Book Title: Anahadani Arti
Author(s): Prashamrativijay
Publisher: Pravachan Prakashan Puna
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anahadanI AratI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anahadanI AratI pustaka : anahadanI AratI : munizrI prazamarativijayajI lekhaka viSaya : maMtrIzvara vastupALanI sAta prArthanAo AvRtti : prathama : rUA. 25-00 : PRAVACHAN PRAKASHAN, 2006 lekhaka tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjayapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya munizrI prazamarativijayajI (prAptisthAna) pUnA : pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-411OO2. phona : 020-32922069, mo. 9898055310 Email : Pravachan Prakashan@vsnl.net amadAvAda : azokabhAI ghelAbhAI zAha 201, oesIsa, aMkura skUlanI sAme, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-38OOO7. phona : 079-2663385 mo. 932707579 muMbaI caMdubhAI vI. zAha 3, puSpAMjalI, gauzALA lena malADa (isTa), muMbaI-40OO97. phona : 28834917, mo. 9819810503 TAIpa seTiMga : virati grAphikasa, amadAvAda-380016 phona : 079-2268432 pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha. pUnA-2 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAzakIya samarpaNam zAMtisaurabha mAsikamAM anahadanI AratI-nAM nAme chapAyelI lekhamALA Aje pustakAkAre prakAzita thaI rahI che. tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjayapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratno pravacanakAra baMdhubelaDI 5. munirAjazrI vairAgyarativijayajI ma., pU. munirAjazrI prazamarativijayajI ma. dvArA likhita - saMpAdita graMthone pravacana prakAzana niyamita rIte prakaTa kare che. tattvaciMtana ane bhASAsamRddhino samanvaya dharAvatuM A pustaka, eka cokkasa abhyAsakramanI jema viSayano vikAsa sAdhe che. zraddhAsaMpanna vAcakone A pustaka avazya gamaze. pUjyapAda anaMta upakarI pitA munirAja zrI saMvegarativijayajI mahArAjAnA pavitra hAthomAM. - pravacana prakAzana Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AratInI jyota maMtrIzvara vastupALa uttama kakSAnA dharmasAdhaka ane zAsanaprabhAvaka hatA. temanI vidyAprIti paNa uttama hatI. saMskRtabhASAmAM temaNe naranArIyaLonanTa nAmanAM mahAkAvyanI racanA karI hatI. A mahAkAvyane bhASAkIya ane sAhityika dRSTie ucca darajjo maLe che. zrI AtinAtha stotra, zrI neminAtha stotra, zrI aMviA stotra, prArthanArojo dvArA maMtrIzvaranI sAhitya pratibhAno anubhava thAya che. vidyAvyAsaMgI hovAne lIdhe maMtrIzvare potAnA samakAlIna mahAkavio sAthe khAsso badho gharobo keLavyo hato. kavi somezvara, kavi harihara, kavi madana, kavi subhaTa, kavi nAnAka, kavi yazovIra, kavi arisiMha jevA samartha dhuraMdharo sAthe sabhAmAM besIne kAvyavinoda karanArA maMtrIzvaranI jJAnagarimA apUrva hatI. zrI amaracaMdrasUrijI mahArAjA, zrI vijayasenasUrijI mahArAjA, zrI udayaprabhasUrijI mahArAjA, zrI naracaMdrasUrijI mahArAjA, zrI jayasiMhasUrijI mahArAjA, zrI mANikacacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjA jevA paramajJAnI AcArya bhagavaMtonI chAyAmAM besIne jJAnagoSThI karavAno lAbha maMtrIzvara meLavI zakatA hatA kemake temanuM abhyAsanuM stara atyaMta UMcuM hatuM. samakAlIna vidvAnoe maMtrIzvara vastupALane kUcala sarasvatI (=dADhIvALI sarasvatI), sarasvatI kaMThAbharaNa, vAndevIsUnu, sarasvatIputra jevAM birUdo ApyAM hatAM. maMtrIzvara mATe samakAlInoe kAvyo paNa lakhyAM hatAM. kavi somezvare nava sarganuM tiAmudrI mahAAvyam lakhyuM hatuM, jemAM maMtrIzvaranI vijayagAthAno Alekha che. Thakkura arisiMhe mutasaMIrtana nAmanuM agiyAra sarganuM mahAkAvya lakhyuM hatuM. maMtrIzvaranAM dharmakRtyonA pramukha preraNAdAtA zrI vijayasenasUrijI mahArAjAe maMtrIzvaranA giranAra tIrthayAtrAsaMgha prasaMge strIvargane gAvA mATe revaMtarAsu-nI racanA karI hatI. A sUrijInA ziSya zrI udayaprabhasUrijI mahArAjAe maMtrIzvaranI tIrthayAtrAonuM varNana karatuM dharmAcyutaya mahAAvyam racyuM hatuM. A mahAkAvyanI eka nakala khuda maMtrIzvara vastupAle potAnA hAthe vi. saM. 1290mAM lakhI hatI te Aje khaMbhAtanAM jJAnabhaMDAramAM maujUda che. A ja sUrijIe suvRtItijJohinI nAmanI prazastimAM maMtrIzvara ane temanA pUrvavartI rAjAonA satkAryono guNAnuvAda karyo che. zrInaracaMdrasUrijI mahArAjAe, maMtrIzvara vastupALanI AgrahapUrNa vinaMtIthI jyArabhAra nAmano graMtha racyo hato, temaNe maMtrIzvare pratiSThita karelAM amuka jinAlayonA prazasti lekho paNa lakhyA che. AcArya zrI narendraprabhasUrijI mahArAjAe maMtrIzvara vastupALanI vinaMtIthI ahaMbhAramahodhi nAmanuM sAhityazAstra racyuM hatuM. AcArya zrI bAlacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjAe maMtrIzvaranAM jIvana vize vasaMtavilAsamadA-drAvyam nI racanA karI hatI. maMtrIzvara vastupALanA zatruMjaya charIpAlaka saMghanA Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pagathiyAM samApana prasaMge, sakala zrIsaMgha samakSa bhajavAyeluM UTjhAyudha nATaka A ja sUrijIe racyuM hatuM. AcArya zrI jayasiMhasUrijI mahArAjAe maMtrIzvaranA yuddhavijayane varNavatuM dRzmIramamanam nATaka racyuM hatuM. gauDa kavi harihara pAse zrI harSakRta naiSadhAvya nI eka prata hatI. gujarAtamAM naivadhAvya nI eka paNa prata nahotI. maMtrIzvare kevaLa eka rAtamAM A vacce nI nakala karAvI laIne gujarAtamAM A mahAkAvyano pracAra zarU karyo hato. naiSadhanI sauthI jUnI TIkA gujarAtamAM racAI che ane saunI jUnI hastaprata gujarAtamAM ja maLe che. potAnI samakSa navA ane hRdayaMgama prazasti zloko rajU karanAra kavione maMtrIzvara khobA bharIne sonAmahora bheTamAM ApatA. gujarAtanuM rAjayataMtra saMbhALavuM, saMghanI javAbadArI ane saMghanA bahoLA vahIvaTanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM, talavAranAM jore yuddhanAM medAnamAM jIta meLavavI, zAsanaprabhAvanAnAM agaNita kAryo karavA, A badhuM karIne paNa maMtrIzvara sAhityanI sAdhanA ane sAhityano pUjAsatkAra je rIte karatA hatA te abhUtapUrva ghaTanA kahI zakAya. anahadanI AratI-mAM maMtrIzvara racita eka prArthanA zlokano rasAsvAda che. caitrI pUnama | vi. saM. 2062 - prazamarativijaya kucAvADA praveza 1. mAMgavuM ane jAgavuM 2. adhyAtamanuM baMdhAraNa prArthanA-1 3. darzanathI dezanA sudhI 4. zAstro : zabdothI bhAva sudhI 5. triveNI saMgama 6. zabda zabda zAtA prArthanA-2 che. AdhAra, mero prabhu 8. prabhujI sAmuM juo 9. tuma caraNonI sevA prArthanA-3 10. vadhu sArA banAve che sajjano 11. sajjanono sathavAroH durjanonuM dUrINa prArthanA-4 12. guNonI goThaDI 13. guNasthA dvArA guNono AviSkara prArthanA14. zuM nathI bolavuM ? nakkI che ? 15. doSa ane dveSa : guNa ane rANa - prArthanA-6 16. jaba apanA muMha kholo tuma.... 17. sAcuM kahevuM sArI rIte kahevuM prArthanA-7 18. jIvananI jhaLatI vAratA 19. jAgI anubhava prIta Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praveza 1. mAMgavuM ane jAgavuM kathA che. kAlpanika che. bodha majAno che. kalAkAra para prabhu prasanna thayA. pratyakSa mulAkAta ApI. khUba badhI vAto karI. Akhare chUTA paDavAno samaya Avyo. prabhue kalAkArane kazuMka mAMgavA kahyuM. kalAkAra kahe : 'mAre paisA nathI joItA. samRddhi nathI joItI. gharabAra parivArano ADaMbara nathI joIto. badhA mAMgavA mATe ja tamArI pAse Ave che. mAre mAMgavuM nathI. mAre tamane maLavuM hatuM. mulAkAta thaI teno AnaMda che. prabhu, tame mAMgavAnuM kaho ja cho to mAre tamArI pAsethI traNa vastu joIe che. zAMti, saMtoSa ane prasannatA." prabhu hasyA. kahe : "ame bIja ApIe. choDa to tamAre ugADavA paDe.' javAba sAMbhaLI bhakta hasyo. prabhue varadAna ApyuM ke nahIM tenI ene paravA na rahI. prabhue tene javAba ApI dIdho hato. jiMdagI ajavALI de evo javAba. bhagavAna Ape che. bhagavAna pAsethI mAMgo to bhagavAna uttama jIvana ane samAdhibharyuM maraNa avazya Ape che. mAMgavAmAM marama hovo joIe. maMtrIzvara vastupALa mAMgaNInA maramI hatA. bhagavAna pAsethI bIja maLe che. bIjamAMthI choDa ugADavAnI AvaData jAte keLavavI paDe che. taiyAra mAla paNa bhagavAna pAsethI maLe. enuM lAMbuM cAle nahIM. vAraMvAra thoDuM thoDuM mAMgyA karavuM te karatAM eka vAra mabalakha mAMgI levuM vadhu sAruM. maMtrIzvare mAMgyuM che. mana daIne mAMgyuM che. je jAge che te mAMge che. jene joIe che te mAMge che. jene je joIe che te ja te mAMge che. tamArI pAse zuM che te tamArI oLakha nathI. tame zuM mAMgo cho ane tame zuM karavA mAMgo anahadanI AratI cho te tamArI oLakha che. maMtrIzvare siddhAcalanAM zikhare je dIvo che tenI samakSa mAMgaNI mUkI che. dIvo che AdinAtha dAdA. ajavAsa paNa Ape. sahavAsa ane suvAsa paNa Ape. maMtrIzvara saMgha laIne AvyA che. saMghapati banyA che. prabhupUjA karIne bhAvapUjA ATopI rahyA che. e jamAnAmAM 'Avyo zaraNe tumArA' gavAtuM nahotuM. Aje 'Avyo zaraNe' e caityavaMdananI badhAI tarIke gavAya che. maMtrIzvara badhAInI A ja kSaNe UbhA che. zatruMjayanA DuMgara para dAdAno darabAra bharAyo che. pUjArthIonI bhIDa macI che. yAtrALuonI ThaTha jAmI che. zatruMjayano vAyaro vahI vahIne aTake che. dUra dUra vimalagirinA mora bolI rahyA che. rAyaNavRkSanI DALe DALe nartana che. maMtrIzvara dAdA Adezvara prabhune nihALI rahyA che. prabhuthI vikhUTA paDavAnI ghaDI che. have UbhA thaIne cAlI nIkaLavAnuM che. prabhune chello saMdezo zo Apavo ? maMtrIzvara vicAre che : prabhunI bhakti karatAM mane nathI AvaDatI. prabhunI pAse mAMgavAno mane kyAM haka che ? bhagavAnanI sAthe saMvAda ja sadhAyo nathI tyAM mAMgavuM ane zI rIte ? chatAM bhagavAna samakSa khulAso karavo che. mananI muMjhavaNa bhagavAna sAme ThAlavI devI che. AtamajhurApo prabhune dekhADavo che. mAre prabhu jevA thavuM che. prabhu jevA thavA mATe prabhunA mAragaDe cAlavuM che. mArA svabhAve mArA saMsArane ghaDyo. mArA saMsAre mArA svabhAvane ghaDyo. saMsAra kharAba che to mAro svabhAva paNa kharAba ja che. saMsAra sudhare tema nathI. mAre svabhAvane sudhAravo che. ghaNuM manomaMthana karyuM che. jAtanAM pArakhAM ghaNI vAra lIdhAM che. mane je dharma samajAyo che teno eka chAMTo paNa jIvanamAM utArI zakyo nathI. mArI ghaDAmaNa mArA hAthe ja mAre karavAnI che. potapotAno AtmA che. pote ja saMbhALavAno hoya. kharuM che. mAruM mana keLavAya tevI rUparekhA mAre joItI hatI. jinavANI aneka gurubhagavaMtonAM zrImukhe sAMbhaLI che. AtmanirIkSaNa karyuM che. bhItara DokiyuM karIne aMdhAruM tapAsuM che. hiMmata hArI javAya eTalI badhI kamajorInI jhAMkhI thaI che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAMgavuM ane jANavuM gabharAyo chuM. manane makkama karatAM vAra lAgI che. mArI vyaktigata maryAdAone samajavAmAM ja varaso vahI gayAM che. have thoDuM thoDuM samajAya che. je kAMI khUTe che tenI noMdha rAkhI che. je gumAvyuM che te yAda rAkhyuM che. saravALo kevaLa eTalo ja karyo che ke mAre AgaLa vadhavuM haze to mArI sahAyamAM mAre ja rahevAnuM che.' prabhunI samakSa AtmAne sAMbharatA maMtrIzvara jAgaraNanI dizA zodhe che. prabhunI pAse te sAta mAMgaNI kare che. maMtrIzvara bhagavAna samakSa bolyA. emanA zabdo saMskRtabhASAmAM vahI AvyA : zAstrAbhyAso jinapatinatiH saGgatiH sarvadA''ryaiH savRttAnAM guNaguNakathA doSavAde ca maunam / sarvasyA'pi priyahitavaco bhAvanA cAtmatattve saMpadyantAM mama bhavabhave yAvadAptA'pavargaH // A zabdo anahadanI AratInI AzakA che. A zabdo prArthanAsUtra che. A zabdo dIvo che ane jayota che. AdinAtha bhagavAn samakSa jotAM jotAM ApoApa AviSkAra pAmelI A kavitA che, bhaktanI bhakti ane sAdhakanI sAdhanA che. kalpanA karIe. bhagavAna bhakta para prasanna thAya. 'bhagavAna jAte ja nakkI karI kahe ke mAre A bhaktane ATaluM ATaluM ApavuM che. joke A banyuM nathI, banatuM nathI. paNa kevala kalpanA. to bhagavAna potAnI rIte ApavA lAyaka vastu tarIke zuM zuM ApavAnuM pasaMda kare ?" maMtrIzvare je mAMgyuM che te A kalpanAnI bhItara jaIne mAMgyuM che. nAnAM bALako ke UgatI javAnIe AvelA taruNo mAMge che temAM apekSA hoya che, lAMbI pariNAmadeSTi nathI hotI. samajadAra mANaso pote zuM pariNAma cAhe che tenI pAkI kalpanA kare che. potAnI AvaData ane potAnA saMyogono sAMdho meLavavAnI gatAgama temane pUrepUrI hoya che. mArAM bhaviSya para mArA vartamAnano ja prabhAva paDavAno che tema e samajI zaktA hoya che. je maLyuM te laI lIdhuM ane je thayuM te sAruM thayuM AvuM ekAkI valaNa te rAkhatA nathI. anahadanI AratI thAkIhArIne Akhare je hoya tenAthI calAvI levuM paDe che, tevuM DhIluM mana nathI temanuM. tAjagI hoya ane jItano aNasAra hoya tyAre cArekora taiyArI karI zakAya che. prArthanA maMtrIzvara kare che, temanI bhAvanA samajavI che. mANasa koI kAma kare che to te pAchaLa be vastu jovAya che. daSTi ane pravRtti. dRSTino matalaba bhAvanA. kAma to koI paNa hoI zake paraMtu bhAvanA bhalI hovI ghaTe. bhAvanAmAM adhUrapa ke kacAza na cAle. sAcI ane UMcI daSTi te sArAM kAmanI pahelI zarata. have dRSTinA mudde spaSTa hoya te mANasa pravRtti, sArI ane umadA ja karavAno che. AmAM caturbhagI thaze. bhAvanA sArI, pravRtti sArI. bhAvanA sArI, pravRtti kharAba. bhAvanA kharAba, pravRtti sArI. bhAvanA kharAba, pravRtti kharAba. bhAvanA sArI hoya te be bhAMgo sArA che. bhAvanA kharAba hoya te be bhAMgA sArA nathI. maMtrIzvaranI prArthanA e pravRtti che. tenI pAchaLanI dRSTi khUba uttama che. temaNe potAnA AtmA mATe vicAra karyo che. AtmAne lAgu paDelI eka eka samasyAnI oLakha temaNe meLavI che. maMtrIzvara bahuzruta che. te kALanA AcArya bhagavaMto pAse Avazyaka ane karmaprakRti bhaNI cUkyA che. dharmano bodha meLavyA pachInuM manomaMthana zreSTha pariNAmanI apekSA jagADe che. maMtrIzvara satata fuM tevuM fuM 2 ne vikvaseluM ! A layamAM rahe che. dharmanA bhAvuka bhakta che. dharmanA samarpita sevaka che. tema dharmanAM sUkSma rahasyonA jJAtA che. bhoLo bhakta mAMge tethI savAyuM mAMgavAnI temanI pAse sUjha che. sAthosAtha te maMtrIzvara pade saphaLatA pAmI cUkyA che. moTA mANaso pAse bIjAnI pAsethI kAma kaDhAvavAnI AvaData hoya che ane potAnI jAta pAsethI kAma karAvavAnI Adata hoya che. kAma karavuM ke karAvavuM saheluM nathI. zuM niSpanna karavuM che te vicArIne pagalAM bharavAnAM hoya che. ApaNe Aje je pravRtti karIe tenI dUragAmI asaranI kalpanA karatAM AvaDavI joIe. athavA to thoDAM varasa pachInuM eka vizALa pariNAma kalpanA samakSa rAkhIne AjanI pravRttimAM joDAtA rahevuM joIe. kAmamAM Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praveza 2. adhyAtamanuM baMdhAraNa mAMgavuM ane jANavuM sAtatya ane utsAha jaLavAya te mATe pariNAmadRSTi anivArya che. cIlAcAlu kAmakAjamAM ghasaDAtA AmaAdamIthI judA paDavAnI pratibhA nIkharavI joIe ApaNAmAM. Ajano eka saMbaMdha pAMcamAM varase keTalo AgaLa vadhyo haze te vicAratAM AvaDavuM joIe. Ajano nAno roga pAMca varasa pachI kyAM pahoMcaze te samajAvuM joIe. AjanuM nAnuM duHkhu pAMca varasa pachI vikarALa banI zake che te khyAlamAM AvavuM joIe. A jiMdagInI vAta thaI. AtmAnI nisbata hoya tyAre vAta aura AgaLa vadhavAnI. Aje mArAmAM keTalA doSo che tenI mane khabara hovI joIe. dareka doSone potAnuM bhaviSya hovAnuM. Aje mArAmAM keTalA guNo che tenI jANa mane hovI joIe. dareka guNonuM bhaviSya hovAnuM. doSonuM bhaviSya jhAMkhuM hoya ane guNonuM bhaviSya UjaLuM hoya tevI pariNAmadeSTi rAkhavAnI che. roga ghaTe ane Arogya sudhare te ja rIte doSa ghaTe ane guNo sAMpaDe. 'dharma karIe chIe. enI meLe A badhuM thayA karaze. guNo je meLavavAnA che te AvI jaze. doSo je TALavAnA che te jatA raheze enI meLe. ApaNe dharama karIne bhAI. loko kAMI karatA nathI. ApaNe ATaluM to karIe chIe..." AvI DhIlI manovRtti nahIM cAle. dharma maLyo che, bIjanAM rUpamAM. choDa ApaNe ugADavAnA che. maMtrIzvare AtmAnI yAtrAnI rUparekhA taiyAra karI che. je raste AgaLa vadhavuM che teno nakazo banAvyo che. bhagavAna sAme bolatA pahelAM khUba socI lIdhuM che. potAnI rIte vicAromAM spaSTatAo AMkI che. kazuM addhara rAkhyuM nathI. koI goLagoLa vAta nathI. moghama ane mabhama rahevA dIdhuM nathI. potAnI vyaktigata AvazyakatAne samajIne temaNe bhagavAna samakSa sAta mAMgaNI mUkI che. hakIkatamAM A sAta muddA temanA adhyAtmabhAvanI kAryarekhA che. te bhagavAnane kevaLa Atmanivedana kare che. maMtrIzvara AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavA mATe sabhAna che. paramAtmA banavA mATenI Atmika javAbadArI pAra pADavA te prabhu samakSa potAnA manoratho vyakta kare che. temane prabhunI mahorachApa joIe che. sTIphana kaoNvIe Apelo vicAra che. rASTra sAruM cAle te mATe baMdhAraNa ghaDavuM paDe ane tenA niyamonuM pAlana karavuM paDe tema mAruM jIvana sAruM cAle te mATe mAre mArI jAta mATenuM eka baMdhAraNa ghaDavuM. emAM niyamo ghaDyA hoya te mujaba ja cAlavAnuM. jiMdagI chalochala bharAI jaze. moTAM gajAnI saphaLatA meLavanArA loko pAse potAnI jiMdagInAM spaSTa lakSyo hoya che. jo ke, lakSya ghaDavA mATe dRSTi hovI joIe. traNa zabdo che. zakti, sapanAM ane sarjana, ApaNe zaktizALI hoIe ke ochI zakti hoya ApaNAmAM. ApaNane ApaNI zakti ane azaktino khyAla hovo joIe. huM zuM zuM karI zakuM tenI mane jANa hoya. huM zuM zuM karI zakuM tema nathI tenuM bhAna hoya. zuM karavAthI mane phAyado che ane zuM choDavAthI mane nukazAnI che tenI mane samaja hoya. mAre mArI jiMdagI pAsethI samagratAnAM staranuM eka pariNAma joIe. te chellAM varasanA chellA divase maLe to paNa cAle. varaso varasa dhIme dhIme maLatuM rahe to paNa cAle. e pariNAmane najara samakSa rAkhIne huM nizcita dhoraNe sakriya banuM. ApaNane ATaluM vicAryA pachI ApaNI zakti mujabanI sUjha maLaze. sUjha maLe te pUrve zaktinuM tAraNa navesarathI kADhavAnuM. ApaNAM sapanAM ApaNI zaktino mobho jALave tevAM hovAM joIe. lAkha rUpiyA kamAI zake tevo mANasa so rUpiyAnI kamANInuM sapanuM jue te devALuM phUMkayuM kahevAya. sapanuM jotAM pahelAM zaktinI jAMcatapAsa karavI joIe. bhagavAne sapanuM ApatAM pahelAM zakti batAvI. appA so paramaMI. AtmA e paramAtmA che. AtmA jo bhagavAna banI zake to e bIjuM zuM na Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtamanuM baMdhAraNa karI zake ? mAre bhagavAna banavAnuM che te sapanuM thayuM. mArI pAse bhagavAna banavAnI yogyatA che. A zakti thaI. baMne UMcAM. yogyatA bhagavAna banavAnI che ane sapanuM zrImaMta banavAnuM che to zakti UMcI kharI paNa sapanuM nIcuM rahyuM. yogyatA sAdhu thavAnI che ane sapanuM dukAna bolavAnuM che to zakti UMcI ane sapanuM nIcuM. yogyatA bAravratadhArI banavAnI che ane sapanuM videza pharavA javAnuM che to e ja ghATa, zakti UMcI, sapanuM nIcuM. baMneno sAMdho besADavo ghaTe. sapanuM zaktine anyAya karatuM hoya temAM ApaNe kevaLa gumAvatA rahevuM paDaze te nakkI samajavuM. zaktine anurUpa sapanuM jovuM. e sapanAne anurUpa lakSya ghaDavA. e lakSyane anurUpa AcaraNa karavuM. A ja pragatino krama. maMtrIzvara vastupALe sTIphana kaoNvIno janama thayo tenAM seMkaDo varaso pahelAM potAnI jAta mATenuM eka baMdhAraNa ghaDI lIdhuM hatuM. kovIno siddhAMta paNa samajavA jevo che. ApaNe potAnI mATe ghaDeluM baMdhAraNa rAkhI mUkavAnuM nathI. te rojeroja vAMcavAnuM che. tenA AdhAre rojeroja gaIkAla ane AvatIkAlane sarakhAvatA rahevAnI che. baMdhAraNa e rojiMduM AhvAna che. savAre UThIne vAMcavuM. rAtre sUtAM pahelAM vAMcavuM. baMdhAraNanI bhASA mAvajatathI ghaDavI. zakti, sapanAM ane sarjanano trikoNa baMdhAraNamAM Alekhelo hoya. vAMcIe ne nazo caDe, vAMcIe tema navo umaMga jAge. lAMbuM manomaMthana ane UMDuM AtmanirIkSaNa karyA pachI ja baMdhAraNa ghaDI zakAya. eka vakhata tame tamArI jAtanuM baMdhAraNa ghaDI lIdhuM pachI tame jiMdagInA rAjA cho. maMtrIzvara mAMge che te Atmanivedana che. potAnuM sarjana, potAnuM sapanuM ane potAnI zakti arasaparasane poSatAM rahe tevI emanI mAMgaNI che. AtmA mATenI mAMgaNI che. AtmA tarIkenI mAMgaNI che. sAta muddA che. pahelo muddo : zAstrano abhyAsa. bIjo muddo : bhagavAnane vAstavika namaskAra. trIjo muddo : sajjanono samAgama. cotho muddo : guNavAna janonI prazaMsA. anahadanI AratI pAMcamo muddo : doSavAna janonA doSo mATe saMpUrNa mauna. chaThTho muddo : vANImAM madhuratA ane saccAIno sumeLa. sAtamo muddo : Atmatattvano vicAra. A sAta vAnAM mAMgyAM. paNa mAMgatAM pahelAM A sAta ja mAMgavA che tenI vicAraNA lAMbo samaya cAlI che. dareka mAMgaNI potapotAnI rIte pariSkRta che. tAraveluM navanIta mAMgyuM che. dareka mudo ananya sAdhAraNa che. maMtrIzvara mAMge che : prabhu, mAre tamArA zabdo samajavA che. tamArI vANInAM rahasyo mAre pAmavAM che. jinazAsananA aDhaLaka zAstro ane graMthono mAre abhyAsa karavo che. satata navuM bhaNavuM che. sUtra gokhuM, artha samajuM, paramArtha pAme tevI tamannA che. Aje jeTalAM zAstro upalabdha che te mAre sAMbhaLavAM che, vAMcavA che. gRhasthajIvanamAM vAMcI zakAya te zAstro gurunizrAe vAMcavAM che. sAdhujIvanamAM ja vAMcavA maLe te zAstro sAdhu banIne gurumukhe pAmavA che ne vAMcavAM che. zAstro tamArI vANI che. zAstro tamArA sAdhunI AMkha che. mArAM jIvanamAM satata zAstrano abhyAsa cAle, svAdhyAyanI saravANI akhUTa vahe tevI kRpA karajo . maMtrIzvara mAMge che : prabhu, mAre tamane vaMdavA che. page paDuM ne pUjA karuM te vaMdanA che. tamArA zabdo dvArA jIvanamAM sudhAro lAvato rahuM te sAcI vaMdanA che. tamane sAcAM rUpe oLakhavA che. tamArI ArAdhanAnA tamAma mAraganI oLakha pAmavI che. tamane mArA banAvavA mATe mAre tamArA banavuM che. mane tamArA vagara cena nA vaLe tevuM pAgalapana khape che. tamArA dharma pAchaLa marI khUTavAno romAMca mane khape che. tamArA zabdonuM mArA jIvanamAM avataraNa thAya tevI pratyakSAnubhUti khape che. tamArI kRpAne saMvedI zakuM. tamArI karuNAne lekhe lagADuM tevI UMcAI joIe che. padhAro, mArA nAtha. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtamanuM baMdhAraNa maMtrIzvara mAMge che : prabhu, tamArI sAthe prema baMdhAyA pachI duniyAdArImAM rasa nA rahe tevuM karajo . jIvIza to lokonI vacce rahevuM ja paDaze. badhAne maLavAno niyama jALavI na zakAya. koIne nA maLavAno saMkalpa jALavI na zakAya. vacalo rasto kADhI Apajo. jemane maLuM te sArA loko hoya, sArA loka hoya te mane maLe. mArI AsapAsa sArA mANasa hoya ane huM sArA mANasonI AsapAsa rahuM. tamArI pAsethI mAre joIe che sArA mANasanI oLakhANa ane sArA mANaso sAthe saMbaMdha. maMtrIzvara mAMge che : mArA bola UjaLA hoya. mArAM vacana vidhAyaka hoya. mArA zabdo guNavAcaka hoya. bIjAnA guNono huM pracAraka banuM. bIjAe meLavelA saddaguNo jotA ane gAtA AvaDe. jemanI prazaMsA karuM te sAruM jIvana jIvatA hoya. jemanAM vakhANa karuM te kharekhara uttama vyakti hoya. mArA zabdomAM guNAnurAga ane guNAnuvAda mahore tevI kRpA karaje. maMtrIzvara mAMge che : mArI najara baMdha rAkhuM to raste cAlI nA zakuM. khullI AMkhe ja jIvavuM paDe che. je dekhAya te jovuM paDe che. sAme maLanArA mANaso pApI hoya, doSita hoya, hIna hoya ke paMkAyelA hoya, temane joIne mane kevaLa dayA Ave emanI, niMdA ane apapracAranuM mAdhyama mArI jIbha na bane. doSo gAvAno vAro mAro na Ave. bUrAI bolavAno moko mane maLe ja nahIM. mArA phALe bhUMDI vAto na Ave. AvA prasaMge mane mauna yAda Ave, cUpa rahevAnuM game ane haLavethI sarakI jatA AvaDe tevI kaLA tuM zIkhavaje, prabhu. maMtrIzvara mAMge che : huM boluM temAM kaDavAza na hoya, ugratA ke Aveza na hoya. mArI rajUAta tochaDI na hoya. mArI jabAna gaMdI na hoya. mArI vAto sAMbhaLanArane mIThAza ane maheka maLe. mArI pAse besanAro madhura saMvedana pAme. mArI vANI dvArA koI khaTarAga pedA na thAya. sAthosAtha, kahevAjogI, 10 anahadanI AratI sAcI vAta kahevAnI hiMmata mArAmAM hoya, khoTI vAtano makkama javAba ApavAnI AvaData mArAmAM hoya. prabhu, tAre mArI bolIne ghaDavAnI che. priya vacana hitane nukazAnakArI na nIvaDe. hitakArI vacana priyabhAvane dhakko na pahoMcADI de. talavAranI dhAra para cAlavA jevI A vacanasAdhanAmAM mane vijayanI varamALa Apaje. maMtrIzvara mAMge che : janamatAM pahelAM huM hato. maryA pachI huM hoIza kema ke huM AtmA chuM. huM jIvuM. huM zarIranAM stare tamAma kAryo saMbhALyuM. bhale. mAro AtamA bhulAya ke hijarAya tevuM tuM banavA nA deto, prabhu, mArA saMsArane huM AtmAnI dRSTie nihALI zakuM. mArA AtmAne huM tArI dRSTie nihALI zakuM. tane huM yathArtha rUpe, mArA ja AtmA tarIke nihALIne jAgaraNa anubhavI zakuM tevuM karaje. maMtrIzvaranA zabdomAM AratI che. anahadanI AratI. sAta prArthanA che. sAteya adbhuta che. samajIne svIkAravA jevI mAMgaNI che. khAsa to, A mAMgaNI e adhyAtmanuM baMdhAraNa che. roja vAMcavA jevuM. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-1 3. darzanathI dezanA sudhI paramAtmA jIvatA hatA. loko prabhu pAse AvIne be rIte lAbha pAmatA. darzana dvArA ane dezanA dvArA. prabhune joIne pApanAzanam thatuM. prabhune sAMbhaLIne mokSasAdhanam thatuM. prabhu mokSamAM gayA. emanAM darzana ane emanI dezanAno asta thaI gayo.. zrI zubhavIra mahArAjA lakhe che : duSamakALa jinabiMba jinAgama bhaviyaNakuM AdhArA. A paDato kALa che. temAM bacAve to be ja tattva bacAve. jinamUrti ane jinavANI. prabhunAM darzananI khoTa jinamUrtinAM darzanathI purAya che. prabhunI dezanAnI khoTa jinavANInAM avagAhana ane AcamanathI purAya che. prabhunI hAjarImAM je lAbha darzana ane dezanA dvArA levAto te AjakAla jinamUrti ane jinavANI dvArA levAno rahe. prabhunAM darzana to roja karavAnAM hoya, karIe chIe. prabhunA zabdone roja juhAravAnuM. nathI banatuM. prabhunA zabdo juhAravA hoya to prAkRtabhASA ane saMskRta bhASAnuM bhaNatara hovuM joIe, ApaNane to gujarAtInAM phAMphAM che. hRsva ane dIrthanI bhUlo thAya che. paramAtmAno mahimA temanA zabdone lIdhe che. prabhu kevalI banatAveMta tIrthaMkara nAmakarmano rasodaya saMvedanAnI dazAe pahoMce che. dezanA Ape prabhu ane emanuM tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bhogavAtuM jAya, prabhunI dezanA e ja prabhuno vAstavika tIrthaMkarabhAva che. vItarAgadazA e tIrthaMkarabhAvanuM avinAbhAvI kAraNa che. tIrthaMkaranI dezanA mATeno niyama che ke - e dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI parSadAmAM dIkSA lenArA avazya jAgI nIkaLe che. prabhunI dezanAmAM ja gaNadharonA AtmAno pratibodha thAya che ne caturvidha saMghanAM maMDANa thAya che. prabhunI dezanA e prabhuno bhagavadbhAva che. prabhunI anahadanI AratI dezanA sarvAMgasparzI ane satyasuvAsita hoya che mATe prabhu pUjA-pAtra che. prabhu dezanAmAM AtamAnI aMtaraMga oLakha Ape che mATe prabhunAM darzana puNyakArI che. prabhunuM vyaktitva temanI dezanA vinA adhUruM lAge. prabhunuM vyaktitva temanI dezanA dvArA saMpUrNa abhivyakta thAya. prabhu jIvaMta hoya tyAre zloka A rIte bolavo joIe. dezanA devadevasya dezanA pApanAzinI / dezanA svargadA divyA dezanA mokSasAdhikA / / ane, A dezanAno je mahimA che e ja mahimA Aje zAstrono ane sArAM pustakono che. prabhunI pratimAno Aje je mahimA che tethI savAyo mahimA prabhunI vANIno thavo joIe. derAsaro e darzanagRho che to upAzraya e dezanAgRha banavA joIe. darzana mATe ane pUjA mATe derAsaramAM bhIDa thatI hoya tema upAzrayamAM dhArmika abhyAsa mATe, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA mATe ane sahavAMcana karavA mATe bhIDa thatI hovI joIe. prabhunAM darzana karanArA prabhunI dezanA tarapha bedarakAra rahetA hoya to dharma mATIpago samajavo. prabhunI mUrti zraddhAnuM AlaMbana che, jagatanuM sarvottama AlaMbana. paraMtu prabhunI mUrti vicAronuM ghaDatara nahIM kare, prabhunI mUrti sArA zabdonI dhArA vahetI nahIM mUke. mUrti pAse to aDhaLaka mauna che. prabhu dvArA vicAronuM ghaDatara ane saMskAronuM parivartana jo jhaMkhatA hoIe to zAstro ane sArAM pustakono sahAro ja levo paDaze. jIvana paisAthI nathI jIvAtuM. jIvana gharabAra ke parivArathI nathI jIvAtuM. jIvana vicArathI jIvAya che. paisA, gharabAra ke parivAra vicArane prabhAvita kare che ne jIvananI dizA baMdhAtI jAya che. vicAra e ja jiMdagI che. vicAra e ja AtmA che. vicAra e ja ApaNuM kharuM astitva che. jo vicAra sArA hoya to jiMdagI ke AtmA ke astitvane sArAM kahI zakAya. vicAra sArA na hoya to jiMdagI ke AtmA ke astitvane sArAM nahIM kahI zakAya. jIvanane sudhAravA mATe vicAra sudhAravA joIe. ane te mATe zAstro ane sArAM pustako sAthe pAkI dostI karavI paDe. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 darzanathI dezanA sudhI maMtrIzvara vastupALanI pahelI prArthanAmAM darzanathI dezanA sudhI javAnI mAMgaNI kare che. zAstrano abhyAsa karavo joIe. sArAM pustakonuM vAcana karavuM joIe. zAstro bhaNavA mATe eka guru nakkI karavA joIe. sArAM pustakonuM vAMcana karavA mATe uttama mArgadarzaka mAthe rAkhavA joIe. guru vinA zAstro ane mArgadarzana vinA pustako asarakArI nathI banatAM. mAhitImAM vadhAro thAya paNa dezanAnuM stara na ghaDAya. savAMcana e svAdhyAyano paryAya che. satata jIvAtI jiMdagImAM ApaNe lAkho vicArono sAmano karatA rahIe chIe. sunAmInAM mojAMthI mAMDI kacchanA bhUkaMpa sudhInI tIvratAthI seMkaDo taNAvo magaja para AkramaNa karatA rahe che. mAnasika taMga dazA ApaNI svasthatAne ghAyala kare che. UkaLatAM telanI jema manamAM satata khaLabhaLI rahelA rAga ane dveSa e ApaNI sauthI moTI parezAnI che. DhAMco paDI gayo che manamAM. rAgamAMthI SamAM jaIe. dveSamAMthI rAgamAM jaIe. sAdhu chaa guNaThANethI sAtame jAya. sAtame guNaThANethI chake Ave. emanI e sAdhanA. ApaNe rAgathI dveSa tarapha ane dveSathI rAga tarapha jaIe. ApaNo A saMsAra. To ane From badalAyA kare. A vicAragata baMdhANathI aLagA thavA sadvAMcanano sahAro levAno che. vizvaprasiddha hArvarDa yunivarsiTInA prinsipAle vidAya samAraMbhamAM prophesaro ane yuvAna vidyArthIone potAnuM AkharI vaktavya ApeluM. temAM temaNe kahyuM hatuM : mArI varasothI ghaDAyelI mAnyatA Aje huM prathama vAra jAhera karuM chuM. meM seMkaDo zikSako ane hajAro vidyArthIone mArI daSTithI joyA che. enA AdhAre huM cokkasa tAraNa para Avyo chuM ke roja kamasekama aDadho kalAka navuM vAMcana karanAra vyakti jo niyamita rIte e vAMcana cAlu rAkhe che to traNa varasa pachI tenuM saMpUrNa parivartana thaI jAya che. mAro anubhava ema kahe che. ApaNI samakSa A anubhavavANI AvI che. ApaNe preraNA levAnI. roja mAre navuM vAMcana satata karavAnuM che. vAMcana e magajano khorAka che. vAMcana e AtmabaLanuM AlaMbana che. mana potAnI rIte vicAratuM ja rahe che. 14 anahadanI AratI manane sAruM AlaMbana nahIM ApIe to e potAnI meLe AlaMbana zodhI leze. takalIpha e che ke mana je AlaMbana zodhI leze te kharAba ja hovAnuM. ApaNe zabdonA saMparkamAM AvIe chIe tyAre mana e zabdano artha zodhavA pUrajhaDape kAme lAgI jAya che. zabda sAMbhaLavA. artha samajavo. zabda vAMcavI. artha pakaDavo. mananI A gati che. moTA bhAge ApaNA kAne paDatA zabdo ane ApaNI AMkhethI vaMcAtA zabdo namAlA hoya che. sAra vinAnA ane cIlAcAlu. ApaNane zabdo dvArA zIkhavA maLatuM na hoya to e zabdonuM, e vAtonuM zravaNa ke vAMcana nakAmuM nIvaDe che. vAMcavuM che te saMkalpa ApaNe karavo joIe. vAMcana sAruM ja karavuM che tema ApaNe ja nakkI rAkhavuM che. sArA zabdo ane sArI vAto zodhI kADhavAM che. manane satata e vAtonA havAle rAkhavuM che. vicAronI kharIdI karavI che. vicAronI khetI karavI che. vicAranI AgaLa sad avazya mUkavo che. vAMcIe ane yAda na rahe teno vAMdho nathI. vAMcatI vakhate AnaMda Ave che te pUratuM che. AkhuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA pachI mAMDa pAMca vAkyo yAda rahe che paraMtu vyAkhyAnanI asara to vartAya ja che ne. vAMcavAnuM mana thAya eTale tarata ja e mATenI zista goThavAtI jAya. kyAre vAMcavuM ? zuM vAMcavuM? zI rIte vAMcavuM ? zuM kAma vAMcavuM ? A savAlonA javAba zodhI levA paDe. vAMcavAmAM rasa paDe che to vAMcana mATeno eka samaya nakkI karI rAkhavo joIe. ApaNo dukAnano samaya nakkI hoya che. jamavAno, skUle javAno, UMghavAno ke TI.vI. jovAno TAIma nakkI hoya che. kema ke rasa che, javAbadArI mAnI che. jo vAMcana javAbadArI lAge to vAMcanano samaya avazya nakkI thAya. divasa Uge che. covIsa kalAka hAthamAM hoya che. ghaDiyALa dara kalAke DaMko vagADe che. samayanA A nAnA TukaDAomAM kaI jagyAe savAMcananuM saranAmuM lakhavuM te nakkI karI levuM joIe. rojanuM aDadho kalAka vAMcavAnuM thAya to mahine paMdara kalAka vaMcAya. varase ekaso eMsI kalAka thAya. matalaba e thayo ke roja aDadho kalAka vAMcanAro lagabhaga sADA ATha divasa vAMcanane phALave che, varase dahADe. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-1 4. zAstro : zabdothI bhAva sudhI darzanathI dezanA sudhI vAMcana mATenuM sthAna nakkI hoya. rojanuM vAMcana e jagyAe ja karavuM. alabatta, jagyA karatAM vAMcana vadhu agatyanuM che. jagyA niyata na rahetI hoya cAlaze. vAMcana to niyamita cAlavuM ja joIe. jo jagyA niyata rAkhI hoya to vAtAvaraNano sparza vAMcanane vahAre Ave che. - vAMcananI jema abhyAsa paNa jarUrI. navuM zIkhavuM. saddaguru pAse ke pachI zikSaka pAse gokhavuM, samajavuM, yAda rAkhavuM ane AtmasAtuM karavuM A sAdhAraNa krama. vAMcanamAM copaDIo ane pustako Ave. abhyAsamAM zAstro ane graMtho. vAMcana ekalA besIne karavAnuM. abhyAsa vighAdAtArakane thAya. vAMcana marajI mujabanuM hoI zake. abhyAsa paraMparA mujabano hoya. aDhI hajAra ane ekasothI vadhu varasa pUrve prabhue dezanAo ApI. prathama dezanA khAlI gaI. pachInI bIjI dezanAe dharmatIrtha sthapAyuM. te samaye bhagavAnanA mukhe tripadIno uccAra thayo. tenA AdhAre gaNadharoe dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI. A dvAdazAMgImAM sakala Agama samAyA. AgaLa racAyAM navAM zAstro, navA graMtho, navI vRttio ane navAM vivaraNo. dhArA vahetI rahI. nUtana sarjano maLatAM gayAM. Aja lagI e graMthonI saravANI cAlI AvI che. Aje zAstro maLe che tenA sagaDa prabhunAM samavasaraNamAM pahoMce che. zAstronuM vAMcana samavasaraNamAM praveza karAve che. zAstronAM sUtro prabhunA mAlakausabaddha avAjano paDagho che. AgamonI gAthAo gaNadhArI bhagavaMtonI sRSTi che. zAstro ane zAstrIya TIkAo prabhunI hAjarIno UjaLo paDachAyo che. maMtrIzvare kevaLa sadvAMcana nathI mAMgyuM. maMtrIzvare zAstrano abhyAsa mAMgyo che. sArAM pustako vAMcIne mananuM ghaDatara karyuM haze to zAstronI bhASA ane zailI agharI nahIM paDe. A daSTipUrvaka vicArapreraka pustakonuM satata vAMcana karatA rahevuM joIe. koIne nirNaya levAmAM vAra lAge tyAre Dara lAgI rahyo che tema mAnI levAya che. navuM kAma zarU karavAnuM hoya to kAma karavAno vAMdho nathI hoto. te kAmanI AgaLa navuM hovAnuM vajana hoya che tenI phaDaka rahe che. nirNaya nathI thato. AvuM kema bane che ? kalpanA karavAnI AvaData nathI hotI mATe. suvAMga socIne maMDI paDanArA ochA maLe che kema ke ThIka DhaMgathI AgaLanuM pekhanArI najara nathI hotI. vAto karIe chIe. ekanA eka muddA AmanesAmane UchaLatA hoya che. kapaDAM navAM haze. dAgInA navA haze. vAto e ja jUnIpurANI, bajArapurANa, rasoIkAMDa, paisAzAsa, gharavALA mahAkAvyam. vAtomAM dama nathI hoto. banne pakSe navI vAtonI hAjarI nAkabUla che. sArI vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI yAda nathI rahetI. aDadhIpaDadhI yAda rahe to be-pAMca divasamAM visAre paDe che. kamajora yAdazakti che, jemAM cokkasa bAbato ja bhUlI javAnI Adata ApaNane pIDa che. khAsa karIne navuM hoya te bhulAI jAya che. magajamAMthI nIkaLI ja jAya che. A traNa nAnI samasyA che. anirNAyakatA, ekavidhatA ane bhUlakaNo svabhAva. AvI nAnI nAnI samasyAonuM AkhuM kaTaka ApaNane gherI vALyuM che. niyamita rIte navuM ane nakkara vAMcana karIe to A kIDIo darabhegI thaI jAya. vAMcana karIe. navo muddo Ave tenI sAthe panAro pADIe. galI kUMcIo vaccethI e muddA sAthe pasAra thaIe. sAdo lAgato muddo asAdhAraNa lAge. daravakhate evuM bane. tAttvika vAMcana karatA hoIe tethI roja Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 zAo : zabdothI bhAva sudhI 17 navA muddA sAthe sAdhAraNathI asAdhAraNa sudhInI yAtrA thAya. na vicArI zaktA hoIe tevI dizAne AvakAravAnI Adata paDe. saravALe nirNayazakti vadhe. vAMcana karIe. game. gamatAno gulAla karIe. vAMceluM vaheMcIe. suMdara pratibhAva maLe. pharI vakhata navuM vAMcyuM hoya te vaheMcIe. ApaNI vAtomAMthI beThA ghATanI ekavidhatA bahiSkRta thaI jAya. je vAMceluM hoya temAM navo umero karavAno. navuM umerAyuM te vAtomAM vahetuM mUkavAnuM. ApaNI vAtomAMthI gAmagapATA bAda thaI jAya. vAta karavAnI navI majA Ave. tattvacaryA ane dharmavAda. - dRzya jovuM ane akSaro jovA. AMkhonA ja beya kAma. dRzya joyA pachI AMkhone bIjuM kazuM karavAnuM nathI. akSara joyA pachI magajane lAMbI keDI sAMpaDe che. sUtra, artha, tattva karI sadahuM - muhapattIno A pahelo bola che to zabda, artha, bhAva karI samajuM A vAMcanAno pahelo kola che. vAkyakhaMDo ane saLaMga lakhANa eka bhAva pIrase che. zabdomAM e nathI. zabdo dvArA e che. e zabdomAMthI che. zabdo to ABCD che. bhAva sAva nokho che. zAstrano abhyAsa bhAvonuM navasarjana karanArI mathAmaNa che. ApaNA AtmAne bhAvonI bhUkha che. nAnA bALakane rasoI banAvatA na AvaDe. rasoI pIraso to e khAya jarUra. AtmA A bALa jevo. ene bhAvonuM nirmANa karatAM nathI AvaDatuM. bhAvo phuTa thAya tenI samakSa. e svIkAre. AtmA mULe to paramAtmA che. enuM paramatattva dabAyeluM che. sAro bhAva maLe. thoDo ughADa Ave. AtmAne paramanI jhAMkhI thAya. ApaNAM tamAma anuSThAno bhAvanuM ghaDatara karavA mATe che. ApaNe kevA bhAva sudhI pahoMcavuM che tenI kalpanA ApaNane nathI. zAstronuM vAMcana je je bhAvonI AvazyakatA che te te bhAvone DhaMDhoLe che. sAmAnya rIte zAstro traNa vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyelAM che. bhAvanAlakSI zAstro, jIvanalakSI zAstro ane padArthalakSI zAstro. bhAvanAlakSI zAstro svArthanI duniyAthI dUra laI jAya che. svArthabhaMga thAya tenAM du:kha sAme hiMmata Ape che. svArthano rasa navAM pApa na karAve tenI anahadanI AratI cetavaNI Ape che. svArtha jevA ja ahaMne ghaTADavAnuM kahe che. mananuM jagata jeTalI rIte vikSubdha thaI zake te tamAma bAbatone AvarI letI samAdhAyaka vicArasaraNI rajU kare che. kathAo, upadezo, preraNAo dvArA ApaNI vicArasRSTine vALa ane ajavALe te bhAvanAlakSI zAstro. jIvanalakSI zAstro jIvanacaryAnI rUparekhA Ape che. arthapuruSArtha ane kAmapuruSArtha vinA saMsArI jIvI nathI zakavAno. A be puruSArthamAM vivekano sparza hovo joIe. jIvanalakSI zAstro artha ane kAmamAM zAno zAno parihAra karavo te samajAve che. anItinuM dhana na khape. paraMdArAthI viramaNa levuM. nItinuM dhana maryAdAmAM rAkhavuM. svadArAmAM paNa saMtoSa ja rAkhavo. artha ane kAma pApanI pravRttio che te zI rIte karavI e saMsArIne zIkhavavuM nathI paDatuM. artha ane kAmamAMthI pApanI bAdabAkI zI rIte karavI te samajAvavuM paDe che. nA kahIne, niSedha karIne niravadyabhASAmAM mArgadarzana Ape che jIvanalakSI zAstro. sAthosAtha, pUjA, pratikramaNa, guruvaMdana jevAM dhArmika anuSThAnonuM AcaraNa kaMI rIte thAya, AzAtanA ane virAdhanA zuM hoya, temanAthI bacavA zuM karavuM ? jIvanalakSI zAstro A zIkhave che. vAcaka jasanI gAthA yAda Ave che. vidhikathanaM vidhirAgo vidhimArgasthApanaM vidhIcchUnAm / avidhiniSedhazceti pravacanabhaktiH prasiddhA naH // dharmakriyAno bodha, dharmakriyAnI zraddhA, dharmakriyAnI upAdeyatAno pracAra ane adharmakriyAno pratikAra A cAra tattvo dvArA ame amArAM prabhuzAsananI bhakti karI che. jIvanalakSI zAstro sadAcAronI surekha samajaNa Ape che. padArthalakSI zAstro UMcA darajjAnI bauddhika kSamatA mAMgI le che. AtmA zuM che ? jagata zuM che? AtmA zarIramAM zuM kAma che ? A jagata kaMI rIte cAle che? AtmA A jagatamAM ja rahevAno ke jagatathI chUTo thavAno ? A jagata sivAyanuM koI bIjuM vizva che? A zarUAtI praznone saMtoSe che padArthalakSI zAstro. jIvanacetanA dharAvanArAM prANIonI virATasRSTi. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 zAo : zabdothI bhAva sudhI AtmAne saMsAramAM bAMdhI rAkhanArAM karmonI ajAyaba duniyA. karmone lIdhe AtmA rakhaDe che tenuM cogAna je jagata bane che teno aparisIma vistAra. padArtha eTale vastutattva. sAcI vAtono saravALo. bhagavAnanI AjJA pAchaLanAM UMDAM rahasyo. bhagavAne sthApelA dharmanAM eka eka aMgonI mahattA. bhagavAne prarUpelI vizvavyavasthA sAmenA paDakArono Thosa javAba. dArzanikakSetre cAlatI durUhazailInI aparaMpAra carcAo. A padArthalakSI zAstro che. joke, zAstro te kevaLa zAstro che. temane cokkasa sImADAmAM bAMdhI zakAya nahIM. je zAstra jIvanalakSI hoya te bhAvanAlakSI ane padArthalakSI paNa hoI zake che. je zAstra padArthalakSI che te jIvanalakSI ane bhAvanAlakSI paNa hoI zake che. je zAstra bhAvanAlakSI che te padArthalakSI ane jIvanalakSI paNa hoya zake che. ApaNe ApaNA arIsAthI joIe chIe. ApaNe nAnakaDo svArtha sAdhavo che. mATe zAstrone A rIte vaheMcyAM che. bhAvanAlakSI zAstromAM A nAmo Avaze. zAMta sudhArasa, upamitibhavaprapaMcA, saMvegaraMgazALA, adhyAtmakalpadruma, prazamarati, jJAnasAra, upadezamAlA, ityAdi. jIvanalakSI zAstromAM A cAra nAmo Avaze. zrAddhavidhi prakaraNa, dharmasaMgraha, dharmabiMdu, AcAropadeza. zrIpaMcapratikramaNa sUtro tathA traNa bhASyano samAveza A zAstromAM thaze. uparAMta yogazAstra, navapadaprakaraNa, zrAvakaprajJapti, ityAdi. padArthalakSI zAstromAM ghaNAMbadhAM nAmo thaze. jIvavicAra. navatattva. cha karmagraMtha. daMDaka ane saMgrahaNI. tattvArthasUtra. lokaprakAza. zrIharibhadrasUrijI ma.nA graMtho. zrI yazovijayajI ma.nA graMtho. A nAmo lakhyA te sivAya agaNita nAmo che. ApaNe jAta samakSa pAThyakrama mUkI rahyA chIe. ATalAM nAmo to upayogamAM lo. Age Age gorakhajI jAgavAnA ja che. 20 anahadanI AratI have vicArIe. bhAvanAlakSI zAstrono abhyAsa karyo che ? A zAstromAMthI keTalAM vAMcyAM ? jIvanalakSI ane padArthalakSI zAstromAMthI paNa keTalAM vAMcyAM che? A vAMcana dvArA je bhAva UThe te anubhavyA ke kema ? maMtrIzvara vastupALanI mAMgaNInuM phalaka A stare vistaryuM che. ApaNane A zAstro vAMcavAnI icchA hovI joIe. gurubhagavaMta samakSa besIne eka pachI eka zAstromAMthI pasAra thavAnuM che. jIvananI sArthakatA AmAM che. A dezanAnI pUjA che. magajane zrama paDe te rIte zAstro bhaNavAthI UMDA saMskAro ghaDAya che ApaNe bhaNatara zIkhyA ja nathI. ApaNuM zAstrajJAna vyAkhyAnomAM samAI gayuM che. savAre navathI deza-mAM sAMbhaLyuM te zAsa. vyAkhyAna e zAstrono arthavistAra che. vyAkhyAna e sAkSAta jinavANI che. vyAkhyAna kadI na cUkAya. te sAcuM. paraMtu zAstrano abhyAsa to vyAkhyAnathI vizeSa sthAne che. vyAkhyAnamAM koI eka zAstravacanano arthavistAra hoya che. mULa sUtrano artha vyAkhyAnanI dharI. artha AdhArita vicAravistAra te vyAkhyAnano vyAsa. muddAnI vAta e che ke zAstro bhaNavAM joIe te apekSA, kevaLa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI levAthI saMtoSAtI nathI. vyAkhyAnamAM zAstro bhaNavAnI pAtratA keLavAya. pAtratA pachInuM bhaNatara to abhyAsathI ja Ave. bhAvanAlakSI ane jIvanalakSI ane padArthalakSI zAstro ApaNe bhaNIe te mATe racAyAM. ApaNe te bhaNavAnuM bhUlI gayA. bhaNyA nahIM mATe evA bhAvo paNa na pAmyA. cokkasa rIte ApaNe dharmanA abhyAsanI Adata pADavI joIe. rojeroja traNeya prakAranAM zAstranuM adhyayana thavuM joIe. athavA gurubhagavaMta pAse eka zAstra paNa e rIte bhaNavuM ke bhAvanA, jIvana ane padArthano navatara bodha avazya maLe. zAstronA mULa zabdo pAse javAthI ApaNe sAkSAt te zAstrakAranA saMparkamAM AvIe chIe. e zAstrano abhyAsa cAlu rahe tyAra sudhI e purAtana maharSino satsaMga cAlu rahe che. zAsanAM mULamAM arihaMta paramAtmAnI dezanA che. zAstranuM adhyayana karatI vakhate ApaNane e dezanAno vAraso maLe che. gRhastha avasthAmAM bhaNI zakAya evA aneka aneka zAstro ApaNI pratIkSA kare che. Ave che koI AgaLa ? Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 prArthanA-1 5. triveNI saMgama ekalavya vakhaNAya che tenAM be kAraNa che. e guruvagara bhaNyo, taiyAra thayo ane guru pAse bhaNelA vidyArthIo karatA AgaLa nIkaLI gayo gurunI mUrti pAsethI eNe jIvaMta gurunuM kAma lIdhuM. to sAkSAtu guru maLyA tyAre guru dakSiNA rUpe teNe jamaNA hAthano aMgUTho dharI dIdho. potAnI pratibhAnuM gaLuM kApyuM jANe. ekalavyano aMgUTho kapAyo te gurunuM pApa. aMgUTho kApavAmAM vicAra na Avyo te ekalavyanuM puNya. A kALamAM ekalavya jovA maLatA nathI, aMgUTho dekhADanArA ja maLe che have. paraMtu - A kALamAM ekalA bhaNIne taiyAra thaI zake, evA ekalavya maLavAnA ja nathI. aMguTho to pachI Ave. pahelAM to ekalA bhaNavuM paDe. ekalavya thavA jevuM nathI. aMgUTho ApavAnI nA nathI, ekalA bhaNavAnI nA che, A dharmazAstrano mata che. zAstrano abhyAsa anivArya che. abhyAsa mATe gurusAMnidhya taddana aparihArya che. DaoNkTaranI rajA vinA davA lo te kadAca nukazAna na kare. gurunI nizrA vinA jJAna meLato te avazya nukazAna kare. dharmano abhyAsa karavAnuM mana thayuM te ja ghaDIe gurunuM saranAmuM zodhavAnuM hoya. zAstranA zabdo prabhumilananuM mAdhyama che. guru prabhumilananA mArgadarzaka che. zAstranA zabdomAM cetanA che. guru e cetanAnI cinagArI che. guru athavA zikSaka na maLe tyAM sudhI zAstronuM adhyayana karAya nahIM. abhyAsanI bhUmikArUpe sArAM pustako avazya vaMcAya. zAstrano bodha pAmavo che ane gurunI nizrA cUkavI nathI. A be saMkalpa sAthe joIe. zAstro pAse guru vinA jaIe to nukazAnI. guru pAse zAstro vinA jaIe to baMne pakSe jokhama. guruno upayoga, zAstranA paramArtha sudhI anahadanI AratI pahoMcavA mATe karavAno che. guru e vyakti nathI. guru e TapAlI che. jUnA jamAnAmAM gAmaDe paoNsTakArDa lAvato TapAlI, DosImAne kAgaLa Apato. DosI TapAlI pAse ja kAgaLa vaMcAvIne samAcAra meLavatI. DosIne AMkhe jhAMkhapa hoya ane vAMcavAnuM zIkhelI nA hoya. vAste TapAlI vAMcI Ape. ApaNe DosImA chIe dharmanI bAbatamAM. AMkho kahetAM samajazakti jhAMkhI che. dharmanI bArAkhaDI zIkhyA nathI mATe sAcI vAta sApa barAbara lAge che. guru zAstra Apaze ane guru ja zAstra vAMcI batAvaze. ekalA hAthe zAstramAM praveza nathI thaI zakavAno. zAstra-abhyAsano pahelo niyama che gurunizrA. zuM bhaNavuM te guru nakkI kare. keTalI vAra sudhI bhaNavuM te guru nakkI kare. zI rIte bhaNavuM te guru, nakkI kare. A hakIkata zramaNa saMgha pUratI maryAdita nathI. zrAvaka saMgha mATe A ja niyama che. maMtrIzvara vastupALe zrInacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjAne charIpAlaka saMghamAM nizrAdAna karavA vinaMtI karI tyAre kahyuM hatuM : 'bhavana, madaM bhavetsamIpe Avazyaka-navatattva-karmaprakRtyAdikamadhItavAn, ato bhavAneva mama nizrAdAtA guru: I huM ApanI pAse AvazyakasUtro, navatattva ane karmaprakRtio zIkhyo chuM, mATe Apa ja A saMghamAM nizrAdAtA bano. maMtrIzvara dharmanuM bhaNyA hatA te to kharuM. bhaNavA mATe temaNe gurunizrA rAkhI hatI te agatyanuM che. rAjA kumArapALa dharmanuM bhaNyA, te zrImad hemAcAryabhagavaMta pAse ane temanA ziSyo pAse. bhISma pitAmahanI mAtA gaMgAdevI sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta pAse dharma bhaNI hatI, mahAsatI mayaNAdevI paNa. zAstranA abhyAsano saMkalpa ApaNane guru sAthe nAto bAMdhavA kaTibaddha banAve che. guru pAse bhaNavAnI paddhati be hoI zake. eka, guru pAse rahIe ane bhaNIe. be, guru pAse thoDo samaya mAMgIne e samaye bhaNavA mATe jaIe. pahelI paddhatimAM dharmabodha jhaDapI ane pariNAmadAyaka nIvaDe che. guru pAse rokAyA chIe. gharabArathI dUra chIe. guru kendrasthAne rahe te rIte thoDA divaso ke mahinAo gurunizrAmAM rokANa rAkhyuM che. covIsa kalAka gurunI najara ApaNI para che. tema covIsa kalAka guru para ApaNI najara che. guru pAse rahIne bhaNavAthI gurunAM jIvananI UMDI asara AtmA sudhI pahoMce che. ekAda be zAstro bhaNAI na jAya tyAra sudhI sAthe ne sAthe ja rahevuM. e Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ triveNI saMgama zAstrono abhyAsa pUro thAya pachI ghera javAnuM thAya. bhale. guru pAse pharI vAra rahevA AvavAnI bAdhA laIne javuM. pharI maLavA mATe vikhUTo paDe te