Anand Lahari

Author(s): Pandurang V Athawale
Publisher: Sadvichar Darshan Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/020037/1

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phra 5 pa. pU. zAstrIjI pAMDuraMga vaijanAtha AThavalemA pravacanA. puSpa 8 ** AnaMdalaharI

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muka zrI naM da lA la che pA la jI bhUtA, pradhA mudraNAlaya, tatvajJAna vidyApITha, gheDabaMdara roDa, thANu(se. re). prakAzakaH sadavicAra darzana TrasTa vatI zrI naMdalA la ge pAlajI bhUtA, "rAmakRpA" 25, pArekha sTrITa, muMbaI na. 4. * (sarva hakaka sadavicAra dazana TrasTane svAdhIna che.) pahelI AvRtti, prata 3000 ajAjakajaja kiMmata rU. 2-50] juna, 1967 For Private and Personal Use Only

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hRdgata A pustakamAM zrImad Adya zaMkarAcArya viracita mAnI taitra upa parama pUjya zAstrIjI pAMDuraMga vaijanAtha AThavalee ApelA vaira pravacana saMgraha che. A pravacane tattvajJAna mAsikamAM chapAyelA che te Aje pustakAkAre bahAra pADavAmAM Ave che. A AThamuM puSpa che. | mAI tetramAM Adimazaktine zrImadda Adha zaMkarAcArya mA kahIne hAMka mAre che. tetra eTale Adimazaktine karelA kAlAvAlA. kAlAvAlA te ghaNA kare paNa AcArya jevI eka mahAna zakti kare temAM viziSTaya che. paripUrNa jJAna, tejomaya bhakti ane mahAna karma jenA jIvanamAM che tevI vyakti A tetra gAya che te vizeSa che. saguNA pAsanA bahu moTI zakti che. Ajane kALa e che ke bhaNelA ke mUrtipUjAthI AghA thatA jAya che kAraNa temane mUrtipUjA samajAtI nathI. vedAMtane ane darzanazAstrane beTe ADaMbara karavAvALA paNa mUrtipUjAthI AghA thatA jAya che. vAstavika mUrtipUjA bahu ucca che. mUrtimAM eka zakti che ane te jIvane jIvananI Taca sudhI laI jAya che. bhAvapUrNa ane tejasvI aMta:karaNavALAnA hAthamAM mUti Avaze te tenuM jIvana ucca thaze, nahi te mUrtipUjA mAthuM bhAMgaze. ghaNA lekenuM mAthuM mUrtipUjAe bhAMgyuM che. temane jiMdagI sudhI mUrti pUjA karIne paNa kaMI maLatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa pite je kaMI kare che te ja ane teTaluM ja ghaNuM che ema samajIne mUrtine navaDAvatA, khavaDAvatA ane suvaDAvatA, A jagatanI aMdara teo paNa sUI jAya che. bhAvavAhI ane tejasvI jIvana jIvavAvALA lokonA hAthamAM mUrti For Private and Personal Use Only

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hRgata -----............. -----------------------. 3: ------- --------------------- pUjA Ave te mUrtipUjAne raMga caDe. zrImad Adya zaMkarAcArya jevA mahApuruSe kharA mUrtipUjake che. temane Adimazakti pAse kamAlanI premamayatA ane kSamAzIlatA jovA maLI tethI temaNe tene "mA" kahIne haka mArI. AdimazaktinI pAse jaIne temaNe premamayatA anubhavI che, ane te jagadaMbAnuM stavana kare che. zrImad Adya zaMkarAcAryanA stavanamAM bhAvano haka che tenuM darzana paramapUjya zAstrIjI ja karAvI zake. AvI tejasvI bhakti samajavAne mATe prabhu zakti Ape e ja prArthanA. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Ananda laharI 50 bhavAni stotuM tvAM prabhavati catubhirna vadanaiH prajAnAmIzAna stripuramathanaH paJcabhirapi / na pabhiH senaaniirdshshtmukhairpyhipti| stadA yeSAM keSAM kathaya kathamasminnavasaraH // 1 // ghRtakSIradrAkSAmadhumadhurimA kerapi padaiviziSyAnAkhyeyobhavati ramanAmAtraviSayaH / tathA te saundarya paramazivadRDamAtraviSayaH kathaGkAraM brUmaH sakalanigamAgocaraguNe // 2 // mukhe te tAmbulaM nayanayugale kajjalakalA lalATe kAzmIraM vilasati gale mauktikalatA / sphuratkAJcI zATI pRthukaTitaTe hATakamayI bhajAmitvAM gaurI nagapatikizorImaviratam // 3 // virAjanmandAradrumakusumahArastanataTI nadadvINAnAdazravaNavilasatkuNDalaguNA / natAGgI mAtaGgIruciragatibhaGgI bhagavatI satI zambhArambhoruhacaTulacakSurvijayate // 4 // navInArkabhrAjanmaNikanakabhUSAparikaraivRtAGgI sAraGgIruciranayanAGgIkRtazivA / taDitpItA pItAmbaralalitamajIrasubhagA mamAparNA pUrNA niravadhisukhairastu sumukhI // 5 // For Private and Personal Use Only

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himAdreH saMbhUtA sulalita karaiH pallavayutA supuSpA muktAbhibhraMmarakalitA cAlakabharaiH / / kRtasthANusthAnA kucaphalanatA sUktisarasA rujAM hantrI gantrI vilasati cidAnandalatikA // 6 // saparNAmAkIrNo katipayaguNaiH sAdaramiha zrayantyanye vallIM mama tu matirevaM vilasati / aparNaikA sevyA jagati sakalairyatparivRtaH purANo'pi sthANuH phalati kila kaivalyapadavIm // 7 // vidhAtrI dharmANAM tvamasi sakalAmnAyajananI tvamarthAnAM mUlaM dhanadanamanIyAGadhikamale / tvamAdiH kAmAnAM janani kRtakandarpavijaye satA mukteIjaM tvamasi paramabrahmamahiSI // 8 // prabhUnA bhaktiste yadapi na mamAlolamanasastvayA tu zrImatyA sadayamavalokyo'hamadhunA / payoda : pAnIyaM dizati madhuraM cAtakamukhe bhRzaM zake kairvA vidhibhiranunItA mama matiH // 9 // kRpApAgAlokaM vitara tarasA sAdhucarite na te yuktIpekSA mayi zaraNadIkSAmupagate / na cediSTaM dadyAdanupadamaho kalpalatikA vizeSaH sAmAnyaiH kathamitaravallIparikaraiH // 10 // mahAntaM vizvAsaM tava caraNapaGkeruhayuge nidhAyAnyannaivAzritamiha mayA daivatamume / tathApi tvacceto yadi mayi na jAyeta sadayaM nirAlambo lambodarajanani ke yAmi zaraNam // 11 // For Private and Personal Use Only

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phyg-nnkyng- / bninkyng / bhng-gookyng-dMIn1 d- apaH sa lagna sapadi lamate hemapadavIM yathArathyApAthaH zuci bhavati gaGgAdhamilitam / tathA tattatpApairatimalinamantarmama yadi tvayi premNAsaktaM kathamiva na jAyeta vimalam // 12 // tvadanyasmAdicchAviSyaphalalAme na niyamasmAnAmicchAdhikamapi samarthA vitaraNe / iti prAhuH prAzvaH kamalabhavanAdyAstvayi mn| stvadAsaktaM naktaM divamucitamIzAni ru tat // 13 // sphuranAnAratnasphaTikamayabhittipratiphalatvadAkaraM caJcacchazadharakalAsaudhazikharam / mukunda brahmendraprabhRtiparivAra vijayate tavAgAraM ramyaM tribhuvanamahArAjagRhiNI // 14 // nivAsaH kailAse vidhizatamakhAdyAH stutikarAH kuTun trailokyaM kRtakarapuTaH siddhinikaraH / mahezaH prANezastadavanidharAdhIzatanaye na te saubhAgyasya kacidapi manAgasti tulanA // 15 // vRSo baddho yAnaM viSamazanamAzA nivasanaM zmazAnaM krIDAbhUrbhujaganivaho bhUSaNavidhiH / samagrA sAmagrI jagati viditaivaM smararipo ryadetasyaizvaryaM tava janani saubhAgyamahimA // 16 // azeSabrahmANDapralayavidhinaisargikamatiH zmazAneSvAsInaH kRtamasitalepaH pazupatiH / dadhau kaNThe hAlAhalamakhilabhUgolakRpayA bhavatyAH saMgatyAH phalamiti ca kalyANi kalaye // 17 // s-.jkyng- / [Inuyud-ps / d-lityun _ICId / / s-bdg-sprITIninkyng-ngs-I-yng-dus- For Private and Personal Use Only

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2 svadIyaM saundarya niratizaya mAlokya parayA bhiyaivAsIdgaGgA jalamayatanuH zailatanaye / tadetasyAstasmAdvadanakamalaM vIkSya kRpayA pratiSThAmAtanvannijazirasivAsena girizaH // 18 // vizAlazrIkhaNDadravamRgamadAkIrNaghusRNaprasUnavyAmizraM bhagavati tavAmyaGgasalilam / samAdAya sraSTA calitapadapAMsUnnijakaraiH samAdhate sRSTiM vibudhapurapaM keruhadRzAm // 19 // Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vasante sAnande kusumitalatAbhiH parivRte sphurannAnApadme sarasi kalahaMsAlisubhage / sakhIbhiH khelantIM malaya pavanAndolitajale smaredyastvAM tasya jvarajanitapIDApasarati // 20 // iti zrImacchaGkarAcAryaviracitA: AnandalaharI sampUrNA / For Private and Personal Use Only

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zrI jaTAjUTa : zaraNam | AnaMdalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bhavAni stotuM tvAM prabhavati caturbhirna vadanaiH prajAnAmIzAnastripuramathanaH paJcabhirapi / na pahabhiH senAnIrdazazata mukharapyahipatistadAnyeSAM keSAM kathaya kathamasminnavasaraH // 1 // rASTrArtha :- he bhavAnI! prajApati brahmadeva peAtAnA cAra meDhAthI tArI stuti karavA samartha nathI, tripura vinAzaka mahAdevajI pAMca meADhAthI paNa tArUM stavana nathI karI zakatA, kArtikeya peAtAnA cha mADhA vaDe paNu tArU stavana karavA asamartha che, nAgarAja zeSa potAnA hajAra meDhAthI paNa tArU' guNagAna gAI zakatA nathI. AvA sama leAkeAnI A dazA, te pachI tuM ja batAva ke khIjA koIne tArI stuti karavAna avasara kayAMthI prApta thAya? (arthAt khIje kAI tArI stuti kevI rIte karI zakaze?) >xxc Aje AnaMdalaharI' zarU karIe chIe. ApaNe zrImad Adya zakarAcAryanu staMtrarUpI vADamaya vAMcyuM che. tevI ja rIte brahmasUtrazArIramASya paNa pAThazALAmAM vAMcyuM che. AcAya jevI mahAna vyakitae karelu A varguna che. temanuM nAma hatuM. za Mkara paNa te zaMkarAcAya thayA. ApaNe temane AcAryaM zaMkara nathI kahetA, paNa zakarAcArya kahIe chIe. te sAkSAt jJAna ane bhaktinA avatAra che. AThame varSe emaNe cAra veda taiyAra karyA. veda eTale kaI stotra nathI. gayA varSe kareluM stAtra paNa ApaNane A varSe meDha che ke nahi, te kAne khabara? bArame varSe emaNe sarva zAstrone abhyAsa karyo. are! te vakhatanAM patie temanI bALaka tarIke For Private and Personal Use Only

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tANAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 2 mazkarI karI. seALame varSe temaNe prasthAnatrayI upara bhASya lakhyuM: prasthAnatrayI eTale brahmasUtra zArIrabhASya, gItAbhASya ane upaniSade upara bhASya lakhyuM. zu emanI buddhinI pratibhA haze ! ane A mahAna maMnanazIla vyakita khatrIsame varSe cAlI gai. temanA vADamayane joDI nathI. temAM sarvocca anubhUti che. aham mahAminI anubhUti, jJAna paripUrNa ane jagata asat TharAvavAnI buddhi temanAmAM hatI. kevalAdvaitanA siddhAMta temaNe jIvanamAM ANyA hatA. For Private and Personal Use Only stAtra eTale krimAMkitanA kAlAvAlA. kAlAvAlA tAM ghaNA kare, paNa AcArya eka mahAna zakita hatI. te pUjanIya che. teo jJAnathI paripUrNa hatA. emanuM aMtaHkaraNa bhakitathI bharelu hatu... ane jIvanamAM satata karmacAga karyAM hatA. badhA danenuM temaNe khaMDana karyuM." che. eka mahAna vyakitae kahelI vAta che ke jene ` utkRSTa vakIla thavuM hoya teNe zrImad AdyazakarAcAryanuM brahmasUtra zArIrabhASya vAMcavu joie. emanI bhakita dnabaLI nahi, je bhakitamAM teja (spark) che, tejomaya bhagavAnane AkarSita karavAnI tAkAta che, tevI tejasvI bhakita temanA jIvanamAM dekhAya che. karmacAga eTalA mahAna che ke seALame varSe prasthAnatrayI upara bhASya lakhyuM ane batrIsamA varSa sudhI AsetuhimAcala sudhI bhagavadbhakita ane jJAnanA jhaMDA laIne pharyo. gaye varSe ApaNe annapUtteAtra-jemAM emaNe bhagavatI pAse bhIkha mAgI, te ApaNe vAMcatA hatA. zaMkarAcArye bhIkha mAgI te vizeSa che. kAraNa ke je pUNa che, je bhagavAnane ApavA AgyeA che te bhIkha mAge che. teo bhagavAna karatAM zreSTha lAge, kAraNa te bhagavAnane paNa ApavA AvyA. temaNe karelAM satkarmo temaNe bhagavAnane AvyAM. AvA mANusA statrA gAya te adbhUta hAya. temAM anubhUti hAya. 'mA' kahIne hAMka mAratAM jagadaMbane Avavu paDe teTalI temanI hAMkamAM zakita che. AnA lIdhe temanA lakhANane sauMdaryAM che. temanuM mahAbhASya vAMce te vANI prAsAdika lAge. jJAnezvarImAM prasAda che--jJAnezvara bhagavAnanA anubhavane prasAda che. te vADamaya buddhithI lakhelu nathI. buddhi temaNe bhagavAnane ApI dIdhI ane tyAra pachI lakheluM A lakhANa che. tethI AcAya nI vANImAM hRdaya che, saudarya che, prasAda che ane jJAnI bhakatanI anubhUti che.

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AnaMdalaharI paripUrNa jJAna, tejomaya bhakti ane mahAna kaga jenA jIvanamAM che tevI vyakita A staMtra gAya che. Adimazakitane temAM mA" kahIne hAMka mAre che. bhagavAnamAM te guNo che.pitRtvanA ane mAtRtvanA bane guNe che tethI ja zivajI ardhanArInaTezvara che. tenI pAse prakhara purUSanA guNe che tevI ja rIte ghaDIkamAM raDI paDe tevA strInA guNa paNa che. pitRtvanA guNemAM prakhara purUSanA guNe tevI ja rIte mAtRtvanA guNe- vAtsalya, premaLatA, kemaLatAne guNe che. Teca upara gayelA mANasamAM prakhara purUSanA ane komaLa strIne guNe paNa haya, saMte kahe che ke ame mINa karatAM mau (kaeNmaLa) ane vaja. karatAM kaThaNa chIe. A gAMDapaNa nathI. temanAmAM purUSanA prabhAvI guNa hoya che. tevI ja rIte kemalatA, mRdutA, prema ane vAtsalya ThasoThasa bharelA che. zivajInuM "ardhanArInaTezvara nuM rUpa eTalA mATe ja che. na strIpumAn ema vedo, upaniSado jenuM varNana kare che, te Adimazakitane zrImad Adya zaMkarAcArya "mA" kahIne hAMka mAre che. bhavAni, tenuM cAM...he bhavAni! brahmadevane cAra meDhA che paNa te cAra meDhAthI tAruM stavana karI zakatA nathI, bhagavAna zivajI pAMca miDhAthI tArI stuti karI zakatA nathI, kArtikasvAmI, je devonA senApati che, tene cha meDhA che paNa te tArI stuti karI zakatA nathI, zeSa, jeNe pRthvI dhAraNa karI che, te hajAra-sahastra maDhAvALe hovA chatAM te tArI , stuti karI zakatA nathI. A mahAna mANase tArI stuti karI zakatA nathI te zuM huM tArI stuti karI zakIza? amArI vANImAM tArI stuti karavAnI tAkAta che ke? nA, ame tArI stuti gAI zakIzuM nahi, tArI stuti gAvAnuM amane mana thAya che paNa ame tArI stuti gAI zakavAnA nathI. sAmAnya mANasa kevI rIte tAruM varNana karI zake? sAmAnya mANasane tArI stutinA bArAmAM jagA ja kayAM maLe? tArI stuti gAvI A mAruM kAma nathI. tArI stuti karavAne mATe prAMta nathI. mAro prAMta kevaLa For Private and Personal Use Only

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taravajJAna tane jovAnuM che. tane "mA" tarIke hAMka mAravI ane tene jevI A mAruM kAma che. te chatAMye huM thoDeka prayatna karIne tArI stuti gAuM chuM-A zaMkarAcAryane vinaya che. kAlidAsa raghuvaMza lakhatI vakhate A vinaya kare che? A raghuvaMza che, temAM bhagavAna avatAra le che. A vaMza keTale mahAna che ane mArI alpamati che. keI nAnakaDI nAvaDI laIne Akhe dariye pAra karavA IcchA kare te jeTaluM hAsyAspada che eTale A mAre raghuvaMza lakhavAno prayAsa hAsyAspada che. kAlidAsa te vidvAna che. te kadAca vinaya (formality) mATe AvuM lakhe paNa zaMkarAcAyAne zuM A vinaya che? zaMkarAcArya zuM vinaya (formality) kare che? vidvAnanI vaNImAM (formality) vinaya heya kAlidAsa kahe che ke jyAM sudhI vidvAnone saMtoSa na thAya tyAM sudhI mArA lakhANane "sAdhulakhANuM na samajIza.' mANasa chIcharo hoya tene potAnA mATe vizvAsa hoya, paNa mahAna mANasane vizvAsa na hoya. te zuM zaMkarAcArya vidvAna na hatA? te kevaLa vidvAna nahi paraMtu tavajJAnI paNa hatA. zaMkarAcArya TocanA karmacAgI, tejaravI bhakata ane mahAna tatvajJAnI hatA. te jyAre kahe che ke, huM tAruM varNana na karI zakuM emAM emane kahevAnuM che ke, ja tAruM varNana karI zakuM. uparanA leke brahmadeva, zivajI, kArtikasvAmI ane zeSanAga, tArUM varNana karI na zake, paNa huM tAruM varNana karI zakuM" brahmadeva eka meDhe tArA jJAnanuM varNana kare che. tArUM jJAna jabaradasta che. te emanI AtmAnubhUti che tethI tArA jJAnanuM varNana karI zake. aMgrejImAM traNa zabdo che: Thought (vicAra) Knowledge (jJAna) ane understanding (dha) A traNe zabdonA artha judA che, Ama chatAM saMskRta bhASA jevI zrImaMta bhASA bIjI nathI. hAsya ane smita ne pharaka saMskRta ja batAvI zake. baMdhAraNIya bhASA (onstitutlonal language) tarIkenI yogyatA saMskRta bhASAnI ja che. vicAra, jJAna ane bedhamAM pharaka che. vicAra kRtizIla bane tyAre "jJAna" kahevAya ane kRtimAM utarele vicAra anubhUtimAM Ave tyAre tene baMdha kahevAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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5 AnadalaharI brahmadeva eka mADhAthI tArA jJAnanuM varNana karaze, khIjA meDha tArA mananuM varNana karaze. tArU mana keTalu' vizALa che te joIne brahmadeva gAMya ghelA thayeA haze. tArA mananuM varNana karavAnI zakita brahmadevamAM che. brahmadeva eka zakita che. tenI pAsethI prabhA laIne jIva Ave che, te kahete haze ke tuM 'mA' che. badhA leAkeAnA ATalAM maheNAM tuM khAya che, chatAM badhu tArA peTamAM che. tuM 'mA' che. putro nAyata kvacidapi kumAtA namati-hAr karU thAya paNa mA tenu asat cite nahi. mAnI chAtI upara besavAvALA dIkarAnu paNa kalyANa icche, tethI bhagavAnane 'mA' tarIke hAMka mAre che. mA Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nAnapaNamAM vezyAnA ghare te mAne phrencamAM eka vArtA che. eka yuvAna chekarA hate. tenA hAthamAM saMpatti AvI ane te uchAMchaLA thayA. te paDI rahe. tene jagata tuccha lAge. mA tene samajAve paNa nahi. sapattine edha vezyAne ghare javA lAgyA. bApAe lehInu pANI karI, kALAM dhoLAM karI soMpatti bhegI karI rAkhI hatI paNa satkAryamAM dhana vAparyuM nahi. pachI te 'Law of Justice' (nyAyanA kAyado) bhaya kara che ja. saMpatti avaLe mAge vaparAvA lAgI. eka divasa vezyAne thayuM ke jyAM sudhI tenI mA che tyAM sudhI dIkarA upara tenA aMkuza (control) che. tethI tene caDAvavA kahyu ke tamArA mArA upara prema nathI, tamArI mA upara che. mArA upara prema hAya tA eka vastu laI Ave.' te kahe, 'tuM game te mAga, huM jarUra laI AvIza. tArI pAse duniyA tuccha che.' vezyAe kahyuM ke, 'mArA upara tamArA prema hoya teA tamArI mAnuM kALajuM lai Ave.' teNe kahyu', vAMdhA nahi. kAmAturALAM na maya na ru, kAmAtura thayeleA mANasa badhuM karavA tayAra thAya. teNe mA pAse jaIne mAnu kALajI mAgyuM. mAe te kADhI ApyuM. te mAnu kALajI thALImAM le che ane tenA upara rUmAla DhAMkI de che. mAnuM kALajuM laIne utAvaLathI te vezyAne tyAM javA lAgyA. rastAmAM Thesa lAgI ane te paDI gayA, mAnu kALajI paNa paDI gayuM. te mAnu kALajI eTalI UThyuM; dIkarA! tane vAgyu. te nathIne ! ' paNa For Private and Personal Use Only

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tatvajJAna A vArtA satya che ke nahi te mane khabara nathI, paraMtu temAM je tattva che te pUrNa satya che. AvI ja rIte bhagavAna! tane lAta mAravAvALA ame tArI kadara karatA nathI te chatAMye tuM keTale kANika che. janme tyArathI mArUM ja jovAvALe, sATha varSa pachI tAruM nAma laIza-AvuM kahevAvALA ame chIe, Ama chatAM tuM amAruM jIvana premathI calAve che. tAruM mana keTaluM vizALa che! tArA mananuM varNana na thAya. Ama brahmadeva varNana karatA haro. trIjA meDhethI brahmadeva tArI buddhine vaibhava samajAvaze. sRSTi jeNe UbhI karI, lIlotarI jeNe UbhI karI, zarIra juo-A badhI vAtane amArI buddhi vicAra paNa karI zakatI nathI. eka DIjhAIna (model) zarUAtamAM kADhI che te kAyamanI che. nAka nAkane ThekANe, AMkha AMkhanA ThekANe; temAM pharaka nahi. Ama varNana karaze. cathI me tArI IdrinuM varNana karaze. pratyeka iMdriyamAM lupatA che. IdrinuM rahasya e che ke te lupa banAve. IdrimAM lehupatA che. paraMtu bhagavAnanI Idriye alelupa che. tArI alelupa IdriyenuM varNana brahmadeva cethA meDhethI karaze. bhagavAnane kaMI jevAnuM nathI. te samajAvaze ke bhagavAnanI Idriye alelupa che. Atmabhegane mATe amArI Idri ane pagane mATe tArI Idriye. tane Akha nathI, paNa tuM AMkhavALo thaye tenuM kAraNa mane jovA mATe tane AMkha joIe. mane sAMbhaLavA mATe tene kAna che. A badhA varNana karavAnA viSaye che. jJAna, mana, buddhi ane IdriyenuM varNana brAdeve cAra meDhAthI karyuM. - tyAra pachI zivajI. tene pAMca moDhA che. zivajI tAruM hRdaya oLakhe. ziva eTale kalyANa kAM te jJAna, tene te hRdaya ApyuM che. tAruM hRdaya keTaluM mRdu che, madhura che te zivajI jANe che. tAruM hRdaya . jANavAnI tAkAta zivajImAM che. tethI te brahmadeve kahelA cAra guNonuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 7 www.kobatirth.org AnaMdalaharI varNana teA karaze ja paNa pAMcamA mADhAthI tArA hRdayanuM varNana karaze. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir A pAMca varNana sAcA paNa kAti kavAmIne cha mADhA che. te tA| chaThTho guNu vAtsalya' tenuM paNa varNana karI zake. te guNu zivajI ane brahmadevane khabara nathI. te senAnI (kArtikasvAmI ) jANI zake. khA. tArI pAse kamAlanu' vAtsalya che. duniyAmAM AvI mA jovA na maLe. jagatamAM bhagavAnane 'mA' nuM dRSTAMta ApIe paNa te cogya nathI. jagadaMbA jevI mA che, te jeTaluM vAtsalya karI zake teTaluM vAtsalya hADakAM cAmaDAMnI mA na karI zake. jagadaMbA jeTalA prema kare che teTalA prema lAkika mA na karI zake. zAstrakAre Ane mATe vAMdarInuM dRSTAMta Ape che. eka vAMdarI peAtAnA baccAne laine nadIne pele pAra jatI hatI. te accAne sabhALatI hatI, paraMtu nAkamAM pANI javA lAgatAM baccAne nIce nAkhI tenA upara UbhI rahI. lAkika mA' uparathI jagadaMbAnI kalpanA na Ave. Ama kArtikasvAmI vAtsalyanuM varNana karaze. : aditi eTale zeSa-te karmAMcAgI che. te potAnA `hajAra mADha tArU varNana karaze. kAraNa te tArA nAkara che. te krama karavAvALA ane kanu khAvAvALA che. te kaheze, bhagavAna nyAyI che, kSamAzIla che, patitapAvana che, kAraNa te ka karIne tArI pAse Ave che. game teTaluM thAya paNa te 4cArI che. te kaheze ke tu' kadara karavAvALI che; parIkSaka che. tuM mahAna che. karmacArI tArU khakha varNana karaze. paNa khA! huM kaI judo ja chuM. A badhAne tArA eka guNu khabara paDayA nahi je mane khakhara che. tArUM' kAruNya A guNu mane khabara che. A brahmadeva, zivajI, kArtikasvAmI vagere tArA sagA che, huM tArA sagA nathI. tevIja rIte karmAMcAgInI mAphaka nirIccha nathI. huM niSkAma paNa nathI ane kacaiAgI paNa nathI, chatAM tuM mArA upara kAruNyanA varSAva kare che. t For Private and Personal Use Only

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taravajJAna A badhA pharsTakalAsavALA tArA kAruNyanuM varNana na karI zake. temane kAruNya A viSaya khabara nathI. je niSkAma karmagI che, je bhagavAna upara upakAra kare che, temane tArUM kAraNya khabara nathI. huM te pUrNa IcchA rAkhavAvALo chuM. huM karma na karatAM IcchA rAkhavAvALo chuM, chatAM tuM mArA upara sneha, prema, AtmIyatA dekhADe che. A ajoDa AtmIyatAne lIdhe tuM mArA upara kAruNyane varSAva kare che. A kAruNyanuM varNana upara jaNAvelA leke na karI zake. tArA kAruNyane viSaya huM ja chuM, tethI tAruM pUruM varNana huM ja karI zakuM. zaMkarAcArya Aje sAmAnya jIva (ommon man) ne jhabhbho laIne beThA che ane zivanuM varNana kare che. karmayegIe tAruM varNana karaze ke, "tuM parIkSaka che, nyAyI che, kSamAzIla che. te karma kare che paNa niSkAma che. huM te kaMI karate nathI ane kAmanAothI bharele chuM chatAM tuM mArA upara najara rAkhe che. tethI tArA kAryane viSaya mane ja khabara che. mATe kahuM chuM ke huM tAruM varNana karIza, pachI ja tArUM varNana pUrUM thaze. zaMkarAcAryanuM A mane gata che. A sAdhakenI zreNIonuM varNana che. tapasvIo cAra maDhethI jJAna, mana, buddhi ane IdriyanuM varNana karaze. bIjA jJAnIe che te tAruM varNana pAMca moDhe karaze. gItAmAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke kaddA: sarva ute jJAna vAmaiva me matamajJAnI tAre AtmA hovAthI tArA hRzyanuM varNana karaze. temane tAre pAMcame guNa maLe. jJAnIbhakatane tAruM vAtsalya khabara paDe, tethI tenuM varNana kare. ane sAtvika bhakate tArUM hajAra moDhe varNana kare. puSpadaMta mahimmatetramAM kahe che ke asita girisama syAtkajjalaM sindhupAtre surataruvarazAkhA lekhanI patramurvI likhati yadi gRhitvA zAradA sarvakAlaM tadapi tava guNAnAmIza pAraM na yAti // - sAvika bhakta hajAra me tArI stuti gAya che. karmacArIo, karma karavAvALA kaDiyA che. te Dare nahi, kAraNa temaNe beMkamAM paisA bharyA che. meM te beMkamAM paisA bharyA nathI chatAM ceka phADI beThe chuM. - - - - For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI huM niSkAma nahi, nirIcha nathI. huM te pUrNa IcchAvALo chuM. meM kazA karmo karyA ja nathI. tethI mArI sthiti (stage) kaMI judI ja che. huM tattvavettA, jJAnI, jJAnIbhakata, bhakata kaMIja nathI. A badhI sAdhakanI judI judI zreNuM che, - huM AtmIya bhakata chuM. tethI mane zaMkA thAya che ke huM tAre AtmIya kema thaye? guNanuM ThekANuM nathI kAma na karatAM hakkathI khAvA mAMguM chuMAma chatAM tuM kAruNyane varSAva kare che. A badhA karatAM mArI jAti judI ja che. tapasvIo, jJAnI bhakate, bhakata ane sAtvika bhakate A cAturvaNyamAM huM besatuM nathI. huM Achata aspRzya chuM. huM AtmIyata chuM. huM tAre AtmIya kema thaye? tene javAba nathI. mArI pAse guNa, kalA, satkarmo che ja nahi. huM kazuM karate ja nathI. A jagatamAM mArAthI kaMI karma zakaya ja nathI. AmAM laghugraMthI nirmANa thAya che. AmAMthI nyUnagaMDa (Inferiority Complex) taiyAra thAya. dibrAMta thayele mANasa hoya, tene lAge mArI pAse jJAna nathI, huM tatvavettA nathI, karma mArA hAthathI thatuM nathI mArI pAse kazuM nathI te chatAMya mArI upara kAruNya zAmATe? tene javAba nathI, A mA-dIkarAne prema che. nAnA baccA upara mA prema kare che. teNe yunivarsiTI ja joI nathI te DIgrI kayAMthI hoya, ane jJAna paNa kayAMthI hoya? baccuM kaMI kAma karatuM nathI. pANI bharatuM nathI. te kazuM karatuM nathI. chatAM mA tenA upara prema kare che. kAruNya viSaya AvyuM ke hAMka mAravAnuM mana thAya. mA guNe, karmavega jotI nathI. ane baccAne bhUkha lAge ke te mAne lAta mAre che. paNa te lAta mAne madhura lAge che. te beAbarU defamation) ne kesa nathI karatI. mAne lAta mArIne kahe ke mA! khAvA Apa. ane mA khAvA Ape che. tethI ja te jagadIzane "mA" tarIke hAMka mArIne zaMkarAcArya varNana kare che. tene nathI puNya nathI karmavega, nathI jJAna, paNa mAge che mAtra hakkathI. tethI zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke mane kAruNyanI anubhUti che. tuM mArI bA thaI zake -- -- - -- For Private and Personal Use Only

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tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 10 che. AvI rItanu AmAM rahasya che. AmAM mijAja paNa che ke te vana phakata huM ja karI zakuM chuM" tapasvIone kAruNyanI jarUra nathI. jJAnI pU che. temane paNa kAruNyanI jarUra nathI. je leke na puchyuM na jApana sainya na gulam na maMtro na tIrtha na vedA na yajJAH / ahaM bhojanaM naiva bhojyaM na bhoktA, vidhavAnaMdvaH zivam zivam / AvuM melavA lAge temane kAruNyanI jarura nahi. AvI rIte jJAnI bhaktane kAruNyanI jarUra nathI kAraNu bhagavAna tenI joDe cAle che. kacogIe te rokaDIyA che. karmAMcArIonuM varNana kai mATu nathI. paNa temane kAruNyanI jarUra nathI. (Law of Justice) karmInA nyAya mujaba te khAtA rahyA che. tethI temane kAruNyanI jarUra nahi. meM kaMi karyu" nathI te mAre bhAgavavAnuM che ane karyu che te mAre bhAgavavAnuM nathI huM evA cakrama mANasa chuM', pittejItu vA manate mAm ananyamAt AvA huM chu. mArI jAtI, mArA va judo che. tethI mArUM' varNana juduM che. A prastAvanAmAM zaMkarAcAya vinaya dekhADe che ane sAmarthyanuM paNa varNana kare che. Atmika saMbaMdhamAM prema kare ane 'khA'ja te prema karI zake. bApA guNa joine prema kare, jene zatru nathI tene bA vadhAre mAne. e chekarA hAya-temAM eka chekara tribhuvana gajAvatA hAya, te joine khAne AnaMda thAya. tenA upara khAne prema Dhaca, pazu je chekarAne koI pUchatu nathI tenA upara khA vadhAre prema kare. kAraNa khAne lAge ke tene keNu prema Apaze? AvIrIte bhUlezvaramAM dasa x dasanI oraDImAM rahenAra maphatalAlanI gati zuM? tittva gatistva meLA mavAni-kAraNa te kAruNyanA viSaya che. pharsTaklAsanA leAkeAe karelA varNanamAM je Ubhupa che te huM pUrI karU chu. Ama zaMkarAcAya ne kahevAnuM che. AmAM vinaya paNa che ane mijAja paNa che, A For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI AtmIya bhASA che. tetrane, kAlAvAlAne A pAye (foundation) che. mArI pAse guNa, karmavega kAMte jJAna hoya te prabhu tame khecAI ja javAnA. mArI pAse kaMI nathI chatAM huM kAruNyane viSaya chuM zakarAcArye A nATaka karyuM che. sAmAnya mANasane jhabho temaNe paheryo che. bhagavAne jagata nATaka tarIke nirmANa karyuM te bhakata tevuM kare te kaMI khoTuM nathI. A plekamAM vinaya che tema adhikAra paNa che. "rahelI UNapa huM pUrI karUM chuM." A mijAja che. A blekamAM ""mA" tarIke hAMka zA mATe mAruM chuM tenI prastAvanA che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI GORY zloka 2 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir hai-- ghRtakSIradrAkSamadhumadhurimA kairapi viziSyAnAkhyeyeo bhavati rasanAmAtraviSayaH / tathA te saundarya paramazivadRnmAtraviSaya : kathaGkAraM bUmaH sakalanigamAgocaraguNe // 2 // rASTrArtha:- ghI, dUdha, drAkSa ane madhanI madhuratA kAi paNa zabdothI vizeSarUpe batAvI zakAtI nathI, emanI madhuratA kevaLa rasanA ja (jIbha) jANe che. AvI ja rIte tArU sau kevaLa zivadRSTine ja viSaya che. he devI! tArA guNAnu varNana tA akhila veda paNa nathI karI zakatA te pachI tArA guNAnu varNana huM kevI rIte karUM? >xox ghRta eTale ghI, kSar eTale dUdha,drAkSa-drAkSa ane madhu-madha-enI je madhurimA che, gaLapaNu che tenuM vana kAI paNa zabdathI na thaI zake. pratyekamAM vizeSa prakAranI madhurimA che. ApaNe game teTalA meTA zabdazAstrI hAizuM te paNa tenu zabdathI varNana karI zakazuM nahi, kAraNa ke te vANIneA viSaya nathI, paraMtu jIbhanA ja viSaya che. drAkSa ane madhanI madhurimAmAM zuM pharaka che te tame game teTalA bhASAzAstrI haze te chatAM batAvI zakazeA nahi, kAraNa te vANIne viSaya nathI paNa anubhUtinA viSaya che. bannenA madhurimAnA kaiMka temane cAkhIne ja khabara paDe. AvI rIte, 'bhagavatI! tArA saudaryanuM varNana zabdathI zakaya ja nathI. zivajI ja tArA sauMdaryanuM varNana karI zake. kAM tA jenI zivadRSTi che te phakta tArUM sau jANI zake. tArA * sau'danuM varNana karavAnI zakita amArAmAM nathI.' For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI veda eTale jJAna kAM te vicAra. badhA vede paNa tArA guNo na samajI zake. veda eTale vi6 jJAne-jJAna athavA vicAra. te tArA guNe sa-jI paNa zakatA nathI te varNana kayAMthI karI zake? A saMpUrNa vedana paNa tArA guNa ajJAta che kAraNa tArA guNe buddhithI samajI zakAtA nathI. keTalIka vAte ja AvI rItanI che ke te buddhithI samajAya nahi. dA. ta. "mA pite bhUkhI rahe ane chokarAne jamADe? e buddhigamya nathI. pratyeka viSaya buddhigamya che ema samajanArA buddhivAdI leke maMdabuddhivALA che. buddhi badhuM ja samajI zake che e samajaNa beTI che. pratyeka viSayamAM tarka (logic) ne pratiSThA nathI. mA bhUkhI rahIne chokarAne zA mATe jamADe che? AmAM tarka cAle nahi. buddhi sarvasva samajI zake te samajaNa beTI che. bA cA pItI heya ane nizALamAMthI baccuM Ave. bAne khabara paDatAM ja adhI cA cheDIne te baccAne Avate jovA mATe deDe. ApaNA je kahe ke be miniTa pachI bacce gharamAM ja Avaze te cA cheDIne deDavAnuM kAraNa nahi. paNa A viSayamAM viveka ane vicArane jagA ja nathI. AvA te ghaNA viSaye che jemAM buddhi calAvavAnI hatI nathI. gharaDA bApAnI sAravAra thAya. koI pUche tenI jarUra zuM? have bApA te gharaDA thayA, sArA thavAnA nathI, nakAme kharca zA mATe karavA chatAM paNa dIkaro premathI bApAnI suzraSA karatuM hoya. AmAM tarka (logic) zuM? takavAdI kahe paNa kharA ke gharaDAnI sAravAra karavI te bagADa che; ene nirAMte maravA da-(let him die peacefully) paNa tevI rItanuM thatuM nathI. gharaDA mA-bApanI jarUra nathI te chatAMya emanI sevA karIe te buddhigamya nathI. Ane artha ja e che ke keTalAka viSaye ja evA che ke tenAM buddhi, jJAna ane vicAra pahecatA nathI. jyAM buddhi, jJAna, vicAra pahoMce che tyAM sudhI vee tArA guNenuM varNana karyuM haze paNa AvA ghaNA guNe che ke te vedone paNa agocara che. te pachI ame kyAMthI tArA guNe kahI zakIe? For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 14 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna ' mAje ApaNe samajIe chIe ke dhA viSayeA buddhinA che tethI kahIe ke 'bhagavAna che te siddha kare.' buddhine jIvanamAM jarUra sthAna che, paraMtu ene paNa lakSmaNareSA che. buddhi ne lakSmaNareSA eLage to rAvaNunA hAthamAM paDe. sAkSA vipattiAzrva rAkSanA va vevas Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vedAe prabhunA guNagAna gAyA che paNa ghaNA guNA jJAnane ageAcara che. tenu kAraNa che. vedo jo bhagavAne pote gAyA hAya to bhagavana pote peAtAnA badhA guNNA na ja gAya; tethI vedo pUrNata bhagavAnanu guNagAna na kare. aNasamajune samajAvavA mATe theDuM ghaNuM varNana kare paNa te ceAthA bhAganuM ja hAya. sajjana mANasa peAtAnuM kAma gAze teA rUpiyAnuM kAma karyuM ze te cAra AnAnu dekhADaze ane khIjAnuM kAma gAvu haze te cAra AnAnuM kAma hoya te rUpiyAnuM karI dekhADaze. sajjana mANasane e svabhAva che ke vartuLa paramANu parvatizrRtyamAna: bIjAne guNu paramANu jeTaleA hAya tA parvata jeTaleA kahe. AvI rIte bhagavAna potAnuM vana saMpUrNa na kare te naisargika che. Ama vedone khAra AnAnu guNuvana ageAcara che. tethI RSione vaide bhagavAna pAsethI maLyA heAya te temAM bhagavAnanuM pUrUM varNana nathI. bhegI varNana kare te te svAthI hAvAthI sAcuM hetu nathI. svAthI mANusane zeTha pAsethI paisA kaDhAvavAnA hoya tethI jJAna yathA auAti dhanavanta baMne--paNu te varNana khareAbara na heAya, kAraNa tene paisA kaDhAvavAnA DrAya. AvI ja rIte koI vyAkhyAnamALA geAThave ane temAM vyAkhyAna eThavavAnuM hoya te khakha varNana kare. te kaheH 'tamArI vANI sAMbhaLavA leke Atura che.' A badhuM khATuM che. e varNana kare che kAraNu eka vakhata ene vyAkhyAnakArane upADI javA che, AvI ja rIte bhAgI leke bhagavAnanuM varNana kare te varNana ja nathI. te kaheze ke, 'bhagavAna! tame dAnI che, patitapAvana che' paNa te khajuM khATuM varNana che. Ama bhegI hArU vana na karI zake. jJAnIe tArAthI AdhA rahe che. tethI te tArI pAse AvatA nathI ane te tArU For Private and Personal Use Only jJAnIe pUrNa che varNana pUrNataH karI

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AnaMdalaharI zakatA nathI. jJAnIone aham pUro hoya. te tArAthI AghA rahe. te tArA jIvanamAM na jAya. nAnI nAnI vAte jovA maLavI joIe ane temAMthI parabrahma jeTale artha karavAnI buddhinI tAkAta hovI joIe. jJAnI pitAne ahama hoya tethI te tArA jIvanamAM jatuM nathI tethI te tAruM varNana pUrNataH karI zakatA nathI. kevaLa bhagataDe te dUbaLe hoya te tAruM varNana kayAMthI karI zake? jJAnIbhakata tArAmAM bhaLI gaye hoya. tene pitAnuM astitva ja nahi tethI tAruM varNana kayAMthI kare? vedane mAnya jJAnIbhakate paNa tAruM varNana karI zakatA nathI tArA guNe vedone agecara che te pachI tAruM varNana koNa kare? guNavarNana bacyuM na karI zake paNa saudaryanuM varNana karI zake. bA pAse guNe keTalA te nAnA baccAne khabara na paDe. paraMtu saudarya A baccAMne viSaya che. tethI bA, tAruM rUpavarNana thaI zake. mArI bA pADazaNa karatAM suMdara che ema baccuM kahI zake. paMDita, vidvAno tArUM guNavarNana na karI zake te ame kayAMthI karI zakIe? paraMtu prabhunuM alaukika sauMdarya tenuM baccuM samajI zake. tyAre zaMkarAcArya kahe ke prabhunA sauMdaryanuM varNana paNa kevI rIte thaI zake? saudarya badhe ja ThekANe che. sRSTinuM saudarya keTaluM sarasa lAge che? lIlerI keTalI suMdara lAge che! amArA zAstrakAro kaheH "cavIsa kalAka cAra divAla vacce zuM bese che? jarA bahAra nIkaLa camAsAmAM bahAra nIkaLa ane sRSTisauMdarya je." sRSTimAM raheluM saudarya, mANasamAM raheluM saudarya e te che ja paNa pabhu, tArU sauMdarya zreSTha che; tArA saudaryanI mIThAza judI ja che. vANI bhagavAnanA guNe kahevA mATe che e vAta kharI paNa vANI e mATe asamartha heya te? ghI, dUdha, drAkSa ane madha, tenuM juduM juduM gaLapaNa che. pratyekane jude svAda che. tame game teTalA bhASAzAstrI haze te paNa pratyekamAM zuM vizeSa che te varNana karI zakatA nathI, kAraNa te bhASAne viSaya nathI paNa jIbhano viSaya che, tethI dareka vastu khAI juo teja enI madhurimA khabara paDe. AvI ja rIte bhagavAna keTalA suMdara che te varNavI For Private and Personal Use Only

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tatvajJAna - -- - ~- ~~-~--- -------- - na zakAya. bhagavAnanA sauMdaryanuM varNana azakya che, kAraNa chevaTe sauMdarya bApekSa che. bhagavAne A jIbhane goLo banAve che te hADakA vagarane che paNa te eTale lAgaNakSama (sensitive) che ke AMkha baMdha karIne kaMI paNa khAzo te paNa te adha kSaNamAM kahI zake ke zuM khAdhuM? tenuM varNana lakhI na zakAya paNa samajI jarUra zakAya. jIbha lAgaNakSama (sensitive) che tethI ene dADamanuM ke kerInuM gaLapaNa khabara paDe. UMghamAM paNa je kAI jIbha upara madha mUke te e kahI zake ke "madha che." A badhI kImiyAgAranI karAmata che. bhagavAnanI karAmata adabhUta che. te kImiyAgAre nAnI jIbhane jJAna ApyuM tethI te lAgaNakSama (sensitive) che. jIbha samaju che. te dAMtanI vacce AmathI tema phare paNa dAMtanI vacce AvatI nathI. dAMtanI vacce AvI jAya te pravacana karyuM kare? paNa te dAMta vacce AvatI nathI. jIbhanuM jJAna ja kaMI juduM che. jIbha banAvIne bhagavAne buddhinI kamAla karI che. madhanuM gaLapaNa jema jIbha ja samajI zake ane te jema vANIne viSaya nathI tema bhagavAnanuM saudarya e paNa vANIne viSaya nathI. tArUM sauMdarya e vANIne viSaya nathI paNa vida-zivadaSTithI te jANI zakAya. zivajI ja phakta tArUM sauMdarya samajI zake che. bhagavatInuM saudarya zivajI samajI zake kAM te jene zivadaSTi AvI te samajI zake paNa te varNana karI zake nahi. tArUM guNa varNana azakaya ja che. kAraNa pUrNataH tArA guNe samajAya nahi. zivaSTithI tArUM sauMdarya samajI zakAya paNa saudaryanuM varNana vANImAM utaratuM nathI. Ama tArUM saudaryavarNana paNa zakya nathI. ghaNuM leke bhagavAna pAse Ave che. pratyekanI daSTi judI judI hoya. karmayogI bhagavAna pAse jAya. tenI pAse karmane sAThe che. tenI najara prabhunA saudarya tarapha nathI paNa insApha para najara che. tene bhagavAna nyAyI che ema lAge. tethI nAnAmAM nAnI vAta paNa te pura AvI bhagavAna pAse siddha karaze. kamalegI nyAya mATe bhagavAna pAse jAya. jaja sAheba For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 17 pAse AropI jAya to te jaja sAhebanA sauMdaryane najue.tene jaja sAhebanI mAyALu buddhi upara vizvAsa che tethI AropI enI jAyabuddhi tarapha jue. jajanuM sauMdarya tenI gharavALI ja nihALe. AvI rIte bhagavAna pAse badhA ja jAya tema ka gIo karmanuM poTaluM laIne jAya. anaMta jI bhagavAna pAse jAya temane bhagavAnanuM sauMdarya khabara na paDe. temane bhagavAna nyAyI lAge. jenI bhayabhIta daSTi che, je DarI gayele che, te bhagavAnanuM sauMdarya kema nihALI zake? te kaheze matsama pati nAsti-meM pAtake karyA che. he prabhu! jemajema yama pAse javAnA dahADA najIka Ave che tema tema bhayavyAkuLatA Ave che. A mANasa bhagavAna tarapha jaze paNa bhagavAna kRpALuM che e daSTithI jeze. tethI DarI gayelAne bhagavAnanuM saudarya khabara na paDe. kaMIka gunho karyo hoya ane polIsa pAchaLa paDI hoya te e mANasa Azare zeghate heya. tene koI gharamAM Azare Ape te te gharamAM jAya. paNa te DarI gayela hovAthI Azare ApanAranuM sauMdarya te na jue. Ama DarI gayelAne bhagavAnanuM sauMdarya nihALavAne TAIma paNa nathI tema tenI buddhi paNa e viSayamAM kAma karatI nathI. bhayabhIta leke bhagavAna pAse jAya te bhagavAnane te dayALu samaje. AvI ja rIte bhagavAna pAse Asakata ke jAya te temane bhagavAnanI udAratA dekhAya. bhagavAnanuM saudarya nihALavAne mATe khAlI mana vacant mind) joIe. phikarathI mana bhareluM hoya te haradvAramAM gaMgAnA kAMThA upara jaIne bese. paraMtu pAMca miniTa aMta:karaNa khAlI karIne jovAnI tenI taiyArI ja na hoya te ghavatI gaMgAnuM darzana na thAya. bhUtakALanI samRti nahi, bhaviSyakALanA svapna nahi ane vartamAnakALanI sthiti nahi-AvuM khAlI aMtaHkaraNa heya te ja gIgAmAtAnuM sauMdarya samajI zake. mANasa duHkhamAM hoya tyAre keI ThekANe keI kAMI ApatuM nathI. agavaDanA TAImamAM bhAI, sagAvahAlA, mitro badhA AghA thaI jAya tyAre te anAthanA nAtha bhagavAna pAse kAmane laIne jAya. AvA For Private and Personal Use Only

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tathAAna ~~-~ ~~- ~ -~-~ ~- ~ ~~- -~- ~-abhaw le ke lakSmInArAyaNa pAse AsakitathI jAya te bhagavAnanI udAratAnA paDaghama vagADatA pAchA Ave. A badhA lekene bhagavAnanuM saudarya jevAnI purasada nahi, daSTi nahi, ane vRtti paNa nahi bhagavAna! huM tArI pAse nyAya mAgavA Avyo nathI, kAraNa tArI sRSTinI racanA ja evI che ke karmanA nyAyathI mane nyAya maLaze ja. ha bhayabhIta nathI, mane kAmanA nathI, AvuM je kahI zake te saudarya jANI zake. jenI daSTi ziva thaI gaI che te tArUM sauMdarya jANI zake. 'tuM suMdara che emAM zaMkA ja nathI. ATaluM suMdara jagata jeNe banAvyuM te keTale suMdara haze! kaI kaheze ke citrakAranuM citra sAruM hoya paNa te pite kurUpa rahI zake. paraMtu A citrakAre pitAnA ja raMgathI cItaryuM che tethI te pote paNa suMdara che. A citrakAra mahAna sudara che. emAM zaMkA nahi ziSTivALAne kyotiSa vI pastAtu-meghethI paNa hara dhyAna dharIne beThelA, pracaMDa zubhra zIlA upara beThelA, ziva jovA maLe. A daSTine viSaya che. jo daSTi maMgala thAya te kalyANakArI, zivadaSTivALA A saudarya nihALI zake ane samajI zake. ApaNI najara kSudra hAya, pApI hoya, svAthI hoya te prabhunuM sauMdarya kayAMthI jovA maLe? prabhunuM sauMdarya jovA mATe sRSTi tarapha jovAnI daSTi maMgala hovI joIe. prabhu pAse javAvALA ghaNuM varNana kare-keI kaheze ke te nyAyI che, kaI kaheze ke te parIkSaka che. A guNe bhagavAnanA che kharA paNa bhagavAna suMdara che tenuM kAraNa zuM? kAraNa "bhagavAna! tuM mAre che. tuM maMgala che kAraNa tuM mAre che." leke kahe ke vidhavA strInuM darzana thAya te azubha thAya. samAjamAM AvI mAnyatA che. jo ke A mUrkhAI che. paNa mArI bA vidhavA che tene darzana azubha lAge? na lAge. kAraNa te "mArI bA che mArA mAM apazukana na hoya, bIjA" mAM hAya. mArI daSTi suMdara hoya te bhagavAnanuM sauMdarya khabara paDe. "mArI bAnA apazukana na thAya. "mA" che te maMgalamaya che. mAMgalya "mArA" mAM che. prabhu! tame maMgala che kAraNa tame For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 19 mArA che. bhagavAna 'mArA'che e khabara paDI ke te ma gala lAgaze. tyAM sudhI bhagavAna dayALu, kRpALu, nyAyI, parIkSaka, patitapAvana, niyAmaka, udAra lAgaze. bhagavAna 'mArA' che te je kSaNe Adha thAya te ja kSaNe bhagavAna moMgala thAya. bhagavAna 'mArA' lAgavA te sthiti (stage) judI che. prabhu 'mArA' che ema lAgavu joie. A zubhadRSTi jJAnathI ane bhakitathI thAya. A buddhinA viSaya nathI, vaNInA viSaya nathI, A samajaNunA viSaya che. bhagavAna 'mArA' che A mAMgalya che. ApaNe lagnamAM zubhama gala lakhIe chIe. lagnamAM zubhamagala zu? eka jIva khIjA jIvane dilathI kahe ke 'tu mArI che.' moMgala zubha ja che. maMgala eTale 'mATe,' paraNatI vakhate strI puruSane kahe ke tu mArI" ane puruSa strIne kahe ke 'tuM mArI.' AthI lagna zubhamaMgala che. bhagavAna sAthe zubhamaMgala karavAnu,tenI joDe paraNavAnu che tethI ja A badhuM karavAnu che. zrAvaNa mahinAmAM mahenata eTalA mATe ja che ke muritayA jovA Ave te pahelAM zaNagAra (make-up) sajI lau. kArtika suda agiyArasane divase A jagadIza, naTarAja UThaze ane jevA nIkaLaze ke kaI evA che ke tenI sAthe paraNI zaku? paNa te badhAne joIne nAka maraDaze kAraNa tene kai pasaMda paDavAnA nathI. veDhA ane gItA, khAnI dRSTithI jIvane zaNagAra kare. ATaluM ja vedAnu kAma che ke te jIvane bhagavAnane game teve khanAve. maMgala dRSTi thai ke te sau joI zake, khIjA keIne khakhara na paDe. sau samajavA mATe najara badalAvA, dRSTi suMdara banAve. jagata sudara lAgavuM joie ane jagatamAM koi vastu amunnura lAgavI na joie. jema bhagavAna magala tema sRSTi paNa magala. madre tevuM vizva yanti levA:| jagata du:khI che ja nahi. ApaNe raDIe te kheDu che. ApaNe navalakathAnuM pustaka vAMcatAM hAIe. te navalakathAmAM Ave ke eka jIva vaMToLIyA pavanamAM potAnI rAjI zodhavA nIkaLyA che paNa kaMI maLatuM nathI. te bhUkhathI pIDAine marI jAya che. A asahAya jIvanI karUNa kahANI vAcatAM vAcatAM AMkha bhInI thAya, kaMThe bharAI Ave. Ama badhuM thAya paNa khIjI ghaDIe lAge ke A badhu' pustakamAMnuM che. chApetu' badhuM sAcuM hAtuM nathI. AvI ja rIte jagatamAMnuM duHkha joine AMkha bhInI thAya, hRya bharAi Ave. bharAi Ave. paNa vivekabuddhithI For Private and Personal Use Only

