Agam 42 Mool 03 Dashvaikalik Sutra Chintanika

Author(s): Vikramsuri, Rajyashvijay, Vachamyamashreeji
Publisher: Labdhi Vikramsuri Sanskruti Kendra Ahmedabad
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/011559/1

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OM pArzvanAthAya hI jaina' jayati zAsanama OM padmAvatye hI Atma kamala-labdhisUrIzvaragurubhyo nA zrI jayaMta-vikrama-navInasUrIzvagurubhyo nama #sily (9, 06:13 kAnendira zrI (, playing == rules Y dazavaikAlika sUtra citani ko : zubhAziSa dAtA : pUjyapAda tItha prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMta vikramasUrIzvarajI mahArAja. * saMpAdaka pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta vikrama sUrIzvaccha ma. sA. nA vidvAna ziSya pUjya muni rAjayaza vijaya ma. sA. ~: lekhikA :- pUjya sAdhvI sarvodayAzrI ma. nI nizrAvarti sAdhvIvaryA vAyumAzrIjI ma. * prakAzaka * zrI labdhi-vikrama-sUrIzvarajI saMskRti kendra, amadAvAda-13. prathamAvRtti : vi.sa. 2037 zrImatI kacAmena khImaca bhAI : lAbha lenAra : H nakala : 2000

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dha nya vAda prastuta zrI dazavaikAlika satranI anuprekSAonuM labdhi-vikramasaMskRti keMdra taraphathI prakAzana karatA ame AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. prastuta graMtha racavA mATe ame sAdhvIvaryA vAcaMyamAzrI ne dhanyavAda zuM ApavAnA chIe ? teoe te pitAnAM svAdhyAya ane guru-bhakti mATe ja A sarjana karela che ane tethI teone ame saMsthA taraphathI bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karIe chIe. prastuta prakAzananI kepInI tamAma rakama zrImatI kaMcanabena khImacaMdabhAI taraphathI sad vyayita karavAmAM AvI che saMdhavaNa zrImatI kaMcanabena tathA saMghavI zrI khImacaMdabhAI amArA zrI kalakattA-pAlItANA charI pAlita saMghayAtrAnA eka saMdhapati te hatA ja, paNa khUba ja dharma premI ane Adarza jena dapatI che. prastuta prakAzanane lAbha teonAM vAtsalyamUrti sAdhvIvaryA sarvodayAzrIjInI punita preraNAthI malyo che sAdhvI sayAzrIjI khImacaMdabhAI lIMbaDIvALAnAM saMsArI bena paNa che. ' zrImatI kaMcanabena tathA khImacaMdabhAI ne dhanyavAda ! AvA suMdara prakAzane prasiddha karIne vAraMvAra zAsana sevA karavA mATe ame anurodha karI rahyA chIe. sAthe ja jina zAsananI suMdara ArAdhanA ane prabhAvanAne vAraso emanA ciraMjIvI suputra nIlezakumAra temaja sunIlakumAramAM Utare ane temanI saMskArI putrIo nayanAbena-prajJAbena- dakSAbena paNa khUba ja saMskAramAM AgaLa vadhe, ame e ja IcchIe chIe. ane saMsthA taraphathI huM vAraMvAra teone dhanyavAda ApuM chuM. A sAthe saMpUrNa pranTiIMga kAryanuM dhyAna rAkhI kAma karanAra gurubhakta zrI hasamukhabhAI kApaDiyAne dhanyavAda ApyA sivAya rahevAtu nathI. prakAzana maMtrI, zrI rAjendra e. dalAla tathA na 1 stara, aLa ,tenI

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anukramaNikA - je che ke 3/11 je je che : 41 30 417 34 4 huM 411 45 dharmo maMgala mukkik mahukAra samA buddhA kAme kamANI 4. saMjamaM niduo cara mahesiNuM ujajudaMsi AusaMteNuM upasaMpajijarANuM viharAmi savvabhUyapabhUalsa 10 ja seya te samAyare 11. se du nAhiI saMjama 12. suhasAyagalsa 13. asaMbhaMte 14. - aNuvi 15. jaI meM aNuggahuM kujA 16. mahAdAI muhAvI 17. kAle kAla samAyare 18, AyayaThThI 19. ki vibhUsAe kAri 20. savijaja vijANugayA 21. mie aduddha aNavII bhAsae 22. na ya diThuM surya savva bhikhu 23. Asuratta na gaDejA , 24. neva gUhe na niha. 4/13 426 5/1/1 paY pa/1/94 5/1/100 5/2/4 5/2/34 70. 75 6/4 80 7/55 8/20 8/2pa V 8/32 0

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25. ameAha. vayaNuM kuMjajA. 26. baTTulsaya` pajajIvAsejajA 27. na ta' vahuse muNI visatA 28. guruppasAyA bhimuhe ramejajA. 29. aNu ta nANAvaga 30. tesi sikhA pati 71. vaccenja na puNAttiya 32. asavibhAgI na tassa mATakhA 33. nirdesavattI puchu je guruNa 34 jo chaMda mArAhayaI sa pujo akrAuDDapleyasayA sa pujo 35 36. guhi sAhU azuddhiDa sA 37.pehe hiyANusAsaNa 38. viyANiyA appagamapageNu 39. nannatya nijjayAe tavahriTTijajA 40. dhruvannegI 41. aviheDae je sa bhikhu 42. puDhavI same muNI havejajA. 43. attANu na samuse je sa zikakhu 44. niruvase pariyAe 45: vyuenja deha' na du dhammasAsaNa paDimAmaladda-lakakheNa mamattabhAva na kahi pi mujajA. 46. 47 48. suttamsa mageNa carenja bhikakhu 49. tathaiva dhIrA paDisAharejajA 50. appA khalu sayaya' rakikha ave 8/33 8/43 [49 9/1/10 9/1/11 9/2/12 9/2/18 9/2/22 9/ra/1 9/3/1 9/3/10 9/3/11 9/4/2 9/3/11 9/4/3 10/ * 10/10 10/13 10/19 1 cU./11 1 cU./17 2 cU./ra 2 cU./8 ra cU/11 2 2/14 2 cU.16 107 112 117 122 128 133 139 143 149 153 158 162 167 172 178 183 188 193 198 202 208 212 218 223 227 232

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# samarpaNa che, ana ta upakArI vAtsalyavAridhi pUjyapAda gurudeva tIrthaprabhAvaka pUjya AcArya deva zrImad vijaya vikamasUrIzvarajI ma. nA pavitra karakamalemAM........... , na ApanuM Apane. samarpikA :ApanI ziSyA vAcaMyama

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prastuta dazavaikAlika sUtranI aMtima be cUlikAo zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAna pAsethI lAvIne mRtadharone teoe suprata karI che. Arya mahAgiri ane Arya suhasti jevA uttama keTinA ArAdhaka ane prabhAvaka paNa teoe zAsanane samarpita karyAnuM kahevAya che. Arya -vajIsvAmI paNa svAdhyAya karatAM sAdhvIjI mahArAjAonAM mukhathI agiyAra aMgane pATha sAMbhaLI ekAdaza aMga pADI banyA che! cAkinI-mahattarA sAdhavIjIthI pU. haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja jevA mahAna jyotirdhara granthakAra prApta thayA ke jeonA graMthonA abhyAsa vagara game teTalo Agamano abhyAsa paNa adhUro gaNAya che. jaga vikhyAna "upamiti bhava prapaMca" mAM ulekha pAmela "gaNA" eka viduSI sAdhvIjI mahArAja che. malladhArI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAjAe pitAnI "vizeSa Avazyaka" nI TIkAmAM sahAyabhUta thayela sAdhvIjI mahArAjAone nAmollekha karyo che. temaja tyArabAda paNa stuti ane devavaMdana Adi rUpe racAyeluM keTaluMka sAhitya pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAjAonuM 2 cata che. vartamAna kALamAM paNa ghaNuM sAdhvIjI ma. pitAnA gacchanAyaka ane gaNanAyaka vaDIlo temaja gurunI AjJAnusAra jaina sAhityajagatamAM vividha rIte vRddhi kare che. AvA sahu sAthvIvargamAM sAdhvI sarvodayAzrInA nizrAvatI sAdhvIvaryA "vAcaMyamAzrI' paNa eka che. jemaNe karela Agama graMtha upara ATalI vivecanAvALuM vivecana prathama prathama ja jevA maLe che. A dazavaikAlika sUtra paranA ciMtanagraMtha eka Agama ana. kSArUpa graMtharatna che.. suvihita guru bhagavaMto pAsethI vAcanA meLavI pitAnA kSapazama pramANe Agama vacanene mane maMdiramAM birAjamAna karavAmAM Ave che, tyAre ja AvI ciMtana dhArAo pragaTa thAya che. mAre mana te A graMtha eka jAhera anuprekSA che. sAmAnya

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rIte anuprekSA mAnasika che. jyAre A Agama anuprekSAo bahu janahitAya patra para utAravAmAM AvI che. AryA vargamAM cAlI rahelAM puSTa svAdhyAya prayatnane A eka namUne che. A sAdhvIjI keTalA badhAM UMDAM ciMtanavALAM che te vAcaka svayaM vicAre. lakhavAnI zailI paNa anokhI che. bhAvanAnA strotathI bharelI vivecana lakhanArA sAdhvIjIe 11 varSanI uMmaramAM ja dIkSA lIdhI che. dIkSA laIne khUba abhyAsa karyo che ane amArA paramArApAda parama gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayalabdhi sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI parama kRpA prApta karI hatI. AvA A sAdhvIjI aneka Agama graMthanAM rahasyone...bhAvabharI ane saraLa rIte hRdayaMgama vivecane lakhIne khUba-khUba zAsananI sevA ane prabhAvanA karIne amArA zAsana zebhAnA bhAvane saphala karanArA thAo tathA AvA aneka svAdhyAya graMthe vadhune vadhu sa..svanA jIvanane zAsana samarpita banAvI saMyama rasanA AnaMdamAM masta banAvI temanI para varasI rahelA pUjya parama gurudeva AcAryadeva vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA AzIrvAdene sArthaka kare ! prabhu paramAtmAne Adezela-upadezela caturvidha saMgha potapotAnI maryAdA vadhArI zAsanane jayanAdankara jaina jayati zAsanama'ne nAda vizvavyApI banAve e ja abhyarthanA..... A vimasUri (Imbatura)

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; AzIva cana tIprabhAvaka pU. AcAya deva vikramasUrI ma jaina zAsanamAM anekAneka sarapuMgavA, munipuMgavA thayA che ke, jeoe potAnI pratibhAnA baLathI puSkaLa prakaraNagraMthAnI racanA karelI che; ane e racanAnA AdhArathI aneka AtmAoe potAnI buddhinI pavitratAne keLavI, saMyamanI suMdara ArAdhanA karI, prabhunA upadezane sAka karyAM che jevI rIte sUripu'gavA, munipuMgavA parameSTIpadamAM birAjamAna che, tevI rIte sAdhvIjI mahArAja paNa parameSThipa6mAM birAjamAna che. A parameSTipadamA birAjamAna sAIjI mahArAjanuM paNa catuvidhasa dhamAM eka mahattvapUrNa sthAna che. caturvidha-saMdhanA khIjA agarUpa A sAdhvIjI' mahArAjAo, AryAee dhyAna ane svAdhyAya jevAM pramukha aMgone sudI-kALathI jIvanamAM vaNI lIdhAM che. dhyAna svAdhyAya ane dharmopadezamAM ja lIna sAdhvIjI mahArAjA pAse zAsana pratye eka ananyA. samaNu ane zraddhAbhAva ja rahetA AvyA che; ane tethI `zAsanasevA, rakSaNu ane prabhAvanAnAM kAryomAM teo eTalA badhA gauNa bhAve rahyA che ke Aje ApaNI pAse AryA canAthI mAMDIne atyAranA koipaNa sAdhvIjI ma. nI guruNI paraparAnI yAdI paNa prApta thatI. nathI. AvI paristhitine samyak rIte sahue ,vicAravI joIe. " vaLI kayAka kayAMka prApta thatA sAdhvIjI mahArAjAonA mAnabha ullekhAthI tenI pratibhA paricaya thAya che. temAM mahA-mahattarA yajJA sAdhvIjI Agamana pote guNa gavAyela sAdhvIche mahArAja che. *;

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prastuta dazavaikAlika sUtranI aMtima be cUlikAo zrI sImaMdhara sagavAna pAsethI lAvIne mRtadharene teoe suprata karI che. Arya mahAgiri ane Arya suhasti jevA uttama koTinA ArAdhaka ane prabhAvaka paNa teoe zAsanane samarpita karyAnuM kahevAya che. Arya navajasvAmI paNa svAdhyAya karatAM sAdhvIjI mahArAjAonAM mukhathI agiyAra aMgane pATha sAMbhaLI ekAdaza aMga pADI banyA che ! cAkinImahArA sAvI chathI pU. haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja jevA mahAna jyotirdhara granthakAra prApta thayA ke jeonA graMthonA abhyAsa -vagara game teTalo Agamano abhyAsa paNa adhUro gaNAya che. jo vikhyAta "upamiti bhava prapaMca" mAM ullekha pAmela "gaNu" eka viduSI sAdhvIjI mahArAja che. maladhArI hemacaMdrAcArya mahArAjAe potAnI vizeSa Avazyaka" nI TIkAmAM sahAyabhUta thayela sAdhvIjI mahArAjAone nAmellekha karyo che. temaja tyArabAda paNa stuti ane devavaMdana Adi rUpe racAyeluM keTaluka sAhitya pU sAdhvIjI mahArAjAonuM racita che. vartamAna kALamAM paNa ghaNAM sAdhvIjI ma. pitAnA gacchanAyaka ane gaNanAyaka vaDIlo temaja gurUonI AjJAnusAra jaina sAhityajagatamAM vividha rIte vRddhi kare che. AvA sahu sAdhvIvargamAM sAdhvI sayAzrInA nizrAvata sAdhvIvaya "vAcaMyamAzI" paNa eka che. jemaNe karela Agama graMtha upara ATalI vivecanAvALuM vivecana teM prathama prathama ja jevA maLe che. A dazavaikAlika sUtra para ciMtanagraMtha eka Agama anu. praNArUpa graMtharatna che... suvihita guru bhagavata pAsethI vAcanA meLavI pitAnA kSeyopazama pramANe Agama vacanene mane maMdiramAM birAjamAna karavAmAM Ave che, tyAre ja AvI ciMtana dhArAo pragaTa cAya che. mAre mana te A graMtha eka jAhera anuprekSA che. sAmAnya

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rIte anuprekSA mAnasika che. jyAre A Agama anuprekSAo bahu janahitAya patra para utAravAmAM AvI che. AryA vargamAM cAlI rahelAM puSTa svAdhyAya prayatna A eka namUne che. , A sAdhvIjI keTalA badhAM UMDA ciMtanavALAM che te vAcaka svayaM vicAre. lakhavAnI zailI paNa anokhI che. bhAvanAnA strotathI bharelI vivecanA lakhanArA sAdhvIjIe 11 varSanI umaramAM ja dIkSA lIdhI che. dIkSA laIne khUba abhyAsa karyo che ane amArA paramArAthyapAda parama gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijayalabdhi sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI parama kRpA prApta karI hatI. AvA A sAdhvIjI aneka Agama graMthanAM rahasyo...bhAvabharI ane saraLa rIte hRdayaMgama vivecane lakhIne khUba-khUba zAsananI sevA ane prabhAvanA karIne amArA zAsana zobhAnA bhAvene saphala karanArA thAo tathA AvA aneka svAdhyAya graMtho vadhune vadhu sa...svanA jIvanane zAsana samarpita banAvI saMyama rasanA AnaMdamAM masta banAvI temanI para varasI rahelA pUjya parama gurudeva AcAryadeva vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA AzIrvAdene sArthaka kare! prabhu paramAtmAne Adezela-upadezela caturvidha saMgha potapotAnI maryAdA vadhArI zAsanane jayanAda karate "jaina jayati zAsanam ne nAda vizvavyApI banAve e ja abhyarthanA.... A vikramari.. (keImbatura)

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saMpAdakIya.... svAdhyAya ekatapu : kharu vAcana Agamanu Agama ane zAsanarasanA UMDA premI pUjya gurudevane Agama kaThastha karAvavAnA khUba ja zAkha hatA. pUjya gurudeve sAdhu jIvananA prAra bhamAM zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra mukhapATha karAvyuM. hastha thayela zrI zavaikAlika sUtrane TakAvI rAkhavA pATha tA karavA joie. temAM upadezamAlAkAra zrI dharmAMdAsa gaNujInA eka vAkaye navA rasa jagADayA. teozrIe upadeza mAlAmAM lakhyuM che ke... nannApa vaTTamANassa khaNe nIMNe jAI veraggaM ' .. w svAdhyAyamAM lAgI rahela AtmAne kSaNe-kSaNe vairAgya thAya che. ciMtana karatAM samajAyu ke svAdhyAyanuM mAtra phaLa ja zrI dharmadAsa gaNi batAvI nathI rahyA, paNa sAthe.sAthe svAdhyAya kevI rIte ka te paNa kahI rahyA che dhIme-dhIme...madhurA svare jyAre jyAre pATha karatA,tyAre AtmA AnaMda vibhAra banI jatA. Aje paNa kayAreka-kayAreka saLaga daza-daza adhyayanane cUlikA sAthe svAdhyAya karuM chuM, tyAre zarIramAM jANe kAyAkalpa thayeA hoya,'taivI koi haLavAza anubhavAya che. manamAM evI mastI pragaTe che ke jagatanA loko sAthe vyAvahArika ke opa cArika vAta karavAnuM mana nathI thatuM, paramatAraka pUjya gurudeva vijaya vikramasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA vAra vAra kahe che " bhAI ! badhuM vAcana kharuM ! badhAM zAstrA kharAM,......! paNa... kANu jANe kema AgamanI vANI haiyAne sIdhe sparzI kare che. ""

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Aje IMglizamAM jene touching kahIe chIe, tevA saMvedanazIla . hRdayasparze zAstronA artha jANIne svAdhyAya karanArane thayA vagara na ja rahe te nirvivAda vAta che. $ > A ja dazavaikAlika sUtramA svAdhyAya aMge kahyu che ke...... "mocA lakSAya raghu ne la millu' A padanuM sAcuM hAIpUrvakanuM bhASAMtara karavuM hAya, to lakhavu paDe ke...'khAdhuM nathI ke svAdhyAyamAM ma`DI paDayA te ja sAdhu... kharekhara tA svAmvAya eja sAdhujIvana che. ane tethI ja zAsratarAmAM Ave che ke svAdhyAya samo to nathi" svAdhyAya samAna koI tapa nathI; ane A dazavaikAlika sUtra' te suMdara padyamAM racAyelo evA sudara graMtha che ke jo sArA madhura kaDI tmAe dhIme dhIme raNakatAM madhura avAje svAdhyAya karatAM hoya, to naMdIsUtranI pelI vAta saAEAya nArIthrolakSya' nI vAtanuM pratyakSIkaraNa thAya. svAdhyAya rUpa nadIceASa e sAdhu bhaDalInI aneAkhI AbhA che. ' svAdhyAya eka parama Anadra J. ' A svAdhyAya mAtra zabdonI parivanA ane paripATI rUpamAM sImita nathI thatA, temAM ' anuprekSA paNa bhaLavI joie ane parAvanA bAda je anuprekSAmAM' pravezyA, tenA mATe dhyAna te lagabhaga gulAma jevuM ja che.' anuprekSAnA svAmI kAre dhyAnamAM pravezI jAya che, tenI kapanA yAtone paNa hetI nathI. anuprekSA e zAstrIya zabda che enA mATe atyAre prakSita zabda ci'nana' che. ciMtana ane temAMya mahApuSpAnA zAstranuM ciMtana e anaMta AnaMda sAgaranI eka mastIbharI .sahela che. je zAstranA zabdonAM citanA 'karI zake che, te pelA umAsvAtijI mahArAjAnAM vacane ne pratyakSa karI 'zake che. naivApti jJajJasya tatpurUM nava

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devarAjasya yatsukhaM ihaiva sAdhoH loka vyApAra rahitasya sAdhu mATe svAdhyAya e lekettara vyApAra che. laukika vyApArano tyAga karI je lokottara vyApAramAM pravezyA, tenA AnaMdanI kaI avadhi hetI nathI. ciMtanabIjene keDAra dazavaikAlika sUtra paNa ciMtanabIjene eka anupama khajAne che prastuta graMtha mAtra pacAsa ciMtanabI para lakhAya che. keIpaNa vAcaka ema na samaje ke dazavaikAlika sUtranuM ciMtanIya tattva ahIM ATalAmAM ja samApta thaI jAya che. Akhare lakhANa ane graMthanI eka niyata maryAdA heya che, mATe ja ahIM ATalAM ciMtanabI jene khIlavavAmAM AvyA che. AvAM aDhaLaka ciMtanabI A sUtramAM bhaya paDavAM che. lekhikA sAthvIvaryAnA mAphaka je vizeSa karIne anya AryA zreSTha ciMtana karavA prayatna karaze, to temane paNa AvI sAmagrI prApta thaze. vartamAnamAM pUjyazrI zrama saMsthA, zramaNa mahada karatAM svAdhyAyamAM vadhAre lAgelA hoya che tema kahevAya che tethI ja teoe have anuprekSAyukta svAdhyAyamAM UtaravuM Avazyaka che. teomAM anuprekSA rasa khIlaze, to jaina saMghamAM teonA badhathI mahAsatIo samI mAtAo satyAgI nahI banelI hoya, te paNa jainatvanA tejapuMja daze dizAmAM prasarAvI zakaze. ciMtana kevI rIte thAya? ghaNI vyaktine ghaNI vAra "ciMtana " zabda sAMbhaLIne Azcarya lAge che, ciMtana kema thAya? ciMtana kevI rIte karAya ? tevA prazno thAya che. ghaNIvAra evA jijJAsuo Ave che. prazna pUche che. "ciMtana kevI rIte thAya ?" A praznano javAba paNa

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ciMtana mAMgI le tevA che. kharekhara te ciMtanazakti e paNu atyAranI bhASAmAM kudaratI bakSIsa ke Natural gift jene kahevA mAM Ave che, tevI eka zakti che, paNa te zakti A bhavamAM prayatnathI sAdhya nathI tema na mAnavu. ApaNane ciMtana karatAM zuM AvaDe ? tevA bhAveA lAvI nirAza na thavuM. * ciMtana...khAsa karIne zAstrIya ciMtana mATe saoNMskRta temaja prAkRta bhASa!ne sudara vyAkaraNa pUrNAMkane medha hovA joIe. AvA bhASAnA paripakava medha khAda carcA-vicAraNAnI zakti khIle mATe vartamAnamAM je nyAyanA abhyAsa karavAmA Ave che tevA abhyAsa karave joie. nyAya eTale nyAya...ane tarka zaktithI buddhine vikAsa karavA mATe tarkasaMgraha ane muktAvala ja bhaNavAM joIe teva Agraha rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. sArI rIte syAdAda majarI... tattva. nyAya vibhAkara... syAdvAda ratnAkara... tattvArtha sUtranI TIkA ..vizeSa AvazyakanI TIkA... haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjAnA prakaraNa graMtha ane tenA para jo TIkA vacAya te sArI rIte tabuddhi vadhavAnI sAthe anya zAstrIya padArthothI paNa vAMcakanI mati sudRDha bane che, mATe AvA abhyAsa paNa jarUrI che. tyArabAda paNa vizALa ane vividha kSetranuM vividha vAMcana hovuM jarUrI che. te aMge koI niyata karelA graMthA vAMcavA tevuM jarUrI nathI, paNa, jemAM UMDANu bharyuM hoya, je ciMtanarUpa graMtha hAya, tenuM vAcana karavuM joie. ATaluM karavAthI svAbhAvika hA-pAha zakti vikAsa pAme. che. A vikAsa pAmelI zakti ApaNane suMdara mA` para AgaLa. vadhAre te mATe AgamazAstranA vettA pAse... abhyAsIo pAse namra bhAve carcA karavI namra ane jijJAsu bhAve thayelI carcAene! rasa ane Agama grathanA praNetA ane dAtA paratuM ananya. koTinuM bahumAna koI paNa vidyArthIne ciMtana tarapha laI jAya che.

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satrakAra ke 2 thakAre amuka gAthAmAM amuka zo zA mATe mUkyA ? e ja artho mATe bIjo zabda zA mATe na mUkyA ? teonA mUkelA zabdo keTalA vyApaka ane yathArtha che? tenA ThekANe anya zabda hoya to te kevA vAmana ane ayathArtha lAge...! AvI rItanA AMtarika uhApohamAMthI eka evI citana zakti pragaTe che ke dhIme-dhIme sAmAnya samaja dharAvanAra vyakti ke vidyAthI paNa ciMtaka bane che ane zAstrIya anuprekSApUrvaka sva dhyAyane AsvAda karI ke I alaukika AnaMdana pAme che. kahI zakAya ke .. svAdhyAya e sAdhu jIvana mATe bhojana che.te anuprekSA te bhojanano svAda che..! ananya graMtha pUjya gurudeva taraphathI AjJA thatA A graMthanuM me saMpAdana karela che, A kAryamAM vizeSa te saMpAdana zuM karavAnuM hoya, paNa ciMtanane eka sarakhe pravAha vAcaka sudhI pahoMce te mATe je je Avazyaka lAgatuM hatuM, te meM karela che. AvI rItanA sArAe graMthane avagAhIne grahaNa karela ciMtana bIjo paranA vivaraNano keI graMtha mAga. jovAmAM AvyuM nathI. * dazavaikAlika sUtra" nAmathI te jaina mAtrane mAnya che, paNa je akSaradehe ApaNane prApta thAya che, te rUpe Aje paNa samasta jenA vetAMbara saMghanA tamAma kirAone A graMtha mAnya che, te jotAM tenA ArAdhake ane vAcane eka vizALa varga che. A samasta vargane prastuta graMtha... anuprekSAnA AnaMdamAM ciMtananA sukhacenamAM ane svAdhyAyanA saudaryamAM.. sarakAvI deze, tevI AzA...abhilASA ..sarvathA suyogya che. rAjasthAna bhavana, keImbatura rAjya vijaya tA. 2-6-81

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lekhikAnA aMtara uddagAra gupUjA amArA ane te upakArI vAtsalyavAridhi gurdevane sama grahaNa karyo pacAsa varSa thavAM AvyAM hatAM. gubhakto amArAM gubaMdhu sAthe vicAraNA karatA tahA. ardhazatAbdi mahetsava kayAM UjavAze kevI rIte ujavo ? chevaTe dakSiNanI dharmanagarI madrAsamAM mahotsava prAraMbha kare ane AdhrapradezanA mukuTamaNi tIrtha kupAkamAM mahesavanI pUrNAhuti karavI-A nirNayane pUjyapAda zAMtamUrti AcAryadeva navInasUrIzvarajI ma nA zubhAzi aneka bhakto AvatA hatA. so zraddhAbhaktithI lAbha levAM *khatA hatA. anerI tapa-vAga-jJAna-dhyAna zAsana prabhAvanAnI janAo sAkAra banavA lAgI. saunA bhAve jenAM mArA hRdayamAM rahela zubha bhAva adhika jAgRta banyA. mane thayuM ekAMtara vArSika tapa karavA dvArA huM paNa guru-bhakti karuM. mArA bhAva meM raju karyA. rAjendrabhAIe paNa vadhatapane prAraMbha karyo amArAM sAdhI maMDaLamAM mahAtapasvI sAdhavI gItapazvAtrI ane dIpayAthIe gurupada bhakti arthe vIsa mAsakSamaNane prArabha karyo ane amArA vidhI sAdhavI nayapadhAzrIjI, vasudhAzrIjI jinezapavAthIjI, prIta zAthIjI, vimalayazAzrIjI, pArSayazAzrIjI, akSayazAzrIjI, prajJAtiyazAzrIjIe paNa mAsakSamaNa karavAne saMkalpa karyo - mArA manamAM thayuM; jarUra tapa gurUbhaktino mArga che, paNa mana kaMIka bIjuM paNa cAhatuM hatuM preraka vagara preraNuM kyAM maLe ? amArA gurubadhu pUjya jayeza vijya mahArAje preraNuM karI. je

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10 sAce ja gurupUjA karavAnI bhAvanA hoya, te dazavaikAlika upara kaMIka lakhe. dazavaikAlika sUtra upara anukSaprekSA e ja sAcI gupUjA che vAta sAcI, paNa mArI nabaLAIone te hu ja samajuM. prAraMbha, bhAvAvezamAM jaldI thaI jAya, paNa pUrNAhuti dUra !!! mAmbalamamAM eka prakaraNa lakhyuM-"mahugAra samA buddhA" amArA tAraka pU. gurdevanI sevAmAM mUkyuM. pUjya gurudeva te guNAnurAgI ane vAtsalyamUrti. emaNe te preraNA protsAhana ane aMtaranA zubhAziSa vahAvyA..."basa, tuM lakhyAM kara."... puDalatIrtha chevaTe pUjyapAda gurudevanI AjJAthI madrAsathI nava mAIla dUra kuMDalatIrthamAM vIsa divasa jApa karavAnuM nakakI karyuM. A tIrthanuM amane saune AkarSaNa che. zAMta ane prazamarasavAhinI cAra prAtihAryayukta AdinAtha prabhunI alaukika mUrti che. zaMkhezva pArzvanAthanI zItaLa chAyA che. zAsana rakSaka mAtA padmAvatIthI adhiSThita tIrtha kSetra che. pUjyapAda gurudeve bhaktAmara stotranI ArAdhanAno prAraMbha A tIrthamAM ja vi. saM. be hajAra paccIsanAM piSa su ekamanA divase karela, je adyApi akhaMDa niyamita cAle che; ane have te gusatratasamI A ArAdhanA banI gaI che. tIrthamAM puna: gamana amArA pUjya moTA mahArAja sarvodayAzrIjI ma nA zubhAziSathI huM sAbI kulayazAzrI ane sArA pArSayazAzrIne laIne jApa mATe gaI vIsa divasanAM jApanI zarUAta karI. jApa daramyAna samagra vyavahAra, vAcana sthagita rAkhyuM. chevaTe punaH preraNuM thaI. daza vaikAlikanuM zuM ? basa, te divaso daramyAna reja be, traNe, te

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kaIvAra cAra prakaraNa lakhavAnAM zarU karyA. jema prakaraNa lakhaya, tema pUjya gurudevanI sevAmAM mekalAvatA hatAM. pUjya gurUdeva vAge, pU. gurudeva protsAhana ApatAM rahyA ane jApa daramyAna pacAsa prakaraNa lakhAyAM. Ama, prakaraNanI saMpUrNa kepI sAdhI aDDatapadmAthIjIe karI ane ame pUjya gudevane vaMcAvatAM rahyAM. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra agenuM mAruM AkarSaNa pacIsa varSa purANuM hatuM. guru mukhe vAcanA vi. saM. 2010 nuM cAturmAsa siddhakSetra pAlItANAmAM. amArA pUjya gurudeve pU ratnasUlAzrIjI ma. sA. ane mane dazavaikAlikanI vAcanA ApavAne prArabha karyo. vAcanAnA prAraMbhamAM pUjya dAdAgurudevanA AzIrvAda levA gayA. pUjya dAdA gurudeve zubhAziSa ApI. kahyuM, "dazavaikAlika sUtra parama pavitra Agama che. pU. sena sUrIzvarajI ma. dazavaikAlikanAM cAra adhyayanane pATha karyA vagara jalapAna paNa karatA nahi vikrama vijaya! tamane vAMcanA Apaze, tame khUba bhaNe." pUjya gurudeve vikrama surIzvarajI ma) haiyAnAM hIra vahAvI jJAnanAM dAna karyA. tyArathI dazavaikAlikanuM AkarSaNa jAgela ane amArA pU. dAdA gurudeve aMtima avasthAmAM zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtrane khUba pradhAnatA ApI hatI, tethI A be Agama upara ane AkarSaNa rahyuM che. amArAM anaMta upakArI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnAM puNyanI smRtisamA dAdA gurudeva labdhisUrIzvarajI ma. sA., pU. dAdA guru devanI punita nizrAthI mAre saMyamane zaizavakALa dhanya bane. pUjyazrInI smRti thatAM zaizavakALanAM bAra varSa (saMyamajIvananAM AMkha sAme tAdaza thAya che. A azruthI sabhara banI jAya che..

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12 tr te pUjyazrInAM adRzya caraNa-kamaLamAM bhAvanA karatAM eka ja namra vinaMtiH " pU. dAdA gurudeva ! basa ApanA upadeza ane mArA bhATe savela je bhAve| hatA te saphaLa karavAnI zuM A bAlikAne zAMta na Ape ? " ciMtana kaza amArAM pUjya gurudevanI sanana preraNAe yuvAvasthAmA paNa jJAnapipAsA tIvra rahI. ahumadanagaramAM ekavAra pUjya gurudeve eka munine kahyuM, "ciMtana kara, vinaya samAdhi kema ? tapa samAdhi kaima ? zruta samAdhi kema ! ane AcAra samAdhi kema ? '' basa, tyArathI zavaikAlika sUtra aMge eka mAnasaka citana cAlatuM hatuM. Aje pUjya gurudevanI kRpAe hRdyamAM rahela zubhabhAva patra para sthira thayA. mahAmanA mahApuruSonI tArakakRpA dvArA ja mArA mATe azakaya te zakaya banyuM. dazavaikAlikanuM ciMtana karatAM sadaiva eka ja bhAva rahyo che. dhyAnayogamAM kayAre AgaLa vadhIza ? dhyAna ane jApamAM khUba ja ruci ane AnadanI anubhUti thAya che. mAre AtmavizvAsa che. gurukRpA dvArA savA~ kSetramAM siddhisAdhaka banI zakAya che. vividha rIte gurupUjA chevaTe dhanya divasa ANye. vi sa 2035 nAM jeTha suda trIje pacAsa prakaraNa pUjya gurudevane arpaNa karI bhAvapuSpathI gurupUjA karI zakI. A prasa Mge zaktinAM srota ane jJAna-dhyAna-tapa ArAdhanAmAM Ana%0 anubhavatAM amArAM sAdhvI maDaLane eka magala prabhAne mA -darzIna ApyuM. ApaNe paNa saue guru-pUjAmAM kaMIka karavu joie amArAM viduSI vallabhaginI pUjaya ratnacUlAthI ma. te * viti karI : tame;vikrama-bhakanAbharanuM sarjana kare. amane saune

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13 anerI preraNA maLaze. viduSI sAthvI nayapadmAzrIjI ! vinaya upara pacAsa pAnAM lakhAya te lakhA. sAdhvI apadmAzrIjI ! tame. surekha ane kalAtmaka akSaromAM bhakatAmara stotra Alekhe, ciMtaka sAdhvI zubhrAMzuyazAzrIjI ! vidha kSamA dhama upara pacAsa pAnAM lakhAya te lakho. sAdhvI zItAMzuyazAzrIjI ! paMca parameSThI upara saskRtamAM lakhe. sAdhvI punitayazAzrIcha ! tame p'cAcAra upara pacAsa pAnAM lakhe, sAdhvI tIyazAzrIjI ! tame jaina dharmanI rUparekhAnu IMgliza bhASAmAM rUpAMtara kareA. A tamArI samakSa mArA manAtha che. jo A sarjana thAya, to bhavya gurupUjA ApaNe sau karI zakIzu. O mArI teA bhAvanA hatI, A Alekhana hastalipi ja raho... paNa jiMdagImAM jeNe svanuM kazuM rAkhyuM nathI ane zAsana tathA gurucaraNe sa-sva sAMp`ta karyuM che, tevA amArA pUjya meTA ma. sarvodayAzrI mahArAjanI AMtarika IcchA hatI. gurupUjAnAM nimitta pAmIne lakhAyela graMtha prakAzita thavA joIe. zakya saunI IcchAne sAravI joI e, te upakArInI AjJA kema avIkA karAya ? upakAraka to sadA upakAra karatA rahe ja. tenI preraNAthI ja saujanyazIla zrI khImacaMnnAI ane kacanaene hayanI hArdika bhAvanAthI A graMtha prakAzananA lAbha amane ja Apo tevI vinati pUjya gurudevane karI. 1. " R sapAdana kArya pUjyapAda gurudeva nI tAraka nizrA eTale zAsana-prabhAvanA, zAmana rakSA ane jJAnanAM akhaDa ArAdhana cAlatAM ja hAya, samaya vInatA gayA. alpajJAnanAM kAraNe truTi, asta-bhyastatA te kharI.,pUlTa pAda gurudevanI AjJAthI amArA pUjya gurubhbha- rAjayazavijayajI

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14 mahArAja ke je sadaiva zAsanakAmAM rata rahe che, sAce pUnya munizrIneA maMtra che, gurudevanI AjJAnuM nahi, paN abhiprAyanu AvanuM ArAdhana karavAnu tethI teoe A pacAsa prakaraNanA lekhana saMpAdananuM kArya svIkArI ene khUba ja suMdara rIte sapAdana zvarI ApyuM. presa kepI ane sahAyaka pUjyapAda gurudeva, pUjya moTA ma. sA. ( sarvodayAzrIjI ) DAimbatura padhAryA. haidrAbAda--sikaMdrAbAdamAM pUjya gurudevanI AjJAthI mArA vaDIla pUjya ratnacUlAzrIjI ma. tathA mAre pauMdarThANAne sthiratA karavI paDI. zAsana kArya, zarIranI ke Ika pratikULatA, pramAda mArA mananI bhAvanAne saphaLa thavA detA na hatA, paNa pUjya ratnacUlAzrIjI mahArAje kaDaka AjJA karI. basa, pramAda haiTayA, prayatna vikasita banyA. te daramyAna jIlArAma AvavAnuM thayu.. tyAMnI zAMti ane ramaNIyatAthI mana praphullita banyuM. zarIra sAtha Ape tevuM lAgyuM. cAra divasamAM kArya'ne pUrNa karavAnuM, saunAM sahakAra vagara azakaya amArAM sAdhvI mU:DaLamAMthI utsAhI sAdhvI apadmAzrI, zubhrAMzuyazAzrI, punitayazAzrI ane prajJaptiyazAzrIe presa kApI karavAmAM utsAha batAvyA sau prayatnamAM lAgyAM. paNa prajJaptiyazAzrIne sahAra prazaMsAne pAtra che. A sarjana dvArA khuzI thaze mArI laghubhaginI sAdhvI zubhAyAzrI te, je chellAM keTalAMka varSoMthI pU. gurudevanI AjJAne AdhIna thaI pallIvAla kSetranAM uddhAranu kAryo karI rahela che. upasa'hAra chevaTe mane Aje saMtoSa che. prerakanI preraNA saphaLa banI. dazavaikAlikanAM pacAsa pada upara je citana thayuM che, te gurukRpAnu phaLa che. upakArI taraphathI maLela adhya upakArInI sevAmAM !