bhakta. daravarase saMsAranuM vaikaeNzana pADIne thoDo vakhata gurunizrAe rahI javuM. A pahelI paddhati che. koI paNa uMmare amalamAM mUkI zakAya tevI A paddhati Aje pracalita nathI. prayoga tarIke ajamAyaza karavA jevI che. bIjI paddhatimAM gurubhagavaMta ApaNAM gAme Ave tenI rAha jovAnI che. guru padhAre eTale temanI pAse jaIne ApaNA abhyAsa mATe samaya mAMgavAno. gurunI sthiratA ApaNA mATe vasUla thavI joIe. temanI pAse bhaNavAmAM pramAda na naDI jAya tenI jAgRti rAkhIne dhagazapUrvaka bhaNavuM. muMbaInA eka DaoNkTara dharmanA abhyAsa mATe gurubhagavaMta pAse pahoMcyA. temanI pAse divase bhaNavAno samaya nahoto. icchA AkaMTha hatI, alabatuM. gurubhagavaMte temane ja samaya nakkI karavA jaNAvyuM. DaoNkTara rAte bAra vAge ja ghera AvatA. kSamAyAcanAnA bhAva sAthe temaNe rAte bAra vAge bhaNavAnI icchA vyakta karI. gurubhagavaMte hA bhaNI. e DaoNkTara roja rAte bArathI be bhaNyA. tadana apavAdarUpa A kisso che. Avo samaya mAMgIne gurubhagavaMta para atyAcAra na karAya. e gurubhagavaMta to samartha hatA. badhA gurubhagavaMta AvuM na karI zake, samajavAnuM e che ke DaoNkTare bhaNavA mATe gurubhagavaMta zodhyA ane temano samaya meLavyo. ApaNe suyogya rIte A kAma karavAnuM. gurubhagavaMtano ane ApaNo samaya maeNca thAya tevo TAIma nakkI karavo paDe. vyAkhyAna uparAMtano A dharmAbhyAsa che. vyAkhyAne choDIne bhaNavA na besAya, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA maLe te mujaba ja zAstranA abhyAsano alaga samaya goThavAya. vahelI savAre ke rAte A samayakhaMDa goThavI devAno. bhaNavAmAM sUtra paNa Ave ane artha paNa Ave. gurubhagavaMta pAse sUtra levAnA ane artha zIkhavAnA. matalaba sutra gokhavAnuM che tevI taiyArIpUrvaka ja gurubhagavaMtano samaya levAno. ApaNe navakAra - paMciMdiya ane bIjAM sUtro zIkhyA. sutro ApyAM koNe ? pAThazALAnA zikSake. gurubhagavaMtanAM zrImukhe sUtra nathI lIdhAM. sAdhaka pAsethI sUtra lIdhuM hoya to sAdhanA kevI mahorI uThe ? anahadanI AratI ApaNe dharmano - zAstrano abhyAsa karIne temAM sauthI paheluM gokhavAnuM che. zAstranA abhyAsano bIjo niyama te kaMsthIkaraNa. gAthA moDhe karavAnI. jUnA jamAnAmAM coTalI bAMdhIne bhaNavAmAM AvatuM. maMtrI pethaDazAha rAjadarabAra javA mATe pAlakhImAM bese te samaye gokhatA. Ama rAjAnA dharmadAtA gurudeva zrI bappabhaTTisUrijI mahArAjA rojanI hajAra gAthA gokhatA. dharmanAM kSetre AMtararASTrIya takhto gajavanArA zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjA rojanI traNaso gAthA gokhatA. gokhavuM e khUba ja lAbhakArI manovyAyAma che. dharmanA zIkhAu vidyArthIo ja nahI balka dharmanA marmajJa gItArtho paNa gokhe che. dasahajAranI janamedanI bhegI karanArA vyAkhyAnakAra mahAtmA roja savAre eka gAthA navI avazya gokhe che tevuM AjanA jamAnAmAM jovA maLe che. nevuM varasanI uMmare savAre aDadho kalAkamAM pAMca navI gAthA gokhIne mAthAnA vALamAM kALI sero jIvatI rAkhanArA zrIrAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja gaIkAla jeTalA dUra nathI. eka ja divasamAM sADAtraNaso gAthAnuM papnIsUtra kaMThastha karanArA mahAtmAonAM to nAma keTalAM gaNAvavA ? varasAdane lIdhe gocarI na javAnuM hoya tethI varasAda na aTake tyAra sudhI gAthA ja gokhavI tevI bAdhA. laIne maMDI paDanAra sAdhubhagavaMta cheka sAMje varasAda aTake tyAre aDhIso gAthA gokhI cUkyA hoya tevuM AjanA samayamAM bane che. gokhavAnI majA kaMI alaga che. mAMhI paDyA te mahAmukha mANe evo ghATa che. ApaNe navI gAthA gokhI zakatA hoIe ane na gokhIe to ApaNI zaktino upayoga na karavAnuM moTuM pApa baMdhAya che. bhaviSyamAM buddhi ja nathI maLatI - e pApane lIdhe. jeTalo samaya nIkaLI zake tenI maryAdAmAM rahIne paNa gokhavuM to kharuM ja. sUtra guru Ape. gokhavAno samaya ApaNe kADhavAno. ochuM gokhAtuM hoya, gAthA caDatI na hoya eTale gokhavuM nathI tema mAnavuM nahIM. tame zuM gokho cho te mahattvanuM nathI, tame kevA bhAvathI gokho cho te mahattvanuM che. kalAkamAM aDadhI gAthA caDatI hoya to paNa gokhavuM. mASatuSa munine to eka pada paNa kaMThastha thatuM nahotuM. thAkyA vagara gokhatA rahyA. vaheluM maLyuM kevaLajJAna. sUtro gokhAya, stavano-sajajhAyo-stutio gokhAya. AvazyakakriyA ane dainika dharmacaryAmAM je kAMI moDhe hovuM joIe te badhuM dhIme dhIme gokhatAM javuM. zAstrano abhyAsa A ja krame cAlaze. gokhavA Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ triveNI saMgama prArthanA-1 6. zabda zabda zAtA mATenA graMthonI AkhI hAramALA khaDI che. jIMdagI AkhI gokhIzuM toya khUTe tema nathI. ApaNuM bajeTa hoya te mujaba avazya gokhavuM. je sUtra kaMThastha thAya tenA artha samajavA. je sutra kaMThastha thaI zake tema nathI tenA artha paNa zIkhavA. sUtranI racanA gaNadharo dvArA thaI. sUtrano abhyAsa eTale gaNadharo sAthe vArtAlApa. sUtramAM saMnihita arthano upadeza tIrthakaroe Apyo. arthano abhyAsa eTale tIrthakaro sAtheno saMvAda. artha yAda nathI rahetA, vicAramAM nathI utaratA mATe sutrono sahAro laI artha yAda rAkhavAnA che. kevaLa sUtrathI kAma na cAle. artha paNa joIe. guru pAsethI arthanI jANakArI meLavavI. te te sutrono zAbdika artha samajavo. sUtra dvArA je saMdeza pAmavAno che te meLavavo. sUtra zIkhAmaNa Ape che te artha dvArA sAnamAM samajavI, mArA AtmAne A artha kaMI rIte lAbhakArI nIvaDe che tenuM manomaMthana karavuM. artha dvArA AtmaparIkSA karavI. huM kyAM chuM ane kevo chuM ? artha dvArA AtmanirIkSaNa sAdhavuM ? huM kaMI dizAmAM jaI rahyo chuM. arthano Takoro AtmAne vAgavo joIe. arthano paDagho bhItaramAM paDavo joIe. gurubhagavaMto vyAkhyAnamAM je zailIthI samajAve che te mujaba arthanA sathavAre manomaMthana thavuM joIe. ApaNo saMsAra vicAro dvArA ghaDAyo che. sutramAMthI nIpajato artha navA vicAra ghaDe ane e arthAnusArI vicAra sthira bane to saMsAra ghaTe. AtmAnAM stare jIvatA saMskAroe ApaNane saMsAramAM bAMdhI rAkhyA che. artho zIkhIne, te AtmasAta karyA bAda je vicAra karIzuM te navatara saMskAro ghaDaze. saMsArane kamajora thavuM ja paDaze. tIna bAta hai. 1. gurubhagavaMtanI nizrA svIkAravI. 2. roja navAM sUtra kaMThastha karavA. 3. sUtrano artha zIkhI, tenI bhAvanA sudhI pahoMcavuM. zakti, sapanuM ane sarjana A traNa tabakke zAstrAbhyAsanA niyamono triveNIsaMgama thaze. maMtrIzvara vastupALanI pahelI prArthanA ghaMTArava banI jaze. zAhI khUTe to paina cAlatI nathI. peTrola na bharo to gADI cAlatI nathI. navuM bhaNatA nA raho to dharmanI tAjagI jIvaMta rahetI nathI. agharuM, tarata ja na samajAya tevuM bhaNavAthI magajane uddIpana maLe che. samajAya nahIM tethI kaMTALo karavo te aNaghaDa hovAnI nizAnI che. magajane satata kasatA rahevuM e ja ghaDataranI prakriyA che. magajane Adata nA paDe tyAra sudhI magaja asahakAra AMdolana calAve. gabharAyA vagara agharuM agharuM jhIMkatA rahyA magaja para, to eka divasa magajanI sAna ThekANe Ave che. saheluM bhaNavAnI Adata rAkhIzuM to magajane ezaArAma maLaze. magaja pAsethI kacakacAvIne kAma levuM joIe. ApaNI zakti pAsethI ApaNe kAma nathI laI zakatA teno matalaba e thAya che ke ApaNane zakti para vizvAsa nathI, pariNAmanI zraddhA nathI, laDavAnuM jhanUna nathI. moTI nadIonAM vaheNo kALamIMDha zilAomAM bAkorAM pADI ArapAra nIkaLI jAya che. seMkaDo varasanA dhasArAthI paththarone paNa pANI phADI nAMkhe che. zuM ApaNe pANI jeTalA paNa zaktizALI nathI ? Aja sudhI je AvaDyuM che temAM puruSArtha ocho ane vAraso vadhu che. vagara puruSArthe AvaDeluM - tarata nathI AvaDyuM. navuM hatuM. dhIme dhIme sadI gayuM. e zIkhavAnuM lakSya nahotuM. chatAM AvaDI gayuM. have zIkhavAnuM lakSya rAkhavAnuM che. pApa sAmenI lAMbI laDAI te moTuM lakSya che. e laDAInA dAvapeca zIkhavA te avAMtara nAnuM lakSya che. paisA mukhya lakSya che. bhaNavuM te avAMtara chatAM anivArya lakSya che. paisA kamAvA hoya to skUlanI DigrI joIe A saMsArI niyama che. dharma kamAvo che to sUtrono abhyAsa hovo joIe e bhagavAnano niyama che. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zabda zabda zAtA ApaNe itihAsa zIkhavAno che. zAsakono ane zAstrono ema be pravAhamAM vahyo che itihAsa. prabhu vIra pachInI paraMparAmAM hajAro nAmo yazasvI sUrya banyA che. saunI jIvanakathA sAMbhaLIne, vAMcIne yAda rAkhI levI che. eka suMdara sUtra che. bharatesara bAhubali sUtra. vArtAono khajAno ja joI lo. dareka vArtAonI pAchI avAMtara kathAo. A dareka vArtAo satyaghaTanA che. te yAda hoya. temAMthI bodha tAravatAM AvaDatuM hoya, ekalA beThA beThA vArtA vAgoLyA karIe. bodha mamaLAvatA rahIe. dharmaciMtA acUka sadhAya. dhyAnathI bhaNIne vArtAo yAda rAkhavI paDe che. e rIte pATaparaMparA Ave che. prabhuvIra pachI guru zrIsudharmAsvAmI. pachI zrIjaMbUsvAmI. A dhArA cheka ApaNA bhavanitAraka guru sudhI Ave che. te AkhI moDhe hovI joIe. prAcIna ke arvAcIna kathAne AtmasAdhaka banAvavA mATe dRSTi keLavavI paDe. A mahApuruSoe dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI ? dIkSA lIdhA bAda zuM sAdhanA karI ane kevI takalIpho veThI ? temanA hAthe dharma koNa koNa pAmyA? temane kayA saMjogomAM kevaLajJAna ke samAdhimaraNa maLyuM ? kaMI gatimAM gayA ? A savAlo vicAravA joIe. mAhitI meLavavAno mAraga mAtra nathI A. A jAtane DhaMDhoLavAno upAya che. temanI jagAe ApaNe hoIe to zuM karIe te vicAratA rahevAnuM ? pUrI prAmANikatAthI sarakhAmaNI karIne e keTalA UMcA che te pUravAra karavAnuM. sarakhAmaNI karavAnI rIta prazno dvArA ghaDAya che. + mAre dIkSA levI hoya ane mane moTAbhAI nA pADI de to huM zuM karuM ? A prazna naMdIvardhananI kathAmAMthI maLe che. prabhuvIranAM aMtima be varSanA gRhasthAvAsamAMthI. + mane sAmA mANasano Dara lAge to Ubho rahuM ke chaTakI jAuM, bhAgI jAuM ? A savAla pUchavAno moko samavasaraNanA daravAje UbhA rahI prabhuvIrane joI rahelA brAhmaNakuLa ziromaNi zrI indrabhUtijI Ape che. + roja gherabeThA navANuM peTI maLatI hoya to mane dIkSA yAda Ave? A savAla zAlibhadrajInI kathAmAMthI jAge. anahadanI AratI + mane dariyAmAM dhakelI devAmAM Ave to mArA manamAM zuM vicAra jAge, tema ja mArAM moDhAmAM kayA zabdo hoya? zrIpALa rAjAnI kathAmAMthI A prazna UThe. + mAruM mAthuM dukhatuM hoya ane patnIno avAja magajamAM ghaNanI jema jhIMkAto hoya to dIkSAno saMkalpa sUjhe ke moTo jhaghaDo thaI jAya? anAthI muninI kahAnIno AtmalakSI savAla. + tamArA cha mahinAnA upavAsathI abhibhUta thayelo bhAratano sarvasattAdhIza tapanuM preraNAbaLa zuM che tema savAla kare to zuM javAba Apo ? AtmaprazaMsAnI bAdabAkI thAya ? A savAla Ave che zrAvikA caMpAbAInA prasaMgamAMthI.. kathAomAM jIvananA ja prasaMgo hoya che. prasaMge prasaMge navI navI preraNA maLatI hoya che. dRSTipUrvaka kathAno abhyAsa thavo joIe. ane pharI savAla, jaina rAmAyaNa ane jaina mahAbhAratanI svataMtra khAsiyata sAthenI kathA AkhI AvaDe che ? zAstrono abhyAsa to thatA thaze. ApaNane to zAstrIya kathAo suddhAM AvaDatI nathI. eka be vAra vAMco to yAda rahI jAya tevI seMkaDo vArtAo ApaNe vAMcI nathI. cUkI gayA chIe. ane itihAsa. jinazAsananAM daravAje ane zikhare pharakatI dharmanI dhvajA para AvelA aghora AkramaNonI koI jANakArI che ? jUnA yugomAM ApaNA dharma para je aparaMpAra AkramaNo thayAM tenI mAhitI meLavavA kadI mathAmaNa karI che ? bauddhadharma, hindudharma, muslima dharmanAM nAnAMmoTAM AkramaNo veThatA AvyA che. pUrvapuruSo. kadI koInI khabara rAkhI che ? mUrtio ane maMdironI salAmatI mATe mAthuM vadherIne mUkI denArA koInA lADakavAyAonAM nAma yAda che ? itihAsane bhaNavAnuM bhUlI jaIzuM te divase ApaNe itihAsamAMthI bhUMsAI jaIzuM. zabdo yAda Ave che urdU kavinA : kucha bAta hai ki hasti mITatI nahIM hamArI, sadIo rahA hai duzmana darejhamAM hamArA. zAstro ane graMthono Agavo itihAsa che. racanAo thaI tenI kathA. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra9 zabda zabda zAtA viSayavastu ane saMdarbhanI vAstavika vArtA. e kALa ane te samayanuM citraNa karatA zabdo ane sUtronuM mULabhUta arthaghaTana, navA matonAM utthAna. navA mArgono prAraMbha. mULamArganI sudIrtha paraMparA. saMskRta, prAkRta, gujarAtI A traNa bhASAmAM eTaluM badhuM sAhitya che ke sAta jiMdagI ochI paDe. kaMI racanA koNe karI ? kayAre thaI ? konI mATe ? A badhuM samajavAnI saggI javAbadArI ApaNI che. samaya phALavIne mahenata karIzuM nahIM to jANI zakAze nahIM. jUnA jamAnAmAM gRhastho paNa graMtho lakhatA. Thakkara pherUe vAstusAra ane ratnasAra lakhyA. maMtrI maMDane keTalAya graMtho lakhyA. dareka graMthanAM nAmamAM aMte maMDana hoya. prAsAdamaMDana, kAvyamaMDana. vastupALe atyaMta agharI bhASAmAM lakhyuM saMskRta mahAkAvya : naranArAyaNAnaMda. te pUrve rAjA kumArapALa lakhI cUkyA hatA : AtmaniMdAstavanA ane te pUrve kavi dhanapAla lakhI hatI vizvavikhyAta kathA : tilakamaMjarI. kavi vAbhaTTe kAvyAnuzAsanam racyuM hatuM. ApaNe AvA graMthakAra suzrAvaka nA hoIe to vAMdho nathI. vAMdho e che ke ApaNe kema prAcIna graMthono itihAsa jANatA nathI ? A jamAnAnI vAta lo. arihaMtavaMdanAvali atra tatra sarvatra gavAya che. tenA kartA zrIcaMdra. caMdulAla zAha, temaNe prAkRtabhASAmAM arihaMtanuM varNana vAMcyuM. romAMcita thayA. eka hAthe UtarI AvI arihaMtavaMdanAvali. ratnAkarapaccIsI to saMskRtamAM che. ApaNe gAIe chIe te gujarAtI anuvAda che. tenA kartA che zAmajIbhAI mAstara. A caMdubhAI prAkRtamAM ane zAmajIbhAI saMskRtamAM UMDA UtaryA hatA. to vaMdanA ane pacIsI maLI. ApaNe kyAM chIe ? UMDA UtaravAnI vAta to javA do. kAMThe chabachaba paNa nathI karatA. AjakAla ToLAbaMdha nIkaLI AvelAM chApAMonAM jore dharmano bodha nakkara rIte vadhavAno nathI. pracAramAdhyamanAM A mukhapatro ApaNane Teko Apaze. pragati to zAstronA abhyAsa dvArA ja thavAnI. jIvavijJAnanuM vyApaka vizva atAga che. varaso gujAravAM paDaze. DArvinanA utkrAMtivAdane jhAMkho pADI de tevuM sUkSma vizleSaNa che ApaNAM zAstromAM. janama, jIvana ane maraNanI jhINAmAM jhINI vigato dareka jIvo anahadanI AratI mATenI alaga alaga noMdhAyelI che. temanI cetanAnuM ane vedanAnuM stara paNa prastuta thaI cUkyuM che. ahiMsA ane abhayadAnanA anaMta sImADA dAkhavatAM jIvavijJAnanAM zAstro keTalA bhaNyA chIe ApaNe ? karmavijJAna. AtmAnI rajerajano itihAsa lakhanArA karmo zuM che tenuM to evuM jhINavaTabharyuM vivaraNa karyuM che. zAstrakAroe, ke e vAMcIe to AMkho phATI jAya. haraghaDI ane harapaLa karmonuM AkramaNa AtmA para jArI ja rahevAnuM che. karma kevuM baMdhAya ? kone lIdhe baMdhAya ? udayamAM kaMI rIte Ave ? bhogavAya kaMI rIte ? puruM zI rIte thAya ? tenA prakAro kema karIne judA paDe che? teno bodha bharyo che karmazAstromAM. jiMdagI ochI paDe eTalo khajAno che. lUMTavAnuM gajuM hovuM joIe. saptabhaMgI ane sTAdvAda, tarkabaddha rajUAta ane saMpUrNa prAmANika vacana. vastunA svabhAvanuM pAradarzI vivecana. sapta nayanI aDAbIDa sRSTi. nizcaya ane vyavahAranA anokhA niyamo. prabhunAM kevaLajJAnano A vAraso buddhimattA vinA jhIlI zakAto nathI ane puruSArtha vinA te gaLAthI nIce Utarato nathI. jIvavijJAna, karmavijJAna ane sAdvAdane samajIe te pachInuM bhaNatara zuM hoI zake ? Adhunika vijJAna ane tarkazAstra ane manovijJAna ApaNA dharmasamakSa je prazno mUke che, paDakAra pheMke che tenA javAba khoLavA joIe. ApaNe jAte ja laData ApI zakIe tevI tAkAta hovI joIe. bhaNataramAM mayaNA suMdarI mATe zrIpALa rAjAnA rAsamAM lakhyuM che ke te navatattvanI su-jANa hatI. ApaNe su-jANa na thaI zakIe to kamasekama jANakAra to banIe ja. arthanuM upArjana ane aihika AnaMdapramoda, AmAM mananuM rokANa karI rAkhyuM che. ApaNe. viSayanI lAlasA satata punarAvartana dvArA eSaNAono nazo gADha banAvI rAkhe che. dharmabodhanI dizAmAM ekAda pagaluM bharIne ApaNe saMtuSTa banI jaIe chIe. to paisAmAM dareka pagale asaMtoSa vadhe che. dharmanAM bhaNataramAM navuM zIkhavAno samaya nathI ane gharamAM dara varSe navAM pharnicara ane navI vAnagI ane navAM kapaDAM AvyA ja kare che. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-ra 7. AdhAra, mero prabhu zabda zabda zAtA maMtrIzvara muddAsara mAMge che. sArA zabdo pAse javuM che. manamAM sArA zabdo bharI levA che, prANavAyune zvAso dvArA bhItaramAM bharIe te rIte te zabdo ghUMTavA che. te zabdo para maMthana karavuM che. zAstranA zabdo sAthe lagAva bAMdhavo che. zAstrakAronI bhASAmAM bolatA thavuM che, zAstrakAronI zailIthI vicAratA thavuM che. ApaNA AtmA pAse kevaLajJAna che. chadmasthatAno paDado naDe che. ThIka che. aMdara to tejano phuvAro che ja. zAstro e kevalyavANI che. zAstranA zabdone AtmA sudhI mokalazuM. aMdaranuM kaivalya - A zabdomAM saMnihita kaivalyanI sparzanA pAmaze to dharatIkaMpa thavAno ja che. bhagavAne kaivalya pAmyA pachI zabdo hAthamAM lIdhA, dezanA rUpe. ApaNe e zabdo dvArA kaivalya sudhI pahoMcavuM che, DhaMDhoLavA mATe ene. bhaNavAnI mahenata vadhe. bhaNavAno rasa vadhe. kSayopazama vadhe. jJAnAvaraNanA paga dhrujavA mAMDe. bhaNavAmAM zraddhA hoya. bhaNavAnAM UMcAM sapanAM hoya. mohanIyanA paga DhIlA paDe. na paraNe te vAMDho kahevAya. na bhaNe te ghAMgho kahevAya. guru sAmasAma che. zAstro hAthohAtha che. jiMdagI sahIsalAmata che. magaja sAbUta che. khUTe che zuM? samayanA sAMdhA meLavIne bhaNavA mAMDo. akSare akSare ajavALuM pAmazo. zabda zabda zAtA pAmazo. prabhunI bhakti karanArA mahApuruSo. tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhe che rAvaNa. ajANyA lokone prabhudarzana karAvavA derAsara baMdhAve che pethaDazAha. zatruMjayagirirAjanI Toca para be vAra jIrNoddhAra karAve che vAbhaTTa. prabhu AdinAtha bhagavAnanI nirvANabhUmine tIrtha banAve che cakravartI bharatarAjA. Abu girirAjane ajAyabI jevAM jinAlayono muguTa caDAve che vimalamaMtrI ane vastupALa-tejapALa. emanI tole Ave tevI prabhubhakti ApaNe zI rIte karI zakavAnA hatA ? bhakti mATe bhAvanA ane zakti ema banneno khapa paDe che. ApaNI bhAvanA evI UMcI nathI ke kumArapALanA putra nRsiMhadevanI jema sonerI zikharovALAM derAsara baMdhAvavA raDatA hoIe. ApaNI bhAvanA prabhubhakti para saMpUrNa kendrita thaI zakI nathI. kadAca, evI bhAvanA jAgI. zakti hovI joIe ne ? bhAvanA ane zaktimAM maMdatA hoya te hakIkatamAM puNyodayanI maMdatA che. bhAvanAne UMcakI le tevuM kSAyopathamika puNya meLavavuM joIe. bhAvanAne sAkAra kare tevAM audayika puNyanuM baLa hovuM joIe. prabhubhaktinI pravRttio puNyanuM nirmANa kare che. maMtrIzvara vastupALa bIjI prArthanAmAM - tIrthakarone vAstavika namaskAra karavAnI bhAvanA ane zakti mAMge che. maMtrIzvara potAnA dharmane mUlavI zake che. dharmAtmA potAno dharma joIne vicArato rahe che. prabhue pharamAvelo dharma khUba UMco che. huM dharma karuM chuM te kevaLa jhAMkhI che. vAstavika dharma to khUba AgaLanI bhUmikAmAM vase che, ema dharmAtmA samajato hoya. bhagavAnane namaskAra karavA maLe tevI mAMgaNI karIne maMtrIzvara zuM siddha kare che ? pote Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 anahadanI AratI AdhAra, mero prabhu rojeroja pUjA kare che, uttama bhakti kare che ane mAMgaNI paNa enI ja kare che. hAthamAM roTalI rAkhIne e pharI roTalI mAMge che. samajavA jevuM che. maMtrIzvarane atyAre je dharma thAya che te game che. A dharma akhaMDa rIte cAlyA kare tevI maMtrIzvaranI icchA che. kevaLa ATalI ja icchA nathI. A dharmamAM satata navo navo dharma umerAyA kare tevI emanI jhaMkhanA che. joke, badhAnI icchA AvI ja hoya. maMtrIzvara UMcuM nizAna tAke che. tIrthakarane namaskAra karavAthI AtmAne je utkRSTa lAbha thaI zakato hoya teno emane khapa che. prabhune vAMdavAthI sAMpaDI zake tevI samRddhi ke moTAImAM temane rasa nathI. prabhune namaskAra karavA dvArAmAM chellAmAM chelluM phaLa je maLatuM hoya te pAmavuM che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karavI che ane bhaktino zreSTha prabhAva anubhavavo che. jayavIrAyanA zabdo : hou mamaM tuha pabhAva. prabhu keTalI hade prabhAva pAtharI zake che tenI kalpanA thaI zakavAnI nathI. ApaNI bhakti prabhunA prabhAvane ijana Ape tevI hovI joIe. ApaNI pAtratA prabhunA prabhAvane ApaNA tarapha kheMcI lAve tevI hovI ghaTe. prabhuno prabhAva jAte sakriya thAya tyAre zuM zuM na Ape ? prabhune vaMdanA karavI che. prabhune vAMdavAthI je prabhAva vaheto Ave teno sAkSAtkAra karavo che. ApaNI vaMdanA prabhunA prabhAvane najIka bolAve tevI nathI. nAgaketue puSpapUjA karatI vakhate vaMdanA siddha karI. prabhuno prabhAva jAgI UThyo. kevaLajJAna maLyuM. ApaNe evuM gAvuM che ke prabhu Dole. ApaNe evuM bolavuM che ke prabhu malakAya. ApaNe e rIte pUchavuM che ke prabhune javAba Apavo ja paDe. prabhumAM prabhAva samAyelo che. ApaNe bhakti dvArA e jAgRta karavAno che. prabhunA prabhAvane sparze tevI bhaktinAM mULa zAstranA abhyAsa sudhI jaze. zAstro vAMcyAM che. zAstro dvArA satuM ane asatuno viveka keLavyo che. ApaNI jiMdagImAM satuM ochuM ane asatu ghaNuM che te joIne dAkyA chIe. jIva khUba valovAyo che. prabhu pAse sathavAro mAMgyo che. prabhu prabhAva batAvI sAcavI rahyA che. zArAnA abhyAsa dvArA manomana aMkti thatI traNa rekhAo A rahI. pApanI pahecAna. pApano pastAvo. pApaparihAranI bhAvanA. pApane pApa tarIke jovuM te vaMdanAnI bhUmikA. pApanI hAjarI DaMkhe te vaMdanAnuM utthAna. pApa ghaTADavAnI icchA jAge te che vaMdanAnI anubhUti. AtmAnuM svarUpa niSpApa che. paramAtmA niSpApa che. ApaNe niSpApa nathI. prabhu pAse jaIne potAnI niSpApa avasthA yAda Ave ane Aje AtmAne gherI vaLelAM pAponA paDachAyAno pArAvAra valopAta prabhu samakSa vyakta thAya te che vaMdanA. pApathI bacavAnI icchA prabhunI bhakti dvArA deDha thAya che. pAponI hAjarIno aNagamo prabhubhakti dvArA vadhato jAya che. potAnuM eka eka pApa alaga alaga tAravIne prabhune jaNAvyA karIe. dareka pApa badala prabhusamakSa ja potAnI jAtane Thapako ApIe. pApo jIvanamAMthI ghaTatAM na hoya to pApano pastAvo paNa ghaTavo nA joIe. prabhu pAse ApaNo AdhyAtmika svArtha kevaLa eka ja che : savvapAvappaNAsaNo. badhAM pApo khatama karavAM che ? prabhu sivAya koNa bacAvaze A pApothI. prabhu sivAya koNa oLakhAvaze A pApone ? bIjI vAta. jIvanamAM DhagalAbaMdha pApo cAlu rahyAM hoya to prabhune maLavAno haka nathI ApaNane prabhunI mUrtine aDavuM hoya to nAhavuM paDe che. pUjAnAM kapaDAM paheravAM paDe che. prabhune prArthanA karavI hoya to jIvanamAM saphAI hovI joIe. game tevA AdamI prabhune maLI nA zake. prabhuno mobho hoya che. pApathI bacavuM che. prabhu pAse IlAja che. prabhune maLavuM che. pApothI bacatA rahevuM paDaze. banne dizAe jAgavAnuM che. jiMdagInuM eka mizana banAvavuM paDaze. kAgaLa laIne tenI para painathI lakhavAnuM. Aja sudhI karelAM pAponuM lisTa banAvavAnuM. bhagavAn sivAya koI nahIM vAMce tevA vizvAsa sAthe badhuM ja lakhavuM. pApo thayAM che. pApo karyA che. pApo na gamyAM topaNa karyA. pApo gamyA mATe karyo. binajarUrI hatAM te pApa paNa karyA. jarUrI hatAM te pApo karavAM ja paDyAM. pApa meM karyA che. mArAM pAponI jimedArI mArI ja hoya. sIdhI vAta che. keTalAM pAnAM bharAze tenI phikara nathI rAkhavI. badhAM ja pAponI noMdha karI levI che. - A pApomAM have be vibhAga karavAnA. thaI cUkelAM pApo ane cAlu rahelAM pApo. thaI cUkelAM pApo to bhUtakALa banI cUkyAM che. bALapaNamAM Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 36 anahadanI AratI dhannAjIne nA gamI. bhale. ApaNI mATe te kAmanI che. pApa choDavuM che. eka pachI eka pApa choDatA javuM. praoNjekTa phAIla banavI joIe. have pachInA traNa mahinA daramyAna mAre A pApa ochuM karavuM che. samayamaryAdA sAthenuM lakSya. A varase mAre kula maLIne traNathI cAra pApo ochAM karavAM che. temAMnuM eka pApa traNa mahine choDavuM che. dAkhalA tarIke eThA moDhe vAMcavAnI Adata-paMdara divasamAM choDI devI che. pachI traNa mahinA laIza, eThAM moDhe TIvI jovAnI Adata choDavA mATe. AdhAra, mero prabhu mArAmArI karatA hatA, jUThuM bolatA hatA, gaMdI mATI khAtA hatA. evAM badhAM agaNita pApo. AjanI jIvAtI jiMdagImAM cAlu rahelAM