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20 tatvajJAna vicArIe te khabara paDe ke brahma satye narimaththA nI drauva nAra:tethI raDavAnuM kAraNa nahi. A badhuM navalakathAmAMnuM du:kha che. A jagata eka navalakathA ja che. badhuM chApeluM che te satya DuM ja che? tema A jagata satya thoDuM ja che ke tenA mATe raDavAnuM! he sRSTi vu tumhAlA, Thevitase deva pAhAvayAlA / / zrAvaNa mahinAmAM varasAda paDa hoya tyAre parvata juo, nadI juo. sRSTisaudarya joine AMkha tRpta thAya. paraMtu tene mATe mana khAlI hovuM joIe. mana khAlI karIne jAva te saudarya lUMTI zakAya. zerabajArane vepArI nisarga pAse jaI Ave. te nisarga jevA jAya paNa lokone kahevA thAya e mATe jovA jAya. tethI Aje jAya ane kAle pAcho Ave. kAraNa tenuM magaja, hRdaya khAlI ja nathI. tenI pAse daSTi nathI. tethI te jue paNa badhuM nakAmuM. paththarathI bhareluM aMtaHkaraNa che tethI kaMI joI zakate nathI. te jue eTalA mATe ke "ame joi AvyA" ema phekaTalAlane kahevA thAya. tene sauMdarya kyAMthI khabara paDe? ApaNuM hRdaya, magaja khAlI thatuM ja nathI. ApaNuM aMtaHkaraNa paththarothI bhareluM hoya paNa bhAvabhakitathI bhareluM nahiM, tethI evA gharaDA thayelA leke jagatathI kaMTALI jAya. bhagavAnanuM jagata maMgala che. huM maMgala chuM, mAruM jIvana maMgala che ema kahI hasatA rahevuM joIe. huM pAmara tarIke nathI janme. mAre janma maMgala che. bhagavAnane sRSTi tarapha jevA AMkha nathI. te bhagavAnane kahe ke "bhagavAna! mArI AMkha vaDe tuM sRSTinuM sauMdarya jo." tavavettA, jJAnI ane bhakata keNa te lekene khabara na paDe, kAraNa ke leke jAherAta na kare. aMdara thatuM rahele pharaka bahAranA lokone khabara na paDe. kene eraDo (mana, buddhi ane hRdaya) khAlI che te khabara na paDe. A bhASA bhagavAna ja vAMcI zake.jenI zivadaSTi thaI e ke hasatA hoya. baTana kahe ke "hasate mANasa ane raDatI strI bhaMyakara che. (Laughing man and weeping woman are always dangerous)' AvuM vAMceluM che. paraMtu baTanAne e khabara na paDe. gItA jenuM varNana kare e tunta ja ramanti -e hasatA-nAcatA leka hoya. AtmahAsyathI lokone hasatA bhagavAna ja oLakhI zake. huM maMgala chuM. vedAMta kahe ke ahaMkAra kharAba che. te kahe ke huM' kADha paNa teNe kahyuM ke ahaMkAra kharAba che? ahaMkAra upara te For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 21 AkhuM jIvana che. pahelo naMbara Ave te mATe te prayatna karIe, rASTrane ahaMkAra hoya tethI rASTra mATe jIvana ApIe. asmitAne lIdhe te jIvane vyatIta thAya. huM maMgala chuM? huM koI divasa kharAba nathI. laukika vyavahAramAM temaja adhyAtmamAM paNa kharAba nathI. zaMkarAcAryane huM javA lAgyuM ke temaNe rokI rAkhe. keTalAka paNa Ave te jatA ja nathI, tethI dhaNI raseDAmAM patnIne pUche ke "javAnuM kaMI kahe che? patnI kahe, "nA, kaMI bolyA nathI. banne jaNa paNe jAya tenI rAha jotA hoya. paNa kharekhara paNe javA nIkaLe ke gabharAmaNa thAya. AvI ja rIte ahaMkAra jAya nahi tyAre ema lAge ke kyAre jaze? tenI rAha jotA hoya. tenA mATe janmArA sudhI mahenata kare, paraMtu kharekhara ahaMkAra javA nIkaLe tyAre ene gabharAmaNa thAya. "huM" kAra javA nIkaLe tyAre zaMkarAcArya tene rAkhavA prayatna kare. nanana nanane thAtu mane ema kahe. bhagavAna upara eTale prema eTale mArA huMupara prema che. mAre "huM" mAre bheLava nathI. mArA "huM" e "tuM" ne nirmANa karyo che. huM che tethI "tuM" che. tuM ne rAkhavAne hoya te mAro huM rAkhavuM joIe. mAre huM che tethI prabhu "tuM che. tethI ja tattvajJAnanI Toca upara gayA pachI paNa "huM" rAkhavAnI IcchA thAya. suMdara bhagavAna savAre jovA maLe che tenuM kAraNa "huM" che. rAtre "huM" ja nahi tethI "tuM paNa nahi. tane saMbhALavAvALe mAre "huM" che. mArA "huM" e "tane jIvatA rAkhyA che. "huM" khalAsa te "tuM" paNa khalAsa. rAtanA sUtI vakhate huM jAya eTale tuM paNa cAlI jAya. paNa savAranA UThatI vakhate " ne lIdhe bhagavAnanI suMdaratA dekhAya. bhagavAna! mArA "huM" e "tuM" ne jIvate karyo. parasparuM bhAvayanta - A huM-tuM" nI ramata che. enA mATe te jagata che. jagata eka krIDAMgaNa che. tuM mane saMbhALe che temAM zaMkA nathI. vedo, upaniSade ema kahe che ke tuM mane saMbhALe che. dAdIbA mane eja kahe che ke tArA keTalA upakAre che! tuM mane saMbhALe che. tuM evA vAjA paNa vagADe che. paNa huM keTalA divasa sudhI dabAyele rahIza, keTalA divasa sudhI tArA bejAthI dabAte rahIza! eka divasa mane Atmabodha thaze ke ha" "tuM" ne jIvate rAkhe che te divase upakArane ja cAlyA jaze. jJAnI bhaktanI ciMtA cAlI gayelI heya kAraNa bhakata ane bhagavAna - - - - For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 22 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bannenA upakAra sarakhA che. tethI ja jJAnAttara bhakitanI siMhanI garjanA che. jJAnAttara bhakitamAM mIThAza che, madhurimA che. jJAnI bhakata kahe ke bhagavAna! tuM mane sAcave che te satya vAta che paNa huM tane UbhA rAkhuM chuM, jIvatA rAkhuM chuM e teTalIja satya vAta che. tunamana nAhi mera benga sahana vinA. A tukArAma kahe che, kAraNu A temanu jIvana che. lagADe tyAre 'hu' ma'gala chuM' khelavAvALA bhagavAnane caMdana potAnA kapALane paNa cadana lagADe. te hu" ne kSudra na samaje. have upakAranI bhASA gai, have snehanI bhASA AvI che. Avu thAya tyAre kharI bhikatanA raMga caDe. huM bhagavAnane Azrita nathI. Azrita mANasane kharI bhakitanA raMga na caDe. peAtAnA 'hu" nA gaurava lAgavA joie. A bhASA elavI judI ane pratyakSa anubhava Ave e vAta judI. anubhava AvyA pachI ja hu" nA gaurava lAge. sAmAnya mANasane tAva Ave te kaheze 'karmanA nyAya' (Law of Justice) che. paNa jJAnI bhakatanI jIvananI dhAraNA judI, Akita judI; temAMthI mAMgalyanI dRSTi Ave. te bhagavAnane yAcaka nathI, Azrita nathI. A zivaSTi che. A sthiti upara Avye te sau lUTI zake, mANI zake ema zakarAcArya kahe che. bhagavAnanuM saudarya jyAM sudhI ma MgalaSTi na thAya tyAM sudhI khakhara na paDe. zivaSTi thaI tene jagata suMdara lAge, janma magala lAge, kAraNa tu' mArI joDe che. te kahe ke "mArA janma mAnA peTamAM nathI thayA.' mAnA peTamAM janmyA te navalakathAnuM eka prakaraNa (chapter) che. mArI mA tu che, kAraNa 'tu' mAMthI huM' nIkaLyeA. tethI 'tu' ja mArI adima 'khA' che. 'tuM" mAMthI 'huM" AvyA ane ramata zarU thaI che. pitAsi rekSya....teM mane bahAra kADhyo--te ja mAre kharI janma. tethI jagadaMbA ja mArI kharI mA' che. nahiM to mAtApitR sahasrALi. seMkaDo khA' thai che, paNa kharI 'bA' tuM ja che. A je samaje tene mAMgalya khabara paDe; te ja tArUM saudarya tUTI zake. saudarya. A najara badalAvIne lUTavAnA viSaya che. tArA guNAnu varNana thAya nahi, saunuM varNana thAya nahi. Ama chatAMya vadunanahitAya- zakarAcArya varNana karaze te ApaNe joizuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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| no[Sgr oil IDi H / AnaMdalaharI zloka 3 mukhe te tAmbUlaM nayanayugale kjlklaa| lalATe kAzmIraM vilasati gale mauktikltaa|| sphuratkAJcI zATI pRthukaTitaTe haattkmyii| bhajAmitvAM gaurI nagapatikizorImaviratam // 3 // rAddhArtha -tArA mukhamAM pAna che, nayanomAM kAjalanI rekhA che, lalATamAM kesarI caMdana che, gaLAmAM khetInI mALA che, seneTarI piolakuM pahereluM che, ratnajaDita cakacakIta kamarapaTTo vizALa kaTibhAga para zobhe che, A zaNagAra sajelI himAlayanI putrI gaurIne huM sadAye bhajuM chuM. zaMkarAcArye zarUAtanA be zlekamAM kahyuM ke guNanuM varNana karavuM zakya nahi. ane sauMdaryavarNana to jenI zivadaSTi thaI che tene ja khabara paDe, paNa te zabdomAM lAvI zakAya nahi. zaMkarAcArya citta ekAgra karIne gAmanI bahAra beThA haze tyAre tiSama nA pUrasta tiSathI Aghe je citra emane jovA maLyuM tenuM varNana kare che bAkI badhI jagyAe aMdhAruM che. kevaLa bhagavatInA tejasvI rUpanuM darzana thAya che tenuM varNana kare che. kahe che: mavatti muve te tAMbU bhagavatI tuM ramaNIya che. tArUM meTuM pAna khAIne lAla thayuM che, tArI AMkha suMdara ane ramaNIya che, tArA nayanamAM kAjala che, tArA bhAlapradeza upara kezara lagAvyuM che, (saMskRtamAM kezarane mIra kahe che.) tArA gaLAmAM suMdara motInI mALA che, tArA vizALa kaTI bhAga upara surat eTale camaktA rahele kamarapaTTo che. rATI eTale vastra-pilakaM. TimalI-TalA eTale senuM-tArUM pilakuM sonAnuM che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 24 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir (saMskRtamAM strIonA pAlakAne cATI kahe tema sanyAsInA vastrane paNa zATI kahe) tu zubhra svaccha che. nagati oirI eTale himAlayanI karI che. AvI rItanI tuM, tenuM ame satata bhajana karIe chIe, namaskAra karIe chIe. zakarAcAya beThA che, cAre bAju aMdhArUM che, vAdaLiyAMonI pachavADe AvI rItane zaNagAra karelI jagadaMbAnA tejasvI rUpanuM darzana thAya che. adhe aMdhArU che temAM A tejasvI mA temane dekhAya che. tene zaNagAra joIne zaMkarAcAya gAMDA-ghelA thayA che, AnaMdIta thayA che. bhagavatI A zaNagAra bhakatonI anubhUti paNa hoya ane e zaNagAra sUcaka paNa hAya. mule te tAMvraha-bhagavatInA hATha lAla thayA che. tAMmUha nI raktimA dekhAya che. zuM pAna khAIne bhagavatInA hATha lAla thayA che? bhagavatIe pAna khAdhuM paNa haze. paNa zaMkarAcAya ne jIdu' ja kahevAnu che. kAnA heATha lAla thAya? jenA hATamAMthI tejasvI zabda nIkaLe tenAM heTha lAla hAya. tenA meDhAmAMthI nabaLA, dUbaLA, kSudra zabdo nIkaLe ja nahi. meM ATaluM suMdara jagata manAvyuM paNu kAIne kadara (appreciation) nahi Ama e kahe nahi. tame jagatane khATuM TharAvavAnu hoya tA TharAveA tenA ene vAMdhA nahi. sRSTi nirmANa karIne jagadaMbAne pastAvA nahi. pastAvAnA nakhaLA zabde enA mADhe nIkaLe ja nahi. zakarAcAya jyotiSAM vA rattAt--jagadaMbAne jue che. emane A joIne naisagika lAge che ke bAe pAna khAdhuM haze. paraMtu za MkarAcAryanI susUkSmadraSTi heAya tethI A ratimA--lAla raMga sUcaka che. je meADhAmAMthI nIkaLavAnuM che ke "A mArA bhakata che--y Man" te mADhuM lAla ja DAvuM joie. bhagavatI! tuM pAna khAya zA mATe? tuM te pUrNakAma che; tane icchA ja nathI, teA tuM pAna khAya zA mATe? tuM mehu lAla kare che tenu zuM kAraNa? temAM je timA che te sUcaka che. cUnA ane kAthA bhegA karIne lAlAza Ave. kevaLa cUnA ke kevaLa kAthAthI lAlAza nahi svataMtra jIvamAM lAlAza nahi, temAM kALAza haiAya. svataMtra jIvanA mADhA ke gAla upara lAlAza na hAya, kAraNa te potAne svataMtra samaje For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 25 che. kevaLa siAva nirguNa che, kevaLa nI lAcAra che. A vAvariAvanuM mizraNa thAya te lAlAza Ave. jeTalA pramANamAM jIvanamAM prabhu Ave teTalA pramANamAM lAlAza-mastI Ave. chokaro mA pAse tophAna kare ja. te mAne paNa nIce besADe. mA pAse ja tenuM tophAna heya. jene mA maLI nahi, jene mA jaDI nathI kAM te jenI mA marI gaI che te kayA mijAjathI tephAna kare? te tephAna kare ja nahi.nizALamAM cheka jAya te DAhyo-Damaro hoya paNa ghere Ave ane mAnA meDhA upara ja pustaka pheke. tyAMthI ja tenI zarUAta thAya. mA pAse AvIne upara caDe, nIce kUdakA mAre, mAthuM kUTIne leAhI nIkaLe te mA UbhI ja che. AvI rIte bhakatemAM paNa judI mastI dekhAya. kevaLa riva ne kaMI kiMmata nathI ane kevaLa nIva ne paNa kiMmata nathI. nirguNa nirAkAranuM zuM varNana thAya? vIvane lIdhe ziva thaye. mAre mane game che kAraNa "huM""tuM"ne jIvADe che. A kettara saMbaMdha che. A saMbaMdha jyAre thAya tyAre lAlAza Ave. nava-riAva nA milanamAM lAlAza che. jeTalA tame jagadaMbA pAse jaze teTalA tamArA tophAna mastI vadhe. bhakatanAM tephAna mastI vadhelAM heya. te jagadaMbAne kahe "mAre kaMI karavuM ja nathI. tuM kahetI haze te tArA upara upakAra karavAne mATe kAma karUM jema bacce kahe ke "mAre kothamIranI jarUra nahi paNa bA! tArA upara upakAra karavAne mATe kethamIra laI AvuM tema tukArAma buvA kahe ke mAtA 3 35%ArApura tA. bhakato lAcAra nahi ane dUbaLA nahi. baccAne mA pAse viveka nahi, e to be paga lAMbA karIne bese ane mAne lAta paNa mAre. ApaNane ema lAge ke "bhagavAna upara upakAra karavA kAma karuM chuM AvuM bolAya? ApaNane viveka haya, bhakatane viveka nahi. A jIvana vilobhanIya che, kamanIya che. A ciMtAmukata (care free) jIvana che. A ja jIvana che. ApaNe te maratA nathI tethI jIvIe. bhakatenA jIvanamAM lAlAza che, raktimA che. mA! je tAMbula khAdhuM tenuM kAraNa che. tArA hoTha upara je raktimAM che tenuM kAraNa tArI pAse bhakto premathI AvyA haze tyAre Asakita bharelA premathI te emane bacI bharI tethI tArA hoTha lAla thayA. tArI e Asakita For Private and Personal Use Only

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tattvajJAna chupAvavA mATe te pAna khAdhuM haze, kAraNa tuM pUrNakAma che. pUrNakAma bhagavAna gAMghela thAya te enI beAbarU che; tane e zebhe nahi, tethI tArI Asakti chupAvavA mATe tAMbula-pAna khAdhuM tethI lokone lAge ke e pAnanI lAlAza che. zaMkarAcAryane je adimazakati dekhAI, tenA hoTha uparanI lAlAza-rakitamAM dekhAI te kAzInA kALA raMganuM pAna khAIne AvelI lAlAza nathI. bhakate uparanI Asakita chupAvavA mATe pAna khAdhuM che. Ama jagadaMbAnA heTha uparanI rakitamAM sUcaka che. pachI kahe che ke nanayu ivIjhA mA! teM AMkhamAM kAjala bharyuM che. zA mATe? tane zuM sauMdaryane meha che? tuM te nirmoha che to AMkhamAM kAjala zA mATe nAkhyuM che? tArI AMkha vizALa che tema susUkSma paNa che. sUkSmamAM sUkSma te tArI AMkhe dekhAya che. huM tArI pAse AvuM tyAre sUphamamAM sUkSma tane dekhAya che. hajAro doSe karelA A ja tArI pAse Ave tyAre kahe ke janme tyArathI zarUAta karI Aja paryata hajAro de meM karyA che. kSattaLe meDaHIdha... tArI pAse Ave tyAre tuM temanA de upara AMkha ADA kAna dhare. A ADA kAna karavAnI tArI paddhatI che. tArI AMkhamAM eka jAtanI nirmaLatA che tethI apavitra AMkha tArI pAse AvI zakatI nathI. tArI AMkha pavitra che-tema tejomaya che. A pavigyane lIdhe AMkhamAM dhAka che. te dhAkathI jagata dhArmika che. ApaNane kAyadAnI niSThA nathI, kedAraniSThA che. pILI pAghaDIvALA polIsane lIdhe ApaNe sArA chIe. baMdUka laIne pilIsa UbhA hoya ane tenI dhAkane lIdhe te hajAro lokone sAttvika-sajajana banAve. polIsa Ubhe hoya tethI kaMI moTara ADe raste na jAya paraMtu rAtanA pilIsa na hoya te moTara vaccethI ja jAya, rastA uparathI na jAya. polIsa lekene parANe sajajana banAve. AvI rIte bhagavAna tArI AMkhanI dhAka che, kAraNa temAM pAvitrya ane teja che. Fear of God is begining of Wisdom bhagavad DarathI leke natika ane sAMskRtika bane. paraMtu DarathI sArA thavuM A kaMI sArI vAta nathI. jema jema jIva prabhu pAse Ave tema tema tene Dara cAlyo jAya. kajalaM kAmakaM dravyam kAminI kAmasaMbhavam For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaharI pUjA karatA haze tene khabara haze-bhagavAnane Aleka khelIne kAjala aNu karavAnu` hAya. kAjalathI AkarSakata ane saumyatA Ave. ApaNA chekarAnI AMkha AkarSaka lAge tethI AMkhamAM kAjala nAkhIe. kAjalathI AMkha AkarSaka ane saumya lAge che. emAMthI prabhu nayanamanahara lAge. tevI rIte dhAka cAlI jaine AkarSaka ane nayanamaneAhara lAge, 27 hATe zAzmIra tArA bhAlapradeza upara kezara che. A ghareNAo sUcaka che, anumedaka che ane AzvAsaka che. te suMdara che, ramaNIya che ane tejasvI che emAM zaMkA ja nahi paNa tenI pratyeka kRti sUcaka che. zakarAcAryane je mA jovA maLI te suMdara che, alakAra paherelI che paNa e badhA ghareNAM sUcaka che. A tArA bhAlapradeza upara kezara che. kesaranI lAlAza che ane sugaMdha che. kevaLa lAlAza bhayAnaka che. Aje bhaSA RED thI DarI gayA che. lAlAza-RED raid thaze ke zu ema lAge che. kevaLa lAlAza sArI nahi, sugaMdhI rakti mA sArI. jemanA jIvanane sugaMdha che temane tuM kapALe nacAve che. jeNe jIvana kezaranu banAvyu tene sugaMdha hAya. yAjJavalkayanA jIvanane hajI sugadha Ave che. atri tarpayAmi vasiSTha tarpayAmi ... tarpaNumAM kheAlIe tenuM kAraNa temanA jIvanane sugaMdha che. temanA jIvanAne hajI sugaMdha Ave che. zAstrIjI! amane nathI AvatI. ame nAkamAM chIkaNI bharI hAya tA suMgadha kayAMthI Ave? emanA jIvanane sugaMdha che ane lAlAza che. A raktimA sArI che, AlhAdadAyaka che. bhagavAna sugaMdhayukata jIvanane kapALe lagADe. are! temanA zarIranI bhasma kapALe lagADe! emanA zarIranA mATe prabhune ATalI Asakita te temanA mana ane buddhi mATe prabhune keTalI Asakita haze? jIvananA ghAsamAMthI jemaNe kesara banAvyuM temane bhagavAna kapALe le. ApaNuM jIvana gaMdhAya che. ghAsamAMthI je kesara anI gayA te prabhunA lalATa upara nAce. For Private and Personal Use Only pachI kahe: che visati maLe mattitA-mA! tArA gaLAmAM meAtInI mALA che. meAtInI mALAnI kiMmata tamane-amane che ane sAnu khalAsa thayA pachI tenI kiMmata tame-ame vadhArazu paNa A jagadaMbAne tenI zuM paDI che? te kayA meAtInI mALA pahere che?

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28 tAjJAna pralhAdanArada parAzarapuMDarIka vyAsAMbarISazukazAnakabhISmadAlbhyAn / rukmAGgadArjuna vasiSThavibhISaNAdInapuNyAnimAna prmbhaagvtaansmraami|| A je parama bhAgavata thaI gayA te tArA gaLAmAM che. bhagavatI metInI mALA pahere te A mALA pahere che. zivajI khoparIonI mALA pahere che AvI rItanuM varNana che. saMzodhakane A bhayAnaka lAge tethI kahe ke zivajI A anAryonA kAM te jagalI lekenA devatA che. AvuM yuropIana saMzodhako kahe. paraMtu zivajIne yAjJavalkayanI, pataMjalinI parI laIne deDavAnuM mana thAya. je parIe jIvana prabhumaya banAvyuM, jenAthI te leke prabhu thaI gayA temanI khoparInI mALA zivajI pahere che temAM beTuM zuM che? A badhA bhagavAna thayA te pagathI nathI thayA, parIthI thayA che. tethI temanI khoparI joIne bhagavAna nAcyA haze. saMzodhakone A khabara na paDe. meTA lekanI khoparI rAkhavAnuM mana thAya. jeo khoparIthI prabhu thayA te parInI kiMmata che. metIne hAra che te pralAda, nArada, parAzara vagere che. zaMkarAcAryane A badhA melIo dekhAya che. bA! tuM tatvavettAonuM caMdana tilaka kare che ane jJAnIbhaktane hAra banAvI gaLAmAM pahere che. je parIthI temaNe prabhu meLavyA, je parIthI te prabhu thayA te parI zivajIne paheravAnuM mana thAya temAM zuM navAI? pRthaTare ghaTazanathI-mA! tArA vizALa kaTIbhAga upara kamarapaTTo che te camake che. konA lIdhe camake che? vAlmikiHsanakaH sanandanataru vyAso vasiSThAbhRgu rjAbAlirjamadagnikaccha janako gAGgirA gautamaH / mAndhAtA RtuparNavenyasagarA banyAdilIpo nalaH puNyo dharmasuto yayAti nahupA: kurvantu me maMgalam // vAstavika mAtane kamarapaTTo paheravAnuM kAraNa zuM? vacce bAMdhavA mATe, sAcavavA mATe kamarapaTTI baMdhAya kAM te kamara kasavA mATe paTTo baMdhAya, kAM te zabhA mATe kamarapaTTo baMdhAya. navA lekene dhotiyuM paheratAM AvaDe nahi tethI paraNatI vakhate dhetiyA upara paTTo bAMdhe; paNa bA! tane vastra sAcavavA mATe kamarapaTTo bAMdhavAnI jarUra nahi. tAro "huM" A ja tArUM vastra che. tevI rIte For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 29 mAre "huM" A mAruM vastra che. tArA-mArAmAM bahu pharaka nathI. tArA "huM" ne loke "mAyA' samaje che ane mArA " huM"ne leke avidyA samaje che. tAro "huM" A tArUM vastra hoya te tene sAcavavA mATe kamarapaTTAnI jarUra nahi. tevI ja rIte kAma karavA mATe tane kamara kasavAnI jarUra nathI. tane kaI kAma ja nathI, tuM navarI che. je vAta tu cIrA paivI che tene kamara bAMdhavAnI jarUra nahi. zAstrakAre kahe che ke te A sRSTi daSTimAtrathI utpanna karI. A jagata calAvavA mATe tAre kamara bAMdhavAnI jarUra nahi. A jagata tAre mATe eka ramata che. te te A kamarapaTTo zobhA mATe bAMdhyo? nA, zebhAnI tane Asakita nathI kAraNa tu pUrNakAma che. teM kamarapaTTo bAMdhye che te keInI zobhA vadhAravA mATe. tArI keDa upara jaIne je loko beThA, vAlamIki-sanakAdi loko, temanI zobhA vadhAravA te emane keDa upara vasAvyA. A lokonuM nAma 'uccAravAthI amArUM maMgaLa thAya che. A badhA tArI keDa upara beThA che, tethI mArI daSTi tArI keDa upara ja heya. vasiSTha, vyAsa, gautama A badhA hIrA tArI keDa upara beThA che. tAre kaTAbhAga vizALa hovAthI mArI daSTi tArI keDa upara ja che. tArI keDa upara besavAnuM mana thAya. zaMkarAcArya je kahe che ke bA! tAro karabhAga vizALa che te zRMgArIka nathI. game teTalA hIrA tArI keDa upara beThA haze te paNa tenA upara mane jagA che; "jagA nathI' A zabda nathI. mA! tArI keDa upara besavAnuM mana thAya che. huM nAnuM ane tuM maTI. mAre tArA moDhA pAse AvavuM che te kevI rIte AvuM? cha phaTanI mA ane doDha phUTanuM baccuM mAnuM ke huM kevI rIte joI zake? mA tene keDa upara le te ja. mArI badhI daSTi tArI keDa upara che kAraNa mane tArI keDa upara besavuM che ane tyAM ja mArI jagA che. mArA sthAnathI huM cUta thaye che tethI mane loko bolavA lAgyA, TekavA lAgyA, paMcamahAbhUte mane raDAve, graha mane DarAve. Ama huM Darate Darate chavuM chuM. upaniSada kahe che ke amRtasya putrATa te huM Dera zA mATe? huM DaruM chuM kAraNa meM mAruM sthAna cheDayuM che. sthAnabhraSTa na zAmajo-sthAnabhraSTa thayelA leke zobhatA nathI, tethI matimAna ko pitAnuM sthAna cheDatA nathI. dAMta sthAna parathI chUTA thAya te ApaNe tene Aghe karIe. sthAna upara hoya tyAM sudhI tene khUba saMbhALIe. leka vALane keTalA saMbhALe? tela nAkhIne arIsAmAM jotA ja hoya. paNa hajAma vALane kApe ke te vALane te aDakatA paNa nathI. hajAmane kahe ketu ja upADa, kAraNa vALa sthAnabhraSTa thayA tethI temanI zebhA rahI nahi. For Private and Personal Use Only

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30 tatvajJAna jIve "bA nI keDa cheDI tethI jIva kSudra thaye. mAre mArI zobhA vadhAravI hoya te mArA sthAne, "bA" nI keDa upara ja besavuM joIe. bA! ghaNuM leke tArI keDa upara beThA che paNa te chatAM mane tyAM jagA maLaze. mArA mATe cokkasa jagA che kAraNa tAre kaTIbhAga vizALa che. bA! mAre tArI keDa upara besavuM che. leke saMsAramAM cAlatAM cAlatAM thAkI jAya. vRddha manathI paNa thAke, kAraNa te pite cAle che. mAnI keDa upara beThelA thAkatA nathI. caitra mahino hoya, sakhata tApa lAgatuM hoya. mA chokarAne keDa upara laIne cAle te baccuM thAkatuM nathI. thAka lAgyo haze te te mAne, baccAne nahi. yAjJavalkayane be patnI paNa te saMsArathI thAke nahi, kAraNuM te mAnI keTa upara beThA che. ApaNe badhA karmanuM khAIe tethI ApaNane saMsAramAM thAka lAge. mAnI keDa upara na beThA temane thAka lAge ane jIvananI kathA thaI jAya. je tArI keDa upara bese temanuM jIvana jIvana rahe. tArI keDa upara tethI ja mArI daSTi che. saMsAramAM leke thAkI jAya, kAraNa virUddha vicAranI patnI heya, chokarAo sAMbhaLatA nathI, mAbApa tarapha chokarA jotA nathI. A anabhava AvyA vagara rahe nahi. te TAIme mAbApanuM zuM thatuM haze? saMsAramAM artha nathI ema lAge. keIne kadara nathI, sau potapotAnuM jue che, mAruM kaI nathI ema lAge. bIjuM saMsAramAM bAMdhIne sAcavavA paDe. vaye paMDyA rIte-sagAvahAlAMo badhA bhayAnaka lAge. huM te saMsAra karatAM thAkI gaye. sagAsaMbaMdhIo badhA kevA? temanI joDe tame navANuM vakhata sAruM vartana rAkhe paNa eka vakhata bhUla thavA de, te teo tamane kAgaDAnI mAphaka cAMca mAre. A kaTsatya che. kUtarAnI pUchaDI vAMkI ja rahe. temanuM manerAdhana karatAM karatAM, bIjAonAM aMta:karaNa sAcavatAM jIvana gALyuM paNa koIe vicAra karyo nahi ke mane zuM lAgaze? zAstrakAre kahe "tArA bAMdhIne kaMTALe Ave te tuM satkarma tarapha vaLa. huM satkarma tarapha vaLuM, meTA lekenI mAphaka janma mAguM, kAraNa mAre tArUM kAma, satkarma karavuM che. paNa bA! tAruM kAma koIne joItuM nathI. keI ThekANe tArA kAmane AvakAra (response) nathI. jagata satkarma samajatuM nathI; svArthathI ane luccAIthI bhareluM jagata For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaharI che. te lAta mAre che tethI satyanA kaMTALA Ave te vakhate keDa e ja mArU' sthAna che. 31 tArI tArI keDa upara badhA hIrAe che te camake che. e badhA leAkAe jIvana saphaLa banAvyuM. mane tyAM jagA na maLe ema lAgatuM hatuM. paNa khA! tArI kaTIneA bhAga vizALa che. tenA upara mArA mATe jagA che. jemanu jIvana hIrA jevuM thayuM te tArI keDa upara beThA. AveA kamarapaTA mane camakatA lAge che. ghaNA hIrAe tyAM beThA che. chatAM mArA mATe jagA che te AzvAsana che. pRthu Tita>=" A mahattvanA che. bA kahe che ke, dIkarA! tArA mATe AzvAsana che. AvI rItanI mA tuM keTalI su dura che? Ama zabda jA che. A For Private and Personal Use Only khA! tArUM vasra seAnAnu che. tenA meha thavAnuM tane kAraNa zuM? tArI pAse pahoMcelA je che temane mAThu nathI teA pachI tane mehu kayAMthI hAya? tA pachI A ATaluM bhAre vajra te zA mATe pahe tenAM karatAM banAvaTI rezamanuM kApaDa lIdhuM hAta tA bhAre na lAgata. paNa khA! teM seAnAnuM vastra paheryuM nathI paNa mane tArU vastra seAnAnu lAge che. khA! agavaDamAM huM tArUM vasra, tArA cheDA pakaDuM chuM tethI mane tArUM vajra sAnAnuM lAge che. mA! cheAkarAne agavaDa Ave tA dehatA mA pAse Ave ane mAnA cheDA pakaDe. ane mA ja tene Azraya Ape, tethI mAne cheDA ene sAnAnA lAge. khAvu sUcaka ane samajAvavAvALuM tArU darzana che. zakarAcAya ne jevuM darzana thayu. tevuM temaNe lakhI rAkhyu che. khALakAne sthUla darzana thAya te judu ane samajIne darzana thAya te juduM.. tethI zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke bIjAnI zezabhA vadhAravA mATe te kamarapaTTo paheryo che. pachI kahe ke mA! tu gaurI che. A stotra tamArA-amArA mATe che. 1963nI sAlamAM zrAvaNa mAsamAM savAranA praharamAM doDatA AvatA rahelAo mATe A stutra che. ame A jagatanA jIvaDAe tane satata bhajIe. mA! tuM svaccha, zubhra, avikArI che tethI gArI zabda vAparyAM che. dasabAra varSanI nAnI karI avikArI DAya, tene gaurI kahe.

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32 tavajJAna mA! tuM nItivize eTale ke himAlayanI karI che. himAlaya eTale sthitaprajJa mA! sthitaprajJanI chokarI che. A lakhatI vakhate zaMkarAcArye kamAla karI che. te nirvikArI che, gaurI che ane sthitaprajJanI chokarI che te tuM ene sthitaprajJa bela. nA, bhagavAna je sthitaprajJa heya te teNe sRSTi racI zA mATe? kabati thA mAna.heya te tene sRSTi racavAnuM kAraNa zuM? paNa aitaprajJatAbAlizatA eTale jagadaMbA. prabhu! tArAmAM bAlizatA che. A sRSTi e tArI bAlizatAnuM pradarzana che. bAlizatAmAM AnaMda che. meTA thavAmAM AnaMda nathI. bAliza thavA mATe saMsArIne cheka joIe. dAdA ane pautra ramatA hoya, dAdA ghaDo thAya ane patra tenA upara bese. bAlizatAmAM AnaMda che. bAliza thavA mATe kare jaIe. meTAone gaMbhIra rahevuM paDe. tuM bArIbAraNuM baMdha karIne ekAda kUdako te mArI je! jIvanamAM e AnaMda che. mA! huM tane mA tarIke hAMka mArUM chuM, kAraNa tuM alaukika mA che. tane mA kahIe te tAro ke pati, dhaNI haze? mAne kenI patnI thavuM paDe, paNa mA! tuM avirata kizorI hovA chatAM tuM mArI mA che. tAro keI dhaNI nathI chatAM tuM mArI mA che. tuM kaI ja kALe keInI paNa patnI nathI. A ja tAruM viziSTaya che ke tuM keInI patnI nathI chatAM tuM mArI mA che. lokee rUpaka lagAvyuM ke te zivajInI patnIpArvatI che. paNa tuM keinI patnI nathI. mA thavA mATe keInI patnI thavuM paDe e vyavahAra che paNa mA tuM avirata-satata kizorI che, chatAM tuM mArI mA che. zaMkarAcArya A varNana kare che te hadayaMgama che. A bleka vAMcatI vakhate ekalA gAmanI bahAra bese-AkAza tarapha jotA rahe ane jAtivAna uttara A mUti UbhI kare. zaMkarAcAryane bhAvAvasthAmAM je jovA maLyuM te lakhyuM che saudaryanuM varNana karavuM A judI vAta che paNa A te vastusthitinuM varNana kare che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI SARY Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir zloka 4 virAja nmandA ra druma kusuma hA rastanataTI nadadvINAnAda zravaNavilasatkuNDalaguNA / natAGgI mAtaGgI ruciragatibhaGgI bhagavatI satIzambho rambhoruha ca Tula ca kSurvijayate // 4 // rAjvArthaH--jenI stanataTI pArijAtakanA leAnA hArathI zAle che, vINAnAdathI jenA kuDaleDa DAlIne zAle che, je namra che, jenI gati hu caNunA jevI maneAhara che, je e sapanna che, kamaLa jevA cacaLa ane suMdara jenAM netra che evI zabhunI satIne jaya thAya. => AgalA zlokamAM mauktikalatAnu varNana che. meAtInI mALAne badale A zlekamAM zaMkarAcAryane bhagavatInA stanA upara pArijAtakanI mALA dekhAya che. zaMkarAcAryane judA judA hAra dekhAya che. bhagavatIe eka karatAM vadhu hArA paheryAM hoya te zakya che kAM te zaMkarAcAya ne judA judA hAra dekhAtA hAya te paNa zakya che. jyotImAM vAttAt-vAdaLiyA karatAM pare bhagavatI UbhI che, jagadaMbAnI stanataTI pArijAtakanAM hArathI zAle che. bhagavatInA kAnamAM vINAnA gayA che, tenAthI tenA kAna tRpta thayA che ane DAle che. tenA lIdhe kAnamAM paherelAM kuMDalA DolAyamAna thaine zAle che, ApaNI pratyeka indriya satuSTa thayA pachI enI zaiAbhA vadhe che, paraMtu ApaNI eTalI sukSma dRSTi na hai|vAthI ApaNane e khakhara na paDe zakarAcAryanI dRSTi susUkSma hAvAthI emane dekhAya che ke koInA madhuranAda bhagavatInA kAne gayA che. tenA lIdhe bhagavatInA kAna tRpta thayA che ane kAnamAM paherelAM kulA pralatA rahyA che. tethI kahe che For Private and Personal Use Only

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34 tatvajJAna ke viNA nAdathI bhagavatInA kAna tRpta thayA che ane kAnamAM paherelAM kaMDale Dele che. pachI kahe che ke mA! tuM nAhI-eTale namra che. ane mAtA-eTale hAthaNanI maMdagati. tethI kahe che ke mA! tArI gati hAthaNanI gati jevI manahara che. tuM mAvatI eTale ezvaryasaMpanna che. mA! tArI daSTi kevI che? kamru dujhaphu: moda-eTale pANImAM je Uge che te kamaLa. vaTu-eTale caMcaLa ane suMdara. tArI AMkhe kamaLa jevI che ane temAM caMcaLatA che, te suMdaratA vadhAre che. AvI tuM zaMbhunI satI che, tene vijaya thatA rahe. jenI stanataTI pArijAtakanAM kUlethI zebhe che, vINAnA kAnamAM jaIne jenA kAna saMtuSTa thaIne DelAyamAna thayA che, je namra che, jenI gati hAthaNanA jevI maMda ane mane hara che, jenI kamaLa jevI suMdara ane caMcala daSTi che evI zivajInI satI-bhagavatI-tAro jaya thAya. zaMkarAcAryane AvA jagadIza, jagadAdhAra, jagatanA sarjanahAra jovA maLyA. citta ekAgra karIne temAM tallIna thayA pachI jagadaMbAnuM je rUpa temane jovA maLyuM tenuM varNana ahIM temaNe karyuM che. zaMkarAcAryane AvuM rUpa jovA maLyuM haze temAM zaMkA nathI ane AdimazaktinuM AvuM rUpa haze temAM paNa zaMkA nathI. pArijAtakanAM puSpanAhArathI jagadaMbAnA stanazebhe che. pArijAtakanAM phUle bahu nAjuka heya. A phUla kamaLa hevAthI tarata karamAI jAya. bhagavatIe AvA phUlenI pasaMdagI zA mATe karI haze te khabara paDatI nathI. enA karatAM caMpAnA phUle leta te tenI pAMkhaDI tUTI na jAya. paNa bIjo prazna che ke A jagadaMbAne hAra keNa paherAvate haze? kaI hAra paherAvavA jAya kharo paNa jagadaMbA pAse jaIne pitAnuM svataMtra astitva TakAvatA haze ke bhaLI ja haze? jo e pitAnuM astitva jagadaMbAmAM bheLavI dete haze te jagadaMbAne keNu hAra paherAvatA haze? ke pachI jagadaMbA pote ja potAnA gaLAmAM hAra paheratI haze? zuM che A? pitAnI meLe pitAnA gaLAmAM hAra paheravAmAM ze AnaMda? hAra te bIje paherAve te ja anaMda. tenI pAse gayA pachI bIje rahetuM nathI. keInuM svataMtra astitva na rahe te siddhAMta che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 35 A pArijAtakano hAra stanataTI upara che. motInI mALA gaLAmAM che ane A hAra stana upara che. zaMkarAcAryane bAnuM dhAvaNa pIvAnuM mana thayuM che. tukArAma gAMDoghele thaIne kahe che ke kAraNe vATe gIva stanapAnA na Tu vana bArIyA tukArAma kahe che ke, bhagavAnA bAkI badhuM ThIka che paNa eka vakhata tuM mane dhavarAva. he bhagavatI! kareDA janma pachI eka janma e Apa ke je janmamAM tuM mane dhavarAve. A mahAna bhakatanI A abhilASA che ke mA! "tuM stanapAna karAva." A vacana zRMgArika nathI paNa vAtsalyane paramAviSkAra che. mahAna bhakatone karoDo janma pachI paNa A hA maLe evI abhilASA heya. tethI zaMkarAcAryanI daSTi bhagavatInA stana upara che. tyAM emane pArijAtakanAM phUle dekhAya che. kAraNa jene bhagavatI dhavarAve tetevA ja hoya. zaMkarAcAryo joyuM haze ane "pArijAtakano hAra che" ema lakhI rAkhyuM haze. sarvasAmAnya mANasane lAgaze ke pArijAtakanuM phUla nAjuka che, kamaLa che, paNa tenA karatAM AgaLa gayelAe jANI joIne lakhyuM che. pArIjAtakanI DIMTaDI lAla ane pAMkhaDI zuzva, svaccha, dhoLI hoya che. jenuM jIvana lAla che ane jenA mastakamAM zubhra jJAna che evA mahApuruSane jagadIza upADe ane dhavarAve che. ahIM pArItakanuM phala sUcaka che. dhAvavAne AnaMda jema baccAne che tema bAne dhavarAvavAne AnaMda che. zaMkarAcAryane lAgyuM haze ke bA dhavarAvavAne mATe utsuka thaI che. tethI lakhyuM che ke bAnA stanataTI upara pArijAtakane hAra che. - jenuM jIvana lAla che, lAla jIvana upara zubhrajJAna che te mahApuruSa che. jJAnaM tra-jJAna badhuM ja brA che te pachI A bratA kayAMthI AvI? jJAnamAM vaLI zubhra zuM ane azubhra zuM? jJAna te badhuM ja sAruM che. cakRta tu vivA ema zrati kahe che. cerInuM paNuM jJAna ja hoya che ane mAravAnuM paNa jJAna hoya che, paraMtu jJAnamAM paNa prakAra che. bhoganuM jJAna hoya-te zubhra nathI. tyAra pachI vizvanuM jJAna hoya, apUrNatAnuM jJAna hoya. Ama jJAnanA judA judA prakAra rahI zake. " bheganuM jJAna-rasoI keTalA prakAranI banAvavI A bheganuM jJAna che. mAnavajIvanamAMne ardha vibhAga 1008 prakAranA padArtho banAvavAmAM macI For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 36 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir rahe che, je strIne vadhAre prakAranI rasAi banAvatAM AvaDe te strI sArI. jUnA kALamAM sagapaNa karavAnuM heAya tyAre chekarIne rasAi karatAM AvaDe che ke naha te pUchatA. AjanA kALamAM jarA juduM pUche che. Aje pUchaze ke nAcatAM AvaDe che? gAtAM AvaDe che? paraMtu kAi pUchatu nathI ke jIvana AvaDe che? rasei manAvatAM AvaDavI e bhAgajJAna che. chekarI rasoi banAvavA lAgaze te ATha divasamAM AvaDI jaze paNa seAi ghaNI jAtanI banAve te eka kArya che. bhAganA jJAna pachI vizvanuM jJAna hoya. aNuthI zarUAta karI vizvanuM jJAna temAM AvI jAya. te paNa zubhra jJAna nathI. trIjuM apUrNatAnuM jJAna. mANasane lAgavA lAge ke huM apUNuM chuM. tene ApaNe vedAMtI kahIe, sAttvikavRttine sAdhaka kahIe. ene satata ema lAgatuM hoya ke 'hu kAi nathI, jagatamAM huM koInA nathI tema mArUM paNa kAi nathI.' A eka jJAnanI pagathI che. jagatamAM mArU koI nathI--huM kAineA nathI, A vaLatA AvyA vagara AgaLanuM jJAna UgatuM ja nathI. AvA anAsaktane leka siddha ja samaje, pahoMcI gayelA samaje-vyavahAranI akkala ja eTalI te zuM thAya? A sAdhaka heAi zake paNa siddha nathI. A sAdhakane lAge ke caMdra-sUrya Uge che, sRSTi cAlatI rahelI che, emAM mA bhAva nathI. mane je pIrasaze te mAre khAvuM paDaze tA huM gheraghurATa kevI rIte karU? kei mane jIvADe che tethI huM jIvuM chuM. A apUrNatAnuM jJAna paNa zuzra jJAna nathI, vikArarahita pUrNatAnuM jJAna A ja zubhra jJAna che. jenA jIvanamAM eDakAra che, bhayane sthAna nathI, zaMkAne jagA nathI, jene laghugraMthI AvatI nathI tema jyeSThatra'thI takalIpha ApatI nathI tenuM jIvana lAla che. Ave| mahApuruSa bhagavAnane game che. jIvanamAM lAlAza te hovI ja joie. gaNapatIne lAla raMganA phUla caDAvavAmAM Ave che. lAla raMganI Asakti che. ApaNe tyAM raMganu paNa zAstra che. mANasane kayA raMga game che te jANIne tenA uparathI tenu jIvana kevI rItanu che te A zAstrajJA kahI zake ATalu zeAdhana ApaNe tyAM thayelu che. A samajavu RNu che pazu mAnasazAsratA ATalA UMDA abhyAsa ApaNe tyAMnA sa Mzodhakoe karyAM che. A zeAdhanathI tamane kayA raMga game che tenA uparathI tamArI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 37 mane dazA samajIne tamAruM jIvana kahI zakAya. bIjAnAM jIvana tapAsa karatAM potAnuM jIvana tapAsavAnuM ane prabhu pAse besavuM A sArI vAta che ema samajIne bIjAnAM jIvana tapAsavAnAM nAdamAM na paDatAM pitAnuM jIvana tapAsavA mATe zakita vApare. ame gItA ghaNuM vAMcI, gItA uparanI badhI TIkAo vAMcI ane parIkSAo paNa ApI. vAvaivararAbdI rAtraFAna rAtram Ama badhA zAstro AvaDe che paNa mArUM jagatamAM keNa che khabara nathI paDatI. tethI ja te bhAgavatanI kathA kare paNa chelluM zeThane pUche ke tamane kathA kevI lAgI?" kAraNe bhAgavatanI kathA zeThane mATe heya. A jJAna zubhra nathI, A laghugraMthI che. A jJAna eka jAtanuM upajIvikAnuM sAdhana che tene zubra jJAna na kahevAya. zubhrajJAna sudhI je leke pahecA temanuM jIvana lAla heya-temane jIvanamAM kSudratA nahi, bApaDApaNuM ane dInatA nahi. jemanuM jIvana lAla DIMTaDI jevuM che ane jenA jIvanane zubhrajJAnanI pAMkhaDI che temane bhagavatI dhavarAve. zaMkarAcAryanuM jIvana tevI rItanuM che tethI ja temanuM dhyAna mAnA stana upara che. mAnA stana upara keNa beThA che te temane dekhAya che. rAve Te nIvAstanapAna AvI rIte jemane satata lAge che tevA bhakate temane dekhAya che. temanuM jIvana lAla ane magajamAM zubhrajJAna che. ATaluM hovA chatAM temanA jIvana kamaLa che, tethI ja pArijAtakanA phanI upamA che. pArijAtakanuM phUla varasAdanA divasamAM ja Uge che. pArijAtaka eTaluM nAjuka hoya ke tenAthI kaMI sahana na thAya. hAthathI aDakIe te e kaI jAya. bhagavAna jemane dhavarAve temanAM jIvana nAjuka heya. emane vikArI daSTi kAM te vikArI hAtha aDake te te karamAI jAya. tethI prabhu AvA jIvane keI vakhata bahAra lAvatA nathI. keTalAka jIvananI carcA thAya nahi. emanA jIvane carcAthI pare che. retoyaMtarpayAmiA ra4 tarpayAmi.......vagere. emanA jIvananI carcA karAya ja nahi. keTalAka che evA ya ke temane bhagavAne mokalyA hoya. vikArI daSTithI juo te emanA jIvane karamAI jAya. yAjJavalkayanuM jIvana judA prakAranuM che. enA tarapha vikArI daSTithI juo te yAjJavayane vaibhava keTale hate? sATha hajAra vidyAthIe temanA For Private and Personal Use Only

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38 tattvajJAna tapevanamAM bhaNatA hatA. keTalAka kSudra vicAranA bhejAmAM AvatuM haze ke ATalo vibhava temanI pAse haze ke? yAjJavalkayanA jIvana tarapha vikArI daSTithI jotA haze temanI daSTi baLI jatI haze. paraMtu keTalAkanA jIvane tarapha vikArI daSTi paDe te te jIvana karamAI jAya. temane bhagavAna chupA rAkhe. AvA bhakatane bhagavAna khullA pADatA nathI. temanAM jIvana chUpA rAkhe kAraNa temane saMbhALavA joIe. nAnapaNamAM mArI dAdIbAe eka lAkha pArijAtaka phale bhagavAnane caDAvyA. e phUlo bhegA karavAnuM kAma amAruM. e phUle sUryodaya pahelAM bhegAM karavAM joIe. sUryodaya pachI be kalAka rahIne jaIe te A phUle na maLe. A phUle levA jaIe tyAre zikSaNa ApavAmAM AvatuM ke "A bilipatra nathI ane caMpA paNa nathI; pArijAtakanI pAMkhaDI tUTI na jAya te saMbhALaje, kAraNa pAMkhaDI taTeluM phUla bhagavAnane na dharAya" A kule judA prakAranAM hoya che. te bahu kamaLa hoya che, tenI pAMkhaDI azva raMganI ane DIMTaDI lAla hoya che. A phUle bahu ramaNIya hoya che. tenuM jIvana ja juduM che. te phUla kamaLa che tethI ja tenI khapata ochI, tethI maLe paNa nahi; kAraNa mAMga (demand) pramANe utpanna (supply) heya. kUlagalImAM jAo te ekAda mANasa pAse maLe. kAraNa A phUle bAra vAgyA sudhI ke nahi. caMpAnuM phala to sAMja sudhI Take tethI levAvALA te ja le, kAraNa basamAM beThA pachI. ophisamAM pahoMce tyAM sudhI suMghavuM joIe. pArijAtaka phUla nAjuka hoya, te Take nahi. pArijAtaka jevA zubhra jJAnavALA ane lAla DIMTaDI jevA jIvanavALA bhakatane bhagavAna dhavarAve. tethI ja bhagavatInA stana upara pArijAtakane hAra zaMkarAcArye jAye. nadInAnA zravaNa vidyage4-vINAnAdathI halatA rahelA kAnanA kALe zobhe che. kAna pAse avAja gaye ke te khIle che. koIe bhagavAnanA kAna pAse jaIne, avAja karyo haze te zaMkarAcAryane vINunAda jevuM lAgyuM haze. je avAja haze teve paraMtu AtmIyajanane avAja sAro ja lAge. " khA ane cheka e be nI kalpanA kare.nAnA chokarAne bAno avAja sAro lAge ane chekarAno avAja bAne mITho lAge.jema jagata mAMhelI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 39 bA-tevI ja rIte jagadaMbA. chokarAne moTo thayA pachI nahi paNa nAnapaNamAM bAne avAja mITho lAge. moTA thayA pachI temAMthI rasa UDI jAya kAraNa bA para prema ocho thAya. paraMtu nAnapaNamAM bAne avAja mITho lAge. jagatamAMnI bA jagadaMbA jeTalo prema karyAthI ApI zake? jagadaMbAnA kAna pAse avAja thatuM hatuM te vINunAda je lAgate ha. A vINAnAda zeno thAya? keTalAka kahe che ke A vedone avAja che, paraMtu vedo te bhagavAne ja gAyA che. vaniRtitaM ve- kadAca keIe vedane kilakilATa bhagavatInA kAna pAse karyo haze. bhagavatInuM kAruNyapUrNa stavana cAlatuM haze. AvA bhakate deDatA doDatA bhagavatI pAse jAya. bhagavAna temanI AturatAthI rAha jotA hoya. A joIne bhakta vadhAre deDe ane jagadaMbA pAse jAya. bA temane upADI le ane bacI bhare. tyAra pachI bhakata kAluM-kAluM bA pAse bele; tenA lIdhe bAnA kAna tRpta thAya. A teNe te mAgaNe ane takarArI ke. je belIe tenAthI mAnA kAna zobhe nahi. paraMtu bhakate jyAre nirapekSa kAlaM-kArla bele tyAre bhagavatInA kAna tRpta thayelA dekhAya. AnA lIdhe te Dole che. sarvasAmAnya saMsArI mANasane puruSottamanA jIvananI sthiti khabara paDavI joIe, paraMtu te sthiti temane khabara paDatI nathI. ApaNe ApaNuM baccA upara atizaya prema hoya, vaLI A baccuM paNa kevuM? cAra-pAMca baccAM marI gayA pachInuM A bacce. dhAro ke eka mAne ekanuM eka bacuM che, te bacu skUlamAMthI AvavAnuM hoya tyAre bA kAnamAM prANu lAvIne uMbarA upara UbhI hoya. baccAne jovAnI bAnI utsukatA hoya ane cAra-pAMca kalAka sudhI bAne joIna hovAthI baccAne paNa bAne jovAnI AturatA hoya. te baccuM jyAre Ave tyAre kudako mArIne huM tenI parsa jAya, tene upADe, ane bacI bhare-A rojanuM citra che. je saMsAra karatA haze tene paramArtha AvaDa joIe. AvI ja rIte bhagavatInuM ekAda ja baccuM mRtyusaMsArasA R r baceluM hoya, karoDo janmArA sudhI jIvanamaraNanA uMbarA upara A jagadaMbA UbhI che, kAnamAM prANa lAvIne AvA baccAnA AvavAnI rAha jotI UbhI che. te baccuM jyAre Ave tyAre utsukatAthI tene upADe ane bacI bhare- For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra a www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ane pachI prazna pUche. jema sa`sAramAMnI mA accAne khacI bhare ane pUche ke, dIkarA! Aje zALAmAM ahena gusse thayA hatA ?" tyAre baccu kahe, 'nA.' bA pUche. 'bahenane badhA praznonA javAba ApyA ?' maccu kaheH 'mane badhA praznonA javAbe AvaDayA.' bA pUche: tuM Aje rAce niha ne ? tane kAie raDAvyeA hatA ?" tyAre baccuM kahe, mA! eka chokaro bapAre mane raDAvatA hatA, paNa huM raDayA nahi.' A sAMbhaLIne khAtu mAtuM khIlI UThe ane tenA krAna tRpta thAya. AvA baccAne mATe khAne gaurava thAya. AvA ja saMvAda jagadaMbA ane bhaktane thAya che. jagadIza pAse jyAre doDatA bhakta jAya tyAre tene e upADe, pacI bhare ane pUche, dIkarA! sauMsAramAM tu raDayA nahine? tyAre bhakata kahe, 'nA, mane saMsAramAM sagAvahAlAM ane AjubAjInA leke raDAvatA hatA paraMtu huM raDayA nahi.' A pUche, tane badhA praznonA javAba AvaDayA tyAre bhakta kahe, A! adhA praznonA javAba mane barAbara AvaDayA-mane ghaNA leAkI khIvaDAvatA hatA paNa huM DaryAM nahi ane raDhayA paNa nahi; bahu sArI rIte me sa'sAra karyo che.'A sAMbhaLIne jagadaMbAnA kAna tRpta thAya. jagadaMbA kahe ke, zAkhAza!' AmAM mAne vahAla thAya. 'tu mAro dIkarA che' tenu AmAM kautuka che. khAne vahAla thAya ethI vadhAre chAtI pAse le ane khacI bhare. AvI ja rItanA lakatA bhagavAna pAse jAya. jagata tene raDAve che. sacAviyeAgathI raDavAnA prasaMgeA Ave paNa te raDe nahi. tyAre mA kahe, zAkhAza dIkarA!" A saMvAda vINAnAda jevA che, nahi tA kANu tene saMtuSTa kare? vat tu hIA vaiRtyama mAM bhAgye ja keAibaccuM khacIne bA pAse Ave paNa je baccuM' A rIte Ave tene khA upADe, khacI bhare ane anaMta prazno pUche. A badhu sAMbhaLavA jevu hAya. ekanuM eka baccu hoya te atizaya prema Ave, navadasa khALaka hoya temAM Anada na Ave. ekanu eka baccu hAya kAM te cAra-pAMca marI gayA pachI maceluM baccu hAya tenA upara khAnA atizaya prema hAya, AvA baccAne AMkhamAM prANa lAvIne nA pUche. jagadIza tenI rAha jotA UbhA hoya ane pUche tyAre te kAnamAM kahyuM ke mane adhAe raDAvyA paNa huM raDayA nathI.' mAnAthI mAnA krAna saMtuSTa thAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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~~~~ AnaMdalaharI 41 jemaNe jIvananI parameAcca zreNInI sthiti lAgavI che, tevA bhakatAnu A kAlu kAlu khelavuM che. zakarA cAye A parameAcca zreNInI sthiti bhAgavI che te stAtrarUpe lakhI rAkhyu che. jene eka divasa AvI rItanI sthiti maLI che, jene mAnI anubhUti che te A statra gAI zake. ApaNe te A stAtranA tarajumA karIe. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pachI kahe, mA! tu' natAIi che. mA!tu namra thAya che, vAMkI vaLe che. bhagavatI ghaDapaNane lIdhe vAMkI vaLI nathI, te to satata yuvAna che. e gharaDI thatI ja nathI. bhagavatI ghaDapaNane lIdhe ke yAkane lIdhe vAMkI vaLI nathI. tene thAka lAgatA ja nathI, kAraNa te kAma karatI ja nathI. kAma te ApaNe karIe; te kaMi ja karatI nathI te tene thAka kema lAge ?bilakula kAma na kare te bhagavAna ane kAma karIne hADakAM narama kare te jIva. chatAM zaMkarAcA kahe che ke,'mA! tuM ratADDI che. mA! tu bhalabhalAne namAve che paNa keAinI sAme name che A satya hakIkata che. jagatamAMthI bhalAbhalA caMgIjhakhAna, taimuralaMga jevA cAlyA gayA. je jagatane dhrujAve te paNa jagatamAMthI cAlyA jAya. jagatane dhrujAvanAra sTelIna jevA sTelIna paNa sAta sAta divasa sudhI bakarAnI jema mAthuM nIce rAkhIne bezuddhi mAM paDayA hatA. mA ! tuM bhalabhalAne vAMkA vaLAve paraMtu tuM paNa koinI sAme name che. jagada bA kAnI sAme name ? zaMkarAcAnI sAme name, kAM tA prahAr nAT pArArapurI.... vAlmIki sanaH sanaMddana jevA leAkeAnI sAme name. temanAmAM bhagavAnane vAMkA vaLAvavAnI zakita che, zakarAcAya ne lAge che ke mArImA koinI sAme name che', mA khelAve tyAre baccuM' kahe, 'mA! huM nathI AvavAne; tuM mane upADa, tuM mane UlA kara, tuM mane sArUM karuM,tu mane navaDAva. AvA baccA joDe vAta karatI vakhate jagadakhAne raMga caDe. AvI haTha pakaDavA jeTalI lAyakAta meLavavI joie. A bahenA mane gIta sa MbhaLAvatI hatI: 'ra Mge rame umaMge rame, Aja mArI khA raMge rame.' A kaye raMga? vAtsalyanA raMga. chekara haTha pakaDe, mA! tu navaDAvaze te ja hAiza.' mA kahe mane keTalA kAme che!" mA Ama khele ane gussAthI kahe ke 'huM nahi navaDAvuM.' paraMtu mAne lAgatu DhAya ke chokarA AvA Agrahu pakaDe, mA te kahe mAre keTalA DhAmA che? mAre rasAi banAvavI che, Iyarane jamADavAne che; tane navaDAvavA esa tA rasoi kayAre karU ?" AvuM khele pazu For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 42 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir peTamAM ema hoya ke chekarA trAgu kare, tene chekarAnI haTha gamatI hoya, A vAtsalyanA raMga che. tethI ja zakarAcAya kahe che ke mA! tu natALI che. duniyAne namAvavAvALI tu koinI sAme name che. pachI kahe 'mA! tuM mAtaGUnI' che, mA!tane hAthaNa jevI mada ane manera gati che. jagadaMbA madada karavA mATe Ave paNa prANa kaMTha pAse AvyA pachI Ave. 'mA! ame hUkhIe tyAM sudhI tuM AvatI nathI. tane utAvaLa che ja nahi, mA! cauda cauda varSa AvA du:khanA kADhayA kahI mANusa raDe. jeTalA vadhAre raDe teTalI tenI gati maMda che. mA madada kare paNa tenI gati mAM che. A magati kevaLa bhautika viSayeA mATe ja che ema nahiM, bhakateAnI pAse javAmAM, temane bheTavAmAM paNa mAnI gati maMda heya. ' Ama T cittaekAgratA vadhArIne bhakata pUrNatAnI anubhUti sudhI jAya, paNa A pUrNatAnI anubhUti rAja maLe nahi; kAraNa tene utAvaLa che ja nahi. mA te haLave haLave magatithI Ave. Ama chatAM zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke mA! tuM maMdatathI Ave che paNa tArI gati khritimaThThI maLavatImaneAhara che. tu haLave haLave Ave che-tArI gati maMda che paNa te chatAMye te gati maneAhArI che. huM utAvaLa karU chuM ke A AnaMda pharI kayAre maLe? paraMtu tuM madagatithI ja Ave che.' A Anada sAdhaka avasthAmAM ja lUTavAnA che; te AnaMda siddha avasthAmAM nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only sAmAnya mANasane keTalA phaTakA paDe tethI te thAkI jAya. te kahe 14-15 varSa tamArI gItA vAMcI te chatAMye mArI A sthiti? tenA prANa kaMTha pAse Ave paNa jagadamanI gati maMda che. jeTalI te utAvaLa karaze teTalI mAnI gati maMda che. AvI ja rIte bhakatanI jeTalI utALa hAya teTalA bhagavAna mada gatie Ave. tyAra pachI bhakattanI utAvaLa jAya ane bhagavAnane utAvaLa thAya. zakta utAvaLa cheDI de eTale bhagavAnane doDatA AvavuM paDe. bhagavAnanuM ane bhakatanuM A mAnasazAstra che. jagadaMbA maMda gatie Ave che tethI kahe che ke mA tuM mAtaddI che. maLavatI-ezvaryAM saMpanna-mA! tuM azva saMpanna che. mANasa pAse paisA na hoya. te azakta hoya te icchA DAvA chatAM koine madada karI zakatA nathI, madada karavA mATe tenI gati maMda hoya te samajI zakAya. paraMtu mA! tu na

