganI jAgRtinA kAraNe, mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti saMkSepapaNAne bhaje che. A kriyAo evI saMkSepa thAya ke bahAranI racanA game tevI hoya, emAM jIva joDAto nathI. tenI sthiratAno bhaMga thato nathI. kevaLajJAna thatAM sudhI AtmasthiratAnuM sAtatya jaLavAtuM nathI. to paNa jyAM sudhI dehanI vidyamAnatA che tyAM sudhI ghora parISaha ane upasarga tathA tenA bhaya chatAM te sthiratAno aMta na Ave te mATe jJAnI AtmajAgRtino sakhata ane satata puruSArtha kare che.' AtmasthiratAno A puruSArtha e ja satya puruSArtha. e ja mokSa puruSArtha. ahIM have zrImad rAjacaMdra deva samajAve che ke karma bhogavyA sivAya to nivRta thatA nathI. eTale nigraMthadazAmAM baLavAnapaNe karma vedavAno puraSArtha upADavAno che. baLavAnapaNe vede eTale A bhavanAM-olA bhavanAM-kAMI keTalAMya karmo utAvaLe utAvaLe nivRtta thavA mATe doDatAM Ave che. te samaye A jJAnI ahIMyA apekSA kare che ke mArI AtmasthiratA, upayoganI jAgRti evI hoya ke jethI amArA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganI sthiratA prApta thAya ane e sthiratA evI hoya, e puruSArtha evo hoya ke, "ghora parISaha ke upasarga bhaye karI, AvI zake nahIM te sthiratAno aMta jo.' have A jIve saMsAra to choDyo che. ane nigraMthapadanI bhAvanAmAM jAya che. eTale nigraMthanuM ahIM bhAva cAritra batAve che. ane bhAvacAritramAM kevI sthiratA? to kahe ghora parISaha- ghora- eTale bhagavAna mahAvIrane kevA parISaha thayAM? kevA upasarga thayAM? saMgama devano upasarga, caMDakauzikano upasarga ane parISaha kevAM? anAja na maLe, muni vahoravA nIkaLe gocarIno yoga na thAya. apUrva avasara pANIno yoga na thAya. zIta parISaha, uSNa parISaha, tRSA parISaha, daMzaka parISaha, grISma parISaha, keTalI prakAranA ghora parISaha thAya. ane muni evA evA kSetramAM ja jAya ke jyAM enA AtmacAritranuM barAbaranuM pArakhuM thAya, kasoTI thAya. eTale potAnA jANItA kSetramAM na vicare. jyAM potAne koI oLakhatuM na hoya, jyAM potAnI A dazAno koIne khyAla na hoya tevAM kSetramAM muni vicare. bhagavAna mahAvIra vicaratAM vicaratAM lATa pradezamAM gayA. anArya kSetramAM gayA. koI khAvAnuM Ape nahIM paNa mAra mAre ane pAchaLa kUtarA doDAve je bacakAM bhare. cora samajIne enA upara aneka prakAranA atyAcAra kare. jaMgalamAM koNa ApaNI vyavasthA kare? AvA ghora parISaha prApta thAya ane upasarga thAya. kevA kevA upasarga- jevA gajasukumArane thayAM, jevA metAraja munine thayAM, jevA sukozala munine thayAM evA bhayaMkara upasarga thAya. mahatparuSonAM caritromAM upasarga ane parISaha sivAya bIjuM zuM hoya che? e AtmAnI mahattAnA gANAM gAya che. to AtmAnI mahattAnI kasoTI paNa hoya ja. bhagavAna mahAvIre to navo mArga paNa batAvyo ke kyAreka AtmazaktinuM pArakhuM karavuM hoya to abhigraha paNa levo. bhagavAna mahAvIra nigraMtha avasthAmAM che ane pAMca pAMca mAsa ane paccIsa divasanA upavAsa sahita bhagavAna vicare che. A siddhAMta, jo deha TakavAno haze to AhAra maLI raheze ane jo deha TakavAno nahIM hoya to bharyo bhANe paNa marI jaIza. koLIyo hAthamAM rahI jAya ane deha chUTI jAya evuM paNa bane. eTale khAdhA vagara marI javAya evuM kaMI nathI. jJAnIo potAnA dehanA karmo keTalA bAkI che enI kasoTI karavA abhigraha le che. abhigraha eTale- AvA AvA prakAranI ghaTanA bane ke saMjogo thAya to ja AhAra-pANI vAparavAM nahIMtara na vAparavAM ane abhigraha paNa kevo? koI rAjakumArI hoya, ene mAthe muMDana karAvyuM hoya, pagamAM beDI nAkhI hoya, AMkhamAM AMsunI dhAra hoya, aDadanA bAkuDA rAkhyA hoya ane traNa divasanI bhUkhI hoya- ane A abhigraha puro thAya tyAM sudhImAM bhagavAnane pAMca mAsa ane paccIsa divasanA upavAsa thAya che. AvA abhigraha jJAnIo dhAraNa kare che. e dhIra puruSonI kasoTIno mApadaMDa to juo. 'abhigraha' zabda jainadarzana 38 39

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apUrva avasara sivAya kyAMya jovA nahIM maLe. A manano karelo saMkalpa che. saMthAro, saMlekhanA, abhigraha- jaina dharmanA eka eka tattvano vicAra to karo. ApaNI jiMdagI ochI paDe. A jJAnI puruSa parISaha ane upasarga sAme kevA aDaga rahyAM che. 'AvI zake nahIM te sthiratAno aMta jo.' ghora parISaha ane upasargamAM paNa amArI sthiratAno aMta na Ave. kAnamAM kASTa zalAkA jAya chatAM mahAvIra cale nahIM, dhIra, gaMbhIra, aDola, calAyamAna thayA vagara mahAvIra UbhA che. kAraNa AtmAnA upayoganI jAgRti eTalI badhI pravarte che ke mana-vacanakAyAnA yogonuM tyAM pravartana saMkSipta che. AvI sthiratA prApta thAya. kAusagga pahelAM ApaNe bolIe kharAM ke, "annathu usasieNe, nisasieNaM, khAsieNe, chIeNaM, jaMbhAIeNuM, uDueNe, vAyanisagUNe...." paNa artha jANyA nathI eTale sUtro bolI jaIe paNa sthiratA teTalo samaya pUratI paNa rahetI nathI. kAraNa ke sUtronA artha jANavAnI ke samajavAnI paNa ApaNane jarUra lAgI nathI. basa, phakta samajaNa vagaranI kriyA karyA karIe chIe. artha samajatAM nathI eTale kriyA AtmAnA upayoga vagaranI thAya che. ane pAchAM bolIe ke "he bhagavAna! kAusaggamAM doSa thatAM hoya to kSamA Apaje.' paNa ApaNane e paNa bhAna nathI ke ApaNe doSa karIe chIe. jarA paNa jAgRti vagara kAusagga thAya che. mana kyAMya hoya che, vacana bIje hoya che. vANI kyAMya ane zarIra kyAMya. ApaNI kriyAmAM kyAMya ekarUpatA nathI hotI. ApaNI sthiratA DolAvavA eka mAkhI ja basa che. ApaNane bIjA ghaNA parISaha ke upasarganI jarUra nathI. eka lAITa jAya ane paMkhA baMdha thaI jAya to paNa ApaNuM mana svAdhyAyamAM nathI rahetuM. DAmADoLa thaI jAya che. vAta parISaha ane upasarganI cAle che. ane jIva paMkhAmAM rokAI jAya che. kAraNa ke upayoga nathI, jAgRti nathI, lakSa nathI. karavuM zuM che? to kahe nigraMthadazAnI aMdara AtmasthiratA karavI che. huM svAdhyAyamAM AtmAnA kalyANa mATe beTho chuM mATe mAre mArA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogane AtmAsaMbaMdhInI vAtamAM parovavA joIe. zarIranI sukhAkArI ke savalatamAM nahIM, je thavAnuM haze te thayA karaze. ApaNe upayoga sthiratAmAM joDavAno che. 'ghora parISaha ke upasarga bhaye karI." jJAnIe zabda mUkayo che 'bhaye karI." pratyakSa vastu karatA vastuno apUrva avasara bhaya e mANasane vadhAre mUMjhave che. jJAnI kahe che, 'jIvane upavAsa karavo hoya to upavAsanI Apatti karatA eno bhaya ene pahelA roke che.' 'huM upavAsa karuM ne mAthuM dukhaze to? sAmAyikamAM mArAthI eka kalAka besAya nahIM." jIva ema nathI kaheto ke mAre AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavI che. zarIranuM je thavuM haze te thaze. enI zuM ciMtA che? paNa jIvane zarIranI sukhAkArIno, savaliyatano, Comforts and Convinienceno bhaya che. eka eka bAbatanI aMdara bhayathI ApaNe keTalI ArAdhanAo cUkI jaIe chIe, mAtra bhayathI. eTale kRpALudeve ahIM 'bhaye karI? zabda mUkyo che. 'ghora parISaha ke upasarga bhaye karI.' ahIM vAgha, siMha, dipaDA AvavAnA nathI. eTale maraNano bhaya nathI. ahIM koIpaNa prakArano kSudhA ke tuSAno parISaha nathI chatAM paNa jIva bhayanA kAraNe ArAdhanA karato nathI. jIvamAM zakti nathI ke icchA nathI eTale ArAdhanA nathI karato ema nathI. enAmAM bhayanuM pramANa vadhAre che. covihAranAM samaye pahoMcAya nahIM eTale traNavAra khAvAnuM zarU kare. A jIvanI vRti to juo. A vRttinI nikRSTatAnuM kyAreya mApa kADhyuM che? ane jJAnI puruSo to ema kahe che, 'saMyamanA hetuthI yogapravartanA, svarUpalakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo; te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM, aMte thAye nijasvarUpamAM lIna jo.' apUrva - 5 eka eka gAthAmAM jhaMkhanA to juo. AtmasthiratA khaMDita na thAya evo apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? parISaha ane upasarganA bhayathI amArI AtmasthiratA khaMDita na thAya. amArI Atma upayoganI jAgRti nabaLI na paDe, amArI samajaNa maMda na thAya. amAro puruSArtha haLavo na thAya. Avo apUrva avasara amane kayAre Avaze? ame to saMsAranI vacce gherAyelA chIe. saMga ane prasaMganA gherAvAmAM chIe. chatAM paNa jhaMkhanA A che. to have prabhu! amAre zuM karavuM? dehane pADI devAthI karmothI chUTI zakAtuM nathI. AtmahatyA e AtmakalyANano mArga nathI. jJAnIoe A vAtane khUba ja sarasa rIte batAvI

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apUrva avasara che. eTale kahe che ke, "saMyamanA hetuthI yoga pravartanA.' amArA mana-vacanakAyAnA yoga to che ja. ane e yoga che tyAM sudhI enuM pravartana paNa che. "pratyeka padArtha artha kriyA saMpanna che, jaDa padArtha paNa artha kriyA saMpanna che. enuM pravartana kevuM hovuM joIe. to jhaMkhanA kare che ke "prabhu! jyAM sudhI A dehathI mukta na thavAya tyAM sudhI mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganI pravartanA phakta saMyamanA hetuthI thAya.' A muninA bhAvacAritranI vAta cAle che. muni cAritrane TakAvavA kevA bhAva kare che? to kahe, 'svarUpa lakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo.' have amAruM jIvana svarUpanA lakSathI ane jinezvaranI AjJAnA AdhInapaNAthI varto. 'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tavo' amAro lakSa phakta svarUpa prAptino che. pUrNapadanI prApti karavI che. to have potAnuM DahApaNa calAvavuM nathI, kAraNa ke jIva potAnA svarachaMde to anAdikALathI rakhaDyo. mATe eka nizcaya karyo ke mArI samajaNa kAma Ave ema nathI. Aja sudhI jagatanA abhiprAyathI bodha pAmyo chuM. mAro bodha mArA paribhramaNanuM kAraNa thayuM che. mAro bodha, mAruM DahApaNa, mArI caturAI, mArI cAlAkI saMsAra vardhaka thaI che. mAre saMsAra nAzaka sthiti joIe che. mATe have jinezvara bhagavaMto, jeNe cAra ghAtakarmono nAza karyo che evA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo, kevaLI bhagavaMtonI AjJAne AdhIna vartavuM che. 'Atmasiddhi'mAM ziSyane AtmAnA darzananuM jJAna thayuM eTale gurune zuM kahyuM? 'A dehAdi AjathI, varte prabhu AdhIna; dAsa, dAsa, huM dAsa chuM, Apa prabhuno dina.' A.si.-(126) A deha Adi AjathI prabhunI AjJAmAM varto. have amAre amAruM potAnuM mAneluM ke kaheluM karavuM nathI. amAre have jJAnIonuM kaheluM karavuM che. jinaAjJAsvarUpa lakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna che. A be zabdamAM keTalo jabarajasta paramArtha che. ApaNe kyAreya jinaAjJA AdhIna thayA? I am subject to that command of supreme soul. game te vAta hoya- jJAnInI AjJA che to mane mAnya che. jJAnInI AjJA nathI to mane mAnya nathI. ApaNe koI divasa jJAnInI authority svIkArI? ApaNe jaina chIe. devagurunAM darzana paNa karavA jaIe chIe. koI divasa evo vikalpa Avyo ke jinezvaranI AjJAmAM A vikalpa hoya 42 apUrva avasara to mane mAnya che. bIjuM kAMI mane nathI joItuM. I don't care. A nathI thatuM kAraNa ke evI AdhInatA AvI nathI. saMyamanA hetuthI yoga pravartanA, svarUpa lakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo.' saMyama zuM? vivekapUrvaka, akaSAya bhAvathI, je pAMca mahAvrata bhagavAne kahyA che, ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparagraha- e pAMca mahAvratanuM pAlana te saMyama. sAdhu pUrNatAe pAlana kare. zrAvaka gauNatAe pAlana kare. dharma zramaNano hoya ke zrAvakano hoya eka paMca mahAvrata pALe- eka paMca aNuvrata pALe. vivekapUrvaka-upayoganI jAgRtipUrvaka ane akaSAyabhAvathI. Ane saMyama kahevAya. Ane jJAnIoe dharma kahyo che. A AcAra dharma che ane cAra mahAvrata paNa ahiMsA dharmanA pAlana mATe che. "ahiMsA paramo dharma' pahelA mahAvratanA pAlana mATe bAkInA cAra mahAvrata kahyA che. ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe satya che, ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe acaurya che, ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe brahmacarya che, ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe aparagraha che. mULa vAta ahiMsA che. ane ahiMsA eTale jagatanA koIpaNa jIvanI hatyA nahIM. jIvadravyanI e mahAnatA che. It is reverence to life. jyAM caitanya che tyAM enI pUjA che, tyAM eno Adara che, tyAM eno satkAra che. eTale e caitanyanI ghAtanI, azAtanAnI ke virAdhanAnI vAta na Ave. caitanyanI avamAnanA na thaI zake, te caitanya che. pachI bhale te game te sthitimAM hoya. pU. kAnajIsvAmIe 'apUrva avasara' paranA potanA pravacanamAM A vAta bahu sarasa rIte kahI che, 'AtmasthiratA ane te sthiratAno puruSArtha potAne svAdhIna che. paNa mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganuM sthira rahevuM ke palaTAvuM te udayAdhIna che. ane udayAbInanI aMdara paNa A jJAnI sthiratA yukta hoya che." tethI zrImad rAjacaMdra paNa kahe che, 'tame amArI badhI pravRtti Adi jotA hazo to paNa AtmaSTinuM akhaMDapaNuM tethI bAdhA pAmatuM nathI. atra samAdhi varte che. ame sthirabhAvamAM chIe. cotarapha upAdhinI javALA pragaTI rahI che paNa tenI madhyamAM ame samAdhimAM chIe." nimitane AdhIna hovA chatAM nimitathI potAnI jAtane khaseDI lIdhI che. A adbhuta dazA che. saMsArI avasthAmAM AvI dazA, vyavahAranA udayanI aMdara AvI adbhuta AtmasthiratA, 'yogIone paNa durlabha evo te amane 43

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apUrva avasara samajAya, rAja tAro viraho nahI re khamAya." anaMto kALa jaze to paNa Avo puruSa nahIM maLe. AvuM cAritra jovA nahIM maLe. nigraMthapadanI jhaMkhanAvALo puruSa te nigraMthapadane paNa Takkara mAre evI adbhuta sthiratA, ane pachI kahe che, 'te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM, aMte thAye nija svarUpamAM lIna jo.' have kahe che ke te mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganI je sthiratA che, je svarUpa laze ane jinaAjJA AdhIna che te paNa have nathI joItI. e pravartanA paNa kSaNe kSaNe ghaTatI jAya. sAtamAM guNasthAnaka sudhI avalaMbananuM jora ghaNuM hoya ane muni jyAre apUrvakaraNanI zreNI mAMDe tyAre e jora paNa ghaTatuM jAya. jyAM sudhI potAnA bhAva sthira thayA nathI tyAM sudhI sadgurunI nizrAmAM rahevAnuM che. tyAra pachI e nizrA paNa gauNa karI ekAkI cAlyo jAya. kevI abhuta dazA. A pravartanA kSaNe kSaNe ghaTatI jAya. AmA kSaNa kSaNa zabda samajAya? ApaNe Atmika puruSArtha samajavo che. A mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganI pravartanA paNa kSaNe kSaNe ghaTatI jAya ane potAnA svarUpamAM lIna thaI jAya, A sthiti samajavAnI che. mANasa chellI avasthAmAM hoya ane Intensive-CaremAM hoya tyAre DokTara ema kahe ke Now it is a matter of hours. tyAre enA deha-kAyAnA paramANu kSaNe kSaNe zAMta thatA hoya-jJAnabhAve nahIM paNa mUrchAbhAve tyAre kevI hAlata hoya? zarIrano saMco khoTavAI jAya tyAre minITe minITe eka eka vastu kAma karatI baMdha thatI jAya. mUchabhAve, paraMtu ahIM jJAnIpuruSa, AtmAnA upayoganI parama jAgRti pUrvaka potAnA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganI pravartanone svarUpa lo ane jinezvaranI AjJAne AdhIna hovA chatAM dhIre dhIre saMkSipta karatAM karatAM evI sthitimAM Ave che ke "aMte thAye nija svarUpamAM lIna jo.' e potAnA svarUpamAM ja lIna thaI jAya. Avo apUrva avasara amArA jIvanamAM kyAre Avaze? A eka eka gAthAmAM apUrvatA zuM che? Avo apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze ke amArA mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga varte tyAM sudhI saMyamanA hetuthI varte, svarUpa lakSe varte, ane jinezvaranI AjJAne AdhIna varte ane te paNa kSaNe kSaNe dhIre dhIre ghaTatA jAya. jema dIvAmAM pureluM ghI ochuM thatAM, dIvo dhIre dhIre bujhAto jAya. tema purI sazaktatA hovA chatAM e muni jhaMkhanA kare che ke e yoga- 'aMte apUrva avasara thAye nija svarUpamAM lIna jo.' he nAtha! e yoga nija svarUpamAM samAI jAya evo apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze? 'paMca viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitatA, paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo; dravya, kSetra ne kALa, bhAva pratibaMdha vaNa, vicaravuM udayAdhIna paNa vItalobha jo.' apUrva - 6 eka eka avasaranI apUrvatA A puruSa batAve che. bhavAMtaramAM kyAreya Avo apUrva avasara maLyo nathI. are! enI kalpanA paNa karI nathI. A apUrvatA Ave to A pada gAtAM jIva paramAtmA sAthe ekAkAratA anubhave. potAnA AtmAnI bhale Aje evI avasthA nathI. paNa pUrNa avasthAnI sAthe vicArathI joDAya. have AgaLa kahevuM che ke A muni avasthA paNa dehadhArInI avasthA che. A nigraMthapada che. siddhapada nathI. ane nigraMthapadane mana-vacanakAyAnA yoga che. zarIra che eTale indriyo to hoya ja. indriyo che eTale enA viSayo paNa hoya. ane pAMca indriyo vidyamAna hotA tenA trevIsa viSayo paNa hoya che. kAMI AMkha hovA chatAM AMdhaLApaNuM ke kAna hovA chatAM baherApaNuM nathI. svAdendriya paNa che ane sparzendriya hovAthI badhA sparzanuM paNa bhAna che. dhrANendriya hovAthI surabhI-durabhI paNa anubhavI zake. jJAnIne dehadhArI che tyAM sudhI A che. A saMsAramAM kyA kyA bhaya sthAna rahelA che. tenI have A puruSa vAta kare che. teo khUba ja jAgRta che. A zarIra che tyAM sudhImAM A AtmasvarUpanI sthiratA prApta karavAmAM kyA kyA avarodha che, enI, pUrNa jAgRti pUrvaka, anubhava pUrvaka A vAta lakhI che. eTale emanI vAtamAM keTalo badho saccAIno raNako che. emanI vAtamAM eTalI badhI tAdrazyatA lAgI che ke ApaNe badhAne A sthitino anubhava thAya ke je sthitimAMthI zrImad rAjacaMdradeva pasAra thayA che. e pote e sthitimAMthI pasAra thaIne lakhe che. eTale kahe che, 'paMcaviSayamAM rAga-dveSamAM virahitatA." deha che eTale ene indriyo paNa che. jJAnI paNa AhAra kare ane vicaraNa

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apUrva avasara kare. jJAnI paNa sabodha zravaNa kare. A badhuM hovA chatAM zuM na joIe? ApaNe nakAra karIe chIe paNa dravyano nakAra karIe chIe. ahIM bhAvacAritramAM kahe che, 'paMcaviSayamAM rAga-dveSamAM virahitatA.' AmA(viSayamAM) amane rAgadveSa na thAya. saMtabAlajIe lakhyuM che 'siddhinA sopAna'mAM ke, 'viSayo pote dUSita nathI. paNa manamAM rahelI Asakti ja viSayomAM duSaNa janmAve che. ane indriyo dvArA viSayonuM sevana karAvI jIvanamAM duSaNano vadhAro kare che.' kRpALudeve lakhyuM che. eka bhoga bhogave che chatAM karma bAMdhato nathI, ane eka bhoga nathI bhogavato chatAM anaMtAnubaMdhImAM cAlyo jAya che." A khUba vicAravA jevuM che. ApaNe AdhyAtmika puruSArtha samajavo che. jIvanamAM 'apUrva avasara' samajavo che. AvI apUrvatA jIvanamAM kyAre Ave? pUrvAnupUrve, gatAnugatie, paraMparAe bahu karyuM. have kahe che paMcaviSayamAMthI rAga-dveSane haTAvI levAnA che. rAga-dveSanuM sarvathA rahitapaNuM. enuM nAma virahitatA. viSayo thAya to paNa jIva viSayomAM baMdhAya nahIM. kevI adbhuta vAta che. are ! jIva eka eka viSayamAM baMdhAya to enI sthiti zuM thAya enuM eka sarasa majAnuM pada che. 'vanamAM zikArI jAya che, ne madhura gIto gAya che, hariNa te zabdo suNI, lobhAI taMbhI jAya che; mAre zikArI bANa tyAre hariNa raMka marAya che; mATe vicAro mAnavI! ke viSayathI zuM thAya che?" eka karNano viSaya- zabdo to ApaNe paNa sAMbhaLIe chIe paNa haraNa e zikArInA saMgItamAM lubdha thaI gayuM. ane khaMbhita thaI gayuM. enA zarIranI gati rokAI gaI. UbhuM rahI gayuM eTale zikArIe bANa mArIne eno vadha karyo. he mAnavI! eka viSayanI lubdhatA zuM kare che ene tuM vicArI jaje. 'lobhAI madhukara gaMdhamAM, grahavA kamaLa para besI rahe, sAMje bIDAye kamaLa toye, nIkaLavA te nA cahe; hastI AvI khAya kamaLa, tyAM bhramara are! bhakSAya che; mATe vicAro mAnavI! ke viSayathI zuM thAya che?" eka gaMdhano viSaya-bhamarAne sugaMdha bahu game. bAkI indriyonA viSayomAM apUrva avasara to vAMdho nahI, paNa gaMdhanA viSayamAM bhamaro lAcAra banI jAya che. eTale kamaLa upara gaMdha levA beselo bhamaro, sAMja thAya che, kamaLa bIDAya che to paNa gaMdha choDI nIkaLI zakto nathI. rAtrI purI thatAM savAre hAthI AvI kamaLane ukheDI enuM bhakSaNa kare che sAthe bhamarAnuM paNa bhakSaNa thAya che. bhamarAnI tAkAta evI che ke game tevuM lAkaDuM kotarIne paNa bahAra nIkaLe paNa gaMdhanI lolupatAne lIdhe kamaLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakto nathI. ane bIje divase hAthI dvArA enuM bhakSaNa thAya che. eka ja viSayanI enI AdhInatA ene kaI sthitimAM mUkI de che e samajAve che. 'dariyA kinAre mAchIo, kAMTe lagADI bhakSa kaMI, nAkhe pachI jaLamAM, bicAruM, machacha chaLathI anna hoya; khAvAM jatAM rasathI mare, kAMTo mukhe kheMcAya che, mATe vicAro mAnavI! ke viSayathI zuM thAya che?" dariyA kinAre, nadI kinAre, DemamAM, taLAvamAM, mAchImAra kAMTo laIne jAya che. kAMTAmAM AhAra muke che. A AhAranI lubdhatA matsayendra jIvonI hovAnA kAraNe e mAchalI AhAra levA tyAM jAya che ane viMdhAI jAya che. AhAranI sAthe rahelo kAMTo enA tALave coMTI jAya che, ane mAchImAra enAthI ene pakaDato jAya che. eka svAdanA viSayanI lubdhatAthI e jIva potAno jAna gumAve che. he mAnavI! vicAro! A viSayanI lubdhatA jIvane kayAM laI jAya che. dIvA taNuM ati rUpa joI, pataMganuM manaDuM bhame! hAthe laI dIvo kaho, kone kuve paDavuM game? jANe chatAM dIve baLI, viSayI pataMga marAya che; mATe vicAro mAnavI! ke viSayathI zuM thAya che?" pataMgiyAne rUpano, varNano moha ghaNo che. dIvAnuM rUpa, prakAza, tejano aMbAra joIne pataMgiyuM lobhAya jAya che. ane lobhAya che eTale tyAM jaIne paDe che ane baLI mare che. are! dIvo laIne koI kuve paDe? are! e enA ajJAnano aMdhakAra to juo ke tyAM prakAzamAM ja e mare che. mATe he mAnavI! vicAro, ke A mAtra eka viSayathI zuM thAya che.

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apUrva avasara levA karInA dAMta vanamAM, vAMsa, tRNa khADe dhare; khoTI banAvI hAthaNI, khADA najIka UbhI kare; hAthI mare khADe paDI, jyAM sparzavAne jAya che; mATe vicAro! mAnavI ke viSayathI zuM thAya che?" hAthI, jagatamAM sauthI baLavAna prANI kevI rIte pakaDAya? hAthIne pakaDanArA moTo khADo karI enA upara tRNa ane ghAsathI DhAMkI de pachI banAvaTI hAthaNInuM khokhuM tyAM UbhuM kare. sparzano bhogI evo hAthI, hAthaNIne sparza karavA doDato doDato tyAM jAya che ane sIdho khADAnI aMdara paDe che. pakaDAI jAya che. jaMjIrothI baMdhAI jAya che. hAthIno A rIte zikAra thAya che. eka sparzendriyanA viSayamAM lubdha banelo A hAthI jIva gumAve che. A badhAnA to eka eka viSayanA lubdhapaNAnI vAta karI che. jyAre mAnavI to paMcendriyathI pUrNa che. ane enA 23-viSayonI vacamAM rahe che. to dehane pADI devAthI viSayothI mukti nahIM maLe. suradAse AMkhano viSaya(vikAra) choDavA AMkho phoDI nAMkhI. paNa pachI ene jJAna thayuM ke AMkho phoDavAthI mananA vikAra jatAM nathI. eTale kRSNa-bhaktinI aMdara jIvana lagAvI dIdhuM. koI jIva ema vicAra kare ke mArI indriyo e ja karmanuM kAraNa che mATe lAva indriyone kApI nAkhyuM. indriyone kApI nAkhavAthI indriyonA viSayo zAMta nahIM thAya. A bahu kaDavuM satya che. samajavAnuM che. 'paMca viSayamAM rAga-dveSa virahitatA" A barAbara samajavAnuM che. ane bIjo zatru 'paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo' paMca pramAda. pAMca prakAranA pramAda jJAnIoe kahyA che. 1) mada, 2) viSaya, 3) kaSAya, 4) vikathA ane 5) nidrA A pAMca pramAda e mananI sthiti che. pAMca indriyonI sAthe ApaNane chaThuM mana maLyuM che. e mananI kAmagIrI zuM che? ATha prakAranA mada che. jAti, kuLa, rUpa, baLa, tapa, vidyA, lAbha ane aizvarya-eTale labdhi. munine paNa mada hoya. badhA madathI chUTelo evo sAdhaka muni, potAnI labdhinA madamAM, vidyAnA madamAM, tapanA madamAM sapaDAI jAya. A mada che e manano viSaya che. ATha prakAranA mada jJAnIoe kahyA che. kIrti, pUjA, satkAra, prazaMsA, pUjAvA manAvavAnI kAmanA A badhAmAM phasAI jAya che. A madanI aMdara jIva phasAI apUrva avasara jAya. to kahe che AvI avasthA UbhI thAya to paNa 'paMca pramAde na maLe manano. kSobha jo." game tevA aizvaryanI prApti thAya to manamAM kSobha na Ave. ahIM to be-pAMca lAkha rUpiyA kamAI le tyAM manamAM kSobhatA AvI jAya. jhAlyo na rahe. jIvano sItAro camakto hoya, pAsA pobArAM paDatA hoya, tyAre e jyAM hAtha nAkhe tyAM kamAya eTale paga dharatI para TaktA na hoya. uDato hoya. eno mijAja sAtamAM AsamAne hoya. kSobha keTalo AvI jAya che? phakta eka vastu, jJAna thoDIka jANakArI AvI jAya, jarAka bolatA zIkhI jAya, be zabda kyAMkathI sAMbhaLyA ane yAda rahI jAya to eno keTalo mada AvI jAya. vidyAno mada, jJAnano mada, tapano mada. kAMIka tapa karyuM hoya to ATha paMdara jaNane kahe nahIM tyAM sudhI zAMti na thAya. koI zAtA pUche nahIM to ene zAtA na rahe. jAti ane kuLanA madanI to vAta karavA jevI nathI. e ajJAnanuM nikRSTamAM nikRSTa svarUpa che. paNa A aizvarya, jJAna, tapanA mada bhalabhalA munivaronA paNa chakkA choDAvI nAkhe che. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kahe che, 'manaDuM kIma hI na bAje, ho kuMthujina, manaDuM kIma hI na bAje are e to kaMIkane 'nAkhe avaLe pAse." bhalabhalA tapasvI ane yogIone paNa uMdhe kAna nAkhI dIdhA. A mada. A pramAdanuM svarUpa mada. bIjo viSaya. e viSaya eTale ahIM indriyanA viSaya nahIM. paNa kAmakAmecchA. jIvanI aMdara A vedodaya thAya tyAre muni hoya to paNa ene calAyamAna karI nAkhe. hajAro varSonuM vizvAmitranuM tapa kAma-viSaya jAgRta thatAM niSphaLa thaI gayuM. mana tyAM kSobha pAmI gayuM. manamAM kSobha thayo eTale vicalita thayo. enA bhAva halavA mAMDyA. enI sthiratA DagavA maMDI. e calAyamAna thayo. enI vRtti enA tarapha kheMcAvA maMDI. A badhA rati-aratinA pariNAma che. jaina darzane jeTalo sUkSmatAthI abhyAsa mUkyo che eTalo anyatra jovA maLato nathI. ratiarati-eka dRzya joyuM ane manamAM koI kSobhatA nathI. ane eka dRzya joyuM ane badhI vRtti halI gaI. jema bagalo dhyAna dharato hoya tyAre ekAgratAthI Ubho hoya. paNa mAchalI Ave tyAre enI vRtti kevI halI jAya? pote sthira Ubho hoya paNa mana zobhita 49 48

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apUrva avasara thAya che. jIvanamAM jyAre Avo viSaya utpanna thAya che, evo koI avasara Ave che, evI koI taka UbhI thAya che tyAre A mana kSubdha thAya che. kyAreka pratyakSa, kyAreka apratyakSa, kyAreka citrathI, kyAreka dRzyathI mananI vRttio calita thAya che. jJAnIo to kahe ja che ke zRMgArajanya dRzyo jovA nahIM. ApaNane ema thAya ke TV para game te Ave amane jovAthI zuM pharaka paDe? paNa khabara nathI jIvane ke enI vRttio vikRta thaI jAya che. mana halabalI jAya che. zarAba pIo. keTalo manano kSobha AvI jAya? mane kAMI na thAya ema na samajavuM. tane khabara nathI ke A mananI caMcaLatA halI gaI. makAnano pAyo halI jAya ane game tevI UMcI imArata kaDaDa-bhUsa karatI paDI jAya. ema aneka varSono vairAgya, aneka varSanuM cAritra, eka pramAdanI jAgRti thAya ane mananI aMdara kSobhatA jo UbhI thAya to halabalI UThe. From base itself. jJAnI A vRttine eTalI sarasa rIte kahe che. 'paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo.' emAM mada, vedodaya eTale kAma-viSaya enA mATe kRpALudeva kahe che 'eka viSayane jItatAM, jItyo sau saMsAra; nRpati jItatAM jItiye, daLa, purane adhikAra." -'brahmacarya vize subhASita 'nirakhIne navayauvanA" A padamAM A vastu mukI che.sAdhakane ane zramaNane badhAne eka sarakhuM ja lAguM paDe. eka viSayane jItI lo. jo e jItAya jaze to AkhuM rAja saMsAranI aMdara jItAI jaze. paNa bahu agharuM che. kSubdha thatI vRttionuM manane bhAna thavuM ja Akare che. to jItavAnI vAta to pachI. dumananuM bhAna hoya to jItAya? ke duzmananuM bhAna na hoya to paNa jItAya? A jIvane-potAnI vRtti calita thaI gaI enuM bhAna ja nathI. kSubdhatA AvI. mananI sthiratA DagI gaI. aMdara eka eka paramANu badhA halI gayA. sAmAyika, nityakrama, mALAnA jApa karIne sthiratA-zAMtapaNuM prApta karyuM ane pachI jo T.V. nI sAme beThA to zAMta thayelA badhA paramANu halabalI jAya ane DagI gayelI sthiratA sAthe rAtre suIe to manovyApAra cAlu thaI jAya ane UMghamAM paNa karma baMdhAI jAya. kAraNa ke karma bhAvathI baMdhAya che. dravyathI nahIM, kriyAthI nahIM. enI sAthe joDAyelo bhAva karma pa0 apUrva avasara baMdhAve che. jJAnI kahe che apUrva avasara joIe che ane jIvane e ja khabara nathI ke kyAM jIta meLavavAnI che? ' viSaya pachI Ave kaSAya. kaSAyanA pariNAma na karAya. kaSAyanA pariNAma thAya to AtmAnI sthiratA DagI jAya, halI jAya. ahIMyA e kaSAya paNa manano vyApAra che. A paMca pramAdanI vAta cAle che. pahelo pramAda mada, bIjo pramAda viSaya, trIjo pramAda kaSAya. koI paNa paristhiti UbhI thAya ane jIva kaSAyanA pariNAma kare to pramAdamAM Avyo. vikathA-kathA, bhojanakathA, dazakathA ane rAjakathA. eTale vAtonA cApaDA, navaro beTho nakhkhoda vALe. A nakAmI vAto karIne potAnA AtmAnuM nakhkhoda vALe che. ApaNI vAtothI koInA zAsana nahIM halI jAya. paNa AtmAnA zAsananuM nakhkhoda nIkaLI jaze. tArI sthiratA, tArA mananI aDolatA teM gumAvI dIdhI- You are disturbed. A jIva vikathAmAM paDI jAya, carcAnA cakaDoLe caDI jAya ane pachI Tempara gumAvI de to UMghamAM paNa ene hArTa-eTeka, pakSaghAta, hemareja, bI.pI. thaI zake kAraNa ke He become excited, Anxiety - ciMtA. Loosing temperament ane lohInA paramANuo ukaLavA maMDe. jema gesa upara mukelAM tapelAmAM pANI ukaLe tema aMdaramAM kaSAya ukaLavA maMDe. ane A kaSAyano agni koNa hAraze? akaSAyI thavuM paDaze. A kaSAya eTale pramAda. "he gautama! samaya mAtrano pramAda na karIza.' to gautama gaNadhara kAMI viSayakaSAyamAM lubdha na hatA. mahAvIra jevo bhagavAna guru sAme beTho che tyAre, paNa A gaNadhara gautama, bhAratavarSanAM zreSTha guruvaronI aMdara zIromaNI, evA gurune bhagavAna mahavIra nigraMtha kahe che ke, "he gautama! samaya mAtrano prasAda na kara.' tArA mananAM pariNAmane kSubdha thavA de mAM. vicalita thavA de mAM. vikathA pachI nidrA Ave. zarIrane Avazyaka nidrA e eka vAta che. ane UMgha na Ave to paNa pathArImAM paDyA rahevuM e judI vAta che. pathArImAM paDakhAM pheravato hoya. jJAnI kahe che A paNa pramAda che. ALasa e paNa pramAdanuM eka svarUpa che. 'dravya, kSetra ne kALa, bhAva pratibaMdha vaNa, vicaravuM udayAdhina paNa vItalobha jo." - 51 |

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apUrva avasara pratibaMdha zabda kahyo che. 'Atmasiddhi'mAM ochAmAM ochA pAribhASika zabdo che. ane "apUrvaavasara'mAM jaina pAribhASika zabdonA AdhAra upara ja mArganI prarUpaNA che. pratibaMdhanA cAra prakAra jJAnIoe kahyA che. dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva pratibaMdha eTale bAdhA karanAra. matAgraha, mamatvabhAve, durAgraha, baMdhana, AtmAne AvaraNa karanAra. evo manano bhAva, evo AtmAno Agraha e pratibaMdha che. je AtmAnI zaktine, AtmAnA svabhAvane roke che, rUMdhe che, rodhe che te pratibaMdha che. A pratibaMdhanA jJAnIoe cAra prakAra kahyA che. dravya pratibaMdha : AhAra, vastra, pAtra, upAzraya, pustako, gaccha, mata, saMgha, saMpradAya, saMghADo, ziSyo, zrAvako ane sagAvahAlAo, svajano, putro, mitro, kalatro A badhAM dravya pratibaMdha che. mane AnA vagara na cAle. koIka dravyanI hAjarI, paradravyanI hAjarI, enA vinA mane na cAle e pratibaMdha che. are! tuM pote paripUrNa cho, tuM svayaM pUrNa cho. tane koInI jarUra nathI. paNa jyAM ema thayuM ke mane na cAle, tyAM jJAnI kahe che tene pratibaMdha che. A pustaka vinA na cAle A Asana vinA na cAle, A upAzraya vinA na cAle, A ziSyo vinA na cAle A badhAM pratibaMdha che. jene AtmAnA vikAsa sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. evI aneka prakAranI mithyA mAnyatAo- A badhA pratibaMdha che. pachI vastu apekSAe samajavAnI. AtmAnA vikAsa sAthe saMbaMdhita vastu hoya paNa AtmAnA vikAsane avarodha kare tenuM nAma pratibaMdha. sAco mArga sujavA na de, AtmAne karmathI mukta na thavA de evo Agraha. AvA AgrahathI AtmAnI mukti na thAya mATe te badhA pratibaMdha kahevAya. jIvanA vikAsane bAdhA kare, AtmAne rUMdhe, mamatva UbhuM kare evo Agraha te pratibaMdha. zrImada rAjacaMdranI oLakhANa eka zabdamAM ApavI hoya to "anAgraha' eTale 'Atmasiddhi'mAM emaNe cha ye darzana mUkyAM. ane pote kahyuM ke, "ame AmAM cha e darzana samAvyAM che. ane chatAM A sarvajJAnIono ane sakaLa nigraMthano mArga che. koI jagyAe Agraha nahIM e zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM ane ene mAnavAvALAnuM lakSaNa che. jyAM Agraha Avyo, Azramano Avyo, vyaktino Avyo, pustakano Avyo, pAThano Avyo, vizeSa prakAranI kriyA-vidhino Avyo samajI levAnuM ke AtmavikAsane bAdhaka che chatAM mAruM che eTale karavuM, mamatva che eTale karavuM, para apUrva avasara huM kahuM chuM eTale karavuM A badho pratibaMdha che. jyAM svacchaMda, ahatva ane mamatva AdhArIta AvA koIpaNa upakaraNa pratye bhAva thayo, jyAM sAdhana pratye bhAva thayo to tyAM pratibaMdha che. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja upAzrayamAM rahetA hatA ne zrAvake eka Takora karI ke, 'tamAre to amAruM mAnavuM ja joIe.' emaNe kahyuM, kema? ame to nigraMtha chIe." zrAvaka kahe, 'tamane gocarI ane vastro ame ApIe chIe.' AnaMdaghanajIe badhuM utArIne suprata karI dIdhuM ane araNyamAM cAlyA gayA. avadhuta yogI. pachI covIsInI racanA karI. enI pAchaLa pAchaLa yazovijayajI gayA eTale ApaNane A vAraso maLyo. AnaMdaghanajI jevo avadhuta yogI zodhavo muzkela che. kAraNa yogIone pratibaMdha nathI. A AhAra ane vastra saMyamanAM hetuthI rakhAya to ja jarUrI che. nahItara enI paNa jarUra nathI. ane A koI zrAvakanA manamAM Avo bhAva AvI gayo to e paNa mahA pApa upArjana kare che. ApaNe paNa sAdhune jyAre namaskAra karIne kahIe ke bhAta-pANIno lAbha dejo. tyAre zabdo bolavA paDe che ke sukha-zAtA saMyame cho jI? ApanI saMyama yAtrA sukha-zAtA pUrvaka che? ema e sukha-zAtA pUrvaka rahe e mATe he muni! he nigraMtha! he mahArAja! tame amane lAbha Apajo. sAdharmika bhakti hoya, prabhAvanA karatA hoIe to sAdhakone, mumukSune, bhAvikone, sAdharmika badhuone kahevAya ke lAbha Apajo. amAruM tame svIkArajo, amAre tamArI bhakti karavI che. sau lAbha ApIne jame. A amArI bhAvanA che. ane eTale ja sAdharmika bhakti karatAM pahelA AvanAra zrAvakanAM ApaNe dUdha paga dhoIe chIe. e ApaNuM kaMI levA nathI Avyo ApaNane lAbhAnvita karavA Avyo che. bhAvanA tyAM che. kSetra pratibaMdhaH A kSetramAM ja ame jazuM, ahIMyA ja amArAM zrAvako che, ahIMyA ja amArA saMvADAno prabhAva che, ahIMyA sAmaiyA sarakhA thAya, ahIMyA anuSThAno sarasa thAya, AvA prakArano vicAra vItarAganA sAdhu na kare. je sagavaDa sAcavIne ja upAzraya zodhe che ane kahe ke dharmanI prabhAvanA karIe chIe. A kSetra pratibaMdha che. kRpALudeve munine kahyuM che, amuka kSetra amAruM che mATe tyAM javuM to e vicaraNa vItarAganA mArgamAM nathI. bIje hoya to bhale hoya to A che kSetrabaMdha. 53

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apUrva avasara pUjA satkAra jyAM maLe, AbohavA sArI hoya, havA pANI sArA hoya, anukuLa kSetra hoya, AvI vAta sAdhakane na hoya, to kSetra e paNa pratibaMdha che. kALa pratibaMdha : A RtumAM ahIMyA na javAya. A samaye ahIM bahu garamI hoya. caitra mahine kAMI IDara na javAya. jJAnI kahe che sAdhakane sAdhanAkALamAM AvA koI pratibaMdha na hovA joIe. bhAva pratibaMdha : mArApaNAno bhAva. A mArAM che. eTale ahIM javuM. e bhAva pratibaMdha. 'vicaravuM udayAdhIna paNa vItalobha jo.' koIpaNa jagyAethI koIpaNa vastu tAre meLavavAnI ja nathI. koI vastunI anukuLatA zodhavAnI ja nathI. 'vItalobhapaNuM eTale zuM? jema 'vItarAgapaNuM' samajavuM kaThina che. tema vItalobhapaNuM samajavuM kaThina che. ane A 'vItalobha" zabda 'apUrva avasara' sivAya kyAMya Avato nathI. A jabarajasta zabda che. bIjI jagyAe rAgadveSa rahitapaNuM Avaze. paNa A to 'vItalobha" jo. anupama zabda che. koI paNa prakAranI AkAMkSA nathI. eTale koIpaNa prakAranAM pratibaMdha ene bAdhArUpa thatAM nathI. evI rIte vicaravuM. 'vicare udaya prayoga."A saMguranuM lakSaNa kRpALudeve kahyuM che. A 'vicaravuM udayAdhina paNa vItalobha jo.' e kRpALudeve patrAMka430mAM kahyuM che. 'dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI, e cAre pratibaMdhathI jo AtmArtha thato hoya. athavA nigraMtha thavAtuM hoya to te tIrthaMkara devanA mArgamAM nahIM paNa saMsAranA mArgamAM che." jo koI pratibaMdhanI vAta kare to te bhagavAnanA mArgamAM nathI. 5-833mAM bhagavAna kahe che, "sarva dravyathI, sarva kSetrathI, sarva kALathI, ane sarva bhAvathI je sarva prakAre apratibaddha thaI, nijasvarUpamAM sthita thayA te paramapuruSone namaskAra.' 'te puruSa namana karavA yogya che, kIrtana karavA yogya che, paramapreme guNagrAma karavA yogya che, pharI pharI viziSTa Atma pariNAme dhyAvana karavA yogya che, ke je puruSane dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI koIpaNa prakAranuM pratibaMdhapaNuM vartatuM nathI.' AMka-400. kRpALudevanAM eka eka patra jotA jAva. pAnuM phare ane sonuM jhare. vacanAmRtanuM eka eka pAnuM lo ratnaciMtAmaNi AvyA ja kare, AvyA ja kare. eka eka pAnuM pheravo ane vItarAgatAnA apUrva saMdeza-abhuta saMdeza jayAM gAyA che ene kahevAya apUrva apUrva avasara avasara." ame vItalobhapaNe rahIne vicarIe evo apUrva avasara he nAtha ! he paramAtmA! he sarvajJa! amArA jIvanamAM kyAre Avaze? ke ame udayAdhInapaNe rahIne vicarIe. paMca viSaya bhogavIe chatAM emAM rAgadveSathI virahita thaIe, paMca pramAda hoya to paNa amArA manane kSobhatA na thAya., jenAthI Akho saMsAra gherAyelo che evA pratibaMdhamAM rahIe to paNa vItalobha rahIe. vItarAga thavuM che paNa enI bhUmikA vItalobhanI che. AvuM vItalobhapaNuM amArA jIvanamAM kyAre Ave? A rIte rahe che evA mahatpaSone namaskAra che. eTale kapALudeva patrAMka194mAM kahe che ke "jIvane haju sudhI mArga maLyo nathI. te kyAre maLe?' to kahe 'bhAva apratibaddhatAthI vicare che evA puruSonA caraNone sevyA vinA, tenA pratye dRDha prema thayA vinA, sanuM svarUpa samajAtuM nathI. ane evuM thaye jIva jenA caraNAviMda sevyAM che tenI dazAne pAme che." ApaNe vItarAga thavuM che to vItarAga dazA prApta karavI paDaze. AvI dazA konI che? to kahe 'bhAva apratibaddhatAthI vicare che evA puruSanI." apratibaddhapaNuM eTale dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI je kyAMya baMdhAto nathI. je kyAMya rokAto nathI. evA puruSanI dazA ApaNe prApta karavI che. mATe jJAnI nA caraNAviMda sevIe. A satupurUSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa kare. . 54

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apUrva avasara svAdhyAya - 3 nigraMthanuM dravya cAtri - (gAthA - 7,8,9) samyagadarzananI prApti pachI sAdhaka nigraMtha padanI abhipsA kare che. jhaMkhanA kare che. kAraNa ke have AtmAnI muktinuM lakSa baMdhAI gayuM che. 'kAma eka AtmArthanuM, bIjo nahIM manaroga.' have bIjA koI vikalpa rahyAM nathI. vikalpa cAlu ja rahe to e jJAna thayAnuM lakSaNa nathI. jJAna thAya eTale vikalpa TaLI jAya. ene to have eka ja vAta che. siddhapadanI prApti, ane siddhapadathI ochuM kazuM ja joItuM nathI. kazuM ja khapatuM nathI. ane siddhapadanI prApti mATe nigraMtha pada sivAya bIjo koI vikalpa nathI. 'na anya paMthAHbIjo koI TuMko mArga nahIM. jo bIjo koI TuMko mArga hota to anaMtA siddho, anaMtA kevaLIo, anaMtA tIrthaMkaro e bIjA mArge gayA hota. paNa A badhA ja jJAnI bhagavaMtoe nigraMtha padanI ArAdhanA karIne pachI ja siddhapadanI prApti karI che. eTale ja bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcArye kahyuM, 'zramaNo, jino, tIrthakaro, A rIta sevI mArgane, siddhi varyA, namuM temane, nirvANanA te mAne.' nirvANano mArga to eka ja che. mokSanA mArga be nathI. paramakRpALudeve patrAMka-pa5mAM kahyuM che. "mokSanA mArga be nathI.' AvI nigraMthapadanI sAdhanA karanAra e sAdhake nigraMthadazAnA lakSaNo ApaNane batAvyA. nigraMthanuM bhAva cAritra kahyuM. gAthA naM. cAramAM kahyuM ke, ghora parISaha ane upasarganA bhayathI paNa jeno aMta na Ave evI AtmasthiratA. mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganuM saMkSepapaNuM. have to badhuM sameTavAnuM che. je divase samyakdarzana thayuM te divase saMsAra to sameTAI gayo. nizcayathI. have deha che tyAM sudhI ene mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga che. to tenI prarvatanAne paNa saMkSipta karavI che. eTale gAthA naM. pAMcamAM kahyuM ke, A manavacana-kAyAnA yoganI prarvatanA paNa have mAtra saMyamanA hetuthI ja thAya. saMyamanA hetu sivAya kaMI nahIM. e prarvatanA thatAM satata jAgRta rahe kAraNa ke kevaLajJAna thatAM sudhI A pravRtti cAlu ja rahe che. Atma sthiratAnuM sAtatya jaLavAtuM nathI. eTale sAdhaka kahe che ke ene mATe svarUpano laya ane jinezvaranI AjJA A be AlaMbana che. bAramA guNasthAnakanA aMta sudhInI sthitie jyAM sudhI jIva apUrva avasara pahoMcyo nathI tyAM sudhI A enI muDI che Balance ane cheque che. svacchede vartana karavA jAya to samyaphadarzana hovA chatAM cukI javAya. eTale svarUpano lakSa ane jinezvaranI AjJA banne joIze. svarUpano lakSa e nizcaya che ane jinezvaranI AjJA e vyavahAra che. jo vyavahArano cheda uDADIe to jinezvaranI AjJAno cheda uDI jAya. e tIrtha che. eTale 'svarUpalakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo.' ane 'te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM' kAraNa ke chevaTe to ekAMta evA potAnA Atma svarUpane prApta karavuM che. eTale vyavahArane Ubho nathI rAkhavo. paNa krama samajavo joIe. vastunuM svarUpa syAdvAdathI samajavuM joIe. ane jyAre potAnuM AtmasvarUpa pUrNa pragaTe ane kaSAyamAtrano nAza thAya, moha nAmanuM koI karma rahe nahIM tyAre e prarvatanA potAnA svarUpamAM lIna thaI jAya. chaThThI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke nigraMthane mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogathI prarvatana to thAya paNa pAMca viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitapaNuM hoya. ane paMca pramAdamAMthI jo koI pramAdanI sthiti Ave to manamAM kSobha na thavo joIe. mana calAyamAna na thavuM joIe. mana jarA paNa vikSepa na pAmavuM joIe. mana jo vikSipta thaI jAya to sthiratA DagI jAya. AtmAnI sthiratA Dage ane ekvAra jo manamAM kSobha thAya to kAyAmAM kSobha thayA vinA rahe ja nahIM. kAyAmAM capaLatA Ave. caMcaLatA Ave ane mana-vacana-kAyAmAM jyAre caMcaLatA Ave tyAre AtmapradezomAM spaMdana thAya. e kaMpana thAya. e karmanI sthiti bane che. kRpALudeve mArganI spaSTatA eTalI sarasa rIte karI che. vItarAganA mArgane kyAMya paNa nyunAdhika kahyo nathI. ATalI madhyasthatA kyAMya paNa jovA nathI maLatI. kAraNa ke jagata nayavAdamAM ane matAgrahamAM kheMcAI gayuM che. Agraha e ja dharmanuM svarUpa thaI gayuM che ane ahIM A zrImad rAjacaMdra nAmano eka purUSa adhyAtmika purUSa-vItarAganA sanAttana mArgano pratinidhi anAgrahanuM pratika banIne Avyo che. kRpALudevane oLakhavA mATe ApaNe enA A anAgraha svarUpane oLakhavuM joIze. to ja A purUSa keTalo lokottara hato eno ApaNane khyAla Avaze. kRpALudeva kahe che paMca pramAda- mada, viSaya, kaSAya, vikathA ane nidrA A pAMca pramAdamAM paNa manano kSobha na thAya ane jyAM sudhI kAyA che tyAM sudhI pa7