pApo gaNavA besIe to enI saMkhyA nAnIsUnI nathI. A vartamAna pApo e AtmA paranuM pravartamAna jokhama che. bhagavAne aDhAra pApasthAnaka samajAvyAM che. ApaNI jiMdagImAM A aDhAre varaNa bhegI thaI che. bhUtakALanAM pApono hisAba ApaNe cUkavavAno che. AjanAM pApono hisAba cUkate karavo ja paDaze. pApa pravRttirUpe zarIra ke mana dvArA thAya che ane pasAra thaI jAya che paraMtu enA lisoTA AtmA para rahI jAya che. sApanA lisoTA jAte bhUMsAI jAya che, pApanA lisoTA bhUMsavA mahenata karavI paDe che. AjanI tArIkhe jIvanamAM cAlI rahelAM pApomAMthI taddana anivArya hoya te pApo na chUTI zake te alaga vAta. je pApo anivArya nathI te chUTavA joIe. khAvAno zokha pApa che. e pApa abhakSya vastu sudhI laI jAya che. bhakSya vastumAM tIvra Asakti hoya che. khAvAnA zokha mATe paisA, paisA mATe dhaMdho. dhaMdhA mATe anIti. anIti mATe jUTha prapaMca, jUTha mATe magajamAM taraMgatukkA. eka pApa hajAra pApane kheMcI lAve che. AMkhone jovAnuM pApa game che. divasamAM dilabharIne jovA mATenAM manapasaMda AlaMbano jotA rahIe chIe. saMtoSa nathI thato. navI zodha cAlu rahe che. bhUkha vadhyA kare che. oDakAra Avato nathI. ajIrNa sadI gayuM che. hiMsA cAlu rahI che. bhagavAne ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya sudhInI hiMsA samajAvI. hiMsAmAM pratyakSa bhAga hoya ane parokSa sahakAra hoya, karaNa karAvaNa ane anumati hoya. keTalI badhI hiMsA thatI hoya che. AkhA divasamAM. parigrahanuM pApa. divase na vadhe eTaluM Tenzana rAte vadhe. rAte na vadhe eTaluM Tenzana divase vadhe. pAponI duniyAmAM bhUlA paDI gayelA AtamarAmane zodhI kADhavo muzkela che. dharmanA raste pragati karavI haze to pApo ghaTADavA paDaze. eka jhATake tamAma pApo chUTI jAya te zakya nathI. thoDAM thoDAM pApo ghaTADavA. eka eka pApa nakkI karIne choDatA javuM. zAlibhadrajInI nIti pApa choDavAnuM nakkI thAya. pApa sAme laDavAnuM jhanUna jAge. pApa choDavA mATe yojanA bane. yojanAno amala thAya. mana DhIluM paDe to makkamatApUrvaka sAmano karavo paDe. tabiyata sAtha na Ape to himmata jALavavI paDe. pApa choDavA jAnanI bAjI lagAvI devAnI. savAMcana karyuM haze. zAstrano abhyAsa thayo haze to choDavAlAyaka pApo najara samakSa dekhAtAM raheze, e pApo na choDavAthI thanArI nukazAnI yAda AvatI raheze ane e pApo choDavAthI thanArA lAbho paNa manamAM spaSTa haze. A aMtarjagatamAM cAlatuM yuddha che. bhagavAna pAse A yuddhamAM jIta maLe tevI mAMgaNI maMtrIzvara kare che. pApo pAnakharanAM pAMdaDAMnI jema kharatAM rahe te bhaktanuM sapanuM hoya. paramAtmA ane ApaNA AtmAmAM pharaka Ubho rAkhanArAM A pApo ja che. bhItaranA bhagavAnane A ja pApo dabAvI rAkhe che. pApone choDI devAnI tamannAnI tIvra asara bhUtakALa para paDe che. gaI kAla sudhI rasapUrvaka pApo karelAM. enA saMskAro jamA thayelA che. Aje thaI rahelAM pApo nA chUTe topaNa A pastAvo nakAmo nathI javAno. e jUnAM pAponA lisoTAne bhUsyA karaze. jiMdagInAM ghaNAM varaso gujAryo che ApaNe. pApo besumAra thaI cUkyAM che. e pApanA poTalAne dIvAsaLI cAMpe che pastAvo. pApa choDavAnI bhAvanA kayAreya niSphaLa jatI nathI. paramAtmA samakSa jatA pahelAM pAponI pahecAna meLavI hoya, pApano Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhAra, mero prabhu 39 pastAvo keLavyo hoya. prabhu samakSa A pApothI bacavAnI prArthanA karatA hoIe. pAponI AlamamAM khaLabhaLATa mace ja. saMsAra pAse jaIne pApo dvArA AtmAne dhakkA mAryA che. have paramAtmA pAse jaIne pastAvA dvArA pApane dhakkA mAravAnI jarUra che. pApaparihAranI bhAvanA prabhune namaskAra karavAnI sarvAMgINa pAtratA Ape che. pApano pastAvo prabhu mATenuM aparaMpAra AkarSaNa pedA kare che. pApanI pahecAna prabhuno mahimA sphuTa kare che. bhagavAna hathiyAra che. DhAla che, pApo sAme. bhagavAna sArathi che, pApa sAmenAM yuddhamAM. laDavaiyA ApaNe chIe. pApo sAmeno jaMga ApaNe ja kheDavAno che. prabhu jItADaze. prArthanA-2 8. prabhujI sAmuM juo parama tattvanI saMvedanA pAmavAno eka mAtra mArga che paramAtmavaMdanA. paramAtmAnI samakSa besIne jagatane bhUlI zake te vaMdanAno hakadAra. paramAtmA pAse AvIne svArthane vIsarI zake tene vaMdanAnI anubhUti sAMpaDe. paramAtmAne jovAnA ane oLakhavAnA be mArga che. prabhunA guNonI oLakha pAmavI te eka. prabhunA upakArone samajavA te bIjo. dharmasAdhanA eTale guNa nirmANanI prakriyA. hakIkatamAM guNonuM nirmANa nathI hotuM. guNo aMdara che ja. guNonuM prakaTIkaraNa thAya che. prabhumAM guNo jovAnI sUkSma dRSTi keLavavAnI. prabhunI pratimA paththaramAMthI prakaTI che. have, paththarane pratimAmAM pheravI ke paththaramAMthI pratimA nIpajI ? baMne savAla majAnA che. paththara to patthara ja hato. akhaMDa ke toDelo. paththara pratimA nathI banato. paththaramAM pratimA chupAyelI hoya che. pratimA sivAyano bhAga kADhI nAMkho eTale mUrti nIkharI Ave. zilpI mUrtine nathI banAvato. zilpI pratimAne nathI ghaDato. zilpI vadhArAno bhAga utArI de che. mUrti jAte prakAzita thAya che. AtmA mATe AvuM ja bane che. AtmAnI bhItara paramAtmA chUpAyo che. zarIra ane karmoe maLIne saMsAranuM kocaluM AtmA para bAMdhyuM che temAM paramAtmA DhaMkAI gayA che. e kocaluM kharI jaze te divase paramAtmA jAte bahAra AvavAnA che. prabhu samakSa A kocaluM toDavA javuM che. prabhuno sauthI moTo guNa A che. prabhu kocalAnI bahAra che. prabhunI mukhamudrA para apUrva AbhA che te karmo ane zarIranI bAdabAkImAMthI nIpajI che. prabhunAM darzana karatI vakhate zarIra vinAnI jIvanacetanA ane karmo vinAnI AtmacetanAno sAkSAtkAra thavo joIe. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhujI sAmuM juo prabhu vItarAga che ane kevaLajJAnI che. A be guNonI jugalabaMdI ajaba che. prabhu phakta kevaLajJAnI hoya ane vItarAga na banyA hoya tenI kalpanA karIe. vicAra jAmato nathI. vItarAgabhAva vinAnuM kevaLajJAna hoI ja nA zake. paraMtu jo hoya to e keTaluM badhuM jokhamI banI jAya ? jagatanA tamAma padArtho dekhAya. tamAmanuM AkarSaNa jAge ne tamAma duHkhono Dara ke trAsa jIvato hoya manamAM. ApaNA rAga ane dveSa AlaMbana AdhArita che. kevaLajJAna mATe koI ja AlaMbana adazya nathI. tamAmanuM saMpUrNa darzana thayuM hoya to bhayaMkara udvega ane hatAzA thavAnI paNa saMpUrNa saMbhAvanA che. piMgaLAnuM vAstavika caritra joIne rAjA bharatharI aMdarathI tUTI gayA hatA. jIva bhalo hato te vairAganI vATa pakaDI lIdhI. jANakArI pUrNatAno sparza pAme ane mana sAbUta na hoya to jhaMjhAvAta macI jAya. kevaLajJAna thAya che te pachI vItarAgabhAvane lIdhe manojanita pratibhAvo rahetA ja nathI. ApaNe bolIe ane sAMbhaLIe chIe ke mohanIya karma tUTyuM ane kevaLajJAna AvyuM. taddana vahevAru satya che. A mohanIyakarmanI hAjarImAM jo kevaLajJAna AvI jAya to AtmA para avyavasthAno hAhAkAra macI jAya. prabhue kevaLajJAna ane vItarAgabhAvanI jugate joDI bhalI rAkhI. prabhu pAse besIne A sadguNa para vicAratA rahIe to mUrtinI smitachavi nityanavIna lAge. prabhu pAse A apUrva saMpadA che. evI adbhuta ke socatA rahIe tema stabdhatA vadhatI jAya. 3E prabhunAM kevaLajJAnano vicAra. bhUtakALa saMpUrNa jAhera. vartamAna paripUrNa spaSTa. bhaviSya atyaMta vyakta. prabhunI jANa bahAra kazuM nathI. prabhune koI aMdhArAmAM rAkhI nA zake. prabhune na samajAya tevo koI vicAra ke vistAra ja nathI jagatamAM. bhASAmAtrano bodha. padArthamAtranuM jJAna. paristhitimAtranI jANakArI. dareka saMyogonA dareka kATakhUNAthI prabhu vAkepha. kazuM navuM nathI. kazuM jUnuM nathI. badhuM ja che kevaLa dRzyamAna. AMkhothI jovAno upacAra che. bAkI AtmA ja dekhI rahyo che. vagara AMkhe sakala jagatanAM darzana thAya. kalApInA zabdo : A cazma je buraje caDyuM, Alama badhI ja nihALavA, e cazmane koI rIte rokI tame zakazo nahIM. anahadanI AratI prabhunuM jJAna taTastha che. prabhunAM jJAnamAM pAradarzI teja che. prabhu mane dekhe to ? prabhu mArAM zarIrane nIrakhe. eNksaoN vinA mArA hADehADane pArakhe. nakhazikha dehanuM AMtaranirIkSaNa kare. hRdayanA dhabakArA dekhAya. kaoNnaoNrarI bloka thaI hoya to teya dekhAya. phephasAM ane AMtaraDAM ane pittAzaya ane nasonuM jALuM dekhAya. aMdara jato zvAsa, cUsAto oNksijana ane bahAra nIkaLato zvAsa, pheMkAto kArbana-prabhu joI zake. vALanI saMkhyA kahI zake. dhoLA ane kALAnI judI gaNatarI karAvI zake. zarIramAM ramate caDelA rogo joI zake. sAta dhAtunI zataraMja cAle che tenI dareka cAla bhALI zake. zarIranI aMdara chUpAyelo AtmA prabhune dekhAya. AtmAne zarIranAM pIMjarAmAM pUranArAM karmo prabhune dekhAya. karmo keTalAM varasa sudhI cAle teTalAM che e sTaoNka prabhu joI zake. navAM karmonuM Agamana prabhune dekhAya. kAryaNazarIranuM joDIdAra taijasa zarIra dekhAya. e taijasa zarIramAM rahelI pAcakazakti, tejolezyA ane zItalezyAnI nirmANazakti prabhu bhALe. atyAre AtmA para jeTalAM paNa karmo che te karmo keTalA bhavo dvArA baMdhAyAM che te bhavonI saMkhyA prabhune moDhe hoya. (moDhe hoya tema lakhavuM ke bolavuM te prabhunuM apamAna che. prabhune khyAlamAM hoya tema samajavuM. moDhe hoya e bhASA ApaNane moDhe che vAste lakhavI paDe.) ekeka bhavamAM keTalAM karmo bAMdhyAM teno hisAba prabhu pAse hoya ja. atyAre AtmA para rahelAM karmo AgaLa keTalA bhavo sudhI cAlavAnA che tenI prabhune khabara hoya. to e bhavo daramiyAna navAM karmo UbhA thavAnAM che tenI saMpUrNa gaNatarI prabhune hoya. A karmonI nIce DhaMkAI rahelA AtamarAmamAM vasatuM kevaLajJAna prabhune pratyakSa dekhAya. prabhunAM jJAnanI sImA nathI. prabhu kevaLajJAnI che mATe ja prabhu anaMtajJAnI che. 40 prabhuno vItarAgabhAva. garIbane zrImaMtAI na samajAya tevo akaLa. prabhu mAna mATe maratA nathI. prabhune gusso Avato nathI. prabhunAM manamAM rAjIpo relAto nathI. prabhunAM dilamAM premabhAva jAgato nathI. prabhu bhedabhAva ke pakSapAta rAkhI zakatA nathI. prabhune stavanAnI asara nathI, apamAnanI asara nathI. prabhu prazaMsA ane niMdAmAM lepAtA nathI. pagale pagale kamaLa mUkAya ke mAthe talavAra jhIMkAya prabhunI prasannatAmAM phera nathI paDato. prabhu Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 anahadanI AratI prabhujI sAmuM juo AkAza che, divasa ane rAta vinAnuM. prabhu dariyo che, bharatI ane oTa vinAno. prabhu nadI che, ugamabiMdu ane saMgamabhUmi vinAnI. prabhu phUla che, RtunAM baMdhana vinAnuM. prabhu paDagho pADatA nathI. prabhu pAse pratibhAva ke pratikriyA che ja nahIM. prabhu zarIradhArI hoya tyAre zarIrathI aLagA hoya che. zarIranI kazI asara temanA bhAvajagata para nathI hotI. prabhunuM Atmatattva taddana mirarapaoNliDa hoya che. pANI sarakI jAya tema nimitto sarakI jAya che. pANImAM paththara paDe to vamaLa sarjAya paraMtu thIjelAM baraphamAM vamaLa nathI sarjAtAM kema ke paththara DUbato nathI. prabhuno AtmA nimittanA paththarane aMdara DUbavA deto nathI. vamaLo sarjAya ? prabhunA anaMtAnaMta guNo che. kitane gAuM, kitane dekhuM? to prabhunA upakAro. ApaNane maLelAM sukhanAM mULiyAM dharma sudhI pahoMce che. dharma vinA sukha maLI zakatuM nathI. dharmanI ArAdhanA karo eTale bhaviSyamAM sukha Avaze te nakkI thaI jAya. Aje tamArI pAse sukhasAmagrI che eTale bhUtakALamAM tame dharma karyo che te nizcita banI jAya che. A dharmanuM vaheNa prabhu dvArA maLyuM. prabhu dharmano ubodha kare. sau e dharma svIkAre. prabhu nahIM to dharma nahIM. dharma nahIM to sukha nahIM. ApaNane maLelAM sukhanA mULamAM dharmanA sthApaka bhagavAna che. A prabhuno aMgata upakAra. A sukhathI vizeSa UMcuM sukha AtmA pAse che. teno upadeza prabhue Apyo te prabhuno jagajAhera upakAra. karmane vazavartI rAkhanArAM sukhothI dUra bhAgavAnI preraNA vItarAgaprabhue ApI. sukhonuM AkarSaNa AtmazaktinuM avarodhaka che teno bodha prabhue Apyo. AtmasukhanI dizAmAM tAkavAnuM prabhue zIkhavuM. AtmAnI AgaLa parama lakhIe to paramAtmA thAya. ApaNuM e sAcuM rUpa. sukhanI AgaLa parama lakhIe to paramasukha thAya. ApaNe e sAcuM sukha. khoTuM rUpa choDavA mATe khoTAM sukhathI cetavAnuM kahIne prabhue upakAranI hada vALI dIdhI. bIjA upakAro yAda ja AvatA nathI. A eka upakAra ja romaroma para chavAI rahe che jANe. koI AtmA siddhigati pAme te vakhate avyavahArarAzino eka jIva vyavahAra rAzimAM Ave. dharmanI pahelI rekhA to hajI aMkAtI nathI paraMtu dharma sudhI pahoMcavA mATenuM paheluM pagathiyuM A hoya che. vyavahArarAzimAM praveza siddhabhagavaMtano upakAra. ApaNe vyavahAranA jIva thayA. tIrthaMkara bhagavaMto dezanA Ape. dharmatIrthanI sthApanA thAya. gaNadharo saMcAlaka bane. gaNadharonI paraMparAmAM sUribhagavaMtonI AkheAkhI paraMparA cAle. Aje ApaNane aneka aneka tAraka munibhagavaMtonAM darzana thAya che te dharmatIrthanI sthApanAno vAraso che. guruvaMdana karIe, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIe ke nizrAvartI banI ArAdhanA karIe te veLAe yAda Ave dharmatIrthanI sthApanAno mULabhUta upakAra. prabhunA upakAro anaMta che. Ave nAhIM aMta. guNo ane upakAronI jIvaMta saMvedanA sAthe prabhu samakSa besavuM te bhakti. prabhunA guNo mane maLe tevI utkaMThA hovI joIe. prabhunA zabdo dvArA dharma ghaDAyo che te samajIne prabhune bheTavAnuM che. prabhunAM maMdira ane prabhunAM biMba AtamAno visAmo che. roja prabhu pAse javAnuM. samaya ghaNobadho phALavavAno prabhubhaktimAM. mArAthI je thaI zake te badhuM ja karavAnI mArI taiyArI che tema lAgavuM joIe. eka derAsaranAM dareka jinabiMbo. eka gAmanAM dareka derAsaro. samaya mujabanI A devayAtrA cAle. devadravya keTalo sarasa zabda che ? mAruM dravya hatuM te have devadravya thayuM. prabhunI mAlikInuM banyuM. mAruM dhana bhagavAnanAM khAte jamA. mArI mahenatano paiso prabhunI svIkRti pAmyo. mArA parigrahane vadhAranAro paiso mArA dharmane vadhAranAro banI gayo. devadravya zabda adbhuta che. derAsaramAM guMjato A zabda ApaNA jIvanane aDavo joIe. dhana jo devadravya bane to mAruM zarIra devanuM dravya na banI zake ? A mAro AtmA devanuM dravya na banI zake ? devadravya bhagavAna sivAya bIje kaze na vaparAya tema mAruM zarIra ane mAro AtmA bhagavAna sivAya bIje kyAMya kAma na kare. bhaktanI A deva-deha-bhAvanA ane deva-Atma-bhAvanA tIvra thavI joIe. prabhunI bhakti mATe roja navuM sapanuM Ave. prabhunI upAsanAmAM roja navo umero thAya. prabhunAM nAme thanArI ArAdhanAmAM navI bharatI ane navuM pUra UmaTe. prabhunI vANI ane prabhunI bhakti e DAbI-jamaNI AMkha. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-2 9. tuma caraNonI sevA prabhujI sAmuM juo 43 prabhunI sAkSAt hAjarI khape. mUrti joIne mana manAvavAnuM nAkabUla. prabhuno sAda sAMbhaLavo che. prabhuno hAtha mAthe mukAvavo che. prabhunAM caraNone AMkhanI baMdha pAMpaNo dvArA sparzavAM che. prabhunAM caraNanI AMgaLIo para kapALa mUkavuM che. prabhunI suvAsita zvAsadhArAnuM Acamana levuM che. prabhune maLavAnI pyAsa. prabhune jovAnI tIvra talapa. prabhunI mUrtimAM sAkSAt prabhuno vasavATa dekhAya have. mUrtinI AMkhomAM agamanA izArA vartAya. mUrtinAM sthira sattvamAM prabhunI upasthiti jaNAya. prabhumUrti nIrakhatAM haiyuM hiloLe caDe. prabhumUrtine sparzatAM to nakhazikha romAMcita. prabhunI bhaktithI AtmAno saMsAra kapAvAno che. prabhunI bhaktithI jIvana ujamALa thavAnuM che. prabhu mATeno anahada AdarabhAva vadhato jAya tema AtmAne kanaDI rahelA rAgadveSanuM jora nabaLuM paDatuM jAya. prabhu sAthenI kSaNomAM AnaMda maLe temAM karmonI tAkAta tUTatI jAya. paramAtmA upakAra kare te mATe bhaktano bhaktibhAva pracaMDa hovo joIe.paramAtmA dhodhamAra varase te mATe bhaktanA gaLe cAtakapaMkhInI cIsa joIe.paramAtmA AMgaNe padhAre te mATe AtamanA avAje pokAra karavo joIe. bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAmAM jIvananI kRtArthatA che. bhagavAne je ApyuM che te koI ApI zake nahIM. ApaNI pAse ApavA jevuM che te bhagavAna sivAya koIne ApI zakAya nahIM. ane ApaNI pAse ApavA jevuM je koI che te bhagavAna pAsethI ja AvyuM che. bhagavAnanI maherabAnI vinA jIvananuM pAMdaDuM paNa pharakatuM nathI. bhagavAne je ApyuM. te ja bhagavAnane ApavAnuM che. AmAM samarpaNabhAva che. sarvAgINa arpaNa. roja prabhumUrtinAM darzana karIe chIe tema ja prabhunAM dhAmamAM - jinamaMdiramAM jaIe chIe. ApaNAM sapanAMo A be mahAmaMgala tattvonI AsapAsa gUMthavAnAM. prabhu mATenAM sapanAM. derAsaranI dareka mUrtine roja AMgI karavI joIe. mAre ane mArA hAthe. nathI thatuM. kamasekama evuM bane ke mahinAmAM ke varasamAM mUrtionA vArA goThavIne huM eka pachI eka mUrtine AMgI karuM. pASANanAM pratimAjI ane paMcadhAtunAM pratimAjI, mArAM derAsaramAM jeTalAM che tenI saMkhyA meLavIne te mujaba roja AMgI karavI. AmAM karIza e rIte ke rojanA eka bhagavAnanI AMgI to haMmeza pramANe thAya ja. e uparAMta roja eka navA bhagavAnanI AMgI. phUlo suMdara maLe che. AkhA derAsarane phUlothI DhAMkI dauM to mArI bhakti lekhe lAge. tema nathI karI zakAtuM. to derAsaranAM dareka pratimAjIne huM phUlonI mALA paherAvIza. e na thAya to roja eka bhagavAnane phUlanI mALA paherAvIza. mALAnI sagavaDa na thAya to phUlo caDAvIza. sijhana mujaba jeTalI jAtanAM phUla maLe te bhagavAnane caDAvIza. derAsaranI Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tuma caraNonI sevA anahadanI AratI bahAra phUlo vecAya che. eka divasa huM derAsaranI bahAra Ubho rahIne phUlo vaheMcIza. dareka pUjArthIne mArA hAthe chAbaDI bharIne phUla ApIza. kahIza : lAbha Apo. bhaktino lAbha. caityavaMdana to roja eka ja karuM chuM. badhA bhagavAna alaga samaye kevalI thayA ne alaga samaye mokSamAM gayA. mAre eka ja caityavaMdanamAM badhAne sAcavI levAnA ? AvuM nahIM karuM. dareka bhagavAnanAM caityavaMdana thAya to uttama. nahIM to roja mULanAyaka uparAMta bIjA eka bhagavAna samakSa caityavaMdana karIza. mULanAyaka samakSa houM tevA ja bhAvathI stavana gAIza. ja prabhubhakti mATenAM stavano hajAro che. mArAthI badhAM kaMThastha nathI thaI zakavAnAM. huM stavanono svAdhyAya karIza. sArA ane svaccha mudraNamAM prakAzita thayelAM stavano vAMcIza. tenA rAga zIkhIza. stavananA racayitA mahApuruSo keTalA badhA che. zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma., zrI mAnavijayajI ma., zrI nyAyasAgarajI ma., zrI zubhavIrajI ma., zrI rUpavijayajI ma., zrI bhANavijayajI ma., zrI padmavijayajI ma.. zrI jinavijayajI ma., zrI vIravijayajI ma., zrIkIrtivimalajI ma., zrI vinayavijayajI ma., zrI meghavijayajI ma. nAmono pAra nathI. ekeka mahApuruSoe saMkhyAbaMdha stavano lakhyAM che. badhAM stavano gokhavAM muzkela che. kabUla. mAre to e vAMcavAM che, vAgoLavAM che. stavane stavane avanavA madhura bhAvo nItare che temAM bhIMjAvuM che. pUjAo aDhaLaka che. cosaTha prakArI pUjA. ekathI vadhu snAtrapUjAo. navapadanI pUjAo. naMdIzvara dvIpanI pUjA. navANuM abhiSekanI ane navANuM prakArI e be pUjA. paMcajJAnanI pUjA. sattarabhedI pUjAo. ekavIsa prakArI pUjA, aSTaprakArI pUjAo. pistALIsa AgamanI pUjAo. A sUci ghaNI lAMbI thaze. A dareka pUjAonA DhALa che, temanI dezI che ne temanA zAstrIya rAga che. mAre te zIkhavA che. gAtAM nathI AvaDatuM. vAMdho nathI. pUjAnA artho to samajuM. e pUjAnI kaDIo vAMcuM to sahI. prabhunI pUjAnA bhAvabharyA AMdolano meLavavA pUjAnA zabdothI uttama bIjuM zuM hoI zake ? stotro che. saMskRta bhASAmAM aparaMpAra. bhaktAmara ane kalyANamaMdiranI jevAM agaNita saMskRtastotra che. saMskRta bhaNIne te tamAma stotro vAMcuM. A ja rIte behisAba stutio maLe che prabhunI prAcIna ane navIna. badhI vAMcavI che. prabhune vinavaNI karavAnA zabdo pAse bhakta nahIM jAya to koNa jaze ? covIsa prabhu vartamAna covIzInA. atIta covIzI ane anAgata covIzI alaga. mahAvidehanA vIsa tIrthakaro. darekanAM nAma vAMcavAM che. moDhe ja karavAM joIe. ochAmAM ochAM vAMcuM to jarUra. dareka prabhunAM jIvananI kathA meLavuM. vAMcuM. yAda rAkhuM . prabhunA mAbApa ane parivAranAM nAmo. prabhunA ziSya parivAranI saMkhyA. prabhuno vicAra karavAmAM A ajoDa akSaro avvala phALo Ape. tIrthonI yAtrA karuM. tIrthe tIrthe prabhu judA. prabhumAtrano itihAsa jema judo ema tIrthamAtrano itihAsa judo. dareka tIrthano itihAsa jANuM. khAMkhAkhoLAM karuM. graMthonAM pAnAM ukeluM. itihAsa vAMcIne pachI tIrthayAtrA thAya to AnaMda anero nIvaDe. tIrthayAtrA zAMtithI karuM. divaso vadhu kADhe yAtrA mATe. utAvaLa kadI nA karuM. prabhune maLavAnuM nirAMte ja. prabhunI pUjAnAM vastro, vAsaNo ane sAdhano ucca koTinAM rAkhuM. bane to derAsaranAM badhAM kAma mAthe upADI lauM. eka TIma banAvuM bhaktonI. je kevaLa pUjAvastradhArI banIne derAsaranI javAbadArI upADI le. Ama na banI zake to ? pUjArI sAthe dostI jamAvuM. tenAM sukhadu:kha samajuM. pUjArI to prabhuno paDachAyo. tene rAjI rAkhavAmAM prabhubhaktinI parokSa prAkSikI maLe. vahIvaTa ane TrasTIzIpa tenI rIte bhale kAma kare. mAre to pUjArIno lAbha levo che. pUjArIne ghera jamavA bolAvuM. tenI mAMdagImAM saMbhALa lauM. nAnAmoTA prasaMgomAM tenI paDakhe rahuM. pUjArI rAkhavA te to majabUrI che ApaNI, paNa jo rAkhyA ja che pUjArIne, to e prasanna rahevA joIe. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 anahadanI AratI tuma caraNonI sevA 43 pUjAo ane pUjano vahevAra banI cUkyA che. Ayojaka hoya te AmaMtraNa Ape. mahemAna hoya to yajamAna mATe Ave. beya ekabIjAnuM dhyAna rAkhe. bhagavAna rahI jAya bAjumAM. nA. AvuM nahIM thavA dauM. pUjA ke pUjananA prasaMge mArAM AMgaNe Avaze tyAre mAruM dhyAna prabhumAM ane pUjA-pUjananI vidhimAM haze. AvanAra bhale nA maLe. prabhu maLe te mahattvanuM che. sAme cheDe mAre pUjAmAM javAnuM haze to AkhI pujA ke saMpUrNa pUjanamAM besIza. e na bane to pUjA ke pUjana pUratA besavuM che tevo vicAra rAkhavAne badale bhaktisaMvedanAnI bhAvanAthI besIza. mukhya vAta e raheze ke : mArA dvArA Ayojita anuSThAna prAsaMgika nahIM hoya, e haze AdhyAtmika ane pAramAtmika. mArA AnaMda mATenA ane mArA bhagavAna mATenAM haze e sau anuSThAna. mArAM gAmamAM jeTalAM derAsaro che tenAM mahinAmAM ekAda vAra avazya darzana karIza. vAlI muni to dariyApAra darzana karavA jatA prabhunAM. rojano krama hato, mAre roja samaya nathI. paNa mArA gAmanAM derAsaromAM huM darzana karato ja rahIza. cokkasa ane niyamita.. kI mArA parivAranA dareka sabhya derAsare avazya jatA hoya ane pUjA karatA hoya tevuM taMdurasta vAtAvaraNa haze gharamAM. derAsaranA daravAje lAgatI patrikA vAMcavAnuM cUkIza nahIM. dUra dezAvaranA prabhubhaktinA prasaMgonI vadhAmaNI vAMcavAmAM ocho lAbha nathI. derAsaranAM baoNrDa paranI sUcanA vAMcIza. sUryodaya ane sUryAsta vAMcato rahIza. bhagavAnanA daravAje mArA mATenI sUcanA hoya te vAMcavI ja paDe. prabhubhakti zvAsomAM vase. prabhuprIti dhaDakananI jema jIve. prabhuno rAga sUrajanI jema Uge, Athame kadI nahIM. prabhu sAthe bhAvanA tadAkAra banavI joIe . prabhunuM saMmohana AtmAne avaza banAvI rAkhe te saubhAgya che. manovijJAna ema kahe che ke : ApaNo svabhAva Azaro zodhavAno che. duHkha jaNAvIe. hiMmata meLavIe. pratIkSA karIe. maLIne khuzI pAmIe. na maLavAnI vedanA anubhavIe. parAzrita hovAno anubhava manane game che. jo sAmethI anukULa pratibhAva maLato hoya to. A pratibhAva paNa vastutaH ApaNe nakkI karelo hoya che manamAM. prabhu sAtheno parAzrita bhAva aMtaraMga AnaMdanuM utthAna kare che. prabhu sAthenA premamAM ApaNo svArtha ane ApaNo ahaM vegaLo rahe che. A moTI vAta che. ApaNI lAgaNI sAthe sajjaDa vaLagI rahelA svArtha ane ahaMnA vicAronI prabhubhaktinA samaye bAdabAkI thatI rahe che. svArthavihANo manobhAva. ahaMvirahita manogata. sukhanI kSaNo hoya che. sAmI vyaktine mahattva ApatI vakhate ApaNA manamAM koI apekSA rahetI hoya che. sAmI vyakti sAthe vAta karIe tyAre e vyakti ApaNI mATe zuM karI zake che teno surekha aMdAja hoya che ApaNane, svArthanAM cokaThAM ane ahaMnI cAlabAjI AgaLa vadhe che saMbaMdhamAM, prabhu samakSa AvuM nathI banatuM. svArtha ane ahaMbhAve manamAM tANa UbhI rAkhe che te prabhunA premamAM gAyaba thAya che. prabhunI prItino AMtarika uddeza A bhUmikA siddha karavAno che. prabhu vinA jene nathI cAlatuM tene svArtha ane ahaM vinA cAlI jAya che. svArtha ane ahaM vinA jene nathI cAlatuM tenuM jIvana prabhu vinA emanuM ema cAlI jAya che. prabhuno Azaro hovAnI lAgaNI ApaNA tanAvane ghaTADe che. prabhunI udAratA para vizvAsa che tene lIdhe pAponI kabUlAta thAya che ane aparAdhagraMthinuM vajana tUTe che. prabhunI agama agocara zaktinI kalpanA manane hoya che tethI aMtaramAM pracaMDa AzAvAda Ubho hoya che. je hiMmatane khUTavA nathI deto. prabhunI prArthanA dvArA ApaNI bhItarI tAkAtanuM navasarjana thAya che ema AjanuM cikitsAzAstra DaMko vagADIne kahe che. ApaNI potAnI zaktigata saMbhAvanAone prArthanA jAgrata kare che. zAstrazuddha bhASAmAM kahIe to - bhItaramAM paDeluM puNya AlaMbanasApekSa banIne prabhu dvArA udayamAM AvI zake che. Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-3 10. vadhu sArA banAve che sajjano tamArI pAse thoDAka sArA vicAro che. tame thoDA guNo meLavI cUkyA cho. tamArA hAthe thoDAM satkAryo paNa thaI rahyA che. hajI vadhu sArA vicAro meLavavA che. hajI vadhu guNo pAmavA che. hajI navAM satkAryo karavA che. tame sArA cho. tame hajI vadhu sArA banavA mAMgo cho. sArA hovAnI eka TakAvArI hoya che. 60 TakA sArA hovuM, 70 TakA ke 80 TakA ke 90 TakA sArA hovuM ane chevaTe 100 TakA hovuM. tame sArA cho. tamArI TakAvArI zuM che ? sArA hovuM e Ajano tabakko che. vadhAre sArA banavuM te AvatI kAlano tabakko che. sArA banavA aMge traNa mudA che. 1. huM atyAre jevo chuM tenAthI mAre vadhAre sArA thavuM che. 2, mAre uttama puruSonI jema khUba ja sArA banavuM che. 3. mAre bhagavAnanI jema so TakA sArA thavuM che. pahelA mudAne lIdhe bIjA mudAne avakAza maLe che. mArI pAse mArA vicAro che. paraMtu jemanI pAse mArAthI vizeSa sArA vicAro che te mArA Adarza puruSa banaze. mArI pAse thoDA guNo che paraMtu jemanI pAse mArAthI vizeSa sArA guNo che te mArA Adarza puruSa banaze. dharmasAdhanA e AtmavikAsanI prakriyA che. satata navuM pAmatA rahevuM, satata AgaLa vadhatA javuM. satata pragati sAdhatA rahevuM. jayAM chIe tyAM aTakI rahevuM nathI. jevA chIe tevA ja rahevAnuM nathI. navA vicAro, navA guNo ane navAM satkAryo pAmavA che. Aje ApaNI pAse je nathI te meLavavuM che. ApaNAmAM je khUTe che tenI pUrti karI pa0 anahadanI AratI levI che. e khUTatI kaDI meLavavA koIno saMgAtha joIze. ApaNAthI AgaLa hoya, ApaNA karatAM UMcAM stare pahoMcyA hoya tevA udAta puruSakane pahoMcavuM paDaze. maMtrIzvara vastupALanI trIjI mAMgaNI che : mAre sajjanono satsaMga karavo che. mAre sAdhupuruSonI saMgatamAM rahevuM che. mAro saMbaMdha sArA mANaso sAthe joDAya. maMtrIzvara pote sarvottama vyaktimattA dharAve che. temane sArA saMbaMdhanI mAMgaNI karavAnuM mana thAya che tenI koI bhUmikA to haze ja. pote kharAba mANasa hoya ne sArA banI javA mATe satsaMganI apekSA rAkhatA hoya tevuM to che ja nahIM. maMtrIzvara vadhu sArA banavA mAMge che. pote keTalA sArA che tenI potAne khabara che. pote keTalA sArA banavuM joIe tenI kalpanA teo karI zake che. potAnAmAM zuM khUTI rahyuM che te bIjA jANI zakavAnA nathI. pote to samaje ja che. vAta saMbaMdhanI che. saMbaMdho ghaNA hoya che. janmajAta saMbaMdha. emAM mAbApa - bhAIbahena - kAkA-kAkI-mAmA-mAmI - dAdAdAdI - nAnA-nAnI Ave. ApaNo janma thayo tyAranA A badhA ApaNA banIne beselA che. sAmAjIka saMbaMdha. pADozI-paricito-jJAtijano - mitro. A badhA sAthe levAno ane devAno saMbaMdha hakaDeThaTha rahe che. vyAvasAyika saMbaMdha bhAgIdAra - menejara - baoNsa - kArakuna-zeTha - gharAka, A badhA lagabhaga roja maLe che. A saMbaMdho upara vicAryA bAda sArA saMbaMdhanI mAMgaNI maMtrIzvara kare che. janmajAta, sAmAjIka ke vyAvasAyika saMbaMdhamAM vizvAsa rAkhavAno hoya che temAM koI bAMdhachoDa nathI, navA saMbaMdhanI talAza karatI vakhate lakSya spaSTa che. potAnI bhItaramAM tAkavAnuM jemane phAve che temane saguNonI navI navI kharIdI karavAmAM khUba rasa paDe che. sadguNo jemanAmAM jovA maLe che temanI pAse javAnuM, temanI sAthe rahevAnuM jemane game te Atmarasiyo hovAno. ApaNe zuM meLavyuM che te ApaNuM bhAgya che. ApaNe zuM meLavavuM che te ApaNo puruSArtha che. Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vadhu sArA banAve che sajjano sArA mANasa sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAmAM phAyado bharapUra che ane nukazAna sadaMtara nathI. alabat, sArA mANasa sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavA mATe khuda ApaNe sArA banavuM paDe che. ApaNe jo 40 TakA sArA chIe to ApaNI mATe kAmanA sArA mANasa koNa ? jeo 60 TakA, 70 TakA sArA che teo. jo ApaNe ekAda Tako paNa sArA nathI to sArA mANaso ApaNAthI dUra raheze. teo ApaNI sAthe vAta ja nahIM kare. ApaNI samakakSAe rahelA sArA mANaso ApaNane sathavAro Ape che. ApaNAthI uparanI kakSAe rahelA sArA mANaso ApaNane preraNA Ape che. ApaNo saMbaMdha sArA mANaso sAthe hovo joIe te A arthamAM. ApaNI jema ja sArA hoya temanI sAthe rahIne AgaLa vadhavAno saMkalpa karavAno che. ApaNAthI AgaLa nIkaLI gayA hoya temanI pAse jaIne preraNA meLavavAnI che. 1 majAnI vAta e che ke - tame sArA mANasa cho mATe ja tamane bIjI vyaktiomAM sArA mANasanAM darzana thaI zake che. duryodhanane AkhAM zaheramAM koI ja sAro mANasa nA maLyo kema ke duryodhana pote sAro mANasa banI zakyo nahoto. sArA mANasa sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAno vicAra Ave che te ApaNA sArA hovAno bahu moTo purAvo che. sAmI vyaktine sAro mANasa samajIne tenAmAM vizvAsa mUkavA jeTalI zraddhA hoya to ApaNe bahu kharAba mANasa nathI. have svArthanI vAta. ApaNe sArA chIe ane chIe tethI vadhu sArA banavA mAMgIe chIe to ApaNI mATe e ja sArA mANaso kAmanA che je ApaNAthI AgaLa hoya. jemanA saMparkamAM rahevAthI ApaNA AtmAne navo navo lAbha sAMpaDe che te ApaNI mATe sajjana che. pahelAM to ApaNAmAM je vicAra nathI, je guNo nathI ane ApaNI pAse je satkAryo nathI tenI bAbatamAM ApaNe ekadama spaSTa hovuM joIe. A badhuM mAre meLavavuM che. tevI tIvra utkaMThA manamAM hovI joIe. ekale hAthe e badhuM meLavI zakAtuM hota to ApaNe bIjAnI pAse hAtha laMbAvavAnI jarUra nahotI. paNa hakIkata e che ke bIjAnA saMgAtha vinA have navI siddhi maLI zake tema nathI. to sajjana puruSa pAsethI mAre je meLavavAnuM che teno khyAla paNa spaSTa hovo joIe. guNo ke anahadanI AratI vicAro meLavavA mATe e vyakti samakSa vidyArthI banIne upasthita thavuM joIe. para guNonI bAbatamAM eka saccAI haMmezA samajI levI joIe ke guNo vyaktimAM ja jovA maLe che. guNa vinAnI vyakti kadAca, jovA maLaze paNa vyakti vinAno guNa kyAreya jovA nahIM maLe. guNa joIto haze to guNavAna vyakti pAse jaIne jhoLI phelAvavI paDaze. e guNiyala vyaktino vizvAsa jItavo paDaze. ene ApaNAmAM rasa paDe tevo vahevAra rAkhavo paDaze. ene ApaNI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavAnuM game tevo svabhAva keLavavo paDaze. guNavaMtA sajjano maphatamAM nathI maLatA. tIrthaMkaronA AtmAnI jema ApaNe svayaMsaMbuddha hota to bIjAnI garaja rahevAnI nahotI. ApaNe to svayaM saMkSubdha chIe. khoTA vicAro karIne jAtane akaLAvI daIe chIe. sArAM kAma thatAM nathI. kharAba kAmo chUTatAM nathI. bhUlo dekhAtI nathI. guNo keLavAtA nathI. saMsAranI pAmara saphaLatAnuM abhimAna thaI AvyuM che tenI dhUnamAM sAcI vAto paNa sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI. ekalA ekalA dharmamAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM ApaNuM gajuM nathI. eka sakSama bhAgIdAra ane mArgadarzaka sAthe rAkhavo ja paDaze. guNonI samajaNa meLavI lIdhA pachI kAma zarU thAya che. e guNane jIvanamAM utAravo che. have kaThaNAI zarU thaI. guNa sAMbhaLyA, gamyA ane e keLavavAno saMkalpa karyo te badhuM manomana thayuM che. e jIvanamAM avatarita karavAnuM nakkI karyuM eTale ApaNI vahevAru duniyA navesarathI najara sAme AvI. jemake - jUThuM nathI bolavuM - ema sAMbhaLavuM ane vicAravuM ane nakkI karavuM, saheluM che kema ke e manamAM thAya che. dukAne besIne kharekhara jUThuM na bolavAno saMkalpa pALavo hoya to bhAre paDI jAya che. uparAMta, ekAda guNane meLavyA pachI tene AtmasAt karavA mATe saghana puruSArtha karavo paDe che. guNano kazo anubhava na hoya to thoDo kSobha thAya che. Avo sadguNa AtmasAt zI rIte thaze ? AvA saMyogomAM bhAMgyAnA bherUnI maitrI kAma lAge che. sArA Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vadhu sArA banAve che sajjano mANasanI sAdI vyAkhyA eTalI ja che ke e ApaNane sArA banI rahevAmAM sahAya kare che. ChZ thoDIka bAMdhachoDa abhimAna sAthe karavAnI che. sArA mANasane ApaNo kabajo soMpavAno. ApaNAM apalakSaNothI vigate carcA tenI sAthe karavAnI. ApaNe je guNo meLavavAnI icchA rAkhIe chIe te guNo temane jaNAvavAnA. ApaNane zenI samaja nathI paDatI te jaNAvI devuM. sAdhu mahAtmA sAthe AvI kalyANamaitrI thaI zake che. parivAranA koI paNa sabhya sAthe Avo satsaMga keLavI zakAya che. bajAramAM ke vyAkhyAnamAM bhegA thaI jatAM koI sAdharmika sAthe Avo saMbaMdha thaI zake che. suvAsa phelAvatAM phUla jevA sajjano ApaNane avazya suvAsita banAve che. sArA mANaso saMbaMdha keLave temAM svArtha nathI hoto. sArA mANaso ApaNI sadbhAvanAne turaMta samajI zake che. sArA mANasone saMbaMdhanI sAthe ahaM rAkhavAnuM gamatuM nathI. sArA mANasone sAcI vAta kahetA saMkoca thato nathI. sArA mANaso jUTha bolatA nathI ApaNI sAthe. sArA mANaso spardhA rAkhatA nathI. sArA mANasanA svabhAvanI sArI asara ApaNI upara paDe. sArA mANasanA guNo joIne ApaNane evA guNo pAmavAnI icchA thAya. sArA mANaso sAthenI vAtacItamAM mahoratI saMskAritAno sparza ApaNI zailIne thAya. sArA mANasanI saumya ane saraLa rajUAta ApaNane sudhAratI rahe. sArA mANasa ApaNane vadhu sArA banAve. prArthanA-3 11. sajjanono sathavAro H durjanonuM dUrINa koI paNa mANasanuM ghaDatara bIjAnA hAthe ja thAya che. mANasa ekale hAthe kharAba paNa nA banI zake, sAro paNa nA banI zake. mANasa sAro bane che te bIjA dvArA. mANasa kharAba bane che te bIjA dvArA. tame sArA banazo ke kharAba banazo te nakkI karavAnuM samIkaraNa saheluM che. tame kevA loko sAthe raho cho te joI lo. tamAruM stara tenA parathI nakkI thaI jaze. tamAruM bhaviSya paNa tenAthI parakhAI jaze. hajI paNa vadhAre cokhavaTa karavI hoya to jAte tapAsI lo ke tamane kevA mANaso game che ? tamArI najara konI para TharelI rahe che ? tamane je mANaso gamatA haze, tame evA ja thavAnA cho. tamane je mANaso sAthe bhaLavAnuM gamatuM nathI te mANaso tamArI mATe preraNArUpa banI zakatA nathI. tamane paisA gamatA haze to garIba mANasa sAthe bhaLavAnuM nahIM game. tamane mIThAIno zokha haze to tamArI mATe AMbelakhAtuM trAsajanaka banI zake. tamane je nathI gamatuM te tattva kharAba hoI zake. tamane je nathI gamatuM te sAruM hoI zake. tamane sAruM tattva nathI gamatuM to tame sArA mANasa na hoI zako. tamane sArA mANaso sAthe maitrI bAMdhavAnuM mana che to tame sArA cho. tamane kharAba mANasa sAthe maitrI bAMdhavAnuM mana che to tame kharAba cho. paMdaravIsa mANasanuM ToLuM UbhuM hoya. emAM eka mANasane tamAre alaga tAravavAno hoya to tame ene sArA mANasa tarIke alaga tAravI zako ane bIjA mANasane kharAba mANasa tarIke alaga tAravI zako. tamArI vAta A rIte karIe to paMdara-vIsanAM ToLAmAM tamane koI alaga tAravatuM hoya tyAre e tamane sArA mANasa tarIke alaga tArave ke kharAba mANasa tarIke ? tame vicArI lo. tamAre sArA mANasa tarIke bIjAthI judA paDavAnuM che. tamane Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 sajjanono sathavAro : durjanonuM dUrIkNa papa kharAba mANasa tarIke bIjAthI alaga tAravavAmAM Ave to tamane nahIM game. tame A duniyAmAM rahetA abajo mANasomAM mAMDa cALIsa-pacAsa mANaso sAthe jIvo cho. thoDAka mANasonI vacce sArA pUravAra thavAnuM che. ekAda baeNTsamaeNnanAM jore maeNca jItI zakAya paraMtu sirIjha jItavA mATe to badhA ja pleyare sAruM ramavuM paDe. ekAdabe guNonA sahAre sArA mANasa banI zakAya paraMtu dharmAtmA banavA mATe to badhAM ja stare sArA banavuM paDe che. sArA dharmAtmA banIne tame jIvanano sonerI adhyAya lakhI zako cho. tamAre jarUra che eka majabUta AdhAranI. tame nAnapaNamAM parAdhIna hatA. mAnasika rIte tame paravaza hatA. A divasomAM tamane saMskAro ane vicAro maLyA che. e meLavavA tame mahenata karI nathI. Apakhuda avataraNa hatuM e. atyAre tamArI pAse pasaMdagIno avakAza che. pasaMdagInuM pRthakkaraNa karIne pasaMdagIne badalI zakavAnI mokaLAza che. tame dhArI na zako evI UMcAI tame sAdhI zako cho. guNo evA che ke tame emane jANo to turaMta jIvanamAM utArI zako. tamAruM jIvana tamane dekhAtuM nathI. tamane tamArA jIvananA TukaDAo dekhAya che. bhAratane nahIM jANanArAne bhAratano nakazo batAvo to tene kevaLa rekhAo vaccenI jagyA dekhAya che tema tamane kevaLa tamArAM varaso sAthe joDAyelA thoDA kissAo dekhAya che. tamArA jIvanamAM banatA harakoI prasaMgomAM tamArA guNo ane doSo agatyano bhAga bhajave che. prasaMgonI saMkhyA jo ekasonI hoya to temAM saMkhyAAdhArita mUlyAMkana karavuM joIe. A badhA prasaMgo banyA temAM pacAsa prasaMgo evA haze je sArA haze, pacAsa prasaMgo evA haze je kharAba haze. sArA prasaMgone ujavaNInA prasaMgo nathI gaNavAnA. guNono siMhaphALo dharAvatA prasaMgo te sArA prasaMgo che. to raDavAnA ke nukazAnInA prasaMgone kharAba prasaMgo nathI samajavAnA. doSono vAghaphALo dharAvatA prasaMgo te kharAba prasaMgo che. dAkhalA tarIke, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne tame jIvanabhara mATe koI eka bAdhA lIdhI to e tamArA mATe sAro prasaMga banyo. A prasaMga pAchaLa tamane dharmazravaNa nAmano saddaguNa kAma lAgyo kahevAya. tame dukAne besIne eka bhalA gharAkane cAlIsano mAla sitteramA pakaDAvI dIdho to e tamArI mATe kharAba anahadanI AratI prasaMga kahevAya. A kharAba prasaMga pAchaLa tamArI dhanalAlasA nAmanA doSano phALo che tema kahevAya. tamArI jIMdagImAM je kAMI paNa bane che te nAnuM ane moTuM hoya che. baMnemAM phALAnI dRSTie kono bhAga vizeSa che te tamAre zodhatA rahevAnuM che. guNonA phALA dvArA bane tevA prasaMgo khUba badhA hovA joIe. doSonA phALA dvArA ghaTita thatA prasaMgo sAva ochA hovA joIe. tamArA sajjana ke dharmAtmA hovAnI A pArAzIzI che. AvuM nathI banatuM ne ? eTale ja sajjanano saMgAtha rAkhavAno che. sajjananI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhazo, enI sAthe vahevAra haze vAtacItano. enAM jIvanamAM Dagale ane pagale UbhA thatA prasaMgomAM guNono phALo vizeSa hovAno che. dekhAze. A Akho muddo tame bIjI rIte paNa vicArI zako. tamArAM jIvanamAM nAnA ke moTA prasaMgo bane che te jema satya che e rIte nAnA ke moTA prasaMgo banavAnA rahI jAya che tema paNa bane che. dAkhalA tarIke tamArI samakSa paryuSaNano pahelo divasa hoya che ane tame savAre nAsto karavA besI jAo cho tyAre tamArA hAthamAMthI upavAsa nAmanI sArI ghaTanA chaTakI jAya che. AnuM kAraNa tamAro AhAra saMjJA nAmano doSa che. tamArI samakSa corI karavAno saraLa moko che ane tame e raste javAnuM TALI do cho, tyAre tamArAM jIvanamAMthI eka kharAba ghaTanAne Agotaro jAkAro maLe che. AnAM mULamAM tamAro naitikatA nAmano guNa che. sArI ghaTanA banI zakatI hatI te nA banI ane kharAba ghaTanA banI zakatI hatI te aTakI gaI AvuM paNa bane che. sajjana sArI ghaTanA cUkato nathI. kharAba ghaTanAne taka Ape te sajjana rahI zakato nathI. sArI ghaTanA banatA banatA rahI jAya tyAM sajajanatA hAre che. kharAba ghaTanA banatA banatA rahI jAya tyAM sajjanatA jIte che. tame tamArAM jIvanane A rIte paNa mUlavI zako cho. tamArA jIvanamAM vadhAre vakhata konI jIta thAya che ane vadhAre vakhata konI hAra thAya che te tamAre jAte tapAsI levAnuM che. tamArI mATe A agharuM che. tamane tamAro nAno guNa vadhu paDato moTo lAge che. tamane tamAro doSa sAva nAno lAge che. sAcuM ane svastha mUlyAMkana tamArAmAM nathI. tamArI sAthe kalyANamaitrI rAkhanAro sajajana tamane A dRSTie khUba kAma lAgaze. sajjanatAnI hAra thatI hoya te vakhate e Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sajjanono sathavAro : durjanonuM dUrINa samajAvavA Avaze. tamArI sajjanatA hArI cUkI hoya tyAre te tamane emAMthI ugAraze. tamArI durjanatA jItI rahI haze tyAre te tamane aTakAvaze. tamArI durjanatA jItI gaI haze to e tamane dUdhe dhoIne pAchAM ThekANe lAvaze. tamArA guNonI bAbatamAM tame svataMtra rIte pragati karI zakavAnA nathI. tamArA doSonI bAbatamAM tame ekale hAthe laDI zakavAnA nathI. tamArA rathamAM tamAre arjunanI jema besavAnuM che. tamAro sArathi tamAro kalyANamitra banaze to ja majA Avaze. jItavAnI ane AgaLa vadhavAnI majA. tame tamArA dharmamAM - dAnamAM, zIlamAM, tapamAM ane khAsa karIne bhAvamAM savizeSa pragati sAdho to e sathavAro meLavIne ja sAdhI zako. emanema nahIM. 57 tame jotA rahejo. jemanI jemanI sajjanatA sAbUta che temane saune guNo dvArA sArA prasaMga maLelA che ane doSo dvArA bUrA prasaMga temanI jIMdagImAM ochA Ave che. tamArI mATe A kAmanA loko che. bIjI tarapha doSa dvArA UbhA thatA kharAba prasaMgo jemanAM jIvanamAM ghaNA sarjAya che ane guNa dvArA UbhA thatA sArA prasaMgono jemanAM jIvanamAM dukALa che emane oLakhI lejo. tamArI mATe A loko jokhamI che. tamane maLanArA loko tamArA svabhAva para potAnI chApa pADatA hoya che. tame jemanI vAto sAMbhaLo cho, jemane mahattva Apo cho, jemane AgaLa rAkhIne cAlo cho te loko tamAruM ghaDatara kare che. tamArI mAnyatA ane tamArA vicAra upara tamArI najIka rahenArA lokonuM majabUta varcasva hoya che. tame kharAba lokonI vacce sArA banIne raho te sapanuM jeTaluM sAruM che teTaluM ja kaparuM che. tame sArA mANasonI vacce kharAba ja raho te ghaTanA jeTalI hAsyAspada che teTalI ja vAstavika che. tamAruM dhyAna AsapAsanA mANaso para che. tamane maLelA badhA ja mANasone tame ekasarakhA mAnIne cAlo cho. tamAre A mANasonAM stara nakkI karavA joIe. tamArA vicAro para je kamajora asara UbhI kare che te lokone judA lIsTamAM rAkhavAnA. tamArA vicArone je badalavA mAMgatA nathI temane judA lIsTamAM rAkhavAnA. tamArA vicArone je sAccA arthamAM badalI zake che temane judA lIsTamAM rAkhavAnA. tamane sAcA vicAro ApI zake tevA ekAda be sajjana tamane maLI gayA hoya to tamAruM bhaviSya nizcita che. tamAre jAte anahadanI AratI pasaMdagI karavAnI che. tamArA vicAro para prabhAva pAtharanArA lokonuM sArA hovuM ke kharAba hovuM - e tamArI javAbadArI nathI. tamAre kevI asara potAnI para UbhI karavI che te tamAre nakkI karavAnuM che. sAmAnya rIte tame jemane maLo temane sArA samajIne cAlo cho. A abhigama badalo. tame sArA mANasa hoya temane ja maLo. tame arIso cho. tamArI sAme je Ave che teno paDachAyo tame jhIlo cho. arIso svataMtra nathI pasaMdagInI bAbatamAM. ene gulAba maLe to gulAbano paDachAyo pADe ne thora maLe to thorano paDachAyo pADe. tame svataMtra cho. tamAre kevo paDachAyo pADavo che tamArA svabhAva para, te tamAre nakkI karI levAnuM che. sArA paDachAyAnI apekSA rAkho ane sArA mANasano saMparka rAkho. sArI asaranI utkaMThA jagADo ane sArA mANasanI bhAgIdArI karo. kharAba paDachAyAno Dara rAkho ane kharAba mANasathI dUra bhAgo. kharAba asarathI bacavAno niyama karo ane kharAba mANasathI alaga raho. sArA mANasa banavA mATe kharAba mANasone choDavA ja paDe che. 58 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-4 12. guNonI goThaDI DaoN. ema. skaoNTa paeNka kahe che ke 'bIjAnI mATe vicArI ja na zake tevA Atmamugdha mANasone nAsisisTa kahevA joIe.' potAnI mATe je kAmanuM hoya teno pUrepUro vicAra karavAmAM buddhimattA che. paraMtu potAnAM kAmanuM hoya teno ja vicAra karavo te vadhAre paDatuM che. pUrvagrahanI jema eka Atmagraha hoya che. potAnI khAsiyata, potAnI lAgaNI, potAnI icchA, potAnI pIDA, potAnI mUMjhavaNa, potAnI AzA-nirAzA para ja kendrita rahIne jIvanAro Adama bIjAne kAma lAgato nathI, e Adama potAne zAMti ApI zakato nathI. DaoN. AMTa kahe che ke nArsisisTa mANaso du:khI thavA ja nirmAyA hoya che. potAnI jAta vize ane potAnAM bhaviSya vizenAM ucca sapanAM jovAnI umadA vRttimAM svArthanuM vajana umerAya ane bIjAnI saheje darakAra na rahe tevuM nArsisisTanA kissAmAM acUka bane che. nAnI nAnI vAtomAM nArsisijhama vyakta thatuM jAya che. potAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne aDhaLaka rAjIpo. potAne kAma lAge tevA mANasonI upayogitA pramANe saMbaMdha. kAma na lAge tevA mANasonI upekSA ke temano virodha. potAnI icchA sAthe bAMdhachoDa karavAnI azakti. bIjAnI upara vizvAsa mUkavAmAM satata saMkoca. pote karelA upakAro yAda rAkhavAnI ane yAda karAvavAnI Adata. potAne thayelo anyAya khamavAmAM hINapatano tIvra anubhava. nAnI vAtomAM moTA jhaghaDA. doSano Topalo potAnAM mAthe na Ave te mATe jUThuM bolavAnI taiyArI. bIjAnI niMdA saraLatAthI thAya. potAnI niMdAthI khUba gabharAya. vAte vAte khulAsA karavA joIe. bIjAnI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karIne potAnuM abhimAna paMpALe athavA nAnapa anubhave. AvuM badhuM banatuM rahe che nArsisijhamanA prabhAvataLe. potAne 60 anahadanI AratI sArA mAnavAthI AtmavizvAsa baMdhAya che. ekamAtra pote ja sAro che tevuM mAnavAthI jIvana baMdhiyAra banI jAya che. ApaNe sArA hoIe te dekhADavAnuM hotuM nathI. phUla rUpALuM dekhAvA mATe khIlatuM nathI. sArA hovAno artha kevaLa eTalo ke tame tamArI jAtane satata sudhAravA taiyAra cho. sArA hovAno bIjo artha e paNa che ke tame jeTale aMze sudharI cUkyA cho temAMthI have pAchIpAnI karavA mAMgatA nathI. tamane bIjA loko AdarasatkAra Ape te mATe tamAre sArA banavAnuM na hoya. roTalI dekhADavA mATe nathI hotI, khAvA mATe hoya che. sajjanatA dekhADavA mATe nathI hotI, e aMtaraMga anubhava mATe hoya che. nArsisa loko to potAnI pratibhAne ujaLI dekhADavA mATe ja jIvatA hoya che. taddana naeNgeTiva honAro mANasa potAnI imeja pojhiTiva mANasa tarIkenI batAve - tenA jevI A vAta che. aMdara je nA hoya te dekhADyA karavAmAM rItasaranuM aMtarlaeNka cAlatuM hoya che. prema jyAre pajhezana bane tyAre saMbaMdhone Aga lAge che tema Atmagaurava jyAre abhimAna bane tyAre svabhAvane lUNo lAge che. maMtrIzvara vastupALanI cothI mAMgaNInI mAMDaNI A bhUmikAthI. thAya che. bIjAne sArA mANasa tarIke svIkAravAnI udAratA nA hoya ApaNI pAse, to ApaNAmAM mANasAI ane dharmabhAvanA AvI nahIM zake. ApaNuM abhimAna jAgatuM haze to ApaNe evA ja mANasone joIzuM je ApaNA ahaMne barakarAra rAkhe. ApaNe, ApaNI jAta mATe caNI rAkhelo havAI killo jamInadosta na thAya tevA ja vicAro karIzuM. vicAra mATenAM AlaMbana ApaNe evA ja pasaMda karIzuM je ApaNA ahaMne vikSipta na kare. jIvanamAM ahaMkArane vadhu paDatuM mahattva ApI devAthI vikAsa aTakI jAya ane patanano prAraMbha thAya. ApaNe vicArIe chIe teno paDagho ApaNI vAtomAM paDe che. ApaNA vArtAlApano viSaya ApaNA svabhAvanI sAcI oLakha Ape che. nArsisa Adama vAto karaze temAM potAnA ahaMkArane paheluM sthAna Apaze. ane ahaMkArane sthAna maLe te mATe nArsisa potAnI prazaMsA karaze athavA potAnI uttamatA pUravAra karaze. aha-ne kendramAM rAkhIne bolanAro mANasa bIjAnI uttamatAnI sAcI kadara karI zakato nathI. maMtrIzvara mAMge che prabhusamakSa adbhuta Adarza. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 guNonI goThaDI 'huM uttama puruSonA ghaNA badhA guNonI vAto karato rahuM tevA AzIrvAda Apo' cothI mAMgaNImAM maMtrIzvara kahe che. potAno svArtha ane potAnI moTAInA khyAlamAMthI bahAra AvyA vinA pArakA guNonI prazaMsA thaI zakatI nathI. sArA dekhAvA mATe prazaMsA karavI hoya to ekAda guNanI achaDatI kathA pachI aTakI javAya che. AgaLa vadhavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. maMtrIzvara ghaNA badhA guNonI prazaMsA karavA cAhe che. lakSya spaSTa che. potAnA ahaMkAramAMthI bahAra AvavAnuM AlaMbana maMtrIzvare zodhyuM che. uttama puruSomAM vasI rahelA guNone suNatA suNatA zravaNe amI jharatA hoya che, emanA guNonuM gAna karatAM karatAM samayanuM bhAna bhUlyAM hoIe tevuM akasara banatuM hoya che, jo ApaNe ahaMkArane vegaLo rAkhI zakIe to. maMtrIzvara mAne che ke guNAnuvAda A zabda divaMgata thaI cUkelA AcAryabhagavaMtonAM jIvana pUrato sImita nA hoI zake. guNomAM saccAI hoya to e guNonI jayAM hAjarI hoya tevI dareka vyaktino guNAnuvAda thavo joIe. guNAnuvAda A stare karavA hoya to enI mATe sabhAnI jarUra nathI, vakatRtvakalAnI jarUra nathI. basa, guNone zodhI kADhavAnI ja jarUra che. agharuM kAma che. ApaNane ApaNA guNo yAda hoya tene gauNa gaNIne bIjAnA guNone mahattva ApI devA mATe jabaradasta samAdhAnavRtti keLavavI paDe che. duniyAmAM moTA mANasa tarIke jAhera thaI cUkelA pavitra AtmAonA guNAnuvAda saraLatAthI thaI zake che. jene koI jANatuM ja nathI tenA guNone jAhera karavAnI tAkAta pAmara mANasomAM nathI hotI. zrImaMtoe derAsaro baMdhAvyA tenI prazaMsA karavI sahelI che. A ja derAsaromAM hoMzathI jhADu vALanAra nAnA mANasanI prazaMsA karavI durlabha che. maMtrIzvara guNadRSTinI vAta nathI karatAM. guNagaNadRSTi che maMtrIzvaranI, ghaNA badhA guNo. ghaNA badhA guNavaMta jano. ghaNI badhI guNaprazaMsA. eka charIpAlaka saMgha kADhayA pachI maMtrIzvarane saMtoSa nA thayo. ghaNAbadhA saMgho kADhyA. A ja rIte eka sajjana ane ekAda sadguNathI maMtrIzvarane saMtoSa nathI. ghaNA sajajano ane ghaNA guNo sudhI maMtrIzvara pahoMcavA mAMge che. anahadanI AratI guNAnurAga, guNAnuvAda ane guNasvIkAra A traNa zabdo che. guNasvIkAra jIvanagata bAbata che. guNAnurAga manogata bAbata che. guNAnuvAda vANIno udghoSa che. je guNo tamArA nathI te guNanI prazaMsA bIjI vyakti samakSa karatI vakhate tame tamArA abhimAnathI dUradUra pahoMcI zako cho, evo maMtrIzvarano anubhava che. satata ane satata bIjAnI bhItaramAM chupAyelo guNone zodhatA rahevAnuM ApaNane gamavuM joIe. galInA dhULadhoyAo gaMdA pANImAMthI cAMdInA kaNiyA zodhIne peTiyuM raLI le che. marajIvAo lAkho Tana kAdavamAMthI motInI chIpa zodhIne dhaMdho sAcavI le che. ApaNe badhAnI pAsethI guNonI zodha calAvavAnI che. guNo paisA jevA che, tene zodhavAnI ane kamAvAnI javAbadArI ApaNI che. dhaMdhAmAM rahelI taka zodhI zake tenA hAthamAM paisA Ave tema AsapAsa vasatA snehIsvajanomAM guNa zodhI zake tenAM jIvanamAM guNo Ave che. cothI mAMgaNImAM guNonuM upArjana mAMgyuM nathI. guNo to ApaNI bhItaramAM besumAra che. e guNonuM anAvaraNa thavAnuM bAkI che. ApaNA hoThethI guNonI goThaDI avirata thAya che tene lIdhe bhItara sUtelA guNonA prANa jAge che. muddAnI vAta. bIjI vyaktimAM ghaNAbadhA guNo che ane guNo dharAvanArI vyaktio ghaNI badhI che A svIkRti, ahaMkAra sAthenI bAMdhachoDa vinA thatI nathI. ApaNane kAma na lAge tevA agaNita lokone guNiyala vyakti tarIke AdarapUrvaka joIe chIe, to e dareka vyakti dUra beThI kAma lAge che. guNavAna sajajanonI vizALa sRSTi che. ApaNane guNagaNakathA karavAno rasa jAge te ja ghaDIe A sRSTimAM praveza thAya che. maMtrIzvaranI mAMgaNInI bIjI paNa eka bhUmikA che. ApaNe je kSetramAM pragati karavA mAMgIe chIe. te kSetramAM sarvocca sthAne beselI vyakti ApaNI mATe Adarza puruSa bane che. eNe je hAMsila karyuM che, je rIte hAMsila karyuM che, teno itihAsa ApaNe jANIe chIe ane yAda rAkhIe chIe. guNonI garIbI ApaNane satAve che. ApaNI AsapAsamAMthI koI eka AdarzapuruSa zodhIne tenA guNone dhyAnathI joyA karavAnA. e Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-4 13. guNasthA dvArA guNono AviSkAra guNonI goThaDI vyakti sAthe saMparka thAya ane maitrI thAya to e trIjI mAMgaNI sAkAra thaI gaNAya : sajjanonI saMgati. have e vyakti sAthe kazo ja saMparka thAya tema nathI. kevaLa dUrathI emanI UMcAI ane uttamatAno AsvAda levAno che to e uttama vyaktinA guNono abhyAsa karIne tenI prazaMsA ApaNAM vartuLamAM karavAnI. A AdarzapuruSa koI AcAryabhagavaMta paNa hoI zake, sAdhubhagavaMta paNa hoI zake ane saMsArI AtmA paNa hoI zake. vyaktino vyakti sAtheno saMbaMdha lAgaNIzIlatAmAM pheravAya che temAM rAga ane dveSanI saMbhAvanA UbhI rahe che. vyaktigata kazo saMbaMdha hoya ja nahIM, guNonI saMpUrNa oLakhANa hoya ane zabda zabda e guNonI sarAhanA hoya. nAnA bALakane ramakaDuM maLe to dasa jaNane batAve che te cothI mAMgaNI. nAnA bALaka banavAnI mAMgaNI che. bIjI vyaktimAM guNa dekhAya te joIne harakhAvAnuM. te guNane ghaNAbadhA loko sudhI zabdo dvArA vaheto karavAno. thoDA samayamAM navA guNo dekhAya. tenI navI prazaMsA thAya. jIMdagIbhara Ama banatuM ja rahe, paththara para satata vahetuM pANI paththaranI sapATIne ghasIne lIsI banAvI de che tema hoThethI satata thatI guNonI prazaMsA AtmAmAM paDelA doSone jhAMkhA banAvI de che. sarakhAmaNI karavAnI Adata hoya che manane. sarakhAmaNI karyA bAda manamAM baLatarA thAya te irSA. sarakhAmaNI ane irSA A baMnenI ekasarakhI Adata che ApaNane. sarakhAmaNI karyA bAda preraNA levAnI vRtti hovI joIe. sarakhAmaNI karo temAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. sarakhAmaNImAMthI irSA DokAya che te khoTuM. sarakhAmaNImAMthI preraNA prakaTavI joIe. alabatuM, sarakhAmaNI karIe ane preraNA maLe temAM AlaMbana paNa hovA joIe najara samakSa. kavavAnAM TMT[vAthA, maMtrIzvara mAMge che jIvanane pavitra banAvanArA mahAnuM AtamAonI guNakathA. guNonI prazaMsA karatI vakhate manamAM svArtha na hoya te bahu jarUrI che. guNonI prazaMsAmAM aMgata apekSAnI gaMdha na AvavI joIe. kAmano mANasa che mATe prazaMsA karavI te eka vAta. guNavAnuM che mATe prazaMsA karavI te bIjI vAta. mitra ane zatru baMnemAM rahelA saguNonI bhUri bhUri anumodanA karavAnI dRSTi keLave te sAco guNavAnuM che. dareka vastunI jema guNanI prazaMsA karavAmAM viveka anivArya che. aneka loko sAMbhaLI zake te rIte guNavaMtA jananI prazaMsA ApaNe karavAnI che. ApaNI vAta sAMbhaLIne koIne khoTo saMdeza na maLavo joIe. gujarAtImAM kahevata cheH vezyAnAM rUpanAM vakhANa na thAya. A che vivekadRSTi. manaphAve te rIte guNonI prazaMsA karavAnI nathI hotI. prazaMsAnI pAchaLa Azayazuddhi ane AlaMbanazuddhinuM pIThabaLa hoya to ja majA Ave. dharmavirodhI tarIke paMkAyelA, jAheramAM dharmabhAvanAne nukazAna karanArA cokkasa tattvonI prabhAvaka zaktinI prazaMsA thaI ja zake nahIM. guNonuM saMcAlana sArI dizA tarapha thatuM hoya te joI levAnuM. eka vepArI che. dhaMdho sAro cAle te mATe nItimattA jALave che to enA guNanI Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 anahadanI AratI guNasthA dvArA guNono avikkara pAchaLano Azaya malIna che. enI nItimattA sArI hovA chatAM sAcI nathI. prazaMsA karavAmAM jokhama che. AvA mANasanI prazaMsA karavAmAM viveka paNa rAkhI zakAya. e vepArInI mAnasikatA sArI hoya to sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe tevI spaSTatA karatA AvaDatI hoya to enA guNonI prazaMsA thaI zake. ghaNA badhA doSonI vacce be-pAMca sadguNo judA tarI AvatA hoya to doSanI noMdha lIdhA vinA kevaLa guNAnuvAda karavAthI e vyaktinA doSone mUkasaMmati maLI jatI hoya che. doSone lIdhe tenI guNavattAno samULago cheda paNa uDADI zakAto nathI. ATalA badhA doSo vacce paNa te vyakti AvA saguNone jIvatA rAkhI zakI che tevI spaSTatA karI zakavAnI AvaData hoya to prazaMsA thaI zake. prazaMsAnA, guNAnuvAdanA be aMtima che. eka cheDe prazaMsA bolanAra che to bIjA cheDe prazaMsA sAMbhaLanAra che. prazaMsA karanAranI mAnasikatA potAnAM abhimAnane kamajora banAvavAnI che, mATe te prazaMsA kare che. pote je bole che ene sAMbhaLanArA kevI mAnasikatA dharAve che tenI A bolanArane khabara nathI hotI. prazaMsA guNavAnanI thAya tenI sAthe guNavAnamAM rahelA guNanI ja prazaMsA thAya, bIjA koI tattvanI nahIM te yAda rAkhavuM joIe. guNavAna hovAno adhikAra darekane che. paraMtu thoDAka guNo maLI jAya tene lIdhe bAkI rahelA doSone mApha karI zakAya nahIM. khAsa karIne bolavAnI bAbatamAM A viveka jarUrI che. kabIra ane tulasIdAsanA doharA addabhuta ciMtanasAmagrI dharAve che te jeTaluM satya che eTaluM ja satya e paNa che ke temanI vicAradhArAne prabhuzAsanano pUrNa sparza maLelo nathI. A samatulA cUkyA to prazaMsAmAM aviveka AvI jAya che. bolatI vakhate guNavAna vyaktino sadguNa mahattvano bane che tenI jema A vyakti sarvaguNasaMpanna to nathI ja evI jAgRti paNa mahattvanI bane che. ane tema chatAM - guNonI zodha ane guNonI kadara karavAno rasa jIvaMta rAkhavAno che. Akho divasa bolavAnA muddA zodhyA vinA maLatA ja rahevAnA che. vadhAre vAta zAnI karavI che tenI paddhatisara goThavaNa karavAnI che. ApaNuM ajJAta mana aparisIma zakti dharAve che. ajJAtamananI sauthI moTI zakti che, saMskAranuM grahaNa karavAnI. jJAta mana eTale vicArazIla mana. ajJAtamana vicAronI AdhArazilA che. saMskAronuM grahaNa ane saMskAronuM saMgrahaNa ajJAtamana kare che. ajJAtamanA zabdone svIkAre che, zabdonA arthane svIkAre che, vicArane saMdezarUpe svIkAre che. ajJAtamana dariyAnI jema badhuM ja potAnAmAM samAvI le che. pachI avasare avasare ajJAtamananA uddagAra jJAtamana sudhI Ave che ane jIvana sudhI Ave che. guNagaNa kathAmAM bolavAnuM hoya che. ajJAtamana ApaNAM moDhethI bolAtI vAtane bahu jhaDapabhera AtmasAta karI le che. je vAta satata bolAtI rahe che te zabdo dvArA ajJAtamana sudhI pahoMce che. upalA stare ema lAge che bolAI cUkelI vAto yAda rahetI nathI. hakIkata UMdhI che. bolAI cUkelI vAto aMdara addaloaddala kotarAI jatI hoya che. bolatA rahIne bora veMcavAnI kahevata sAdhAraNa loko mATe che. maMtrIzvara kahe che ke bolatA raho ane guNo kharIdo. jeTalA guNonI vAto thaI zake, te karavAnI. jeTalA guNavAnonI prazaMsA thaI zake, te karavAnI. vadhAre ane vadhAre guNakathA, vadhAre ane vadhAre guNasaMskAra. savRttAnAM zabda majAno che. guNo konA ? jIvana sAruM hoya tenA. pavitra guNonI kathA ja pavitratA ApI zake che. saMskRtta mahApuruSo be prakAranA hoya. parokSa mahApuruSo ane pratyakSa mahApuruSo ApaNo janma thayo te pahelAM, ApaNAmAM samajaNa AvI te pUrve jeo paraloka ke paralokamAM pahoMcI gayA che te parokSa mahApuruSo che. temanAmAM vaselA guNonI goThaDI mAMDavAnI. nAma gaNavA mAMDo. pAra ja nahIM Ave. devAdhideva zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAnathI mAMDIne cheka zrImahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna sudhInA samaya sudhImAM thaI gayelA savRtta mahApuruSo keTalA badhA ? mokSagAmI mahApuruSo paNa gaNanAtIta. sadgatigAmI mahApuruSo paNa gaNanAtIta. temanAM jIvanamAM UMDA utaravAnuM. temanA eka eka prasaMgo yAda rAkhavAnA. prasaMge prasaMge preraNA ApanArA sadguNonI dhArA vahetI rahe che. vArtAo mahattvanI nathI. vArtAnI aMdara chUpAyelA guNo mahattvanA che. guNo zarUAtamAM nAnA hatA te dhIme dhIme moTA thatA gayA. guNonI saMkhyAmAM dhIme dhIme dharakhama vadhAro thato gayo. zarUAta eka guNathI thaI. pachI guNonI bharatI ja ubharI AvI. guNo Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anahadanI AratI guNakyA dvArA guNono adhikAra janamAve navA guNo. guNonAM mULamAM rahelA prAraMbhika guNo. guNonI duniyA agama apAra che. duniyAdArInI vAto karavAne badale AvI savRtta mahApuruSonA guNonI vAto karIzuM to jamAno ApaNane gAMDAmAM khatavI deze. cAlaze. guNonI kharIdI karavA mATe game te kiMmata cUkavavA ApaNe taiyAra ja chIe. guNonI gatAgama na hoya tevA lokone ApaNI vAtamAM rasa nahIM paDe to e loko dUra TaLaze. bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa. sAdhAraNa loko guNonI vArtAmAM rasa laI zakatA nathI. zAyarImAM sarasa lakhyuM che : duniyA jise kaho tuma - bastI hai jAhilokI / kaba vo samajha sakI hai - isa gaiba ke izAre // jAhila eTale ajANa. guNomAM rasa laI zake tevA loko sAthe ja guNagaNakathA thaI zake che. guNone samajavAnI parakha hoya che tema guNone sAMbhaLavAnI paNa AvaData hoya che. te badhAmAM nathI hotI. guNo saMbaMdhI vArtAlApa karavAno matalaba che nakAmI vAto ane nakAmA lokothI dUra thaI javuM. bolavA mATe jIbha maLI che. bolazo te sAMbhaLanArA maLI ja rahevAnA che. ApaNane sAMbhaLanAra maLe te mATe bolavuM ane sAMbhaLanArane ApaNI pAsethI kaMIka maLe te mATe bolavuM temAM ghaNo badho pharaka che. guNonI vAta karavI hoya to guNo jovA paDe che, joyelA guNone yAda rAkhavA paDe che ane guNo upara vicAra karavo paDe che. emanema guNo vize bolI zakAtuM nathI. guNo vize bolIe chIe temAM gaMbhIratA keLavavI paDe che, cokkasa zailI sAthe rajUAta karavI paDe che. guNonI bAbatamAM ApaNo ravaiyo AkarSaNano hovo joIe. bagIcAmAM uDato bhamaro phUle phUle nokhI suvAsa pAme che ne phUle phUle navo rasa AsvAde che. ApaNe guNavattAnAM dareka saranAme pahoMcavAnuM che. dareka guNAnuvAda dvArA navo AnaMda pAmavAno che. mahApuruSo, purANA samayanA ke vartamAna samayanA. temanAmAM guNonI sthiratA che mATe te vaMdanIya che, sarAhanIya che ane stavanIya che. ApaNane jemAM rasa paDe che te ApaNane maLe ja che A dharmamArgano niyama che. guNagaNakathA ghaNI rIte thaI zake che. rAmAyaNa, mahAbhArata, triSaSTi, kathAratna koSa, bharaNe sara jevA kathAgraMthonA prasaMgo barobara yAda rAkhI levAnA. dareka prasaMga sAthe joDAtI guNakathA jAte ja prastuta karavAnI. aneka mahApuruSonA prasaMgo aneka aneka mahApuruSonA guNo aneka aneka guNo saMbaMdhI prazaMsAkathA paNa aneka aneka. + parivAranA svajanonI dharmacaryA ane guNasAdhanAnI vizeSa prakAre noMdha levAnI. parivAra sAthe beThA hoIe tyAre darekanA dharmanI ane guNanI hArdika prazaMsA karavAnI. parivAranA sabhyo kevaLa sagA nathI, e sAdharmika paNa che. pArivArika prIti saMpAdana karavA mATe nahIM, babbe pArivArika sneha dharma tarapha DhaLe te mATe temanA suyogya saguNonI prazaMsAkathA. + ApaNo vistAra ane ApaNuM vartuLa. keTalAya dharmAtmA jovA maLe che. temanA dharmane, temanA guNone, temanI ArAdhanAne sAcA dilathI dhanyavAda ApavAnA. vAre tahevAre temanI A uttamatAnAM vakhANa karavAnA. + dharma ane guNa maLe pachI tene TakAvI rAkhavA vizeSa kALajI levAnI hoya che. aDhaLaka anukULatAo vacce dharma ane guNo DhaMkAI javAnI pUrI saMbhAvanA hoya che. AkarI pratikULatAo vacce paNa dharma ane guNone veThavuM paDe tevuM bane che. anukULatAmAM lepAyA vagara ane pratikULatAmAM DagyA vagara, potapotAnI bhUmikAe dharma karI rahelA, guNone saMbhALI rahelA sajajanone zodhI kADhavAnA. temanI prazaMsA acUka karavAnI. guNono prema guNIjananA prema sudhI laI jAya che. guNIjana sAtheno saMparka guNo pAse laI jAya che. ApaNAM zrImukhethI udgAra pAmatA zabdomAM guNakathAnI suvAsa mahoratI hoya. ApaNo AtmA ApaNA zabdonI suvAsa dvArA ja bhItarI sadguNono AviSkAra karato hoya. sAkAra thaI zake tevuM sapanuM. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-5 14. zuM nathI bolavuM? nakkI che ? nirNaya levAnA be stara hoya che. zuM karavuM che teno nirNaya. zuM nathI karavuM teno nirNaya. To be and not to be. na karavAnuM nakkI thavAmAM vAra lAgI jAya che. eka zabda bolavAno hoya te ja vakhate bAkInA lAkho zabdo nathI bolavAnA te nakkI thatuM hoya che. eka zAka banAvavAnuM hoya che tenI sAthe ja bIjA koI zAka nathI banAvavAnA te nakkI thatuM hoya che. AtmasAdhananA maMgalamArge pragati sAdhavA mATe baMne stare nirNaya karavAnA hoya che. zuM nathI karavAnuM te nakkI karavAnI prakriyA lAMbI hoya che. sAdhujIvananAM pAMca mahAvratomAM, zuM nathI karavAnuM teno ja saMkalpa hoya che. je nathI karavAnuM te nakkI thAya, pachI je karavAnuM che te nakkI thAya. na karavAnuM ghaNIvAra saheluM paDe che. amuka loko sAthe nathI bolavuM ema nakkI karyA bAda to zAMti thaI jatI hoya che. amuka vastuo nathI ja khAvI tevo saMkalpa karyo hoya to tabiyata sudharavA lAge che. nA pADavAnI kaLA, hA pADavA jeTalI ja madhura banI zake che. AvaDavuM joIe. maMtrIzvara vastupALa - not to be karavA mATe maunano Azaro mAMge che. bolavAnA saMdarbhe cothI mAMgaNI guNagaNakathA-nI che. na bolavAnA saMdarbhe pAMcamI mAMgaNI che : doSavAdamAM mauna. guNonI vAto karatA ja rahIe te cothI mAMgaNI. doSonI vAtomAM mAthuM na mArIe te pAMcamI mAMgaNI. doSane doSa tarIke joyA vinA doSathI bacI zakAtuM nathI. doSanI upekSA karavAthI, e doSa guNone Aga cAMpe che. doSa to baLato aMgAro che. joyA vinA cAlIe to pagane DAma lAge. doSanuM astitva vAstavika hoya ane e doSane jotAM na AvaDe to pAra vinAnuM nukazAna thavAnuM. doSa joyA bAda ApaNe te doSa vize go anahadanI AratI bolavuM ke nahIM te aMge pAMcamI mAMgaNImAM vicAraNA thaI che. doSo dekhAya chatAM doSo vize bolavAnuM TALavuM tevuM upalaka najare lAge che A mAMgaNImAM. paNa maMtrIzvare mAMgyuM hoya tenI bhUmikA to majabUta ja hoya ne. doSa vinAno mANasa pAMcamA ArAmAM maLavAno nathI. jayAM sudhI chadmasthatAnuM rAja che, doSo to rahevAnA ja. nAnA athavA moTA. chadmasthatA pAMcamA ArAno sthAyI bhAva che. ApaNuM dhyAna doSone jovA para vizeSa rahetuM hoya te khoTuM. raste paDelA paisA para dhyAna jAya te cAle, raste paDelA kacarA para dhyAna jAya te nA cAle. bIjI vyaktimAM rahelA guNa para dhyAna jAya tevuM bane, bIjI vyakti doSo para dhyAna jAya tevuM na banavuM joIe. eka vAta nakkI che, raste paDelo kacaro dekhAze to kharo ja. kacarA vize vAta karavI ke nahIM te ApaNI buddhimattA para nirbhara che. bIjI vyaktimAM rahelA doSo najare to caDaze ja, te doSone ApaNI jIbhe besADavA ke nahIM te ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che. maMtrIzvara doSanAM astitvano inkAra nathI karatA. teo doSavAdano inkAra kare che. doSa dekhAya to zuM karavAnuM ? vivekano prazna che. maMtrIzvara sAmo savAla pUche che : doSa dekhIe chIe ke doSa dekhAya che ? jemanI pAsethI kazuM levAnuM nathI ane jemane kazuM devAnuM nathI evA badhA lokonA doSo jANIbUjhIne joIe tyAre ja dekhAya che. jeo satata sAthe che ane najara samakSa che temanA doSo paNa cheka tyAre dekhAya che jayAre teo ApaNane naDavA lAge che. doSo zodhavA te najarano doSa che. sabUra. AmAM sAmA mANasano vAMka ocho che. doSo che mATe najare caDe che te vAstavikatA che. AmAM sAmo mANasa pUrepUro sAmela che. doSono DhaMDhero pITIne mahAnuM pUravAra thavAnI tuccha Adata ApaNAmAM nA hovI joIe, eka vAta. najara sAme dekhAtA honahAra doSone sAva aNadekhyA mAnIne saMbaMdho sAcavavAnA na hoya, bIjI vAta. doSa che ane te mATe dekhAI rahyA che to sauthI pahelAM be mAnasika kAma karo. sAmI vyaktimAM dekhAI rahelA doSone lIdhe tene nukazAna zuM thaI rahyuM che, tenA hAthe bIjI vyaktione zuM nukazAna thaI rahyuM che te cupacApa zodhI kADhavAnuM. e doSane lIdhe e vyakti keTalI badhI pAmara pUravAra thAya che te Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 anahadanI AratI zuM nathI bolavuM ? nakkI che ? jovAnuM. e doSa nA hoya to e vyakti keTalI badhI ujaLI lAge tenI kalpanA karavAnI. ekAda doSa te te vyaktinA jIvanamAM kevI rIte khalanAyaka pUravAra thAya che te jovAnuM. A thayuM manomana karavAnuM paheluM kAma. have e doSa ApaNAmAM che ke nahIM te tapAsavAnuM. e doSa ApaNAmAM nA hoya to abhimAna karyA vinA rAjI thavAnuM. e doSathI bacI javA badala potAnA hAthe potAnI pITha thAbaDavAnI. takedArI tarIke, AgaLa e paNa vicAravAnuM ke bhaviSyamAM A doSa mArAmAM nA Avavo joIe. e doSa ApaNane lAgu paDe ane e doSane lIdhe bharapUra nukazAnI thAya tevuM thavA nahIM devAno saMkalpa karavAno. A che bIjuM mAnasika kAma. samajo ke e vyaktimAM rahelo te doSa ApaNAmAM hoya to ? sIdhI vAta che. baMne samadukhiyA thayA. enAmAM rahelA doSane lIdhe ene vagovavAno prayatna karavAno nahIM kemake ApaNe kAMI kama nathI. potAnA doSono prAmANikatApUrvaka vicAra ane svIkAra karavAmAM sAcI pAtratA vase che. doSo sAmenI laDAI te dharma che. doSo jovAnA hoya to potAnA ja jovAnA kemake potAnA doSone jema joI zakAya che tema dUra paNa karI zakAya che. parAyA doSone joI to zakAya che paraMtu tene dUra karavAmAM ApaNo phALo nAno ane suno hoya che. havAmAM goLIbAra karo ke parAyA doSonI jAherAta karo, avAjathI vizeSa kazuM nIpajatuM nathI. maMtrIzvaranI mAMgaNI A tabakkethI zarU thAya che. bolavAno prasaMga Ave tyAre khUba khyAla rAkhavAno. jarUrI vAto ja thAya. bInajarUrI vAto karavAmAM buddhinuM pradarzana thAya che. je vAta na karavAthI kAma aTakI paDe che te vAta avazya karavAnI. je vAta na karavAthI kazuM ja aTakatuM nathI te vAta kadI nahIM karavAnI. bolatA pahelA Ayojana karavAnuM. zuM bolavuM che tenI yojanA banAvavAnI. gAtAM pahelA kSaNeka khAMsI khAvAnI ghaNAne Adata hoya che. sUrIlA avAjanI e taiyArI hoya che. bolatAM pahelAM manamAM pUrvataiyArI thavI joIe. kaMI vAto nathI karavI ane kevA zabdo nathI vAparavA tevuM spaSTIkaraNa manamAM hovuM ghaTe, bIjAnI mATe ghasAtuM bolavAno ApaNane koI ja adhikAra nathI. jenI mATe ApaNe ghasAtuM bolIe chIe e vyakti potAnAM manamAM potAnI te kharAbI vize pastAvo dharAvato hoya to enA doSanI tAkAta kamajora banI jAya che. doSano pazcAttApa karI rahelA karmavaza jIvane badanAma karavAthI moTuM pApa baMdhAya che. enAM jIvanamAM e doSa koI lAcArI ke kamanasIbIne lIdhe Avyo haze, enI lAcArIne samajyA vinA enI mATe avaLo abhiprAya uccAravAmAM sarAsara anyAya che. doSa bacAva karavA lAyaka hotA nathI. sAthosAtha, doSa pracAra karavA lAyaka paNa hotA nathI. doSavAda nAmanuM kalaMka ApaNA svabhAvane kharaDI nAMkhe te pUrva maMtrIzvaranI jema sAbadA banI javAnuM che. ApaNe bolavA saMbaMdhI Ayojana karavuM joIe. ApaNe je kAMI paNa bolIe te paddhatisaranuM hoya, samajI vicArIne ekaeka akSara uccAravo. moDhAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLelo zabda ApaNane bAMdhI le te pUrve e zabdane vivekanI sImAmAM bAMdhI levAno hoya. manamAM AvyuM te bolI nAkhavAmAM nikhAlasatA karatAM chokaramata vadhAre hoya che. khAsa karIne bIjAnA doSanI vAta karavAnI hoya tyAre nikhAlasatA hovAno savAla ja raheto nathI. doSAnuvAda mananI kamajorInI gavAhI che. ApaNane bIjI koI vAta sArI rIte karatA AvaDatI nathI mATe ja ApaNe niMdA karIe chIe ane ApaNe niMdA karatA rahIe chIe mATe ja ApaNane bIjI koI sArI vAta karatA AvaDatI nathI. bolavAnuM mana hoya to ghaNA muddA che. sIdhuM ja bIjAnI upara AkramaNa karavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe bIjAnA doSo bolIzuM. e doSAnuvAdanA samAcAra pelI vyaktine maLaze. pApa chApare caDyA vinA rahetuM ja nathI. e vyakti iMTano javAba paththarathI vALaze. tamArA doSAnuvAdanI sabhA e vyaktinA adhyakSapada heThaLa yojAze. tamArA vizenI kharAba vAtonI rajUAtane tALIothI vadhAvI levAmAM Avaze. e samAcAra pharatA pharatA tamArI pAse Avaze. tamAro jIvaDo raghavAyo thaze. tame cUMTaNIpracArano ravaiyo akhatyAra karazo. cArekora pelI vyaktinA doSanI jAherAta thaze, tamArAM zrImukhe. tamane lAgaze tame jItyA. pelI vyaktine lAgaze, e jItI. saravALe baMne hAre che. tamArI ane pelI vyaktinI aMgata vAto pArakA loko sudhI bahu sahelAIthI pahoMcI gaI. doSAnuvAda karanAra bahu moTI nukazAnI Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-5 15. doSa ane dveSa : guNa ane rANa zuM nathI bolavuM ? nakkI che ? 