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AnaMdalaharI 43 azakata nathI. aizvarya saMpanna che chatAM tArI gati maMda che. mA! tane kaMI ochuM nathI, tuM samartha che paNa te chatAM tArI gati kaMI judI ja che. mA! tuM zaMbhunI-zivajInI satI che. zaMbhu eTale sukhamaya. bhagavAna sukhamaya che. jagatamAM kevaLa tuM ja sukhamaya che. zaMbhunI joDe tuM prAmANika che. je sukharUpa che tenI joDe tuM cITakI bese che. bhagavAnanAM be kAme che--(1) ApavAnuM ane (2) levAnuM. raDe tene bhagavAna Ape ane sukhamaya hoya tene pAse le ane cazvAmi-sukharUpane te khAI nAkhe. te chelluM che. bIjAnuM sukha jevAvALA hoya temanI joDe cITakI bese. bIjAnAM sukha ane sagavaDa joze te bhagavAna Avaze. pote sukharUpa thavuM ane bIjAnuM sukha jevuM-tyAre A badhuM zuM kevaLa mahApurUSa ane mahAna kamagIone mATe ja che? yAjJavalakatha, pataMjali, vasiSTha jevA niSkAma karmacagIone mATe che tema sakAma karmagIone mATe paNa che. saMsArI mANasanA jIvanamAM paNa AvuM bane. nAnI nAnI vAtamAM senAnA kaNe jovA maLe che. te ratana jevA dekhAya. AvA senAnAM kaNe jotAM AvaDavuM joIe. eka banI gayelI ghaTanA che. eka yuvAna strIne dhaNI moTaranA akasmAtamAM gujarI gaye. ecI te dhaNuM akasmAtathI gujarI jAya pachI tenI strInI AMkhanI sAme keTaluM aMdhAruM AvatuM haze tenuM zAbdika varNana na thaI zake. khabara maLatAM ja rAte akasmAtanI jagA upara sagAvahAlAM pahoMcI gayA, te ja tenI aMtakriyA karIne ghare AvavA mATe moTaramAM beThA. te strI miTaramAM beThI beThI raDatI hatI. bIjA paNa badhA moTaramAM beThA hatA. savAranA sAta vAge kaI gAma pAse pANI levA mATe maTara UbhI rahI. meTaramAM beThelAone badhAne cA pIvAnuM mana hatuM, paraMtu AvI paristhitimAM zaramanA mAryA kaI bolatuM na hatuM. yuvAna chokarI A badhuM jue che. ene thayuM ke mAre lIdhe A badhA cA pItA nathI, tethI eNe kahyuM ke, "savAra thaI, mane cA joIe che. eka kSaNa bIjAne lAgyuM ke dhaNI rAtanA gujarI gayela che ane ene cA pIvAnI IcchA thaI? paraMtu badhAne cA joItI hatI tethI keIe carcA karI nahi. cA maMgAvI ane eka kapa tene paNa ApI ane bAkI bIjAoe pIdhI. A strIe cA pIdhI nahiM paNa rAkhI dIdhI. A chokarIe badhAne cA pAI pachI meriTA thaI. A strInuM aMta:karaNa moTuM hatuM. eNe AvA kaparA pasaemAM paNa bIjAnuM sukha joyuM. A sUkSma prasaMga che-A strInuM keTaluM moTuM aMtaHkaraNa haze! pratyakSa banelI A vAta che. eka kSaNa badhAnenipharatA ane avyavahArupaNuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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ja tatvajJAna lAgyuM paNa tyAra pachI khabara paDI ke tenuM aMta:karaNa keTaluM moTuM che! teNe cA pIdhI na hatI; eno kapa ema ja hatuM. AvA nAnA nAnA loko ghaNA hoya. temanI joDe bhagavAna cITakI bese. bhale thoDA vakhata mATe, paNa kaI kaI vakhata te AvatA haze. AMkha khullI karIne A jevuM joIe. emanAmAM saujanyatA che, mAnavatA che ane dilanI moTAI che. nyAta jene satkAra kare che temanAmAM dilanI moTAI che ema mAnavAnuM kAraNa nathI. Aje bIjAnuM sukha jevAnI vRtti ochI dekhAya che. jyAM dilanI moTAmAM dekhAya tyAM bhagavaddasparza che ema samaje. pachI kahe, mA! tArI daSTi mehRdu va- caMcaLa che. mAnI dRSTi keI ThekANe sthira thatI nathI. jene pAMca-sAta chokarAM hoya ane te paNa ekAda varSanA aMtare thayelAM heya-tevI mAnI sthiti jevA jevI hoya. ekAda mAM hoya tenA tarapha jevA jAya tyAM bIje raDe. enI daSTi caMcaLa hoya; to pachI jeNe abajo jIvane janma Ave te jagadaMbAnI daSTi A jIvane saMbhALavA mATe caMcaLa haze? kharI vAta e che ke mAnI daSTi sthira thatI nathI. bIjI jyAM sudhI "ApaNe mANasa jaDe nahi tyAM sudhI daSTi sthira thAya nahi. te jyAre maLe tyAre daSTi sthira thAya. vimalA kolejamAM bhaNe che tenI daSTi sthira heya nahi, kAraNa tenuM nakakI thayuM nathI; paNa guNavaMtarAya bhAI sAthe te paraNe te tenI daSTi sthira thaI jAya. ghaNuM karma karavAvALAne joIne jagadaMbAnI daSTi sthira na thAya. te zuM puSkaLa jJAna haze tene joIne bhagavAnanI daSTi sthira thatI haze ghaNu jJAnI hoya. paNa jIvananuM saudarya joIne paNa bhagavAnanI daSTi sthira thatI nathI. paraMtu jeNe potAne ahama prabhune Ape, tenuM nirahaMkArI jIvana joIne bhagavAnanI daSTi sthira thAya. te kahe ke huM tAre' tethI tenA jIvanamAM mastI hoya. temane jotAM ja bhagavAnanI daSTa sthira thAya. zaMkarAcAryanuM jIvana nirahaMkArI hatuM. eTaluM jJAna hovA chatAM emaNe eka paNa pitAne svataMtra graMtha lakhe nahi. temaNe prasthAnatrayI upara bhASya lakhyuM. temanuM nirahaMkArI jIvana jene bhagavatInI daSTi, sthira thaI. tethI kahe che ke ameTuM kSano AvI bAne jayajayakAra thAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI zloka 5 navI nArka bhrAjanmaNi kana kabhUSApari karevRtAGgI sAraGgI ruciranayanAGgIkRta shivaa| taDitpItA pItAmbaralalitamIrasubhagA mamAparNA pUrNA nikhadhisukhairastusumukhI // 5 // rAH -jenA aMga navedita bAlaravi jevA daidIpyamAna maNi ane senAnA AbhUSaNothI alaMkRta che, jene haraNa jevI vizALa ane suMdara AMkha che, jeNe zivajIne aMgIkAra karyo che, vIjaLI jevI jenI prabhA che, jenA caraNakamaLa pItAMbaranI prabhAthI adhika suMdara bhAsatA jhAMjharathIbhe che, tevI niratizaya AnaMdathI paripUrNa bhagavatI apaNuM mArA para prasanna rahe. oxoxo bA! tArUM meTuM sarasa che. bA! te ghareNuM paheryo che te kevA che? savAranA praharamAM UgatA rahelA sUrya-bAlaravi jevA daidIpyamAna, ratnajaDita sonAnA ghareNAMthI tArA aMge le che. tArI AMkhe (sArI eTale haraNa athavA bhakata) haraNa jevI vilebhanIya che. tAre zivajIe aMgIkAra karyo che. zivajInI tuM ardhAganA che tene lIdhe zivajI ardhanArInaTezvara thayA, tAre raMga vIjaLI-vidulalatA je suvarNa jevuM che. te pILuM pItAMbara pahereluM hovAthI ane suvarNa jevA raMgane pItAMbarathI zelatA jhAMjharathI tArA caraNa suMdara lAge che. tArA page bhAgyazALI lAge che. saMpUrNa bhAgya tArA pagamAM samAyeluM che evI tuM, dumuslI-he sumukhI! tuM mArI kaLa che. eTale pArvatI. saMskRta bhASAmAM artho gekhavAnA hoya. eka zabdanA keTalAye arthe hoya. tenA mATe amArI che. te bhAratIya vADamayanuM ghareNuM che. te devI paMDite hajAra varSa pahelAM lakhyuM che. temAM pArvatInAM nAme A mujaba che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 4 www.kobatirth.org tavAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir aparNA pArvatI durgA mRDAnI caNDikAmbikA AryA dAkSAyaNI caiva girijA menakAtmajA / A badhA pArvatInA nAmeA che. saMskRta bhaNavAnuM hAya tA amorA gokhavA paDe. tenA lIdhe eka zabdanA badhA artha khabara paDe. tenA mATe zabdakoza (dictionery) khelavAnI jarUra nahi. mA! tuM aparNA che chatAM tuM pUchyuM che. niravidha sukhathI tuM pUrNa che. tu mArI aparNo che-- A, A zlokanA zabdazaH artha che. he sumulI karIne hAMka mAre che. khA! tArUM moDhuM jotAM ja besavAnu mana thAya che. keTalAkanA caherAo jovA gamatA nathI. keTalAka moDhAM kharAma hAya; te ga MdhAya keTalAka lAcAra caherA hAya ane keTalAka unmatta caherA hAya te jovA gamatA nathI. AvA caherAo jovAnu durbhAgya na maLe, paNa khA! tu sUmulI che. tArU' mADhu jovA jevuM che. mArI sAthe mAtRtvane tArA sabaMdha che tethI tArA meADhethI sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya. gItA hRdaya Mgama kyAre lAgaze? gItA gAvAvALA upara prema hAya te. gItA zarUAtamAM dhArmika, naitika, sAMskRtika ane jJAnanA graMtha lAge, paraMtu gItAmAM je madhurimA chete gItA gAvAvALA upara prema vadhe tyAre khabara paDe, nAnapaNamAM dADhIbA kAma karatI hAya te tenI pAse jaIne emavAnu mana thAya, tenA meDhethI vArtA sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya. tethI kahetA ke dAdIkhA! vArtA kara.' dAdImA kahe ke, 'tane te badhI vArtA khabara che' te huM kahuM ke, 'bhImanI vArtA kara'-dAdIkhA kahe te teA tane AvaDe che.' huM kahete, 'bhale AvaDe paNa tu pharIthI te vArtA kara.' je vArtA khabara hoya te paNa dAdImAnA mukhAraviMdamAMthI pharIpharI sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya. Aje tA mA-bApa upara paNa keAIne prema nathI. bhagavAnanA prema rahyo AghA paraMtu kauTuMnika prema mATe paNa mANasA ghelA thatA nathI. vIsamI sadImAM badhA DAhyA che; gAMDA koI che ja nahi. Aje te kahe ke, mAthI zuM phAyado? lAke pUche-zAstrIjI! tamAre tyAM khAlasa skAra kendramAM karAne mekalIe paNa meTrikamAM kaMi phAyado thaze? meTrikamAM phAyado karavA mATe te meoTA makAnAvALI zALA che ja-sa'skArakendramAM javAthI jIvanamAM phAyado thaze, paNa te kAine joitA nathI. badhA vyavahArU dRSTikANuvALA thayA che. A badhA DAhyA leAkeA che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 47. vyavahAramAM mA upara prema nathI tethI atIMdriya zakitano prema khabara paDato nathI. veda bhagavAne gAyA che tethI amane game che. koI kaheze ke vedo trASioe lakhyA che, paNa je Sioe anAmI ane ajJAta rahIne kAma karyuM te amArI daSTithI de che. vedo amane sArA lAge che kAraNa te mArI bA bole che. gItAnuM pArAyaNa karIne puNya maLe te daSTi vyavahArika lekenI che. gItAmAM jJAna, bhakita, dhAmikatA, naitikatA che. tenuM pArAyaNa karIne puNya maLe A amane khabara nathI. paNa gItA mArI mAnA moDhAmAMthI nIkaLI che tethI te amane gaLI lAge che. bhagavatI upara bhAva hoya to te sumukhI lAge; tenA meDhA tarapha javAnuM mana thAya. tenA moDhAmAMthI je nIkaLe te zabda nathI, te to hIrA che, motI che. bA! tuM sumukhI che tethI tAruM meTuM joyA ja karavAnuM mana thAya che. bA! tuM vRtAphI che. tArA badhA avayave zebhe che. jo te navIna sUrya-sUryodaya samAna daidIpyamAna teja nAM ghareNAM paheryA che tethI zebhe che. zaMkarAcAryane ghareNAMnuM teja sUcaka lAgyuM. ghareNamAM caMdranuM AhlAdadAyaka teja nahi paNa sUryodaya samayanuM daidIpyamAna teja dekhadhu. sUryanuM teja te baparanAM vadhAre tejasvI hoya paraMtu tenA sAme jevAtuM nathI bapore bAra vAgyAnA sUryamAM tejasvitA che paNa navIna sUryanA tejamAM ramaNIyatA che, tenA sAme joI zakAya. taimUralaMga tarapha paNa na jovAya. sUryodaya samayanA sUryamAM 2maNIyatA che. temAM eka jAtathI prasannatA che, parAkramanI kalapanA ane utkarSanI bhAvanA che. AvI rIte tArA ghareNumAM A traNe vAte che. savArane sUrya ramaNIya ane prasanna hoya. savAranA praharamAM maMdamaMda pavana AvatuM hoya tene lIdhe ghAsa DolatuM hoya, te joIne mANasa prasanna thAya. te kadAca pUrNa sAttvika na haze paNa rAtrIpraharamAM sAttvika prasannatA heya. muMbaI zaheranA lokone Ane anubhava che ja. dhruDanA divasomAM guMDAo tUphAna savAranA bhAgamAM na kare kAraNa te vakhate te sAttvika hoya. paraMtu bapore, sAMje ane rAtre teo tephAna kare, kAraNa te kALamAM tAmasavRtti jera kare. muMbaIe badhA anubhave lIdhA che. savAranA sUryamAM jema prasannatA che tema temAM parAkramanuM darzana che. savArano sUrya aMdhArAne kApIne A che temAM utkarSanAM bIjo che. bAra vAgyA pachI sUrya nIce Ave temAM utkarSa nathI paNa apakarSa che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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tajJAna bA! tArA ghareNumAM prasannatA, ramaNIyatA ane parAkramanI bhAvanA A traNe guNe che. bA! tAro zaNagAra ane tArUM nAma paNa amane prasanna kare che. jIvanamAM jyAre viphalatA, nirAzya Ave tyAre prabhunA nAmathI prasannatA Ave. mAnavI jIvana e asahAya ane parAvalaMbI jIvanane namUne che. mAnavI jIvana parAvalaMbI che. gAyanuM baccuM janmIne UbhuM rahe ane mAnavanA baccAMne Ubhe rahetAM varSa lAge. mANasa asahAya ane parAvalaMbI che. ApaNe dhArIe te ApaNane maLatuM nathI ane ApaNe na dhArIe, je joItuM nathI te ApaNane maLe. ApaNane sukha du:kha koNa mokale che? ApaNe kamAIe te kahIe ke mArA puruSArthathI kamAye ane je khaIe ane duHkha Ave te kahIe ke prArabdhathI maLyuM. deve duHkha ApyuM te sukha paNa teNe ApyuM ema bola, kAM te sukha puruSArthathI maLyuM te du:kha paNa puruSArthathI maLyuM ema bela-paNa mANasa tevuM bela nathI. AnuM nAma mANasa. - ' nirAzya ane viphalatA Ave che te vakhate tuM kAM te tArA je thayelA che te ja amane prasanna karI zake che. e prasanna karavAnI zakti tArI che. "vAlmIki A zabda belyA pachI prasannatA Ave che. tArA nAmathI aprasanna paNa prasanna thAya. savAranA sUryamAM te zakti che ane tuM paNa prasanna kare che. navIna sUryamAM parAkrama che. temAM parAkrama karavAnI smRti che. bA jetI hoya te kare parAkrama kare. cheka bAne kahe, "bA! tuM uparathI je, huM baeNTarbola ramuM chuM." bA jetI hoya te cheka phaTako mAre. AvI rIte bA! tuM jetI rahe te prasaMgarALa dahena uchA-A parAkrama karUM. bA! tuM jotI rahe te huM parAkrama karIza. tethI bAnI zobhA navIna sUrya jevI dedIpyamAna lAge che. trIjI vAta-A! tArA nAmamAM utkarSanAM bIje che. utkarSa tene ke je tArA paga pAse namyA. je tArA thaI gayA te ja masta thaI zake. eka zALAmAM chokarAone pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke "tamane dasamArUti game ke vIramArUti game?" eka citramAM hanumAna droNagiri parvata laI kUdake - -- For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI * 49 mAre che ane bIjA citramAM rAmanI sAme hAtha joDIne hanumAna UbhA che. chokarAo badhA tejapUjaka che tethI badhA chokarAoe kahyuM ke "amane vIra mArUti game che. paNa eka chokarAe kahyuM ke, "mane dAsamArUti game che. zikSake pUchayuM ke "tane dAsamArUti game che tenuM zuM kAraNa chekare kahe ke, "huM dasamArUti thaIza te ja vIramArUti thaI zakIza!" vIrya ane zaurya prabhunA dAsatvamAMthI Ave che. bA! tArI pAse parAkrama karavAnI zakita che. tArA lIdhe parAkrama dekhADavAnuM mana thAya. je chokarAne mAbApa nathI tenI kaphoDI tithi thAya. tethI ja marAThI kavI kahe che ke svAmI tinI navA vyAvinA mizArI. (tribhuvanane svAmI paNa mA vagara bhikhArI che.) te zALAmAM pahelo naMbara Ave te dekhADe kone ? phaIbA-mAsIbAne dekhADe te zuM kaheze? karAne 100 mAMthI 90 mArka maLyA hoya ane deDatA AvIne phaIbAne, mAsIbAne dekhADe te kaheze ke sAruM thayuM, hajI hoziyAra thA. paraMtu bA heya te? te hAthamAMnuM kAma pheMkI deze ane chokarAnI sleTamAM utkarSanAM bIjo jaze. te chekarAne pAse leze ane bacI bharaze. tenAthI chokarAne utkarSa thaze. AvI rIte jagadaMbA! tuM jagatamAM che tethI ja sarvasva pheMkIne deDavAnuM mana thAya che. ramaNIyatA prasannatA ane parAkramanI bhAvanA kAM te utkarSanAM bIje tArA dedIpyamAna tejamAM che. tethI te teja navIna sUryanA jevuM daidIpyamAna dekhAya che. bA! tArI AMkha sArI eTale haraNanI AMkha jevI vilejanIya che. haraNanI AMkha sAhitya zAstrIoe atizaya suMdara cItarI che. haraNanI AMkha bhayabhIta, DarI gayelI AMkha che tethI sthira nathI. haraNanI AMkhamAM bhayabhItatA che paNa tenA lIdhe temAM saudarya vadhyuM che. mA! tArI AMkhamAM paNa A saMdaratA dekhAya che. bA ! tArI AMkhamAM Dara dekhAya che. paNa mA tane Dara hoya? jagadIza paNa kaI kaI vakhata gabharAI jAya. je jagadIza paraNavAne nATaka kare te DaravAne paNa nATaka kare. bhItimAM paNa AMkhamAM eka jAtanuM sauMdarya dekhAya. zaMkarAcAryane bAnI AMkhamAM haraNanuM sauMdarya dekhAya che. A jagadIza paNa koI kaI divasa gabharAI jAya. jagadIzane thAya ke mArA chokarAnuM zuM thaze? meM tene ekalAne jagatamAM mokalI dIghe che te pAcho Avaze? cha-sAta varSano chokaro heya tene bA kahe methInI bhAjI lai Ava." For Private and Personal Use Only

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50 taravajJAna chokaro nIce gayo ke mA gelerImAM AMTA mAratI hoya. tene Dara hoya ke chokaro rasto oLaMgatAM meTaramAM to nahi AvI jAya ne? tene kaI upADI te nahi jAyane? A je manamAM vAta Ave te AMkhamAM dekhAya. AvI rIte jagadIzanI AMkhamAM zaMkarAcAryane chokarA mATenI AvI bhIti dekhAI, kAraNa temane jagadIza joDe AtmIya saMbadha che. jagadaMbAne thatuM haze ke jagatane AMgaNAmAM chekarAne keI banAvaze te nahi ne? tene duHkha te nahi paDe ne? te sukhI te raheze ne? mA jyAre chokarIne paraNavIne vidAya Ape tyAre raDe. hajAro rUpiyA kharcIne chokarIne paraNAve ane chokarI paraNIne jAya tyAre te marI gaI hoya evI rIte mA raDe. zAkuMtala nATakamAM cothA aMkamAM kava kahe che ke chokarIne vaLAvatI vakhate amArA jedAnI A sthiti thAya te pachI saMsAramAM racyApacyA rahetA gRhasthInI zuM sthiti thatI haze? mAne vicAra Ave ke che karIne kula jevI sAcavI che. tene sinagdha hAtha maLaze? meM jevI rIte phUlanI jema sAcavI che tevI rIte teno dhaNuM sAcavaze ke A phUlane cImaLI nAkhaze? A DarathI mAbApa karatA hoya. A rIte jagadIze badhI vyavasthA karI che. ghara sArUM, mUratiye sAre, paNa tene Dara che ke meM tene sAcavyuM che paNa jagatamAM tene dukha te nahi Ave ne? A DarathI bhayabhIta AMkha sArI lAge tethI haraNanI AMkhanI upamA ApI che. - sarakU no bIjo artha bhakata thAya che. tethI sariphI eTale bhakatae jenI AMkhe ramaNIya banAvI. A kharI ja vAta che. jagadIzanI AMkhamAM be bhAva che-1. nirvikAra ane 2. bhayaMkaratA. gItA kahetI vakhate ajunanI sAme bhagavAna premarasamAM palaLI gayA che paNa te chatAM gItAmAM vacce vacce temanuM nirvikAratva kiyuM kare che tyAre kahe che ke 1 me devArtA - priya - mULa svabhAva thoDe ja jAya? tethI te eka - 2 DI kavie kahyuM che ke, AdhIM hotA grAmajozI, rAjyapada Ale tyAsI / tyA paMcAMga rAhInA, mULasvabhAva jAInA // pahelA grAmajozI hatuM paraMtu prArabdhavazAta rAjyapada maLyuM, paraMtu rAjA banyA chatAM tenA mULasvabhAva jAya nahi, tethI paMcAMga laIne ja phare. AvI rIte gItA kahetI vakhate zrIkRSNa premarasamAM palaLI gayA che. arjunanI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI sAme gAMDA thayA che. paraMtu vacamAM vacamAM kahe che ke na me TrAti na priya: kAraNa temanuM nirguNa nirAkAratva DekIyuM kare che. A bolavAnI jarUra nathI chatAM svabhAva che tethI AMkhamAM nivikAratva che. mANasa mUtinI sAme raDe paNa tene pratibhAva ja nahi-sAkSIto vo nizcaAMkhamAM nivikAratva che. bIjuM totravetre HILathe AvuM svarUpa joIe tyAre bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM bhayaMkaratA lAge. je loke karmamAM sapaDAyelA che temane bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM bhayAnakatA lAge. paraMtu jagadIzanI AMkhamAMnuM nivikAratva tema ja bhayAnakatva kADhIne ravinAnA-A madhurimA bhakatae lAvI. bhagavAnanI AMkhamAMthI bhayaMkaratA ane nivikAratA kADhI nAMkhIne madhurimA, ramaNIyatA lAve ke? bhakta lAve. jUnA kALamAM badhA phojadArathI Dare. tenI moTI mUche ane bharAvadAra caherA tarapha keI joI paNa na zake. paraMtu tenuM nAnuM bacyuM hoya te bIjA chokarAone pitAnA ghera ramavA laI javA mATe kaheH "cAla, mArA ghare cAla ' tyAre bIjo chAkare kaheH "nA, tArA bApa phojadAra che, mane Dara lAge che. tyAre te kahe, "tAre gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI, tArI sAthe huM chuM ne?" Ama kahIne pitAnA dostadArane gharamAM laI jAya. phrajadAra sAheba bIjA sAheba sAthe vAte karatA beThA hoya tyAre tenuM baccuM tenI pAse AvIne kahe: "bApA kabATamAMthI ramakaDuM kADhI Ape.' ane bApa ramakaDuM kADhI paNa Ape. AvI ja rIte vAlamIki kahe ke, cAla mArI sAthe bhagavAna pAse." tyAre phekaTalAla kaheH "nA bhagavAna mAruM jIvana jANe che-bheyamAM pesI bheyare karIe kALI vAta, jANe jagatano nAtha. mAre nathI AvavuM, tame jAo ! tyAre vAlamIki kahe, "tuM kara nahi, huM tArI sAthe chuM ne? bhagavAnathI DaravAnuM kAraNa nahi, te tArI bA che." "are! paNa mArAmAM te khaba kacaro bharele che." te vAlamIki kahe, "kaMI vAMdho nahi, bhagavAna bA che te tAro kacaro ghaI nAkhaze; tuM mArI joDe cAla." tethI vAlmIki, vasiSTha A badhAne sathavAro karavAnevImIliH sanaH sananatara vyAso vasiSomRgu-A bhakatae bhagavAnanA AMkhamAMnI bhayAnakatA kADhI nAkhI. bhagavAna mArI bA che. huM kacarAthI bharele haIza te paNa te mApha karI nAkhaze. jagadIzane kaI gajavAmAM lAvyA haze te A For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra para tatvajJAna satAe. saMta bhagavAnane AgheA nathI dekhADatA-sa te ApaNane bhagavAna pAse lai jAya. Ama bhaktAe bhagavAnanA AMkha mAMhyalI bhayAnakatA kADhI nAkhI ane zakarAcAya jevAoe bhagavAnanA AMkhamAnI nirvikAratA kADhI nAMkhI. AvA bhakatane jone bhagavAna vikArI thAya. chagana-maganane joIne bhagavAnanI AMkha nivikArI rahe. kAine joine bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM kaI halatuM ja nathI--te nirvikAra che. te kaheze, tame karmo karo cho te phaLa huM ApIza!' paraMtu te ThekANe bhakatAe bhagavAnane vikArI banAvyA. are! A lakatAe bhagavAnane nacAvyA che. je jagadIza AkhA jagatane nacAve che tene dUdha ApavAvALI AhIranI chekarIAe chachape nAca navAyo-chAzane mATe tene nacAvye che. A bhakatAne joIne bhagavAnane 'pUrNAMkAma huM, jagatane ApavAvALA te huM nAcu ke?' AveA vicAra ja na Ave. A bhakate bhagavAnane potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna bhUlAve. jagadIza nirguNu ane nirvikArI che tene saguNa ane sAkAra-savikAra bhakatA banAve; bhagavAnanI AMkhamAMnI nirvikAratA kADhIne tene vikArI banAve. kRSNane gApIoe nAca nacAvye. kRSNunA ghere hajArA gAyA hatI te chatAMye eka vATakI chAza mATe te nAnye. kRSNe pUrNakAma chatAMye gepIoe ene sakAma banAvye. bhagavAnanI AMkhamAMthI nivikAratva ane bhayAnakatA kADhI nAkhI bhatAe emAM ramaNIyatA ANI. 6 bhagavAna! tu pahelA naMbaranu khATuM khele che. chekarAne mATe paNa mA-bApa khATuM eTale te dharmazAstro teA phaTakA mAravAnA ja, temane mAk na kare. mA-bApa kahe ke amane khabara na hatI' te te kahe ke 'na khabara paDatAM agni upara paga mUke te te khALe ja.' Ama na khabara paDatAM kheATuM melavAvALA mA-bApa mATe paNa dharma zAstrA heMTara laine UbhA che. paNu bhagavAna! tu vikArI thai gayA ane khATuM khele che. bhagavAna! tuM badhuM kare che ane mArA nAme caDhAve che. vAstavika jJAna tArUM, sAttvikatA tArI, zakita tArI, tuM krAma kare che ane duniyAne kahe che 'lAga ene page.' A cAmaDAnuM khe| khu zuM karavAnuM che? tame ApeA che ane mane dAnI TharAvA che. A jagatamAM kAi koIne Apatu nathI. rAjAnI zuM tAkAta che ke te Ape? ti pAchuM na mUDha-kazaDapati For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaDurI mitra hAya paNa tamane te ApI zakatA nathI. tethI zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke bhagavAna! tuM Ape che ane mane dAnI TharAve che. 53 AvI ja rIte bhagavAna! tuM jJAnI che. jJAna kayAM che te mane khabara paDatI nathI. ATalA nAnakaDA bhejAmAM zAvAsya-upaniSada, rAmAyaNa, mahAbhArata, kATa, erIsTeTala, pleTa, sekreTIsa, gItA-A badhuM rahyuM kayAMthI? dALamAM mIThu` keTaluM nAMkhavAnuM te paNa bhejAmAM ja rahyu che, dANAvALAne tyAM ghaNI anAjanI guNe heya. te kahe, tuvaradALa lAva, te mANasa lai Ave. A samajI zakAya. che. paraMtu bhejAmAMthI joie te guNu kANu lAve che? tu ja lAve che. jJAnI tu che ane mane jJAnI TharAve che, dAnI tuM che ane mane dAnI TharAve che, kAma tu kareche ane jagatane mane page lagaDAve che. A badhuM khATu che. khATuM eTale vikAra. vikAra AnyA ke svarUpa bhUlAve. ATaluM ja niha paNa tuM janma le che. tAre janma levAnuM kaMI kAraNa? tu te nirguNa nirAkAra che. pazu potAnA svarUpanuM' bhAna bhUlIne tu janma le che. rAtanA bAra vAge dehatA Ave che bhane uDeche ! paritrANAya sAdhUnAM vinAzAya ca duSkRtAm dharmasaMsthApanAthAya samAmi yugeyune bhagavAnane gAkuLanA AMgaNAmAM nAvAnuM mana thayuM. brUhibrUsAna nRti nevAMtikrAMta:- vedAMtanA siddhAMta, parabrahma naMdunA AMgaNAmAM nAce che. te avatAra laine keAinI joDe ramavA, kAine jovA ane keine maLavA Ave che, vAstavika tuM nivikArI, pUrNakAma che, paNa bhakatAe tane vikArI ane sakAma banAvyA. bhakatAe tArI AMkha ramaNIya banAvI. pachI kahe che-baDDIA rAvA-tArA zivajIe 'gIkAra karyAM che. jene tu peAtAnA karI kheALAmAM le che tenuM tu' kalyANa kare che. jagatamAM prabhu jyAM sudhI agIkRta karatA nathI tyAM sudhI kalyANu nahi. bhagavAne jene chADayA, te DUkhyA. For Private and Personal Use Only eka vakhata bhagavAna rAmacaMdrane vicAra AvyA ke A hanumAna ane bIjA badhA kahe che ke 'rAmanAmathI paththarA tAryA' te zuM sAcuM che? cAla ! e te kharA.' Ama kahI rAma sAgarakAMThe gayA. hanumAna temanI pAchaLa gayA. sAgarakAMThethI eka paththara upADI rAme sAgaramAM nAkhyA tA paththara DUbI gayA. rAma kahe, badhA khATuM khele che. mArA nAmathI paththara taratAM

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 14 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nathI.' tyAM pAchaLathI hanumAne pUchyuM ke 'bhagavAna! A zuM karyuM? mane kaMi samajaNu na paDI.' rAme kahyu ke, tame mArUM khATuM mahattva vadhAryuM che.' tame kaho che ke rAmanAmathI paththara tare che. paNa meM pote dariyAmAM paththara nAkhyA te taryAM nahi 'hanumAnajI kahe, 'prabhu ! tamArA nAmathI paththaro tare, paraMtu tame jene chAyA te DUbe; te tare kevI rIte ? tamane pakaDIne cAle te ja tarI zake.' bhagavAna! tuM mane tArA potAnA banAva! bhagavAna! tuM ane huM eka vakhata kheDA hatA tyAre AMkhamAM pANI lAvI me' haTha pakaDI ke, mane pharavA lai jA.' te mArA lADa laDAvyA. mane ahamnu suMdara vastra paherAvyu ane ApaNe banne hAthamAM hAtha rAkhI pharavA nIkaLyA. pharatAM pharatAM mane Thesa vAgI ane huM paDI gayA-- tArA hAthamAMthI hAtha chUTI gaye. me tane hAMka mArI paraMtu tArA vegathI tu sahastra caiAjana AgaLa nIkaLI gayA ane huM tane pekAratA beThA rahyo. jyAM huM paDayA hatA tyAMthI paMcamahAbhUta e, pizAcAe mane upADayeA. mAbApa pizAca-temaNe kahyuM, tAre TalA joie, tAre paraNavu joie, chekarA chekarIone paraNAvavA joie. mane A lAkoe ka Mika jIduM ja bhaNAvyuM. huM paNa mane pizAca samajIne temanI mAphka rahyo. paraMtu eka vAta kharI che ke tArUM madhura sa smaraNa rahyu che tethI tane pokArU chu. tuM dAtA Ava ane mane aMgIkRta kara ane mArU kalyANa kara.' tArI prIti vidyullatA jevI, vIjaLInA camakArA jevI che. ghaDIkamAM sukha ane ghaDIkamAM duHkha-pula pAtA navA pAke 3:va parvatA varSoMeka kSaNe sukha bhAse ane khIjI kSaNe duHkhanA sAgara dekhAya. tArA premanA camakArA vIjaLI jevA che. sukha Ave tyAre tArA prema che tema lAge paNa duHkha Ave tyAre ema thAya ke prabhu che ke nahi? tArI prItinA camakArA hAya tema mArI prIti paNa thaDA vakhata mATe ja hoya. mArA tArA upara zrAvaNa mahinAmAM prema thAya ane bhAdaravA mAsamAM khalAsa thAya. je cittaekAgra karatA haze temane A camakArA (spark) jovA maLete camakArA ja hAya. A pUrNatAne anubhava je leAkeA letA haze tene A divvItA pItAzrvar khabara paDe. prabhu! pItAMmarathI tArA paga bhAgyazALI lAge che. tArA paga mArA For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaharI bhASA mATe pharatA rahyA che tethI bhAgya zALI che. jenA paga prabhukArya mATe pharatA hoya te paga bhAgyazALI che. kevaLa je khelatA hoya paraMtu jenA paga na cAlatA hoya te te DhAMgI che. tenA paga bhAgyazALI nathI, te pUjanIya nathI. keTalAka leAka evA hAya ke te mele paNa temanA paga krUratA ja nathI. A leAke pUjanIya nathI. jenI vANI cAlatI hAya ane paga paNa cAlatA hAya te pUjanIya che. tArA paga mArA mATe kare che. jagatamAM sau da tu lAve che. tuM mArA mATe caMpAnuM phUla lAkhyA tethI tArA paga dabAvavAnuM mana thAya che. khA ! huM paganA adhikArI chuM, mAthAnA nahi. tArI pAse AvyA pachI mArI garadana nIce rahe che. ApaNI garadana prabhu pAse nIce rahe te samajI zakAya, kAraNa ApaNe prabhunuM kAma karyu. nahi. paraMtu zaMkarAcAryane garadana nIce rAkhavAnuM kAraNa zuM? temanI garadana upara ja che. bhagavAnanA sabaMdha jemaNe dekhADayA temane paganuM zuM mahattva zakarAcArye kaMi gunhA karyo nathI. paraMtu te kaheche ke khA! tArI pAse meDA meDA Avye . tArI pAse AvatAM mane keTalAka janmArA lAgyA. huM meADA paDayA tethI mArI garadama nIce che.' chekaro sArA paNa mADo AvyA tethI zarama Ave che. za karAcAya paNa jagadaMbAnA paganA adhikArI tethItemane khAnA paga sArA lAge. mA! tane meLavatAM zuM janmArA lAge? zaMkarAcAya kahe ke mA! ame tArA paganA adhikArI chIe. AvA meATA mANaseA paganA adhikArI che. ApaNe te paganA paNa adhikArI nathI. sau zAstrIe kahe ke suMdara strInu kevaLa meAtuM nahiM paNa paga paNa sArA hoya che. mA! tArA paga suMdara ja chekAraNu niratizaya sukha tArA paga pAsethI maLe che. For Private and Personal Use Only 55 A! tu kaLA che. mArA sukhane zATe te aparNAvrata lIdhuM. te phaLA cheDayAM ane pAMdaDAM paNa cheDayAM. tu aparNAnuM vrata mArA mATe kare che. tuM kahe che ke dIkarA! tuM paisA, kIrtinI pachavADe che, tu N mane maLatA ja nathI tethI mane khAvApIvAnuM gamatu nathI. chokaro sArA na hAya te te sArA thAya eTalA mATe khA apavAsa kare. mA! tu aparNA che kAraNa tAre mane kriyAzIla banAvavA che. tenA mATe tu apavAsa kare che. bA! tu aparNA che paNa pUchyuM che, pU kAma che. tunitizaya sukhathI pUrNa che; tAro jayajayakAra thAya.

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hai AnaMdalaharI 3 ORGARSCARY va-da-7 himAdreH saMbhUtA salalitakaraiH pallavayutA supuSpA muktAbhibhramarakalitA caalkbhraiH| kRtasthANusthAnA kucaphalanatA sUktisarasA rujAM hantrI gantrI vilasati cidAnandalatikA // 6 // saparNAmAkINA katipayaguNaiH sAdaramiha zrayatyanye vallIM mama tu matirevaM vilsti| aparNaikA senyA jagati sakalaiyatparivRtaH purANo'pi sthANuH phalati kilakaivalyapadavIm // 7 // zAzvArtha -tuM samasta rogone naSTa karavAvALI eka cAlatI-be latI cidAnandalatikA jevI suzobhita dekhAya che. tAre janma himAlayamAM che. sukemaLa hAtha tArA pallava che, muktAhAra suMdara phUle che. tArA kALA vAMkaDiyA vALa bhamarAo jevA AcchAdana kare che, sthANuziva tAro Azraya che, urojarUpI (stanarUpI) phaLAnA bhArathI tuM namra banI che, ane suMdara sUti rasathI bharelI che. (5) anya leka guNavizeSathI anya latAonuM sevana kare che paraMtu mArI buddhi A ja kahe che ke badhAe eka mAtra "ApaNuM" (pArvatI) nuM ja sevana karavuM joIe. jenA lIdhe purANuM ThuMThuM vRkSa (athavA zivajI). paNa kaivalyapadanuM phaLa Ape che. zaMkarAcArya dUrathI bhagavatI tarapha jatA rahyA che. Aje emane bhagavatI latA svarUpe dekhAya che. A latA kevI che? A latA cidarUpa che ane AnaMdarUpa che A kaMI jagadIza kAM te pArvatI nathI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI pa7 paraMtu cidAnandalatikA che. bAkI badhI latAomAM ane AmAM pharaka che. A cidAnaMdalatikA rAtrI eTale ke cAlatI-bolatI che. zaMkarAcArya bhagavatIne kevaLa AnaMdalatikA nathI kahetA, cidAnaMdalatikA kahe che. kevaLa AnaMdalatikA karamAI jAya. AnaMdane tejakaNa (spark) AvIne cAlyA jAya paraMtu cidAnaMdalatikA jAya nahi. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke A badhe cidAnaMdalatikAne vilAsa che. A lekamAM hima: thI zarUAta karI trI sudhInA badhA zabda vinaMta nA vizeSaNo che have eka eka vizeSaNa ApaNe joIe. himA saMmUtA eTale bhagavatIne janma himAlayamAM thaye che. te pachI bhagavAnane janma nakkI thaye. kharI ja vAta che. bhagavAnane janma kyAM thaye? bhagavAnane janma koNe Ape? saMe ane bhakatAe emane janma Apyo. A saMte ane RSioe jagadIzane saguNa sAkAra banAvyA. cidaghanazakita nirguNa nirAkAra che. tenA dIkarAo-A RSio evuM jIvana jIvyA ke temane jovAnI nirguNa nirAkArane AturatA AvI. tene thayuM ke mArA mATe AMkha, paga, hAtha badhuM nirmANa karyuM jethI A lADakA dIkarAone joI zakuM ane bheTI zakuM, ane cizakti saguNa-sAkAra banI. A traSioe ane saMtAe bhagavAnane saguNa-sAkAra banAvyA AvA baccAnA lADa mATe te rUpa dhAraNa karIne AvyA. A bhakatoe kahyuM ke mA! tArA hAthanuM ja badhuM joIe. ApaNane bhagavAnanA hAthanuM ja joIe evuM nathI. ApaNane te game tenA hAthanuM cAle. paraMtu A saMtAe Agraha pakaDaye ke, "mA! tArA hAthanuM ja khAvuM che." ane bhagavAnane saguNa sAkAra thavuM paDayuM. A saMte ane RSio himAlaya jevA sthira ane makkama che. temaNe ja citanyane saguNasAkAra svarUpa ApyuM che. AjanA paMDita ema kahe che ke mANasa jyAre DarI gaye, agatika thaye tyAre teNe bhagavAnane hAMka mArI. Ama bhayane lIdhe ane agatikatAne lIdhe bhagavAnane janma thaye ema temanuM kahevuM che, paNa te yathArtha nathI. vAstavika tame game teTalA bhayavyAkula ane agatika thaIne bhagavA - -- -- For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 58 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nane hAMka mAre| paraMtu bhagavAna AvatA nathI-tethI bhagavAnane janma bhayamAMthI ke agatikatAmAMthI nathI thayA, kharI rIte bhagavAna premamAMthI nirmANa thayA, jenA jIvanamAM premAviSkAra thAya temanA mATe bhagavAna Ave che. A leAkeA bhayabhIta nathI tema agatika paNa nathI. game teTalA du:khanA DuMgarA Ave te paNa te DhIlA thatA nathI. duHkha ane jhe temaNe makkamatAthI pacAvyAM che. du:khA AvatAM emaNe potAnA jIvananA mArga badalAvye nahi. ApaNe te zrAvaNu mahinAmAM bhagavAnanA stotrA gAie ane temAM jo chekarAne tAva Ave te bhagavAnane kahIe ke AkhA zrAvaNu mahine tArI stuti gAie te pachI chokarAne tAva kema Avye have tArI stuti nahi gAu.? bhagavAna kaheze ke tArI stuti khATI che.' A satAnI vAta ja judI che. duHkhanA DuMgaro mAthA para AvI jAya chatAM paNa jee aDaga, acala rahe te satA che. A satA makkama dilanA ane makkama hRdayanA che. teo jagatamAM koinI tamA na rAkhatAM niyatAthI jIve che. AvA niya jIvAe bhagavAnane janma ApyA che. bhayavyAkulatAmAMthI bhagavAnane janma nathI AvyA. rAmacaMdre leAkeAnI tamA rAkhI paNa vAlmIki kAIthI DaryA nahi. zaMkarAcArya pUche che ke 'bhagavatI' tane janma kaNe ApyA? sukha-duHkhAnI paravA na karanArA, bhagavAna pAse pazu na DaravAvALA, ATaluM ja nahi paNa bhagavAnane pazu hiMmatathI e zabdo saMbhaLAvavAvALA AvA je satA ane RSie che temaNe bhagavanane janma ApyA che. Aje badhA ja leAkeA, hAiskUlemAM paNa bhaNAve che ke DarIne ane agatika thaine leAkAe bhagavAnane hAMka mArI tethI bhaya ane agatikatAmAMthI bhagavAnanA janma thayA, paraMtu vaizvika saskRtimAM ane vaizvika dhAraNAmAM A vicAra besatA nathI. bhagavAnanA janma acavyAkulatAmAMthI ane agatiktAmAMthI thayA A vaizvika vADamayane mAnya nathI; tevI ja rIte keTalAka leAkeA he che ke jagadIze A sRSTi sa che tenu saMcAlana karavA sagusAkAra svarUpa ApyuM--A pazu khATuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI pa9 ~ ~ ~ che. bhagavAne karmanI paraMparA rAkhIne AvuM svayaMgatika saMcAlana karyuM che ke temAM hAtha mUkavAnI bhagavAnane jarUra nathI-badhuM pitAnI meLe cAlyA kare che. sAmAnya mANasa ekAda kArakhAnuM che ane evI sarasa vyavasthA karI rAkhe ke tene kArakhAnAmAM javAnI jarUra ja na paDe. te pote bahAra pharyA kare ane kArakhAnuM yegya rIte cAlyA kare. je sAmAnya mANasa AvuM karI zake te vizvabharane zuM azakya che? tethI jagadIzane sRSTinA saMcAlana mATe AvavAnI jarUra nathI. chatAM paNa A RSioe ane saMtee ati premAviSkAramAM nirguNa nirakArane saguNasAkAra bhagavAna banAvyA. tethI zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke himAlaya jevA sthira ane makkama saMtee ane RSioe tane janma Ape che. dimA haMmUta..... pachI kahe ke A cidAnaMdalatikA guDhata: paryuyutA che. bA! tArA upara pallava che (varsava eTale pAMdaDAM). zAnAM pAMdaDAM che? atizaya kemala hAthanAM pAMdaDAM che. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke "bA" tArA hAtha atizaya kemaLa che. atizaya kemaLa hAtha bhaMyakara paNa thaI zake. ApaNane lapaDAka bese te bhagavAnane hAtha kamaLa lAgatuM nathI. kAraNe bhagavAnanI lapaDAka besatAM ApaNuM pITha vAMkI vaLI jAya che. bhagavAnane tamAro lAgatAM ratizyanamasta AkAzamAM se caMdro jevA maLe, tethI bhagavAnane hAtha ApaNane bhaMyakara lAge. paNa bhagavatInuM darzana zaMkarAcAryane thayuM che, chaganalAlane nahi, tethI temane bhagavAnanA hAtha kamaLa dekhAya che. A cidAnaMdalatikAne be pAMdaDAM che, be hAtha che tene amane maha che. tenuM kAraNa bhagavatI ! tuM varAma karI che. unnapUstotra mAM zaMkarAcArye tenuM varNana karyuM che. bhagavatInA hAtha be kAma kare che. eka hAtha varadAna Ape che ane bIjo hAtha abhayadAna Ape che. je hAthe mamamama maLe te hAtha kamaLa lAge. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 60 www.kobatirth.org tavajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ApaNane prabhunA hAthathI mamamama maLatu nathI, ApaNane kane lIdhe mamamama maLe che. ApaNI dhAraNA evI che ke gayA janmArAnA kane lIdhe ApaNane maLe che. jyAre bhatAnI dhAraNA evI che ke me te mArA karmo tane (bhagavAnane) dharelAM tethI A janmArAnuM je kai maLe che te mArA karmane lIdhe nahi paNa tArA (bhagavAnanA) hAthanuM ja maLe che. tethI bhakatAne mAnA hAtha atizaya komaLa lAge che. khA! tu' eka hAthe varadAna ane khIjA hAthe abhayadAna Ape che. ApaNI pAse je je haze, sArUM mana haze, sArI buddhi haze te me' meLavyuM che' te bhAvanA cheADI de ane 'mane maLyuM che', 'Ae Akhyu che' A bhAvanA rahevA de. khA! teM jAdunI lAkaDI pheravI tethI mArI buddhi sArI thai. mArI buddhi sArI thai te mArI mahenatanuM pariNAma nathI. mahenata tA ghaNA pADAe kare che paNa temanI buddhi sArI thatI nathI. khA! tAro hAtha karyAM tethI sArI buddhi maLI che, meM meLavI nathI. bhakatAnI A bhASA che ke mane maLeluM che, meM meLavyu nathI.' mane je kaMi maLyu che te karmathI nathI maLyuM tema daivathI paNa nathI maLyuM; mane khAe Apyu che. bhakatAne Ave saraLa, sIdhA hisAba che. tukArAmane du:kha ane ekanAthane sukhanI Toca maLI tethI ApaNe kahIe ke ekanAthanI janmAtrI, graheA sArA. teNe sArAM karmo karyo haze tethI sukha maLyu. A ApaNuM gaNita che. paratu, ekanAtha kaheze ke meM meLavyuM nathI, tema mArA kathI pazu mane maLyuM nathI, mane te Ae mAkalyu che!' A bhaktanI bhUmikA che. kevaLa zrAvaNu mahinAmAM zivajI upara khIlIpatra caDAvIne ane pANInI leATI caDAvIne bhikta na thAya. bhakti A jIvananA jIMdo daSTikANu che. tenAthI jIvanane raMga Ave bhaktithI jIvanamAM ane bhAvanAmAM badala thAya. tethI bhakatA kahe ke, 'khA! tu vAmayI che, tArA hAtha atizaya kAmala che.' For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaherI 1 khIjI lITImAM kahe che ke supuSpA muAmiH trIjA zlokamAM kahe che ke he mAptitA-tArA gaLAmAM mAtInA hAra che. ane A blekamAM suvuSpA muttAmi:- zabda vAparyo che. mukata thayelA leke A cidAnaMdalatikAnA AdhAre mukata thayelA che. phUla khIle che te latA upara rahIne, latAnA AdhAra laIne. phUlathI latA dasa phUTa dUra rahe te phUla khIle nahi. AvI rIte khA! jeNe tAre ananyAzraya lIdhe tenuM jIvanapuSpa khIle. mukata thayelA lAke tArA AdhAre ja, tArA kheALAmAM nAcI-kUdIne khIlelA che. AvA mukatenA kUlethI tuM supujjA-puSpavatI thaI gaI. pachI kahe bhramarahitA cAmare: bA! tArA vALa vAMkaDiyA che te bhramara jevA lAge che. khAnI buddhi saraLa, khAnuM hRdaya saraLa, khAnu mAthu saraLa ane tenI upara je vALa UgyA che te vAMkaDiyA che. dUrathI khAnA vALa bhramara jevA lAge che. bhamarA jyAM besatA hAya tyAM makaraMda hAya jayaMtra yaMtra vRddhi kSetra taMtra dhUma: jyAM dhUmADA haiAya tyAM agni hAya ja, tevI rIte jyAM bhamarA bese tyAM makaraMda hoya ja. bhamaro game tyAM na mese, jyAM makarada hAya tyAM ja bese. ApaNe te game tyAM besIebhamarA jeTalI paNa ApaNane akkala nathI. khA ! makaraMda-madhu hAya tyAM ja bhamarA bese, tethI cAkkasa tArA mastakamAM madhu-makarada che. tasthALusthAnA sthALu eTale zivajI. jJAnarUpa mANase nizcala rahe, aDaga rahe, A loko phrUT daine vaLe nahi, makakama rahe. ApaNe te ghaDIe ghaDIe badalAi jaie. kadAca bhUlecUke emane vaLavAnu hAya tA meTI sTImaranI jema meTe vaLAMka laIne vaLe. ApaNe te zrAvaNu mahinAmAM bhakita tarapha vaLIe ane bhAdaravA mahinAmAM ApaNI bhakitanA patto nahi. ApaNe tarata pAchA pharI jaie, paNa jJAnarUpa mANasA aDaga rahe. A mahApurUSo tAro AdhAra che. bhagavatI! tane paNa zuM AvAra joie? hA, tane paNu kAinA AdhAra joie. saguNusAkAra thayA pachI tane AdhAra joie. tuM svAthI mANasAnA AdhAre UbhI nathI For Private and Personal Use Only

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62 tatvajJAna paNa jJAnI lokene AdhAre UbhI che. jagatanA kahevAtA moTA, svAthI mANasane tane AdhAra nathI paNa je zivarUpa thayA, je jJAnarUpa che temane tene AdhAra che. te jeTalA aDaga eTale tAro AdhAra aDaga che. vaDhanatA lUsirasA - stanarUpe rahelA phaLanA bhArathI tuM namra thaI che. mA! tArA stana dUdhathI bharelA che, tethI te namra thayelI che. tane ema lAge che ke A dUdha huM kane dhavarAvuM? stanamAM dUdha AvI jAya te strIone becenI thAya. tevI rIte bA! tArA stanamAM dUdhanA bhArathI tuM namra dekhAya che. tene vicAra Ave che ke huM kane dhavarAvuM? A eka ja vicAra tArA magajamAM cAle che. bAnA kheALAmAM kenuM mAthuM jaI zake? je dIna thaye nahi, jenA magajamAM lAcArI nathI, tenuM mAthuM bAnA khoLAmAM jaI zake. bAnuM stanapAna kenA heTha karI zake? jenA heThe jiMdagImAM kSudra zabda uccAryo nahi, lAcArI karI nahi, jenA heThamAMthI dInatAne nIkaLe nahi, te bAnuM stanapAna karI zake. zaMkarAcArya kaheH "bA! huM tAre chuM te pachI tene zaMkA zAnI ke kene ghavavarAvuM? kene stanapAna karAvuM?" A prazna ja nathI. emAM zaMkAnuM kAraNa ja nahi. zaMkarAcArya kahe ke "mArA jevAne dhavarAva." zaMkarAcArya svAthI che. paNa mahApuruSane svArtha paNa mATe. te kahe, "bA! tuM ciMtA zA mATe kare che? kene dhavarAvuM Ane mATe tene ciMtA kema thAya che? bA! huM beThe chuM, tuM mane dhavarAva. tuM mane nahi dhavarAve te bIjA kene dhavarAvaze !" tukArAma kaheH "bA eka ja IcchA che ke tuM mane dhavarAva2 vATe navA stanapAna na2e vana ravi bA IcchA che ke tuM mane stanapAna karAva--A vAtsalyapUrNa vacana che, zRMgArika nathI. bA! amane dhavarAva. tukArAma kahe: jANate lekaraM mAtA lAge dUra dharUM / taise na karI kRpAvaMte pAMDuraMge mAjhe mAte // For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI baccuM nAnuM hoya tyAM sudhI bA tene pAse che, paraMtu baccuM samaju thAya eTale bA tene dUra rAkhe. jyAM sudhI samajaNa na hoya tyAM sudhI bA tene pAse le ane dhavarAve ane cheka samajate thayuM ke bA! tuM ene dUra rAkhe. A jagatane niyama che. paNa tukArAma kahe ke "pAMDuraMga! tuM mArI mA che, tuM AvuM na kara. jJAnIne tuM Agho karaze te? ajJAnI tArI pAse AvI zakatA nathI ane AvatA paNa nathI ane je jJAnI-samaju thayA temane tuM dUra rAkhe che." AvI rIte zaMkarAcArya bhagavatIne kahe che ke, "ajJAnI tArI pAse AvavAnA nahi ane jJAnIne tuM AghA rAkhe che. tyAre bhagavatI zaMkarAcAryane kahe che ke "dikarA! tuM to jagatane puSTi Ape che, have tane puSTinI jarUra nathI "paraMtu bA ! tArI hAlata mArAthI jovAtI nathI. mArI puSTi te AdhI rahI; mane tenI jarUra nathI, paNa bA! tArI mUMjhavaNa joIne huM mAnuM chuM ke tuM mane dhavarAva. tArA stana dUdhathI bharelA che ane e dUdha pIvAvALuM kaI nathI te tArI becenI ke dUra karaze? tArA upara upakAra karavA mATe kahuM chuM ke tuM mane dhavarAva te tArI becenI dUra thAya." Ama zaMkarAcArya ane tukArAmanI anubhUti eka che. zaMkarAcArya saMskRtamAM bele che ane tukArAma prAkRtamAM bele che paNa banI anubhUti eka ja che. bA! dUdha keIne pIvaDAvuM ema tane lAge che te mane tArA kheALAmAM suvaDAva ane dhavarAva. A jema mAro lahAve che tema tAre lhAve che. gAjate sTe mAtA sAthe dUra paha-AvuM tuM karaze te kema cAlaze? samajune Aghe rAkhaze te tArI ja akaLAmaNa vadhaze. tArI A mUMjhavaNa mArAthI jevAtI nathI, te bA! tuM mane dhavarAva." hRgannI- tuM saraLa bhASA bole che. mArA lekeno ga tuM A kare che. tuM saraLa bele te bhASA mane bahu gaLI lAge che. tArI gaLI vANI mAMdAonA kane jAya che temane rega dUra thaI jAya che. - For Private and Personal Use Only

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bA! zArIrika roge kADhI nAkhavA mATe judI judI latAo, vanaspatio, mULI ane auSadhe che. Ama 1/3 bhAganuM kAma te amArA upara seMDuM paNa bAkInA 2/3 bhAganA rage eTale ke mAnasika roga ane bauddhika roganuM zuM? te tArI vANathI dUra thAya che. sAdhakane mAnasika roga lAge. mananA be re che-laMpaTatA ane kSudratA. A banne dege bhayaMkara che. eka kensara che ane bIje kuSTa rega che. kensara eTale kensala-jene kensarane roga thaye te bace nahi. paraMtu bA! tArA vacane kAna upara Ave ke laMpaTatA cAlI jAya. tethI ja te ApaNe pAThapUjA kare ema kahIe chIe. bhagavatI je khelI che, te vAMcavuM, sAMbhaLavuM, vALavuM AnuM nAma pATha. tenA zabdo kAna para Ave ke e rega cAlyo jAya. tyArapachI ja pUjA thaI zake. keTalAka haThIlA rogo hoya. tenA mATe lAMbA samaya sudhI niyamita rIte traNa traNa kalAke davA pIvI paDe, eka vakhata davA laIne na cAle. tevI rIte laMpaTatA ane kSudratA A jaDa ge che. tenA mATe eka comAsAmAM davA lIdhI ke te roga na jAya. tethI bhagavAna kahe ke phUnA namUnAmaste....A kabUla heya te davA le nahi te cAlyA jAo. adhyAtmamAM laMpaTatAne rega lAge ane mana zudra thAya. tevI rIte buddhine ahaMkArane roga lAge. theDI madada bhagavatI kare ane amane buddhi sArI maLe. buddhi sArI maLe ke mAthuM phATI jAya. nI chAgapUrva prANa svAmIne hajunItI-nIca mANasane hAthamAM sattA maLe ke te svAmIne ja mAravAnI IcchA kare. tevI rIte bhagavAnanA je pharsTakalAsa dIkarAo che temane bhagavAna buddhi Ape ke te bhagavAnane ja mAravA nIkaLe. vittavAnanA dIkarAo, adhikArIo badhA kahevA lAge ke bhagavAna che ja nahi." A gayA janmArAnA lADakA dIkarAo kahe ke manovindra nI jarUra zuM? muMbaImAM AvyA che te manadvAra paisA kamAI le. AvuM bolanArA eka khAtrI rAkhe ke temane AvatA For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 65 janmAre A kaMI maLavAnuM nathI. A lekene buddhine ahaMkAra che tethI te bole che. buddhino ahaMkAra eka roga che, paNa bA! tArA vacanethI A ge jAya-tuM kahe ke "dIkarA huM chuM eTale badhA re jAya. keTalAka prabhAvazALI mANase ApaNe mAMdA hoIe tyAre ApaNe ghera Ave-temane joIne ApaNe sUtA hoIe te beThA thaI jaIe. zaMkarAcArya jevA keTalAka janmArA sudhI regI haze, paraMtu bhagavatInI sUkita sAMbhaLatAM ja te cAlavA lAgyA, kAraNa te nirogI thayA. bA! tuM rogone mAravAvALI che-pataMjali, yAjJavalkaya, vasiSTha, badhA niragI; ane rAvaNa rogI hatA. rAvaNamAM prANadAyI ta (Protins and vitamins) ghaNu hatA. zArIrika zakita ghaNI hovA chatAye te adhyAtmanI dRSTie gI hato. moTA moTA rAkSasane kaMI zArIrika roga hetuM nathI. teo temanA zarIranI tapAsa dara mahine karAve. paNa manane bhAva khalAsa thai gaye tenI temane phikara nathI. ba! amArA roganI eka ja davA ane te eTale "tAro avAja. jemanI pAse bhagavatI bolatI haze tene roga ja na rahe-paraMtu amathAlAla phekaTalAlanI pAse bhagavatI belatI nathI, kAraNa temane sAMbhaLavAnI phUrasada nathI. kadAca phUrasada maLe te paNa bhagavatInI bhASA ane emanI bhASA judI, tethI bA bele te emane samajAya nahi. vanaDIne veDhI marAThI maratAra kAnaDIe marAThI bharathAra-pati zeDye te saMsAra kema thAya? kAraNa eka bIjAnI bhASA judI tethI samaje nahi. AvI ja rItanuM phekaTalAlanuM thAya ke bA bele paNa tene samajAya nahi. upaniSada, gItA A sUkita che. te vAMcaze te lAgaze ke "AsamAnane rAjA chuM eka kalAka upaniSada ke gItA sAMbhaLIe tyAre lAge ke rAjA chuM" pachI nIce utarIe tyAre bhale lAge ke ApaNe phekaTalAla chIe. eka kalAka lAge ke huM keI chuM" A zakita sUkitamAM che. upaniSadamAM A hiMmata che. pratyakSa bA bele te roge jAya ja -...... ------ For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra ra www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir paNa chApeluM vAMcazuM te paNa rAtra cAlye jAya. AvI rIte A jagata eTale strI eTale cAlatI-khelatI cidAna da latikAnA vilAsa che. bhakte jJAnane Azraya lIdhe ke koi tene khaseDI na zake. ApaNe jJAnane Azraya nathI letA tethI khasI jaie chIe. bhaktine jo jJAnanA Azraya na heAya te koi divasa zakti Take nahiM, bhakti khalAsa thaI jAya. keTalAka loko kahe ke seAmanAthanI zuM pUjA karI che? jo sAmanAthamAM tAkAta hAtA jyAre mahamada gajhanI caDhI Avye tyAre sAmanAthe tene rAyeA kema nahi? AnA artha ja e che ke mUrtimAM bhagavAna che ja nahi. AvI ja rIte gItA vAMcanAranA cheAkaro marI jAya teA keAi AvIne kahe ke gItA vAMcI paNa maLyuM zuM? tArA chokarA maryA ke nahi? gItA vAMcIne zuM maLyuM? Ama unmatta hAthI Ave ane potAnI suDhamAM bhaktilatAne pakaDIne pheMkI de. tenuM kAraNa bhakti jJAnaniSTha nathI. jJAnaniSTha bhaktane kAI khaseDI na zake. ApaNI bhaktinI latA tADavA mATe ghaNA pADAe taiyAra thaine UbhA ja hAya, tee kahe ke "savAranA pAMca vAge UThIne AnaMdalaharI vAMcavA jAe che. te tamane maLaze zuM? bhagavAnanA bhaktone kAi divasa paisA maLyA che? narasiMha mahetA, tukArAmane bhakti karavA do, e kaMI ApaNuM kAma nathI." AvA pADAo bhaktilatikAne teDI nAkhe. bhakti TakAvavAnI hAya tA jJAnanA Azraya laIne UbhA raheA tA hAthInI sUMDha ane pADAnA ziMgaDA tUTI jaze paNa bhaktinI latikA UbhI raheze. zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke A khelatI--cAlatI latikA che, eTalu ja nahi te cidAnandalatikA che. te kAI divasa karamA jatI nathI. A samasta sRSTi cidAna dalatikAnA vilAsa che. AA zleAkanA anusadhAnamAM ja mAtamA lekamAM kahe che ke savargomAILo....paLe eTale pAMdaDA. puSkaLa pAMdaDAthI bharelI latAmAM keTalAka guNeA haiAya. lAkA tulasInA cheDane sabhALe, kAraNa tulasInA pAMdaDAmAM guNA che. paraMtu guNAne mATe ja tulasInA heDane saMbhALavAmAM bhAva For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI nathI ane hRdaya nathI. keTalAka kahe ke tulasInA pAMdaDAthI havA svaccha thAya, tenA lIdhe prANavAyu vadhAre maLe. kadAca te maLate paNa haze paraMtu tenA lIdhe bhAvanI kiMmata khalAsa thaI jAya. "mAnA hAthanI rasaI mIThI lAge cheAmAM bhAva che paraMtu je kaI kahe ke "mA rasoI banAve che tenA lIdhe mahArAjane trIsa rUpiyA pagAra bacaze" AmAM bhAva khalAsa thaI gaye. A vyavahAru (Practical) jagatamAM bhAvanA TakAvI rAkhavI kaThaNa che, ane bhAva vagara jIvavuM bhAre paDe. sA eTale paripUrNa pAMdaDAthI bharelI latAne badhA AdarathI Azraya kare che-tenA mATe judI judI latAone Azraya le, paraMtu bA! mArI buddhi te gAI ne Azraya le che. A zAbdika vilAsa che. zapa eTale pAMdaDA vagaranI. tevI ja rIte eTale pArvatI. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, "mArI matI tAro ja Azraya le che. teo kahe che ke, "badhA mANasoe A zapa nI sevA karavI."sA mAM guNe haze temAM zaMkA nathI. paraMtu gA mAM kaMIka juduM ja saudarya che, paNuM saudarya kSaNika che ane AdhArita che. pAMdaDuM dAMDIne cITakI rahe te zebhe paraMtu nIce paDe te paga nIce cagadAI jAya. Ama paNa saudarya bIjAne AdhAre che paraMtu saMpUrNa nuM sauMdarya svayaMsiddha che. bAkI bIjA pAMdaDAM latAne cheDe te nIce paDIne kacare thAya; kAraNa tenuM saudarya Azrita che. paraMtu ravayaMsiddha che. te pitAnA ja AdhAre UbhI che. tethI badhAe aparNanuM sevana karavuM. pa nI sevA karIne purANa ane sthANuM eTale zivajI paNa kaivalya padavI meLave che. apa svayaMsiddhA hovAthI tenuM sevana karanAra svayaMti thAya. AvA svayaMti patharAne tiliMga kahe, aparNanuM sevana karatAM karatAM zivajI seMkaDo lekene mukta kare che. A jagata cidAnaMdalatikAno vilAsa che. A latikAne pAMdaDAM nathI, paNa tethI A latika sUkI paNa nathI, tenAmAM jagatamAMnuM paramezya phaLa ApavAnI zakti che. pAMdaDAM vagara paNa A latikA sUkI nathI paNa lIlI che ane bIjAne te rasa ApanArI che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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tatvajJAna ame AMbAvADI UbhI karavAmAM jeTalA mazagUla chIe teTalA cidAnaMdalatikAnI vADI banAvavA utsuka nathI. cidAnaMdalatikAnI vADI ja nathI; kAraNa Abe lagADIne phaLa maLe, paisA maLe, cidAnaMdalatikAthI zuM maLe? paraMtu vAlmIkie potAnA jIvananI aMdara A cidAnaMdalatikAnA jhuMDa vAvyAM tethI temanI jIvanavADI zebhe che. vAlamIkinI vADI che kAraNa temaNe cidAna davRkSa vAvyAM che. chaganalAlanuM jIvana raNu che kAraNa te vyavahArU hevAthI cidAnaMdavRkSa vAvate ja nathI. vAlmIki, yAjJavalkaya, pataMjali, vasiSTha A lekanA jIvanene eTale vicAra karaze teTalA te vADI jevA lAgaze. temanI vADImAM phare ane tenI zobhA jotA ja raho. A vADImAM pharatI vakhate sukha-duHkha AghA rAkhIne jAo. zerabajAra sAthe rAkhIne vADImAM pharaze te vADIne AnaMda maLaze nahi. AvI rIte sukha-duHkhanA piTalAMo dUra rAkhIne ja temanI vADImAM jAo. savAranA traSitarpaNa karatI vakhate temanI jIvanavADImAM pharavAnuM hoya te vakhate bIjo vicAra na Ave joIe, te ja vAlmIkinI lIlIchama vADInuM saudarya jovA maLe. kUjantaM rAmarAmeti madhuraM mdhuraakssrm| Aruhya kavitA zAkhAm vande vAlmIki vAritram vAlamIki A zabdamAM ja mAdhurya che. yAjJavalkaya A zabdamAM ja kaMI teja che. A kenAM jIvana lIlAchama che. lIlIchama vADI jevA temanAM jIvane che. jema zivajI kevalyapada ApI zake tevuM sAmarthya A zALA nI sevA karavAthI Ave ema zaMkarAcAryane kahevAnuM che. kAraNa A jIvanamAM cidAnaMdalatikA vAvelI che. jJAnarUpI khAtara vagaranA bhakitanA velA bhAdaravA mahinAmAM khalAsa thaI jAya; caitra zAkhamAM te tene patta paNa na lAge. jIvanane raNuM banAvavAnuM ke lIlIchama vADI? je vADI banAvavAnI haze te cidAnaMdavRkSa vAve. A cidAnaMdavRkSa je vAve te te kevalyapada meLavaze ja paraMtu bIjA seMkaDo lokone te pada apAvavAnuM temanAmAM sAmarthya Avaze. cidAnaMdalatikAnI vADInuM phaLa zuM? te te nirguNa nirAkAra thaI ja jAya. paraMtu kaivalyapada ApI zake teTalI hiMmata enAmAM che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Ana dalaharI khAtara vagara vRkSa paze te zrAvaNa mAsa mATe kadAca te vRkSa raheze paNa bhAdaravAmAM sUkAI jaze. jIvana vADI rAkhavI ke raNa banAvavAnuM te nirNaya karavAno che. je vADI banAvavI hoya te jIvanamAM cidAnaMdanuM vRkSa repi. AvI rIte eka latAnuM citra UbhuM karIne zaMkarAcArya jagadaMbA tarapha jue che. AgaLanA glaeNkamAM juduM ja varNana kare che te ApaNe joIzuM. anaBl[[[ aw, * * * * * * * * * * For Private and Personal Use Only