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apUrva avasara udAyAdhIna vicaravuM paDaze paNa dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva-pratibaMdha vagara udayAdhIna paNa vItalobha vicaravuM. kazuM ja meLavavAnI jenI koI AkAMkSA nathI. jene koI spRhA nathI, evA vItalobha. satpurUSanuM lakSaNa- "aMtaraMga spRhA nathI evI jenI gupta AcaraNA che." gupta, aMtaramAM spRhA nathI. bAhyathI dekhAya ke bhagavAna ahIM gayA, tyAM gayA - ahIM cAturmAsa karyA. paNa e vicaravuM udayAdhIna che. A mahApurUSonI AcaraNa evI ja hoya ke jene aMtaraMgamAM koI spRhA nathI. bAkI to kAMI kahyuM jAya ema nathI. Ama kRpALudeve ApaNane sapurUSanuM oLakhANa karAvyuM che. AvA mahapurUSanA paMthe jAvuM che. Avo avasara amane kyAre maLe? he AtmA! teM avasara mATe jIvanamAM keTalA AraMbha samAraMbha karyA, keTalAya avasara mANyA, keTalAnA teDA karyA. paNa he jIva ! jIvanamAM Avo apUrvaavasara kyAre Avaze? A nigraMthanI aMtaranI bhAva sthiti zuM che te batAvyuM. have gAthA 7-8-9mAM emanuM dravya cAritra kevuM hoya? A samyaphadarzana thayA pachI nigraMthapadanI bhAvanAnI vAta cAle che. nigraMthano bhAva saMyama kevo hoya? dravya saMyama kevo hoya? bhAva saMyamanI sthiti ApaNe joI. have enuM dravyacAritra. e saMsAramAM che to ene kAMIka vyavahAra paNa haze ja. ane vyavahAra hoya paNa kharo. kAraNa ke deha che e ja vyavahAranuM svarUpa che. ane dehathI mokSa hoya to vyavahArathI paNa mokSa thAya che. 'krodha pratye to varte krodhasvabhAvatA, mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna jo;ka mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI, lobha pratye nahIM lobha samAna jo.' apUrva - 7 A nigraMthanA bhAva saMyamanI vicAraNA karIe chIe. A muni dazAmAM gayela sAdhaka jIvamAM kaSAyanuM svarUpa kevuM hoya? A jIvane 2khaDAvanAra to kaSAya che. anaMtAnubaMdhI karo ke thoDA bhava karo. paNa bhavanuM kAraNa kaSAya che. to jo kaSAya nathI to bhavanuM baMdhana nathI. jJAnI have ahIM kaSAyanuM svarUpa samajAve che. A jIva mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganuM pravartana to svarUpanA lakSa ane jinezvaranI apUrva avasara AjJAe saMkSipta kare. paNa enA kaSAyanuM zuM thAya? kaSAyanA je karma che te udayamAM Ave tyAre zuM karavuM? to kRpALudeva paheluM kahe che. mukhya kaSAya cAra che. AkhA jaina darzanane samajavA mATe A cAra kaSAya kahyAM jeno rAga-dveSa e bemAM samAveza thaI jAya. ane rAgamAM badhuM AvI jAya. A cAra kaSAyane jItavA- enI bhAvadazA kevI joIe? to kahe che, 'krodha pratye to varte krodha svabhAvatA. krodha udayamAM Ave to e krodha pratye krodha kare. krodha udayamAM lAvanAra nimitta pratye krodha na kare. nimitta- koI ApaNuM ahita kare, koI ApaNI vastu chInavI le, ApaNAthI pratikULa vartanA koInI thAya ane ApaNane kesa na Ave eTale e nimitta banyA. kAraNa banyA. ApaNI vastu koInA hAthathI tuTI phuTI jAya. A badhAM nimittanA kAraNa che. A krodha AvavA mATe pUratA kAraNo che. te samaye A nigraMthapadamAM rahelo sAdhaka zuM kare? e muni dazAmAM che to 'krodha pratye to varte krodha svabhAvatA.' ene krodha jyAre thAya, krodhanA saMyogo ke krodhanAM kAraNo jayAre UbhA thAya, krodhanAM nimittanI racanA kayAre thAya te samaye, e krodha kare. paNa bAhya nimitta upara krodha na kare. para nimitta upara krodha na kare. e potAnAM krodha upara ja krodha kare. kRpALudeve krodha upara krodha kevI rIte karavo te upadezanoMdha 36mAM samajAvyuM che. 'krodhAdi kaSAyano udaya thAya tyAre tenI sAmA thaI tene jaNAvavuM ke te anAdi kALathI mane herAna karela che. have huM ema tArUM baLa nahIM cAlavA dauM.' krodhane kahevuM ke have huM tArUM baLa nahIM cAlavA dauM. krodhanI sAme thavuM. jema saMsAramAM ApaNe eka bIjAne, sAsu vahune- samovaDiyAne vevAIvelAne kahIe chIe ke huM have nahIM sAMkhI lauM. tamArI sAme bolatA nathI eTale? A ApaNe bahAranA upara krodha karIe chIe. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke tAre krodha pratye krodha karavAno che. tuM e krodhanA udayane kahyuM ke he krodha! teM mane anAdithI herAna karyo che. have tArUM baLa cAlavA nahIM dauM. Aja sudhI huM tarata ja tane zaraNe thaI jato hato. jarAka kAMIka thAya ke Aveza AvI jAya ane krodhano pAro upara caDI jAya. Highly inflammable not to be loose shunted evuM peTrolanA pa9

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apUrva avasara Tenkara para lakhyuM hoya, ke A jalada padArtha che. AnuM zaMTIga jarAye DhIluM rAkhatA nahIM. khaTAro jato hoya to paNa lakhyuM hoya ke Keep the distance. eka krodhI vyaktine pATiyuM nathI mAryuM. paNa badhAye jANe che ke Ane bolAvAya nahIM Ane vatAvAya nahIM. kAraNa ke tejAbI magajano che. hAlatAM vAMku paDI jAze. ane jarAka kAMIka thAze to vicAra paNa nahIM kare konA kAraNe thayuM ane eno krodha bhabhUkI UThaze. ane pAcho uparathI ema kaheze ke huM sAco chuM ne eTale mane krodha che. sAcAnuM lakSaNa krodha nathI. satyanuM lakSaNa krodha nathI. vItarAga vijJAna pramANe to satyanuM lakSaNa dhairya hoya. anAdikALathI ApaNe Aja samasyA (Problem) mAMthI mukta thatA nathI eTale jJAnI samajAve che ke je karavAnuM che te A karavAnuM che ke karmanA baMdhanA kAraNanI chedakadazA UbhI karavAnI che. ane karmabaMdhanA kAraNonI chedakadazA utpanna na karI to bIjuM game teTaluM karyuM to paNa zuM vaLaze? mATe paheluM kAraNa krodha. ene jaNAvavuM ke, huM have ema tArUM baLa cAlavA nahIM dauM. huM have tArA sAme yuddha karavA beTho chuM.' 'krodha pratye to varte krodha svabhAvatA.' have e potAnA krodhI svabhAva pratye krodha karaze. potAnA krodhanA udaya pratye krodha karaze. satata jAgRta che. potAne krodha AvavAno hoya to eka sekanDanI aMdara pakaDI le che. ane tarata zAMta thavAno purUSArtha kare che. jJAnIo kahe che ke krodha AvavAno hoya to navakAramaMtrano jApa karo. krodha AvavAno hoya to paramapurUSanA citrapaTa ane mudrAne najara sAme lAvo. krodhanA saMyogo utpanna thAya ke tarata ja pakaDI lyo ke ApaNane hamaNAM krodha Avaze. mATe te samaye mauna. khamI khAva. zAMti rAkho. dhIraja rAkho. thavAnuM che te ja thavAnuM che. 'bananAra te pharanAra nathI. ane pharanAra te bananAra nathI." game teTalo krodha karIza to paNa je sthiti nirmANa thavA sarjAyelI che te nirmANa thaI ne ja rahevAnI che. jo AvI zraddhA hoya to krodha karavAno matalaba zuM che? zuM kAma krodha kare che? jJAnIoe krodhanuM lakSaNa kahyuM che ke krodha pote to saLage, jene thAya tene saLagAve paNa bAjuvALAne paNa saLagAve. eka krodhI mANasa parivAramAM AvI gayo to AkhA parivArano saMsAra ujADI nAkhe. ane eka zAMta vRttivALo mANasa parivAramAM Avyo to AkhA parivArane zAMti Ape. apUrva avasara 'Aga uThe je ghara thakI, paheluM te ghara bALe; jaLano joga jo navi male, to pAsenuM prajALe.' 'kaDavAM phaLa che krodhanAM.' udayaratna maharAja krodhanuM lakSaNa batAvatAM kahe che ke A krodha to be rIte mAre. krodha jene thAya te to saLagI mare paNa enA saMga-prasaMgamAM AvatA jIvo paNa azAtAne pAme. jenA gharamAM krodhI svabhAva hoya, tenA gharamAM azAMti ane azAtA sivAya bIjuM zuM hoya? ene zAMti zuM ? samAdhi zuM? enI khabara ja na paDe ane saMsAranI evI paristhiti ke je ApaNA vazanI vAta nathI enI sAme ApaNe krodha karIe chIe. saMsAra anAdithI Ama ja cAle che e svikArI le ne! saMyogono svikAra karatAM zIkhI laIe. vastu che to bhAMga-tuTa thAya. vadha-ghaTa thAya. e to jaDa padArtha che. jaDa padArthamAM nityatA ke zAzvatatA kyAMthI hoya? 'krodha pratye to varte krodha svabhAvatA. krodha e AtmAno svabhAva nahIM paNa vibhAva che. tethI teno (krodhano) udaya Ave tyAre tene potAnA karmano udaya samajavAthI tenI sAthe laDavAnI zakti sAdhakamAM Ave che. A mAro svabhAva nathI. paNa karmano udaya che ane karmanI sAme mAre moraco mAMDavAno che. AvuM ene bhAna hoya, AvI enAmAM jAgRti hoya to sAdhakamAM krodha pratye laDavAnI vRtti Ave che. ghaNAM prazna kare che ke jainadarzana ahiMsAnI vAta kare che ane emAM pahelI ja vAta Ave 'namo arihaMtANaM' arine jeNe haNI nAkhyA che to A to haNavAnIhiMsAnI vAta thaI. ema kema? 'arihaMta' eTale ari ne haNanAra. ari eTale aMtarazatruo. aMtarazatruono jeNe nAza karyo che te arihaMta. eNe to potAnAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha-moha-matsara- e SaDarIpu (cha-duHzmano)no nAza karyo che te arihaMta. ahiMyA haNavAnI vAta che paNa te jagatanA jIvone haNavAnI vAta nathI. potAnA aMdaranA kaSAyarUpa zatrune haNavAnI vAta che. koIe prazna karyo ke 'sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne.' emAM 'chedavuM' te hiMsAno zabda che ahIM kema vAparyo? bhAI ! AmAM tArI Dictionary nahIM cAle. tuM vItarAganI Dictionary le bhAI ! tuM vItarAganI bhASA samaja. enuM vijJAna samaja. enI AjJA samaja. ane e samajavA mATe zabdanI jarUra nathI. e zabdanI pAchaLa rahelAM bhAvanI jarUra che. enI pAchaLa rahelAM Azayane 61

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apUrva avasara samajavAnI jarUra che. e zabdanI pAchaLa rahelo paramArtha samajavAno che. 'krodha pratye to varte krodha svabhAvatA." 'mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna jo.' ane mAna jyAre jIvanamAM jAgRta thAya, huM moTo, huM paisAdAra, mane badhA pUchavA Ave, mAruM mAna rAkhavuM joIe. jyAre AvuM sattAnuM, dhananuM, lakSmInuM, padanuM, pratiSThAnuM, kuTuMbanuM, jAtinuM, mAna jIvamAM ghara karI jAya ane mAnane kAraNe jayAre jIvamAM kaSAya thAya to te samaye sAdhaka ema vicAre ke 'dInapaNAnuM mAna." he prabhu ! huM to tArA dAsano paNa dAsa chuM. kRpALudeva kahe che ke "ame to mumukSuonA dAsa chIe.' mumukSuono bhagavAna Ama kahe che ke, "ame to mumukSuonA dAsa chIe." dInapaNuM. A jagatamAM je jIvo prabhunI bhakti kare che, AtmAnI ArAdhanA kare che te sarve jIvonAM ame dAsa chIe. 'amane to tevA bhaktonuM dAsatva niraMtara priya che." kRpALudeva- bhojo bhagata, nirAMta koLI, narasiMha, mIrA- A badhAne mATe lakhe che ke bhale e loko koI paNa dazAe pahocyA hoya, paNa potAnI samajaNa pramANe e paramatattvanI ArAdhanA karI rahayA che. mATe amane to emanuM dAsatva niraMtara priya che. A purUSanI dazA to juo ! nigraMthadazAmAM viharamAna A purUSa, jeno darzanamoha vyatita thaI gayo che, siddhapadano ArAdhaka thayo che, nigraMthapadanI AMtarabhUmikA to che paNa bAhya bhUmikAmAM javA mATenI jhaMkhanA che aMtaraMgamAM to nigraMthatA ja che- e purUSa jagatanA AtmaArAdhakone vaMdanA kare che. AvuM 'mAnA pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna.pU. kAnajI svAmIe sarasa rIte A samajAvyuM che. e kahe che, "sAdhakane pUrNa zuddha paramAtmAsvarUpanI pratIti aMtaramAM varte che. tethI jANe che ke mArI vartamAna dazAmAM asthiratAne nabaLAIne lIdhe huM pAmara chuM huM paripUrNa nathI. kAraNa ke vartamAnamAM je mArI sthiti che emAM saMpUrNa vItarAgatA pragaTI nathI ane jyAM sudhI sarvajJapaNuM ke kevaLajJAna pada siddha thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI huM pAmara chuM.' pratyeka chadmasthanI A bhAvanA hoya bAramAM guNasthAnakanA aMta sudhI huM pAmara chuM prabhujIe kahyuM hatuM ke, "ApaNe badhA to pAmara chIe A eka ja ApaNA gurU kRpALudeva samartha che. AnI samarthAIno koI mApa nathI ApaNe enuM apUrva avasara mApa laI zakIe evuM ApaNuM gaju nathI.' ane AvI jabarajasta vibhUtie paNa kahyuM ke, 'jo -jo amane vaLagI nA paDatA." kRpALudevane bhulazo nahi, vaDavAnA sthApaka bhAIzrI popaTabhAIe paNa mumukSuone- paMcabhAInI poLamAM chellA zabdo e kahyAM ke, 'tamane ghaNo amArA pratye Adara che, paNa amArI tamane eka ja zikhAmaNa che ke kRpALudevane bhUlazo nahi." bIjAne gaLe vaLagavAmAM A purUSanI gauNatA thAya, to jIvane enA jevuM bIjuM akalyANanuM eka kAraNa nathI. hAthamAM Avelo hIro pheMkI devA jevuM thaze. mATe kyAreya manamAM vikalpa nahIM karavAno. prabhuzrIe kahyuM tema ApaNe badhA sAdhaka chIe. ane A purUSanI pAse to ApaNe badhA pAmara chIe. A to sAkSAt paramAtmA che. ane e emaNe pote ja kahyuM che ke, 'ame paramAtmA svarUpa thayA chIe." A eka kaLikALanuM Azcarya che. ane emAM ApaNe zaMkA karavAnI nathI. sAkSAt paramAtmA svarUpe Avelo A purUSa ApaNane tIrthaMkaranA mArgano bodha Ape che. je sarvajJae bodha Apelo enI dezanAnuM ene anusaMdhAna che. eTale kahe che ke, 'huM pAmara chuM ane pUrNa svarUpano dAsAnudAsa chuM." evo viveka hovAthI vItarAgI satpurUSanuM bahumAna kare che. paramArthe potAnA svarUpanI te bhakti che. sapurUSonuM bahumAna te paramArthe potAnA svarUpanI ja bhakti che. mAro pUrNa svabhAva haju ughaDyo nathI. mATe abhimAna kema karUM? huM pUrNa chuM paNa mAro e svabhAva haju ughaDyo nathI. to mAre abhimAna kema karAya? ApaNA svarUpanI bhakti karavAnI hoya to bIjA badhAno cheda na uDADAya. jJAnI purUSo vivekathI A samajAve che ke, huM pUrNa chuM paraMtu mAro pUrNa svabhAva haju ughaDyo nathI.' te jANato thako te maryAdAmAM varte che. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI mahAnatA pAse potAnI pAmaratA vicAravI e ja mAna gALavAno sarva zreSTha upAya che. jIvamAM mAna Ave to dInapaNAnuM mAna karavuM ke, huM adhikamAM adhika dIna chuM, huM adhikamAM adhika dAsAnudAsa chuM. 'adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakaLa jagatamAM huM ya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuM ? vIsa doharA. A nizcaya AvyA vinA paramArthanA kyA sAdhana jIvane tAraze? nava pUrva bhaNyo hoya ke kRpALudeva kahe che ema cauda pUrva bhaNyo hoya paNa mithyA mAnamAM 33

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apUrva avasara rokAI jaze to jIvane jANI nahIM zake. jyAM sudhI paramAtmAsvarUpa pragaTya nathI tyAM sudhI dInatAnuM mAna kara. ApaNI sAme Adarza to paramakRpALudeva che. te patrAMka- 680mAM kahe che ke, "ame paramAtmA svarUpa thayA chIe. A aMtara anubhava paramAtmApaNAnI mAnyatAnA abhimAnathI udbhavelo lakhyo nathI. paNa karmabaMdhanathI duHkhI thatAM jagatanA jIvonI parama kArUNyavRtti thavAthI temanuM kalyANa karavAnI tathA temano uddhAra karavAnI niSkAraNa karUNA - e ja A hRdayacitAra pradarzita karavAnI preraNA kare che." ene to paramAtmApaNAnuM paNa mAna nathI. ApaNane to chadmasthapaNAnuM ajJAnanuM, mithyAtvI chIe ne mAna jAgI gayuM che. eTale ja jainomAM navakAra maMtra che. A paMca parameSThipadane namana karavAnAM che. A vItarAga siddhapadanAM ArAdhakanI zreNI che. AnA sivAya bIjI koI zreNI nathI. mATe enuM bahumAna kara. ene namaskAra kara. enA guNagrAma gAvAM. e sarvazreSTha che. eTale jina maMdira roja javuM roja jina pratimAnA darzana karI paramAtmAnI mAtra stuti karavI. bIjuM kAMI na AvaDe to enA guNagrAma gAvAM. kapALudeve A vAtane cha padanA patramAM kevI sarasa rIte kahI che, 'tenI niSkAraNa karUNAne nitya pratye niraMtara stavavAmAM paNa Atma svabhAva pragaTe che.' ke tuM roja bhagavAnanI stavanA kara. pU. prabhuzrI pAse eka sAmAnya kheDUta Avyo hato ane kahyuM ke, "prabhuzrI! tame mane roja nityakramamAM A "vIsa dAherA' gAvAnuM kaho cho. paNa mane to kAMI yAda rahetuM nathI. ame to rAta-divasa majurI karavA vALA mANasa. prabhu ! A yAda nathI rahetuM.' prabhuzrI kahe, "ema kara A eka ja doharo roja bolIne bhagavAnanI prArthanA karaje, 'kevaLa karuNAmUrti cho, dInabaMdhu dInAnAtha; pApI, parama anAtha chuM, graho prabhujI hAtha. he prabhu ! huM pApI chuM- anAtha chuM. mAro hAtha grahaNa karo. to kheDUta kahe, 'sAheba! ATaluM paNa yAda nahIM rahe. A phakta 'karuNAmUrti kahyuM ne eTaluM ja yAda rahe. prabhuzrIe kahyuM- "basa, eTaluM ja karaje. bIjuM kAMI karIza mA ! tAruM kalyANa apUrva avasara thaI jaze." prabhuzrIe abhayavacana ApI dIdhuM. siddha purUSonAM, mahapurUSonAM, guNagrAma gAvAM, stuti karavI, enI mahAnatAnI niraMtara stavanA karavI. enI pAse potAnI pAmaratA IcchavI. Aja che "mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna jo.' 'mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSIbhAvanI.' jJAnI kahe che, mAyA thAtI hoya to tuM enAthI vegaLo thaI jA ane sAkSI banIne joyA kara. ke, "he jIva ! tuM kevA prapaMca karI rahyo che. ApaNe khoTuM bolIe ane khoTuM karIe ghaNIvAra- tyAre jJAnI ema kahe che ke tuM tArAthI judo thaI jA ane potAne ja kahe ke, 'tuM kevuM khoTuM karI rahyo che?' tuM tArI jAta sAthe ja mAyA kara ane sAkSI thaI jA. udayAdhIna je mAyAcAra cAlato hoya te eno tuM sAkSI thaI jA. dA.ta. khAvuM nathI ane khavAI gayuM to potAne ja kahevuM, ke "joyuM? teM kevuM pApa karyuM? A khoTuM karyuM ne? bhagavAnanI AjJA nathI to ye karyuM ne? bhale kadAca jIva lepAI gayo, ane mAyA kaSAyathI khoTuM karyuM, prapaMca karyo, mAyAthI juThuM bolyo paNa pachI manamAM jo sAkSIbhAva Ave to vicAre ke, "he jIva! teM A zenA mATe kyuM? konA sArUM A nATaka karyuM.' A pote ja karelI mAyAno sAkSI banI jAya che. Aja sudhI e mAyAmAM joDAI jato hato. kaheto ke, "ApaNe Practical to thAvuM joIe.' A Practical thavAmAM jIva mAyA kare che. chaLakapaTa kare che. prapaMca kare che. chetarapIMDI ane daMbha kare che. ane pAcho ene potAno Avazyaka guNa samaje che. ene potAnI Avazyaka zakti samaje che, ene potAnI hoMziyArI ane cAlAkI gaNe che. ane porasAya che ke mArA jevo zANo jagatamAM koI nathI. cAlAkI karIne pAcho 'koIne khabara na paDI' evuM abhimAna kare che. A mAyA che. jaina darzana kahe che ke anyanI sAthe Avo chetarapIMDIno vyavahAra A sense of deception- A mAyA che. tyAre jJAnI kahe che ke tuM jAtathI judo thaI jA. teM karelI mAyAno tuM sAkSI thaI jA. ke "eka thoDA paisA mATe teM AvI mAyA karI?" eka thoDA tArA abhimAnane poSavA mATe sagAMsaMbaMdhI sAthe te AvuM juThuM karyuM? Avo prapaMca karyo? Avo daMbha karyo? khoTuM, daMbha, jUTha, chaLa, kapaTa, prapaMca, chetarapIMDI, jyAre thAya tyAre jAgRta thaI jA ane jIvane pUche ke zuM kAma karyuM? nimitta maLyuM, prasaMgo evA UbhA thayA, avasara Avyo, kAraNa maLyuM,

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apUrva avasara paNa jIva tuM kema cUkI gayo? lAbha-alabhanI vAta AvI, svachaMda Avyo, kyAMka mamatva haze, kyAMka ahaMkAra haze. tuM A badhI mAyA choDIne sAkSI banI jA. potAnAM ja prapaMca yukta vyavahArano sAkSI bane. manuSya potAnI cAlAkIthI jagata AkhAne chetarI zake che paNa jo jAgRta hoya to potAnI jAtane chetarI zakto nathI. jo sAkSI bhAva AvI jAya to mAyAnuM svarUpa tarata ja pakaDAya. tarata ja khyAla AvI jAya ane e sAkSI bhAva nahIM Ave to mAyA kyAreya pakaDAze ja nahIM. vAraMvAra dago deze. abhimAnane poSaze. bheLaseLa karI, chetarapI DI karI, tolamApa khoTAM karyo ane pAchuM enuM abhimAna karyuM. ke, 'duniyA jhuktI hai, jhukAnevAlA cAhiye'- A mAyAcArInuM Slogan. 'duniyA lUMTAtI he, luMTane vAlA cAhiye"- A paNa mAyAcArInuM slogan che. jyAre sAkSI bhAva Ave tyAre jIva vicAre ke, "kone tuM luMTavA nIkaLyo cho? tAre A dago-prapaMca-chaLa konI sAthe karavA che? ane zA mATe karavA che? With Whom? and why? for what? tArA mAyAyukta vyavahArano tuM sAkSI banIjA. A mAyAcAra e bahu khataranAka AcAra che. bhraSTAcAra pakaDAya che. ughADo che. mAyAcAra zAMta che. 'mukhameM rAma bagala meM chUrI.' bagalo dhyAnamAM che. koIkane lAge ke keTalI ekAgratA che? kevo dhyAnamAM che? paNa e bagalAnuM dhyAna e mAyAcArano utkRSTa namuno che. bagalo zikAra mATe dhyAnamAM che. A mAyAcAranuM svarUpa jIvane samajAvuM joIe. durAcAra-bhraSTAcAra e pragaTa thaI jAya. jyAre mAyAcAra e chUpo che ane ene potAnI jAta sivAya koI jANI zakyuM nathI. ApaNe kahIe chIe vyavahAramAM ke, "eka huM ane bIjo mAro bhagavAna jANe che.' A bhagavAna pote ja che. ApaNAM pApano hisAba bIjA koI bhagavAna zuM rAkhaze? tuM ja tAro bhagavAna che. ane jyAre A vAta samajAya che tyAre tuM mAyAno sAkSI banI jAya che ke ApaNe khoTuM karyuM. ApaNe Foul Play karyuM. ramatamAM jo khoTuM karyuM ane AgaLa AvI gayA to aMtara to DaMkha de ja. jo jAgRta hoIe to A Foul Play e mAyAcAra che. 'mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI.' zarIrathI, dehathI, karmanA udayathI cAlatA vyavahArano tuM sAkSI bana. eTale ja jJAnIo kahe che ke Atma nirikSaNa karo. potAnuM Have a self introspection- A sAlI bhAva ** apUrva avasara che. kRpALudeva lakhe che ke, 'roja sutA pahelAM divasa daramyAna karelAM kRtyone tuM saMbhArI jA.' puSpamALAmAM lakhyuM che ane jo koI duSkRtyu thayuM hoya to pharI na karavA pratijJA kara." Ane jaina darzanamAM pratyAkhyAna kahe che. mAyAcAranA sAkSI bane e ja paccakhANa karI zake. je huM khoTuM karU chuM ema jANato nathI to paccakhANa zuM karaze? dagA vagara amAro dhaMdho cAle ja nahIM ema samajanAra kyAMthI sudharI zake? kAraNa ke AnI zraddhA ja khoTI che mATe sAkSI banI jA. ane have- "lobha pratye nahIM lobha samAna jo.' jIvanamAM jyAre lobhano bhAva udayamAM Ave tyAre e bhAvane vAparavAnI kaMjusAI kara. lobhane vAparavo nahIM. lobhano tuM lobha kara. eka saMskRtamAM subhASita che, 'lobhAt krodhaH prabhavati, lobhAt kAmaH prajAyate; lobhAt na mohAzca nAzazca, lobha pApasya kAraNam.' bhAI ! lobha e khataranAka cIja che. sarva anarthanuM mULa lobha che. krodha saraLa che. dekhAI Ave. paNa sUkSmamAM sUkSma kaSAya hoya to te lobha che. spRhA, kaMI paNa levAnI vRtti, kaMI paNa svarUpamAM. pUjAvAnI vRtti- satkAranI vRtti, mArUM koI bahumAna kare e paNa lobha, ane koI padArtha ke vastu mane Ape. athavA huM koInuM kaMI laI lauM, najara cukavI lauM, e paNa lobha. kema ke tyAM levAnI bhAvanA che. jene A jagatamAMthI eka paNa padArtha levAnI bhAvanA che. ene jainadarzanamAM lobhanuM svarUpa kahyuM che. eTale paMca mahAvratanI aMdara eka vrata adbhuta mukyuM che- vItalobha thavA mATe. "adattAdAna." koI Ape nahIM to levuM nahIM. ItaramAM ene ajAcaka vrata kahe che. koI Ape nahIM to, joItuM hoya toye na levuM. jarUrata hoya toye na levuM. zAstramAM kathAnuyogamAM eka kathA Ave che. ke vihAra karavA jatAM munione rastAmAM eka jaLAzaya Ave che. tRSA lAgI che eTale gurU pAse jaLa pIvAnI AjJA mAMge che. gurU kahe che mAlIkathI ApyA vagara na pIvAya. kAraNa ke 'dAMta khotaravAnI saLI, rastAmAM paDI hoya to paNa ApyA vagara na levAya evI zAstramAM munine AjJA ApI che.' saLI eTale taNakhaluM. ane te paNa khAvA-pIvA mATe nahIM paNa phakta dAMtamAM peselI naDatara dUra karavA mATe. to paNa na levAya. AvuM adattadAnanuM svarUpa che. A trIjuM 6

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apUrva avasara mahAvrata che. jIva koI paNa vastu joIne lobhAI jAya. A lobha evo bhayaMkara che ke jIva kapaDAmAM, koInA cazmAmAM, koInI lAkaDImAM paNa lobhAI jAya. kevAM kevAM sAdhanamAM moha thAya? koI dardInI HindujamAM bAdazAhIthI TrITamenTa thatI hoya toye jIva tyAM kheMcAI jAya. he bhAI ! tuM evI IcchA kara ke mArA duzmanane paNa AvI paristhiti na Ave. A bhautika sagavaDamAM kyAM lobhAya che? potAnuM AvuM aniSTa ciMtavana- ke huM mAMdo paDuM to hiMdujAmAM AvI bAdazAhI TrITamenTa lauM- AvuM ciMtavana e lobha nathI to zuM che? bahenone to vastra ke AbhUSaNa joyAM nathI ke vaLagyAM nathI. A kyAMthI lIdhuM? A sADI kyAM bharAvI? borDara kyAM mukAvI? A lobha! adattAdAna! lezamAtra paNa icchA na thavI. kAraNa ke lobhathI krodha jAge che. ekvAra lobha thayo ke levAnI bhAvanA jAge. levAnI IcchA thaI ke mAyA zarU thaI gaI. ke kema karIne lauM? najara cukAvIne lauM? ATalA paisA bacAvI lauM? kAraNa ke mAre A ja levuM che. mULa mAyAmAM lobha che. ane mAyA karI ne prApta karyuM ke mAna jAgRta thayuM. kAraNa ke mAna vinA mAyA TaktI nathI. ane mAna sAme koI paDakAra kare eTale krodhamAM cAlyo gayo. 'lobhAt krodha prabhavati, lobhAt kAmaH prajAyate.' lobha hoya eTale kAmanA jAge che. tRSNA jAge che. vAsanA jAge che. 'lobhAtu na mohaccha nAzaW.' A lobha mohano nAza karavA deto nathI. lobha che tyAM sudhI mohano nAza thAya nahIM. 'lobhaH pApamya kAraNam.' A jagatamAM jeTalA pApa karavAmAM Ave che, teTalA pApanuM eka mAtra kAraNa lobha che. eTale jJAnI kahe che tyAga dvArA tuM lobhano nAza kara. lobha to sauthI sUkSma che eTale lobhane jItavA lobhano lobha karavo. lobha vAparavAmAM kaMjusAI karavI. lobhano tyAga karavo ane tyAga dvArA lobhane avakAza na Apavo. koI paNa vastu joIe to mAre nathI joItI. mAre enI kAMI AvazyaktA nathI. AvoApaNe tyAM sAdhu mATe eka zabda che "niriha." eTale IcchA vinAno. aMtaramAM paNa jene spRhA nathI evo. to have pUche che ke, "A cAra kaSAya upara vijaya kyAM sudhI meLavavo? enuM koI mApa kharUM? mUlyAMkana kharUM? enI koI sImA che?" to kahe "hA che." A cAre kaSAyane dehanI vidyamAnatA che tyAM sudhI jItavA. kevA prakAre jItavA? enI UMcAI zuM che?' *8 | apUrva avasara 'bahu upasargartA pratye paNa krodha nahIM, vaMde cakrI tathApi na maLe mAna jo; deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM, lobha nahIM cho prabaLa siddhi nidAna jo." apUrva - 8 kRpALudeve A gALAmAM A cAra kaSAya jItavA mATenuM utkRSTa pada ApyuM che ke bahu upasarga kare enA pratye paNa krodha nahIM. sAmAnyanI to vAta ja nathI. paNa 'bahu upasargarjA pratye paNa krodha nahi.' zUlapANI yakSa bhagavAna mahAvIra upara keTalA upasarga kare che! aneka prakAranA rUpane vikarAvIne bhagavAnane kyAreka tIkSNa dAMta bharAve che, kyAreka nahora bharIne cAmaDI utaraDI nAMkhe che. kyAreka kALacakra mAthe nAkhe che. saMgama nAmano deva cha-cha mahinA sudhI bhagavAna upara prANaghAtaka upasarga kare che. ane jayAre jatI vakhate teo bhagavAna pAse mAphI mAMge che ke, "kSamA mAgu . ApanA svarUpane oLakhI na zakyo' to kahe, 'bhAI! huM kone mApha karUM? kSamA to zatrune hoya. tuM to mAro mitra cho.' 'bahu upasarga rjA pratye paNa krodha nahIM. huM jANuM chuM ke eNe mAruM kAsaLa kADhI nAMkhyuM che. mane herAna karavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. to paNa krodha nahIM. bAkI saMsAranA jIvo to kAMI upasarga nathI karatA. koI kharAba bolyuM jo koI uMdhu bolyuM- ne emAM ja ApaNe veranI gAMTha bAMdhIne beThA chIe. abolA laIne beThA chIe. enA ghera prasaMge na jAya. jiMdagIbhara verajheranI gAMThane majabuta karyA ja kare che ane avasara Ave tyAre veranI gAMTha sivAya bIjuM ene kAMI yAda na Ave. phakta junuM vera ja yAda Ave. ane krodha haju jAgRta ja che. jJAnI kahe che, bhAI ! A krodhane tuM zAMta kara. kRpALudeve mokSamALAmAM gajasukumArano eka pATha Apyo che. jemAM enA sasarA gajasukumArane mAthe aMgArA muke che ane upasarga kare che. paNa gajasukumAra tyAM kSamA bhAvamAM ja rahe che ke, 'jo lagna karyA hota to pAghaDI baMdhAvata je phATI jAta. paNa A to have mokSanI pAghaDI baMdhAvI che." zuM tAro upakAra che! bahu upasarga karanAra pratye paNa krodha nahIM. ane 'vaMde cakrI tathApi na maLe mAna jo.' cakravartI AvIne tArA pagamAM paDe to paNa mAna na thAya. ATalI hada sudhI 69

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apUrva avasara potAnA mAna kaSAyane gALI nAMkhavAno che. zAMta karavAno che. cakravartI AvIne namaskAra kare, caraNasparza kare to paNa ene mAna na thAya. jogIndara ne sikaMdaranI kathA ApaNe sAMbhaLI che. jogIndara kahe che. samrATa tuM bAju rahe. mAre tArUM kAMI joItuM nathI. tuM dUra rahe ane sUryanA prakAzane AvavA de. AvA jogIndaronI A dharA che. upaniSadamAM ziSya gurUne prazna kare che, A jagatamAM bhAgyazALI koNa? to kahe, 'kaupinadhArI khalu bhAgyavaMtA.' jeNe A dUniyAnI aMdara mAtra kaupina dhAraNa karyuM che. koI vastunI jene AkAMkSA rahI nathI. Avo cakravartI jevo rAjA caraNasparza kare che to paNa jene mAnanI lAgaNI thatI nathI. keTalI adbhuta dazA mAna kaSAya rahita thavAnI. ane ahIM to paTAvALo salAma na kare ke chokarAM mAne nahIM to ye gusso AvI jAya. A vAta apekSAe thAya che. chokarAonA vivekanI apekSAe ahIM vAta nathI karI. ApaNA mAna kaSAyanI apekSAe vAta karIe to ApaNane zuM pharaka paDe? eNe viveka ryo ke na karyo- eno saMskAra kadAca nabaLo haze. paNa tAro saMskAra zuM che? koI namaskAra na kare to ahaM ghavAya che. potAne potAnA astitvanuM bhAna eTaluM badhuM che- mithyA astitvanuM-potAnA dehAbhimAna nuM mAna, padanuM mAna, pratiSThAnuM mAna, eTaluM badhuM che ke- A mAna gALavAnuM kahe che. cakravartI vaMdana kare to ye mAna na thAya. eTalI hade mAna gALI nAkhavAnuM che. 'deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM,' jagatanA lAbha-alAbhanI ke nukazAna thavAnI vAta nahIM. evuM nukazAna to karoDonuM thAya toye vAMdho nahIM. kAraNa ke jIvato nara bhadrA pAme. mATe saMsAranAM lAbha-alAbhamAM mAyA na kare. marI jAuM, paNa mAro dharma nahIM choDuM. marI jAuM to paNa nIti choDuM nahIM. kRpALudeve patrAMka-496mAM lakhyuM che, 'je mumukSujIva gRhastha vyavahAramAM vartatA hoya, teNe to akhaMDa nItinuM mULa prathama AtmAmAM sthApavuM joIe.' ane prANa jAya evI paristhiti UbhI thAya to paNa nItinA bAMdhA upara paga mukIne mumukSa na cAle. kRpALudeva be-traNa zrAvako sAthe copATI upara pharavA nIkaLyA che. ane eka zrAvaka pUche che, prabhu ! jainamAM pramANikapaNuM kevuM hovuM joIe? muMbaImAM rAjAbAI-TAvara pAse- hAI korTano guMbaja hato. kRpALudeva AMgaLI cIMdhIne kahe che ke High 90 apUrva avasara CourtmAM besanAra nyAyadhIzamAM jevI pramANiktA joIe tevI pramANiktA sarva sAmAnya jainamAM paNa hovI joIe. Chief Justice of the High Court- tyAre briTizaronA vakhatamAM e nyAyadhIzonI pramANiktAnA mulyAMkana hatA. ke jaja bole eTale basa. eTalo pramANika- badhI vastuthI nirapekSa thaIne enI mAdhyastha vRttinuM e pariNAma hoya. eno viveka, enI taTasthatA, enI mAdhyasthatA enA cukAdAmAM Ave. loko tyAre kahetA, ke jagatamAM hArI jaIzuM to nyAya devaDIe jaIzuM. nyAya maLaze. evI hAIkorTanA jajanI pramANiktAnI je dazA- je DIgrI che - evI DIgrI sarvasAmAnya jainanI hovI joIe. deha cAlyo jAya evI paristhiti UbhI thAya to paNa mAyAnuM AcaraNa kare nahIM. govALa kAnamAM khIlA Thoke tyAre paNa bhagavAna mAyAnuM AcaraNa kare nahIM. 'deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM.' eka romamAM paNa jene mAyAno aMza pragaTe nahIM. mAyAno vijaya kyAM sudhI karavo? kRpALudeva lakhe che ke, 'azubha karmono udaya na hoya to koI paNa vyakti du:kha ApavAne samartha nathI.' zrImadbhunA vacanAmRta e zAstra che. ane jo zraddhA bese to eka vAkyamAM badhA zAstrano sAra AvI jAya che. 'azAtA vedanIyano udaya Ave te phaLa ApI kharI jAya che. te kAMI sthAyI rahetuM nathI.' azAtA Ave to tenI kALa sthiti pUrI thAya pachI vedanA ApavA e UbhI rahI zake nahIM. ane tenAthI AtmAnA jJAna guNane kAMI hAnI thatI nathI. mArUM svarUpa to jJAna svarUpa che. to azAtAnA udayane kAraNe mArA jJAna guNane koI bAdhA pahoMcatI nathI. A vAta samajavAnI che. 'lobha nahIM che prabaLa siddhi nidAna jo.' prabaLa siddhi pragaTa thaI hoya, sAme dekhAtI hoya, aizvarya pragaTa thAya paNa saheja paNa aMdara lobha pragaTa na thAya. e siddhino upayoga karavAnI paNa kAmanA na thAya. kevI labdhi sanat cakravartIne enA dehamAM, munipaNuM dhAraNa karyA pachI soLa prakAranA asAdhya rogo, eka sAthe, azAtA vedanIya karma rUpe udayamAM AvyA ane enI sthiratA, enI zAMti, enI dhIratA ane enA saMyamanI aDagatA joIne devalokamAM enI carcA thaI. cakravartInI nAmanA to devalokamAM paNa hoya che. cakravartI pada choDIne jeNe munipada dhAraNa karyuM che tene atyAre asAdhya 1

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apUrva avasara soLa rogono udaya thayo che. devonA vaidya azvinIkumArane karUNA thaI. Avo muni saMyamamAM che ane rogane kAraNe kyAMka enI vRttinI akhaMDatA tuTI na jAya mATe huM emane auSadha daIne emanI vaiyAvacca karUM. saMyamadhArI muninI vaiyAvacca e paNa jIvananuM eka sukRtya che. jJAnI purUSo e bAhya tapamAM vaiyAvaccane eka tapa kIdhuM che. eTale deva brAhmaNanA rUpe Ave che ane kahe che, mane AjJA Apo to huM mArI pAse je jJAna che, auSadha che, jaDIbuTTI che, tenAthI Apano upacAra karUM ane Apa A rogothI mukta thaIne pachI saMyamanI sAdhanA karo. ane cakravartIe moDhAmAMthI thuMka laIne, potAne kuSTha roga thayo hato tyAM e thUkvALI AMgaLI lagADI. to kAyA kaMcanamaya banI gaI. ATalI labdhino dhAraka muni ! eTale eNe kahyuM ke auSadha to mArI pAse che. deharogane maTADavAnuM auSadha to mArI pAse che. paraMtu A bhavarogane maTADavAnuM auSadha ApanI pAse che, mahArAja?" "nA- e auSadha to nathI.' 'to Apa jyAMthI AvyA cho tyAM pAchA padhAro." ATaluM sAmarthya, aizvarya, labdhi pragaTa che chatAM upayoga na kare. muni jo AtmAno sAco ArAdhaka hoya to pagale pagale labdhi pragaTe, "jema jema AtmAnI nirmaLatA vadhe, tema tema labdhinuM prAgaTya vadhe.' kevI zakti! paNa zaktino upayoga na kare. labdhino upayoga na kare. labdhi no upayoga karavAno vikalpa munine Ave to tyAM lobha pravezI gayo che ema mAnavuM. muni labdhino upayoga na kare. ane jo koI karatA hoya to enAmAM munipaNAnuM lakSaNa nathI. kRpALudeve to keTalI badhI vAta kIdhI che. A munipaNAnI, AcAryanI ke sAdhunI vAta kyAM karazuM? temaNe to lakhyuM che, "je tIrthaMkara che? - labdhinI vAtamAM TocanI vAta ApaNe levAnI che- 'te AtmasvarUpa vinA anya prabhAva Adine kare nahIM.' prazna pUchaLyo che ke, "tIrthaMkara jAya tyAM rogacALo na hoya, tIrthakara jAya tyAM sonAnI vRSTi thAya to ATalI labdhinA dhAraka hoya to duniyAnA sukha duHkha paNa mITAvI de ne?" e bodhinuM dAna kare. padgalika dAna na kare. eTale kahyuM ke, "je tIrthaMkara che te AtmasvarUpa vinA anya prabhAva Adine kare nahIM, ane je kare te AtmArUpa evA tIrthaMkara kahevA yogya nahIM ema jANIe chIe, ema ja che." eTale kahyuM ke, "AtmasvarUpathI mahat evuM kaMI nathI. ane A sRSTine vize evo koI prabhAvajoga ura apUrva avasara utpanna thayo nathI ane thavAno nathI ke je prabhAvajoga pUrNa AtmasvarUpa prApta vyaktine na hoya ane ema che to paNa te prabhAvajogane vize jo kaMI paNa ktavya bhAse che potAne to te purUSa AtmasvarUpanA atyaMta ajJAnane vize varte che." jo enAmAM labdhino upayoga karavAnI leza mAtra paNa IcchA jAgI to samajavuM ke enAmAM lobha pravezI gayo che. e AtmAnuM ajJAna che. kRpALudeva ene tIrthaMkara kahevAnI paNa mAnyatA ApatA nathI. ApaNA bhagavAna keTalA adhikArathI vAta kare che? eTale kahe che prabaLa siddhi hoya- tenA nidAna hoya to paNa tene lobha na thAya. AvI siddhi. zrI hemacaMdra sUrizvarajI mahArAjAe A vAtane eTalI sarasa mukI che, 'he mahAvIra svAmI ! he pArzvanAtha ! tamane namaskAra che. kAraNa ke kamaTha nAmano deva tamArA upara upasarga karato hoya, ane dharaNendra tamArI sevA karatA hoya, caMDakauzika tamArA page sarpadaMza karato hoya ane devAdhideva indra tamArA caraNamAM namaskAra karato hoya, muguTa utArIne, chatAM paNa enI manaHsthitimAM koI pharaka nathI. evA pArzvanAtha ! ane mahAvIra ! evA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA tamane amArA namaskAra che. A kaSAyanI zAMtatAnuM svarUpa che. A to aMtaranA kaSAyanI vAta thaI. bahAra zuM karavuM? 'nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva saha asnAnatA, adaMtadhAvana Adi parama prasiddha jo; keza, roma, nakha ke aMge zRMgAra nahIM, dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha jo.' apUrva - 9 akaSAyI-paNAnI mananI utkRSTa zreNI joI ane bahAramAM, prasiddha muni dazAnA lakSaNo paNa jene varte che. nagnabhAva- nagnatva, acalakapaNuM, digaMbarapaNuM. vastramaryAdA. banne prakAra nagna bhAvamAM Ave che. dazavaikAlika-sUtramAM paNa kahyuM che ane kRpALudeve paNa kahyuM che. ke muni jinakalpI thAya to digaMbara thAya ane muni sthavira kalpI thAya to vastra dhAraNa kare. evI maryAdA che. paNa vastra pratye mUcha na hovI e ja mahatvanuM che. nagnabhAva. bhAva zabda eTalA mATe ja mukyo 33

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apUrva avasara che. muMDabhAva-kezalocana-jethI karIne zarIrano deha bhAva prabaLa na thAya. ane loca zabda mUkyo che. muni hAthethI potAnA vALa UtAre che. kAraNa ke zarIra pratye jarApaNa mAyA hoya, moha hoya, Asakti hoya to zarIra jarApaNa vedanA sahana karavA taiyAra na thAya. paNa muni zarIranI sAme jyAre jAya che tyAre loca kare che. asnAna-muni snAna rahita che. tyAM koIe prazna karyo ke muni snAna na kare to tyAM azuci thAya? snAna ene karavAM paDe ke jenAmAM pApakarma bharelAM paDyA che. eka bahu sarasa niyama kahyo che. jema jema muni dazAmAM, e sAdhaka AtmA AtmasvarUpanI sAdhanAmAM lIna thato jAya tema tema enA azubha karmo samApta thatA jAya. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, kAusagga, pratyAkhyAna, A badhAM azubhakarmono nAza karatAM jAya ane azubha karmono jema jema nAza thAya, tema tema azubha vRtino nAza thAya. ane azubha vRttino nAza thAya tyAM evA azubha pudgala paramANuo paNa rahI zaktA nathI. AtmAmAM azubha vRtti rahetI nathI tema zarIramAM azubha pudgala paramANuo paNa rahetA nathI. AtmA zuddha thatAM zarIranA pudgala paramANu paNa zuddha thAya che. A khyAlamAM rAkhavAnuM che. enA saMgano ene raMga lAge che. atyAra sudhI paramANuno raMga AtmAne lAgato hato. paramANunI malinatA AtmAne lAgatI hatI. AtmabaLathI te malinatA khaseDI. have AtmAnI zuddhatA paramANune zuddha kare che. paramANune palaTAve che. eTale tIrthakara jyAre dIkSA le che, saMyamane dhAraNa kare che pachI enA keza-nakha kAMI vadhatuM nathI ane zarIranI kAMti dina-pratidina vadhatI jAya che. ane zuddha cAritrano udaya thAya tyAre tIrthaMkaranA deha jevI kAMti jagatamAM koInI nathI. ApaNe ApaNA laukika dhoraNa pakaDI rAkhyAM che. paramArtha ne samajavA prayatna karIe. jyAM azuci che tenuM kAraNa azubha paramANunA Dhagale DhagalA ApaNAmAM khaDakAyA che. AtmAmAM azubha vRtti rahetI nathI. tema zarIramAM azubha paramANu paNa rahetAM nathI. azubha paramANune kema zuddha karavA? dareka padArtha parivartanazIla che. azubhane zubhamAM pheravI zakAya che. karmagraMtha vAMcIzuM to khyAla Avaze. azubha karmane zubha karmamAM pheravI zakAya che. A tAkAta lezyAnI che. vRttine palaTAvI zakAya che. A apUrva avasara lezyAnI tAkAta che. kRpALudeve enA banevInI vRttine palaTAvI hatI. emaNe kahyuM ke, vezyA parivartana karI zakAya che. yogabaLathI vezyA palaTAvI zakAya. AtmAnI zakti amApa che. karma karatAM AtmA mahAna che. jaDa karatAM caitanyano mahimA vadhAre che A gaNita bhulAvuM na joIe. eTale kahe che ke caMDakauzika daMza de tyAre mahAvIranA aMguThe dUdhanI dhArA nIkaLe. AMkhamAM amInI dhArA varase. prabhu bodha de tyAre mukhamAM amRtanI dhArA varase ane AkhA zarIramAM zAMta rasanI dhArA varase. jenI kAyA prazama jharatI, saukhya AnaMda Ape, jenI AMkho amI varasatI, citta saMtApa TALe; jenI vANI amRta jharatI, Atmano bodha Ape, evA gurUnuM darzana rUDuM, muktino paMtha kApe." are bhagavAna! tamArA zarIranuM varNana zuM karavuM? eTale "bhaktAmara stotra'nI aMdara mAnatuMgasUrizvarajIe tIrthaMkaranA A dehanA paramANunuM varNana kyuM che. ke AvA paramANu jagatamAM kyAMya nathI. loko ajJAnatAthI ema kahe che ke 'bhaktAmara'mAM bhagavAnanA dehanuM ja varNana che. are ! paNa je AtmAnI mahAnatA kAraNe jeNe dehanA paramANuone paNa palaTAvI nAkhyA che, zuddha, zubhra ane pavitra banAvI dIdhAM, vRttione palaTAvI nAMkhI evA prabhunA AtmasvarUpano mahimA kevo haze? to ahIM AtmAno mahimA gAyo ke pudgalono mahimA gAyo? paNa jIva jyAre ekAMtamAM kheMcAI jAya che tyAre kAMI paNa bolyA kare che. dharmamAM paNa ghelachAo AvI jatI hoya che. emAMnI A eka ghelachA che ke "bhaktAmara' e to dehanuM stotra che. emAM AtmAnI kyAM vAta che? are! A dehanA pudgala paramANu ATalA jabarajasta prabhAvazALI thayAM te zenA pariNAme thayA? tyAM AtmAnI mahAnatA kIdhI che. paNa samajAvI joIe. 'adaMtadhAvana" eNe dAMta dhovAnuM ke mukha prakSAlana karavAnuM paNa hotuM nathI. keza, roma, nakha ke aMge zRMgAra nahIM. 'dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha jo.' eno saMyama dravya ane bhAva banne rIte utkRSTa hoya. eka paNa saMyamanI tyAM mAphI nathI. (bAdabAkI nathI.) muni AhAra ja evo letA hoya ke mukhanI aMdara koI bagADa na thAya. u4 75

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apUrva avasara enA AhAramAM marI-masAlA na hoya. enA AhAramAM svAdiSTano lakSa na hoya. enA AhAramAM sAtviktA hoya, nirdoSatA hoya, pavitratA hoya, zucitA hoya, enA AhAramAM puSTinI bhAvanA hoya. ke deha puSTa kare ane sAdhanA svasthatAthI thAya. A sivAya muninA AhAramAM kaMI na hoya. eTale munino AhAra nirasa hoya. muninA AhAramAM vigaI na hoya. koI abhakSya padArtha na hoya ane A badhI svAdanI vastu che te dehanI aMdara saDo utpanna kare che. roga lAve che. AhAra eja zarIranI vRddhi ane vikAsanuM kAraNa che. paNa e ja AhAra zarIranAM vyAdhi ane vinAzanuM kAraNa paNa banI zake che. AhAra eka ja che. zarIrane AhAra levo joIe, paNa AhAra vRddhi ane vikAsa mATe levo joIe ApaNo AhAra vyAdhi ane vinAza notare che. ApaNe roje roja keTalAya rogone Invite karIe chIe. ApaNe divasamAM traNavAra bhANAmAM roganuM, vyAdhinuM bhojana karIe chIe. kAraNa ke pavitratA nathI. rasoI karatI vakhate paNa mananI aMdara zAMti joIe. nahIMtara rasoImAM azubhatA, azAMti ane krodhanAM paramANu bhaLatAM hoya che. ane AvuM je khAya ane khavaDAve te saLagatAM kolasA moDhAmAM nAkhavA jevI vAta che. paramAtmAnI stuti karavI joIe. mukhamAM bhaktinI lahero cAlavI joIe. zAMta ane samAdhi bhAve eka eka jIvonI kSamApanA thatAM thatAM AhAra raMdhAvo joIe. jaina zrAvikAnI rasoI evI hoya ke sAdhuone nirdoSa gocarI vahorAvI zake jethI enI sAdhanA bahu sarasa thAya. he saMyamI purUSo ! sukha zAtAmAM yAtrA nirvaho cho jI? ema saMsAranA potAnA svajana parivAranI je yAtrA che te paNa sukharUpa thAya. jo ke sAcI yAtrA to saMyamanI che. mATe ApaNo AhAra paNa evI rIte banAvavo joIe. ochAmAM ochI hiMsA ochAmAM ochuM abhakSyapaNuM. ochAmAM ochI azucitA. pUMjaNI gharamAM rAkhI nathI. gesa phaTAphaTa peTAvyA che. tapelA gharamAM game tyAM rAkhyA che. garama pANI game tyAM DhoLyA che. hiMsA, hiMsAne hiMsA. are bhAI ! upayoga rAkho jayaNAM karo yatnA rAkho, jaina dharmanuM hArda yatnA che. zIkhavADo, dikarIne vahune pATha zIkhavADo ke kema rahevAya? thoDIka e jagA savAramAM pUMjI levAya emane ema savAramAM phaTAphaTa badhuM kAma zarU na karavuM, utAvaLa to badhAne che. paNa jagatanA jIvo je rAtre AvIne culA 76 apUrva avasara para besI gayA che tenI jayaNA karo, kAMI khyAla nathI, vAsI kAma nathI karavA, pANI gALavAnuM nathI, pIvAnA vAsaNonI zuddhi karavI nathI, to pachI pApa to baMdhAze ja kRpALudeve mokSamALAmAM 'yatnA'no pATha lakhyo che. dazavaikAlika sUtranI aMdara ziSya prazna ryo che ke, "cha kAyanA jIvanuM svarUpa jotA to kaI jagyAe hiMsA nathI? bolIe, cAlIe, besIe, uThIe, khAIe, pIe, badheya hiMsA che. to amAre kevI rIte vartavuM?' to kahe jayaNAthI vartavuM yatnAthI kAma karavuM. jenA jIvanamAM yatnA che enA jIvanamAM mahAvIrano dharma che. mahAvIrano dharma upayogathI che. kevaLa kriyA nathI kIdhI. upayoga sahita kriyA kIdhI che. nahIMtara jhApaTa mAre emAMye jIvonuM nikaMdana kADhI nAkhe. ane kahe ke huM to sApha suphI karUM chuM. A dravya kriyA thaI. bhAvakriyA na thaI. bhAvakriyAmAM to eka paNa jIva dubhAya nahIM, eka paNa jIvano ghAta na thAya. ahIM kahe che 'nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva saha asnAnatA. dravya ane bhAva bannethI saMyama. zrAvakone paNa saMyama che ane sAdhuone paNa saMyama che. mahAvIrano dharma to zrAvakono dharma paNa che ane sAdhuono dharma paNa che. zramaNono dharma enuM niraticAra cAritra che. zrAvakono dharma e aticAra sahitanuM cAritra che paNa enI sAthe enuM pratikramaNa che. zrAvaka dharmanI pUrNatA pratikramaNathI thAya. gRhasthaavasthAmAM hovAthI aticAra thAya che mATe te khamAvavAnAM che. aticAra - eTale upayoga rAkhatAM, jANatAM-ajANatAM sUkSma-bAdara, mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogathI je kAMI aticAra thayA hoya te huM kSamAvuM . upayoganI jAgRti na Ave evuM pratikramaNa daMbha che. pU. saMtabAlajIe A gAthA mATe sarasa lakhyuM che. dravya ane bhAva, vyavahAra ane nizcaya, eka ja sikkAnI be bAju. eka ja padArthanA be paDakhAM, ane eka ja kuvArAnI be dhArA che. nizcaya ane vyavahAra judo nathI. siddhAMta ane vyavahAra judo nathI. tattva ane vyavahAra judo nathI. judo hoI zake nahIM. jyAM sudhI deha varte che tyAM sudhI. ekanI apekSAe bIjAnI vidyamAnatA che. bhAva hoya tyAM dravya che ema nizcaye jANavuM. jo sAco bhAva hoya to tyAM udaya bhale bIjo hoya paNa tyAM dravya che ema jANavuM. pU. kAnajI svAmIe A mATe bahu sarasa samaja ApI che. 'parama pavitra purUSArtha A vItarAga sAdhaka 99

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apUrva avasara 'kevaLa nija svabhAvanuM, akhaMDa varte jJAna; kahiye kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa. A.si.-(113) A AtmasvarUpanI akhaMDatA. A bhAvasaMyama ane dravyasaMyama jyAre ekarUpa thaI jAya che. 'nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM sAdhana karavA soya." sAdhanano nakAra nahIM. vyavahArano nakAra nahIM. savyavahAra vinA jIvane koI nigraMtha padanI ArAdhanA ja nathI. kAraNa ke jyAM mana vacana kAyAnA yoga che. tyAM vyavahAra Ubho ja che. deha che te vyavahAranuM ja putaLuM che. caitanya che te nizcayanuM svarUpa che. ane jyAM sudhI saMpUrNa mukta thayo nathI tyAM sudhI deha to che ja. AvI dazAmAM muni jyAre dravyasaMyama ane bhAvasaMyama sAdhe che tyAre enuM AtmacAritra kevuM prabaLa hoya che ke je AtmacAritranA AdhAra upara e kevaLIpadanI prApti kare che. enI vAta have pachI vicArIzuM. apUrva avasara dazAmAM kevo hoI zake eno gaMbhIra Azaya samajavAnI pAtratA thaye jIvane tenA badhAM paDakhAM virodha rahita samajAya che." ApaNe to pAtratA vinA siddhAMta pakaDavA mAMDyA chIe. kRpALudeve kahyuM che, 'pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna, pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacarya pratimAna.' are ! pAtra vinA to A siddhAMtanA jJAna paNa TaktAM nathI. viparita pariNAmane pAme che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke, "kevaLa dravyAnuyoganuM sevana karanArane unmatta pralApa paNuM thAya che.' pachI emAM sannipAta sarjAya che. jIvanI vartanA unmatta thaI jAya che. eTale kahe che ke pahelAM jJAnIono gaMbhIra Azaya samajo. eTale gaMbhIra Azaya samajavAnI pAtratA thAya tyAre ja enA badhAM paDakhAM virodha rahita samajAya che. nahiMtara ene virodha ja dekhAyA kare. avirodha bhAve tattvanuM kathana e vItarAganI zailI che. sarvajJanuM darzana, sarvajJanuM tattva sadA, sarvadA avirodha ja che. paNa nayavAdanI dRSTie na samajAya. paNa syAdvAdanI zailIe apekSAe samajAya ane apekSAe eka nayathI jyAre vastu kahevAmAM Ave che. tyAre tyAM bIjA hajAra nayanI vighAmAnatA che. to haMmezA khyAlamAM rAkhavuM. AvI rIte jyAre samajavAmAM Ave tyAre Avo gaMbhIra Azaya samajavA mATenI jIvanI pAtratA thAya. AvI pAtratA thavA mATe sadgurUno yoga hoya, sapurUSano vinaya hoya, paMca parameSThi pratye jIvanAM Adara hoya, enAmAM nirAbhImAnapaNuM hoya, dInapaNuM hoya ane prabhu pratye enI pAmaratAno bhAva vedAto hoya. bhale huM AtmA samartha ane trikALI chuM chatAM huM mArA sarvajJa paramAtmA pAse pAmara chuM. AvI kabulAta jene nathI te sarvajJanA bhAvane nahIM samajI zake. sarvajJatA kevI rIte samajAya? kRpALudeve eka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke sarvajJapaNuM samajAvuM ja kaThIna che. ane munioe kahyuM ke, 'te sarvajJa padanuM tame niraMtara dhyAna karo." ApaNe ema samajIe chIe ke traNe kALanuM traNe lokanuM, sarva padArthanuM ane tenI sarva paryAyanuM jene jJAna te sarvajJa kahevAya. paNa AtmasvarUpanI akhaMDatA e eno nizcaya che. jagatane jANavAnI ene koI khevanA nathI. paraMtu potAnA svarUpathI je Tyuta thato nathI evI jenI khevanA che, te sarvajJa. kRpALudeve kahyuM. A satpurUSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karaze.