93 vahorI leto hoya che. javAbadAra loko doSAnuvAda karatA nathI. doSAnuvAda karanArA loko javAbadAra hoI zakatA nathI. bIjAnI mATe avaLI vAto karanArA lokomAM hiMmata hoya che, paraMtu AvA lokonI kiMmata hotI nathI. ApaNA zabdo ApaNuM vajana UbhuM kare che. ApaNAM moDhe thatI vAto ApaNI vyaktimattAnI oLakha Ape che. ApaNane sudhAre che ApaNA zabdo. ApaNane bagADe che ApaNI vAto. ApaNane tAre che. ApaNA zabdo. ApaNane DUbADe che ApaNI vAto. nahIM bolavAmAM kevaLa choDavAnuM che. nahIM bolavAmAM phakta bahAranI bAbatonI bAdabAkI karavAnI che. nahIM bolavAmAM bAMdhavAnuM kazuM nathI. nahIM bolavAmAM phasAmaNa thatI nathI. kharAba zabdo ane bIjAnI bUrAIne hoTho para jagyA na maLe tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. tame jenA doSanI vAto karo cho tenI sAthe pracchanna zatrutA UbhI thAya che. bhaviSyamAM A zatrutA zuM pariNAma lAvI zake che teno tamane aMdAja nathI. TAIpapAsa, gappAbAjI mATe duzmanAvaTa vahoratA pahelA so vAra vicAra karajo, guNa jovA maLe to rAga karavo. doSa jovA maLe to dveSa karavo ? prazna majAno che. guNa tAraka che mATe guNavAna para rAga thavo joIe, guNavAna tarIkeno rAga. doSa mAraka che mATe doSa para dveSa thavo joIe. doSavAna tarIkeno dveSa ? mAtra savAla che. guNa ane guNavAna baMnene eka mAnIe ke judA mAnIe, takalIpha nathI. phAyadAnI vAta che. doSa ane doSavAna baMnene eka mAnIne cAlI na zakAya. doSavAna vyakti che, doSa eka AvaraNa che. doSavAna hovuM te saMsAranI asara che ane doSanI hAjarI te karmonI prabaLatA che. doSa kALA raMganI jema kharAba che temAM koI prazna ja nathI. guNanI hAjarI vyaktine uttama banAve che. doSanI hAjarI vyaktine adhama banAve che. uttamano anurAga jarUrI. adhamano anurAga nathI karavAno : adhamano tiraskAra karI zakAya ? A praznane maMtrIzvaranI najare vicArIe. sAmI vyaktimAM guNa che te enI siddhi che. sAmI vyaktimAM doSa che te enI viphaLatA che. sAmI vyaktimAM rahelA guNa ke doSa e sAmI vyaktimAM ja rahe che mATe tenAthI ApaNane phAyado paNa nathI ane nukazAna paNa nathI. sAmI vyaktinuM guNavAna hovuM te enI aMgata vAta che ane enuM doSavAna hovuM te paNa enI aMgata bAbata che mATe te te vyaktinA guNa ke doSanI hAjarI hovA mAtrathI te ApaNe sudhArI ke bagADI zakatA nathI. sAdhanAno rasa jIvaMta rAkhavA ApaNe guNavAna ane doSavAnano viveka rAkhavAno che. guNavAna vyaktinI oLakha thAya tyAra sudhI phAyado nathI. teno saMparka zarU thAya ane saMparka saMbaMdhamAM pariName, pachI phAyado thAya che. doSavAna vyaktinI Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ doSa ane dveSa : guNa ane rAga oLakha thAya tenAthI paNa nukazAna thatuM nathI. teno saMparka thAya ane saMparka saMbaMdhamAM pariName, pachI nukazAna thavA mAMDe che. AvuM akasara bane che tethI ja guNavAna ane doSavAnane judA pADIne jotA zIkhavAnuM che. guNavAnane joyA bAda ApaNAM manamAM ApaNe cokkasa pratibhAvanuM nirmANa karavAnuM che. doSavAnane joyA bAda paNa ApaNe cokkasa pratibhAvanuM nirmANa karavAnuM che. ApaNo saMsAra ApaNAM manamAM sarjAtA pratibhAvo dvArA cAle che. AlaMbananI asara AtmA para paDe che te sArI ke narasI hoI zake che. e pratibhAva ane e asara kevI hoI zake tenI pUrvadhAraNA maMtrIzvara bAMdhI zakyA che. guNavAnane joyA bAda manamAM jAgato pratibhAva sAro ja hoya tevuM nakkI kahI zakAya nahIM. guNavAnane joyA bAda tenA guNanI irSA thAya tevuM paNa bane. guNavAnanA guNano aNagamo paNa thaI zake che. ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che, kevo pratibhAva manamAM jAgavA devo te ? ApaNI kakSA sArI che. guNa joIne pramodano anubhava thAya che te eka sArA pratibhAvanI nizAnI che. guNavAnane joyA bAda tenI mATe jAganArA pratibhAva aneka prakAranA hoya che tema doSavAnane joyA bAda manamAM jAganArA pratibhAva paNa aneka prakAranA che. doSavAnanA doSane joIne te doSanuM AkarSaNa jAgI zake che. nItimattA jALavIne dhaMdho karanArA garIba mANasane, zrImaMta mANasanI anIti joyA bAda anItinuM AkarSaNa jAgI zake che. doSa joyA bAda doSataraphI banavuM te to ApaNI anAdisiddha Adata che. A pratibhAva jokhamI che mATe ja doSavirodhI mAnasikatAno saMskAra dharma Ape che. doSane joyA bAda doSavirodhI mAnasikatA jALavI zakAya te mATe doSano dveSa satata jIvato rAkhavAno che. majAnI vAta e che ke doSa parano dveSa manamAM jIvato rAkhIne paNa aMte to bInajarUrI dveSathI bacavAnuM che. jo doSa joIne doSa para dveSa thAya to doSa parano dveSa, doSavAna para dveSa karAvI zake che. doSano dveSa tAttvika dveSa che. doSavAna parano dveSa vyaktigata dveSa che. tAttvika dveSa vAstavika rIte jAgRti svarUpa hoya che. vyaktigata dveSa moTebhAge bhAvanAnI tIvra vikRti svarUpa hoya che. saMsAramAM rajhaLapATa nathI karavAno. saMsAranA sAme pAra vahelAsara pahoMcavAnuM che. manamAM jAgatA pratibhAvano pariNAma suyogya hoya to saMsAra 94 anahadanI AratI sAme jItI zakAze. pratibhAvano pariNAma ayogya hoya to saMsAra sAme hArI javAze. doSano dveSa manamAM jIvato hoya to doSavAnane joyA bAda karuNAno bhAva jAge che. doSano dveSa kamajora ke aspaSTa hoya to doSavAnane joyA bAda dveSano bhAva jAge che. doSavAnamAM dveSa jAge tene lIdhe nukazAna zuM thAya che te zodhIe. doSavAnamAM dveSa thAya tenI abhivyaktimAM tIvratA ke ugratA vyaktilakSI haze. vyakti mATe jAgelo Aveza te vyakti sudhI pahoMcADyA vinA ApaNane jaMpa vaLato nathI. e dveSa sUkSma rIte ApaNA abhimAnane paMpALaze. bahu nAjuka pharaka che. sAmI vyakti tamane kharAba lAge te eka vAta che ane sAmI vyaktimAM rahelI ekAda kamajorI tamane kharAba lAge te bIjI vAta che. sAmI vyaktine tame kharAba kahI do te vyaktigata dveSa che. sAmI vyaktinI ekAda kamajorI sAme tame svasthatApUrvaka vAMdho lo te tAttvika dveSa che. vyakti parano dveSa tenAM tamAma pAsAnI upekSA karAve che. vyakti parano dveSa te vyaktinAM sArAM lakSaNone bhUlAvI zake che. maMtrIzvare doSavAdamAM mauna rAkhavAnI mAMgaNI karI che. sAmI vyaktimAM doSa dekhAya che te joIne mArAM manamAM te vyakti mATe dveSa jAgaze to ja huM tenI badanAmI karavA prerAIza. huM jenI badanAmI karato houM tenI mATe mArAM manamAM rAga hoya tevuM banavAnuM ja nathI. doSavAda e vyaktigata dveSanuM uccAraNa che mATe maMtrIzvara tenAthI dUra rahevA mAMge che. mauna zabda paNa arthasabhara che. na bolavuM te mauna nathI. bolavAnuM na game te mauna che. manamAM dveSa hoya ane abhivyakti na thAya te mauna nathI. manamAM dveSa hoya ja nahIM mATe tenI abhivyaktino prazna ja Ave nahIM te mauna che. doSano dveSa vyaktigata nathI. doSavAnano dveSa vyaktigata che. guNano rAga vyaktigata nathI. guNavAnano rAga vyaktigata che. vyaktigata dveSa na hovo joIe tema vyaktigata rAga paNa nA ja hovo joIe A prazna jAgI zake che. ApaNe rAgane vibhAjIta karIzuM. vyaktilakSI rAga. vyaktikendrI rAga. vyakti Azrita rAga. vyakti game che mATe tenA guNa game che te vyaktilakSI rAga. vyakti game che mATe tenA guNa game che ane mATe te vyakti sivAyanI vyaktinA guNo para dhyAna ApavAnuM mana thatuM nathI te vyaktikendrI rAga. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anahadanI AratI nathI. vyaktiAdhArita doSadveSa hoya che paraMtu temAM dveSa kevaLa doSa mATe ja hoya che, vyakti mATe nahIM. dharmavirodha jevA bhayaMkara doSo dharAvanArI vyakti mATe to Sa thavAnI saMbhAvanA che paNa tenA mULamAM guNonI ane dharmanI prIti che. dharmAnurAga ane guNAnurAga jAnata ugratA prabhuzAsanamAM AvakArya che. paraMtu - pApI ane doSI evA ajJAnI AtmAonAM pApo ane doSone joIne manamAM dveSa jAgavA devAno nathI. maMtrIzvare doSavAdamAM mauna mAMgyuM che. doSano vicAra che. doSano virodha che. vyaktino vicAra che. vyaktino virodha nathI. jherane lIdhe jherano kaToro kharAba banI jato nathI. jhera DhoLI nAMkho ane kaToro dhoI nAMkho to e kaTorAmAM amRta paNa bharI zakAya che. doSa ane dveSa : guNa ane rANa 37 vyaktimAM guNa joyA bAda te guNano AdhAra banI rahetI vyaktinA Azraye tenAmAM rahelA guNano rAga rAkhavo te vyaktiAzrita rAga. guNonA AdhAre ja vyaktinuM mUlyAMkana karanAro vyaktiAzrita rAga, je vyaktimAM guNa dekhAze tyAM rAganuM nirmANa karaze. sAdI bhASAmAM kahIe to mANasa game mATe tenA guNa game te khoTuM, guNa game mATe te guNone dharAvato mANasa game te sAruM. mANasa game che to te mANasanA doSa paNa svIkArya banI jAya che. guNa ja game che to te te vyaktimAM rahelA doSathI sAvadha rahevAnuM sukara banI jAya che. Ama guNalakSI rAga, guNakendrI ane guNaAzrita hoya che. to vyaktilakSI, vyaktikendrI rAga guNalakSI ane guNakendrI hoya ja tevo niyama nathI. guNanA rAga mATe guNavAnane AlaMbana banAvato rAga koI nukazAna karI zake ? guNane badale vyaktine prAdhAnya vizeSa maLe to nukazAna besumAra che. vyaktine badale guNane prAdhAnya vizeSa maLe to phAyado ja phAyado che, nukazAna kazuM nathI. anaMtalablinidhAna zrI gautamasvAmI mahArAjAne zramaNabhagavAna zrI mahAvIra paramAtmAnA guNono rAga hato. e rAgano eka aMza vyaktigata stare beTho hato mATe temanuM kevaLajJAna dUra rahyuM ane e eka aMza sivAya to guNono rAga tIvra ane ucca hato mATe temanuM guNasthAnaka sAdhunuM ja rahyuM. rAgano eka aMza vyaktigata stare hato te bhUMsAyo te ja ghaDIe temanA guNonA tIvra rAgamAMthI vItarAgabhAvanuM nirmANa thayuM. to vAta Ama che. guNono rAga vyaktiAdhArita hoya, vyaktikendrI nA hoya. guNono rAga vyaktilakSI paNa nA hoya, vyaktiAdhArita ja hoya. A pavitra rAga mATe bhakti zabda vaparAyo che, A pavitra rAga, samarpaNa ane zraddhA tarIke oLakhAya che. bhakti ane zraddhAnI pAvana stavanAomAM vyakti AdhArita guNAnurAga poSAto hoya che. AnAthI taddana sAmA cheDe doSanI vAta karIe to doSane joyA bAda te doSa dharAvanArI vyakti mATe karuNA jAgatI hoya che. doSanuM bhaviSya duHkha che, doSavAna bhaviSyamAM duHkhavAna banaze te vicAre anukaMpA jAgatI hoya che. doSone lIdhe guNone avakAza nathI maLato te joIne dayA jAgatI hoya che. doSa mATeno dveSa kevaLa doSa AdhArita ja rahe che, rahevo joIe. vyaktilakSI doSaSa, vyaktikendrI doSaSa sahI salAmata hoI zakatA Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CO anahadanI AratI prArthanA-6 16. jaba apanA muMha kholo tuma saMvAditA. sauno managamato zabda, asaraparasano vahevAra saMvAditA vinA sAro cAlato nathI. tamArI vAta sAmA mANasane samajAya ane sAmA mANasanI vAta tamane samajAya te saMvAditA che. tamArI vAta sAmA mANasane game ane sAmA mANasanI vAta tamane game A saMvAditAnuM phaLa che. tamArI vAta sAmo mANasa svIkAre ane sAmA mANasanI vAtane tame svIkAro A saMvAditAnuM lakSya che. be mANasa bhegA thAya tyAMthI samAjavyavasthA zarU thAya che. saune potAnA mananI vAta kahevI hoya che, potAne sAMbhaLe ane saMbhALe tevo sathavAro saune khape che. pote koIne sAMbhaLe ane saMbhALe tevo mamatAno bhAva paNa saunAM dilamAM hoya che. mananA bhAvane vyakta karavA mATe vANInuM mAdhyama zreSTha che. bolavAmAM viveke vartavAnuM jene sahaja che tene saMvAditAno sumadhura anubhava sAMpaDe che. mAre mArI hAjarI pUravAra karavI che mATe boluM chuM - evuM bane. mAre bIjAnI hAjarIno svIkAra karavo che mAre huM boluM chuM - tevuM bane. game tema, bolavAmAM arasaparasa ke AmanesAmane be pAtronuM hovuM jarUrI che. uccAraNa ane zravaNa - A be zabdo sAthe panAro paDe che, te eka sAthe ja. maMtrIzvaranI chaThThI mAMgaNI bolavA aMgenI che : mArI vANI saunI mATe, priyakArI, hitakArI bane tevuM maMtrIzvara mAMge che. tamArAM zrImukhethI vyakta thaI rahelA zabdo sAMbhaLanArA e zabdo dvArA potAnA vicArane, potAnI lAgaNIne AkAra Ape che. tamAro zabda AlaMbana che, sAmA mANasanAM vicArataMtranuM AlaMbana. tamAro zabda AlaMbana che, sAmA mANasanAM lAgaNItaMtranuM AlaMbana. tamArA zabdane kAne dharanAro mANasa, potAnA vicArajagatamAM e zabdo dvArA eka avakAza pUre che. bolAyelo zabda kayAreya niSphaLa jato nathI. tamAro uccArelo zabda sAmA mANasanAM manamAM je koI vicAranuM nirmANa kare che tenI kalpanA karIne bolavAnuM che. tame sAmI vyaktinAM manamAM sArA vicAranuM AropaNa karI zako to tamArA zabdo sArA che. tame sAmI vyaktinAM manamAM, sArA na kahI zakAya tevA vicAronuM AropaNa karI do to tamArA zabdo sArA nathI. tamArA bolavAne lIdhe sAMbhaLanArAnA vicArane dizA maLe che, tamAre yogya dizA ApavAnI che, tamArA zabdo je yogya dizA nathI ApatA to tame zabdono viniyoga karavAmAM cUko cho. tamArA zabdomAM tamArI jinmedArInuM vajana hovuM joIe. paisAnI jema zabdonI kiMmata vasUla thavI joIe. vAto karIe temAM zabdo vaparAya che. zabdonI pahelA ane pachI koNa koNa hoya che ? zabdo bolAya te pahelA tamAruM mana, mananA vicAra hoya che. zabdo bolAya te pachI sAmA mANasanuM mana ane enA vicAra hoya che. zabdo hoThethI nIkaLe te pahelAM manamAM goThavAtA hoya che, zabdo kAne paDe te pachI manamAM asara nIpajAvatA hoya che. maMtrIzvara, zabdo bolAI jAya te pachInI asarano | vicAra karI rahyA che. zabdonI asara vidhAtaka na hoya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che, tamArA zabdo sAmI vyaktine avAja tarIke nathI sAMbhaLAtA. tamArA zabdone e saMdeza tarIke sAMbhaLe che. bolAto zabda kAna dvArA vaMcAto hoya che. zabda dvArA mana arthaghaTana kare che, vicAre che. tamArA zabdonuM arthaghaTana karavAnI kSaNomAM e zabdo sAMbhaLanAra kSubdha bane tevuM nA thavA devAya. tamArA zabdo dvArA du:kha nIpaje, takalIpha paDe, nirAzA thAya, apamAna ke avajJAno anubhava thAya to tamAro zabda tame sariyAma veDaphaDyo che tema mAnavuM paDe. tamArA zabdo sAMbhaLIne sAmI vyaktine tAjagIno ahesAsa thAya, e tamArA zabda dvArA hUMpha ane hiMmata pAme, enAM mananuM du:kha ghaTe, enI ciMtA ochI thAya, e Adara ane AvakArano anubhava pAme to tamArA zabdono sAco upayoga thayo che tema kahI zakAya. potAnA toramAM jIvanArA moTA mANasone nAnA mANaso sAthe vAta karavAnI phurasada hotI nathI. moTAInuM abhimAna ja, moTA mANasa ane nAnA Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaba apanA muMha kholo tuma mANasa vacce evo bhedabhAva Ubho kare che. moTA mANasane nAnA mANasa sAthe vAta karavAnuM gamatuM nathI. vahevArane lIdhe vAta karavI paDe temAM bojo vartAyA kare, nikhAlasatAne badale cAlAkInA sUramAM vAta thatI hoya, be sArI vAta kahevAne badale kazuMka saMbhaLAvI devAnI hoMza taravAryA kare, potAnuM mahattva pUravAra karavA mATe ja vAtacItamAM bolavAnuM thatuM hoya - A lakSaNo che, zabdono khoTo upayoga thaI rahyo che tenAM. sAmAM mANasane mahattva na maLe, sAmA mANasanI prazaMsA gauNa bane ane sAmo mANasa TIkApAtra bane tevA zabdo prayojavAmAM vANI veDaphAya che. vANImAM madhuratA hoya te prathama AvazyakatA che. jUThI mAkhaNabAjImAM ane mIThAzamAM pharaka che. sAmA mANasane palALIne potAnA svArtha mATe kAme lagADavo che te mATe sArA zabdo vAparavAno daMbha karavAmAM madhuratAno AbhAsa che, tethI vizeSa kazuM nahIM. maMtrIzvara priya vacananuM varadAna mAMge che te sAmI vyaktinI saMvedanAno khyAla karIne mAMge che. potapotAnuM jagata laIne sau jIve che. potAno AnaMda ane potAnI prasannatAne sau potapotAnI rIte ucheratA hoya che. potAnI khuzIne kendramAM rAkhIne sau koI divasa ane rAta gujaratA hoya che. tamArA zabdo dvArA emanI khuzIne dhakko lAge te sAruM gaNAya ? AnaMdamAM rahevAnI svataMtratA dareka mANasane maLI che. tamArA zabdo e svataMtratA para tarApa mAre che. tame phakta thoDA zabdo bolo cho ane badalAmAM sAmA mANasanI DhagalAbaMdha zAMtine chInavI lo cho. tamArI A vacananItinI pheravicAraNA karo. sAmA mANasanA vicArone tame badalo ke na badalo te pachInI vAta che. sAmA mANasanI bhAvanAne tame khalela pahoMcADI te bilakula khoTuM che. tamane keTalAka mANaso mATe haMsImajAka karavAnI Adata che. ene mUrakha pUravAra karavAmAM tame krUratAthI rasa lo cho. e bicAro bhoLo ke kamajora che teno tame khoTo lAbha lo cho. ThaThThAmazkarI karIne rAjI thanArAne potAno ahaMkAra khUba pyAro hoya che tema manovijJAna kahe che. tamane jemAMthI rAjIpo maLe che temAMthI ene vedanA maLe che. Ane hiMsAno eka prakAra 82 anahadanI AratI kahevAya. sAmA mANasamAM rahelI kamajorI ke ochapa te enI vyaktigata khAmI che. e ApaNane naDatI nathI. ApaNe enI khAmIno vANIvilAsa dvArA upahAsa karIe ane bApaDA e jIvane naDIe temAM sajajanatA jevuM kAMI bacatuM nathI. tamArA hAthe na thatI hoya tevI bhUlo, tamArAmAM na hoya tevo doSo, bIjI vyaktimAM jovA maLe, tame e vyaktine e bhUla athavA doSanA badalAmAM Thapako Apo ane tiraskArI kADho te zabdono durupayoga che. sAmI vyaktinuM kalyANa karavAnI icchA hoya to vAta judI che. kevaLa potAnuM mahattva sAbita karavA ja Thapako Apavo te doMgAI che. sAsu ane vahunA jhaghaDAmAM AvuM jovA maLe che. saMbaMdhamAM jyAre jyAre samatulA khoravAya che tyAre tyAre bhUlonI vigatavAra mImAMsA karavAmAM Ave che. sAmA mANasa para hAvI thavA mATe tenI bhUlonuM hathiyAra vAparavuM te ghAtakI rIta che. eka paddhati vyaMga ane kaTAkSanI che. sIdhesIdhuM kahI zakAtuM na hoya to ADakatarI rIte be-cAra copaDAvI devAnuM mana thAya che. bolavAnI caLa upaDe che pachI zabdone vadhuryA vagara e zAMta nathI thatI. A eka tuccha paddhati che. kahIM pe nigAhe ane kahIM pe nizAnA hoya che. tame be-pAMca jaNA sAthe vAto karI rahyA cho tevo eka dekhAva hoya che. tamArA zabdonAM tIranuM lakSya eka ja vyakti hoya che. lokagItamAM sarasa lakhyuM che. ko'kanI kAMkarInA mAryA na marIe maheNAnA mAryA marIe jI re. A meNAToNAmAM tame sattAvAra rIte baMdhAtA nathI ane bInasattAvAra rIte bolavAmAM kazuM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. zabdono A durupayoga che. vAte vAte jUThuM bolavAnI Adata hoya che. amuka lokone. sAmA mANasane dAda nathI ApavA mATe mRSAvAda sevavAnuM e loko pasaMda kare che. hA pADI zakAya tevI vAtomAM dharAra nA kahI de che. nA pADI devI joIe tevI vAtomAM khasUsa hA bhaNI de che. jANI joIne ajANyA thavAno dekhAva karavAno. sIdhI ane saraLa vAtamAM vadhAre paDato vaghAra karI devo. bIjAnA Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-6 17. sAcuM EvuM? sAcI rIte phlevuM jaba apanA muMha kholo tuma zire Topalo DhoLI devAno. rAI hoya teno parvata banAvI mUkavAno. potAnI bhUlano sAva khoTo khulAso karavAno. bIjAnI nAnI bhulane tANItUsIne bhArekhama banAvI devAnI. A badho asatyano vahevAra che. svArtha mATenI A ramatamAM sAmI vyaktinI lAgaNI dubhAze teno koI ja khyAla rAkhavAmAM Avato nathI. madhuratAnA bhoge bolAtA zabdo hoya che A badhA. maMtrIzvaranI mAMgaNI evI sarasa che ke samajAya tarata ane amala karavAmAM khAssI vAra lAge. tame bIjAne A rIte saMbhaLAvI devAnI Adata keLavazo nahIM tema maMtrIzvara bhagavAnuM samakSa prArthanA karavA dvArA samajAve che. sAthosAtha bIjI paNa vAta che. tamane A rIte koI kazuMka saMbhaLAvI detuM hoya tyAre vicalita thazo nahIM. A vAtacIta karavAnI pAmara paddhatio che. tamArI moTAI AvAM apamAnone lIdhe ghaTatI nathI. balka AvAM apamAnone hasatAM moDhe gaLI javAmAM ja moTAI che. bajAra vaccethI cAlI jatA hAthInI pAchaLa bhasI raheluM cokkasa prakAranuM prANI tenI vAMkI pUMchaDIne lIdhe to pachI vagovAyuM, tenI A pAchaLa pAchaLa bhasatA rahevAnI Adate tene pahelethI badanAma karI mUkyuM che. hAthIne e DagAvI zakatuM nathI. tamArA kAnamAM ghoMghATane lIdhe thoDo trAsa jarUra thAya paraMtu manathI DagavAnuM na hoya. tamArI samakSa madhura vANIthI 2jUAta thAya tevI apekSA rAkhazo nahIM. tamArI rajUAta madhura vANImAM ja thAya e mudde kadI upekSA karazo nahIM. vANI e AtmAno avAja che. mahAtmA, aMtarAtmA ke durAtmAnI parakha tenI vANI dvArA thAya che. tamArI saccAI vANImAM vyakta thAya te sAruM kahevAya. tamArI nabaLI kaDI vANI dvArA vyakta thAya te khoTuM. zarIramAM zarkarAtattva vadhI jAya to kaDavI davA pIne tene kAbUmAM levAtuM hoya che. mIThAzano upayoga vANImAM vadhAre paDato na thavo joIe. mIThAzanI jema kaDavAza jarUrI che. mIThAza sAmI vyaktinA sadguNane Teko Ape, sadbhAvanAne sAcave ane hUMpha Ape. A ja mIThAza sAmI vyaktinA avaguNane Teko Ape, khoTI vicAraNAne sAcave ane chalanA UbhI kare tevuM banI zake che. sAmAnya vyavahAramAM mIThAzano upayoga vANImAM jarUrI che. cokkasa saMyogomAM kaDavAzano upayoga karavo paDe che. kaDavA thavAnuM gamatuM nathI. UgratA vinA kaDavAza asarakAraka banatI nathI evuM moTebhAge bane che. premathI mArelo tamAco vAgato nathI. maMtrIzvara kaDavAzane sAhajIka banAvavA mATe - hitakArI vacana - A zabda khapamAM lIdho che. maMtrIzvaranI mAMgaNI che : mAruM vacana priya hoya tethI vizeSa hitakArI hovuM joIe. priya vacana bolavAnuM lakSya jALavavAmAM huM hitakArI vacana bolavAnuM nA bhUluM. hitakArI vacana bolavAnI jarUra paDe tyAre priya vacana bolavAnI upekSA karIne paNa, hitano udeza huM jALavuM.' samatulA ane saMtulana A baMne bahu sarasa zabdo che. eka pAsuM ughaDe ane bIjuM pAsuM DhaMkAyeluM rahe emAM samatulA nathI. eka pakSanI vAta saMbhaLAya ane bIjA pakSanI vAta kAne dharavAmAM na Ave emAM saMtulana nathI. jamaNo hAtha zukanavaMto bhale gaNAto. DAbo hAtha nA hoya to jamaNA hAthanI hAjarImAM mANasa apaMga gaNAya che. bolavAnI bAbatamAM mIThAza jamaNo hAtha che. kaDavAza DAbo hAtha che. saMvAditAno uddeza e paNa hoya che ke sAMbhaLanArI vyakti sAcI vAtane samaje ane vAtane sAcI rIte samaje. bhUla na kare te Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anahadanI AratI sAcuM EvuM sAcI rIte phlevuM bhagavAnuM che. bhagavAnuM na hoya temanI bhUla thavAnI saMbhAvanA pUrepUrI che. bhUla thaI hoya ane potAne bhUlano khyAla na Avyo hoya tevuM sAmI vyaktimAM jovA maLaze. tame ene bhUlano khyAla nahIM Apo to e bhUlamAM AgaLa vadhaze ane bhUlanA pariNAmo bhogavavA majabUra banaze. tamAre ene bhUla batAvavAnI raheze. bhUla batAvavA mATe tarata ja kaDaka thavAnuM nA hoya. bhUla batAvavA mATe paNa pahelo upayoga mIThAzano ja karavAno. dhIme rahIne pUchIe, doharo kahe che. bhUla premathI batAvI. sAmI vyaktie bhUlano bacAva karyo, tame mIThAza nathI cUkyA paNa sAmI vyakti sajjanatA cUkI rahI che. tamArI sAcI vAtane te sAMbhaLI rahyo nathI. tamAre kaDavAza kahetAM kaDakAI apanAvavI paDaze. kaDavA bola uttama mANaso nA bole tevuM vicArIne tame mIThAzane pakaDI rAkho te nahIM cAle. hitakArI vacana bolavA te ja uttama mANasanuM kharuM lakSaNa che. tame vyAjabI vAta karo cho ke nahIM tenI pUrepUrI khAtarI karI lejo . tame tamArA muddAnI saccAImAM spaSTa ho to kaDaka thavAmAM koI ja vAMdho nathI. tame kaDaka thazo e pachI sAmI vyakti tamArI vAta para avazya vicAra karaze. ene bhUla samajAze. e aTakaze. bhUlanA pariNAmothI te bacI jaze. enuM hita thaze. hitakArI vacananuM A sukhada kartavya tame cUkazo nahIM, maMtrIzvaranA zabdo kahe che. ghaNI vakhata evuM bane che ke "ApaNA kaDaka thavAne lIdhe sAmI vyakti gussAmAM Ave che. ApaNane evuM lAge che ke ApaNe emanA kaSAyanuM nimitta banI rahyA chIe.' AmAM be vAta che. sAmI vyakti gusse thAya temAM paNa jo ApaNA gussA sAme vAMdho hoya ane potAnI bhUlano svIkAra hoya to enA gussAne khamI levAno. ApaNe gusso karyo tenI mAphI mAMgavAnI. eNe potAnI bhUla svIkArI che te badala tene dhanyavAda ApavAnA, A pahelI vAta thaI. bIjI vAta. ApaNI kaDakAIne lIdhe arthano anartha thAya ane mAmalo taddana UMdhA ravADe caDI jAya to, jeTalI bAjI hAthamAM che teTalI samajIne sudhArI levAnI. ApaNo adhikAra na hoya ane sAmI vyaktinI pAtratA na hoya to bolIne kazuM upajatuM nathI. bhUla ane bhUlanA pariNAmathI ene bacAvavA ApaNe thaI zakatuM hatuM eTaluM karyuM. have enAM bhAgya para choDI devAnuM. ApaNe kahyuM tenuM upajatuM nathI evI khoTI baLatarA nahIM rAkhavAnI. bhAvibhAva. basa. tamArI bolavAnI AvaData, sIdhI saraLa vAtamAM saphaLa thAya temAM kazI navAI nathI. muzkela ane agharI bAbatamAM tamArI AvaDatanI parIkSA thAya che. khuzAlInI vAtomAM to bolatA saune AvaDe. kaDavI vAto karavAnI AvI kaLA zIkhavI paDe che. je mahetA mArI zakato nathI e bhaNAvI nathI zakato. mahetAe jo bhaNAvavuM hoya to ene mAratA AvaDavuM joIe. tamArI vAta hitakArI bane te mATe tamAro vahevAra sAro hoya te jarUrI che. tamAro vahevAra sAro bane te mATe tamAro svabhAva sAro hovo joIe. tamane sAmA mANasamAM tamAro svArtha dekhAya che mATe tame enAmAM rasa lo cho AvuM banatuM hoya to tamAro svabhAva sAro nathI. tamane sAmA mANasamAM ujaLI saMbhAvanA dekhAya che, temane sAmA mANasanuM raLiyAta tattva game che mATe tame enAmAM rasa lo cho to tamAro svabhAva sAro che. sAmA mANasanA guNonI asaramAM tame turaMta Avo cho to tamAro svabhAva sAro che. sAmA mANasanA doSanI asara tamArI para turaMta paDe che to tamArA svabhAva sAro nathI. TUMkamAM - tame tamArAM abhimAnane gauNa karI zakatA ho to tamAro svabhAva sAro che. vAtacItamAM bagaDatuM hoya che kevaLa potAnI jaka pakaDavAne lIdhe. tame sAcI vAta deDhatAthI kahI do te tamArI jIta che. tame sAmI vyaktine juThI ane bekAra pUravAra karo te jaka che. hitakArI vacanano artha che sAmI vyaktinA kaSAyane chaMcheDyA vinA ene kaSAyonI pakaDamAMthI dhIme dhIme bahAra lAvavI. iMjekzana to ApavAnuM ja che. tamAro hAtha sAro hoya ane soMya vAgavAnI vedanA na thAya te tamArI saphaLatA. sAcI vAta kahevAnI AvaData tamArAmAM hoya enAthI vAta pUrI thavAnI nathI. sAcI vAta kahetI vakhate tamArI mAnasikatAmAM tAjagI hovI joIe. bIjAnI lITIne nAnI batAvavA tame tamArI lITIne moTI karIne tANo te barobara nathI. koInuM sAcA hovuM ane koInuM khoTA hovuM te temano svataMtra mAmalo che. tamAruM sAcA hovuM e tamArI javAbadArInuM mAmalo che. jAte sAcA bano to sAcI vAta karI hoya te zobhe. jUThano vepAra karatA Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAcuM vhevuM : sAcI rIte kahevuM s rahIe ane pArakA copaDe sAco hisAba na hovAnI phariyAda karIe temAM satyanuM apamAna thAya che. sAcane jIvI jANo e pachI ja sAcanI vAto karo. bIjAne prabhAvita karavA, bIjAne apamAnita karavA mATe satyano upayoga nA karazo. satya kahevAnI, hitakArI vacana kahevAnI vAta nIkaLe tyAre eka kahevata yAda AvatI hoya che : satya haMmezA kaDavuM hoya che. A kahevata banAvanAre satyanuM bahu moTuM avamUlyAMkana karyuM che. tame zvAsa laI rahyA cho ane jIvI rahyA cho A satya che, emAM kaDavAza nathI. tame vAMcI zako cho, sAMbhaLI zako cho, bolI zako cho A satya che, emAM kaDavuM zuM che ? tame satya sAMbhaLIne tamArI bhUlano svIkAra karI na zako to satya kaDavuM che, bAkI satya jevI khUbasUrata zakti duniyAmAM bIjI koI nathI. gulAbanuM saundarya adbhuta che - A satyamAM kaDavo chAMTo zodhyo nahIM jaDe. rAtarANInI suvAsa mAdaka hoya che A satyamAM eka aMza paNa kaDavAza nathI. ApaNAM moDhe bolAtuM satya gulAbanuM saundarya ane rAtarANInI suvAsa laIne Ave che. alabat, dareka satyane A niyama lAgu nathI paDato. kAMTA vAge ja che, bhale pachI e gulAbanA choDa para ugyA hoya - A paNa satya che, naradama kaDavuM. jherano ghUMTaDo bharanAra mare che - A satya che, ekadama bhayAnaka. savAla eTalo ja rahe che ke tamArI pharajano bhAga banatuM satya kevuM hovuM joIe. satyanI rajUAtane syAdvAda lAgu paDaze. satya kahevA mATe tamAre kaDavA thavuM ja paDaze tevo niyama nathI. satya kahevA mATe suMvALI suvAMga bhASA ja vAparavAnI tevo paNa niyama nathI. tamAre sAmI vyakti potAnuM hita na cUke tenuM pUrepUruM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. tamArA zabdo tene hitanI dizA cIMdhe te tamAre jotA rahevAnuM. tamArA zabdo sAMbhaLe che tamArI AsapAsanA loko. tamArA dezanA lAkho ane karoDo loko tamArA zabdo sAMbhaLatA nathI. tamArA zabdo thoDAka ja loko sAMbhaLavAnA che. emAMthI paNa tamArA zabdo para dhyAna ApanArA bahu ochA loko che. tame kaho te sAMbhaLe, tamArI vAtane vajana Ape ane tamAro muddo svIkAravA taiyAra thAya eTalA najIka to gaNatarInA ja mANaso che. temanI samakSa rajU thanArA zabdone tame nANIne vAparo. tamAro zabda anahadanI AratI kasIne vaparAto haze to sAmI vyaktine te yAda paNa raheze ane gamaze paNa khUba. 