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15 AnaMda gurunI pUjAno! huM te pramAdI chuM, ajJAna ane bhAvavAhitAmAM kyAMya prabhu zAsana ane mahApuruSanAM Azaya viruddha lakhAyuM hoya, te prathama kSamA ! hArdika bhAve namra vinaMti, mArA para kRpA rAkhI avazya dizA sUcana karajo. bAkI kaMI paNa suMdara lekhana thayuM hoya, te te gurunA AzIrvAdane strota che. jhaMkhanA eka ja jhaMkhanA che, je chanda mArA hayaIsa puraje" gudevanAM abhiprAyane anusaravAnI zakti maLe. gurucaraNanAM AlaMbana dvArA zAzvata sthAna tarapha AgekUca karuM. " jene jayati zAsanamane anupama nAda guMjita bane. e ja abhilASAe viramuM chuM. zrI mahAvIra jaina pAThazALA, 9 da pUjya sadavI sarvodayAzrI ma. bulArAma, haidrAbAda. nizrAvata tA. 18-pa-81 J sAdathI vAcayamAthI

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zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI sAhityayAtrA zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra lekhikA pU. sAdhvIzrI vAcayamAzrIjI ma. eka sakSipta paricaya jinezvara prabhunA zAsanamAM pAMca prakAranAM jJAnanuM nirUpaNa che matijJAna, zrutajJa:na, avadhijJAna, manaHvajJAna ane kevaLajJAna. temAM zrutajJAna svapara prakAzaka che. zrutanAnanA mukhya be bheda che. (1) aMgabAhya ane (2) a'gapraviSTa, a'gabAhya zrutajJAnanA be bheda che. (1) utyA laka ane (2) kAlika zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra agabAhya utkAlika zrutajJAna che. prastuta sUtranA raciyatA pUjya caudapUrvadhara zayya bhava sUrIzvarajI mahArAjA che. potAnA bALaputra manakanu alpAyuSamAM zIghra kalyANa thAya te mATe svisanA aMtima praharamAM kaIka samaya avazeSa hatA, tyAre AgamAnA mathana dvArA dazavaikAlika sUtranI racanA karI che. muni manakanA kALadharma bAda samasta saMghanI vinaMtIthI alpamedhAvI; alpAyuSTa vartamAna samayanA vAnA kalyANArthe sUtra cira'jIva karAyu'; ane kahevAya che ke cama ArAnA atima AcArya bhagavaMta duSpaha sUrIzva mahArAjanA samaya sudhI zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra pravartamAna raheze zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI niyukitanI comI gAthAmAM kahyu che ke jinapratimAnAM darzana vaDe pratiSeAdha prApta karela manakanA pitA dazavaikAlika sUtranAM niyUhaka zrI zayya bhava gaNadharane va na karuM chuM. ** " se jaMbhavaM gaNadharaM jiNa 'DimAdalaNeNa paDibudhdhaM / maNagapiaraM sAliyassa nijjUhagaM vaMde // ,,

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17 te ja niktinI 16 mI tathA 17mI gAthA kahe che. dazavaikAlikanuM nirmUhana A pramANe ryuM che. Atma-pravAhapUrvamAMthI dharma prajJapti nAmanuM ethuM adhyayana, karma pravAdapUrvamAMthI piMDeSa nAmanuM pAMcamuM adhyayana, satyapravAda pUrvamAMthI vAkya zuddhi nAmanuM sAtamuM adhyayana; bAkInAM adhyayana 1 luM, 2 juM, 3 juM, 6 6, 8 muM, 9 muM ane 10 muM adhyayana, navamA pratyAkhyAna nAmanA pUrvanI trIjI vastumAMthI udbhUta karela che. AyappavAyapuvvA nijjDhA hoI ghmmpntii| kammApavAyapuvvA piMDassa pasaNA tivihA // 16 // saccappavAyapuvvA nijjUDhA hoI vakasuddhI u / avasesA nijaThaDhA navamassa u tAyavatthUo // 17 // viSaya sUcanA zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI nitinI 20 thI 24 gAthAmAM adhyayananAM viSayanuM spaSTIkaraNa karyuM che. viSaya adhyayana 1. dumapupikA 2. zramaNya pUvikA 3. kSullakAcAra 4. dharma prajJapti pa javanikA 5. piDeSaNa 6. mahAcAra zlokasaMkhyA zleka pa zloka 11 zleka 15 zloka 28 satra 23 dhama prazaMsA vairya AcAra varNana Atma saMyama ane jIva saMyamane upAya bhikSA vizuddhi viratRta AcAra varNana * loka 68

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7 vAkaya zuddhi 8 AcAra praNidhi 9 vinaya samAdhi zleka 57 - vAkya zuddhi-bhASA viveka zleka 64 AcAranuM anupamavarNana bleka dara vinayavarNana sUtra-7 zloka 21 bhikSunuM varNana 10. sabhikSu yUlita : yasanyA' viSaya / 1 rativAkayo ka 18 * saMyamamAM asthirane sthirIkaraNa sUtra-1 2. vivitacaryA zleka 16 , vividha muniryAnuM varNana paDhame dhammapasaMkhA so ya iheva jiNasAlaNammitti / biipa viie sakkA kA je esa dhammotti // 20 // taie AyArakahA u khur3iyo. aaysNjmovaaoN| ; taha jIvasaMjamo'vi ya hoI. cautthaMmi ajjhayaNe // 21 // . mikkhavisohI tavasaMja'ssa guNakAriThA u paMcamae / ' chaThe AyADakahA mhii| joggA mahayaNassa // 22 // vayaNavibhattI, puNa sattamammi paNihaNimahameM bhaNiya : : Navame ghiNao dasame sAmANiyaM esa bhikkhaMtti // 23 // .. do ajjhayaNA cUliya visI thiyayaMte thikaraNamega / vize vivittariyA asIyaNaguNAirega phalA // 24 //

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19 gauravabharyuM sthAna zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra jinazAsananA cAra anugama caraNakaraNAnuga pradhAna viziSTa sUtra che. keI paNa dharma tenAM vizuddha pAlakanA AcArabaLathI ja vistRta thAya che, tethI jenazAsanamAM dIkSita banatA ja munine AcArAMgasUtranAM zastraparijJA adhyayanane abhyAsa karAvyA bAda upasthApanA (vaDI dIkSA) apAtI. hAla paNa jyArathI zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranI racanA thaI, tyArathI zrI zaikAlika sUtranAM cAra adhyayananA abhyAsa bAda upasthApanA karavAmAM Ave che. A ja banAve che ke jenazAsanamAM A sUtranuM keTaluM gauravabharyuM sthAna che. zrI jaina samA mAgalika uccAraNa vakhate dazavaikAlikanuM paheluM adhyayana ja uccAravAmAM Ave che. prAyaH pratyeka sAdhu-sAdhvI A sUtrane kaMThastha kare che keTalAMya svAdhyAya-premI, sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ma. cAra adhyayananA svAdhyAya bAda ja pANI vApare che. chevaTe sattara gAthAnA svAdhyAya pahelAM te kaI paNa sAdhu-sAvI AhAra karatAM ja nathI paMcagIthI pUrNa zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra pacAMgI pUrNa che. tenAM upara niyukti, bhASya, cUrNi ane aneka TIkAo che. temAMthI mukhya upalabdha sAhitya nIce mujaba che. zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranI niktinA 37 zleka che. tenA racayitA dvitIya bhadrabAhusvAmI che. bhASyanI gAthA 63 che. te ajJAna kaIka che. vartamAnamAM dazavaikAlikanI be cUrNa che. ekanAM racayitA agatyasiMhasUrIzvarajI che. bIjI cUrNanA racayitA jinadAsagaNi mahattara che.

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20 zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI avasUri paNa che. zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranI aneka TIkAo che, paNa viziSTa ane advitIya TIkA che 1444 graMtha racayitA AcArya puMgava zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI ziSyAdhinI TIkA. pApanIya saMdhanA aparAjita sUri yA vijyAcAryanI vijoyA nAmanI TIkA che. paraMtu upalabdha nathI.) pUjya haribhadrasUrIzvarajI ma. racita TIkAnA AdhAra uparathI zrI tilakAcA TIkA banAvI che. zrI bhANiyazekharanI niryukti dIpikA TIkA che. zrI samayasuMdarajInI dIpikA TIkA che. zrI vinayahaMsajInI paNa TIkA che. zrI rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.nuM vAtika paNa upalabdha che. adyApi zramaNusaMdhamA dazavaikAlika sUtra upara ciMtana manana cAlu che ane tenA upara graMthanuM sarjana thayA kare che. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtra eka eve advitIya saMgama che, jeNe ciMtAmAMthI ciMtana tarapha dorI jAya te akSaya khajAnAne mahAsAgara Apyo che. - pUjya zayyabhavasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane alpAyuSya muni manakanA hitanI ciMtA thaI ane daza adhyayananI racanA thaI; ane kalpasUtramAM jemanA mATe vizeSaNa che. "putrI tulyA evA yakSA sAdhvIjI ma.ne pitAnA khudanA ArAdhakapaNAnI ciMtA thaI ane prabhu sImaMdhara svAmInA samavasaraNamAM pahoMcyA. yakSA sAvajI mahArAja eka ArAdhaka mahA mahattarA sAdhvIjI hatA, tethI prabhu sImaMdhara svAmI pAsethI cAra cUlikA lAvyA, jemAMthI be cUlikA dazavaikAlikamAM sthApita karavAmAM AvI. sUtranA aMtaraMga sAce ja ciMnA jIvanane kerI khAya che, tyAre hitaciMtA kaMI anokhuM AgavuM sarjana kare che. putranI ciMtA ane svanI ciMtA

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21 bhinna che. yuga-kAla-liMga-avasthAnA bheda bhinna hoya, te paNa mahApuruSonI-bhavyAtmAonI hitavRtti-hitaciMtA bhinna nathI hotI. eke Agama maMthana karyuM. te eke mahAvideha kSetramAM vitaraNa karyuM, ...paNa...hitanuM ArAdhana karyuM. hita ane maMgalanI bhAvanA ja maMgala che. keI vyakti ke koI prasaMgane uddezIne prAraMbha thAya, paNa pachI tenA dvArA sarvanuM maMgala thAya. muni manakanA maMgalAthe sarjana thayela dazavaikAlikasUtra ekavIza hajAra varSa sudhI avirata maMgalane strota banI aneka sAdhakane adhyAtmanA amIpAna karAvaze. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI zailI gadya-padyamaya kAvyAtmaka che. jyAM tenA zabdo saMcAra thAya, tyAM AzravanA...kaSAyanA...IdriyanA.. -coganAM tophAna zAMta thavA lAge che. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI zabda madhuratA enA svAdhyAyamAM lIna bananArA ja anubhavI zake che. jema... "mA" zabda belatAM bALaka thAta nathI.kaMTALe anubhavatA nathI. premI premapAtranA nAmanA punaH punaH smaraNamAM AnaMda -anubhave che. tema sAdhaka mahAtmAo dazavaikAlika sUtranA svAdhyAyamAM eka -ane khI mastI anubhave che. dazavaikAlikane svAdhyAya karatA sAdhakane joIe tyAre lAge che. zuM A amRtane AsvAda karI rahyo che ? ane jyAre zrI dazavaikAlikasUtranA artha ane tenuM ciMtana cAle che, tyAre lAge ke zuM ratnanA cAhakane ratnanI prApti thaI rahI che? zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranA dazeya adhyayane arthanI dRSTie sAgarathI paNa adhika vizALa ane gaMbhIra che muni jIvanane lagatA dareka praznone A sUtramAM AvarI levAmAM AvyA che ane sAthe sAthe sukomaLa bhASAmAM AtmAne samAdhAna thAya tema dareka praznane javAba AvarI levAmAM AvyuM che.

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zrI dazavaikAlika sUtranI prathama gAthAne akSara "dha" akSarazAstranA niyama mujaba uttama-lAbhadAyaka-sarva sukhadAyaka-kalyANadAyaka ane vijayakAraka che. mahAmAMgalika zrI dazavaikAlikanuM prathama adhyayana ane tenI prathama gAthA eTale lAge vizvane sAra .! dharma-utkRSTa ane ma gala.AvA traNa prathama zabda ja vyaktimAM jhaMkhanA pedA kare. ka dharma utkRSTa maMgala...? tarataja tenuM samAdhAna. ahi sA-saMyama ane tapanA triveNI saMgama same...! dharmanuM pAlana karyuM te zuM..? traNa leka tArA caraNe.! prathama zlekanuM ciMtana ja mAnavIne AkRSTa karI de che, pachI bIjA ke bIjA adhyayane vAMcana karavA sAdhakane-jijJAsune. preraNA karavI paDatI nathI. sAdhakane pahelAM ja kamAM evI laganI lAge che ke bIjA glaeNka Apa meLe vicAI jAya che ane svecchAe dazavaikAlika sUtra para ciMtana thaI jAya che. Ama dazavaikAlika sUtra sAdhutAnA vikaTa rAha para eka nikaTane ciMtaka mitra bane che hitaciMtaka sakhA same bane che ane parama ane carama upAdeya mokSanI prAtimAM ananya sahAyaka bane che! basa, mArA jevA aneka AtmAnuM mArgadarzana karIne A mahAvairAgyavAhI graMtha sahunuM kalyANa kare, eja abhilASA.

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' dazavaikAlika'-sAdhuAcAranA mahAgra tha karuNAnidhAna pU. zayya bhavasUrIzvarajI ma. nA hRdayamAM bhAvakaruNA laherI che. peAtAnA putra manakane tenI mAtAnA uttaramAM hatA, tyAM ja cheADI, pU. zayyabhavasUrijI ma. dIkSita thayA hatA. khALaka manaka ATha varSanA thatAM pitAne zeAdhavA nIkaLyeA. tenA pitA tA jagatamAM meAjUda hatA, paNa mAtra tenA pitA rUpe nahI, jagatapitA * sAdhu rUpe! manake A sAdhu banela pitAne zeAdhyA tA, kharA, paNu... paNa e bhAvakaruNAnA sAgare te putrane paNa saMsAratAraNI dIkSA ApI. dIkSA ApyA khAda bhAvi joyu re! basa ! khAlaka mAtra cha ja mahinAnA mahemAna che. kAmaLa A bALaka sAdhupaNAnA kaMThArajIvanamAM cha mahinAmAM sAgara jevAM zAsronA pAra kevI rIte pAmaze ? ane zAsranA mam nahI." jANe, tA sauMsArane taraze. kevI rIte ? bhAvakaruNAnA svAmIne mRtyunI citA na hAya, tene citA hAya tenA AtmAnA hitanI, mRtyu bAda paNa kAM paheAMcaze tenI; ane tethI ja bhAvakaruNAnA nAyaka sUribhagava"ta pU. zayyabhava sUrIzvarajIe A putranI sacamayAtrA

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sArthaka banAvavA a5samayamAM saphala karavA eka puruSArtha karyo. tamAma Agama ane pUrvamAM rahela sAdhu AcArane. bAlaka samaje e rIte saMgRhIta karyo. aneka AgamarUpa. puSpomAMthI eka sAdhu AcAranA pharamAnanI mALA banAvI. A ja graMtha Aje jagatamAM dazavaikAlikanA nAmathI prasiddha che. A mahAna graMtha Ama te sAdhujIvananA AcArane anulakSIne racAya che, paNa temAM mAnavajIvananAM saikAlika satya che. zloke ke mAdhurya che, zleke leke bhAvakaruNAnI jhalaka che. zIdhra Atmahita karavA mATe deTa mUkI. zakIe tevI eka navI pagadaMDI che. A pagadaMDI para have. ApaNe ciMtananI cakera najare pA...pA.. pagalI mAMDavAnI che.

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1. dhame maMgala mukki 1 vizvane pratyeka vicAraka mAnava maMgalanI jhaMkhanA kare che ma galanI sAdhanA, maMgalanA saMzodhana, maMgalanI zaraNAgati mAnavInuM lakSya che. jema kasturI mRga sugaMdha mATe AkhuM jaMgala pharI vaLe che. paNa khudanI nAbhimAM rahela sugaMdhIne-kasturIne pIchANI zakatA nathI ane aMte thAkIne bUma mAre che are ! sugaMdha kyAM che ? tema mAnava paNa maMgala mATe mAryo mAryo phare che. koI jyotiSI pAse doDe che. ke hastazAstrI pAse doDe che. keI ekAkSI zrIphaLanI zodha kare che. keI dakSiNAvarta zaMkhanI AgaLa pAchaLa pherA mAre che ane te khoTu khoTuM sAbita thAya che ane mAnava barADI UThe che maMgala kayAM che ? huM maMgalane cAhaka ane mane mogala nA maLe ? jyAM sAcI jhaMkhanA che tyAM kazuM azakya nathI sarva vastu sulabha che, durlabha nathI paNa kareDa Tana retI pIle paNa temAMthI eka TIpu paNa tela nA ja nIkaLe. sAce telanI jarUrata hoya to tala ja pasavA joIe. patharALa bhUmimAM game tevA bIja nAMkho ane pANI sIe tyAM puSpa na pAMgare are! ekAda aMkura paNa navapallavita na thAya. sAce puSpanI cAhanA heya te kALI mATI ane phaLadrupa bhUmimAM bIja vAvavuM joIe pachI pANuM sIce ekAda rAtrimAM aMdUre navapallavIna thaI jAya. ane be cAra divasamAM puSpanA pamarATathI vAtAvaraNa magha

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maghatuM thaI jAya. hajAra vAra hajAra beTI cAvI pheravIe te tALuM nA UghaDe. tALuM UghADavuM hoya te eka ja sAcI cAvI basa che. eka ja vAra cAvI pharazene tALuM UghaDI jaze mAnava! sAcuM kahI de, jarA paNa vAra na kara tAre maMgala joIe chIe ? nirNaya karIne bela, utAvaLa nA karato gerabaDa nA karate aMtaranA uMDANathI javAba Apa ke tAre zuM joIe? mahAtmA ! zuM Apane mArI vAtamAM asatyane sUra lAge che? huM khoTo lAguM chuM ? maMgala mATe te meM samasta pRthvInI parikammA karI sAcuM kahuM chuM. daze dizAmAM bhamI vaLe paNa maMgalanA darzana durlabha che. mahAtmA pratijJApUrvaka kahuM chuM. huM maMgala cAhaka chuM. ma galanI prApti mAruM dhyeya che. bola tArI maMgalanI vyAkhyA ? bagalane samajIza nahi te maMgalanA nAme apamaMgalane ArAdhaka banI jaIza. jyAM paNa magara jApurvaka kahe mArU e tArI maMgalanI vyAkhyA AvI ja ne? sukhane kare te maMgaLa ane dukhane hare te maMgaLa paNa keNa maMgaLa ? zrIphaLa-svastika-puSpamALa- bahAranA ja padArtha ne ? banavuM che gaNitanA pAraMgata ane bhUla kare che eka, be, traNa gaNavAmAM meLavavu che maMgaLa ane bhUla kare che maMgalanI vyAkhyA samajavAmAM..... "je duHkhane kare te maMgaLa nahi paNa dukhane pedA ja na thavA de te maMgaLa." je sukhane kare te maMgaLa nahi paNa sukhanI cAhanA na thavA de te maMgaLa"

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je pApane dUra kare ne maMgaLa nahi paNa pApanA adhyavasAya pedA thavA na de te maMgaLa je regane dUra kare te bhagaLa nahi paNa azAtA vedanIya karmane baMdha thavA na de te maMgaLa" je maraNane roke te maMgaLa nahi paNa AyuSa karmane baMdha thavA na de te maMgaLa je kaSTone kApe te maMgaLa nahi paNa bhavanA bramaNane haTAve te maMgaLa." je ahita na thavA de te maMgaLa nahi paNa AtmAne hitamAM sthApI de te maMgaLa have, Apa javAba! bhagaLane upAsaka che ? maMgaLa maMgaLa kahI pharate hato paNa maMgaLane jANa nathI tevuM te nathI ne? maMgaLa kaI padArtha nathI ane padArthane kaI maMgaLa kahe che te kSaNavAra mATe che. zrIkA hAthamAM laine maLe te maMgaLa. paNa te ja zrIphaLa zira para lagAve te khalAsa. bhagaLanA sparza dvArA ja apamaMgaLanA zrIgaNeza zarU thaI jAya. maMgaLa tAre AtmA ne....nA..bhUla thaI sarvazreSTha sarvotkRSTa maMgala tAro AtmA. zuM tAre AtmA maMgala ? ane te paNa utkRSTa maMgala zuM divase tArA dekhADavA jevI vAta kare che. huM maMgala nahi. paNa maMgaLane upAsaka. nA..nA bhavyAtmA! tuM ja maMgala, tAre AtmAja utkRSNa maMgaLa paNa tArA AtmAne triveNunA jaLathI zuddha kare che ?

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jenuM AkhuM zarIra gaMdu che te eka biMdu pANIthI zuddha thAya? svaccha thAya ? nA . thAya. snAna kare paNa zarIra lUche nahi te pAchI mATI lAge ane pharI ga . zarIra lUche paNa pachI zarIra para sugaMdhI tela nA lagADe te suvAsa kyAMthI pragaTe ? jema malinamAMthI svaccha thavA mATe pratyeka prakriyA pUrNa rUpe karavI joIe tema maMgala banavA tAre dharmanuM zaraNa levuM joIe. dharmanA zaraNu vagara ma gala banAya nahi. dharmamaya bane te ja maMgalanI prApti dharma jyAre sAcA svarUpe samajAya tyAre tenA ojasa judA hoya. jema mahemAnanA satkAra karavAnA. bhajana. vastra, zayyA, vacana ane dilathI tema dharmanA AcaraNa paNa aMtaranA Adara bhAvathI karavAnA. svasvarUpa samajIne karavAnA dharmanA viziSTa traNa bheda traNa bheda vagara utkRSTa dharmanI ArAdhanA thAya nahi te utkRSTa maMgalanI prApti thAya nahi. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa traNa bhedathI dharmanI jyAre ArAdhanA thAya tyAre dharmanI pUrNa rUpathI ArAdhanA. jema gaMgA yamunA ane sarasvatInuM jaLa ekatrita thAya to ja saMgamahe tIrtha tema ahiMsA, saMyama, tapanuM ArAdhana sAthe maLe te ja dharma utkRSTha maMgaLa utkRSTa magalanI prApti mATe ahiMsAnuM pUrNa pAlana jarUrI kAyika, vAcika mAnasika rIte hiMsAne tyAga karavAne. hiMsAne tyAga karyo pachI kAyAnI duSTavRtti ke vacananuM duSTabhASaNa ke mananA durvicAra jarA paNa na cAle. jagatanA koI paNa jIvane duHkha karAya ja nahi. cAhe te jIva pitAnuM saMrakSaNa samaje ke nahi paNa te sarva jIvana saMrakSaNanA vrata lIdhA che. tArAthI koIne mAnasika kaleza pahoMce tevuM

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paNa ayogya vartana na karAya ane ahi sA vratanA saMrakSaNa mATe ja saMyama joIe. sayama na svIkAre te ahiMsAnuM pUrNa pAlana na thAya! saMyama eTale samabhAva saMyama eTale sArI rIte kAbU karo kenI upara kAbU karavo ? pApa AvavAnA rastA upara 2 mukhya rastA pAca hiMsA, jUTha, cerI, abahya ane parigraha tene tyAga kula pApa AvavAnA sattara rastAAzravathI pApa Ave, cha diyathI pApa Ave, kavAyothI pApa Ave, vegathI pApa Ave, pApanA dvArA karmanA dvAra baMdha karavA, rokavA te sayama-ahiMsA saMyama dvArA zuddha thayela AtmA tapanI sugaMdhIthI maghamaghAyamAna bane. tapa dvArA paNa dehane tapAvavAne ane karmane paNa tapAvavAnA ? deha tape nahi te kabdanI anubhUti thAya nahi karma tape nahi te nirjarA thAya nahi. AtmA khAvA pIvAnI lapamAM paDe to bhAna bhUle tethI AhAra saMjJA-svAda lelupatA dura karavA bAthatapa AdaravAne ane AtmaguNone vikAsa thAya te mATe atyaMtara tapa karavAne bAhya ane abhyatara bane tapa prabhunA pharamAvelA athAzakya darekanI ArAdhanA karavAnI upekSA ekanI paNa nahi karavAnI. ahiMsA saMyama tapapa dharmaja ukaSTa maMgala ane Avo zreSTha dharma je vyakitamAM vasI jAya, dharmamaya je AtmA banI jAya te zreSTha maMgala. jyAM maMgalamaya dharmamUrti AtmA tyAM devanA paNa namaskAra devanI ArAghanA utkRSTa dharmIe nahi karavAnI utkRSTa dharmanI upAsanA deva tenI caraNaraja dvArA deva dhanya bane dhamI ArAdhanA kare devAdhidevanI AjJAno ..

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; mAla manaka ! tu dhanya che. kRtapuNya che. pitAne zodhavA nIkaLyo paNa prApta karyA paramapitAne jinezvarane prApta karyuM utkRSTa maMgalane aMte magalane pAmI tuM maMgalasvarUpa prApta kara. eja cAhanA che saMyamI pitAnI... zaSyabhavasUri ma. ! Apa paNa maMgala. ApanA putra paNa ma`gala. Apanu' banAveluM dazavaikAlika paNa maMgala, ame paNa ApanA AdezanuM pAlana karIzu te ApanA ja putrane! manaka mATe banAvela dazavaikAlikanA ame paNa adhikArI. khasa have eka ja vinati amane paNa maMgala anAvA... amArA paNa maMgala karA...

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2. mahugAra samA buddhA jagatane pratyeka vyavahAra vizepaNathI ja cAle che. vizeSyanI oLakhANa vizeSaNa dvArA ja thAya che. vyAkaraNakAre kaheze je vizeSTAmAM viziSTatA pedA kare te vizeSaNa vyavahAra zAstranA anubhavI kaheze jevA vizeSaNa vAparaze tevI vyakti banaze. tyAre dharmazAstrakAra kRpALu hadaye kahe che. yogya vyakti mATe tenI Atmika gyatAne zabda dvArA raju karavA vize paNa mAtra sAdhana che. tyAgI vairAgI saMta-sAdhu aMge aneka vizeSaNa vaparAya che. aneka vizeSa saMzodhana pAmI rahyA che, tyAre sAdhujIvananI eka AgavI megyatAne vyakta karatu adbhUta vizeSaNa che. "madhukara samAna " sAdhutAne prAraMbha paNa madhukara samAnavatathI sAdhutAnI sAdhanA paNa madhukara samAna vratapAlanamAM madhukara samA vrata sivAya sAdhu saMsArI. madhukara samA vrata sivAya sAdhutAnI sAdhanA azakaya. madhukara samA vana sivAya sAdhutAnI suvAsa nahi. sAdhune aneka vizeSaNathI navAjatAM pahelAM pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja mahugAra samA" kema kahe che ? emanA e zabdomAM sAdhanAnI advitIya gahanatA che,

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"bhramarane keI ghara nahi, sAdhune keI ghara nahi " bhramarane samasta pRthvI potAnI, sAdhune samasta pRthvI nI " bhramarane keI svajana nahi, sAdhune keI svajana nahi" bhramarane sugaMdhathI mahetA puSpamAM kaI parajana nahi, sAdhune dharmabhAvathI zobhatAM gRhasthamAM keI parajana nahi" bhramarane pitAnA AgamananI vadhAI ApavAnI nahi paNa prakRti vikasita banI tyAM pahoMcI javAnuM, sAdhune paNa pitAnA AgamananI noMdha karAvavAnI nahi paNa... "kAleNa nikhame bhikhu " gRhasthane tyA bhikSAne kALa thAya tyAre pahecI javAnuM. bhramara jyAM jAya tyAM pitAnA Agamanane sUcita karavA gujArava kare, sAdhu jyAM jAya tyAM dharmalAbhane madhura guMjArava kare. bhramara vikasita puSpane rasa grahaNa kare, sAdhu gRhastha mATe banela AhAra grahaNa kare bhramara puSpamAMthI rasa grahaNa kare paNa puSpane pIDA na kare, sAdhu gRhasthane tyAMthI bhikSA grahaNa kare paNa punaH che kAyanI virAdhanA thAya tema nahi bhramara puSamAMthI rasa maLe temAM ja saMtoSa mAne. jamara puSparasa sivAya kaMi levA na jhaMkhe, sAdhu nirdoSa AhAra sivAya kaI paNa levA na jhakhe, bhramara AjanI AjIvikA Aje ja puSTa kare paNa vadhu grahaNa na kare. ane pheke paNa nahi sAdhu paNa rAjanI je samaye jeTalI jarUra hoya teTalI "kukI saMbalassa" vRtti rAkhe paNa tene nahi kAlanI citA ke nahi sAMjanI paNa ciMtA. , puSpane rasate madhamAkhI paNa pIve che ane kamara paNa pIve chatAM sAdhune madhamAkhInI nahi, bhramaranI upamA kema ?

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madhamAkhI saMgraha karavA puSarasa pIve che paNa bamara AjIvikA mATe rasa pIve che, tema sAdhu zarIranI puSTi nahi paNa saMyamajIvananI pAlanA mATe bhikSA le che. "bhramara rasa pIdhA pachI guMjArava karate dUra-sudUra cAlyo jAya, sAdhu AhAra lIdhA pachI dharmalAbha kahI mekSamArganI sAdhanA mATe apratibaddha vihAranA krame AgaLa vadhe. vizvamAM vividha dharmo che. keTalAka dharmoe AtmAnA prakaTIkaraNa mATe aMtima lakSyamATe sAdhutAnI AvazyaktA svIkArI che. paNa vizvamAM vItarAganA eka dhame spaSTa kahyuM che ke sAdhutAnI prApti vinA mokSa azakaya che. mekSa mATe sAdhutA anivArya che. sAdhutAnI prApti mATe sAdhu banavuM svAbhAvika rIte ja jarUrI che. sAdhutA saue kahI paNa sAdhutAnA pAlanamAM pUrNa niyame pUrNa paNe kayAya nahi maLe. vItarAgatAnA zAsane sAdhutA prarUpI, sAthe ja sAdhutAnI sAdhanAnA pUrNaniyamonI suMdara surekhA ApatAM dharmagraMtho banAvyA mokSanI sAdhanAne prArabha zarIramAM rahele AtmA kare che. sAdhaka zarIrane mokSanI sAdhanAnuM aMga banAvI de che. mekSa sAdhanAnuM sAdhana zarIra che eTale zarIranuM jatana karavuM paDe. paNa jatana eTale jatana. lADakeDa ane lAlana pAlana nahIM. zarIranI zakti jALavI rAkhavAnI tenA paranI Asaktine phagAvI devAnI. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka zarIra, te zarIranuM rakSaNa AhAra dvArA.. eTale sAdhune mATe AhAra vidhi sauthI vadhu Avazyaka AhAranI asara zarIra ane mana para tethI ja jainAgamAe suma temaja vizada vivecana AhAra vidhi mATe karyuM che. vizALa jenAgama

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tene abhyAsa tenuM rahasya koI puNyAtmA ja meLavI zake...paNa bhAva karuNAmUrti pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja je dazavaikAlika sUtranA prathama adhyayanamAM hajAre mukhya niyamone...lAkhe peTA niyamane AvarI letA eka vizeSaNa vAparyuM. "mahukAra samA buddhA o je vizeSa sAdhutAnI aneka AMtarika saMpattinuM vibhUtinuM anupama darzana karAve che. mA aMtima lakSya mokSanI prApti dharmadhArA dharmanuM pUruM pAlana sAdhu jIvanamAM sAdhutAnuM sAdhana zarIra zarIrane rakSaka AhAra mokSanA sAdhaka mATe jyAre AhAra anivArya bane che. tyAre AhAra grahaNa ane AhAranA upabhoga aMge paNa kaDaka niyame jarUrI bane che tyAre vAtsalyamUrti pU zamya bhavasUri mahArAja je bhikSA aMgenA aneka niyamene eka nAnAzA vizeSaNamAM sAkaLI lIdhA... "mahukAra samA buddhA" AhAra jevI jIvananI anivArya jarUriyAta aMge paNa madhukara sama kaThora vata.. te... sAdhu jIvananA pAlanamAM keTalA utsarga ane apavAdanI AvazyakatA. keTakeTalI cIjanA tyAganI anivAryatA, keTakeTalA jJAna dhyAna ane gurUgamanI AvazyakatA, gurugamaThArA meLavela jJAnane sAcavavA svAdhyAyanI keTalI AvazyakatA-ane vikathAno tyAga keTaluM jarUrI AvA aneka vicAra pravAhane samAveza pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAjanuM eka vizeSaNa "mahukAra samA buddhA" mAM thaI jAya che

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pAMca ja gAthAnuM A paheluM adhyayana eka anokhI mahattA rAkhe che ! sAdhu bhagavaMte A pAMceya gAthAne terasa AdinA mAMgalika pratikramaNamAM paNa mAMgalika svAdhyAya sajhAya tarIke upaga kare che. A pAMca gAthAonA prabhAva viSe aneka mAnyatA che. A gAthAo parathI suvarNasiddhinA kape racAyA che ! paNa nAnakaDuM A adhyayana gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAravAmAM Ave te bAkinA nava adhyayana Aja bhAvano vistAra che paNa adhyAtmanA pipAsuo mATe e piSTapeSaNa nathI paNa iSTa piSaNa che.

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3. kAme kAme kamAhI eka ne nahIM anekane, anekane ja zA 6 khamaya kayAreka lAgyu che! keTalAke tA duHkhane che. manAvI lIdho che... 20 ro mATe ? sate jIvana jIvananA paryAya mAnyA duHkhanA DuMgarA te zuM, paNa duHkhanA kakara paNa mAnava sahuna karavA taiyAra nathI. ceAgI ke bhogI ..zeTha ke saMta...deva ke nAraka sahune duHkhanA DuiMgara oLaMgI javA che? paNa theAlo...du:khane eLaMgavAnI jarUra nathI...duHkhanA darIyAne bAMdhavAnI jarUra nathI. e prayatno kadI saphaLa thavAnA nathI. duHkhane kUdIne duHkha oLaMgAi gayu. hAta te Aja kayAMya duHkhahAta ja nahIM. kayAMya... koI du:khI hAta ja nahIM. eTale sAcA rastA...duHkhane eLa'gI javAneA rAjamArga zayyaMbhavasUrijI mahArAja pharamAvI rahyA che... duHkhane nahI dukhanA mULane oLaMga du:khanuM mULa che kAmanA...IcchA...abhilASA. zaSya bhavasUri mahArAja khAlamuni manane kahe che tu cAla nahi paNa eLaMgI jA. vAtsalyanidhi pitA khunA ekanA eka vhAlasAyA putrane pratrajita banAvI munijIvananI mahattA samajAvatA sAdhanAnI ucca bhUmikA para lai jatAM eka senApatinI kaThAratA lAvI sainikane je -

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14 sInatA tamane prazna pUchavA preraze bena! kUlathI ya kemaLa putra che pachI duHkha kema ? karmanuM varadAna ane zrApa sAthe ja maLyA. suMdara putranI mAtA paNa janmathI hArTanuM darda che. janmathI zvAsa levAmAM parAdhIna. suMdara kahevarAvavAmAM paMcendriyanI pUrNatA sAthe nirogI zarIrajeze. nigI zarIravALA kaIka 14-15 varSanA zaktinA ghedha samA kizerone tame bAla gunegAra gRhamAM joze? Ama kema? mAtApitAne viyoga... samAjanI upekSA, kAma karavAnI zarama, moja majAka karavAnI ghelachA amane ahIM laI AvI. jarA phUTapAtha para najara kare vahelI savArathI moDI rAta sudhI zrama karanAra zramajIvIne pUche kema bhAI ? zrImaMta lehI pI jAya che lehInuM pANI karIe. amAre zrama ane temanA tAgaDadhinnA adyatana sarva sAmagrIthI sajaja zAMta gharamAM beThele zrImaMtane pUcho ke tame sukhI ? mArA sukhane pUchazo nahi, mArI vAta jAheramAM carcAya tevI nathI. mArA karatA mAre paheregira mukata hAsya karI zake che. khullAmAM tApamA niMda laI zake che. bhAI A sAmagrI sAdhana ane sagavaDa ane dhananA DhagalAM vacce mAruM sukha te hAthatALI daIne mRgajaLanI jema kayAMya bhAgI gayuM che. chatAM paNa sukhanI IcchA choDayA vagara huM sukhanI IcchAthI avirata jAgRta banI prayatna karuM chuM paNa... bolatAM belatAM meTuM lAla thaI gayuM. ati dukhanA kAraNe AMkhe AMsunA toraNa baMdhAI gayA paNa AMsu na paDayAM. ' samasta vizvanA samasta prANI dukhI zA mATe ? IcchAnI bhayaMkara bhUtAvaLanAM kAraNa ja, IcchAnI kayAre paNa pUrNAhuti thatI nathI. eka IcchAnI tRpti aneka IcchAne janma ApIne ja jAya,

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15 sApa IMDA mUke tyAre hajArA ane lAkhAnI sakhyAmAM ja. icchAnI tRpti karavA jatAM mAnava malakAya che...A IcchA pUrNa thatAM te sukhI thaIza paNa tene khabara nathI IcchA kayAre paNa eka nathI AvatI e teA rAvaNanI rAkSasI mAyA che. aneka rUpAmAM pragaTa thayA karaze. pArAne pakaDavA jarjIza teA hajAra ThekANe relAI jaze tema icchA paNa aneka rUpA karIne tamane herAna karaze vizvanA eka garIbamAM garIba bhikhArIthI mAMDI rAjamahAlayamAM nivAsa karatAM rAjA sudhI saunA duHkhanA kAraNe tapAsa...eka ja javAba maLaze. IcchAne samita na karI zakayA. icchAne pUrNa karavA gayA tethI ja du:khI thayA. zayya'bhavasUri mahArAja anata duHkhAnAM anaMta yAtanAnA mULa bIjane jANe che, bAlaka manakane laghuvayathI eka amRta sIMce che, beTA...! kAmaya khu dukha kAipaNa padArthanI prApti kyAre paNa sukhI nathI kAraNa ke keAI paNa padmA'...kAipaNa anukULatA koIpaNa sAdhana maLe te puNyanA uddayathI paNa... sAdhananI abhilASA...AzA IcchA jhaMkhanA mAhanIya kamanA udaye. krama mAtra eka du:kha...kamanA uddaya mAtra eka sajA tA karmanA sarjaka meAha bhaya kara duHkha...icchA meAhanIya kanA udhye. A zizu ! tuM zvAne oLa`gI jA... du:khane bhayaMkara samudra pAra pAmI jaIza.

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16 zaSya'bhavasUri mahArAje zizu manakane IcchA meLa`gavAnA bahAne meAhanIya kama sAme jaraMga khelavAnuM AhavAna karyuM" che. A mataka ! meAhanA jagane jItI jA, basa pachI to ajeya vIra banIza. hitastrI pitA sivAya AvAM hitazikSAnAM amRta karyAMthI maLe? mana lalacAya che...paNa AvA pitAnA kheALA khudA...jemaNe pAraNAmAMthI meAhanIya ka sAme jaMga jamAvavAnAM abhedya vyUha dekhADayA che .. :CO.

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4. saMjama nihu cara pratikSaNa-pratipaLa jagatamAM karmAdhIna prANunA janma ane maraNa thAya che jagate paNa te lekasthitine sahaja svIkArI lIdhI che. chatAM jagata smRti kare che. khudanA snehI janathIya adhika Apta jananI. jagata kayAre paNa bhUlatuM nathI evA mahApurUSone jeNe jIvana jIvI jAyuM che. keTalIka vyakti jIvanane pUrNa kare che. keTalIka vyakti jIvanane ujALI jANe che jIvanane pUrNa karavAmAM kaI mahAnatA nathI. jIvanane ujALavAmAM kaI bhavya dhyeyanI pUrNAhutinI jarUra paDe. keI pada, sattA, sthAna maLavA sahelA che paNa te sthAna TakAvavA agharA che te sthAnone bhAvavA te durlabhatama che keIpaNa cIjanI prApti puNya para AdhArita che paNa tene bhAvavI te purUSArthane AbhArI che. ekale purUSArtha na cAle utsAda yukta mArga taraphano puruSArtha joIe... manaka! tuM ke puNyazALI che jinezvara bhagavaMta je mAnavajanmane durlabha kahe te mAnavane janma tane malyA jenA mUlya nA thAya tevA Aryadeza Aryakula 5 endriyapUrNa nirogI zarIra. zAstrazravaNa dulabha zraddhA ane durlabhatama sarvazreSTha cAritra tane bAlauMmaramAM malyuM. tArA puNya pAse amAruM puNya ghaNuM vAmaNuM che tuM je cAritra pAmyA che tenI vicAraNe ame karIe sadaiva AnaMda sAgaramAM snAna karyA karIe...

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paNa..tAraka paramAtmAe yama nathI batAvyA e khyAla karaje yama eTale Idine baLAtkAre kAbumAM rAkhavI AMkha bhUla kare te pheDI nAMkhavI. hAtha corI kare te kApI nAMkhavA .. AvI vAte sarvasanA zAsanamAM na hoya..A te badhI tApasanI vAta. A paNa eka AtmahatyAne prakAra che AtmahatyAne netaranArUM kukarma che. temAM kadAcita pazcAtApane bhAva hoI zake che paNa te ajJAnapUrNa Avega che temAM punarutthAnanI kaI janA nathI sarvisanuM zAsana asatanA visarjana pUrvakaja satanuM sarjana karavAmAM mAne che. jinazAsanamAM svapnamAM paNa baLAtkAranI vAta nahi, A zAsana jJAnapradhAna che. samaja pradhAna che. hukama pradhAna nahi paNa upadeza pradhAna che. vItarAganA zAsanamAM gunhe paNa ziSyane upadeza Ape che, preraNA Ape che ane Adeza jhakhatAne AjJA pharamAve che ziSya kahe, Iccha chuM" mArI para kRpA karI mahAvrata Ape teja jIvanabharanA vrata uccarAve... are navakArazI jevuM paccakakhANa paNa ziSyanI IcchA vagara nA Ape gunuM kartavya ziSyane-zrotAne dharmAbhimukha karavAnuM che ziSyanuM kartavya gurunA bhAvane paNa AjJAtulya mAnIne anusaraNa karavAmAM che. manaka! tuM yamI nahi tu saMyamI yamI mAtra vinAzaka hoya saMyamI zubhane sarjaka paNa hoya, yamI indriyanI duSTatA mAtra ne ja jANe che tethI gabharAya tene nAza kare che. saMyamI indriyanI sAdhakatA zreSThatA paNa samaje che eTale tenAthI gabharAyA vagara samajI vicArIne tene khudanI sAdhanAnA sAdhana banAve che.

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kahevAya che West mAMthI Best nA sarjana karavAnI kaLA kaImAM hotI nathI evA sarjanane karanAra sarjaka anokho... Idriyane AdhIna bananAra aneka bhegapipAsu. Idrine mAtra damana karI yamI bananAra aneka ajJAnI.. Idriyone AtmatatvanI sAdhanAnA sAdhana banAvanAra prabhunA saMyamI mahAtmAo... keI bALaka kaI mUrakha keI ajJAnInA hAthamAM jarA talavAra Ape pachI juo. je talavAra rakSaNa hatI te ja upayoga karatAM na AvaDe te bhakSaka bane. viSane amRta banAvavA koI anokhI prakriyA joIe mAtra yama nahI paNa samyapha yama saMyamI joIe. Idi je sAdhanAmAM tophAna macAvanAra che teja guMDA pATIne sAdhanAnA rakSaNanI javAbadArI sopavI te keTaluM sAhasabharyuM kAma che. A kArya mATe kuneha paNa joIe ne sAhasa paNa joIe saMyamI sAdhu IdriyanA senApati manane, jJAna dhyAna AtmavicAraNA sopI de pachI mana Idine kAma soMpI de..mArA ATalA kAryo tAre karavAnA chepakAra.... tIrthayAtrA pUjyastuti zAstrapAThasugaMdha-durgadhanA pudgalenuM phakatajJAna jinadarzana-zAstravAcana, jIvadayA sadguNazravaNa-zAstrazravaNa kare mAre khAsa jarUrI che. mArI vaphAdAra sevA sadaiva senApatinA hukamane anusare che. je Idriyo sAdhanAmAM viba karatI hatI tene senApati mana AtmarAjane zaraNe gayo, kAraNa tene vicAravAnI dhyAnanI, ciMtananI, bahumoTI javAbadArI maLe. IdriyasenA te mane senApatine ja Adeza pALanArI che. saMyamI AtmAne mana senApati kadi potAnI Idriya senAne ayogya Adeza ApatA nathI.

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20 mahAtmA manaka! AnuM nAma saMyama, jIvanabharanA sAdya pApanA tyAga, A jIvana pa`camahAvratanA pAlana ane iMdriyane sArIrIte sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka banAvavA tuM tatpara banyA che, tArI prazaMsA huM ekalA nA karU. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa kare. IMdriya vikasita bane te pahelAM sAdhanA prArabhI. nirdoSa gocarI dvArA tAru zarIrapuSTi pAmyuM. tArA lAhAnA kaNakaNamAM pavitratA vyApI ane tenA dvArA IdriAnA vikAsa sAce tArI IndriyeA bhAgendriya nahi paNa jJAnendriya banI tArA haiyAnI pavitratA eTalI, apUrva haze, vilAsI ane vyabhicArI tArI najIka AvI nahi zake, ane kAI vilAsI vyabhicArI Avaze teA jarUra tArI pavitratA dvArA tenA pApa dhovAi jaze. tArI pAse pApAtmA AvavAnI himata nahi kare, ane kaddAca koI bhUlye bhaTakayA pApAtmA Avaze te mahAtmA banaze. tAMrA AkaNu jenA haiyAmAM jAgaze te tArAthI pavitra thanArA tArA gatajanmanA koI RNAnu badhA haze ! te paNa A janme tArI samIpa AvI tArA AtmAnA zubha saMskAranA vArasadAra ane saMsArIne tyAgInA Aka`Nu jaldI thAya nahi ane kadAca thAya te paNa... pUrvajanmanA anurAganA kAraNe paNa mahAtmA pAse AtmAnA evA ejasa hAya che. tyAM rAganA vAsanAnA taphAna zamI jAya che. koi saMgIta samrATe saMgItanI mastImAM AvI mAlakAzamAM rAga gAyeA hAya tA khIjA sagItakAranI tAkAta nathI ke tyA te khIjo rAga gAI zake. game tevA niSNAta heAya te paNa mAlakozanA sUramAM cAlyo jAya... jo kalAkAranI zakti ATalI hoya teA sAdhaka-mahAsAdhakanI zakti keTalI heAya ? jenA jIvananI kSaNa kSaNa paLa paLa sadAcArathI suvAsita anI che tevA jagamatI'nA paricayamAM AvanAra sayamanI suvAsa nA pAme e mane ?