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, AnaMdalaharI, memory zloka 8 vidhAtrI dharmANAM tvamasi sakalAmnAya jnnii| tvamarthAnAM mUlaM dhndnmniiyaaddrdhikmle| tvamAdiH kAmAnAM janani kRtkNdrpvijye| satAM muktabIjaM tvamasi prmbrhmmhissii||8|| ranjiAI -mA! tuM sakala dharmonI vidhAtrI che, samasta vedane janma ApavAvALI che. tuM ja badhA vaibhavanuM mULa che. kubera bhaMDArI paNa tArI pAse vAMke vaLe che. kAmanAonuM AdikAraNa tuM ja che. te kAmadevane cha che ane tuM ja parabrahmarUpa mahezvaranI paTTarANI che. saMte ane sajajanene mATe muktinuM bIja tuM ja che. he jananI! kahIne zaMkarAcArya hAMka mAre che. A lekamAM jarA judI Dhabe varNana kare che. have kevaLa zarIra kAM te bAe paherelA AbhuSaNenuM varNana nathI karatA. zaMkarAcArya kahe che: "he bA! tuM dharmonI vidhAtrI che, tuM ja dharma banAvavAvALI che." dharma eTale zuM? ghAtu dharmanityAhU: samAjane pakaDI rAkhavAnA kAyadA ane niyamane dharma kahevAya. kuTuMbanI dhAraNa karavA mATe, kuTuMbane pakaDI rAkhavA mATe kAyadA hoya che. te kAyadA kaMI lakhelA hatA nathI paNa te chatAM AvA niyame heAya tene dharma kahevAya.' bA! A sRSTi te nirmANa karI che. temAM kema rahevAnuM tenI mArgadarzaka tuM ja che." dharma keI vyaktie banAvela nathI. Aje lokenI evI mAnyatA che ke samAjanI dhAraNA mATe jema jema niyamanI jarUra paDatI gaI tema tema mANasee niyama banAvyA; For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 71 A khoTI vAta che. dharmanA niyamo ke vyaktie banAvelA nathI, te parabrahma ja che. rAjya keNa kare che? AnA buddhithI javAba Apa kaThaNa che. rAjya rASTrapati kare che? nA. rAjyabaMdhAraNa (Constitution) kare che? nA. baMdhAraNa (Constitution) mujaba rAjya thAya che. baMdhAraNa (Constitution) pArlAmenTa banAve che ane pArlAmenTa baMdhAraNa (Constitution) mujaba thAya che. Ane zuM artha thAya te taka (logic) thI vicAra kare. Ane ja ame anirvacanIya vAta kahIe. A jagatanA kAyadAone pIThabaLa (sanction) Ave che te anirvacanIya sattAnuM che, nahi te baMdhAraNu pArlAmenTa banAve che ane pArlAmenTa baMdhAraNa mujaba thAya che; Ane tarkathI zuM artha karaze? A goTALe che, paNa te TALe che te buddhizALI lokoe Ubhe karyo che. brAhmaNoe kesanAtanI lokee karyo nathI, tethI te cAle. Ama jagatanA kAyadAonI sattA baMdhAraNa nakkI kare che; lAke nathI karatA. AvI ja rIte dharmanA niyamanuM che, jaruriyAta mujaba leke niyamo banAvatA gayA te vAta barAbara nathI. dharmanA mUlya ciraMtana ane sanAtana che. te jagatanI zarUAtathI ja che, te keIe banAvelA nathI. A niyamane kaI jagyAe keIe AbhuSaNa paherAvyAM haze, paNa dharmanAM mUlya sanAtana che. bA! jagatamAM kevI rIte rahevAnuM tenA dharmo che; te dharmo te nirmANa karyA che. te kAyadAnI pAchaLa tArI AMkhanI dhAka che. jema be premALa che tema tenI AMkhanI dhAka paNa che. Ane lIdhe bA! tuM je belaze te kAyado thaI jAya che. tArA zabdanuM pIThabaLa (sanction) zratinI pAchaLa che, tethI tuM bole te dharma-tArI AMkhanI dhAkane lIdhe tuM bele te kAyade thaI gaye. jIvatva ane Izvaratva e dharma che. jIvanI pAse apUrNatA, achata, kAma-krodhAdi dharmo che, te dharmo te pUrNa vicAra karIne nirmANa karyA che. tArI pratyeka kRtinI pAchaLa kaMI ne kaMI vicAra che, tethI ja te pi pracchanna pApAnAm rAstA vaivAma: amArA chUpAmAM chapa For Private and Personal Use Only

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72 tatvajJAna pApanuM yamarAja zAsana kare che. jema AMkhanI dhAkathI tuM belI te kAyado thaye; tevI ja rIte rAtanA sUtI vakhate te jIvane kheLAmAM laIne tenA kAnamAM je kaMI premathI kahyuM te ja jJAna che, veda che. zAstrAva eTale veda. veda kRti karAve che ane jJAna Ape che. vede kRtipradhAna che, vicArapradhAna che ane bhaktipradhAna che. mimAMsake eTale sudhI kahe che ke veda kRtipradhAna che tethI je lITImAM kati na hoya te lITI kADhI nAkho. vedamAM kRtipradhAna, vicArapradhAna, bhaktipradhAna ghaNuM vAta che, paNa bA ! A badhAja vedanI janmadAtrI tuM che. te vedo ApyA che, vaidika siddhAMta teM ApyA che tethI jIvanamAM mArgadarzaka tuM che; tuM je raste dekhADaze te raste jIva jaze. Ama jIvatvanA dharmo tuM dekhADaze, sakaLa jJAnanI janmadAtrI tuM che. - mA! tuM jJAna Ape che tene beja thatuM nathI. jagatamAMnA bIjA jJAnene beje thAya; paraMtu jagadaMbA je jJAna Ape che tene baje thatuM nathI; UlaTe je thayuM haze te bAe ApelA jJAnathI haLa thaze, kAraNa mAe kaheluM tattvajJAna mIThuM che. vAstavika tattvajJAna agharUM che, lUkhuM che chatAM paNa tArA moDhe je tattvajJAna maLe temAM mIThAza che, kAraNa vedanI jJAnadAtrI tuM che. bA! tuM je jJAna Ape che te pustakamAM hetuM nathI. puSkaLa pustaka vAMce paNa temAMthI samAdhAna maLatuM nathI. leTe kahe che ke lakhelA zabda nijIva che (letters are dead) te e cetanya kayAMthI ApI zake? je ke zabdamAM brahmazakita che; paNa pustakathI zAMti nahi, samAdhAna nahi upaniSadamAM nAradajInA bhaNataranuM kabadha lakhANa che, te vAMcatAM traNa-cAra miniTa lAge. AvA nAradajI paNa kahe che ke huM ghaNuM bharyo paNa sADathuM maLavavAPi-Ama ghaNuM pustake vAMcIne jIvana unnata thAya che ema mAnavAnuM kAraNa nahi, UlaTuM je ghaNA pustaka vAMce te rogI che. jene tyAM vadhAre javAnI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 73 zIzIe DhAya te vadhAre rAgI. tattvajJAnI kANa? jenI AjubAjumAM DhagalAkha dha pustako che te tattvajJAnI-AvI ApaNI samajaNu che. paNa pustakA je davA haze te davAnI zIzIvALeA rAgI che, te tattvajJAnI nathI. Ama pustakamAM jJAna ApavAnI zakita nathI. pustakAmAM buddhinA vilAsa hAya, paNa te buddhi sudhI jAya; hRdaya sudhI te paheAMcatA nathI. khIjuM pustakamAM lekhaka potAnA anubhava lakhe; bIjA keie peAtAne anubhava lakheleA hAya temAM mIThAza nathI. kAi kahe che ke nisarga pAse besA teA jJAna maLe; paraMtu nisarga jJAnezvara, yAjJavalkaya, zaMkarAcAya jevA joDe khele. jJAnezvarane pAMdaDAMee ane jharaNAMoe jJAna ApyuM. zekasapIaranA pustakamAM lakhANa che ke eka DayUka jharaNA pAse beThA che tene keAIe AvIne pUchyu ke tame ekalA beThA che?" te teNe javAba ApyuM: 'nA, Books in running Erooks, sermons in stones-jharaNAMe jJAna Ape che, paththA dharmopadeza kare che--huM ekaleA nathI; sRSTi mArI joDe khele che.' Ama nisarga jJAna Ape che paNa levAvALA pratibhAva(response) darzAvI zakatA nathI. Ama nisarga jJAna Ape; paNa khA! tuM kAnamAM phUMka mAre che tethI kharUM jJAna maLe che. te RSionA kAnamAM phUMka mArI tethI amane vedo maLyA. A vedo aparUSaya (Transpersonal) che. koI kaheze ke veda aparUpeya kema hAi zake? IMgleMDanA kAyadA jo aparUSaya rahIzake tA vedo aparUSaya kema na rahI zake? vede kAie banAvelA nathI--veda RSione sphUryA che. bhagavAne temanA kAnamAM phUMka mArI te temaNe lakhI rAkhyuM, tethIja vedonI pachavADe kAinuM nAma nathI. A RSiee jagatanuM Aditattva zeAdhavA jIvana ApI dIdhuM tethI rAtanA temane UMdha nahi yA nizA sarva bhUtAnAM tathAM nAmati saMcamI jagatanu advitattva zeAdhatAM zeAdhatAM rAtanAM A baccAone UMgha nathI. baccAne UMgha na Ave tyAre sAmAnya mA zuM kare? mA baccAne kheALAmAM le ane vArtA kare, kAMi gIta gAya tyAre baccu sUi jAya. AvI rIte yAjJavalkaya, vasiSTha vagere rAtanAM traNa vAge UThe, temane U Mgha nathI. te joIne bhagavatIe temane kheALAmAM lIdhA ane gAyuM. je bhagavatIe gAyuM te RSie savAranA UDIne lakhI nAkhyuM tenuM nAma

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 74 veda. Ama kahe che. www.kobatirth.org tavAna 'sakala vedonI tuM jananI che' ema zakarAcA vedo kharUM jJAna che. te vedonI jJAnadAtrI tu che. pustako vAMcIne samAdhAna maLatu nathI. A je tattvajJAna che te agharUM che ane lUkha che; pazu bA! tu tattvajJAna sahela kare che ane tuM kahe te mIThuM lAge. AcAcaunI bhASA sAmAnya che, paratu tenA upara TIkA karavAvALA lAphAe eka lITI upara traNa traNa pAnA lakhelA che. zaMkarAcArye sAmAnya bhASAmAM lakhyuM paNa tenA uparanI TIkA mAmI atizaya kaThaNu che; AcAryanI vANI kaThaNu nathI. bAe sahelI bhASAmAM samajAvyuM che tethI AcAryonI vANImAM prAsAdikatA AvI jAya che; te sAna mANasane zAMti Ape che, samAdhAna Ape che. tame jo tamArA karAone satya, ahiMsA samajAve tA te saraLa bhASAmAM samajAvaze; e rIte AcAyA badhuM saraLa bhASAmAM samajAve che. bhagavAna kAnamAM phUMka mAre tyAre prakAza thAya te jJAna che. AnA artha pustakA na vAMcavA ema nahiM. zarUAtamAM pustaka vAMcA, khUba mahenata kare, tamArI utkaTatA, tIvratA, jijJAsA bhagavAnane dekhADA te bhagavAna tamane jJAna Apaze. bhagavatIne khakhara paDe ka che.kA khakha mahenata kare che, paNa tene tattva jaDatuM nathI tyAre bhagavatI Ave ane kAnamAM phUMka mAre. ApaNe cA pIne ujAgarA karIe te kai bhagavatI AvIne kahevAnI nathI. RSie rAtanA ujAgarA karatA, kAraNa temane UMgha nathI. jagatamAM huM ALye zA mATe? jagata nirmANu kANe karyuM? tenA hetu zuM? jeNe jagata nirmANa karyu tene ane bhAre saMbaMdha zuM? A jANavAnI tIvra utkaTatAne lIdhe vicAra karatAM karatAM temanI UMgha uDI gaI; tethI 'mA' e AvIne temanI bhASAmAM kAnamAM vAta karI tenuM nAma veda. temanA kAnamAM bhagavatIe phUMka mArI te RSioe savAranA UThIne lakhyuM ane tenI pachavADe peAtAnuM nAma lakhyuM nahi; kAraNa te prAmANika che. savAranA UThIne madhuM .

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* * - * - --- AnaMdalaharI 75 - ~- ~~-~~~- ~~- ~ ~ ~ taravajJAna kahyuM paNa tarata ja kahyuM ke "A ame karyuM nathI. badhuM bhagavAne ApyuM che, tethI vedonA kartA ame nathI." tethI veda apauruSeya che. veda pracaMDa che, tenI aMdara anaMta vicAre che, ka5nAo che. AvI rItane eka vicAra nahi, are! AvI rItanI eka upamA nahi, je vedamAM nathI. bhAratIya saMskRtimAM keIne maulika vicAra nahi, kAraNuM badhuM vedamAM che ja. ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM vedano kartA keI nathI, kAraNa te bhagavAnanI deNagI che. RSio temanA jIvanamAM prAmANika che tethI kahe che ke veda apauruSeya che, veda RSione phUryA che, RSioe e karyA nathI. bA! badhuM je jJAna che tenI jananI tuM che-tuM ja mArgadarzaka che. tuM je jJAna Ape che tenAthI be haLavo thAya che ane jIvanamArga saraLa thAya che. ghaNI vakhata thAya ke DahApaNa karatAM mUrkhAI 21:1-(Ignorance is bliss while folly to be wise.) en ciMtA ochI thavI joIe; paNa ApaNuM UlaTuM thAya che. tAva Ave ane ApaNe UMcAnIcA thaIe, kAraNa ApaNI pAse jJAna che. gAmaDAne mANasa tAva Ave te UMcanIco thatA nathI. ApaNI pAse jJAna che tethI lAge ke tAva zenAthI AvyuM? TAIphoIDa haze? ke phephasAmAM kapha bharAyo haze nyUmeniyA haze to? Ama jJAnane lIdhe ApaNane ciMtA thAya. jarA vAMsAmAM dukhe te ApaNane lAge ke karoDarajajunuM hADakuM te nahi maLyuM hoya? gAmaDAnA kheDUtane vAMso dukhe te telanI mAlIsa kare ane kahe ke kAla sArUM thaI jaze; paraMtu ApaNane sattara vicAra Ave; kAraNa ApaNu pAse jJAna che. Ama ApaNuM jJAnathI ApaNuM ciMtAo vadhe. zaMkarAcAryane ciMtA nathI, te ciMtAmukta (carefree) mANasa che. A jJAna tArI pAsethI ja maLe, tethI ghaNA pustake zA mATe vAMcavAnA? huM abhyAsu chuM te bhagavatIne dekhADavA mATe A sAdhanA khoTI ja che. tethI tene paNa baha upara gayA pachI choDI devI paDe. ApaNe khUba mahenata karIe ke bhagavatIne lAge ke chokarAne kAMI For Private and Personal Use Only

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76 taravajJAna ~ ~- - ~ ----------- --- --------- - -- joIe. tene jijJAsA che, ane ApaNuM utkaTa jijJAsA bhagavatI jue tyAre te jJAna Ape. atizaya saraLa ane madhura bhASAmAM te samajAve; te jJAna ApaNane zAMta ane samAdhAnI banAve. zAMti ane samAdhAna A jJAnathI ja Ave. A jJAna ja ApaNane ciMtAmukata banAve. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke bhagavatI! tuM ja jJAnadAtrI che. pachI kahe che ke tvamarthanAM mUe- bA sarva vaibhavanuM mULa tuM ja che. be prakAranAM vaibhava gaNAya-bhautikavaibhava ane buddhino vaibhava. buddhinA vibhavanI aMdara manane ane hRdayane vibhava AvI jAya che. jenA ghare mA phare tyAM riddhisiddhi AvI jAya. jenA ghare mA phare tenA ghare kaMI ja ochuM nathI, kAraNa mA mokalAvI de. mAnuM satata dhyAna che ke baccAne zuM ochuM che? bhagavatI bhautika vaibhava to Ape ja che paNa buddhivaibhava, manane vaibhava ane hRdayane vaibhava paNa te ja Ape. ApaNu pAse manane vaibhava nathI. ApaNe kaMgAla mananA chIe tethI ja bIjAne utkarSa sahana thatuM nathI. ApaNe jema jema bhagavatInI pAse jaIe tema tema bIjAnA utkarSamAM AnaMda Ave; kAraNa banI pAse jaIe tema manane vaibhava vadhe. pataMjali egadarzanamAM kahe ke maitrIkaruNAmuditopekSANAM sukhaduHkhapuNyA puNyaviSayANAM bhAvanAstat cittaprasAdanam tenA lIdhe cittanI prasannatA-cittaprasAda maLe. keIne utkarSa joIne aMtarathI baLatA hoIe te cittaprasAda na maLe. ApaNe aMdara baLIe kAraNa ApaNe mananA kaMgAla chIe. ApaNI pAse manane vaibhava nathI. jJAnIe je lakhe che kAM te bele che temAM bahuzrutatA dekhAya che. te belatI vakhate pacIsa graMthanA TAMcaNe (1uotations) Apaze; tevI ja rIte keTalAka bhAvuko bole temAM bhAvavAhitA dekhAya. bhAvuka ghele thAya, te raDe, badhuM bhAvapUrvaka kahe, temAM bhAvavAhitA dekhAya; paraMtu jJAnIbhakta je kahe temAM buddhine vaibhava dekhAya. yAjJavalkaya lakhe ke bele temAM buddhine vaibhava dekhAya. ekanAthanA lakhANamAM buddhine vaibhava dekhAya. lakhe te badhA paNa lakhANa-lakhANamAM --- ---- ----- -------- For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI pharaka che. eka bhAIe khelatAM khelatAM kahyuM ke ekanAthe jeTaluM lakhyu tenA karatAM vadhAre me' lakhyuM che.' te sAMbhaLIne eka vAta yAda Ave che. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir eka vakhata krAi vastu UMce mUkI dIdhI hatI te levA mATe nepAlIana prayatna karatA hatA para Mtu tene hAtha paheAMcane na hatA. eTalAmAM tyAM eka adhikArI AvyA. teNe kahyuM ke 'huM tamArA karatAM UMcA chuM te kADhI Apu? nepolIana kahe ke cUpa! tuM mArA karatAM UMcA nathI, lAMkhe che.' 77 AvI rIte A bhAine kahevuM joie ke teM ghaNuM lAMbu lakhyu haze tethI tuM ekanAtha karatAM lAMkhe| hAIza, paNa UMcA nathI.' ekanAthamAM buddhine je vaibhava che te buddhine vaibhava tArAmAM nathI. ekanAthamAM buddhinA vaibhava dekhAya che. ekanAthanA lakhANumAM bahuzrutatA, kArUNyatA ke bhAvukatA nathI; emanA lakhANamAM khIjo ja AviSkAra dekhAya che. jJAnI bhakto jyAre lakhe tyAre potAnA uparanA vizvAsa hAya che temAM divya anubhUtinA mijAja hAya che ane trIjI vAta, prabhusaMbaMdhane lIdhe-prabhupane lIdhe temanA lakhANamAM prasAda che. Ama badhA ja je vaibhava che tenuM temaja buddhinA ane hRdayanA vaibhava badhA ja meAle che paNa jJAnIbhakatA khele temAM prasAda che, vicAronI makakamatA ane divya anubhUtInA mijAja hAya che. ghaNA lAka bhajana lakhe che temAM bhAvukatA haze, paraMtu bhAvukatAmAM prAsAdikatA nathI. bhajananuM lakhANa ane AcAryonuM lakhANa-e manna vaccenI tulanA karavA mATe paNa buddhi joie. kAI lakhe haiM AvyA che te A sa'sAre, saphaLa janma tuM karatA jA' AmAM bhAvukatA che, paNu prasAda nathI. jJAnIbhakata kahe ke huM samajIne ja Avyo chuM. jJAnIbhakatanA lakhANamAM prabhuspa hAvAthI prasAda che. For Private and Personal Use Only mULa tu' ja che. bhautika vaibhava paNa tArA lIdhe ja maLe che.

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78 taravajJAna amerikAmAM tattvajJAnanA copaDAe chapAyA ja kare che paraMtu rAvArUpaniSad nA tAle bese tevuM eka paNa cepaDuM nathI. vAmi saM Ara nAgati A lITIomAM rahela prasAda, AtmavizvAsa, Atmagaurava, makkamatA ane hiMmata tyAMnA hajAro pustakamAM nahi maLe. kRtiomAM buddhivaibhava dekhAya che. je jJAnIbhakata hoya tenA lakhANumAM ja makakamatA ane vizvAsa hoya, ATaluM ja nahi temanA lakhANamAM bIjAomAM vizvAsa nirmANa karavAnI zakti hoya. bhautikavaibhava ane buddhivabhava bhagavAnanA paga pAsethI maLavAnA che. bhagavAna vaibhava Apate ja jAya, tene nA pADaze te paNa te Apate ja jAya; AvI rIte samagra vaibhavanuM mULa bhagavAna che ema zaMkarAcArya kahe che. pachI kahe ke dhananamanIyAbrije-dhanam eTale dhana ApavAvALe kubera paNa tArI pAse vAMke vaLI namaskAra kare che. bA! tAro vaibhava e che ke kubera bhaMDArI paNa tArI pAse vAMke vaLaze. kubera koSAdhyakSa che, tene koSa bharelo che. Aje kevAdhyakSa heya paNa tenI pAse koSa nathI, kAraNa khAdhavALuM bajeTa (deficit budget) che, paraMtu kubera pAse dhana che te chatAM ya ene tArI pAse vAMkA vaLavuM joIe. dhanaH eTale kubera-tevI rIte A jagatanA vittavAna ke. A vittavAna loko kahe ke amArI pAse dAna ApavAnI vRtti che. A vittavAna lokone hAra paherAve, temanA nAmanI takatI besADa tyAre te kaIka Ape-paNa bA! tArI dAna ApavAnI vRtti keTalI jabaradasta che. vittavAna leTonA nAmanI takatI besADe, temane hAra paherAve che te phaLe, paraMtu mA! tane kaI kaMI ApatuM nathI, ATaluM ja nahi A jagatamAM bhagavAna che ja nahi ema kahenAranuM hRdaya (heart) tuM calAve che. tArI dAna ApavAnI vRtti kevaDI moTI che? tethI kubere temaja vittavAna lekee paNa tArA paga pAse vAMkA vaLavuM joIe. nAnA - - -- For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalapurI tvamaddhi: manImU-kAmane Adi tuM che, te kAma nirmANa karyo che. purANe vAMcaze te evuM varNana Ave che ke pahelAM manathI prajA nirmANa thatI hatI, tene mAnasI prajA kahe; paraMtu manathI prajA nirmANa kare temAM AnaMda nahi, ane bIjuM prajAne nAnAnI moTI karavAnI javAbadArI upADavI paDe tethI leke prajA nirmANa kare ja nahi. tethI pUrva prati vIma-aTakI jAya. cakrama leka prajA nirmANa karavAnuM ja cheDI devA lAgyA. Ama mAnasI prajAne prayoga asaphaLa thaye tethI bhagavAne mithunI prajA nirmANa karI. kAmamAM tamane AnaMda maLe. mAne baccA pratye AtmIyatA ane bApane mAlikI hakkanI bhAvanA rahe ane tethI baccAne ucheravAmAM Ave ane jagatanuM cakra cAlyA kare. Ama bA! kAmazakti te ja nirmANa karI; tevI ja rIte nAma eTale kAmanAo; saMkalpane Adi tuM che, saMkalpanI jananI tuM che. A bhUmikA le ke, "saMka9pe mArA nathI" te tame chUTA thayA. saMka keNa karAve che? mA! tu karAve che. "saka mAza nathI" ema be te tame javAbadArImAMthI mukta. saMkalpo te thAya ja che ane pachI te pajave che. te kAmanA keInA kheALe besADI do te tamane pajavaze nahi. aTakacALe chokaro che, te mAnate nathI; mane pajave che te zuM karavuM? ene bIjAne meLe ApI devo. bApe chakarAne keInA meLe ApI devAne pachI te pajavaze nahi; AvI ja rIte kAmanA thAya che ane pachI pizAcanI jema gaLacI pakaDe che. tenA upara kAbU (ontrol) rahetuM nathI. tethI kAmanA, saMkalpa bhagavAnane meLe ApI de. jeNe kAmanAo ApI dIdhI che tenuM gItAmAM bhagavAna varNana kare che-sarva levalapa saMnyAsI paddhattiote-bhagavAna kahe che ke tuM saMkalpamAMthI chUTe thA. "mA! kAmanA tArI che, mArI nathI. jagatamAM je je sAruM che te mArUM karavAnuM mana thAya, kAraNa tuM kAmanAonI Adi che. bIjuM saMkalpa sArA thAya, kAraNu saMkalpa mA karAvavAnI che. saMkalpa bhagavAne nirmANa karyA che tethI tenI mazkarI na thAya, paraMtu saMkalpanI keTalI mazkarI thAya che? tame nAne saMkalpa karaze te te prabhune gamatuM nathI ane mATe saMkalpa karaze te lekane gamatuM nathI. tukArAma kahe ke vadhAvI haMsAra = For Private and Personal Use Only

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tatvajJAna mulArA vIna "badhAne saMsAra huM sukhI karIza." te loko mazkarI karavA lAgyA ke pitAne saMsAra te saMbhALI zakatA nathI ane jagatane saMsAra sukhI karavA nIkaLe che! praphlAdane bhagavAne pUchayuM ke zuM joIe? te pralAde kahyuM ke "badhAne mukti Apa." Ajane kathAkAra A prasAdanI mazkarI kare; paraMtu prahlAda bethI buddhine na hatA. prahalAdanA A saMka9pamAM tenI ucca bhAvanA dekhAya che. paraMtu kathAkAra mazkarI kare ke "pralAda jagatane mukti ApavA nIkaLyo... kAraNa kathAkArane ja pralAdanI ucca bhAvanAnI samajaNa paDatI nathI. pralAda ethe na hata-ucca bhAvanAne hatuM ke "jagatane mukti ApavA huM . paraMtu emanA moTA saMkalpanI kathAkAra mazkarI kare. - leke kahe ke "vIsamI sadImAM tame zuM karaze?" "ame badhAnuM mituM bhagavAna tarapha pheravIzuM!" te leko kahe ke "e zakya nathI. badhe 'dariyo khAre che temAM tamArI sAkaranI guNa nAkhIne phAyado zuM? hariye the ja mIThe thavAnuM che? tenAM karatAM tamArI sAkaranI guNa sAcavI rAkhe, tamArI sAkara jaze mATe AvI mUrkhAI kare nahi." huM je nAne saMkalpa karuM te bhagavAnane gamatuM nathI ane mATe saMkalpa karUM te lekane gamatuM nathI. te mATe saMkalpa kema karavAnA? prabhu! saMkalpane Adi tuM che te huM zA mATe saMka9pa karuM? tukArAmane kaI pUche ke "tuM zA mATe Ave che?" te kahe ke mane keIe meka che-avayavI saMsara kulInA mIna AjeTuM marIna tIndI roja-badhAne ghere zAMti thAya te mATe Ave che. jI rAtti zAnti zAnti-Adhibhautika, Adhidaivika ane AdhyAtmika zAMti thAya te mATe AvyuM chuM.jagatane A niyama ja che ke zAMti thAya nahi, paNa huM saMkalpa moTo rAkhuM chuM; kAraNe bA! te ja huM tane gayuM! For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI huM je nAne saMkalpa rAkhuM te lekene gamuM. keI pUche ke tuM zA mATe Avyo? huM kahuM ke "be chokarAne dhaMdhe lagADayA, be chekarIo paraNAvI-sukhI chuM.' Ama kahuM te leke kahe ke eNe pitAnI yegyatA oLakhI. nAne saMkalpa karuM te lekene gamuM, paNa bAI tArA manamAMthI utarI jAuM tenuM zuM? Ama mATe saMkalapa karuM te lekone gamatuM nathI ane nAne saMkalpa karUM te tane gamatuM nathI. mA! mane A saMkalpanI TapaTapa joIe zA mATe? tethI saMkalpa ja tane seMpI dauM pachI kahe, janani rtavika saMrva eTale kAma-madana. jagadaMbAe kAmadevane cha che. kAmadeva tene takalIpha ApatuM nathI, paraMtu bhagavAne kAmadevane Ubhe karyo. tene te jIte kAM to mAre temAM zuM vizeSa che! tame tamArA chokarAne mAro kAM te chatAM temAM zuM vizeSa che. paDozIne mArI zake temAM vizeSa che. A kautuka kahevAya. te pachI kRti vina mAM zaMkarAcAryane zuM kahevAnuM che? jeNe bhagavAnane potAnA banAvyA te kAmadevane jItI zake. je bhagavatIne pitAnI karI le tene kAmadeva takalIpha na Ape. bA! je tane cITakI beThe tene kAma pajave nahi, paraMtu je tane cheDI beThe tene ramavA mATe eka ja ramakaDuM ane te eTale kAma. pachI tene bhege bhegavavAnA ja rahe, te bIjuM zuM karI zake? zarIrAsakti ane IdriyonI bhogAsakti A banne bhAvAsakti vadhyA pachI ja jAya. zivajIe kAmadevane bALe temAM tenI zaktinuM gaurava nathI. bA! tArA je thayA tene kAmadeva pajavatuM nathI. raMbhAne joIne zukadevajI calita na thayA tenuM kAraNa temanI pachavADe bhagavAnanI zakti che. zarIrAsakti ane indriyanI bhegAsati vadhe te kAmadeva tenAmAM besI ja jAya. paraMtu jenI bhAvAsakti vadhe tene kAmadeva pajave nahi. zukadevajI calita na thatAM raMbhAne javAba ApI zake temAM akSara kheTuM nathI. leke bhale UlaTuM sulaTuM bele, paraMtu jema jema mANasa prabhu pAse jAya, tenI bhAvAsakti vadhe, tema tema zarIrAsakti ane IdriyanI bhegAsakti ochI thAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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taravajJAna ~ ~~ ~ ~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AvI ja rIte dhyeyaniSTha mANasane kAma ocho thAya ane zaniSTha mANasano kAma badalAI jAya. pachI kahe ke saMtAkuvana-sajananI bhakti ane muktinuM mULa tuM che. temane muktinI AvazyakatA lAgI tenA lIdhe temaNe kAmanAnAM kapaDAM utArI nAkhyAM. mAne jyAre aDavAnuM na hoya tyAre tenuM baccuM tene aDakavA Ave tyAre bA kahe, nA, nA, te kapaDAM paheryA che; tuM mane maLI zakato nathI. tyAre bacce zuM kare? badhAM kapaDAM utArI nAkhe ane bA pAse doDI jAya. bacuM kapaDAM utArI nAkhe, kAraNa bAne maLavAnI tIvra IcchA che. A jevuM citra saMsAramAM che tevuM ja citra paramArthamAM che. jagadIza kahe ke "mane tuM aDa nahi, te kapaDAM paheryA chetuM baddha che. te jIva kahe ke huM "baddha' nAM kapaDAM utArI nAkhIza; kAraNa mAre tane maLavuM ja che. sajajane mukti mAge che te tArI pAsethI mukti nathI mAgatA. yh vAhiye-mukti joIe-paNa saMsArathI ke bhagavAnathI? A prazna che, ApaNe badhA bhagavAnathI mukta ja chIe. yAjJavaNyane lAgyuM ke "mane kayAre bheTuM? Ane lIdhe te kAmanA, vAsanA, kAma, krodha vagere badhAM kapaDAM utArI nAkhe ane deDatA jaIne mAne maLe. tene mATe badhuM cheDI de. bA! kAma, krodha, matsara badhuM mane joIe paNa tArI pAse AvavuM hoya te te badhuM kADhI nAkhavAnuM, tyAM sudhI rAkhavAnuM. baccAne mAnuM AkarSaNa jeTaluM vadhAre teTaluM kapaDAMnuM AkarSaNa ochuM thAya ane te mAne maLavA doDI jAya. AvI ja rIte bhagavAnanI Asakti jeTalI vadhAre teTalI kAma, mehanI Asakti ochI thAya. te badhuM cheDIne bhagavatIne maLavA doDI jAya. mA" nuM kheMcANa jeTaluM vadhAre teTalA pramANamAM kapaDAM (kAmanA-vAsanA) uparano meha ocho thAya. je citra saMsAramAM jovA maLe te ja citra paramArthamAM jovA maLe. tethI saMsArIne muktinI kalapanA vadhAre AvavI joIe. bhAratIya saMskRti saMsArIne mukti na maLe ema mAnatI ja ---- - -- - For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 3 nathI, tethI amAre tyAM RSipatni vagara RSi ja nathI. je ApaNe sasAramAM karIe te ja A sajjanA paramAmAM teo sasAramAM rahe tethI jatAM AvatAM A jJAna kare. thAya. 'khAne maLIza' A daivI AkAMkSA che. keTalAka AkAMkSA rAkhe. eka bhAI sAtamI vakhata paraNyA, paraMtu sAtamI patni paNa marI gai, te AThamI vakhata paraNavA taiyAra thayA; tyAre kAie pUchyuM ke hajI AThamI vakhata paraNavuM che? tA kahe 'hA', kAraNu mArI e mahattvAkAMkSA che ke huM vidhUra thaIne na marIza; vidhavA rAkhIne ja marIza!" A zuM mahattvAkAMkSA kahevAya? tukArAmanI A mahattvAkAMkSA hatI ke vatrAvI saMsAra suvAnA rIna. A daivI AkAMkSA che ke badhAnA sa`sAra sukhI karIza.' mArI AkAMkSA sArI che, kAmanA sArI che, vAsanA dvivya che, bhavya che paNa A! tuMtenA karatAM sArI che tethI badhu ja cheDIne tane maLavA mATe doDu chuM. tethI sajjanAnI muktinuM khIja tuM ja che.' vAlmIki, pata jali vagere mahApurUSAnI AkAMkSA kharAba nathI, te levA jevI che. chatAM khAne maLavA mATe te badhu... cheDI de che tethI muktinuM bIja tuM che. For Private and Personal Use Only ... pachI kahe, tvati paramatrakSadivI- mA! tuM parabrahmanI paTTarANI che. A kema bane? parabrahma tA nirguNu, nirAkAra che. tyAM advaita che; tenI paTTarANI kema hAi zake? AnA artha e che ke parabrahmarUpI tu paTTarANI che. tuM rAjAnI rANI tethI rANI nathI; paNa tuM svaya` paTTarANI che. tuM svayaMsidhdhA che. iMglaMDanI rANI poteja rANI che; rAjAnI rANI tethI rANI nathI. Ama khA! tuM paTTarANI che; tethI ja parabrahma zabda lagADayA che. IMgleMDanA leAkeAnI mAnyatA che ke jyAre rANInuM rAja cAle tyAre sukhanA dahADA Ave. rANInuM rAja sukhada che. ApaNe tyAM paNa A parabrahmarUpI paTTarANInuM rAjya cAle te jIvana sukhakAraka thAya. khIjA pizAcAnu rAjya na cAlavu eie; tethIja zaMkarAcAya kahe che--parabrahmarUpI paTTarANI tuM ja che.

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tatvajJAna . A bahu suMdara leka che. satAM muvIvaM-A kezu kahe che? mukti jeNe meLavI che te zaMkarAcArya muktinuM bIja kahe che. bA! tane maLavAne Agraha che tethI badhuM choDavA taiyAra thAuM chuM. janmAMtarathI AkAMkSA, IcchA, vAsanA badalAvI, have tuM ja mAtra mukitanuM bIja che. tene maLavAnI tIvratA thaI tene lIdhe eka eka karIne badhuM cheDate jAuM chuM. mukitanuM bIja ja tuM che-kahe che te sidhdhAMtika phaTakA che-vedAMtanA sidhdhAMta jeNe vAM haze tene A dhyAnamAM Avaze. gatasiddhi vAMcavAvALAne A vAta cakrAvAmAM nAkhaze ke cakitamAM ja brahma che-sukitamAM bhagavAna nathI ema lAge. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke mukitamAM ja bhagavAna che. zaMkarAcAryanI vANImAM prasAda che. zaMkarAcAryane A glaeNka sUcaka che, mArgadarzaka che, emAM madhurimA che-zaMkarAcAryanI A prAsAdika vANI che. AgaLanA zlokamAM zuM kahe che te have joIzuM. += = For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI hovA-1-20 prabhUtA bhaktiste yadapi na mamAlolamanasastvayA tu zrImatyA sdymvlokyo'hmdhunaa| payodaH pAnIyaM dizati madhuraM cAtakamukhe bhRzaM zaGke kairvA vidhibhiranunItA mama mtiH||9|| kRpApAGgalokaM vitara tarasA saadhucrite| na te yuktopekSA mayi shrnndiikssaamupgte|| na cediSTa dadyAdanupadamahI klpltikaa| vizeSaH sAmAnyaiH kathamitaravallIparikaraiH // 10 // rAI -mAruM mana caMcala che tethI hajI sudhI meM tArI pracura bhakti karI nathI; chatAM paNa hamaNuM tAre mArA upara kayA-daSTithI jovuM joIe, kemake cAtaka bhale prema kare ke na kare paraMtu me tenA mukhamAM madhura jala varSAve ja che. mane mATe prazna thAya che ke kaI vidhiothI mArI buddhi tArAmAM ja sthira rahI zake? (9) he sAdhucaritavALI bA! tuM zIdhra tArI kRpApUrNa daSTithI mane nihALa. hu tAre zaraNe Avyo chuM tethI mArI upekSA karavI ucita nathI. jo tuM kalpalatA hovA chatAM Dagale-pagale abhISTa kAmanAonI pUti na kare te sAdhAraNa latikA ane ka5latikAmAM pharaka zuM? (10). he jagadaMbA! mAruM mana caMcala che tethI te tArI zreSTha bhakti karI zakatuM nathI. Ama hovA chatAM paNa tuM zrImAna vaibhavavALI hovAthI mArA tarapha tAre dayA-daSTithI jovuM joIe. bhagavatI! tuM mane pUchaze ke "tane mArA upara prema nathI te huM tArA upara dayA kevI rIte karUM?' bA! huM tane zuM kahuM? A meghe ke je jaDa che, te tArI pAsethI ja zakti le che, tenA upara cAtaka prema na kare te paNa me te cAtaka For Private and Personal Use Only

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86 tatvajJAna tarapha dayAnI daSTithI ja jue che ane cAtakane madhura pANI Ape che. je megha AvuM karatA hoya te pachI mane khAtrI che ke huM tArI zreSTha bhakita na karI zakuM te paNa tuM mArA upara dayA karaze ja. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke bA! kyA rastethI mArI buddhi tArI tarapha vALuM te khabara paDatI nathI. tArI pAse kaI vidhithI AvI zakuM te satata vicAryA karuM chuM. bhagavAnamAM mANasanuM mana sthira thavuM joIe, paNa mANasanuM mana caMcala hevAthI te prabhu pAse jatuM nathI. mANasanuM mana badhe ThekANe sthira thAya, paraMtu bhagavAnamAM ekAgra thatuM nathI. mAkhI jagatamAM badhe ThekANe phare, te viSTA upara jaIne paNa bese; paraMtuM keI divasa te agni upara besatI nathI, kAraNa tene khabara che ke agni upara besIza te huM khalAsa thaI jaIza-mananuM paNa tevuM ja che. tene khabara che ke huM bhagavAna pAse jaIza te khalAsa thaI jaIza'-tethI te bhagavAnamAM sthira thatuM nathI. tethI ja zaMkarAcArya bhagavatIne kahe che ke "prabhu! tuM aMta:karaNamAM dayA rAkhIne mArI tarapha jo, te ja mArA caMcala manamAM sthiratA Avaze. kharI vAta e che ke baccuM caMcala rahe temAM ja enI zebhA che. nAnuM baccuM je palAMThI mArIne sthitaprajJanI mAphaka eka jagAe besI rahe te emAM ApaNane doSa lAge. nAnuM baccuM sthira besI zakatuM nathI temAM ja enI zebhA che. bacce je sthira bese te temAM doSa che. A plAkamAM mananI caMcalatAnuM guNavarNana che. bA! mane satata ema lAgyA kare che ke "huM bhagavAnanuM khUba kAma karIza te bhagavAna mArA upara prasanna thaze, tethI jorazorathI tAruM kAma karavA lAguM chuM. thoDA dahADA pachI ema lAgavA lAge-kAma karIne bhagavAna prasanna thatA nathI, mAre jJAna meLavavuM joIe. je huM jJAna meLavIza te mArA upara bA prasanna thaze, tethI huM jJAna meLavavA prayatna karuM chuM. thoDA ja dahADAmAM ema lAgavA lAge ke tuM bhakate upara jaladI prasanna thAya che tethI huM bhakita karavA lAguM, keTalAka dahADA japa karuM, tapa karUM-AvI rIte huM satata rastA badalAvyA karuM chuM. ghaDIkamAM huM For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI karmayegI thavA prayatna karuM chuM ane ghaDIkamAM huM bhakata thavA prayatna karUM chuM. A mArA mananI caMcalatA che. paraMtu bA! A badhAnI pAchaLa mAro makkama nizcaya che ke mAre bAne prasanna karavI che. "mAre mA meLavavI che' A bArAmAM mAruM mana sthira che, makkama che. bA! huM karmacAgI thavAnI IcchA rAkhuM chuM. bhakti karavA, jJAna meLavavA ane tapasvI thavA prayatna karuM chuM. bA! huM zuM karuM ke jethI te prasanna thAya? bA! tuM mArA upara gusse thaI che? che jyAre gusse thAya tyAre nAnA bALakane satata ema lAge ke "huM zuM karuM te e prasanna thAya? AvI rIte bA! tane meLavavAnA mArga mATe mAruM mana bhale caMcala heya, te eka mArge sthira thatuM nathI, paraMtu bA! tane prasanna karavAnI mArI bhAvanA sthira che tethI tuM dayApUrvaka mAruM hRdaya je ke tene meLavavA sivAyanI bIjI kaI bhAvanA enI pachavADe nathI. sAdhakane A prazna satata mUMjhave che ke bhagavAna tenuM kAma karIne prasanna thaze ke bhakita karIne prasanna thaze? bA! tuM dayApUrNa dRSTithI mArI tarapha jensamavADaEURmadhunA- A zabdaracanA atizaya saMdara rIte karelI che, AnA uparathI ema lAge che ke zaMkarAcArya paNa thoDA caMcala thayelA hovA joIe. jJAnIbhakatane paNa ghaDIkamAM ema lAge ke bhakti sArI ane ghaDIkamAM emane lAge ke mukti sArI. ' jIvAtmA uparane kaca kADho ke te svaccha thaI jAya. ene vidyAnivRtti kahe. zaMkarAcAryanuM brahmasUtra zArIrabhASya vAMce te temAM gaI trahmAsmi nI garjanA saMbhaLAze. A taravajJAna che. A ja zaMkarAcArya tetra gAya tyAre jagadaMbA pAse yAcanA kare ke, "mAiM haiyA nananI nanana thatu mama vai bA! tuM mane janma Apa- AvI rIte "bhakti ke "mukita AnA bArAmAM emanI sthiratA AvatI nathI. emane ghaDIkamAM lAge ke sAkara banuM ane ghaDIkamAM lAge ke sAkara khAuM. jJAnI bhakatane paNa janmane meha hoya. mukitanI pagathI (stage) upara gayelA paNa janma mAge che. emane ghaDIkamAM lAge che ke mukita joIe ane ghaDIkamAM lAge che ke bhakita joIe. pariNAme badhA caMcala che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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taravajJAna zrI mad Adya zaMkarAcArya paNa caMcala che. te kahe che "bA! tArI namUtAmaji ame karI zakatA nathI--"dIna bhakti" e zabda vAparyo nathI. mUtAmAMft eTale je bhakti prabhu (samartha) banAve tene prabhutAbhakti kahe. je bhakti lAcAra, bApaDI, dIna hoya te bhakti ja nathI AvI vedanI dhAraNA che. ApaNe bhaktine bApaDI karI nAkhI tethI ApaNI bhaktine raMga nathI ane mIjAja nathI. vaidika bhaktimAM "tejasvItA' A pAve che. tejasvI mANasa ja tejomaya bhagavAnanI bhakti karI zake. bhakti zreSTha joIe. bhaktimAM cITakI besavAnuM kharUM paraMtu bhikhArI tarIke nahi, bALaka tarIke cITakI besavAnuM. bA! keTalAka janmArA mArUM dInatva ane lAcArI tArI pAse thira rahe che paNa pachI tethIupara caDhavuM joIe, paraMtu prabhutA bhaktine vicAra sthira raheto nathI-tethI kahuM chuM ke mArA hRdaya tarapha tuM dayAthI jaze te mArI bhakti pratyenI vRtti Takaze; nahitara bhakti pratyenI vRtti Takaze nahi. bIjuM huM jyAre tArI pAse AvuM chuM tyAre tuM mane ema nathI pUchatI ke "tuM mane zuM Ape che? tuM mane kaMI Ape te huM tane kaMI ApuM" AvuM tuM kahetI nathI. megha cAtakanA moDhAmAM madhura pANI nAkhe che te zuM cAtake meghanuM varNana karyuM che? cAtaka AzApUrNa vadane megha sAme jete rahyo che te rIte huM paNa AzApUrNa vadane tArI tarapha jouM chuM. mane pUrNa khAtrI che ke mArI buddhi tArI tarapha nahi Ave. mArI Idriya mArI buddhine tyAM sudhI pahoMcADaze ke nahi te zaMkA che. - rAjAne mata hete nathI, rAjA tamAruM jIvana jete nathI, rAjA tamArA bArAmAM riporTa jue ane tamArA mATe mata bAMdhe. A buddhi paNa rAjA jevI che. Idri buddhine je pahoMcADe te buddhi le. hRdaya kahe ke prabhu pAse pahoMcADa; te buddhi kahe ke e paththaro che. prabhune avAja Idrie sAMbhaLyuM nathI. daSTithI prabhune je nathI tethI daSTi paNa sAre riporTa ApatI nathI. je ThekANe Idriye jatI nathI te ThekANe buddhi pahoMcatI nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI ba! buddhi jenA lIdhe sthira bane che te Idri tArI pAse pahoMcatI nathI, tethI mArI buddhi tArI pAse pahoMcaze ke nahi te mane zaMkA che. kadAca mArI buddhine tArI pAse laI AvavAnI hoya te kyA mArgathI laI AvuM te mane khabara nathI. ApaNI buddhi cAMpalI che. Aje eka mANasa pratye prema karIe paNa thoDA vakhata pachI kahIe ke vAtamAM kaMI mAla nathI, e bhAIne jevA dhAryA hatA tevA te nathI. A pramANe buddhi eka jagAe sthira thatI nathI. bA! kai vidhi karIne ane kayA rastethI tArI pAse AvuM ke jethI mArI buddhi phare nahi, khase nahi? huM zuM karuM te mArI buddhi sthira thAya? bA! buddhine pralobhana batAvIne, lAlacathI tArI pAse laI AvuM chuM te svArtha pUre thaye ke buddhi pAchI phare che. keI mANasa mAM hoya te ApaNe mRtyuMjaya bhagavAnane japa karIe paNa pachI te mANasa marI jAya te ApaNuM bhakita marI jAya ane japa baMdha thaI jAya. saMsArI mANasane agavaDa Ave tyAre sagAvahAlA keI madada kare nahi. te vakhate lakSmInArAyaNa vahAlA lAge ane svArthathI mANasa bhagavAna pAse jAya. paraMtu svArtha pUro thaye ke tarata ja te bhagavAnathI Agho thaI jAya. mANasane paisA joIe, tethI jyAM sudhI paisA na maLe tyAM sudhI te bhagavAna pAse jAya, paraMtu paisA maLe ke tarata ja te bhagavAnathI Aghe thaI jAya. pachI te mANasa pAse buddhi che tethI te bahAnAM Ape. paraMtu bhagavAna bahAnAne kiMmata nahi Ape. bhagavAna samaje che ke te ApaNuM zakya che. bhagavAna! A mArUM daurbalya che tethI huM tArI pAse AvatuM nathI. svArthathI buddhine tArI pAse laI AvuM te svArtha pUro thaye ke bhakita, ochI thAya che. te zuM huM buddhine bhItithI tArI pAse laI AvuM? paraMtu ema karuM te paNa jevI bhIti pUrI thaI ke te vakhatanI AtatA ochI thaI jAya ane bhakitanI pakaDa DhIlI thaI jAya, tethI bhItithI paNa buddhine tArI pAse lAvavAmAM artha nathI. bA! huM kharuM kahe che ke For Private and Personal Use Only

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tattvajJAna kaI vidhithI buddhine tArI tarapha laI AvuM, te ja mane khabara paDatI nathI. mamamama maLyA pachI buddhi tarata kahe ke, "cAle, have vadhu madada maLe ema lAgatuM nathI tethI buddhi tane choDI de che. Aje paNa jue te eka rASTra bIjA rASTrane karoDa rUpiyAnI madada kare, paraMtu te rASTra pAsethI have eka TIpuM dUdha paNa maLavAnuM nathI A khabara paDatAM ja madada levAvALuM rASTra madada ApavAvALA rASTranI sAme gheragharATa kare che. A harAmakheranI nIti che. tevI ja ApaNa nIti che. mANasane bhagavAna pAsethI saMpatti, buddhi maLyA pachI te bhagavAna sAme ja gharagharATa kare che. Ama bhItithI paNa tArI pAse buddhi lAvI zakatuM nathI. mArI buddhi tane maLavA taiyAra nathI, kAraNa ke indriye ene tArI pAse lAvaze nahi. huM buddhi tArI pAse lAvavA taiyAra thAuM te kayA raste lAvuM te mane khabara paDatI nathI. pariNAme buddhi tArI pAse AvatI ja nathI. bA! tArI kRpApUrNa daSTi mArI tarapha mekala, te tArI pAse mArI buddhi lAvI zakAya. eka vakhata tArI kRpApUrNa daSTi mArA tarapha AvI ke mArA badhA keyaDA chUTI jaze. pachI AgaLanA glaeNkamAM kahe che ke viSTa cAnupamalo vorpati viroSaH sAmAnyaH kamitaravarIparivAraH bA! tuM te kalpalatikA che. je ka95latikA mArUM tarata ISTa na karI zakatI hoya te itaravallI ane kalpalatikAmAM pharaka zuM? bA! tuM asAmAnya che, te pachI tArAmAM ane bIjAmAM pharaka zuM? - navamA plekamAM zaMkarAcArye be agavaDa dekhADI. bA! indriya buddhine tArI pAse laI AvatI nathI ane huM buddhine tArI pAse lAvavA prayatna karuM chuM te kayA mArge, kaI vidhithI tArI pAse lAvI zakuM te mane khabara paThatI nathI. bIjI agavaDa e che ke mAruM mana asthira che, A be agavaDe che. tethI A lekhamAM kahe che ke bA! have muhurta jovAnuM kAraNa nahi. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI tuM mane kaheze ke A varasa sArUM nathI. paraMtu bA! virakita ane anurakitamAM muhUrta jovAnuM heya nahi tuM kaheze ke pahelAM gRhasthAzrama pachI vAnaprasthAzrama, ane tyArabAda saMnyAsAzrama levAya-paNa bA! je kSaNe virAga Ave te ja kSaNe gharamAM rahevAtuM nathI. jyAre virakti Ave tyAre ghara kayAre cheDavAnuM tenuM muhUrta jevAnuM hoya nahi. jeNe maravAnuM che tene muhUrta jovAnuM heya nahi, yamanuM teDuM Ave ke javuM ja paDe. AvI ja rIte anuraktimAM paNa muhurta na jovAya. "Love at first sight prema pahelI najare baMdhAI jAya. temAM muhurta jovAnuM hetuM nathI. tethI bA! tane kahuM chuM ke tuM tarata ja tArI kRpAdaSTi mArA tarapha vALa te mArI bhakita vadhe. ApaNI bhaktimAM vadhAre te ja thAya, je prabhunI dRSTi ApaNuM tarapha paDe. je je agavaDonA prasaMgomAM tamane koIe madada karI haze te prasaMgo yAda karo. AmAM kevaLa yAda karavAnuM nahi, tenuM saMsmaraNa kare. Ama karaze te jagadaMbAnI tamArI tarapha daSTi che ema daDha bhAvanA thaze ane jeTalA pramANamAM A bhAvanA daDha thaze teTalA pramANamAM tamArI bhakita vadhaze. madhura saMsmaraNothI prabhubhakita vadhe-AvA madhura saMsmaraNanuM eka Alabama (saMgraha) banAve ane prabhutA bhakita mATe e Albama khele-te tamane e bhAvanA thaze ke prabhunI daSTi mArA tarapha che. agavaDamAM ApaNane keI AvIne madada kare tenuM kAraNa prabhu tene mokale tethI ja te Ave. temAM bhagavAnanI daSTi mArA tarapha che Ama juo. AvuM thAya te bhakti vadhaze. bhagavAnanI zaMkarAcArya upara sIdhI (direct) najara paDe che tyAre ApaNuM upara bhagavAnanI najara che paNa ApaNe te ADakatarI rIte (Indirectly) jevAnI. HIVdvivaM vitataralA sAdhusleiba! tuM sAdhucarita che- tArI daSTi saraLa che. tuM mArA jIvanane vAMkecUke artha leze nahi enI mane khAtrI che. mArA upara tuM tArI premapUrNa dRSTi nAkha. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 2 www.kobatirth.org tavasAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir je pahelA varganA (first class) bhakatA che temane potAnI bhakita DhIlI thai jaze evA Dara nathI. teo mukitanA paMthe hoya te chatAMye temanI bhakti uparanI pakaDa DhIlI thatI nathI kAraNu bhagavAnanI temanA upara sIdhI (direct) najara che. jemane pUrNatAnI anubhUti maLe che temane kayA vaTALiyA pavana lAvI zake? paraMtu jeNe sAdhaka thavAnuM heya teNe te AvA prasaMgeA bhAvanAthI yAda karavAnA, madhura saMsmaraNeAnu Albama khelavu' paDe; teA ja temanI bhakita dRDha thAya. kALa jema esaDa che tema kALa jhera paNa che, kALa jema mAThA prasaMge bhUlAve che tema mIThAM saMsmaraNA paNa bhUlAve che tethI te jherarUpa thAya che. jyAre tamane koie madada karI haze tyAre tamArU hRdaya bhakitapUrNa thayu' haze, tamArU hRdaya bharAI AvyuM haze-tenAM sa'smaraNA bharI rAkhe ane tenuM eka Albama banAve. jeTalI bhagavAnanI dRSTi ApaNA tarapha hAya teTalI ApaNI kita dRDha thAya ane jIvanamAMthI bApaDApaNu jAya. jeTalA ApaNe ApaDA teTalA pramANamAM ApaNI bhakita paNa khApaDI. thaI jAya, hamaNAM huM eka snehasa MmelanamAM gayA hatA tyAre tyAM mahenAe mijAjamAM kahyuM ke, patnI marI jAya te dhaNI khApaDA paraMtu dhaNI marI jAya te dhaNiyANI khApaDI nathI thatI; te cheDA mAMdhIne UbhI rahe che. te pANI bharaze, daLaNuAM daLaze, majurI karaze ane chokarAMne moTAM karaze. te hiMmata hAratI nathI. paraMtu patnI marI jatAM dhaNI bApaDA thai jAyate chekarAMone sAcavI zakatA nathI; pote ApaDe mane che ane chekarAMone bApaDA banAvI mUke che. jenI mA jIvatI che te bApaDA nathI. zakarAcArya upara jagadaMbAnI sIdhI (direct) najara che. ApaNA upara paNu jagadamanI najara che paNa te ApaNe ADakatarI rIte (indirect) jovI paDe, madhura sauMsmaraNAnuM Albama rAja kheAle ane khAne yAda karI. rAja na bane te aThavADiyAmAM eka vakhata te Albama jarUra khAleA. AnA lIdhe bhakita dRDha thaze. ATha divase na For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI bane te paMdara divase eka vakhata zAMtithI bese ane Alabama khele. agavaDamAM bhagavAna ja deDatA Ave, nahi te bIjuM kazuM Ave? te vakhate citta ekAgra (oncentration) na kare, bhakita na karo paraMtu A saMmara tAjAM karo. AvI rIte ardho kalAka besaze te bhakitabhAva vadhaze. A paNane bhagavAnanI najara lAge paNa ghare gayA re gayA te patnI, chokarA badhA bhagavAnanI najara utArI nAkhe. zrAvaNa mAsamAM ApaNe bhakitabhAva vadhe, ApaNI bhakitane bharatI Ave, paraMtu tyAra bAda ApaNI gharavALI ane chekarAo bhakitamAM oTa lAvI de. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke bA! mAruM je ISTa che te mane tuM hamaNAM ne hamaNuM Ape. je tuM mane mAruM ISTa nahi Ape to bIjI latAomAM ane tArAmAM pharaka zuM? tuM te kalpalatikA che. huM tAre zaraNe Avyo chuM, huM agatika thaIne nahi paNa tAre thaIne tAre zaraNe Avyo chuM. bA! tuM mArI bhakti makkama kara mane tArI najara lAgavA de jethI mArI bhakti paripUrNa daDha thAya. bhagavAna! tuM mArA tarapha satata jote rahyo tene mane vizvAsa che-evI ja rIte huM paNa tArA tarapha satata jete rahyo chuM tene paNa tamane vizvAsa have joIe. mAre tamArA tarapha vizvAsa ane tamAro mArA upara vizvAsa-te ja sagapaNa thAya; ane A vizvAsane mAM vikA kahevAya. A mahAtta vijANaM nuM prakaraNa 11 mA kalekathI zarU thAya che te joIzuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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hai AnaMdalaharI mahAntaM vizvAsaM tava caraNapaGke ruhayuge nidhAyAnyannavAzritamiha mayA daivtmume| tathApi tvacceto yadi mayi na jAyeta sadayaM nirAlambo lambodarajanani kaM yAmi zaraNam // 11 // vArtha - ladara gaNezane janma ApavAvALI umA! meM tArA caraNAraviMdamAM mahAna vizvAsa rAkhIne bIjA keI devatAone Azraya lIdho nathI; tathApi je tArUM citta mArA upara dayApUrNa na thAya te have huM kene zaraNe jANa? (arthAta huM tAre zaraNe ja Avyo chuM, bIjuM kaI mArUM zaraNa nathI.) : " hai ! kahIne zrImad Adya zaMkarAcArya jagadaMbAne hAMka mAre che. teo kahe che ke, he bA! tArA caraNakamaLa upara mAro mahAna vizvAsa che tethI bIjA koI devatAne meM Azraya lIdho nathI. tArUM yApUrNa hadaya mArA mATe na rahe te he gaNapatInI mA! AdhAra vagarane huM kene zaraNe jAuM? nirAdhAra thayelA mane je tuM choDI de te huM kenI pAse jAuM? - 3mA eTale bhagavAna zivajInA patnI. umA eTale teja, ane umA eTale zAMtatA. zAMtatA ane tejasvitA ekasamayAvacchede eka ja zarIramAM rahe e kaThaNa che. amane kevaLa zAMta bhagavAna ke je kaMI karatuM nathI te zebhAne gAMThiye joItuM nathI. je hAla ja nathI te amane joItuM nathI. amane zAMtarUpa ane te jarUpa bhagavAna joIe. tethI ja kahyuM che ke nama: rAttAya teno - mA! tuM umA che. tArA caraNakamaLa upara mahAna vizvAsa rAkhIne bIjA keInA upara meM vizvAsa rAkhyA nathI. keIne Azraya levAne ja hoya te jagabAne Azraya le. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI A jagatamAM badhA ApaNane pajave che. keI nathI mAre che ane kaI sukhathI mAre che te Azraya kene levAne? ApaNe bA upara ja vizvAsa rAkhIe. nAnA baccAne ke pajave te te tarata kahe ke, "mArI bAne AvavA de. tenuM kAraNa baccAne bA upara jabaro vizvAsa che. ApaNe pratyeka vastu mATe raDIe chIe. pratyeka vakhate azru kharAba ja che evuM nathI. azune paNa kiMmata che. jIvanamAM bhAvanAnAM AMsunI kiMmata che. dUbaLA, nabaLA, zudra ane svAthI AMsune kiMmata nathI. tapavanamAM bArabAra varSa gurUjInA paga pAse premathI ane bhAvanAthI besIne bhaNIne taiyAra thayela chekare jyAre kulapatinI vidAya le tyAre kulapati je premathI ane hRdayathI AMkhamAM AMsu lAvIne kahe ke, "jIvanamAM AvI rIte raheje. evuM jIvana jIvaje ke, "tuM kayA tapavanamAMthI Ave? e prazna samAja pUche. tuM tapavananuM nAma ujajavaLa kara ane jatAM jatAM te kahe ke, meM tane ghaNI vakhata kaDavuM kahyuM haze te badhuM bhUlI jA? AvI rIte AMkhamAM AMsu lAvIne gurUe kahyuM haze te gurUnAM AMsu bhAvanAtmaka che. A kaMI vidhavAnAM nabaLA ane svAthI AMsu nathI. Ama AMsuAMsumAM pharaka che. pratyekane bhAvanAtmaka AMsu Ave e saMbhavita nathI. dUbaLA, nabaLA AMsu paNa keInI pAse pADavAnA haze te jagadIzanA paga pAse pADe. AMsumAM jabaradasta zakita che. A jIva dUbaLe che, pApI che. A jIvane aparAdhI mANasanI mAphaka lajijata thaIne bhagavAna pAse UbhA rahevAnuM haze tyAre AkharI sAmarthya tenA karmamAM nahi, buddhimAM nahi, jJAnamAM nahi, paNa tenA AMsumAM che. saMgrAmamAM leAhIthI bharelI, duHkhathI melI thayelI, plAna vatane AkhI mAnavajAta bhagavAna pAse UbhI haze tyAre mAnavatAnA be AMsu joIne bhagavAna kaheze ke, "jA beTA! tane mApha che. bhagavAna mAnavatAnAM be AMsu joIne kSamA karavAnA che. bhagavatI mAnavatAne AzvAsana ApavAvALI che. mAnavatAnAM AMsu For Private and Personal Use Only

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da ta-vajJAna : bhAvanAnAM che. mAnavatAnAM be AMsu AMkhamAM Aze te bhagavAna kaheze ke jA, jA, dIkarA, tane mApha che; kI dhyAna rAkhaje.' mAnavI jIvanamAM bhAvanA vadhavI joie; te mATe eka ja rastA, ane te bheTaMle svAdhyAyapravacanAbhyAm na pramaditavyam / AnA sivAya bIjo keAi upAya nathI. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir - bA! mane tArI ja Azraya che; khIjA koIneA nahi. kAraNa khA! tuM sama che--zakitazALI che." zrImad Adya zaMkarAcArya bhagavatI pAse yApUrNa najara mAge che. je za'karAcArye krayA' zabdathI gabharAI jAya che te 'yA' mAge che. te kahe che ke, 'bhagavAna! tuM sama che tethI tArI pAse yA mAgu chuM.' kanA niyamA eTalA jabaradasta che ke tenAthI huM' badhita chuM; tethI tArI pAsethI dayA mAgu chuM. jagatamAM 'leAkazAhI' nA pavana vAya che, paraMtu tArI pAse kula sattA che.' jagatamAM bhagavAnanuM rAjya che. bhagavAna vartum-baLatum anyathA vartum samartha che. sama vyakita AtmIya najarathI jue A IcchA che. bA! tu samatha ane tArA ataHkaraNamAM mArA mATe AtmIya saMbaMdha na hoya teA badhu' nakAmuM. bhagavAnane je AtmIya lAge te ja khare AtmIya. bhagavAna kAne AtmIya kahe che tenuM varNana bhagavAna karatA nathI; tA AtmIya thavAnA raste kaye? AtmIya thavAnA rastA khabara na hAya te mANasa AtmIya kevI rIte thai zake? mANasamAM keTalA ane kayA kayA guz2A Ave teA bhagavAna tene AtmIya kahe te bhagavAna kahetA nathI; te pachI mANasa AtmIya kema thai zake? kayA guNeA lAvIne A! huM tArA AtmIya thai zakuM? te jo khabara paDe te te guNeA lAvava huM prayatna karUM; paraMtu tuM te kahetI nathI. For Private and Personal Use Only je tArA AtmIya thaI gayA hoya temanI vANI ja adha thai gai hAya che. tethI teo paNa AtmIya thavA mATe kayA guNNA joie te kahetA nathI, ane tuM paNu AtmIya kANu thai zake te kahetI nathI, te pachI huM tArA AtmIya thai kevI rIte zaku?