88 sAcI vAta, hitakArI vAta kahevAnuM sattva keLavatAM pahelAM, sAcI ane hitakArI vAta sAMbhaLavAnuM sattva keLavavuM joIe. tamane na game tevI vAta jo hitakArI hoya to hasatAM moDhe sAMbhaLavI joIe. tamane game tevI vAtamAM hitakArI tattva na hoya to e vAtane svIkAravI joIe nahIM. tame sAMbhaLavAmAM kAcA hazo to bolavAmAM sAcA nahIM banI zako. tamArI para AkrozapUrvaka hitavacanano prahAra thAya tene sAmI chAtIe vIranI jema khamI lejo . hitavacananAM janoIvaDha ghA janayojanamanuM asat TALe che. tamane kaheluM hitavacana tame dhyAnamAM nathI letA ane e vAtane tame TALI do cho, tamArI kALajI rAkhanArAnI hitazikSAno tame svIkAra nathI karatA, tamArI bhUlano tame bacAva karo cho, bhUlanA uTapaTAMga bacAva karo cho, tamane samajAvyA hoya to paNa tame hitavacana tarapha bedarakAra raho cho, tamArI bhUla batAvanArane cUpa karavA tame emanI bhUlanI yAda Apo cho. AvuM karyA bAda tame potAne jAte ja sajjana mAno cho te daMbha che. AvuM karatA rahIne tame hitakArI vAta uccAravAnI pAtratA gumAvI rahyA cho. hitakArI vacana bolavAnI AvazyakatA moTI che to hitakArI vacana sAMbhaLavAnI AvazyakatA anivArya che. hitakArI vacana sAMbhaLatA AvaDatuM haze to hitakArI vacana bolatI vakhate kaDavAza Avaze nahIM. hitakArI vacana sAMbhaLIne svIkAravA jogI yogyatA keLavI haze to e yogyatAnI tAkAta ApaNAM kahelAM hitavacanone svIkArya banAvaze. ApaNAM jIvanamAM hitakArI vacanane lIdhe parivartana AvI zake te ApaNI uttamatA. ApaNAM hitakArI vacanane lIdhe sAmI vyaktinAM jIvanamAM parivartana AvI zake te ApaNI saphaLatA. Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-7 18. jIvananI jhaLatI vAratA jIvavAnuM zA mATe ? kyAM che uttara koI paNa eTale ujavI nathI zakato tuM avasara koI paNa laya vagaranI jIMdagI che : sAva khAlI che hRdaya hA, nathI A duniyAmAM sAce ja addhara koI paNa vAMcaze kaMI rIte buddhi premanI bArAkhaDI che abhaNanI AMkhamAM sarakhA ja akSara koI paNa e dhabakaze, AMkhamAM, zraddhAmAM, zvAsozvAsamAM basa, badhuM bhUlIne tuM pUjI jo paththara koI paNa mAtra doDAdoDa jIvananI 2jhaLatI vAratA Ama, basa kheMce che lakhacoryAsI cakkara koI paNa rAjeza vyAsa 'miskIna'nI A gajhala AtmAnAM jIvana saMdarbhe lakhAI che. savArathI sAMja sudhI doDadhAma karanAro rAte jamInadosta thaIne UMdhI jAya che tema janmathI ghaDapaNa sudhI doDadhAma karato AtmA mRtyunI sAthe jamInadosta thaI jAya che. navI savAra ane navo janama, jamInadosta thavAnuM bhaviSya laIne ja Ave che. lAkha coryAzIno rajhaLapATa pUro thato nathI. sAmAnya mANasano prazna hoya che : jIvavAnuM konI mATe ? ArAdhakano prazna hoya che : jIvavAnuM zAnI mATe ? jIvananuM lakSya zuM hoya ? duniyAdArI loko? parivAranA loko ? tame pote ? tamAruM mana ? tamAro AtmA ? AtmA sivAyanuM bIjI badhuM mRtyunI sAthe ja khatama thaI javAnuM che. A AtmA mATe nakkara sarjana nathI thayuM mATe chatI jIMdagIe maraNano bhaya kaMpAve 0 anahadanI AratI che. sukha ane sAmagrI vacce paNa jIMdagI dora vinAnA pataMganI jema jholA khAya che. eNjayukezananI AMkhe AtmA joI zakAto nathI. AsthA vinA AtamajI darzana detA nathI. ApaNe kevaLa buddhinAM jore AtmAne svIkArIe chIe athavA nathI svIkAratA, AtmAnuM astitva zraddhAthI svIkAravAnuM ane buddhithI pUravAra karavAnuM. e vinA abhaNa nIvaDIzuM ApaNe. AtamarAmanI paramacetanAnI zraddhA bAMdhI hoya ane e paramacetanAno AvirbhAva pAmavAnI laganI lAgI hoya to nAnuMmoTuM koI paNa prazasta AlaMbana tIvra prabhAve batAvI zake che. maMtrIzvara vastupALanI sAtamI mAMgaNImAM, mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjAnA zabdo paDaghAya che : jihAM lage AtamatatvanuM, lakSaNa navi jANyuM, tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhaluM kema Ave tANyuM. mAre uttama guNasthAnakanI sparzanA pAmavI che. mAre nItiniyamonuM pAlana to avazya karavuM che, mAre pahoMcavuM che AtmAnI anubhUti sudhI. gaNadharavAdamAM AtmAne vijJAnaghana kahevAmAM Avyo che. AtamAM jJAnamaya che, pratibhAva jAgyA kare che tyAra sudhI AtmAnuM saMpUrNa jJAna thaI zakatuM nathI. huM koNa chuM ane huM zuM banI zakuM chuM - A vAtono satata vicAra karavAno che. AtmAnuM astitva zarIrathI alaga che. AtmAnuM astitva vANIthI alaga che. AtmAnuM astitva vicArothI alaga che. zarIra, vANI ane vicAronuM astitva AtmA para AdhArita che. AtmAnI hAjarI jANavA maLe che, zarIra dvArA ane vANI dvArA ane vicAra dvArA. paraMtu AtmA zarIra vinA, vANI vinA ane vicAra vinA hoI zakanAruM alaukika tattva che. ApaNI najara zarIra ane vANI para ja rahetI hoya che, bahu bahu to ApaNA vicArone ApaNe pArakhI zakIe. A traNa sivAyanI bIjI koI sattAnI ApaNane jhAMkhI thatI nathI. ApaNo svabhAva che te mujaba je dekhAtuM nathI tenI para jhAjho vicAra karatA nathI. AtmA che tevI zraddhA ApaNe keLavI che. AtmAne jovo che tevI utkaMThA ApaNe keLavI nathI. buddhinAM stare AtmA svIkAryo che. zraddhAnA stare kadAca, AtmAno pUrepUro svIkAra thaI zakyo nathI. maMtrIzvaranI Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvananI jhaLatI vAratA 1 aMtima mAMgaNI che : Atmatava nI bhAvanA. 'AtmAnAM svarUpane samajavAnI mathAmaNa huM karato rahuM' tevuM maMtrIzvara mAMgI rahyA che. AtmAno vicAra traNa rIte thaI zake che. 1. saMsAramAM bhramaNazIla AtmAnAM vividha rUpo. 2. vartamAna jIvanamAM ATha karmo dvArA baMdhAyelo AtmA. 3. karmothI ane saMsArathI saMpUrNa mukta hoI zake te AtmA. bIjI rIte kahIe to ApaNA AtmAnA saMpUrNa bhUtakALa vize vicAravAnuM. ApaNA AtmAnI vartamAna avasthAne samajavA prayatna karavAno. ApaNA AtmAnAM taMdurasta bhaviSyanI Thosa kalpanA karavAnI. maMtrIzvaranI mAMgaNI trIjA mudAnI che. AtmAnA mULabhUta svabhAvanI kalpanA jema jema thatI jAya che tema tema AtmAno AnaMda ughaDato jAya che. A pahelAnI cha mAMgaNI prastAvanA che. A sAtamI mAMgaNI kharekharI prArthanA che. bhagavAnuM pAse rojaroja mAMgavA lAyaka che. A AtmatattvanI bhAvanA. zAnta sudhArasa graMthano prAraMbha karatI vakhate mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI mahArAjAe lakhyuM ke 'bhAvanA vinA zAMtarasano anubhava na maLe.' vAraMvAra ghUMTIne AtmasAt thayelo vicAra te bhAvanA che. AtmAnuM karmarahita svarUpa kevuM hoya tenI kazI ja kalpanA ApaNe karI nathI. AtmAnuM sapanuM joyA vinA AtmA nahIM maLe. mokSa AtmAnuM vAstavika svarUpa che. AtmA mokSamAM pahoMce te mATenI mahenata ApaNe karIe chIe. mokSa khUba UMcuM lakSya che te ApaNe samajIe chIe. A mokSane ApaNo AtmA pAmI zake che tevuM AtmavizvAsapUrvaka ApaNe svIkArI zakayA nathI. kAraNa game te hoya, dharmanuM parama ane carama lakSya yAda hovA chatAM tenI spaSTa rUparekhA manamAM AvI nathI. mokSamAM maLe che te AnaMdanI kalpanA karIne aDhaLaka romAMca anubhavI zake te samakitI. mokSanA AnaMdane samajavA mATe satata sAdhanA kare te viratidhara. mokSano AnaMda nivRtti pradhAna che. AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa nivRttimaya che. ApaNane pravRttiono abhyAsa che. kriyAo karavAno mahAvaro che. na karavAno kazo anubhava ApaNane nathI. mATe AtmAnI tAttvika bhAvanA ApaNI pAse nathI. anahadanI AratI maMtrIzvara sAdhupuruSonAM sAMnidhyamAM besIne AtmAnI oLakhANa karavAnI jhaMkhanA vyakta kare che. mRtyu bAda je pharI zarIranuM nirmANa kare che te ApaNo AtmA che. janma thAya te pUrve je potAnuM AyuSya nakkI karI le che te ApaNo AtmA che. zarIranI saMvedanAzaktinAM mAdhyame hajAro bhautika anubhavonuM je spaSTa pRthakkaraNa kare che te AtmA che. manane maLatA saMdezAne je lAgaNIonAM rUpamAM parAvartita kare che ApaNo AtmA che. AMkhamAM AvatAM AMsunI pachavADe rahelI vedanAnI anubhUti AtmAnI sapATI para thAya che. romaharSaka AnaMdanuM ugamabiMdu AtmA che. cetanAmaya anubhUtinAM tamAma staro AtmAnA kabajAmAM che. A saMsAravartI AtmAnI oLakha che. saMsAra vinA, saMsAranAM sAdhano vinA, saMsArI saMbaMdho vinA anaMta anaMta AnaMdanuM Acamana karanArA parama AtmAnI kalpanA ja keTalI badhI romAMcaka che ? parama banelo AtmA zvAsa vinA jIve che, zarIra vinA varte che, hRdayanA dhabakAra vinA astitva dharAve che, AhAra ane pANI vinA asmitA banAvI rAkhe che. enAM AyuSyano aMta nathI mATe ja ene AyuSya nathI, enI pAse vyaktimattA nathI mATe e agocara che ane enI pAse zaktimattA che mATe aNadITha che. enI sarakhAmaNI koI sAthe thaI nathI zakatI mATe te avarNanIya che, e zabdothI samajAvI zakAya evo nathI mATe akSara che. e vANImAM samAto nathI mATe nirvANa che. eNe meLavavA yogya badhuM ja meLavI lIdhuM che mATe e siddha che. ene koI kamajorI bAMdhI zakatI nathI mATe te zuddha che. ene sAMbhaLavA mATe kAnanI jarUra nathI ane jIbhathI javAba ApavAnI ene kazI jarUra nathI mATe te niraMjana che. ene thAka ane roga naDI zakatA nathI mATe te nirAkAra che. enAmAM koI pratibhAva jAgatA nathI mATe te nirvikAra che. enA taraphathI koIne, kyAreya duHkha pahoMcatuM nathI mATe te bhagavAnuM che. 'mAro AtmA Avo banI zake che ane mAre AvA banavA mATe bharacaka mahenata karavAnI che' AtmatattvanI A bhAvanA che. ApaNA AtamarAmane karmoe bAMdhI rAkhyo che mATe karmono bArIkAIpUrvaka abhyAsa karavo te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. ATha karmo zI rIte baMdhAya che ane te zI rIte udayamAM Ave che ane e karmonI kevI kevI asara AtmApara paDe che Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prArthanA-7 19. jAgI anubhava prIta jIvananI jhaLatI vAratA teno abhyAsa karavo te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. kharAba karmo ane sArAM karmonAM, matalaba pApa ane puNyanAM phaLano bodha satata meLavavo te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. kharAba karmo ghaTatAM jAya tevo mArga zodhavo te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. sArAM karmone pUrato avakAza maLe tevI jAgRti keLavavI te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. A saMsAranI cAra gatiomAM kevAM kevAM duHkho paDe che teno vicAra karavo te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. narakagatimAM kevAM ane keTalAM du:kho paDe che teno vigatavAra abhyAsa karIe to dhrujArI chUTe. bhavabhAvanAmAM khUba ja adbhuta rIte narakagatinAM du:khanuM varNana karyuM che. AvAM varNano vAMcavA ane te te du:kho ApaNA AtmAne bhaviSyamAM sahana karavA paDaze to zuM thaze tenI kalpanA karavI te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. tiryaMcagati najare sAme che. e bhUkhyA ane tarasyA ane paravaza ane jaMgalI jIMdagI jIvanArA janAvarono avatAra ApaNane maLe to zuM thAya tenI kalpanA karavAmAM AtmatattvanI bhAvanA vaselI che. devalokanAM pralaMba AyuSyanA aMtima cha mahinAno karuNa vilApa samajIne sAbadA banIe te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. mAnavalokanAM du:khothI, janma, jarA ane mRtyuthI grasta banelo AtamarAma potAnA mULa svabhAvathI keTalo badho vikhUTo paDI jAya che teno sAco bodha meLavavo te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. saMsAra ane karmo AtmAne jeTale aMze ane je rIte parezAna kare che teno zAstronA sathavAre bodha meLavavAno aNathaka puruSArtha karavo te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. AtmAno bhUtakALa ghaNo kharAba hato te samajavuM, e bhUtakALanuM punarAvartana karIne AtmAne bhaviSyamAM herAna thavA devo nathI tevo saMkalpa karavo ane e saMkalpa dvArA AtmAnAM vartamAna jIvanane ghaDavuM te AtmatattvanI bhAvanA che. maMtrIzvara vastupALanI aMtima mAMgaNI che : AtmatattvanI bhAvanA. te AtmAnAM astitvane svIkAranArA Astika to hatA ja, AtmAnA zaktivistArane jANanArA samakitI hatA. temanI mAMgaNImAM temanI zodha vase. temanI dRSTie je adhUrapa haze te emaNe mAMgI. 'huM AtmA chuM' A vicArane bhAvanAnAM UMDANa sudhI laI javAno potAno aMtaraMga puruSArtha ammalita rAkhavA mATe temaNe mAMgyuM. 'huM AtmA chuM.' eno artha e che ke je AtmA nathI te huM nathI. zarIra pAMca tattvonuM baneluM che to zarIra e AtmA nathI mATe huM zarIra nathI. ApaNA saMpUrNa jIvananI paLepaLa bAMdhI lenArA karmo e AtmA nathI, A jo karmo AtmA nathI to huM karmothI alaga chuM. huM karmo nathI, huM AtmA chuM. ApaNAM moDhethI nIkaLatA zabdo e bhASAvargaNAnAM pudgalo che ane vacanayoganuM e pariNAma che. bhASAvargaNA ane vacanayoga mArA AtmAthI alaga che. mArA zabdo AtmAthI judA che mATe mArA zabdo paNa hakIkate mArA nathI. zabdo e huM nathI. huM to AtmA chuM. mArA zarIramAM praveza pAmatA zvAso. mArA hRdayamAMthI pasAra thatuM lohI, mArA zarIranI uSmAM A badhuM mArA AtmAthI alaga che. mATe zvAso, hRdaya, lohI, umA e huM nathI. huM AtmA chuM. mane saMbhaLAtA zabdo huM yAda rAkhuM chuM, e zabdo para huM vicArI zakuM chuM, chatAM meM yAda rAkhelA zabdo ane mArA manamAM uThatA vicAro AtmAthI alaga che. huM zabdo ane vicArothI alaga chuM. huM AtmA chuM. - AtmAno vizuddha sparza jene nathI maLyo te jaDa tattvone judA pADIne jovAno abhyAsa karavo joIe. zarIra sAthe satata jIvIe chIe ApaNe. zarIra sivAyanAM jIvananI kalpanA karavI joIe. ApaNe AkhA divasa Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAgI anubhava prIta daramyAna je anubhavo pAmIe chIe te dehanAM mAdhyame ja. dehAtIta anubhava zodhavo joIe. zarIranAM sukha ke zarIranA vizrAmathI rAhata maLe che te nahIM, zarIrathI taddana vegaLA thaIe tenI rAhata zodhavAnI che. dharmanI kriyAo ane ArAdhanAo ApaNane asad AlaMbanathI ane tenI asarathI bacavAnI taka pUrI pADe che. te te asad AlaMbano vinA paNa ApaNane je AnaMda maLe che te prazasya ane pavitra hoya che. A ja vAta AgaLa vadhe che. asad AlaMbananA asad AnaMdane badale sad AlaMbananA sad AnaMdane mANavo te dharmacarcA che ane bAhya AlaMbana vinA aMtaraMga AnaMdane pAmavo te AtmacaryA che. dharmakriyA mATe bAhya AlaMbanono sAtha laIe chIe te puNyodayanI saphaLatA che paraMtu A bAhya AlaMbano game teTalA prazasya hoya - e AtmAthI alaga che mATe e AlaMbanothI paNa AgaLa nIkaLavAnuM che. alabat, A lakSya kaThina che. sad AlaMbanonI upekSA karavI te eka vAta che ane sad AlaMbano dvArA lUMTI zakAto rasa pUrepUro lUMTI laIne pachI AgaLa vadhavuM te bIjI vAta che. AtmAnI najIkamAM pahoMcavA mATe parathama paheluM asad AlaMbanothI dUra thavAnuM kAma karavAnuM che. asad AlaMbanathI dUra thayA bAda sad AlaMbanone custa rIte vaLagI rahevAnuM bIjuM kAma karavAnuM. asad AlaMbananA anAdikAlIna saMge, AtmA para UMDA kusaMskAro mUkyA che. tene bhUMsavA mATe sad AlaMbanonuM Asevana satata karatA rahevuM joIe. asad AlaMbanathI dUra thayA te pUratuM nathI. asad AlaMbananA saMskAro dUra thAya te mahattvanuM che. sad AlaMbana eka tarapha asad AlaMbananI purAtana asaro bhUMse che ane bIjI tarapha potAnI eTale ke sad AlaMbananI pavitra asara UbhI kare che. dharmanAM nitya anuSThAno e sad AlaMbana che. suvihita anuSThAno vinA cAreya Atmatattvano anubhava thaze nahIM. dhyAnasAdhanAmAM nAme suvihita anuSThAnono parityAga karIne AtmatattvanI anubhUti pAmavAno prayatna karavo te kevaLa bhramaNA che. asad AlaMbanathI vikhUTA paDavAne lIdhe thoDo AnaMda to maLaze ja. kevaLa e ja AnaMdane yAda rAkhIne, salaMbano visAre pADavA te bhUlabharelI prakriyA che. sad AlaMbano sAthe lAMbo satsaMga jALavI rAkhavo joIe. sad AlaMbanomAM jeTalI asara UbhI karavAnI tAkAta che te tamAma asara ApaNA AtmA para paDI rahe tyAra sudhI dhIraja 5 Ex anahadanI AratI dharavI ghaTe. chevaTe prAmANikatApUrvaka ema lAge ke A sad AlaMbano je kAMI ApI zake che te maLI gayuM che, have je meLavavAnuM che tenI mATe sad AlaMbano upayogI nathI to sad AlaMbanonI sImAmAMthI bahAra AvIne nirAlaMbana bhAve zuddha Atmatattvane upalabdha karavuM te sAdhanAno carama utkarSa che. maMtrIzvara bahu spaSTa che. AlaMbanonI duniyAthI dUra pahoMcI javuM che. mukhya lakSya e che. jyAra sudhI e zakya nathI banatuM, AlaMbano sad hoya tenI kALajI rAkhavAnI che. asad AlaMbananI dUrI barakarAra rahe tevo prayatna jArI rAkhavAno che. A AkhI vAta sAdI bhASAmAM samajavA jevI che. sAmAnya rIte evuM kahevAmAM Ave che ke ghara-parivAra-paisA A kazuM sAthe AvavAnuM nathI mATe teno moha na rAkho.' vAta sAcI che. A badhuM sAthe AvatuM ja nathI. savAla e che ke 'derAsara-upAzraya-prabhumUrti A badhuM paNa sAthe nathI AvatuM to eno moha paNa rAkhavAno nahIM ?' A savAlanI sAthe ja vAtane navo vaLa caDe che. ghara-parivAra-paisA sAthe nathI AvatA paNa A badhAno moha sAthe Ave che te kusaMskAra bane che ane AtmA vadhu azuddhithI baMdhAya che. moha rAkhavAthI thanArI azuddhi e moTuM jokhama che. vAste moha ocho karavA kahevAya che ke ghara-parivAra-paisA sAthe nathI AvavAnA. A moha zuM che ? asad AlaMbananI asad asara. derAsara-upAzraya-prabhumUrti paNa sAthe nathI ja AvatA paraMtu A sad AlaMbano che ane tenI asara umadA saMskAronuM sarjana kare che. zraddhAnI pariNati baMdhAya che. A pariNita zuM che ? sad AlaMbananI sad asara. zraddhAnI pariNatithI AtmAnI azuddhi ghaTe che, tUTe che te mahAn lAbha che. asad AlaMbana ane sad AlaMbananI asarano pharaka temanI upayogitAnAM stara nakkI kare che. maMtrIzvara jANe che, mRtyu pachI mArI sAthe karmo ane saMskAro Avaze. jIvananAM jeTalAM varaso bAkI rahyAM che temAM mAre jAgRta rahIne jIvavAnuM che. kevAM karmo ane kevA saMskAro sAthe laI javA che te nakkI karavA mATe huM ghaNekhare aMze svataMtra chuM. karmono baMdha kevo paDe che te pUrepUruM mArA hAthamAM nathI. saMskAro kevA sarjAya te bAbatamAM huM sajAga rahI zakuM tema chuM. sArA Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAgI anubhava prIta saMskAro ghaDAtA rahe te mATe sArAM AlaMbanono saMparka ane sArA AlaMbanonI asara, A baMne mATe mahenata karIza. kharAba saMskAro ghaTatA rahe te mATe, kharAba AlaMbano ane kharAba AlaMbanonI asara, A baMnethI khUba khUba sAvadhAna rahIza. AtmatattvanI bhAvanAno pahelo paDagho vicAromAM paDe che. apekSAo adhUrI rahe to nArAjagI nathI thatI. mahattvAkAMkSAnuM jhanUna osaravA lAge che. ahaMkArane lIdhe thanArA saMgharSo nAmazeSa thavA lAge che. mojazokha ane lAlasAnI vRtti ghaTI jAya che. mane teno mada nathI thato. na maLe tenI nirAzA nIpajatI nathI. bIjAnI pragati joIne IrSA nathI thatI. potAnI nAmanA ane prazaMsA joIne harakha thato nathI. Aveza ghaTe che. icchAo ochI thAya che. atRptinuM pramANa nahIMvatuM rahe che. saMbaMdhomAM pajhezana nathI rahetuM. nijI jIvanamAM sAdagI Ave che. khoTI pakaDamAM vAtanuM vatesara thatuM hatuM te to jANe saikAo jUno bhUtakALa banI jAya che. dharmasAdhanAmAM ALasa rahetI hatI te gAyaba thAya che. dharmanI kriyAomAM AzayanI zuddhinuM lakSya pradhAna bane che. vidhino tIvra pakSapAta ane avidhino tIkSNa udvega. karmonuM jora toDavA mATenuM saMpUrNa plAnIMga manomana taiyAra hoya che. tabakkAvAra pragati thatI jAya che. AmAne lAgelA DAghane dUra karavA mATenA dareke dareka prayatno cAlu rahe che. eka sarasa zloka che temAM kahyuM che "jenAthI doSo dUra thAya ane jenA dvArA pUrvanAM karmo tUTe te badhuM ja mokSanuM sAdhana bane che, roga maTADe te ja davA kahevAya.' AtmatattvanI bhAvanAnA tabakke davA levAnuM zarU nathI thatuM. A tabakke davA zarIramAM potAno prabhAva batAvavA mAMDe che. davAnI asara zarIra svIkAre te sAjA thavAnI nizAnI. prazasya AlaMbanonI UMDI asara AtmA svIkAre AtmAnA sAkSAtkAranI pUrva nizAnI. nabaLA vicAro Ave ane niSphaLa jAya te sArI chatAM jUnI vAta. have to nabaLA vicAro AvatA ja nathI. sArA vicAronI guNavattA paNa khUba UMcI che. vAto karyA vinA ekalA rahevAnuM have phAve che. koI maLavA na Ave to ekaluM ekaluM lAgatuM nathI. ToLAzAhIno Dara nathI ane lohacAhanAnI 98 anahadanI AratI khevanA nathI. potAno prabhAva jamAvavo nathI. bIjAno prabhAva toDavo nathI. pariNatinI kakSAe pahoMcelA zAstrabodhane lIdhe vyaktimAtra sAthenA vartAvamAM karuNA Tapake che. koI tuccha lAgatuM nathI, koI hIna lAgatuM nathI. nAnI moTI vAtomAM chupAyeluM jUTha tarata dekhAya che. satyanI hAjarI jyAM hoya tyAM AMkho Thare che. garva vinAnuM gaurava che. abhimAna vinAnuM AtmasanmAna che. parAjaya vinAnI pIchehaTha che. vijayathI savAyo TaMkAra che. AtmatattvanI bhAvanA e AtmA jevI ja ajAyaba ane avarNanIya zakti che. eno ahesAsa thAya pachI duniyAnAM samIkaraNo nakAmAM thaI jAya che. AtmatattvanI bhAvanAno ahesAsa karanAro kevI saMvedanA anubhave ? sureza dalAla kahe che : anubhava kariyo re karanAre sAgara zuM che, mojAM zuM che, thapATa zuM che tenI vAta badhI majhadhAre phUlanuM khIlavuM zuM che e to kevaLa jANe phUla bhamaro kevaLa saurabha mANe : nA jANe kAMI zula raNanI AMdhInA anubhavanI vAta karI vaNajhAre..anubhava. ghuvaDa kare divasanI vAto : sAva alekhe jAya rAtarANIne gulamahoranI maheka nahIM samajAya pagathiyAne khabara paDe nahIM zuM zuM hoya giranAre....anubhava.