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vajUsvAmInI prazaMsA sAdhvIjI mahArAjanA mukhethI sAMbhaLI rUkamaNI vajUsvAmInI anurAgI banI paNa e saMyamapUta AtmAdvArA te paNa vItarAgapaMthanI upAsikA banI Aja pavitra puruSanI khUbI che. gerasappAnA dhodhamAMthI vIjaLInI prApti sulabha hoya ke na paNa hoya .. paNa saMyamanI pavitratAnA dhedhamAM AdhyAtmikatAnI AtmaprabhAvanI zAMtinI vidyuta sadaiva sulabha che. - beTA manaka! vadhu nathI kahevuM tane je saMjama maLyuM che temAM matanI prasannatA e vicara. cakravatI cha khaMDa pRthvI jItIne je AnaMda na mANuM zake te tuM mANa 32 lAkha vimAnane mAlika saudharmendra eka bhRkuTi dvArA sArA devalokane kaMpAvate paNa IndriANI pAse bicAre. tyAre mArA manaka! tuM saMyamadvArA sarvasthaLe-sarva samaye sarvatra sarvadA ajeyavIra che basa ajeyavIra rahe.. anaMta... zAzvata sukhanA sAmrAjya prApta kara... ane tethI A dazavaikAlika zAstramAM kahevAyuM "saMjamaM nihuo cara". yamI nibhUta manathI prasannatAvALe na hoya te bane! paNa saMyamI te nibhUta ja hAya prazAMta manano ja hoya Avo saMyamI nibhUta manavALe bhale ne jagata nA cekamAM care vicare vihare, paNa te pitAnI sAdhanAthI kadiya vikhUTo nA paDe.

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5. mahesiNu jagata kayAre 5 sagrahuzIla vyaktine namana karatu nathI jagata kyAre yu ahaM'kArIne, mAnanI jha MkhanAvALAne mAna ApatuM nathI Qiang HT jagata yAre ya jJAnaneA DALa karanArane jJAnI kahetuM nathI jagata pAse paNa mAnavInA mUlyAMkana karavAnI eka AgavI aneAkhI daSTa che. . . zrImaMteAnA nAma para loko cUkayA che. vilAsI sAme leAkeAe tiraskAra varasAvyA che. ApakhudI sattA sAme janatAe khaLave pAkAryo che. jagata jhakhe che koi sarvAMttama-sarvazreSTha anupama pAtrane jyAM anupamatA, adbhUtatA, advitIyatA, alaukitatA ane sarvazreSThatA hAya che. tyA 'mArA'...'tArA'nA bheda saheja bhUlAya che. mArI bhUmine... mArA snehI mAre svajana .. mArA dezaLa-e badhA maryAdAnA sImADA azaktinA, apUrNatAnA prarzaka che. pRthvI pahADa ane saritA para koi bhArAnuM lebala lagADatAM haze paNa e anekhA tatvA kahe ame to koInA nahi .. amAre tA

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amArUM sanAtana svarUpa jALavavAnuM tame tamAruM kArya karo yA nA kare paNa ame te sadA amArA dharmathI-kartavyathI pIchehaTha karavAnA nahi. kartavyanA kaparA yajJa dvArA sahaja svarUpamAM sthira rahe te ja pRthvI, pahADa ane saritA . chatAM kALabaLa eka evuM viSama tatva che ke sahanazIla pRthvImAM phADa paDe, dhIra pahADane calita karI zake khaLakhaLa vahetI saritAnI gati badalI zake paNa kALabaLa sAme ya jhajhUmanAra che. mahesiNuM maharSio... pU. zavya bhavasUri mahArAja bALa manakane kahe che. e putra... nA..nA, e zAzvatapathika ! tuM maharSi bana. - eka anubhavI. zAstrapAragAmI.. aneka ziSyanA anupama gurudeva... vAtsalyamUrti pitA.... potAnA ekanA eka saMtAnane dIkSA ApI .. hajI te pUrI ATha sAla jene vItAvI nathI evA bAlane kahe che. "maharSi bana... sAce mahAtmA ja dehanA othe DhaMkAyela virATa mahAtmAne boLI zake che. tethI ja temanI daSTie ATha sAlane bAlaka eka anupama bAlaka eka sAdhaka dekhAya che. A nAnA zA sAdhakane sidhdha sAdhaka AhavAhana kare che. maharSi bana... RSi nahi paNa maharSi bana... jyAM vAtsalyanI saritA vahe che. jyAM kaMIka anugraha karavAnI jhakhanA jAge che. jyA svapna sAkAra bane evI yogyatA lAge che tyAM ja moratha pUrNa vikasvara banI zake che. vAtsalyamUrti pitA putramAM eka divya cetanA jagavI rahyA che. beTA ! tAre janma dehanA DuMgarA khuMdavA mATe nathI. tAre janma

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24. ekAda janmanA mAtapitAnA-moratha pUrNa karavA nathI tene maLelI paMcendriya jagatanA padArtha vijJAnane jANavA nathI. te prApta karela budhdhigaurava jagatane sAcA beTA sArA kharAbanA pramANapatra ApavA nathI... A anaMta zaktinA svAmI ! pahelA sAdhanAnI taLeTIe Ava..maharSi banavAnuM lakSya rAkha. RSi nahi. mahAna RSi bana . jagatamAM tArA jIvanane Adarza banAvI sAdhanAnI pagadaMDI para Daga bhara. maharSi banavA tAre kaparI sAdhanA karavI paDaze. maharSi banavAnI sAdhanA kaThIna che. azakya nathI.. vimAna saMcAlaka dizAne je sUkSmatAthI lakSyamAM rAkhe te dRSTithI tu tArA AtmAnA layane pakaDI rAkha. tuM upavAsa kara ke bhajana kare... tuM jANe ke suI jAya tuM cAle ke bese... tuM eka jagyAe sthira rahe ke vizvamAM paribhramaNa kare... tuM svAdhyAya kare ke vaiyAvRtya kare. tuM mauna kare ke saunA dila DelAvI de tevuM vyAkhyAna kare. paNa..tAruM lakSya Atmazudhi tAruM ya karmakSaya... tAruM pada nijAnaMdanI prApti dhruvabi du makSa te ja tuM maharSi... tArI samasta pravRtti... tArI samasta vRtti .. tArI samasta bhAvanA.... tArI sArI jiMdagInI tamAma jhakhanAne eka lakSyabiMdumAM lagAvI de... tArI sAdhanAnI sidhdhi eTale mekSa prApti .. te ja tuM maharSi... maharSi banavA zuM viSayane choDavA paDaze ? zuM? mAtapitAnA tyAga kara paDaze ? evI kAyara mAyakAMgalI vAta nahi cAle.

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choDavuM ane tyAgavuM A be mAM AkAza ane pAtALanuM aMtara che. pUrva ane pazcimanuM aMtara che. choDavAmAM padArtha chUTe che. paNa Asakti rahI jAya che. tyAgamAM padArtha chUTe ke na chUTe paNa padArthanI mamatA bhAMgIne bhukko thaI jAya che. tyAgelI cIjanI namAM paNa jhaMkhanA jAgatI nathI. tyAgamAM addabhUta alaukika cIjane svIkAra e ja mukhya che. zvara cIjone, nA mUlya cIjone tiraskAra te "choDavAmAM Ave che. jagatanA e hA mAna sanmAna kIrti ..pada sattA svAmitva.. adhikAra... A badhI jhaMkhanAne abhinmava karAvI de, A badhI jhaMkhanAne vilaya karAve tevI mokSanI jhakhanA ..nijAnaMdanI lAlasA-svarUpa prAptinI utkaMThA jAge tyAre ja maharSi padane raMga jAme. mekSanI eka ja eSaNA .. jhaMkhanA . nAbhimAMthI nahIM tArA 3 karoDa rUMvADAmAMthI pedA thAya tyAre tuM maharSi pada prApti karI zakIza beTA manaka. bAlamuni... mahaSi bana.... agatyasi hasUri mahArAje zayyabhavasUri mahArAjanuM hRdaya vAMcyuM che tethI ja dazavaikAlikanI cUNImAM teo mahesiNuM no artha kare che. mokSanI jhaMkhanA karanAra... je sAdhu mokSanI tIvra abhilASA kare che te vAtsalyanidhi zayyabhavamUri mahArAjanI hitazikSAne grAhaka banI jAya che zaNya bhavasUri mahArAjanI hitazikSAmA cha mahinAmAM Atma kalyANa thAya tevI amedha zakti che ApaNe sau te prApta karIe

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6. ujajudaMsiNa Aje jyAre mutsadI thavAnI AgavI zikhAmaNa apAI rahI che tyAre vizva vAtsalyanidhi sUri eka bALakane pahelA dharaNane pahele pATha bhaNAve che. beTA! judazI thaje...saradaSTi banaje. mAtra eka janmanI nahi paNa janma janmanI saphaLatA meLavavA ane punaH punaH saphaLatA meLavavA ane punaH puna sadagati sulabha banAvavA rideva pharamAvI rahyA che. "beTA! judazI thA!" judarzana eTale zuM ? sIdhuM jevuM. zikArI sIdhuM ja jue che. lakSyavedhI paNa lakSya tarapha ja najara kendrita kare che. zuM A badhA Rjudaza che AvA judazI thavA pitAnI putrane preraNA ? guranI ziSyane preraNuM ? svArtha..sattA...kIrti....adhikAra ..lAlasA...AsakitanA kAraNe ghaNuM sIdhu joyuM sIdhu balA paNa sAcA arthamAM te RjudarzI nathI. paramArthane je siddha karI zake te ju " "paropakArane je, pUrNa karI zake te hajudaza" "jIvanamAM nakakI karelA AcAranA kaThora niyamane anusarI zake te judazI."

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27 sva ane paranA bheda jene mana te RttudazI` zAne ? sva ane paranA kAryoMne alaga lekhe te RjuzI zAnA? svanA duHkhanA mUlyAMkanA alaga ane paranA duHkhanA mUlyAkanA alaga te RjuzI zAne ? svanA AvegA AvezeA-lAgaNIne pUrNa karavA jhagme ane paranA Avege AvezA lAgaNIne potAnI raMgabharI najare jue ane dveSa bharI najare loko samakSa raju kare te RjuzI zAnA? svanA svArthIne kacaDe te RjuzI. paranA kAje-parA-kAje jIvana bhara jhajhUme te RjudI. RjIzInA zabda kezamAM sva ane para A be zabdo kayAreya paNa na hoya. mArU ane tArU'.. pAraku ane potAnuM A badhA bheda mAyAvInA RnnuzI phakata AtmA tarapha jue. AtmA tarapha jue eTale paramAtmA padanI jhaMkhanA jAge. paramAtmA padmanI tIvra abhilASA eja RttudarzInI sAcI eLakhANu. Ama pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAja dazavaikAlikanI TIkAmAM kahe che. > RjudI hovAthI saMyamI. jene satyana lAdhe te ja sayamI banI zake. indriyanA gheADAne duniyAnA cogAnamA chUTA nA mUkI de. satya darzIna heAvAthI lAbha ane nukazAnanA saravaiyA pahelAM kare lAbha dekhAya tyAM pavanavege dADe ane nukazAna dekhAya tyAMthI eTanA jaLanI jema kSaNa vAramAM sarakI jAya. Rjudana eTale samyaga darzana RjIddana eTale satya na RjIna eTale paramAtma darzana

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28 Rjudarzana eTale dehanI sImita zakitanA darzana Rjudarzana eTale AtmAnI anaMta zaktinA darzana Rjudarzana eTale deha ane dahInA vivekanuM darzana Rjudarzana eTale sayamanI sAdhanA dvArA siddhinA darzana judarzana eTale eka eka samyaga AcAranA pAlanamAM saMpUrNa sAdhutAnA darzana Rjudarzana eTale eka akSaranA paNa samyaga jJAnamAM kevaLajJAnanA kevaLajJAnanA darzana judarzana eTale anaMta jaDazakitane tiraskAra Rjudarzana eDale anaMta Atmazakitane satkAra e manaka ! tAre janma janmanA pherA TALavA che? jene janmanA cakra mITAvavA che. rAgadepanI bhamarImAMthI dUra javuM che tene Rjudaza thavuM ja paDe. kaparuM kArya che ana takALathI zIkhelA gaNitanA goTALA dUra karavA paDaze. kakSAe tane sukhamAM dukha ane dukhamAM sukhanA bhrAmaka khyAle piSyA che. Azakitae tane anAzakita nirAzasabhAva sAme najara nAMkhavA dIdhI nathI. tethI tArA prAthamika jIvanamAM prAthamika guNano pahelo pATha bhaNatA gokhavAnuM nahiM raTavAnuM nahi paNa jIvananA zvAse zvAsamAM vaNI le, AcarI le, hajudazatAnA A guNa sahaja darzana sAthe saMkaLAyela che. paNa tenuM rahasya AcAra sAthe vaNAyeluM che. e bhUlate nahi ho! prabhumArgane anuyAyI sAcA mArganI ekalI ghA nathI...paNa. ekalI bumAbuma to pAMgaLA kare... prabhumArganA anuyAyIne samyagadarzana samyaga cAritra prApta thAya. tethI ja bALaka manakane pitA RjudazI thavAnA bahAne yathAkhyAta cAritra tarapha mITa mAMDa karI de che.

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beTA ! tuM sAmAyika cAritramAM che. paNa tAruM lakSya yathAkhyAta cAritra sAmAyika cAritra chedopasthApanI cAritra eto yathAkhyAta cAritra - rUpa ekaDAnI pUrvAvasthA che. eka ekaDo lakhatAM hajAra lIMTA ane mIMDA karavA paDe che. tema yathAkhyAta cAritra meLavavA tAre aneka vAra dravyacAritra svIkAravuM ja rahyuM. jema laTA mIMDA karanAra bALakane khyAla Apavo paDe che. bAkI tuM cakaraDI bhamaraDI ramavA lIMTA mIMDA nathI karato paNa tuM eka zIkhavA lIMTA mIMDA kare che. te cAritra judazI thavA lIdhuM che. je RjudazI bane che te grISmaRtumAM AtApanA laI zake che. kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM smazAnamAM kAryotsarga dhyAnamAM rahI zake che. varSARtumAM aMgopAMga salIna banAvI salInatA tapa Adare che pratyeka prasaMgamAM susamAhita rahe che jagatane hacamacAve evA kaThIna kALamAM paNa tenI sAdhanA avirata cAle che hajudazI AtmAne siddhi satkAra karavA Atura che. huM eka e pitA chuM mArA putrane anaMtaguNane svAmI jevA cAhuM chuM. beTA ! mane tArI gati nahi pragati game. beTA ! mane tArI sAdhanA nahi siddhi game. beTA ! mane tArA vikalpa nahi saMkalpa game. beTA ! mane tArA durgaNa nahi sadguNe game. basa vadhu zuM kahuM ? tane RjudazI thavAnA bahAne anataguNa samudrane avagAhana karate dekhave che. eka ja AzA...judazI thA ane tArA anaMtaguNa khajAnAne pragati kara !!!

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7, Ausa teNe saMskArI vyakti, saMskArI vaDIle jyAre paNa keIne belAve che tyAre tenA nAmane gauNa kare che. tenA guNa, tenA kartavyane AgaLa karI bolAve che. AtmAmAM doSa te anAdinA che. doSanA kAraNe devI vyakti e te sahaja che. khAmImAMthI khUbInuM saMzodhana kare te ja mahApuruSa. mahApurUSanI vANu vRthA vahetI nathI. mahApurUSanA hRdayamAM vizvanA samasta jIvo mATe vAtsalya saritA khaLakhaLa vahe che. vAtsalyasaritAnA nirmaLa nIra dvArA bhavya AtmAmAM bIja rUpe rahelI gyatA vRkSa rUpe vikAsa pAme che. mahAmanA mahAtmAo karUNasiMdhu hoya che. sAmAnya vyakitanA sahaja sulabha guNane paNa teo eka pAraMgAmI daSTie jue che ane himAlayamAMthI gaMgAnA pavitra nIra dave tema temanA hRdayamAMthI pavitra vANI vahe che. pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja mahApAvana Agama dazavaikAlika sUtra dvArA bAlamuni manakanuM ghaDatara karatAM kahe che... che AyuSyamAna !

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31 bAlamuni manakanI vayamaryAdA hasI paDaze. ATha varSe dIkSA lenAra 85 vaSa~nA bALakane pUdhara maharSi e budhdhinA vAmana ! rUka jA... jANanAra alpajJa manuSya jarA ane 6 mahinAmA kALa karanAra AyuSyamAna kahe. haze ! haze ! sama AkAzanA anaMta tAralAne gaNavA kadAca tu pRthvInA paDanu jJAna karI bhUstarazAstrI banavAnI tArI zakita vanamAM rahI paMkhInI sAthe jIvI kadAca tenI bhASA jANavA tuM sama haze ! kadAca samudranA jaLa ane aphATa ratIkane tArU gaNita gaNI zakatuM haze! mApI zakatu. hA paNa... hejI mahApuruSanA hradayanI ddivya karUNAne samajavA paNa tuM vAmana che tArI budhdhi nahI AMbI zake. nahI mApI zake ..anaMta karUNAnidhAna...karUNAmUrti gurujanAnI anaMta karUNAne... pU. zayya'bhatrasUrimahArAje je manakane sa Avela vizeSaNa AyuSyamAna pratyeka sAdhakane mATe dIvAdADInI garaja sAre che. zAzvata ci'tananA rAha batAve che pU. agastyasi hasUri mahArAja, pU. jinadAsagaNi mahattara mahArAja ane pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAja jevA diggaja vidrAnA pU. zaSya bhavasUri mahArAjanA hArdane pAmavA temanA caraNamAM ALeTI rahyA che. manaka ! A manaka ! tuM alpAyuSI nahi, tuM AyuSmAna kAraNa...tArUM AyuSya sayama ceAgya banyu sAdhanA sevAne ceAgya banyu tArA mAnava janma saphaLa thayA. pU. zayya`bhavari mahArAja eka mAtra manakanA ja eAchA pitA che? pAMcamA ArAnA aMta sudhInA samasta sAdhukuLanA e pitAmahe che samasta sAdhu mahAtmAnA jJAnadAtA gurU che.

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32 haiyAnA hIra nIceAvI jene vidyA ApavI che zuM tenI pAtratA nahi vicAravAnI ? AyuSmAna vizeSaNa dvArA kahI rahyA che. jinazAsananuM jJAna ciraMjIvIne Apavu', jethI jinazAsananI paraMparA avicchinna rahe. eka jyotiSI paNa nnatakanI kuMDaLIne jotAM sauthI pahelAM AyuSya sthAna kema jue che ? samasta phaLAdezane AdhAra AyuSya para che. jo jyotiSIne mana AyuSya prathama te jene jIvamAtranA, AtmAnA joSa jovAnA che jene jinazAsananI paraparAne avicchinna rAkhavI che, te AyuSyamAnane pasaMda nA kare e bane kharU` ? dIrghAyuSa bAda bIjA guNu vicAravAnA...AyuSya e ka... karma eTale deya. paNa saMyamInuM dIrghAyuSya eTale guNu. khuda guNI bane... nAnI bane...anaMtane guNI banAve anatane jJAnI banAva. AyuSyamAna vizeSaNa...hajI AgaLa prere che bhalA sAdhaka ! meM tArA mAnava AyuSyanA guNa gAyAM tethI samajaje. "mAnavanu AyuSya te. guNA dvArA meLavyuM che. bIjI gatinA AyuSyamAM guNAnI jarUra nathI, paNa mAnavanA AyuSyane meLavavA te keTalAM guNA meLavyAM te kayAre paNa bhUlatA nahi. " mAyA, prapaMca, phaMDa, kapaTa, iryAM, matsarane te tilAMjali ApI. saraLatA-udAratA-spaSTatA-sAtvikatAne te jIvanasaMgI anAvyA... leAbhane haTAvyeA... dAnarUci pragaTI ane bhale tuM sarvAMguNa sapanna na anya...paNa...jIvana maraNanA bhAge paNa tane prApta thayela guNAne madhyama bhAve rahyA. tyAre ja tu mAnava nyA. mAla, tArA A mAnava

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AyuSyane na biradAvuM ? guNa dvArA maLelAM mAnava AyuSyane navAju chuM. tethI sAthe ja tane sadaiva A guNe sAcavavA gupta salAha ApuM chuM. AyuSyarUpa guNanI prazaMsA dvArA tArI uttama jAti tArUM uttamakuLa tArA uttama saMskArane paNa protsAhana ApuM chuM. AyuSyamAna e te saMketa che. paNa sAce te tArA ucca guNonI anumodanA che. mAre tane siddhAMtanA rahasya ApavA che je tArI Atmika gyatA na hoya te tuM siddhAMtanA rahasyane pacAvI nahi zake "utsargamArgane upayoga bIjA alpa satvavALAne mATe karIza . apavAdane upayoga tArI sukamala vRttine poSavA karIza." tethI ja jJAna detAM pahelAM Atmika yogyatAne sUcaka AyuSyamAna zabda vAparyo che. zAstramAM AyuSyamAna zabdano artha caraNanI sevA karatAM evo paNa thAya chezAstramAM e hatuM paNa Ave che ke sahune AyuSyajIvana priya che eTale AyuSyamAna kahI ziSyane bolAvavA A asatyAmRSA che. jinazAsananA rahasya kadAca jJAnavaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamanA kAraNe sahelAIthI samajI zakIza...paNa..jinazAsananA parama rahasyone tyAre ja pacAvI zakAze...mohanIya karmane ucca pazama haze! zraddhAnI nirmaLatA haze. tethI ja AyuSyamAna ciraMjIvInA saMketa dvArA jJAnanA pAtra banavA pU. zayaMbhavasUri mahArAja prere che. e samasta sAdhukULanA pitAmaha ! kRpA kare ..dayA kare ..Ama ajJAnI para.. nirguNI para . nathI te zAstra samajyA nathI te zAstrakArone samajyA . basa, tamArA caraNanI Aza sadaiva rAkhI...IcachIe ApanA haiyAnA bhAva pramANe ame ciraMjIvI banIe. cira ..zAzvata akhaMDajinazAsananI avicchinna paraMparAne vahana karavA yogya supAtra banIe.

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8. uvasaMpajijarANuM viharAmi ne koI paNa vidyA, koI paNa zAstra, keI paNa sAdhanA, pustakamAM vAMcIne paNa karI zakAya che ja. tevuM kahenAra bhale game teTale namratAne dekhAva karate hoya paNa AMtarika rIte te mAnane ja dAsa che. jagata kahe che naguru keIna joIe jene guru nahi te keIne paNa guru nA banI zake. guru ziSyanI prathA eTale AdhyAtmikatAnI Apa le. guru vagaranA tIrthaMkara paramAtmA hoya je svayaM saMbuddha heya, bAkI alpajJAnI guru nA kare te kema cAle ? manaka ! mahAvate jAte samajAya nahi. jAte svIkArAya nahi mahAvratadhArI jJAnI guru zrI mukhya vratanA dAna kare che. tyAre ApaNA AdhyAtmika mArganA gakSemanI javAbadArI svIkArI le che. jIvana e te eka samarAMgaNa che. jyAM hajAre nahi balka lAkha samasyA khaDI thavAnI che. tyAM gurunA sahArA vagara ekaluM aTule tuM tArI tyAgabhAvanA-adhyAtmabhAvanAnuM rakSaNa kevI rIte karI zake ? uvasaMpajijarANuM viharAmi" nuM punaH punaH ciMtana kara. uvasaMpajijarANuM eTale gurunI samIpamAM mahAvrata svIkArIne huM

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35 vicaraNa karuM chuM mahAvratane svIkAra.... svIkAra svaccha ane mahecchAe heya. mahAvata kayAreya koIne parANe apAtA nathI. IcchA vagara apAtA nathI. AMtarika abhilASAe kaI vastu pratyenI saharSa saMmati jAhera karavI te svIkAra. gurunI samIpamAM eTale ApanA (gunA) jJAna tapa-tyAga-ane cAritranA pavitra vAtAvaraNamAM huM mahAvrata svIkAruM chuM. gurunI samIpamAM eTale ApanA (gunA) sayamapUta zrImukhe mahAvatane svIkAra karuM chuM guru samIpamAM eTale ApanI kRpAne pAtra banIne mahAvratano svIkAra karuM chuM. gurunI samIpamAM eTale ApanI ArSadRSTi vaDe mArA AtmAnI AdhyAtmika cikitsA karAvavA mahAvrata svIkAruM chuM. gurunI samIpamAM eTale ApanA jJAnanA prakAzamAM mArA AtmAnA ajJAna dUra thaze. evI zraddhAthI mahAvrata svIkAruM chuM. gurunI samIpamAM eTale paththarane paNa pArasa banAvanAra mahApuruSanI zubhAziva grahaNa karI mahAvrata svIkAruM chuM. gurunI samIpamAM eTale kaSAya sAme viSaya sAme satata laDAI calAvanAra senApatinA hAthe saMyamI sainika banatA vijayanuM tilaka karAvuM chuM. gurunI samIpamAM eTale sadA ApanA caraNa dAsa banI mahAvrata svIkAruM chuM.

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nathI jANate sajajana banavAnI prakriyA. nathI jANatA saMta banavAnI prakiyA, nathI jANate mahaMta banavAnI prakriyA ke, nathI jANatA bhagavaMta banavAnI prakriyA. paNa zraddhA che, vizvAsa che, AsthA che, ApanA zrIcaraNamAM tethI ApanA caraNe samarpita banI ApanA caraNane sevaka banI mahAvrata svIkAruM chuM. jema jhaverInI sAthe rahe ane tenuM ziSyatva svIkAre to te jhaverAtanI parakhamAM niSNAta banI zake che Apa mahAvrata dhArI che! adhyAtmamUrti che ! ApanA ziSyatvane svIkAryA vagara mArA vratanA pAlana kema thAya ? mahAvrata uccarAvavA dvArA gurudeva pitAmAM rahelI AdhyAtmika zaktine zaktipAta vinimaya zidhyamA kare che. ziSyanI badhI Asaktio gurunI zakti dvArA zuddha banI jAya che pavitra mahApuranA AtmAnA ojasa evA hoya che kALa ane karmanA dezo paNa harile che. kALa sukALa banI jAya che. karma dharmanuM sahAyakArI tatva banI jAya che. ziSyanI kupAtratA naSTa thaI jAya che. ane supAtratA pedA thAya che. - viSaya-kaSAya-vAsanA raMga rAga dvArA 5gu banela AtmA mahAtmAnA samIpe javAthI vairAgyanA kaThera patha para deDa mUkI zake che. guru sahAre guru kRpAe mahAvrata svIkAryA bAda ziSyamAM nirmamabhAva pedA thAya che. eTale grAma-nagara-vizva-nadI-pahADanA verAna

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37 mAge saMcaratA pariSaha upasargathI hAra nathI, thAka nathI, kaMTaka ane kaMkarane karma nirjarAmAM sahAyaka mAne che tethI sadaiva vihAra mAM majA anubhave che. guru kRpAe mahAvrata svIkAryA bAda nirmamabhAva pedA thAya che tethI snehI svajananA baMdhana tene mukta vihAramAM rokI zaktA nathI. guru kRpAe mahAvrata svIkAryo bAda ja vasudhaiva kuTuMbakama nI anupama bhAvanA pedA thAya che. eTale apratibaddha vihAramAM je je mahAnubhAvone samAgama thaye tenA pratye vAtsalyabhAva pedA thAya che. guru samIpe mahAvrata svIkAryA pachI ja anAsaktibhAva pragaTe che. eTale deza dezanI, ghara-gharanI gaucarImAM saMyamanI sAdhanA samajAya che. ane prasannabhAve viharaNa thAya che guru samIpe mahAvrata svIkAryA hovAnA kAraNe ja AdhyAtmika zaktinA pragaTI karaNa thAya che. eTale sahaja samabhAva. sahaja audArya sahaja aSAyabhAva pedA thAya che ane AtmAmAM viharaNa thAya che. guru samIpe mahAvrata svIkAryA hovAthI ja jagata tatvanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAya che tethI adbhuta madhyasthabhAva pedA thAya che ane AtmA AtmAmAM vicarato thAya che. guru samIpe mahAvrata svIkAranAramAMja nijAnaMdanI mastI pragaTe che eTale AtmabhAvanuM ciMtana thAya che ane siddhonI duniyAmAM viharaNa thAya che. viharaNa je mAtra viharaNa hoya ! tenA pUrve uvasaMpajijarANuM na hoya. vizvamAM viharatA aMtarathI guru sAmIpya na hoya te AtmA bhaTakate ja thaI jAya. anaMta saMsAranI aTavImAM kayAMya aTavAI jAya ane eTale ja jene A saMsAranI gahana zerImAM aTavAvuM na hoya tene viharaNa karavAnuM...paNuM. "uvasaMpajittA " "u5saMpadha" kaI paNa lUTI na jAya tevA sAMnidhyane prApta karIne.

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38 anaka! jene guru gautame mahAvatanA dAna sAthe kevaLajJAnanA kevA dAna karyA, teM paNa bhAgyavAna ! guru samIpe mahAvrata svIkAryA che. have viharAmi" nI uoSaNA kara. - gurudeva ! vidAya ! chellI vidAya ..siddhonI bhUmi para vihAra karuM chuM. manaka ! tuM paNa dhanya banIza ane tene vidAya ApI huM paNa dhanya banIza. je gurue ziSyanA hitArthe mahAvratanA uccAraNa karAvyA hoya te guru ziSyanI AdhyAtmika pragatithI keTalA khuza thAya ! temane AtmA keTale prasanna bane. jinazAsananuM cAritra advitIya ane cAritra grahaNanI paddhati paNa advitIya ane cAritranA pAlana paNa advitIya. viharAmi - huM vihAra karuM chuM A belatAM samasta saMsAranA samasta baMdhanene kSaNavAramAM tilAMjali... viharAmi huM mArga para prayANa prAraMbhuM chuM. vItarAganA mekSamArga para avirata - gati e mAruM prasthAna zarUM karuM chuM. viharAmi - jJAna darzana cAritra dvArA mArA AtmarAja nA bhavyamahelamAM majhAthI mahAluM chu. vihArAmi - zuddha adhyavasAya dvArA citta prasannatA rUpa nagaramAM sukhe saMcarUM chuM. pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja ame paNa gupAse mahAvrata svIkAryA che mahAtmA manake viharAmi siMhanAda karyo. amane paNa e viharAminA siMhanAda karavAnI zakita Ape.

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9. savvabhUamRbhUassa samma bhUyAI pAsao... eka dUdhamAla ArSadRSTA maharSi yuga-pAragAmI AcAryadeva bALakane kahI rahayA che.. vatsa! cAmaDAnI AMkhe duniyAnA darzana kare te camAra duniyAne jevA mATe cAmaDAnI AMkha apUrNa che dhULamAM kacare dekhe te gamAradhULamAM tenuM dekhe te senAra. (dhULa dheyo) bIjamAM vRkSa dekhe te mALI. pavana dvArA varSonA anumAna kare te tiSi. ane kaI dizAne pavana ane kevI varSo. e varSo dvArA lAbha ke alAbha e kahenAre ja sAce bhaviSyavettA... vatsa . bAla.. cAmaDAnI AMkhe duniyA nA dekha. karUNA nidhAna paramAtmAvIre duniyAne jovAnI eka daSTi ApI che. e daSTimAM eka anokhI pavitratA che kartavyapathanuM AhavAna che. preraNAmUrti pitA! hitazikSAdAtA gurU! mArI vAta sAMbhaLo... bAla che bhAre deha . paNa mAre AtmA abAla che. ApanI hitazikSAne anusarIza mane samajAva, paramAtmAnI paramakarUNa yukata dRSTi

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40 sAme jo koNa che ? kaMIka zuM che? deha kevA che ? tArA jevA ? tu` kevA ? zuM tuM vivekI mAnava ? hA ApanI kRpAe ja vivekI mAnava. e ziSya ! deha ane dehInA bheda samajanAra zuM tuM paNa bhUla kare ? jIvamAMthI ziva bananAra tArUM paNa gaNita AvuM kAcuM ? tAruM darzana apUrNa che. paramAtmAnuM darzana ane khu mane nA lalacAvA jaldI batAveA. pApIne pApI kahuM te duSTa. pApIne pApI nA kahetA saunA dilamAM kumaLI lAgaNIne jue te saMta-dehanA AvaraNane bhedI dehInA darzana... dehInA darzana dArA citta-zakitane pIchANu...AtmAnI tiAbhUta ana'tazakitane jo. e zakitanA tane dazana thAya tyAre tuM sAcA saMta. svAthI'ne mana mAruM te sAru....bIjAnu te kharAba... paNa... "" " kaMIka che eka deha che. paMcendriya che. nA. nA. avivekI pazune. huM vivekI mAnava. satane mana kharAba kANu ? karma' ke AbhA ? eaa svabhAva Atmazakitane avarAdha karavA te. AtmAnA svabhAva karyAM AvaraNa haTAvI zuddha svarUpamAM sthita thavAne te bannenA svarUpane varSo sudhI jene abhyAsa karyA che...ciMtana karyuM che manana karyuM che te kene kharAba ane kene sArU kahe ? tenI pAse javAba che padArthonA dharma vibhinna che. AtmA cetanA zakti, puddagala jaDa... basa...have sthira thA...A tArI dRSTine ja vistRta banAva .. hu AtmA, duniyAnA dareka jIva paNa AtmA. tArA AtmAmAM jevI IcchA, AzA abhilASA janme. tArAmAM jevI lAgaNo pedA thAya tevI ja jIvamAtramAM thAya... tane jema nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM paNa sukhadu khA anubhava thAya tevA ja sahune thAya. tArAmAM jevI

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41 AtmAmAMthI mahAtmA ane mahAtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavAnI zakita... tArAmAM jevA divyazakitanA srota evA divya srAta jIvamAtramAM pachI e jIva nigeda jevA sUkSma zarIramAM rahele che ke Indra jevA menA zarIramAM .. paramAtmAnI ddivyadRSTi che ke sava AtmAmAM tArA jevA divya AtmAnA darzana kara. tArA duHkha sukha mATe tu AkAza pAtALa eka kare che--tema prANImAtra mATe tuM kartavya rata khana pachI te vikasita. avikasita jAgRta cetanA . ajAgRta cetanA...mAnava...pazu . pApI puNyazALI duSTa.. saMta A badhA bheda bhUlI jA... visarI jA. pAmarAtmA potAnI chA pUrtimAM jagatanI RcchA pUrti samaje che. adhamAtmAe ja pAte sukhI thayA eTale duHkhI jagatanI upekSA karI zake che. alpa vicAravALA ja potAnA duHkhe sahune duHkhI karavA taiyAra thAya che. paramAtmAnI suMdara dRSTine pAmelA tA jagatanA tamAma AtmAmAM peAtAnA AtmAnuM tAdAsya sAdhe che, nAnIzI bhAkhanI pAMkha dubhAtA paNa sAdhaka peAtAnA cittamAM glAninu sa vedana anubhave che. paranA sukhadu:khane jANe svamAM ja pedA thatA sukha du.kha che tevuM savedana thAya tyAre ja kalAmayI dRSTi ane. tyAre ja dvivyadRSTi ane, tArI nityanoMdhanuM eka navuM pAtuM Alekha. sajIva mArA jevA .. 'samma` bhUyAI pAsa.' A ja divyagAna... A ja maMtra jIvananA zvAse zvAsamAM DIe... prANomAtramAM potAnA AtmAnA darzana jevA mArA jatana... jevA mArI pragatinA sANalA... tevA ja jIvamAtranA sAlA seve te ja sAcA dRSTA. A prabhu paramAtmAnI hitazikSA. bALaka manakane pU. rAyyabhavasUri mahArAja samajAvI rahayA che .. A sanAtana hitazikSA che... mAnavamAtranA nahi paNa prANImAtranA udhdhAraka ApaNane paNa e pUpurUSanA nAda saMbhaLAya ane ApaNe paNa AtmavatsabhUteSunA maMgalagIta ja nahi ma gala AcaraNa karavA zakitazALI banIe.

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10. je seya te samAyare... deha upara rAjya karavAnI paddhati alaga, dila upara rAjya karavAnI paddhatti alaga. dehanuM anuzAsana kare te gavALa- AtmAnuM anuzAsana kare te saMta- maharSioe kyAre ya sattA ane adhikArathI dharma sAmrAjyanI sthApanA karI nathI. tethI ja sAdhanA dvArA satya lAdhyA pachI paNa teo upadeza kare che, Adeza nathI karatAM. pU zayya bhavasUri mahArAja paNa eka siddha sAdhaka mahAtmA che hajAre sAdhaka lAkha ArAdhaka jemanA upadeza upara nyochAvara thayA che, te pUjya eka ATha varSanA bALakane mokSamArganI anupama sAdhanAnI prAthamika bhUmikA upara lAvI have kahe che, putra ! tuM bALaka che ..paNa siMhanuM bALaka che, zUrAno sapUta che paramAtmA mahAvIrane tu anuyAyI che, tane Adeza nahi, mAre to phakta tane mArgadarzana ApavAnuM. tArAmAM paNa eka ciMtana manana karavAnI zakti che, tuM anaMtane abhilASI-koIne doravA nA devAya! tArI jAte tArI rIte vicAra pachI Age kadama bhara... ja seya taM samAyarekTa

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43 tuM pApane paNa jANa puNyane paNa jANuM- tuM sAdhanA mArganA sahAyaka tatvane paNa jANu ane sAdhanA mArganA vighAtaka tattvane paNa jANatuM preyane paNa samaja ane heyane paNa samaja tu zreyane paNa samaja ane dhyeyane paNa vicAra ' heya.preya zreya ane dhyeya A ta ne samaja heya sAme te te kayAranI pITha karI dIdhI che. have tAre manema thana karavAnuM che preya ane zreyanI vacce preyane mAga suMdara che paNa e retIne pahADa che. basa tAre paga jyA bharAI gayo tyAM tuM paTakAye, zreyane mArga kaThina che, paththarane pahADa che, caDhatA pagamAM kAMkarA vAgaze-kayAreka lehI nIkaLaze. bhale e suMvALe mArga nathI paNa tAru rakSaNa avazya karaze. snehI-svajanamAM prema ApavAnI tAkAta che, paNa viganA dukhathI tane duHkhI thatAM rokavAnI tAkAta nathI, A preyano mArga... gujane ghelachAbharyo meha jagavatA nathI-hitasvIo moha karavAmAM mAnatA nathI, teo mohaka banavA mathatA nathI, paNa temanA vAtsalya. bharyA upadezamAM eka adbhuta tAkAta che, sabaMdhIone soga thavA detA nathI. saMga nahi te viyeganuM duHkha kayAMthI ? A zreyane mArga. manaka ! tuM prema ane zreyanA vivekane bhUlate nahi. prema ane zreyanI bhedarekhA ekavAra samajI jA. satya samajAya pachI tuM asatyanA mArge nahi cAle. kAraNa tuM mArU lehI che. meM paNa ekavAra preyanA mAge

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44 doTa mUkI hatI. paNa pU. paramopakArI gurUdevanA ziSyoe mArI sAme sAvadhAnIne ghaMTa vagADa. basa, tAraka gurUvaranA zabdae bhArI zreyamAge sAdhanA prerI. tethI ja e upadezanI madhurI vAta tArI samakSa huM raju karuM chuM. tuM satya-asatya, pApa-puNya, dhama-karmane samaja, pachI tene je zreya lAge te Acaraje. eka ATha varSanA bALakane samajI vicArI sAdhanAne prAraMbha karavAne te pachI bIjAne kevI rIte ? paramAtmA sarvAnA mArgamAM putre pitAnuM anukaraNa karavAnuM nathI. ziSya gurUnuM anukaraNa karavAnuM nathI. putrIe mAtAnA mArge deDavAnuM nathI! paNa zreyamArga samajI vicArI anusaraNa karavAnuM che. anukaraNa vAnaravRtti che. anusaraNa mAnavavRtti che. anukaraNamAM buddhi vagaranI nakala karavAnI che.. anusaraNamAM samajI vicArI zaraNAgati svIkAravAnI che. manaka! je zreya lAge te sArI rIte Acara. pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAjanuM nAnuM A vAkaya samasta sAdhakane ciMtana manana karavA aMge eka namra anurodha kare che. sAthe zreyamArge Age kadama bharavA prere che

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11. se hu nAhiI saMjamaM , vaidakazAstranA pAraMgAmI banavA jema vAta pitta kaphanA vikAro samajavA jarUrI che. je te na samajAya te reganA mULa jANuM na zakAya. roga nA samajAya te nidAna na thAya... ane nidAna na karI zake te vaida zAne ? gaNitazAstranA pAragAmI banavuM che. bIjagaNita aMkagaNita vigere aneka zAkhA prazAkhAo jANavI che. paNa... ekathI navanA aMkane zIkhavA nathI. te gaNitazAstranA rahasya maLe ? kaI paNa vidyA keIpaNa zAstra keIpaNa kAryamAM niSNAta banavA pahelAM tenA mULane samajavA joIe. mULa samajyA vagara DALIone pakaDavAthI zuM lAbha ? manaka! tAre mAtra saMyamanuM pAlana nathI karI javuM paNa saMyama dvArA zobhI uThavuM che. saMyamamaya banI javuM che... saMyama dvArA dhanya banavuM che... paNa. saMyamamaya banavuM saheluM nathI saMyamamaya banavA mATe khUba sAvadhAnI satata upaga ane tatparatAnI jarUra che. sUkSamatatvadRSTinI jarUra che. tuM saMyamanAM pAlana kevI rIte karIza ? sa yama kayAM rAkhavAno ? saMyama ke rAkhavAne ? saMyamanA prakAra keTalA? zuM pravRtti kare te saMyamamaya banAya? kayuM akartavya kare te saMyamane nAza... saMyamanI virAdhanA thAya ? e badhuM tAre jANavuM ja paDe ! suMThanA gAMgaDe gAMdhI nA banAya" paNa.... pRthvI paranI aneka vanaspationA nAma AvaDavAM joIe tenI jAti upajAtinI khabara paDavI joIe. pratyeka vanaspatinA paMcAMga khabara hoya te ja sAcA gAMdhI banAya. tema saMyamanA pAlana mATe mAtApitA choDayA. mAthuM muMDAvyuM, e muhapati lIdhA. paMjatA pramArjatA AvaDI gayuM teTalAthI tArI jAtane pUrNa mAnavAnuM sAhasa nA karate.