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AnadalaharI A stAtramAM zaMkarAcAya bhagavAnane bhagavatI kahIne hAMka mAre che te bhagavAnamAM rahelA strItvanA guNAne uddezIne che. bhagavAnane zakarAcArya mA' kahIne hAMka mAre che; enuM kAraNu bhagavAnanA mAtRtva upara vizvAsa che. ahI... bhagavAnane 'mA' kahIne hAMka mArI che tenA artha e nathI ke bhagavAna strI che. bhagavAna strI paNa nathI ane purUSa paNa nathI. 7 strI pumAna bhagavAnanuM evuM varNana zrutie kare che. bhagavAnamAM rahelA strItvanA guNeAne uddezIne tee mA kahIne hAMka mAre che. 7 samartha mANasa pAse e dRSTi haiAya; eka AtmIya dRSTi ane khIjI yApUrNa dRSTi. trIjI eka dRSTi che, te satyAnAza karavAvALI dRSTi-pralayakArI dRSTi. zakarAcArya kahe che ke, 'bhagavatI! tArI pralacakArI STi mArA tarapha na ja DAya tenI mane khAtrI che; Anu' kAraNa je bhagavAna sAthe khelI zake tenA pratye bhagavAnanI satyAnAzanI diSTa DAya ja niha. dy bhagavAna sAthe kANa kheAlI zake? dakSiNa dezanA sata nAmadeva bhagavAna sAthe laDe. te kahe ke, bA! tu patitapAvana che ema dAdIkhAe kahyuM, bhakatAe kahyuM, patie ane zAstrakAroe paNa kahyuM tethI huM patita tArI pAse AvyeA. paNa A! tuM patitapAvana nathI tethI huM pAchA jAuM chuM. tuM patitapAvana hAya tA tArI pAse AvyA pachI huM patita kema rahyo? tethI huM pAche jAuM chuM. tane jeNe patitapAvananI upamA ApI che teNe svAthI ApI hAya ema lAge che. keTalAka tane uttArAnA rANA' ema kahe che, paNa kharI vAta kahuM, 'tane ApyA vagara teM kAine ema ne ema kai ApyuM che? tu keveA udAra che te mane khabara che. tu pahelAM le che ane pachI Ape che. A ja tArU audAryAM? Ama hAya tA te khI pazu udAra kaDhAvAya, kAraNa te melAM kapaDAM laI jAya che ane peine ApI jAya che; paraMtu tu tA pahelAM le che ane pachI Ape che. tu kajIsa che, tAre bAraNe kANuM Ave? huM te pAche jAu chu. ane AvA audAryanA DhaDhA pITAvIza. huM AkhA jagatamAM tArA For Private and Personal Use Only

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98 tatvajJAna tAre bAraNe nahi AvuM." Ama dakSiNa dezanA saMta nAmadeva bhagavAna joDe laDe che, chaganalAla-maganalAla laDI na zake. chagana-magana bhAgavAnanI jeDa belI na zake, te laDe kayAMthI? zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke "bhagavAna, tAro Azraya meM lIdhe chebIjA keI devatAne meM vicAra karyo nathI. te bhagavatI! je tuM mArA pratye dayAnI draSTithI na jeze te keNa jaze? jenA Azraye, jenA hAtha pakaDIne ApaNe UbhA rahIe te je hAtha paheLA karI nAkhe te ApaNuM zuM dayA thAya? zaMkarAcArya kharekhara nirAlaMba (AlaMbana vagaranA) che. emane koIne Azraya nathI. zaMkarAcArya jJAnIbhakta che, jJAnIbhakatane Azraya nahi. zaMkarAcArya bhagavatIne sTanTena kahIne hAMka mAre che temAM artha che. invera eTale gaNapatitattvavettA. bhagavatI! tuM tatvavettA gaNapatinI mA che. zaMkarAcArya tattvavettA ne "mA" "mA" kahIne hAMka mAre che, game tenI mAne nahi. ApaNe te game tene "mAjI' kahIne hAMka mArIe. zaMkarAcAryane gaNapatinI mAne Azraya joIe, kAraNa temane chatrI joIe che. chatrInI kiMmata ochI che paNa te chAyA Ape che; tapatA rahelA zakitazALI sUryathI te bacAve che. phakaTalAla vANIthI keI sAthe saMbaMdha bagADe nahi. te vicAra kare ke, Aje bhale eNe mane gALa ApI paNa ApaNe bagADavuM nathI, kAle ApaNane khapamAM Avaze. tethI te "mAjI -"mA" kahe paNa te svathI che. zaMkarAcArya kaI svArthathI gaNapatinI mAne "mA" tarIke hAMka nI mAratA tatvavettAnI mAne "mA" kahIne hAMka mAre che temAM artha che. gaNapati pAse zradhdhA pUrI che, ane medhA-buddhi tUTelI che. gaNapatinuM peTa moTuM che, paga nAnA che, tenuM kAraNa gaNapati buddhinA devatA che. jenuM bhejuM cAle tenA paga na cAle-AvuM sUcana temAM che. gaNapatinuM mAthuM hAthInuM che. hAthI udAra heya. hAthI khAya tyAre pahelAM badhuM "pu' karIne uDADe, jenAthI hajAre kIDIone khAvAnuM maLe. hAthI e khAte nathI. lakSamInuM vAhana hAthI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalapurI che. jenA gharamAM lakSmInuM vAhana hAthI hoya te ja lahamIvAna che. jenA gharamAM lakSmInuM vAhana kUtare kAM te gadheDe heya te lakSamIvAna nahi. Ane artha e ke jenI pAse lakSmI hoya ane e je hAthI je udAra hoya te te lakSmIvAna kahevAya. paNa jenI pAse paisA che. paNa tenI vRtti kUtarA jevI hoya te te lakSmIvAna na kahevAya. chaganalAlanA khabhA uparathI lakSamI dasabAra varSamAM utarI jAya; tethI te kahe ke, "dasake" AvI gaye. lakSamIne vAhana joIe hAthInuM, paNa badhA nIkaLe gadheDA, pachI lakSmI tyAM rahe kevI rIte? | raghuvaMzanuM evuM varNana che ke, e vaMzamAMthI lakSmI nIkaLavA taiiyAra nahi, kAraNa raghuvaMzanA rAjAe hAthI jevA hatA. tethI te kAlIdAsa jevA kavie te vaMzanu varNana lakhavA hAthamAM kalama upADI. radhuvaMsa kAvyamAM 19 mA sarga sudhI raghuvaMzAnuM varNana che. pachI agni varNa rAjA thAya che. te pitAne ja bhega jevA lAge tethI agnivarNanuM varNana AvyuM ke kAlIdAse kalama cheDI dIdhI. bhagavAne jene choDyA tene kAlIdAse paNa choDayA. A bhAratIya paraMparA che. AjanA kSatrio ke jeo pitAne raghuvaMzI kahevaDAve che te bIDI phUMkatA beThA che, ane ene kaI pUche ke "kuro karIe te? (zuM kare che?) te kaheze, "bAbu mArIA (bAbu mAravAne dhaMdho karuM chuMtemanA mATe kAlIdAsanI kalama nathI. mULa vAta e che ke jene tyAM lakSamInuM vAhana hAthI che, je zucizrImAna che, beMka ekAuMTa ghaTe ke vadhe tenI jene paravA nathI, te ja khare udAra che, lakSmIvAna che. bIjuM, gaNapatinuM vAhana uMdara che. uMdara pu-pu karIne karaDe ane khAI nAkhe. AvI rIte kALa AyuSya khAI nAkhe; tethI ja mANasa kahe ke, hamaNuM hamaNAM huM 14 varSane hatuM ane cAlIsa varSa thaI gayA AnuM kAraNu kALa phUMka mArIne AyuSya khAI nAkhe tenI khabara paNa na paDe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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100 tajJAna zaMkarAcArya jevI dayAjanaka sthiti (Pitiful condition) keInI nahi-emane keIno Azraya nahi tethI te bhagavAnane Azraya mAge che. " karo bApano hAtha pakaDIne pANImAM taratuM hoya tene bApa kahe ke, have hAtha cheDI de, huM chuM ne! tuM Dara nahi." A sAMbhaLIne chokaro bApane hAtha choDIne ekale tare; kAraNa bApa Ubhe che tene Teke che. AvI rIte ApaNane satkarma ane duSkarmane Teke che te ApaNane jIvADe. pApa ane puNya ApaNane jIvADe, kAM te karma ApaNane jIvADe. ApaNane tene Teke che. zaMkarAcAryane pApa-puNya nahi, ane karmane Teko paNa nahi. Ano artha emaNe karma nahatuM karyuM ema nahi, emanI pAse karmanuM ghaNuM bhAthuM hatuM, paraMtu te nAma vagaranuM hatuM. A nAma vagaranuM karmanuM poTaluM zaMkarAcArya pitAnI pAse rAkhe nahi, tethI te bhagavAna pAse jAya, kAraNa jeno kaI mAlika nahi teno mAlika rAjA. tevI rIte je karmane mAlika nahi te karma bhagavAna-ke je A sRSTinA rAjA che-temanI pAse jAya. Ama zaMkarAcAryane karmane Teke nahi tevI ja rIte temane bhakitane paNa Teke nahi. mA ane dIkaro be jaNa rastAmAMthI jatA hoya tyAre jovA jevuM hoya. dIkaro rIsAI jAya te mA ene kAlAvAlA kare ane kahe "dIkarA! tuM AvuM na kara, huM tane ramakaDuM ApIza. AvI rIte jJAnI bhakatane bhagavAna kAlAvAlA kare ke, "A karma tArUM che te laI le-nA na pADa." paNa te jJAnIbhakta che ja nahi kaI kaheze ke, ThIka che-zaMkarAcAryane karmane kAM te bhakitane Teko nahi, paNa jJAnano Teke te kharo ja ne? nA, nA, jJAnane paNa te pheMkI de. A sthiti para pahoMcyA pachI zAbdika jJAnanI kiMmata nahi, A sthiti para pahoMcyA pachI jJAnane Teke paNa nahi. ane AvA nirAdhAra thayA sivAya mA jagadaMbA Avaze paNa nahi zaMkarAcArca TocanA nirAdhAra che. emanI pAse karma nahi, bhakita nahi ane jJAnane Teke paNa nahi. huM huM AvuM jJAna paNa nahi. A sthiti Ave te ja - - For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaharI nirAdhAra sthiti che. ApaNe AvA nirAdhAra thai tyAM vana2 jagadAdhAra ApaNI pAse Avaze. ApaNane te karmAne Teko che, tethI jagadakhAnA AdhAranI jarUra nathI lAgatI. ApaNA jIyanamAM bhakitanA pazu patto nathI. gharaDI marI jAya tyAre tene AnaMda ane samAdhAna hAya, kAraNu ene lAge ke meM kaiMka karyu` che. me... ekaTANA karyA hatA, bhagavAnanI sevApUjA karI hatI, ane ekAdazInA adhavAsa paNa karyA hatA. gharaDIna TekeA che tethI samAdhAna che. paNa tattvavettAone kA TekA nahi, bhaktinA TekA nahi, ane jJAnana paNa TekA naDui. je divase AvA nirAdhAra thayA te divase mukata thayA ema samajo. nirAdhAra niAzva zabda TocanA zabda che ane tethI te mahAntam vizvAsa zabda vAparyo che. zakarAcAya ekalA beThA che--mA' nI pAse beThA che, temane AnaMda che. zrAvaNa mAsamAM AkAzamAM vAdaLiyAM hAya, dariyAnI pALa upara beThA DAie ane dariyAnA uchaLatA meAjA' jotA beThA hAie temAM kei ane Anada che. zaMkarAcAryane mATe vizvAsa che. vizvAsa sALa AnAne sA TakAnA hAya tA ja vizvAsa kahevAya; 80 TakAnA vizvAsa hAya tene vizvAsa kema kahevAya ? vizvAsa nAnA ke mATe hAi na zake. vizvAsa te pUro se TakAnA ja hoI zake, te pachI zaMkarAcArye ahIM mahantim (meTA) zabda kema vAparyA che? vyavahAramAM ApaNe Ave zabda 'dhaNuM karIne' (most probably) vAparIe; paNa zaMkarAcArya zA mATe 'mahAntam' zabda vApare che? zakarAcAya kahe che, mA! tArA upara vizvAsa rAkhyA che; kAraNu tu ja mahAna banAvavAvALI che-tuM ja mahAna banAvI zake. zeThazrI mATeA nahi, kAraNa zeThazrInI mATAI e sApekSa meTAi che. zeMThazrIne tA duniyA mATo kahetA e mATe e jagalamAM jAya te mATe nathI, paraMtu zaMkarAcAya jaM galamAM jAya to tyAM paNa meATA. temanI meATAI sApekSa nathI. dhanavALA leAkA sApekSa meTA che. jo khIjA leAkeA emane meTA _____ __mo For Private and Personal Use Only

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102 tApI na na kahe te e meTA nahi. tukArAmane eka vakhata leke page lAgatA hatA, ane thoDA vakhata pachI temane tiraskAravA lAgyA. tyAre emaNe bhagavAnane kahyuM ke, "tu zAstrI nAM vivitI re rAMDa - - tAjA vAsa-bhagavAna! tuM ane huM be ja rahyA, bAkI badhA choDI gayA. bahu sAruM thayuM, have ApaNe banne nirAMte vAta karIzuM" lake na mAne te paNa e moTA ja che. vidvAne meTA kharA, paNa emane paNa kaMI ne kaMI achata hoya. tethI dhanika thavuM, vidvAna thavuM ene artha moTA thayA ema nahihuM sauMdaryane lIdhe, adhikArane lIdhe, vidvattAne lIdhe, kAM te dhanane lIdhe mATe, paNa keIne lIdhe meTa' A meTAI nathI; "huM meTe ja chuM A kharI moTAI che. A ja AtmajJAnanI, pUrNatAnI moTAI che, kAM te tatvamaNi nI maTAI che. mArI pAse kaMI na hoya te paNa meTo ja chuM, vaibhavavAna chuM. mArI pAse buddhi nathI, vitta nathI te chatAM e huM mATe. mArI pAse satkarma che tethI huM "maTe, guNe che tethI huM moTe kAM te vidyA che tethI huM "meTa' Ama nahi, paNa huM "vayaM" meTe - A ja kharI meTAI che. mAruM mahatva vadhAravA mAMTe vitta, guNe, vidvattA nahi paraMtu gune, vidhAna ane vittane pitAnuM mahattva vadhAravuM hoya te mArI pAse Ave-ema zaMkarAcArya kahe che. madatta vizvAsa no artha je samaje te ja nirATakva ne artha samajAya. tavavettAo mahAna thavA lAge te badhuM choDe. temane karmano Teke nahi, temanI pAse bhaktine sthAna nahi (kAraNa huM bhakti karI ja zakatuM nathI. ane jJAna mArUM nathI-A samajaNa Ave, bodha thAya tyAre ja e nirAdhAra bane ane tarata ja jagadAdhArane hAtha ene maLe. emane keIne ja AdhAra nahi nirAdhArapaNuM e taravavettAonuM devI) pAMgaLApaNuM che. pharIpharIne kahyuM ke, ApaNe paNa kahIe ke ame nirAdhAra chIe; paNa ahIM "nirAdhAra zakha bApaDApaNAnA arthamAM nathI. tatvavettAone TocanI sthiti upara A "nirApArapaNu" AvI jAya che paraMtu A "bApaDApaNu devI (Divine) che. zaMkarAcArya kharA dIna thayA che, bApaDA thayA che. temane karma nathI, bhakti nathI ane jJAna paNa nathI te AvA nirAdhAra thayA che; tene For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 103 keNa zaraNa Ape? kenAmAM e zakita che? emane gItAthI samAdhAna nahi, emane zabdanI kimata nahi, te marI gayeluM maDaduM che. temane gItAthI samAdhAna nahi-emane gItAne gAnAra upADe te ja zAMti maLe, samAdhAna maLe. zaMkarAcArye nirAdhAra "nirAsTaa' zabda vAparyo che, tenA je suMdara bIje zabda nahi. jIvanamAM eka ja vAra AvI sthiti Ave, ane je divase A sthiti Ave te divase te mukta. ApaNane pratyekane Teke che. koDa-koDa janmAre ekAda vyakti ja nirAdhAra thAya ane e vyakita ja mukata che. tamane kaI pUche ke Aje zAstrIjIe zuM kahyuM? te kahe ke "nirAdhAra thAva" ema kahyuM. ' chellI ghaDIe paNa "bApaDa thavuM joIe ke? A prazna vicAravA jevuM che. keI vakhata ene vicAra karIzuM. bhagavAna te hAtha lAMbo karepaNa ApaNe te khurazIne Teke cheDatA ja nathI. keI pUchaze. bhagavAna kRpAsAdhya che ke sAdhanasAdhya? chellI Toya upara pahoMcyA pachI bhagavAna kRpAsAdhya che, nahi te koI paNa gharaDI kaheja che ke, bhagavAna kRpAsAdhya che. zaMkarAcArya mATe nirAdhAra nirATana zabda vaMdanIya che, pUjanIya che. A nirakhvatva nirAdhArapaNuM, vAsana rAkhavA je, icchA rAkhavA je zakhada che. A tattvavettAnuM nirAdhAra che; paNa chaganalAla tenI IcchA rAkhe te paNa zreSTha che. A nirAdhAratva judA prakAranuM che, tene namaskAra karIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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* * * hai AnaMdalaharI brajhAkamAM zloka-12-13 ayaH sparze lagnaM sapadi labhate hempdviiN| yathArathyApAthaH zuci bhavati gnggaughmilitm|| tathA tattatpAparatimalinamantarmama ydi| tvayi premNAsaktaM kathamiva na jAyeta vimalam // 12 // tvadanyasmAdicchAviSayaphalalAme na niyamastvamarthAnAmicchAdhikamapi samarthA vitrnne| iti prAhu: prAJcaH kamalabhavanAdyAstvayi mana stvadAsaktaM naktaM divamucitamIzAni kuru tt||13|| rAvArtha-je pramANe letuM pArasamaNine sparza thatAM tatkAla senuM bane che, ane gaTaranuM pANI gaMgAjImAM bhaLI jaIne pavitra thaI jAya che, tevI ja rIte bhinnabhinna pApathI malina thayeluM mAruM aMtaHkaraNa je premapUrvaka tArAmAM Asakta thaI jAya te te nirmala kema na thAya? (12) he IzAnI! anya koI devatAothI manavAMcchita phala prApta thaI ja jAya A niyama nathI, paraMtu tuM te manuSyone temanI IcachAthI adhika phaLa ApavAmAM samartha che. Ama brAhmAdi prAcina puruSe kahe che, tethI have mAruM mana rAta-divasa tArAmAM ja lAgI rahe che; have je ucita lAge te kara. (13) gayA zlekamAM zaMkarAcArye mahAna thavA mATe je agavaDa Ave che te samajAvyuM, Teca upara gayA pachI nirAdhAratva Ave che te samajAvyuM. AjanA lekamAM be bahu ja suMdara daSTAMta Ape che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaharI 105 Aje zakarAcArya sAmAnya mAnavanI bhUmikA laIne kahe che ke, leDhAnA pArasamaNi joDe saMbaMdha Ave te te seAnuM thAya che. A jagatane mAnya AvI rItanI vAta che. tevI ja rIte khIjuM eka dRSTAMta ApIne kahe che ke rastA uparanuM gaTaranuM pANI jyAre gagAnA AdhamAM bhaLI jAya tyAre te ja kSaNe te zuci thAya che, AvI ja rIte tat sat eTale judI judI jAtAnA pApAnA lIdhe mArUM ataHkaraNa malana thayuM che; paNa tArA premamAM huM Asakta thai gayA pachI te svaccha, zuddha eTaluM ja nahi, te pavitra kema na thaze? ameATiyAmAM pavitratA che. lenDrImAM dhAyelAM kapaDAM svaccha haze, paNa te pavitra nahi; paraMtu mAnuM vastra kadAca teTaluM svaccha na haze, thAtuM meluM haze tA paNu te pavitra. mAnu vastra svaccha-sArU che ke nahi A savAla nathI paNa te pavitra che. mAnA vastramAM tyAganuM dana che; mAnA vastranI pachavADe tapa che. AvI rIte keTalAka jIvanA svaccha dekhAya paNa te pavitra na hAya. zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke eka vakhata huM tArA premanA edhamAM AvI gayA te mAza jIvanamAM pavitratA kema na Ave? sAmAnya mANasa kahe ke, 'huM pApI chuM.' temAM zaMkA ja nathI; pazu khA! tuM mArI DhAla che. jo tu mArI DhAla che tA huM zA mATe khApaDI thAuM? ane zA mATe raDuM? eka vakhata vAta cAlatI hatI tyAre baheneAe mane saMbhaLAvyuM ke, jenI AA che te mApaDo na thAya. khA marI jAya teA khApa cheAkarAne saMbhALI zakatA nathI, paraMtu khApa marI jAya te bA cheDA AMdhIne UbhI rahe che ane game teTalI mUzkelIo Ave te sAmanA kare che. AvI rIte 'tu-mArI A' yAM sudhI UbhI che tyAM sudhI tu mArI DhAla che tethI huM pApathI DaratA nathI ane mane raDavAnu` kAraNu nahi-kAraNu tu sama che. ' chekarI gharamAM ghaDAthI ramatA hAya ane daDA arIsAne vAge ane arIsA tUTI jAya; rAte bApA ghere Ave tyAre puche ke, arIse kANe tADyo? te bA pahelu' kahI nAkhe ke 'me' teDyo.' pachI kahe ' ke, meM chekarAne daDA nAkhavA kahyuM-tethI teNe kaDo nAkhyA ane daDa ADA jatAM arIseA tUTI gayA.' Ama khA chekarAnI DhAla che, tethI For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 102 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna khApA tene vaDhe nahi. khA karatAM AgaLa jaIne jagadaMbA tA mahIya mArjinya : dhuvAvayAte-mArA pApAne dhAvA sama che. khA DhAla thaine UbhI che tyAM sudhI khApaDA thavAnuM kAraNa nahi. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pArasanA sparzathI leADhAnuM jIvana badalAI jAya, gaMgAmAM bhaLI javAthI gaTaranu pANI pavitra thAya, tema khA! tArA premanA eghamAM huM AvI jAuM te mArUM jIvana pavitra thaI jAya. 6 haradvAramAM tame harakI pauDI' upara jAe te galImAMthI gaTaranuM pANI jatu. hAya, temAMthI durgaMdha AvatI hAya tethI leAkeA nAka khAvIne cAle paNa theADA AgaLa cAle te te ja gaTaranuM pANI gagAmAM bhaLI jAya che; ane loko gaMgAmAM bhaLI gayelA gaTaranA pANInuM Acamana paNa le che. A gaTaranuM pANI eka IMca pahelAM gaTaranuM pANI hatuM, paNa je kSaNe te gaMgAmAM bhaLI gayuM te ja kSaNe te pavitra thayuM, ATaluM ja nahi te gaMgA thai gayuM. pachI temAM nahAvAya, tenu Acamana paNa levAya, A zAne pharaka che? A pharaka bhaLI javAthI thayuM. & AvI rIte ApaNe bhagavAnane kahIe ke, 'tArI pAse AvelA mANasa bahu kharAba che' teA bhagavAna kaheze ke, "tenA vicAra tu kara nahi"kAraNa prabhu-premathI je Asakta thaI jAya te te ja kSaNe vimala thaI jAya. bhagavAna sAthe sabaMdha thatAM ja te vimala thaI jAya. meAcInI cheAkarI hAya, paNa tenA para rAjA Asakta thAya ane rAjA joDe te paraNe. je kSaNe mAcInI hekarI rAjA joDe paraNe te ja kSaNe te rANI thAya; pachI pradhAna tene salAma bhare, kunizAta kare. AvI rIte bhagavAna kahe- senAnAvIne page lAga.' kAI kahe ke, "huM brAhmaNu chu, tA nAvIne page kema lAgu^?" bhagavAna kahe: 'tu brAhmaNu hoya te paNa senAnAvIne page lAga' ane tene page lAgavuM paDe. gArA kuMbhAra, kuMbhAra hatA ane tukArAma vANiyA hatA; paNa temane madhA namaskAra kare--A sparzano camatkAra che. A aAmAM sparzanA camatkAra ane bhaLI javAnI divyatA samajAvI che. '' jemane prabhupa thAya, jemane prabhu potAnA hAthathI UThADatA haze For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 107 temanuM zarIra keTaluM pulakita thatuM haze tenI kalpanA nahi Ave. prabhusparzathI jIvana sonAnuM lAge. jene prabhusparza thAya tene sukha-duHkha, sagavaDa agavaDa badhuM sonAnuM lAge. prabhusparzamAM A camatkAra che. traNa prakAranA sparza che-bhogasparza bhAvasparza ane prabhusparza bhegasparzamAM camatkAra che, bhogasparzamAM vizva bhUlAya che ane aMga pulakita thAya che. bhAvaparza tenA karatAM zreSTha che. aMtaHkaraNa bhAvathI bhareluM che ane pachI sparza thAya to jIvana badalAI jAya. bhAvaparza thAya te aMtara ajavALe. bhAvanAthI ApaNA tarapha keIe joyuM haze te te jiMdagImAM na bhUlAya. mArA bApAe mane ghaNu vakhata sparza karyo haze, paraMtu eka vakhata mane 48 divasane TAipheIDa tAva AvyuM hatuM, tAva utarato ja na hato ane DekaTare eka vakhata kahyuM ke hamaNuM te AzA nathI; 48 kalAka Ama jAya tyAra pachI kaI kahI zakuM, badhA rUmamAMthI bahAra cAlyA gayA pachI huM ne bApa be ja jaNa hatA. DokaTare AzA cheDI tyAre bApAe mArI pITha uparathI hAtha pherave. AMkhamAMthI AMsu sAryA, AMkhamAMnA AMsu mArA kapALe paDyAM-bApAe mane kahyuM ke, "dIkarA have ApaNe keNu?" e sparzamAM bhAva hate. e prasaMga mane hajI yAda che. temAM suvarNatA che, divyatA che. Aje paNa mane te yAda che, kAraNa temAM bhAva che. A bhAvasparzathI zarIra, jIvana ane bhAvanA badalAI jAya mANasanI zudra vAsanA marI jAya. bhogasparza, bhAvasparzanI anubhUti letA haze tene bhaktisparzanI anubhUti kadAca na maLe; paNa enI kalpanA te karI zake. A traNe sparzathI jIvana badalAI jAya. bhaktisparzathI jIvana badalAI jAya, divya banI jAya; mANasanA vicAra, vAsanA, bhAvanA badhuM badalAI jAya-A bhogasparza, bhAvaparza ane bhaktisparzane camatkAra che. AvI ja rIte bhaLI javAmAM divyatA che. gaTaranuM pANI pitAnuM svatva bhUlI jaIne gaMgAmAM bhaLI jAya, te tenAmAM bhavyatA, divyatA ane pavitratA Ave che. gaTaranuM pANI gaMgAmAM jaIne paNa pitAne For Private and Personal Use Only

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108 tatvajJAna juda vaDe rAkhe che te divya na bane. keInA jIvanamAM bhaLI gayA haIzuM te A khabara paDe kAM te ApaNe keI kAryamAM bhaLI gayA hoIzuM te khabara paDe ke temAM zuM AnaMda che. bhaLI javAvALAne ja te khabara paDe, tethI keI kAryamAM bhaLI javuM joIe. patnIne patinA jIvanamAM bhaLI javAmAM zuM AnaMda che te puruSane khabara na paDe. patnI thayA vagara A AnaMdanI khabara ja na paDe; tenA mATe strI thavuM paDe. kevaLa strI thaIne paNa na cAle, patinA jIvanamAM bhaLI jatAM AvaDavuM joIe. bhaLI javAmAM zuM AnaMda AvatuM haze tenI kalpanA purUSane na Ave; kAraNa purUSa pitAne sva TakAvI rAkhe che. A AnaMdane mATe huM keI kAryamAM bhaLI jaIza. ApaNe kaI kAryamAM bhaLatA nathI te duHkhanI vAta che. jema gaga upara jaIne gaMgAnuM pANI laI mArjana karIe, tema kArya pAse jaIne ApaNe DAMghaNu chATAM mAthA upara uDADIne mAjana karIe, paNa kAryamAM bhaLI jatA nathI tethI temAM AnaMda maLato nathI. jema gaMgAmAM bhUsake mArIne AnaMda maLe, kevaLa mArjanathI nahi-tema kAryamAM paNa bhUsake mArIne AnaMda maLe; kevaLa chAMTA uDADIne nahi. ApaNe bhagavatakAryamAM chAMTA uDADIe, paNa temAM bhaLI jatA nathI tethI ApaNane chAMTA uDADavAvALAne bhUsake mAravAne AnaMda khabara na paDe. ApaNe vicAra karavuM joIe ke pratyeka kAryamAM ApaNe bhaLI jaIe chIe ke nahi? strIne bhaLI javAne AnaMda maLI zake- pachI bhale tene dhaNI phekaTalAla che ke jenAmAM bhaLIne te strI divya thavAnI nathI paNa tene bhaLI javAne AnaMda maLI zake che. purUSa A AnaMdathI vaMcita che. tethI tuM prabhukAryamAM bhaLI jA; bhaktimAM bhaLI jAbhaLI javAmAM utkaTatA ane tanmayatA che, je bhaLI gayA vagara khabara paDatI nathI. - A lekamAM sparzane camatkAra ane bhaLI javAne AnaMda kahe che paNa jIvamAtrane prabhune sparza thAya che. keI mANasa prabhusparza ane prabhusaMbaMdha vagara hAlI cAlI zake? bolI zake pratyeka jIvane prabhune sparza che ja; ane prasaMbaMdha paNa che. je pratyeka jIvane prabhusparza heya te pratyeka jIva sonuM kema thatuM nathI? tamArI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 109 -~-~~ -~-~~-~~~-~~-~----------- ~~ ~-~~~-~~- ~amArI zuM tAkAta che ke ApaNe prabhusparza sivAya bolI zakIzuM, cAlI zakIzuM ke UMghI zakIzuM? rAtre jyAre ApaNe sUI gayA hoIe tyAre kaMI hetuM nathI; te vakhate ApaNA badhA baTane baMdha (off) koNe karyA? kayuM baTana baMdha (oft) karavAnuM ane kayuM baTana cAlu (en) karavAnuM te ApaNane khabara che? UMghatI vakhate badhA ja baTane baMdha karavAnA hoya te hRdaya ane nADI kema cAle? Ama hovA chatAM ApaNe UMghIe tyAre amuka baTana baMdha thAya che-te cAlu thatAM ja ApaNe jANIe chIe; ane badhA vyavahAra zarU thAya che. tame eneTomI (anatomy) ane phIjhIolojI (physiology) nAM graMtha vAMcaze te paNa tamane UMgha eTale zuM te khabara paDaze nahi. Ane artha e ke jIvamAtrane prabhusparza ane prabhusaMbaMdha che tethI tenA badhA vyavahAra cAle che. have je amane prabhuparza ane prabhusaMbaMdha che te ame kema suvarNanA thatA nathI? letuM ane pArasa pAse Ave, sparza thAya, paNa emanI vacce aMtara rahe, emanI vacce je paDade hoya te leDhAnuM senuM na thAya; kAraNa vacce eka vastra che. vacce je kapaDuM haze, aMtarAya haze te pArasanA dhakkAthI letuM khasaze paNa tenuM senuM na thAya. AvI ja rIte jIva ane ziva ja bheTe che, paNa vacce kapaDuM hoya che tethI ApaNuM jIvana suvarNanuM thatuM nathI. ApaNe vivastra thaIne prabhu pAse jatA ja nathI. zaMkarAcArya kahe: nazo nizuddha AvI rItane huM tArI pAse Avate ja nathI. jIvanuM vastra zuM? jIvanI Atmati kayA vastrathI bAMdhI che? jIvanuM vastra vAsanA che. vAsanAnuM vastra che tethI jIvane ziva joDe bheTo ja thata nathI, tethI ja rAja badhA chaganalAla, phekaTalAla bhagavAnanA dhakakAthI sUe che ane bhagavAnanA dhakakAthI UThe che. paNa temanuM senuM thatuM nathI. ApaNe vAsanA sivAya bhagavAna pAse jatA nathI, tethI vacce ekavastra Ave che. pratyeka vyakti bhagavAnanA dhakkAthI sUe che ane bhagavAnanA dhakkAthI UThe che. UMgha eTale zuM te avayavavijJAna (anamoty) ane zarIravijJAna (Physiology) ne khabara paDatI nathI. UMghamAM saMvedanA heya che, kAraNa saMvedanA na hoya te hadaya (hear:) For Private and Personal Use Only

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11, cAle nahi. saMvedanA ja na hoya te aMdaranuM phephasuM na cAle, jaThara kAma na kare, khAdheluM pace nahi-tethI UMghamAM paNa aMdaranI badhI mazInarI cAlu hoya che, saMvedanA baMdha thatI nathI, tethI saMvedanAnuM baMdha thavuM AnuM nAma UMgha nathI. bhautikazAstra kahe che ke, saMvedanA thaDA bhAgamAM (Partly) cAlu hoya che; ane zeThA bhAgamAM (partly) baMdha hoya che, paraMtu A javAbe barAbara nathI. bhagavaparzathI badhA sUe che ane UThe che, A ja vAta kharI che. Ama bhagavaddasparza badhAne che ja; paNa vacce vAsanAnuM vastra che. vacce aMtarAya heya te pArasanA sparzathI, dhakkAthI loDhuM khasaze; paNa tenuM senuM thatuM nathI. AvI ja rIte sATha-sATha varSathI bhagavAna ApaNane halAve che, calAve che, ApaNane dhakako mAre che tethI ja badhe vyavahAra cAle che, paNa ApaNe senAnA thatA nathI. bhagavAnane premathI bheTavuM joIe, paNa ApaNe vivastra thaIne (vAsanAzUnya thaIne) bhagavAna pAse jatA nathI. bhagavAna pAse vivastra thavuM ene artha vAsanAnuM vastra dUra karavuM, sAduM vastra nahi. je sAduM vastra dUra karavAthI bhagavAna pAse javAnuM hoya te nAgAbAvAne bhagavAna jaladI maLI jAya; paNa tevuM nathI. vivastra thavuM eTale vAsanAnya thavuM. bhagavAna pAse jatI vakhate vAsanA laIne jAuM chuM tethI mArAmAM deSa che. ApaNe vivastra thatAM zaramAIe chIe, tethI bhagavAnane premathI bheTatA nathI, tevI ja rIte bhagavAna bheTavA Ave che te jIvanuM phATeluM, durgadha mAratuM kapaDuM joine bhagavAna paNa premathI bheTatA nathI, kAraNa bhagavAnane saMkeca thAya. rastAmAMthI jate bhikhArI ke je cha mahinAthI nAhya nathI, jenAM kapaDAM phATelAM che ane jenAM kapaDA durgadha mAre che, te tamane bheTavA tamArI chAtI pAse Ave te tame tene bheTaze? nahi bheTe, kAraNa tamane saMkeca thaze. AvI ja rIte jIvanuM vastra vAsanA che, eTale je vAsanA gaMdhAtI hoya te prabhu premathI bheTavA Ave te paNa bahuja saMkocathI bheTaze. huM khule nathI te mAro deSa che. mArA dezane lIdhe bhagavAnane saMkeca jIte nathI; tethI bhagavAna bheTavA jevuM dekhADe dUrathI bheTavA jevuM kare. Ama bhagavAnane saMkeca che ane huM vivastra For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 111 nathI tethI mAre ane bhagavAnane bheTe che ja nathI. jIvane bhagavadsparza hovA chatAM tenuM senuM thatuM nathI, kAraNa te jyAre bhagavAna pAse jAya tyAre tenuM vastra (vAsanA) tenI joDe hoya ane vAsanAno paDado rahe. bhagavAnane saMkeca thAya te samajI zakAya, kAraNa mAruM vastra meluM che; paNa sthitaprajJanuM jIvana ApaNA jevuM nathI. thitaprajJa mANasane te bhagavAna AliMgana ApatA haze ne? temanuM jIvana senuM thAya ne? vAsanA laIne pratyeka jIva AvyuM che. A leke e vAsanA kSudra na rAkhatAM tenuM udAttIkaraNa (sublimation) kareluM hoya che tethI temanI vAsanA zuddha ane svaccha hoya che, paraMtu emanI vAsanA chUTatI nathI. zaMkarAcArya mahAna thayA paNa kahe ke, nanani nanana yata mama hai. mRNAnI ddhAnI rAvarAva mavAnIti napatA. emanI A vAsanA chUTatI nathI, zaMkarAcArye paNa A vAsanA rAkhI. zaMkarAcArya bhale seluM paherIne gayA; paNa te vAsanAnuM vastra te kharuMne? Ama vAsanA TatI ja nathI. tukArAmane bhagavAne pUchyuM ke zuM karavuM che? te kahe vadhAvI saMsAra suvIcA karIna-badhAne saMsAra sukhI thAya te mATe mahenata karIzaA vAsanA jatI nathI. A sthitie pahoMcyA pachI te jIva kahe ke, "bhagavAna! te vAsanA paherAvI che te have tuM ja kADhI le, amane te kADhavAnuM mana thatuM nathI, kAraNa te amane vAsanAnuM vastra ApyuM che. A ja vAta zaMkarAcAryanA jIvanamAM che. zaMkarAcAryano ane bhagavAnane bheTe premathI thatuM haze, paNa te chatAM temaNe divya vAsanAnuM vastra pahereluM hovAthI temane paNa prema va na ramato 1 kevalAdvaitanA siddhAMtamAM badhuM ja harimaya che. badhuM calAvavAvALe hari ja che te ApaNe bhaLI ja gayelA chIe. ATaluM rahIne paNa A amArA kam (eg0) nI TIkaDI che te ogaLatI nathI. keTalIka TIkaDI pANImAM ogaLe che, ane keTalIka egaLatI nathI. AvI keTalIka TIkaDIo hoya te pANImAM bhaLI jatI nathI, tethI bhaLI javAne AnaMda temane nathI. zaMkarAcAryane kam nI TIkaDI ogaLatI nathI, te DokiyuM karyA kare che, A maham nI TIkaDI bhagavAna ja ogALI zake. - sAdhakanI adama nI TIkaDI chevaTanA TAIme paNa ogaLatI nathI. arthAt temane zam ja nathI tevI ja zaMkarAcAryane jJAna thayA pachI paNa For Private and Personal Use Only

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112 tarIna - ~ ~ te kahe ke, tyapi meDhAme nAtha tavAduM namAmInasvAsAmudrohi tara: vana samudro na tAraka | bhagavAna! bhedane kAma thaye-have tArI ane mArI vacce bheda nathItu makSa nahi me vI sana vinA ema tukArAma kahe. ahaM brahmAsmi no anubhava thayo chatAM "huM tAre -A mArI bhUmikA jatI ja nathI. vAstavika bheda gaye che te huM brahma chuM' ema temaNe kahevuM joIe, paNa zaMkarAcAryathIte kahevAtuM nathI. teo kahe che ke jemAM samudranA meja kahevAya; paNa mejAnA dariye kahevAtuM nathI, tema huM tAre chuM e bhUmikA rahe evI IcchA che. Ama zaMkarAcAryanI asmitA ogaLatI ja nathI. bhagavAna ja te TAIme te ogALatA haze, kAM te pheMkI detA haze-Ane ja kahe ke kRpAsAdhya" bhagavAna. - sAmAnya mANasane mATe jIvana bheLavavAnuM zakaya ja nathI. ApaNe badhuM vAMcIe, sAMbhaLIe paNa badhuM ovarakeTa paherIne karIe. ApaNuM TakaDI upara plAsTIkanuM kavara heya tethI saddavicAranA pANImAM habADIe te paNa aMdara kaMI asara thatI ja nathI. mANasa operAhAusathI pAThazALAmAM varasatA varasAdamAM Ave paNa te bhIMjAya nahi; karaNa teNe ovarakeTa paherele che. te pAcho kahe ke, "huM varasAdamAMthI Abe paNa jarAye bhIMjAye nathI ane varasAdanI bahu gammata AvI. AvI rIte mANasa kathA-vArtA sAMbhaLavA jAya, tenI ene gammata Ave; paNa ovarakoTa paherele hevAthI te jarA paNa bhIMjAtuM nathI, tenA jIvana upara jarA paNa asara thatI nathI. te kahe ke, "bahu gammata AvI A kathA eTale zuM kaI madArInI ramata che? AvA leke 108 vakhata bhAgavata sAMbhaLe ke te 108 vakhata gItA vAMce paNa jIvana upara kaMI asara thatI nathI. zaMkarAcArye je zaMkA UbhI karI che te jema sAmAnya mANasane mATe che tema pitAne mATe paNa che, kAraNa mahApuruSane meM paNa ogaLatuM nathI. sparzanA camatkArathI jIvana badalAI jaIne divya bane che paNa bhaLI javAmAM ane sparza karavAmAM kaMIka ne kaMIka agavaDa che te zaMkarAcArya samajAvyuM che. Ama sparza thaine paNa senuM thayA nahi te vAta cokkasa. premathI bhagavAna bheTe te senuM thAya. be vepArIo cepaDApUjananA dahADe maLe, teo dhadhAmAM eka bIjAnA haripha heya; For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 113 chatAM navA varSane dahADe eka bIjAne bheTe, paNa teo presa: nahi. temAM huM bhUlI javo joIe te bhUlAto nathI, tethI bheTIne paNa bhaLI javAne AnaMda nathI. ame paNa bhagavAnane bheTavA jaIe; paNa peTamAM bIjuM ja kaMI heya. tethI ApaNe premAsakata nahi. premanI bhinAza ane premanuM jharaNuM bheTatI vakhate vahAvavuM joIe. tame bheTatI vakhate bIjI badhe TaeNga karaze, badhuM nATaka karaze paNa premanuM jharaNuM kayAMthI UbhuM karazo?premanuM jharaNuM kayAMthI lAvaze? vepArIne dalAla jue ke tarata Ubhe thAya ane "aha! tame AvyA!kahIne bheTe paNa kharo, paNa temane bheTavAne AnaMda nahi. kAraNa temanuM bheTavuM A eka taMtra kAM te yaMtra thayuM che, te eka DhaMga che. prema dekhADave A vAta judI ane prema have A vAta judI. ApaNe vizvayugamAM janmyA chIe tethI te vRttithI ja bhagavAnane bheTIe chIe. premAsakata chIe ema dekhADIzuM, paNa ApaNe vaizya ja chIe. vaizya manovikAra dabAvI zake. tene aMdarathI game teTale guse hoya paNa te moDhA upara dekhADatuM nathI, temanA saMbaMdhamAM kaDavAza AvelI hoya paNa te batAve nahi, kAraNa svArtha che. A svArthane lIdhe te gusso khAI nAkhe ane bheTe, paNa A TaeNga che. premane Dhaga thAya nahi pRSNAsakata hoya tyAre ja bhaLI javAya ane te vakhate sparzane camatkAra thAya. sparzane camatkAra ane bhaLI javAne AnaMda A ane lUMTavA joIe. sparzane camatkAra jevuM joIe ane bhaLI javAnI divyatA anubhavavI joIe te ja jIvananI melAza cAlI jAya. sutvA:- vAlIyA keLI vAlmIki thaI gayA, AmAM bIjI ja bhAvanA che. vAlmIkinA jIvanamAM jIvananuM mulAyamapaNuM dekhAya che. yAjJavalayanuM jIvana juduM, tenI mIThAza judI ane vAlamIkinuM jIvana juduM-vAlmIki eTale ghIne maMdamaMda baLate dIve che, te maMda ane zAMta lAge; tenuM kAraNa temAM sparzane camatkAra ane bhaLI javAnI divyatA che. A leke eTalA vimala thaI jAya ke temanA samaraNathI, sparzathI bIjA vimala thAya. savAranA praharamAM vAlmIkinuM samaraNa karaze te temAM zakita maLaze. je heta-prItathI vAlamIkine savAranA praharamAM smaraNa karo te AkhA divasamAM melI vAsanA thaze nahi. For Private and Personal Use Only

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114 ravajJAna A zlekamAM parzane camatkAra ane bhaLI javAne AnaMda samajAvya; temAM AvatI agavaDe paNa samajAvI; pachI AgaLanA lekamAM bhagavAna kahe che ke, "tuM mArI pAse AvyuM tenuM kAraNa zuM? zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, "mane bIjA rastA khabara che; IcchAnI thelI te ApI dIdhI che te mAre bharavAnI ane pAchI khAlI karavAnI". vattAva krIDAtaH tALIstA tIra: AvI rIte bAlaka houM tyAre krIDAsaktinI thelI bharUM ane taruNa thAuM tyAre patnImAM magna rahuM. Ama IcchAnI thelI bharavAnI. tene khAlI karavAnI ane pharI bharavAnI-AvI ramata ramatA rahevAnI. ApaNe bAlapaNamAM keTalIka IcchA karIe te yuvAnImAM kADhI nAkhIe ane bIjI IcchAo karIe. vRddha thaIe tyAre patrane ramADavAnI IcchA karIe-AvI rIte eka thelI ThAlavI bIka thelI bharIe; kAraNa IcchApUrti A ja jIvananuM sArasya lAge. I IcchApUrtine mATe huM tArI pAse AvuM chuM tenuM kAraNa e che ke bAkI bIjA devatAothI lAbha thaze ja evuM nathI. tane choDIne bIjA. devatAo che; karma che, paNa temanA lIdhe IcchAviSayane mATe phalalAbha thaze ja te niyama nathI. A devatAomAM Idra, caMdra ityAdi che, tema pRthvI uparanA devatAo-vittavAna, paMDite A badhA paNa che. ApaNe IcchIe teTaluM zeThazrI Ape evuM nathI. IrachAnA bArAmAM bIjA devatAo pAse phaLalAbha na paNa thAya, paNa "tuM" mAtra IcchA karIe tenA karatAM adhika IcchA pUrNa karavAnuM sAmarthya dharAve che. | bApa pAse dIkare IcchA vyakta kare, paNa te bApa pUrI karaze ke nahi tenI zaMkA che. keI pUrNataH IcchA pUrI karaze nahi; paNa ame IcachA karIe tenA karatAM adhika ApavAnuM sAmarthya tArI pAse ja che. zaMkarAcAryo jyAre Ama kahyuM tyAre jagadaMbA kahe ke, "dIkarA! tane AvuM koNe kahyuM? tAre A anubhava che ke tArI IcchA karatAM huM vadhAre ApuM chuM? 1 zaMkarAcArya kahe, bA mAro anubhava bhale nathI, paraMtu jUnA For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 115 lakoe AvuM kahyuM che, ane temanA upara mAre vizvAsa che!" bA kahe, "jUnA leke eTale koNa tArA bApa, dAdA ke paradAdA te loke svArthathI paNa AvuM bolatA haze" zaMkarAcArya kahe, "nA evuM nathI, viSNu, brahmadeva ItyAdi je de che temaNe amane AvuM kahyuM che ke, tuM IcchA karIza tenA karatAM vadhAre jagadaMbA tane Apaze." je leke prabhunA thaI gayA, teo pANI mAgaze te temane prabhu dUdha Apaze; bAkI bIjA badhA devo to dUdha mAgaze te pANI paNa na Ape. phurti prAdu: prAM: eTale jUnA leke je kahI gayA che tenA upara vizvAsa rAkhIne rAtadivasa tArAmAM mAruM mana Asakta thaI gayuM che, te he izAni. kavitaM pura-tane jema ucita lAge ema kara. bA! icchA karUM tenA karatAM tu adhika Ape che tethI tArI pAse Avyo chuM. zeThazrI pAsethI pAMca rUpiyA mAgIe te kahe ke, hamaNuM traNase laI jAo. tenI pAse hajAro rUpiyA hovA chatAM ApaNe IcchA karIe tenA karatAM ochuM ja Ape. bhagavAna te IcchA karIe tenA karatAM vadhAre Ape, paNa tene mATe lAyakAta AvavI joIe, tyAra pachI ja IcchA karAya-(first deserve and then desire) zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, "tuM vadhAre Ape che A ekameva vAtathI tArI pAse Avyo chuM; have tAre je ApavAnuM haze te Apa." ApaNe phakata IcchA (desire) karIe, paNa lAyaka (deserving) nathI. bhagavAna zaMkarAcAryane paNa icchAnI agavaDa che. bhakta bhagavAna pAse jAya te kahe, bA! tu ja mane jaIe. bA paisA mokale, vidyA mekale, badhuM mekale; paNa tema chatAM ye bhakata raDate rahe. keTalAka chokarA gAMDA heya. te raDe ke bA pUrI Ape, kAM te ramakaDAM Ape. te maLatAM teo te pUrI khAvA lAgI jAya; ke ramakaDAMthI ramavA lAgI jAya ane bAne bhUlI jAya pachI bA pitAnuM kAma karavA lAge, paNa keTalAka chokarA evA hoya ke, bA pUrI Ape te khAya, ane ramakaDAM Ape te gajavAmAM mUke ane pAchI bUmAbUma kare, raDavA lAge. For Private and Personal Use Only

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116 tatvajJAna chevaTe bAne badhuM kAma paDatuM mUkIne chekarAne keDa upara levuM paDe. AvI rIte bhakatane bhagavAna vaibhava Ape te te le, ane te chatAM ye raDavAnuM cAlu rAkhe tyAre bhagavAna kahe ke, "tane zuM joIe? bhakata kahe ke, "mane "tuM" joIe. bhaktanI AvI IcchA hoya; paNa te mAtra bhakatane "bhagavAna" banAve, tenI mAgaNI te namra hoya ke tArI pAse tene rahevuM hoya; tethI kahe ke "bA! tuM mane joIe. paNa tuM te adhika IcchApUti kare ane bhakatane tArUM pada ja ApI de. - tame jema jema bhagavAna pAse IcchApUrti mATe jAo tema tema tamArI IcchA ochI thatI jAya ane chevaTe IcchAnI nimiti ja baMdha thaI jAya-bhagavAna pAse gayA pachI mAgavAnuM ja bhUlI javAya. pachI bhagavAna AghA thAya tyAre lAge ke, ApaNe mAgavAnuM ja bhUlI gayA. ane tyAra pachI bhagavAna pAse mAgavAnI ja vRtti thatI nathI. tukArAmanI patnI kahe ke, "tame te ja bhagavAnane maLo che ane gharamAM agavaDa che te paisA mAgene?" tyAre tukArAma kahe ke, "A vAta sAcI che, have huM mAgIza !' bIje dahADe patnI pUche ke, paisA mAgyA te tukArAma kahe ke, huM citta ekAgra karIne bhagavAna pAse jAuM chuM paNa tenI pAse gayA pachI mAgavAnuM ja bhUlI jAuM chuM." " mAM ghaNI vakhata AvuM mAgavAnuM bhUlI gayelAne pAchaLathI dukha paNa thAya. je bIjA pAse mAgavAnuM bhUlI jAya tene dukha thatuM haze; paNa ahIM A vizeSa che ke, bhagavAna pAse mAgavAnuM bhUlI jaIe te dukha nathI ja thatuM; paNa mAgavAnI vRtti ja khalAsa thaI jAya che. AvuM thayA vagara vAsanApUrti thatI ja nathI. Ane ja bhavaraga kahe che. paNa bA! A bhavoga maTADIne tuM IchA nirmiti ja baMdha kare che, tethI ja kahuM chuM ke " te 3ra." ' bA khulle thaIne huM AvyuM chuM, badhuM khalAsa karIne tArI pAse A chuM. have "tuM" ane "huM be ja jaNA chIe. mane IcachA rahI ja nathI-chatAMye tAre je ApavuM hoya te Apa. zaMkarAcAryanI anubhUti kaMIka judI ja che. A kalekamAM judo ja bhAvArtha che te ApaNe joyuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI loka ka sphurannAnAratnasphaTikamaya bhittipratiphalatvadAkAra' caJcacchazadharakalAsAdhazikharam | mukunda brahmendraprabhRtiparivAra vijayate tavAgAra ramya tribhuvanamahArAjagRhiNI // 14 // rArtha:- hai tribhuvana mahArAja zivajInI gRhiNI zive! jyAM nAnA prakAranA ratna ane sphaTikamaNinI bhIMta upara tArU pratibiMba paDe che, jenI agAzI upara caMdranI kalA suAAbhIta che, viSNu, brahmA ane iMdra Adi devatA jene parivAra che, evu ramaNIya tArUM bhavana vijayI thAya-(tenA jayajayakAra thAya). zrImad saMkarAcAryaM bhagavatInA gharanuM varNana kare che. khA! zuM ramya tArUM ghara che! bhagavatI! tu tribhuvana mahArAja zivajInI gRhiNI che. tArUM ghara ramaNIya hAvAthI zeAbhAyamAna che, tene jayajayakAra thAe. bA! tArA gharanI divAlA kevI che? nAnA prakAranA ratnA ane kendriSyamAna sphaTikAthI jaDelI divAle che. AvI ratnajaDita divAlA vacce tu UbhI rahe che tethI cAre bAju pratibiMba dekhAya che. A pratibiMbamAM tArA AkAra dekhAya che. tArA gharane mATI agAzI che (saSa eTale agAzI). A agAzImAM besIe tyAre badalatA rahelA ca'nI kalA tArI agAzI upara paDatI dekhAya che amane cadra ame che; kAraNa caMdra rAja male che caMdra sthira nahi tethI amane game che. mANasane thai bahu gamatuM nathI, badalavuM game che. caMdra rAjanA nave lAge che, tevI rIte mahine mahine paNa caMdra navA lAge. aSADhanA cadra judA ane bhAdaravAnA ke Ase| mAsanA caMdra jude; vasaMtaRtune caMdra judo, grISmaRRtunA judo ane varSARtu For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 118 www.kobatirth.org tajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AmAM caMdranA raMga judA ja hAya tevI ja rIte judI judI RtumAM vadhAre ramaNIya lAge che. mA! A esavAthI zItalatA maLe jayajayakAra thAe. ane zaraRRRRtunA cadra judo lAge che. nei nei nayaM nae-khadhI Rtuche. rAjanA caMdranI kalA judI, paNa tenA raMga judA, tethI te caMdrane lIdhe tArI agAzImAM che. AvA tArA ramya gharane mANasa jeTale upara jAya teTalI tene zAMti maLe, ane jeTale mANasa nIce teTaluM du:kha rahe. tame nIcalI kakSAtuM jIvana jIvaze teTalu tamane duHkha thaze. durvArasaMsAradavAgnitapta' dodhUyamAna duradRSTavAteH / bhItaM prapanna paripAhi mRtyoH zaraNyamanya tvadahaM na jAne // prabhu! ahI. huM tapI rahyo chuM, badhA mane bALe che; raDAve che. je patarA upara huM UbhA chuM te vaizAkha mAsanA tApathI tapta thayelI retInI mAphaka tapI gayA che; tethI tenA upara UbhuM rahevAtuM nathI. pAchaLa pharIne jou chuM te adRSTanA bhaya kara vaMToLiye pavana vAya che. AgaLa jou chuM teA bhaviSyakALanA bhISaNa adhakAra che; te hu zuM karU? eka khAraNu' che kharUM; paNa te mRtyunu che. te eTalu bhayaMkara che ke, te tarapha javAnuM mana thatuM nathI; ane tethI huM zekAI jAuM chuM. mA! tethI badalatA rahelA caMdranI kalAthI zItala thayelI tArA gharanI agAzI upara AvavAnuM mana thAya che. bhagavatInA gharanI za'karAcArya kalpanA kare che. badhI divAle sphaTikathI ane ratnAthI jaDelI che, tethI badhe ja ThekANe bhagavatInu pratibiMba paDe che. zakarAcAryane khaMkhovA na maLatAM pratiSiba jovA maLe che; tenu zuM raNa? bhagavatInA gharanI divAle ratnA temaja sphaTikathI jaDelI che tethI te ghara zakarAcAryane sArUM lAge che? te te e nAnA baccA jevI vAta thaI. nAnA accAne sAnu ane ratne game e samajI zakAya; paNa zaMkarAcAryane zuM ratna ane sphaTikanu AkaNu che? zakarAcArya te samAmAMttana che. zaMkarAcAryane kahevAnuM che ke, khA! tArA gharanI ratnanI ane sphaTikanI divAlA upara For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 19 tArUM pratibiMba paDe che.bhagavatIe jagatamAM je divAla banAvI che tenA upara za MkarAcAryane bhagavatInuM pratibiMba dekhAya che. za'karAcAya ne sphaTikanu AkarSANu nathI paNa 'karAcArya. bhagavatInA pratibiMbanI vAta kare che. khA! mane badhI divAlA upara tArUM pratibiMba dekhAya che--A satra haridarzana che. bhagavAnanu ghara eTale A vizALa jagata. A jagatanI divAleA tarapha dRSTi nAkhIe ta haridarzana thAya. siddha purUSone pacamahAbhUtAmAM bhagavatsvarUpanuM darzana thAya. pRthvI, Apa, teja, vAyu ane AkAza A paMcamahAbhUta che. khA! pRthvImAM tArUM pratibiMba kraeNkhAya che. pRthvI gaMdhavatI che, pRthvImAM tArI suvAsa che, pRthvIne tArA jIvananI sugaMdha che. pANImAM zItalatA che, tethI ja upaniSadoe kahyuM ke, tat nAnA 'A pANImAM tArA sparzane lIdhe zItalatA che, tejamAM tAro camakA che. huM jyAM jyAM teja jouM chuM tyAM tyAM mane tArUM bhAna thAya che, tArUM' kana thAya che. vAyumAM svacchatA dekhAya che te tArI che. AvI ja rIte AkAzamAM je vyApakatA dekhAya che te tArI che. A jagatanI divAla tArAmaya che, tArUM pratibiMba temAM dekhAya che.' pA~camahAbhUta A jagatanI divAleA che, A divAle harimaya che, prabhumaya che. khA! pRthvImAM tArU pratibiMba dekhAya che tethI pRthvI pAse alaukika, avarNanIya, atulanIya sauMdaryAM che.' khAsa karIne zrAvaNa mAsamAM pRthvI ati suMdara lAge che. bhagavAna zrIkRSNanA janma zrAvaNa mAsamAM thaye tethI kadAca te mAsamAM pRthvI vadhAre sudara lAgatI haze. zrAvaNa mAsamAM gAmanI bahAra jAo te tamane thaze ke, DuMgaranI Toca para mATalu sauda AvyuM kayAMthI? pANImAM prasannatA ane zItalatA che. bhagavatInuM pratiSmi ma jemAM paDayuM che te pANImAM praznannatA Ave. pANI cetanadAyI che; kAraNa temAM khAnuM pratibiMba che. tame sUine UThA tyAre AMkhane pANI lagADI te cetana Avaze; A pratibiMbanI zakti che. pratibiMkhamAM ATalI zakti te khi'bamAM keTalI zakita haze! pratyakSa bhagavAna maLe te keTalI prasannatA Ave te kahI zakatA nathI; paNa thAkayA haze ane nahAze te prasannatA maLaze. For Private and Personal Use Only