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apUrva avasara svAdhyAya - 4 nigraMthapada prApti - (gAthA - 10,11,12) sarvajJanA kathanamAM ane jinezvara praNita tattvamAM sAcI zraddhA thayethI, te tattvanI pratIti AvyethI jIvamAM je AtmAnI pratIti thaI che tethI Atma svarUpanI prAptinI jhaMkhanA jAge che, abhilASA jAge che. ane e jhaMkhanA evI prabaLa hoya che ke ene, A dehanI aMdara ja e pUrNa svarUpanI prApti karavAnI tamannA ane tAlAvelI jAge che. He does not wait. e tyAM rokAto nathI. e tyAM rAha joto nathI. mAtra eka karmanuM prAbalya ja ene aTakAvI zake che. jo karmanuM prAbalya na hoya, udaya Akaro na hoya to IcchAthI to e e ja dehanI aMdara jaldI mAM jaldI, yathA zIghra badhA ja karmono nAza karI ane te paramapadanI prApti ne prApta karavA Icche che. A ja dehamAM. jo sAcuM samyakdarzana prApta thayuM hoya to he never waits for anybody.asaMgatatA taraphanuM enuM prayANa abAdhita hoya che. jagatanI koIpaNa prakAranI Asakti have ene roktI nathI. evI adbhuta dazAnI aMdara zrImad rAjacaMdrajI pote pahoMcyA che. zuddha samakti pragaTa thaI gayuM che. zuddha samakti eTale - jene zuddha samakti thayuM che te have kyAMya rokAya nahIM. ene saMsAra taraphanA koI ktavya have bAkI na hoya. kRpALudeve e adbhuta dazAnA varNananI vAta banArasadAsajInA kAvya sAthe mUkI che. jaba hIteM cetana vibhAvasoM ulaTa Apu, samai pAI apano subhAva gahi lIno hai, tabahIteM jo jo lene joga so so bana lIno, jo jo tyAga joga so so saba chAMDI dIno hai; leveka na rahI Thora, tyAgIveka nAhIM ora, bAkI kahA ubaryo ju, kAraja navIno hai, saMgatyAgI, aMgatyAgI, vacanataraMgatyAgI, manatyAgI, buddhityAgI, ApA zuddha kIno hai.' badhuM tyAgIne vAta purI thaI gaI. jene zuddha samakti pragaTayuM che tenI 80 apUrva avasara dazA-tene kevaLa paramapadanI prAptinI bhAvanA sivAya bIjuM kaMI kartavya hotuM ja nathI. ane e sAdhanAnA mArgamAM eTalo utAvaLo hoya che ke rokyo rokAto nathI ane jagatanuM koI paribaLa ene rokvA samartha nathI sivAya ke pUrve nibaMdhana karelA potAnAM ja karyo. eno udaya ene jo bAdhArUpa thAya to thAya. bAkI kaMI bAdhArUpa na thAya. AvuM zuddha samakti. kRpALudeva pote ja te zuddha samaktinI potAnI dazAnuM varNana karatAM kAvyamAM kahe che, 'ogaNIsoM ne suDatALIse, samakti zuddha prakAzyuM re; zruta anubhava vadhatI dazA, nija svarUpa avabhAsyuM re, dhanya re.... A apUrva avasara ane dhanya divasa. dhanya te nagarI, dhanya velA ghaDI, mAta-pitA kuLa vaMza jinezvara. evI adbhuta vAta jJAnInA svarUpanI che. jJAnInuM svarUpa zuM? samyakdaSTi AtmAno DhALa kaI tarapha? enuM valaNa kaI tarapha? where is his inclidation? divasa ne rAta, rome romamAM, zvAsa ane ucchavAsamAM eka ja raTaNA ke kyAre chUTu? kyAre chUTu? are chUTavA mATe nigraMthapada sivAya bIjo koI vikalpa nathI. ane eTalA ja mATe A parama purUSane jhaMkhanA che ke Avo avasara amArA jIvanamAM kyAre Ave? kyAre Ave? evI jhaMkhanA, evI tamannA, evI tAlAvelI jAgI che. kyAMya cena nathI. AMka-133mAM kahe che. 'divasa ne rAta eka paramArtha viSayanuM ja manana che.' sutAM, besatAM, khAtAM, pItAM, uThatAM, vAta karatAM- eka paNa vAte jene bIjuM sukha nathI. rAtri-divasa kevaLa paramArthanuM ja ciMtana che. 'amAro deza hira che, jAta hira che, kALa hire che, deha hire che, rUpa hari che, nAma hari che, dizA hira che, sarva hira che' patrAMka-255. A eka eka zabda to juo. A patrAMka naM. 133 thI zarU thAya che. vacanAmRtanAM eka eka pAne jJAnInI dazA to juo. jJAnI oLakhavA che ne? ane jIva anAdikALathI jJAnIne oLakhavAmAM bhUla karI gayo che. laukikabhAvathI jJAnInuM oLakhANa karavA nIkaLelo jIva ene alaukika dazAnAM lakSaNo nahIM samajAya. ane game tyAM phasAI paDaze. jagatanA mApa-daMDa laIne jJAnInuM oLakhANa na thAya. jJAnIne bAhya lakSaNothI nahIM oLakhAya. jJAnInuM bhAvacAritra jANavuM paDaze. 'aMtara cAritra gurUrAja nuM bhAMge bhava saMtApa.' 81

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apUrva avasara ratnatraya mahArAjane zrImad rAjacaMdranA bAhya jIvananAM darzana na thayA. mAravADathI nIkaLyA. ugra vihAra ryo. paNa rAjakoTa sudhI pahoMcI na zakyA. siddhapura sudhI pahoMcyA tyAM kRpALudevanA dehatyAganA samAcAra maLI gayA. emaNe bhAvanA bhAvI che, pado lakhyA che ane e kahe che ane rAjacaMdranuM darzana karIne AtmA pAmyA. pratyakSapaNuM samajAya che? AvA jJAnInuM pratyakSapaNuM joIe. jJAnInuM oLakhANa thavuM joIe. kapALudevanuM dravyacAritra ane bhAvacAritra, dravyasaMyama ane bhAvasaMyama keTalA utkRSTapaNAne pAme che. eka gRhasthAzramamAM beThelo jIva A bhAvanAnI aMdara keTalI hada sudhI jAya che. e jIva kalpanAmAM vihAra nathI karato. A koI kavinA zabdo nathI. 'apUrvaavasara' e koI sAhityanI dRSTie mulyAMkana karavAnuM kAvya nathI. Ato aMtaHkaraNanI dazAnA bhAvanA ubharA che. aMtaraMgano raMga caDyo che. jema meghANInA kAvyamAM rASTrabhakti ane zoryanA kasuMbala raMga jovAya. zabdo na jovAya. ema zrImanA kAvyanI aMdara AdhyAtmanI bharatI jIvanamAM kevI Ave? te bhAvanI bharatI jovAya. ApaNe muninI nigraMthadazAmAM joyuM ke kaSAyano vijaya karavAmAM muninI bAhyadazA kevI hoya? krodha pratye krodha kare, mAna thAya tyAre dInapaNAnuM mAna kare. ane paramapurUSanI utkRSTa dazAnA guNagrAma karIne potAnI pAmaratA ciMtave. jarAka potAne abhimAna AvI jAya ke paramapuruSanA--pUrNapuruSanAM stavana kare, stuti kare. eTale ja roja jinezvaranI stuti karavI., jinabhakti karavI, roja jinezvaranAM darzana karavAM. darzana karIne roja, jJAnI purUSoe jevA paramAtmAnA guNagAna gAyAM che- evA ja ApaNe gAvAM. jethI karIne ApaNane enI pUrNatA ane ApaNI pAmaratA samajAya. jANe ajANe jo ApaNAmAM mahattAno ke mAnapaNAno aMza Avyo hoya to e gaLI jAya. parama purUSanI stavanA karavAthI potAnuM mAna gaLI zake che. e ja zreSTha upAya che. mAyA pratye AtmAno sAkSI bhAva keLavavo. vAraMvAra A jIva mAyAmAM phasAya ke tarata ja enAthI judA thaI javuM. sAkSI bhAve vicAravuM ke he jIva ! A teM zuM karyuM? ane lobha thAya tyAre lobha vAparato nahIM. enI kaMjusAI karaje. tArA lobha kaSAyane saMyamamAM rAkhaje. bAhya saMyamamAM varte tyAre koI maraNAMta upasarga kare to paNa krodha na karavo. tarka, apUrva avasara vAda ane vivAdathI je adharmanuM AcaraNa kare che ane parama tattva ne pAmavAnI mathAmaNa kare che e kyAreya parama tattva pAmI zakto nathI. tarka vicAre vAda paraMparA re, pAra na pahoMce koya, abhimata vastu vastugate kahe re, te viralA jaga joya... paMthaDo nihALu re AnaMdaghanajI jagatanA jIvone kahe che tarka vAda-vivAdamAM prabhu pamAto nathI. parama tattva je pAmavAmAM tarka ke vAda-vivAdamAM kyAreya javuM nahIM. enAthI mArga maLaze nahIM. enAthI bhrAMti pedA thaze. ane e bhrAMtithI kyAreya chUTI nahIM zakAya kAraNa ke e bhrAMti ahaMne majabuta karaze. It will strengthen our ego. anubhUtinA AdhAra upara tattvanuM parikSiNa karavuM. tattva zuM kahe che? game tenA pratye- e mArI nAkhe ema hoya to paNa enA upara krodha na karavo. kAraNa ke jo mArA AyuSyano yoga haze to jagatamAM mAravAnI tAkAta koImAM nathI. mAro AyuSyano yoga hoya to mAruM mRtyu na thAya. mATe krodha na karavo. 'vaMde cakrI tathApi na maLe mAna jo.' cakravartI AvIne page paDe toye mAna na karavuM. game teTaluM mAna maLe to ye he jIva ! mAnamAM jaIza nahIM. jagatanA dAsAnudAsa thavAnI bhAvanA rAkhaje. deha chUTI jAya to ye mAyA karIza mA. dehathI kiMmatI to kaMI nathI. toye mAyA karIza nahIM. ane parama aizvarya ane labdhinA bhaMDAra sAme paDayA hoya, parama labdhinA bhaMDAra hoya to paNa te pratye vRtti karIza mA. jagata pratyethI kaMI paNa levAnI IcchA karavI nahIM. jJAnI to kahe che, "A jagata pratye amane parama udAsInatA varte che te sAva sonAnuM thAya toye amAre mana te tRNavat che." A lobha kaSAyane ahIM sudhI zamAvI dIdho che. kRpALudeve enI AkhI zreNI ApI che. ane pachI nagnatva, muMDatva, ajJAnatA, adaMtadhAvana Adi aMgIkAra karI, aMganA zRMgAra vagere kAMI na karavuM. A to munidazAnA prasiddha lakSaNa che. dehabhAvane gALavo che. dehAdhyAsane TALavo che. paNa pachI zarIranI azuci kema TALavI? zuddha kema thavuM? to kahe che paramArtha mArgano niyama samajavo paDaze. saMsAra mArgano niyama e che ke sAbu vAparavAthI zarIra sApha thAya. paraphayuma lagAvavAthI zarIra sugaMdhIta thAya, papha pAvaDara ane mekaapa karavAthI zarIra rUpALuM bane. A badho ja laukika mArga. vyavahArano, duniyAno mArga. have jJAnI kahe che, ke, zubha 82 83

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apUrva avasara bhAva bhAvavAthI zarIra zuddha thAya 'zubha bhAva vaDe mana zuddha karo, navakAra mahApadane samaro; nahIM eha samAna sumaMtra kaho, tajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho.' zarIrane zuddha karavAnA sAbuonI roja TI.vImAM jAherAta Ave che. paNa manane zuddha karavAno koI sAbu haju sudhI zodhAyo nathI. paNa jJAnI kahe che zubha bhAva vaDe mana zuddha kara. aMtarazuddhi kara. vRttio upara jaya kara zarIranAM pudgala paramANuo badalAI jAze. tArI kAMti khIlaze. bhagavAna jevuM rUpa jagatamAM kyAMya dIsatuM nathI. thAto jhAMkho zazi paNa prabhu ApanA mukha pAse, melA jevo dInamahIM ane cheka pILo ja dise.' bhaktAmara stotra A sUrya ne caMdranA teja paNa tArI pAse zaramAI jAya che ane cAlyA jAya che. devatAonA ratna jaDita mugaTa tArA pagamAM paDe che tyAre tenuM teja nahIM paNa tArA caraNanuM teja temAM pratibiMbita thAya che. enA mugaTane tuM zobhAve che. 'dIpAve je mugaTamaNinAM teja ne devatAnAM indra namaskAra kare che. eTale enA mugaTanA maNInA teja prabhunA caraNa para paDe che. paNa prabhunA caraNa tenAthI prakAzita nathI thatA. paNa prabhunA caraNathI indrano mugaTa dedipyamAna thAya che. A mAnatuMgasUrizvarajI mahArAje paramAtmAnI adbhuta bhakti karI che. kevuM mahAna stotra! tIrthaMkara padanI aMdara kevI zucitA! kevI pavitratA! he nAtha! tArA jevuM rUpa to jagatamAM kyAMya nathI. are pelA sUryane to rAhu grahaNa kare. paNa tArA rUpane to have koI grahaNa lAgatuM nathI. duniyAnI koI azuci ahIM Ave nahIM. kAraNa ke badhA ja azubha karma pudgalo- doSo, tArI AjubAju phare paNa tArAmAM praveza karI zake nahIM. A prabhuno mahimA samajayA pachI bhaktAmara gAvuM. AtmAno raNakAra Ave ema gAvuM. caitanyanI zakti pragaTa thAya. zarIra teja mAraze. pachI meka-apanA sAdhananI jarUra paDaze nahIM. azubha vRttino nAza thAya to zarIranA azubha paramANuono nAza thAya. zarIramAM teja pragaTe. tapasvInA teja joyA che? saMyamInA teja joyA che? koI satI sAdhvInuM rUpa joyuM che? jIvananI aMdara cetananI pavitratA hoya. sAdhanA hoya, enA zarIranI 84] apUrva avasara kAMti kevI hoya? jyAM AtmAnA guNI pratibiMbita thatA hoya AvuM adbhuta cAritra AgaLa vadhAratAM vadhAratAM dravyasaMyama ane pachI bhAvasaMyama ane tyAra pachI A yAtrA AgaLa vadhe che. ane 'dravya-bhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha jo.' have te dravya ane bhAvasaMyama prApti thayelA nigraMthanuM AtmacAritra kevuM varte che? apUrvakaraNanI zreNImAM praveza karavA mATe enI AtmazreNI kevI rIte varte che? A sthiti zrImadjIe potAnA anubhavathI lakhI che. A sthitimAM teozrI to vartatA hatA. enI aMdara ja jIvatA hatA. 'zatru mitra pratye varte samadarzitA, mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAva jo; jIvita ke maraNe nahIM nyunAdhikatA, bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo.' apUrva - 10 muni dazAnuM utkRSTa svarUpa have A gAthAomAM Ave che. nigraMthanI dazA. zatru hoya ke mitra hoya enA pratye samadarzitA. A samadarzitA zabda kRpALudeve saddagurUnAM lakSaNamAM mukyo che. AvuM lakSaNa hoya to ja sadgurU hoya nahIMtara nahi. ane e lakSaNa jyAre hoya e paNa batAvyuM che jethI bhrAMti na thAya. patrAMka 837mAM kRpALudeva lakhe che. chaThThA guNasthAnake birAjamAna, sarva viratIdhArI, paMca mahAvratano pAlaka- to ja samadarzapaNa che nahIMtara nathI. ane e samadarzitAnA lakSaNamAM e badhA pratye sama che ema nahIM, rAgadveSathI sama che. zatrune zatru paNa jANe che. mitrane mitra paNa jANe che. kAcane kAca jANe che. hIrAne hIro jANe che. kugurU ne kugurU jANe che. suzru ne suzru jANe che. e mUDha nathI. e murkha nathI. e vivekahina nathI. paNa viveka sahita che. "samadarzI'ne samajavAno prayatna karavo. A jaina darzanano zabda che. 'samadarzI'nA kRpALudeve patrAMka 837mAM eka eka guNa ane lakSaNa ApyAM che. samadarzI eTale samAna nahIM. jANe paNa jANe chatAM emAM rAgadveSa na kare. prIti-aprIti na kare. 'zatrumitra pratye varte samadarzitA.' e ja samabhAvane keTalo utkRSTapaNe laI jAya che. cAre gAthAmAM eka ja sama-sthiti kahI che. paNa zabdo judA judAM che. zatru ane 85.

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apUrva avasara mitra pratye samadarzitA che eTale vyavahAramAM bheda nathI, jANe mAtra. e kamaThane paNa jANe che ane dharaNendrane paNa jANe che. gozALAne paNa jANe che ane gautamane paNa jANe che. chatAM samadarzIpaNuM che. mahAvIra para tejo vezyA choDAya che tyAre potAnA ziSyane paNa jANe che ane gozALAne paNa jANe che. bacAvavAnI draSTi hoya to badhAne bacAvAya. paNa gozALAne bacAvI zakAya ema nathI ane ziSyane paNa nahIM bacAvI zakAya. labdhino abhAva nathI. paNa labdhino upayoga karatAM nathI. kAnamAM khIlA ThokAya tyAre mahAvIra e potAnI pUrva janmanI duzmanAvaTane paNa jANe che. ke pUrve zaiyApAlanA kAnamAM zIzu reDAvI- evuM karmanuM baMdhana meM kareluM. kRpALudeva kahe che, "doSa amAro che, karma ame bAMdhyA che." "tArA doSe tane baMdhana che e saMtanI pahelI zikSA che.' A samadarzIpaNuM ApaNe barAbara samajIe ke jIvanamAM kyA guNo lAvavA che? adhyAtma eTale zuM? dharma eTale zuM? dharma karavo che eTale AvA bhAva pragaTAvavA che. A dazA pragaTAvavI che. AtmAnA A adbhuta guNo, cetananuM A sAmarthya pragaTAvavuM che. jeno jagatamAM joTo nathI. koI A guNo batAvI zakyuM nathI. kAraNa ke pAmelo ja batAvI zake. A purUSa prApta purUSa che ane sAthesAtha Apta purUSa che. prApta kahetAM ene (svarUpanI) prApti che ane Apta kahetAM e vizvAsa karavA jevo che. enAmAM ApaNe vizvAsa mUkI zakIe. kAraNa ke e karUNAno avatAra che. kevaLa niSkAraNa karUNAthI chalochala bharelo che mATe ene koI pratye rAga-dveSa nathI. ene to je sAcuM che e ja kahevuM che. je jagatanA hitamAM che, jenAthI jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa che e ja vAta kahevI che. 'mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAva jo.' zatru ane mitramAM koI vyaktinI apekSA che. A zatru ne A mitra. e vyaktimAM ene samadarzitA che. mAna-amAna e paristhiti che. koIe bolAvyA, koIe na bolAvyA, koInI gaNanA karI na karI, AgaLa besADyA na besADyA. A paristhitimAM paNa 'varte' te ja svabhAva jo. pote potAnI svabhAvamAMthI jarAya calita thato nathI. koIe AvakAra Apyo ke jAkAro dIdho. ene kAMI pharaka paDato nathI. A nigraMtha muni have utkRSTa dazAmAM jAya che. ane eTalA ja 8* apUrva avasara mATe bhagavAna mahAvIrane keTalAka rAjAo vaMdana karavA Ave to ye zuM? ane keTalAka jaMgalI pazuo doDAve to ye zuM? duIjana tApasanA AzramamAM bhagavAna mahAvIrane lAgyuM ke ahiMyA mAna-apamAnanI bhAvanA che. bhagavAna tyAMthI vihAra karIne cAlyA jAya che. paNa koInA pratye bhagavAnanA manamAM leza paNa aprIti bhAva ke aNagamo nathI. 'mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAvane. jIvita ke maraNe nahIM nyunAdhiktA.' A to jIvananI ane maraNanI ghaTanA che. A ghaTanAonI aMdara paNa nyUnAdhikapaNuM nathI. jene janma thayo to ema nathI thatuM ke kaMIka vadhI gayuM. ane koI marI jAya to ema nathI thatuM ke kAMIka nyUna thaI gayuM. jene jagatanA jIvonA janma-maraNa pratye paNa koIpaNa jAtano nyunAdhika bhAva nathI. It is an incident. pahelAmAM Individual che. bIjAmAM situation che. trIjAmAM Incident che. prasaMga bane che. ghaTanA ghaTe che. ghare koIno janma thAya to kAMI ene adhiktA nathI. ane kadAca potAno juvAna putra marI jAya to tethI tene kaMI nyUnatA nathI. evo bhAva paNa jene nathI. 'nahIM tRSNA jIvyA taNI, maraNa yoga nahIM kSobha, mahApAtra te mArganA, parama yoga jitalobha." utkRSTatAnI koI parisImA che emAM ene nyUnAdhika paNuM nathI. janmane mRtyunI ghaTanAmAM jene nyUnAdhika paNuM nathI. e ghaTanAne je sAmAnya gaNe che. 'bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo.' have bhava thAya to ye bhale ane mokSa thAya to ye bhale, A ApaNI dazAnI vAta nathI. AtmArthInI dazAmAM to bhave kheda kahyo che. ane te paNa A ja purUSe kahyo che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIne ApaNe samajavA hoya tyAre judI judI bhUmikAmAM apekSAe samajavAnA. virodhAbhAsa ke visaMgatatA nathI. bhUmikA bheda che. pAtra bheda che. AtmArthIne yogyatA ochI che eTale bhavano kheda thAya. paNa A nigraMtha dazAmAM pahoMcelA muni ekadama samabhAvamAM che. have kAdaca janma thavAno hoya to paNa bhale. ane mokSa thavAno hoya to paNa bhale. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke, AtmasvarUpamAM jene ramaNatA thaI che. ane mokSanI paNa jene spRhA rahI nathI ene he nAtha ! tuSTamAna thaIne paNa tuM bIjuM zuM ApavAno hato? mokSanI paNa spRhAthI have rahita thayo che. A

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apUrva avasara vAta nigraMthapadanI utkRSTa bhUmikAnI che. sAtamA guNasthAnakamAM sthita thanAra je AtmA che tenI vAta thAya che. ene A badhA saMkalpa-vikalpapaNAnI nA che. A ApaNI bhUmikAnI vAta nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNuM AtmArthIpaNAnuM haju ThekANuM nathI, mumukSupaNuM to haju ghaNuM dUra che, jijJAsA jAgI nathI, saMsAranI viraktino koI bhAva nathI, AsaktithI mana pAchuM vALyuM nathI ane jagatanI eka cIja pratye udAsInatA vedAtI nathI. e bhUmikAmAM to mokSanI spRhA rAkhavAnI kahI che ane bhava kheda kahyo che. jIvamAM utkRSTa bhUmikA levA jatAM bhAva jo na hoya to te bhAva kaSAyamAM pariName che. bolavAthI kaMI mokSa prApti na thAya. A nava gAthA sudhInI jenI bhUmikA che ene mATe A dazamI gAthAnI vAta che. vAta che eTale enI e dazA che ke, 'bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo' ane kRpALudeva pote e dazAmAM hatA eTale e lakhI zake, ke mokSanI paNa have spRhA rahI nathI. kAraNa ke mokSa- eTale AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa ane varte che. bhale hajI mokSa prApta thayo nathI. paNa potAnA svarUpamAM e varte che. 'bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo.' e dazAmAM potAnA jJAna karIne ene evI zuddhatA varte che, je mokSa sukha pUrNa dazAmAM anubhavAya che e sukhanI jhAMkhI e anubhave che. 'ame paramAtmasvarUpa thayA chIe. mumukSu jIvonuM kalyANa karavAne ame kalpavRkSa chIe. paramArtha premI jijJAsu jIvonI tApAgnine zAMta karavAne ame amRtasAgara chIe. o duSamakALanA durbhAgI jIvo tame amAre zaraNe Avo." (patrAMka-680) amAre eTale amArA bodhane zaraNe Avo. ApaNe eka sapurUSane oLakhavAno prayatna karIe chIe. eTale enAthI AkhI jJAnIonI jAta oLakhAze. sarvajJatA oLakhAze. nigraMthatA oLakhAze. zrImad rAjacaMdrane oLakhavA pratyana karo to ja mahAvIra oLakhAze. loko ema mAne che ke zrImadbhAM gayA eTale mahAvIra bhUlAyA, nA mahAvIra vadhAre prakAzita thayA. ame mahAvIranI vadhu najIka AvyA. ame A nigraMthane, sarvajJane, jinezvarane- koInI dazAne oLakhatA nahotA. paNa jyArathI ame zrImadjIne oLakhatA zIkhyA, emanA vacanAmRtathI, emanA bodhathI, emanA lakhANathI, emanA padathI, tyAre amane khabara paDI ke paripUrNa evI AtmadazA ane caitanyanI sthiti zuM hoya? apUrva avasara ane amArA mahAvIra kevA hatA? ame mahAvIranI vadhu najIka jaIe chIe. kemake amane mahAvIrane oLakhanAro, First hand report ApanAro purUSa maLyo. jema korTamAM mukadamo cAle to First hand report ApanAra sAkSInuM ja mahatva hoya. Eye witness nuM jeNe ghaTanA potAnI najara sAme, pratyakSa ghaTatA joI hoya enI ja jubAnI cAle. kaheto to ne kahetI tI ne koI mAnyatA nathI. It is not evidence at all, First Information Report - FIR. Eye witness zrImad rAjacaMdrajIne sAta varSanI uMmare apUrva anusAra Avyo. jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. bhagavAna mahAvIra sAthe no samAgama tAdRzya thayo, tIrthaMkara sAthe, pote gautama Adi gaNadharanI sAthe, IDaramAM, junAgaDhamAM ane carotaranA pradezomAM vicaratA hatA evo emane bhAsa thayo. AvuM jJAna vadhatuM cAlyuM ane bhUtabhava anubhavagamya banyo. ane saheja smaraNamAM vItarAgano yathAtathya bodha emane smaraNamAM Avyo. AvI dazA jemane prApta thaI che e purUSane oLakhavAthI ame amArA bhUlAyelA mahAvIrane oLakhyA. tIrthaMkaranuM svarUpa kevuM haze? sarvajJa kevA haze kevaLI kevAM haze? jema bALakane jijJAsA hoya ke bhagavAna kevo haze? to kahe hIMcake hIMcakatA haze ane be vAra dudha pItA haze. tema zrImad rAjacaMdra, mumukSune, sAdhakane kahe che ke bhagavAna AvA hatA ane Avo tuM thA. bhagavAnane 'bhavA mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo.' emane zuddha svarUpanuM bhAna hatuM. mAnaamAnanI aMdara paNa samAna sthiti hatI. AvA mahAvIra hatA, AvA sarvajJa, kevaLI ane tIrthakara hatA. AvuM kevaLIdazAnuM svarUpa che. jJAnIne oLakhavA hoya to pUrNajJAnInA vacanathI oLakho. ApaNI potAnI mAnyatA thI nahIM. gItAnI aMdara bIjA adhyAyamAM AvA purUSanuM lakSaNa sarasa kahyuM che. duHkhe uga nA citte, sukhonI jhaMkhanA gaI, gayA rAga-bhaya-krodha, muni te sthira buddhino. Asakta nahIM je kyAMya, maLyuM kAMI zubhAzubha na kare harSa ke dveSa, tenI prajJA thaI sthira. bhagavAna zrI kRSNa paramAtmA kahe che upara batAvelA lakSaNono dhAraka te sthitaprajJa, uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavAna mahAvIre paNa ene zabda deha Apyo che.

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apUrva avasara lAbhAlAbhe suhedukhe, jiviye maraNe tahA, samo niMdA prazaMsA su, samo mANAva mANavo. artha AtmArthI muni, lAbhamAM ke alAbhamAM, sukhamAM ke du:khamAM, jIvanamAM ke maraNamAM, niMdAmAM ke prazaMsAmAM ane mAnamAM ke apamAnamAM samabhAva rAkhe che. muninuM oLakhANa samatA che. jaina darzananuM oLakhANa samatA che. tIrthakaranuM oLakhANa samabhAva che. arihaMtanuM oLakhANa samabhAva che. zrIAnaMdaghanajI e soLamAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM A vAta sarasa rIte mukI che. mAna apamAna citta sama gaNe, sama gaNe kanaka pASaNa re; vaMdaka niMdaka sama gaNe, Izyo hoye tuM jANa re. zAMti jina... sarva jagajaMtune sama gaNe, sama gaNe tRNa maNi bhAva re, mukti saMsAra bahu sama gaNe, muNe bhavajananidhi nAva re. zAMti jina.. are gItAnA kRSNa paramAtmA hoya, uttarAdhyayananA mahAvIra hoya ke padono gAnAra AnaMdaghana hoya ke apUrva avasara gAnAra zrImad rAjacaMdra hoya. jJAnInI dazA je che te che ane je jANe che te jANe che. vItarAga mArganA sAdhakanI oLakhANa samabhAva che. patrAMka-833mAM kRpALudeve samabhAva viSe lakhyuM che, 'jene kaMI priya nathI, jene kaMI apriya nathI, jene koI zatru nathI, jene koI mitra nathI, jene mAna-apamAna, lAbha-alAbha, harSa-zoka, janma-mRtyu Adi vaiddhano abhAva thaI je zuddha caitanya svarUpane viSe sthiti pAmyA che, pAme che, ane pAmaze temanuM ati utkRSTa parAkrama sAnaMdAzcarya upajAve che.' patrAMka 133mAM kRpALudeve lakhyuM ke, "duHkhiyAonuM pradarzana karavuM hoya to amAro naMbara pahelo Ave. amane sthitinuM du:kha nathI. kuTuMbanuM du:kha nathI, dhananuM du:kha nathI, dhAmanuM duHkha nathI, duHkhanAM bIjA koI kAraNa nathI. du:khanuM kAraNa mAtra viSama AtmA che, ane te jo sama che to sarva sukha ja che." kevI adbhuta dezonA guNagAna gAya che. pU. kAnajI svAmIe enA mATe eka sarasa zabda vAparyo che. apUrva avasara upara lakhAyelA emanAM pravacanamAM A gAthA mATe lakhyuM che, ke, "svarUpanI yathArtha jAgRti nA bhAva vaDe apAyelAM A apUrvatAnA saMdezA che.' eka eka gAthAe zrImad rAjacaMdra apUrvatAno saMdeza Ape che. A apUrva-avasara evo kyAre 90 apUrva avasara Avaze? e to ene chello avasara joIe che. bAkI bAra gAthA sudhInA avasaro to ene AvI gayA che. A nigraMthapadanI sIDInA pagathiyAM caDatAMcaDatAM e to chellI bhAvanA bhAve che. apUrvatAnA adbhuta saMdezA A purUSa ApI rahyo che. AvI sthitivALo purUSa enuM bAhyacAritra, aMtaracAritra deha che. tyAM sudhI kevI rIte varte che. - 'ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo; aDola Asana, ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA, parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo.' apUrva - 11 AvA nigraMtha, samabhAvI muninI vartanAnuM svarUpa zuM? enI vartanA kevI hoya? e kyAM vicare? jene kevaLa AtmAnI sAdhanA karavI che, to kyAM vicare? kRpALudeva lakhe che - zuddha samakti pragaTyA pachI bhagavAna lakhe che, "paMdara aMze pahoMcI javAyuM che. jo nivRtti ane asaMgatA no joga maLe to pUrNatAnI prApti thAya.' asaMgatA no abhAva naDe che. "nivRtti joIe evI manamAnatI nathI. jo ke gharamAM ke vanamAM koI bheda rahyo nathI. chatAM paNa upayoga bahAra devo paDe che enuM du:kha che.' Ama muninuM prayANa asaMgatA tarapha hoya. eTale kahe che ke, 'ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM. jene AvI samabhAvanI avasthA aMgaTI gaI che evA muninuM prayANa kyAM hoya? enA purUSArthanI dizA kaI hoya? ekAkI, vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM. bhagavAnanAM AgamamAM sAdhu dharmanA AcAramAM Ave che ke jyAM sudhI AtmabaLanI dRDhatA thaI nathI tyAM sudhI e sAdhaka, e muni, satsaMgamAM rahe, gurUnI nizrAmAM rahe. gurUnA sAnidhyamAM rahe. paNa jene AtmabaLanI dRDhatA thaI che ene to samudAya paNa pratibaMdha rUpa che. gacchavAsI sAdhu, gaNavAsI sAdhu ane jinakalpI sAdhu. A zAstranI aMdara mArga che. AmAM tattvamAM bheda nathI. bhUmikA bhede bheda che. vivekathI vicAravuM. roja ciMtana karavuM kAraNa ke ApaNe haju chadmastha avasthAmAM chIe. pUrNa jJAna thatAM sudhI ApaNI samajaNa ApaNe samaye samaye vadhAravI paDe che. jIvo paramArtha 91

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apUrva avasara mArgamAM Ave pachI pote sudharavA karatAM jagatane sudhAravAnI vadhAre phIkara kare che. eTale kahe che ke A mArga to asaMgatAno che. zrImad rAjacaMdra jevo tattvano jJAtA kahe che ke "ame have asaMgatA tarapha prayANa karIe chIe. muni have tame amArI pAchaLa Avazo nahIM.... have ame dharmathI paNa koI sAthe saMbaMdha IcchatA nathI. A apekSAe samajavAnuM che. amArI dazA evI che ke ame kaMI paNa vastu sahana karI zaktA nathI. have jagatano ne saMsArano paritApa sahana thato nathI. gAMdhIjI lakhe che ke, teo kahetA ke, koI cAre bAjuthI barachI, bhAlA, bhoMke to sahana thAya. paNa A jagatanI mohinI have sammata thatI nathI. jagata sAthe have A purUSanuM joDANa saMbhavita ja nathI. eTale A purUSa ekAkI, smazAna, jaMgala, parvata, araNya - tyAM ja enA besaNA hoya. Avo sAdhaka have AvI jagAomAM ja vicare. eTale ApaNe kahIe chIe ke siddhonA ane saMtonA besaNA sAdhanA kALamAM kyAM hoya? te guru mere mana baso, jeTha tapai ravi Akaro, sUrkha saravara nIra, zaila zikhara muni tapa tarpa, dAOM nagana zarIra. te guru. zIta paDe kapi mara garla, dAhai saba vanarAya, tAla taraMganike tarai, ThAThuM dhyAna lagAya. te guru mere mana baso, te guru mere ura baso. jeTha mahino tapato hoya. sarovaranAM nIra sukAI gayA che. AkhI dharatImAM cIrA paDI gayA che ane te samaye parvatanI Toca upara, 'zIla-zIkhare muni tapa tarpa." grISmanI, tApanI muni AtApanA le che. be hAtha UMcA karIne. zarIra aMgArAnI jema dAjhI rahyuM che. "dAjhe nagna zarIra." ane ThaMDI paDe. AkhI vanarAyo saLagI jAya. jaMgalanA jaMgala hIma paDatAM khalAsa thaI jAya tyAre e nadInA taTamAM jaIne, ThaMDI retImAM muni dhyAna lagAve che. A muni mArA manamAM vaso. Adarza A che ApaNo. parvatanI aMdara jayAM vAgha siMha ane jaMgalI pazu hoya tyAM muni sAdhanA kare. A pazuone to mAMsa eno priya khorAka che. AvA pazuono munine saMyoga thAya to ene paNa mitra mAne che. 'aDola Asanane manamAM nahIM kSobhatA.' muni je paNa AsanamAM birAjamAna hoya, padmAsana, vIrAsana- tyAM hira apUrva avasara Asana mATe koI Agraha nathI, paNa je AsanamAM e dhyAnamAM beThA hoya emAM aDolatA AvI jAya. aDola Asana ene kahevAya pachI enAthI Dage nahIM. 'Dole joke saphaLa mahIdharo kalpa nA vAyarAthI, Dole toye kadI nava ahA! meru e vAyarAthI." Adezvara bhagavAnanI sthiti mATe bhaktamara stotramAM zrI mAnatuMgasUrijI kahe che are! jyAre pralaya ane jaMjAvAta thAya tyAre kalpa nA vAyarA vAya ane bhalabhalA parvato nA bhukkA bolAI jAya, tenI zIlAo badhI gabaDI jAya, paNa tyAre meru parvata calAyamAna thato nathI. ene jaina darzanamAM zAzvata pahADa kahyo che. himAlaya paNa ekavAra khINamAM hato. paNa meru to aDaga ja rahe che ema he nAtha! tamArI A avasthA che. mohanA game teTalA vAyarA vAya, bhayanA game teTalA vAyarA vAya, 'aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA'. manamAM kSobha thAya to kAyAmAM kSubdhatA Ave, kAyA kSubdha thAya to calAyamAna thAya, kAyA calAyamAna thAya to AtmAnA pradezomAM kaMpana thAya, AtmAnA pradezo kaMpe to karmanA pudgalanuM grahaNapaNuM Ave ane karmano baMdha thAya. mATe kahyuM che sAmAyika, kAyotsarga, dhyAna. sthira raho. kAyotsargamAM kAyAno utsarga pharI dayo. evI sthira karo. kRpALudeva kahe che amArI kAyA evI zAMta vRttine pAme, evI sthiratAne pAme ke koI mRgaluM jo khaMjavALa AvatI hoya to amArA zarIrane jhADanuM ThuMThuM mAnI ne potAnuM zarIra amArI sAthe khaMjavALe. sAmAyika ane kAyotsargamAM, dhyAnamAM kevuM aDola Asana joIe! sAmAyika e jainano yoga che. kAyotsarga e jainano yoga che. kAyotsargathI UMcI koI yoganI sthiti nathI. 'annattha'no pATha vAMcIzuM to barAbara khabara paDaze ke, emAM kAMI chUTa ApI nathI. kAyAne tyAM sudhI utsarga karavAnI ke jANe kAyA che ja nahIM. kAyAnuM zailezIkaraNa karavuM. kAyA paththara sama banI jAya. 'aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA'. game teTalA upadravo AsapAsa thAya to paNa mananI kSubdhatA na thAya. bhayanI chAyA pahelAM mana para paDe che eTale kSobhatA pahelAM manamAM thAya che. manathI nirbhaya hoya ene koI paristhiti DagAvI zake nahIM. 'aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA'. bhaya manamAM Ave che. eTale jinezvara bhagavAnanAM 93.

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apUrva avasara stavanamAM ke che- 'namo niNANe, jia bhayANuM." he jinezvara bhagavAna! tame abhaya ne dhAraNa karanArA cho ane jagatanA jIvone tame abhayadAna Apo cho. tame abhayanA dAtA cho. ane 'abhayadAna" jevuM bIjuM eke dAna nathI. jJAnIoe sAta prakAranAM bhaya kahyAM che, ekavAra emAMthI koI paNa bhaya Avyo ke jIva bhayathI kaMpe che, tharathare che ane mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganI sthiratA rahetI nathI. ane enI sthiratA na rahe to pachI caitanya nI sthiratA kyAMthI rahe? kAraNa ke kAyAnA pudgala ane caitanyanA pradeza eka ja kSetre sAthe rahelAM che. eTale ekanuM calAyamAna thavuM te bIjAne calAyamAna kare che. jaina darzananuM vijJAna keTaluM sUthama che. kevuM adbhuta che. eno nyAya juo. enA vijJAnanA kAraNanI mImAMsA juo. 'aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA.' manamAM kSobha thaI jAya to Asana DagI jAya. siMgha-vAgha Ave ane manamAM dhabakArA vadhI jAya to? eTale kahyuM ke 'paramamitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo.' sAdhaka ekAMtamAM have sAdhanA karavA jAya che. saMsAra ne choDIne vanamAM, jaMgalamAM, parvatamAM guphAmAM jAya paNa tyAM to A jaMgalI ane hiMsaka pazuonA nivAsthAna che. enI guphA che. vAghanI boDa che. maNidharanA rAphaDA che. bhorIMgo tyAM rahe che. A badhI guphAonI vacce muni gayA che. to saMyoga paNa e pazuono ja thavAno che. chatAM manamAM kSobha nahIM thAya kAraNa ke, 'paramamitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo.' amane to ema lAgaze ke amane badhA mitra maLyA. A saMsAramAM rahIne to badhA duzmana thayA che. paNa jaMgalamAM javAthI to amane mitra maLyA hoya ema lAgaze. kAraNa ke saMsArIo motanuM kAraNa che ane pazuo abhayanuM kAraNa che. saMtabAlajIe sarasa lakhyuM che ke AkhI kaDImAM samabhAvanI parAkASTA ja kRpALudeve batAvI che ane A rahasyamaya zabdo mukyA che. jJAnInI bhASA je jANe che, jJAnInA bhAvanA Azayane je pakaDe che ene ja A badhA zabdono paramArtha samajAya che. eTale ja saMtabAlajI kahe che. A zrImadjInA zabdomAM adbhata rahasyo chupAyelA che. e rahasyo pakaDavAno prayatna karavo joIe. jo mana upara asara thAya to zarIra upara asara thavAnI che ane sthiratA apUrva avasara calAyamAna thAya. kAnajIsvAmI kahe che, "munirAja zAMta gaMbhIra, udghala samAdhimAM masta rahIne jANe hamaNAM kevaLajJAna lIdhuM ke leze evI prakAranAM behada svabhAvamAM mITa mAMDIne ekAgra thayAM che. e parvatanA zIkhara upara evI avasthAmAM che ke jANe hamaNAM kevaLajJAna pragaTayuM ke pragaTa thaze. prasannacaMdra rAjarSine- haju to zreNika mahArAjA mahAvIra svAmI sAthe vAta kare che ane kevaLajJAna pragaTe che. jAjI vAra nathI, kevaLajJAna levAne. evI prakAranAM behada svabhAvamAM mITa mAMDIne beThA che. tyAre vAgha ke siMha bhUkhathI trADa nAkhato Ave to jANe ke paramamitra Avyo kAraNa ke jene zarIra joItuM nathI evA purUSane zarIra jo koI laI jAya to jANe ke parama mitrano yoga thayo.' gharamAMthI jema kacaro bhego karelo kADhavo hoya ke kATamALa khaseDavo hoya to tene ApaNe mitra nahIM paNa bhagavAna kahIe chIe. ke tArA jevo to bhagavAne nahIM. saMsAranA thoDA lAbha mATe jIva koIne paNa bhagavAna kahevA taiyAra che. AnaMdaghanajI kahe che ke, "he ajItanAtha bhagavAna! tAro paMthaDo jovA jAuM chuM te to aMdhoaMdha paLAya evI sthiti dekhAya che." AMdhaLo AMdhaLAne dorato hoya evI sthiti. kRpALudeve kahyuM che A jIvane paribhramaNa thavAnAM aneka kAraNomAMthI eka kAraNa e che ke, pote zaMkAmAM gaLakAM khAto hoya ane bIjAne siddhapadano upadeza Apato hoya. ahIM kahe che ke AvA zarIrane koI laI jAya to paNa ene kSobha nathI. kAraNa ke aneka prakAranAM upasargo mokSasukhanI prApti mATe jJAnIo samabhAve vedI le che. AvI emanI adbhuta dazA hoya che. have AgaLa, ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahIM, sarasa anne nahIM manane prasannabhAva jo; rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyAM pudgala eka svabhAva jo.' apUrva - 12 sAdhanAnI A parAkASThA che. nigraMthadazAnI utkRSTatAnA A namunA che. Avo apUrva avasara amane kyAre Avaze? jyAre ame vAgha-siMha jevA parama 95

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apUrva avasara mitrano yoga pAmIe. sukozala muni kAryotsarganI aMdara dhyAnamAM sthita che ane koI ziyALavI bhUkhI DAMsa jevI AvIne mUninA pagathI karIne kamara sudhIno bhAga - enA aMge aMga khAI jAya che. tyAre munine bhAva thAya che - bhAvanI A parAkASTA che ke, arere! A deha to amathoya paDavAno hato. sAruM thayuM eka jIvane enI AhAra tRpti thaI. e jIva have saMtoSa ane zAMti pAmaze. ane kadAca A zarIrano upayoga na karyo hota to bIjA koIne raMjAData, dhanyatA anubhave che. eka bIjuM dRSTAMta che. muni nAvamAM nadI pAra karIne jatA hoya che. tyAM pUrva bhavanAM verI Ave che ane nAvane uthalAve che. tyAre je bIjA vyaMtaradeva che eNe bhAlo rAkhyo che ane muni nuM zarIra uchaLIne e bhAlA upara paDe che ane ubhA bhAle viMdhAI jAya che. emAMthI lohInI dhArA vahe che ane muni vicAra kare che ke A uSNa lohInI dhArAthI ThaMDA pANInA jIvo je che te bicArA vagara kAraNe AdhAta pAmaze ane marI jAze. A vicAramAM ne vicAramAM munine e vIMdhAyelI hAlatamAM ja kevaLajJAna thAya che. 'zAMtasudhArasa' graMthanI aMdara zrI vinaya vijayajI mahArAje eka sajajhAyamAM A udAharaNa ApyuM che. zAstromAM AvA keTalAka kathAnako che. kathAnuyoga e AkhA dravyAnuyogane caritArtha kare che. have- 'ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahi'. ghora tapa ane ugra tapa e bannemAM pharaka che. prANAMte kaSTadAyaka evuM tapa e ghora tapa kahevAya. ugra tapa to yathAzaktie thAya. cha mahinAnA upavAsa kare to zarIranI zakti pramANe kare te ugratapa paNa ghora nahIM. ghora tapamAM ugra tapano samAveza thaI jAya. muni to araNyamAM che. zailazikharo che. parvatanI guphAmAM che, ane jyAre potAnA dhyAnanI samAdhimAM ekAkAra thAya che tyAre ene koI paNa prakAranI kSudhA athavA to tRSA-enA pariSaha vijayano bhAva eTalo badho prabaLa che ke e tapazcaryAne ghora tapa kahevAya che. ghoratapanI aMdara prANa paNa cAlyA jAya evuM tapa muni kare che ane chatAM paNa manamAM jarA paNa tApa thato nathI. akaLAto nathI. tapazcaryAmAM tApa na hoya. tapazcaryAmAM zAtA hoya. jo tapa karyuM ane manamAM tApa thayo to e kaSAyanuM lakSaNa che. ahiM kRpALudeva kahe che tapamAM tApa na hoya. tapa keTaluM thAya - keTalA pramANamAM thAya e mahattvanuM 9i6 apUrva avasara nathI. emAM tApa na thavo joIe. dhIraja na gumAvavI. ekAsaNAnuM tapa che. navakArasInuM tapa che, upavAsa, AyaMbIla vagere tapa che. paNa tapanI sAthe zAtA joIe, dhairya joIe, samatA joIe. tapamAM tApa, ugratA ke AkuLatA na hoya. tapanuM pariNAma A aMtarasthiti upara che. Aje khAdhuM ke na khAdhuM e mahattvanuM nathI. paNa AjanA divasanI manaH sthiti kevI che? AtmAnA pariNAma kevAM che? AtmAnA adhyavasAya pramANe karmano baMdha thAya che. AtmAnA adhyavasAya kaSAya yukta che ke akaSAya yukta che? ahiMyA muninI dazA samajAvatA kRpALudeva, tapa sAthe tApa ne joDe che. kAraNa ke bahudhA saMsAranA jIvo tapa kare che paNa tapa sAthe tApane prakAzita kare che. ane keTalIka vAra to tapa karIne tApane vadhAre che. tapasvIne tApa thAya e tapanuM lakSaNa nathI. jema krodhae sAcanuM lakSaNa nathI tema tApa AvI jAya to samajI levuM ke tapazcaryAmAMthI calita thayo. lAMghaNa thaI gaI. ema muni saMtabAlajIe lakhyuM che. emaNe kahyuM che ke jagatanA jIvo to lAMghaNa kare che. ene jaina darzanamAM tapa zuM che? e khabara ja nathI. eTale kahyuM che ke nAnuM evuM navakArazInuM tapa paNa mukti ApavAne samartha che. paNa e tapa zAtApUrvaka thavuM joIe. samatApUrvaka thavuM joIe. AkuLatA vinA, tApa vinA, calAyamAnatA vinA, mananI zobhatA vinA. prasannatAnI sAthe tapa thavuM joIe. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje kahyuM che, 'citta prasanna re pUjana phaLa kahyuM re, pUjA akhaMDita eha; kapaTa rahita thaI Atama arapaNA re, AnaMdaghana pada reha." RSabha. bhagavAnanI pUjA karI, jinezvara kathita tapa karyuM to prasannatA vedAvI joIe. jIvane bhogamAM prasannatA vedAya che. tapamAM prasannatA nathI vedAtI. tapa karyuM hoya to jotAM ja khabara paDI jAya. tapa bhale karo paNa zAMti rAkho. prasannatA rAkhIne tapa karo. lezamAtra mananAM pariNAmane caMcaLa thavA de mA! calita thavA de mA! koI jJAnIe tapano niSedha nathI karyo. kRpALudeva, AnaMdaghanajI, saMtabAlajI, badhA pote ghora tapasvI hatA. paNa e lokoe kahyuM che tapanA nAme tApa nahIM, chetarapIMDI nahIM, tapa nA nAme mAna kaSAyane poSavAno choDI dayo. A pAraNA, varaghoDA, sAMjIo- tapa koIka kare ane daMDa koIka bhogave enA jevuM thAya che.