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48 karatAM yAre yu DarIza nahi. seAnAM rUpAM ghara kSetranI mamatA utaraze. AMkhane AMje tevu* rUpa kokIla kaTha jevA svara, vAravAra jovuM game tevA caherA' A badhuM dehanA dharma samajyA pachI tenA para paNa mamatva nahI' rahe. ajIvanA jJAna dvArA ja tu ajIva sayamanuM pAlana samajIza jema tuM jIva upara gusso nA kare tema vastra-pAtra-sthaLa upara paNa gussA nahi kare. anAdinA saMskAra che je vacce Ave tenA para badhe gussA DhAlavI devA. paNa achavatatvanA jJAna sAthe ajIva saMyama samajAze eTale tArA sAdhunA AtmA pokAraze mAre satra sarvAvasthAmAM sarva pratye samabhAvI rahevAnuM che. jIvanAM jatana karavAnA ane ajIvanA paNa jatana karavAnAM jIvane jJAna guNa vikasita karIza tA ajIva pudgaNa tatvAnA sahAyaka guNanA paNa vicAra karIza. eTale tene tArI sAdhanAnuM upakaraNa banAvIza. tuM jIvanu svarUpa jANe teA ja tane jinezvaranuM svarUpa samajAya. ane sayama dvArA tArA AtmAne paNa zivamaMgala banAvI zake ! manaka ! jIva ane ajIvanA jJAnathI tane samasta saMsAranI idra jALa samajAI tethI vairAgya mArga svIkAryAM lAgyA. ane mekSanA pavitra rAjamA para viharaNa karavA lAgyA jIva ane ajIvanA bheda jANatA hatA tethI ja tane sayamanAM mArge dorI zakyA. have tu... kharAkhara jIva ane ajIvanuM jJAna samajI le. te samajavAthI ja tu sayama samajI zakIza. seA hu nAhiI sajama" paramakRpALu pU. zayya'bhavasUri mahArAje dardI vaikAlikanA ja adhyayanamAM kamAla karI che. saiddhAntika dRSTie jIva ane avanu jJAna keTalu upayAgI che. ane te dvArA jIvana unnatinA eka eka saiApAna kevI rIte AreAhI zakAya che tenu rocaka varNana karyuM che. dhaNIvAra tA A padone svAdhyAya karatAM AtmAmAM spaMdana pedA thAya che...jANe ame paNa pragatipatha para caDI rahyA chIe ApanA AzIrvAda koika vAra tA avazya sAdhanAnI sASAna zreNI para AreANa karAvaze te bhAva lai punaH punaH svAdhyAyamAM lIna banIe.

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12. suhasAyagalsa jagata jyAre sukhanA pAchaLa ghelu banyuM che sukha pAchaLa dhama pachADA karI rahyuM che. svapnamAM paNa sukha zabda sAMbhaLe che. te ya AnaMdanI anubhUti kare che. tyAre eka nAnakaDAM bALakane pitA prabodhI rahayAM che. lADalA, sukhanA mA sAhAmaNA che . raLiyAmaNA che. tArI AMkho khuza thaI jaze, kAna Atura banI jaze, jIbha lapa lapa lapa karavA lAgaze. bhukhaDI bArasa jevI tArI pAMce Indriya tAphAna macAvI deze, mana mAjhA mUkI kalpanAnA tara MgA ramI eka AgavI sRSTi khaDI karI deze mAnavamAtranA zabdakozanA mahAmUlya jo koI zabda hAya to te eka ja che. ''sukha" jagatanA sarva jIvA sukhanI pAchaLa Asakata che. tenI pAchaLa tuM Asakata na bane e kaMI banavA jevI vAta che? paNa mAre tane suMvALA mArge nathI calAvavA. sukhanI sRSTi e satya che ke IMdrajALa che. te samajAvavuM che. tuM ja maneAmaMthana kare! satyadarzana haiyAmAMthI uddabhave che. m zuM sukha tArA jIvananuM ghaDatara karaze? zuM sukha tArI jIvanazaktione vikasita karaze ? zuM sukha tane sazakata banAvaze ? zuM sukha tane svAdhIna banAvaze ? zuM sukha tane saunA snehI rAkhaze?

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paramAtmAnuM prarUpeluM saMyama zreSTha che ane saMyamanuM pAlana paNa zreSTha che. ane saMyamamaya banI javuM te atizreSTha che jeTalI cIja mUlyavAna teTalA tenA jatana paNa jhAjherA ja karavAnA...ne ! saMyamana pAlana mATe jJAna khUba jarUrI che jJAna vagara saMyamanA pAlana mahAvideha kSetramAM paNa na thaI zake te bharatakSetramAM kayAMthI thaI zake ? Rju ane prANa 22 tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA sAdhuo paNa jJAna vagara saMyamanuM pAlana na samajI zake te paramAtmA mahAvIranA va ane jaDa sAdhuo jJAna vagara saMyamanI pAlanA kema samajI zake ? AMkha vagara jema dekhI na zakAya, kAna vagara sAMbhaLI na zakAya tema jJAna vagara saMyama samajI na zakAya te pAlana kayAMthI ? jema jIvana dhAraNa mATe prANa jarUrI che tema saMyama pAlana mATe jJAna jarUrI. bhayaMkara jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thavuM hoya paNa sAthe bhomiye na hoya te aravI pasAra na thaI zake. durakara saMyamanuM pAlana karavuM hoya te jJAna vagara thaI zake ? eka sa sArI ajJAnI hoya te cAle, paNa sAdhu ajJAnI hoya te cAle ? tenI sAdhanA jJAna vagara rabhe paDI jAya. sAdhu ajJAnI rahe te tenA saMyamanA pAlana, mahAvratanA rakSaNa tuTI paDe chavanamAM jeTalI AkhanI AvazyakatA tethIya adhika saMyamapAlanamAM jJAnanI AvazyakatA jJAna na hoya te sattara prakArano sayama kevI rIte jANe ? jJAna na hoya to saMyamanAM 70 bheda kevI rIte jANe ? jJAna na hoya te caraNasittarI ane karaNasittarInA bheda kevI rIte samajI zake ? jJAna na hoya to pUjya apUjyanA bheda kevI rIte jANI zake che jJAna na hoya te ArAdhanA virAdhanAnuM pRththakaraNa kevI rIte karI zake ? jJAna vinA saMyamavirAdhanA ane Atma virAdhanAnA rahasya kema samajI zake ? nAna vagara vItaraNa deva ane mithyAtvI devA bhedane kema jANI zakAya? bhalA saMyama pALavuM che te kammara kasI purUSArtha kara ane temAM paNa

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47 mahAtmA tAre jJAna sayamanA pAlana mATe joIe che te tAre keTale purUSA karavA paDe? vizvanI jJAna vijJAnanI aneka zAkhA aneka prazAkhAe nahi jANe teA kema cAlaze ? jIva ane jIvatuM jJa na haze tema ja tArUM gADuM AgaNa cAlaze kAraNa prabhu paramAtmAne sAdhu che tene jIva sayama ane ajIva sayama bannenuM pAlana karavAnu hAya che jIvanuM jJAna tene tArU' svarUpa samajAvaze. ajIvanuM jJAna tanesa sAranu svarUpa samajAvaze. jIvanu jJAna tane tArA janma jJAna karAvaze. tArA sthA. tArA rUpa aprIti-dveSa nahI kare. maraNa ane aneka ceAnienu joI kAi paNa jIva pratye tu ajIvanu jJAna tane pudgalanuM svarUpa samajAvaze ajIvanI samaja vistaratAM tane samajAze ke kayAka tuM varNa leAlupI banyA...te kyAMka tuM rasamAM Asakata banyA. eTale ja tu athaDAyA . phUTAyA ane janmamaraNanA cakramAM phasAyA, jIvanuM svarUpa jANyA bAda keAInA para tane dUSa nahi thAya...tA ajIvanuM svarUpa samajyA bAda kyAya rAga nahI thAya rAgadveSanA raudra rUpe jJAnIne nAna dvArA samajAya ane samajyA bAda sayama dvArA rAgadveSathI acAya jIva ajIvanu jJAna meAkSamahAlayamAM paheAMcADavA mATe sama khanI zake to saMyamamA keTalu` sahAyaka thAya ? te vicAra kara jIvatuM jJAna tane hisAthI bacAvaze hiMsAnA bheda samajIza te mAnasika hisA, vAcika hiMsA kAyika hiMsA-svarUpa hi sA--pariNAma hiMsA sva hisApara hisA samajAze sAthe ja hiMsAne uttejaka krodha, mAna, irSyA vera verAnukha dha-raudra pariNAma kaThAratA nirdayatA samajAze. sayamanA pAlana mATe A badhAne tyAga jarUrI che. mATe jIva sayamanuM pAlana karavuM che jIva sayamanA pAlana mATe paDilehaNA pramAnA yA karUNA, vAtsalya, madhurU' vacana ane nirmaLa adhyavasAyAne samajIza te AcarIza ne ? ajIvanuM jJAna tane khUba khUba dUra karaze. eTale ajIva sayamanA pAlana sahAyaka thaze. ne tArA rAgane mATe je jarUrI tyAga che te

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48 karatAM kyAre ya DarIza nahi. seAnAM rUpAM ghara kSetranI mamatA utaraze. AMkhane AMje tevuM rUpa kAkIla kaMTha jevA svara, vAravAra jovu game tevA 'caherA' A badhu dehanA dharma samajyA pachI tenA para paNa mamatva nahI' rahe. avanA jJAna dvArA ja tuM ajIva saMyamanuM pAlana samajIza jema tu' jIva upara gussA nA kare tema vastra-pAtra-sthaLa upara paNa gussA nahi kare. anAdinA saMskAra che je vacce Ave tenA para badhA gussA DhAlavI devA. paNa ajIvatatvanA jJAna sAthe ajIva sayama samajAze eTale tArA sAdhunA AtmA pokAraze- mAre satra sarvAvasthAmAM sa pratye samabhAvI rahevAnu che. jIvanAM jatana karavAnA ane ajIvanAM paNa jatana karavAnAM jIvane jJAna guNa vikasita karIza tA ajIva pudgaNutatvAnA sahAyaka guNanA paNa vicAra karIza. eTale tene tArI sAdhanAnuM upakaraNa banAvIza. tuM... jIvanuM svarUpa jANe teA ja tane jinezvaranuM svarUpa samajAya ane saMyama dvArA tArA AtmAne paNa zivamaMgala banAvI zake ! manaka / jIva ane achavanA jJAnathI tane samasta soMsAranI idra jALa samajAI tethI vairAgya mArga svIkAryuM lAgyA. ane meAkSanA pavitra rAjamArgo para viharaNa karavA lAgyA jIva ane achatranA bheda jANatA hatA tethI ja tane sayamanAM mAge. dorI zakayA. have tu.. barAbara jIva ane ajIvanuM jJAna samajI le. te samajavAthI ja tu saMyama samajI zakIza. seA hu nAhiI sajama paramakRpALu pU. za'bhavasUri mahArAje daza vaikAlikanA ja adhyayanamAM kamAla karI che. saiddhAntika dRSTie jIva ane ajIvanuM jJAna keTaluM upayogI che. ane te dvArA jIvana unnatinA eka eka sApAna kevI rIte A|hI zakAya che tenu rAcaka varNana karyuM che. dhaNIvAra tA A padone svAdhyAya karatAM AtmAmAM spaMdana pedA thAya che...jANe ame paNa pragatipatha para caDI rahyA chIe ApanA AzIrvAda kAika vAra teA avazya sAdhanAnI sASAna zreNI para ArAhaNa karAvaze te bhAva lai punaH punaH svAdhyAyamAM lIna anIe.

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12. sahasAyagalsa jagata jyAre sukhanA pAchaLa gheluM banyuM che sukha pAchaLa dhama pachADA karI rahyuM che. svapnamAM paNa sukha zabda sAMbhaLe che. te ya AnaMdanI anubhUti kare che. tyAre eka nAnakaDAM bALakane pitA prabodhI rahayAM che. lADalA, sukhane mArga sohAmaNe che.. raLiyAmaNo che. tArI AMkhe khuza thaI jaze, kAna Atura banI jaze, jIbha lapa lapa lapa karavA lAgaze. bhukhaDI bArasa jevI tArI pAMce Initya tophAna macAvI deze, mana mAjhA mUkI kalpanAnA taraMgo ramI eka AgavI sRSTi khaDI karI deze mAnavamAtranA zabdakozano mahAmUlya jo koI zabda hoya to te eka ja che. ""sukha" jagatanA sarva jIvo sukhanI pAchaLa Asakta che. tenI pAchaLa tuM Asakta na bane e kaMI banavA jevI vAta che? paNa mAre tane suMvALA mArge nathI calAva. sukhanI sRSTi e satya che ke IMdrajALa che. te samajAvavuM che. tuM ja mane maMthana kare satyadarzana haiyAmAMthI udbhave che. zuM sukha tArA jIvananuM ghaDatara karaze? zuM sukha tArI jIvanazakitaone vikasita karaze? zuM sukha tane sazakta banAvaze? zuM sukha tane svAdhIna banAvaze? zuM sukha tane saune snehI rAkhaze?

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paO zuM sukha tane kartavya patha para sthira rahevA deze? zuM sukha ane pitAne pragatinA paMthe prayANa karavA deze? zuM sukha tane sukhe jIvavA deze? chelle hajI eka prazna pUchI lauM. gabharAto nahi zuM sukha tane chello zvAsa levA deze, huM samajuM chuM, A praznAvalI tane kaDavI lAgaze... AkarI lAgaze. tAruM mukha prazna sAMbhaLI murajhAI jaze....paNa...nuM ravastha banI. zAMta mane vicAra kara, tane tArA hRdayane jAgato deva javAba Apaze. Aja sudhI sukhanI pAchaLa ghelA banI te mAMhyalAne muMjhavyo che. teno roha karyo che. have jarA kurasada kADha. eka vakhata mukata mane hasI le. saMsAranI badhI jhaMjhaTane dUra dUra phekI de. pachI zAMna prazAMta banI vicAra kara. bAla nArA sukhanI vyAkhyA? sAdhana teja sukhane ? sagavaDa teja sukhane? anukULatA teja sukhane ? sAdhana-sagavaDa ane anukULanA eja sukha hota te jagata sukha mATe phAMphA na mArata. bhAI. pAyAmAM ja pahelI bhUla kare che. AlpasanA mahADuMgarA para tAre ArohaNa karavuM che. ane taLeTIthI paga nA upADe te cAle? taLeTI choDe te ja zikharanA sapharanI majA mahANI zakAya. sukha samajyA vagara sukhanA phAMphA tane sukhI nahi banAve. bhayaMkara dukhasAgaramAM DubADI deze. tArI kalpanA tArA vAtAvaraNe tane sagavaDatA sAdhana ane anukULatAmAM sukhanI bhramaNA karAvI che. tethI jarA kAMIka manabhAva mujaba joyuM, ghelA thaI pAchaLa paDayo. pUra pATa doDa calAvI. jarA manamohaka AkarSaka padArtha maLyA. AMkhe izAre karyo. nAke sAtha Apyo. jIbha saLavaLI. ane hAtha . .

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51 mazInanI jema taiyAra thaI gayA. eka miniTa mATe lAgyuM huM sukhano betAja bAdazAha. mArA jevA bhegya padArtha konI pAse? sukhI sukhI sukhanuM bUmarANa karI jagatane gajAvI mukayuM. sau tane abhinaMdana ApavA Atura banI AvavA lAgyA. sau hasatA Ave che. paNa te te kAgAroLa karI mUkI che." marI gayo bApalIyA" bacAvo bacAve. asahya vedanA agaNita du:kha. bhayaMkara du:khI chuM .are bhAi. tame kema AvyA. mArA du:khIne jhuMpaDIe. tArA sukhanI bUmarANa sAbhaLIne doDI AvyA. tane abhinaMdana ApavA, tyAre huM paNa du:khanI bUmarANa kare che. sAcuM zuM? bhAI mane vadhAre nA bolAve. thAkI gayo chuM. nase nasa kheMcAya che. AMtaraDAM tUTe che. mAro zvAsa lUMTAya che. be TukaDAM jarA sArA khAvA malyAM meM sukhane anubhava karyo. paNa tyAM to e TukaDAe tenuM nagna svarUpe pragaTa karyuM. basa jUo mArI paristhita mane nA bolAvo. mArAthI mArA du:khanuM varNana thatuM nathI have to raDIne paNa AMsu khUTayAM. kaMI rIte vyakta karuM mArI dukhanI vedanA basa tame dUra bhAgo. ' meM sAdhanamAM sukha joyuM. meM sagavaDamAM sukhanA darzana kya. meM anukULatAne sukha mAnI lIdhuM tenI pAchaLa Asakta banyo. sukhanA lolupI evA mane tenI bhIMtaramAM rahela satya svarUpanAM darzana nA thayA. o manaka! sAMbhaLa, A eka ja vyakitanI eka ja kathanI. nAre AnAthI adhika vicAra karavAno che. sukhane lAlupI svArthI bane che. sukhane lupI irSALu bane che.

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pUra sukhanA lAlupIne krodha mAna mAyA lAbha bharakhI jAya che. bhUtanI jema vaLagI jAya che. sukhanA lAlupIne sattA adhikAra bhAna bhUlAve che. kartavya pathathI bhraSTa karI de che. pariNAme tenI ghaTamALa eka ja hoya che. AkAza pAtALa eka karI ISTane prApta karUM. aniSTane dura karUM. na maLe teA mArUM ke marU baLuM ke bALu... A bhayaMkara durbhAva tene dutimAM laI jAya che. sadgati dUra thAya che. manaka... meAkSane musAphara ! sayamanA upAsaka ! tuM sukha lAlupI nA banatA.. sukhanI Asakti tArI sadgatine rokI deze. tArI Atmika pragatine thaMbhAvI deze. tArI nedhapAthImAM AlekhI le. tArA hRdayapaTamAM kotarI le.. huM sAdhu ! huM mekSacAhaka mane mekSa bAdhaka...mukha svadutA nA joIe. sukhanI Asakita mane nA khape... jo huM sukha lAlupI banuM. prApta sukhAmAM paNa bhAna bhUlu tA mArA lalATe durgatinA lekha lakhAI jAya. sadgati mArAthI rIsAI ne bhAgI jAya. Atmazuddhi mAro satkAra karavA taiyAra che te dura sudura. thaI jAya. beTA manaka.. " sukhanA svAda eTale durgAtine Ama traNa" sAthe sukhanI Asakti dUra karavAnA bahAne tane meAkSanI najIka lai jAuM chuM e bhUlatA nahi. te sukhanA svAda cheDayo eTale sukhanA prabala sAdhana pradhAna sadgati tArA caraNamAM. sukha svAdanI jhaMkhanA tane kayAM laI jaze ? tArUM adha:patana keTaluM thaze. te meM samajAvyuM che. AtmavIra. have tuM tArI jAte vicAra. sukhanA svAda mANuM ke sAdhanAno svAda mANuM? sukhanA ""

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13 svAda duga iAthaze, sAdhanA siddhi Apaze. basa. sukhathI kozo dura bhAga. ane sAdhanA mArge haraNaphALa bhara. e pUrvadhara mahAtmA mahAtmA manane sukhane avagaNI sAdhanA mArge haraNaphALa bharI tyAre te cha mahinAnA alpa samayamAM samAdhinA zikhara sara karyA. amAre sukhanI vyAkuLatA choDavI che. samAdhimAM lInanA keLavavI che. Apa AzIrvAda ama sevaka jana upara . - - -

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13. asaMbha to jagatanA samasta mAnavIonI eka vAta che. jarUrI kAma che. kArya tvarita pUrNa karavuM che. have thobhavAno samaya nathI basa doDavA do ame doDayA ja karIzuM. nAnA bALakanI jema nahi paNa-nadInA ghoDA pUranI jema doDIzuM. vaNathaLe doDIzuM . zuM doDavAnI ja majhA mANazo. doDavAmAM ja lahAvo che ke thobhavAmAM? savAla javAbanI mAthAkUTa mATe Ubhe rahuM to mArI AgekUca baMdha thai jAya.... huM doDavAne TevAyelo chuM. jIMdagI alpa che, kAryanI vaNajhAra che. eka seMkaDa bagaDe to mArI jItanI bAjI hAramAM palaTAI jAya. savArathI UThuM chuM ne pelI ghaDIyALa DaMkA karI mArA sAme aTTahAsya kare che, huM paNa samayanI rAkSasI mAyAjALa sAme dAMta kacakacAvI - hAthanI muThThIo vALI kaMIka nizcaya karuM chuM. jaldI doDuM chuM. zauca - snAna patAvuM jarA moDuM thaze mATe bhAguM chuM. lAInamAM . mAro naMbara joI hasuM chuM. tyAM pAchaLavALAnuM budha hAsya mane kanaDe che. bhAI? naMbara lagAvyo. loTa kayA? AnaMda zokamAM palaTAI gayo.. jIta hAramAM pheravAI gaI. A eka saMsArInI kathA jevI mArI paNa eka vyathA che. mane samajAtuM nathI doDuM chatAM hAruM kema? mane samajAtuM nathI adhyayana karuM chatAM jJAna kema nahi? mane samajAtuM nathI kAma karuM chatAM bhakita kema nahi? mane samajAtuM nathI cAritra pALuM chatAM karmane kSaya kema nahi?

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papa mane samajAtuM nathI tapa karUM chatAM karmane tApa kema lAgato nathI? mane samajAtuM nathI vihAra karUM chatAM Atma viharaNakema thatuM nathI? mane samajAtuM nathI vinaya karUM chatAM gurukRpA kema maLatI nathI? mane samajAtuM nathI navakAra gaNuM chatAM namratA kema prApta thatI nathI? mane samajAtuM nathI guNInA samAgamamAM rahuM paNa guNanI suvAsa, kema maLatI nathI. mane samajAtuM nathI vitAnI sevA karUM chatAM ajJAna kema dUra thatuM nathI ! mane samajAtuM nathI vItarAgInI sevA karuM chatAM rAgadveSa dura kema. thatAM nathI.? A prazna samagra sAdhakonA ArAdhakanA che. ane bAlamuni manakanI manabhUmimAM paNa A bhayaMkara vikalpajALa pedA thaI zake te zrutakevalI pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja jANe che. jIva-ajIvanA tattvonA pAragAmI sAdhakanA mananI. bAlasAdhaka temAM paNa khudanA lADIlAnI vyathAnI kathA kema na jANe.? mahApaMthanA musAphara manaka... tArI hArane jItamAM palaTAvavA tAre lakSya rAkhavuM paDaze. eka vAtanuM pAkuM dhyAna rAkhavuM paDaze. . pitAjI ! mama jIvana ghaDavaiyA . mane Apo. divya guTikA hArane jItamAM palaTAvuM Apa kRpAe vijyanI varamALA pahere o.... sAdhaka adhIro na thA. tArA mArganA kaMTake ane gulAba baMne jANuM chuM. eka lAkha vAra tArA manane pUchI le "huM sAdhaka chuM ke nahi" "sAdhakano jIvanamaMtra asaMbhrAnta dazA"

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56 asaMbhrAnta dazA eTale satata jAgRta avasthA. asaMbhrAnta dazA eTale AtmAnI unnata avasthA. asaMbhrAnta dazA eTale anaMta prati amITagatie doDa mUkanAra asaMbhrAnta bana. bhrAnti bhrama ..tArA mArganA bhayaMkara vidana che. bhrAnta AtmA kartavyapathathI smuta thAya che. bhrAnta maMjhIle pahoMcI zakatA nathI. te pachI saMbhrAntanuM te pUchavuM zuM? saMbhrAnta pratyeka kriyAmAM svArtha tatpara bane che sAdhaka vArtha para bane che. tyAre sva - paranA rakSaka tAraka uddhAraka svamAM sImita banI jAya che. caudarAja leAkanA samasta jIvane vicAra karanAra peAtAnI paridha para ghUmavA lAge che. AtmAnI sAdhanA bhUlI dehanI sAdhanAmAM lIna bane che. sAMbhaLa--dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLa. AhAra dehanI jarUriyAta e vizvanI vAta. sAdhakane mana AhAra eTale meAkSasAdhaka dehanuM mAtra sAdhana. sAdhaka sAdhana paNa sAdhanAthI meLave tenuM sAvadhAnIthI rakSaNa kare. AkAra jevI dehanI jarUriyAta mATe paNa deha bhAva bhUlI javAnA. mekSanA bhAva mukhya rAkhavAne eTale ja asaMbhrAnta banavAnuM. asaMbhrAntane hu pahelA pahoMcu tevA bhAva pedA na thAya. asaMbhrAntane " mane maLaze niha tevA dInabhAva pedA na thAya asaMbhrAntane paga mUkatAM pahelA iryAsamiti yAda Ave. tethI jIvadayAnA khyAla rahe. "" asaMbhrAntane beAlatAM pahelAM bhASAsitine khyAla Ave tethI tenAthI pApamaya dila du.khahara sarvajJanI AjJA virUddha vacana kayAre paNa na bAlAya. arAMbhrAntane gaucarI jatAM pahelAM guru AjJA guru kRpA yAda Ave. eTale bAle icchAkAraNa--saMdisaha bhagavana.

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57 asaMbhrAntane AhAra letAM pahelAM eSaNA samiti yAda Ave eTale sAdhu jIvananA kalpyA kalpsanA aneka niyama - upaniyame - lAbha--nukazAna vigere yAda Ave. asaMbhrAntane AhAra vAparatAM pahelA gurunI bhakti yAda Ave eTale gurubhakita dvrArA bAla -- vRddha glAna tapasvInI sevAnI sAdhanA thAya. asaMbhrAntane AhAra vAparatAM pahelA meAkSamArganI sAdhanA yAda Ave ---- tethI maharSi nI yAde AMkha AMsuthI bharAya. asaMbhrAntane AhAra vAparatAM aNAhArI vItarAganI yAda Ave kuragaDu muninI yAde hAthamAM kALiyA ane mana muktimAM pahoMce. mataka... tAre jIdagI jItavI che. te! jIMdagI jItavAnI jaDIbuTTI laI le. asaMbhrAnta thA. asaMbhrAnta banIza eTale tArA zabdakozamAMthI hAra. parAjaya. nApAsa. nirAza. bhUla zabdo adRzya thaze. sAdhanAnuM uttuMga zikhara sara karavA beTA asaMbhrAnta thA. siddhi tArA caraNa cUmaze. asaMbhrAnta dazA eTale jAgRta sAdhaka dazA. pratyeka kriyA. pratyeka pravRttimAM jinAjJA mujaba ja cAlanAra jinAjJA najara sAme rAkhI, meAkSanuM lakSya rAkhI sAdhanA mArgamAM sthira thavuM te asabhrAntatA. 38

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14. aNuvyio "sAluM ! zuM karUM gamatuM nathI. A te kaMI jIMdagI che. kaMTALe Ave che" bhautikayugano koi bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara abhizApa hoya te Aja che. vicAra hato DokaTara thavuM paNa DokaTara kahe amArI jIMdagImAM bhUlathI paNa paga mUkazo nahi. chAzavAre navI davA. navA roga. ane dadIne joIe tarata ArAma. amane joIe sevAne nAme mevA. ame roga nathI jotAM. rogI nathI jotAM. davA nathI jotAM. pathya nathI jotAM. phakta joIe chIe saMpatti ane sagavaDa. paNa koinA ni:sAsAthI maLelI saMpatti ane sagavaDa amane bharakhI khAya che. have e badhAMthI kaMTALyA chIe. paNa kayAM jaIe? nA. nA. DokaTara nahIM thatAM UMghanI goLI paNa amane UMgha ApatI nathI. DekaTaranI jIMdagIne have salAmI karI. have thayuM ke vepArI banuM te kevuM sAruM? paNa A zuM? vepArI mahAjana prabhAtanAM maMgaLa samaye paNa kANa mAMDIne beThAM che. vartamAna patra vAMcyuM bajeTa jAyuM kAyadAnI bhayaMkara jALa joI nAhI nAMkhyuM. jIMdagImAM kamAyA te badhuM TekSamAM khalAsa. hAya A na meLavyuM hota to sAruM upAdhi ja na hota. vepArInI paravazatA joI thayuM cAla pradhAna banuM pahoMcI gayo tyAM. "pradhAnane maLavuM che." Aje teno muDa AuTa che. kAraNa?

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59 are badhAnAM kAraNa kahevAtAM haze ? manadAna vakhate vacana Apa. vAnAM hAya... pALavAnA hoya.. sevA sAdAInI vAna karavAnI paNa saMtatinI ciMtA karavAnI ke nahi ? amArI satatie sAnA jore jAheramAM chabaraDA karyo have sattAnI A traNapAyAnI khurazInAM dharatIkaMpanI AgAhI thaI cUkI che. bImArInAM DhoMge jIvavA do. nAnA bALaka jema dahUdA kare tema me paNa mArI sRSTimAM uthala pAthala karI. ni ya karyo. basa have te zikSaka banIza kazI jhaMjhaTa nahi eya ! UbhA rahe amArI jIMdagI khUba jokhamamAM che. bALa cheDanA ghaDavaiyA. saMskAra dAtA ame vidyAnA dAna nathI karatAM vecANa karIe chIe. tethI amArI vidyAnA paNa kALAbajAra thAya che. guMDA jevA vidyArthIne pAsa karI sAcA vidyArthIne nApAsa karI ame Adarza zikSaka banyA sasvatI amArAthI rUsaNAM laI rahI che sukhanI lAlasA chUTatI nathI sarasvatInuM apamAna khamAtuM nathI. ame paNa udRvigna chIe. jagatamAM jyAre cAre bAju Asakita nirAzA jhaMkhanAo mAnava mAtrane mukhyaudvigna karI dIdhA che. jagatanA betAja bAdazAha sTelIna joyA. paNa. udvignatAnI bhaThThImAM zekAya che. tyAre. sadaiva. zAMta prasanna abhayabhAvamAM rAcatAM pU. zaSyabhavasUri mahArAja dUdhamala bAlaka manakane kahe che. e sAdhaka ! enudgigna thA eka myAnamAM jema be talavAra na rahe tema sAdhanA sAthe udvignatA na rahe. tuM udvignatAne kha MkherI nAMkha. sAdhanA mAnI sAthe tene bhayaMkara zatrutA che. 'udvignatA kaTALA kone Ave te jANe che ? * prabhA ! prakAze... mArA mArganA adherA ulecA, sAMbhaLa.

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kaMTALo tene Ave jene pitAnA mArganI mAhitI na hoya. kaMTALo tene Ave jene potAno mArga nirasa lAge. kaMTALo tene Ave je ApattinuM sAcuM svarUpa na jANato heya. kaMTALo tene Ave jene rAtrinA aMdhakAra pachI maMgala prabhAta thavAnuM che tenI khabara nathI. pRthvImAM bIja daTAya nahi to bIja vRkSanI bhavyatA pAmI zake? patthara TAMkaNA na sahana kare te manahara mUrti banI zake? pAyAno paththara banI jamInamAM daTAya nahi to uttuMga zikharanAM darzana zakya bane ? be taTanI maryAdAmAM saritA na vahe to pavitra pAvanI lokamAtA banI zake? kacaro-motI ke chIpalA je Ave tene samAve nahi te samudra ratnAkara banI zake? garbhanI pIDA strI sahana na kare to mAtRtvane maMgala AnaMda mANI zake? jIvananuM kayuM kSetra che ke jyAM vedanA vagara sukha che? sAdhaka ! tuM to sAdhanA upAsaka ! teM to dIkSAnA divase maMtra uccAryo che ke anudavigna thaiza. anudavigna eTale? sukha mATe dharmathI pIche haTha nahi karanAra, anudavigna eTale kartavyathI pIche haTha nahi karanAro. anudavigna eTale du:khathI karI kartavyathI bhAganAze nahi. sAdhaka eTale ThaMDI yA garamI paDe anukULatA maLe yA pratikULatA maLe mAna maLe yA apamAnA maLe paNa e badhAne ghoLIne pI janAro tethI ja anudavigna sAtvikalAmAM siMhathI paNa adhika parAkramI banI du:khanI sAthe laDI le. sukhanI Asakti tene mUMjhave nahi. tene bhaya bhUlAve nahi.

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gusso gulAMTa khavarAve nahi. sAdhaka pAse karmasattA ane dharmasattA banenI mAhitI che. te baMnenI zakita jANe tethI karmavijayI bane to paNa gabharAya nahi. kAraNa. te jANe che. eka divasa sonAno sUraja ugavAno che. tuM vItarAganA darzAvelA mArge cAle che. te tane siddhine saMzaya rahe ja nahIM, jo tane siddhino saMzaya na thAya te tArI siddhi nizcita che! tArI siddhi nizcita che tethI tuM AnaMdamAM rahevo ja joIe? udgavignatA niSphaLane heya. udvignatA saphaLatAnAM phakadhArIne hoya. uddavignatA ni:sahAya ane noMdhArAne heya. paNa tArA jevA sAdhakane uddhavignatA zAnI hoya? udRvignatA eTale kheda, A kheda ja ArAyelI ArAdhanAne cheda kare che. A khedane tuM dUra sudUra phagAvI de! sAdhaka, nuM anudavigna bana. tArA vijyanA maMgaLagIto tane rAMbhaLAvA. lAgaze.

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99 "15. "jaI me aNagraha kajAtio ghaNA evA kAryo che je sajajana ane durjana baMnene karavA paDe che. pravRtti parathI mAnavInuM mUlyAMkana na karAya. vRtti parathI mAnavInuM mUlyAMkana na thAya. bAlakane mA paNa mAre ane zerInI krodhI strI paNa mAre. eka bALakanA hita mATe mAre ane eka bALakanuM tophAna sahana na karI -zake mATe mAre. paisA ApavA mAtrathI dAna na kahevAya. eka sArA kAryamAM dhaNI vyaktioe paisA lakhAvyA - ghare gayA pachI saunI rajUAta judI. Aje te mAryA ThAra. badhAnI vacce hatA lakhAvavA paDayA. A vAta koipaNa karatuM hoya paNa te mammaNazeThane bhAI samajavo. Aje te paisA lakhAvIne Avyo, badhAnI vacce vaTa rahI gayo. A vAta koipaNa karatuM hoya to te dAnI nahi mAnano dAsa jANavo. Aje paisA to lakhAvyA paNa nAma to jIMdagInuM thaI gayuM. A vAta kIrtinA premInI. Ajano divasa dhanya; dhAryuM na hatu paNa uttama lAbha male. A uddagAra koI hArdika dAnavIranA. pravRtti game teTalI mahAna karaze tethI mahAnatAnA zikhara sara nahi thAya. pravRtti sAmAnya hoya paNa tenI pAchaLa haiyAnI hArdika umadA vRtti poSAtI hoya te te pravRtti mahAnatAnA zikhara sara karavA eka Daga to AgaLa calAvaze ja. -

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manaka! tuM mAro putra nathI, paramAtmA mahAvIra putra. mahAtmA nArI pravRtti ja nahIM tArI vRtti paNa mahAna. tArA vrata paNa mahAna. tArI AcaraNA paNa mahAna. gurU caraNe tAruM samarpaNa anekhuM ane tenA siddhAMta paNa advitIya - tArI bhASA paNa ucca prabhunA zAsananA sAdhunA mukhamAthI je bhASA nIkaLe tenA uparathI khabara paDe. A vAta vAtsalya jhaMkhatA ziya sAthenI che mahAbhAga ! tuM puNyazALI bAhya ummaramAM prabhunA zAsanane pAmyo - zAstrajJAna meLavI rahyo che. mokSa meLavavAnI abhilASAthI zuddha cAritranuM pAlana karIza cAritra pAlana mATe mAdhurI vRtti - gaucarI khUba jarUrI che. gocarI levA jaIza tyAre paNa dharmalAbha. gaucarI malI ke nA malI te paNa dharmalAbha gaucarI lAvyo paNa dharmanA lAbha mATe. gaucarI vAparIza paNa dharmanA lAbha mATe. have gaucarI lAvyA bAda muni bhaktine bhUla? gagarI dvArA munine dehane jIbhane kayAM khuza karavA che? ane gocarI dvArA tene taravuM che. tethI peTapUjA pahelA pUjyapUjA yAda Ave. pUjyanI pUjA temane sAruM lAge- temane jarUra che mATe karavAnI? nA, nA, koIne ya khuza karavA nahIM potAno AtmA prasannatAnI khuzIthI bharAI jAya mATe ja karavAnI che. koInI jarUriyAta pUrNa kare te sahAyaka pUjayonI pUjA ArAdhanA dvArA bharavA mAge te ziSya. manaka! tAruM kuLa sAdhukULa che. vinaya e tAro sarvazreSTha guNa che. nArA zabdo evA hovA joIe jemAM tArA haiyAnA umadA bhAvo vyakata thatA hoya. gurU sAthe vAta karatAM zabdanA sAriyA nathI pUravAnA, ApaNe sAhityakAra chIe mATe ucca bhASA nahi balavAnI. bhASA zAstranA niSNAta chIe mATe vyAkaraNazAsaeNnA niyama purassara bhASA

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64 nahi bAlavAnI, mArA gurU tIrthaMkara sadaza che. jemakevaLajJAna bAda tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ekalA na heAya tema mArA gurU paNa meTA samudAyathI parivarelA che. je huM vinayapUrvaka namratApUrvataka zAMta thaIne kAmaLa svare bAlIza to mAruM joI sau te rIte beAlatAM zIkhaze. huM A niyamanA bhaMga karuM to badhAne avinaya-uddhatAI zIkhavADavAnuM jANe ajANe mane pApa lAge. jema ApaNe odhA muhapatti sAthe rAkhIe chIe te ApaNAM pachI dIkSita paNa ApaNuM anukaraNa kare che. jema bhASAnA--vinaya--viveka namratAnA mArA niyamane anukaraNa karavAnA che. mArI pravRtti mArAthI laghudIkSitane anukaraNIya banI jAya che. sArI bAbatamAM mArAthI nAnA mArA ziSya ane ke nahi paNa avaguNanI bAbatamAM tA mArA ja ziSya banavAnA che. mArA gurUe prabhu ane gautamasvAmInA mArA gurUe gautamaravAmI ane kezIkumAranA AlApa-- salApa samajAvyo che. A badhA zubhabhAvA hradayamAM puna: puna: smaraNa karI gurudeva sAthe bAlAya. gaucarI laI AvyA che. kSudhA vedanIya dUra karavAnI bhAvanA che. paNa tuM mumukSu! tu hitakAmI ! tuM lAbhacAhaka ! gaucarI vAparatAM pahelAM pUjayAne AhAra mATe nimaMtraNa Ape. (" jaI meM aNuggahaM kuMjajA sAhu hujAmi tArio. ") je mArI para kRpA karazeA tA huM mAnIza mane saMsAra sAgarathI tArI dIdhA. keTalI nAnI kriyA paNa kevI umadA bhAvanA. zabdo nathI paNa tenI aMdara haiyAne harSa pragaTita thaI rahyo che. prabhu ! prabhu ! meM anaMta bhava bhramaNa karyA che. jIbhane AdhIna banI khAvA mATe me aneka pApa karyA che. Ape kRpA na karI hota te! huM karyAMthI sAdhu banata ? sAdhu banyA vagara 42 deSa rahita nirdoSa gaucarInA vidhi karyAMthI samata ? nirdoSa gaucarI lAvyA bAda gurU bhagavaMtanA lAbha...mane sAthe ApanI maherabAnI--kRpA hoya te ja anyathA kayAre paNa nahi.

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65 gurU gautamasvAmI dhanya hatA. 50 hajAra ziSyanA gurU paNa prabhu mahAvIrasvAmInI gaucarInA lAbha paNa vinayapUrvaka le. ApanuM puNya prabaLa. ApanI sevAmAM aneka sevAbhAvI ziSyo. mAro naMbara ja kayAMthI lAge? prathama cAritramohanIya kSayaparzama. bAda piMDepaNA adhyayana samajavA jJAnAvaraNIya karmane kSayopazama, gaucarI jatAM mukhya yAcanA paripatano vijaya. caya pariSahano vijaya. lAbhAMtarAya karmane kSayopazama hoya tyAre gaucarInI prApti ane tyArabAda ApanI kRpA. mAruM saubhAgyanAmakarma joradAra hoya to thAya? prabhu mane gaucarI dvArA lAbha Ape to paNa huM dhanya banI jAuM. gurUkRpA dvArA ja mokSanI prApti thAya. Apa AhAra karo to deha svastha rahe. jJAnadhyAnamAM pravRtti thAya ane te dvArA jJAna meLavI huM paNa ApanI kRpAe apramattabhAva zukaladhyAna ane kSapakazroNI dvArA mukta banu. A to anaMtajJAnInuM anupama zAsana. gurUkRpA dvArA gaucarIne lAbha maLe to paNa zIdha mekSa. gaucarInA lAbhamAM jo gurUkRpAnI jarUriyAta to mahAvratanA pAlanamAM-jhaMjhAvatabharyA jIvanamAM gurUkRpAnI keTalI jarUriyAta? bhagavAna ! karagarIne -laLIlaLIne vinavIne eka ja kahuM chuM. me aNugaI" mArA para kRpA karo. ApanI kRpA dArA ja huM sAdhujIvanano pAra pAmI zakIza. mahAtmA manaka! gurUkRpAnA pAtra hatA. tyAre temanA mATe dazavaikAlikanI racanA thaI. ame ApanI kRpAnA pratApe dazarvekAlika samajanAra banIe. ane tenA vidhi-niSedha mujaba jIvana vItAvanAra banIe eTalI nAnI kRpA to kare. rakhe mArI upekSA karatA.