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120 tavajJAna tejamAM camakAre che, sAthe sAthe temAM huMpha ApavAnI zakti che. mANasa potAnA karmanuM khAte rahyo che. bhagavAna keIne kaMI Apate nathI. bhagavAna pote ja kahe che ke, nA te nitpApaM bhagavAna kazuM Apato nathI; ApaNe ApaNuM ja bhAtuM khAtA rahyA chIe. ApaNe ahIM AvyA te bhAtAmAM roTale ane maracuM laI AvyA chIe te khAIe chIe. jagatamAM pratyeka mANasa pitApitAnuM bhAtuM lAvyuM che te khAya che ane cAlate thAya che. mANasane huMphanI jarUra che. kharI huMpha tejamAMthI maLe che. temAM bhagavAna huMpha Ape che. vAyune vairagati che, tenA lIdhe temAM svacchatA che, ane AkAzamAM anirvacanIya vyApakatA che. A vairagati ane vyApakatA bhagavAnanI che. bA! tArUM pratibiMba paMcamahAbhUtamAM dekhAya che. zaMkarAcArya AvuM varNana kare che, ane artha zaMkarAcAryane ratnane mahela jovA maLe haze. bhagavAnanA badhA rane jagatamAM paDayA che. chaganalAla darzana karavA Ave te bhagavAna kahe, "A mArUM ratana (!)' A ratnanA be artha che-kaTAkSathI bhagavAna kahe che ke, "A mAruM ratana!" zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, bA! tArUM pratibiMba divAlamAM paDe che temAM rahasya che. bhagavatInA jagatanI divAle che temAM temane bhagavatInuM pratibiMbi dekhAya che. bA! A divAlamAM tAre sikake, tArI chApa dekhAya che. keInA ghare strInuM calaNa hoya te te gharamAM pratyeka ThekANe tenI chApa dekhAya. Ama A jagatamAM tArUM calaNa che, tethI pratyeka ThekANe tArI chApa dekhAya che. "najara nAkhuM tyAM he nArAyaNa! vidhavidharUpe bhALuM pratyeka ThekANe bhagavatInuM pratibiMba dekhAya che. zaMkarAcArya kayA jagatanI divAlanI vAta kare che? zaMkarAcAryane kahevAnuM che ke, jIvananI divAlamAM bhagavatInuM pratibiMba paDe che. jIvananI be divAla che; bhAva ane logaA be divAle che. jIva A be divAlamAM bharAIne beTho che. jIvanamAM bhAva have joIe; For Private and Personal Use Only

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mAnadalaharI 21 bhAvamAM Izadarzana thAya. bhAvavAhI jIvana hAya tA bhagavAnanI pAse jaI zakAya. zarUAtamAM bhAva paDI na jAya te mATe dharmazAstrathI tene bAMdhI rAkhA, nahi te te paDI jaze. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mANasanuM jIvana bhAvamaya hovu joie. Aje paNa bhAva che. paNa te gALa, cAkhA vagere vastunA bhAvanuM jIvana che, tethI mANusa Ucco ke UThyo te sauthI paheluM chApu joze. te chApAmAM e vAte jue, eka teA bajAra bhAva jue ane bIjuM UThamaNuM kenuM che te jIe. keTalu paraspara virodhI darzana che? mANasa savAranA UThIne chApu khAle ane UThamaNAnI kAlama vAMce ke, Aje kAne nabara lAgyuM? pazu duniyAnA nakhara jotAM mAa paNa naara AvavAnA che tene vacAra mANusa karatA nathI. javA de; jIvananI e divAleAmAM tamArUM amArUM jIvana bharAI jAya che. mIjI divAla che bhAganI. bhogamAM paNa kRSNasaMga thAya. kRSNasaMga pratyekane thAya. gepIne ja kRSNusaMga thayA evuM nathI, pratyekane logamAM kRSNasaMga thAya che, paNa te ALakhavA joie. mahApuruSone bhogamAM pazu bhagavadarzana thAya. , jIvananI khIjI me divAlo che-jIvana ane maraNu, jIvanamAM prabhudarzana ane maraNamAM paNa prabhuna thavuM joie, jIvana eTale prabhunI AjJA; ane bhagavAna hAMka mAruM ke, 'Ava dIkarA' eTale maraNu. Ama maraNumAM prabhunI hAMka. prabhunI AjJA mujaba ApaNuM jIvana cAle che; zakaTanA bhAra jyama zvAna tANe' gADA nIce kUtarA cAlatA hoya te ema samaje ke huM ja gADAne kheMcu chu, tema phAkaTalAla, matalAla ema samaje ke, huM ja sasAranA bhAra kheMcu' chuM. .. prabhunI AjJA eTale jIvana, ane prabhunI hAMka eTale maraNu. bhagavatI paNa ApaNane hAMka mAre. A hAMka judA judA prakAranI hAya, kAi vakhata khA trasta thaIne, trAguM karIne hAMka mAre, ApaNA vana mujaba khA hAMka mAre. chekaro taDakAmAM ramatA hAya, khA tene nA pADe te chatAM ce te taDakAmAM ramatA hAya tyAre mA hAMka mAre. A hAMka judA prakAranI For Private and Personal Use Only

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122 : tatvajJAna hoya. mULa vAta e che ke, ApaNuM vartana pramANe bAnI hAMka heya. jagadIzanI AjJA eTale jIvana, ane jagadIzanI hAMka eTale maraNa. bA! jema jagatanI divAlamAM tAruM pratibiMba che-sarvatra haridarzana che, tema jIvananI aMdara ane maraNanI aMdara tAruM pratibiMba che. tevI ja rIte jIvananA aMdaranA bhAgamAM paNa tArUM ja pratibiMba che. bA! tuM je gharamAM UbhI che temAM ratna ane sphaTika che, ane temAM tArUM ramya pratibiMba che. A jagatanI kaI paNa vastu upara tArI chApa-tAre sikko dekhAya che, A jagatamAM tArUM ja calaNa che. vahetuM jharaNuM, jhADa, pahADa badhA upara tAre ja sikake che. varasatA varasAdamAM bAne ja sikako dekhAya che. zaMkarAcAryane bAne sikako dekhAte heya te bhale, amane te dekhAtuM nathI. sTenalesa sTIlane Tepa eTale suMdara heya ke bahena tene jovAmAM tallIna thaI jAya. Tepa upara koI ThekANe nAnA akSare nAma lakheluM che, paNa bahenane te vAMcavAnI daSTi nathI ane vAMcavAnuM mana paNa thatuM nathI. AvI rIte vasatA rahelA varasAda upara jagadaMbAne sikako che paNa ApaNane te dekhAtuM nathI. zaMkarAcAryo te nAma vAMcyuM che, te sikko je che tethI kahe che ke, bA! badhe ThekANe tArUM ja pratibiMba che. agAzI upara besIne ThaMDaka levAnI. bAnA gharanI agAzI upara caMdrane zItala prakAza paDe che tethI tyAM ThaMDaka che. caMdranuM AkarSaNa addabhuta che. caMdranuM AkarSaNa rasikone che, paMDitene che, strIone che, bALakane che, lekhakone che, kaviene che ane sthitaprajJane paNa che. A caMdramAM jabarI zakita che. jene gharanI agAzImAM besIne caMdra jovA maLatuM haze te bhAgyazALI che! alabatta, jenA kuTuMbamAM helI thaI che tene caMdranI zItalatA jevA kayAMthI maLe? caMdrane jotAM AvaDavuM joIe. jene gharamAM beThAM beThAM caMdraprakAza maLe te bhAgyazALI che. amArA RSio caMdramaulI paDInuM varNana kare che. caMdramaulI jhUMpaDI eTale jene chAparUM nathI tevI paDI. AvI jhUMpaDImAM beThAM beThAM caMdraprakAza maLe. badalate raDale caMdra badhAne game che. bA! tArA mAthA uparano bhAga zItala che. jIva upara jaze te tene ThaMDaka maLaze; ane nIce For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnadalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 1ra3 paDaze te dAhakatA maLaze. saMsAramAM paNa jeTalA upara jaze teTalI ThaMDaka maLaze. sa`sAramAM koi raDe, kAi jhagaDe, kAi bUma pADe; paNa saMsArI jIvanamAM vaicArika rIte uparajAe te tamane zItalatA maLe. jIvanama vaicArika rIte upara jAe. ApaNe bahu nIce chIe tethI tApa lAge che. gItA, upaniSada ApaNune upara lai jAya teTaleA TAIma ApaNane ThaMDaka hoya; pachI pAchI garamI zarU thAya; jyAM ThaMDaka hAya tyAM besavAnuM. kalakattAmAM bahu garamI paDe. huM kalakattA gayA hatA tyAre mahu garamI paDatI hatI; paNa eka AtmIyajananI ThaMDakavALI (airconditioned) jA hatI temAM zAMtithI jaine besatA hatA. bahuAra badhAne khUba tApa lAge; paNa ThaMDakavALA rUma (alrconditlonedroom) mAM ThaMDaka hatI. te rUmamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIe te garamI lAge. AvI rIte sasAramAM garamI thAya. temAM gItA, upaniSadanA svAdhyAya ApaNane upara laI jAya tyAre ghaDIka sArUM lAge; paNa A ThaMDaka cheDI pachA nIce UtarIe eTale pAche tApa lAge, jIvanamAM jeTalA ApaNe upara jaie teTalI ThaMDaka, jeTalA nIce AvIe teTale tApa lAge, For Private and Personal Use Only bhaktimAM paNa jeTalA upara jaze teTalI ThaMDaka che, nIcA raheze teTalA pramANamAM tApa lAgaze. khA! bhaktimAM paNa tArI saularam agAzImAM caMdrakalAne lIdhe ThaMDaka che. bhakti jeTalI upara jaze teTalI ThaMDaka che. upAsanA prabhunA pagathI zarU thAya che ane te bhaktimAM pariName che; ane jyAre bhakti prabhunA mastaka sudhI jAya tyAre ThaMDaka maLe. ghaNAne prabhunA paga paNa maLatA nathI. keTalAka leAkA pAdyopAsaka hAya. bhaktinI zarUAta pagathI thAya. pAdyopasAnAmAM pAvopAsaka hoya te kai jANatA nathI te paNa te doDatA rahe. A paganA upAsaka hAya te rAmezvara jAya, kAzI jAya--te DhADatA rahe. pAdyopAsanA karatAM te upara jAya tyAre hastApAsanA zarU thAya. AmAM bhagavAna joDe te hAtha milAve (shake-hand kare) A sArUM che; kAraNa AmAM hAthanA upAsaka kaI ne kaMI karatA hoya. A kacegI jIva che, tene karma e upAsanA lAge, tethI mArA ka mAMthI maLyuM zuM te e jue nahi. tyAra pachI prabhunA sukhanA upAsake hAya. te prabhunA vicAro sAMbhaLatA hoya ane

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124 tatvajJAna saMbhaLAvatA hoya. teo gItA vAMce tyAre temane lAge ke, prabhu lITIlITImAM tAre bhAva che. gItA e prabhue jIvane lakhele kAgaLa che, tethI gItA bhAvathI lakhAyelI che. vyavahAramAM paNa keIne kAgaLa Ave te AnaMda thAya. kaI paNa kAraNa vagara lakhelA kAgaLanI lITI-lITImAM bhAva hoya tethI temAM AnaMda che; vyavahArU patramAM AnaMda nahi vyAvahArika leke patra lakhe temAM lakhyuM ke, patra lakhavAnuM kAraNa ke.AvA kAgaLamAM kAvya nahi ane bhAva paNa nahi; temAM kevaLa vyavahArU darzana che. paraMtu kAraNa vagara lakhelA kAgaLamAM kaI judo ja AnaMda che. eka bhAIe kahyuM ke, gItAmAM bhagavAne arjunane aDhAra adhyAya kahyA tenuM kAraNa zuM? chelle bhagavAnane kahevuM te paDayuM ke, mAmanuramara yuddha ra ane arjune paNa chelle kahyuM ke, "viSya varane tava" "bhagavAna! tuM kahe tema karUM!" te pachI bhagavAne pahelethI ja kahevuM joItuM hatuM ke, "huM kahuM chuM ane tuM laDa." mane te lAge che ke, bhagavAne kAraNa vagara gItAmAM aDhAra adhyAya kahyA che. bhagavAne kAraNa vagara gItA kahI che tethI tenI vizeSatA che. AvI ja rIte upaniSada vAMcavAmAM AnaMda che, kAraNa te vagara kAraNe lakhele prabhune kAgaLa che. leke gItAnI TIkA lakhe kAM te gItAnI samazlokI banAve; paNa gItAnA tarajumAmAM ke samazlokImAM maMtratva nathI. temAM buddhine vilAsa che; paNa gujarAtI TIkAne artha nahi, AnaMdalaharAne taraju nahi, hRdaya joIe. AnaMdalaharI staMtrane artha khabara na paDe te paNa te vAMcIe te AnaMda Ave. A ja bhAva che, bhakti che. gItAne artha khabara na paDe te paNa te vAMcavAmAM AnaMda lAge. keTalIka vakhata ema lAge ke, artha dhyAnamAM Ave te bhagavAna dhyAnamAMthI cAlyA jAya. dhaNI khUba bhaNele (pI. eca. DI.) heya te dhaNiyANIne patra lakhe te temAM tattvajJAna lakhe. dhaNiyANuM be copaDI bhaNelI che. tene A atha bharele patra maLe ke te roja vAMce. tene A patrane artha khabara na paDe chatAM vAraMvAra dhaNIne patra vAMce, kAraNa tene lITI-lITImAM dhaNanuM darzana thAya. AvI rIte prabhunA mukhAraviMdamAMthI nIkaLelI gItA For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalaharI 125 vAMcavAnuM ane sAMbhaLavAnuM vAraMvAra mana thAya. A mukhapAsanA che. keTalAka netrapAsaka hoya. teo mAMgatyanI daSTithI jotA hoya, teo vizvamAM mAMgalyanuM darzana karatA hoya. keTalAka prabhunA mastakanA upAsaka heya. prabhunA mastaka pAse kharI ThaMDaka che; kAraNa tyAM jJAna hoya. bhagavAna gItAmAM paNa temanuM varNana kare che-jJAnavAmaiva me matama jJAnIbhakta mAro AtmA che ema bhagavAna kahe che. A badhI upAsanAomAM thoDoghaNe deSa Ave che. paganA upAyake deDaze; paNa te ajJAnI hoya che. haste pAsanA karavAvALA karmayega karatA raheze, paraMtu temAM vaiphalya Ave, kAraNa kAma karIne paNa kaMI vaLatuM nathI. chekarA ane patnIne sudhAratAM sudhAratAM thAkI jAya; paNa te paththarA pAkA che tethI palaLatA ja nathI. AvI rIte haste pAsanAmAM vaiphalya AvI jAya. karma karavAmAM vaiphalyatA Ave te sahana karavAne prasaMga Ave tyAre mANasa thAkI jAya. mukhapAsanAmAM paNa koI divasa kaMTALe Ave; ane netrapAsaka paNa thAkI jAya. vIsa kalAka bhagavAnane gamatuM jIvana jIvavAmAM mANasa thAkI jAya. ephasamAM maTe ophIsara dhyAna rAkhate beTho hoya te kAma karanAra kaMTALI jAya. A badhI upAsanAnI caDatI zreNuM che, paNa temAM deSa AvI jAya che. jJAne pAsanAmAM gaMgAvataraNa che. jagadIzanA mAthAmAMthI gaMgA vahe che. kaI gaMga? prAse mAtrasparva na-sa -jenAthI bhagavatpadanI prApti thAya te gaMgA. mastake pAsanA zreSTha che. temAM prabhunA mastakamAMthI premapravAha nIkaLe che, tethI tyAM ThaMDaka che. pAghapAsanAmAM prabhunA pagane sparza thAya te jIvana sonAnuM thaI jAya; paNa temAM ThaMDaka nahi. karmavega karavAvALA haste pAsanI prabhu pITha thAbaDe te jIvana sonAnuM thAya ane AnaMda Ave. je lokone prabhunA mukhAraviMdamAMthI sAMbhaLavA maLyuM tevA mukhapAsakane citanya dekhAya. nAMsine gaNapatie pote ja bhaNAvyuM. nAMbhie gaNapatine kahyuM ke, meTI mUchavALA zikSakane mane Dara lAge che mATe For Private and Personal Use Only

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126 tattvajJAna tame ja mane bhAve!' tethI gaNapatie tene bhaNAvyA. AvA sukhepAsakanA jIvanamAM suvarNamayatA, AnaMdamayatA ane caitanya dekhAya. netrApAsakane A badhuM maLyA uparAMta sukhamayatA maLe. para`tu je lAka prabhunI mastakApAsanA kare che temane A badhI vAtA maLe, te uparAMta ThaMDaka maLe. keTalAkane prabhu paganA aMgUThAthI aDatA haze; ane temanu jIvana ajavALatA haze. keTalAka bhaktone prabhu hAthathI Ape che. marInaDrAiva upara rahelA leAkeA gayA janmArAnA bhakta ane A janmA rAmAM vibhakata thayA che. temane badhu' bhagavAnanA hAthathI maLe che; paNu temane enI samajaNu nathI. keTalAkane bhagavAna kAnamAM phUMka mAre, tenA mADhA upara bhakti dekhAya; temAMnA keTalAka meDhethI prabhunuM nAma letA hAya ane keTalAka bhaktonu' nAma prabhunA meDhAmAM hAya. prabhu AvA bhaktonu nAma letA haiAya. keTalAkane bhagavAna mIThI najare jotA haiAya; temanuM jIvana samAdhAnI hAya, kAraNa temanA upara prabhunI mIThI najara che. temane zAMti hAya, A vivekamAMthI AvelI zAMti hAya. keTalAka leke savAranA ATha vAge mADhAmAM dAtaNa nAkhI gelerImAM UbhA hAya, temane paNa zAMti hrAya; paNa te vivekI zAMti nathI, bhUDanI zAMti che. keTalAka bhaktomAM zAMti samAdhAna dekhAya; kAraNa temanA upara satata prabhunI premALa mIThI najara paDe che, mArA mATe jIvananA kharA lahAvA e che ke, jyAre cAvIse cAvIsa kalAka bhagavAnanA magajamAM 'mArA vicAra' cAlatA hoya. bhagavAna cAvIse covIsa kalAka kAne vicAra karatA haze? AcA ne ema lAgatu haze ke, bhagavAna mA ja vicAra kare che. tethI temaNe kahyuM ke, nAvArI che.... ), bhagavAne mAthA upara vALa rAkhyA che; kAraNa prabhu satata mArA ja vicAra kare che ane te chUpu rAkhavA mATe mAthe jaTA dhAraNa karI che. premamAM A phakta mArI ja che' ema lAge. te kAinI bahena haze, bhAbhI haze, paNa bA' te phakata mArI ja che ema lAge. khAnA magajamAM phkata mATe ja vicAra cAle che. AvI ja rIte zakarAcAryane lAge che ke, bhagavAnanA magajamAM kevaLa For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnaMdalApurI 1ra7 A ja vicAre cAle che. AvuM bhAgya lUMTavA jevuM che. bhagavAna pAse te na Ave te paNa bhagavAna tene ja vicAra vAgoLatA hAya. AvuM bhAgya jene maLyuM haze temanuM jIvana ucche che. bhagavAnanA jIvanamAM je AvA ghuselA che tene ThaMDaka maLe. koI mANasa ApaNAthI dUra hoya, chatAM ya tene ja vicAra ApaNA magajamAM cAlatuM hoya te tenA upara ApaNe kharo prema che ema kahevAya. kaI pUche ke, "tame bhagavAnanA paga pAse besavAnA ke mAthe besavAnA? te kahI zakAya ke hamaNuM ame bhale bhagavAnanA paga pAse besIe; paNa eka divasa bhagavAnanA mAthe (mastakamAM) besIe tevuM bhAgya maLe, AvI IcchA rAkhIe chIe. AvA ucca prakAranA bhakto bhagavAnane mAthe caDelA che-bhakatane tyAM ja kharI ThaMDaka che bhagavAnane badala hoya te tamAre badalAvuM paDaze. bhagavAna te anaMta vacce (Aress) laIne beThA che. tuM je bhikhArI thaine bhagavAna pAse jaze te te dAtA thaze, tuM putra thaIne bhagavAna pAse jo te te pitA thaze. bhagavAna pAse badhAM vastra (dress) taiyAra che, paraMtu sAdhariAta mAM ThaMDaka che. ' * jenA jIvananuM ciMtana bhagavAna karatA haze te keTale bhAgyazALI bhakata haze. baccuM nizALe gayuM hoya, tene pAchA pharavAno samaya thaI gaye che, paNa bahAra varasAda paDato hoya te vakhate bA baccAnuM ja citana karatI hoya. te bIjA joDe vAta paNa karatI hoya, roTalI vaNatI hoya, paNa tenuM dhyAna baccAmAM che. AvI rIte bhagavAna satata ApaNuM ciMtana kare tyAre jIvanamAM ThaMDaka maLe tyAM sudhI te baLavAnuM che. bhagavAnanA hAthathI badhuM maLatuM hoya te paNa ukaLATa che, tevI ja rIte bhagavAnanA hadayamAM sthAna maLe te paNa pUratuM nathI, bhagavAnanA mastakamAM sthAna maLavuM joIe. A TecanI bhakti che-zaMkarAcAryanI AvI bhakita che. pachI zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, bA! tArA gharamAM brahmA, viSNu ane iMdrane parivAra che. mukuMda eTale viSNu-te piSaka che. je piSaka heya tene pitAne parivAra heya; te kehane parivAra thatuM nathI.' paraMtu sukuMda piSaka hovA chatAM te tAre parivAra che-A vizeSa che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 128 www.kobatirth.org tAvana Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kyA kayAgI karavAvALe che. brahmA paNa tAsa tAla upara nAce che. krama gIne pAtAnI dhyeyadraSTi heAya, tene peAtAnA tAla hAya, tethI zrInA tAla upara te nAcatA nathI; paNa brahmA karmAgI hAvA chatAM te tArA tAla upara nAce che; A vizeSa che iMdra zAsaka che. AkhI duniyAne te potAnA tAle nacAve che; paNa te chatAMya te Ate tArA tAla upara nAce che, ane te tArA parivAra thayA che. vidvAnAne potAnA parivAra hAya; paNa A vidyAnA tArA parivAra thAya che temAM vaiziSTaya che. khA! tArU Avu ghara zeAle che! kAraNa temAM ThaMDaka che. tArI AjubAju brahmA, viSNu ane indranA parivAra che. Akhu jagata e ja bhagavAnanu ghara che. annapUrNA teMtramAM zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke, svave mudhanatrayam| A tribhuvana tenuM ghara che. A jagadIzanA gharanu varNana zakarAcAya kare che. AcAryo evu eTale ke jenAthI khaccAne ema lAge ke, A mArA mATe che; prauDhane ema lAge ke, A mArA mATe che; AvI ja rIte jJAnIne-bhaktane ema lAge ke, e mArA mATe che. A khelavAnI kaLA che. eka ja vANImAM badhAne AnaMda maLe- A kevaLa AcArya ne ja zakaya che. kaeNTikanI ane ratnAnI divAlanu varSoMna vAMcI bALakone Ana Mda thAya, tema jJAnIbhaktone paNa Ana Mda thAya adhiArI tainnA jala' upadezajevA jene adhikAra tevA aM temane AcAryanI vANImAMthI maLe. bA! tArUM ghara ramya che; ane tArA ghare AvavAnI utkaMThA che. chAvAnanA ghanI utsukatA lAvavAnI hoya te ApaNA gharanI Asakti ochI thavI joie. zakarAcAya tethI ja kahe che ke, khAnA ghare javAnI utkaMThA hAya tA nigrahAsane vinirmamyatAm| bhagavAnanI hAMkanI rAhu kANu jue? jeNe bhagavAna joDe sagapaNa khAMdhyu che te khAnI hAMkanI rAha jue. bhagavAnanA nivAsanuM za MkarAcArye varNana karyuM' te ApaNe joyuM; have AgaLanA lAka vAMcIzu For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI $<> <> <> <> <>F zloka 15 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir nivAsaH kailAse vidhizatamakhAdyAH stutikarAH / kuTumbaM trailokyaM kRtakarapuTaH siddhinikaraH / mahezaH prANezastadavanidharAdhazitanaye na te saubhAgyasya kvacidapi manAgasti tulanA // 15 // artha: huM girirAja nanjini ! tArI kailAsamAM nivAsa che; brahmA, indra Adi tArI stuti kare che, samasta tribhuvana tArU kaTuMba che, aSTasiddhionA samudAya tArA sAme hAtha joDIne ubheA che, mahezvara tArA prANeza che, tArA sAbhAgyanI kAIpaNa ThekANe alpa paNa tulanA thaI zakatI nathI. (paramapUjya zAstrIjI pAMDuraMga vaijanAtha AThavalenA pravacana uparathI) yavanidharAdhazitanaye - -A sakhAdhana che. aniyara eTale parvata, ane dhIrA eTale rAjA. parvatarAja eTale himAlayanI chekarI ! tArA saiAbhAgyanI kadApi ane kAipaNa ThekANe thADIpaNu tulanA thaI zakatI nathI; tArU sAbhAgya atulanIya che. tArU sAbhAgya zuM che? khA ! tArU raheThANa kailAsamAM che. vidha eTale brahmA. ane rAsamalAghA eTale indrAdika; brahmA, indra, kubera ityAdi tArI stuti karI rahyA che. indra zAsaka che, ane zAsakanI bAjumAM haMmezAM vittavAna pharatA hoya che. zAsaka lokonA gulAma ane vittavAna zAsakane gulAma heAya che; tethI brahmA, Indra ane dhanapAla tArI stuti kare che. bA ! AkhuM leAkaya tArU kuTuMba che, sidhdhione samudAya hAtha joDIne tArI pAse ubhA che; ane tArA prANeza maheza (zivajI ) che-ma tArU sAbhAgya che; ane A sAbhAgya atulanIya che. zaMkarAcArye jagadaMbAnI sAme joyuM haze tyAre emane khAnu sAbhAgya jovA maLyu haze, A vAta kharI, paraMtu amane khAnuM Avu For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 130 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir sAbhAgya jovA maLatuM nathI. amane kailAsa khabara nathI; brahmA, indra Adi devatAonI stuti sAMbhaLavA maLavAnI nathI, samasta leAkayanuM kuTuba amane jovA maLavAnuM nahi, ane amArI sAme sidhdhine badale asidhdhi ja ubhI che; tethI amane khAtu A sAbhAgya jovA kayAMthI maLe ? zaMkarAcArya khAnAsAbhAgyanuM varNana kare che kharA; paraMtu A sAMbhaLyA pachI amane te ema lAge che ke, amArAthI khAnA suputra thavAya nahi. suputra kema thavAya ? mAna Anada ApIne, mAnI agavaDamAM ubhA rahIne, tenuM kAma karIne suputra thavAya; paraMtu jagadaMbAnuM sAbhAgya joIne amane ema lAge che ke, A khAne agavaDa AvavAnI ja nathI. ane khAne jo agavaDa AvavAnI ja na hoya te ame suputra kema thaI zakIe ? je bAne chekarAnI jarUra nathI tenA chekarA thavuM e kaThaNa prasaMga che. vidyArthInI jarUra nahi evA zurU thAya te kharekhara kaThaNa prasaMga che, mAne jarUra nathI te chatAMya suputra thAya te kharo. mA agavaDamAM AvavI joie te suputra siddha thAya. mA je gharaDI thAya te suputra tenI sevA kare; paraMtu mA gharaDI thatI nathI--te satata yuvAna che. jagadIza gharaDA thatA ja nathI; te tenA upayogamAM AvI suputra kema thavAya? huM suputra ja chuM; paNa karU zuM? AvI zaMkA keine Ave ke zakArAcArya jagadIzanA sAbhAgyanu varNana karI dekhADayu; paNa temaNe e dekhADavu joitu hatu ke, khA pAse amuka vAta nathI--tene agavaDa che te te agavaDa bharI zakAya. paraMtu zakarAcArya te kahe che ke mA ! tane koinI jarUra nathI. jene jarUra nathI tenuM kAma kema karAya? te prasanna kema thAya ? te prasanna na thAya teA cAle; paNa tenA suputra kema thavAya ? : mAne mArI jarUra paDe AvuM chekarA Icche ? na icche. paNa cheAkarAne ema lAge ke, khA! tu mane khelAva tA kharI. mA koI divase agavaDamAM Ave ema chekarA IcchatA nathI; paNa mA nu kAma karavAnI karAne icchA thAya. mA te pUrNakAma che. temAM vaLI zakarAcArya jevA For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 131 mahApurUSa kahI nAkhe che ke, tenuM sAbhAgya AvuM che ke tene mArI jarUra nathI; tethI amane agavaDa Ave. zaMkarAcAya jevAe bhalatuM ja varNana na karavu joie; paraMtu temaNe evu varNana karyuM che, ane mArI jarUra nathI ema kahyuM che. emane jo evuM varNana karavu ja hatu te amane temaNe rastA te dekhADavA joie ke nihu? zakarAcAryanA A hetu nathI ke ApaNe agavaDamAM AvIe. emaNe to A blekamAM rasto ja dekhAyA che. For Private and Personal Use Only AgaLanA zleAkamAM zaMkarAcArye jagadIzanA ramya gharanuM varNana karyuM; tethI naisirgaka rIte jagadIzanA gharamAM rahevAnu' mana thAya. jagadIzanA gharamAM kene praveza maLe? jagadIzanA gharanu varNana sAMbhaLyA pachI te gharanAM rahevAnu mana thAya; kAraNa tyAM smazAna nathI, samAdhAna che. ApaNA gharamAMthI keTalAM maDadAM upADayAM? tethI ApaNu' ghara smazAna che. jeTaluM ghara jAnu teTalAM maDadA vadhAre nIkaLyAM haze. ApaNuM ghara game teTaluM jUnu haze tApaNu tyAMthI kAi * jAe' ema kahe. muMbaimAM potAnI sattAnuM ghara thAya ATalA mATe mANasa mahenata kare, peAtAne mATe mANasa ghara bAMdhe; paNa temAMthI kaMi upADI jAya, kAraNa te ghara ApaNuM nathI. ApaNane lAge ke, ghara mArU che; paNa kharI rIte jotAM ghara ApaNuM nathI; tethIja te koi Ave ane 'u' kahIne upADIne cAlatA thAya. gItAkAra tethIja kahe che ke, yAvAna nivartanne taddAma pama mama jyAM gayA pachI ' uDa' ema keAi kahetu nathI te gharanI icchA kara. A paramadhAmamAMthI mANasa pAcho AvatA nathI. A mANasanA kAM te prANInA zarIramAMthI paNa yamarAja 'uTha' ema kahe, ane zarIra choDIne javuMja paDe. TAIma che tyAM sudhI A ArIramAM besavA maLe; paNa TAima thayuM ke javuMja paDe, relvemAM je loko pharsTa klAsamAM musApharI kare che temanI keTalI sagavaDa sAcavavAmAM Ave che ! kAraNa teo relvenA jamAirAja che. paNa TIkITa pUrI thai ke dhoLAM kapaDAMvALA Ave ane uThADe. AvI rIte mANasa paNa ajJAtakALanI TIkITa laIne AvyA che, tethI TIkITa pUrI thatAM ja tene 'uTha' ema kahevAmAM Ave; ane tene uThavuM ja paDe. paraMtu khA ! eka evI jagA che ke tyAM kAI uThADe nahi; ane te

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 132 tattvajJAna eTale tArUM ramya ghara che. khA ! tArUM ghara ramya che tenuM kAraNa te sArI rIte zaNagAreluM (well decorated) ghara che tethI nahiM; paNa te ThekANe kAI 'uThe' ema kahe nahi tathI ramya che. A ramya gharamAM je paheoMcI gayA temane bhagavAna paNa vina Mti (request) kare ke, " jarA jagatamAM jai Ave che ?" bhagavAna peAtAnA lADakA dIkarAene AvuM kahe. temAM keTalAka dIkarA evA hAya ke tee jagatamAM Ave; paNa bhagavAnane paNa sAthe lAve. temanI bhagavAna upara paNa sattA cAle; tethI bhagavAnane tee kahe ke, 'tuM sAthe AvatA hoya te ja jagatamAM javA taiyAra chuM;' ane bhagAvAnane temanI sAthe Apavu paDe-AvuM A ramya ghara che. A ramya ghara kayAM che ? tattvavettAo kahe ke amane khabara nathI, vedo kahe ke amane khabara nathI-netI netI... paraMtu zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke, A mArU ghara che. zakarAcAryane A ghara ramya lAge; kAraNa te " mArU ghara' che ema temane lAge che. amane nijadhAma jatAM Dara lAge, paNa zaMkarAcAryane te ramya lAge che. tenu kAraNa che, za MkarAcArye te ghara 'mArU' karyuM tethI temane te sArUM lAge. je 'mArU' thayuM te ' sArU ' lAge. je divase ema lAge ke, gItA kRSNa bhagavAne mane kahI che tethI gItA mArI che; te divasathI gItA judI ja lAge, temAM judIja mIThAza Ave. mANasa nakaTo hAya, kALA hoya, paNa tene jamAi banAve, pachI te sArA lAge. pachI sAsu kahe ke, mArA jamAi kALA che kharA, paNa temAM camaka che." je mAre thaye te sAruM thaye ja. ApaNane jagata sArU na lAge; kAraNa te ApaNane 'mArUM" nathI lAgatu. zaMkarAcAya ne bhagavAnanuM ghara sArUM lAge; kAraNa temaNe te mArUM" karyuM che. LL bhagavAnane ghara ja nathI. te divAla vagaranu che, paNa zakarAcArya ne te sArU lAge che; kAraNa temane te mArUM lAge che. A gharamAM kANu jai zake ? za MkarAcArya kahe ke, 'huM ja jai zakuM.' temane Dara nathI, bhIti nathI, ke A gharamAM mane praveza maLe ke nahiM. zakarAcArya kharekhara ja adhikArI che. A ramya gharamAM te ja paheAMcavAnA, bAkI badhA AzAbhUta najare jue. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 133 zaMkarAcAryane badhA ja lokone kahevAnuM che ke, A gharamAM javAno adhikArI keNa? zaMkarAcArya je adhikArI hoya to te kevA che te temaNe kahevuM joIe; paNa te poteja te kahe te amane te Atmastuti lAge. zaMkarAcAryane ApaNuM upara ati prema che, paNa sAthe sAthe ApaNI cAvalI buddhinI temane khabara che. mANasanI buddhi cAvaLI che, tethI zaMkarAcArya Atmahuti kare te mANasa zaMkarAcAryanI ThAThaDI bAMdhavA AgaLa-pAchaLa jue nahi. mANasa ema samaje nahi ke, huM paNa te thAuM; te mATe zaMkarAcArya pitAnuM varNana kare che. tethI temane paNa be miniTamAM uDAvI de; tethI zaMkarAcArya Atmastuti karatAM Dare che. te bhagavAnathI DaryA nahi, paNa lekethI Dare che tethI Atmastuti karatA nathI. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, vAramavAra sattA pa ra cAra ravi mRgu... A leke tenA adhikArI che. zaMkarAcArya paNa adhikArI che te temanuM jIvana kevuM che te temaNe kahevuM joIe, paraMtu te kahetI vakhate zarama Ave. lake tene AtmaDhI kahe ane tene ulaTo artha kare. tethI zaMkarAcArya A bhagavAnanuM jIvana che ema kahe che ane rivo mUtvA rivaM catrA nA mUtvA nAma thatA kuLa mUvI voi tA ema samajAve che. A bhakitazAstramAMnI paraMparA che. kRSNanA guNe jIvanamAM lAve ane tenuM pUjana kare. leke kahe ke, kRSNamAM phalANe guNa hatuM te amArAmAM na Ave; kAraNa kRSNa te bhagavAna hatA. AvuM kahe, pachI te guNe lAvavAnI javAbadArI nathI. kRSNane bhagavAna samajIne tenI pUjA karIe; paNa tenA guNe lAvavAnI taiyArI nathI tethI maMdiramAM tene besADIne tALuM lagADI daIe chIe. vAstavika, jenI upAsanA karo tene guNe jIvanamAM lAve-A bhakti zAstrano niyama che. jenuM ciMtana kare tenA jevA thavAnuM che. zaMkarAcAryane lAgyuM ke jagadIzanuM varNana karuM te te mAruM ja varNana thaze, tethI temaNe bhagavatInuM varNana karyuM ane bhagavatInA ramya gharamAM javAne koNa adhikArI che te samajAvyuM che. tethI A varNana jagadIzanA bahAne je bhagavAnanA thayelA che, je jJAnI bhakate che, je vaNava thayelA che temanuM A varNana che. AvA thAo te jagadIzanA ramya gharamAM praveza maLe, ema, zaMkarAcAryane kahevAnuM che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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134 tattvajJAna bhagavAnanA guNa gAtI vakhate zaMkarAcAryanA peTamAM pApa che eTale bhagavAnanuM varNana karIne potAnA guNa teo gAya che. zaMkarAcAryanA tetre, kA te brahmasUtra zArIrabhASya vAMce te kaI ThekANe khabara paDaze ke, zaMkarAcArya jagadIzanuM varNana karIne te bahAne pitAnuM varNana kare che. zrAvaNa mahinAmAM A meLavavAnuM che. eka divasa A Ave ke, zaMkarAcArya je atulanIya sAbhAganuM varNana karyuM che tevuM mAruM sibhAgya thAya. A mahAna bhagavadbhakata, prabhunA kheLe beThelA che te kahe che ke, prabhune khoLe besavAnuM hoya te AvuM jIvana banAvavuM joIe. AvuM atulanIya sAbhAgya maLe te ja tenA gharamAM praveza maLe. have A gharamAM keNa jaI zake ? tenuM varNana kare che. nivAsa .... bhagavAnane keNa game? ApaNane koNa game? je ApaNe je hoya te ApaNane game. je je haze te tevAne pitAnA ghare bolAve. sajajana mANasa dAruDIyAne pitAne ghare na bolAve. kaI vAraMvAra sIgareTa phUMkate rahela (chain smoker) hoya ane tame sIgareTa na pItA haze te tene tamAre ghera tame na belAvaze. kadAca A tamAre ghera Ave te tame tene bAraNAmAMthI ja pAchA kADhaze. kadAca koI gharamAM AvI caDe te bane teTale tene jaladI uThADaze. AvI rIte na gamate mANasa ghere Ave te tene uThADavAnA rastA amArUM nitizAstra batAve che. amArA nItizAstramAM ApaNe ghere ke na gamata mANasa (undeserving person) AvI caDe te tene khabara na paDe tema paddhatisara kema uThAve tenuM lakhANa che; paNa te saMskRtamAM che. je bhASAne Aje badhA mRtaprAya bhASA (dead language) kahe che, jemane A suMdara vAra maLe chete tenAthI vimukha thaI gayA che te duHkhanI vAta che. vyasanI mANasane vyasanI game, ane nirvyasanIne nirvyasanI game. bhagavatIne saubhAgyanuM varNana zaMkarAcArya karyuM che tenuM kAraNa e che ke, temane e kahevAnuM che ke, jene bhagavatInA gharamAM praveza meLavavo hoya teNe A sobhAgya meLavavuM joie. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 135 -~- ~~-~kalAsa eTale himAlaya. bhagavatIno nivAsa kailAsamAM che. mA sthira che, bhagavatInI beThaka kelAsa che. purANomAM AvuM varNana che ke, eka kALe parvatane pAMkha hatI, te asthira hatA ane pAMkha hevAthI eka jagAethI bIjI jagAe parvata uDatA hatA. ekAda suMdara zahera upara parvata uDIne besI jAya to AkhuM zahera daTAI jAya. samaje himAlaya uDIne muMbaI zahera upara besI jAya to muMbaI zahera khalAsa thaI jAya. paraMtu Indra parvatanI pAMkho kApI nAkhI, tethI parvata sthira thayA. Aje paNa A ja Dara che ke, laDAI thAya te be kalAkamAM muMbaI zahera khalAsa. mANase ubhuM kareluM vaibhava be kalAkamAM khalAsa karavAnuM ke? tethI A vicAra karavA jevI ghaTanA che. je sthira hoya te bhagavAnane game; jenI beThaka sthira na hoya to bhagavAnane na game. mAnavI jIvananI beThaka, baddhika beThaka sthira hevI joie, asthiratAthI bhagavAnane duHkha thAya. ApaNA jIvananI beThaka ane auddhika beThaka sthira thAya eTalA mATe upaniSada, gItA, vagere vAMcavAnA. ApaNuM jIvana eTale zuM? A zarIramAM paMcamahAbhUta ane citanya che, te pachI mANasa zuM che? vAsanA A mANasa che. mane vAsanA che tethI huM mANasa chuM. mANasa eTale strI - purUSa bane. huM kaccha gaye hatuM tyAM eka bhAIe kahyuM ke, "A mANasonI jagA che ane A tarapha bahenonI jagA che. mane thayuM ke, bahene A mANasa nathI? mANasa eTale mAnava-jIva, A arthamAM kahuM chuM. mANasanI jIvananI beThaka sthira hevI joIe. jIvana eTale vAsanA. vAsanAmAM dhairya hevuM joIe. athathI iti sudhI-jIvana paryaMta "bhagavAna" A eka ja vAsanA hovI joIe. ApaNI vAsanA haMmezAM badalAya che. nAnapaNamAM "vidyA " A vAsanA hoya che, tethI vidyA meLavavA pAchaLa paDIe. ApaNe nAnapaNamAM vidyAne phUge pugAvIe; kAraNa ApaNane ema lAge ke, vidyA AvaDaze te jIvana che tethI vidhA meLavavA gAMDA thaIe. vidyA ane jIvanane bahu saMbaMdha che tenA bArAmAM zaMkA ja che; kAraNa vidyA vagara paNa kheta jIve che. mANasa vidyA meLave paNa pachI thoDA TAImamAM tene vidyAne kaMTALe Ave. pachI mANasa For Private and Personal Use Only

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136 tattvajJAna vittane kRSNe pugAve ane thoDA divasamAM puSkaLa paise meLave. zarUAtamAM paisAne raMga rahe; paNa puSkaLa paise maLyA pachI temAMno raMga cAlyA jAya. ghaNe paiso thayA bAda lIlI noTa joIne AnaMda na thAya. mANasano AnaMda (Interet) uDI jAya. tyAra pachI jIvanamAM bIjuM kaMi jaDatuM nathI, tethI te ja ghareDamAM paDela mANasa te ja te karyA kare, paNa paisAnI majhA uDI jAya. zarUAtamAM dhadha kare tyAre copaDApUjanane dahADe bhAvabhInuM aMtaHkaraNa karI bhagavAnane kaho ke, AvatuM varSa AvI ja rIte sArUM jAya; paraMtu dhaMdhe ke paMdara varSa thaI gayA pachI te tIvratA cAlI jAya che. pachI manamAM Ave ke, chokarA copaDApUjana karaze tethI ghaNuM leke cepaDApUjanane dahADe paNa bahAragAma cAlyA jAya che. tyArapachI paNa vittavAna pase kamAya che, paNa bIje ThekANe tenuM mana besatuM nathI, tethI te dhadha kare che. tene have utsAha rahyuM nathI. tyArapachI kIrtinI vAsanA thAya-paraMtu kIrti maLyA pachI temAMthI paNa utsAha uDI jAya. Ama prIti, kIrti, badhuM cAlyuM jAya che, tethI ja bhartuhari rAjAe nItizataka, saMgArazataka, vagere lakhyuM, paraMtu chevaTe temaNe vairAgyazataka lakhyuM che. paise, vidyA, kIti vagere meLavyA pachI kazAmAM ja rasa raheto nathI. te pachI zuM vidyA, pa, kIrti, vagere meLavavAnuM nahi? A badhuM jarUra meLavavAnuM paNa nAnapaNathI ghaThapaNa sudhI anusmRtarUpe bhagavAnanI vAsanA rAkhe ane pachI badhuM meLave. bhagavAne tethIja arjunane gItAmAM kahyuM che keH akIrti cApi bhUtAni kathayiSyanti te'nyayAm / saMbhAvitasya cAkIrtiH maraNAdatiricyate // bhayAdraNAduparataM maMsyante tvAM mahArathAH / yeSAMca tvaM bahumato bhUtvA yAsyasi lAghavam // ane A badhuM tuM meLavIza teja prabhunuM kAma thaze. mAnavI jIvananI eka sthira beThaka hovI joIe. te na hoya to asthira leTA jevuM jIvana banI jAya. jenI vAsanA sthira nahi tenuM jIvana sthira nahi. janakarAjA rAjya karaze, zaMkarAcArya Asetu himAcala pharaze, temane badhuM maLaze paNa kharuM, paraMtu temanI vAsanA anusmRtarUpe sthira dekhAya For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 137 ----- -~ ~-~ ~ ~-~~-~-~~ ~ ~che. vAsanA je sthira hoya te jIvana sthira thAya. jeNe jIvanaparyata muMbaI cheDayuM nathI tethI te sthira jIvanavALA che ema nahi. keTalAka kahe ke, zAstrIjI ! cAlIsa varSa pahelAM jayAM rahetuM hatuM tyAM ja rahe chuM, dasa xdasanI rUmamAM rahuM chuM; Aje kAzamIra, kAle uTI, parama dahADe kalakattA, AvuM amArUM jIvana nathI. Aje dasa lAkha rUpIyA thayA chatAM teja oraDImAM rahuM chuM." A kaMI sthira jIvana nathI. jenI vAsanA sthira thaI gaI, te bhagavatIne game nAnapaNathI ghaDapaNa sudhI badhuM meLavavAnuM che. vidyA, vitta, kIti meLavAnAM che; paNa je sUtramAM e parevAyelAM che te vAsanA - bhagavAna meLavavAnI vAsane sthira che, nitya che. jIvananI sthiratA hovI joIe. AvI ja rIte buddhinI sthiratA hovI joIe, buddhinI beThaka sthira hevI joIe. buddhi bahu caMcala che, tethI bhagavadbhaktimAM paNa mANasa asthira bane. ghaDIkamAM te hanumAnanI upAsanA kare, ane ghaDIkamAM te gaNapatine pUje. Ama buddhinI asthiratAne kAraNe mANasa bhagavadbhaktimAM paNa asthira thAya. mAtA mitra pati - mANasa kUkaDAnI jema asthira hoya. jenuM jIvana asthira che, jenI jIvanadhArA vicAradhArA ane buddhi sthira nathI, te bhagavatInA gharamAM jaI zakatuM nathI. kevaLa aizcika jIvanamAM bahu moTe goTALe ubhe thAya. buddhinA hAthamAM tamAruM jIvana Apaze te A sUkAna vagaranuM hADakuM kayAM jaze te kahI zakAtuM nathI. hamaNAM pisTagrejyueTa bhAIonI mITIMgamAM kahetuM hatuM ke, dasabAra divasa pahelAM mAre ghere eka mANasa Avyo hato tenI pAse prakarSabudhdhi che, ane te mANasa paNa budhdhivAdI che. je buddhimAM utaryuM che te karavA te bhagavAnathI paNa DaratA nathI. ATalI jabaradasta buddhi hovA chatAM tenuM jIvana Aje asahAya ane dIna thayuM che. e mANasane nAgapura javAnuM hatuM, paNa tenuM jIvana eTaluM khalAsa thaI gayuM hatuM ke, te nAgapura javA mATe berIbaMdara sTezane ekale jaI zake tevI sthiti na hatI. tenI sAthe jaI huM tene sTezane pahoMcADI AvyuM. A mANasane paisAnI lAlasA nathI, te lAkho rUpIyAnA pralebhanene lAta mArIne potAnI buddhi joDe te prAmANika rahe che. A mANasa jyAre mAre ghere mane maLavA Avyo tyAre meM ene kahyuM ke, tuM AvyuM tethI durgadhI chuTI che. teNe pUchyuM ke, zAnI durgadhI? meM kahyuM ke, tuM yAda kara. tuM zarUAtamAM IzvaravAdI, bhaktivAdI thaye, pachI buddhi calAvIne nAstikavAdI, uddAmavAdI, sAmyavAdI thayo. tyAra For Private and Personal Use Only

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138 tavajJAna pachI tuM buddhine pUchIne eka navo vAda pakaDI navamAnavavAdI thaye che. tArA jIvanamAM A badhA eka eka vaicArika preta thayA che, temane te bALyA nathI; ane A pretamAMthI dudhI chUTe che. buddhine jIvanamAM sthAna che, paraMtu buddhine kaMI maryAdA che te samajI levuM joIe. kevaLa buddhi upara AdhAra na rAkhatAM bIjuM jIvana paNa vikasita (daveloP) karavuM joIe. buddhinI maryAdA samajIne jIvana AgaLa dhapAvavuM joIe, kAraNa buddhi nabaLI che, dubaLI che, tene kaMI maryAdA che. buddhinA prakarSathI buddhi vikasita thAya; paNa tenA lIdhe tane bIjI jIvanadhArA kSudra lAgaze. tA rA zarIranA be bhAga karIe te ardho bhAga puSTa che-eka hAtha, eka paga cAlIsa varSano puSTa che, jyAre bIjo hAtha ane paga, phakata be divasano dubaLe pAMgaLe che - A tuM dekhAya che. buddhivAdanI joDe bIjuM kaMI puSTa karavuM joIe te te buddhine sthira kare; nahi te game teTalA buddhinA prakarSano mANasa AdhyAtmika (metaphysical) thavAne nahi gaNapatinA be dAMta che-eka zraddhA, ane bIje medhAne dAMta che. zraddhAM chellAM cAra prazAM... kevaLa budhdhi nabaLI che tethI gaNapatine eka dAMta (budhdhine) tUTele che; ane zraddhAne dAMta Ape che. buddhithI prabhu pAse pahoMcAya, ane zetAna paNa thavAya; budhdhithI mahAna bhakata thavAya, ane buddhithI rAkSasa paNa thavAya. tethI buddhi uparAMta bIjI jIvanadhArA vikasita (4evelop) karo. A mANasa niHsvArthI che, tene kaMI joItuM nathI, te meTA pralebhanene lAta mArIne budhdhi joDe prAmANika rahe che, paraMtu budhdhinI asthiratAne lIdhe tenuM jIvana asthira ane nirAzyamaya thayuM che. A badhdhika asthiratAne lIdhe mAnasika bhaMga mental collapse) thAya; ane te mANasane bahu takalIpha Ape. jIvananI sthiratA, buddhinI sthiratA, tenI joDe vRttinI sthiratA hovI joIe. sthira prema vagara AMkha caMcala rahe. bhagavAna upara sthira prema have joIe. kuMvArI chokarInI vRtti ane najara sthira na hoya. dhaNI na maLe tyAM sudhI pratyeka chokarA tarapha joyA kare; paraMtu tene dhaNI maLI jAya ke te sthira thAya. jenI vRtti sthira, jenI buddhi sthira thaI te sthitaprajJa kahevAya. vidhi eTale brahmA, karmayegI. ane rAtanuNa eTale zAsaka. Indra-AtmazAsaka. karmavegIo ane AtmazAsake, tevI ja rIte kubera eTale vaibhavavAna. kuberanI pAse jIvananuM vibhava che. A traNe jaNA jenI stuti kare che, AvI bhagavatI che. karmayegIo, manovRttinuM zAsana karavAvALA, ane jIvanavibhAvavALA jenI stuti kare che, uThAM sudhI bhaNelA vANiyAe ApelA saTIphIkeTa (certificate) nI A For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 139 - vAta nathI. keIpaNa stuti kare te na cAle. stuti kevI? tenA karatAM keNa kare che tenA tarapha dhyAna Apo. nahi te vyAkhyAna thayA pachI AbhAradarzana karavAmAM Ave, te AbhAradarzananI vakatAne paNa jarUra nahi, ane zrotAone bIlakula jarUrata hotI nathI, tenI zuM kiMmata? paNa AbhAradarzana karavAvALAne bolavAnI taka maLatAM te pitAnI akakala calAve ane kahe ke, zAstrIjI AvA che ane tevA che, pitAne amUlya samaya temaNe Ape che... vagere. A badhuM varNana zA mATe che? te lokoe jelA kAryakramamAM zAstrIjIe eka maphatanI AITama bharI ApI, eka nakala karI tethI A varNana cAle. paraMtu jenI stuti thAya teNe stuti koNa kare che tenA tarapha dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. bA chokarAnI stuti kare te pacAsa TakA bAda karo, ane sAsu jamAInI stuti - vakhANa kare te nevuM TakA bAda karavAnA. ahIM te jenA jIvananI stuti karmayogIo, AtmazAsake ane vaibhavavAna kare tyAre tenA jIvanavALAne bhagavatInA ramya gharamAM praveza maLe. kamagIo, manovRttinuM zAsana karavAvALA, ane jIvanavaibhavavALA stuti kare te ja kharI stuti che. - pachI kahe che ke, Tu gea jeNe gelekayane kuTuMba karI nAkhyuM che, jeNe saMkucitatAnI divAle toDI nAkhIne potAnuM kuTuMba vizvavyApI banAvyuM te mahAna che. kuTuMba moTuM karavuM eTale be ghara mAMDavA Ama nahi, keTalAkane jAhera (official) ane khAnagI (unofficial) Ama be ghara heya; tene artha temaNe kuTuMba meTuM karyuM Ama nahi. kuTuMvare nAma pate saMskRtamAM kuTuMba zabda jJAnIne uddezIne, bAMdhane uddezIne, ane saMtAnane uddezIne che. jenuM liye bAMdhava che - zarUAtamAM prabhukArya karavAvALA bhAI lAge; pachI prabhukArya na karavAvALA paNa bhAi lAge. zarUAtamAM nAstika upara prema na kare, nahi te tame paNa tenA jevA thaI jaze. paraMtu budhdhimAM sthiratA ane tAkAta AvyA pachI nAstike paNa bhAI lAge. Ama gelekya jenuM kuTuMba thayuM che, tene bhagavatInA ramya gharamAM praveza maLe pachI kahe che ke, tAjapura: riddhini: jenA jIvanamAM aSTasidhdhio hAtha joDIne ubhI che chatAM paNa je temane kAme lagADate nathI. bhagavAna pUche ke, "dIkarA ! tane zuM joIe ? te A dIkaro belate ja nathI. AvA dIkarAne tyAM bhagavAna jagatanuM vibhava mokale, na mAgatAM badhuM mekale. na mAne tathA ramA hoya rAta marIci RSinuM virNana che ke, te kalpavRkSa nIce beThA che paNa te IcchA ja karatA nathI; siddhisamudAya hAtha joDIne ubhe che; paraMtu A bahAdUra tene kAme lagADato ja nathI. A keTaluM phakakaDa jIvana che! bhagavAna pUche ke, "tane zuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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140 tatvajJAna joIe?? paNa te javAba ApatuM nathI. kAraNa javAba Ape te puNya ochuM thAya-tethI te mAgatuM ja nathI. pachI bhagavAna tene tyAM badhuM mokale; kAraNa bhagavAnane ema thAya ke, Ane tyAM A mokaluM te samAdhAna thaze ke bIjuM makalu te samAdhAna thAya. Ama bhagavAna tene tyAM badhuM ja mokalAve Ama aSTasiddhi jenI dAsI thaIne ubhI che tevA mahApurUSane bA nA gharamAM praveza maLe. pachI kahe che ke, mArA prArA- jenA prANanA Iza prabhu che. ApaNu prANunA iza strI, putra ItyAdi leka che; paraMtu AvA le kenA prANenA Iza prabhu che. mAro svAmI nArAyaNa" che, AvuM kahevAvALAne eka A saMpradAya che ane te eTale "svAmInArAyaNa saMpradAya. ane artha e che ke, mAre cittana, mana, buddhi ane prANene svAmI nArAyaNa che. mA: prArA AvI vRtti thavI joIe. kevaLa TIle karIne nArAyaNa svAmI na thAya. jene svAmI nArAyaNa te svAmI nArAyaNa saMpradAyane kahevAya. A je thaye tenA sAbhAganI keIpaNa ThekANe ane alpa paNa upamA nathI, tulanA nathI - A atulanIya saubhAgya che. zaMkarAcArya AvA che; temanuM ketuka koNa kare? guMDAe kare ? baTakA jIvanavALA loko zaMkarAcAryanI jayaMti na ujave, kSudra jI temanI jayaMti na ujavI zake. zaMkarAcAryanuM jIvana karmagIone khabara paDe, jemaNe manavRtti upara zAsana karyuM che tevA lekane khabara paDe ane kAM te jemanI pAse jIvananuM vaibhava che tevA leke karI zake. are ! batrIsa varSanI uMmaramAM jeNe bhAratanA lokenI buddhine divyarUpa ApyuM. temanuM varNana mahApurUSo ja karI zake. jemaNe trilokayane kuTuMba banAvyuM, siddhi jemanI pAse hAtha joDIne ubhI che, maheza jenA prANeza che, jeNe prabhune ja sarvasva mAnyuM che, AvA atulanIya saibhAgyavALA ja bhagavatInA ghera pahoMcI zake, jagadIzanA gharamAM phakta te ja praveza meLavI zake. bhagavatInA nAme zaMkarAcArye pitAnuM varNana gAyuM che. A Adarza jIvana che. AvA AdarzajIvananI mAgaNI karavI joIe. bhagavAna ! game teTalA janmArA levA ame taiyAra chIe; paNa AvuM jIvana maLavuM joIe. bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM pahoMcavA mATe zakti meLavavAnI che. zaMkarAcAryuM tyAM pahoMcavA mATe zuM zuM jIvanamAM joIe tenuM suMdara varNana karyuM che. A bhavya jIvana che. AvuM jIvana jAtta vA maLe, AvI prabhu pAse mAgaNI karI A leka pUre karIe. AgaLanA zlokamAM zuM kahe che te joIe. For Private and Personal Use Only

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na AnandalaharI zloka 16-17 vRSo vRddho yAnaM viSamazanamAzA nivasanaM zmazAnakrADAbhUrbhujaganivaho bhuussnnaavaadhH| samayA sAmagrI jagati viditava smarariporyadetasyaizvarya tava janani saubhAgyamahimA // 16 // aSaaeAiggvadhivataH zmazAneSvAsInaH kRtabhAsatale.paH pshuptiH| dadhau kaNThe hAlAhalamakhilabhUgolakRpayA / bhavatyAH saMgatyAH phalamiti ca kalyANi kalaye // 17 // mavIrtha - vRdhdha baLada jenuM vAhana che, pIvA mATe jenI pAse jhera che, dizA e jenuM vastra che, smazAna e jenI ramavAnI jagyA che, sarvenuM TeLuM e jene alaMkAra che, evI samagra sAmagrI jagata jenI jANe che evA e kAmanA zatranuM kharUM ezvarya te, he mA! tArA saubhAgya mahimAnuM che (16) akhila brahmAMDane pralaya karavAnI jenI naisagika mati che, jene smazAnamAM vAsa, bhabhUtine jeNe lepa kare che, tevA e pazupatie akhila bhUmaMDaLe upara kRpA karavA mATe, jIvADavA mATe tathA kalyANa karavA mATe kaThe halAhala jhera dhAraNa kareluM che. (17) (parama pUjya zAstrIjI pAMDuraMga ujanAtha AThavalenA pravacana uparathI) AjanA plekamAM bhagavAna zivajInA gharanA saMpUrNa phanacaranuM varNana kareluM che. paisApAtra lokone sarakAra pAse pitAnI (wealth) milakata jAhera karavI paDe che, tevI ja rIte bhagavAnanI (Property) mAlamattA jagatamAM A rIte jAhera thayelI che. bhagavAnanI (estate) jAgIranuM have varNana kareluM che. vRddho yA - bhagavAnanuM vAhana keNa che? te ahIM kahe che ke, tenuM vAhana vRSya baLada che. vRddhanA be artha thAya che- eka te gharaDo For Private and Personal Use Only