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apUrva avasara tapa karatAM pahelAM bAdhA laI lo. 'anya kAraNe anya kazuM kahyuM nahIM." pahelAM pratijJA levAnI ke tapanA nimitte mane jagatanuM eka taNakhaluM paNa na khape. A pahelAM paccakhANa laIne pachI bhagavAnanI sAme jeTalA upavAsa karavA hoya tenA paccakhANa levAnA. prabhu! tArA mArge mAre mArA AtmAnA adhyavasAyane sudhAravA che. paNa pahelI pratijJA A karo ke tapanA kAraNe AraMbha-samAraMbha, letI detI kAMI nathI karavuM. mAre jinezvaranuM, asaMga purUSanuM tapa karavuM che to koI laukika vyavahArane vacamAM nahIM lAvuM. A jIvane to tapa karyuM hoya to pratikramaNa pachI keTalAya jaNa levA Ave. A badhuM khUba samajIne-vicArIne karavAnuM che. 'ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahIM. sarasa anne nahIM manane prasanna bhAva jo.' sArAmAM sAruM khAvAnuM maLe, pAraNAmAM utkRSTa vAnagI maLe to paNa ene evo prasannatAno bhAva na thAya. bhagavAna mahAvIra chaThThanA pAraNe chaThTha karatAM karatAM vicare che. ane bhagavAnane AhArano bhAva thAya che. bahulA nAmanI eka dAsI vAsaNa sApha karatI hatI. temAMthI thoDuM vadheluM anna bAjumAM DhAMkIne paDyuM hatuM ane mahAvIre AvIne "dharmalAbha" kahyuM ne e dAsIe vadheluM dhAna bhagavAnane vahorAvI dIdhuM. mahAvIrane keTalI prasannatA che? ane olI bahulA dAsI to bhava tarI gaI. ane RSabhadeva bhagavAnane bAra bAra mahinAnA varasItapa cAle che. kyAMya AhAra maLato nathI. zreyAMsakumAra amRta jevo zeraDIno rasa vahorAve che. to mahAvIrane vAsI dhAna maLyuM ne je prasannatA vedAtI hatI te ja RSabhadevane zeraDIno rasa maLyo tyAre vedAya che. bhAvamAM kyAMya pharaka nathI. dazAne samajo. samabhAvane samajo. A samabhAvanA utkRSTa namunA che. 'sarasa anne nahIM manane prasanna bhAva jo'. game teTaluM sarasa anna maLe to paNa AhAranAM kAraNe nahIM, paNa AtmAnA guNa pragaTa thAya to saMtoSa vedAya. 'rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI. rajakaNa hoya ke vaimAnika devanI riddhi hoya, sAdhaka samabhAvamAM ja rahe. bhagavAnanAM sADAbAra varSanA sAdhanA kALamAM, koIe paga nIce culo peTAvyo to araNyamAM koIe kAnamAM khIlA ThokyA. koIe muzkeTATa bAMdhIne kuvAmAM utAryA ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM tyAre eka karoDa devatAo bhagavAnanuM samavasaraNa racavA nIce AvI gayA. koI vAyuthI kacaro apUrva avasara sApha kare to koI devatAo jaLa varasAvIne bhUmine svaccha ane sugaMdhita kare to koI AkAzamAMthI pArijAtanA puSponI vRSTi kare, koI bhagavAnanAM dhvanine dhvanivardhaka banAve koI AgaLa sonAnAM kamaLanI racanA kare. suvarNa vRSTi thAya, cAra cAra jojana sudhI bhagavAnanuM bhAmaMDaLa dedipyamAna dekhAya ke jyAM bAra-bAra sUryanA teja jhAMkhA paDI. Avo mahimA. ane svargamAMthI devonA vimAno utare, A bAju badhA ja rAjAo ane samrATo hAthInI aMbADIe besIne prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA Ave paNa bhagavAnanI manaHsthitimAM koI pharaka nathI paDato. sAdhanA kALamAM kAMI maLatuM nahotuM ane samovasaraNamAM ATaluM aizvarya! paNa bhagavAnanI manaHsthiti kevI adbhuta 'rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI.' jagatamAM samavasaraNathI utkRSTa pudgalano mahimA nathI. pudgalanI zreSThamAM zreSTha utkRSTa racanA samavasaraNanI che jevI devalokamAM paNa nathI. A bhautika padArthamAMthI the best vastu kaI banI zake? to ke samavasaraNa AnAthI utkRSTa bIjo namuno na bane. jema hIrAmAM kohInurathI caDiyAto bIjo koI hIro nathI tema jagatamAM game teTalI racanAo ArTiko kare, ke khuda vizvakarmA AvIne racanA kare to paNa samasaraNathI utkRSTa bIjI racanA thaI zake nahIM. ane A samavasaraNamAM birAjamAna bhagavAnanI manaHsthiti kevI? 'sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva jo'. kevI dazA che kyAM sudhI A pahoMce che? ApaNane kahe che ke saMsAramAM dRzyamAna thatI dareka vastu pudagala che. je dekhAya te jaDa. A sAdo niyama che ane je dekhe, jANe te jIva. jJAna ane darzana jenAmAM che te jIva. ane jenAmAM darzanamAM dekhAvA paNuM che ane zeya paNuM che te jaDa. deha pote jANato nathI, paNa jaNAvApaNuM che. pote dekhato nathI, paNa dekhAvA paNuM che. padArthane dekhI zakAya. paNa padArtha pote na dekhI zake. to dekhanAra koNa? e jIva ane dekhI zakAya evo dRzya padArtha te jaDa. to AkhI duniyA jaDa che kAraNa ke dekhAya che. deha paNa dekhAya che mATe jaDa che. AtmA nathI dekhAto. paNa jJAnarUpI darpaNamAM AtmA dekhAze. jagata AkhuM dRzyamAna padArtha che. 'deha mAtra saMyoga che, vaLI jaDa rUpI dRzya; cetanamAM utpatti laya, konA anubhava vazya?" A.si.-(6ra) 98 99

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apUrva avasara kRpALudeve dehanuM mAtra aDadhA caraNamAM oLakhANa ApI dIdhuM ke deha che te mAtra saMyoga che. pudgala paramANuno saMyoga che. dRzya che. dekhAya evo padArtha che. deha rUpI che, ene rUpa che AkAra che. mATe e cetana nathI. deha ne cetana be judA che. ApaNA badhAnI aMdara be vastu sAthe rahelI che. eka jaDa che je ApaNe dhAraNa hyuM che ane enI aMdara rahelo cetana jenA vaDe ApaNe badhAne joIe chIe, jANIe chIe, sAMbhaLIe chIe, pariNAma karIe chIe, bhAva karIe chIe. A vAMcIe chIe emAM je je bhAva thAya che te badhA cetanane lIdhe che. A je vaMcAya che te jaDa che. ane je samajAya che te cetana che. saMbhaLAya che te jaDa che ane samajAya che te cetana che. vAraMvAra ATaluM bhedajJAna thavuM joIe. A amUrta, nirAkAra, niraMjana, zuddha, jJAnadarzanamaya cetanA eno huM dhAraka chuM e ja huM chuM. A zarIrathI huM bhinna, A hADa-mAMsa-majajA sarvathI huM bhinna chuM. 'deha na jANe teha ne, jANe na indrI prANa; AtmAnI sattA vaDe, teha pravarte jANa.' A.si.- (53) A zarIranuM AkhuM khokhuM pravartI rahyuM che kAraNa ke aMdara caitanyanI sattA che mATe, jo caitanya na hoya to vAta khalAsa thaI gaI. ahIM ema kahevA mAMge che ke AtmAnA anaMtaguNa ane anaMtasukha pAse pudgalanI kaMI visAta nathI. A cAritra avasthAnA utkRSTa namUnA che. kRpALudeva kahe che ke "amArUM je citta te AtmA sivAya anya sthaLe pratibaddhatA pAmatuM nathI." eTale vepAramAM chIe, daIe chIe, laIe chIe. paNa citta kyAMya joDAtuM nathI. ema saubhAgabhAIne lakhyuM. bhagavAne devakaraNamunine pUchyuM ke tamane parSadAmAM strIone joIne vikAra thAya che? tyAre munie kahyuM ke tame hIrA-motI hAthamAM laIne juo cho, tamane vikAra nathI thato? kRpALadeve kahyuM ke, he muni ame to kALakTa viSa dekhIe chIe. ane saubhAgabhAIne kahyuM ke, amArU citta te AtmA sivAya kyAMya pratibaddhatA pAmatuM nathI. kSaNa paNa anyabhAvane vize sthira thatuM nathI. svarUpane vize ja sthira che. saubhAgabhAI lakhe che ke prabhu ! muMbaImAM beThAM beThAM, tame ATalA vepAra, dhaMdhA, udyoga, gRhasthI, A badhuM calAvo cho to tamArI dazA to amane samajAvo. to kahe, 'jaNAvyA jevuM to mana che. jema moralInA nAda upara maNidhara sthira thAya 100 apUrva avasara tema amArUM mana AtmAne vize sthira che. ane DolI rahyuM che." mana svarUpanAM dhyAnamAM kendrita thaIne Dole che. enI bIje kyAMya dRSTi nathI. kevI adbhuta dazA ! enA mATe lakhyuM che. "anaavakAza evuM AtmasvarUpa varte che. emAM prArabdhodaya sivAya bIjo koI avakAza joga nathI.' pa. (396) anaavakAza jemAM koI avakAza nathI evuM amAruM Atma svarUpa varte che. AtmAne udAsa pariNAma atyaMta bhajyA kare che. "atyaMta pariNAmamAM udAsInatA pariNamyA kare che." (338) "AtmAkAra citta thaI gayuM che.' AtmakAratA eTale zuM? AtmAnuM sva svarUpe- pariNAmanuM hovApaNuM te AtmAkAratA. AvI AtmAkAratA amane varte che. ane niyamasAranI 14 6mI gAthAmAM bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcArye lakhyuM che ke, AtmAkAra jevuM citta thayuM che tenAmAM ane vItarAgamAM koI bheda nathI. hampInA bhadramunI, sahajAnaMda svAmIe koIne javAba Apyo che - koIe pUchyuM ke 'zrImad rAjacaMdra paramAtmA? ApaNe kyAMya jJAnInI azAtanA to nathI karatAne?" emaNe eka nAnuM pustaka lakhyuM che. 'upAsyapade upAdeyatA'. emaNe - sahajamunie jeo pote paNa bahu uccadazAmAM birAjamAna yogI hatA, temanI pAse khUba ja zakti hatI. yogazaktinA dhAraka hatA. emaNe lakhyuM kuMdakuMdAcAryajIno nirdeza ApIne kahyuM che ke "jenuM citta AtmAkAra varte che enAmAM ane vItarAgamAM koI bheda nathI ane bheda gaNe te ajJAnadazAnuM lakSaNa che.' prabhune prabhu mAnIne ja enI ArAdhanA karo. bhagavAnane bhagavAna ja mAno. kRpALudeva pa. 412mAM potAnuM oLakhANa ApatA lakhe che 'atre AtmAkAratA varte che. evI adbhuta dazA ! ene A nigraMtha thavAnI bhAvanA che ane A sthiti sudhI pahoMcelo AtmA kevA adbhuta sAhasa ane parAkramathI kevaLajJAnanA padamAM kevI rIte praveza kare che te avasare. sapurUSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karaze. 101

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apUrva avasara svAdhyAya - 5 nigraMthapada zreNInuM ArohaNa - (gAthA - 13,14) sarvajJa vItarAga bhagavaMtoe muktinA mArganI je prarUpaNA karI che, sAdhanAno je krama batAvyo che. jIvane bodhabIja nI prApti thayA pachI pUrNatva tarapha pahoMcavA mATeno je mArga che- te vAta paramakRpALudeve apUrvaavasaranA padamAM mukI che. vItarAgano mArga kevA prakArano che? bodhabIjanI prAptithI kevaLajJAnanI prApti sudhIno krama zuM che? ane kevaLajJAnInuM svarUpa zuM che? ane kevaLajJAnInI avasthA pUrI thayA pachI jIva je siddha avasthA prApta kare enuM svarUpa zuM che? e yathAtathya, sarvajJa praNita mArgane potAnA jJAnabaLathI, zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe, ApaNe samajI zakIe evI bhASamAM khUba saraLatAthI samajAvyuM che. A viSaya khUba ja gahana che. ane samajavuM tathA samajAvavuM banne rIte kaThina che. samajavA karatAM paNa samajAvavuM vadhAre kaThina che. kema ke A viSayamAM, jaina mArganI je prarUpaNA karavAmAM AvI che, ane emAM kevaLa jaina paribhASAmAM ja badhI vAta cAle che mATe kaThina che. eka paNa zabda ApaNI laukika bhASAmAM besato nathI. besADI zakAya nahIM. evuM A guNasthAna ArohaNa kramanuM 'apUrva avasara'nuM pada che. jemAM darzanamoha gayA pachI cAritramoha nAza karavA mATenI vAta che. bhUmikA ja tyAMthI che ke jeno darzanamoha samApta thayo che, ane jene cAritramoha samApta karavo che. cAritramoha samApta thAya to ja yathAkhyAta cAritra, yAne ke sarvajJatA, eTale ke pUrNa vItarAga padanI prApti thAya che. jene kevaLIpada kahe che. to samyakdRSTi AtmA nigraMthapadanI ArAdhanA karIne have kevaLIpadanI kevI rIte prApti kare che. e vAtanI aMdara bAra gAthA sudhI bhagavAne cothA guNasthAnakathI A vAta mUkI che ke cAritramohano nAza kevI rIte karavo? te gAthAono svAdhyAya ApaNe karyo. have nigraMtha zreNInuM je ArohaNa che te- jema vimAna Runway thI doDIne Take off kare, tema A AtmA have urdhvagatimAM Take off karavAno che. e have eka vAra Take off kare pachI kyAreya tyAMthI pAcho AvavAno nathI. This is the last take off. A nigraMthae lIdhelo Take off evo che ke tyAMthI have ene dharatI para kyAreya pAchA AvavAnuM nathI. e vAta adbhuta rIte paramakRpALu deva kahe che. 102 apUrva avasara 'ema parAjaya karIne cAritramohano, AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo; zreNI kSapakataNI karIne ArUDhatA, ananya ciMtana atizaya zuddha svabhAva jo.' apUrva- 13 'ema parAjaya karIne cAstrimohano' - ema eTale kema? kaI rIte? A sAdhake darzanamoha vyatita thayA pachI, darzanamohano nAza thayA pachI, jJAnInA bodhanAM bIjathI, ene je bodhIbIja pragaTayuM che. e bodhanA AdhAra upara A sAdhaka, sAdhakadazAmAM praveza kare che. A sAdhakadazA te nigraMthadazA che. emAM eNe cAritramohano nAza karyo. kevI rIte? to kahe AgalI bAra gAthAonAM je steps che te pharI joI laIe. jethI lakSanI bahAra kaMI jAya nahIM. kRpALudeve chavvIsa pagathiyAM cAritramohanAM nAza mATe kahyAM che. A dhAraNA karavAnI che ke A apUrvaavasaranA eka eka pagathiyAM mArA jIvanamAM kyAre prApta thAya? AvI sAdhaka dazAno avasara prabhu ! mArA jIvanamAM kyAre Avaze? e ja jhaMkhanA karavAnI che. A ja abhilASA ane A ja tamannA rAkhavAnI che. (1) bAhyAMtara nigraMtha thavAnI bhAvanA ane mahat purUSanA paMthe vicaravAnI bhAvanA. sarva bhAvathI udAsInatA. jagatanI koIpaNa vastu pratye koI paNa jAtanI spRhI nahIM. jagatanI koI vastu khape nahIM. huM mArAmAM pUrNa chuM. eTale mArI pUrNatA mATe mAre bahAranA eka paNa padArthanI ke paramANunI AvazyaktA nathI. (3) A deha che te paNa mAtra saMyama hetu joIe. saMyama sivAya dehanI kalpanA nahIM ane te paNa mUrchA rahitapaNe. dehanI AvazyaktA kharI paNa saMyamanA hetuthI ane mUcha rahita. (4) ghora pariSaha ke upasarganA bhayathI paNa je sthiratAno aMta na Ave evI AtmasthiratA. A bhAvanA che te apUrva avasara che. (5) mana-vacana-kAyanA yoganuM saMkSepapaNuM joIe che. A yoga bahu phelAvyA 103

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apUrva avasara bahu patharAvyA, bahu vistAryA have saMkSepa karavAnAM che. (6) A yoganI pravartanA have svarUpanA lakSathI, jinezvaranI AjJAthI ane saMyamanA hetuthI thAya. "A dehAdi AjathI varte prabhu Adhina." have A mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoganuM je pravartana thavA sarjAyeluM haze te phakta svarUpano lakSa, jinezvaranI AjJAne Adhina ane saMyamanA hetuthI ja thaze. e sivAya A yoganI prarvatanA paNa joItI nathI. (7) te paNa - te prarvatanA paNa aMte nijasvarUpamAM lIna thAya e rIte kramazaH ghaTatI avasthAmAM joIe che. jJAna thayA pachI enI pravartanA ghaTatI hoya. 'te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM, nija svarUpamAM lIna thavAnA hetuthI samAI jAya che. potAmAM samAI javAnI sthiti. 'je samajayA te samAyA." kRpALadeve saubhAgabhAIne eka vAkyamAM paramArthamArganI sAdhanAno sAra kIdho. ke je samajayA che tenuM lakSaNa samAI javuM te che. (8) paMcendriya viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitapaNuM. (9) paMca pramAdamAM mananI kSobha rahita avasthA. (10) dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvanA pratibaMdha vinA, apratibaddha paNe, udayAdhIna ane vItalobha enI vicaraNA hoya. vicaravuM che paNa bhAva apratibaddhatAthI udayAdhInapaNe- "vicare udayaprayoga" ane vItalobha. e rIte vicaravuM che. (11) krodhanA udaya pratye krodha. (12) mAnanA udaya pratye prabhunI mahAnatA vicArI potAnI pAmaratA ane dInatAno bhAva karavo te. (13) mAyAnA udaya pratye sAkSI bhAvanI ciMtavanA karavI ane mAyAnI upekSA karavI. (14) lobhanA udaye lobhanI kaMjusAI. tyAgapaNAnI prabaLa bhAvanA. (15) upasarga karanAra pratye paNa krodha nahIM. kSamAbhAva. azubhano udaya na hoya to jagatano koI jIva mane duHkha ApavAne samartha nathI. to mane ANe 104 apUrva avasara (koIe) duHkha ApyuM che ema nahIM. paNa mArA azubha karmanA udayanA kAraNe mane duHkhanI prApti thaI che. mane pratikuLatA prApta thaI che. A jIva to emAM mAtra nimitta che. A navANiyo kuTAI na jAya e ApaNe jovAnuM che. e to nimitta che. mAro azubhano udaya na hoya to koI mane du:kha ApI zake evI vizvanI vyavasthA nathI, upasarga karanAra pratye krodha nahIM ane - (16) cakravartI AvIne vaMdanA kare to paNa mAna nahIM ke garva nahIM. samrATa AvIne pagamAM paDe to paNa garva nahIM. (17) deha chUTavA jevA prasaMga prApta thAya to paNa kiMcit mAyAcAra nahIM. chaLa nahIM. kapaTa nahIM. bhinnatA nahIM. daMbha nahIM. chetarapIMDI nahIM. eka mAyAzalyane AcarIne mallI jinezvarane strI veda prApta thayo. A tadbhava mokSagAmI AtmAne paNa mAyAne lIdhe AvaraNa AvI gayuM. (18) riddhi, siddhi ke labdhinA nidhAna pratye paNa lobha ke tRSNA nahIM. potAnI zaktithI riddhi-siddhine labdhinA nidhAna pragaTe, aizvaryanI choLo uchaLe to paNa te pratye tRSNA nahIM. lobha nahIM. spRhA nahIM. aMtaraMga spRhA nathI evI to jenI gupta AcaraNA che. Ane aMtaraMgamAM paNa lezamAtra spRhA nathI. (19) nagnatva, muMDatva, ajJAnatA, adaMtadhovana sahita, keza, nakha, roma ke zarIranA aMga upAMgamAM kyAMya zRMgAra nahIM. dehabhAva nahIM. dehanI ALa paMpALa nahIM. zAtAziliyApaNuM ane sukhaziliyApaNuM - A banne mahAbhayaMkara che. jIvane rokI rAkhe che sAdhanA karatAM ane dehabhAvane prabaLa kare che. zAtAziliyApaNuM. agiyArame guNasthAnake je moha utpanna thAya che emAM zAtA-gArava e kAraNa adhika che ema kRpALudeva kahe che. mATe vrata-tapa-japa-kaThoratA karo. zAtAziliyApaNuM nahIM. jaina dharmamAM badhA TIkA kare che ke indriya damanano mArga che. indriya-damanano mArga hoya to ja AtmAnuM utthAna thAya. indriyone ALapaMpALa karavAthI AtmA nahIM jAge. sAdhaktA zuM che e samajavA mATe gaMbhIratA ane uMDANapUrvaka 105

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apUrva avasara vicAravuM joIe. are bhAI! indriyonuM damana karyA vinA AtmAnI prabhutA nahIM prApta thAya. kalekTaranI sattAnA gANA gAyA sivAya AtmAnI sattAnuM mAhAbhya samajo. A AtmAnI sattA che e ja indriyonA svacchaMda para aMkuza mUke che. tuM tArA AtmA para miliTarI rAja kara. indriyo upara saramukhatyArazAhIthI vartAya. jIvanuM kalyANa karavuM hoya to bauddhika vAta para na javuM Atmika vAta para lakSa ApavuM. (20) dravya ane bhAvathI saMyama pUrNa nigraMthapaNuM. (21) zatru-mitra, mAna-amAna, jIvitavya ke mRtyu ane bhava ke mokSa badhI ja avasthAmAM samAnabhAva. badhI ja paristhitimAM- vyakti, paristhiti, ghaTanA ke tattva vicAraNA A cAre judA-judA prasaMgomAM badhAmAM 'zuddha varte samabhAva jo.' (22) ekAkI, asaMgadazAmAM, jaMgala, smazAna ke parvatamAM vicaravuM thAya evo avasara. (23) vAgha-siMha ane hiMsaka pazuo vacce paNa aDola Asana ane kSobha rahita mananI avasthA. Asana aDola- e zarIranI vAta thaI. ane mananI vAta-kSobha rahita mananI avasthA. (24) ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahIM. AkuLapaNuM nahIM. saMkSobhapaNuM nahIM. kaleza-aMkalezanA pariNAma nahIM. jayAre tapa karyuM che tyAre kaSAya ke kaleza saMkalezanA bhAva na thavA joIe. tapa karavuM ane kaSAya karavo e vItarAganA mArganI ghora azAtanA che. tapa karIne kaleza ke kalaha karavo nahIM. bAra prakAranAM tapa che. phakta upavAsa ke aThThAI nahIM paNa svAdhyAya e paNa tapa che. atyAre A jagyAe besIne ApaNe badhA svAdhyAyanuM tapa karI rahyA chIe. emAM kiMcitmAtra paNa mananA adhyavasAya lezita thavA dezo nahIM. nahIMtara tapamAM doSa Avaze. bhagavAne uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke svAdhyAya jevuM uttama koI tapa nathI. paDatAkALamAM, apUrva avasara kaLiyugamAM, paMcamakALamAM, prabhue kahyuM che ke bIjA tapathI jIva, manathI bIje bhAgI jaze paNa svAdhyAya ene satpurUSanI sAthe joDI rAkhaze. bIjA koI paNa tapamAM mananI pariNati bIje bhAgI zake. paNa svAdhyAyamAM to mana tyAM joDAI ja jAya ke purUSa zuM kahe che? enA kahevAno artha zuM che? eno bhAva zuM che? ane temAM paNa lakhavAnuM zarU karIe to bhAvathI ApaNe ekadama emAM joDAI jaIe. vacanAmRta nA eka eka pAnAne roja lakhIe to upayoga bIje jAya nahIM. svAdhyAya jevuM utkRSTa bIjuM tapa nathI. bahenone khAsa kahevAnuM ke varasItapa upADavo hoya to svAdhyAyano varasItapa karo. bhale ApaNe grejyueTa ke pI.eca.DI. na hoIe. paNa bhagavAnanAM vacananuM eka pAnuM roja lakho. ane je divase na lakhAya tenA bIje divase upavAsa karavAno. svAdhyAyano tapa upADo. atyaMtara tapa vinA mukti nathI. karmane khapAvavA haze to tapa vinA bIjo koI ArovAro nathI. jJAna-darzana ane cAritra sAthe bhagavAne tapa ne kahyuM che. mokSa prAptinAM A cAra kAraNo che. patrAMka 918mAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke mokSanA A cAra kAraNa avirodha paNe prApta thAya tyAre ja jIva mukti prApta karI zake. tapathI jUnA saMcita karelAM karmone udIraNAmAM lAvIne khapAvI zakAya che. pradeza upara lAvIne ene nirjarI zakAya che. Avo tapano mahimA che. ane bAhya ane atyaMtara banne tapamAM atyaMtara tapano mahimA vizeSa che. A tapa jinezvare kahelAM che. jinabhakti, vaiyAvacca, kAyotsarga, svAdhyAya e tapa che. tapanI aMdara manamAM tApa nathI, klezasaMkalezanA pariNAma nahIM, kaSAyanA adhyavasAya nahIM. to ja tapanuM phaLa nirjarA che. (25) sarasa anna, parsa bhojana, miSTa bhojana paNa prasanna bhAva nahIM. kozAnA vezyAgRhanI aMdara sthUlibhadrajIe cArtumAsa karyo ane sthUlibhadrajIne cAritra bhraSTa karavA mATe thaIne kozA ene gocarInI aMdara roja SaTrasa bhojana vahorAvatI hatI. ane sthUlibhadramuni roja eno AhAra karatA 109 106

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apUrva avasara hatA. chatAM paNa leza paNa manamAM vikAra na thavAnuM kAraNa ene manamAM prasannatA vedAtI nahotI. 'sarasa anne nahIM manane prasanna bhAva jo." (26) rajakaNa ke vaimAnika riddhi- emAM kevaLa nirlepabhAvapaNuM, kevaLa nirmohipaNuM ene banne vastusamAna che. koInA pratye rAga nathI ke Sa nathI. koInA pratye ratibhAva nathI, koInA pratye arati bhAva nathI. A sUkSma pariNati che. AvI chavvIsa apUrva avasaranI avasthAo prApta karI te kRpALudeva kahe che - A badhI avasthAmAMthI bhagavAna pasAra thayA che. badhI avasthA emaNe siddha karI che. mAtra lakhI nathI anubhavathI siddha karI che. eTale kahe che - 'ema parAjaya karIne cAritra mohano, AvuM tyAM jayAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo.' have huM e jagyAe AvuM chuM. ke jayAM karaNa -karaNa eTale AtmAnA pariNAma- apUrva hoya. 'apUrvakaraNa." A anAdi anaMtanI yAtrAmAM jIva bevAra apUrvakaraNanA prayoga kare che. apUrvakaraNa eTale, purI tAkAta lagAvIne, kareDiyAM karIne, jIvanI purI tAkAtathI, purA vizvAsathI, mana-vacana-kriyAnI ekAgratA thI jema olampiksamAM doDato khelADI chelle jItavA mATe kevI phALa bhare - ema apUrvakaraNa jIvanamAM bevAra prApta thAya. ekvAra mithyAtvamAMthI apUrvakaraNa karIne samyagdarzana prApta kare. pahelAM guNasthAnakathI cothAguNasthAnake chalAMga mAre e apUrvakaraNathI mAre. A jIva bodhanI tattvajJAnanI vAta roja ryA kare paNa prayoga koI divasa na kare. jJAnI kahe che graMthibheda sudhI A jIva anaMtIvAra AvIne pAcho haTayo che. kAraNa ke jyAre jIva graMthibheda karavAno purUSArtha kare che tyAre e graMthi rUpAMtara thaIne ene nabaLo pADI de che. ke hamaNAM zuM utAvaLa che? pachI huM Ano jaya karIza. mane khabara che, huM jANuM chuM mane AnAthI kaMI nukazAna thaze nahIM. A jANapaNane lIdhe je mohadazAmAM paDe che e kyAre paNa apUrvakaraNa karI zakto nathI. jIvane satpurUSano bodha prApta thato hoya to kareMge yA mareMge evA purUSArthamAM lAgIne paheluM apUrvakaraNa prApta karavA maMDI paDavuM joIe. Do or die, not to question why? karo ane pAmo. zA mATe? e pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke satpurUSano bodha apUrva avasara che. sarvajJanuM kathana che. jinezvaranI AjJA che. why pUchanAra ApaNe koNa? e sthitimAM AvIne jIva graMthino bheda kare e paheluM apUrvakaraNa. paheluM apUrvakaraNa darzana mohano nAza kare ane bIjuM apUrvakaraNa cAritramohano nAza kare. A chavvIsa prakAranAM pagathiyAmAM caDI ane jIva apUrvakaraNamAM AvIne chellI je maryAdA che mohanI, mohanA je chellAM daLiyA che ene samApta kare e bIjuM apUrvakaraNa che. A bIjA apUrvakaraNathI sarvajJatA, pUrNa vItarAgatA, kevaLajJAna e jIva prApta kare che. deha chatAM nirvANanI avasthA e bIjA arpavakaraNathI prApta kare che. paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra A bhUmikAe pahoMcIne ApaNI sAthe vAta kare che. zabdaprayoga vAparyo che. 'AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo.' pahelAM apUrvakaraNanA to A chavvIsa sAdhana hatA. paNa bIjA apUrvakaraNanI aMdara sAdhanamAM kevaLa bhAva. kevaLa aMtaranI pariNati. kevaLa zrutanuM avalaMbana, kevaLa ananya ciMtana jenA jevuM bIjuM koI ciMtana hoI zake nahIM. 'ananya ciMtana atizaya zuddha svabhAva jo.' ananya ciMtana eTale ja kRpALudeve kahyuM che 'kara vicAra to pAma" A sAdA-sAmAnya vicAranI vAta nathI. Contemplation with meditation jyAre tuM tArA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna cho ane tyAre tArA AtmAnA jJAna guNanI je paryAya che ene jJAnIoe 'ananyaciMtana' kahyuM che. ene jJAnIoe anuprekSA kahyuM che. AvI anuprekSAnI bhAvanAnI aMdara AvI ciMtavanA karatAM karatAM anaMtA jIvo kevaLajJAnane pAmyA che. bharata mahArAjA ArilAbhuvanamAM taiyAra thatA hatA, ane AMgaLI uparathI veDha nIkaLI gayo, e veDhathI AMgaLInuM mahattva, AMgaLIthI zarIranuM mahattva ane zarIrathI mAruM mahattva? to mArI mahattA A veDhamAM che-vaTImAM che? eka AMgaLImAMthI vIMTI nIkaLI jatAM ananya ciMtananI dhArA zarU thAya che. pUrve kareluM che mATe saMskAra che. manuSya janma prApta hovA chatAM badhA mANasone mokSanI prApti kema na thAya? to kahe ene satpurUSanA bodhanI zruti nathI. ane zruti na hoya to koI saMskAra na hoya. ApaNane bodhanI zruti ja nathI. ane pUrvanA saMskAra 19 108

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apUrva avasara nathI to have A bhave to saMskAra laIe ke A vartamAna bhava AvatA bhava mATe pUrva thAya. ahIMthI je saMskAra laI jaIzuM te janma-janmAMtaramAM, bhavabhavAMtaramAM sAthe ja Avaze. mATe zrutinA saMskAra levA joIze. ane zruti eTale AtmajJAna jeNe prApta karyuM che evA purUSono bodha ene zruti kahevAya. kRpALudeva kahe che ke bAramAM guNasthAnaka sudhI ApaNe badhA sAdhaka ja chIe. bAramAM guNasthAnakanA aMta sudhI zrutanuM avalaMbana jIvane Avazyaka che. kAraNa ke e ciMtananI dhArAmAM koIpaNa prakArano vikSepa thaI jAya, doSa AvI jAya to te samaye zrutanuM avalaMbana jIvane paDato aTakAve che. tyAM paNa nija chaMde cAlavAnI jJAnIonI AjJA nathI. kRpALadeve to bahu spaSTa mArga mUkyo che. bAramAM guNasthAnakanA chellA samaya sudhI ane kevaLAzana pragaTavAnA pahelAM samaya sudhI- tyAM sudhI zrutanuM avalaMbana levAnuM kahyuM che. evuM apUrvakaraNa karavuM che. evo A bIjo prasaMga zrImad rAjacaMdrajIne jIvanamAM prApta thAya che. A purUSa paheluM apUrvakaraNa karIne Avelo che. bIjuM apUrvakaraNa A manuSyabhavamAM kare che. ane A apUrvakaraNanuM svAbhAvika pariNAma mokSa te AvatA dehamAM che. eTale ja kahe che. avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re; tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re. dhanya re divasa A aho have dazA badalAI gaI eTale bhavamAM kheda nathI vartato. nizcaya varte che. apUrvakaraNa thaI gayuM che. cAritramohano nAza thaI gayo che. e ja kahI zake ke have eka deha levAno bAkI hoya to te deha baMdhanuM kAraNa nathI, muktinuM kAraNa che. A dazAnI koI kalpanA ApaNe karI zakIe ema nathI. emane ekAvatArI paNuM prApta thayuM hatuM. ApaNe emanA guNasthAnakano vicAra nathI karavAno. pU. kAnajI svAmIe kahyuM'tuM zrImad rAjacaMdrajI A kALanA eka mahAna upakArI hatA. anaMta bhavano cheDo vaNI laI emaNe mAtra eka bhava bAkI rAkhyo. AvuM adbhuta parAkrama karyuM che. ane evuM adbhuta sAmarthya emane hatuM. 'Atmasiddhi'nI racanA karI ane jaina zAsananI zobhA vadhArI che ane 'apUrva avasara' padamAM to emaNe apUrvatAnA saMdezA ApyA che. zrImadjIe A kSepaka zreNI mAMDI che. enA mATe kAnajIsvAmI kahe che, A kSepaka zreNI eto zukaladhyAnano pAyo. AtmA jyAre 110 apUrva avasara A guNazreNImAM Ave tyAre samaye samaye anaMtaguNI vizuddhi vadhatI jAya che. kRpALudeve AMka 541mAM A ja kahyuM che. 'jJAnI purUSone samaye samaye anaMtA saMyama pariNAma vardhamAna thAya che." ema sarvajJae kahyuM che te satya che. kAraNa ke potAne anubhava che ane te saMyama vicAranI tIkSNa pariNatithI brahmarasa pratye sthirapaNAthI utpanna thAya che. eTale Atma sthiratA paNa che ane vicAranI tIkSNa pariNati, ananya ciMtana che. satyAvIsamAM varSe lakhyuM che. ogaNatrIsamAM varSe padastha karyuM che. apUrvakaraNanI zreNImAM Avelo purUSa garjanA kare che ke, 'zreNI kSapakNI karIne ArUDhatA. have to kSapaka zreNImAM ja jAvuM che. zreNI be che. A pagathiye pahoMce eTale be phATA paDe. eka upazama zreNI ane bIjI kSapaka zreNI. ane e vAta kRpALudevanA dhyAnamAM hatI. A janma janmAMtarano yogI che. bhava bhavAMtaranI aMdara temaNe sAdhanA karI che. ane jAtismaraNa jJAna eTaluM badhuM prabaLa che ke AtmavikAsanI sAdhanAnA bhUta-bhava A janmamAM anubhava gamya thAya che. ane e kahe che ke bhUta-bhava anubhava gamya na thAya evuM jAtismaraNajJAna upakArI thatuM nathI. bhautika vastuo saMbaMdhita jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya e to smRtino eka prakAra che. jJAna nathI. AtmAnI jJAna avasthA AvavI joIe. ane jJAna avasthAmAM kRpALudeva kahe che ane bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAthe A sthaLe(kSetre) vicaratA hatA. bhagavAna mahAvIra Avo upadeza detA hatA. are zAstramAM vAMcajo ane na maLe to muMjhAtA nahIM. tIrthaMkaranA hRdayamAM A vAta hatI te ame jANIe chIe. Ama A be zreNI paDe. upazama zreNImAM AtmA jorathI potAnA kaSAyabhAvane-mohabhAvane zAMta karI de. upazama eTale sattAmAM rahelA paraMtu udayamAM na AvelA. evI karmasattAne zAMta karIne AgaLa vadhe. to zuM thAya? to kahe che e jIva agiyAramAM guNasthAnakethI pAcho vaLe che. zrImadjIe patrAMka 170mAM adbhata rahasya batAvyuM che. 'be jAtanI zreNI che upazama ane paka. upazamamAM pratyakSa darzanano saMbhava nathI, kSepakamAM che. pratyakSa darzananA abhAve agiyAramethI jIva pAcho vaLe che. agiyAramAM guNasthAnaka sudhI pahoMcelo, upazama zreNI mAMDelo jIva tyAMthI pAcho vaLe che. upazamazreNI paNa be prakAre 111

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apUrva avasara che. eka AjJArUpa ane bIjI mArgane jANyA vinA svAbhAvika upazama thavA rUpa. AjJArUpa paNa AjJAnA ArAdhana sudhI patita thato nathI. pAchaLano TheTha gayA pachI mArganA ajANapaNAne lIdhe paDe che. A najare joyelI, AtmAe anubhavelI vAta che." A covIsa varSanI uMmare zrImad rAjacaMdra lakhe che. A najare jAyelI, AtmAe anubhavelI vAta che ke, jo jIva upazama zreNImAM gayo hoya to mArganA ajANapaNAne lIdhe ke AjJAnA anaArAdhakapaNAne lIdhe pAcho vaLI zake che. eTale A padanI racanAnI aMdara A banne vastu dhyAnamAM rAkhIne emaNe kahyuM ke, 'zreNI lapakataNI karIne ArUDhatA. tyAM upazama zabda na mUkyo. kSepakanI vAta karI. have bhUla nathI karavI. pUrve je bhUla karI che, lathaDyA chIe, te jANe che. A TheTha upara sudhI pahoMcelo AtmA che. Ane bhomiyA kahevAya. bhomiyAe batAvelA mArgamAM koIdi bhUla hoya nahIM. nakazo kADhIne mArga joyo hoya to emAM bhUla thavAnI saMbhAvanA che. jema koI TelIphona upara hAthanA IzArAthI mArga batAve to sAme jIva samajI na zake. tema jagatanA jIvo ApaNane mArga batAve che ane e batAvelA mArgathI aneka jIvo bhUlA paDyA che. zrImajI kahe che, "zreNI kSapaka taNI karIne ArUDhatA.' have zapaka zreNImAM ArUDha thAuM chuM. jema ghoDesavAra ghoDA upara bese tyAre ArUDha thayo kahevAya. hAthI upara bese tyAre ArUDha thayo. rAjA siMhAsana upara ArUDha thAya. ema 'ArUDhatA" zabda che. vijaya prApta karavAno che have. jema pavanavegI azva hoya, ravAla cAla hoya, azvameghano azva hoya to enA paranI savArI ArUDhatA kahevAya. 'zreNI kSapakataNI karIne ArUDhatA.' A to kSapaka zreNIno azva che. have A pAcho na Ave, kSepaka zreNIno ghoDo kyAreya pAcho AvI zakto nathI. cAritra mohane saMpUrNa nAza karavAnAM pariNAma te kSapaka zreNIno ugra purUSArtha che. A ene chelle karavuM che. cAritramohanA chellAM kaNiyAM- badhuM sApha karI lIdhA pachI- kadAca kyAMya rahI gayA hoya to A kSepaka zreNImAM Avelo jIva ene kSINa karavA mAMge che. 'tethI prakSINa cAstri moha viloksei.' temaNe prakSINa kahyuM tyAre ja khabara che ke have to evA nigraMtha thavuM che ke cAritramoha upazama nathI karavo, prakSaNa karavo che. eTale kSapaka zreNI vinA Aro vAro nathI. ahiMyA saMtabAlajIe lakhyuM che, 112 apUrva avasara 'kSapakazreNIne lAyaka thayelo sAdhaka mULe ja vivekasaMpanna ane zraddhA saMpanna hoya che. enA jIvanamAM jaina dRSTie jJAna ane kriyAno suMdara sahacAra hoya che. yogika dRSTie jJAnayoga, bhaktiyoga ane karmayogano sarasa samanvaya hoya che." ane eTale ja A ananya ciMtana ene nididhyAsananI bhUmikAno paripAka Ape che. ke je paripAka maLyA pachI anaMta yuganI bhAvaTa ekAeka bhAMgI jAya che. AvI zreNImAM - kSapaka zreNImAM koNa pahoMcI zake? e zreNImAM cAlavAnuM gajuM konuM che? emAM lakhyuM che, 'jJAna ane kriyAthI jeNe viSaya kaSAyo ne jItIne AtmAne zuddha banAvyo che evA mahAtmA purUSo ja kSapakazreNI mAMDI zake che." umAsvAtijInuM sUtra che 'jJAna kriyAbhyAM moH" jJAna ane kriyAthI jeNe viSaya kaSAyone jItIne AtmAne zaddha banAvyo che evA mahAtmA purUSo ja kSepaka zreNI mAMDI zake che. jemaNe kaSAyane jItyA nathI paNa upazamAvyA che, temane kSapakazreNI mAMDavAne baLavAna purUSArthane yogya banavuM paDe che. cAritra mohane samULago kSaya karavAnA pariNAma te kSepaka zreNIno ugra purUSArtha che. A guNa zreNImAM samaye samaye anaMtaguNI pariNAma vizuddhi adhika adhika vadhatI jAya che. Ane ananya ciMtana kahevAya. 'samayasArajI' zAstranI aMdara eka Atmavizuddhi adhikAra Ave che. enI eka eka gAthAomAM A ananya ciMtananI bhAvanAo che. apUrvakaraNane prApta thayA pachI kSepaka zreNInI aMdara AvyA pachI, e apUrvakaraNamAM mananAM pariNAmamAM bhAva nAmanuM karaNa hAthamAM le che. eTale samaye samaye jJAnazreNI ane guNazreNI pragaTe che. erethameTIka reziyo eTale 4+4=8 guNa zreNImA 444=16 8+8=16 paNa 848-64 9+9=18 paNa 9*9=81 ema potAnA anaMtAkarmone kSaNa mAtramAM bhasma karI nAkhe. kRpALudave A vAtane ati saMkSepamAM samajAvI che. 'Atmasiddhi'mAM to koI viSaya choDyo nathI. TUMkAmAM paNa sAdI bhASAmAM emAM lakhyuM che, vardhamAna samakti thaI, TALe mithyA bhAsa; udaya thAya cAritrano, vItarAga pada vAsa. A.si.-(112) A enI darzanavizuddhino adhikAra che. A Atmavizuddhi thAya che. samaye samaye anaMtaguNI nirjarA thAya che. have karmo haLave haLave jAtA nathI. kRpALudeve 113

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apUrva avasara lakhyuM ke jJAnI karmono eka sAthe goTo vALe che. jema paccIsa phUTa lAMbI dorI hoya te cheDethI saLagAvIe to AkhI lAMbI saLagatAM aThavADiyuM paNa nIkaLI jaI zake, paNa eno goTo vALIne divAsaLI cAMpo to kSaNAvaramAM baLIne rAkha thaI jAya che. tema jJAnI kahe che have eka eka karma tuM kyAre khapAvIza? ApaNe badhAM to anaMtA karmo laIne beThA chIe. have eno goTo vALo, jJAna agni pragaTAvo. AtmAnI aMdara tapa dvArA A jJAna agni pragaTe che. A tapa dvArA pragaTelA agnimAM, AtmAnA pradeza sAthe joDAyelAM karmo saLagIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. atyAre ApaNe badhA svAdhyAya karIe chIe tethI te tapa dvArA karmo badhAM saLagI rahyAM che. atyAre ahIM svAdhyAyano agni pragaTayo che. jethI jenuM mana ahIM haze tenAM karmo kapAtA haze. ane jenuM mana bIje haze tenAM karmomAM umero thAto haze. ahIM beThAM beThAM tenA mananI sthiratA nathI ane mana, dukAnamAM, gharamAM bIjA kAmomAM jAya che temAM karmo vadhAre baMdhAya che. ahIM to AtmAno yajJa jagAvyo che. mATe saMpurUSanAM bodha sivAya koI bIjo vicAra nahIM karavAno. to ja anaMtA karmono goTo vALIne samaye samaye bhasmIbhUta karI zakazuM. mATe eka paLa gumAvavI nathI. eka kSaNa gumAvavI nathI. kyAMya cittane avakAza Apavo nathI. manane kyAMya javA devuM nathI. svAdhyAyamAM aDola AsanamAM besavuM. muni to parvatamAM aDola AsanamAM hoya che. ApaNe to ahiMyA paMkhA phare che tyAre to aDola Asana rAkhIe. tyAM vAgha-siMha hovA chatAM munine manano kSobha nathI. ahIM to sagAMvahAlAMnI vacce beThA chIe, to pachI manano kSobha na ja karIe. ahIM to ApaNe satsaMgamAM mumukSuonA gherAmAM beThA chIe. keTalo AnaMda varte? keTalI prasannatA varte? 'aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA.' evI sthiti svAdhyAyamAM rAkhavAnI che. kAraNa ke svAdhyAya jevuM koI tapa nathI, e tapanI aMdara satpurUSanAM bodhamAM cittanA upayoganI ekAgratA mUkIe to jJAnI kahe che A kSapakazreNIno aMza che. ene jagAvIe. jema sammadarzana e kevaLajJAnano aMza che. ema purUSArthano paNa aMza hoya che, kAyotsarga e kSapakazreNIno aMza che. sAmAyika e kSapakazreNIno aMza che aMza pragaTAvatAM AvaDaze to pUrNatA pragaTAvI zakIzuM. aMzanI aMdara jo DhIlA thaI jAzuM to pUrNatA kevI rIte pragaTAvazuM? mATe 114 apUrva avasara badhA ja prakAranA vrata, tapa, japa, niyama, Avazyaka badhu ja karavuM. Teva pADavI. na thatuM hoya to karavuM. Agraha pUrvaka karavuM. samajIne karavuM. huM Atma zuddhi mATe A karUM chuM. vRttinA vijaya mATe A tapa che. bhagavAne vrata vRttionA vijaya mATe kahyAM che. indriyonA jaya mATe kahyAM che. ane jina mArgamAM- huM mane jo jaina kahevaDAvuM chuM to- jaina te jinano anuyAyI. jaina te indriyone jItanAre. huM jo jinano anuyAyI chuM to mArA jIvanamAM indriyonA viSayone jItavAno krama hovo ja joIe. mATe vrata-tapa badhuM ja karavuM ane upayoganI jAgRti sAthe karavuM. svarUpanA lakSathI ane svarUpanA ciMtavana sAthe karavuM. jinezvaranI AjJAthI karavuM. sadgurUnA ramaNathI karavuM. enA AzrayamAM karavuM ane dharmanuM zaraNa laIne karavuM. arihaMte zaraNe pavanajAmi, siddha zaraNaM pavanajAmi, sAhu zaraNe pavanajAmi, kevalI pannato dhammo zaraNe pavanajAmi. huM to AvA arihaMto jeNe mArga prakAzita ryo che, AvA siddho jeNe paramapada prApta karyuM che, AvA sAdhu, ke je A padanI aMdara sAdhanA karI rahyA che, ane evo dharma ke je kevaLI paramAtmAe kIdhelo che. enuM zaraNa svIkArIne dharmanI ArAdhanA karIza. mAruM baLa nahIM hoya to paNa karIza. zakti vadhArIza. kema ke emAM AtmAnI zakti vadhAravAnI che ane dehanI zakti ghaTADavAnI che. zarIranA rAga-moha vadhI gayA che. viSaya, tRSNA, indriyonA viSayo jora karI gayA che mATe mAre have saMyamamAM AvavuM che. A zreNIno kyAMka aMza to zarU karuM. niyamamAM to AvavuM ja paDaze. bhAI ! niyamamAM AvyA vinA A nirvANanA mArgamAM kevI rIte javAya? je niyamamAM Avato nathI te nirvANane pAmato nathI. mATe nirvANapadanI prApti mATe niyamamAM AvavuM atyaMta Avazyaka che. A rIte e jIva kSepaka zreNInuM ArohaNa kare che. kSepaka zreNI jaina darzananI adbhuta zreNI che. ane e zreNImAM ArohaNa karyuM, ArUDha thayo- ane have adbhuta purUSArthanuM sAmarthya pragaTAve che. bhagavAne uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM, 'dasa lAkha subhaTo ne jItavA sahelAM che paNa A AtmAnA moha cAritrane jItavuM kaThina che." A AtmAnA mohane nahIM jItI zakAya. mATe AgaLanI gAthAmAM kahe che. 115

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apUrva avasara 'moha svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI, sthiti tyAM jyAM kSINamoha guNasthAna jo; aMta samaya tyAM pUrNasvarUpa vItarAga thaI pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna jo." apUrva - 14 keTalo ullAsa varte che? keTalo pramoda AvI jAya che? jJAnI purUSanA AvA pracaMDa parAkramane yAda karatAM paNa ApaNane keTalo AnaMda thAya che? A jIvanI kaI tAkAta che? AtmAnI kaI zakti che? "moha svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI' A have kevI chalAMga mAre che? kevI gati mAMDe che te juo. jaina bhUgoLa zAstranA jaina vidvAnoe emanA jJAnamAM je bhUgoLa che, te bhUgoLa batAvI che. emAM kahyuM che ke A lokanI aMdara pazcimamAM kyAMka jaMbudvipa Avelo che. e jaMbudvipa goLAkAra che. ane enI pharatAM asaMkhyAta dvipa samudro che. ane e dvipa samudramAM chello samudra e svayaMbhUramaNa nAmano eka mahA samudra che. e mahAsamudrano vistAra anaMta jojanano che. AkhA lokanuM varNana che. emAM meru parvatane badhuM Ave che. 'kArtikeyAnuprekSA'mAM bhagavAna kArtikeya svAmIe lokasvarUpa bhAvanAmAM A vAtane sarasa rIte mUkI che. ApaNI bAra bhAvanAmAM jagatanAM badhA ja tattvo, bhautika ane AdhyAtmika vaNAI gayAM che. ane vItarAga vijJAnamAM bhautika ane AdhyAtmika banne vijJAnano samAveza che. dharma ke je vItarAgano dharma e vijJAnathI judo nathI. paNa vijJAnathI samAviSTa che. A parAkrama kevuM haze? A parAkASThA kevI haze? e jagatanA jIvone kema samajAvavuM? eTale kRpALudeve ahiMyA zabdaprayoga karyo 'svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI." ApaNe je duniyAne oLakhIe chIe emAM moTAmAM moTo samudra te pesiphika mahAsAgara che. ahIMthI amerikA javuM hoya to pesiphika mahAsAgara oLaMgIne javAya. e pesiphika mahAsAgara-svayaMbhUramaNa samudra pAse koI visAtamAM ja nathI. khAbociyA jevo lAge. evA anaMta jojana vistAravALo A svayaMbhUramaNa samudra che. A Fact che. koI kalpanA nathI. A lokanuM bhUgoLanuM svarUpa che. A samudra taravo e kevo Akaro hoya? A kSepaka zreNImAM AvelA 116 apUrva avasara AtmAnA purUSArthanI kevI parAkASThA che te samajAvatAM pU. kAnajIsvAmI jaNAve che ke, jema moha mahAsamudra jevo che kRpALudeve kahyuM ke "moha svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI." moharUpI mahAsamudrane A svayaMbhUramaNa samudrane mAre tarI javo che. jema moha mahAsamudra jevo che tema mArAmAM paNa tenAthI anaMtaguNI, aparimita behada zakti che. A samudramAM tAkAta che. tenAthI mArAmAM tAkAta vadhAre che. je duniyAne huM jANuM chuM te duniyAthI mArI samarthAI vadhAre che. je huM jANuM chuM enI zakti vadhAre ke jANanAranI zakti vadhAre? jANanAranI zakti vadhAre che. jenuM sarjana meM karyuM che enA karatA sarjakanI zakti vadhAre che A jagatanuM sarjana to ApaNe kyuM che. pudgala paramANunI potAnI zakti nathI ke zilpanI kalAkRtimAM pheravAI jAya. A vAta thaI gaI che. vizrasA pariNAma ane mizrasA pariNAma. jagatanI je racanA che e jIvanA bhAva jo na hoya to banI zake nahIM. jIvanA bhAvanA abhAvamAM jagatanI koI racanA AkAra pAmatI nathI. A moha samudra meM banAvyo che to tethI paNa anaMtaguNI, aparimita, behada zakti mArAmAM che tethI huM AtmAmAM behada sthiratAne vadhAruM. ke jethI moha sarvathA TaLI jAya. ane huM jevo zuddha, pavitra, jJAnaghana chuM tevo ja thaI rahuM. ane svarUpamAM atizaya sAvadhAnI rAkhuM. ke jethI cAritra mohano svayameva sarvathA kSaya thaI jAya. cAritramohano kSaya karavA mATe- jema svayaMbhUramaNa samudramAM koI taravaiyo paDe ane je upayoganI jAgRti rAkhe, ane je enA upayoganI akhaMDatA ane ekAgratA rAkhe evA Atma svarUpanI jAgRti, ekAgratA ane akhaMDitatA sAthe kSepaka zreNImAM ArUDha thayelo sAdhaka A moha nAmanA svayaMbhU samudrane taravA mATe ATalI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che. ane kSepaka zreNIthI tare che. jethI vacamAM DubI javAya nahIM. jo zapaka zreNI na hoya to? subhUma cakravartI e sAgaramAM gayo to. subhUma nAmano cakravartI -cha khaMDano dhaNI- bAra khaMDa jItavA nIkaLyo, carmaratna banAvyuM, cakravartI che eTale badhI riddhi-siddhi enA hAthamAM che. hajAra devone sevAmAM hAjara ryA, pote carmaratna para beTho ane DUbI gayo. kAraNa ke enA bhAva AtmAnI ekAgratAnA nahotA. lobha kaSAya tyAM kAma karato hato. to lobha kaSAyanA baLathI DUbI gayo. AtmAnA baLathI DUbAya nahIM. jagatano niyama che ke kaMI paNa vastu bharavAmAM 117