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16. sudhAjIvI mudhAdAyI che. eka sabhAmAM vakatA jorazorathI zrotAonI prazaMsA karatA hatA. naTastha nirIkSakane thayuM...dhanya vaktA ! keTalA suMdara zrotA maLyA che. sabhA pUrNa thaI. hasI hasIne zrotAnI prazaMsA karanAra vaktA barADA pADI bolAvA lAgyA. bekAra AdamI cho ! pahelAM keTaluM mAna ApatAM hatAM? taTastha nirIkSakane thayuM lAva jhaghaDo patAvuM zretA pAse gayA. kahyuM vidAna sAthe sabhya vartana rAkhe. Ama kema upekSA kare che? zrotA * upekSA na karIe to zuM karIe? temanA peTa ane paTArA paNa bharIe..! ghaNAM vaktA maLe che. javA do.emanuM mAM paNa jovuM nathI. tyAMthI gayA vaktA pAse. tame te vidvAna cho zAMti rAkho." vidvAna : vidvAna chuM eTale ja phasAyo. vyApArI hota te na phasAta ahIM lAvavo hato tyAre sAkara jevA ane have lAgyA kavA? taTastha : paNa tame ghaDIkamAM kema kaDavA thayA? samajyA vagara prazaMsA karatAM hatAM ? vidvAna aMte vidvAna che. sahasA mukhamAMthI zabdo nIkaLI paDayA...garaja bicArI bApaDI huM niMdAyo te to dIka! paNa mArI sarasvatInuM paNa meM lobhamAM AvIne apamAna karAvyuM. jagatanA samasta ajJAnI svAthI mAnavonI mIThAza koIka svArtha mATe ja hoya che. zAntanuM jevA mahAmaMtrI paNa gurune "zAntanuvihAra [no khUNe khUNo batAvI thAke che. samasta pATaNa je zAnanuM vihAranI

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67. prazaMsA kare che. te zAntanuM vihAranA bhavya mahAlayane pAnathI aTArI sudhI joIne paNa mahAna sUrIzvara tathA temanA tyAgo ziSya mauna che. maMtrIzvara zAntanune A mauna vasamuM lAgyuM. gurUcaraNe hAtha joDIne karagare che. gurUdeva ! kaMIka te prakAzo! - AcArya bhagavaMta gaMbhIratAnA sAgara che. temane to mauna drArA ja je kahevAnuM che te kahI dIdhuM che paNa. duniyAnA bIna anubhavI zAstramAM ja DUbelA bAlamunithI nA rahevAyu. maMtrIzvara ! aDhAra pApasthAnakanA nava koTi paccakakhANa karanAra tyAgI mahAtmA AAvasthAnanI anumodanA karaze te pRthvI rasAtaLamAM jaze ! samudra maryAdA mUkaze ! tyAgInI pAse prazaMsA karAvavI hoya to pApanI vRddhi karanAra AzravanA sthAnane savaranA sthAnamAM. karmanirjarAnA sthAnamAM pheravI do. mArAmAMthI saunuM banAvI do. ravamAMthI sarvanuM banAvI do. gurUdeva! gurudeva! mArI bhUla mApha karo. prazaMsAnA nazAe mane bhAna bhUlAvyo. ApanA pAvana pagale have 'zAtanu vihAra" samasta pATaNavAsIo mATe pauSadhazALA bane che. yAgInA vacanamAM paNa rAgaddapane sthAna na hoya te tyAgInA jIvanamAM kema hoya? pU. gurUdeva zayyabhavasUri mahArAja bAlamuni manakane saMyamI jIvananA marma samajAve che. bAla sAdhu! mudhAjIvI banaje ! sAdhune mana jIvana e paNa AyuSyakarmanI sajA che. sAdhune mana maraNa e paNa mekSanI majhA che. jIvana eTale devuM cUkavavAnuM che. =

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sAdhu eTale sajajana ziromaNi. kanuM devuM cUkavatA kAyaratA na anubhave. maraNaprApta thatAM glAni na anubhave. jIvana ane maraNamAM samAna zatru ane mitramAM samAna seAnA ane mATImAM samAna bhava ane mekSamAM samAna eTale mudhAvI jIvanamAM Asakita nahi...maraNamAM glAni nahi .. rAgamAM rakatatA nahi dveSamAM dInatA nahi. mudhAjIvI zeAdhe mudhAdAyIne sAdhutAne kAraNe pAtratAthI prerAIne dAna kare te mudhAdAyI. svajana che, snehI che, saMbaMdhI che, jJAti baMdhu che, dezabaMdhu che, upakArI che, kayAreka kAma lAgaze, davA batAvaze. duA Apaze, samA jamAM kIrti vadhaze, paralAka sudharaze, AvI koI paNa kAmanA...jhaMkhanA vagara satpAtramAM dharmAMthI prerAIne dAna Ape te mudhAdAtA. pAtramAM dAna ApavuM te mAruM kartavya che Aja vicAre te mudhAdAtA... dehane mATe'nahi, dehanA saMbadhI mATe nahi, rAga mATe nahi rAgI mATe nahi...Arogya vadhe te mATe nahi, anArogya dUra thAya te mATe nahi. phakta sAdhutAnA pAlana mATe je AhAra grahaNa thAya. te mudhAlabdha. mudhAjIvIne mudhAdAtA sAthe mudhAlabdha A traNene yAga maLe tA... samyaga darzana.. samyaga cAritrane triveNI saMgama thAya te jema meAkSa...deva----gurU dharma maLe to jema satpaMtha prApti...dhyAtA dhyeya ane dhyAna maLe te jema abheda. .tema mudhAjIvI...mudhAdAtA ..ane mudhAlabdha maLe tA sAdhakanI sahaja siddhi thAya che.. -

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manaka! paMcamaA viSama che. huM ane mArAnI pUjAmAM mahArathIo paNa bhUlavAnA te pachI bALaka tAre keTaluM sAvadhAna banavAnuM? jANe-ajANe jAtinuM gumAna savAra na thaI jAya. jANe ajANe dezanuM abhimAna jora na jamAvI de.. jANe...ajANe upakAranuM bhUta tane nA satAvI de . saritAnI jema phakata vahetA zIkha. koI pANI pIe che ke nahi? te vicArIza nahi. jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thavAthI zuM lAbha te paNa vicArIza nahi. basa... avirata vahayA karavAnuM. jagatanA koI naphA nukazAnanA vicAramAM rakhe aTavate! e te bhavanI bhUlAmaNI che. jinavacana mujaba jinAjJA mujabanuM tArI mastImAM mahAlyA kara. sUryanI jema vaNathaMbhI gatie tArI ArAdhanAmAM masta bana. duniyAnI prazaMsA kIrti-mAna sanmAna e te badhAM sAMkaDI galInA kolAhala che. tuM te mahAvratanA dhorImArgano mahAlanAro. tane Asakti- prema anAsaktine. tArI sahacarI udAsInatA tArI prApti nijanI matI. mudhAjIvIno AnaMda duniyAnA koi sattAdhIza koI samrATa keI camarabaMdhIne maLato nathI. kAraNa temane maraNano bhaya korI khAya che. mudhAjIvInI mastI koI anerI che. tenI mastI tene devAdhidevanI samIpa laI jAya che. o gurUdeva ! bALaka manaka duniyAnI samasta upAdhi choDI mudhAjIvI banI zake to huM kema nA banI zakuM? paNa ekvAra manaka jevo kRpA kaTAkSa mArI para phelAvo. dayA karo. ApanI dayA mane mudhajIvI banAvaze.

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17. kAle kAlaM samAyare temAM jagatamAM keTalAya madamarata mAnavo che teo kahe che amArI jIMdagInA ane adhikArI chIe. ame mAlika chIe. ame amArI rIte jIvavA svataMtra chIe na joIe samayanA baMdhana. na joie svAmInA baMdhana. mana thAya tyAre suvAnuM, ane mana thAya tyAre UThavAnuM. mana thAya tyAre bolavAnuM. ane mana thAya tyAre khAvAnuM. sAce AvI vRttine mAnava dehathI mAnava che. paNa svabhAvathI to pazu paMkhIthI ja galI jAnavarathI paNa adhika kharAba che. pazupaMkhI paNa prakRtinA niyamane anusare che. arUNodaya bAda ja vRkSa para thI UDe. sUryAsata thatAM vRkSa para pAchAM AvI jAya che, gAyanAM dhaNanAM dhaNa sAMja paDaze ane sImamAMthI gAma tarapha pAchA vaLaze. pALelo kUtaro paNa bhojananA samaye khAya. ane niyamita samaye bahAra jaIne nihAra kare manaka! tuM laukika sAdhu rAMnyAsI. jogI ke tApasa nathI. paNa tuM paramAtmA tIrthaMkarano lokottara sAdhu che. sAdhu eTale kAle kAle samAya che je samaye je kriyA karavAnI hoya te kriyAnuM te samaye samAcaraNa kare. sAdhu koI paNa kriyA aniyamita na kare game tyAre na kare. jinezvara bhagavate prarUpelI kiyAo. tenA samaye ja karAya. samaya ulaMghIne karIe to depa lAge. ApaNA mahApuruSe yovya samaye

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71 daya ane sUryAstanA paNa mArA prabhune mArA prabhane kriyA karavA yogya samaye ArAdhanA karavA jhajhumyA che. tenI tane khabara che? samasta duniyAne visArI jinAjJAnA pAlana khAtara je samaye je kriyA karavAnI hoya te samaye te karIne ja rahyA che. ApaNe tenuM gaurava laIe chIe. te chatAM ya ApaNane ApaNI kriyAne samaya ullAMghAI jAya te dilamAM darda thatuM nathI ? manaka ! kadAca vAdaLAnAM kAraNe niyamita samaye sUryodaya ane sUryAstanA darzana na paNa thAya. paNa mArA prabhune sAdhu eTale jagatano TAvara.... mArA prabhune sAdhu eTale jagatane samaya batAvanAra. saMvatsarI mAsI - pakhI - kalyANakanI ArAdhanA je divase karavAnI hoya te ArAdhanA te ja divase karAya tema pratikramaNa. paDilehaNa. AhAra-vihAra nihAra, nidA paNa niyata samaye ja karAya. aMjanazalAkA - pratiSThA. dIkSA. vaDI dIkSA muhUrtanA samaye ja thAya tema sAdhunA jIvananI pratyeka caryA niyata samaye ja thAya. - sAdhu aniyamita bane eTale potAnI jAtane pUche Aje Ama kema? tArI niyamitatA kema cUkAI? paNa. bhalA! niyamita koNa rahI zake? te tuM jANe che ? tArI pAse to eka ja javAba che. zarIra ravastha hoya te niyamita rahI zake. A javAba tArI bahu bhUla bhareluM che. sAMbhaLI le. zarIra ravastha hoya te niyamita rahI zake tema na mAnato. paNa jenuM mana svastha hoya te niyamita rahI zake. jeno samabAva sadaiva Take te niyamita rahI zake jenA haiyAmAM audAryabhAva rahe te niyamita rahI zake. jenuM mana prasanna rahe te ja niyamita rahI zake.

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72. jenuM mana pavitra rahe che te niyamita rahI zake. je khudanuM mUlyAMkana karI zake te niyamita rahI zake. je samayanAM mUlyo samaje te niyamita rahI zake. je jinAjJAnuM gaurava samaje te niyamita rahI zake. je gurvASAne AdhIna bane te niyamita rahI zake. je dhamarAdhanAnuM hArda samaje te niyamita rahI zake. ' manaka ! nuM eTale zAta... dAMta ane mahaMta tuM eTale adano sevaka. tuM pratyeka ArAdhanAno yogya samaye prAraMbha kare. tuM pratyeka ArAdhanAne yogya samaye pUrNa kare. tuM pratyeka ArAdhanA ayogya samayane vajIne kare. tAre UThavAno samaya niyamina. tAre saMthAravAne samaya niyamita. tAro pratikramaNano samaya paNa niyamita. ane paDilehaNa paNa niyamita. gaucarI paNa gaucarInA samaye jAya ane samayasara pAcho phare. gaucarI jevI paNa kriyA akALe kare to jinazAsananI apabhrAjanAthI depita thAya. dulabha bodhi thAya. sAdhu akAle gocarI jAya te keinA manamAM zaMkA thAya ke sAdhu A samaye kema? akAle sAdhune gaucarIthI pAchA pharato joIne koI vicAre A sAdhu kayAM rokAyA haze ? akAle gaucarI jAya to gaucarI maLe nahi. koIne durbhAva pedA thAya che ane pariNAme parane bodhinI durlabhanAmAM nimitta bane.

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73 zAstre kahelA samaye kriyA kare to sAdhu kAlacArI kahevAya. anyathA akAlacArI kahevAya. kAlacArI bane che tene zAsanadeve paNa sahAya kare che. kAle svAdhyAya karavAthI ane akAlane vartavAthI jJAnAcAranA prathama AcAranu pAlana thAya che. prabhunA zAsanamAM te aghyayananA samaya hoya che. kAlikasUtreA ane utkAlika sUtronAM svAdhyAyano paNa samaya hAya che. kAlanAmanAM jJAnAcAranuM pAlana jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayApazamamAM sahAyaka thAya che. je kALe je kriyA karavAnI te kALe te kriyA karavAthI kAlalabdhi pragaTe che. prabhunA zAsanamAM kALanuM ~ samayanuM keTaluM badhuM mahatva che. ArAdhanA ..tapa... tyAga .. jaya . yAna. . dIkSA. . vrata .. prada... pratiSThA... aNasaNa A badhAnAM aMge viziSTa nakSatro. viziSTa yogA. zAsra kahelAM nakSatro. yogAmAM jo te vidhi thAya te tenA viziSTa phaLA che. dharmAstikAya adharmAstikAya AkAzAstikAya pudgalAstikAya ane jIvAstikAya jema dravya che tema kALa paNa eka dravya che. jo dravya che te tenA dharma jIva para asara karavAne. tethI samayanI maryAdA sAcavavI joie. manaka ! samayanI maryAdA je jALavatA nathI te jinAjJA tathA guvijJAnA bhaMjaka thAya che. khudanA mAnava janmane rAgadveSamAM ane pramAdamAM veDaphI nAMkhe che ane aMte anaMta sasAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. manaka ! pharI vicAra kAlacakra niyamita che. eka utsarpiNI avasarpiNImAM cAvIsa tIrthaMkara ~ bAra cakravatI nava vAsudeva, nava baLadeva pratibhavAsudevAya che. utsarpiNImAM varNa .. gaMdha... rasa. . sparza. va - "

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74 AyuSya UMcAI badhAnI vRddhi thAya che. avasarpiNImAM badhuM ghaTatu. cha ArA niyamita. pahelA ane bIjA ArAmAM tIrthakara paNa nahi- trIjA ane cothA ArAmAM tIrthakara paNa kharA ane mokSe paNa javAya pAMcamAM ane chaThThA ArAmAM mekSa na hoya. tane samajAya che mokSe javA mATe suyogya samaya joIe. prabhunAM zAsananAM rahayo samaje zAtranAM satata vAMcana kare te samajAya. dravya - kSetra kALa ane bhAva. dravya kSetra kALa ane bhAvane. pAmIne ja karmo udayamAM Ave che. jinazAsanamAM sArvatrika samaya maryAdAne svIkAravAmAM AvI che. tethI jaina sAdhunA dehotsargane mRtyu na kahevAya. tyAM paNa ema ja kahevAya. janma e paNa kALano dharma ane mRtyu e paNa kALano dharma che. lokarithati che. sUryodaya ane sUryAstanI jema tene svIkArI le. hA. zeka kazu nA kara. kAlano dharma Acara ane jIvana dhanya banAva. kAle kAlaM samAya re dvArA huM tane AzIrvAda ApuM chuM ke kAlane vijetA banI sAdi anaMta rithatine prApta kara. gurudeva ! amane mananI svasthatAnI zakti Apo. mana svastha banatAM tanathI ravastha banI "kAle kAla nI ArAdhanA karI apramatta banIe apramattapaNe kAlanA AcArane kavalita karI kevaLajJAna meLavIe. kevalajJAna meLavI sadAne mATe kAlane kaMgAla banAvI daIe.

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18. sAcI mAnavamAtra pratikSaNa pranipala kaMIne kaMI kare che, kArya-kartavya eka hoya che paNa uddeza bhinna hoya che. udde zamAM jeTalI bhinnatA rahevAnI teTalI kAryamAM avazya bhinnanA rahevAnI mAM paNa bALakane dUdha pAya che, AyA paNa bALakane dUdha pAya che, ekane dUgdhapAna bAda bALane gela karatuM joI AnaMda thAya che, ekane dudhapAna bAda vicAra Ave che. pagAra to pUrato malaze ne ? ItihAsanA lAkhe pUruM bharAya che, kartavyayajJanI vedI para balidAna denAranI yazogAthAthI paNa koI mAnasazAstrI te mRtAtmAne dasa prazna pUchaze tyAM bhItaranuM raudrarUpa pragaTa thaze. nagnasatya bahAra Avaze. bhAIsAba! aMdarathI khUba kAyara hato paNa sattAnI khurazI jALavavA samarAMgaNe caDayo. bhAIsA'ba! rUpavatInA kaTAkSabANa chUTatA na hatA paNa mArI ardhAganA vIrane cAhatI hatI tethI vIratA dekhADavA kezarIyA karyA. samarAMgaNamAM vijayI banyo chuM. loko mane vIra-zUra kahe che paNa mane khabara che. meM kSAtravaTa dAkhavI nathI. mane thayuM lAva zUravIrane choDI satImAtAne caraNe javAde. e. to patitapAvanI gaMgA jevI pavitra haze? satImAtA ! satImAnA! paNa tyAM te pokAra Avyo. dara raho dilanA pApa dehanA tyAga dvArA ujaLA dekhADayA. manano mela sahana na thayo. eTale lokone ThagavA deha tyajayA.

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76 hADapiMjara jevA dehavALI kRzakAya tapasvInA caraNa cUmyA. tapasvI AziSa Apo. tapasvIe kahyuM. tapasvI nahi huM to kItine bhikhArI. mAna-sanmAna kIrti mATe deha gALyo tAravI to koI jJAnI haze. jJAnInI khojamAM nIkaLyo - lAkhonI bhIDa jAmI che. bhaktonI paDApaDI che. siMhagarjanAe vyAsapITha parathI vyAkhyAnakAra garjanA kare che. vAsanAnuM bhayaMkara tAMDava nRtya dekhADI vairAgyanI kathA phelAve che. dha dAvAnalanuM svarUpa samajAvI samatAnI jhaMkhanA pedA karAve che. tyAM pahoMcyo. mane thayuM pharI pharI thAka paNa mAro phere saphaLa thayo. jJAnI maLyA. bhavanA pherA TaLyo. ekAMtamAM malyo. hAtha joDIne pUchayuM. kahyuM Apa sAcA jJAnI che to mane AziSa Ape. jJAnInA mukhanI rekhA badalAI gaI. sAcuM kahuM? hu ToLAvAdI - copaDAvAdI - barADAvAdI - nATakiyo vidAna khare paNa jJAnI nahi. kharekhara akaLAi gayo, kyAM jAuM? kone pikAra karuM? zuM AtmAthInuM ema rAMzodhana thAya? AtmAna athI svanA gIta kyAre paNa nA gAya. AtmAne arthI krodhanI javAlAmAM na zakAya. AmAne arthI mAyAnA mRgajaLamAM nA sAya. AtmAno atha irSAnA iMdhaNa nAM jalAve. AtmAne athI vAha vAhamAM havA havA na karAve. AtmAno arthI kaMcana - kAminI ane kIrti traNanA kAdavathI kayAre ya nA kharaDAya. AtmAno arthI ihalokArpe kaMI nA kare.

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* AtmAne atha paralokanA sukhanI ye jhaMkhanA na kare. beTA manaka ! tuM dehadhAsI che paNa tAre AtmavAsI banavAnuM che. tuM dehadhArI che paNa tAre dehanA baMdhana teDavAnA che. sAdhaka manaka! bahirAbhadazAmAM rahI tana, kuTuMba dhanamAM ja svanA darzana karyA. paNa have aMtarAtma dazA vicArI mahAtmA banI tAre paramAtmA banavAnuM che. paramAtmA pada mATe zUravIratAnI jarUra nathI. paramAtmA pada mATe tyAganI jarUra nathI. paramAtmA pada mATe jJAnanI jarUra nathI. paramAtmA pada mATe tapanI jarUra nathI. paNa sauthI pahelI ane agatyanI jarUra che tuM AtmAthI bana AtmArthI banavAnI jhaMkhanA tane sAhasika tyAgI-jJAnI-tapasvInI banAvaze ja. AtmAthI banyA vagara A badhA guNa tArA jIvananA vidane banaze. jema rasoI suMdara haze, svaccha haze, manohara haze, saMskRta haze. supAcya haze. paNa nImaka vagaranI-mIThA vagaranI rAI sugrAhya. banItI nathI. susvAdya banatI nathI. manaka! tapa khUba tapyo. kAyA kUza karI paNa AtmAthatA vagara phaLa phakata kAyA kaSTa jJAna khUba meLavyuM. jJAnanI jhaMkhanAe AkhanA hIra gUmAvyA paNa AtmAthI tA vagaranuM jJAna kIrti meLavivAnuM pATIyuM. dehane bhUlI sevA karI. jANe sevAnuM vyasana hoya evuM lAgyuM. ThaMDI garamI-bhUkha-tarasa bhUlAyA paNa AtmAthIMtA vagaranI sevA

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78 deha ghasIne be ghaDInI nAmanA... mAnava janmanI prApti AtmAthI banIza nahIM to eLe jaze. sAdhu banIne AtmAthI banIza nahi te lagnanI veLA UMghamAM vitAvavA jevo mUrkha gaNAIza. - AtmArthI banavuM saheluM nathI. rAdhAvedha sahaja siddha che, kIti -mAna-sanmAna sevA mehaka che, kayAMka Abaru, kyAMka samudAya ane chevaTe zAsana prabhAvanAmu mahoruM laIne paNa tane satAvaze. trilokanAthanuM zAsana avyAbAdha che, zAsana pote ja prabhAvaka che, sahu prathama tArA AtmAne ja zAsanathI prabhAvita karavAno che. eTale mahAvratane svIkArela manaka! tane puna: puna: kahu chuM . prathama AtmAthIM bana AtmArthI banIza eTale tArI guNasamRddhi harI bharI banaze. AtmArthI vRttimAM ja koI anerI tAkAta che, A satyane ghUMTI rAkha AtmArthI vRtti tArA guNa rUpa gaNitazAstrano ekaDo che. tArI pratyeka sAdhanA - tArI pratyeka pravRtti pachI tArA AtmAne DhaDhaLIne pUchaje meM A zAM mATe karyuM? javAba maLe AtmAne mATe,... to tArI jIta . - AtmArthIpaNuM eTale zuddhasvarUpanA pragaTIkaraNanuM dhyeya.. AtmAthapaNuM eTale mokSakAje sarva prayatna sAdhu potAnA jIvanamAM cAhe niMda le ke jAge, cAhe ArAma kare ke vihAra kare, cAhe sevA kare ke abhyAsa paNa pratyeka pravRttino eka ja javAba meLava . mArA AtmA mATe mArA mokSa mATe.. mokSanI eka jhaMkhanA e ja saghaLuM karavAnuM. AtmAthI banIza tyArathI tArI kUca vijayane varelI haze ATha varSanA manamuni AtmAthIM banI zake che kRpALu zabhaMbhavamUri mahArAja! zuM ame AtmAthI nA banI zakIye ? 25 -

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79 ApanA hRdayamAM jAdu che. ApanA hAthamAM jAdu che. Apano tAraka pavitra hara rAmA zira para rAkhe... amAre dunyavI bhAva naSTa thAya, ame AtmAthI banIe. gurUdeva ! kRpA karo . AtmArthI banAvo . basa puna: eka ja vinaMti

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19. kiM vibhusAe kArie karI zuM prAkRtika to pAse aprAkRtika tattvonI zobhA che ? jharaNAnA jaLa girizRMga parathI khaLakhaLa vahI rahyA che...cAre bAju AMkhane zAMti Ape tevI citra-vicitra aneka prakAranI vanarAjI pUrNa rUpamAM khIlelI che. paMkhIgaNo mukta uDDayana karI rahyA che. ane mukitagAna gAI rahyA che tyAM prAta:kALe udayAcalamAMthI sUryanuM prathama kiraNa vanarAjI para paNa verAyuM aho ! jANe soLa zaNagAra sajI bahAra nIkaLI. AvI bhavya udakramaMDaLanI prAkRtika zabhA nihALyAM pachI heMgIgagArDana ke vRndAvanagArDana zuM manuSyane AkarSI zake? kadApI AkSI zakatA nathI. AmravRkSanI DALe DALe laTakatI mIThI madhurI kerIo kayAM? ane koI zrImaMtanA zokesamAM mUkela lAkaDAnI kerIo kayAM ? | lAkha lAITathI zobhato mahesura mahArAjAno rAjamahela kyAM ane kayAM siddhAcala girirAjanI Tocane pAvana karata dAdAnA darabAra jyAM pUrNimAnI rAtre caMdra potAnA zItala kiraNa rUpa ja dvArA devAdhidevanA darabArano abhiSeka karI rahyo hoya te dazya kayAM ? zarada pUrNimAnI rAtre giranA jaMgalamAM giranA ja havA vANI pIne vadhelI AhiraNanA garabA kayAM kalAniketanamAM sTeja para lAITanA prakAzamAM niyata veSabhUSAmAM zobhatI AjanI vidyArthInIo ! nakalItattva tene ja AkarSI zake che. jene asalI tattva nIhALyuM nathI. vahAlA manaka ! tuM brahmacArI che. brahmacArI eTale hRhane damana te pazu kareluM to AtmAnA jatana karanAro.

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tAruM brahmacarya ja alaga prakAranuM be araNInA lAkaDA ghasAya to vIjaLI pedA thAya. tuM alakhane yogI. tanane tApa na Ape ane manane mAre nahi. chatAM paNa nijAnaMdanI mastI pragaTe. tArA, AtmAnA AnaMdamAM tuM e ghele banelo rahe ke duniyA sAme tane Akha khelIne jovAnI paNa phUrasada na hoya. nijAnaMdanI mastI meLavavA brahmanA jJAnamAM carcA kare pharyA kare. tAruM lakSya anaMtano tAga meLavavAnuM. anaMtano tAga meLavavA sAdhu jIvananI pratyeka paLane pratyeka samayane jJAna sAdhanA dvArA saphaLa banAve. iMdriyone tuM khuzI nA kare. paNa tArA jIvanamAM jJAna sAdhanAnuM sAdhana banAve. diyo tArI sevAmAM rahe paNa kAna nA kare. tAruM mana pratidina zAnArjanamAM rahe. jJAnArjana karavA gurunI sevAmAM rahe. guru jJAnI ajJAna rUpa aMdhArA jIvanamAM jJAna rUpa prakAza pAthare. jJAnInI nizrAmAM jJAna sivAya jhaMkhanA zAnI thAya ? adhyAtmInI chAyAmAM adhyAtma sivAya zAnI kAmanA pedA thAya? je AnAthI viparIta IcchA thAya to nuM dehane brahmacArI paNa manano vyabhicArI. brahmacArI jJAnIne nathI te bhojanamAM rasa nathI te vizvane nihALavAmAM rasa ghaNIvAra brahmacArIne pite dehadhArI che e paNa bhAna bhUlAI jAya che. tene mana strI, puruSamanuSya, pazu AvA bAlabheda nahi. mArI sAthe eka sat cidAnaMda jayotirmaya siddha svarUpI AtmA huM paNa A ja siddhatulya AtmA. dehanI bhUkha brahmacArIne nA satAve, jyAM dehIpaNAnuM bhAna bhUlAya tyAM dehane zaNagAravAnuM mana thAya ? jema tapasvI chatAM skUla zarIra nA hoI zake. jema satI chatAM maryAdA rahita nA hoI zake. jema saritAnA jaLa chatAM khArAM hoi zake.

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82 nima brahmacArI ane vibhUpA A be sAthe nA hoI zake. khUba zAMta svastha mane vicAraje, utAvaLa nA karato. vibhUSA kone game? potAnI kiMmata bIjAnI pAse karAvavI hoya tene ! duniyAnI pAsethI jene rUDA rUpALAnA sarTIphIkeTa jotAM hoya tene ? kAmAMdha viSayodho je rUpa je vibhUpAthI be paLa prazaMsA kare che " te tame sArA cho mATe nahi paNa jema bhamaro puSpa parathI rasa pIvo hoya te mATe madhura gUMjana kare che tenA jevuM svArthabharyuM valaNa che. sAvadha raheje kSaNanI vibhUpAthI A samagra AdhyAtmika zaktine naSTa karI deze. vibhUpA e eka evuM bhayaMkara tattva che. zobhA be ghaDInI paNa varSonA varSo sudhI tArA vicAronuM adha patana. koI rUpavatI yauvanAne pUchI Avaje vibhUvAe tene zuM ApyuM? pachI koI satI sAdhvIne pUchI Avaje sAdAIe mane zuM ApyuM? ekano javAba haze yAnanA...adhapatana. bIjAne javAba haze AtmIyatA AnaMda. sAdhaka dehane zaNagAre to tenuM jJAna lAje sAdhaka dehane zaNagAre to tenA guru lAje sAdhaka dehane zaNagAre te saMskRti zaramAI jAya. sAdhu vasatImAM, upAzrayamAM rahe paNa tenI manoharatA nA Icche. sAdhu vastra pahere paNa tene TApaTIpa nA kare. sAdhu pAtrano upayoga kare paNa tenI upareya caLakatA citaraDA nA kare. vibhUSA te kare jenI khudanI AtmazaktinA darzana nA thayA hoya. sAdhu banIza. to duniyA AkhI mArA darzane Avaze. bhaktonA ToLA jAmaze. sAdhu thavAthI puNya prabaLa banaze. vANamAMgI vaNakalpI - hajAra sAmagrI tArA caraNamAM ALoTavA lAgaze. paNa...bhUlato nahi

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e mAnava samudAya dvArA darzane nathI Avyo, tArA zarIranA darzane nathI Avyo, tArI sAdhutAnA darzane AvyA che. tArA tyAgane kAraNe AvyA che. laghara-vaghara vezamAM. malina dehamAM birAjamAna pavitra AtmAne nihALavA Ave che. bhiluM ! sAdhu banI vibhUpA karIza te tane phaLa maLaze mAtra tuccha janaraMjananuM ! darzanAthIonA netrojananuM paNa khyAlamAM rAkhaje. karmabaMdhanuM, bIjA janmamAM virUpatAnuM. prabhe ! prabho ! mane AtmasauMdaryanuM bhAna karAve.. mAre dehanA ThaThArA nA joIe. ApanA caraNasparza karI kahuM chuM prabho ! brahmacArI banavAnI zakti Ape.

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20. savijajavijANugayA rakSaJA vyApArIno putra jyotiSa vidyA jANe to zuM lAbha? jyotiSIne. putra vyApAra vidyA jANe to zuM lAbha? kaMIka jANe che te kharo ja ne? hA... e je jANe che tenAthI tenA jIvanamAM lAbhane badale nukasAna... musApharI pUrvanI hatI. cA pazcimamAM, hA prayatna to karyo. paNa tenI musApharI dIrdha bane. tenA dhyeyane pUrNa karanAro prayatna te ja sAco prayatna bAkI dila ane dina bagADanArA, aMte bhava. bagADanArA. mumukSu manaka ! - tArI pAse buddhi che. sUkSma tatvano bodha pAmanArI prajJA che. jJAna ane vijJAnanA kSetramAM jaIza eTale tenI lAkho zAkhA...ane karoDe prazAkhA che. jyAM abhyAsanI IcchA thaze tyAM jJAnanI daze dizA khullI thaze. zuM abhyAsa karuM? zAmAM pravINatA prApta karUM ? nirNaya tAre karavAno che. nirNaya karatAM vicArI leje. AyuSya alpa che. mAnavajanma, zAstrazravaNa-zAstrazraddhA ane saMyamanI prApti durlabha che. durlabhanI prApti thaI. tuM dhanya banyo. deva Indro tArA caraNanI rajA levA Atura che. have vicAravAnuM tAre che zuM meLavavuM? kalpanAnA. taraMgAne vistAravAmAM manorathanA ane doDavAmAM samayane pUrNa nA. karI detA. jhaverI-bajAramAM AvI nakalI mAtra pAsAdAra ane raMgonI.

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5. jyoti jamAvatA bilorI kAcanA TukaDA eThAM karavAmAM samaya nA bagADane ? samuno adhiSThAyaka anAta deva prasanna thayA bAda chIpalAne pakaDavA nA jato. huM keTalo puNyazALI che? vAsanAnI ghelachA jAge te pahelA prabhunA zAsananI zaraNAgati maLI. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano thopazama cAritra mohanIya kSayopazama zraddhAnI ujajavaLatA paNa te prApta karI have je.je.nA bhUlatA. jo tuM mukha hota to guruAjJA svIkArI leta jo te alpabuddhi hota te navakAranI mALA laIne besI jAta, tane koI AmaMtravA na Avata tArAmAM buddhi che. eTale tArI pAse AkAzamAM rahelA tAralA jeTalI samasyAo khaDI thaze. lAbha ane nukazAnanA aTapaTA AMkaDA dekhAvA lAgaze. koi trivI tane darzana Apaze mAre cela banI jA. ekAda varasamAM guru karatAM paNa savAyo prasiddha thaI jaze. tArA gurune cAra divAla vacce koIe nA oLakhyo...tArA caraNe duniyAnA mAMdhAtAo paNa jhukaze. nA..nA. mAre zelo bane te phakta 10 divasamAM karNapizAcInI vighA siddha karavAno rasto batAvuM ? sArI duniyAnuM bhUta bhaviSya vartamAna tArI muThThImAM. tyAM vaLI ne bIjI dizAmAMthI kaheNa Avaze. e buddhimAna e lapharAmAM nA paDato huM tane ekAda mahinAmAM sattAnuM siMhAsana dhrujAvatA zikhavADI dau. le A trATaka vidyA siddha karI le. otA tArA IzArA upara nAcaze. tArI ja bolabAlA thaze. trIjI dizAethI koIka pikAraze. o pravINa ! mArA vargamAM AvI jA. huM te cANakyano ya guru chuM. kuMkuM

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86 kadanA kAnamAM ane kaMsa lAge koIne. ApaNe te pAchA sArA ne sArA. khurazI vagaranA rAjA. tyAM to koI vANInA gajabane madArI kaheze. o hoMzIyAra chokarA : ApaNe bIjuM kazuM bhaNAvanA nathI. vartamAnane jANo. vartamAnamAM mahAla. prakRti ane puruSa e to nisarganA sahaja tatvo che. mArI vidyA to prAraMbho tyAM samApti. manaka ! A badhI rAvaNanI rAkSasImAyA che. kadAca tane sohAmaNI lAge te paNa bhUlatA nahi ke A badhI pariNAme bihAmaNI vidyA che. mArA mana ! tu sidaza pavitra AtmA che. karmo tAruM zuddha ravarUpa chUpAvI dIdhuM che. chatAM bhUlato nahi, "tArA ATha rUcaka pradezo siddha samAna che. tAre tArA ravarUpane pragaTita kare te AtmazAstra bhaNavAnuM che. AtmazAstra sahaja sulabha nathI. paNa sAdhya to che ja." AtmazAstra ja tane prApta thAya. A AtmazAstra zIkhavA gurvAjJAne zirasAvaMdha karavI paDaze. A AtmazAstra meLavavuM baccAnA khela nathI. ekAda be purato vAcavAthI Avaze nahIM. AtmazAstra zIkhavA kAje aneka Agama graMtho UMDANathI avagAhavA paDaze. iMdriyonI kudAkuda baMdha karavI paDaze. ane AtmazAstra zIkhavA kIrtinI kAmanAne ya dUra phagAvI devI paDaze. paNa khyAla rAkhaje AtmazAstranA teja anerA che. AtmazAstra tane paNa pAvana karaze. tArI pAse AvanAra sau koIne pAvana karaze. AtmavidyA nArI svavidyA che paNa svanA artha tuM kadIye deha nA karato. jema kapaDAM dAgInA ghara te tuM nathI tema deha. zarIra, pudagala te tuM naAi badhAthI alaga..nuM eTale svavidyAnA vidyAthI

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bana e kahevA dvArA tene puna: puna: eka ja kahuM chuM adhyAtma vidyAne prathama vidyArthI bana. adhyAtma vidyAne je vidyAthI bane che. te kyAre tene vizArada banI jAya che te pote paNa jANato nathI. manaka ! tuM dharmalAbha pUrvakanA annapAna ArogIza. tuM dharmalAbha pUrvakanA vastrApAtra vAparIza. nuM tane namanArane dharmalAbhanA AziSa ApIza. pachI eka paNa pala...anAtmavidyAmAM gumAvIza te mRSAvAdI banIza. A manamohaka dazya jarA joI lauM emAM zuM? jarA A madhura svara sAMbhaLI lauM emAM zuM? A rasaprada lakhANa jarA vAMcI lau emAM zuM? tene javAba koinI pAsethI nahi tArI pAsethI meLava... tane joIne, sAMbhaLIne vicArIne zuM lAbha thayo. sAre gRhastha paNa gharamAM kacaro nA bhare pavanathI kacaro Ave to turata jhADuM pheravI kADhI nAkhe, era svaccha thAya pachI ja hAzano zvAsa le. mumu... tuM mane pUche che. emAM zuM? gharamAM kacaro nArakhAya... ane tuM tArA manamAM kacaro bhare. kacarA mATe daravAjA khole. anAtmavidyA tarapha jovuM eTale Atmazatruone AmaMtraNa ApavuM. anAtmavidyAnI abhilASA karavI eTale du:khanI paraMparAnI abhilASA karavI. mumukSu pU. jinadAsagaNi mahattara ApaNA jevA vidyArthInA kAna pakaDe tevA guru che. savijajavijANugayAno artha teo kahe che. "be vAra vidyA zabda laukika vidyAnA parihAra mATe ja karyo che." tuM kahe che meM duniyA choDI che chatAM duniyAdArInI paMcAtanA choDe to sAdhu zAne? tArI jAta sAthe kadI paNa dekhAbAjI nA karIza. mumu... AmavidyA eTale kevalajJAna .

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88 AtmavidyA eTale kevalajJAna prAptinI pUrvAvasthAnuM zrutajJAna. zAstranA rahasyone jJAtA bana. vismaraNa thAya to paNa muMjhAte nahi kSayazamabhAvanI vicitratA che. Aja ane AvatIkAla vacce aMtara rahevAnuM tAro kSayopazama zuddha, tIvra thaze yA maMda thaze..paNa jo AtmavidyA meLavaze te zarada RtunA caMdranI jema karma rahita vimala banI siddhi prApta karIza athavA alpabhavamA mokSe jaI zakIza tevo vaimAnika deva banIza.

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ra1. miaM adudde aNuvI bhAsAe koyala ane kAgaDAmAM zuM pharaka che? rUparaMga baMnenA samAna che. eka kuLa ane eka jAti che. koyala ane kAgaDo je saMvedanA anubhave che te potAnI zakita mujaba potAnA bhAvamAM raju kare che. chatAM koyalanuM gIta sAMbhaLavA doDI doDIne sau Ave che. bicAro kAgaDo bole che ane loko manamAM AMgaLI nAkhe che. tene paththara mAre che. tenAthI dUra thaI jAya che. kAraNa ? satya, paNa priya madhuruM sAMbhaLavAne mAnava TevAyelA che. janmadAtrI mAtA paNa kaDavuM kahe te sAMbhaLanuM gamatuM nathI. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, dusvara, anAdeya, apayaza, A pApaprakRti che. evuM jANanArane paNa koI jANe ajANe pApI kahI de te dAha thAya che. huM pApI? kema nahi? pApaprakRti udayamAM che tethI pApI.. A sAcuM satya kAnane kaThora lAge che. dila svIkAravA nA kahe che to pachI je AtmA pApa, puNyane nathI samajatAM dharmakarmane samajatA nathI. samyakatva, mithyAtvane samajatAM nathI te kevI rIte satyabhASAne apanAvI zake? manaka... sAdhu jIvana svIkAryuM karemibha te uccarI tyArathI mArI AThamAtA sAdhanAnA pragaTIkaraNamAM bhASAsamitinI jarUra paDaze. bhASAmini nane jIvanamAM eka anokho viveka samajAvaze. bolavAnuM paNa hitakAje. bolavAnuM paNa pApa na lAge tevuM. bolavAnuM paNa kAnane apriya na lAge tevuM. pApI... Asa pApa puNayane nathI sa ka rIte satyabhASAne

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bolavAnuM paNa keIne du:kha na lAge tevuM. bolavAnuM paNa koIne pIDA thAya tevuM nahi. balavAnuM paNa koInA upara kalaMka lAge tevuM nahi. sAdhunuM vacana eTale jinAjJAthI pavitra vacana. sAdhunuM vacana eTale kartavya dharmane nirdeza karatuM vacana. sAdhunuM vacana eTale bAvanAcaMdanane lepa. kapAyanA tApathI dhamadhamI uThelAne samatAnA amRtakuMDamAM snAna. karAve tevuM vacana. gurudeva. hitakara bolavuM mita bolavuM paNa satya te belavuM ne? sAcuM kahevAmAM sAdhune vaLI konI zarama rAkhavAnI? amane duniyAnuM kazuM jotuM nathI. pachI sAcuM kahIene? gurudeva! satyamAM zuM vANInA guNa nathI AvatA? bhalA sAdhaka! tArUM jJAna, tAro jusse dUdhanA UbharA jevo che. jarA ThaDe paDa. prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA samavasaraNamAM kAlasorika kasAya Ave? hA .. "prabhu jJAnI ke ajJAnI" "prabhu sarvajJa vItarAga." prabhu jANe ne ke kAlasarika marIne sAtamI narake javAne prabhu kAlasaukarikanI gati jANe te tenI vartamAna AjIvikA jANe e bane? "nA..prabhu..jANe" kAlasokarika 500 pADA mAranAra mahAhiMsaka ghAtakI... pariNAmI. raudradayAnI kUra... chatAM prabhu kahe he devAnupriya! satya jANavuM juduM che satya pacAvavuM juduM che. satya jANavAnI zakita ekamAM hoya ane satya pacAvavAnI zakti sajajanamAM ja hoya.