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142 tattvajJAna ane khIjo vadhI gayele. bhagavAna keAnA zarIramAM rahe ? je vadhI gayele che. tenA zarIramAM rahI bhagavAna kare che. je leAkAnI kAmanA-vAsanA nAnI, maTakI ke kSudra na rahetAM mahAna thaI, je leAkeAnA daSTika Trako na rahetAM vizALa thai gayA hoya tevA leke ja bhagavAnanu vAhana bane che; tenA dvArA ja bhagavAna hure krU che, * Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ' viSa arAnaM :- tene khAvA mATe jhera ja maLe che. leke tenI sAme jhera ekatA ja rahelA che, ane te badhuM tene pacAvavu paDe che. 'bhagavAna kara che, te pakSapAtI che' Ama kahI leAkeA bhagavAna sAme jhera eke che ane bhagavAna zAMta mudrA rAkhI badhu' jhera pacAvI jAya che. tame kaheze ke, 'ame AvuM jhera ekatA nathI; ame te bhagavAna pAse karuNA mAgIe chIe.'savAra paDatAM ja AMkha kholAvavAvALAne, badhu ja dRSTigocara karAvavAvALAne, paga upara UbhA rakhAvavAvALAne, ane jIvananI eke eka kriyA karAvavAvALAne jo tame ema kahetA haiA ke, 'he prabhu! tu amArUM dhyAna rAkha; amArA tarapha amI najara rAkha,' te te paNa tenuM apamAna ja che, tenI sAmenuM jhera ja che. badhuM ja dhyAna rAkhavAvALAne mArU dhyAna rAkhA' ema kahevuM e tenu apamAna che. hAIkorTanA jajane keAI vakIla jo ema kahe ke, 'sAheba, mArA kesa tameA barAbara vAMcI ane pachI cukAdo Apajo.' te A temanuM apamAna kahevAya; kAraNa ke, enA artha te ema thayo ke, tee khIjA keso barAbara vAMcyA vagara tenA cukAdo Ape che. Avu ja bhagavAnanA bArAmAM ApaNe hIe chIe. bhagavAna zuM sUi gayA che ke leAkeA tene kahe che ke, bhagavAna, tame amArA tarapha jotA nathI; amArU dhyAna rAkho.' A badhu khelavuM--bhale pachI te karUNA lAvIne khelelu hAya, ke pachI te icchAthI ke dveSathI khelelu DAya; paraMtu bhagavAnanuM te te apamAna ja che. bhagavAnanI kRtimAM doSa jovA e paNa tenuM apamAna ja che, tenA upara klaMka lagADavA jevuM che, tenA sAme jhera ekavA jevuM che. A sRSTi ghaNIja suMdara che, ane eka paNa doSa vagaranI che' Ama sASathI kaheA. bhakatA mATe tA bhagavAna jhera pItA ja rahelA che. leAkeA kahetA rahelA che ke, bhagavAna te pakSapAtI che, bhakatAnA yAgakSema te calAve che.' Avu jhera bhagavAna pItA rahelA che. AzA nivasanaM / tyArapachI 6 : For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 143 * * * * * * - - - - - - - - - - kahe che ke, dizA e jenuM vastra che. bhAgye ja vaparAya e zabda AzA ahIM vApare che. jyAre sAMskRtika dRSTithI dizA zabda kahevAno hoya tyAre ja mArA zabda vaparAya che "bhagavAna dizA paherIne beThA che" Ama kahevA pAchaLano Azaya e che ke, bhagavAnane keI AkAra nathI. zAstrIya bhASAmAM kahIe te bhagavAna aparicchinna che-paricchinna nathI; bhagavAna keI AkAramAM ke gherAmAM pUrAyela nathI. upaniSadamAM tenuM varNana karatAM kahyuM che ke, atyatita ra hyA "te daza AMgaLa vadhAre UMce che" ene artha e ke, tame game teTalI sRSTi mAne, paNa te sRSTithI te daza AMgaLa mATe ja che. tame pRthvI jeTalI sRSTi mAne tA bhagavAna tenAthI daza AgaLa maTe che. tame sUryamaMDaLa jeTalI sRSTi mAno te bhagavAna tenAthI paNa daza AMgaLa moTA che; ane bIjA brahmAMDa jeTalI sRSTi mAne te bhagavAna tenAthI paga daza AMgaLa moTA che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e ke, bhagavAnane ke limitation-maryAdA nathI. sRSTinA dareka vastune maryAdA che, paraMtu bhagavAnane koI maryAdA nathI. ApaNe tyAM limited company hoya che, tenI javAbadArIo maryAdita che; paraMtu bhagavAnanuM tevuM nathI. bhagavAnanA AkArane, tenI kRtine, tenI karuNAne kaI maryAdA nathI. AzA eTale ke dizA e bhagavAnanuM vastra che. mane mUH- bhagavAnanI ramata karavAnI jagyA smazAna che. game teTaluM bhUlavA mAgIe paNa mRtyu e aTala satya che. vicAra karazuM te lAgaze ke, maraNa je na hota te jIvanamAM AnaMda raheta nahIM. bhagavAnanI mUrti upara Aje eka phUla caDAvIe chIe ane bIje divase te phUla karamAI jatAM ApaNe tene nirmAlya samajI bAjue mUkIe chIe ane bIjuM navuM kUla bhagavAnane caDAvIe chIe; ane tenI aMdara ja AnaMda che. bhagavAna kRSNanuM varNana karatAM kahyuM che ke, dine trei navA bhagavAna dararoja navIna lAge che. ApaNA jIvananuM paNa tevuM ja che. maraNa eka divasa pAchuM ThelyuM emAM ja jIvanane AnaMda che. varSagAMTha UjavavA pAchaLa A ja bhAvanA che. mANasa 65 varSano thAya te paNa 65 mI varSagAMTha ujave che, tyAre tenAmAM e bhAvanA thAya che ke, 65 mAsAM gayAM chatAM tenI mArA upara kaI asara thaI nahIM. phakta AnaMda-pramenTa mATe ja je varSagAMTha UjavavAnI For Private and Personal Use Only

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144 tatvajJAna hota te te mANasa 40 varSa sudhI ja varSagAMTha Ujavate hota, kAraNa ke caMdra jyAM sudhI vadhatuM hoya tyAM sudhI ja AnaMda hoya che; pachInA kALamAM te tenI eka pachI eka kaLA ghaTatI jAya che. paraMtu varSagAMTha UjavavAmAM tevuM nathI; mATe mRtyu paryata varSagAMTha Uja. je kaI maratuM ja na hota te mANasanI pravRtti ja baMdha thaI jAta ane badhA patharA jevA thaI paDI rahyA hatakAraNa ke jIvavA mATe anAjanI jarUra na raheta, kamAvAnI jarUra na raheta, davA ke oparezananI paNa jarUra na raheta. maraNa ja na hoya e eka bhayAnaka vastu che. "huM chuM" ane "huM nathI" e ja jIvana che. "huM" nuM "nahIM mAM ane "nahIM" nuM "chuM' mAM rUpAMtara enuM nAma ja jIvana. mANasane maraNano Dara lAge che, A Dara nIkaLI jAya teTalA mATe ja bhagavAne smazAnamAM ramavAnuM pasaMda karyuM haze. smazAna bhagavAnanuM maMdira thaI jAya te mANasane smazAnano dhakake na lAge. smazAnamAM bhagavAna nAcI rahyA che, te kalpanA karo eTale maraNane Dara cAlI jaze. anAniva mUravidhiH sarponuM TeLuM e bhagavAnanAM ghareNAM che. sarponA meDhAmAM jhera bhareluM hoya che. mANase te sarve karatAM paNa vadhAre jherI hoya che. tene moDhAmAM paNa jhera bhareluM hoya che. te jhera mANasa jyAre ekaze te khabara na paDe. bIjuM sarpa te jene karaDe tene jhera caDe ane te marI jAya; paraMtu mANasanI viziSTatA e che ke, te karaDe ekane ane jhera bIjAne caDhe ane te marI jAya. tamane thaze ke Ama kema thAya? te sAMbhaLe, chaganabhAIne je maganabhAI upara doSa hoya te te maganabhAIne halake pADavA mATe aneka yukita-prayuktio kare. chaganabhAI maganabhAIne kAMI kaheze nahIM, paraMtu chaganabhAI maganabhAInA zeTha pAse maganabhAInI nItimattAnA bArAmAM zaMkA UbhI karaze, ane tenA sagAmAM tenA cAritryanA bArAmAM UlaTasUlaTI vAta karaze. Ane lIdhe maganabhAIne A jheranI asara pahoMcaze. karaDavuM e mANasane svabhAva che, tethI mANase ja bhagavAnanA ghareNAM che. upara mujabane zivajIne vizALa vaibhava che. zivajI mATe ahIM kaheluM che ke, te kAmadevane zatru che. purANamAM varNana che ke, zivajIe kAma For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 145 devane bALI mUkyuM hatuM. paraMtu pachI pAche tene jIvate paNa temaNe ja karyo, viSaye bALI nAkhyA pachI A jagata cAle kema? tethI chokarA uparanA premane kAraNe zivajIe viSaye UbhA karyA, ane kAmadevane jIvate karyo. jIva samAdhinuM sukha, jJAnanI anaMtatA ane bhaktinI divyatA kema hANu zakaze! tethI apAra karuNAthI prerAIne zivajIe pAchuM badhuM UbhuM karyuM. pitAnA dAMta tUTI gayA hovA chatAM dAdA jema potAnA piAtrane mATe ravivAre nAstA banAvarAve, tevI ja rIte bhagavAna pote te pUrNa kAma che, svAtmAnaMdI che, te chatAM jIvane mATe temaNe kAmadevane jIvADaze. keTalAka leke kahe che ke, "kAma kharAba che ane tethI bhagavAne tene bALI nAkhyA pachI sajIvana karavuM joItuM na hatuM paraMtu A kathana khoTuM che. bhagavAne A jagatamAM je je kRti karI, jemAM kAma paNa AvI jAya che, temAM eka paNa deSa nathI. hakIkatamAM zivajI eTale jJAnanI mUrti. AvA A vizuddha jJAna pAse jema jema mANasa ja jAya tema tema kAma baLI ja jAya, pachI kAmAsakitane badale bhAvAsakti AvavA lAge. RSionA jIvanamAM kAma baLI jAya, temane kIrtinI kAmanA, dANA, lokeSaNa ke putreSaNa kAMI ja hAya nahIM. temane kaI pUche ke, "A kAma keNe bALe?" te teo tarata ja kaheze ke, "kAma zivajIe bALe. AnA uparathI purANamAM kathA UbhI thaI. jema jema mANasa zuddha jJAna pAse javA lAge, tema tema viSayenI zuddhatA tenI najare AvavA lAge; ane jJAna najIka AvatAM kAma khalAsa thaI jAya. AvuM thavA chatAM teoe kAmane jIvA. trASione saMsAranI Asakita na hovA chatAM teoe ja saMsAramAM AnaMda bharyo che. jema jema vizuddha jJAna vadhe, svAtmAnaMda AvavA lAge, tema tema kAma khalAsa thAya. amuka prabhAvI bhAvAsakti AvatAM ja kAma cAlyo jate ApaNe joIe chIe. putra maraNa pathArIe paDaye hoya te pitA paisAne vicAra karate nathI. je amuka duHkha ke karuNa prasaMgamAM kAma cAlI jAya te bhakita ane jJAnathI te kAma cAlI ja jAya ne! Ama kAma khalAsa thavA chatAM RSie kAmane chevADa. saMsAramAM prema bharavAnuM upaniSada dvArA brija zIkhavI zake. zRMgArika nATaka ke sinemA jevAthI pati patnImAM prema nahIM Ave, tene mATe te upaniSadanI ja jarUra paDaze. thi tainA 3 te upaniSadanA RSio ja kahI zake. --- - -- For Private and Personal Use Only

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146 tattvajJAna - keTalAka le ke ema kahe che ke, upaniSad vAMcavAthI saMsAramAMthI chUTI javAya; jo Ama chaTI javAtuM heta te te sAruM thAta, paraMtu upaniSadda barAbara na samajatA hovAne kAraNe mANasa saMsAramAMthI chuTate te nathI ja; paNa sAthe sAthe saMsArano AnaMda paNa jogavI zakato nathI. vAlmiki rAmanA saMsAranuM varNana karatAM kahe che ke, patipatnImAM keIpaNa samayamAM ati hevuM joIe, sukha-duHkhamAM banane eka-bIjAnAM vizrAmasthAna thavA joIe. AvuM phakta vAlmiki ja zIkhavI zake tema che. zarUAtamAM pANI mATe Asakita rAkhe, ane tyArapachI dhIme dhIme kAmanAnuM udArIkaraNa (sublimation) karatA rahe. patnInA zabdane badale gItAne zabda sAMbhaLavAnI vRtti keLave, ane tyArapachI aMdarane Atmika avAja sAMbhaLavA maLaze. ahaM nirvikalpo nirAkAra rupo vibhuApya sarvatra sarvendriyANAM / sadA me samatvaM na muktirna bandhaH cidAnandarUpaH zivo'haM zivo'haM // huM nirvikalpa ane nirAkAra svarUpa AkhI sRSTimAM badhI ja IndrimAM vyApele chuM. sadA samatvavALe, mukita ane bajUnathI rahita huM cidAnanda zivarUpa chuM. kAma khalAsa karavAvALA ja kAmane jIvADI zake che. "lagna karavuM e maMgaLa che" e samajAvavAnI hiMmata phakata RSio ja karI zake. hakiktamAM lagnamAM zI maMgaLatA che? be kAmetmaka jIve bhega bhegavavA mATe ja lagna dvArA joDAtA hoya che, chatAM kavioe tenI aMdara rasa bharyo. kAmAtIe kAma ubhuM karyo, tene zaNagAryo ane jIvate karyo. gItAmAM bhagavAne gAyuM ke, dharmAviruddho bhUteSu kAmo'smi bharatarSabha // he bharataSTha, prANIomAM rahele dharmAnukuLa kAma huM chuM. je loke niSkAma thayA teone mATe te bhagavAnane kAmanA utpanna thaI paraMtu ApaNA jevA kAmanAthI bharelA lokamAM divyatA Ave teTalA mATe kevaLa karuNAthI prerAIne temaNe kAmane jIvate karyo. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 147 zivajI pAse vizALa azva che te kharuM; paraMtu tenI pAse saMsArI mANase javA jevu zuM che ? smazAnamAM besavAvALA, sarponA alaMkAra paheravAvALA ane viSa pIvAvALA, e zaMkara pAchaLa zrAvaNa mahinAmAM A saMsArIe zA mATe doDatA haze ? AneA javAba ApatAM zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke, A azva hAvA chatAM paNa kharA mahimA te, mA ! tenI pAse rahelA tArA saiAbhAgyanA che.' zivajI ane pArvatI e kAi e paraNelA strI - purUSa nathI; paraMtu je brahmatatva che tenI aMdara rahelA A srI ane purUSanA guNeA che. prabhu pAse je 3 ane karuNA rahelA che te ja tenuM sAbhAgya che, tene lIdhe ja te mahAna che. ane prabhunI icchA pramANe ja Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jema jema prabhu pAse jatA 6 jaze tema tema kAma gaLatA ja jaze, jIvavAnuM mana thaze. yadRcchAlAbhasaMtuSTo dvandvAtIto vimatsaraH / samaH siddhAvasiddhau ca kRtvApi na nibadhyate // anAyAse je maLe te vaDe saMtuSTa, sukhaduHkhAdi dvaMdrAthI mukata, dveSarahita tathA siddhi - asiddhimAM samabhAvavALA manuSya karmo karIne paNa maMdhAtA nathI. prabhu! tAre garIkhI ApavI hoya te garIkhI Apa; ane zrIma MtAi ApavI hAya te| zrImatAI Apa. je vasra ThIka lAge te mane paherAva. nAnA khALakane kAMI ja khabara hotI nathI. khA je abhakSu' paherAve te jhabhalu bALaka paherI le che. bahAra jatI vakhate nAnA bALakane mA lIlu abhala paherAvI taiyAra kare; paraMtu nIkaLatI vakhate vicAra badalAtAM te lIlu abhaluM kADhI nAkhI lAla abhakSu paherAve. nAnA bALakane temAM kAi harakha ke aksAsa heAtA nathI. jenI pAse ghaNA jhabhalAM hAya te ja AvI pasadgugI karI zake. te A paramezvara pAse te anaMta jhabhalAMo che; tene jyAre je ThIka lAge tyAre te paherAve, ane jyAre mana thAya tyAre te badalAve. jo kAI nAnI umaramAM marI jAya te leAka zeka kare che ane kahe che ke, te alpAyu thayA; paraMtu te kadAca For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 148 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir pUrvajanmane mahAna sAdhaka paNa heI zake; ane bhagavAnane tenu zarIrarUpI jhabhaluM khadalAvavuM yegya lAgyuM haze. bhagavAna A samasta saMsAra sudara rIte calAvI rahyA che. jo vatturujA vacanA kevaLa lIlA khAtara teNe A samasta saMsAra ubhe karyAM che te samajo. cegavAsiSTha' mAM vasiSTha sasAramAM AMnada letAM zikhavADe che; paraMtu keTalAka leAke ema mAne che ke, 'AkRita AvatAM mANasa halake thai jAya che,' AvA lAke tenA ADAavaLA a kare che; paraMtu timAM tema nathI. vasiSTha ane vAlmikie potAnA jIvanamAMthI kAma bALI nAkhyA haiAvA chatAM bIjAnA jIvanamAM kAma UbhA rAkhyA, ane sa'sAramAMthI AnaMda letAM zikhavyA. zivajIe kAma maLye e hakikta che, ane jIvatA karyAM te temane saMsAra uparano prema che. saMsAranA kalyANa mATe tenA upara karelA prema te ja zivajInu sAbhAgya che. tyArapachI AgaLa varNana karatAM zakarAcArya kahe che ke, azeSa brahmAMDanA pralaya karavA te ja tamArI svAbhAvika vRtti che. .vajatamane tatva saMddAro dvAya namo namaH| pralaya karavA eja temanI naisirgaka ti che. smazAnamAM rahevAvALA te pazupatinAtha zarIra upara bhabhUti lagADI kheDele che, te chatAM AkhA vizvanuM kalyANa karavA pAte jhera pIdheluM che. zivajImAM AvA pharaka zAne lIdhe thayA ? mANasa jyAre kaoNlejamAM bhaNatA hAya ane ekalA hosTelamAM rahete haiAya tyAre nAnu khALaka tenI rUmamAM Ave te tene kADhI mUke; paraMtu te ja bhAI eka vaizAkha mahinAmAM lagna kare ane khIjA vaizAkhamAM potAnA bALakane teDI UbhA hAya ane bALaka temanA kapaDAM kharAba karatu hAya chatAM paNa tene ramADatA heAya, te eka ja mANasamAM AveA pharaka keAnA Agamanane kAraNe thaye ? AvA ja savAla A blekamAM UbhuM thaye che. AkhA vizvane khALavAvALAe AkhI duniyAne jIvADI te zAne lIdhe? e saMhAraka zakti sa rakSaka zakti khanI te kAnA kAraNe ? tenAmAM karuNAvRtti AvI ane jagatane jIvADavuM joie evuM lAgyuM; ane tene kAraNe te saMhArakamAMthI saMrakSaka banI gayA. mArU harakSaNe dhyAna rAkhavAvALA te gurakhA thaine UbhA rahyA. te tA pUrNakAma che, tene bIjI koi icchA te For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 149 nathI ja, paraMtu leke tenA guNa gAya ane hAra caDAve evI paNa IcchA nathI. ApaNane sUtA pahelAM je vyavahAranuM jJAna ane jIvananA uddhAranuM AdhyAtmika jJAna hatuM te ja jJAna savAre UMghamAMthI UThatAM ja kezu hAjara kare che? A jJAna saMbhALavAvALAne zuM kaI pagAra Ape che? AvI mahAna kAmagIrI bajAvavAvALA Izvarane ApaNI pAsethI kaI cIjanI apekSA nathI. are! AvA niSkAmanuM je smaraNa karaze te paNa tame zuddha thaze. te tamane rAtadivasa saMbhALe che, savAre AMkha khole te pahelAM tamArI sevAmAM te hAjara rahe che. savAranA UThatAMnI sAthe cA ane chApuM baje keNuM yAda karAve che? A badhI sevA te zA mATe kare che? tamArI dukAnamAM je mahetAjI tamAruM kAma karatA rahe che, tenuM kAraNa te tamane khabara che ke pahelI tArIkhe tene pagAra maLavAne che ane divALImAM be maLavAnI che, paraMtu te jaganniyaMtA paramezvara A badhuM zA mATe kare che? te tamAro (most obedient servant) AjJApAlaka nekara zA mATe thaye? te vivaMsaka zakitamAMthI vidhAyaka zakti zA kAraNe banI? zaMkarAcAryane anubhUti thAya che ke, jagatanA kalyANane mATe temanAmAM rahelI kAruNyavRttine kAraNe ja A saMsAranuM pAlana thaI raheluM che. temanAmAM kAma bALI nAkhavAnI zakita hovA chatAM dareke darekanI vRtti badalAvI pati patnI vacce paNa te ja prema ubhuM kare che. samAdhi lAgyA pachI AkhuM jagata khoTuM thaI jAya che. jema jema te vizuddha jJAna pAse jatA jaze tema tema bIjuM badhuM beTuM thatuM jaze. pAM satya ara te eka ja satya che, ane bIjuM badhuM zUnya che tenuM darzana thavA lAge che. pApa ke pUNya kaMI ja na rahetAM te eka ja zivasvarUpamAM mANasa lIna thaI jAya che. na puNyaM na pApaM na saukhyaM na duHkhaM na maMtrI na tArtha na vedA na yazAH ahaM bhojanaM naiva bhojyaM na bhokA cidAnaMdarUpaH zivo'ham zivo'ham / , pApa, sukha ke duHkha sparzatA nathI, mane maMtra, tIrtha, veda ke yajJanI jarUriyAta nathI, huM kevuM bhejana, bhejya ke bheMkatA nathI; huM te cidAnaMdarUpa zivasvarUpa che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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1pa0 tatvajJAna na me dveSarAgau na me lobhamohI madonaiva me naiva maatsrybhaavH| na dharmo na cArtho na kAmo na mokSa: cidAnaMdarUpaH zivo'ham shivo'hm|| mArAmAM kaI rAga, dveSa, lebha ke meha nathI, mane keIne mada ke matsara nathI. mane dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa keInI jarUra nathI; huM pite ja cidAnaMdarUpa ziva chuM. A prakAranI anubhUti sAdhakane thAya che. te pachI sAdhaka na rahetAM siddha thAya che. tene pitAmAM ke bahAra bIjuM kAMI najare caDatuM nathI, badhe ja tene brahmatattvanuM darzana thAya che. pitAnA bALakane lADa laDAvatI vakhate mAne bALaka sivAya bIjuM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI, AjubAjunuM badhuM te bhUlI jAya che. A AnaMdanuM AlaMbana nAnuM ane zudra che, chatAM paNa AvuM thatAM ApaNe joIe chIe, te je jagadIzanuM mahAna AlaMbana le tene badhe ja jagadIza dekhAya; ane jagata najare ja na caDe temAM zI navAI? 7 me nAdirAm, mane jagata dekhAtuM ja nathI" AvuM A trASionuM darzana che. jevI rIte ramakaDAMthI ramatAM ramatAM bALaka khAvAnuM paNa bhUlI jAya che, tevI ja rIte e tattvavettAe paNa jyAre kRSNa sAthe ekAgra thAya che tyAre badhuM ja bhUlI jAya che. e premanA mahAsAgaramAM nahAyA pachI temane lokone prema phikake lAge che. AkarSaka raMga joyA pachI bIjA raMga upara lekenuM citta coMTatuM nathI. sAruM tAjuM keLuM khAdhele mANasa saDI gayeluM, rastA upara gheDAnA pagathI dabAI gayeluM keLuM le evI kalpanA tame karI zake che ! tevI ja rIte divyaprema anubhavavAvALAne sAMsArika premamAM kema rasa Ave? AvuM hovA chatAM paNa te kAmanA bhakSaka kAmanA rakSaka banyA. "jagatamAM ApaNuM kaI ja nathI" e jANavA chatAM paNa te traSioe zIkhavyuM ke, mArA mavA viro ava . mAtAne deva mAna, pitAne deva mAna. A sRSTine pralaya karavAnI jenI svAbhAvika mati che tevA te zivane A sRSTinuM mahAna AkarSaNa lAgyuM ane teNe sRSTine jIvADI. tame pote roja rAtre pralaya karatA rahelA che. roja rAtre sUtI vakhate For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 151 tamAre mana tamArA bagalA, putra, patnI badhAM khalAsa thaI jAya che; A kSaNabhaMgura pralaya savAre jAgatAM ja pAchuM badhuM jemanu tema khaDu thai jAya che. tevI ja rIte vizudhdha jJAnanI pAse jatAM ja badhu jhAMkhu thatu jAya che, 'nIvo prakSetra nA je|" nuM darzana thavA lAge. badhuja khalAsa thaI gayA chatAM, sRSTinAM vaividhyamAM eka ja sAra jANavA chatAM, akhila bhUmaMDaLa upara kRpA karavA mATe ja temaNe sRSTinuM sarjana karyu. A ja vastunuM rUpakanA rUpamAM purANakAroe varNana ; paraMtu aNusama mANase tene samajyA nahIM, ane bhalate ja a kADhI eThA. akhAnI vANImAM kahrIe te :-~~ 'sAMbhaLyu kazu ane samajyA kazuM, AMkhanuM kAjaLa gAle ghasyuM. nAnuM bALaka meghadhanuSya jue te tene navAi lAge; paraMtu meTA mANasane tenI navAi lAgatI nathI. tevI ja rIte "kAmadeve tIra phaikI zivajI upara humalA (attack) karyAM e vAta nAnA bALaka jevI lAge che; paraMtu tenI aMdara ja zaMkarAcAryane upara mujabanuM mahAna darzana thAya che. zaMkarAcAya ahIM nara ane nArI bannenA guNavALA e ardhanArInaTezvaranuM citraNa kare che. AgaLanA zlekamAM zu kahe che te AvatI vakhate joizuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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__AnandalaharI zoka - 28 svadIyaM saundarya niratizayamAlokya parayA bhiyaivAsIdgagA jalamayatanuH shailtnye| tadetasyAstasmAdvadanakamalaM vIkSya kRpayA pratiSThAmatanyasigarAsavAna zibira | 28 rAI - he zilatane (parvatarAjanI chokarI)! tArUM niratizaya saMdarya joIne atyanta DarI gayelI gaMgAe jalamaya zarIra dhAraNa karyuM (arthAt bhayabhIta thayA pachI zarIramAMthI parase chUTe) te joIne bhagavAna zivajIe gaMgAnA dIna mukhakamala tarapha kRpAnI daSTithI joyuM ane pitAnA mAthA upara gaMgAne sthAna ApIne tenI pratiSThA vadhArI. (paramapUjya zAstrIjI pAMDuraMga vaijanAtha AThavalenA pravacana uparathI) de che eTale he parvatarAja himAlayanI chokarI ! tAruM niratizaya (eTale jenA karatAM bIjuM atizaya nahi te) saMdarya joIne gaMgAne bahu Dara lAge; ane DarI gayelI gaMgA pANI pANI thaI gaI. bhayabhIta thayelI gaMgAnA dIna moDhA tarapha bhagavAna zivajIe kRpAnI daSTithI joIne, tene pitAnA mAthA upara jagA ApIne gaMgAnI pratiSThA vadhArI. DarI gayelI gaMgAne zivajIe potAnA mAthA upara sthAna ApyuM, tethI gaMgAnI pratiSThA rahI; nahi te tArA sAMdarya sAme gaMgAnI pratiSThA na raheta. A lekamAM zaMkarAcArye pArvatInA niratizaya sAMdaryanuM varNana karyuM che. pArvatI suMdara haze ja emAM zaMkA nahi, paraMtu gaMgA paNa suMdara kema na haze? AkhA jagatane saMdarya ApavAvALA zivajI (A nAma Adimazaktine uddezIne vAparavAmAM AvyuM che) nA saMsargathI pArvatI suMdara thaI, te zivajInA mAthA upara sthAna meLavanAra gaMgA paNa teTalI ja suMdara haze. chatAM zaMkarAcAryane pArvatInuM sAMdarya For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 153 niratizaya lAge che, kAraNa pArvatI zivajInA hRdayamAM beThI che. zivajInA mAthAmAM beThelI gaMgA suMdara haze ja; paraMtu zaMkarAcAryane pArvatInuM sauMdarya niratizaya lAgyuM, tenuM kAraNa temane mAthA karatAM hRdaya sAruM lAgyuM. bhakatanI bhagavAnane prArthanA che ke, "bhagavAna ! tame mArA tarapha buddhithI na jotAM dadayathI jue; kAraNa pratyeka mAnavanA jIvana tarapha tame buddhithI je te mAnavajIvana sArA ane kharAba tattvathI bhareluM che. bhagavAna ! je mArA jIvanamAM tamane kaMIka sArUM dekhAze te tame zAbAzI Apaze, ane je kharAba dekhAze te lapaDAka mArazo." bhagavAnanI lapaDAka te ThIka, paNa zAbAzI paNa mANasathI sahana thatI nathI. mANasa sArUM kAma kare te bhagavAna zAbAzI Ape, tethI mANasane lAkha rUpiyA maLe. mANasane saMpatti maLe ke sahana na thAya- saMpatti phUTI nIkaLe. Ama bhagavAnanI zAbAzI sahana na thaze ane lapaDAka te sahana na ja thaze. tethI bhagavAna ! tame amArA tarapha buddhithI na jemAM tame hRdayathI jeze te ja tamane huM sAro lAgIza. A plekamAM zaMkarAcArya gaMgA ane pArvatIne jhaghaDo dekhADe che. temane pArvatInuM saudarya niratizaya lAge che. purANakAroe gaMgAne caMcala cItarI che, ane pArvatImAM sthiratA mAnI che. gaMgA caMcala hevAthI te jalamaya thaI gaI che. (pANI caMcala che, te eka jagAe sthira rahetuM nathI). pArvatI parvatanI chokarI che eTale temAM parvatamayatA che, arthAt tenAmAM sthiratA che. gaMgA ane pArvatI A be patnI joDe Adizakti saMsAra kare che evuM varNana purANakAroe karyuM che. vadhumAM purANakAroe banne patnIo vaccenA jhaghaDAo cItaryA che. pArvatInI sAme bolavAnI gaMgAnI tAkAta nathI tethI zivajIe gaMgAne jaTAmAM pAvI dIdhI che AvuM varNana che. A badhA Adimazakita upara joDelA rUpake che. bhagavAnane be patnI che temAM zaMkA nathI. be patnI eTale be zakita che-(1) premazakti ane (2) kArUNyazakita. AkhI sRSTi prabhunA premane viSaya nathI, paNa prabhunI karUNAne viSaya che. tamArA - amArA jevA nAlAyaka leke upara bhagavAna prema kare che temAM kaMI taka (logic) For Private and Personal Use Only

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154 taravajJAna nathI. (tarkathI joIe te tamArA - amArA upara bhagavAna prema zA mATe kare?) paraMtu ekAda mahAbhAga karaDe janmArA pachI kadAca prabhunA premane viSaya thatuM haze te -bAkI AkhI sRSTi prabhunI karUNAne viSaya che. premamAM samAnatA che, kAruNyavRttimAM bheda Ave, temAM bhagavAna jIva karatAM zreSTha che. kArUNyazakti prabhunA hRdayamAM che ane premazakita prabhunA mAthAmAM che. prabhunA mAthAmAM gaMgA che. gaMgA eTale te prAste mAtparuM pena nA raMga -prabhune premapravADa oLakhIne, prabhuprema meLavIne prabhupada maLe; pArvatI ane gaMgAnA rUpakathI be Adarza samajAvelA che. premazakita prabhunA mAthAmAM rahe che, ane kArUNyazakita prabhunA hRdayamAM che. premazakita ane kArUNyazakita e be bahene che ane Adizakita joDe te paraNelI che. be zeka che tethI jhaghaDe paNa kharI; bhagavAna pAse mAnava kArUNyathI jaI zake, kAraNa premazakita rUpiye khaDakhaDAvIne le. kArUNyazakti keTalIka vakhata DhIluM mUke. premazaktine kArUNyakti dubaLI lAge; paNa kArUNyazakitane hAthamAM laIne ja prabhu jagatanuM saMcAlana kare che. jagatanuM saMcAlana karavA kAruNyazakti hAthamAM laIne prabhue premazaktine chupAvI che. zaMkarAcAryane pArvatI niratizaya suMdara lAgI tenuM kAraNa A che. AkhuM jagata ramI rahyuM che te kAruNyazakitanA jorathI ja. kAruNyazaktinA jore ja ame bhagavAna pAse javAnA, tenI sAthe besavAnA; nahi te prabhunI AMkha sAthe AMkha meLavavAnI amArI zuM tAkAta che? prabhunI kAruNyazakti joIne zaMkarAcArya khuzakhuza thayA che. te mArI che. mAre tenI pAse javAnuM che, ane te ja mane bhaNAvavAnI che. zaMkarAcArya jagadIza tarapha jotI vakhate emanI kAruNyazakita tarapha AkarSAya che. premazakita kAruNyazakitathI gabharAI jAya ja. ame bhagavAnane kAruNyane viSaya na thatAM premane viSaya kema nathI thatA ? premane viSaya thavuM te ramatanI vAta nathI. premane mATe sarvasva pheMkI devuM paDe, tenA vagara premane kiMmata nathI. premamAM tyAganI For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 155 mAgaNI che, ane jIva tyAga karI zakatuM nathI te enI durbaLatA che. premamAM sarvavanI hoLI karavAnI taiyArI hevI joIe; paNa te amArAthI banatuM nathI. bhagavAnane mATe tyAga karavAnI amArI taiyArI nathI. are ! eka TaMkanuM bhejana cheDavAnI amArI taiyArI nathI. koI pUche ke, "kema bhAI ! zrAvaNa mahinAmAM ekaTANuM kare che?" te kahIe chIe ke, "nathI thatu, premazakitamAM je tyAga che te tyAga jIva levAvALe hovAthI amArA mATe te zakya nathI. premamAM trikoNa che- (1) premamAM kharIdI-vikraya nathI, (2) premamAM nirbhayatA hovI joIe, (3) premamAM ujajavaLa ane nirmaLa ekaniSThA rahevI joIe. premamAM kharIdI vecANane prazna ja nathI; kharIdI vecANano prazna Ave te prema nathI ema samajI cAle. prema zA mATe? A pUchAya nahi, ane jo e pUchavAmAM Ave te pUchavAvALe arasika che ema samaje. kaMI maLatuM hoya te prema karuM - Ane prema kahevAya ja nahiM. kaMI maLe tethI prema, A vepArI vAta che; tethI jyAM kharIdI- vikaya hoya tyAM prema nathI. bIjuM, premamAM pUrNa nirbhayatA hoya. bacuM mAthI Dare nahi, bacuM kaMI gunehe karIne Ave te paNa mAthI Dare nahi te mA pAse jAya ane pitAnI bhUla kahI de. premamAM nirbhayatA hovI joIe; autika premamAM paNa nirbhayatA hevI joIe. trIjuM, premamAM ujajavaLa ane nirmaLa ekaniSThA hovI joIe. premamAM AvyabhicArI bhakita hevI joIe - A nirmaLa premanA traNa praNA che. premamAM A trikeNuM he joIe. bhaktimAM paNa kahevAtA bhaktanA be prakAra che. (1) bhikhArI ane (2) vepArI. A bane kahevAtA (so called) bhakate che kharA bhakta nathI. jema aMdara tamAku bharelI hoya ane bahAra kesaranuM lebala hoya tema A kahevAtA bhakatevuM che. bhikhArI - kahevAtA bhakta moTI saMkhyAmAM bhikhArI hoya che. bhagavAna ! mane Ape, mane Ape- Ama mAgavAvALA bhikhArI che. kaMI na karatAM bhagavAna pAse mAge te bhikhArI kahevAya. bIje prakAra For Private and Personal Use Only

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156 tatvajJAna vepArIne che. te kaMI satkarmo kare che ane bhagavAna pAse mAge che. A banne prakAranA kahevAtA (so called) bhakata che. bhakatanI nyAta ja judI che. kevaLa maMdiramAM javA lAgIne bhakata thavAtuM nathI. maMdiramAM javAvALe mANasa vepAra mATe paNa jAya, kAM te maMdiranI bAjumAM baMgaDInI dukAna hoya tethI te jate heya; paNa ene te gaye ja chUTako che. Ama zrAvaNa mahinAmAM maMdire deDavAvALA badhA bhAta che ema mAnavAnuM kaMI ja kAraNa nathI; te kAM te bhikhArI heya, kAM te vepArI heya. bhakatanI eka trIjI vAta che, te bhagavAna upara khara prema kare che. sAdhakane DaravAnuM kAraNa zuM ? je luccAI karatuM nathI, zAkya karate nathI te sAdhaka te prabhu premane adhikArI thAya ne? A sAdhaka te bhagavAnano premano viSaya che ne ? nA. prabhunI kAruNyavRtti zaMkarAcAryane gamI che. te kahe che ke, gaMgA DarI gaI ane Adimazakita zivajInA mAthAmAM chupAI gaI. temane pArvatInuM saMdarya niratizaya lAge che. AdimazakitanA hRdayamAM beThelI kAruNyazakita zaMkarAcAryane gamI che. sAmAnya mANasanI vAta cheDI de, paNa je sAdhaka hoya tene te bhagavAna upara prema hoya ne? nA, te paNa bhagavAna upara prema karate nathI. premanI parIkSA karIe te sAdhaka A parIkSAmAM pAsa thaze nahi; tethI sAdhakane paNa aMdarathI akaLAmaNa heya che, sAdhaka zuddha dilane ane prayatnazIla yati hoya che. te yatnazIla hoya che paNa te premanI parIkSA (test) mAM nApAsa thaze. A sAdhaka paNa vepArI che. te yatnazIla hoya che te chatAM AvA sAdhakanA dIlamAM kaMIka DaMkhatuM hoya che. mAre mAla vadhAre kiMmate khape evI tene AkAMkSA hoya che. te kahe, "mArI buddhi kSudra che te mane khabara che, te mAre bhagavAnane vecI nAkhavI che. mAro mAla kare che, paNa utkRSTa selsamena thaI vecI nAkhave che. kacarAne sAre bhAva lAve te utkRSTa dalAla" Ama leke kahe che. A huM kaMI arthazAstra nathI kahete, paNa lekenI mAnyatA che te kahuM chuM For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 157 sAdhakane ema lAge che ke, "mArUM mana ane buddhi kare che; paNa enI kiMmata vadhAre lauM chuM" Ama sAdhakanA manamAM DaMkhe che. A sAdhaka paNa vepArI che, ane te premanA traNa keNamAne eka keNa pUro karI zakatuM nathI. bIjuM, premamAM nirbhayatA hovI joIe, paNa sAdhakane Dara che ja. sAmAnya sAdhakane jagata upara prema nathI, ane tene jagadIza upara paNa prema besatA nathI. A to sAmAnya sAdhakanI vAta thaI, paraMtu uparanA sAdhakane bhagavAna upara prema raheze ke nahi te zaMkA che. kAraNa tenuM dIla kAtara thatuM hoya che ke, bhagavAna mAro svIkAra karaze ke ? huM bhagavAna sAthe javA taiyAra chuM; paNa bhagavAna mane pitAnI jeDe levA taiyAra che kharA ? prema mApavAnuM mITara nathI tethI khabara kema paDe? bhagavAnane hRdayapuSpa, jIvanapuSpa caDAvatI vakhate uparanA sAdhakanuM hRdaya kAtara thAya, temAM bhIti che. jyAM bhayabhItatA che, tyAM premanI zaMkA che. A sAdhaka paNa bhayabhIta che ke, "prabhu mAre svIkAra karaze ke?" - trIjI vAta, premamAM ujjavaLa ane nirmaLa ekaniSThA heya. kunjAmAM raMbhAnuM sAMdarya jevuM te ekaniSThA che. prAtaHsmaraNIya AcArya zrI vallabhAcAryane prabhunuM badhuM suMdara lAgatuM. prabhunuM badhuM suMdara ane madhura lAgavA lAge te ja kharI ekaniSThA gaNAya. sAta ThekANe vAMkI patnI raMbhA karatAM suMdara lAge che te ekaniSThA kahevAya. AcArya zrI vallabhAcAryane madhurAdhirahi4 napura-bhagavAnanuM badhuM ja madhura lAgyuM- A nirmaLa ane ujajavaLa ekaniSThA che. sAdhakamAM AvI ekaniSThA rahetI nathI, te kahe: bhagavAna ! tuM madhura lAge che, paNa te kSaNe huM madhura lAgatuM nathI. tAro - mAro viyega madhura lAgatuM nathI. sAdhakane viyogamAM madhuratA lAgatI nathI, tene viyegamAM akaLAmaNa thAya che. A badhA raDatA rahyA che, tenuM kAraNa badhA mAthI vikhuTA thayA che. pahele ghA e che ke, mAthI bacce vikhUTuM thayuM che. jagatamAM sarva kSaNa sarva sukuM lAge te raDyA ja kare che. lAkha rUpiyA maLe te paNa te raDyA ja kare che. karoDapati paNa kahe ke, "A varSa sAruM nathI' ema -- -- --- For Private and Personal Use Only

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158 tatvajJAna kahIne te raDe che. mULa vAta e che ke, bacuM mAthI vikhUTuM paDI gayuM che, ane viyeganA duHkhathI te raDe che. meLAmAM mA ne dIkA jAya, ane dIkare chuM paDI jAya pachI te raDe, tene leke bIskITa ke peMDA Ape paNa tenuM raDavAnuM baMdha thatuM nathI, kAraNa bane viga che. Ama jagadaMbAne viga sAdhakane raDAve che, pachI bhale tenI pAse vitta, kIti ItyAdi ghaNAM ramakaDAM hoya. bhagavAnane viyega sAdhakane asahya lAge che. vAstavika premamAM badhuM ja madhura lAgavuM joIe. tenuM hovuM madhura, tevI rIte tenuM na devuM paNa madhura lAgavuM joIe; paNa sAdhakathI A thatuM nathI. tethI A sAdhaka paNa kAruNyazaktine viSaya che, paNa premazaktine viSaya nathI. maMdasAdhakane kAruNyazakita suMdara lAgatI haze, paNa zaMkarAcArya jevA tattvavettAone, siddhane, premazakita suMdara lAgavI joIe ne? temane paNa sAtame paDade premanA bArAmAM zaMkA che tethI emane paNa kAruNyazakita sArI lAgI sAdhake kadAca premanA adhikArI na haze, paraMtu siddha te premanA adhikArI kharA ne? A siddhane paNa premane bhAva nathI. premanI UMcAmAM UMcI parIkSA (test) para tene kasa lagADAya te siddhA paNa se TacanuM senuM nathI - emanI paNa ujajavaLa ane nirmaLa ekaniSThA che ke nahi tenI zaMkA che. A siddha lekee raDavAnuM kAraNa zuM? are! A siddhe te mahAna luccA vepArI che. paisA ApIne kaMI levuM te DahApaNa che, paraMtu zaMkarAcArya jevA siddha purUSe te kaMI ja na ApatAM levAvALA che. ApaNe te karma ApIe, paNa AvA leke te badhuM udhAra (credit) upara ja lAve. ApaNe ApaNA karmathI mana, buddhi zuddha karIe-karma ApIne mana ane buddhi sArI lAvIe; paraMtu siddha leka emane ema kaMI na ApatAM sArAmAM sArI vastu upADI lAve. vAlamIkI ane vasiSThane AvI buddhi kayAMthI maLI? temanI buddhine prasAdanI sAthe sAthe sArabha che. temane buddhi maLI nahi; temaNe buddhi bhagavAnanA zo rUmamAMthI upADI. emane varga janetrI vagarane che. emane lUTArU bolAya nahi paNa temaNe bhagavAnanA kepyAramAMthI mAla lUMTa. tukArAma kahe ke, - For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir 15 meM bhagavAnanA lUTayA che ane sArI sArI vastu upADI lAgye chuM; huM teA kevaLa bhAravAhI chuM. tamane lAge che ke, A badhuM mArA khetaramAM pAkatu che; paNa huM kahuM chuM ke, huM te bhagavAna pAse hatI te buddhi upADI lAkhyA - A mArI buddhi nathI.' ApaNe karmathI khAie, ane siddha leke hu (credit) thI ja khAya. 4 ' AvI ja rIte A siddha lAmAM nirbhayatA nathI. cittaekAgratA vadhavA lAgI, pUrNatAnI anubhUtI thavA lAgI, daivI AnaMdanA teja: kaNa (spark) maLavA lAgyA, je AnadanI teAle jagatane koI ja AnaMda ubhe rahetA nathI. te kALa Ache rahe tema emane lAge, kAraNa A lAMbA kALa cAle tA temanA 'huM' ne bhagavAna khAI nAkhe; ane te mukata thaI jAya. A mahAn zikata bhagavAna pAse jAya, paNa tyAM leAhacuMbaka (magnetic ) jevI zakita che te khecI laine khAI nAkhe te? tyAre A TocanA leAkeAne paNa bhIti che, te paNa niya nathI. nAnA lokone nAnI bhIti ane meTA leAkAne mATI bhIti; paNa keI dainaya nathI. nAnA leAkeAne bhagavAna zikSaka jevA lAgaze, phojadAra jevA lAgaze, paraMtu meTA leAkeAne paNa bhIti che ja. bhagavAna potAnI zakitathI pAse khecI le ane mArA ' aham' khalAsa thAya te ? potAnA aham' upara A siddha leAkene jabaradasta prema che tethI bhagavAna mArA * ahama'ne khAI nAkhe nahi; tethI sAcavIne A leAkeA bhagavAna pAse jAya. dRSTAMtta tarIke gAmaDAomAM pizAcanI jagA hoya. tenI kai maryAdA hAya, te maryAdAmAM gAmaDAnA leke na jAya. pizAcanI hada hAya te lAIna sabhALavAnI hAya - AvI rIte bhagavAne paNa hada mUkI che. A hada sudhI ja A siddha leAkeA jAya ane ubhA rahe, ane kahe; ke, jananI jananaM yAtu mamavai, mRDAnI rudrANI ziva ziva bhavAnIti japata : A loko mana, buddhi badhu... cheDatAM cheDatAM A hada sudhI Ave. tyAM prakAza che, ajJAta zakita ubhI che; paNa te lAina cheDIne AgaLa jatA nathI. mArA 'huM' jaze tenA ene Dara che; A nirmaLa ane ujjavaLa ekaniSThA na kahevAya. A siAne paNa ahuniSThA che, temane ahama upara ati prema che tethI bhayabhIta thaIne teo ahama ne sAcave. For Private and Personal Use Only

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160 tattvajJAna bhagavAna upADI le, ane je ahama khAI nAkhe te tene avazeSa rahe nahi tenuM nAmaja mukti. uSA brAhmarithati parva jaina prANa vimuddhati risthAntiAtre trahmanirvAna nRti ahIM mana, buddhi kaMI che ja nahi. ahama bhagavAne khAI nAkhe, pachI vizuddha caitanya rahe-ene ja kahe tamAra. zAstrIya bhASAmAM Izvara ane jIvamAM pharaka zuM? sarvazatvaM viziSThaM caitanyaM = 12 philve viriSTha vaitanca = jIva temAMthI sarvatva ane pArve A banne bhUMsADI nAkhe te zuM rahe? vaitanya. jayAM sudhI ja rahe tyAM sudhI pharaka rahe ema ogaLI gaye ke pharaka ja na rahe. A siddha leke bAkI badhuM bhagavAnane Ape, paNa temane adam ApavAne Dara lAge. teo buddhi Ape, paNa ahama rAkhavAnA. te bhagavAnane kahe ke, "huM" jIvIza te tuM jIvIza, huM" haIza te tuM paNa haIza. mAre tane mAre nathI tethI huM mAro bahu saMbhALuM che. pahelI pagathI upara "huM" ne kADhave joIe, paNa chellI pagathI upara "huM" ne rAkha che e Agraha rAkhavAmAM Ave che, kAraNa sAkara khAvAmAM AnaMda che, sAkara thavAmAM nahi. bhagavAnane mAre jIvADavA hoya te mAre jIvavuM ja joIe. bhagavAnanuM astitva rAkhavA mATe mAre ahama rahevuM joIe. huM marI jAuM te tuM paNa marI javAne, mAre tane kADha nathI. prabhu ! tArUM nirguNanirAkAra zreSTha che, paNa mane niNanirAkAra brahma jotuM nathI - mane tAruM hasatuM, nAcatuM, belatuM saguNasAkAratva joIe che. tArUM nirguNa nirAkAratva sArUM che ja; paNa te chatAMya mane saguNasAkAratva sAruM lAge che. A siddha leke "ahama" zA mATe rAkhe che te ApaNane khabara na paDe. emane ema lAge che ke, kaI paNa kALe "tuM" (prabhu) ja na joIe, tethI teo kaMIka chupAve che, ane lAInanI aMdara ubhA rahe chelAIna oLaMgIne AgaLa jatA nathI. kAraNa temane bhIti che ke, mAre aham cAlyuM jaze. A TecanA lekonI bhIti ApaNuM dhyAnamAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 161 na Ave. "huM" gaye te "tuM" jaze, ane koI paNa kALe "tuM" ja na joIe. bhagavAnanuM bhagavAnapaNuM jIvanA jIvapaNAne lIdhe che, tethI te kahe che ke, "huM" ane "tuM" rahevA joie. huM jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI "tuM" che. "tuM" khalAsa thaze te zabda paNa mane sahana thatuM nathI, kAraNa tuM mArUM (jIvanuM) bhAgya che. pitAnuM sAbhAgya khalAsa thaI jAya, marI jAya e koI strIne sahana na thAya; te vicAra paNa tenAthI sahana thatuM nathI. strInI baMgaDI tUTI jAya te kahe ke, "baMgaDI vadhI gaI kAraNa tene akhaMDa saubhAgya joIe. jUnA kALanI baheno bahu lAgaNIpradhAna (sensitive) hatI. have te vyavahAra vivekathI temanAM hRdaye DhAla jevAM thaI gayAM che. jUnAkALanI bahena vImA polIsI upara sahI na kare, dhaNInuM vIla vAMcavA taiyAra nahi; kAraNa dhaNI marI jAya te kalpanA paNa temanAthI sahana na thAya. jUnA kALamAM premanI niratizayatA hatI te ApaNane avyavahArU lAge; kAraNa ApaNe Aje vyavahArU thayA chIe. AvI rIte bhakatenI paNa premanI niratizayatA che. A bhakti "aham' kADhI nAkhavA taiyAra nathI, kAraNa je kSaNe "huM" jaIza te ja kSaNe "tuM" jaIza tAruM astitva TakAvavA mATe "huM" mArUM astitva TakAvIza. vAcharaDAne gAyathI dUra laI jAo te te AvavA tayAra nahi, tevI rIte A sidhdhane - TecanA bhakatane paNa kAtaratA thAya ke, "huM jAu te "tuM" paNa cAlI jAya. bhagavAnane meLavavA mATe emaNe karaDe janmArAnI tapazcaryA karI, ane jyAre bhagavAna ene samAvI levA taiyAra thAya tyAre e nA pADe. temane advaitanI madhurimA khabara che, paNa te tane AnaMda, tane svAda cheDavA taiyAra nathI. sAkara thavA karatAM sAkara khAvAmAM majhA che, tethI teo ahama chapAve, tethI ahIM paNa prema che ema kevI rIte kahevAya? zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, premanI parIkSA (test) leze te sidhone paNa se naMbarane kasa lAge nahi; tethI sidhdhone paNa premazakti sArI lAgatI nathI; e lekane paNa kAruNyazati sArI lAge che. Ama A badhI sRSTi kArUNyane viSaya che, premane viSaya nathI, tethI pArvatInuM saudarya niratizaya che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 12 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir Ama kArUNyanI jarUra badhAne che, zaMkarAcAya jevA tAkAnI ane masta bhakatAne paNa kArUNyanI jarUra che; kAraNa premanA sA nakharanA kasa lAgatA nathI -sA TacanAM premamAM 'huM' cAlyuM jAya. seAnI paNa kahe ke, seA TacanA sonAnuM kaMi thAya nahi ghareNAM banAvavA hAya te seAnAmAM tAMbu bheLavavuM ja joie. zaMkarAcAya jevA lAke cAvIsa kereTanA che; ApaNe te leADhAnA ja chIe. zrAvaNa mahinAmAM ApaNe sAnAnu gIlITa karIe, paNa aMdara leAduM ja che; ApaNuM te cAda kereTanuM paNa seAnuM nathI. bhagavAna upara se| nabaranA prema keAInA che ke ? zaMkA ja che. prabhu ! nAnAthI zarUAta karI sidhdhA, mukatA sudhInA badhA ame tArA kArUNyanA viSaya chIe, tArI premazakitanA viSaye nathI; tethI prabhu ! tu tArI premazakita chapAvI rAkha. ame te kArUNyazakitanA ja adhikArI chIe; mATe tu kArUNyazakitaneA varSAva kara. zaMkarAcAryane paNa bhIti che; paNa temanI bhItimAM paNa eka mahAnatA che. ApaNane paNa bhIti che, ane zakarAcAryane paNa bhIti che; paraMtu tame ema nahi samajatA ke, ApaNe ane zakarAcAya eka ja. navapariNIta strI ghaNI sAme DarIne ubhI rahe te tenu sAMda vadhe; paraMtu guMDAnI sAme chagana DarIne ubhuM rahe te tenu sAMda vadhe nahi - ApaNI bhItimAM ane zakarAcArya nI bhItimAM ATale kka che. yAjJavalkaya, pataMjali, vasiSTha, zaMkarAcAryanI bhItithI temanu sAMDha ati vadhyuM che. temane joine bhagavAnane lAge ke, kayAre temane upADIne khAI nAkhuM. zaMkarAcAya kahe che ke, khA ! tArI premazakita amAre jovI ja nathI, amane te tArI kAruNyazakita niratizaya lAge che. arthAta zaMkarAcA sarvasAmAnya lekane mATe A lakhe che; paraMtu te lakhatI vakhate paNa zaMkarAcAryanI anubhUti Dokiyu* karyA sivAya rahetI nathI. Ama rogI, bhegI, mAMdA tA kAruNyanA viSaya che ja; paNa siddhA paNa kAruNyanA viSaya che. pAtInu A mAhaka che. A Anada sAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 163 maLavuM joIe. mAnI suMdaratA jotA rahe ane AnaMda mANyA kare temane ema thAya ke, huM koI divasa mATe thAuM ja nahi. mAnuM eka ja bacyuM hoya ane tenA upara atizaya prema hoya te mAne lAge ke, mArUM bacce meTuM thAya ja nahi. baccAne paNa ema ja lAge ke, huM moTo thAuM ja nahi; kaNAra moTe thAuM te skUle javuM paDe, ane dADhIdIkSIta zikSakane jevA paDe. jUnA kALanA zikSake mUcha rAkhatA hatA, tyAre chokarAne tene Dara lAgatuM hatuM; havenA zikSakee A samajIne ja mUcho kADhI nAkhI che. vineda javA daIe, badhuM thAya che te jagatanA kalyANane mATe ja. baccAne ema lAge ke, mAnuM sauMdarya jete besuM. Ama zaMkarAcAryane paNa thAya che ke, mAnuM leTettara sAMdarya jete besuM, haMmezAM nAno ja rahuM ane tAruM sAMdarya jete rahuM. temane jagatanuM cAMdarya tuccha lAge - tenuM varNana AgaLanA lekamAM vAMcIzuM. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir ** zloka - 19 mo vizAla zrIkhaNDadravamRgamadAkIrNa ghusRNa prasUnavyAmizraM bhagavati tavAbhyaGgAsalilam / samAdAya sraSNa calitapadapAMsUnnijakaraiH samAdhatta sRSTiM vibudhapura ke zAm // 19 // rAjvArthaH - he bhagavatI ! vizAla caMdanane rasa, kastUrI, kesara ane phUlA vagerenI suga Mdhamizrita tArUM abhyaMgasalila, ane tArA cAlavAthI tArA caraNAthI uDelI mATI laine, tenuM mizraNa karIne brahmadeve temAMthI svargamAMnI kamalanayanI apsarAonI sRSTi manAvI. (paramapUjya zAstrIjI pAMDuraga vaijanAtha AThavalenA pravacana uparathI) brahmadeve svargamAMnI apsarAe kevI rIte khanAvI tenuM varNana zakarAcAya A zlokamAM kare che. brahmadeve eka hAthamAM bhagavatInA caraNanI mATI lIdhI ane khIjA hAthamAM pANI lIdhuM, ane tenu mizraNa karIne apsarAe nirmANa karI. A pANI kevuM hatuM? khAe snAna karyA pachInuM abhyaMgasalila hatuM.I abhyaMgasalila eTale zu? abhyaMga eTale sugaMdhIdAra padArthA, ane salila eTale pANI. cadanarasa, kasturI, kesaranuM cUrNa ane phUlonuM sugadhayukata pANI. khAnA caraNAthI uDatI rahelI mATImAM bheLavIne svarganI kamalanayanI apsarAonI sRSTi brahmadeve nirmANa karI. bhagavatI! A apsarAe ATalI suMdara che, te khA! tame keTalA sudara haze? jagadaMbA! tamArA kevaLa nhAvAnA pANIthI ane tamArA paganI dhULathI banelI apsarAemAM ATaluM sau che te tame keTalA suMdara haze! jagadaMbA ati suMdara che ema zakarAcAya ne kahevAnuM che. apsarA suMdara che, paNa tenA karatAM jagadaMkha ati suMdara che. apsarAnuM sAda bhAgakita vadhAre che, ane khA! tAruM sauMdaryAM bhAgavRtti For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 165 khalAsa kare che. ema! te te jagadaMbAmAM sAMdarya ja nahi hoya - AvuM nathI. bhegamAM sAMdaryane nAza che. keIpaNa suMdara vastune bhega lIdhe te siMdarya khalAsa thaI jAya; ane bhakitamAM sAMdaryanuM sAtatya che. suMdara zikhaMDa khAze, paNa peTa bharAI gayuM te zikhaMDanuM sAMdarya khalAsa. bhegazakita saMdarya khalAsa kare che, paNa bhakitazakita bhegavRtti khalAsa kare che - pariNAme bhakitamAM saudaryanuM sAtatya Take che, tethI tAruM saudarya ucca che. zaMkarAcAryanI AMkha apsarA upara gaI tenuM kAraNa zuM? thava vitava prat AvuM kahevAvALA zaMkarAcAryane zuM apsarAnuM pralebhana - AkarSaNa lAgyuM? asara karatAM jagadaMbAnuM saMdarya vadhAre che e kahevAnI emane zI jarUra paDI? apsarAmAM bhegavRtti vadhAravAne duguNa ane jagadaMbAmAM bhegavRtti khalAsa karavAne sadguNa dekhAya che - zaMkarAcAryane A samajAvavAnuM che. kevaLa asara karatAM jagadaMbAnuM sauMdarya sAruM che e kahevAne temano abhiprAya nathI. prazna e che ke, bhagavAna! te A jagata banAvyuM che tethI te suMdara che. jagatanuM sauMdarya ane vikArI banAve che - A jIvanI samasyA che. A samasyAne javAba che? pratyeka mAnavajIvanamAM A keyaDe che. bhagavAnanuM saMdarya niratizaya che te kabula, paNa jene bhagavAnanI jhAMkhI thAya che tene bIjuM sauMdarya (jagatanuM) tuccha lAge che, tethI jagatanuM sauMdarya tene prabhita karI zakatuM nathI. raMbhAnuM saudarya zukadevane mohita karatuM nathI, kAraNa temane bhagavAnanI jhAMkhI thaI hatI; temaNe jagadIzanA niratizaya siMdaryanI anubhUti lIdhI hatI. jagadIza ati suMdara che. jagatriyatA ane jagadIza je ATale suMdara haze te sRSTi (tenI dIkarI) keTalI suMdara haze ? bA suMdara haze te tenI dIkarI suMdara thAya ja; tenuM kAraNa mA pitAne raMga, pitAnuM lehI Ape che. jagatanuM upAdAnakAraNa ane nimittakAraNa te ja che. jagadIze jagata banAvatAM meTa goTALo Ubho karyo che. jagadIze pite A sRSTi na banAvatAM bIjA koIne orDara ApI dIdhuM hota te, ane For Private and Personal Use Only

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tatvajJAna tene jagatamAM saMdarya reDavAnuM kahyuM hota te A geTALe na thAta. bIjo kaI jagata banAvata te jagata ATaluM suMdara (ane pariNAme bhayaMkara) na thAta, paraMtu jagadIze ja A jagata banAvyuM che tethI jagata aMdara ja lAge che. "prabhu! jagatamAM je soMdarya che te temAM rahevAvALA ane tene jevAvALA amane vikArI banAve che" A jIvanI samasyA che. jagata suMdara che; paNa A saMdarya je jue ane jene sauMdarya lAge tene te vikArI banAve che. jagata suMdara che tethI jevAvALa leka vikArI thavA naisargika che. zuM jagata jevAvALAmAM durgaNa haze? A eka mAnavanI samasyA che. huM vikArI na banIza ema bolavuM kaThaNa che ane jagata suMdara nathI ema belaDuM mUrkhAI che. jagata khoTuM che, mAyA che, parapoTIyA jevuM che, jagatamAM sarva surNa, sarva - Ama belavuM buddhigamya (logical) kAM te vivekayukata lAgatuM nathI. huM sarasa megarAnuM phUla hAthamAM lauM ane ke je mane kahe ke, "e beTuM che, kAraNa te gaI kAle hatuM nahi ane AvatI kAle haze nahi" te huM tene kahIza ke, tuM ja cheTe che, tAruM kahevuM buddhigamya (logical) nathI; kAraNa hamaNAM mogarAnuM phUla suMdara che ja. jagatanuM sauMdarya ghaTADavAne aparipakava lekee jagata tarapha napharata nirmANa karavAne mATe prayatna karyo che, paNa te saphaLa thayA nathI. "jagata cheTuM che, mAyA che" A phakta pustakamAM rahe. saMsAra khoTe che" ema bolavAvALo mANasa potAne saMsAra sAze calAvavAne mATe ja ema bolate heya che. saMnyAsI bAvA baMgalAnA zaNagArelA holamAM mulAyama gAdItakiyA upara beThA heya, agarabatInI sugaMdha cAre tarapha mahekatI heya, pAse ja phUlene Dhagale paDe heya, eka tarapha kimatI selAM paherelI bahene beThI heya, bIjI tarapha sUTa paherIne bhAIo beThA hoya; tyAre saMnyAsI bAvA "jagata che che" ema bole te te keTaluM hAsyAspada lAge ? "jagata cheTuM che? ema nathI saMnyAsI bAvA mAnatA, ke nathI emane sAMbhaLanAra mAnatA; paraMtu jagata tarapha napharata nirmANa karavAne temane A eka rasto lAge che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI jagata sudara ja rahevAnuM. lIleAtarI, sUryodaya, sUryAstanA raMge joine, A sAda joine mAnavI laTTu thavAnA. jagatanuM sAM tame ghaTADI zakavAnA nahiM, kAraNa tenA sarjanahAra suMdara che. jagata sudara che tene kharAba kema khAlAya ? tevuM khelavuM cegya nathI. jagatanA sAMdaryathI vikAra nirmANa thAya che te vAta nirvivAda che. jagata sudara rahevAnuMja, paNa te vikArI banAve che - A mAnavanI samasyA che. tenA eka rastA tarIke saMsAra khoTA che' ema leAke ele, paNa Ama lavAthI saMsAra kheATe thatA nathI. Ama chatAM leke tevu ele. yuddhanA vicAronA prabhAvane kAraNe temane ane jIvanamAMthI kaMDA LelA leAkeAne saMsAra khArA che ema kahevu paDe, tema jo na kahe te temane lAphA vilAsI kahe. je ema kahe ke, sasAra khArA che" te mANasa virakta lAge, paNa lekane pArakhavAnI samajaNu nathI. sasAranI ramaNIyatA uDADavAnA prayatna satata cAle che. 2 stanau mAMsaH graMthI kanakakalazAvityupamitau mukhaM zleSmAgAraM tadapi ca zazAMGkena tulitam / sravanmutraklinnaM karivarakaraspardhi jaghanaM paraM nindyaM rUpaM kavijana vizeSairguru kRtam // 167 Avu strInuM varNana karIne strInu sAMdarya ghaTatuM nathI. mANasa kathA sAMbhaLavA gaye hAya, te 'sa MsAra khoTA che' ema bele; paNa dasa miniTa kathA vadhAre cAle te te uMcAnIcA thAya; kAraNa tene bAbAne maLavAnuM mADu thAya che. 'sAMsAra khATo che' A sAMbhaLavAnuM mANasane khATu vyasana lAge che. jagatanuM sAM tADavanA A prayatna che; paNa A AtmavacanA che. For Private and Personal Use Only zakarAcArye vrukSa satyaM mithyA-jagata asat che te sidhdhAMta sidhdha karyAM che; paNa jagata mithyAne aja amane khabara paData nathI. jyAre jagadIza ane huM tAdAtmyatAthI besaNu tyAre jagata khATu ja che, kAraNa jagata phUMkayA vagara samAdhi nahi. na levuM nIdarAm - A siddhAMta leAkeA samajyA nahi. uMgha ane samAdhimAM jagata khoTuM TharAvavu ja joIe.