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apUrva avasara Ave to e bhAre thAya ane bhAre thAya eTale DUbI jAya. 'kalyANamaMdira stotra'nI aMdara zrI siddhasena divAkarajIe kahyuM che ke, "he paramAtmA! jagatanA niyamathI A vAta viparIta kema? loko tane hRdayamAM dhAraNa kare che ane enAthI to tarI jAya che. hakIktamAM tane dhAraNa karavAthI to bhAra thAya to loko DUbI javA joIe ne? ApaNA A munivaro adbhuta vAta mUke che. eka eka stotramAM navuM navuM laI Ave che. 'tAraka tame jinarAja kevI rIte saMsArInA, tamane hRdayamAM dhArI ulaTA taratA saMsArIA." pachI AcArya mahArAja pote ja javAba Ape che ke e to sAcuM Thare ke jema masakamAM havA bhare to masaka pANImAM tare. tema jIva prabhune hRdayamAM dhAraNa karIne UMco Ave. 'Azcarya che paNa carma kerI masakathI sAcuM Thare. aMdara bharelA vAyunA AdhArathI jaLane tare." prabhune dhAraNa kare ane jIva enAthI UMco Ave. A jJAnI purUSoe kevI kalpanAo karI che! kevI adbhuta upamAo ApIne ApaNane badhuM samajAvyuM che. to ahiMyA kahe che, "moha svayaMbhuramaNa samudra tarI karI' AtmAnA upayoganI jAgRti sAthe, AtmAnI sabhAnatA, enI akhaMDatA ane enI ekAgratA sAthe A AtmA evo aMdara jhaMpalAve che e Akho samudra tarI jAya che. 'tarI karI' zabda che. tarI jAya che ane pachI 'sthiti tyAM jyAM kSINamoha guNasthAna jo.' ane A samudrane pAra karavAthI pote tyAM meru parvata para pahoMce che. mArga mokaLo thAya che. A sAdhaka kahe che ke jevo moha svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI gayo ke kyAM pahoMcyo? 'sthiti tyAM jyAM kSINamoha guNasthAna jo." bAramA guNasthAnakanA aMtamAM pahoMcyo. A ApaNe vicAra karIe to paNa thoDo khyAla Ave ke kaSAyano, mohano samudra pAra karIne sAme kAMThe pahoMcyo to tyAM kevI sthiti che? 'kSINamoha guNasthAna jo.' jyAM mohano kaNiyo paNa nathI. to have tyAM moha nathI zuM rahyuM? 'aMta samaya tyAM pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga thaI. have aMta samayamAM pahoMcyo. kSapaka zreNI para ArUDha thaIne jyAre A azvameghano ghoDo A kinArethI olA kinAre gayo. ahIM saMsArano kinAro hato. tyAM mokSano kinAro che. vacce mahAmohano mahAsamudra che. paNa mArAmAM behada zakti 118 apUrva avasara che. e zaktine jAgRta karIne huM tarIza kemake huM samudra karatAM vadhAre samartha chuM. mohanA samudra karatAM paNa mArI jJAna zakti vadhAre che. eTale mohanA samudra karatAM AtmAnuM jJAna vadhAre che. evA vizvAsa sAthe, evI upayoganI jAgRti sAthe, evA AtmAnI samarthAI sAthe ArUDha thayelo jIva have kyAMya aTakto nathI. AThamAM guNasthAnakamAM, pachI navamAmAM, dasamAmAM ane agiyAramAne bAju para rAkhIne bAramAmAM pahoMce che. A kSapakazreNImAM agiyAramAno samAveza thato nathI. juo jaina darzanamAM guNasthAnakanA ArohaNa krama-14 (cauda) che. paNa agiyAramuM evuM ke ene sparza karavo paDe nahIM. apUrvakaraNa che. kyAreka moDu thatuM hoya be pagathiyAM eka sAthe levA paDe. A khyAla Ave che? tyAre badhI ja tAkAta lagAvI che. kAraNa ke eka eka samayanI kiMmata che. ahIM kALa purUSanI ghaDiyALa cAle che. jema Time Watch mukI dIdhI hoya to khelADIne enI keTalI kiMmata hoya? paLepaLanI. tema A sAdhaka agiyAramAne bAjumAM rAkhIne phaDAka daIne bAramAmAM caDI jAya che. 'aMta samaya tyAM pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLa jJAna nidhAna jo.' jIva, jevo A kAMThethI nIkaLyo, mohasvayaMbhUramaNa samudrane pAra karyo, AtmAno purUSArtha jevo kSapaka zreNI upara lIdho ane tyAM pahoMcyo tyAM 'kSINamoha guNasthAna jo.' jyAM mohanIya karmano aMza mAtra nathI. kSINamohamoha jyAM kSINa thaI gayo che. prakSINa thaI gayo che tyAM pahaMcyo. to tyAM to pUrNa vItarAgatA sivAya kAMI nathI. enA jevo pUrNa vItarAga thayo ke jJAnI purUSo kahe che, mohanIya karmano saMpUrNa nAza thayethI jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya karma aMtarmuhUrta paNa TakI zake evI sthiti dharAvatA nathI. eno samuha game teTalo hoya paNa kSaya thaI jAya che. A eka mohanIya karma jAya che ke bAkInA traNe bhAgI jAya. tamAco eka vidyArthIne lAgene Akho kalAsa zAMta thaI jAya ema. ahIM AtmAnuM svarUpa batAvyuM ke potAnA purUSArthathI eka mohanIya karma kSaya thaI jAya, moha vyaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI jAya, kSapaka zreNI paNa ArUDhita thAya to bAkInA traNe karmo bhAgI jAya che. eTale 119

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apUrva asara aMta samaya tyAM pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLa jJAna nidhAna jo.' janmojanmanI je AMkAkSA, AzA, abhipsA ke mArA purNa svarUpane prApta karuM, mArA AtmAnA pUrNa jJAna svarUpane prApta karUM, kevaLajJAna, purNa labdhinA nidhAna prApta karUM- te prApta thAya che. A jagatanI aMdara moTAmAM moTo vaibhava hoya to kevaLajJAna che. are ! devonI ane indralokanI samRddhi paNa jyAM tuccha che. AtmAnA anaMta AnaMda AgaLa jagatanI A badhI vastu tuccha che. eTale sobhAgabhAI lakhe che ke "mAgI khAIne gujarAna calAvIzuM paNa have koInI pAse yAcanA nahi karIe.' tRSNA, vAsanA badhI choDI daIzuM. kAraNa ke AtmAnA anaMta AnaMda AgaLa jagatanI A anaMta vastuono upabhoga tuccha che. viSTA samAna che. moha bhAva kSaya hoya jyAM, athavA hoya prazAMta; te kahIe jJAnI dazA, bAkI kahIe bhrAMta. A.si.-(139) sakaLa jagata te eMThavat athavA svapna samAna; te kahIe jJAnI dazA, bAkI vAcAjJAna, A.si.-(140). AvI moha dazA jeNe choDI, mohano jeNe nAza karyo ane A bAramAM kSINamoha nAmanA guNasthAnaka upara moha samudrane tarIne pahoMcelo sAdhaka kahe che. bAkInA traNa ghAtI karma have pote kSINa thaI gayA che. eTale jyAre jJAnAvaraNIya haTI jAya, darzanAvaraNIya haTI jAya, aMtarAya karmanI prakRti samApta thAya to zuM pragaTe? AtmAne AvaraNa karanArA cAra ghAtI karmamAM, mohano nAza karavAno ane bAkInA traNa ema ja bhAgI jAya. cAre karmane bhagAvavAno purUSArtha kevI rIte karavo? to eno krama kahyo che ke tuM ekano nAza kara bAkInA traNa enI meLe bhAgI javAnA. kRpALudeve eTale ja AtmasiddhimAM kahyuM che, karma anaMta prakAranAM, temAM mukhya ATha, temAM mukhya mohanIya, haNAya te kahuM pATha. A.si.-(102) ane mohanIya haNAI jaze to kahyuM che, vardhamAna samakti thaI, TALe mithyAbhAsa udaya thAya cAstrino, vItarAga pada vAsa. A.si.-(112) 120 apUrva avasara bIjA koI karmanI vAta nathI karI. eka mohanIya karma haNAya to AtmAnI muktino acUka upAya kIdho che. acUka eTale phera na paDe. eka mohanIya no nAza A jIva kare to bAkInA AtmAne AvaraNa karanArA traNa ghAti karmono svayaM nAza thAya. TakI zake nahIM. paccIsa TakA purUSArtha kara to bAkInA paMcotera TakA vadhArAnuM bonasamAM phaLa maLe che. ahIM bhagavAna kahe che ke tuM eka karmano nAza kara. bAkInA traNa pote nAza thaI jaze. A jaina darzananI vyavasthA che. adbhuta che. thoDo vicAra karIe. purUSArtha jeTalo kaThina che eTalo ja saraLa paNa che. kRpALudeve sarasa vAta mukI che. sauthI saraLamAM saraLa karmano nAza karavo hoya to bdha karma? mohanIya, vedanIya karma to bhogavyA vinA nAza na thAya. AtmAne rADa paDAvI de. jIvanA chakkA choDAvI nAkhe. vedanIya karma to bhogavavuM ja paDe. paNa mohanIyamAM phakta nakkI kare ke huM ane tuM judA chIe. jAvA de, to vAta pUrI thaI gaI. siMhanA jevuM parAkrama jo jAgRta thAya, siMha jevuM eTalA mATe ke bakarAnA ToLAmAM che tyAM sudhI ja meM meM karyA kare che. paNa jevuM potAnuM pANImAM pratibiMba jue che ane sAme siMhane jue che ke potAnI jAtanuM bhAna thAya che. tema mAtra jIvane svarUpanuM bhAna thavuM joIe. bIjuM kAMI nathI. e parAkrama svayaM jAgRta thAya che. paNa siMhatvanuM bhAna to thavuM joIe. eTale ja vedanIyanA nAza karatAM paNa mohanIyano nAza karavo bahu saraLa che. ane eTale ja jagatamAM jeTalA jIva muktine pAmyA che temaNe pahelAM mohanIya karmano nAza karyo che. to mohanIyanA nAzathI kevaLajJAna che ke jJAnAvaraNIyanA nAzathI kevaLajJAna che? mAre kevaLajJAna - kevaLadarzana joIe chIe to jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNIyano pahelAM nAza karavAno che ke mohanIyano? A ja vAtane samayasAra nI 201mI gAthAmAM kuMdakuMdAcArye bahu sarasa rIte kahI che. aNumAtra paNa rAgAdino sabhAva varte jehane; te sarva Agamadhara bhale, paNa jANato nahIM jIvane. Agamadhara-jJAnanA to sarva AvaraNa haTAvI dIdhA che. Agamadhara thaI gayo che. kRpALudeva lakhe che cauda pUrvadhara bhale thayo paNa deze uNo evo naraka gati ne lAbha. (patrAMka-139) 121

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apUrva avasara hoya pUrva bhaNela nava paNa, jIvane jANyo nahi; to sarva te ajJAna bhAkhyuM, sAkSI che Agama ahIM. ane ahiMyA rAga kahyo- 'aNumAtra paNa rAgAdino sadbhAva varte jehane' rAga e mohanuM svarUpa che. chellAmAM chelluM. eTale AcAryazrI kahe che. aNumAtra eka rAgano kaNiyo- aNu. A sAmAnya pudgala paramANu skaMdhanA rUpamAM ja dekhavAmAM Ave che. ApaNe ene ekalA svarUpamAM to joI zaktA nathI. AvA aNune paNa jJAnI jJAnanI dRSTithI jue che. eTale kahe che ke Avo aNumAtra jo rAgano sadbhAva jIvamAM hoya - sadbhAva eTale hovApaNuM vidyamAnatA. eka aNumAtra paNa jo rAganI vidyamAnatA AtmAmAM hoya, kyAMya paNa spRhAnA rUpamAM, ratinA rUpamAM, tRSNAnA rUpamAM, icchAnA rUpamAM hoya to te hoya sarva Agamadhara bhale, paNa jANato nahIM jIvane. AtmAnuM pUrNa svarUpa pragaTa nahIM thAya. kevaLajJAna pragaTa nahIM thAya. mohanIyanA sarvanAza vinA kevaLajJAnanu pragaTa thavuM asaMbhavita che. pUrNa vItarAga thayA vinA AtmAmAM kevaLajJAna pragaTe nahIM. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che. rAga, dveSa gayA na hoya ane tapa karIne Ubho jhADanI mAphaka sukAI jAya to paNa ene kevaLajJAna pragaTe nahIM. e rAgadveSa gaye, game te sthitimAM, game tyAM beThA kevaLajJAna upalabdha thAya. rAgadveSa che e mohanuM svarUpa che. Akho darzanano sAra 'vItarAga' zabdamAM mukyo che. adhyAtma darzana to ghaNA che. paNa AtmAnI mukti mATenuM amodha darzana kyu to kahe vItarAga darzana. A vItarAga zabda samajAI jAze te divase kevaLajJAnanI upalabdhi thaze. je divase rAgano aNumAtra paNa sadbhAva nahIM hoya. aNumAtra paNa rAgAdino, sadbhAva varte jehane, te sarva Agamadhara bhale, paNa jANato nahIM Atma ne. pUrNa vItarAga dazAmAM jagata jJAna apekSita nathI. kevaLajJAnanI bAbatamAM A purUSanuM bahu spaSTa darzana che. eTale emaNe kahyuM che ke, traNekALa ane traNe che lokanuM samaye samayanuM jJAna hovuM te kevaLajJAna, evo je kevaLajJAnano prAthamika artha che. emAM zrImadbhune virodha dekhAya che. eTale kahe che ke, jJAnanuM atyaMta zuddha thavuM tene kevaLajJAna jJAnI purUSe kahyuM che. ane te jJAnamAM mukhya to Atmasthiti 122 apUrva avasara ane AtmasamAdhi che. upayoganI upayoga sAthenI ektA che. enA upayogamAM bAhya koI paNa prakArano lakSa vartato nathI. jagatanuM jJAna thavuM Adi kahyuM che e to AvA apUrva viSayanuM grahaNa sAmAnya jIvothI thavuM azakya jANIne kahyuM che. kema ke jagatanA jJAna upara vicAra karatAM karatAM Atma sAmarthya samajAya che. A to ApaNA jevA jIvane kevaLajJAnano mahimA batAvavA mATe kahyuM che. kAraNa ke koI jyotiSa Adi vidyA jANato hoya to ApaNane enuM khUba ja mAhAtmya lAge che. ApaNe jJAnanI mahattA indriya jJAnanI abhipsAnA AdhAre karIe chIe. ke amuka vyakti jagatane jANe che, bhUtakALane jANe che, vartamAnakALane jANe che, to have AvA jIvane samajAvavo che. to ene samajAvavA kahyuM ke kevaLajJAna eTale traNakALanuM, traNalokanuM, badhA ja pardAthanuM ane badhAja paryAyanuM jJAna jene che. ene kevaLajJAna kahevAya. paNa kRpALudeva kahe che, kevaLa nija svabhAvanuM akhaMDa varte jJAna; kahIye kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa. A.si.-(113) kevaLa nija svabhAvanuM akhaMDajJAna, emAM khaMDa na hoya emAM khaMDapaNuM apekSita nathI. AtmAnI akhaMDa sthiti-sthiratAnI akhaMDatA ane AtmAnuM akhaMDa samAdhipaNuM eja kevaLajJAna che. eTale kRpALudeva kahe che, AtmA atyaMta zuddha jJAna sthiti bhaje tenuM nAma kevaLajJAna mukhya paNe che. sarva prakAranA rAgadveSano abhAva thaye atyaMta zuddha jJAna sthiti pragaTavA yogya che. te sthitimAM je kaMI jANI zakAya te kevaLajJAna che. ane tyAM AtmA sivAya bIjuM kaMI jaNAtuM nathI. upayoganI upayogamAM ektA che. upayoganI upayogamAM tadrupatA che to te ja tyAM potAnA svarUpamAM samAyo che. potAno ja jJAnaguNa potAnA ja svarUpamAM lIna thaI gayo che. mATe AtmAnA zuddha svarUpane 'cina' kahyo che. 'cihnana' eTale have enA pradezanI aMdara bIjuM kAMI nathI. eno jJAnaguNa enA pradeze pradezanI aMdara vyApta thayo che. ane ekAkAra thayo che. ene ciddana kahevAya. ene jJAnathana kahevAya. ciddana eTale emAM darzana ane jJAnano saMyukta upayoga che. ene caitanya kahevAya che. e caitanya nAmano guNa che. eTale AtmAnA jJAnaguNa ane darzanaguNanuM sakriyAtmakapaNuM e kriyAtmaka paNAno guNa ene ApaNe caitanya 123

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apUrva avasara kevaLAzana prApta thAya to deha chatAM nirvANa prApta thAya. bAkI bIjA badhAM to kahe ke muA vinA svarge na javAya. jo svarge javuM hoya to maravuM paDe. jaina darzana kahe che muA vinA mokSe javAya. hatheLImAM mokSa enuM nAma jaina darzana. jIvato jAgato mokSa. pote ja potAnI najara sAme potAno mokSa jue. pote ja potAnI deha rahita avasthA jue. e jJAnanI paripUrNatA che. kRpALudeve AtmasiddhimAM AvA jJAnInuM mahattva gAtAM kahyuM che. deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta; te jJAnInA caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita. A.si. - (14ra) saMpurUSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo. apUrva avasara kahIe chIe. ke A cetana che. je dekhe che ane jANe che. to evo caitanyaghana AtmA che. zuddha buddha caitanyaghana, svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahIe keTaluM, kara vicAra to pAma. A.si.-(117) A AtmasvarUpane barAbara oLakhIe. e jayAre potAnA svarUpamAM lIna thAya. AvuM kevaLajJAna- enuM kRpALadeve bIjuM lakSaNa kIdhuM che. deha chatAM nirvANa. nirvANano artha- vANa eTale zarIra. jema nirmoha eTale jenAmAMthI moha gayo che te nirmoha, rAga jemAMthI gayo che te nirAgI ema jene pharIthI dehanuM dhAraNa karavApaNuM nathI tene kahe che- nirvANa. jenAmAM have zarIranuM dhAraNa karavApaNuM nathI. evI jenI sthiti nathI ke pharIthI zarIra dhAraNa kare- evI AtmAnI avasthA. caramazarIrI avasthAne jaina darzanamAM nirvANa kahevAmAM Ave che. ane kevaLajJAna jyAre thAya tyAre jIva deha chatAM nirvANa avasthAne pAme che. eTale ke kevaLajJAna thayA pachI game teTalAM varSa sudhI e jIvanuM AyuSya hoya, nAmakarma hoya, gotrakarma hoya, vedanIyakarma hoya to paNa jenAthI deha baMdhAya- dehanuM dhAraNa karavApaNuM thAya evuM karma te jIva bAMdhato nathI. mahAvIra svAmIne kevaLajJAna thayA pachI 30 varSanuM AyuSyakarma bAkI hatuM. paNa RSabhadeva svAmIne to eka lAkha pUrva varSanuM AyuSya kevaLajJAna thayA pachI bAkI hatuM. kevaLajJAna thayA pachI eka lAkha pUrva varSanuM AyuSya. kevaLI avasthAnI aMdara A bhagavAne A avasarpiNI kALanI aMdara dharmanI jayota jagAvI. ane saMpUrNa lokanI aMdara ahaMtanA dharmane jAgRta ryo. kRSi, masi ane asinuM jJAna jagatane ApyuM ane dharma saMskRtinA bAMdhA bAMdhyA. cAra Azrama, cAra purUSArtha pramANe bharata mahArAjAe bhagavAnanI dezanA pramANe AkhA zAsananI racanA karI. yugaliyAonuM zAsana samApta thayuM. ane pharIthI A kALanA jIvone anurUpa zAsana AvyuM. eTale khetI, udyoga, lekhana, vAMcana- jIvananI AkhI paripATI badalAI gaI. A badhuM lAvanAra RSabhadeva mahArAjA eka lAkha pUrva varSa sudhI kevaLajJAna paryAyamAM rahyA ane chatAM paNa emane dehanuM dhAraNa karavApaNuM thAya evuM eke karma baMdhAyuM nahIM. to A kevaLajJAnanuM bIjuM lakSaNa che ke eka vakhata

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apUrva avasara svAdhyAya - 6 sayogI kevaLI ane ayogI kevaLI - (gAthA - 15,16,17) jIvana jyAre saMkalpathI joDAya che- mokSa prAptinA saMkalpathI- tyAre manavacana-kAyAnA pratyeka yoganI kriyA e eka yoga banI jAya che. tene AtmAnuM anusaMdhAna thAya che. atyAra sudhI thatI badhI kriyA-sAMsArika ke pAramArthika -mAtra bAhya kriyA ja thatI hatI. ene AtmAnuM anusaMdhAna kyAreya nahotuM. kAraNa ke eNe AtmA saMbaMdhI vicAra ja kyAreya nahoto karyo. AtmA saMbaMdhInI koI vastu jenA khyAlamAM kyAreya che ja nahIM, jenI vicAraNAmAM, jenA ciMtanamAM AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna, potAnA astitva saMbaMdhIno bodha ja nathI e jIva game teTalI kriyAnA svarUpane palaTAve paNa te yoga na banI zake. haribhadrasUrizvarajI mahArAja eTalA mATe kahe che ke, 'yoga to ene kahevAya ke je AtmAne mokSa sAthe joDe te kriyA." pachI te kriyAno prakAra game te hoya. aneka prakAre kriyAo zArakAre ane jJAnIo e kIdhelI che. mATe kriyAnA matabhedamAM na paDavuM. AcAranA matabhedamAM na paDavuM. dravya ane liMganA bheda kALane Adhina che. e koI trikAlAbAdhita siddhAMta nathI. paNa e trikAlAbAdhita nathI mATe jarUranuM nathI ema paNa nathI. enuM svarUpa palaTAya paNa enI AvazyakatA to kharI ja. yoga vinA e paramapadanI prApti na thAya. jene AtmAnA vicAranI jhuraNA thaI che, jene potAnA AtmAne jANavAnI jijJAsA jAgI che ane AvI AtmajijJAsA thayA pachI je jIva satpuruSanA bodhanuM grahaNa kare che te jIva samyadarzanane pAtra thAya che. ApaNe samyakdarzana prApta karavuM che to AtmavikAsanA kramamAM pahelI bhUmikA samaktipaNuM, bIjI bhUbhikA nigraMthapaNuM, trIjI bhUmikA kevaLIpaNuM ane cothI bhUmikA siddhapaNuM. mumukSupaNuM AvyA vinA mokSanI prApti thAya nahIM. ane paramakRpALudeve A je krama che e kramane 'apUrva avasara'mAM gAyo che. jo ke eno prAraMbha jIva samyakadarzananI bhUmikAmAM AvyathI thAya che. paNa kapALudeve mAtra 'apUrva avasara' ja gAyo nathI 'Atmasiddhi' paNa gAI che. ane emAM jIva pahelAM guNasthAnakethI cothA guNasthAnake kema Ave? samakiti kema thAya? te samajAvyuM che. potAnA 126 apUrva avasara Atmatattvane jANe ane tene pratIta kare- e 'Atmasiddhi zAstra'mAM kahyuM che. ane jo AvI AtmatattvanI pratIti AvI to have AgaLa sAdhanAno kyo mArga che? phakta AtmA jANavAthI mokSa nahIM thAya. to enA pachIno mArga chenigraMthapadanI sAdhanA. guNArohaNa zreNI. jaina darzanamAM A cauda guNasthAnaka, AtmAnA astitvanA bodhathI AtmAnA siddhatva sudhI, AtmavikAsanI je zreNI che, te zreNInAM A sopAna che. enA sopAnanAM saMdarbhamAM Aje ApaNe chaThThA svAdhyAyamAM praveza karIe chIe. A sAdhaka kSapakazreNInA ArohaNa dvArA kevaLajJAnanI prApti kare che. kSINamoha guNasthAnake pahoMcI, potAnA AtmAnA pUrNa svabhAvane pragaTa kare che. 'pUrNa svarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna jo.' evI dazAnI e prApti kare che. have kevaLajJAna prApta thayA pachInI be avasthA jainadarzane kIdhI che. (1) sayogI kevaLI (2) ayogI kevaLI. banne kevaLI che. siddha judA che. ApaNane A sUkama bhedanI khabara nathI. eTale ApaNe ghaNuM MIX karI nAkhIe chIe, ayogI kevaLI e haju kevaLI che. dehadhArI che. kevaLInI be avasthA- sayogI kevaLI ane ayogI kevaLI pachI siddhapadanI avasthA Avaze. kRpALudeva A sayogI kevaLI ane ayogI kevaLInI avasthA kevI hoya cheenAM karmonI sthiti kevI hoya che? deha hovA chatAM- A karmonI sthiti kevI? karmonuM svarUpa zuM? e gAthA- 15-16-17mAM samajAve che. gAthA 13nI aMdara cAritramohano parAjaya karIne jIva apurvakaraNamAM praveza kare che ane mohanIyanA nArA sAtha kSapakazreNInuM ArohaNa kare che. atizaya zuddha Atma svabhAvanuM ciMtana karIne, kevaLa zuddha AtmadharmanI pariNAma dhArA vahAvIne, samaye samaye anaMtI guNazreNInI nirjarAmAM praveza karI, vicAra ane ciMtananI, tIkSNa pariNati ane brahmarasanI sthiratAthI moha rUpI svayaMbhUramaNa samudrane pAra kare che. kSINa moha guNasthAnakamAM sthiti kare che ke jyAM AtmAnA ekarasa jJAna ane dhyAnanI dhArA vahI rahI che ane e samayamAM potAne pUrNa rAgadveSa rahitapaNuM pragaTa thatAM e nijAtmAnA kevaLajJAnanAM svarUpanAM nidhAnanuM 127

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apUrva avasara prAgaTya thAya che. havenI gAthAmAM A qLInI avasthA kevA prakAranI che te bhagavAna kahe che. 'cAra karma ghanaghAtI te vyavaccheda jayAM, bhavanAM bIja taNo AtyaMtika nAza jo; sarva bhAva jJAtA daSTA saha zuddhatA, kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza jo.' apUrva - 15 kevI sthiti thAya che ? bAramAM guNasthAnakanA aMtamAM pahoMcIne pUrNa vItarAga svarUpa thAya che. rAgano eka aNumAtra paNa sadbhAva jenA AtmAne viSe nathI evA potAnA AtmAne kevo zuddha banAve che. ane ananya ciMtana atizaya zuddha svabhAvanuM ananya ciMtana. Contemplation With Meditation, evuM AtmAnA brahmarasanuM dhyAna, akhaMDatAthI, ekAgratAthI karIne potAnA kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa pragaTAve che. mohano nAza thAya che ane sthiti evI Ave che ke cAre ghanaghAtI karma che teno vyavaccheda eTale ke vinAza thAya che. karmo anaMta prakAranA che. paraMtu jinezvara bhagavAne A karmonAM mukhya ATha varga pADyA che. ATha karmo mukhya che temAM badhA ja karmono samAveza thaI jAya che. jagatanA jIvo anaMta prakAranA karmone kevI rIte yAda rAkhaze? eTalA mATe jJAnI puruSoe enA mukhya ATha bheda kahyA che emAM pAchAM be prakAra pADyA che- ghAtI ane apAtI. ghAtI karma e karmano evo prakAra che ke je AtmAnA guNane roke. aghAtI karma evA che ke jene AtmA sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI. AtmAnA jJAna sAmarthyano nAza karavAnI tAkAta e karmomAM nathI. paNa te karmo bahudhA deha sAthe saMkalita che. ApaNe to AtmAnI zaktine rokanAra cAra ghanaghAtI karmono nAza karavAno che. ghAtakarma ApaNane muzkelI kare che. aghAtI karmanI ciMtA to deha che, tyAM sudhI che. deha gayAM pachI aghAtI karmanuM astitva rahI zakyuM nathI. to ATha prakAranAM karmonA be bhAga pADyAM. cAra dhAtI, cAra adhAtI. cAra ghAtI karma: 1, jJAnAvaraNIya 2. darzanAvaraNIya 3.mohanIya 4. aMtarAya. AtmAnA jJAna ane darzanaguNane Avare te jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNIya. aMtarAya karma AtmAnA jJAna guNane 128 apUrva avasara AvaratuM nathI. paNa AtmAnI je anaMta zakti che e zaktine aMtarAya karma roke che. e AtmAno prayoga thavAmAM, puruSArtha upaDavAmAM enuM vIrya ullasatuM nathI, e aMtarAya karma, AtmAmAM je anaMta vIrya che-karmonA pahADanAM paNa bhukakA bolAvI de evuM sAmarthya je che - svayaMbhUramaNa samudrane paNa taravAnuM sAmarthya je AtmAmAM che- e duniyAmAM moTAmAM moTo ane taravAmAM duSkara evA moha samudra karatAM paNa AtmAnA jJAna guNanI zakti anaMta che. te jJAna samudra mahAna che. AtmAnI zakti anaMta che.A caitanyanI je prabhu sattA che e guNane aMtarAya karma roke che. e guNanuM rodhana kare che. badhAM ja karmo AtmAne AvaraNa nathI karatAM. be karma AvaraNa kare che. ane trIjuM aMtarAya karma AtmAnI anaMta zaktinuM rodhana kare che. aTakAve che. avarodha kare che. emAM aneka prakAranI muzkelIo UbhI kare che. jethI AtmAnuM vIrya ullasatuM nathI. ane mohanIya karma AtmAnA guNane mUrSita kare che. vikaLa kare che. AtmAne mUMjhave te mohanIya. vikaLa kare eTale viparyaya. koI vAtane sAcI na samajavA de. UlaTuM ja samaje. viparyaya eTale hoya enA karatA UlaTuM samajavuM te. padArthanI je yathArtha sthiti hoya enA karatAM UlaTuM samajavuM. eTale bhrama, bhrAMti, bhrAMtiyukta avasthA. jJAnIo ene bhrAMti kahe che. doraDAmAM sarpanI bhrAMti. A mohanIya che. bhrAMti kare che. jema AMkhamAM kamaLo hoya to dUdha jevo sapheda zaMkha paNa pILo lAge che tema bhrAMti utpanna kare che. jenI AMkhamAM pILAza che ene jagata kevuM lAge? raMgavALuM lAge. to A cAra ghAtakarmamAM be karmo AtmAnA guNane AvaraNa kare che. eka karma AtmAnI zaktine roke che ane eka karma AtmAne mUrSita kare che, ene mUMjhavaNamAM nAkhe che ane vikaLa kare che. A mohanIya karma AtmAnA vivekaguNano nAza kare che. sat-asatu, jaDa-cetana, nitya-anitya, zAzvata-kSaNabhaMgura, zreya-preya, hita-ahita A prakAranI je kaMdrAtmaka sthiti che e sthitimAM sAco nirNaya levA mATe thaIne je vivekanI jAgRti joIe e viveka ne vikaLa karanAra jo koI karma tattva hoya to te mohanIya che. jIvane bhAna na thavA de ke mAruM potAnuM hita zuM che? Ane kahevAya che mohanIya. A cAre karmonI sthiti- ApaNe jhIe ke AvaraNa kare che. paNa zabda AvaraNa be 129

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apUrva avasara mAM ja che jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNIya. aMtarAya ane mohanIya AvaraNa karatA nathI. aMtarAya karavo eTale ADasa UbhI karavI. to A AtmAnA cAra ghAtakarmo che. e cAreyano nAza karavAno che. A cAreno nAza thaye jIvane pUrNa vItarAgatA pragaTI kevaLajJAnanI upalabdhi thAya che ane kevaLajJAna prApta thaye enI sthiti 'deha chatAM nirvANa'nI hoya che. nirvANa eTale je AtmAne pharIthI deha dhAraNa karavApaNuM nathI te AtmAne jainadarzanamAM nirvANa kahevAmAM Ave che. 'nirvANa' eTale pachI deha hoya to paNa nirvANa. ApaNe judA judA zabda prayoga karIe chIe ke divALI ne divase bhagavAna mahAvIra nirvANa padhAryA. bhagavAna mahAvIre to te ja divase nirvANa prApta karyuM je divase-vaizAkha suda-dazamanA divase RjuvAlikA nadIne kinAre kevaLajJAna utpanna thayuM. betAlIsa varSanI uMmare kevaLajJAna pragaTyuM tyAre ja bhagavAnane nirvANa prApta thayuM pachI to deha ane karmanuM mukta thavuM- jene mokSa thavo kahevAya te ja bAkI rahyuM. jema sUrya ane caMdrane rAhu ne ketunuM grahaNa lAge to pachI rAhu ane ketu enA prakAzamAMthI chUTA paDI jAya to ApaNe ema kahIe ke A grahaNa kyAre zarU thaze? ane A grahaNano kyAre mokSa thaze? ema A rAhu ane ketu e karma che. e karmo ghAtI ne aghAtI e AtmArUpI sUryane athavA caMdrane lAgyAM che. ane e jyAre saMpUrNa haTI jAya, ane AtmAno prakAza, AtmAnI jyoti pUrNapaNe koIpaNa prakAranA avarodha vinA prakAze tyAre eno mokSa thayo kahevAya. eTale deharUpI je vAdaLo che te paNa have samApta thayA che. AtmA svayaM jyoti che. e pUrNa prakAzita thAya che. ene kahevAya che mokSa. eTale jyAre dehano saMpUrNapaNe sadA sarvathA abhAva thAya che. 'dehAdika saMyogano AtyAMtika viyoga siddha mokSa zAzvata pade -A mokSa pada che. to mahAvIra prabhunA AtmAno divALInA divase mokSa thayo. ene have koIpaNa prakAranuM karma koI svarUpanI aMdara enI sAthe joDAya ema nathI. eno AtmA karmathI mukta thayo. ene kahevAya mokSa. ane ghAtakarmano sarvathA nAza thAya tyAre AtmAnI je avasthA thAya tene kahevAya nirvANa. to ahIM kahe che A cAre karmomAM baLavAna karma che te che mohanIya. eTale jJAnI kahe che mohanIyano jeNe nAza karyo teNe sarva ghAtakarmano nAza karyo. kRpALudeve 130 apUrva avasara AtmasiddhimAM A krama kIdho che. anaMta prakAranA karmo. temAM mukhya ATha, temAM mukhya mohanIya. mohanIyanA paNa be bhAga pADIne kahyuM che darzanamohanIya ane cAritramohanIya. darzanamohamAM jIve potAnA DahApaNano kaMI puruSArtha karavAno nathI. kAraNa ke, 'apUrva evuM potAne potAthI prApta thatuM nathI. jIva nija chaMde cAlIne anaMtakALa puruSArtha kare to paNa pote potAthI jJAna pAmI zake nahIM. paraMtu jJAnInI AjJAno ArAdhaka aMtarmuhUrtamAM paNa kevaLajJAna pAme.' eTale jyAM sudhI darzanamohano nAza karavAnI sthiti che tyAM sudhI sadgurunA zaraNa sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. satpuruSanA bodha sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. game teTalo nimittano nakAra karanArAM paNa kahe che ke dezanAlabdhi vinA jIvanuM kalyANa na thAya. to dezanAlabdhi konI? dezanA ApanAra koI guru to joIe ne? pote potAne thoDI dezanA Apaze? vastusthitine samajavI joIe. ekAMtamAM jAya eTale vastusthiti AkhI viparyaya thaI jAya che. sAva bhagavAne kIdhuM hoya enAthI ulaTuM thaI jAya che. kRpALudeve kahyuM, 'binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayana kI bAta; seve sadguru ke caraNa, so pAve sAkSAt. bUjhI cahata jo pyAsako, hai bUjhanakI rIta, pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehI anAdi sthita pAyA kI e bAta hai, nija chaMdanako choDa; piche lAga sapuruSa ke, to saba baMdhana toDa.' DaMkAnI Toca upara, TaMkAtkirNa vacanothI kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke, darzanamoha je nAza karavA mATe acUka upAyamAM kahyuM che ke, "bodha.' 'haNe bodha vItarAgatA." A bodha potAno nahIM- potAnuM DahApaNa e svacchaMda che. zAstro vAMcIne bodha na maLe. gurugama vinA, gurunA anugraha vinA, guru pratyenI bhakti vinA, gurune samarpita thayA vinA A bodhanI prApti na thAya.pAcho pratyakSa ane apratyakSa guruno vikalpa na karavo. ApaNI ejJAnadazA che ane mohanIya haju mojuda che. eTale AvA vikalpa avyA ja kare. pUrNa puruSano bodha maLyo che ane guru samAna mAnaje. bIjA koI gurune zodhavA nIkaLazo nahIM. 131

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apUrva avasara aho, sapuruSanA vacanAmRta, mudrA ane satsamAgama- e tArA svarUpane jAgRta karavAthI mAMDIne anaMta avyAbAdha svarUpamAM sthiti karAvanAra che- e A puruSa kahI gayA che. pratyakSa ane apratyakSanA bheda hajI ApaNI samajanI bahAra che. dravyathI ke bhAvathI pratyakSapaNuM enI ApaNane haju samaja ja nathI. deha pratyakSa? ke Atma pratyakSa? arUpI ne arUpI pratyakSa karavo che. AtmA arUpI che eno pratyakSa karanAra rUpI ke arUpI? A vAtane atyAre gauNa karIne AgaLa vadhIe. have jayAre darzana mohane TALavo che tyAre ene jo jinezvara ke sadaguru pratye bhakti nathI ane AlaMbana ane nimitta kahIne eno nakAra karaze to koI kALamAM enuM kalyANa nathI. kRpALudeve eTalA mATe kahyuM ke, AtmA svayaM jJAnI che, trikALI jJAyaka che chatAM 'sarNaru AjJA, jinadazA nimitta kAraNa mAMya." 'upAdAnanuM nAma laI, e je taje nimitta; pAme nahIM siddhatvane, rahe bhrAMtimAM sthita." A. si. 136 upAdAnanI vAraMvAra vAta karI, nimittanA nakAranI bhAvanA paNa jo jIvamAM nAkhI de to e jIva, siddhatvane pAme nahIM. paraMtu bhrAMtimAM ja sthita rahe. anaMtakALa sudhI paNa ene mukti prApta na thAya. nimitta e zabda che. A zabdano vyApAra nathI. zabdano vyApAra e paMDitonuM kAma che. jJAnI to Azayane pakaDe che. potAnA svarUpane jAgRta karavAmAM sAme koI svarUpa joIe. koI pUrNatA joIe. 'sadgara AjJA-jinadazA.' A jinezvaranI dazAnI pUrNatA joIne potAnAmAM e pUrNatAnI jAgRti Ave che. 'Atma svabhAva agamya te, avalaMbana AdhAra; jinapadathI darzAviyo, teha svarUpa prakAra. jinapada nijapada ekatA, bhedabhAva nahi kAMI; lakSa thavAne tehano, kahyAM zAstra sukhadAI' - 'aMtima saMdeza' A puruSanI karuNA khyAla Ave? A sadguru maLe ne to anAdikALanA je ajJAnanA paDaLa che ne emAM aMjana zalAkA kare. AnA bodhathI keTalI aMjana zalAkA thAya? eka gAthA, eka vAkya AtmAne jhaNajhaNAvI de che. aMdara 132 apUrva avasara svarUpano bhaNakAra UThe che. ahIMyA kahe che ke Atma svarUpamAM avalaMbana AdhAra che. avalaMbana jinezvaranuM levAnuM che. badhA ja zAstroe A padane pAmavA mATe jinapadanI ArAdhanA kIdhI che. are bhAI ! jinapada ane nijapada be judA nathI. eka ArvibhAva rUpe che ane eka tirohita bhAve che. tirohita bhAve che tenuM tirohita paNuM, AcchAdanapaNuM e dUra kare eTale sAme ArvibhAvanI jyotine najara samakSa rAkhIne potAnA ajJAnanA aMdhakArane dUra karavAno che. vItarAga zAsana eno nyAya che. AmAM ekAMta na cAle. kRpALudeve sarasa zabda mUkayo che ke darzanamohanI aMdara sadugarano bodha joIe. ane cAritramohamAM ApaNI vItarAgatA joIe. mArA sadguru vItarAga hoya to mAro mokSa thaI jAya? vItarAgatA to ApaNI joIe. zrImada rAjacaMdrajIne game tevI dazA hatI, mahAvIranI game tevI sAdhanA hatI, pArzvanAthanI game tevI samabhAvanA hatIbodha emano ane vItarAgatA ApaNI joIze. A vItarAgatAnI ArAdhanA ApaNe karavI paDaze. cAritramoha ApaNe ja nAza karavAno che ane savyavahAra vinA cAritramoha nAza na thAya. cAritramohano nAza karavA AtmAno puruSArtha joIe. ane je jaDa karmo lAgelA che teno cheda karavA mATe AtmAno puruSArtha joIe. prajJAchINIthI karmo chedavAnA che. jJAnInA vacanano Azaya samajIne puruSArtha karazuM to gothA nahIM khAIe. A jIva anaMtakALa rakhaDyo ene sAco mArga nathI maLyo enuM kAraNa zuM? kRpALudeva kahe che ke eNe sAcuM AlaMbana lIdhuM nahIM. eNe koI sadgurunA caraNane sevyA nahIM. eNe mAtra nijamati kalpanAthI zAstro vAMcI vAMcIne mokSa prApta karavAno prayatna karyo che. ene mAtra svacchaMdano AdhAra che. bodhamAM svacchaMda kAma na Ave. A cAritramohano nAza karavAnuM kAvya che. A puruSArtha pote ja karavAno che. A bhavya puruSArthanI bhavya gAthA che. A eka puruSArthano adhyAya che. ane e adhyAyamAM ApaNane jJAnI puruSa laI jAya che ke kevaLajJAnanI dazA pragaTaze. sadgurunA bodhathI ane potAnA cAritrathI. potAnI vItarAgatAthI kevaLajJAnanI dazA pragaTAve che. kRpALudeve to eka eka zabda prayoga eTalA sarasa karyA che parISahamAM ghora parISaha kahyo che upasargamAM bhaya kahyo. haju to upasarga na Avyo hoya te pahelA 133

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apUrva avasara teno bhaya jIvane mArI nAkhe che. thatharI jAya che. bhayathI kSobhita thaI jAya che. bhayathI puruSArthathI bhAge che. upasarga to haju kyAMya dUra che. bhaye mArI nAkhe che. nAno evo bhaya jIvanamAM keTalI badhI vikSiptatA ne vicalitatA lAve che. ene khabara che ke thavAnuM hoya te ja thAya che. chatAM jo ema kahe ke ATha divasa pachI tophAna thavAnuM che ke, vAvAjhoDuM thAze ane pralaya Avaze to upasarga to AvavAno haze tyAre Avaze, muMjhavaNa AjathI zarU thaI. e upasarga to Ave ke na paNa Ave. enI to bhajanA che paNa bhaya to AvI gayo. jJAnI puruSa sAdhakane mATe eka eka zabda mUke che. ahiMyA karmanI AgaLa "ghanaghAtI." zabda mUkyo ghAtI zabda to badhuM sAMbhaLyo che kRpALudeve zabda mUkyo 'ghanaghAtI' : ghanaghAtI eTale AkAzamAM rahelo sUrya game teTalA vAdaLAothI AcchAdita hoya to paNa sUrya che evA prakAzanuM bhAna thAya eTalo avakAza tyAM hoya che. ene ghana kahevAya. ghanaghAtI- ghana eTale- sUryavALA divase prakAzamAM vAdaLAthI AcchAdita je avasthA che ene ghana kahevAya. rAtanA aMdhakArane ghana na kahevAya. ghanazyAma- tyAM zyAma eTale ghana jevo zyAma. sUrya che paNa vAdaLAne kAraNe je zyAmavarNa che te. rAtrIno aMdhakAra zyAma nathI timira che. amAvasyAnI rAtrIno aMdhakAra timira che. ghana samajavAmAM, pANI bharelA game teTalA vAdaLA sUryanI ADe che, enuM AvaraNa AvI gayuM hoya to paNa e AvaraNa khasI zake kAraNa ke pAchaLa sUrya pragaTa che ane enA vidyamAnapaNAnuM bhAna hoya ja. kRpALudeva kahe che ane jaina darzana paNa kahe che ke AtmA game te sthitimAM hoya paNa enA amuka aMza jAgRta hoya, hoya ne hoya ja. jethI karIne ahiMyA pUrNa prakAzita caitanya vidyamAna che enI jIvane pratIti thAya. eTale karmanuM AcchAdAna enA mATe zabda mukyo che ghanaghAtI. keTalo utkRSTa zabda che. A eka zabdanI aMdara A cAre karmonI sthiti hovA chatAM AtmAnA astitvanuM bhAna kyAreya maTatuM nathI eTale amuka pradezo AtmanA khullA ja che ane enI tAratamyatA pramANe jIva AtmavikAsano prayAsa kare che. nigodanI aMdara paNa enA ATha rUcaka pradeza nibaMdha ja che ane nibaMdha pradezonA AdhAre ja- e che- sUrya che- enI pratItinA AdhAre ja jIva kramika vikAsa karato karato pUrNa sUrya rUpe prakAzita thAya che. A ghanaghAtI karmono 134 apUrva avasara jyAM vyavaccheda thAya che, tyAM 'bhavanAM bIja taNo AtyAMtika nAza jo.' ane A cAra ghAtI karmono nAza thayo eTale bhavanA bIjano AtyaMtika nAza thayo. have bhava bAMdhI zakAya evuM koI karma vidyamAna nathI. kAraNa ke karmane baMdhAvA mATe ajJAna joIe, rAga ane dveSa joIe. 'rAga, dveSa, ajJAna e mukhya karma nI graMtha, thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSano paMtha.' A. si.-(100). karmane baMdhAvA mATe ajJAna ane rAga-dveSa joIe. paNa have jIvanA jJAnAvaraNIya karmono kSaya thayo che. mohanIya karmano kSaya thayo che. darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya karmano kSaya thayo che. eTale jIvamAM anaMta zakti ane sAmarthya hovA chatAM navA bhavanuM karma bAMdhI zake evuM sAmarthya have nathI. A anaMta sAmarthyano dhaNI have karma nathI bAMdhI zakato. AtmAnI zakti to anaMta che. bhagavAna mahAvIra be miniTa paNa pachI AyuSya vadhArI zake nahIM. nizcaya naya nI dRSTie AtmA have karma bAMdhI zake nahiM. siddhAtmA karma na bAMdhe. saMsArI AtmA to karma bAMdhe ja, eTale kapALa kahe che ke jene AtmAnA karmanA kartApaNAnuM bhAna nathI te jagatamAM koI divasa mukta nahIM thaI zake. siddha AtmA karma na bAMdhI zake kAraNa ke tyAM bhavanA bIjano nAza thayo che. paNa jyAM sudhI saMsArIpaNuM che, ghAtI karmanI vidyamAnatA che tyAM sudhI e karma bAMdhI zake. ane tyAM sudhI karma bAMdhanAra AtmA sivAya koNa che? 'jo cetana karatuM nathI, nathI thatAM to karma; tethI sahaja svabhAva nahi, temaja nahi jIva dharma.' A. si. -(75). jarAka vicAra karIe ke jaDamAM karma bAMdhavAnI tAkAta nathI. jo jaDa, karma bAMdhe to siddha paNa chUTI na zake. vastunI sthitinuM barAbara bhAna thavuM joIe. paramakRpALudeve ahiMyA evo vItarAgano mArga mUkyo che, avisaMvAda rUpamAM mArga mUkyo che, nirvirodhapaNe mUkyo che, naya-nizcayanI saMdhithI mUkayo che. A jIvane sAcI ane yathArtha samajaNano mArga zrImadjIe kaMDAryo che. A paMDitAIno mArga nathI. tarka-kutarkano mArga nathI. vAda-vivAdano mArga nathI. koI jarUra nathI. AvazyaktA che sAdI sIdhI samajaNanI. kevaLa niSkAma bhaktibhAvanI. jJAnInA 135

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apUrva avasara vacana pratye anupama bhakti, zraddhA, samarpaNanI. to ja vAta samajAze. je vAta paMDitane nahiM samajAya, te jagatanA nAnA evA jIvane bhadritA haze to samajAze. te bhadra jIva pAmI jaze. A mArga judo che. hajAro zAstronA pAThI rakhaDe che ane bIjAne rakhaDAve che. ane jene paramAtmA pratye bhakti ane nizcaya che evA sAdA sIdhA jIvo- jene 'mA rUTa-mA tuSTa.rAga na kara-dveSa na kara. e bolatAM paNa nahotuM AvaDatuM te kevaLajJAnane lAbhe che. ane jeNe zAstranA zAstranI racanA karI e haju bhaTake che. kAraNa ke vastunI yathArtha samajaNa nathI. bhavanA bIjano nAza. have zuddha AtmA karma bAMdhI zakto nathI. jIvo AtmAnA cha padane, enA yathArtha svarUpe, sapramANa samajayA nathI eTale A badhuM ajJAna cAlyA kare che. eTale kahyuM che ke 'Atmasiddhi'no pATha samajo emAM paheluM AtmAnuM 'ktapadI samajo. jene AtmAnuM kartApada samajAyuM nathI tene mokSapada prApta thavAnI koI saMbhAvanA nathI. kAraNa ke je che eno nakAra kare che. rtApada che mATe ja bhoktA-pada che. siddhapada prApta thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI enI bhajanA che. nizcayathI che vyavahArathI nathI. paryAyamAM siddhapada nathI. A paryAya avasthAno jene svIkAra nathI e zuddha paryAya avasthAno paNa nakAra kare che. AvA badhA bheda bhAMgA mAM ApaNe paDavuM nahiM. nahiMtara mArga cUkI javAya. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje kahyuM ke mAro bhagavAna kahe e ja mAre mAnavuM che. kAraNa ke mArI bhagavAna sarvajJa che. jo huM kRpALudevane mAnato houM to enI sarvajJatAmAM mane vizvAsa hovo joIe emaNe je kaMI lakhyuM che te rAga, dveSa, ajJAna rahita avasthA prApta karIne lakhyuM che. pote ja patrAMka-398mAM lakhyuM ke A Agama ja che, jinaAgama ja che. pahelAM kahenAramAM saMpUrNa vizvAsa hovo joIe. kahenAranI dazAnuM bhAna hovuM joIe. sAcuM bhAna yathArtha mulyAMkana. koNa kahe che A zabdo? to ke zrImad rAjacaMdra. kaI dazAmAM kahe che? to ke jene AtmadRSTinuM akhaMDapaNuM che, jene AtmasamAdhi niraMtara varte che, jene AtmaavicchinnapaNe upayoga varte che, jene anaavakAzapaNe evuM AtmadhyAna varte che, jene mAtra udayakarma sivAya bIjA koI rAgadveSano praveza nathI ane jagatamAM badhAM ja vyavahAra karavA chatAM AtmA kyAMya lapAto nathI. AtmA kyAMya bhaLato nathI. evo puruSa A vacano lakhe che. 136 apUrva avasara mATe enI zraddhA karIe. mATe ahIM kahe che sarva bhAva jJAtA draSTA saha zuddhatA, kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza jo. kevaLajJAna thatAM jagatanA badhA ja bhAvo jANe che. potAnI zuddhatAne kAraNe jJAtA ane dRSTA banIne. jaDa ane cetana e sacarAcara lokanA bhAvane jANanAra evuM sAmarthya dharAvanAra kahe che ke evA kRtakRtya thaI gayA che- kRtakRtya thAya eTale basa have kAMI joItuM nathI. jJAnIe kahyuM che, 'levako na rahI Thora, tyAgIveka nAhIM ora, bAkI kyA ubaryo ja, kAraja navIno hai.' svarUpanuM bhAna thavAthI pUrNakAmapaNuM prApta thayuM. levAnuM ke tyAgavAnuM kaMI paNa rahyuM narTI. 'saMga tyAgI, aMga tyAgI, vacana taraMga tyAgI, mana tyAgI, buddhi tyAgI, ApA zuddha kIno hai.' pU. banArasIdAsajIe samayasAra nATakanI aMdara A adbhuta dazAnuM varNana karyuM che. kRpALudeva sobhAgabhAIne A adbhuta dazAnuM varNana lakhIne pUchAve che ke tamane AnA uparathI amArI dazA samajAya che? jo samajAya to artha lakhajo. A dazAmAM birAjamAna puruSa kRtakRtya thayA che. kRtakRtya thAya che ane jayAre e jJAnIne-cAra jJAna hovA pachI- kevaLajJAna pragaTe che tyAre anaMta labdhinA nidhAna thAya che. ane emane lAbhanaMtarAya, bhogAMtarAya, upabhogAMtarAya, dAnAMtarAya ane vIryaMtarAya A badhI labdhio pragaTe che. paNa bhagavAna e labdhino upayoga paNa karatA nathI. paNa bhAvalabdhithI jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa mATe karUNArasathI chalaktA hovAnA kAraNe, e vItarAgI karUNA bhagavAnanI hovAnA kAraNa samavasaraNamAM jagatanA jIvone dezanA Ape che. e koI potAnI kAmanAthI nahIM paNa karUNAthI. kAmanA ane karUNAno bheda samajavo joIe. kAmanAnuM pratyeka svarUpa rAga che ane karUNAnuM pratyeka svarUpa vItarAgatA che. A karUNA jo nahIM hoya to AkhA zAsanano, arihaMtano AdhAra haTI jAze. arihaMtanuM adhiSThAna karUNA che. jema kevaLajJAnano aMza samakita che tema A karUNAno aMza jagata jIvonI anukaMpA che. to atyAre hAlatAM-cAlatAM 137