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91 Aja vItarAganA vacananI khUbI che. vItarAganuM vacana vItarAganI AjJAne anusaratuM vacana eTale koInA doSa jAhera karatuM vacana nahi ane kAinA dApa chUpAvatuM paNa vacana nahi. vItarAganI AjJAne anusaratuM vacana eTale kartavya dharma nuM udabAdhaka vacana. sAdhu kayAre ya TakaTaka nA kare. Takora kare. TakaTaka sAMbhaLanAra naThAra bane. TakAra manuSyane cakora banAve. sAdhu parimita bele, jema rasAImAM mIThA vagara nA cAle. mIThuM nA hoya te sarasa bhAna paNa nirasa banI jAya. emArI vadhAre mIThuM nAMkhe te suMdara sarasa AhAra paNa virasa banI jAya. jhADA ane ulaTI karAve. tema sAdhu vadhAre bele te samaya vagara bAle tA lokone dharmo pratye aruci thAya. sAdhu pratye abhAva thAya. guNI pratye dveSa thAya. mataka... guru AzAnA prabhAve nuM jJAnI thaIza. sarasvatI tArI sevAmA raheze. jinezvara bhagavaMte prarUpela cAritranu pAlana tArUM saubhAgya nAmaka ne vadhArI deze. tArA tyAga saune jhukAvI deze. rAjA mahArAjA ane devendro tArI caraNaraja levA paDApaDI karaze. tArA eka vacana para bhakto sarvasva nyAcchAvara karaze. tyAre tAre khyAla rAkhavAnA che. huM sAdhu satya bolanArA. huM sAdhu parimita bolanArA. paNa mArI sAdhutAnA sAcA nUra ne tyAre ja jhaLakI UThe huM niravA bAluM. mArA vacanathI jANe ajANe koi hiMsAnI bhUtAvaLa UbhI thAya tevuM bAlAya nahi.

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hatA. paNa saue nijI yogyatA mujaba khudanI jarUriyAta jyAM jyAMthI puruM thAya tyAMthI grahaNa karI tema A vizvamAM aneka zakitao rahelI che. rAmacaMdra ane rAvaNa paNa A pRthvInA mAnavo hatAM. gurUgautama ane gozAlaka paNa pRthvI paranA ja mAnavo' hatA. pitRbhakata abhaya ane pitRghAtanA doSathI lipta koNika baMne -eka ja pitAnA putra hatA. puMDarika ane kaMDarika baMne eka ja mAtAnA saMtAna hatA. samAnakALa, samAnabhAva, samAnazakita, samAna AlaMbana chatAM darekanA kArya ane AdarzamAM AkAza ane pAtALanuM aMtara che. jyAM sajajana ziromaNi mahAmAnava samA dhanyAtmAo ane kayAM mAnava chatAM bhayaMkara dAnava jevA adhyAtmIo. jJAna jagatane jagatanA bhAvone samajavA mATe che. jema gharamAM daravAjo hoya to durjana paNa Ave ane sajajana paNa Ave paraMtu sanmAna te sajajana thAya. durjana-guMDo gharamAM ghusI gayo hoya te koIne vAta paNa na karAya. vAta karIe to duniyA ApaNI ja mazkarI kare kevo mUrkha ! khudanA gharanuM paNa dhyAna rAkhI zakato nathI. tema tAre AMkha che. tAre kAna che ane AMkha tathA kAnavALA sAthe saMbaMdha che. tAruM jJAna, tArI AMkha ane kAnanI sahAyathI thayuM che. kAna vaDe te ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM che, AMkha vaDe te ghaNuM joyuM che. paNa jeTaluM joyuM ane jeTaluM sAMbhaLyuM teTaluM kahevA nuM samartha che. paNa paramAtmA mahAvIranuM vacana sadaiva smaraNapathamAM rAkhaje "naya diTha suyaM sabaM" jarA bhUla karI te Aboba vizvanA samasta visphoTa dravyo je vinAza nahi. sarje te tArUM eka asaMyamita vacana vinAza notaraze. e vinAza evo bhayaMkara haze jene hAhAkAra sAMbhaLatA nuM paNa pAgala banI vinAzanA khapparamAM balinA bokaDAnI jama homAI jaIza. . - * *. *

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95 AsurI thaze ane AsurI ArAdhanAthI jyAre kharekhara dAna jagI uThe che tyAre tenA notaranArane prathama bhakSya banAve che. tema tAruM vacana kyAreka tane paNa bharakhI jaze. jagatanI badhI Age javalita banyA pachI paNa vazamAM levAnI kaIka zaktio che paNa vacanathI pragaTela dAvAnalane olavavA hajI kaI zakinanA saMzodhana thayA nathI. baLa pahelo ja niyama kara jeTaluM joyuM jeTaluM sAbhaLyuM temAMthI ayogyane bhUlI jaiza. yogya vAta paNa mahApurUSanA vacanane anusAra saMyamI banI jarUra paDe vivekapUrvaka pApa rahita pramANa purassara-vicArIne hitakara bolIza. jema hamaNAM ja navuM ghara baMdhAvyuM che. saMpUrNa Adhunika sukha sagavaDatAnA sAdhana che. koI vAtanI apUrNatA nathI. garama-ThaMDI pahADa-udyAna je kahe te badhA ja do badhA ja vAtAvaraNa badhI ja anukULatAvALuM ghara. koIne ghara jovA bolAvyA pharI pharIne gharane eka eka khUNo batAvyo dareka pAchaLa tamArI kalAdaSTi tamArI AgavI sUjhanA darzana karAvyA. paNa bhalA gaTara ane saMDAsanI kema vAta nA karI. e te kaMI karAya? jema ghara batAvIye paNa vivekathI ja batAvAya. tema bolavAnuM paNa saMyamapUrvaka ja viveka cUkIne kyAre na bolAya. tema puNyazALI aneka mANasonA paricayamAM AvyA. viziSTa buddhi viziSTa smaraNa zakita, anokhI nirIkSaNa zakita chatAM darekane dareka vAta thAya ApaNA vyakitatvane anurUpa, sAmA mANasanA vyakitatvane anurUpa ja vAta karAya. | - rASTrapatine ubhA rAkhI koI chokaro kahe tame amArA bhAratanA sarvazreSTha nAgarika cho to mAruM zarIra khUba tape che ane tAva che ke nahi kaho ne? sAce A choko ApaNane mUrkha lAge. tAva aMge "mAM" ne pUchAya, DokaTarane pUchAya. rASTrapatine nahi. rASTrapati AgaLa

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mArA vacanathI koInA hRdayanA ALA ghA para maracuM naMkhAya tevuM belAya nahi. mArAthI koInA para ajANe kalaMka lAgI jAya tevuM bolAya nahi. vItarAga paramAtmAe kahelAM samasta bhASAnA doSane pariharIne ja bolAya. tethI ja sAdhu koIne taDane phaDa karI javAba na Ape. jema ArogyazAstrI cAvI cAvIne khAya tema sAdhu hajAravAra vicArIne bole. vicAryA vagara bole te vANIne vyabhicArI. vicArIne bole te vANIne sadAcArI. jema gALyA vagaranuM pANI pIe te vALA vagere bhayaMkara dardI thAya tema sAdhu vicAryA vagara bole to bhavobhava durlabhabodhi thAya. mAna saheluM che. paNa sAcuM ane sAruM bolavuM kaThIna che. huM te bolIza nahi AvI vAta nA karo. A badhI kAyara bakAlanI vAta che. zUravIra sAdhakatA haiyAmAM hitabhAvanA rAkhI, prANImAtranuM kalyANa thAya tevI jinAjJApUrvakanI hita-mita niravadya bhASA vicArIne bole, prabhune tIrthakarane samarpita thaI eka ja vinaMti karIza ane tamArA jevI bhASA Ape. vANInA pAMtrIza guNayukata jJAnAtizaya vacanAnizayathI zobhatI mAlakozanA svara dvArA durbhedya rAgadveSane dara karatI dharma sAmrAjyanuM sthApana karanArI vANI Apo. prabhu sAdhanA sahitanI vANI Apo. ArAdhanAnI preraka vANI Apo. dharma tIrthanA sthirIkaraNa mATe bolavAnuM paNa vANIne samiti dvArA pavitra banAvIne gurudeva! zakti Apo, sAmarthya Apo, bhASA samitinA rahasyane pAra pAmuM...

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rara: naya di suyaM sarve karI eka gujarAtI kahevata che. "bhAve teTaluM khavAya nahi, AvaDe teTaluM bolAya nahi. jIbhane je pasaMda hoya te badhuM ja khAya to bIjA divase skRtimaya zarIra roganuM ghara banI jAya. mAnava-mAnavane samajavAmAM sahAyaka bhASA, paNa mukha para Ave teTaluM bole to ghara-gharamAM mahAbhArata ane rAmAyaNa sarjAya. mahAbhArata ane rAmAyaNanA yuddhanA mULa zAmAM rahelAM che? jevuM joyuM tevuM bolavAmAM? jevuM gamyuM tevuM kahevAmAM? jugAra ane rAjyalisA tenA mULamAM nathI. A to bIja ropAI gayA bAda siMcAyelA paribaLo che. yuddhanA mULa hatA draupadI ane maMtharAnI vANImAM. eka saMsArIne paNa rAMcamI vANI joie - vivekI vANI joIe to eka sAdhu mahAtmAnI vANI eTale? tethI ja pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja hitazikSA ApI rahyAM che manaka ! pRthvI para manahara madhurA AmravRkSa che. te kaDavA lIMbaDAnA vRkSo. paNa che. Ama ane lIMba eka ja dharatInI pedAza che. havA ane - prakAza badhuM samAna chatAM pharaka kema? AMbAnA bIje dharatInA mULamAMthI. mIThAza zodhI zodhIne kheMcI lIdhI lIMbaDAnA bIje dharatInA peTALamAMthI kheMcI kheMcIne kaDavAza ekaThI karI. dharatImAM to baMne to.

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94 hatA. paNa saue nijI yAgyatA mujaba khudanI jarUriyAta jyAM jyAMthI puruM thAya tyAMthI grahaNa karI tema A vizvamAM aneka zakti rahelI che. rAmacaMdra ane rAvaNa paNa A pRthvInA mAnavA hatAM. gurUgautama ane gozAlaka paNa pRthvI paranA ja mAnavA hatA. pitRbhakta abhaya ane pitRghAnanA doSathI lipta koNika bane eka ja pitAnA putra hatA. puMDarika ane kaMDarika bane eka ja mAtAnA saMtAna hatA. samAnakALa, samAnabhAva, samAnazakita, samAna AlaMbana chatAM darekanA kArya ane AdarzamAM AkAza ane pAtALanuM aMtara che. kAM sajjana ziromaNi mahAmAnava samA dhanyAtmA ane kayAM mAnava chatAM bhayaM kara dAnava jevA adhyAtmI. jJAna jagattattvane jagatanA bhAvAne samajavA mATe che. jema gharamAM daravAjo hoya to durjana paNa Ave ane sajajana paNa Ave paraMtu sanmAna te sajajana thAya. durjana--guMDA gharamAM ghusI gayo hAya to koIne vAta paNa na karAya. vAta karIe tA duniyA ApaNI ja mazkarI kare kevA mUrkha! khudanA gharanuM paNa dhyAna rAkhI zakatA nathI... tema tAre AMkha che. tAre kAna che ane AMkha tathA kAnavALA sAthe saMbaMdha che. tAru jJAna, tArI AMkha ane kAnanI sahAyathI thayuM che. kAna vaDe te ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM che, AMkha vaDe te ghaNuM joyuM che. paNa jeTaluM joyuM ane jeTaluM sAMbhaLyuM teTaluM kahevA tuM sama che. paNa paramAtmA mahAvIranuM vacana sadaiva smaraNapathamAM rAkhaje, " naya diTha suya* savva" jarA bhUla karI teA aNubAba...vizvanA samasta visphoTa dravyo je vinAza nahi sarje te tArU eka asaMyamita vacana vinAza netaraze. e vinAza evA bhayaMkara haze jenA hAhAkAra sAMbhaLatA nuM paNa pAgala banI vinAzanA khapparamAM balinA bAkaDAnI jema hAmAI jaIza.

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95 AsurI yajJA ane AsurI ArAdhanAthI jyAre khara dAnavA jAgI uThe che tyAre tenA nAtaranArane prathama bhakSa banAve che. tema ' tArU vacana kayAreka tane paNa bharakhI jaze. jagatanI badhI AgA jvalita banyA pachI paNa vazamAM levAnI koIka zakti che paNa vacanathI pragaTela dAvAnalane olavavA hajI koi zakinanA saMzAdhana thayA nathI. baLa pahele ja niyama kara jeTaluM joyuM jeTaluM sAMbhaLyuM temAMthI ayeAgyane bhUlI jaiza. yogya vAta paNa mahApurUSanA vacanane anusAra saMyamI banI jarUra paDe vivekapUrvaka pApa rahita pramANa puraskara-vicArIne hitakara bAlIza. jema hamaNAM ja navuM ghara baMdhAvyuM che. saMpUrNa Adhunika sukha sagavaDatAnA sAdhanA che. koi vAtanI apUrNatA nathI. garama-ThaMDI pahADa----udyAna je kaheA te badhA ja dazyA badhA ja vAtAvaraNa badhI ja anukULatAvALuM ghara . koIne ghara jovA bAlAvyA pharI pharIne gharanA eka eka khUNA batAvyA dareka pAchaLa tamArI kalAdiSTa tamArI AgavI sUjhanA dana karAvyA. paNa bhalA gaTara ane sAMDAzanI kema vAta nA karI. e te kaI karAya ? jema ghara batAvIye paNa vivekathI ja batAvAya. tema beAlavAnuM paNa sayamapUrvaka ja viveka cUkIne kyAre na bAlAya. tema puNyazALI aneka mANasAnA paricayamAM AvyA ..viziSTa buddhi viziSTa smaraNa zakita, aneAkhI nirIkSaNa zakita chatAM darekane dareka vAta thAya ApaNA vyakitatvane anurUpa, sAmA mANasanA vyakitatvane anurUpa ja vAta karAya. rASTrapatine ubhA rAkhI koI cheArA kahe tame amArA bhAratanA soSTha nAgarika che te mArUM zarIra khUba tape che mane tAva che ke nahi kahA ne ? sAce A cheko ApaNane mUrkha lAge. tAva aMge "mA' ne pUchAya, DokaTarane pUchAya. rASTrapatine nahi. rASTrapati AgaLa

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96 to temanA vyakitatvane anurUpa prazna pUchAya vAta karAya. tAvanI vAta. karavAmAM rASTrapatinuM apamAna...to koika dharmapremI dharmAbhilASI dharmendra chu AgaLa koInI niMdA doSa kahevA. tenI burAI karavI te dharmanuM apamAna nathI? tenA vyakitatvane anAdara nathI? bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApI paNa dravyasiddha che. tethI tenI samakSa jIvanI burAI karavI te tenI jAtinuM apamAna che. eka sAdhAraNa sajajana manuSya paNa AvuM akartavya nA kare te jagatanA zikSaka samA sAdhu kayA anubhavo kahe? kayI vAta kare ? - sAdhu jema viziSTa kAraNa vinA potAnI AtmakathA nA kare, sAdhu jema potAnA rUpanA varNana nA karesAdhu jema potAnI vidatAnA gIta nA gAya. sAdhu jema potAnA kuLanI baDAI nA kare, tema sAdhu pitAnA anuvanA pradarzana nA kare te pachI jeTaluM joyuM, jeTaluM sAbhaLyuM te belAya ja kema? jema kulavadhUnA pradarzana nA thAya. tema ApaNA anubhavanA pradarzana karAya? jema jalapAna karavAnuM paNa gALIne ja pANI pIvAya. kerI khAvAnI paNa goTalA kADhIne ja khavAya keLA khAvAnA paNa chAla kADhIne ja khavAya. tema sAdhu joyeluM ane sAMbhaLeluM badhuM nA bole, zAstra AjJA dvArA dareka vacanane pavitra karIne ja bole. varSo sudhI zAstrone abhyAsa kara, mRSAvAda viramaNa mahAvratanA saMpUrNa svarUpane samaja bhASA samiti ane vacana guptine AtmasAta banAva Akroza tADanA tarjanAne sahana kara. mAna apamAnane pacAvatA zIkha pachI ja gurU AjJA laIne jarUra paDe te belavAnuM ayogya binajarUrI vighAtaka vAtane visArI sva ane para upakAra ja vaMcana bolavAnuM. jo AvI rIte bolIza to tArAmAM vacanasiddhi pragaTaze. tAruM vacana amegha thaze.

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" 7 sAdhunA vacana dvArA jagatamAM zAMti phelAya. sAdhunA vacana dvArA saune AzvAsana maLe. sAdhunA vacana dvArA kartavyapathanuM bhAna thAya. sAdhunA vacana dvArA jIvamAtranuM maMgala thAya. sAdhunA vacana dvArA mokSamArganuM jJAna thAya. sAdhunA vacana drArA meAkSamArge pahoMcAya. prabhA ! manakane sAdhuvacananA varadAna maLyA, amane sAvacananI sAdhanA Ape to paNa dhanya banIzuM kRpALu kRpA karo. DELISTED ro. . zaza R... S zrIkalAsasAgarasUri jJAnamandira

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ra3. AsurataM na gacchajA ti siMha ane zvAnavRtti ApaNe sau samajIe chIe. siMhavRttinI prazaMsA karIe chIe. zvAnavRttinI niMdA karIe chIe paNa keNa jANe mAnava nahi sAdhu. bhikSu nahi. jinezvara bhagavaMtanI nigraMtha paraMparAne prApta karyA bAda paNa kayAreka svAMga sAdhuno paNa vRtti zvAnanI banI jAya che. tatvanI vyAkhyA ane vicAraNA zuddhazraddhA. darzanamohanIya, jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI thAya che. paNa krodhAdi AMtarazatruo upara vijya to cAritra mehanIya karmanA kSayopazamathI pedA thAya che. sattAnA jore adhikArInA rUAbe dharAne dhAvavI e kaMI moTI vAna nathI. e eka puNyano khela che. AtmAnI advitIya sAdhanA to koIne mAravA uThAvelo hAtha potAnA gAla upara calAvavamAM che. AvuM sAhasa te koI sAmAnya vyakita nA karI zake. jenI pareparAmAM bhAga hoya, jenuM lohI vanarAgInA vArasa samuM hoya te ja AvuM kArya karI zake. * : dhanya hatA prabhu RSabhadevanA putra bAhubalIjI bharata mahArAjA sattAnA lebhamAM anyAya paMtha jaI rahyAM che. eka be traNa cAra vAra hAryA pachI gotradrohane paNa bhUlIne cakaratna choDe che. caritna paNa bAhubalinI parikammA kare che. bAhubalInI vajazI muThI baMdhAI che. muThThI baMdhAI nahi. havAmAM vIMjhAi che. bharata mahArAjAnA mastaka para jhIMkAvAnI ghaDI DokAi rahI che. tyAM tIrthakaranA putra bAhubalI sAvadya banI gayA. huM koNa? kono putra? kSabhadevane putra huM

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99 moTAbhAI para hAtha calAvuM muThThIne saphaLa karIza. mastaka parane bhAra haLaveA karIza. eja muThThIe jaTAjUTa bAla UtAryA. lAca karI. zramaNane yogya muMDana karyuM. koIne sahaja gussAmAM paNa tamAcA mAravA hAtha upADayA hAya. vyakitachaTakI jAya teA hAthamAM ane chAtImAM kevI jhaNajhaNATI thAya che. lAkhA yuddhamAM je zrama nA paDe te manamAM AvelAM krodhanA Avegane samAvavAmAM paDe che. krodhanI paLane niSphaLa banAvavA hRdaya sAthe bhayaMkara vigrahamAM utaravuM paDe che. evI jagatanA mAnavAnI paristhiti sahaja che. tyAre bAhubalIjInuM keTaluM parAkrama kevu... viziSTa ane preraka che. zaktinA svAmI banI krodhane nirarthIka karavA e ja Atmika yoddhAAnuM mukhya kArya che." LL zuM bAla manakane ha MmezAM kaparAM ja caDhAva caDavAnA .ha MmezA muzkelImAMthI ja vijayI banavAnuM pitA guru thaIne AvA kaDaka thaI gayA. putranI dayA tA dUra rahI paNa eka mAsuma bAlakanI paNa dayA nathI AvatI, jyAM mahArathI hAMphI jAya che. tyAM A bALakanuM zuM gajuM ? duniyAnA samasta kAyaro ane ahitasvInI A manobhUmikA raheze, koI bheALA spaSTa bAlaze. koI mutsadI judI rIte rajU karaze. bhalA mAnava ! bhikhArInA putrane eka ja vidyA zIkhavADavAnI hAya ..peTa bharavAnI..TukaDA roTalA raLI khAvAnI... . rAjaputranI zikSApatti alaga heAya tene samasta vidyA zikhavavAnI...samasta paddhatti zikhavavAnI zAma--dAmadaMDa bhedanIti samajavAnI paNa kyAre kaMI nIti AcaravAnI tenI aneAkhI koThAsujha joIe. bhikhArI game tevA hoMziyAra hoya to paNa te rAjaputrana

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100 guru nA banI zake rAjaputrane guru chaThThInA dhAvaNathI zastrapATha zIkhave. ghaDIyAmAM rAjaputra raDe te rAjamAtA kahe kA beTA! zrI kSatriyANInuM saMtAna nathI? duzmana dekhIne raDe che? bAjumAM rahela vaDAraNa kahe. nA...mA...nA.mA. A to tamAruM lohI che. kSatrionI mojamajAha para unA AMsu sAre che. bhikhArIne putra dayAthI jIve rAjaputra zUravIratAthI jIve te kAmaNaputra zAnA dvArA jIve? zramaNaputra kSamAnA sahAre jIve tenA zvAsa tenA prANa, tenuM jIvana kSamA. kSamA rahe to sAdhunA 10 prakAranA dharma rahe. kSamA jAya to hAthamAM gho rahe. ane hRdayamAMthI sAdhutA cAlI jAya. pU. zayyabhavamUri mahArAja sAdhuonA ghaDavaiyA che. temanuM zikSaNa kAcuM na hoya. adhuruM nA hoya teo samaje che. tapa, tyAga, jJAna, dhyAna, sAdhutAne zobhAvanArA paNa sAdhunA khudanA nUra zA mAM ! kSamAmAM. kSamA vagaranI sAdhutA nAka vagaranI suMdarI jevI behudI lAgaze vRkSa lIluM kema? mULamAM mIThAM jaLa samAyelAM che. vRkSa sukuM kema? mULa baLI gayuM che. jIvanamAM kSamA teja rAkhI zake jenuM hRdaya jinavANInI saravANIthI navapallavita hoya. jinazAsananA rahasya pAmIne samajIne gusso Ave to phAve nahi. paDachAyAnI jema dekhA daIne pAchA vaLI jAya paNa saphaLa nA bane. pU. zaabhavasUri mahArAja bAla manakane saphaLa sAdhu jovA mAMge che. tethI prAraMbhamAM je sAdhanAnA agharAM caDhANa caDhAve che. zramaNa putranA zikSAdAtA mohI guru nA cAle. zramaNa putranA zikSAdAtA premI guru nA cAle. zramaNa putranA zikSAdAtA guNI guru joIe. guNI guru pacAsa TakA eMzI TakAne paNa pAsa nA kare. te kahe mAre vidyAthI bhale chaghastha mAre vidyAthI bhale krodhanA udaya

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101 vALe... paNa mArI vidyArthInI mArA ziSyanI jIvana paddhatti vItarAga jevI hAya mArA ziSyanI jIvana paddhatti vItarAgI jevI hAya...mArA zramaNa ziSya pAse krodha phAvI nA jAya. to tophAna zAnA karI jAya ? huM zramaNanA guru' chuM. mArA ziSya kSamA mATe zrama karanAro che. gussA aMte koI bAla ajJAna tapasvIonA svabhAva che. vAta vAtamAM ghaDIe ghaDIe nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM gussA jene satAvI jAya che. te sAdhutA pAlana karatA hAya paNa pariNAme asura nikAyanA deva. manaka ! prabhunA zAsananI meATI meATI vAta karavAnI nahI paNa prabhunA zAsananA rahasyane krodha sAme kezarIyA karavAnA che, bhUle cUke paNa krodha tArA rAjyamAM nA praveze e mATe tAre satata jAgRta rahevAnuM che. zAstrAmRtanAM pAna kara zAstrAmRta dnArA krodhanA viSa dUra thaI jaze. samatAmAM sthira banIza. samatAdnArA ja sAdhutAnI zAbhA nArA DrAma--prayatna kSamAne tuM kayAre paNa gussAnA Avezane vaza na thA. gussA tane tArI sAdhutA nA bhUlAve. tenA pratidina prayatna karaje, zuM A prayatnamAM saphaLa bana eja tArA kSamA mATe zrama karI rahela pitAnI hArdika bhAvanA che. beTA ! tuM kAma karanAra majura nahi paNa kSamA kAje zrama kazma nArA bhaDavIra ..lADalA .zAsana samaja ane anAdinA zatru sAme vijayI baMne te ja mArI prasannatA, mArA AnaMda. kSamAbhAvane Atmastha banAva ane mane khuza kara. pU. zayyabhavasUrI mahArAja manaka para je samatAthI hAtha pheravI krodhathI dUra karo che, te karUNA mArI para nA karo. karagarIne vinavuM chuM. huM paNa tamAro koI janmanA snehI chuM. basa, manakanI jema mArA paNa bhAva svajana bane,

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ra4. neva gRhe na nihave . joyA vagara cAlyA ane pagamAM paththara vAgyo "hAya Aje te kevA loko che. Ama vacce paththarA nAkhatAM haze." Ama kahI bIjAnI bhUla para gALo detAM paga paMpALatAM AgaLa cAlyA javuM te AjanA samAjanI khAsa paddhati che. koI bhalI vyakti kahe mahAnubhAva! Ama ghoMghATa zuM kAma karaze cho? Ama paththara bAju para mUkI de... samasyA hala thaI jaze. meM vacce paththara nAMkhe che te huM bAju para nAMkhu? mArUM kAmato bUma pADavAnuM." meM sAMbhaLyuMne mane salAha ApavA Avyo te have tuM ja bAju para nAMkha. tame rastAmAM paththara joyo to tamAre bAju para nAMkhavo joIe. kolAhala karI amArI zAMtinA bagADavI joIe. pitAnI bhUla chUpAvavI ane bIjAnI bhUla Dhola vagADIne jAhera karavI te rAgI pInA phajetA. bhUla karavI ane bIjAnA nAme caDhAvavI te durjanavRtti. khUdanI bhUla chUpAvavI nahi bhUla svIkAravI te sAdhuvRtti. manaka! anAdi kAlathI AzranA saMskAra AtmAmAM sthira thayelA che. saMvaranA saMskAra navA che. nUtana saMskAra-nUtana AcAra praNAlI che. eTale AtmAne samajAvavo paDaze AcAra ane anAcAranA satata khyAla rAkhavA paDaze.

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103 AcAra eTale sanmArga niravagha pravRtti kartavya. anAcAra eTale unmArga sAvadha pravRtti akartavya. bhUkha lAgI eTale khAvA lAgI javuM te AhAra saMjJA ! bhUkha lAge chatAM ka, epaNIya maLe te ja AhAra levo te gaucarI AcAra. thAka lAge eTale suI javuM te ghasaMjJA! thAka lAge chatAM svAdhyAya karI gurunI sevA karI bhUminuM pramarjana karI rAtrinA prathama prahara bAda saMthAro karavo te sAdhvAcAra. koI kaDavo zabda kahe ane paththarane javAba paththarathI ApavA te krodha saMjJA. koI kaDavo zabda kahe tyAre e saMsArI che paNa dharma kSamA che. ema vicArI javAba Ape ne upazAna rahe te sAdhvAcAra. sukhane svIkAra karavo ne du:khanA pratikAramAM lAgyA rahevuM te Azrava-AcAra. du:khano AnaMda sAthe svIkAra ane sukhanA mATe pUrNa beparavAI te saMvarano AcAra. pratikSaNa tAre AcAra ane anAcAranA pRthakkaraNa karavA paDaze. Azrava ane saMvaranA bhedane pArakhavA paDaze. caDhe te paDe, bhaNe te bhUle, ArAdhanA karatAM virAdhanA thAya, sevA karatAM AzAtanA thAya, tema AcAranuM pAlana karatAM kayAreka anAcAra thaI jAya. koika aparAdha ajJAnanA kAraNe thaze. keIka bhUla sadagurunI nizrAnA abhAve thaze koIka bhUla pApanI AdatanA kAraNe thaze. paNa jANe-ajANe chadmastha hovAthI AcAramAM vicAranuM milana na rahe. guru gautamasvImInI paNa bhUla thAya. tane hitazikSA ApanAra mArI paNa bhUla thAya. paNa bhUla thayA bAdanI avasthA e Atmika yogyatAnuM pratibiMba che.

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104 ApaNA AtmA ja mAhAdhIna banI akSamya aparAdha karI besaze. paNa aparAdha karyA bAda kayAreya asvIkAra karatA nahi sajJazAstramAM prAyazcittanuM vidhAna che. paNa prAyazcitta kone hAya guru pAse pAtArnI bhUla kabUle, guru AgaLa pAtAnA pApa prakAze, guru AgaLa je pApa je rIte thayA hoya tenI hArdika kabUlAta kare. jema beMkanA ceka pAsa thavAmAM hastAkSarane jarA pharaka na cAle. jema DaoNkaTara pAse dehanI rajUAta karavAmAM jarA paNa saMkoca na cAle tema guru pAse pApanI kabUlAtamAM jarA paNa zarama na cAle. mA pAse jema nAnuM bALaka khulluM rahe tema ziSya guru pAse dila khulluM kare. ziSya ! tuM paNa Atmazuddhi kare ja che ne? pratikramaNa zu che ? aticAra zuM che? IriyAvahiyA zuM che? " devasia" AlAu" " zu` che? abhuTTi zuM che? tyAM te sabhA vacce A sUtro raNakArabharyA avAje bAle che. evuM suMdara bAle che ke huM khuza thaI jAuM chuM " micchAmi dukkaDama " bAlatAM saMvatsarInA divase AkAza gajavI de che. ane guru AgaLa AleAcanA letAM pANI pANI thaI jAya che. have tuM kema zaramAya che? zA mATe Dara, bhaya ane kSeAbha anubhave che? t gurudeva ! sAcu` kahI dauM... mArI pravRtti mahAtmAnI hatI. paNa vRtti mahAtmAnI hatI nahi. Apa sAcA sana che!. mahaMta che. tethI mArA pratye sadaiva karUNAnA srota vahAvyo che. gurujI ! saraLanA, zuddhithI khUba dUra chuM. hajI mAyA kapaTa zavRtti kyAreka mArA manamAM savAra thaI jAya che. tethI AlAcanA letAM mArA pApanuM pApa sAme nivedana karatAM kSeAbha anubhavuM chuM. manamAM thAya che gurujI te gaMbhIra che paNa mane bIjA koi pApI mAnaze saraLa sAdhaka pApa thaI gayuM, anaMta jJAnIe jANI lIdhuM have be cArathI chUpAvavAthI zuM ?-sUraja ka i chAbaDIe DhaMkAya? pApa nahi AleAvIe, ?

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105 nahi svIkArIe to DhaMkAze tethI ja kahuM chuM "neva gUhe na nive" nuM kahIza gUhe eTale paNa chupAvavuM ane ninhave eTale paNa chUpAvavuM eka ja artha mATe be zabda zA mATe paNa sAMbhaLa- " jema mAnasazAstrI kahI de tame Ane cora kahe che paNa A dilane cera nathI. IrSAnA kAraNe teNe koInI vastu upADI che. tene joitI nathI paNa bIjA pAse rahe che tene gamatuM na hatuMcera pitAnI cauyavRttinuM pRthakkaraNa nathI karI zakato tema ApaNe ApaNI vRttinuM pRthakkaNa karI zakatAM nathI, anaMtajJAnIno avavala insApha ja ApaNA anAdinA pApane nAthI zake ApaNI anAdinI pApavRttine kAbUmAM laI zake. bhAI! kayAreka bhUla karyA pachI sarvathA asvIkAra thAya che kyAreka bhUla karyA pachI sAmAjika dhoraNe bhUlane thoDo svIkAra karAya che, thoDuM chUpAvIe chIe. A karmAdhIna AtmAne svabhAva che. have tAre dharmAdhIna banavAnuM che, zAstrAdhIna banavAnuM che tethI ja kahyuM pApanuM gUhana paNa nahi karavAnuM ane pApane chUpAvavAnuM paNa nahi gRhana eTale thoDI vAta karavI, thoDI chUpAvavI, kAMTo ghoDo nIkaLaze ane thoDe raheze to tene kaLa vaLaze? moDhuM badhuM sAruM thaI jaze paNa dAMtamAM jarAka karacara raheze te jIbha tyAM ja jaze. thoDuM paNa pApane chupAvavA dArA te pApano pakSa karyo. aparAdhanA ja bIja uMDA karyA, prAyazcita levA chatAM te pApane sthira karyuM. tethI samajI vicArIne vartaje. sAdhu apUrNa AlecanA le te na cAle, to. pachI sarvathA aparAdhano svIkAra nA kare te kema cAle? manaka! pApane sarvathA svIkAra karavAno pApane jarApaNa chUpAvavAnA nahi. zuddha sAdhutAnA pAlana mATe A khUba jarUrI che. khudanI bhUlane

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106 apUrva svIkAra na cAle te ApaNI bhUla bIjAnA nAme caDhAvI devI te keTaluM bhayaMkara pApa bhUla potAnI ane devAra paNa bIja para karavuM te keTaluM bhayaMkara. sAdhu thayo tyAre sabhA vacce rahevuM niMdAmI girihAmi akhANuM vosirAmi have zarama zA kAje? zAstranA nidiyAsana karatAM kaheluM huM ja mArA karmo karyA, bhaktA have bIjA upara doSAropaNa kema? - muni manaka te bALaka che. bALaka zuM pApa karavAnA ane tene zuM chUpAvavAnA-pU. zaabhavasUri mahArAja amArA mastaka para hAtha mUko amArA hRdayane saraLa banAvo. spaSTa banAve, sAtvika banAve, sadagurunI sAkSIe AtmAno uddhAra karavA sarva aparAdhane saMpUrNa svIkAra karIe. je bhUla Aja sudhI kahI hoya paNa adhUrI kahI hoya te pragaTa karavAnuM baLa Apo-amArA anAcAra dUra karo prabhu! prabhu! tamArA caraNamAM AvyAM chIe...dayA karo... AcAramAM sthApo.

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rapa. ahaM vayaNe kujA karI - ItihAsa kahe che ke, pitAnA eka vacana pAlana khAnara rAma-- caMndra vanamAM gayA - patinI chAyA banavA sItAe vanamI vasamI vATa svIkArI - bhAinI sevA kAje lakSmaNe parNakuTImAM ayodhyA mAnI. '' varSo vItyA - yugo vItyA. duniyA upara nathI koI rAmanA putra ke nathI koI lakSmaNanA vaMzajonathI sItAmAtA sItAnA piya-rIyA..paNa gharagharamAM - gAmagAmamAM nagaranagaramAM ane dezaparadezamAM khudanI AtmAkathAthI e adakA premathI rAmanI kathA sau vAMce che. preraNA le che. ItihAsa sAkSI pUre che ke satyavacana pAlana khAtara harizcaMdra mazAnane rAjamahela mAnyo che. . khudanA khudanI snehI vyakita svajanonA vacana khAtara jhajhUme e saMsArInI rIta che. snehInI rIta che sajajananI karaNI che... tyAre sAdhutAnI paddhati alaga...sAdhune pitAnuM kaMi paNa nahi. Agraha nahi, niyama nahi, sAdhu e te agamabhUminA mAnava sAdhunI. jIvana paddhati paNa agamanigamanI sAdhu kahe potAnuM vacana pUrNa karavuM te mAnasazA. sAdhu kahe snehInuM vacana pUrNa karavuM te lokasaMjJA sAdhu kahe jinanuM vacana-guvacana pUrNa karavuM te sAcI dharma saMjJA.. gurUdeva. pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja bAlamuni manakano vAso. paMpALe che ane hitabharI vAta kare che. beTA manaka! mAro ane tAre. itihAsa Ajano nathI. gaIkAlane nathI anAdina che.

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110 A badhA saMkalpa vikalpo aha premInA che. peAtAnI jAtane kaMika samajanArAnA che. gurU gautama eka sAcA ziSya hatA. khudanA vismaraNa e ziSyanA lakSaNathI zAbhatA hatA. gurUgautamasvAmInA AtmA to AjJApAlanathI hasatA ja hoya ..prabhunA viyAge raDayA te gurUgautamanA mAha...paNa AjJApAlananA preme gurU gautamanA mohane haTAvyA. gurU gautama AjJApAlana khAtara bAhya sAMnidhyane gauNa samaje, alyA kapaTI...tAre hajI ahaM peASavA che. tuM kahe " huM gurUnI chAyA hatA" bAla gurUnu bAhya sAMnidhya upAsanA yogya ke gurUnI AjJA ? meLava javAba tArA aMtaramAMthI...dhanyatama ziSyA ja najarIka yA dUra rahI gurU AjJAnI ArAdhanA karI zake che. ApaNe dehanA upAsaka nathI. paNa dehamAM rahelAM pAvana gurU AtmAnA upAsaka chIe. gurUnI AjJA zirasAvadya karavAmAM gurUnuM satata sAnidhya che. sAthe rahevAmAM hAya paNa kharUM ane na paNa hoya AjJApAlanamAM avazya gurUnuM sAMnidhya hAya. - manaka ! ziSya banavA ekalI sevA pUratI nathI. sevA te ziSyajIvananuM prathama pagathiyuM che. sAcI sAdhanA te gurUnA vacanane saphaLa karavAmAM che. gurUnuM vacana kyAre paNa anyathA hAya nahi mArA pApane udaya hAya mArA duSkarmo hAya ~ paNa gurUnu vacana eTale puNyazALInu vacana - AdezanA ma ka yukta mahAtmAnu * vacana. pAtALamAM pANI hAya... banI zake ke meM khAdhuM tyAM na hoya. mAre bhUstarazAstrInA vacana anusAra suyogya sthaLe khAdavuM joIe... judI judI jagyAe nahi eka jagyAe khAdavuM joIe. paNa pAtALamAM pANI na heAya te traNe kALamAM nA bane. tema gurUnuM vacana sadA satya hoya maMgala heAya. hitakAraka

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111 sala hoya - khAmI mArA purUSArthanI - khAmI mArA samarpaNanI - khAmI mArA puNyanI paNa huM ziSya.sAco ziSya - gurUvacana saphaLa karavA ja jIvI rahyo chuM. AhAra karUM ke ArAma karUM - adhyayana karuM ke AlocanA karuM tapa karyuM ke dayAna karuM paNa mArA ziSyatvano prANa gurUejJAne saphaLa karavAmAM... samasta sAdhake gurUvacana saphaLa karavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. jema AmanyA vagara vidyA siddha na thAya. tema sAdhukuLanI AmanyA vagara, siddhi nA maLe. ApaNe gurUvacana saphaLa karanAra mahAtmAnA zubhAziSa prApta karIe. temane vinavIe- temanI pAse kAkaludI karIe - gurUvacana saphaLa karavAnI sAdhanAnA rahasya amane samajAve - ApanA paMthanA ame cAhaka chIe. ApanA ame upAsaka banIe evA AziSa Ape... da, ' S

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108 keTalIye vAra mAna khAtara jhajhumyo--pAMca paccIsa varSa loka jIbhe mArI kathA gavANI-paNa tane khabara nathI A saMsAramAM tyAga sivAya pitAnI sAtamI peDhInA purUSane bhAgye ja koI jANe che eTale lokanA duniyAnA mAna-sanmAna khAtara mAre ke tAre jhajhUmavAnuM nathI. have jIMdagImAM jIva saTosaTanI bAjI khelavAnI che. beTA bAjImAM raMga jamAva che. gurujI pitAjI ! samajAvo bAjInA aTapaTA dAva. ApanI kRpA-ApanI chAyA-pachI mane bhaya zAno? mAre zAnI ciMtA? tyAre sAMbhaLa beTA ! abhimanyunA aDhAra koThA sahelA che, droNAcArya ke bhISmapitAmahanA cakraTyUha jItavo sahela che...paNa A eka aTapaTo cakracUha che. tAre tAruM nAma yAda rAkhavAnuM - tArA nAmathI tane je kartavya kahe te karavAnuM - haMmezA yAda rAkhavAnuM hitazikSAne cAhaka huM 'ziSya.paNa kharI majA te tyAM che -saMzI - vicAraka prajJAvAna banI tArA avAjane tArI jAtane bhUlI javAnI-gauNa banAvavAnI. zarIra tArUM...vacana gurunuM. mana tAruM paNa tArA manamAM gurUnI abhilASA. gurUnA vacana khAtara jhajhUmavAnuM gurUnI AjJAne saphaLa karavAnI tahatti, hAjI Apa kaho te pramANe ja AvI bhASA bolavAnI ane jIvanamAM maraNAMtakaSTa Ave to paNa saphaLa karavAnI-nahitara A sAdhunI bhASAne abhinava karanAra nuM naTa.tethI adhika kazuM ja nahi. gurUnA - tArakanA - upakArInA - jJAnadAtAnA - sUtradAtAnA arthadAtAnA - jJAnamAM sahAyakanA- zraddhAnI zuddhi karanAranA - saMyamane nirmaLa karanArane - patanamAMthI utthAna tarapha laI janAranA -samudAyanA hitasvInA- jJAnAdhikanA - vaDIlanA - upAdhyAyanA -

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AcAryabhagavatanA zAsana rakSakanA ~ zAsana prabhAvakanA vacanane .. - - - * AjJAne AdarathI 2vIkAravAnI -- vacana vaDe tatti ~~ uvasa'pAmi kRpA karI kahIne zira para a li karIne svIkAravAnI -- kAyAthI je divasathI AjJA mAnI te divasathI pravRttimAM lAgI javAnuM zarI tArU -- vacana tArUM -- mana tArUM paNa Teka gurUnI -- vacana gurUnuM -- AjJA gurUnI.... gurUnI AjJA saphaLa karIne rahevAnI.. ameAgha karIne rahevAnuMjema sAcA jyAtiSInI AgAhI saphaLa hAya che paNa tenI kahela paLa mATe sadA udyama karavA joIe. tema hitasvI gurUnu vacana sadA maMgalakAraka hoya che. paNa e maMgalanuM pAtra banavA prayatnA tAre ja karavA paDe. " 10 -- - paramAtmA mahAvIra gurU gautamane aMtima samaye devazarmAne prati bAdhavA mAle ..cAra jJAnanA mAlika, pacAsa hajAra kevalI -- ziSyanA gurU gautama peAtAnI jAtane vismarI -- potAnA jJAnane paNa bhUlI gurUnA vacanane svIkAre hA kahe -- eTalu nahi ~ vihAra karIne tyAM jAya vihAra karIne ja nahi aTakyAM paNa devazarmAne pratibAdha karIne ja pAchA vaLe. - --- dIpaka devazarmAne pratibAdha karI pAchA vaLe tyAM sAMbhaLe - traNalAkanA traNa jagatanA chatra paramAtmA mahAvIra mekSe padhAryA. gurU gautamane AjJA pAlana karavAmAM zuM lAbha thayA? paramAtmA mahAvIranA atima paLe ja viyeAga thayA. - gurU gautama kevA bheALA rahyA bhagavAnI vAta zirasA vadya karavAnI...paNa jarA jJAnanA upayoga to mukavA tA - Apa ta uMmaramAM paNa prabhuthI meTA jarA vyavahArika khyAla karavA hatA ke tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa dehathI vidAya le che. AjJA mAnI tA mAnavI hatI - eka sArA ziSyanuM kartavya hatuM paNa jarA AgaLa pAchaLanuM vicAravu* hatu ne ? ' * k

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110 A badhA saMkalpa vikalpo ahapremInA che. potAnI jAtane kaMika samajanArAnA che. gurU gautama eka sAcA ziSya hatA. khudanA vismaraNa e ziSyanA lakSaNathI zobhatA hatA. gurUgautamasvAmIne AtmA te AjJApAlanathI hasato ja hoya...pralanA viyoge raDayo te gurUgautamane moha...paNa AjJApAlananA preme gurU gautamanA mohane nahaTAvyo. gurU gautama AjJApAlana khAtara bAhya sAMnidhyane gauNa samaje. alyA kapaTI tAre hajI ahaM poSavo che. tuM kahe "huM gurUnI chAyA hato" bola guranuM bAhya sAMnidhya upAsanA yogya ke gurUnI AjJA? meLava javAba tArA aMtaramAMthI. dhanyatama ziSyo ja najarIka yA dUra rahI gurU AjJAnI ArAdhanA karI zake che. ApaNe dehanA upAsaka nathI. paNa dehamAM rahelAM pAvana gurU AtmAnA upAsaka chIe. gurUnI AjJA zirasAvaMgha karavAmAM gurUnuM satata sAnidhya che. sAthe rahevAmAM hoya paNa kharuM ane na paNa hAya - AjJApAlanamAM avazya gurUnuM sAMnidhya hoya. manaka ! ziSya banavA ekalI sevA pUratI nathI. sevA to ziSyajIvananuM prathama pagathiyuM che. sAcI sAdhanA to gurUnA vacanane saphaLa karavAmAM che. gurUnuM vacana kayAre paNa anyathA hoya nahi - mAre pApano udaya hAya -mArA duSkarmo hoya - paNa gurUnuM vacana eTale puNyazALInuM vacana - AdeyanAma karmayukta mahAtmAnuM vacana, pAtALamAM pANI hoya. banI zake ke meM khedayuM tyAM na hoya. mAre bhUstarazAstrInA vacana anusAra suyogya sthaLe khedavuM joIe. judI judI jagyAe nahi eka jagyAe khodavuM joIe. paNa pAtALamAM pANI na hoya te traNe kALamAM nA bane. tema gurUnuM vacana sadA satya heya - maMgala hoya. hitakAraka

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111 saphala hoya - khAmI mArA purUSArthanI - khAmI mArA samarpaNanI - khAmI mArA puNyanI paNa huM ziSya. sAco ziSya - gurUvacana saphaLa karavA ja jIvI rahyo chuM. AhAra karuM ke ArAma karUM - adhyayana karuM ke AlocanA karuM, tapa karyuM ke dhyAna karuM paNa mArA ziSyatvano prANa gurUAjJAne saphaLa karavAmAM samasta sAdhake gurUvacana saphaLa karavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. jema AmanyA vagara vidyA siddha na thAya. tema sAdhukuLanI AmanyA vagara siddhi nA maLe. ApaNe gurUvAcana saphaLa karanAra mahAtmAnA zubhAziSa prApta karIe. temane vinavIe - temanI pAse kAkaludI karIe - gurUvacana saphaLa karavAnI sAdhanAnA rahasya amane samajAve- ApanA paMthanA ame cAhaka chIe. ApanA ame upAsaka banIe evA AziSa Ape...