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168 tatvajJAna zaMkarAcAryanI TIkhaLI karavAvALA loko paNa hatA. eka vakhata zaMkarAcArya sAMkaDA rastAmAMthI jatA hatA; sAmethI eka hAthI AvatAM zaMkarAcArya bhAgyA, tyAre eka TIkhaLIkhe re kahyuM ke, "hAthI cheTe che te tame bhAgyA kema ?" zakarAcArye kahyuM ke, "tArI vAta kharI che, paNa jema hAthI cheTe tema mAruM bhAgavuM paNa khoTuM.' zaMkarAcArya mahAna buddhizALI, temanI buddhine pahoMce tevA mANasa eka hajAra varSamAM thayele nathI ane thaze ke nahi tenI zaMkA che. temanuM brahmasUtra sArAbhAi vAMcyA vagara temanI buddhinI prakharatA khabara paDe nahi. zaMkarAcAryanA mAyAvAda, mithyAvAdanI tatkAlIna loko TIkhaLI karatA kAraNa teo mAyAvAda samajyA ja na hatA. suMdara jagatanuM saMdarya toDavAne upAya che? saMdarya mAdaka, dAhaka ane mehaka che. saMdarya joIne mANasa gAMDo thAya. suMdara vastu bIjAnA kabajAmAM hoya te mANasa baLa hoya - Ama darya mada ane deha nirmANa kare che. chaganiyA maganiyAnA jhaghaDA enA mATe ja che. sauMdarya dAhaka ane mAdaka banI jAya che tene mehaka kema banAvavuM "jagata suMdara nathI" ema bolIne na cAle. saMdarya joyA pachI vikAra nirmANa thAya che te mANasanI durbaLatA (weakness) che. je Ama hoya te tapAsa kare ke, saMdarya keNa jue che? saMdarya AMkha jue che. AMkhanI jeDe kaMI hoya te ja te jue. AMkhanI joDe je IndriyAsakita hoya te saMdarya dAhaka ane mAdaka thaI jAya; paNa hRdayAsakitanA jorathI sauMdarya mehaka ane tethI jagatanuM sAMdarya jovAnuM haze te hRdayAsakitathI, bhAvAsaktithI juo - Ane kahe "sarjanamAtra mATe Adara" ( Reverence for all creation ). bhAva be vAtemAMthI nirmANa thAya -bhegAsakita kAM te bhAvAsakita. bhegAsakti eTale iMdriyAsakita ane bhAvAsakita eTale hRdayAsakita. sauMdarya mehaka banAvavuM hoya te bhAvAsakita hevI joIe. be vAtethI bhAva nirmANa thAya. eka te dayA kAM te kArUNyathI hRdaya (bhAvathI) bharAI Ave, ane bIjuM AdaraNIya, pUjanIya daSTithI hRdaya (bhAvathI) bharAI Ave. keI pIDitane joze te kAruNyathI hRdaya bharAI jAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI paraMtu sRSTi tarapha kAyanI najarathI jovAnuM kAraNa nahi, kAraNa tene sarjanahAra che; mATe sRSTi tarapha hRdayAsaktithI kAM te bhAvAsakitathI jue. AdaraNIya kAM te pUjanIya vyakitane joIne hRdaya (bhAvathI) bharAI Ave, AvI ja rIte pIDita vyaktine joIne hadaya kAruNyathI bharAI Ave. sRSTi tarapha karuNAnI najare jovAno ApaNane hakaka nathI, kAraNa tene niyaMtA jagadIza che. te have bIje AdaraNIya, pUjanIya bhAva che suSTi tarapha AdaraNIya kAM te pUjanIya bhAvathI je te sRSTi suMdara rahIne paNa vikAra nirmANa na karaze. A sRSTine niyaMtA jagadIza che tethI sRSTinI dayA khAvAnI jarUra nathI. kArUNyathI bhAvAviSkAra thAya te khe che. bhAvaviSkAra AdaranA bhAvathI, pUjanIya bhAvathI tha joIe. bhagavAne je nirmANa karyuM che tenA mATe Adara nirmANa kare. sAMdaryane mAnanIya, AdaraNIya, vaMdanIya ane pUjanIya karo. suMdara vastu ke vyakti che ke tene mAnanIya kare. suMdara khetara, suMdara baMgale, suMdara moTara, suMdara kUla ke suMdara strI joI ke tenA mAnanIya kare; te vikAra nirmANa na thAya. suMdara strI jeI ke tenA saMdaryamAM karmaSThata juo; tene AvuM sAMdarya maLyuM tenuM kAraNa tenI janmAMtaranI mahenata che. je saMdaryamAM gayA janmanI kazreSThatA dekhAya te sidaya mAnanIya, mAnArha banaze. tyAra pachI A suMdara che te prabhupremanuM cinha che. A daSTi thaI ke saMdaya AdaraNIya banaze. sAMdaryamAM prabhunuM pratibiMba jozo to sedaya vaMdanIya lAgaze. ane saMdaryamAM ja prabhu juo te te saMdarya pUjanIya thaze. sidaryanI jeDe eka kAMTo che tene lIdhe vikAra nirmANa thAya che. suMdara baMgale jo ke te mAro thAya ema lAge - A vikAra che. A suMdara baMgale ja mAro na thAya te te tene paNa na rahe joIeA paNa vikAra che. pachI Ane mATe judA judA vaicArika AMdalane thAya ane vAda (isms) ubhA thAya - A badhA vikAro che. tethI AjanI A samasyA che ke, saMdarya vikAra narmANa kare che. saMdaryane mAnanIya, AdaraNIya, vaMdanIya ane pUjanIya kare te vikAra nirmANa na thAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 170 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna suMdara vastumAM kazreSThatA jue te sAM vastumAM prabhupremanu cinha jue te sAM Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mAnanIya thaze, suMdara AdaraNIya thaze. amuka vyakti ke vastu nayanamanehArI che, kAraNa prabhukRpA che. suMdara vastumAM prabhunuM pratibiMba jue te te sAM vaMdanIya thaze. caMdra A sUryanuM pratibiMba che. AvI ja rIte chagana pAse zuM che ? chagananA sAMda'mAM prabhunu pratibiMba che. Ama thayuM te sAM vaMdanIya thAya. suMdara vastumAM prabhuneja jIe te sAM pUjanIya thaze. suMdaratAmAM prabhutA jue te suMdaratA pUjanIya thAya.-AjanI samasyAne A javAba che. vastu ane vyakti, viSaya ane viSayI (object and subject) che. tame ekavAra viSayI (subject) thAo che, paNa teja ja TAIme tame viSaya (object) che. tame jue che tyAre tame viSayI (subject) che, paNa te ja TAIme tamane koi jue che. eTale tame viSaya (object) che. tame jue tyAre tame vyakita che, paNa khIje tamane jue tyAre tame vastu che. vastu (viSaya) mAM sAM che, ane viSaya jovAvALA (viSayI) mAM vikAra nirmANa thAya che. zAstrakAre Ane mATe raste dekhADe che ke, vikArAnu udAttIkaraNa (sublimation) kare. ghareNAM (vastu) suMdara lAge che tethI vyakita (viSayI) mAM vikAra nirmANa thAya che. jene tyAM vikAra nirmANa thAya che tenuM (vikAranuM) udAttikaraNa (sublimation ) karo. zabda, sparza, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha A viSaye che; te vikAra nirmANa kare che. patnIne zabda sAMbhaLavAnI icchA haiAya tethI kAnamAM prANa lAvIne beThA hAya. zabda khoTo TharAvIne tene kADhavAnA nAdamAM na paDe. patnInA zabda karatAM mAnA, gurunA, AcAryonA, gItAnA zabda sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA rAkha; ane chelle lom nA zabda sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA rAkha; te zabda takalIpha na Apaze. A vikAronuM udAntikaraNa (sublimation) che. AvI ja rIte sparzI ityAdinuM utkrAntikaraNa (sublimation ) thai zake. zAstrakArAe khIjo raste rUpAMtara,(conversion) nA dekhADaye che, je vastu che tenuM rUpAMtara (conversion ) karo; ane je vyakita che tenu udghAttikaraNa (sublimation ) karo. A be zAsrIya mArgo che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 171 mAnavI mAnasazAstrane abhyAsa karIne bhakitazAstrane A be ja rastAo maLe che. kAmanAnuM udAttikaraNa (sublimation); AmAM vastu tevI ja rahe che, paNa mArI IndriyanuM udAttikaraNa (sublimation) apekSita che. rUpAMtara (onversion) A bIje raste che. bhagavRttinuM bhakitakaraNa A eka raste che, ane bhagya vastunuM vibhUtikaraNa A bIjo raste che. jagadIza suMdara che, tenI kRti suMdara rahevAnI ja; tethI jagata suMdara che ja, ane suMdara rahevAnuM che. tethI te e bhikhArI, lUle, laMgaDe, phATelAM kapaDAMvALo hoya paNa temAM najara jAya; ane buddhimAM tenuM pratibiMba paDyA vagara rahe nahi. dheLAmAM suMdaratA che tema kALAmAM paNa suMdaratA che; tethI bhagavAna ekavAra dhULa thayA tema bIjI vAra kALA paNa thayA. pachI bhagavAnane kALA kema belAya? tethI ame na zo dhI kADhaye -"zyAma." paNa zyAma eTale kALo. sAMdaryazAstramAM gorI strIne suMdara gaNavAmAM nathI AvI; "zyAma"ne suMdara gaNavAmAM AvI che. sAMdaryamAM zyAmatva hovuM joIe. jagata suMdara rahevAnuM ane amAre jagata jevAnuM, ane tenA lIdhe vikAra nirmANa thavAnA ane huM adhaH patita thavAne. tenA mATe mAnasazAstra ane bhakitazAstra mAnavInA manevikAne pUrNa abhyAsa karIne A raste zodhI kADhaye che. vikAranuM udAttikaraNa ane vastunuM rUpAMtara (sublimation and conversion). bIjA zabdomAM kahevAnuM hoya te bhagavRttinuM bhakitakaraNa ane bhagya vastunuM -viSayanuM vibhUtikaraNa. A banne rastA zreSTha che. vikAronuM udAttikaraNa karavAmAM vikAranuM astitva mAnya thAya che ane vikAranuM samarthana (justification) thAya che, tethI vikAre rahe che. vikAranuM samarthana thAya te vikAra jaze nahi. cheka cerI karate hoya ane tenI corInuM samarthana (justification) karavAmAM Ave te karo corI karate maTe nahi, tethI A raste bhayayukta (dangerous) che. sAmAnya mANasa (ommon man) thI vikAronuM udAttikaraNa karIne vikAre jaze ke nahi tenI zaMkA che. AmAM tame vikArothI chaTaze nahi A raste sAre khare; paNa te mahAna katRtvavAna vyakitane ja zakaya che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 172 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir A banne rastA kaThaNa che; tethI bhaktizAstra saheluM che ema khelanAra te bhatizAstra na samajavAvALA che. bhakitathI jIvananA ane jagatanA koyaDo cheDavAnA che, tethIja zakarAcAya kahe che ke : vINAyA rUpa sauMdarya taMtrIvAdanakauzalam / prajAraMjana mAtraM te na sAmrAjyAya kalpate // vINAnu rUpa su Mdara, enAthI prajAnuM raMjana thaze; paratu tenAthI sAmrAjya maLaze nahi. bhakitathI samrATa banavAnuM che, viSNupada meLavavAnI vAta che te kAine pIgaLAvavAthI na maLe. phAine pIgaLAvavu eTale bhikata nathI. bhakitathI sAmrAjyapada maLe; te kAlAvAlA karIne na maLe. jagata sudara rahevAnuM, ane teneA AghAta mArA upara thavAnAja. tenA lIdhe huM vikArI thavAne chuM. AmAMthI bacavA mATe bhakitazAstra e ja rastA dekhADyA che-bhAgavRttinuM utkrAttikaraNa (sublimation) ane bhAgyavastunu vibhUtikaraNa (convension). suMdara vastu bhagavavibhUti che. A banne rastA levA paDe - rastA eka ja che, tenA be bhAga paDe che. eka javAvALI (Up train) ane khIjI AvavAvALI (Down train) che. vikArAnu utkrAntikaraNa 9 % zreSTha che; paNa bhAgya vastunuM vibhUtikaraNa A 100% zreSTha che; gItAkAre tezrI vibhUtiyopa kahyA che. vibhUtikaraNa gItAe mAnya karyuM che. vibhUtikaraNanuM atizaya mArmika vivecana vibhUtiyogamAM zrIkRSNa bhagavAne karyuM che. gItAe batAvele A mA che. kAipaNa bhakitazAstramAM gItA jevA mA dekhAtA nathI. vikAronA udAttikaraNa ( sublimation ) nI joDe bhAgya viSayanuM bhaktikaraNa ( conversion) AnA upara vadhAre jora dIdhuM che. suMdara strIne joi ke tene 'mA' kahIne hAMka mAra; kAraNa mAtRtvamAM vibhUtikaraNa che. mAtRvat pAvApu! tukArAma kahe ke, pannArI miLI samAna ' huM sAMda joiza, paNa 'mA' tarIke. AkhA vibhUtiyeAga tenA mATe che. zaMkarAcArya te ja samajAve che ke, apsarA suMdara che, paNa mA ! tArA paganI mATIthI te thaI che. Ama thayuM ke apsarA vibhUti thaI. vAstAvaka apsarA A bhAganA viSaya che; paNa zaMkarAcArye temAM vibhUtimatva ( * For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 173 lAvIne tene vibhUti TharAvI suMdara vastunuM vibhUtikaraNa kara te jagata, jagadIza suMdara rahIne, saMdarya lUMTIne paNa tuM vi rI adhapatita thaIza nahi. A bhakitazAstramAM agni uparanI ramata che. jagata prabhumaya che te daSTi AvavI joIe te sarvatra haridarzana thaze; pachI sAMdarya pazu jIvana nirmANa na karaze. narasiMha mahetA tethIja kahe che keH akhila brahmAMDamAM eka tuM zrIhari, jhave rUpe anaMta bhAse, dehamAM deva tuM, tejamAM tattva tuM, zunyamAM zabda thaI veda vAse; pavana tuM, paNa tuM, bhUmi tuM bhudarA, vRkSa thaI phUlI rahe. AkAze, vividha racanA karI aneka rasa levAne, ziva thakI jIva thaye eja Aze. sarvatra haridarzana na thaze te saMdarya pazu jIvana (animal life) nirmANa karaze. jagata suMdara che, kAraNa prabhue te nirmANa karyuM che. tenI kRti suMdara ja che. jagatanuM saMdarya TakA, tene suMdara belavAnI hiMmata rAkhe, paNa tenuM vibhUtikaraNa karo. A tattvajJAnano, vedAMtano keyaDe (Problem) che. jagadIza suMdara che, tenA paganI mATImAMthI jagata nirmANa thayuM che tethI jagata suMdara che. A suMdaratAthI mANasa vikArI thavAne ja. te mANase zuM karavAnuM? huM jagatanuM sauMdarya kADhI zakatA nathI tethI mAre mArA vikArone udAttikaraNa (sublimation) kAM te bhagya vastunuM vibhUtikaraNa karavuM joIe. bhakitazAstra A meTuM zAstra che. jJAnane pakaDIne bhaktizAtre A rastA batAvyA che. bhaktinI sAthe jJAna hovuM ja joIe. bhagavAna nane pIgaLAvavAnI jarUra nathI, te pIgaLelA ja che. jIvana adhapatita thavAnuM kAraNa samajI le, mULa koyaDo (problem) oLakhe ane bhaktizAtre batAvelA ane rastAo samajI le. vibhUtikaraNamAM pUrNatA (perfection) che tethI ja bhagavAne gItAnA dazamA adhyAyamAM arjunane chelle kIdhuM ke : For Private and Personal Use Only

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174 tattvajJAna yadyadvibhUtimatsatvaM zrImaharjita meva vaa| tattadevAvagaccha tvaM mama tejo'zasaMbhavam // athavA bahunaitena kiM jJAtana tavArjuna / viSTabhyAhamidaM kRtsnam ekAMzena sthito jagat // vibhUtikaraNa zreSTha che. je je suMdara lAgaze te te huM chuM ema bhagavAna kahe che. je leke bhakti kare che ane gItA vAMcatA nathI temane DabADavA joIe. bhakita je samaje te bhagavAnane cITakI bese. raDavuM A tene upAya nathI, raDIne bhagavAna pIgaLavAne nathI; bhagavAna patharAne ja che. keI tamAre bAraNe AvIne raDe, raDIne sAruM bhajana gAya te tame tene ekAda Ane ApI de. Ama koI ekAda sArU bhajana gAya tenAthI ja sAcA raste - tenAthI samrATa na thavAya. bhakti eTale bhagavAna sAthe cITakI besavAnuM che. je raDate besI rahe tene kadAca ekAda ane bhagavAna ApI de. bhaktithI bhagavadrupadaviSNupada meLavavAnuM che. tattvajJAnanI je samasyA che te samajIne zaMkarAcArya raste batAve che ke, bhagavRttinuM bhakitakaraNa ane bhAgya viSayanuM vibhUtikaraNa kare te ja samasyA ukelAze. gItAkAra tethI ja te vibhUtiga samajAve che. zaMkarAcArya barAbara te ja kahe che. temaNe apsarAnAM rUpamAM bhAgya viSaya samajAve che. apsarA saMdaryanuM pratIka che tethI asarAne devatA mAna, kAraNa te bhagavAnanI caraNarajamAMthI banelI che, tethI te AdaraNIya che - A vibhUtikaraNa che. ApaNe mijAsathI kahI zakIzuM ke, mAnavI manovikArono bhakitazAstra abhyAsa karIne je kahyuM che te vizvamAM keIe kaheluM nathI. vizvamAM badhe bhakita samajAvI che; paNa DAraH sarva te ApaNe tyAMnA bhaktizAstramAM pUrNatA (Perfection) che. kRSNa bhagavAne vibhUtivega ajaba ubhe karyo che. A upaniSadamAM paNa che tene suMdara rIte gItAmAM ubhuM karIne bhakitazAtranI pUrNatA (Perfection) dekhADI che. gurU zreSTha lAge che - tene bhagavAna samaja. jagatamAM je je zreSTha lAge che tenI Asakita thAya che, mATe tene bhagavAna samaja. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 175 zaMkarAcArya A zlekamAM vaizvika siddhAMta, vaizvika dRSTikoNa samajAve che. saMdarya mAraka na bane te jovAnuM che. bAdha (Buddhist) lekee zarIra mAMsane gaLe che ema kahyuM paNa te vicAra prabhAvI nathI. zarIra mATe, jagata mATe napharata nirmANa karavI A raste vikAsanI daSTithI prabhAvI nathI, tethI ja te "saMsAra khAre che kahenAra Dese pitAnA chokarAne paraNAve che. saMsAra khAre nathI te hakIkata che, te chatAM ye "saMsAra khAro che" ema bole che. Ama kahenArA AtmavaMcanA kare che. keI saMsArI je vAta mAnatuM nathI te vAta kathAkAra kahe ke, "saMsAra khAre che. tethI badhA pitAnA dIkarAne ThAThamAThathI paraNAve che - A AtmavaMcanA che ane AtmavaMcanAthI mAnavI jIvanane vikAsa zakya nathI. udAttikaraNa ane vibhUtikaraNa A be ja rastA che, temAM vibhUtikaraNa pUrNa (perfect) (saceTa) upAya che. zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, "mA! apsarA suMdara che, paNa te tArI caraNarajathI ane tArA atyaMgasalilathI utpanna thaI che tethI te vaMdanIya che-pUjanIya che-A daSTikaNa le. zaMkarAcArya apsarA upara laTuM thayA nathI. A bleka mArgadarzana kare che tethI bahu mahatvano che. badhA ja leke mahatvanA che. chelle pleka AzIrvAdAtmaka che, te ApaNe Avate vakhate joIzuM. = For Private and Personal Use Only

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1 AnandalaharI zloka -20 mo vasante sAnande kusumitalatAbhiH parivRte / __sphuranAnApajhe sarasi kalahaMsAlisubhage // sakhIbhiH khelantI malayapavanAndolitajale / smaredyastvAM tasya jvarajanitapIDApasarati // 20 // zabdArtha: he devI! vasantaRtumAM khIlelAM phUlethI, alaMkRta latAethI zubhatA, nAnA prakAranA kamaLathI suzobhita, haMsanA kalarava ane bhamarAonA guMjanathI alaMkRta sarovaranA pANI upara malayagiri uparathI AvatA pavanathI laharIo uThe che; temAM sakhIonI sAthe krIDA karatI tAruM je kaI smaraNa kare tenI jvararagajanita pIDA dUra thaI jAya che. (paramapUjya zAstrIjI pAMDuraMga vaijanAtha AThavalenA pravacana uparathI) bhaktizAstrane mahAna sidhdhAMta-bhegavRttinuM bhaktikaraNa ane bhegaviSayanuM vibhUtikaraNa, bIjA zabdomAM udAttikaraNa (sublimation) ane rUpAMtara (onversion) samajAvyA pachI, bhakitane dRSTikeNa kahyA pachI zaMkarAcAryane have kaMI kahevAnuM bAkI rahyuM nahi, tethI AzIrvAdAtmaka chelle laeNka kahe che. bhagavAnane tame kayA rUpe joze? nirguNa nirAkAra hovAthI te zuM beThA che? hAlatA nathI? cAlatA nathI ? hasatA nathI ? bhagavAna zuM mahetAjInI mAphaka ApaNI bhUle jatA ane nyAya ApatA beThA che? zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, bhagavAna AvA nathI. te pachI bhagavAnane kayA rUpe jaze ? zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, bhagavatI - A sRSTinI Adimazakti sakhIonI sAthe rame che. kayAM rame che? tenuM atizaya suMdara varNana A zlekamAM che. ahIMyA sRSTisaMdaryanuM varNana che. AnaMdathI bharelI vasaMtaRtu khIlI che, latAo te suMdara che ja, paraMtu tenA upara sugaMdhI phUla khIlyAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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- AnandalaharI che, tenA lIdhe temanI zeAbhA vadhI che. judI judI jAtanA kamaLAthI zeAbhAyamAna, huMsanA kalarava ane bhamarAonA gujanathI zezabhAyamAna sAvaramAM, malayagiri uparathI vahetA pavanathI jenAM pANI upara laharIe nirmANa thaI che te sarovaramAM bhagavatI potAnI sakhIo sAthe rame che A svarUpamAM bhagavAnanuM tame smaraNa karaze| te jvaracI nirmANa thayelI pIDA cAlI jaze. Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir vedAnta kahe che ke, bhagavAna ramatA rahyA che. jo vat tu DhIlA vacam A rUpamAM bhagavAnanuM smaraNa thAya te javarapIDA jAya. A jagatamAM pratyekane javara che, tenA lIdhe pIDA - becenI thAya che. A varane lIdhe bhagavAne bhANAmAM je kaMi pIrasyu' che te zAMtithI khavAtuM nathI. mAe jenA mATe je ceAgya, jene jeTaluM pace teTaluM pIrasyu che. pratyekane svataMtra bhANuM mAe ApyuM che; ekaja bhANAmAM mA jamADatI nathI. mAe je pIrasyu che te nirAMte khAvu' joie; paraMtu ApaNI najara haMmezAM AjubAjunA bhANA tarapha jAya che ane khIjAnuM khAvAnuM mana thAya che. Ane lIdhe becenI ane akaLAmaNu thAya che. kharekhara! mAe samajIne ApaNA bhANAmAM pIrasyu' che, paraMtu ApaNe vadhu ne vadhu meLavavA prayatna karIe chIe; ane tenA lIdhe akaLAmaNa thAya che. 177 jema khIjAnuM bhANuM joine akaLAmaNa thAya che, tema khIjA kArAthI paNa mecenI thAya che. durvAra saMsAradavAgnitataM dodhUyamAnaM duradRSTavAtaiH / bhItaM prapannaparipAhi mRtyo zaraNyamanyaM yadahaM na jAne // For Private and Personal Use Only zu kahuM' bhagavAna ! mane akaLAmaNa thAya che. vartamAna kALanAM tapI gayelAM patarAM upara ubhuM chuM tyAM ubhA rahevAtu nathI, pAchaLa jouM chuM te bhUtakALanA bhayaMkara vaTALiyA pavana phUMkAya che tethI pAchaLa jovAtu nathI, AgaLa bhaviSyamAM jouM chuM te bhayaMkara aMdhArU che, na jANyuM jAnakInAthe savAre zuM thavAnuM che!' bhaviSyanI khabara paDatI nathI; te have eka ja bAraNu che ane te eTale mRtyunu :

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 178 www.kobatirth.org tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir bAraNuM. mRtyune avAja sAMbhaLIne gharaDA paNa dhrujI uThe che, teo paNa A mAraNe jatAM bhayabhIta thAya che; te huM zuM karU? AnA lIdhe akaLAmaNa thaI che. jagatamAM joze te pratyekane kaMikane ka Mika duHkha che, ane tene lIdhe rUdana cAle che. paraMtu khA ! A jagatanA leAkeA sakhI joDe ramatI tane yAda kare te temanuM du:kha jAya. bhagavAnanuM smaraNa, ciMtana ane AzvAsana -AnAthI ja sukha ane AnaMda maLaze. namema prazAMta bhagavAnanA AzvAsanathIja sukha maLe. mAMdagImAM bhagavAnatuja AzvAsana che; teja tAva utAraze, tenAthIja sukhI thazu ane AnaMda maLaze. nApAsa thayelA chekarAne potAnuM pragatipatraka bApA pAse kyAre laI javAnuM te kharAkhara khakhara hAya. bApA potAnA mitra sAthe pAnA ramavAmAM masta heAya te vakhate nApAsa thayelA chekarA peAtAnu pragatipatraka bApA pAse lai jAya. bApA pUche, 'zuM che?' te chokarI kahe, tApA, sahI joIe.' bApA kahe, 'lAva, karI ApuM.' Ama kahIne pragatipatraka joyA vagara ja ApA sahI karI Ape. khApAnI sAyakolojI nAnA chokarAone kharAkhara khakhara hAya. bhagavAne badhAneja kala ApI che; te luccAi mATe vAparavAnI ke sArA kAmamAM vAparavI te ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. AvI rIte ApaNe ceAthA dhAraNanA vidyAthI - cAthu dheAraNa eTale Ta, DaeN, rDa ane '' (ApaNe ThoThanizALiyA chIe) tethI ApaNuM pragatipatraka jagadaMbAne kevI rIte batAvI zakIe ! ApaNane mUMjhavaNa che! tethI zaMkarAcArya ApaNane rastA batAve che ke, khA jyAre ramatI hoya tyAre pragatipatraka tenI pAse laI jA te te sahI karI nAkhaze. bhagavAna jyAre badhAnI bhUlA tapAsatA beThA hAya tyAre ApaNuM pragatipatraka temanI pAse na lai javAya. varapIDAne lIdhe badhAne akaLAmaNa che. bhagavAne mArA bhANAmAM sArU pIrasyuM che paNa huM zAMtithI khAtA nathI. khIjAnA bhANA tarapha For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI joIne bhagavAnane huM kahetA rahuM chuM ke, 'bhagavAna! mane A nathI, ne te nathI.' AkhA AyuSyamAM meM A ja dhaMdho karyo che. mAe te pratyekane page teTaluM pIrasyuM che; paraMtu mANasa khIjAnA bhANA taraph joine nyUnatA kADhyA kare che- A vara che. bIjAnA sakha'dha Ave eTale javara Ave. mArUM bhANuM huM jotA nathI. saMsAramAM paNa AvIja rItanuM che. ApaNe ApaNA saMsAra na jotAM bIjAnA saMsAra joie chIe. pArake bhANe lADavA mATe dekhAya, paNa te mATe hoya ja che AvI rItanuM nahi. saMsAramAM ApaNane je avasthA maLI che te sArI lAgatI nathI, ApaNane haMmezAM bIjAnI avasthA sArI lAge che. nAnA chekarAne pUchyA te kaheze ke, paisA kamAtA saMsArIne AnaMda che. paraNelAne pUche te kaheze ke, bacapaNanA dahADA sArA. te kaheze ke, kAlejanA dahADA (golden days) hatA; have te mAkhAne ane ekhIne samajAvatAM nAke dama Ave che. Ama mAnavI jIvana ja AvI rItanuM che ke, pratyekane khIjI avasthA sArI lAge che ane tethI raDatA rahe che. are ! A mRtyulAnI havA ja evI che ke, badhAne te raDAve che. A mRtyuleAkamAM bhagavAna paNa jo mAnavIrUpa laIne Ave te raDe. rAma avatAra laIne AvyA temaNe rAvaNane mAryA, te vijayI thayA. temanA rAjyAbhiSeka karavAmAM ALye, temane mAnapatra maLyuM, tribhuvanamAM temanI kIrti thai. kIrtinI ane vaibhavanI Toca upara rahelA rAmane leAkeAe pUchyuM' ke, tame sukhI che ne ? te rAme kahyuM: nA, nA; mArA sukhanA dahADA gayA. jIvatsu tAtapAdeSu nUtane dArasaMgrahe / mAtRbhiJcityamAnAnAM tehino divasA gatAH // For Private and Personal Use Only 179 rAme kahyuM ke, mArA AnaMdanA dahADA gayA. mULa vAta e che ke, mANusane vamAnanu pIraseluM sArUM lAgatuM nathI - Ayara che. mANasane jvara lAge che tenu kAraNa zuM? mANusa bhANAmAM zuM pIrasyuM che. tenI carcA kare che. je vIzImAM jamata hoya te zuM pIrasyu che tenI carcA kare, kAraNa ke tene pIrasavAvALA upara prema nathI. pIrasavAvALA upara prema hAya te tenI sAme jotAM

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180 jotAM mANasa jame, tene bhANAmAM zuM pIrasyuM che te khakhara ja na paDe; tenuM kAraNa, bhANAmAM zuM pIraselu che tenA karatAM pIrase che keNu -tenA upara prema che. tattvajJAna Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir mANasa vIzImAM jamatA heAya te vIzIvALAe miSTAnna manAvyu hAya chatAM paNa jamanAra vIzIvALAne kahe ke, kacumara kema nathI manAvyuM? maphatanA paisA le che? AnuM kAraNa, tene pIrasanAra upara prema nathI. pIrasavAvALA upara prema hoya te pIrasyuM zuM?' AnI carcA na thAya. 6 tame maMDhiramAM jAe ane zrAvaNa mahinAmAM ekaTANuM paNa kare, paraMtu jyAM sudhI 'zuM pIrasyuM che?' tenI carcA cAle che, jyAM sudhI pIrasavAvALA bhagavAna upara prema beThA nathI, tyAM sudhI becenI ane duHkha jatAM nathI. tukArAmane khakhara na paDI ke, bhANAmAM kaMgAliyata pIrasI che ke zrImaMtAI ? Aje sAhityakAra ane paMDite carcA kare che ane kahe che ke, tukArAmanu jIvana duHkhI ane ayazasvI hatuM. tukArAmane jIvana duHkhamaya ke ayazasvI lAgyu nahi; ane je lAgyuM hAta te te bhakata nahi. eka vakhata patiAnI sabhAmAM mane melAnyA hatA ane DitAe mane pUchyuM ke, tamane su lAge che ? tukArAma vANiyA hatA paNa te vepAramAM ayazasvI thayA, tene paisA na maLye, te bicAre du:khI hatA.' paDatAnI sabhAmAM paNa TakAdharma, TakAka'nI TakaTaka cAlatI hAya te pachI temAM chaganiyA carcA karIne nakakI kare ke, bicAro tukArAma du:khI hatA - temAM zuM navAI? tukArAmane 'bicArA' TharAvavAvALA chaniyA tukArAmanI dayA khAvA nIkaLe; paraMtuM kharI rIte AvI carcA karavAvALA chaganiyA jayA khAvA jevA che. tukArAmanI bhAvanAmAM samarasa thaIne paDatA tukArAmanu jIvana vAMce te temane khabara paDaze ke, tukArAmanuM jIvana keTaluM yazasvI hatuM ! tukArAmane pIrasanAra upara prema hatA tethI bhANAmAM zuM pIrasAyuM emanuM dhyAna na hatuM? vIzImAM pAMca miSTAnna pIrasavAmAM Ave ane gharavALI khIcaDI pIrasaze te paNa khIcaDImAM je mIThAza che te vIzInA pAMca miSTAnnamAM nahi Ave. tenA tarapha For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 181 bA ! A jagatamAM pratyekane javara che te kyAre jaze ? bA tarapha najara hoya, ane ramatAM ramatAM bA roTalI ApI de chetemAM AnaMda che. A jagatamAM kaI ja sukhI nathI - chatane paNa javara che ane achatane paNa javara che. be bahene piyare AvI hatI, temAMthI moTI bahene kahyuM ke, "huM bahu duHkhI chuM; mane paraNe paMdara varSa thayAM paNa bacyuM nathI.' nAnI bahena kahe ke, "huM paNa duHkhI chuM; sAta chokarA hatA, ane AThame cheka AvyuM. A badhAne saMbhALatAM saMbhALatAM jIvana cAlI jAya che; kaI jagAe javAtuM nathI, keIne maLatuM nathI - keTaluM duHkha che !...." AvI ja rIte paise hoya te paNa duHkha, ane na hoya te paNa duHkha A jagatamAM sukhI na thavAvALe mANasa ja che. jema sukhaduHkhane, chata-achatane javara che tema bIjA paNa keTalAka javara che - iMdriyane javara, buddhine vara ane manane javara. bhegaparAyaNatA A indriyane vara che. bhagaparAyaNatAne tRpti ja nathI. na jAtu kAmaHkAmAnAMmupabhogena zAmyati / haviSA kRSNavarmeva bhUya evAmivardhate // keIpaNa divase upabhegathI vAsanA (ga) zAMta thatI nathI, te havidravyothI agninI jema vadhatI ja jAya che. A vara ja nathI, bA ! tAruM smaraNa thAya te ja A javara jaya. keIne oDakAraja nathI. mANasa bhagavAnane kahe ke, so rUpiyAne pagAra pUro thatuM nathI, pAMca rUpiyA kara. bhagavAne pAMcaso pagAra karyo, te mANasa kahe, ke I vakhata mAMdagI Ave te ? mATe eka hajAra rUpiyAne pagAra kara. bhagavAna te paNa kare. pachI mANasa kahe, bhagavAna! basamAM javAnuM phAvatuM nathI, ekAda gADI maLe te je, huM ne tArI gItA. bhagavAna pAMca lAkha rUpiyA Ape te paNa te mANasa duHkhI ja For Private and Personal Use Only

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182 tattvajJAna che. bhagavAna pAMca lAkha Ape te pacIsa lAkhanI mAgaNI kare. badhA vepArI bhikhArI che. dasa lAkhanI mUDI hoya te pacIsa lAkhane baMdha kare. keI vepArI lAMbA paga karIne suI zakatA nathI. vepArI eTale devAdAra. bhAgye ja kaI vepArI devAdAra nahi hoya. vepArI dasa hajAra rUpiyA lAve ane cAlIsa hajAra rUpiyA leka pAsethI bhegA kare ane lImITeDa kaMpanI kADhe. temanI akakala jabarI che, paNa te devAdAra che. devAdArI vadhyA pachI nirAMte sUvAya kema? jagatamAM te ja sai karatAM vadhu sukhI che (happiest man in the world) ke je kahI zake ke, mAre kaIne kazuM ApavAnuM nathI -mArUM bAraNu kaI khaDakhaDAvaze nahi A mANasa maLavo muzkela che. keIne tRpti nathI, oDakAra nathI, kayAM ubhA rahevAnuM te keIne khabara nathI, badhAnI doDadhAma cAle che. mANasane kahIe ke, deDadhAma cheDIne be cAra aThavADiyAM zAMti rAkha. cAla mArI sAthe; te tarata te kaheze ke, "tamArI sAthe AvuM, paNa A bIjhanesa cheDatuM nathI. are! chAtI phUTI gaI tyAM sudhI bIjhanesa? zuM bIjhanesane smazAnamAM sAthe laI javAnuM che? mULa vAta e che ke, mANasane eDakAra ja nathI, ane tethI sukha nathI. mANasane kema sukha ApavuM A bhagavAnane mATe keyaDo (problem) che; tethI ja te kaliyugamAM AvatA nathI. mANasa sukhI thateja nathI tethI bhagavAne hAtha dhoI nAkhyA che. jema karAthI kaMTALIne bApa hAtha dhoI nAkhe ane chokarAne choDI de tema bhagavAne mANasane choDI dIdhuM che. A huM vinedamAM kahuM chuM - bhagavAna cheDI de te mANasane jIvavuM azakya thaI jAya. AvI ja rIte buddhine javara ahaMkAra che. "mArI pAse akakala che" A ahaMkAra che. akakalavALAne javara jAya ja nahi. A paMDita bhagavAnanI paNa bhUle kADhe. eka paMDita kahe che ke, bhagavAna ! A sRSTi te banAvI che, paNa te mArI salAha lIdhI nahi tethI temAM de rahI gayA che. kyA deze? te kahe cheH gaMdhaH suvarNe phalamikSudaNDe nAkAri puSpaM khalu candaneSu / vidvAndhanADhyo na tu dIrghajIvI dhAtuH purAko'pi na buddhido'bhUt // For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 183 -~-~~ ~-~~-~sonAne sugaMdha nathI, zeraDI keTalI mIThI che ! paNa tene phaLa nathI, phaLa heta te te keTaluM gaLyuM heta ? caMdanane phUla nathI - Ama doSe rahyA che. ( bhagavAna tamane mArA je akakalavALo maLe nahi tethI deze rahyA che.) vidvAna eTale deSajJa. TIpITIpIne A bhUle paMDite zedhI kADhI che, paraMtu A buddhine ahaMkAra che. asUyA, matsara, A mananA javara che. bIjAnuM sukha mANasathI sahana thatuM nathI, ekanI pragati bIjAne gamatI nathI. chokarAnI pragati bApa sahana karI zakato nathIbApane chekarAnI amuka hada sudhInI pragati game, paNa bApa karatAM karo savAla thAya te te bApane paNa na game. AvuM A jagata che; A manane roga che. mana asUyA ane matsarathI bhareluM che, mANasa bole ke, tamAruM varSa sAruM jAya, paNa aMdara te baLate hoya. mANasa DhegI (hypocrate) che. Dhagane ja sabhyatA gaNavAmAM Ave che (hypocracy thy name is civilization). dhaNIdhaNiyANI yA pItA hoya tyAre dhaNiyANI kahe ke, "joyuM ! paDezIne tyAM reDiye AvyuM, tamAre tyAM reDiye kayAM che?" tyAre paNa tarata kahe, "are! enI pAse paisA kyAM che? te hasAthI lAvyuM haze, cAra divasamAM veca paDaze. " cA pIne bahAra nIkaLe te gelerImAM paDezIne jue ke tarata kahe, "chaganalAla! tamAre tyAM reDiye A ? amane bahu AnaMda thaye, bhagavAnanI tamArA upara kRpA thaI." mANasa jeTale DhegI (ypocrate) jagatamAM bIje keI na haze. paraMtu A manane rega che ke, mANasathI bIjAne utkarSa sahana ja thatuM nathI. tethI ja gadarzanakArane sUtra lakhavuM paDayuMH maitrI pAritokSiApaNuNa puLApu viSayA mAvanAtAzcattaprajJAtrima A badhA roge che, ane A javarathI pIDA thAya che. zaMkarAcAryane bhagavAna mAtRtvanA rUpamAM jovA maLyA haze. khaba prakAza haze temAM tejasvI "mA" pitAnI sakhIo joDe, latA ane kule vacce hasatI, ramatI pharatI haze; eTalAmAM zaMkarAcArya tyAM For Private and Personal Use Only

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184 taravajJAna pahoMcI gayA haze. A varNana vAMcIne ApaNane ema thAya ke, bA ! tAruM AvuM darzana? bhagavAna tame AvA che? ame te tamane moTI mUchavALA mahetAjI jevA dhAratA hatA. tethI zaMkarAcArya kahe che ke, bA ! tAruM AvuM darzana thAya te jIvanamAM duHkha raheze ja nahi. bA sakhIonI sAthe marmavinoda karatI rahI che, AvuM darzana alakika che. jagadaMbAnuM AvuM darzana jene thAya tene pIDA kayAMthI rahe ? zaMkarAcArya dariyA kinAre zilAtala upara beThA che, dariyAnAM mojAM uchaLatA rahyA che tyAre jyotiSa zAsta-nakSatra tArAothI pare rahelI AdimazaktinA je svarUpamAM temaNe darzana karyA tenuM varNana teo kare che. bhagavAna! tuM jagatamAM nAce che. kRti vArtAtatta: vedAMtane sidhAMta A sRSTimAM nAce che. mAthAna martA mayAna thaIne nAce che. mRtyuleka e suMdara sarovara che. pRthvImAM vasaMtanuM mehakatva che, latAonuM mArdava che, kulenI zobhA che, haMsanI ramaNIyatA che ane kamaLanuM AkarSakatva che. sRSTi tarapha jovAnuM mAMgalyane DaLo maLI jAya te kaI paNa dahADA vasaMtaRtu jevA lAge; pachI tene azubha dahADA che ja nahi, badhA ja guma dahADA che. enA jIvanamAM azubhatAne sthAna ja nathI. te hospiTalamAM jaze te tyAM paNa tene zubhadarzana thaze. jenI jIvananI daSTi badalAI gaI tene badhe maMgalatA dekhAya. sRSTimAM tene jIvanalatAonuM mArdava jovA maLe. chagana - magana A badhI jIvaMta latAo che, A badhI jIvaMta latAonI upara kulenA terA dekhAya - vidyA, kIrti, vitta, vabhava, saddaguNa A badhA terAo che ane tene lIdhe jIvaMta latAonI zebhA vadhe che. jema latA upara kula hoya te zobhA vadhe tema suSTimAM kaI vidvAna, kaI dhanavAna, keI guNavAna, keI suMdara hoya; A badhI jIvaMta latAo che, ane temane mAthe judI judI jAtanA tArAo che. AvI ja rIte sRSTimAM kamaLanuM AkarSakatva jovA maLe. keTalAka jIve atizaya pratikUla paristhitimAM paNa prabhukArya karIne jIvana khIlAvatA For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jovA maLe tyAre temanA jIvanamAM kamaLanI Aka katA dekhAya. kamaLa kAdavamAM pedA thAya; paraMtu sUrya tarapha joine potAnu jIvana khIlAve. AvI rIte keTalAka jIve! kSudra mAkhApanA peTe janme, temane koi sAdhana nahi, chatAM paNa svAdhyAya karIne bhagavAnanuM kAma karatAM karatAM bhagavAna tarapha jatA joie te temanu jIvana AkarSI ka lAge. AvA jIvA mahenata karatA jAya ane mahAna thatA jAya. je leAke pratikUla pari sthitimAM jIvanapuSpa khIlAve che temanA lIdhe A sRSTine AkarSakattva Ave che. sidhdhAne te badhA namaskAra kare, paraMtu prayatna karatA rahelA A yatIenAM jIvanane kamaLanuM AkarSakatva che, temane ApaNe namaskAra karIe. 185 A sRSTimAM 'huM sukhI chuM' Avu' kahevAvALA gheADA leAko maLaze. je mahApurUSAne satyAsatyanA ane AtmA - anAtmAne viveka che te badhA haMsa che. AvA husenA kilakilATathI A sRSTi zeAle che. vAlmiki haMsa che ane za'karAcAya bhramara che. A mahApurUSA jagatamAM AvyA tethIja A jagatamAM jIvavAnuM mana thAya che. temanA kalaravathI ane gujanathI A sRSTinI zAbhA vadhI che. kUjantaM rAmarAmeti madhuraM madhurAkSaraM / Aruhya kavitA zAkhAM vande vAlmIki kokilam // vAlmiki koyala che, temanA TahUkAthI jagata AnaMdathI vyApta thAya che, tenA lIdhe A. jagatamAM ramavAnuM mana thAya che; nahi te A jagatamAM che zu? AvA leAke jagatamAM jIvI gayA tethI jagatamAM jIvavA jevuM lAge che. sRSTirUpI A suMdara taLAvamAM bhagavatI ! tu nAcatI dekhAya che. cAra sIle, cAsa khIle - jagatamAM hasatA caherA joIe tyAre mA! te tArUM sAbhAgya che ema lAge che. khA ! tu ejhI che tethI te leAkeA hase che, temanAmAM tu na hAyatA seAnApuramAM laI javA paDe. For Private and Personal Use Only A jagata suMdara che, ramaNIya che ane temAM tu rame che. A sRSTirUpI sAvaramAM ghaNI jIvanalatAe khudAjudA tArAethI zele che. keTalAka

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186 tatvajJAna jIe pratikUla paristhitimAM kamaLanI jema pitAnuM jIvanapuSpa khIlAvIne AkarSaka banAvyuM che. jemane AtmA - anAtmAnuM bhAna che tevA haMsanA kalaravathI ane bhramaranA guMjanathI sRSTinI zobhA vadhI che. sRSTimAM vasaMtaRtunI mehatA che, AvI sRSTimAM sakhIo sAthe ramatI, nAcatI, kUdatI, hasatI, pharatI tuM dekhAya che. jagadaMbAnI sakhIo kezu? vaidika vADamayamAM temanuM varNana che. mevAM zraddhAM bApa-A badhI bAnI bahenapaNIo che. je jagAe medhA haze tyAM bA ramatI haze. medhAmAM ane buddhimAM pharaka che. bIjAnA gajavAnuM mArA gajavAmAM kema Ave-AvI kAgaDA - zIyALanI buddhi ghaNA pAse che; paraMtu A buddhi na kahevAya. AvI buddhimAM te durgadhI Ave, tyAM bA na nAce. tavavetta enI medhA kahevAya, temAM bA. ramatI heya. AvI ja rIte karmayegInI zradhdhAmAM bA nAce che. je jIvane pitA upara zradhdhA hoya te bhagavAnane game. bhagavAnane raDatI zradhdhA gamatI nathI. agiyAra mahinA je vidyArthIo abhyAsa karyo nathI te vidyAthI parIkSAne divase bIte bIte sAta maMdiramAM jAya ane badhA devane pradakSiNA kare. A vidyAthI hanumAnajInA maMdiramAM jAya ane kahe ke, "mAstara pepara sahele kADhe athavA te pepara mane AgaLathI khabara paDI jAya AvuM kara. huM pAsa thaIza te tane savA rUpiyAnA peMDA dharAvIza." A raDatI zradhdhA bhagavAnane gamatI nathI. bAra mahinA abhyAsa karyo che te vidyArthI paNa prabhu pAse jAya ane kahe ke, "huM pAsa thavAnuM ja chuM, paraMtu bhagavAna! tArA premane lIdhe, tArA AzIrvAdathI pAsa thaIza. meM je kaMI mahenata karI che te tane arpaNa karIne jAuM chuM. A devI zradhdhA che; Ane zraddhA kahevAya. loko kahe, zAstrIjI! tame kaMI kALajI kare nahi, amArI zraddhA che ke bhagavAna badhuM sAruM karaze. tame nakAmA deDadhAma kare che ane amArA juvAna chokarAone doDadhAma karAve che. Ane kaMI zraddhA kahevAya? devI zradhdhAmAM prabhu nAce che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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- AnandalaharI 187 tatvavettAonI medhA, karmayogIonI zradhdhA ane bhAvikenI jIvanadhAraNA haze tyAM prabhu nAce che. A traNa vAte jIvanamAM lAve te bhagavAnane AvavuM ja paDe. bhagavAnane bolAvavA hoya te medhA, zraddhA ane dhAraNA - A bhagavAnanI bahenapaNIone netaruM A jIvanamAM belA te temanI joDe ramavA bhagavAnane Avye ja chUTake che. A sakhIonI AjubAjumAM bhagavAna pharatA hoya. tethI ja te ApaNe kahIe chIe ke, bhagavAna zaMkarAcArya, bhagavAna vasiSTha, bhagavAna pANini-jyAM bhagavAna rame che ane bIjAne ramADe che te badhA pUjanIya, vaMdanIya ane mAnanIya che. tatvavettAonI medhA pUjanIya che, kamagIonI zradhdhA vaMdanIya che ane bhAvikenI jIvanadhAraNa mAnanIya che. jIva tene mAna Ape, ke je jIvanadhAraNA rAkhIne prabhune raste jatuM rahe che. marAThIbhASAmAM zUnyane "pUjya kahe che. ApaNe te pUjya zabda badhe ThekANe vAparIe chIe. pUjya mAsIbA ane pUjya phaIbA-A mAsIbA bhANejane saMsAra saLagAvatI heya tene pUjya kema kahevAya? eka kALe pUjanIya zabda kayAM vAparavAne tenuM paNa eka zAstra hatu, Aje te badhA zabda lIsA thayA che. vANI svAtaMtrya (freedom of speech) ne lIdhe ApaNe game tenA mATe game te zabda vAparIe chIe. nyAtanA nagarazeThane mAnapatra apAya te vAMce te khabara paDe-vasiSTha vAlmIki, yAjJavayanA badhA guNe zeThane lagADavAmAM AvyA heya. zabda brahma che, zabdamAM zakti che, te game tyAM na vaparAya. paraMtu vANI svAtaMtrya (freedom of speech) kALamAM zabdanI kiMmata nathI. zabda brahma che, tethIja egadarzanakAra paMtajali bhagavAna kahe che ke, e rAjA surasuraNa zataH ho #madhu mavati paraMtu Aje zabdane kiMmata rahI nathI. bhUtAyA, vizvabaMdhutva-AvA meTA meTA zabdo samajyA vagara vAparavAnI phezana thaI gaI che. Ane lIdhe zabdane kiMmata rahI nahi. je ja pUjanIya, vaMdanIya ane mAnanIya che temanI AjubAjumAM bhagavAna pharatA hoya che, ramatA hoya che. temanuM smaraNa kare te jIvanamAM varapIDA jAya. For Private and Personal Use Only

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188 taravajJAna A bahenapaNIo sAthe bhagavAna ramatA hoya. sRSTimAM vasaMtaRtu khIlI che, jIvanalatAo nAcatI rahelI che, temane mAthe terAo che, sRSTisarovaramAM jIvanane pratikUla paristhitimAM khIlAvanAra yatIomAM kamaLanuM AkarSakatva che. AtmA - anAtmA, satyAsatyanuM bhAna rAkhIne huM sukhI chuM" AvuM kahevAvALA yAjJavalkaya, pataMjali, vasiSTha, vAlamIki, tukArAma, narasiMha mahetA jevA haMse kilakilATa kare che ane zaMkarAcArya jevA bhramare gUMjana kare che. AvuM sRSTisarevara manahArI che, te ThekANe medhA, zradhdhA ane dhAraNA jevI sakhIonI sAthe bhagavatI ramatI rahelI che; tenuM smaraNa kare te javarapIDA na rahe. mA kyAM che? AkAzamAM? nA, mA te mArA hRdayamAM che. mAne AkAzamAM na rAkhatAM jagatamAM lAve. mA maMdira bAMdhIne na Ave; paraMtu tatvavettAonI medhA, kamagIonI zradhdhA ane bhAvikenI jIvanadhAraNa lAve te mA hRdayamAM AvIne vase. cAhuM dRSTi sAviSTa mAne jagatamAM lAvaze te jagata suMdara lAgaze ane jIvanamAM takarAra raheze nahi. pachI javarapIDA rahe kayAMthI? tukArAma buvA kahe ke, vadhAvI laMkAra yuvA jana AkhA jagatane saMsAra huM sukhane karIza; A sthiti Ave ke bhagavAna nIce Ave. ApaNu bhagavAna AkAzamAM ja che. ApaNe bAtharUmamAM nahAvA jaIe tyAre belIe ke, sarvacAE dR iniviSTaH paraMtu e yAMtrika che. sInemAnA gAyana karatAM A bolavuM sAruM che; paraMtu te bolavAthI bhagavAna nIce AvatA nathI. bhakate kahe ke, "bhagavAna ! nIce Ave, tyAre mA kahe ke, "tuM upara Ave te ?" baccuM kahe, "nA, bA! tuM nIce Ava." mAne nIce lAve te haThAgrahI bacyuM - tene leka tattvaniSTha, dayeyaniSTha kahe. A mAMgalika zabdo che, paNa tene artha eja che ke, te bhaktanI haTha che. bhakatanA haThAgrahuthI mA nIce Ave che. For Private and Personal Use Only

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AnandalaharI 189 A sRSTimAM ramatI rahelI mAnI A jIvanadhAraNa che, AvI mAnuM smaraNa thAya te javarapIDA jAya. zaMkarAcArye A lekamAM mAne AkAzamAMthI nIce lAvavAne raste dekhADe che, tevI ja rIte AzIrvAda paNa ApyA che. AnaMdalaharI egya rIte jANI leze te varapIDa cAlI jAya. A zaMkarAcAryanI prasAdI che. keI pUchaze ke, "zAstrIjI! Aje chello divasa che, kaMI prasAda che ke nahi?" svAdhyAyamAM jude ja prasAda heya. chaniye prasAda Ape te magani prasAda mATe laDe, tenA karatAM Aje zaMkarAcArya pratyekanI parI joIne prasAdI mUktA jAya. ghaNA leke kahe ke, "ame te prasAda mAgIne laIe; prasAda lIdhA vagara javAya?' paraMtu A leke prasAda mAgIne le, kAraNa prasAdamAM peMDA che. prasAdI mAgIne na maLe; mAgyA vagara maLe te prasAda. eTale ghaNAstu prasannatA AvI prasAdI zaMkarAcArya pitAne hAthe Apaze. jagadIzane namaskAra karazuM ja karazuM, paraMtu sAthe sAthe, zrAvaNa mahinAmAM AkAzamAM vAdaLiyAM gherAyelAM che, sUrya dekhAtuM nathI, te vakhate sRSTi tarapha pITha karIne ane jagadIza tarapha daSTi karIne, dariyA kinAre zilAtala upara dariyAnA majA Ave che te jotAM jotAM zaMkarAcArya beThA che ane ApaNane A vAkpupe ApyAM temane pahelAM namaskAra ane pachI jagadIzane namaskAra. keDa uparanA baccAne pahelAM be lAvaze te bAne vadhAre AnaMda thAya, tevI rIte zaMkarAcArya je jagadaMbAnI keDa upara beThA che temane pahelAM namaskAra karaze te bAne vadhu AnaMda thaze. zaMkarAcArya bAnA khoLAmAM beThA che, mAe temane mAthe nacAvyA che. bhagavAna thayelA zaMkarAcAryane pahele namaskAra karIne A vADamacIna pUjA temanA caraNakamaLa upara dharIe. prabhune namaskAra karIne ati namra bhAve A vADamayIna pUjA tenA caraNe dharatAM hRdaya bharAI Ave che. zaMkarAcArya belAvIne prasAdI Apaze te laIzuM ane jIvana dhanya mAnIzuM. AnaMdalaharI - laharI eTale nAnuM mojuM pAchuM upara pavanathI nAnAM nAnAM mojAM thAya tene laharI kahe. te jovAmAM khUba AnaMda Ave. For Private and Personal Use Only

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tatvajJAna jenA jIvanamAM AvI AnaMdanI laharI Ave che te A AnaMdalaharI samajI zake. zaMkarAcAryane kahIzuM ke, tame dhanya thayA ane amane paNa dhanya karavA tame prayatna karyo che; tame amane paNa dhanya thavA AzIrvAda ApyA. tamane amArI cAmaDInA cheDA karAvI paherAvavA joIe. zaMkarAcAryane namaskAra karIzuM. prabhu! AnaMdalaharI vAMcatAM tArI pratiSThA nIce lAvyA haIzuM, tane ame lucce, mUcchuM TharAvyuM haze, kadAca bhUlathI belyA hoIzuM, paraMtu atimatvA praNane thatumaya pramAhit vA tame amAruM hRdaya samajI le. jagadIzane praNAma, tevI rIte AnaMdalaharI kahevAvALA zaMkarAcAryane anaMta praNAma. iti zrImacchaGkarAcAryaviracitA AnandalaharI sampUrNA che : ka For Private and Personal Use Only

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zuddhi-patraka bhajAte manane sAthe, pAnuM lITI azuddha zuddha pAnuM lITI azuddha zuddha 4 9 zaMkarAcAryAne zaMkarAcAryanA 58 21 bhagavAnane bhagavAnane 4 10 vaNamAM vANamAM pa9 18 ratanamAruM rAtavaMdanamata 5 24 tayAra taiyAra 61 18 madhu-makarada madhu-makaraMda 13 24 pahoMcatA pahAMcatA nathI. 62 16 dhavarAvuM dhavarAvuM 14 9 pUrNata pUrAta: 12 23 nanhe vacana navhe he vacana 14 18 dhanecchya dhanecchyA ahakAra ahaMkAra 27 11 vasiSTha vasiSThaM 23 zratinI kRtinI 37 1 tapAsa tapAsavA bIjAne 37 23 kaI karamAI 16 manane 42 17 AnaMda AnaMda 2. banna bane 45 4 nivaya niravadhisukhai| 78 3 ' midaM 45 5 daidIpyamAna dedIpyamAna 80 22 rAti rAti rAti 46 13 sathe | haani: haabi; haabi: 47 6 vyavahArika vyAvahArika 88 11 natethI tenAthI 47 14 dadIpyamAna dedIpyamAna 91 28 vAMkAcUke vAMkAcUke 47 14 teja LAM tejavALAM 96 13 zraRtuma akartum 47 16 daidIpyamAna dedIpyamAna 96 23 lAvava lAvavA 47 29 jAtathI 98 8 dayA dazA 48 24 dedIpyamAna dedIpyamAna 98 19 thI svAthI 49 8 stithi sthiti6 16 Avele bahu kharAba 49 6 kavI Avele jIva bahu kharAba 49 ka-18 daidIpyamAna dedIpyamAna 14 6 tathavstAva taruNastAvat 51 25 khaba khUba/118 8 kakSAnuM kakSAnuM 56 28 varasAda va|i118 13 tApa ta tApathI tapta 53 15 dharmasaMsthApanA thAya 129 8-15 sAbhAge bhAgya saMsthAnA 29 15 raheTha 54 12 sahastra sahastra 130 2 trakA geleksa papa 15 garadama garadana 131 9 nasargika naisargika 55 22 zA) mATeT133 11 sanaMdana, sanaMdanataru raheThANa For Private and Personal Use Only

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zuddha pAnuM lITI azuddha 134 18 nitizAstra 136 + interest 136 15 aMgAra zataka 136 26 tA 138 5 davelop 143 7 dazAMgula 144 21 deSa 145 6 tUTI 147 1 azva 148 15 tatta saMpArika 49 24 na maMtrI 15ra 9 pitAnA 15ra 18-23 sAMyanuM 155 3 tayArI 155 22 paNa 157 16 sAMdarya 157 26 vikhaTA 158 27 zrA 161 18 tayAra 161 23 tane zuddha | pAnuM lITI azuddha nItizAstra) 162 12 chapAvI chupAvI interest/163 5 kaNAra kadAca mAra zataka64 20 baLathI dhULathI /166 11 kSI kSaNika develop ist 28 742 gu169 19-20 sAMdaya 17* 14 sAMdarya darya paDI/171 12 sAdaryazAstra saMdaryazAstra ezcaya |1 28 chaTaze. chUTaze tad iAre 172 18 tethI tethI ne maMtro] 1ra 28 vAstavika vAstavika pitAnA 193 2 vi riI vikArI sAyanuM 173 9 bhudarA bhUdharA taiyArI) 177 12 bhANuM khUNa/181 18 kRSNavarmeva kRSNavatmaiva sAMdarya |183 1pa vA vikhUTA|184 21 vabhava vaibhava 186 11 tatvavettaonI tattvavettAonI taiiyAra/186 18 sahele saheluM tane 199 9 pratyena praNayena For Private and Personal Use Only

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