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apUrva avasara besatAM-uThatAM e jIvonI dayA, anukaMpA nahIM hoya to tyAre zuM karuNA Avaze? aMza pragaTe ene ja pUrNatA pragaTe. eTale jaina dharmamAM loka upakAra, paropakAra e jabarajasta zabda che. jayaviyarAya sUtramAM Ave che 'logavirUddhaccAo, gurujaNapUA, paraththakaraNa ca.' he prabhu! jyAM sudhI mukti na thAya tyAM sudhI huM lokathI pratibaMdhita evuM koI kRtya na karuM, gurujanonI AmanA ane AmanyA sevuM ane 'paraththakaraNa' eTale paropakAra karuM. kRpALudeve paNa A vAta mukI che. eTale jaina dharmamAM dayA dharma pahelo kahyo che. dayAno niSedha karanArane karUNAnuM bhAna nathI. karUNA e vItarAgano aMza che. jene pUrNa vItarAgatA pragaTAvavI che te jo aMza nahIM pragaTAvI zake to pUrNatA kyAMthI pragaTAvaze? pU. kAnajI svAmIe lakhyuM che, 'jyAM potAnA svabhAvanuM akhaMDa nirvikalpa jJAna varte che tyAM jagatanA anaMta padArtho-paravastu-te nirmaLajJAnamAM saheje jaNAya che.' 'sarva bhAva jJAtA dRSTA saha zuddhatA, kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza jo.' AvuM svarUpa jyAre jIvanuM thAya che. tyAre jIva hajI AgaLa vadhe che. ane e 'AtmA saMpUrNa paNe anaMta vIrya labdhine prApta thavAthI e pAMce labdhino upayoga pudgala dravya rUpe kare to tevuM sAmarthya temAM varte che, tathApi kRtakRtya evA paramapuruSamAM saMpUrNa vItarAga svabhAva hovAthI te upayogano tethI saMbhava nathI.' patrAMka - 915. AvI cAra ghanaghAtI karmanI sthiti che ane emAM ja eNe pUrNatA pragaTa karI che. bAkInA cAra adhAtI karmanI sthiti have kevI che? 'vedanIyAdi cAra karma varte jahAM, baLI sIMdarIvat AkRti mAtra jo; te dehAyuSa AdhIna jenI sthiti che, AyuSa pUrNeka,maTiye daihika pAtra jo.' apUrva - 16 ghAtIkarmono nAza karyo. bhavanA bIjanA aMkurano nAza karyo. koI bIja have bhavanuM rahI zake evI sthiti rahI nathI. A deharUpI kSetramAM karmanuM bIjAropaNa thAya che. paNa have enI(karmanI) sthiti evI zuddha karI che ke koI bIja ahIM UgI zake ema nathI. agnitApathI enI phaLadrupatAno nAza karI nAkhyo che. have 138 apUrva avasara eke bIja AmAM paDe nahI. ane paDe to Uge nahIM. paNa havenA aghAtI karmanI sthiti to bahu vicitra che. thAtIkarma jJAna, dhyAna ane tapathI TaLe. adhAtI karma bhogavavAM paDe. pradeza upara paNa bhogavavAM paDe. jJAnIo kahe che ke e bhogavavAthI ja nirjare. vedanIya karma bhogavavuM paDe. nAmakarma bhogavavuM paDe. deha hoya tyAM sudhI nAmakarmano nAza thAya nahIM. gotrakarma bhogavavuM paDe. jyAM sudhI deha che tyAM sudhI gotrakarma saMpUrNapaNe nAza pAmI zake nahIM Ayukarma bhogavavuM paDe. deha che, zvAsozvAsa che tyAM sudhI Ayukarmano nAza thAya nahIM. kevA svarUpamAM bhogavavuM te karmanI sthiti ane jIvanI sthiti upara AdhAra che. vedanIya karma ajJAna avasthAmAM paNa Ave ane jJAnIne paNa vedanIya karma bhogavavuM paDe. 'jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukha duHkha rahita na hoya; jJAnI vede dhairyathI, ajJAnI vede roya.' bhAI! vedanIya karma che ne e koIne choDatuM nathI. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAne paNa vedanIyano udaya Ave che ane bhogavavuM paDe che. koIne choDatuM nathI. jinendra, narendra, zakendra ke dharaNendra koIne vedanIya karma choDatuM nathI. A badhA karmomAM ghAtIkarmanI sIdhI asara AtmA sAthe che. adhAtIkarmanI sIdhI asara deha sAthe che. ghAtIkarma svarUpano nAza kara che. aghAtI karma game tevA hoya paNa mArA svarUpano nAza karavAne samartha nathI. AMka-509mAM kRpALudeve A vastunI khUba sarasa rIte chaNAvaTa karI che. jo jJAnanI dhArA AgaLa vadhe ane pUrNa kevaLajJAna thAya to A adhAtIyA je karmo che enI sthiti hovA chatAM 'baLI sIMdarIvat AkRti mAtra jo.' A upamA kRpALudeve khUba sarasa ApI che. AmA badhuM samajAvI dIdhuM. ahIMyA sIMdarI vidyamAna che. sIMdarIno upayoga bAMdhavA mATe thAya che. ane koIne muzkeTATa bAMdhavo hoya tyAre sIMdarI joIe. ema karmo jIvane baMdhanarUpa che. e sIMdarI jevA che. kRpALudeva kahe che AtmAno jyAre pUrNa svabhAva pragaTe che, tyAre A cAre karyo hovA chatAM, mAtra tenI AkRti che. te marela jevAM karI nAkhyAM che. ghAtI cAre karma vyavaccheda karyA che ane aghAtI karmomAM koI sAmarthya nathI, koI 139

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apUrva avasara zakti nathI ke bAMdhI zake. sadarIne koI saLagAvI nAkhe to e baLelI sIMdarI jema paDI hoya teno mAtra AkAra hoya. hakIkatamAM to sIMdarInI rAkha ja hoya. paNa sIMdarInuM sAmarthya na hoya. tema A aghAtI karmanI AkRti che. enAmAM baMdhananuM sAmarthya nathI. AmA to Akho kevaLajJAnano mahimA samajAvI dIdho. 'baLI sIMdarIvat AkRti mAtra jo.' A aghAtI karmanuM have kAMI karavAnuM nathI. tenAmAM koI sAmarthya nathI aDavA jaIza to paNa rAkha chuTI paDI javAnI che. sadarInA vaLa hoya ema rAkha vaLavALI hoya. vaLadAra sIMdarI baLe to enI rAkha paNa vaLadAra dekhAya. paNa hAtha lagAve to aNu e aNu chUTA paDI javAnA che. enAmAM koI sAmarthya nathI. bAMdhavAnI koI tAkAta nathI. jIvamAM jyAre mohanIyano saMpUrNa nAza thAya tyAre, mohanIyanA abhAvamAM koI karma jIvane bAMdhI zakatuM nathI. eTale e karmamAM have koIpaNa prakArano umero paNa thaI zake ema nathI. eTale AyuSya vadhAryuM vadhArI zakAtuM nathI. koI bhAI savAra-sAMja Walk levA jatA hatA. kahe ke lAMbu jIvavuM hoya to cAlavA javuM paDe. A vAtamAM ApaNe sahamata nathI. to pachI duniyAmAM lAMbu cAlanArA ane merethona doDamAM doDanArA koI divasa mare ja nahIM. e AyuSya vadhAravAno kimiyo nathI. AyuSya karma vadhI zake nahIM. ApaNe zarIranI sukhAkArI mATe je kAMI karIe te barobara che paNa ene Longevity of Life sAthe kaMI saMbaMdha nathI. enAthI jIvana laMbAya nahIM. AvI bhrAMti na rAkhavI. A ajJAna che. zarIramAM roga hoya ne ene kAbumAM rAkhavA bIjA prayoga karIe e barAbara che. paNa enAthI AyuSyanI dorI laMbAya? 'dorI tUTI AyuSyanI tyAM sAMdhanAruM koNa?" samrATa sikaMdaranA pharamAnanI aMdara e kahe che ke he jagatanA jIvo ! AyuSya jyAre puruM thAya tyAre ene laMbAvI zakanAra koI nathI, mahAvIra hoya ke Alexander hoya. banne no javAba eka ja hoya. paNa jo enAmAM sabhAnatA hoya to. ahiMyA kahe che ke ghAtakarmanI asara AtmA upara che. adhAtIkarmanI asara deha upara che. deha chatAM dehAtIta sthiti che. azarIrI bhAve sthiti hovAthI karmo thatA hovA chatAM te karmo akaSAya bhAve thatA hovAthI tarata ja kharI paDe che. AtmAne coMTatA nathI, Ane ja yathAkhyAta cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che. yathAkhyAta 140 apUrva avasara cAritra-mana-vacana-kAyAno yoga che, deha ane dehanI indriyo che. indriyone potAnA vyApAra che. chatAM, badhuM hovA chatAM- yathAkhyAta cAritra AtmAnA guNane AdhArita e jIvano vyavahAra hoya che. deha chatAM dehAtIta dazA. te yathAkhyAta cAritra. zarIra chatAM azarIrI bhAve jIvana. kRpALudeva patrAMka-411mAM kahyuM che. ame mukhya nayanA hetuthI azarIrIpaNe siddha chIe. ane koI te vakhatanA mumukSue prazna karyo hato ke, "A kALamAM kSAyika samakita na hoya.' A kALamAM kSAyika samakita hoya ke na hoya ane to bhAvadazAe siddha samAna chIe. azarIrIbhAve amArI sthiti che. ane azarIrIbhAva A kALamAM nathI to ame nathI ema kahevA tulya thayuM. khyAla Ave che? AmanI dazAno lakSa ApaNe karIe. A puruSanuM oLakhANa karIe. A vacanAmRtano kahenAra kyo puruSa che? A kaI vANI ApaNA hAthamAM che? A kyo bodha che? AnI pUrNatAnI tole koI AvI zake ema che? to pachI hajI kyAM rakhaDavA jAvuM che? badhe sAMbhaLIe. samajIe. samajaNane avakAza ApIe. paNa zraddhA? zraddhA have A puruSa sivAya koInI na hoya. vartamAnamAM to najara nAkhatA paNa AnI tole, AnI sAthe, AnI samIpa rahI zake evo AtmA durlabha che. evo Atmayoga paNa durlabha che. jyAre vacanAmRtathI e jIvato jAgato che. citrapaTathI e ApaNI sAme hAjarAhajura che. bhAI! badhA ja prakAranA mananA udhAmA bAju para mUkI, enuM zaraNa svIkArI, kalyANano mArga le ne. kalyANa thaI jaze. mArga TUMko thaze. bIje mArga laMbAI jaze. ane emAM paNa jo Diversion AvI gayuM hoya to pAchuM rAjamArga para AvavuM muzkela che enA karatA rAjamArga upara cho to bIje phaMTAIza nahIM. jagata to bhUlabhUlAmaNI che. A rAjezvarano prarUpita karelo mArga che. rAjamArga che. have A ghAtI aghAtI karmonI je sthiti che temAM ghAtI karmono to nAza karyo paNa aghAtI cAra karma kADhavA hoya to? te to deha che tyAM sudhI che ja. to kema TALavA? ApaNo puruSArtha to ghAtakarmono nAza karavA mATe thavo joIe. aghAtI karmo to potAnI meLe cAlyA jAze. jJAnI kahe che dehane pADI nAkhavAthI dehathI chUTAtuM nathI. paNa deha jenAthI ghAraNa karavo paDe evA karmanA baMdhanane TALavAthI 141

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apUrva avasara dehathI chUTI zakAya che. AtmahatyA karavAthI ke dehane pADI nAkhavAthI dehathI nahI chUTI zakAya. deha jenA kAraNe utpanna thAya che evA kAraNono nAza karavAthI dehathI chUTI zakAya. 'je je kAraNa baMdhanA, teha baMdhano paMtha; te kAraNa chedaka dazA, mokSapaMtha bhavaaMta.' A. si.-(9) bhAI ! tuM samajato kharo ke karavAnuM zuM che? Aje ApaNe vedanIyanA nAza mATe prayatna karIe chIe. jJAnI kahe che ke tAro puruSArtha vedanIyanA nAza mATe nahIM, paNa mohanIyanA nAza mATe kara. Aje dharmanI aMdara sabhrama Ubho thaI gayo che. ApaNo Akho puruSArtha vedanIyanA nAza mATe cAle che. vedanIya to aghAtI che. ane mahadaMze eno AdhAra deha che. kAraNa ke 'te dehAyuSa Adhina jenI sthiti che. kAraNa ke dehanuM AyuSya che tyAM sudhI enI sthiti che. "AyuSya pUrNa, maTiye daihika pAtra jo.' A cAre aghAtI karmanuM anuSThAna deha che. AtmA nathI. mATe daihika pAtrapAtratA samApta thaze. to enI vastu paNa samApta thaze. AdhAra vinA A deha rahI nahI zake. mATe AdhArano nAza kara, daihika pAtratA haze tyAM sudhI- nAma, gotra, AyuSya ane vedanIya rahevAnA ja kAraNa ke cAra karmane badhA deha sAthe saMbaMdha che. eTale kRpALudeve sarasa zabda mUkyo che. 'AyuSya pU maTiye daihika pAtra jo.' A daihika pAtrane samApta kara. mATe dehane gauNa kara. mohanIyano nAza kara. dharmanA be puruSArtha chUTA paDe che. AtmasiddhimAM kRpALudeve mohanIyanA nAzanI vAta karI. ane jagatamAM ApaNe kriyAkAMDanI pAchaLa je doDavA mAMDyA chIe te vedanIyanA nAza mATe. ApaNAthI du:kha sahana thatuM nathI. zarIranI aMdara saheja asuvidhA, azAtA ApaNane vihavaLa banAvI de che. AkuLavyAkuLa karI de che. ApaNAthI e sahana thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke zarIra bhinna che evo ApaNA jJAnano kSayopazama thayo nathI. deha pratye mohabuddhi che ane mohanIyano nAza haju karyo nathI. eTale vedanIya ApaNAthI sahana thatuM nathI. mUchamAM sapaDAve che. A jagatanA jIvo TUMko rasto apanAve che. ke A vedanIya mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. jJAnI kahe che vedanIyane bhogavyA sivAya chUTako nathI. vedanIya karma bhogavyA sivAya kyAreya 142 apUrva avasara nirjaratuM nathI. ene bhogavavAnA prakAra judA judA che. e karmagraMthano viSaya che. ke pradeza upara lAvIne bhogavI zakAya. sUDIno ghA soyathI TaLI zake. azubha vedanIyanuM zubha vedanIyamAM parivartana thaI zake. enI prakRti palaTAvI zakAya. paNa enA pradeza che, e to che ja. pradeza baMdhathI to ene bhogavavuM ja paDe che. A jaina darzanano karmasiddhAMta che. e paNa eka jabarajasta viSaya che.. bhagavAna kahe che A cAre karmono nAza karavAnI ciMtA na karavI. 'te dehAyuSa Adhina jenI sthiti che.' deha che tyAM sudhI ja karyo che. dehanuM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM te karmo paNa cAlyA jaze. ane jo mohanIyano nAza thaI gayo che to karmonI sthiti baLelI sIMdarI jevI che. baLelI sIMdarInI koI divasa ciMtA karAya nahIM. kAraNa ke e bAMdhavAne samartha nathI. 'mana, vacana, kAyAne karmanI vargaNA, chUTe jahAM sakaLa pudgala saMbaMdha jo; evuM ayogI guNasthAnaka tyAM vartatuM, mahAbhAgya sukhadAyaka pUrNa abaMdha jo.' apUrva - 17 sayogI kevaLInI avasthA ane enA ghAtakarmanI avasthA batAvyA pachI A caudamuM guNasthAnaka che. AtmAnA vikAsa kramanI vAta ahIMyA pUrI thatI nathI. A deha ATalo jJAnayukta thayo che. koI aMtarAya rahI nathI. jJAnane koI AvaraNa nathI. darzanane koI AvaraNa nathI. mohanIyano sarvathA kSaya thayo che. ghAtakarmano nAza che. ane aghAtIkarmonI sthiti mAtra AkRti jevI che. evI dazAmAM paNa e haju puruSArtha karyA ja kare che. chelle zuM bAkI rahe che? AkhA jagatathI nivRta thayo che. AkhA jagatathI asaMga thayo che. ane chelle potAnA mana-vacana-kAyAnA pudgalano je piMDa AtmAnA pradezo sAthe joDAyelo che tenAthI nivRtta thavAnuM che. to tene choDavAnI kaI prakriyA che? jainadarzananI sUkSmatA adbhuta che. ahIM sudhI pahoMcyA pachI paNa potAnA zarIranA aMtima pudgalo- mana, vacana ane kAyAnI vargaNAnA pudgalo- je be tattva pudgala ane cetana- e be bhegA thaI gayA che. ene chUTAM karavAM che. 143

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apUrva avasara caudamAM guNasthAnakanI sthiti jainadarzana sivAya kyAMya jovA, sAMbhaLavA maLaze nahIM. kAraNa ke ATalI sUkSma anubhUti, kevaLajJAna thayA pachInI ane siddhAlayamAM gayA pahelAMnI sthiti ane emAMye aghAtI karmanI sthiti baLI gayelI sIMdarI jevI che. AyuSya, nAma, gotra ane vedanIya ene bAdhArUpa thatAM nathI. paNa mana,vacana ane kAyA to sAthe ja che ne? ayogI guNasthAnakano- have A jIvano caudamAM guNasthAnakano puruSArtha kevo che? eno kALa bahu ocho che. pAMca hrasva svara bole eTalo athavA utkRSTamAM jAya to aMtarmuhUrtano. kRpALudeve eka vAta enI atyaMtara noMdhamAM lakhI che. ke ayogI dazAmAM paNa karma hoya tyAM sudhI AtmA chUTI zakto nathI. e kevI rIte? e sarasa rIte samajAvyuM che. jainadarzanamAM eka prayoga Ave che. ene kahe che kevaLI sumuddhAta'. AmAM eka prayoga che. jagata sAthenA karmono saMbaMdha chUTI gayA pachI mana, vacana, kAyAnA sarva pudgala paramANuone AtmAnA pradeza uparathI kheravavAnI kriyA kare che. ApaNI ajJAna avasthAmAM ApaNA dehanA paramANuo akhaMDa ane saMgaThita hoya ane jIva nIkaLI jAya. ane kevaLI pote akhaMDa, avicala ane aDola rahe ane A pudgalanA paramANuone kheravatAM jAya. ahIM kahe che ke evo samudyAta apUrva avasara aghAtI karmonI sthiti vadhAre hoya tyAre samuddhAtanI kriyA karavAmAM Ave che. ane traNe yoganI sthiratAnA kAraNe, puruSArthanA kAraNe, traNe yoganI pravRtti saMkSipta thatAM kramazaH kSINa thatAM aMte teno rodha thAya che. pachI A mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogane koI pravRtti nathI. enuM saMkSiptapaNuM ApaNe AgalI gAthAmAM joyuM hatuM ke, te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jAtI sthitimAM; aMte thAye nija svarUpamAM lIna jo.' eTale have mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoganI je avasthA che te avasthA-te yogane kevaLI rUMdhe che. yoga rUMdhananI kriyAno je puruSArtha tene jaina darzanamAM ayogI kevaLI- caudamA ayogI guNasthAnakano puruSArtha kahyo che e evo adbhuta kahyo che ke e vastu jagatanA jIvonA khyAlamAM AvI zake nahIM. kAraNa ke chadmastha evA ApaNe A grahaNa nathI karI zakatA. kAraNa ke ApaNI buddhi eTalI sImAne pAra jaI zaktI nathI. ApaNe sasIma chIe ane A vAta asImanI che. ApaNe samajaNanI hadamAM chIe ane A vAta behadanI che. ApaNe rUpI nI vAta jANIe ane vicArIe, A vAta arUpI tattvanI che. eTale samajavAmAM kaThaNa paDaze. paNa caitanya enuM Grasping karI zake. AvaraNa jeTaluM ochuM, kSayopazama jeTalo vadhu tenA pramANanI aMdara ane bhagavAna pratyenI bhakti jo barobara hoya, sarvajJatAmAM jo zaMkA na hoya, to tenA kahelA bodhamAM koI zaMkAnuM kAraNa rahe nahIM. eTale kRpALudeva kahe che, "ene koI paNa prakAre baMdha dezA ghaTe che.ane te baMdhanI nivRtti koI paNa prakAre niHsaMzaya karavI ghaTe che." Avo jene paramArthamArgano aDaga nizcaya thayo che, e aDaga nizcayanA AdhAra upara prayoga kare che. potAnA zeSa karmo je che tene khapAvavAno prayoga karI, mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yogane rUMdhe che ane AtmAnA pradezone tethI chUTAM karI nAkhe che. je eka kSetre, ekAvagAhI che tyAM evI dhaTanA bane che ke AtmAnA pradezo A kArmaNa vargaNAthI chUTA paDe che. kSIra ane nIra-dUdha ane pANI jema bhegAM thaI gayA hoya che ane agninA prayogathI e banne chUTA paDe che. emAM kSIra- kSIranA sthAne rahe; ane enA paramANu chUTA paDe ane pANInA paramANuo bASpIbhavana thAya. ane pAchA te paramANu saMgrahita karavAmAM Ave to ApaNane pANI rUpe maLe. koIpaNa dravya pANI 145 kare. Ayukarma karatA bAkInA traNa karmonI sthiti jyAre vadhAre hoya eTale Ayukarma ochuM hoya ane bAkInAM traNa karma nAma, gotra ane vedanIyanI sthiti jyAre vadhAre hoya, e traNe karmonI kALasthiti thoDI lAMbI hoya, sthiti eTale kALa sthiti-pradeza-prakRti-rasa ane sthiti- e vadhAre hoya tyAre kevaLI bhagavaMta potAnA AtmAnA sAmarthyathI, potAnA AtmAnA pradezane lokamAM vistArIne, loka pramANa thaIne, udIraNAno prayoga karIne, e badhAM karmone potAnA tarapha kheMcI lAve che. ane pradeza upara lAvIne, bhogavIne ene kheravI nAkhe che. eTale karmone kheMcI lAvIne bhogave che. A kriyAne 'samuddhAta' kahe che. badhA ja kevaLIne Avo samuddhAta hoya evuM nathI. paNa jene koIpaNa prakAranA puNyano ke azubha karmano udaya haze, ane sthiti evI hoya ke AyuSya karma karatAM bIjA 163

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apUrva avasara sAthe mIkSa thaI gayuM hoya to pharI agninA prayogathI pANInA bASpIbhavanathI e bASpamAM rUpAMtara thAya ane te ja bASpanuM pharI pANImAM rUpAMtara thAya ane mULa enI sAthe bhaLelI azuddhi judI thaI zake che. evI ja rIte sonAnI aMdara jyAre mela bharAyo hoya tyAre agni ane tejAbanA prayogathI bhaThThImAM ene tapAve ane kathIra ane kaMcana ekavAra chUTuM paDe pachI sonAne alaga tAravI le. pachI bheguM thAya nahIM. sonAne zodhana karavAnI bhaThThImAM, rIphAInarImAM e ja sonAne tapAvIne emAMthI mela nIkaLato jAya ane e zuddha sonuM thAya ema. samuddhAta e apUrva kriyA che. ayogI svarUpanI kriyA. mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogane chellI avasthAmAM rUMdhe che. A caudamuM guNasthAnaka samajavuM keTaluM kaThIna che. kevaLajJAna thaI gayA pachI A caudamuM pagathiyuM kema mukyuM? kema sIdho mokSa nA mukyo? A anaMtAjJAnIoe je siddhAMtanA bAMdhA bAMdhyA che te khUba ja vicArIne ane anubhavathI bAMdhyA che. bhagavAna sAkSAt dezanA Ape samavasaraNamAM e paNa haju teramAM guNasthAnake che. ene paNa haju caudamuM guNasthAnaka bAkI che. te sarvajJa bhagavaMta, ahaMta svarUpa, jinezvara svarUpa hovA chatAM terame guNasthAnake che. ane jainadarzananI paribhASA jANato hoya te samaje ke haju caudamuM bAkI che. AyuSya karmanI sthiti karatAM jo bAkInA traNa karmonI sthiti vadhAre hoya to ene paNa samuddhAta dvArA sama karaze ane e jJAna ane dhyAnanA agnirUpa prakhara tApa, eno chello tikhAro, enI chellI vALA, AtmAno cirAga jayAre pUrNa paNe pragaTamAna thAya che tyAre enI AgaLa karmo baLIne bhasmIbhUta thAya che. AtmAnA pradeza sAthe joDAyelA mana, vacana, kAyAnA pudgala paramANuMo chUTAM paDI jAya che. jagatano saMga tyAga karI zakAya che. paNa A asaMgIne have asaMga thavuM che. ApaNe jene sarvasaMga parityAgI kahyo evo asaMga AtmA, ene teramAM guNasthAnaka pachI paNa haju asaMga thavuM che. zenAthI? mana, vacana, kAyAnA pudgala vargaNAthI. A vargaNA anAdikALathI lAgI che. jyArathI enuM astitva AvyuM tyArathI lAgI che. A pugala paramANuone chUTA pADavAnI kriyAno je zukaladhyAnanI zreNIno chello yoga kahevAya che e yoganI aMdara pAMca hrasvasvaranA uccAraNanI aMdara 14 6 apUrva avasara AtmA eTalo badho pUrNa prakAzita thAya che ke enI pAse A pudgala paramANuM have rahI zakatA nathI. eTale enA pradeza uparathI kharI paDe che. ane enA pradezo mukta thAya che. padmanaMdI AcArye 'padmanaMdI paMcavizatI'nI aMdara A vAtane evI sarasa rIte mUkI che ke caudamAM guNasthAnakanI aMdara A prakriyA thAya che ane chellA paramANuo chUTA paDe che AtmAnA pradezathI ane pUrNa nirmaLatA tarapha potAnA jJAnano ane dhyAnano agni pragaTAvIne e paramAtmA beTho che. e ayogI guNasthAnakanI kriyA A paramAtmA svarUpa bhagavAna kare che. caudamAM guNasthAnake paNa A puruSArtha che. ane e prayoga jayAre bhagavAna kare che tyAre AcArya kahe che, "he jagatanA jIvo! A caitanya jyoti jovI hoya to Avo, 'caitanya jyoti te same, bhAse anupama A aho ! te eka sarvotkRSTa jagamAM, sarvadA jayavaMta ho!" (padmanaMdI AcArya) potAnA zAstramAM Ama kahe che. kRpALudeve jene 'vanazAstra' kahyuM che. ekAntamAM avagAhanA mATe muni mATe mokalyuM che. AvA 'vanazAstra'nI gAthAmAM jJAnIo e sthitinI dazAnuM varNana Ape che. kRpALudeva kahe che, "sAtamA guNasthAnake birAjato AtmA teramA ane caudamAM guNasthAnake birAjatA AtmAnI sthitino khyAla karI zake che. paNa pahelA mithyAtva guNasthAnake birAjatA AtmAne A caudamAM guNasthAnakanI vAta karIe to tenA lakSamAM bese nahIM. bhagavAnanA bodhanAM vacano che eTale ATaluM kahevAya che. jo bhagavAne A sthiti na batAvI hota to ApaNane kyAreya caudamA guNasthAnakanI sthitino aMdAja paNa AvI zakata nahIM. A to 'hAthanoMdha'mAM kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke caudamAM guNasthAnake paNa haju potAnAM zeSa karmone bhasmIbhUta karyA vinA mokSa thato nathI. tyAre khabara paDe ke kevaLajJAna pachI paNa puruSArthanuM eka sopAna haju bAkI rahe che.patrAMka 913mAM paramakRpALu deva pharamAve che - juo A bhagavAnanA jJAnanI parisImA - eka eka avasthAne jANanAra A puruSa kaI avasthamAM haze? ApaNe guNasthAnakanI jhaMjhaTamAM paDavuM nathI. kRpALudeve kahyuM che ke guNaThANA to samajavA mATe che. enuM bIjuM koI mahattva nathI. e to eka kathana zailI che. bhAvanI apekSA to aura ja che. ahiMyA ApaNe 147

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apUrva avasara bhAvathI A puruSane oLakhavAnA che. guNaThANAthI nahIM. kathanazailIthI nahIM. koI mApathI nahIM. A puruSa to amApa che ene mApathI na oLakhAya. amApanuM koI di mApa na hoya. 'caitanyAtmaka svabhAva AtmA niraMtara vedaka svabhAvavALo hovAthI abaMdha dazAne saMprApta na thAya tyAM sudhI zAtA-azAtArUpa anubhava vedyA vinA rahevAno nathI.' (913) 'anaMta pudgala paramANu sAthenA anAdikALanA anaMtAnubaMdhInA saMbaMdhothI kevaLa mukta thaI javuM e jIvanI mahAbhAgyavAna dazA che." 'mahAbhAgya, sukhadAyaka, pUrNa abaMdha jo.' ene have mahAbhAgyavAna thavuM che ane jene mahAbhAgyavAna thavuM che ane have mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoganI paNa sparzatA joItI nathI. 'sukhadAyaka' enA sukhamAM A pudgala paramANu bAdhA kare. AtmAnA caitanya pradezanA sukhamAM A avarodha kare. pudgalanI hAjarI paNa have na joIe. jema mAre sugaMdhI joItI hoya to azuci paNa na joIe. gharamAM agarabatInI sugaMdha ane lasaNanI durgadha be bhegA thAya to agarabatInI sugaMdha cAle nahIM. pudgaNa paramANu e mAtra jIvane azuci rUpa ja che. jIvanI pUrNa zuddhatA ane pUrNa zuci joIe. jene pavitratA joItI hoya eNe pahelAM rUma sApha karAya, pachI dhUpa karAya. A mArgamAM jagatanA prayoga na cAle. ahIM to pUrNa zucitA joIe. eTale kahe che ke AtmA nija svabhAva AdhIna, svataMtra, svAyata ane svAdhIna dazAnI prApti kare che eTale ahiMyA zabda mukyo che. 'evuM ayogI guNasthAnaka tyAM vartatuM. caudamu guNasthAnaka e evuM ayogI guNasthAnaka che ane e guNasthAnaka, 'mahAbhAgya, sukhadAyaka, pUrNa abaMdha che. pUrNa abaMdha dazA-basa A sthiti prApta karavI che. anAdikALathI jIvane baMdha dazA varte che. kRpALudeve kahyuM che, "koIpaNa prakAre tene baMdha dazA varte che e vAtano koIpaNa kALe saMzaya prApta nahIM thAya." A abaMdha dazA mATe thaIne baMdhanA kAraNo- mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane yoga TALavAnA che.mithyAtva gayuM pachI to "apUrva avasara'nI zarUAta thaI. pachI pAMca indriyanA viSaya choDavAnI vAta karI, pAMca pramAda choDavAnI vAta karI. A 148 apUrva avasara badhAM aviratinA prayogo che. deha upara paNa mAyA nahiM. A badhI avirati che. pramAda- 'paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo." pramAda pachI kaSAya-'krodha pratye varte krodha svabhAvatA', 'bahu upasarga kartA pratye paNa krodha nahIM.' A badho kaSAya upara vijaya batAvyo. mithyAtva gayuM, avirati para vijaya prApta karyo, pramAdane haTAvyo, kaSAyano jaya karyo ane chelle have je yoga bAkI rahyA hatA te caudamAM guNasthAnakamAM TALI dIdhAM. badhAM ja dravyAnuyoganA zAstramAM A bAbatamAM sammata che ke karma baMdhanA pAMca kAraNa che. mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya ane yoga. A pAMceya kAraNo kevI rIte TaLe e paramakRpALudeve AkhuM 'apUrvaavasara'mAM kahyuM. A chellI sattaramI gAthAmAM 'yoga' nAmanuM kAraNa hatuM. 'yoga' e paNa karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. e ApaNane samajAtuM nahotuM. paNa kevaLIne paNa yoga che to karmabaMdha paDe. paNa kevo paDe? 'IryApathikI" eka samaye bAMdhe, bIje samaye bhogave, trIje samaye choDe. to tyAM pUrNa abaMdha dazA nathI. to pUrNa abaMdha dazA kyAre thAya? caudamAM guNasthAnake thAya. ke mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoganuM jyAre pUrNa paNe rUMdhana kare. e yoganAM paramANune AtmAnA pradezathI sadA, sarvadA, mukta kare, bhinna kare ane pote chatAMye vidyamAna che. deha paNe. bhagavAnano jyAre mokSa thAya che tyAre ayogI avasthAmAM che. e ayogI avasthAmAM cetananA pradeza paNa che ane pudgala paramANuM paNa che. paNa ApaNane jema bhegAM thaI gayA che, kSIra ane nIranI peThe, tema bhagavAnane banne judAM che. bhinna che. alaga thaI gayAM che. chatAMya che. ane kahe che ke, 'caitanya jayoti e same, bhAse anupama A aho ! te eka sarvotkRSTa jagamAM, sarvadA jayavaMta ho.' jJAnIo A padanI jhaMkhanA kare che ke amane to kevaLajJAna thayA pachI paNa A pUrNa abaMdha dazA kyAre thAya? kAraNa ke amAre to mokSa joIe che ane pUrNa abaMdha dazA enuM nAma ja mokSa. abaMdha dazA prApta na thAya to mokSa paNa thAya nahIM. A yoga eka baMdhanuM kAraNa che. eTale ApaNe roja pratikramaNamAM 'yoga 149

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apUrva avasara viramaNa'nI bhAvanA bhAvIe chIe ane kRpALudeve A 'Atmasiddhi'mAM chelluM kahyuM che ajJAna TaLaze, viratimAM jaIzuM, pramAda ane kaSAyano jaya karIzuM. paNa haju yoga che ane yoganuM svarUpa deha che. eTale kahyuM, chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tu karma; nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma. A.si.-(115) dharmano marma A che ke jIva deha eTale yogathI paNa chUTI jAya. ane yogathI tyAre ja chUTI zake ke jayAre e mithyAtvathI chUTyo che, aviratithI chUTyo che, pramAdathI chUTyo che ane kaSAyathI chUTyo che. A cAreya baMdhanA kAraNothI jyAre jIva chUTe che tyAre e jIva pracaMDa sAmarthya prApta karIne caudamA guNasthAnakano prayoga karIne e yogathI paNa chUTe che. ane pUrNa abaMdhadazA prApta kare che. eTale have enuM sukha avyAbAdha che. have enuM sukha anaMta che. e padanI aMdara e jIva pratiSThita thAya che. sayogI ane ayogI kevaLInI dazAnA lakSaNo kevA prakAranAM che enI vAta ApaNe atyAre karI. vizeSa avasare. apUrva avasara svAdhyAya - 7 siddhapadanuM svarUpa - (gAthA - 18,19) paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanAno A sAtamo divasa che. tIrthaMkaroe paNa A mahAparvano mahimA gAyo che. bhagavAnanI vANI rUpa AgamomAM parva to ghaNA kahyA che. paNa paryuSaNa parvano mahimA aciMtya kahyo che. jema tIrthamAM zatruMjaya tIrtha, maMtramAM namaskAra maMtra, vanamAM jaMgalano rAjA siMha, AkAzamAM jema caMdramAM. ema jagatamAM aneka vastuo evI che ke je utkRSTa che. enAthI caDiyAtI bIjI koI vastu nathI. ema sarva parvanI aMdara paryuSaNa parvane atyAdhika mahattvanuM kahyuM che. karmanA marmane bhedanAruM kahyuM che. dharmanA marmane samajanAruM kahyuM che. paryuSaNamAM sarvazane AdhArIta vAta thAya. bAkI badhA ghaNA parvo che, samAraMbho che, prasaMgo che, utsavo che. emAM game te vAta thaI zake. paNa paryuSaNa parvamAM vItarAga vANI, AgamavANI ene samajavAno ApaNe prayatna karavo joIe. saMpUrNa kALabaLa, prakRtinA paribaLa tyAre jIvane madada kare che. eka ne eka vAta paryuSaNamAM ApaNe sAMbhaLatA hoIe ane anya vakhate sAMbhaLIe to paNa pharaka paDaze. eka nI eka kriyA paryuSaNamAM karI hoya ane anya vakhate karI hoya to pharaka paDaze. bhAvanI zreNImAM pharaka paDaze. caitanyanA upayoganI jAgRtimAM pharaka dekhAze ke paryuSaNa parvanI aMdara je vAta samajAya che, vedAya che te vAtanuM vedanA anya samaye duSkara bane che. ane ahIM saraLa bane che. ane eTalA ja mATe- prakRtinA paribaLa jyAre sAda pUratA hoya ene ja parva kahevAya. prakRti jyAre madadarUpa thAya che tyAre kAmanI saraLatA thAya che. nAva calAvIe tyAre pavana anukuLa hoya to bahu saraLatAthI kAma thAya. bahu majA Ave, vahANa kharAbe na caDe. evI rIte varSAkALamAM, grISmane lIdhe je vAtAvaraNamAM udivagna paNu thayuM che te zAMta che. AkhA jagatanA paramANu zAMta thAya che, sthira thAya che ane e prakRtinuM paribaLa eTaluM badhuM AnaMdita ane ullAsIta hoya che ke pazu, pakSI, vanaspati badhuM ja ekadama ullAsIta bhAvamAM hoya che. eTale koI jagyAe e upadravakArI nathI. evI rIte paryuSaNa parvamAM paNa enI ThaMDaka svabhAvika paNe hoya che. ATha varSanuM bALaka paNa tapa kare. kalpanA na hoya evI vyaktio paNa tapa kare juo A 151 sapUSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karaze. te

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apUrva avasara manobaLa! A parama tattvanuM prerakabaLa kevuM che. jainonI vastI 0.5%(aDadho Tako) paNa nathI. bhAratamAM paNa aDadhA TakAnI vastimAM jeTalI tapazcaryA che eTalI 99.5%nI vastimAM paNa nathI. A paryuSaNa parvano mahimA ApaNe samajavAno che. "A to Akhu varSa nathI AvatA ane ATha ja divasa upAzrayamAM Ave che.' evI bhASA na bolAya. A to parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva che. je na AvI zakatA hoya ene paNa jo banI zake to AvavAnI anukuLatA karI gho. madadarUpa thAo. tame paryuSaNamAM Avo, paryuSaNamAM dharma sAdhanA karo ekanuM ekavIsa gaNuM phaLa prApta thAya. evI jAgRti thAya evuM mahAparva che. tIrthaMkare je parvano mahimA gAyo che te parvamAM eka jIva jo prabhunAM darzana kare to ApaNe karAvavA. chokarAne kahevuM, 'bhAI! derAsara jaIne pachI kAmadhaMdhe jajo. vahelA UThI upAzraye jaIne pachI bIje jajo. kAmadhaMdhA to che ja jIMdagInI aMdara' A parvano mahimA che, A vAtAvaraNano mahimA che. ahiM sarvajJanA tapanuM yogabaLa che. A tIrthaMkarano, vItarAgano mArga che. anaMtA jJAnIo, anaMtA tIrthaMkaro, anaMtA zramaNo, tenuM je tapa che te tapanuM yogabaLa A badhAM sthAnonI aMdara paryuSaNamAM jIvatuM jAgatuM hoya che. bAra mahinA sudhI bheMkAra bhAsatA dharma sthAno paryuSaNanI aMdara killola karatA hoya che. enI divAle divAlamAMthI adhyAtmanuM saMgIta jharatuM hoya che. ApaNe mAtra besIe ane adhyAtma rasamAM nahAIe. paryuSaNaparvanI AvI mahattA jyAre samajAya tyAre ghare paNa kahevAya ke, "aDadhI klAka rasoI moDI thAya to vAMdho nahIM paNa tame dharma ArAdhanAmAM Avajo." kema ke e aDadho kalAka ene jIvananuM bhAthu baMdhAvI deze. badhuM Adjustment karI levAnuM paNa badhA ja loko dharma sAdhanAmAM joDAya. koI ja ghare na rahe. evI goThavaNa karavAnI. zAMtithI dhaMdhAnuM Ayojana, nokarInuM Ayojana, gharakAmamAM Ayojana. ApaNe ghera kAma karatA hoya te kAmavALA sudhdhAne badhAne khabara hovI joIe ke paryuSaNa parva che ekadama zAMti che. koI gusso nahI kare. ekabIjAnuM kAma karIne, thoDuM vadhatuM ghaTatuM kAma karIne paNa dharma ArAdhanA karIe. prasaMga che ullAsItatA pUrvaka, prasannatA pUrvaka karIe. evo A parvano mahimA che. emAM eka vAtanuM ciMtana jo karIe, eka svAdhyAyanuM tapa jo ekadhyAna thI thAya, anaMta koTI karmano kSaya thaI jAya che. eka apUrva avasara kalAka besIe chIe emAM ApaNe keTalAya karmo khapAvIe chIe. jo zuddhabhAva pUrvaka sAmayika bhAve jo ahIMyA beThA hoIe, jJAnano agni prajavalita thAya, sapuruSonA vacanonuM AlaMbana hoya, cAre bAju sAdharmika zrAvaka, zrAvikA. badhAnI jAgRta cetanA, badhAnA spaMdano, badhAnA manobhAva, badhAnI aMdara rahelI zuddhatA, pavitratA eno saravALo anaMta gaNo thAya. ane pratyeka jIvane badhAno lAbha maLe. AnuM gaNita khabara che? ahIM beThelA badhAnuM yogabaLa mArA karma kSayanI aMdara mane madadarUpa thayuM haze. peluM to ekalAnuM thAya. ekalA to pAmara chIe. baLa maMda paDI jAya, kSINa thaI jAya paNa A badhAnuM baLa atyAre kAma kare. ema pratyekane badhAnuM baLa maLe. Each for all and all for each. eka anekane mATe ane aneka ekane mATe, Avo to paryuSaNa parvano mahimA. zAstrakAroe gAyo che. AgamamAM kahyuM che, A parva daramiyAna thayeluM eka nAnuM vrata, eka nAnuM pacakhANa jIvane potAnI anaMtanI yAtrA TUkAvavAmAM madadarUpa thAya. have cothA guNasthAnakathI jIve e anaMtanI yAtrA karIne kevaLajJAna pragaTAvyuM ane ayogI svabhAva potAno pragaTa karyo 'apUrvaavasara"nI aMdara A AkhI jaina yAtrAno mArga paramakRpALu deve nigraMthapadanI sAdhanAno mArga eTalI utkRSTa rIte, eTalo spaSTa rIte ane vItarAga kathita emAM kyAMya nyunAdhiktA nahIM, eTalI madhyasthatA jALavIne, koIpaNa prakArano mata vizeSa nahIM, AmanyA vizeSa nahIM, naya vizeSa nahIM, e rIte darzAvyoH mAtra AtmAne zuM kalyANakArI che? zu yogya che? ane sarvajJae A mArgane kevI rIte kaMDAryo che? ane anaMtA jJAnIo A mArge kevI rIte cAlyA che? e samajAvI emaNe AtmAnA ayogIpaNA sudhInI vAta karI. gaI kAle ApaNe joyuM ke kevaLajJAna thayA pachI paNa puruSArthanuM eka pagathiyuM bAkI che, AdhyAtmika puruSArthanuM eka sopAna bAkI che. siddhinA sopAnamAM A chelle je sopAna che te jagatanA jIvone to kalpanAmAM paNa besatuM nathI. AdhyAtma zAstramAM kyAMya AnI vAta pakaDAtI nathI, ke saMpUrNa vItarAga, pUrNa vItarAga, sarvajJa kevaLajJAnI, kevaLadarzI thayA pachI paNa haju eka siddhinuM sopAna bAkI che. jyAM cAra ghAtakarmono nAza karyo che, bhavanA bIjano AtyaMtika nAza karyo 153 upara

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apUrva avasara che. nirvANa avasthAne prApta karI che. have dehanuM dhAraNa karavApaNu rahyuM nathI. sarva bhAva jagatanA jue che ane jANe che evo to jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSaya thayo che. jJAtA-dRSTA jevI potAnI paristhiti thaI che. zuddhatA che AtmAne koI have AvaraNa nathI. evI atyaMta zuddhatAne bhaje che. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIyanuM AvaraNa nathI. ene avarodha nathI. vIAMtarAyano avarodha nathI. ane mohanIyano koI viparyaya nathI. AtmA AvI zuddhatAne bhaje che. ane e bhajatA AtmA kRtakRtya thaI gayo che. anAdinA paribhramaNamAM kyAreya AvI kRtakRtyatA anubhavI nahotI. haMmezAM kaMIka levAnI ja jhaMkhanA rahI hatI. bAramAM guNasthAnake Avyo eTale have levAnI vAta gaI. badhuM bheLuM kareluM daI dIdhuM. jagatamAMthI bheLA karelA paramANu jagatane sopavA che. have ene kAMI icchA rahI nahIM. kSINamoha guNasthAnakamAM jIva pahoMce che tyAre koI spRhA, koI rati, koI icchA rahetI nathI. ane icchAno nAza thayo ke vAta purI thaI. 'he jIva kyA icchata have? hai icchA duHkha mUla; jaba icchA kA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla. anAdinI bhUla A ja che ke, mane mArA sukha mATe kaMIka meLavavAnI icchA che. "aho ! jJAnIo e to tethI viparita mArga ja nirNita ryo ke kacitamAtra grahaNa karavuM te ja sukhano nAza che." kRpALudeve AvA gaMbhIra tattvanI vAtane keTalI saraLatAthI ane spaSTatAthI samajAvI che. kRtakRtya thayA che A bhagavAna teramA guNasthAnaka para birAjamAna kRtakRtya che. aho! anaMtanA paribhramaNamAM Aje zAMti maLI. paramakRpALudevane A dazA aMtaraMgamAM pragaTI che. eTale ke have dhanya re A divasa A aho!" A anaMtanA paribhramaNamAM keTalA divaso gayA? paNa je divase, 'jAgI re, zAMti apUrva re; daza varSe re dhArA UlasI, maTyo udaya karmano garva re. dhanya re divasa A aho!' jyAre karmano kSaya thAya che e divasane jJAnIo dhanya mAne che. kevA karmano kSaya thayo che? aMtarathI ekAvatArIpaNAnI pratIti varte che. Ayukarma jo ochuM hoya to bAkInA karmanuM thavAnuM hoya te thAya. paNa jyAre jIvamAM nizcaya pragaTyo 154 apUrva avasara avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re; tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re. dhanya re divasa A aho!' muktinA apUrva saMdezA AtmAmAMthI vedAya che. siddhapadanA bhaNakArA thAya che. karmano garva maTyo che have AtmAnuM sAmarthya jAgyuM che. have karma hArI gayA che. te TakI zake ema nathI. anaMtakALanI laDAImAM karma sarvoparI hatA ane jIva pAmara hato, dIna hato, ane have karma dIna thaI gayuM che. jAuM jAuM thaI rahyuM che. kRpALudeve 'upadeza chAyA'mAM sarasa lakhyuM che karmo AtmAmAMthI jAuM jAuM thaI rahyA che jema jema AtmAnA svarUpano agni prakAzita thAya che, tapa prakAzita thAya che, jJAna ane dhyAnano agni jema jema prajavalita thAya che tema tema karmo jAuM jAuM karI rahyA che. jema koInA zarIramAM bIjAno jIva bhUtapreta, pizAcarUpe Ave ane pachI ene dhUNI de ane agninA upadrava Ape ane te jIva hAtha joDIne kahe ke, "huM jAuM chuM.- have huM jAuM chuM." ema A jJAnIo e potAnI Atma sAdhanAmAM jJAna ane dhyAnano evo agni prajavalita karyo che ke aMdarathI karmo kahe che ke, 'bhAI! huM jAuM chuM.- have tane nahI satAvuM. huM ghara bhUlyo have huM pharIthI ahiMyA nahIM AvuM.' kSINamoha guNasthAnaka. have pharI AtmAnA gharamAM karmo AvI zake evI sthiti nathI. A dazA che! A kevI avasthA che! kRtakRtya thayA che kAraNa ke anaMta vIryanI labdhi pragaTI che. have AtmAnI je zakti che te phula-phorma mAM che. atyAre Powerfull che. jayAM sudhI ApaNane dehAdhyAsa varte che tyAM sudhI enI nizAnI e ke koI pUche kema che?" eTale ApaNe zarIranA rodaNAM rovAnA zarU karIe chIe. ane aDadho kalAka Tepa cAlu thaI jAya che. A Tepa baMdha karo- je karma AvyA che e to jIvane vedavAnA ja che. A jIva dehanA adhyAsamAM lIna, tallIna, tadAkAra, ekarUpa banI gayo che. paNa jyAre e deha pratyeno moha-mUcha samApta thAya che tyAre AtmAnA AnaMdane vede che. AtmAnI zaktine vede che. anaMtavIrya pUrNa prakAzita thayuM che. Full power battery che koI ciMtA nathI. have koI ajJAnano aMdhakAra TakI zakaze nahIM. ahIM caitanyanI Battery self generated thaI gaI che. A to pote have vidyuta utpanna karaze. bahAranA Connection nI jarUra nathI. 155

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apUrva avasara AvA anaMta vIryanI labdhi, pUrNa prakAza jo ema paMdaramI gAthAmAM bhagavAna kahe che ane soLamI gAthAmAM bhagavAna kahe che aghAtIkarma to have AkRtirUpe rahI gayA che. baLelI sIMdarI jevA. ane e paNa AyuSya che, tyAM sudhI enI sthiti che. pachI nathI. ane A AyuSya pUrNa thAya eTale e AtmAne paNa have dehanA pAtramAM rahevAnI jarUra nathI. 'AyuSya pUrNa maTiye daihika pAtra jo.' ame paNa atyAre to dehamAM chIe. sarvajJa bhagavAna paNa atyAre daihika pAtramAM che paNa A AtmAnuM sthAna deha nathI. paNa AyuSya che. tyAM sudhI mukti hovA chatAM ame A daihika pAtramAM baMdhAyelA chIe. eTale AgaLano puruSArtha pragaTAve che. 'AyuSya pUrNa maTiye daihika pAtra jo.' A zabda kRpALudeve jabarajasta mukyo che. have A daihika pAtra ame samApta karI daIzuM. daihika pAtra kyuM? mana, vacana, kAyAnA je pudgala saMbaMdha che te paNa have chUTavA lAgyA. sattaramI gAthAmAM ayogI guNasthAnakanI vicAraNA karI. e ayogI guNasthAnaka ke jyAM mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogane rUMdhavAnI kriyA karI, AyuSyano yoga jema samApta thato gayo ema pote to have dehathI bhinna che eTale dehanA AyuSyanA yoga ane dehanI je cha paryApti prApta thaI che, e chaye paryApti samApta thAya che. evuM enA jJAnamAM dekhAya che e to sarvajJa che. sarva bhAvane jANe che. eTale dehane tathA mana, vacana, kAyAnA bhAvane paNa jANe che. have AnA zvAsocchazvAsa ghaTavA mAMDyA che ane evo chello zvAsa jyAre pAMca hrasvasvara rahe, tyAre deha choDe te pahelAM AtmA emAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. A caudamA guNasthAnakanuM apUrva parAkrama. AtmAno chello baLapUrvakano, evo jabarajasta puruSArtha kare che ke e ayogIno puruSArtha sAmAnya jIvonAM lakSamAM na AvI zake. ayogIkaraNano puruSArtha che ke te samaye e AyuSyanA chellA zvAsane pArakhe che. sAmAnya jJAnI paNa chellA traNa divasa pahelAM potAnA jIvanano aMta samaya jANI zake che. A jJAnanuM lakSaNa che. jo AtmAnI jAgRti hoya to zarIra sAthenA karmanA baMdhano haLavAM thatAM jAya che e jIvane potAne khyAlamAM Ave. jo jJAnadazA hoya to. bAkI to chelle sudhI ja mUrchA rahe ane deha uparanI ja mamatA rahe. udayagata sarvasaMga parityAga hoya ane na paNa hoya. jIva kadAca 156 apUrva avasara gRhasthapaNAmAM hoya, saMsArI hoya, game te avasthAmAM hoya paNa jAgRti hoya to ene chellI deha chUTavAnI avasthAnuM bhAna thAya ane te te avasthAmAM samAdhistha thAya. ane jo A jAgRti na hoya ane dehanI ALapaMpALamAM hoya to e jJAnInuM lakSaNa nathI. AtmAnI paNa tyAM sattA che. dareka vakhate udaya zabda nahIM vAparavAno. udaya vakhate AtmA jAgRta keTalo che? udaya to anAdikALathI che. paNa AtmAnI jAgRti che te ja udayano nAza karaze. eka karma bhogavAya tyAM bIjuM baMdhAya. eTale ja anAdi anaMtanuM paribhramaNa kIdhuM che ke bhAI! jo tuM jAgRta nahI thAya to tAro udaya kaMI samApta nahIM thAya. tArI jAgRti haze to ja udaya samApta thaze. jo AtmajAgRtino puruSArtha na hoya to jIva ema kahe ke, 'karmo jyAre khapavAnA haze tyAre khapaze.' A to anAdinuM cakkara che, A karmono Stock kyAreya khUTaze nahIM. mATe udaya upara paNa Atmazaktino vijaya meLavo. jJAnanI aMtima avasthA e enuM parikSaNa che. ahiMyA e parikSaNanI kevaLI avasthAnI aMdara caudamuM guNasthAnaka ApyuM che. ke jJAnadazA yukta jIvane dehanA potAnA badhA ghAtI karmo paNa jaI rahyA che. ane badhA ja bhAvane jANanAra e sarvajJa paramAtmA e bhAvane paNa jANe che ke A dehano mana, vacana, kAyAnA, paramANuno saMbaMdha A AtmAthI chUTI rahyo che. eTale pAMca hrasvasvarano uccAra karIe eTalI vAramAM, chello ucchazvAsa - eTalI vAramAM A AtmA baLa karIne urdhvagati prApta kare che. ane AvuM guNasthAnaka jene kRpALudeve to traNa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM - mahAbhAgya, sukhadAyaka, pUrNa abaMdha. ahIM abaMdha ane pUrNa abaMdhano bheda samajavo. abaMdha-kevaLajJAnI abaMdha che paNa pUrNa abaMdha nathI. ene IrSyApathikI kriyAno baMdha cAlu che ane e kAraNabaMdhanuM kAraNa emAM mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya TaLyA che. paNa 'yoga' vidyamAna che. yoga e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ane kAraNa vidyamAna hoya to kArya bane ja. kAraNa Effect invariably follows the cause. kAraNa hoya to kArya avazyameva pariName. mATe ahiM yoganuM kAraNa che. paNa have ayogI avasthA je caudamA guNasthAnakamAM che tene kahe che 'pUrNa abaMdha' kriyA chatA baMdha nahIM. enI kriyA dekhAvamAM na Ave to paNa pariNAmathI parakhAya. ane pratyeka padArtha artha 157