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ra6. bahussua pajuvAsijjA eka nAnA bALakane jhaverI bajAramAM joI pIDha jhaverI vicAramAM AvyuM ? koi bhUlA paDI gayA. AvaDuM amathu TAbarIyuM ahIM kema paDelA chekaro haze ? ' " bhalA bAlaka ! tAre kyAM javuM che? " zuM tuM rasto bhUlyA che? nA mahAjana nA. huM rastA bhUlyA nathI...huM jhaverI bajAramAM samajIne Avyo chuM." are! hIrAmeAtInA bajAramAM zuM karIza ? zAka mAmkITamAM jA...koi sajajana...dayA karaze. tA paNa be keLAM khAvA Apaze.. ahIM teA kAMi nahi maLe. sajajana ! mArA ghare ghaNuM khAvAnuM che, huM kamAvA Avyo chuM, mAre jhaverI banavuM che. karavA che." khAvA nathI AvyA .. hIrA mAtInA vepAra bhAI...tArA manoratha sArA paNa hajI mUchanA dorI phUTavA de... atyAre te majA kara...nA...mahAzaya . nA. mAre tamArI suphIyANI salAha. nA joIe. bhale vepArI mATo thaIza tyAre thaiza. paNa tamArA jevAnI pati joine anubhava te levA do. uparanI vAta koI kalpanA kathA nathI, paNa vartamAnanA eka jagaprasiddha verAtanA vepArI jIvananI bhavya kathA che. jene jenI cAhanA heAya te tenI sevAmAM cAlyA jAya, vepArInI sevA vepArI ja banAve, rasAIyAnI upAsanA rasAi ja banAve, jene anaMtanA jJAna karavA che. jene padA mAtranA artha samajyA che. jene pratyeka dravyanA guNa paryAya jANavA che. te konI sevA kare...konI upAsanA kare?

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113 kAma karavuM ane sevA karavI vacce aMtara che. gharamAM nokara rahe, kAma kare paNa zeThanI sevA nA kare. gharamAM putre rahe pitAnI sevA kare - paNa paiso maLatAM saMpattinA bhAga vaheMcAtA alaga thai jAya. jarUra paDe tyAre sevA karavA Ave. kAma karavuM ane sevA vacce jema atara che, tema sevA karavI ane papAsanA vacce paNa aMtara che. pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja manakane kahI rahyA che. anaMtajJAna cAhaka bAla ! siddha banavA tAre anata guNa pragaTa karavA paDaze. asaMga guNanI prApti tArI mudrAlekha banAvaje, te ja tane Akhare siddhi apAvaze. saMga karavo paDaze paNa kone saMga karavAne? manaka! bahuzrutanI paUpAsanA karavAnI - bahuzrutanI paryupAsanA vagara asaMga guNa pragaTa nA thAya. asaMgane prAptinI prathamAvasthA papAsanA . khyAlamAM rAkhaje meM tane upAsanA nathI kahI paNa paUpAsanA kahI che. zu upAsanA eTale najadIkamAM Asana rAkhavuM? zuM paUpAsanA eTale bahuzrutanI cAre bAju najadIkamAM Asana rAkhavuM? AvA bahu prazna ApaNA jevA vakra ane jaDanA hoya. zAstramAM sthaLe sthaLe jJAna-jJAnInI maryAdA batAvI che. jJAnI sAthe vAta karAya paNa hAtha joDIne. jJAnI sAthe temane koI jAtanI takalIpha na thAya tema vartAya. jJAnI pAse-gurU pAse kArya arthe javuM hoya to paNa gurUnI. AjJA laIne javAya. bahuzrunanI upAsanA nahi paNa paryuSAsana eTale zuM?

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116 abhyAsa guNa prApti arthe thAya che. mATe paNa thAya che saskAra alpajIvI hoya che abhyAsanA saMskAra sthira zAstranA abhyAsa karI zAtramaya jemanI buddhi banI gaI bahuzrutane abhyAsa hamezAM upasthita rahe che. vAMcanI vira che. Agama eTale mULasUtro ja nahi, sUtra--niryuM kti--bhA ~TIkA eka Agama upara upasthita saghaLuM sAhitya Atma te Agama--abhyAsa, eka Agama nahi aneka Agamavid anusAra. mahApuruSa racita zAsrane paNa vettA.. te badhAne ja bahuzruta. bahuzruta eTale jIvaMta zAstrabha'DAra. manaka ! - bahuzrutanI pa pAsanA AlAka--paralAkanuM hita karaze. gatimAM lai jaze. tattvanA nirNaya dvArA zraddhAnI zuddhi thaze. bahuzruta mAhAtmAnA adanA sevaka banI. tAruM anaMtajJA kare. e ja tArA jJAnacAhaka pitAnI zubhAziSaya..

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ra7. na te uvahase muNI mA bALakanI nabaLAI para kayAreya mazkarI kare! badabu nIkaLatI heya, pasa karatA hoya evA paNa dadIne joI DaoNkaTara moTuM pheravI le che? mA tenuM nAma je vAtsalya dvArA bALakamAM zakti pedA kare, DokaTara tenuM nAma nidAna ane davA drArA roga dUra kare. mtamAM jeTalo mahAna mANasa teTale te sahAnubhUti zIla. koI pApAtmAnI nabaLAi para mazkarI karanAra, vyaMga karanAra kyAkhya mahAna na banI zake? manaka! vAtsalyanA dAna karI tAre jagatajananI banavAnuM che. AtmaguNonA piSaNa karI tAre jagatapitA banavAnuM che. AtmaguNonI prAptimAM sahAya karI tAre jagananA bhrAtA banavAnuM che. uccaguNonI preraNA ApI tAre preraNAmUrti bhaginI banavAnuM che. ajJAnatA aMdhakAra dUra karI jJAnanA prakAza pAtharI tAre jagataguru banavAnuM che. jene zire kartavya che, javAbadArI che, te aMga kare, upahAsa kare, mazkarI kare ke AzvAsana Ape. utsAha Ape. sahAya Ape zuM kare? kahe joI ? sAdhu eTale mahAtattvajJAnI, dehanA IyinA DuMgarA ADe chUpApela AtmadevanA darzana karanAra. koInA paNa utkarSamAM puruSArtha ane puNyane jue. koInI paNa avananimAM bhavitavyatA ane nikAcita pApanuM pariNAma jue.

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114 sevA kaMIka meLavavA.. upAsanA ISTa siddhi mATe pavuM pAsanA jJAnInI kRpA prApta karavA. jJAnIne rIjhavavA. brAhmaNane putra eTale lohImAM vidyAnA saMskAra. pitA veda vedAMga ane Agama pAragAmI chatAM bAlamuni manAkane bahuzrunanI paUpAsanA karavAnI te vartamAnanA ApaNA jevA e jJAnInI parthapAsanamAM kevA lIna banavAnuM? bahathunanI sevA tane sukha nahi Ape.sukhanA sAdhano nahi Ape. bahuzrutanI sevAthI tene anukuLatA nahIM maLe. potAnI sukumAlatA nahi poSAya. bahuzrutanI sevAthI tArA zarIranI nirogitA nahi jaLavI zake, bahuzrutanI sevAthI tArI kIrti dazadizAmAM nahi phelAya. paNa...samasta dunyavI vyakita pAse mAMgavAthI karagaravAthI vinavavAthI je nahi maLe. ne bahuzrutanI sevAthI maLaze. bahuzrutanI sevA AlokanuM hita karaze. eTale pramAdathI dUra rahIza. bahuzrunanI sevA paralokanuM hita karaze eTale tArAmAM duka AcaraNa, duSTa vicAra, bhayaMkara adhyavasAya pedA nahi thavA de. bahaJtanI sevA tane mokSa prAptimAM sahAyaka thaze, mikSa nahi maLe tyAM sudhI bahuzrutanI sevAnA kAraNe tArA kapAye aAjIvI anutkaTa ane anubaMdha vinAnA thaze. zubha avyavasAya sanama raheze. Atmazatruo moLA paDaze...sadagatimAM jaIza...have vicArI le bahuzrutanI paththupAsanA keTalI saphaLa che. mAruM jIvana keTaluM dhanya banaze? paNa-- eka vAta khAsa vicAravA jevI chekaMika bheLA jIve evuM mAnI beThA che jene bhaNatAM na AvaDe - jenI buddhi nA hoya tene sevA karavAnI - bhakti karavAnI paNa zAstranI rIta anokhI che. zAstra kahe che. AgamanA artha nA hRdaya sparzI nirNaya karavA che, AtmaspazI pariNatI pedA karavI che. tevA jJAnIne - budimAnane

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115' te avazya gurUnI sevA karavAnI. kadAca gurU alpamati hoya ke paNa gurUkRpA haMmezA jaDamatine mahAmati banAve che. gurukapA kadI alpamatitA dUra karyA vinA rahetI nathI. traNe kALamAM jJAnanA ATha AcAranA pAlana vagara jJAnInI paryuMpAsanA vagara jJAnanI prApti thAya? jIvanamAM zAstranA rahasya zAstranA audaMparyane meLavavAne manoratha che to pahelAM bahuzratanI paryuM pAsanAne jIvanamAM vaNI le. bahuzrutanI payyAsanA ja jJAna ApI deze. gurUsevA dvArA maLeluM jJAna sUtra arthanA rahasya ane nirNayapUrvakanuM hoya. suvAsita moMghA attara jevuM che. jenuM eka TIpuM paNa vastrane vAsita karI parimalanA pamarATathI bharI de che. manaka! hajI eka bhUla sudhArI le. jenI pAse adhyayana karavuM tenI ja sevA karavI te kadAcit svArthanI sevA paNa banI jAya. guNanI ya sevA nahi thAya ane guNInI sevA paNa nahi thAya mATe ja bahuzruta mAtrane ArAdhya upAsya pUjaya mAna bahAta mAtrano huM ArAdhaka-upAsaka sevaka chuM mAruM kamabhAgya samasta bahuzrutadhArInI sevA karI zakato nathI. paNa Aje huM je jJAna prApta karuM chuM temAM bhUtakALanA anaMta bahuzruta mahAtmAnI vartamAnanA aneka bahuzruta mahAtmAne ane bhaviSyanA aneka mahAtmAne smarIAvI eka bahuzrutanI ArAdhanA dvArA anaMtanI sevA karIza. mArA jIvanamAM jyAre jyAre bahuzrutanI sevAno virala prasaMga Avaze tyAre haiyAnI anaMta Uma dvArA svIkArIza.' AvuM anokhuM vrata rAkhIza te guNane upAsaka banI zakIza nahitara svArthano sAdhaka. tAre bahuzrutanI sevA karavI che te zAstrIya daSTie bahuzrutanI vyAkhyA samajI le. bahuzruta eTale AgamavRgha, jemane zrutajJAnane khUba abhyAsa karyo che. abhyAsa ane vAMcana alaga che. vAMcana samaya pasAra karavA

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116 mATe paNa thAya che abhyAsa guNa prApti arthe thAya che. vAMcananA saMskAra alpajIvI hoya che abhyAsanA saMskAra sthira thAya che. zAstranA abhyAsa karI zAtramaya jemanI buddhi banI gaI che tevA bahuzrutane abhyAsa haMmezAM upasthita rahe che. vAMcanI vismRti thAya che. Agama eTale mULasUtro ja nahi. sUtra--niyukita--bhASya--cUNI --TIkA eka Agama upara upasthita saghaLuM sAhitya AtmasAt karavuM te Agama--abhyAsa, eka Agama nahi aneka AgamavidaAgama anusAra. mahApuruSa racita zAsrane paNa vettA. .te badhAne jANaeN tyAre bahuzruta. bahuzruta eTale jIvaMta zAstrabhaMDAra. manaka ! - bahuzrutanI pa pAsanA AlAka-paralAkanuM hita karaze. ane sadgatimAM lai jaze. tattvanA nirNaya dvArA zraddhAnI zuddhi thaze. basa have bahuzruta mAhAtmAonA adanA sevaka banI. tAruM anaMtajJAna pragaTa kare. e ja tArA jJAnacAhaka pitAnI zubhAziSa.

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27. na ta hase suNI mA bALakanI nabaLAI para kayAreya mazkarI kare ! badabu nIkaLatI hAya, pasa jharatA hoya evA paNa dardIne joI DaoNkaTara meDhu pheravI le che? mA tenuM nAma je vAtsalya dvArA bALakamAM zakti pedA kare, DokTara tenu nAma nidAna ane davA dvArA roga dUra kare. gatamAM jeTalA mahAna mANasa teTale te sahAnubhUti zIla. karanAra, vyaMga karanAra yAgya koI pApAtmAnI nabaLAI para mazkarI mahAna na banI zake? manaka! vAtsalyanA dAna karI tAre jagatajananI banavAnuM che. AtmaguNAnA pASaNa karI tArUM jagatapitA banavAnuM che. AtmaguNAnI prAptimAM sahAya karI tAre jagatanA bhrAtA banavAnuM che. uccaguNAnI preraNA ApI tAre preraNAmUrti bhaginI banavAnuM che. ajJAnatA aMdhakAra dUra karI jJAnanA prakAza pAtharI tAre jagaguru banavAnuM che. jene zire kavyu che, javAbadArI che, te vyaMga kare, upahAsa kare, mazkarI kare ke AzvAsana Ape. utsAha Ape. sahAya Ape zuM kare? kahe jAI ? sAdhu eTale mahAtattvajJAnI, dehanA IdriyanA DuMgarA ADe chUpAyela AtmadevanA darzana karanAro. koInA paNa utkarSamAM puruSArtha ane puNyane jue. koInI paNa avaninamAM bhavitavyatA ane nikAcita pApanuM pariNAma jue.

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118 sAdhu koInI nabaLAI para mazkarI kare te samudra maryAdA mUkI de. sahanazIla pRthvI khaLabhaLI UThe. surya cadra paNa niyamitatA choDI de. dharmAtmAnA tapa, tyAga vaDe ja pRthvI sthira che. samudra maryAdAmAM che. sUrya caMdra niyamita che. muni jagatane prauDhanA ane gaMbhIratA zIkhavADe jo muni upahAsya--mazkarI kare to tenuM jJAna rIsAI jAya. tethI sAdhutAnI zuddhi abhaDAI jAya. sAdhu jIvanamAM svAdhyAya karatA pahelAM kAjo levAmAM jInezvaranI AjJA jaLavAya. jJAnAcAranI zuddhi thAya. kAjo letAM adhyavasAyanI vizuddhie munine avadhijJAna thayuM. keTaluM nirmaLa avadhijJAna...saudharmAsabhAnA saudharmAvalaMsaka vimAnanA dazyo AMkhanA sAmenA padArthanI jema dekhAya. eka munie saudharmendrane jAyAM. muni jAnatA hatA saudharmendra prabhunA bhakta. jinazAsanano anurAgI. zuddhasamakitI...Indra sadaiva bhaktimA masta paNa jJAnato paLapaLanA bhAvo prakriyA batAve. mALIne ja khabara hoya ke pAnakharamAM vRkSo kevA bicArA garIba banI jAya che. ane vasaMtamAM vRkSo kevAM zrImaMta banI jAya che. zaherI loko vasata jANe paNa pAnakhara na jANe. ' ajJAnamAM eka avasthA jaNAya, jJAnamAM aneka avasthA jaNAya. pelA mahAtmAne dekhAya che. IdrANI rIsAyelI che. saudharmendrane kahe che. tame ghoDo bane. mane tamArA upara besavA do. to ja manAmaNA-sAMdharmendra ghoDe banyA. IMdrANI manAyA saMsAranA manAmaNA rIsAmaNA mohanA nATakathI dura rahelA munine thayuM. vAha saudharmendra! joI lIdhI tArI laDAI. aneka devo para akhaMDa Azcarya dharAvanAra tuM paNa IdrANIne ramavAnuM ramakaDuM! jJAnanA svAmI muni saudharmendranI vivazatA para mazkarInA bhAvamAM hasI paDayAM. muni mazkarI samA hAsyathI hArI gayA avadhijJAna munine tALI daI kSaNavAramAM dara-saMdUra cAlI gayuM.

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: 119 kAjo kADhatAM maLeluM avadhijJAna eka mazkarInA hAsya dvArA dUra bhAgI gayuM kAraNa zuM? jJAna gaMbhIratAmAM rahe. jJAna dvArA AtmA zaktinA darzana karavAnA, jJAna drArA karmanA julma jANI tene dara karavAnA, upAya vicAravAnA, bhautikavRttimAM hAra khAtAne bacAvavAnA, bacAvAya evuM nA hoya tyAM karUNA ke upekSA paNa mazkarI pUrvakanuM hAsya kyAMya nahi. muni mazkarI pUrvaka hase eTale je mohane tyAgyo che tene puna svIkAra muni mazkarI pUrvaka hase eTale sAdhuvratanI virAdhanA. muni mazkarI pUrvaka hase eTale jJAnanI AzAtanA muni mazkarI pUrvaka hase eTale ajJAnanI samIpatA. muni mazkarI pUrvaka hase eTale jagatutattvanuM apamAna. hAraya ane upahAsamAM bahu aMtara che. vinoda ane parihAsamAM bahu aMtara che. hAsyamAM bIjAnI adabhuta zaktino svIkAra che. bIjAnI zaktimAM AnaMdanI anubhUti che. upahAsamAM pArakAnI nabaLAIne dhImo tiraskAra che. bIjAnI nabaLAImAM khuzI mAnavAnI kharAbavRtti che. mahAbhAga ! cAritra ne mohanIya karmanA udaye maLyuM ke kSayopazamathI? yathAkhyAta cAritra kyA karmanA kSayathI maLaze? jarA vicAra- nuM upahAsa kare kone sanmAne che khabara che? ajJAnane--hane? moha tArA jJAnane bhagAvI deze. jema pavana ghanaghora ghaTAne vikherI nAkhe che tema moha tArA jJAnane kSaNavAramAM vikherI nAMkhaze bola, tuM jJAna-darzana-cAritra rUpa ratnatrayano sAdhaka ke virAraka? bhalA ! koinI nabaLAI para upahAsa karavo eTale anaMta. zakitanA svAmI AtmadevanuM apamAna tArI khudanI jAta pothI paMDita

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120 che. tenuM pradarzana sAthe tArUM dharma ane dharmanuM jJAna apUrNa hAya te zuM koinI mazkarI kara, TIkhaLa kara, sAcA jJAnI sahAnubhUti Ape, AzvAsana Ape, dhairya Ape, koinI nabaLAI upara upahAsa nA kare teA nuM sAdhu. sajajana mANasa tenuM nAma ke koInuM aMga ughADuM hoya te DhAMke. paNa sajjana koIdi koInA ughADA aMga para AMgaLI'nA cIdhe e badhA vAnaraveDA durjananA...... tuM sAdhu jagatanA sarvazreSTha sajjan ! tetaTA bAbaDAne bAlanAM sAMbhaLe tenA mukhanA AkAro, hAthanA cALA, ta...ta...pa...pa...dekhIne tane hasavuM Ave ke jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA bhayaMkara jAlma dekhAya. bicArAe kyA janmamAM AvuM tIvra jJAnAvaraNIya karma bAMdhyuM haze ? lAva tene jJAnanI ArAdhanA batAvuM. keTalAka sajajanA ghare beThA keTalAyane davA pahoMcADe che, to huM mArA paricayamAM AvelAnA ajJAnaroga dUra nA karUM ? A bhAva thAya ke viparIta--jo tane hasavuM Ave che te samajI leje e cepIroganA kITANuM tane vaLagyA, jethI te dhRNA karI. mazkarI karI to tetaDA bAbaDApaNAnA rogane te... AmaMtraNa ApI dIdhuM. A janmamAM nahitara koi janmamAM paNa e roganA bhayaMkara humalA tArI para thaI jaze. bhalA...sAvadha thA... manaka ! tuM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA sAdhu, tane prathamathI ja audayikabhAva, kSayApazamabhAva, kSAyikabhAva, pAriNAmikabhAva samajAvavAmAM AvelA che. kSayeApazamabhAva eTale vicitra che. jyAre tenI Dumni haze, zuddhinA prakarSa haze tyAre chadmastha chatAM tuM zrutajJAnanA sahAre kaMIka aMze kevaLajJAnI samAna jagat tattvane jANI zakIza. prarUpI zakIza. paNa yApama ekadama sAmAnya thaI jaze tyAre tArI jAtane paNa oLakhI zakIza nahi. tArA nAmane paNa sAMbhaLI zakIza nahi, kadAca rAganI gherI asara magaja para nahi thai hoya te samajI badhuM zakIza paNa eka akSara bAlavAnI zakti tArI pAse nahi hoya.

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121 kahevAya che koI baMgalAnA eka lekhaka hatA. jene pAtAnAM pustakanA sAhitya akAdamInA evArDa maLyA che. evArDa kaMIka bAra varSe maLyo. zaheranA aneka vidvAna tenuM sanmAna karavA AvyA. tyAre khabara maLyA. bAra varSathI te sAhityakAra sUnamUna che. anaMta AkAane tAkatAM eka ja jagyAe besI rahe che. kevI bhayaMkara che kSayApazamanI vicitratA...AjanA jJAnI AvatI kAlanA dayAne pAtra, bhASA zAstranA niSNAta, jJAnavijJAnanA pAragAmI caudapUvI paNa jo tAtaDAya. tenI paNa vANI avaruddha thAya zabda vacana liMga kALa vibhakitanA viparyAsa thAya te paNa upahAsa na karAya, mazkarI na karAya. koInI bhUla kADhavI temAM karUNAbhAva che. paNa koInI bhUla upara upahAsa karavA te krUrabhAva che. bhUla sudhAravAmAM jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI nirjarA. koinI bhUla upara majAka karavAmAM ajJAna ane mehane AvakAra. prabhA ! ame ajJAnI, ghaNIvAra upahAsa karyA. amArI bhUla para nahi. bIjAnI bhUla para temAM paNa totaDA bAbaDA baherA muMgAnI khUba majAka karI koI vidrAna koI jJAnInA vyAkhyAnamAM bhASA phraka thaye basa pachI te keTalAye divasa sudhI tenI paTTI utAryA karI paNa Aje upahAsa karIe chIe. amArA ajJAna para re pAmara ' koInI mazkarI tA thaI ke nahi paNa tArA jJAna ane cAritranA upahAsa dArA te sura parihAsa karyA. mahAtmA manaphanA jevA audAsInya bhAva amane paNa Ape. amane paNa tArA .uddhArA gurudeva ! ame upekSA yogya nathI. ApanI karUNAnA pAtra banAve. 76

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28. guruSpasAyAbhimuhe ramejajA ane dhanane abhilAvI dhanikanI sevAmAM tatpara rahe. vidyAno abhilASI vidAnanI sevAmAM sthira bane. mokSane abhilASI guru sevAmAM tatpara bane. A tyAga pradhAna bhAratIya saMskRti che. rAjA mahArAjA paNa vidyA meLavavA mATe gurune prasanna kare bhAratIya jJAna dhanathI nA maLe. jJAna sattAthI nA maLe jJAna te gurunI kRpAthI ja maLe. paNa eka satya nA visarata. A saMskRtimAM A zAsanamAM gurudevo kyAre paNa sattAnI zehamAM taNAyA nathI. saMpattinA emane koI mUlya nathI. khudanA dehanI mAyA nathI eTale sevA zujhUMpAnI abhilASA nathI. pAtra jue to haiyAnAM hIra ApI de. khudano putra hoya paNa apAtra dekhe te tene paNa jJAna nA Ape.. gurujane nirALA che....nirAbhimAnI che.. ni:spRhI che. phakata temanA haMyAmAM zAsana kAje suyogya AtmAnI jhaMkhanA hoya che. guru suyogya AtmAne jue eTale suyogya ziSyane kalpanAthI paNa adhika jJAna ApI de. paNa guru jue jJAna bAda tenAmAM zuM AvyuM? gaMbhIratA . prauDhatA.... udAratA. akutUhalavRtti.... samabhAva A guNa na jUe te vidyAnA dAna baMdha. jJAna vagara mokSa nahi.. guru kRpA vagara jJAna nahi... mumukSu ! mokSanI abhilASAe mAtA pitA choDyAM... samasta saMsArane ' lAna mArI. tyAganA kaMTaka bharyA mArge cAlyo. kaMcana ane kAminI

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123 choDyA. paNa have kIrtinI AzA, nAmanI lAlasA tArA manamAM udhamAta macAve che. prabhunA zAsanamAM tapa, tyAga ane dhyAna karavAnA. te taddana vAta sAcI che.- barAbara che. zAstranI AjJA mujaba cAlavAnu te vAta paNa barAbara. gurunI nizrA joIe te paNa barAbara... paNa... jIMdagIbhara nAnA moTA pratyeka kAryamAM gurunI maherabAnI.. gurunI kRpAno ja vicAra karyA karavAno? amArI paNa umara vadhe che tema anubhava paNa vadhyo. have to thoDI vicAravAnI zakti Ave jIdagIbhara koI nirNaya na karIe to amArI nirNayazakita paNa murajhAI jAya ne? gurue amane zAstro bhaNAvyA che. koI prazna-samasyA Avaze te joI laIzuM. chatAM ya nahi samajAya to gurune pUchI laIzuM. guru kaMi ochA rIsALa che ke amane sahAyaka nahIM bane ! paNa jIdagIbhara gurukRpA tarapha tAkaLyA karavuM e te kevI rIte thAya? emane yuga alaga.. amAro yuga alaga emanI buddhi alaga. amArI buddhi alagaemanI smRti alaga . amArI smRti alaga... emanI zidhyasaMtati alaga prakAranI... amArI ziSyasaMtati alaga prakAranI emanA bhakto alaga prakAranAM amArA bhakto alaga prakAranA.. dareka bAbatamAM ame jo temanuM anukaraNa karIe to ame nAmazepa na thaI jaIe? gurujInuM puNya kyAM? ane amAruM puNya kyAM? ame amArA puNya mujaba amAruM jIvana goThavIe...gurunI kRpA joIe.e vAta sAcI paNa jIMdagIbhara gurukRpA tarapha ja jevuM e kema bane? '

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124 - are sAdhaka AtmA ! AvA to tArA eka nahi ekotera prazna hoI zake ! eka nahi tArI paNa lAkho samasyA hoI zake! paNa... ekavAra te sAco javAba Apa. sAce ja tAre mokSa joie che? zAzvata sukha joie che? te bhalA sAMbhaLa... mokSa gurukRpA vagara nA maLe tArI pAse tArA prazna che to have tuM zAMtithI gurukRpAnA mIThAphaLane paNa vicAra... gurukRpA dvArA buddhi ja nahi, nirmaLa buddhi vadhe che. gurukRpA dvArA smRti ja nahi sAthe svAdhyAya zakti vadhe che. gurukRpA dvArA jaDanI ruci ghaTe che tanvaruci pragaTe che. gurukRpA dArA rAgInI mamatA ghaTe che. vItarAganI mamatA jAge che. gurukRpA drArA aviveka naSTa thAya che. viveka pragaTe che. gurukRpA dvArA mithyAtva naSTa thAya che. samyakatva pragaTe che. gurukRpA dvArA ajJAna bhAge che. jJAna lAdhe che. gurukRpA dvArA saMsAra akAro lAge che. saMyama pyAro lAge che. gurukRpA drArA pramAbhAva naSTa thAya che. apramattabhAva pedA thAya che. gurukRpA dArA durbhAgyanAmakarma dUra thAya che. saubhAgyanAma karma pedA thAya che. gurukRpA dvArA puNya prabala thAya che. sarva sAnukuLa saMjogo pradakSiNA de che . gurukRpA dvArA yazakIrtinAmakarma udayamAM Ave che ane samapitA bhakato maLe che. * gurukRpA drArA AyanAma karma pedA thAya che. suvinIta ziSyo maLe che.

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125 gurukRpA dvArA parAghAta nAmakarmapedA thAya che..ane te zAsanaprabhAvanamAMthI sahAyaka bane che. gurukRpA dvArA Atmagapaka banAya che ane... AtmonnatinI jhaMkhanA jAge che. gurukRpA dvArA sAdhanAmAM saphaLa thavAya che ane siddhi maLe che. gurukRpAnI cAhanA prazasta cAritra mohanIya karmanA pazamanI sahAyathI thAya che. gurukRpAnI prApti thatAM prazasta cAritra mehanIya karmanA pazama sAthe saubhAgyanAmakarmano udaya prApta thAya che. gurukRpAnI prAptimAM AtmikayogyatA sAthe puNyano paNa sAtha joIe jyAre gurukRpAnI tatparatAmAM Atmika yogyatAnI jarUra che. sAdhaka te purUSAthI che. purUSArthathI hAre paNa nahi..thAka paNa nahi. A duniyAmAM koI vidyA koI maMtra koI siddhi evI nathI ke je gurukRpA dvArA nA maLe... AdhyAtmika duniyAnuM gaNita alaga che. tyAM te gurukRpAnI jhaMkhanA na jAgI tyAM sudhI mAyAvI...kapaTI.. AdhyAtmika duniyAno ekaDo gurukRpAthI ja prAraMbha thAya. gurukRpAnI jhaMkhanA eTale... vItarAgane samarpita, zAsanakAje sarvasva samapI cUkela zAMta-mahAzAMta... dIrgha saMyamI mahAjJAnI... AdhyAtmika mahAsAdhaka mahAtmAnA caraNe vinaMti... Apa samasta vizvanA tana mananA tApa hare tevA kalpavRkSa che ame kalpavRkSanA banI zakIe..paNa kalpavRkSanI chAyAnA pipAsu musAphara banI zakIe. Apa kalpavRkSa che tethI ApanI chAyAmAM je saMkalpa karIzuM te siddha thaze. saphaLa thaze ame paNa mekSanA abhilAgI chIe. Apa tenA AmnAya vidda cho. saphaLa maMtravidranA sAMnidhyamAM sAdhanA vagara maMtra saphaLa thAya tema ApanA sAMnidhyamAM sahaja anAyAse mokSa prApta thAya...

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126 mArA mAna kaSAyane kAbUmAM lAvIza...mAna kAbUmAM Avaze... -namratA nitya sahacarI tharo. pachI ApanI kRpA ja..mArI IcchA .. jhakhanA .epaNA... abhilASA banaze. kabUlAta karuM chuM kaMIka bhUla thaI hoya te ahaMnA kAraNe have huM "aha" ane "mama" kAranuM visarjana karIza. cAtaka je AturatAthI meghane jUe tenA karatAM aneka guNI abhilASAe gurukRpAne jhaMkhIza. samajAya che gurukRpA AgaLa samagra vizvanI saMpatti tuccha che. gurUdeva ! tAkAta Ape. sArA che vizvanI abhilASAne tirarakAravAnI. gurUkRpAnA cAhaka eka ziSyane gurUdeva AcAryapada" arpaNa karI rahyA hatAM. kriyA prAraMbhAI sabhA ziSyane nihALI rahI hatI. ane ziSya gurudevane nihALI rahyA hatAM. gurUdeva bhAvine nihALI rahyA hatAM. gurUdevanA mukhanI rekhA taMga thavA lAgI....kAnanI bUTa lAla thaI gaI... khullI muThI baMdha thavA lAgI. jANe...ajANe hoTha phiphaDavA lAgyA. ziSyathI A sahana na thayu. ziSya bALakanI jema deDayA gurUcaraNamAM jhukayA AMsuthI gurUnA caraNa prakSAlyA . gurudevamAre pada nA joIe. mane ApanI kRpA joie. jItIne mAre hAravuM nathI...basa ApanA caraNopAsakapaNuM mAre mana sarvottama che. gurUdeva ! gurUdeva ! Apa A bALaka para nArAja kema? vatsa! tAruM puNya prabaLa che! gurUdeva ! gurUdeva ! o mArA gurUdeva ! evuM nA bolo. mane nA raDAvo puNya mArUM' paNa, kRpA to ApanI ja ne. ?

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127 gurUdeva ! gurUdeva ! Apate tAraka che...rakSaka cho .rakSA karo bhavabhavathI...mane Apo jIMdagIbharanA cha vigaInA tyAMgane niyama gurU hArI gayA.Apa jItI gayA..mane Apo ApanI anupama bhAvanA.. pU. zaabhavasUri mahArAje bAlamuni manakamAM nAnI umaramAM mekSanI abhilASA pedA karI. ane kSAbhilASane pUrNa karavA gurUkRpA sanmukha karI dIdhA....amane zakti Apo. sUryamukhInuM phUla sUrya je dizAmAM phare. je dizAmAM sUrya jAya tima phare, tema ame paNa tenI jema gurUkRpA prasannatA je raste maLe nene anusarIe..evA varadAna Apo. gurUnA varadAna ziSyanA aramAnane saphaLa karaze. A -

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ra9. aNu tanAvagao vi santo. jagatamAM ajJAnI maryAdAne lepa kare, pUjyanI pUjAno vyatikrama tucchavRttivALo kare, paNa sAco jJanI kayAre paNa maryAdAne lapa nA kare... pUjyanI pUjAna vyatikrama nA kare.. turachavRttitA nA kare .. ajJAnI, alpajJAnI, mUrkha biMdunI prAptimAM siMdhunI prApti samajI le... ane mAne huM kaMika chuM, tyAre jJAnIne jema jJAna prApta - thAya tema namra - vinama zAMta bane. guracaraNano upAsaka bane. tene thAya gurUkRpA prApta na thaI hota to A rahasya kayAMthI prApta thAta. sAce gurUe mArA para kRpA karI te jJAna malyuM, paNa jo jJAna prApta thayA pachI atimAna Ave te kahevuM paDe - A to davAthI darda vadhyuM. jJAna to sarvamadahara che. ....... jJAna meLavIne mAna pachI koI davAthI tenuM darda dUra thAya nahi, abhimAna e to bhayaMkara roga. abhimAnane roga guNIsevAnA abhAve thAya che. abhimAnane roga pUjonI bhakitanA abhAve thAya che. manaka! tAre gurU sevAthI dhanya banavAnuM, gurUdevanI bhaktithI tAre Atmika zakitanI abhivRddhi karavAnI, paNa tAro prazna raheze bhakti karuM paNa tenI maryAdA to hovI joIe ne? badhA kAryamAM samayanI maryAdA paNa bhakitamAM samayanI maryAdA nahi ... kevalajJAnanI prApti thAya te paNa bhakita choDavAnI nahi. "akhaMtanANAvagao vi so" bhakti jJAna meLavavA karavAnI paNa jJAna maLI jAya eTale bhakita choDI nahi devAnI. kAraNa tuM gurUpada bhakata--gurUne

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129 sevaka, have bhakita te tAruM vyasana banI gayuM, bhakti vagara tane cena nA paDe. bhakitathI kaMi prAptinI paNa jhaMkhanA cAlI gaI. gurUpada bhakita nuM nirIha banIne kara. nispRha banIne kara, phakta pUjya che, upAsya che, ArAdhya che--huM sevaka chuM, bhakta chuM, mATe bhakti karuM chuM. je gurUkRpA drArA kevalajJAna prApta thayuM te gurUnI bhakita kevalazAnI banyA bAda paNa karavAnI te manaka vicAra, ApaNe gurUbhakti kevI rIte karavAnI? konA mATe karavAnI? A bhAvo vicAravAnI jarUra che. gurUnI bhakita ApaNAmAM namranA pedA karavA, mahAvratanI zuddhi karavA, AtmAnI unnati karavA, cAritradhArI anumodanA karavA, AzAnAdanIya karma haTAvavA, zAsanasevaka banavA, zAsanarakSaka banavA, zAsanapati banavA karavAnI che. bola tuM tArI pragatine-tArI pratiSThAne-tArI zAzvata kItine jhaMkhe che te A bhAvothI bhakti karavAnI. jyAM potAnI kaMIka prApti mATe sAdhanA thatI hoya tyAM dilanI urmi kevI uchaLe? jaganamAM badhA zAstro badhAne zIkhavA paDe paNa mAtAne vAtsalyanA pAna kevI rIte karAvavA te zAstra zIkhavA javA paDe? mAne paNa jo vAtsalyazAstra bhaNavuM paDe to te sagI mA nahi ... sAvakI mA. mA eTale ja vAtsalya zAstra tema ziSya eTale jIvaMta bhaktiyoga. tene vaLI bhaktinuM zAstra bhaNavA javuM paDe? gurUnI pAse rahI gurUnuM jJAna meLavI temanI IcchA-AzA-abhilASA-abhiprAya samajI gayela ziSya gurUnI AMtarika vRttine jANe to gurUnI zArIrika prakRti nA jANe e kema bane?