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apUrva avasara kriyA saMpanna che. to AtmA paNa padArtha ja che. ane jyAM sudhI dehanA saMbaMdhamAM che tyAM sudhI enI arthakriyA saMpannatA paNa che. e che paNa enI Azravarahita avasthA che. AzravanuM eka paNa kAraNa have vidyamAna rahevA detA nathI. chelluM kAraNa yoganuM che. e yogamAMthI ayogI thayA eTale 'pUrNa abaMdha' kahyuM. eTale Azrava athavA Azrava baMdhanA pAMca kAraNothI virahitapaNuM ane Azrava na rahyo to have saMvaranI paNa koI jarUra nathI. ane nirjarAno paNa koI artha nathI. mATe have chelle "mokSa' AvIne Ubho rahyo. Azrava che tyAM sudhI saMvaranI kriyA, nirjarAnI kriyA jarUrI che. ane e kriyA sarakhI na thAya to baMdha che ane kriyA sarakhI thAya to mokSa che. nava tattvano krama to khyAla che ne? kapALudeve kahyuM "navatattva paNa kramathI vicAravA mokSamALAmAM kahyuM che Azrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa. sarasa vAta karI che.jarA jAgRti hoya to vAMcananI aMdara sarasa, adbhuta saMdezA Ape che. Good indications. kyAMya koIpaNa jAtanI jIvane dizA bhUla na thAya. ApaNe vAMcIe ghaNuM chIe paNa upayoganI jAgRti na hovAnA kAraNe dizAbhrama thAya che. ApaNe upayoganI jAgRti pUrvaka, lakSa pUrvaka, jJAnInAM vacanamAM ekAgratA rAkhIne tapanA rUpamAM svAdhyAya karavo. vAMcana Megazine ke News-Paper ke Novels nI jema nathI karavAnuM. satpuruSanA bodhanuM vAMcana e tapa che. e bhUmikAthI besavuM ke 10-15 minITano avakAza che to svAdhyAyanuM tapa karuM. tapathI nirjarA thAya. tapathI karmano kSaya thAya. A kALamAM svAdhyAya jevuM bIjuM koI utkRSTa tapa nathI. pUrepUrI jJAnInI bhakti, stuti karIne besa. ane paMdara minITano svAdhyAya kara. e paMdara minITamAM saMsAra prayojanamAM eka paNa minITa javI joIe nahIM. A ja vacana, enA ja bhAva. eno ja Azaya, eno ja paramArtha, eno ja vicAra, enuM ja ciMtana, enuM ja manana, enuM ja nididhyAsana ane divasabhara enI ja anuprekSA. 'mana mahilAnuM re vAhalA upare, bIjA kAma karaMta, tema kRtadharme re mana daDha dhare, jJAnAkSepakavaMta.' - AThadRSTinI sajajhAya. yazovijayajI mahArAja 'AThadRSTinI sajajhAya'mAM kahe che. ke mahilAnuM mana, divasabhara game teTalA kAma karatI hoya to paNa tenA vahAlAM patimAM ja hoya che 158 apUrva avasara dAmpatya prema ane pativratA strIno prema jo utkR8 parisImAmAM pahoMcyo hoya to kAma game te karatI hoya ane eno vahAlo game tyAM hoya-paradeza hoya to paNa- enuM mana patimAM ja hoya che. tema jJAnI puruSa ke sapuruSano bodha maLe ane e bodhane vare- 'pati paramakRpALu mArA re'- ene jo vare to saMsAranA game te kAma kema na karato hoya paNa "jJAnAkSepakavaMta' A jJAna potAmAM kSepaNa karavuM joIe ApaNe. svAdhyAyathI satpuruSanA bodhane, puruSanA vacanane ApaNe ApaNAmAM prakSepa karavA joIe. ke jethI karIne saMsAranA badhAM kAma karatAM karatAM paNa AnuM ja raTaNa, AnI ja jhuraNA aMtaraMgamAM cAlu ja rahe. A jhuraNA kevI rahe? ekavAra kRSNa paramAtmAe rUkamaNine kahyuM ke, 'arjunane jovA javuM che. ene tAva Avyo che. eTale rANIoe dalIla to na karI satI hatI ne- paNa manamAM eka vikalpa Avyo ke, 'ame paTarANIo bImAra hoIe to bhagavAna koI divasa khabara nathI pUchatAM. paNa arjunane jovA jAya che. A vikalpa bhagavAnanAM khyAlamAM AvI jAya che. ane badhA arjune jovA jAya che. arjuna sUtA che. eTale jaIne bAjumAM bese che. arjunanA vALa DhaLI gayA che. eTale kRSNa paramAtmAe rUkamaNi ane satyabhAmAne najIka bolAvyA ane vALa upADIne temanA kAna AgaLa rAkhyA. to vALamAMthI dhvani nIkaLe che. "zrIkRSNa zaraNaM mamaH" "zrIkRSNa zaraNaM mama:' tabiyata narama che. zarIra roga grasta che. vyAdhi grasta che. paNa adarano jhaMkAra zuM che? pariNAmanI dhArA zuM che? caitanyanI dhArA zuM che? dehanI dhArAmAM tAva che. asvasthatA che. paNa te samaye paNa arjunanI aMtaraMganI dhArAmAM zrIkRSNa zaraNaM mama:'no jApa che. e sAMbhaLatA paTarANIone samAdhAna thaI gayuM. ema jIvananI game te avasthA hoya aMdarathI maMtra kyo nIkaLe? 'zarIra bahu nirbaLa bane ne, zvAsa chello saMcare, veLA evI tuM Apaje, nA hoya agavaDa koIne ! prabhu ! ATaluM mane Apaje.' koI mohanA baMdhana nahIM. koI dehAdhyAsanAM lakSaNa nahIM. svajano sAme UbhA hoya to paNa prabhu! mAruM mana Dage nahIM, tArAmAM ja rahe . tArA svarUpamAM ja rahe. bhagavAna tuM AvIne hAjara raheje. mArI chellI kSaNa bagaDe nahIM. huM mohathI vicalita na thAuM. A mAtra chellI ghaDIe emane ema ja thaze? je jIvanabhara 1pa9

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apUrva avasara saMsAranI mohAsaktimAM rAcI-mAcIne rahetAM hoya enI chellI kSaNa AvI hoya? nA jeNe sAdhanA karI che enI chellI kSaNa AvI hoya. evI sAdhanA karIe. pUrNa abaMdha- A enA pUrva prayoganA kAraNe janmojanmanI sAdhanA, bhavabhavAMtaranI sAdhanA, zrutinA saMskAra, AtmAnI ArAdhanAnuM baLa e eTaluM badhuM jAgRta che ke chellA samaye pote eTalo badho nirALo che ke, jagatanA eka eka pudgala paramANuthI potAnI jAtane judI gaNIne A mahAna paramAtmA mahAbhAgya, sukhadAyaka, pUrNa abaMdha avasthA, ayogI avasthAmAM sauthI zreSTha, utkRSTa evI Azrava 2hita avasthA prApta kare che. karmabaMdhanA kAraNothI rahitapaNuM jene varte che evI avasthA prApta karIne, ayogIpada prApta karIne have jIvanI avasthA zuM? kRpALudeva kahe che- mokSanuM svarUpa batAve che ke sayogI AtmAne karmanI sthiti zuM? ayogI AtmA kevo? tenI karmanI sthiti zuM? have sayogI paNuM gayuM. ayogI thayo. to ayogI thayA pachI A jIva kyAM rahe? zuM kare ? enI sthiti zuM? e A be gAthAnI aMdara AtmAnA mokSa svarUpanI sthitinuM varNana, zuddha AtmAnI sthiti, zuddha AtmAnA lakSaNo, zuddha AtmAnA guNa, e kyAM che. ane enI gati kaI prakAranI che te jaNAvyuM che. 'eka paramANumAtranI maLe na sparzatA, pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola svarUpa jo; zuddha niraMjana caitanyamUrti ananyamaya, agurulaghu, amUrta sahajapadarUpa jo." apUrva - 18 mukta AtmAnI gati, sthiti, guNa, lakSaNa, kevAM che? A gALAmAM prabhu zuddha AtmAnuM varNana kare che. eka paramANuno jene have sparza rahyo nathI. kAraNa ke mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoganA paramANuthI paNa pote mukta thayo che. ayogI avasthA prApta karI che. eTale pUrNa kalaMka rahita thayo che. karma che te AtmAne kalaMka che. eTale niSkalaMka thayo che. karmanA kalaMkathI rahita avasthA thaI che. 'pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola svarUpa jo' have aDola che have eno AtmA kaMpanarahita che. niSkapa. niSkalaMka, niSkapana, nispaMdana have ene spaMdano paNa rahyAM nathI. 160 apUrva avasara yoga hoya to kaMpana hoya. kaMpana paNa nathI. ane karmanuM kalaMka paNa nathI. AvI aDola! meru samAna aDola! ane tyAre paNa karmanA vAyarA to vAtA ja hoya. lokanuM astitva jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI cha e dravyo lokamAM che ja. ane pudgala paramANuM paNa che ja. kAraNa ke te pudgala dravya lokamAM che ja ane badhI kArpaNa vargaNAo paNa che ja. AThe karmanA pudgalanI vargaNA tyAM che. enI vacce A meru samAna aDola rahyo che. aDola che eTale karmanA vAyarAthI paNa je Dagato nathI. kAraNa ke enuM svarUpa to 'zuddha niraMjana caitanyamUrti ananyamaya" che. zuddha- karmanI koI malinatA nathI. para paramANunI koIpaNa malinatA have AtmAnA pradezo sAthe joDAyelI nathI. jema sonAnI lagaDI game tyAMthI bhAMgo zuddha ja hoya. kyAMya bheda na hoya. tema jJAnIo ahIM zuddha zabda kahe che. mAtra caitanya. enA koI paNa pradezane sparza karo to mAtra caitanya. kAraNa ke ene karmanI koI malinatA nathI. malinatA na hovAne kAraNe enuM caitanya kyAMya jhAMkhu thatuM nathI. niraMjana- karmanA maLanA aMjanathI rahita che. raMjItabhAva e ja jIvane saMsAra tarapha laI jAya che. jIvanI aMdara eka raMjItabhAva che. rati, ruci, icchAA je bhAvonI vRtinuM svarUpa che ane jJAnIoe raMjItabhAva kahyo che. jIva raMjItabhAve saMsAramAM che ane niraMjanabhAvathI mokSamAM jAya che. eTale AtmAne kahyo che. nirAkAra, niraMjana. niraMjana kahetA enAmAM jagatanA koIpaNa paramANuM pratye ruci nathI, rati nathI, icchA nathI, raMjanapaNuM nathI. AvuM niraMjanapaNuM che. zuddha niraMjana-caitanya mUrti. caitanyamUrti- caitanyanI mUrti jenA romeromanI aMdara, aNue aNunI aMdara caitanya prakAze che.caitanyano ghana jene kahyo che. AtmA caitanyaghana che. ghana eTale bIjo koI padArtha, bIju koI tattva enI aMdara nathI. koI mANasa bahu krodha kare to ApaNe kahIe ke krodhanI mUrti che. eTale enA romeromamAM krodha saLagI gayo che. kaSAya enAmAM evo vyApta che ke zarIranA lohInAM buMdebuMdanI aMdara kaSAyabhAva che. koI lobhanI mUrti! koI kAmanI mUrti! ane koI mAnanI mUrti! jagatanA jIvo kaSAyanI mUrti rUpa che.paNa ahiMyA kahe che ke A kaI mUrti che? 161

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apUrva avasara to kahe che caitanyamUrti che e nigraMtha avasthAmAM che tyAre prathama mUrti che. 'zAMta sudhArasa jhIlatI re, upamA na ghaTe hoya.' AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje A jinezvaranI pratimAnuM varNana karyuM che. e kahe che sAtamAM guNasthAnake birAjatAM, apramatta svabhAva jeNe pragaTa karyo che evI nigraMthanI je avasthA che e avasthAnI jinapratimAo hoya che. jina-pratimA zAMta sudhArasathI jhIlatI hoya. eTale ja ApaNe guruvaMdanAmAM pratikramaNamAM kahIe chIe , "jenI kAyA prazama jharatI.' AkhA zarIranI aMdara zAMta rasanA jharaNAM vahI rahyAM che. AMkhamAMthI amI varasI rahyAM che. ane mukhamAMthI amRta varasI rahyuM che. are! enA zarIranAM romeromanI aMdarathI zAtA, samatA, samAdhi, samabhAva! e to enI ja mUrti che. jJAnI puruSa, gurubhagavaMta e to zAMtatAnI ja mUrti che. upazamanI mUrti che. ahIMyA zuddha AtmA caitanyanI mUrti che. ahoho! kevaLa caitanya! nitaratuM caitanya! jharatuM caitanya! aNue aNu, rome roma, pradeza pradeza, A caitanyaghana thaI gayo che. ghana che eTale have enI aMdara kAMI praveza thaI zake ema nathI. solid. ane pachI kahe che zuddha, niraMjana, caitanya mUrti, ananyamaya. ananyamaya- eTale AnA jevo have bIjo koI nathI. evo 'na anya Iti ananya' AnA jevo anya koI nahIM. jagatamAM anaMta saMsArI jIvo che paNa A je zuddha AtmA che enI tole Ave evuM jagatamAM koI nathI. jagatamAM anaMtA caitanya AtmAo che. emAM AnI tole Ave evuM koI nathI. A zuddha AtmA to ajoDa che. ananya che. enI koI upamA na ApI zakAya. anupama che. adbhuta che. agurulaghu- eno eka paramArtha che ane eno eka vyavahArArtha che. AtmA karmathI mukta thAya che. AtmA karmanA baMdhanathI gatine prApta kare che. karmanA baMdhanathI adhogatimAM jAya, tIrachI gatimAM jAya paNa jyAre karmanuM baMdhana haTI jAya tyAre jIva karma rahita thAya che. eTale nathI haLavo ke nathI bhAre, nathI UMco ke nathI nIco. karma che eTale gotra che. UMca ane nIcanA vikalpa gotra hoya tyAM saMbhave che ke jyAM karma sahita avasthA che. paNa jyAM karma rahita avasthA che tyAM jIva bhAre ke halako, UMco ke nIco evuM kAMI hotuM nathI. A enuM eka vyavahArika 12 apUrva avasara pAsuM che. bIjuM enuM eka pAramArthika pAsuM che. aguru-ladhu e AtmAno eka guNa che. e guNa viSe pU. kAnajIsvAmIe kahyuM che ke, "AtmA pUrNa zuddha svabhAva pragaTa thatAM, svaguNa utkRSTapaNe pariNamato hovA chatAM potAnA ekarUpa svarUpanI maryAdA oLaMgIne anya dravyamAM ke bIjA AtmAnA pradezomAM phelAI jato nathI. A AtmA jayAre potAnI pUrNatA prApta kare che, karma rahita thAya che, caitanyaghana bane che enAmAM eka evo guNa che ke e bIjA AtmAmAM phelAI jato nathI. potAnuM svadravya ane svaguNa ene akabaMdha rIte jALave che. potAnA astitvano kyAreya nAza thavA deto nathI. evo je guNa AtmAmAM che tene agurulaghu kahe che. It holds the entity of that soul. soul nI entity kyAreya koImAM vilayapaNuM pAmatI nathI. AtmAnA anaMta guNo che. emAno koIpaNa guNa ane dravyapaNe anaMta AtmAo che emAnuM koI dravya anyapaNe na thAya. e paNa agurulaghu guNanuM kArya che. eTale jainadarzana AtmAne svataMtra mAne che. e baddha avasthAmAM paNa svataMtra che ane mukta avasthAmAM paNa svataMtra che. paNa jene jIva, jagata ane IzvaranI kalpanAmAM gaDamathala che te ema vicAre che ke AtmAne utpanna paNa koke karyo ane have pApa karatAM karatAM enuM AyuSya pUruM thAya to enuM astitva maTI jAya. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke "jo AtmAnA astitvano vilaya thavAno hoya, jo AtmAno nAza thavAno hoya, jo AtmAnuM svarUpa rahevAnuM ja na hoya ane TakavAnuM ja na hoya to mokSa prApta karIne karavuM che zuM?' ApaNe ja na rahIe to pachI mokSanuM zuM kAma che? anaMta sukha mATe ApaNe mokSanI vAta karIe chIe. pazcAta duHkha nahIM evA sukha mATe mokSe javuM che. jo mAruM AyuSya pUrNa thaye huM ja maTI jAuM to mAro mokSa thayo kahevAya? ke mArA astitvano nAza thayo kahevAya? mokSa eTale to AtmAno karmathI mokSa thAya. kAMI potAnA astitvathI mokSa nathI. svarUpathI mokSa koI divasa na hoya. ahIM A vAtamAM jainadarzana ane IttaradarzanamAM bheda paDI jAya che. pahelA to jIvane koI utpanna karatuM nathI. 'koI kahe lIlA re alakha alakha taNI re, lakha pUre mana Aza; doSarahitane re lIlA navi ghaTe re, lIlA doSavilAsa. RSabha jinezvara. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kahe che, izvara jo AtmAne utpanna kare ane enI 13

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apUrva avasara AvI viSama avasthA UbhI kare to 'lIlA doSa vilAsa' A koI alakhanI lIlA nathI. Izvara to nirdoSa che. 'doSa rahitane lIlA vi dhaTe re.' pApanA karmo karanAra, prapaMcanA karmo karanAra Izvara na hoya. 'Izvara zuddha svabhAva' kRpALudeva kahe che, 'Izvara eTale zuddha svabhAva' mATe A AtmAne utpanna karanAra jagatamAM koI kartA nathI. ane jene utpanna karanAra koI nathI, jo A AtmA anutpanna che to e avinAzI che. eno nAza ke eno vilaya jagatanAM koIpaNa padArthamAM thaI zake nahIM jagatamAM koIpaNa svarUpamAM enuM vilinIkaraNa thaI zake nahIM. Spirit of soul is an entity and that is eternal entity, for ever. 4 e kyAre utpanna thayo che e paNa khabara nathI. ane kyAre paNa eno nAza nathI. enuM svarUpa anAdi anaMta che. ane sarvajJanA jJAnamAM paNa e anAdi anaMtapaNuM che. emaNe sarva sattAnA AdhAre ja kIdhuM ke A jIvanuM anAdi anaMtapaNuM che. ApaNA gaNitanA Azraye anAdi nathI kahyuM. kAraNa ke ApaNane to jeno kALasamaya na maLe ke itihAsa na maLe to ApaNe to kahI daIe ke anAdi che. ApaNuM gaNita saMsArInuM che. eTale ajJAnInI anAdipaNAnI vyAkhyA ane sarvajJanI anAdipaNAnI vyAkhyA samajavI. jainadarzana to keTalI vAta mUke che. A agurulaghu nAmano guNa che. A agurulaghupaNuM kevI rIte che? A AtmA zuddha thAya to bIjA zuddha AtmAmAM bhaLI na jAya. jyotamAM jyota maLI na jAya? nA, e mAnya nathI. jyotamAM jyota maLI jAya evI A vAta nathI. svarUpanI vAta AvI nathI. svarUpa akhaMDa che. abheda che. nitya che. ajara che. amara che. jeno janma nathI enuM mRtyuM na hoya. je utpanna thayuM nathI eno vilaya na hoya. e koI divasa vinAzane pAme nahIM. ane e jyAre potAnI sukhapUrNa sthitinI aMdara sadAkALa jo rahevAno na hoya to evI sukhanI sthiti prApta karIne karavuM zuM che? ke jyAM e sukhano bhogavanAra to che nahIM. je anaMta sukharAzIno bhogavaTo jo mArA prArabdhamAM na hoya to e laIne mAre zuM karavuM che? enA sAru tapa tapavAnA? enA sAruM araNyamAM jAvuM? enA sAruM thaIne vAgha-siMhane parama mitra mAnavA? A badhuM karavAnuM zuM kAraNa? ane bhUkhe maravuM ane duHkhI thavuM? mAruM ja jo astitva na rahevAnuM hoya to A badhuM zA mATe karavuM? 164 apUrva avasara paNa jainadarzana to AtmAnI amaratAnuM darzana che. sarva paristhitimAM AtmAnI amaratA che. pUrNa zuddha avasthAnI aMdara paNa. kAraNa ke pratyeka padArthamAM agurulaghu nAmano eka jabarajasta guNa che. ane e guNa padArthanA astitvanuM vilinIkaraNa karavA deto nathI. vaijJAniko thoDe sudhI pahoMcyA che. pahelA kahetAM Every thing is distroyed have kahe che Nothing is distroyed but everything is transformed Aje vaijJAnika- jaDa padArtha, pudgala padArtha, paramANu enA mATe ekavIsamI sadImAM kahe che ke Matter is never distroyed, energy is never distroyed but it is transformed. transformation thAya. jo jaDa padArthano nAza na thato hoya to cetanano nAza thAya? ane 'cetana pAme nAza to kemAM bhaLe tapAsa.' (A.si.) to samaja to kharo cetana gayuM kyAM? e kaMI jaDamAM bhaLaze nahIM. A to vItarAga vijJAna che. sarvajJa kathita che. pUrNa che. it is absolute science. A koI sApekSa vijJAna nathI. nirpekSa che. sarvajJanuM che. 'aguru laghu- amUrta sahajapada rUpa jo.' amUrta - have pudgala paramANu na hovAne kAraNe AtmAnuM mUrtipaNuM cAlyu gayuM. jIvane mUrtapaNuM kyAM sudhI hoya? mana, vacana, kAyAnA pudgala paramANuo nA kAraNe A mUrtapaNu hoya. kAraNa ke enAmAM rasa, rUpa,gaMdha ane varNa che e AkAranI racanA kare che. paNa eke pudgala paramANu ja have nathI to A guNo kyAM levA javA? to mUrtimaMtapaNAne ApanAra guNo kyA? rasa, rUpa, gaMdha ane varNa have e to che nahIM. eke pudgala paramANu sparzatA nathI to AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM? amUrta. sahajapada- potAnA sahaja svabhAvamAM sthita. kRpALudeve ene kahyuM che, 'sahajAtma svarUpa paramaguru.' kRpALudeve ApaNane bodhanI aMdara eTalI badhI spaSTatA ApI che. emaNe guru paNa samajAvyA che. sadguru paNa samajAvyA che. emaNe paramaguru paNa samajAvyA che. vivekathI samajIe. 'AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNu te sAcA guru hoya' enAmAM gurupaNu che kAraNa ke AtmajJAna che. te potAnA AtmAne jANe che to e je kaMI vAta kaheze temAM tathya haze paNa sadguru mATe paramazruta paNa joIe. AtmajJAnIne to paramazrutapaNu 165

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apUrva avasara hoya paNa, ane na paNa hoya. sadgurunA lakSaNanI aMdara paramazruta paNuM kahyuM che. sadgurunA pAMca lakSaNa kIdhA che. 'AtmajJAna' uparAMta bIjA cAra lakSaNa kIdhA che. (1) AtmajJAna e sAcA guru. paNa AtmajJAna uparAMta bIjA cAra lakSaNa kIdhA che. (2) samadarzitA (3) vicare udaya prayoga (4) apUrvavANI. (5) paramazruta. A badhA sadgurunA lakSaNa. ane pote kahe che ke evA lakSaNo amArAmAM vidyamAna che ame dhArIe to dharmanuM saMsthApana karI zakIe. emaNe potAnI A sthiti varNavI che. ane paramagurunA lakSaNa kIdhA che. te paramapuruSa che. 'paramapuruSa prabhu sadguru, paramajJAna sukhadhAma.' enI sthiti A teramA guNasthAnakanI che. pelI (sadgurunI) sthiti chaThThA guNasthAnakanI che. ene (paramapuruSane)paramaguru kIdhA che. paramaguru prApta thayA hoya to sadguru maLe ke na maLe ciMtA na karavI. paramagurune oLakhatA AvaDavuM joIe. ane kRpALudeve maMtra Apyo, munizrIne. munizrIne kRpALudevano yoga thato nathI. eka saMsArI avasthAmAM che(kRpALudeva). ane bIjA dIkSA paryAyamAM che(munizrI). emane maMtra Apyo, 'sahajAtma svarUpa paramaguru' enuM zaraNuM lyo to amArA viyogathI paNa tamAruM kalyANa che. amArA vacananA baLathI oLakhavAno prayatna karo. khUba samajavuM joIe. tIrthaMkara paramaguru che. A badhA je avasthAmAM pahoMcyA che te badhA ja mahAna AtmAo e paramagurunI avasthAmAM che. ApaNo maMtra che sahajAtma svarUpa paramaguru. arihaMta e paramaguru che. patrAMka-833mAM kRpALudeva kahe che ke 'sarvathI sarva prakAre huM bhinna chuM, eka kevaLa zuddha caitanya svarUpa, paramotkRSTa, aciMtya sukha svarUpa, mAtra ekAMta zuddha anubhavarUpa huM chuM, tyAM vikSepa zo? huM mAtra nirvikalpa zuddha, zuddha, prakRSTa zuddha, paramazAMta caitanya chuM. huM mAtra nirvikalpa chuM. huM nija svarUpamaya upayoga karuM chuM. tanmaya thAuM chu.' kevI dazA vedAya che! rAjakoTamAM samAdhi bhavananAM sthAne 'narmadA mensana' ane kAzI vizvanAtha ploTanI aMdara kRpALudeva birAjamAna che. emane paNa jIvanano aMtimakALa pArakhI lIdho. badhI ja kriyAo rAbetA mujabanI thaI. have potAne yoganI kriyA karavI che. eTale kahyuM che ke pathArI have purI thaI gaI. dUdha pIdhuM bimArI paNa chelle divase koI vizeSa na hatI. jAgRti vizeSa vartatI hatI. A yogI 16 apUrva avasara puruSa che. manasukhabhAIne kahe che, 'mane koca upara pherava' kAraNa ke yoganuM ane zvAsocchvAsanuM rUMdhana karavuM che. e sIdhI avasthAmAM nahIM thAya. besIne ane UbhA UbhA karavA mATe koI zarIranI zakti rahI nathI. e nAbhithI karIne sahasramaNi sudhInI AkhI je prakriyA che e zvAsanI prakriyA nAbhithI sahaAdhAra sudhInI karavAnI che. ene pUrNa zvAsa kahevAya che. e zvAsa laI zakAya, e prakriyA thaI zake mATe zarIra AkhuM lAMbu che. paNa uparanA zarIrane kocanI avasthAmAM mukyuM che. ane enI aMdara sthita thayA tyAre enA bhAIne eTaluM ja kahyuM ke, 'manasukha, have huM mArA Atma svarUpamAM lIna thAuM chuM.' e lIna thavAnI prakriyA savAre nava vAgyAthI baporanA be sudhI cAlI. badhA jotA ja rahyA. ane manasukhabhAI lakhe che ke emanI sAthe morabInA vakIla hatA. emaNe paNa eka patramAM lakhyuM che ke, 'ame to jotA ja rahyA pAMca kalAka sudhI niSkupana kAyA ane zvAsa dhIre dhIre baMdha thato jAya ane jema jema enA caitanyanA pradezo mukta thatA gayA tema tema tenA zarIranI kAMti uttarottara vardhamAnapaNAne pAmatI hatI.' manasukhabhAIe kahyuM, 'e avasthAnuM zuM varNana karIe? paNa je kAyotsarga avasthAnI aMdara UbhA rahIne emaNe emanuM citrapaTa ApyuM che. te ja avasthAnI aMdara ame pAMca kalAka sudhI emanI sthiti joI. 'aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA.' yoganuM rUMdhana 'huM mArA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thAuM chuM.' A puruSa kahe che 'huM mAtra nirvikalpa, zuddha, zuddha prakRSTa, zuddha paramazAMta caitanya chuM. huM mAtra nirvikalpa chuM. huM nijasvarUpamaya upayoga karuM chuM. tanmaya thAuM chuM.' evI sthitinI aMdara, AtmAnuM AvuM svarUpa! A vAta paNa bhagavAne AtmasiddhinI aMdara kIdhI ja che. bhagavAne mokSanA pAMca upAya kIdhAM. pahelA aMtarmukhapaNuM kIdhuM. pachI baMdhanA kAraNonI dazAne chedavAnuM kahyuM. pachI rAga-dveSa, ajJAnane nivRta karavAnA kIdhAM. A eka eka upAya bhUmikA anusAra che. eka upAya A paNa kahyo, 'AtmA sat caitanyamaya, sarvAbhAsa rahita; jethI kevaLa pAmiye, mokSapaMtha te rIta.' A.si.-(101) ApaNane karmanAM baMdha ane karmanI dazA- Azrava choDavAnI vAta kahI, rAgadveSa ajJAnanI nivRttinI vAta kahI, chelle mohanIya karmane nivRtta karavAnI vAta 167

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apUrva avasara kahI, emAM bodha ane vItarAgatAnI vAta kahI ane A ayogI guNasthAnakanI vAta bhagavAne karI ke, "AtmA sat caitanyamaya ane sarvAbhAsa rahita." jethI 'kevaLa' pAmIe. "kevaLa' eTale ahiMyA kevaLa Avo ja AtmA The only and only. kevaLa Avo ja AtmA bheLaseLa vagarano jethI kevaLa pAmIe, mokSa paMtha te rIta."- A caudamA guNasthAnakanI prakriyA che. A AtmAnA pAMca upAya emaNe kahyAM che. te avirodha upAya kahyAM che. acUka upAya kahyAM che. emAM emaNe A vAta paNa mUkI che. have AtmA Avo thayo che. nija upayogamaya che. caitanyaghana che. zuddha che. niraMjana che. have A AtmA zuM kare? to enI gati kaI? 'pUrvaprayogAdi kAraNanA yogathI, Urdhvagamana siddhAlaya prApta susthita jo; sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhisukhamAM, anaMta darzana, jJAna anaMta sahita jo.' apUrva - 19 are ! Avo avasara amane kyAre maLaze? Avo prasaMga AvI taka prabhu! amane kyAre prApta thaze? siddhAlayamAM amAre sthita thavuM che. evo avasara prabhu amane joIe che. 'pUrva prayogAdi kAraNanA yogathI' have koI karmanI sparzanA nathI. AtmA mukta thaI gayo che. ane jagatamAM eno krama che. enA svabhAva pramANe padArtha gatine dhAraNa kare che. caitanyano svabhAva urdhvagati che. ane pudgala paramANuno svabhAva adhogati. padArtha nIco Ave. caitanya upara caDe. bhautika vaijJAnikoe gurutvAkarSaNano niyama zodhyo. kAraNa ke AjanA je Sciencetist che teo padArtha vijJAnanA Sciencetist che. ene caitanya vijJAnanuM bhAna nathI. kAraNa ke caitanyanA astitvanuM ja bhAna nathI to enA vijJAnanuM bhAna kyAMthI hoya? eTale nyuTane jhADamAMthI phaLa nIce paDyuM ane gurutvAkarSaNano niyama zodhI kADhyo. niyama to anAdithI hato. paNa teNe zodhyo ke padArtha mAtra pRthvI tarapha kheMcAya che. paNa vItarAga to kahe che jaDa mAtra, pugala mAtra nIce kheMcAya. padArtha adhogati tarapha AkarSAya te gurutvAkarSaNa te padArthano dharma ane udhvAkarSaNa e svarUpano dharma. to nyUTana jo mahAna vaijJAnika hoya to sarvajJa to enAthI mahAna vaijJAnika che. emaNe kahyuM ke padArthane jo gurutvAkarSaNano niyama lAgu paDe to 168 apUrva avasara AtmAne urvAkarSaNano niyama lAgu paDe. AtmA jo padArthathI mukta thaI jAya to urdhvagatimAM jAya. gurutvAkarSaNamAM paNa kahe che ke eka padArtha jo gatimAM hoya ane bIjo padArtha avarodha na kare tyAM sudhI e gatimAM ja rahe. Action and reaction is always equal and in opposite direction. A badhA vijJAnanA niyamo che. ane nyUTana pahelA anAdithI A badhA niyamo hatA ja. chatAM ApaNane thoDuM vijJAnanuM jJAna hoya ke ApaNene badhuM scientific ja joIe. Scientific nI vAta choDI ne sarvajJane zaraNe jA. A sarvajJa kahe che ke A caitanya padArtha che te urdhvagativALo che. A to karmanA pudgala paramANue ene rokI rAkhyo che. mATe jIva karmathI bhAre che. svabhAvathI bhAre nathI. karmanA kAraNathI jIva nIce che. jo jIva haLukarma thAya to urdhvagatimAM jAya. uMcI gati kema prApta thAya? Atma vikAsano krama zuM? to kahe jema jema karmanAM baMdhano haLavA thatAM jAya tema tema uMcI gati prApta thAya. agurulaghu eTalA mATe kahyuM kAraNa ke jIva bhAre che, enuM kAraNa karma che. paNa svabhAvamAM te agurulaghu che, nathI bhAre ke nathI haLavo. e svAbhAvika che ane svAbhAvika enI sthiti urdhvagati che. pUrvanA prayoganA kAraNe ene khapAvavA mATe enI je yAtrA cAlI che - koInA pAMca bhava, koInA pacIsa bhava to koIne tadbhava. A badhuM ApaNA puruSArthane AdhIna che. bhagavAna mahAvIrane 27 bhava, nemanAtha bhagavAnane 9 bhava, mallinAtha bhagavAnane 6 kalAka. paraMtu e prayoga je che emAM AtmA keTaluM potAnuM baLa vApare che? e pUrepUruM baLa vAparIne potAnI badhI ja zakti lagAvIne pUrva prayoganA kAraNanA yogathI urdhvagamana kare che. AtmA karmathI mukta thAya che eTale enI svAbhAvika gati urdhvagati che. ane urdhvagatimAM te lokAMte jAya che. lokAMte eTale siddhAlaya - siddhone rahevAnuM sthAna. siddhazIlA. have A daihikamAtra maTI gayuM. jJAna ane dhyAnarUpI agnithI A deharUpI gharane bhasmIbhUta karI nAkhyuM. to have kyAM jAzuM? "jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re!" Ane khabara che ke have siddhAlayamAM javAnuM che. kRpALudeva kahe che ke "zarIranI sAme ame kajiyo mAMDyo che'. kAraNa ke have amAre daihika pAtranI jarUra nathI. e ja puruSa kahI zake ke A daihika pAtra je laI jAya te 'parama mitrano jANe 19

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apUrva avasara pAmyA yoga jo.' 'baLatuM ghara kRSNArpaNa.' have to amAre A khokhAmAM amathuM paNa kAMI joItuM nathI. ahAhA! adbhuta vAta che. e ja bhagavAna mahAvIra duIjana tApasane kahe ke 'je amulakha AtmA A kAyArUpI jhUMpaDImAM rahe che e kAyArUpI jhUMpaDInuM paNa ame rakSaNa nathI karyuM. to ghAsaphUsanI jhUMpaDInuM rakSaNa ame karIzuM ? nA. nahIM bane.' siddhAlaya. lokAMte. jyAM sudhI dharmAstikayAya ane adharmAstikAya che tyAM sudhI gati cAlu rahe che. dharmAstikAya gatimAM madadarUpa bane che. pratyeka padArtha gatizIla che. paNa jaDanI adhogita che. cetananI urdhvagati che ane e gati tyAM siddhAlayamAM aTake che. lokAMte. cauda rAjalokanA cheDe siddhazIlA AvelI che. tyAM siddhAlayamAM jaIne aTake che. e AtmAnA svarUpano svadeza che. Akho deza e enuM ghara che. ane tyAM enI sthiti kevI che? jJAnIo kahe che, 'siddhAlaya prApta susthita jo.' susthita Wellset. A jIva anAdi anaMtanA paribhramaNamAM apaseTa hato ane siddhAlayamAM gayo eTale velaseTa thayo. have amAre kyAMya jAvAnuM nathI. ane ahIMthI koI jAkAro de ema nathI. have ame amArA potAnA gharamAM beThA chIe. 'sva' susthita Wellset. 'sthita' sAthe 'su' zabda lagAvyo. kRpALudeve kyAMka kyAMka eka akSara mUkIne vAkyanA artha palaTAvI nAkhyA che. emanA sAhityanA je abhyAsu che teoe enI khUba mImAMsA karI che. AmanuM bhASAjJAna kevuM! umAzaMkara jozI kahe che, "mAthuM jhUkI jAya che AmanI pAse. gujarAtI bhASAmAM emaNe keTalAya navA zabdonuM sarjana karyuM che- vacanAmRtamAM.' ane chatAMya emaNe koI divasa kIdhuM nathI ke huM sAhityano svAmI chuM. A to je sAhityakAra vAMce ane ene bhAna thAya ke A zabda to gujarAtI bhASAmAM na hato. A to 'vacanAmRta'mAMthI Avyo che. evo A zabda 'susthita' che. "sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM" anaMta samAdhi. kevI? je samAdhino aMta na Ave evI. sahaja-samAdhi te anaMta samAdhi che. chadmasthanI samAdhino vadhumAM vadhu kALa jJAnIoe aMtarmuhUrtano kahyo che. ApaNI sAmAyika utkRSTamAM utkRSTa, puNiyA zrAvakanI sAmAyika jevI hoya to keTalo kALa Take? aMtarmuhUrta. chadmasthanI samAdhi aMtarmuhUrta ane sarvajJanI samAdhi 'anaMta'. sadA sarvadA. 130 apUrva avasara AvI 'sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM.' e samAdhinuM sukha anaMta che. avyAbAdha che. avarodha pAmatuM nathI. ane eno aMta paNa Avato nathI. 'anaMtadarzana, jJAna anaMta sahita jo.' ane emAM je jJAna svabhAva che, jJAnasvabhAvI AtmA che, emAM anaMtajJAna ane anaMtadarzana che - e je caitanyamaya upayoga mAM jJAna ane darzanano guNa che evo anaMta guNAtmaka svarUpe enI sthiti batAvI che. ke te siddha paramAtmA anaMtajJAna ane anaMta darzana yukta che. A enuM pUrvanuM ArAdhakapaNuM. jenA mATe zAstrakAroe udAharaNa ApyAM che. 'pUrva prayogAdi kAraNanA yogathI' - pUrva prayoga eTale kuMbhAra potAno cAkaDo calAve ane pachI DAMDo laI le to paNa e cAka ane e mATIno pIMDo phare ane emAMthI e vAsaNa banAve to DAMDo laI lIdhA pachI gati ApanAra koNa che? to kahe ke pUrve je gati ApavAmAM AvI hatI te cAlu rahe che enA AdhAra upara e potAnA pAtranuM sarjana kare che A pUrvaprayoga. bIjo prayoga kahe che ke eraMDAnuM bIja che, e eraMDo sukAya eTale phATe, phATe eTale enuM bIja urdhvagatie upara UDe. trIjuM agnizIkhA kIdhI che. agni jyAre jalatI hoya tyAre enI aMdaranA amuka vAyunA paramANu che te malInatAthI zuddha thAya. agninuM kAma zuddhinuM che. ane zuddha thatAM-je azuddha vAyu che te zuddha thAya ane pachI te vAyunI urdhvagati thAya. kAraNa ke te halako thayo, zuddha thayo che. evI rIte tuMbaDInuM eka dRSTAMta che. tuMbaDI pANImAM tare paNa mATIno lepa lagAvyo hoya to DUbe. mATIno lepa lagAvelI tuMbaDI pANImAM nAkhIe to taLAvanA taLiye jaIne bese. pachI jema jema pANInA pravAhathI lepa dhovAto jAya, khasato jAya tema tema tuMbaDI upara AvatI jAya. ema karmanA lepathI lepAyelo AtmA jema jema jJAna, dhyAna ane tapanI sAdhanA kare tema tema enA karmo khasatA jAya ane badhAM karmo khasI jatAM, AtmA zuddha thatAM enuM ucchvakaraNa thAya. jJAnIo kahe che pUrvanuM ArAdhakapaNuM e paNa pUrvaprayoganuM eka baLa che. bhavAMtaranAM zruti saMskAra e paNa enuM pUrva karmanuM baLa che. A janmanI aMdara nahIM. paNa siMhanA avatAramAM paNa jIva samatAno yoga ArAdhI zake. e pUrvanA zruti saMskAro che. eTale tiryaMcanI avasthAmAM paNa A jIvAtmAmAM satpuruSanA bodhanA saMskAro jo sugrathita thayA haze, to jIva 171

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apUrva avasara ghA sarakhA lAge to 75 ghAe paNa kAma thaI jAya. vahelo thavAnI saMbhAvanA che. ane ghA jo nabaLA pADIza to kALa laMbAto jAze. mATe ApaNI arAdhanA baLavAna hovI joIe. manuSyabhavanI paLepaLa kImatI che. samaye samaye, A AtmA upara - Avo yoga saMprApta thayo che. paramArthano tyAre-zrutinA saMskAro letA ja jAIe. svAdhyAya e zrutinA saMskAra mATenuM uttama mAdhyama che. ApaNA jIvanamAM A zrutinA saMskAro jAge ane ApaNA jIvanamAM A je kaMI avasthA che e avasthA prApta karIe - je avasthA sahaja samAdhinI avasthA che. jJAnIo kahe che ke A to bAhya kAraNa vagaranI samAdhi che. ApaNane samAdhisukhano anubhava bAhya kAraNathI thAya che. ApaNI samAdhi bAhya kAraNane AdhIna che. AtmAnI samAdhi sahaja samAdhi che. je AtmAno moha gayo tene ja samAdhi utpanna thAya che. samakita thavAthI saheje samAdhi thAya che ane saMpUrNatA thavAthI AvI samAdhi anaMta sukhanuM kAraNa bane che. apUrva avasara. game te dazAmAM game tyAM jaze, enA saMskAra enI sAthe raheze. ApaNe atyAre AtmabaLanI ArAdhanA karIe chIe. ane A ja baLa kyAreka pUrvaprayoganuM baLa thaze. A prayoga che. ane jainadarzana prayoganuM zAstra che. A prayogano mArga che. kAkA kAlelakare zrImadjIne mATe eka zabda kahyo che, 'A zrImad che e eka prayogavIra puruSa che'. kevA kevA karmone emaNe 33 varSanA AyuSyanI aMdara parAsta karIne, baLavAnapaNe vedIne e niSkarma thayA. ANe to prayoga karyo che. vItarAgano mArga prayogano che. ane prayoga e puruSArthano ghotaka che. eTale A mArga puruSArthano che. puruSArtha karyA vinA koIne mokSanI siddhi thatI nathI. mATe pUrva prayoga paNa kAraNabhUta che. mATe pUrvaprayogamAM ApaNo mokSa pa-25 ke 100 bhava pachI thavAno hoya to paNa te divase pUrvaprayoga joIze - urdhvagati karavI haze to atyAre ApaNI ArAdhanA pUrva prayoganA svarUpamAM che. jo bheguM karyuM haze to koIka di A baLa kAma Avaze. mATe ArAdhanA karI koI divasa niSphaLa jatI nathI. jeNe AtmadharmanI ArAdhanA karI che, potAnA AtmA upara jeNe zrutinA saMskAro mUkyA che enI amITa chApa AtmAmAM hoya che. ane e amITa chApa hovAnA kAraNe paNa ene bhavAMtaramAM evA bhAvo janmAve che. eTale tiryaMca avasthAmAM paNa bhagavAna mahAvIrano jIva, hiMsaka siMha hovA chatAM munine joIne thaMbhI jAya che. ke AvuM svarUpa meM kyAreka joyuM che. A cAritrano mane anubhava che. A zruti saMskAra. ane jyAM bhagavAna birAjatA hoya, munio jyAM tapa karatA hoya, jJAnIo jyAM sAdhanA karatA hoya, tyAM araNyamAM hiMsaka prANIo hoya, jaMgalI pazuo hoya, paNa mahAtmAnA yoganA prabhAvathI ane e prANIonA jo potAnA zruti saMskAra pUrvanA kAMI hoya to tene samyaphabhAva jAge che. teno AtmA jAgrata thAya che. pUrvaprayogamAM sAdhanAnA sAtatyanuM mahattva che. sAdhanAnuM sAtatya ja pariNAmakArI thAya che. jema kUvo khodanArane pANI maLatAM sudhI paththaro toDavAnI kriyA satata cAlu ja rAkhavI paDe che. eka eka ghaNanA ghA mArIe ane somA ghAe e paththara tUTavAno che. pahelo ghA paNa nabaLo paDavo joIe nahIM. nahIMtara sone badale 110 ghAe tUTaze. A to eka eka ghA jeNe barAbara mAryA che ene soe tUTaze. paNa jJAnI jANakAra kahe che ke pAMcapacIsa 172 -hAruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa yoH 173

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apUrva avasara svAdhyAya 8 paramapada prAptino nizcaya - (gAthA - 20,21) paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanAno A chello divasa che. saMvatsarInA mahAparvane zrI tIrthaMkaroe paNa potAnI vANImAM gAyo che. eno aciMtya ane aparaMpAra mahimA kahyo che. koI divasa prakRtimAM paNa evo Ave che ke kALa paNa paramArthanI sAdhanAmAM jIvane anukULa varte che. evA A divaso - ane emAM paNa A zreSTha divasa e saMvatsarInuM mahAparva. A parvamAM, paramArtha mArganA ArAdhakane to, jene mukti sivAya bIjuM koI lakSa nathI ane jJAnI puruSonI anaMta ane apAra karuNA che ke emaNe to muktino mArga prApta karyo ane jagatanA jIvone Apyo, emaNe muktinI vidhi siddha karI ane jagatanA jIvone e vidhi batAvI. mArgane Alokita karanAra, pathapradarzita karanAra, jagatanA jIvone mArganI spaSTa prarUpaNA karanAra AvA jJAnI puruSono upakAra anaMto che. jIvananA eka eka AtmavikAsanA je tabakkAo che te tabakkAone paNa eka eka kramazaH kahevAM e paNa jJAnI puruSanI ApaNA uparanI adbhuta kRpA che. nahIM to - mArga jo kaMDArI na Apyo hoya to A jIvane zuM khabara paDe? sAdhAraNa baLa to jagAve. paNa jAya kyAM? puruSArtha to doDavAno Ave, paNa kaI dizAmAM doDe? pagalAM kyAM mAMDa? ke je pratyeka kadama ene siddhAlaya pratye laI jAya. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI - evA parama jJAnIe A vAtane jagatanA jIvo samakSa 'apUrva avasara'nA padanI aMdara kaMDArIta karI ApI. munizrI saMtabAlajI kahe che ke 'jema tAjamahela utkRSTa zilpakRtino namuno che e rIte adhyAtmanI aMdara muktinA mArgano utkRSTa namuno e 'apUrva avasara'nuM pada che.' e mArge keTalAM kevaLIo gayAM? keTalA keTalA jinezvaro gayA? anaMtA tIrthaMkaro gayA paNa A mArganuM eka eka sopAna jagatanAM jIvo samajI zake e rIte ApaNI bhASAnI aMdara 'apUrva avasara'nA padamAM kRpALudeve kaMDArI Apyo. siddhAtmAnI sthiti aMge ApaNe gAthA naM. 18-19mAM joyuM ke mukta AtmAnI avasthA kevI hoya? e mukta AtmAnI avasthAmAM zuddha AtmAnA guNo, lakSaNo, gati ane sthiti zuM? to kahe eka paNa paramANuno sparza nahIM, karmanA kalaMkathI rahita evo 174 apUrva avasara niSkalaMka, aDola evo niSkapa, zuddha eTale niSkarma, niraMjana, niriha- icchA vinAno, caitanyamUrti kahetAM jJAna-dhana ane ananyamaya kahetAM, ajoDa, jenA jevo bIjo koI nahIM. agurulaghu - emAM karma sApekSa kahetAM haLavo nahIM - bhAre nahIM, UMco nahIM - nIco nahIM ane svabhAvane sApekSa kahetAM eno eka paNa guNa ke eka paNa dravya bIjAmAM ekAkAra pAme nahIM. potAnA astitvane akhaMDa, akSaya ane abheda rAkhe e agurulaghu guNanuM sAmarthya che. amUrta kahetAM nirAkAra che ane sahajapada kahetAM saccidAnaMda che. AvuM je muktAtmAnuM svarUpa te caudamA guNasthAnaka upara paNa jyAre ayogI kevaLInA svarUpamAM puruSArthanuM chelluM sopAna mAMDe che tyAre pUrvaprayogathI mukta AtmA urdhvagamana sthitimAM Ave che. ane e urdhvagamana eTaluM jhaDapI hoya che kAraNa ke janmojanmanI sAdhanAnuM baLa tyAM kAma kare che. e baLa kAma kare che eTale urdhvagamana e svAbhAvika gati che chatAM eka samayanI aMdara jIva lokAMte sidghAlayamAM pahoMce che ane tyAM susthita thAya che. 'sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM" chadmasthanuM samAdhi sukha ghaDI be ghaDInuM kahyuM. paraMtu AvA siddha paramAtmAnuM samAdhi sukha anaMta kahyuM. paNa 'sAdi' kahyuM. kAraNa ke enI zarUAta che paNa eno aMta nathI. jagatanA jIvo anaMta sukhanuM dhAma hovA chatAM ene haju e sukhanI Adi eTale ke zarUAta thaI nathI. saMsAramAM jyAM sudhI jIva che tyAM sudhI ene sukhAbhAsa che, sukha nathI. pote sukhanuM dhAma che. sukha svarUpa che. chatAM e sukhano potAne anubhava nathI. kRpALudeve A vAtane eTalI sarasa rIte mUkI che ke e sukhanuM svarUpa che, teno prAraMbha che, te anAdi nathI. te sAdi che. paNa e sukha pAchuM anaMta che. eno aMta nathI. have e aMta vinAnuM sukha che. avyAbAdha sukha che. "anaMta darzana, jJAna anaMta sahita jo.' have ene AtmAnA anaMtajJAna ane anaMtadarzananA je guNa che teno upayoga caitanyamAM akhaMDa che. upayoganI dhArA akhaMDa che. kevaLa nijasvabhAvanuM akhaMDa varte jJAna' ane jyAre jJAnanI dhArA akhaMDa che tyAre A AnaMda je che te avyAbAdha che. avyAbAdha che eTale have enI aMdara koI paNa prakAranI bAdhA utpanna thatI nathI. khaMDarahitapaNe che. askhalita, avicchinna sukhanI dhArA 175

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apUrva avasara che ane eno have kyAreya aMta nathI. AvuM avicchinna, anaMta avyAbAdha sukhanI prAptimAM, anaMta jJAna ane anaMta darzana sahita e jIva che. have Aje chellI be gAthAo A padanI laIe. emAM paramakRpALu deve je vAta kahevA dhArI che teno 19 gAthA sudhI prayatna karyo. darzanamoha vyatIta thayo che. ane have cAritryamoha makSiNa thavA mATe ja potAnuM A jIvana che. ane e sarvazanA mArgane AdhArita, vitarAganA mArgane AdhArita emaNe ogaNIsa gAthAomAM eka eka avasaranA ApaNane Taba ApyA ke AvAM apUrva avasara amane kyAre Avaze? AvelAM che e paNa kahyAM ane jenI abhipsA che e paNa kIdhI. bAra gAthA sudhI to potAne je sthiti prApta thaI che tenuM varNana karyuM ane teramI gAthAthI ogaNIsamI gAthA sudhI pote je have apUrva karaNano puruSArtha karavAnA che- kSepaka zreNI mAMDIne enI paNa vAta kahI. ane emAM e puruSa A pada lakhAyA pachI pragatimAM che. ane e pragatinI aMdara lagabhaga kevaLa sparzIne dehaviyoga thAya che. tyAM padanI racanA pachI puruSArtha kyAMya aTakyo nathI. A pada to e puruSArtha pahelAnuM che. zreNI eNe mAMDI dIdhI. chalAMga lagAvI dIdhI. paNa 'page nikAcita udayamAna thAka grahaNa karyo. mAthe ghaNo bojo rahyo hato te alpa vIrya karI vedanAnI praghaTanA karatAM vacce saharAnuM raNa saMprApta thayuM. Ayuno yoga ghaTI gayo." jagatanA jIvonI ke jJAnIonI evI sthiti paNa Ave che ke Ayuno yoga ane sAme karmanI sthiti, jemAM karmanI sthiti vadhAre che ahIMyA emane paNa ema ja thayuM che. karma khatama karavAM che. AyuSya khUTI gayuM. page udayamAna nikAcita thAka grahaNa karyo. kaMI vAMdho nahIM, chatAM kahe che kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA'. kevaLajJAna lIdhuM ke leze. A dazAe pahoMcelo puruSa chelle to ema kahe che ke huM mArA AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thAuM chuM. A vastune samajAvavA mATe ahIM potAnI kathanI kahe che. 'je pada zrI sarva dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo; teha svarUpane anya vANI te zuM kahe? anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo.' apUrva - 20 176 apUrva avasara ahIMyA kRpALudeva kahe che ke je padanI ame prarUpaNA karI che e pada sarvajJa prabhue enA jJAnamAM dIThuM che. A pada dekhAya kyAre? A padanAM darzana kyAre thAya? sarvajJatA siddha thaye. pUrNa vItarAgatA prApta thayuM. jyAM sudhI pUrNa vItarAgatA thatI nathI tyAM sudhI sarvajJatA thatI nathI. ane jayAM sudhI sarvajJatA pragaTa thatI nathI tyAM sudhI e pUrNapada dekhAI zakatuM nathI. 'je pada zrI sarvajJa dIThuM jJAnamAM emaNe jJAnamAM joyuM. kAraNa ke e to jJAnano viSaya che. anubhavagocara che. A pada AMkhano viSaya nathI. jJAnano viSaya che. indriyono viSaya nathI. manano viSaya nathI. mATe kRpALudeve saubhAgabhAI ane gosALiyAne kIdhuM, 'tame padArthane samajo. manathI karelo nizcaya AkharI mAnazo nahIM.' kAraNa ke e bane to sudhArasa prApta thayo hato. eTale ema hatuM ke badhuMya maLI gayuM. "manathI karelo nizcaya AkharI mAnazo nahIM. satpuruSathI thayelo nizcaya AkharI mAnajo. eTalA mATe ame tamane kahIe chIe ke sudhAnI dhArA pachI paNa keTalAMka darzana thayAM che.' vAta tyAM aTakatI nathI. A to (sudhArasa) ekAduM sopAna che. koI ekAda sAdhana prApta thAya. aneka prakAranAM karaNa ane upakaraNa che. emAM A ekAda prakAranuM upakaraNa che. mahimA ghaNo che pratyeka upakaraNano. paNa yathAbhUmikAmAM che. e sudhAnI dhArAnI bhUmikA emaNe cAra rIte samajAvI che. jayAre AtmatA prApta puruSArtha che tyAre e paramArthanI bhUmikA che. bAkI to badhI ja vyavahAranI bhUmikA che. bAkI to bhramaNA che. ahIMyA kahe che ke e sarvajJa paramAtmAe je padane potAnA jJAnamAM dIThuM e tIrthakara, jene pAMtrIsa atizaya yukta vANIno udaya thayo che, ane enI dezanA mATe devoe samavasaraNanI racanA karI che, ane jagatanA bhavya jIvo devalokamAMthI, manuSyalokamAMthI ane tiryaMca sRSTimAMthI paNa bhagavAnanA bodhane sAMbhaLavA bhegA thayA che. prabhu dezanAnI aMdara AvI pAMtrIsa atizaya yukta vANIthI paNa je pada potAnAM jJAnamAM joyuM te kahI zakyA nathI. AtmasvarUpanuM pada, AtmasvabhAva, A zuddha AtmAnuM pada ene sarvajJa paNa kahI zakyA nahIM. sarvajJane to pAMtrIsa atizaya yukta vANIno udaya che. ane samavasaraNanI aMdara besIne kahevAnuM che. AvA vyavahAra jagatanI utkRSTamAM utkRSTa bhUmikAmAM beThelA sarvajJa paramAtmA, emaNe 137

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apUrva avasara je pada potAnA jJAnamAM joyuM te pada potAnI vANInA sAmarthyathI paNa bhagavAna kahI zakyA nahIM. 'teha svarUpane anyavANI te zuM kahe?' eka svarUpane anyanI vANI, eTale kRpALudeva kahe che ke mArA, tamArA jevA jIvonI vANI, A padane zuM kahI zake? kAraNa enuM eka lakSaNa che, 'anubhava gocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo.' A je jJAna che, A je AtmA che te kevaLa anubhava gocara che. vANI gocara nathI. zabda gocara nathI. karNa gocara nathI. dRSTigocara nathI. hAthathI pakaDAze nahIM. AMkhanI dekhAze nahIM. kAnathI saMbhaLAze nahIM. nAkathI suMdhAze nahIM. jIbhathI cAkhI nahIM zakAya ane mananI klpanAmAM AvI zake ema nathI. pAMca indriya ane chaThThuM mana A AtmasvarUpane pakaDavA mATe samartha nathI. evuM adbhuta A AtmAnuM svarUpa e anubhavagocara che. kevaLa anubhUti jo thayelI hoya to anubhavamAM e pakaDI zakAya. AtmAne AtmA vaDe ja jANI zakAya. AtmAne jANavA mATe AtmA sivAya bIjuM koI sAdhana nathI. ane AtmatA prApta puruSa sivAya bIjuM koI mAdhyama nathI. 'te AtmA, AtmatA prApta puruSa vinA jANyo jAya evo nathI.' jeNe paNa AtmAnA svarUpano anubhava karavo che eNe AvA anubhavaprApta ane Ama puruSanuM zaraNuM lIdhA vinA A AtmasvarUpa potAnI meLe prApta thAya evuM nathI. A to apUrva che. 'apUrva evuM pote potAthI prApta karI zake evuM nathI. ane jenA vaDe prApta thAya che enuM svarUpa samajAtuM nathI.' A jIvanI muzkelI e ja che ke, 'jenAthI prApta thAya che enuM svarUpa samajavuM muzkela che. ane jIvanI bhulabhulavaNI paNa e ja che.' (patrAMka.285) A svarUpa konI pAsethI prApta thAya? konI pAsethI maLe? parama kRpALudevane A bAbatamAM koI zaMkA na hatI. emaNe AMka 436mAM eka sarasa majAnuM vAkya lakhyuM, 'je tIrthaMkara deve svarUpastha AtmapaNe thaI vaktavyapaNe je prakAre te AtmA kahI zakAya te pramANe atyaMta yathAsthita kahyo che, te tIrthaMkarane bIjI sarva prakAranI apekSAno tyAga karIne namaskAra karIe chIe.' tIrthaMkara, sarvajJa, jinezvara, arihaMta, kevaLI, AvI jenI dazA che e 'tIrthaMkare svasvarUpastha AtmApaNe thaI,' pahelAM pote AtmApaNe thayA. 'eka paramANu mAtranI maLe na sparzatA" evA AtmApaNe thayA ane pachI vaktavyapaNe je prakAre te AtmA kahI zakAya, te rIte kahevA mATe 178 apUrva avasara prayatna karyo, te pramANe atyaMta yathAsthita kahyo. zabda che 'atyaMta', 'yathAsthita' jevo che tevo kahyo. te tIrthaMkarane bIjI sarva prakAranI apekSAno tyAga karIne - AnI pAsethI AtmA jANavo che - phakta AtmA - saMsAra nathI jANavo. eTale A tIrthaMkara pAse bIjI koI prakAranI apekSA hoya? vItarAga pAse apekSA zuM? mAtra AtmasvarUpane jANavAnI ane pAmavAnI, A sivAyanI koI paNa apekSAne jainadarzananI aMda2 paramArthamArgamAM kahI nathI. 'kAma eka AtmArthanuM, bIjo nahIM manaroga'. manamAM jo jarApaNa roga haze to eNe tIrthaMkara deva pAse na AvavuM. jagatamAM bIjA deva ghaNA che. je tamArA saMsArI sukhano sodo karI leze. kAraNa ke te devo haju saMsAranI gatimAM che. teo potAnI riddhi-siddhi-labdhino upayoga kare che. rAgadveSa sahita che. teone haju potAnA lakSavya-gaMtavyanuM yathArtha prakAranuM jJAna thayuM nathI, bhAna thayuM nathI. puruSArtha upaDyo nathI. evA devo paNa jagatamAM che. mATe ahIMyA to kevaLa Atmatva prApta karavuM hoya, kevaLa zuddha AtmAne jANavo hoya, kevaLa zuddha AtmAnI prApti karavI hoya to ja vItarAga devane zaraNe AvavuM. bIjA sarva prakAranI apekSAno tyAga karavAnI jenI bhUmikA hoya, ke mAre A jagatamAM ane A jIvanamAM kaMI ja joItuM nathI. e ja vItarAganuM zaraNuM le. e ja vItarAganA mArgamAM rahI zakaze, TakI zakaze. bAkI bIjA vItarAganA mArgamAM raheze paNa mArgane paNa pradUSita karI mUkaze. ahIMyA koI prakAranI apekSAne sthAna nathI. AkhA saMsArane jeNe saLagAvI nAkhavo hoya, potAnA kuLa, kuTuMbanuM bhaluM karavAnI vAta nathI, paNa enuM nikaMdana kADhI nAkhavuM hoya teNe vItarAganA mArgamAM AvavuM. 'sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSNa chedIne.' A mahat puruSano mArga baMdhanano mArga nathI. muktino mArga che. saMsAranAM koI paNa saMga, prasaMga, kAraNa, saMyoga, saMjoga enA pratye lezamAtra paNa rAga hoya, AsaktibhAva hoya, moha hoya e baMdhana che. ane A mArga baMdhanathI muktino mArga che. ahIM AvIne koI laukika sukhanI kAmanA, enI vAMchA hovI na joIe. e kAmanA hoya to ahIMyA paga dezo nahIM. sarva prakAranI apekSAnI tyAga karIne - A vItarAganA mArgamAM praveza karavAno che. "ame te tIrthaMkaranA mArgabodhane namaskAra karIe chIe' A 'apUrva avasara'nI vAta kRpALudevane ghaNI kahevAnI hatI. ane 139

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apUrva avasara kahevA mATe A puruSe khUba ja parizrama lIdho che. 19 gAthAonI aMdara eka eka pagathiyAMne keTalo nyAya Apyo che! sAdhaka, nigraMthapadanI koI paNa prakAranAM mata, mAnyatA, Agraha, AmanyA, enA koI paNa prakAranAM dravya, liMga, cina, bheda, matabheda vinA anAgrahathI ene vaza thayA vinA taTasthatAthI sarvajJae yathAsthita je prakAre rahyo che te prakAre tenI ArAdhanA kare che. jema tIrthaMkare AtmAne yathAsthita kahyo che ema zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe 'apUrva avasara'nA padamAM nigraMthapadanA mArgane yathAsthita kahyo che. vItarAganA mArgane atyaMta yathAsthita kahyo che. je prakAre kahI zakAya te prakAre kahyo che. saMtabAlajI mahArAje A pada vize chelle potAnA abhiprAyamAM lakhyuM, vANI e potAnA aMtaHkaraNane vyakta karavAnuM sAdhana kharuM, paNa zabda svarUpa dharyA pachI e pudgala hoya enuM svarUpa palaTAI jAya che. vAta kahevI che Akhare AtmAnI. kahevI che zabdamAM. have cetananI vAte svarUpa zabdanuM dhAraNa karyuM to pratyeka padArtha pAcho parivartanazIla che. eTale cetananI vAte, zabdanuM svarUpa dhAraNa karyuM eTale pAchuM palaTAyuM. e pudgala hoIne enuM svarUpa palaTAI jAya che. eTale game tevA preraka bhAvothI e vANI nIkaLI hoya toya zrotAno AtmA e preraNA jhIlI zake teTalo taiyAra na hoya to ene e vANI sArthaka thatI nathI. AtmAnI pUrI preraNAthI, AtmAne najara sAme rAkhIne ja e vAta nIkaLI hoya, game teTalI jorathI kIdhI hoya to paNa enuM svarUpa palaTAya che. ane zrotA ene jhIlanAra na hoya to? to kahe che ke e vANI sArthaka thaI zakatI nathI. paramAtmAnI vANI vidyamAna hovA chatAM ApaNane ApaNA svarUpanuM bhAna thatuM nathI. yogyatAnI khAmI che. vANIno doSa nathI. je prakAre kAnajI svAmIe kahyuM. parama pavitra puruSArtha A vItarAga sAdhaka dazAmAM kevo hoya zake? to kahe teno gaMbhIra Azaya samajavAnI pAtratA thaye jIvane tenA badhAM paDakhAM virodha rahitapaNe samajAya che. tyAM sudhI enA manano vyApAra cAlyA kare. AtmAno vyApAra na cAle. jJAnano vyApAra nathI. manano vyApAra che e viparyayano vyApAra che. e saMkalpa ane vikalpamAM che. tarka ane kutarkamAM che. vAda ane vivAdanI bhUmikAmAM che. ene samajavo che AtmA je vAdavivAdathI para che. tarka- kutarka ane zabda ane vANIthI paNa para che. have je svarUpa zabda ane 180 apUrva avasara vANIthI paNa para che enuM svarUpa kahevAya eTaluM kIdhuM. tenI pachI carcA na hoya. je ApaNA magajamAM vAta nathI besatI te anubhavathI bese. paNa sAdhanA khUTe che. kaMIka samajaNa khUTe che. samajaNa zabdathI paNa para che. Think beyond words. zabdathI para vicAra karavAnI zakti keLavavI joIe. e AtmAno svabhAva che. kRpALudeve kahyuM che, "zuddha ananya ciMtana'. A ananya ciMtana joIze. kara vicAra to pAma, e vicAra vANInA AdhAra upara nathI karavAno. AtmAnA jJAnabaLanA AdhAra upara vicAra karavAno che. e vicAranI parAkASThA che. It is called contemplation with meditation, vicAra ane dhyAna-nididhyAsananI avasthAmAM, anuprekSaNanI prakriyAnI aMdara je karavAnI prakriyA che ane vicAra prakriyA kIdhI che. ke je vicAranuM phaLa - "jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTa nijajJAna'. nijajJAna pragaTAve ene vicAraNA kIdhI che. "je jJAne kSaya moha thaI, pAme pada nirvANa.' to AvI vANI game teTalI preraNAthI nIkaLI hoya paNa AvI preraNA jhIlI zake evI zrotAnI jo pAtratA na hoya to e vANI sArthaka thatI nathI. gaMbhIra Azaya samajavAnI pAtratA thaye, ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa jJAnI puruSonI, sarvajJanI, sat puruSonI vANI samajAya. tenA mATe pAtratA joIe. ane AvI pAtratA keLavavA mATe jIvana, tyAga-vairAgya AdhArita hovuM joIe. 'tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna; aTake tyAga virAgamAM, to bhUle nija bhAna.' A.si.-(7). tyAga, virAga jAgyA nathI. jIva hajI saMsAranA bhoga vilAsanI aMdara madamasta banIne rAce mAce che. ene - enA aMtarane vItarAganI vANI sparzI nahIM zake. enA gaMbhIrabhAvo, enA UMDA Azayo samajAze nahIM. cheTuM paDI jAze. manuSya thayA, Aryadeza maLyo, uttama kuLa maLyuM, jainadharma maLyo, vItarAga jevA deva maLyA, nigraMtha jevA guru maLyA ane enA hAthe lakhelo bodha maLyo - kIdhelo nahIM - ane chatAM rakhaDI marIe to cheTuM paDI jaze. jo jJAnInA vacanane jhIlavA jeTalI pAtratA nahIM keLavIe, to varSAnA bAre megha varase ane chatAM paNa jenuM vAsaNa taLiyA vagaranuM hoya ke, vAsaNa UMdhuM mUkyuM hoya to koruM dhAkaLa rahI jAya, bharAya nahIM. tema ApaNe paNa pAtratA vagara korA dhAkaLa rahI jAzuM. jainamAM keTalA 181

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apUrva avasara badhA mahattvanA AcAro kahyAM che. AcAradharma eTalA mATe ja kaMDAryo che ke tAre jo darzana dharma samajavo haze to AcAra dharmanuM pAlana karIza to ja darzana dharma samajAze. A jIvane to jJAnamAM rasa che. jJAnanI ArAdhanA karo. ema kahe che paNa pAtratA vinA jJAna jhIlaze koNa? kyA jIvamAM jJAna jhIlAze? zuddha AcArothI jenI pariNati nirmaLa thaI haze te ja vItarAganA bodhanA gaMbhIra Azayone jhIlI zakaze. ane pAtratA haze to ja vAta avirodhapaNe ane abhedapaNe pakaDAze. vAta kahevAmAM khaMDa-khaMDita che paNa samajAvuM to akhaMDapaNe ja joIze. vAta kahevAmAM na nizcayanA bhedathI kahevAya paNa samajavI to abhedapaNe ja joIe. kRpALudeve manasukharAma sUryarAma tripAThIne patrAMka-64mAM vItarAganA mArga viSe, punarjanma viSe lakhyuM. AtmAne jaDathI judo kevI rIte pADavo te paNa lakhyuM. patra bahu moTo lakhyo. paNa pachI eka vAkya tripAThIne lakhyuM - A tripAThI junAgaDhanA dIvAna hatA. govardhanarAmanA kAkA, vedAMtanA prakhara paMDita. svAmI vivekAnaMda emane tyAM utaryA hatA. ane kRpALudevano emane junAgaDhamAM saMparka thayo. pachI patra vyavahAra thayo. emane kRpALudeva lakhe che ke, "AtmAne je bodha thayo te mana yathArtha na jANI zake. manano bodha vacana yathArtha na kahI zake. vacanano kathanabodha paNa kalama lakhI na zake." ame tamane je kahIe chIe, je ame tamane mahAvIranA bodhanI badhI vAta karIe chIe te kahevA mATe paNa joIe te prakAranAM zabdo upalabdha thatA nathI. zabdane potAnI maryAdA che. bhAva pUrNa paNe zabdamAM AvI zake nahIM. bhAvone vyakta karavAnuM mAdhyama zabda che. paNa te zabdanuM mAdhyama saMpUrNa nathI. eTale AtmAnA bhAvone vyakta karavA mATe sAme bhAvavALo mANasa hoya e samajI zake. eTale kRpALudeve lakhyuM, 'zukla aMtaHkaraNa vinA mArA kathanane koNa dAda Apaze?" emaNe tIrthaMkaranI A vAta patra 437mAM paNa lakhI. 'padArtha mAtra tIrthaMkarAdi jJAnIe vaktavya ane avaktavya evA be vyavahAradharmavALA mAnyA che.' tIrthakare paNa kahyuM ke padArtha be dharma vALA che. eka 'vaktavya' ane eka 'avaktavya'. 'vaktavya" aTale vyakta karI zakAya ane avaktavya' eTale je vANIthI kahI zakAya nahIM. 'vaktavyapaNe je jIva dharma che, te sarva prakAre tIrthaMkara Adi kahevA samartha che." jeTaluM vakatavya vANIthI kahI zakAya, 182 apUrva avasara evuM vANInuM sAmarthya A jagatanA jIvone viSe vartatuM hoya to tevA jIvo koNa che? tIrthaMkara. ane te mAtra jIvanA vizuddha pariNAme athavA satpuruSe karI jaNAya evo jIvadharma che." ane e kahevA mATe tIrthaMkara samartha che ane samajavA mATe - jIvanA vizuddha pariNAme e vAta samajAya. athavA sapuruSano Azraya joIe. A jIva dharma, A Atma dharma, A Atma svarUpa evuM agamya che ke je jinezvare kahyuM - jagatamAM kahI zake evA adhikArI eka ja che. samovasaraNamAM birAjamAna paramAtmA - eNe paNa vaktavyapaNe kahI zakAya eTaluM ja kIdhuM ane e paNa jIvanA vizuddha pariNAma na hoya ane sat puruSano Azraya na hoya to na jhIlI zakAya. 'jina pravacana durgamyatA, thAke ati matimAna, avalaMbana zrI sadgara, sugama ane sukhakhANa." A jina pravacananI durgamyatA che. bhagavAne vANIthI kahyuM che paNa vaktavya bhAga ja kahyo che. avakatavya to avaktavya ja rahe che. vANIthI jeTalo kIdho che e paNa jIvanA vizuddha pariNAma na hoya to jhIlI zakAya nahIM. ane tyAre matimAna to thAkI jaze. jene buddhithI, tarka ane vAdavivAdanA AdhAre prabhune pAmavAno saMkalpa karyo che. te to rakhaDI paDaze. evA to kaMIka rajhaLI rahyAM. kaMIka rajhaLI rahyAM che ane kaMIka rajhaLAvI rahyAM che. A mArga to anubhUtinI pAmavAno che. eTale ahIMyA kahe che ke "avalaMbana zrI sadgara' saMguranuM avalaMbana le. sugama ane sukhakhANa. je durgamya che te sarunA avalaMnathI sugama thAya che. konA thakI sugama thAya che? kAM to jIvanI vizuddhithI ane kAM to sadgurunA avalaMbanathI. jagatanA sAmAnya jIvo mATe to, mArA tamArA jevA jIvo mATe to sagaranA bodha sivAya koI Azaro nathI. buddhino Azaro karIne A vItarAga darzanane pAmavAnI ceSTA ApaNe na karavI. A buddhinA Azare pAmI zakAya evo mArga nathI. anubhUtino mArga che. ane anubhUtinuM tattva, eno marma e ApaNane sagara pakaDAvI zake che. AnaMdaghanajI A avadhuta yogIe A svarUpa prApta karyuM ane airAvalInA parvatamAM yogI banIne vicare che. ane AtmAnI mastInI mojanI aMdara eka eka Atma 183

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apUrva avasara tattvanA guNa gAya che. emAM yazovijayajI pAchaLa pAchaLa ja rahe che. ane kyAMka maLavAnuM thayuM eTale pUchI nAkhyuM "je AtmAnA tame ATalA ATalA guNagAna gAo cho ane je AtmA vize tame ATalA pada lakhyA enI kaMIka nizAnI to Apo." AnaMdaghanajIe enuM pada lakhyuM. 'nizAnI kahA batAvuM re, tero Agama agocara rUpa. anubhavagocara vastuko re, jANavo yahI ilAja, kahana sunana ko kachu nahIM pyAre, AnaMdaghana mahArAja. nizAnI.... nizAnI kyAMthI batAvIe? agama ane agocara evuM tAruM rUpa che. nizAnI zuM ApIe? he bhAI! tane ATalI jijJAsA jAgI che to eka vAta kahI dauM anubhavamAM Ave te di AtmA pakaDaje. paNa kahevA sAMbhaLavAthI dUra raheje. A kahevA sAMbhaLavAnI vAta nathI. kaheto'to ne kahetI'tI enI A vAta nathI. svarUpanI vAta AvI sAmAnya nathI. kRpALudeve paNa kahyuM, 'sadgaranA upadeza vaNa samajAya na jinarUpa; samajayA vaNa upakAra zo? samajaye jinasvarUpa.' A.si.-(12) sadgara vinA, gurugama vinA - gurugama eTale jJAnInA, sarvajJanA bodhano Azaya, bhAva pakaDavAnI ApaNI je kAMI zakti che e gurugama che. enA vinA svarUpa samajAze nahIM. AvI dRSTi jIvane sAdhya thavI joIe. A dRSTi e AMkhano viSaya nathI. AMkhano viSaya-dRSTie jagatane jovA mATe che. paNa A je AtmasvarUpanI vAta che te AMkhano viSaya nathI. A vAta 'binA nayana'nI che ema kRpALudeve kahyuM che. binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayana kI bAta; seve sadgara ke caraNa, so pAve sAkSA. A binA-nayananI vAta che. ane binA nayana pAve nahIM. tArI aMtaradRSTi vinA A vAta sAdhya thaI zakaze nahIM. bahu sarasa vAta karI che. ane chatAM AvuM vANInA svarUpamAM 19 gAthAmAM keTaluM kahyuM che- keTalI keTalI vAta karI? nigraMthapadanA 26 tabakkA ApyA. emAM eka eka padamAM jinabhASInA je zabdo che, e zabdo sivAya AvA bhAva vyakta karavA mATe bIjA zabdo nathI. jene jaina 184 apUrva avasara darzananA pAribhASika zabdo kahevAya, evA 26 pAribhASika zabdono prayoga A 19 gAthAmAM zrImadjIe karyo. A pahelI gAthAthI zabdo zarU thayA. (1) nigraMtha (2) darzanamoha (3) cAritramoha (4) triyoga (5) parISaha (6) upasarga (7) viSaya-pAMca prakAranA (8) pramAda - pAMca prakAranA (9) pratibaMdha-dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva (10) apratibaddhatA (11) udayAdhIna (12) vItalobha (13) pudgala (14) kApaka zreNI (15) svayaMbhUramaNa samudra (16) kSINamoha guNasthAnaka (17) apUrvakaraNa (18) pUrNa vItarAga (19) kevaLa jJAna (20) ghanaghAtI karma-4- be che AvaraNavALAM, eka rodha karavAvALuM, eka vikaLatAvALuM (21) ghAtI karma - 4 - vedanIya, AyuSya, nAma, gotra (22) kevaLI - sayogI kevaLI, ayogI kevaLI (23) agurulaghu (24) urdhvagamana - urvAkarSaNa (25) sAdi, anAdi, anaMta (26) paramapada, zuddha Atmapada. A 26 pada AtmAnA. ane ATaluM kIdhA pachI hajI jJAnIne saMtoSa nathI. e kahe che ATaluM samajAvavA mATe prayatna karyo che. anyavANI to zuM kahe? A to tIrthakaranI vANIno AdhAra laIne A samajAvavA mATe prayatna karyo che. bIjI koI vANI A samajAvI zake evI koI jIvanI sthiti rahI nathI. kema ke jIvano A je dharma che te anyavANIthI kahI zakAya ema nathI. mATe nicoDarUpe kahyuM ke A anubhavagocara che. AnaMdaghanajIe paNa kahyuM ke A anubhavagocara che. anubhava vedyA vinA, AtmasvarUpano anubhava vedyA vinA, A padanuM svarUpa pAmI zakAya nahIM. enI mahattA jANI zakAya nahIM. eTale jaina darzanamAM samyaphadarzana jyAre thAya che tyAre e samakitI AtmA, eNe tattvanI pratIti karI, enuM pada karyuM? svasaMvedya pada, jeNe svanI saMvedanAne pakaDI lIdhI. AtmAnI cetanAne pakaDI lIdhI. koI kalpanA, jalpanA ke taraMga nahIM, jagatanA jIvo manathI ke buddhithI pakaDavA prayatna kare che. e kAM to kalpanA ke jalpanAmAM rokAI jAya che ane kAM to taraMgamAM caDI jAya che. manathI je nakkI kare che te AtmAnuM rUpa ane AkAra varNave che. jyAre AtmA to niraMjana ane nirAkAra che. mATe paramakRpALu deve kahyuM ke jJAnIpuruSanI jo kRpA na hoya, bodhano AdhAra na hoya to dhyAna paNa taraMga thaI jAya che. 'gama vinA Agama nirarthaka thAya. ane satsaMga vinA dhyAna 185

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apUrva avasara te taraMgarUpa thaI paDe che." gama joIe. Azayane pakaDavAno dRSTikoNa joIe. ane jIve anekAMta dRSTithI e samajavuM joIe. syAdvAdanI apekSAthI samajavA AMtaradRSTi khulavI joIe. AnaMdaghanajIe ene 'divyanayana' kahyAM che. A vAta carmacakSuthI nahIM pakaDAya. paNa divya nayana hoya to ja pakaDAze. A divyanayanane kRpALudeve kahyuM che manuSyapaNAmAM jAgRta thato sad viveka. pUrNa viveka. eTale vAtane ekAMtathI na pakaDe. ene matathI na pakaDe. AgrahathI pakaDe. paNa vastune vastarUpe jANe. AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM che, abhimata vastu vastu gate kahe re, te viralA jaga joya." vastunI vastu rUpe prarUpaNA kare evA to jagamAM viralA puruSo che. ema vastune vasturUpe samaje te paNa viralA ja che. 'eha paramapadaprAptinuM karyuM dhyAna meM, gajA vagara ne hAla manoratharUpa jo; to paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhaAjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo." apUrva - 21 chellI gAthAmAM paramakRpALu deva kahe che ke, "meM to ogaNIsa gAthAmAM prayatna karyo che. paNa sarvajJanI vANI je rUpane pUrNa rIte kahI zakI nathI to anyavANInI koI tAkAta nathI. paNa kRpALudeva kahe che ke sarvaze je padane potAnA jJAnamAM dIThuM che ne 'eha paramapadaprAptinuM karyuM dhyAna meM". meM to evo dhyAnayoga AraMbhyo che. e padane amAre prApta karavuM che. e pada koI kalpanAnuM pada nathI. kalpanAnuM ke taraMganuM pada nathI. paNa sarvajJa pUrNa vItarAga paramAtmAe je pada potAnA jJAnamAM dIThuM che. sarvajJatA prApta karyA pachI e pada emane dekhAyuM che. 'eha paramapada prAptinuM karyuM dhyAna meM.' e paramapada mArA dhyAnano viSaya che. dhyAnanAM ghaNAM prakAra che. patrAMka - 416mAM kRpALudeva kahe che, dhyAnanA ghaNA prakAra che paNa sarvathI zreSTha prakAra to e che ke je dhyAnamAM AtmA che." nirvikalpa AtmasvabhAva jyAre dhyAnano viSaya bane che tyAre jagatanA vikalpo samApta thAya che. AtmAno vikalpa to saMkalpanA rUpamAM sthita thAya che. AtmA kaMI adRzya nathI thaI jAto. 186 apUrva avasara ApaNe kahIe chIe ke nirvicAra thAya ke nirvikalpa thAya tyAre dhyAna sAcuM. paNa e jagatanI apekSAe che. nirvicAra eTale saMsAranA vicAra nahIM. Atma vicAra. kevaLa Atma vicAra. ane nirvikalpa eTale potAnA zuddha svarUpa vize, eka paramANunA sparza vinAno AtmA, pUrNa jJAnaghana ane caitanyadhana che. A prakAranuM AtmAnA svarUpanuM nirvikalpa dhyAna. A dhyAnano zreSTha prakAra che. emAM badhA vikalpo paNa samAI gayA che. mana paNa tyAM samApta thAya che. AvyuM tema svabhAvamAM, mana svarUpa paNa jAya. aMtima padamAM kRpALudeve kIdhuM che ke jema sUryanA prakAzamAM eka rekhAmAM AvatAM paDachAyo samApta thAya ema samabhAvamAM jIva Ave te samaye potAnA mananuM svarUpa paNa jAya che. AvI sthiti prApta thAya e dhyAnano zreSTha prakAra che. AvuM dhyAna karavA mATe jJAnIoe ApaNane dhyAna yoga kahyo che. A je aSTAMga yoga che emAM dhAraNA, dhyAna ane samAdhi. jenI dhAraNA khoTI enuM dhyAna khoTuM ane jenuM dhyAna khoTuM enI samAdhi khoTI. jenA dhyAnamAM saMsAranA vikalpo che ene AvI sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhisukhanI prApti na thAya. taraMgo AdhArita dhyAnamAM samAdhinuM sukha prApta na thAya. je AtmAnuM svarUpa zuM che e ja samajyo nathI, jenI svarUpa vizenI dhAraNA ja khoTI che, jene jIvAtmAnA svarUpanI dhAraNA ja khoTI che enuM dhyAna khoTuM. jenuM dhyAna khoTuM enI samAdhi khoTI. jIva yoganAM pAMca aMga sudhI pahoMcyo paNa chaThThAmAM aTakI gayo. to cha, sAta ane ATha- AvA zuddha AtmatA prApta puruSanA sAMnidhya vinA, eno bodhane pratyakSa avadhAryA vinA, A vAta pakaDI zakAze nahIM. eTale chellA traNa aMgathI to ApaNe vaMcita ja rahezuM. pachI bhalene yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma ane pratyAkhyAna A badhuM ja karyuM. eTale kRpALudeve kahyuM, 'vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo' A pAMca aMganI aMdara e niSNAta thayo che ane 'japa bheda jape, tapa tyoMhI tape, uraseMhi udAsI laI saba pai', kevI kevI eNe to sthiti karI che. manapauna nirodha svabodha kyio'. A haThayoganI aMdara uMdhe mAthe laTakANo che. keTalA varSa sudhI eka page UbhA rahIne tapa karyA che. kAnamAM ghaMTa lagAvIne tapa karyA che. urdhvabAhuthI AtApanA laIne tapa karyA che. badhuM ja karyuM che. bhagavAna 187

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apUrva avasara kahe che dhAraNA haju khoTI che. pAMca aMganI aMdara e pUrNa thayo ane chatAM kahe che, 'bina sadguru koI na bheda lahe." kaMIka haju bAkI che. dhAraNA badalAvI nAkha. Atma svarUpane le. A jJAnI puruSane dhAraNA spaSTa che. 'je pada zrI sarvaze dIThuM jJAnamAM.' 'teha paramapada prAptinuM karyuM dhyAnameM." enI dhAraNA sAcI che ke sarvaze je pada potAnA dhyAnamAM joyuM che te ja mAruM AtmasvarUpa che. ane e AtmasvarUpanI dhAraNA enI spaSTa keTalI che te AgaLanI gAthAmAM kahyuM ke 'eka paramANu mAtranI maLe na sparzatA. pUrNa kalaMka aDola rahita svarUpa jo.' kRpALudeve A tIrthaMkaranA jJAnanI dhAraNA barAbara pakaDI che. ApaNe je aDhAra ane ogaNIsa gAthA lIdhI e dhAraNA che ke sarvaze A padane kevI rIte joyuM che. e padanI prAptinuM meM dhyAna karyuM che. gajA vagara ne hAla manoratha rUpa jo' juo A jJAnInI namratA! juo. AnI laghutA ane dInatA! Ane mAna kyAreya na Ave kAraNa ke mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna jo. A eka lITI samajAya to dInapaNAnuM mAna samajAya. 'gajA vagara ne hAla manoratha rUpa jo' ame to AnuM ja dhyAna karyuM che. paNa amAruM gajuM nathI ho! kaI bhUmikAe pahoMcelo puruSa ! kevaLa jJAna lIdhuM ke leze. agiyArame thI je AtmA lathaDyo enI dazA jevI tevI hoya? janmajanmAMtarano yogI jene potAnA jAti smaraNa jJAnamAM bhagavAna mahAvIranuM sAnnidhya anubhavagamya thAya, e puruSanI dazA jevI tevI haze? A dazAvALo puruSa kahe che ke mAruM gajuM nathI. 'gajA vagara ne hAla manoratha rUpa jo' A to mAro manano manoratha che. 'kAma eka AtmArthanuM bIjo nahIM manaroga." eka ja prabaLa icchA ke eka AtmArtha sivAya, eka paramapadanI prApti sivAya jagatamAM kAMI ja joItuM nathI. 'aMtaraMga spRhA nathI evI jenI gupta AcaraNA che.' A dazAmAM vartato puruSa jeNe nAnI vayamAM, cauda varSanI uMmara nathI thaI tyAra pahelAM lakhelA bodhamAM e lakhe che, "je mahAkAma mATe tuM jabhyo che te mahAkAmanuM tuM anuprekSaNa kara." He knows what he has to achieve. He knows for what he has come in this world. e A duniyAmAM zuM kAma Avyo che e hetunuM ene jANapaNuM che. He wants to convey to us. A ekavIsamI gAthAmAM zrImad rAjacaMdra kahe che ke A pada dvArA mAre jagatane zuM kahevuM 188 apUrva avasara che? This is the message. 'eha paramapadaprAptinuM karyuM dhyAna meM, gajA vagara ne hAla manoratha rUpa jo.' A eno message. A enI aMtaranI saMvedanA. A emanA aMtaHkaraNamAM rahelI atRpta jhaMkhanA, emanI abhipsA. jagatamAM ghaNAM jJAnIo thayA che paNa AvA vacananA yogathI jAte lakhIne gayA hoya ane potAnI aMtaraMga dazAnuM tAdrazya nirUpaNa karyuM hoya, AvuM cAritra alaukika, anupama, ajoDa che. A joDa kyAMya maLatI nathI. zrImadanI kyAMya joDa maLatI nathI. ananya che. tattvajJAnanA graMtho ghaNA lakhAyA che. paNa aMtaraMganI vedanAnuM tAdRzya citraNa ane potAnA ja zabdomAM. zukala aMtaHkaraNathI vahetI A vacanonI dhArA adbhuta che. eka eka zabdanI aMdara kevaLa AtmAnuM sAmarthya ja pragaTe che. vANI paNa zabdanA rUpamAM AtmAthI luchAIne AvI che. AtmAnA caitanya pradezano sparza karIne nIkaLelAM bhASA vargaNAnA pudgala paramANuo jyAre mukhathI nIkaLe che ane hAthathI lakhAya che tyAre sajIva banI jAya che. kRpALudevanI vANI e Electrified speech che. ene vAMcatA jhaNajhaNATI thAya che. vacanAmRta vAMcatA jo bhaktithI, zukla aMtaHkaraNathI beThA hoIe to AtmAmAM jhaNajhaNATI thAya. Electrified che. cetanAmAM jhaNajhaNATI bolAvI deze. alakhane jAgRta kare evI A vANI che. samartha, sabhara, jIvaMta, dhItI, dhabakatI evI A vANI che. enA zabdezabdanI aMdara, enA pudgalanA aNue aNumAM caitanyanuM yogabaLa bhareluM che. yogabaLa yukta A vANI che. gAMdhIjIe A 'apUrva avasara'nuM pada sAMbhaLyuM - A pada AphrikA pahoMcyuM hatuM. ane gAMdhIjIe enuM aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara karyuM hatuM. ane pachI bhajanAvalImAM mUkyuM hatuM - ane emaNe kahyuM ke, "je vairAgya AmAM gAyo che te vairAgya to, be varSanA amArA rojanA prasaMgamAM, meM emanAmAM kSaNe kSaNe nItarato joyo che." AvI avasthA! A jJAnI to vairAgyabhAvanI nItaratI mUrti che. enI vANImAMthI AvuM sat nIkaLI rahyuM che. enA jIvanamAMthI Avo vairAgya ane AvuM sat nIkaLI rahyuM che. sAdhanA ane siddhadazA, je emaNe Atmasiddhi'mAM kIdhI che- e sAdhana dazA ane siddhadazA zuM e emaNe 'apUrva avasara'mAM vItarAganI vANImAM DhALI che. 'sAdhana siddha dazA ahIM, kahI sarva saMkSepa.' e vAta saMkSepamAM che. 189

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apUrva avasara to have vItarAganI vANImAM paryAyabhASI zabdamAM e dazA sAMbhaLavI che? to A 26 prakAranA zabda prayogathI 19 gAthAonI aMdara A svarUpa zuM che - te kRpALudeve ahIMyA mUkyuM che. vItarAga mArganI paripATI emaNe spaSTapaNe ane vizuddhatAthI mUkI che. ane A apUrva avasara'nI aMdara emaNe je zabdaprayoga karyA te 'AcArAMga' 'dazavaikAlika' 'ThANAMga' 'sUtrakRtAMga' ane 'uttarAdhyayana'nI gAthAo sAthe sAmIpyamAM che. eTaluM ja nahIM upaniSadanA maMtro - paNa emAM che. ramaNalAla joSIe lakhyuM che ke apUrva avasaranuM kAvya bhajanAvalImAM hatuM. eTale meM eno abhyAsa karyo. ramaNalAla joSI e mahAna adhyAtma sAhityakAra che. tyAra pachI enI eka eka lITI uparathI cAlatAM mane khyAla Avyo ke e lITImAM upaniSadanA eka eka maMtra vAkyo gujarAtI bhASAmAM ane jaina darzananI paribhASAmAM kaMDArAyelAM hoya ema lAge che. e rIte emaNe emanuM vizleSaNa karyuM. umAzaMkara jozI lakhe che ke, A kAvyanuM koI vizleSaNa, ke vivecana, ke vivaraNa karI zakavAnI amArI to koI guMjAIza nathI, tAkAta nathI. paMDita sukhalAlajI kahe cheahIMyA to emaNe guNazreNInI je vAta mUkI che te AkhI jaina prakriyAnA jJAna sAthe bhAvonuM tAdAbhyakaraNa che. ane e sukhalAlajI lakhe che ke jaina prakriyA hovAthI, bhAvanI sarva gamyatA AvavI zakya ja nathI. A bhAva- enI sarvagamyatA pakaDAtI nathI. jeNe darzana ane ciMtananA keTalA graMtho lakhyA, jeNe tattvArthasUtranA vivecano lakhyAM, je jaina darzananI aMdara adhikRta vivecaka, zvetAMbara graMtha hoya ke digambara graMtha hoya, emaNe Atmasiddhi' vAMcIne lakhyuM ke "bhaktibhAvathI mAruM mastaka jhUkI paDe che." ane "apUrva avasara' vAMcIne kahe che ke AnI aMdara to gamyatA AvavI paNa muzkela thaI paDe che. kAraNa ke ahIM emaNe to jainanI prakriyA ane bhAvanuM tAdAbhya baMnene otaprota ekarUpa mUkI dIdhAM che. kRpALudeva jema kahe che ke zuSkajJAnathI kaMI na thAya ane jaDakriyAthI kaMI na thAya. to umAsvAti bhagavAne tattvArthabhigama sUtramAM kahyuM 'jJAna kriyAbhyAM mokSa:' e jJAna ane tarUpabhAva e baMnenuM saMyojIkaraNa eTale 'apUrva avasara'nuM pada samajI levuM. ane jaina prakriyA zuM che? AtmA kriyA karato nathI, ema nahIM paNa 190 apUrva avasara AtmA kriyA kare che. zuddhikaraNanI kriyA AtmA ja kare che. e dekhAtI nathI. pariNAmathI parakhAya che. bhAvanA tAdAbhya sAthe, mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga jyAre joDAya tyAre samaye samaye temAM thatI arthasaMpannatA je che tenAthI samaye samaye ene anaMtA cAritra pariNAma pragaTatAM jAya che. samaye samaye anaMtI guNazreNI nirjarA jJAnIone hoya che. jJAnIo kSaNamAtramAM koTi karmano kSaya kare che. A prakriyAne bhAva tAdAbhya kRpALudeve ApyuM che. ahIM darzananI vizuddhi sAthe zuddha AtmAnuM lakSa che. eTale kRpALudeva kahe che, "amAruM citta AtmA sivAya kSaNa paNa anya bhAvane vize pratibaddhatA pAmatuM nathI.' ahIM to jJAna ane puruSArthanI dhArA vahevaDAvI dIdhI che. ane chatAM kahe che 'gajA vagara'. apekSA e kahe che. kALa - paMcamakALa che, kaliyuga che, huMDA avasarpiNI, dhITa kALa che. kALa Aje anukULa thAya evo nathI. deza kALa pratikULa che. ane vItarAgano mata loka pratikULa paDyo che. kRpALudeva patrAMka 708mAM kahe che, "vItarAgano mata loka pratikULa thaI paDyo che. ane dRSTirAganuM prabaLa sAmrAjya pravarte che." dRSTirAga. mahAbhayaMkara rAga che. rAganuM ati sUkSmamAM sUkSma svarUpa che. ke jyAM svarUpa upara rAga nathI paNa koI mata, paMtha, gura, koI vyakti, enuM mamatva enA AdhAra upara ja jyAM jIvanI AkhI dhAraNA hoya. tattvo game teTalA pAramArthika hoya paNa teno AdhAra ja khoTo. ane AdhAra khoTo hovAnA kAraNe pariNAma khoTuM. mArganI spaSTatA ene kadApi na thAya. dRSTirAganuM sAmrAjaya pravarte che. kALanI dRSTie kaLiyuga che. kSetranI dRSTie bharatakSetra che. jJAnIo e lakhyuM che ke, jyAM A kALe kevaLajJAna viccheda thayuM che. eTale kSetranI dRSTie paNa emane Aje anukULatA nathI. saMghayaNa amArAM hIna che. A kALanA jagatanA jIvonA saMghayaNa taNakhalA jevAM che. ane A jJAnIonuM vaja jevuM saMghayaNa hatuM. ApaNA saMghayaNa evA che ke hAlatAM koI spare-parts nIkaLI jAya to khabara na paDe. evAM to ApaNAM sAMdhA che. thuMkanA sAMdhe AkhuM zarIra coMTeluM che. bAkI vAtamAM mAla kaMI nathI. bilorI kAca jevA chIe. pavanano jhakoro Ave ne to paNa naMdavAya jaIe. AyuSyano to dasa paLano paNa bharoso nathI. puruSArtha hAthamAM le, karavAnuM che te karIne cAlyo 191

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apUrva avasara jA, jJAnI puruSanuM zaraNa le. nizcayanI aMdara ArUDha thA. Avo manuSyabhavano yoga maLyo che to AtmAmAM susthita thA. pachI bIjA bhavamAM khabara nahIM vicAra karavA jevI paNa pAtratA maLaze ke nahIM. AvI paripUrNatA mAnavadehanI maLI che. AvI paripUrNatAmAM paNa pUrNapadano vicAra na karyo to A dehane adhiSThita evA AtmAne anaMtavAra dhikkAra che. saMghayaNa hIna che, AyuSyanI alpatA che. mATe kahe che ke puruSArtha to che paNa cAre bAjunA AvA saMjogomAM ame AgaLa vadhI rahyA chIe. che manoratha paNa gajA vagarano che. eTale ke Dream. mananI kalpanA che. paNa zrImada rAjacaMdrajI e bIjo zabda mUkI dIdho. 'to paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo.' bhale koIkane manoratha lAge ke "mokSanI vAta A kALamAM karavI nahIM. kaLiyuga che khabara nathI? bharatakSetra che - A kaMI mahAvideha kSetra che? zuM AvA kaMI saMghayaNa che?" AvAM badhAM vacano bolIne jIvanA puruSArthane pAmara kare evA paMDitonI bharamAra vacce A puruSe zabda kIdho ke A manoratha nathI. nizcaya che. A to jagatanA jIvone lAge ke manoratha che. jagatanA jIvone lAge ke A manoratha to zekhacallInA vicAra che. ahIM kAMI AtmA pamAya? mokSa javAya? paNa kRpALudeve ahIM khUbI pUrvaka zabda mUkyo che, 'nizcaya'. 'to paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo. potAno nizcaya che. A kAvya eka ja evuM che emanuM jemAM emaNe 'rAjacaMdra' zabda mUkyo che. je paripUrNa dehanI aMdara emaNe pUrNa padanI prAptinuM lakSa karyuM eTaluM ja nahIM paNa e pada lIdhuM. It is a question of time. The Goal is achieved eTale kahe che ke 'nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo.' rAjacaMdra. ahIMyA potAnuM svarUpa paNa batAve che ane kahe che ke Avo rAjamArganI aMdara cAlanAro je mumukSu che enA manano jo nizcaya hoya to thAya. badhuM ja pratikULa hoya paNa eka vAta jagatamAM vidyamAna hoya to paNa nizcayane sAkAra karI zakAya. ane te vAta eTale prabhu AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo.' bhale kALa baLa pratikULa che. kSetra pratikULa che. bhale amAruM AyuSya alpa hoya ane bhale amAruM saMghayaNa hIna che paNa Azaro kono lIdho che? prabhunI AjJA. prabhunI AjJAe ame te ja svarUpa thAvAnAM. kyuM svarUpa? je prabhunuM svarUpa che te. je sarvajJa enA jJAnamAM dIThuM che te ja. 'te ja' zabda mUkyo che. te 192 apUrva avasara ja' svarUpa bIjuM nahIM. A eka eka zabdanI keTalI kiMmata che? tenuM sAmarthya keTaluM che te to teno artha laIe tyAre ja khabara paDe. 'prabhaAjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo.' jenA jIvanamAM "prabhu AjJA" che, je jIva AjJAmAM che ane ciMtA karavAnI koI jarUra nathI. je svacchaMdamAM che eNe koI di taravAnI kAmanA rAkhavI nahIM. mukta thavAnI icchA rAkhavI nahIM. svacchaMdamAM rahelo jIva kyAreya saMsAra sAgarane pAra karI zakaze nahIM. paNa prabhu AjJAmAM rahelo jIva, Aja nahIM to kAle paNa avazyameva te ja sthitine prApta kare. evI sthitinI aMdara kRpALudeve chellI gAthAmAM lakhyuM 'to paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo'. 'to paNa' zabda che. Inspite of that prakAra che. AvAna che. AtmazraddhAno raNako che. 'to paNa zabdano artha ke A badhI vastu tamane manoratharUpa lAge gajA vagaranI vAta lAge, A ApaNuM kAma nathI, ema lAge chatAM kahe che, "prabhuAjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo.' evuM nizcaya baLa varte che. jIvane kyAreya nizcaya Avyo nathI. svarUpanI prAptinI nizcaya thayo nathI. nizcaya thaye svarUpa dUra nathI. eka tasu paNa asamIpa nathI. 'sat' sat che. saraLa che. sugama che. ane sarvatra tenI prApti hoya che. paNa A jIvanuM durbhAgya e ja che ke eNe kyAreya jJAnI puruSanI AjJAe potAnA svarUpanI prAptino nizcaya kyuM nathI. A ja sudhI jagatanA abhiprAyathI kuchaMde ja cAlyo che. svacchaMda ane kuchaMda banne sAthe ja rahe che. ane jJAnI puruSanI saraLatA ane vItarAganuM AjJAdhInapaNuM eNe svIkAryuM nathI. ane eTalA ja mATe jaina darzananI aMdara badhI ja sAdhanA thatI hoya ane e sAdhanA paripUrNatA upara hoya tyAre eka ja bhAva kIdho che. 'arihaMte zaraNaM pavajhAmi. siddha zaraNe pavajAmi. sAhu zaraNe pavajhAmi. kevalI pannato dhammo zaraNaM pavajhAmi.' game te prakAranI potAnI sthiti hoya to paNa e arihaMtanuM zaraNuM, e siddhanuM zaraNuM, e sAdhunuM zaraNuM, e dharmanuM zaraNuM ke je dharma kevaLIe gAyo che, je dharma sarvajJae guMcyo che, e dharmanuM zaraNuM levuM. kAraNa ke jIvane A saMsAramAM bhavaraNane pAra karavA mATe jo koI AdhAra hoya to te vItarAganA mArgano che. ane te vItarAga puruSa mATe eka zabda prayoga kRpALudeve karyo che. 'AptapuruSa'. Apta 193

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apUrva avasara puruSa eTale vizvAsa karavA yogya. AnI bahu khAmI che. duniyAmAM mANasa ghaNA che paNa ApaNe jenA upara bharoso rAkhI zakIe evA mANasa keTalA? jenA upara ApaNe We can bank upon, we can depend upon. evuM Azraya sthAna duniyAmAM kharuM? keTalIye vAta evI che ke gharanAne paNa kahI zakAtI nathI. ane jIgarajAna dostane paNa kahI zakAtI nathI. temaja samudAyamAM paNa kahI zakAtI nathI. A jIvane kyAMya Azaro kharo? evo koI Ama puruSa, Apta jIva kharo? ke jenI pAsethI mArgadarzana maLe ane e ApaNane choDAve? A guru ane A paramAtmA e Apta che. je gura che te paramAtmA samAna ja che. evA guru sivAya A jIvane koI bIjo Azaro nathI. 'tuja vinA nahIM koI Azaro. sAMbhaLe koNa kathana mAruM kharuM?" prabhu! tArA vinA mArI vAta koNa sAMbhaLaze? jagatanA jIvo sAgarapeTA nathI. ene jo vAta karI haze to pacIsa jagAe pahoMcI jAze. koI vAtane aMtaramAM samAvI nahIM zake. eka vAMdaro hato. teNe sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke siMha to jaMgalano rAjA kahevAya. mahA samartha. zaktizALI. A vAMdarAe siMhane jaMgalamAM sUtelo joyo. A to vAMdarAnI jAta. ene aDapaluM sUchyuM. eTale eNe pelA siMhane tamAco mArI dIdho. siMha to ghurakavA maMDI paDyo. garjanA karI. te sAMbhaLI vAMdaro tharathara dhrujavA lAgyo ane bhAgyo. siMhe chalAMga mArI. vAMdaro vicAre ke have zuM karavuM? kyAM javuM? eka chApuM hatuM te ughADIne besI gayo. siMha tyAM pahoMcyo ane tarApa mArI. ke chApuM paDI gayuM. siMha ene pUche che teM vAMdarAne jato joyo che? vAMdaro kahe che, "kyo? jeNe tamane tamAco mAryo che ja ne?" siMha pUche, "khabara paDI gaI badhAne?' to kahe, 'hA, chApAmAM AvyuM che." siMha zaramiMdo thaIne cAlyo gayo. A to vAMdarAe bhAre karI. tamAco mAryo enuM duHkha to bhUlAI jAya. paNa A jagata AkhAne khabara paDI gaI e bhAre thaI! enuM du:kha na bhUlAya. ema A jIva koIkane potAnuM duHkha kahevA jAya. ane sAmI vyakti bIjA so jaNAne kahI de. A jagatanA jIvo vAMdarA jevA che. emAM Ama puruSanuM zaraNuM zodhavuM. A khUba muzkela che. jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke, "Ava! jJAnIne zaraNe Ava.' jIva jyAre jJAnIne zaraNe Ave tyAre ene koI paNa prakArano saMzaya raheto nathI. 194 apUrva avasara koI paNa prakArano bheda raheto nathI. kAraNa ke e abhaya che. namo jiNANa, jia bhayANa. A to abhayane pAmyo che. abhayano dAtA che. ane jagatanA jIvone abhaya Ape che. evA Apta puruSa, Apta puruSa ane prApta puruSa. zaraNuM levuM to prApta ane Ata paruSanuM levuM tIrthaMkarane AgamakAroe Apta puruSa kIdhAM che. paramakRpALudeva paNa jJAnI puruSane Apta puruSa kahe che. ApaNe paNa 'nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhu AjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo." A sAMbhaLIne, prabhu AjJAne zirodhArya karIne, paramapada prAptino puruSArtha karIe. vItarAgano mArga maLyo che, jinezvarano mArga maLyo che, jainakuLa che. Aryadeza che. evA anukULa saMyogo prApta thayA che. jagatanI badhI ja pratikULatA jovA jatAM AnA jevA anukULa saMyogo kayAMya nathI. duniyA AkhImAM kyAMya koIne potAnA svarUpanI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. jagatanA jIvo mUMjhAya che. samRddhinA rogathI pIDAya che. ajaMpo che. te samaye Avo mArga haLavA thavAno, Avo mArga pavitra thavAno, Avo mArga karmathI nivRtta thavAno maLavo duSkara che. 'na bhUto na bhaviSyati." vItarAga samo deva, rAjacaMdra samI guru na bhUto na bhaviSyati. vItarAga mahAvIra jevo deva nahIM maLe. zrImad rAjacaMdra jevo nigraMtha guru nahIM maLe. jeNe kevaLajJAna lIdhuM ke leze evo puruSa eNe kahyuM ke A ame gajA vagaranI vAta karI che. meM paNa A vAta gajA vagara kIdhI che. 'Atmasiddhi'nA svAdhyAyamAM ATalo bojo nahoto lAgyo. paNa A "apUrva avasara'nI gAthAe gAthAe sakhata bojo lAgyo che. A vAtane-prabhunI vAtane huM kema kahI zakIza? A zabdo! A padanI AkhI racanA! A gajA vagara vAta kIdhI che. jinezvaranI AjJAthI viruddha, kahevAtA svAdhyAyanI aMdara, mohavaza, pramAdevaza, ajJAnavaza, kaMIka kSati thaI hoya, kaMIka UNapa AvI hoya to e bhUlI jajo. ane A padanI aMdara, zrImadbhA vacananI aMdara, zabda zabda je AtmAnuM sAmarthya che, e sAmarthyanA AdhAre, e jayotanA AdhAre, e cinagArInA AdhAre, ApaNe ApaNA sAmarthyane pragaTAvIe. e paramapuruSane oLakhIe. 195

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apUrva avasara ane zrImannA bodhabaLane jIvanamAM vadhArIe. jeTaluM bodhabaLa jIvanamAM vadhaze eTalo mAro ne tamAro mArga TUMko che. nizcaya to ApaNe paNa e ja paramapadano karavo che. je zrImadbharyo che. je nizcaya rAjacaMdranA manane che te ja nizcaya ApaNane rahe ema prabhune vaMdana karatA kahIe, "he bhagavAna! tamAruM gajuM nahotuM to amAruM e gajuM nathI. paNa nizcayamAM to ame ne tame eka chIe. tamAro nizcaya prabaLa haze. amAro paNa prabaLa che. tamane prabhu AjJAnuM zaraNuM che. amane paNa prabhu AjJAnuM ja zaraNuM che. bhavobhava, janmojanama, amane A vItarAga paramAtmAnuM ane tenA mArganuM zaraNa ho jo." ane je padanuM saMto sadA rAtri divasa dhyAna kare che e ja padano nizcaya ApaNA jIvanamAM sthApita karavA ApaNe aMtya maMgalanI prArthanA karIe. sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dina-rAtra rahe tadadhyAna mahIM. parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te vara te jaya te. sapUrUSonuM yogabaLa jagata kalyANa haze. pagakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajInuM yogabaLa 4 mumukSu jagatanuM kalyANa karo 196