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130 amArA pU. gurUdeva pAse jyAre gurUdevanI vAta nIkaLe tyAre AMkhomAM azru sAthe aMjali joDI nata maratake gurUdeva bole bhAI ! mArA to evA saddabhAgya ke mane tIrthakara sadRza gurU mahArAja malyA hatA. temanA hRdayanA eka khUNAmAM svArtha nahi, mAyA nahi. tethI ja gurUdevanI jevI AMtarika prakRti tevI bAhya prakRti. AhAra-nihAra badhuM niyamita darekamAM sAttvikavRttinA darzana thAya. pU. gurUdeva jyAre jyAre tAranI vAta kare tyAre lAge sAme pU. zrI gurUdevazaja dekhAya che ane belI rahyAM che. sAcA gurUbhakatane mana gurUnA dehano viyoga sAmAnya cIja che, paNa gurvAjJA drArA gurUbhakti sadaiva karaNIya che. sAco zidhya gurUbhakti dehabhakitamAM sImita nA kare. paNa AjJApAlana rUpa bhakti dArA gurUbhaktine atyaMta vistRta kare. tenuM gurUbhaktinuM kSetra vizALa ane bhaktinA mArge vividha bane. sAcA ziSyane khudanA niSkalaMka cAritra pAlanamAM paNa gurUbhaktinA darzana thAya. sAcA ziSyane supAtramAM paNa vAtsalyavahAvatA gurUbhaktinAM darzana thAya. koI kahe A zu? sAco ziSya kahe bhAI huM to rojha jevo hato-kapAyo mArA saMyamane duSita karatAM paNa gurUdevanA vAtsalya mane sAdhu banAvyo. A AtmA paNa dhanya banaze. sAcA ziSyane pratyeka saphaLatAmAM gurUbhaktinA phaLa dekhAya. te ziSya zuM jJAnI bane, vidvAna bane, vyAkhyAnakAra bane, graMthakAra bane-vAdI bane zAsana prabhAvaka bane to gurUnIbhakti bhUle? nA..nA. jema jema vyaktitva vikAsa pAme tema tema kapAyo alpa thAya. saddaguNonI abhivRddhi thAya. saddaguNo satsaMsargamAM rAkhe ke asatsaMsargamAM? saguNo jJAnInI upAsanA karAve ke ajJAnInI? ajJAnanA kAraNe Azaya nA samajAya... ajJAnanA kAraNe AzAtanA thaI jAya. paNa jJAna jema abhivRddhi pAme tema saunA Azaya

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131 abhiprAya samajavAnI zakti Ave, te hitakArI-udhdhAraka-tAraka gurUdevane abhiprAya keTalo samajAya? jJAna gurUdevanA hRdayanA darzana karAve tethI jema jJAna vadhe tema gurU sevA gurUbhakitanI abhivRddhi thAya. * jo jJAna prApta thayA bAda gurUbhakita ghaTe to samajavuM jJAna nahi paNa bhaLatuM ja kaMIka meLavyuM AryA mRgAvatI caMdanabALAe upAlaMbha Apyo. AryA mRgAvatIe gurUnA upAlaMbhane siddhArzala ArohaNanI taLeTI banAvI ane kevalajJAnI banyA. paNa gurU sAnidhya-gurU sevA nA choDayA. nidrAdhIna caMdanabAlAnA dehanI bhakitamAM kevalajJAnI ziSyA rata rahyA. kevalajJAnI paNa gurUnA dehanI bhakti nA cUke. ghanaghora rAtrimAM sAva Avyo. anaMtajJAnI ziSyAe nArakanA hAthane sarpathI dUra karyo. zA mATe? A mArA tAraka hatA, uddhAraka hatA-A gurUnA upAlaMbhe mane kevalajJAna ApyuM. lokotara jJAnInI vyavahAra paNa sarvazreSTha hoya. ApaNA jevAnuM cAritra jahAja avinaya-uddhatAI-kapAyanI bhaMvarImAM kayAMya athaDAI nA jAya te mATe mahApurUSonA jIvana vyavahAra dIvAdAMDI samAna hoya che. anaMtajJAnIne have koI prAptinI jhaMkhanA nathI, koI avaguNa dUra karavAnA nathI. chatAM gurUpadanI bhakti ..jema nadImAM kaMkara nAMkho, prathama taraMga tamArA kaMkarathI paNa pachI eka taraMgamAthI bIjA nara ga sahasA-bhakti kevalajJAna meLavyuM che eTale kevalajJAna bAda paNa sahaja svabhAvathI bhaktinuM AcaraNa thaI jAya che. manaka! bhakti jyAre tAro svabhAva banI jaze tyAre tane gurU sAthe abhedabhAva siddha thaI jaze. bhakti kAlokaprakAzI jJAnanI svIca che,

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132 bhakta ane bhagavAna alaga e dehabhAvanI daSTie... ziSya ane gurU alaga e zArIrika daSTie. bAkI sAcI bhakita dArA ziSya gurUnA AdhyAtmika sa eTalo anubhava kare che-gurUnA ravabhAvanA-jJAnanA ziSyamAM thAya che. prabhunA zAsanamAM gurU mahAmaryAdAzIla che, tapasvIno pA vinaya kare che. zAsana prabhAvakane paNa saMbhALI le che. te anaMtajJAnI pAse sevA-zuzruSA karAve? na karAve ziSya to anaMtajJAnI bane te paNa sevA nA choDe. basa manaka! gurubhakita dvArA anAdinA ghAtakarmane haTAva. tane jJAnI mane majA nahi Ave paNa gurUbhakta kahevAmAM atiprasannatA che huM tArI pAtratA jovA mAMgu chuM. pAtratA vikasita karavA upade chuM. tArI pAtratA sahaja vikAsa pAmo. gurudeva! mahAtmA manaka gurUbhakta hatA. tethI te paLane ya vilA vagara Apane caraNe samarpita banyA ane sAdhu banI grahaNa Asevana zikSA prApta karI. sAdhanAmAM sthira banyA * ame mAna-sanmAnanAM gelamAM na AvI jaIe, tevA Ape. e varadAna malaze te je gurUpada bhakata banI zakIzuM. bhakta banIe tevA AziSa Ape.

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rivare hAsa nA che. hyu zizna . Tild y 30. tesiM sikkhA paddhati Adhyotmika duniyAmAM AgaLa vadhelA zukaladhyAnanA sahAre aMtamuhU tamAM kevaLajJAnI banI zake che...paNa zrutajJAna te tenA niyamanA AdhAre ja AgaLa vadhe che. athaDAya che. jJAnanA abhAve tethI jIvanamAM jJAnanI ati manaka ! A duniyAmAM ajJAnI kAramA pAyA karI daurAnubaMdha kare che. agatyatA che. jJAnanA pipAsu banatAM pahelAM eka A sUtra gAkhIle... vinaya vagara, namratA vagara, sevA vagara traNe kALamAM jJAna prApta nahi thAya. pustakanI mAhitI judI che ane jJAna juda che. pustakanI mAhitI gava pedA kare che. jJAna pApathI pIchehaTha karAve che. bAla tAre pustakanA kIDA banavuM che ke jJAnI banavuM che? sAdhu pustakanA kIDA nA hoya, sAdhu jJAnane upAsaka hAya. jJAnanA upAsakanA be asidhArAvrata che. be asidhArAvratanA kadAra pAlana vagara jJAnanA darzIna paNa durlabha ! be asidhArAvratanA pAlanadvArA jaLathI sIMcelA vRkSa jema navapallavita thAya tema tArUM jJAna anerUM vRddhi pAmaze ! nahi bhaNelA zAstranA padArtho rahasyo emane ema ukalI jaze ! tane lAgaze A tA gaIkAlanI vAta jevuM zAstra yAda rahI gayuM che. manaka ! mArA manaka !

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134 huM tAro mAhI pitA nathI, huM tArA tyAgI gurU chuM mAhI zarIrane jue, khuzIne jue. sukumAlatAne jue. tyAgI AtmAne jue, AtmAnI unnatine jue, zAzvata pragatine jue, kaDavuM paNa satya tane samajAvavuM paDaze. manaka ! tAre jJAna prApta karavuM joie...tArUM jJAna "dina dAguNA rAta cAguNA" nI jema vadhavuM ja joIe. tArA jevA rAMsAra tyAgInuM jJAna nA varSa to konuM vadhe? paNa bhalA sAdhaka ! be asidhArAvratanuM pAlana, ArAdhana, karavuM paDaze. A be asidhArA vratA che. zuzruSA ane AjJApAlana. konI sevA karavAnI ? konI AjJA mAnavAnI ? sAdhaka ! pahelI bhUla sudhAra sevA karavAnI nathI, paNa sevA dvArA dhanya banavAnuM che. AjJA mAnavAnI nathI. paNa maraNAMta kaSTa Ave te paNa jIva karatAMya jhAjherA jatana karI pAlana karavAnI che. jyAM sevA karI evuM thAya che. tyAM UMDe UMDe evu thAya che ke huM sahAyaka thayA. kaMI nahi ApaNe paNa RNa pheDI dIdhu. gurUe jJAna ApyuM. ApaNe sevA karI. banne pAsA samAna thaI gayA. jJAna bAda sevA e saMsArInI paddhati sevA bAda jJAna e sAdhunI sAdhanA jJAna epyu tenuM mAnavuM e duniyAdArI AjJApAlana karIne jJAna meLavAya te adhyAtmikatA sevAnA marmane samaja, sevA eTale sahAya nathI, madada nathI paNa jJAnI gurU sAthe abheda sAdhavAnI aneAkhI padhdhati che. je sevA

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1351 kare te gurUnI chAyA banIne rahe. tethI sevaka para gurUnA divya paramANuM phelAya. je sevA kare te khudanI anukuLanA bhUlI jAya. jenI sevA karavAnI tenI anukuLatA pratikuLatAmAM ApaNA AtmAne sImita karI devAno, sevakane bahudhA maunavrata hoya eTale zAMta svastha citte sadaiva gurUnI vANI saMbhaLAya, gurUnA vyavahAramAM, vAtamAM, vartanamAM, sadA hita bharyA hoya tevuM jovA maLe. sevakanuM nuccha nAma paNa ghaDI ghaDI gurU mukhe caDhI gurUnI pavitratA drArA maMtra tulya banI jAya. jyAre sevake gurUnI pratikULatA dUra karavA prayatna karyo. sevake gurunI anukuLatA prApti aMge prayatna karyo. sevake gurUnI aprasannanA nivAravA prayatna karyo. ' sevake gurUnI prasannatA meLavavA prayatna karyo. tyAre gurUdeve anaMtanA tAga mApatA haiyAmAM saMgrahI rAkhela jJAnanI tijorInI cAvI -gurUkRpA sevakanA hAthamAM ApI dIdhI. jJAna dvArA ziSya pratikULatAne anukuLatAmAM parivartana karI zake che. jJAna dArA ziSya aprasannatAmAM parivartana karI zake che. gurUkRpA dvArA meLavela jJAna eka amodha auSadhi che. du kha, zeka, AkaMdana, aNagamo tenI pAse AvI zakatA nathI. manaka jJAna meLavavuM che. to sevAnuM asidhArAvrata svIkArasthaLa, samaya, kArya ane IcchAnI maryAdA karI to kRpAmAM maryAdA thai jaze. kRpAmAM maryAdA thaze te, jJAnamAM maryAdA thaze. 2000 ziSyanA gurUdeva ciMtita che. zarIra vRddhatvanA Are che ~ -

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136 UbhuM che. paTanAyaka kone sthApavA gurU sUrimaMtranI sAdhanAmAM lIna banyAM. adhiSThAyaka deve sUcana karyuM. prAta:kALe 2000 sAdhunA gacchanAyakanA darzana mATe Atura che. tyAre gurUdeva eka pANI bharI rahela ziSya para gacchanAyakane vAsakSepa kare che. sau natamastaka banI gayA, gurU kahe sevA dvArA dhanya banI gayo. ziSya kahe ApanI kRpAe vAmane virATa banAvyo. have e padanI javAbadArI uThAvavAnI zakti Ape. mAre mana sevAthI adhika A pada nathI. sevaka tyAre ja sarvotkRSTa bane sevAnA badalAmAM kaMI jhaMkhanA na kare. sevA tyAre mUlyavAna kahevAya sevAthI adhika jagatamAM kAMI nA lAge. sevAmAM je layalIna bane che tenuM jJAna tenI zikSA pratidina vRddhi pAme che. manaka sevA to pagathiyA vinAnuM sIdhA pahADanuM caDhANa che. AjJApAlana cIkaNA pahADa para goLa goLa caDhavAnuM che, sevAmAM huM nahi bole paNa tArI sevA - bhakita te bolaze. AjJApAlanathI kayAreka gurUne dUra rahevAnuM paNa Avaze. dUra rahI karela AjJApAlanamAM kayAreka aNasamajutI paNa pedA thaze. kayAreka tenI kaThInatA, kaThoratA, bhayaMkaratA nahi paNa samajAya. tethI roja guno navA Adeza karaze, tyAre manamAM samarAMgaNa nahi pedA thAyane ! gurU te hukama kare che. temane kyAMthI kaThInatAnI khabara hoya jo A ThaMdo jItIza, to ja AjJApAlanamAM vijayI banIza. yuddha caDhelA kSatriyane priyatamAnuM mukha yAda Ave to talavAra te cAle paNa hAtha DhIlo paDe. jya parAjayamAM phelAya, tema guruno Adeza zeThazAhIne hukama lAgaze to gurU AjJA pAlana chatAM paNa lAbha tane kAryakarane, ziSyatvano nahi. AjJAmAM e apekSA rakhAya nahi. amuka samaye

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137 kahe, amuka rIte kahe, e badhI sodAbAjI leNA deNInA saMbaMdha. AjJApAlana eTale saMpUrNa svIkAra. svIkAra bAda kArya tatparatA. tethI ja kahyuM jJAna meLavavA be asidhAravrata pALavA paDaze. have tAro prazna hato. konI sevA karavAnI? konI AjJA pAlavAnI? teno javAba sAMbhaLa... AcArya bhagavaMtanI - upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanI mane khabara che A javAbathI khuza thaI javAno, tAruM mohI hRdaya kahe che samudAyamAM eka AcArya, eka upAdhyAya - ziSya aneka saune kayAM sevA maLavAnI? saune AjJA kayAMthI karavAnA? ApaNI A bhAvanA pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAja jANe che. tethI kahe che. AcAryane artha bola... AcArya eTale sUtrArthanA jANakAra ane gurU pradatta. padAdhikArI nA...bhAI...nA...ATalo sImita artha nathI karavAne. sUtra ane artha baMnenA jANakAra te AcArya. sUtra pradAtA te upAdhyAya. gurUe pada upara sthApyA ke nahi paNa jeTalA jeTane sutrArthanA jANakAra te AcArya khUba dIrdha vicAra kara - sUtranuM tane jJAna ApyuM ke koIne paNa jJAna ApyuM che upAdhyAya. sUtra artharUpa jJAnanI paraMparA dvArA ja zAsananI sthiratA. zAsananuM astitva eTale zAsananA astitva aMge jeNe sUtraarthanA pradAna karyA te AcArya upAdhyAya - AvA jJAnanI sevA AjJApAlana je kare che tenI zikSA grahaNa zikSA ane Asevana zikSA baMne jalathI sI celA vRkSanI jema navapallatita thAya che.

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138 sevA ane AjJApAlana dAra nuM jJAnamAM paNa pAragAmI barna ane kriyAmAM paNa pAragAmI banIza. siddhinI AkAMkSA tAre nA karavAnI siddhio tArA caraNe ALoTaze. prasiddhi mATe phAMphA nI mAravA paDe. prakRSTa siddhi zuddhAtma dazA sahaja pragaTa thaze. nAnakaDA manaka ! mahAna banavA mahAna kArya karavuM ja paDa sAdhanAnA mArge Dagabhara aMtaranA AziSa che. asidhArAvrata pAlanamAM saphaLa bana.

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31. vajaja na puNAtiya pas. bhUlano svIkAra na kare te akSa. bhUlane svIkAra kare te sunna punaH bhUla nahi karuM tevuM kahe te prANa ane kayAre paNa bhUla na thAya te sarvajJa. jyAM sudhI sarvajJa thayA nathI tyAM sudhI koi paNa vyakitathI bhUla thAya e sahaja che. paNa khudanI bhUlano svIkAra karavA mATe paNa AMtarika yogyatA joIe. manaka! tuM zravaNa rnigraMtha jJAnaputra mahAvIra prabhuno sAdhu... namratAnA pATha tane gaLathuMthI maLyA. pratikramaNa tArI ubhayaTaMkanI Avazyaka kriyA. micchAmi dukkaDaM e te sAdhumAtrane jIvanamaMtra. paNa tuM zIdA mokSagAmI tArI pragatI sauthI zreSTha....tuM mArI bhUla thaI che mane mApha karo." eTaluM ja nA kahe tArA aMtarane avAja ane hoM .... * "khameha avarAha me vajana na puNotiya mAro aparAdha kSamA karo have puna AvuM nahIM thAya.A vAta paNa namra ane sajAga sAdhaka karI zake...paNa tuM te pragatipathane pravAsI tArI raheNI karaNI vicArasaraNI jagatanA keI jIvanI sAthe tulanA na pAme. have puna: e pApa e aparAdha e gunho e bhUla pharI nahIM karuM bhUvane svIkAra keTalIvAra samAjanI maryAdAnA kAraNe paNa thAya che. nahIM svIkArIe to hajAra paMcAta UbhI thaze. anekavAra sAMbha

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140 LavuM paDaze. AnA karatAM te ekavAra kahI dIdhuM ke mArI bhUla mApha karo" aTale sekaMDamAM patI gayuM kAraNa ke jinazAsanamAM gurU jJAnI ane zAstrapratibaddha hoya che. ekavAra jeNe je bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI tenI te bhUla pharI yAda na karAya. gurU te bhUla kare te zidhyamAM niMdhUNatA pedA thAya tenuM pApa gurUne lAge, basa svIkAra mAphI mAMgI lIdhI eTale gaMgAnhAyA.. bhUlano svIkAra jeNe AtmAnI zuddhimATe karyo che tenI madazA ATalI halakI na hoya. AMkhamAMthI UnA AMsu sAthe vinaMti kare ke pharI pharI A bhUla nahIM karuM. bhUla mApha karo" kahevAmAM vivazatA che! dInatAM che! punaH nahIM karuM' kahevAmAM prAyazcita che ! prabhumArganuM bahumAna che. mahAnatA che! bhUla thaI gaI mApha kare' kahevAmAM namratAyukata AtmasaMzodhana paNa hoI zake che. punaH bhUla nahIM karuM mApha karo " kahevAmAM nirNayayukata Atmazuddhi che. puna: aparAdha nahIM karuM' kahevAmAM khUba tAtparya che. gurUdeva! ajJAnI ho bhUla thaI.jJAnInA samAgame bhUla samajAI. kSamAzIla mahAtmAonA paricaye bhUlanI kSamA mAMgatA zIkho. ApanA tyAgapUta vAtAvaraNe mArAmAM zraddhA pedA karI. tethI kahyuM pharI bhUla nahiM karuM meM mAphI mAgI eTale Ape mArI mAphI svIkAravA dvArA mArA upara kRpAnA vRSTI karI. ApanI karuNA yukata najaramAM mane ataranA AzvAsana maLyA. thayuM ke have to Apane kRpA pAtra banyo. ApanAM upadezanA prabhAve mArA ajJAna dUra thaze. jJAna ane ajJAnIono paricaya raheze. Apa jevA nispRhI mahAtmAnI sevA dvArA mAro. paNa svArthabhAva dUra thaze. mArAmAM paNa nirIhatA nirbhayatA

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ni:svArtha vRtti pragaTa thaze tethI bhUla thavAno saMbhava nathI. saMbhavane mArA bhAvi vijaya mAnI ApanI othe besI kahI dIdhuM " pharI nahI karUM 3 hajI mArA dilanI sAcI vAta kahuM Aja sudhI je kaI paNa ekarAra karyA...svIkAra karyA hatA te zaramanA kAraNe...samAjanA kAraNe kArakIrdI jamAvavAnA kAraNe . tethI hRdayamAM pApa, aparAdha, gunhe,. avajJA AzAtanA mATe. virAdhanA mATe ghRNA pedA thaI na hatI. paNa...have Ape ArAdhanA ane virAdhanAnA bheda samajAvyA... zuddhi ane azuddhinA praka samajAvyA ..saraLatA ane mAyAnA svarUpa samajAvyA tyAre aMtaramAMthI avAja uThyA . bhava vaidya gurudeva maLyA che tArA nA karoDa rUMvADAmAM rahelA pApane nicAvI nAMkha tArA vacana dvArA thayelA kaubhAMDIne raju karI de. samasta jagat jenAthI ajJAta che tevA tArA mAsika pApene raju karI de. anaMtA siddha paramAtmAne sAkSI rAkhI . tArA gurumAM tItha kara pada AropI gautamasvAmI jevA saralabhAve kahe, prabhu! guru ! pApanA phLAthI thAkIne nahi paNa - pApavRttithI thAkyo chuM mArA zuddhAtmasvarUpanA darzananu jha MkhatA Apane kahuM chu mApha karo...guru ! Apa to jJAnI che ..aMtaryAMmI che. sahunAM pApa jANA che chatAM nathI koInA pratye tiraskAra...dhRNA...anAdara .. Apa tiraskAra karo to pApanA ja. paNa pApI ne to AzvAsana ja Ape. ApanA haiyAmAM karUNA hAya...adhyavasAya hAya . Apa kaMi mArI malina vRtti joIne gabharAI nathI jatA. .ubhagI nathI jatAM.Apa te svayaM bhUramaNa samudra jevA gaMbhIra che ! nathI te Apa harSAdhIna "ke nathI te| Apa zekAdhIna... phkata Apa che! jJAnAnadamAM lIna .. tethI ja ApanI pavitratAe mane AkarSyA ane kahuM chu prabhu mArA. pApA mApha karo. Apa mAphI ApazeA eTale mAro AtmA unnatinA seApAna para ArUDha thavA lAgaze gurukRpA vagara AtmA akhuba dhaka

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142. dazAne kayAMthI pAmI zake? mane vizvAsa chezvagurunI pAse kSamA mAgavAthI ja cAra zaraNano svIkAra... duSkatanI gaha sukatanI anumodanAne bhAvArtha jaLavAya che. sukRtanI anumodanA ane duSkanI gahanA jere to kahyuM ke "puna: nahi karuM? puna aparAdha nahIM karuM e kahevAmAM he gurU! ApanA guNonI yazogAthA gAuM chuM. ApanA zaraNe na Avyo tyAM sudhI pApI.. ApanA caraNane pAmI ha dhanyAtmA banI gayo. guru mArA hRdaya siMhAsana para birAjyA. gurUdevanI hAjarImAM pApane praveza maLato nathI. azubha vicArone avakAza prApta thato nathI. mArA gurunA sAnIdhyamAM sadaiva zubhavicAronuM zuddha adhvasAyanuM sAmrAjya hoya che. tethI AnaMdamAM masta banI kahI dIdhuM ke have puna: aparAdha nahIM karuM. paNa kharekhara mAro AMtarika bhAva evo che Apa evA rakSaka che .ApanI zILI chAyAmAM mArI AtmazuddhinA saMrakSaNa thaze. tethI pApanuM AcaraNa kayAMthI thaze? gurUdeva ! pApa nahIM paNa pApanI punarAvRSTi ja bhaya kara hoya che. kSati nahIM. paNa kSatinI vAraMvAra AvRtti ja vratane nAza sarje che. ! ane tethI ja huM mAMgI rahyo chuM. na puNotiya he prabho! pApa . alanA vratAticAra..huM puna: nahIM karuM he deva! mAro saMkalpa ane ApanI kRpA...ApanA batAvale apurnabhAvanA prabhAve apunarAgati jevo mokSa pAmIza ja

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32. avibhAgI na hu tassa moka kuvAmAMthI jala sIMce to navuM jaLa Ave - vRkSo parathI phaLa lo te navA phaLo Ave - choDa parathI phUla cUMTe to navA phUlo Ave. dAna Apo te dAna devAnA sAdhana rUpa puNya maLe. lAbha prakriyA pradAnane AbhArI che. prApti - abhivRddhi arthe pradAna kare te saMsArI. parigrahanI zuddhi mATe pradAna kare te zrAvaka. pitAnA mATe ja zAstrAjJAthI prApta thayela saMyama yogya sAmagrIne sa vibhAga kare te sAdhu. manaka! ke dhanyAtmA che. tArA mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogo jinAjJAne AdhIna che, mokSa tAruM eya che, bhakita nAro mArga che. zuddhi tArI sakhI che. amArA jevA vRddho ane prauDho jotA raheze. ane tuM saMsAra aTavIne pAra pAmI jaIza. tAruM jIvana anumodanA karAve che. tAruM jIvana preraNA Ape che. tArI vaya ane tAruM sAhasa jatAM zikhAmaNa ApavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. * beTA ! jema krodhI, mAnI, mAyAvIne mokSa na maLe tema asaMvibhAgI nahu tasa moko, je bIjAno vibhAga na kare tene mokSa nA maLe. manaka ! dayAna pUrvaka samaja. tAruM puNya che, tane vastra, pAtra, AhAra vasati sulabha che. paNa jo maLelA sAdhana - upakaraNamAM tArA sAdharmika sAdhuone barAbara tyAga nahiM kare te mokSa nahi maLe.

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144 keNa saMvabhAgI sArI rIte tyAga na kare tane khabara che ? jene pitAnA puNya upara vizvAsa na hoya te - jene bhakitano bhAva na samajAyo hoya te - jene vaDIlomAM pUjyatA na lAge te - jene laghupratye vAtsalya pedAna thAya te - jene lAbhAMgarAya karmano kSayopazama para bharoso na hoya te - jene tIrthakara banavAnI abhilASA na jAgI hoya te - jene jIvamAtramAM siddhatvanA darzana na thAya te -- bola tuM puNyazALI? tuM nisvArthI ? dAnadharma pratye zraddhALuM? bhakti mokSane mArga mAnanAre? pUjayone pUjaka? vAtsalya mUrti ? lAbhAMtarAyane pazamI ? tuM divyadaSTino svAmI ? jo A guNa tArAmAM hoya te tuM sadaiva samudAyamAM rahetA pUjyonI bhakitamAM tatpara rahe. bAla-vRddha-glAnanI sevAmAM samutsuka rahe sahavanIMonA samyaga vibhAga karavA samutsuka rahe. kyAre paNa svArthI banI eklo peTa nA bhare. tuM munimAtramAM mokSanI bhAvanA jue. temanA mumukSubhAvamAM sahAyaka thavAnI tane abhilASA rahe | muninA caraNe mastaka mUkI vinaMtI kare mane lAbha Ape tame lAbha Apazo ? e rIte tamArA mumukSabhAvano mane bhAgIdAra banAvazo? ArAdhanA tamArI anumodanA mArI. huM ane tame sahIyArA vepArI. tamArA lAbhamAMthI mane paNa kaMIka Apo. A bhAvanAthI je samaye je yogya hoya te AhAra, vastra, pAtra, upadhino tuM sahune vibhAga kare. sAce vastra pAtranA vibhAga dvArA temanI sAdhanAmAM tAro vibhAga karI le. vAha ! chokarA ! vAha ! kharo hoMziyAra ! azAzvata ApIne zAzvatanA saMbaMdha bAMdhanAre. mAnI le ke tuM puNyazALI che. tene suMdara-vastra-pAtrA. upadhi maLe che. jaladI maLe che. zuM bIjAne maLavAnA nathI ? saune saunA

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145 puNe anukULa maLI jaze, paNa jo tuM vibhAga nahi kare te tArI parigrasaMzA jora karI jaze. Asakti aDDo jamAvaze. niSparigraha mahAvratano dhAraka tuM tArA vratathI cUkI jaiza. bola have mokSa najIka ke dUra? tuM mokSano sAdhaka rahIza ke janmamaraNanA cakramAM phasAI jaIza? lAbhAMtarAyanA kSayopazama sahita puNyanA udaye maLela sAmagrIne choDatAM zIkha-kharekhara zAstrakAroe kamAla karI che. tane lAge meM anna pANI choDayAM paNa sAro ane mokSamAM joDayo. tAre dUra mokSa najIka karyo. - sAdhu mahAtmAne saMvibhAga eTale sAcI kabUlAta. tame ArAdhaka huM alpa puNyAtmA. tame samasta saMsArane bhUlI apramatta bhAve jJAnaneajita karo. huM tamArA saunA mATe AhAra - pANI saMpAdana karuM. tame tapa kare. huM Asakata pAraNAM karAvuM. mArA lAvelA AhAra grahaNa karavA tamArI ArAdhanAmAM mAre bhAga noMdhI le. mArA mokSa thaze te khabara nathI, paNa Apa zIdAmokSagAmI cho. jo mane tamAro bhAgIdAra banAvaze, to huM jaladI mokSa prApta karI zakIza mAre bhAga karo. bahAnA-khata sahInA rUpanAM A vastra pAtra svIkAre, jethI sadeva mArI smRti rahe. manaka! bAhubalIjI ane bharatajIe pUrva janmamAM 500-500 mahAtmAnI bhaktinA abhigraha lIdhelA. ane e abhigraha pUrNa karyA. tuM koInA mATe nahi karate paNa phakta tArI pAse je che temAMthI bhAga pADaje. mahAtmA! mAruM A pustaka tame vAparo ane mane jJAnamAM sahAyaka banAve. tapasvI ! tame A pAtra vApare ane mane tamArA tapane lAbha Ape. bAlamuni ! jarA to AhAra grahaNa karaze. tame bhAvinA zAsanaprabhAvaka, mane zAsana sevAne sadabhAgI banAve, glAna mahAtmA bhayaMkara azAtAnA udayamAM paNa tame samabhAve jIvana vitAvI rahyA 10

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146 che. roga tamArA zarIrane kRza kare che, paNa tame svAdhyAya dvArA tamArA AtmAne puSTa kare. tamArI sevAno mane lAbha Ape. mane karma nirjarAmAM tatpara banAvo. bela manaka ! te mahAtmAone ApyuM ke mahAtmAoe tane ApyuM? mokSane cAhaka ! mekSa ArAdhaka ! mumukSanA vibhAga na kare to mokSa meLavI zake? saMvibhAga mumune dharma che. koI vyakti, koI paMtha ke kaI dezavAsI, koI dharmavAsI tenA upara adhikAra jamAvI zakatA nathI, paNa saMvibhAga dvArA sau dhanya banI zake che. eka saMsArIne saMsAramAM jIvavA hajAronI cApalUsI ane kadamabosI karavI paDe che. jANe ajANe kaMIka ayogyanI paNa yogyatA bAlavI, kahevI ane varNavI paDe che, tyAre sAdhunuM pavitra mastaka pavitrAtmAnA caraNamAM name. sAdhune zama svArthI banIne nahi, nisvArthI banIne karavAne, zreNika mahArAjA jevA kSAyika samakitInuM rAjya paNa koNika jevA pApAtmAnA hAthamAM. tyAre sAdhu! tAruM mamatva koI cIja upara nahi, paNa tArA upakaraNa sAdhana. temAM paNa kono vibhAga ? sAdhakane. sAdhakanA vibhAga dvArA sAdhanAnI siddhi. maka ! saMvibhAgano vistRta artha kara. kAryane boja mArA zire, paNa yaza saune vaheMcI Apavo. sadaiva saunI smRti to samyaga vibhAga saMpUrNa vibhAga thaze. nahitara jemAM chUTako nathI temAM saunA bhAga. bAkI badhuM mArA kAraNe - mane - mArAthI mArA prabhAva mATe A tArI vAta nA hoya.

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147 mahAtmA ! vastra pAtramAM sahavartIono saMvibhAga karavo te kaMI duSkara kArya nathI. evuM te saMsArI paNa kare, nuM mahAtmA tArI daSTi ane vicAraNA anupama. tane je mAna, sanmAna, yaza, kIrti, gurukRpA maLe. temAM paNa saunA saMvibhAga kara, samudAyamAM je guNo zIkhyo chuM, te saMskAra dAna mArA sahavatI one AbhArI che. A badhuM temane phALe jAya che. nuM vidvAna banyo. aneka graMthonAM sarjana karyuM paNa lekhaka - sAhityakAranA padane paNa savibhAga kara mArA gurudeve jJAna ApyuM, aneka zAstrakAronI racanA joi. graMtha racanAnI preraNA maLI. meM lakhyuM, koIe sudhAryuM, koIe pratilipi karI, koie bhakita karI mane sahAya karI. A badhAne AbhAra. mukta mane kaheje, mAnaje, prasanna mane puna: puna: yAda karI RNa cukavaje. teM utkRSTa vihAra karyA. sarvottama cAritranA pAlana karyA. ghora tapazcaryA karI. utkRSTa cAritrI, tapasvInA paNa saMvibhAga kara. pUrva mahApuruSonA AlaMbane mArA gurudevanA jIvana dvArA ajoDa preraNAmUrti dvArA tathA sahAye - huM to maMdiranI dhvajA je paNa sAce A badhA pAyAnI zIlA samA che. gurukapA e tuM zAsana rakSaka banyo. zArAnA prabhAvaka banyo, jagata AkhuM tArA gIta gAya, sArA vizvamAM tAro yaza gavAto hoya, tyAre kaheje pachI huM te mArA gurunI derIsaMcAra kaThapUtaLI je. zobhAno rAjA chuM. bAkI mArA sahAyako eTalA che jemanI noMdha ka to eka graMthanuM sarjana thAya. Ama sarvatra-sarva prasaMge sAvibhAga kare to mokSa maLe.

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'148 manaka ! zIdA mekSa meLava ane nigodamAM rahelA eka jIvane bahAra kADhI teno paNa saMvibhAga kara e ja AziSa. zaThaMbhava sU. ma. ame paNa tamArA sadhArmika chIe. amAro paNa hitazikSAmAM vibhAga karo e ja vinaMti.

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33. nidevanI puNu je gurUNuM para vizvane eka advitIya krama che. jene jJAna prApta karavuM che, jene mahAna banavuM che, jene sarvottama banavuM che, tene guru joie, rAhabara joIe. mArgadarzaka joie. aphATa samudramAM musApharI prAraMbhI. naukA che, anukULa pavana che, mane naukA calAvatAM AvaDe che, pachI mAre konI jarUra? nAvika nA joIe. e vAta koI murkhanI e vAta koI buddha nI. sAce jene samudrane pAra karavo che, te nAvikanA-sukAnInA paga pakaDIne kaheze, tame mArA karNadhAra bane, Apa kazuM nahi bolatA - halesA huM ja mArIza - Apane takalIpha nahi ApuM - kArya huM karIza, paNa Apa mAtra dizA ja batAvajo. dizAne ja nirdeza karajo. mane kadAca anubhava haze - jJAna haze, paNa te zAMta samudrane pAra karavAnuM. paraMtu pralayakALanA tAMDavamAM jahAjanuM sukAna saMbhALavAnI mArI tAkAta nahi. nAvika ! tame che te pralayakALanuM tAMDava nRtya ja na Ave. kadAca dizA cukAya, nAva aTakI jAya tevuM thAya te pahelAM ja ApanA cAnA divya tApa jouM ane mArI bhUla samajAI jAya. kadAca huM mUrkha ApanI AMkhane nA samajI zakuM, paNa Apa mArI zaraNAgati eLe nA javA do. mArA vahANane nA DubavA do Apa mArA tAraka ane rakSaka bane. A eka jalapravAsIne ekarAra che. dariyAlAla kyAre rUThe te na kahevAya. bharatI ane oTa kayAre parivartana pAme te huM na jANI zakuM, pavana kaI dizAno che te mane nA khabara

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10 paDe, saDhanAM sukAna kayAre kheMcavA ne kayAre DhIlA mUkavA e mane nA AvaDe. khAravAnuM joI be halesAM mAruM eTale kaptAna nA thaI javAya. mArI samudra saphara kyAre saphaLa thAya? sukAnI suMdara hoya to? ke huM sukAnInA nirdeza mujaba AcaraNa karuM to? bhUlabhUla ekavAra nahi lAkha vAra ApamAM majhadhAra hoDIne kinAre lAvavAnI tAkAta hatI, tyAre te sukAnI banyA. sukAnI eTale ja suMdaratA, sukAnInA mArgadarzana mujaba cAluM te ja mArI naiyA sAgarane pAra pahoMce. saMsAra samudrane pAra pAmavA cAhatA musAphara manaka! jalasamudrane pAra pAmavA musApharane sukAnInA mArgadarzananI jarUra paDe te bhavasamudrane pAra karavA tene gurunI, guru ajJAnI kevI ane keTalI jarUra paDaze, te zuM vicAra! gurunizrA ane gurujJA vagara krodha - mAyA - lobha - ISya - asUyA - masUranI bhaMvarIne tu kema pAra karIza? krodha - mAna - mAyA lebha bahurUpInI mAyAjALa che. krodha parahitanuM evuM sohAmaNuM rUpa laine Avaze ke huM kayAM gusso karuM chuM? huM to sAcI vAta kahuM chuM. mAre zuM che! huM to temanA hita mATe ja kahuM chuM. paNa vaDIlanA nAte sattA jora jamAvI jaze. mohaka rUpa paNa dekhADaze. je lAla AMkha karIza te ja badhA samajI jaze. tane samajAze nahi ane dhIme dhIme gusso tArAmAM ghara karI jaze guru vagara tArA dilamAM zAMtinA sAmrAjya koNa sthApaze? mAnanI melI vidyAmAM dhuraMdharo paNa AvI gayA. ghara karIne rahela abhimAna evuM manamohaka rUpa laIne Avaze ke ApaNuM mAna - sanmAna nahi, paNa sAdhunAnuM apamAna thavA devAya? triloka pUjya devAdhidevanI sAdhutA sadaiva vaMdanIya ja rahI che. konI tAkAta che sAdhu sAdhutAnI mastImAM hoya ane enuM apamAna kare?

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151 jAtanAM mAna-sanmAna bhUlavA mathIza - jyAM samudAya ane / zAsananA sanmAnanI vAta ane mAna tArA kAnamAM kaheze, bhAI ! zAsana kAje to kAMIka kara. tenA mATe kema sAMkhI le che? trikAlAbAdhita prabhuzAsana ane tenI ArAdhanA e koi vyakitane dAvo nathI. Arya lohagukha zAsananI bhAvanA kAje gayA. trirAzImatanI sthApanA karI AvyA. lokonI vAha vAha temane evI rAzI gaI ke gurue kIdhuM bhAI ! have bhUla sudhAra. bhUlanA sudhArI...guru tajyA, zuM meLavyuM? bhavapatana, janmamaraNanA caka. manaka! sAdhutAnI sAdhanA mATe guru AjJAnuM anusaraNa anivArya. tyAM zA mATe? zuM lAbha? zuM nukasAna? A badhA prazno tArI zaraNAgatine lajavaze. lAla jhaMDI jue. tarata rUka jA...kema? jovo de. zuM thAya che? e prazna karavA rahe, e marmane saMzodhana karavAmAM samaya bagADe te basa khela khalAsa. gurunI AjJA sadaiva alaMghanIyA. tyAM prazna ja karavAnuM nahi. gurunA upakAra mATe nahi, paNa tArA khudanA moTA upakAra kAje. guru gautama paNa prabhunI AjJA zirasAvaMgha kare, te pachI tuM kayo zAstrapAragAmI ? zAstrajJAna - vidvatA - buddhimattA sadaiva vinIta banAve, namra banAve, AjJAnI zaraNAgati zIkhavADe. guru AjJAnuM je anusaraNa kare tene ja tenI tArakatAnA rahasya samajAya. lIlIjhaMDI thaI doDavAnuM, kema doDavAnuM e pUchavAnuM nahi. rUka zA mATe lAlacaMDI, Age kadama mATe lIlI jhaMDI kema? raMga to badhAnA samAna che. mane A rahasya samajAvo, pachI anusaruM. A prazna konA? mUrkhanA. buddhimAna kaheze vizvanA akATaya siddhAMta sAme

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152 - prazna nA hoya, tene anusaravAnuM hAya. tevI rIte tAraka ~~ uddhAraka guruvacana sAme prazna na hoya, prazna thAya tA ApaNe bhAreI. guruvacana mujaba jIvana bane to samajavuM bhavasamudranA pAra pAmavAnA divaso gaNatrInA che. 1 anaMta utsarpiNI, anaMta avasarpiNImAM anaMta bhavyAtmA mekSa pAmyA che. pAmI rahyA che ane pAmaze. paNa saunA mukhya sUra mukhya ArAdhanA gurvAzAnI ArAdhanA. manaka gurvAzAnuM satata kavaca dhAraNa karIza, tA rAga dveSanA samarAMgaNamAM vijathI banIza. mukita tArAM sanmAna karavA Atura che. bAlavIra ! dhIra banI gurvAzAnA pAlana dvArA dhanya bane. A che pU. zayyaMbhavasUri mahArAjanI samasta mumukSune. hArdika hitazikSA.

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34. jo chanda mArAhaya sa puje IST rAjAne bALaka janma le tyArathI rAjaputra kahevAya, chatAM tene sAcA rAjA banavA zastra, zAma, dAma, daMDa, bheda zIkhavA ja rahyA. rAjanItimAM pAraMgata banavuM ja joIe. pakSInA baccAnA lehImAM AkAzamAM UDavAnI zakita che, paNa tene uDavAnI kriyA zIkhavI ja joIe. tema pratyeka sAdhu mahAvrata lIdhA tyArathI pUjya che, paNa sAce pUjya banavA tene eka anokhI AgavI advitIya ArAdhanA karavI joIe. prayatna vagara ke pUrNa nA banI zake ! ArAdhanA vagara koI ArAdhya nA banI zake! upAsanA vagara koI upAsya nA banI zake! pUjyanI pUjA vagara kaI pUjya nA banI zake ! jene pUjya banavuM hoya tene pUjyanI pUjAnI ArAdhanA karavI ja rahI. zikSaka banavuM hoya te adhUrI zikSA na cAle. pUrNa zikSA levI ja rahI. jeTa viSaya mahAna heya teTalI tenI sAdhanA kaThina hoya. ArTano sTaDanTa. (kalAno vidyArthI) 50 TakA mArka lAve te cAle. paNa sAyansano TuDanTa (vijJAnanA vidyAthI ) pa0 TakA mArka pAsa nA gaNAya. homa sAyansa (gRhavijJAna) no viSaya lenAra 60 TakA

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154 mArke pAsa thaI jAya paNa meDIkala ane eMjiniyarIMga mATe teTalA parsanTa (mArka) yogya na gaNAya. vizvanI dareka sattA - sthAna - meLavavA kadAca 5-60 7080 TakA mArka cAle paNa. pUjya banavA. ArAdhya banavA kaDakamAM kaDaka pariNAma (rIjhalTa) joIe. Ai sI. esa. nA vidyArthI ema nA kahI zake: tame amane je viSaya karAvyo che, temAMthI pUcho. AI. sI. esa.nA vidyAthIne je prazna pUche teno tatkALa javAba AvaDe joie. temAM DhIla paNa nA cAle, DhIlo javAba paNa nA cAle. tema jene pUjya banavuM hoya tenuM zikSaNa alaga, tenI tAlIma alaga, tenI parIkSA paddhati alaga - kAraNa pUjyanuM sthAna alaga che. je sthAna pAse vizvanA mAdhAtAo vAmaNA che, jyAM saMpattinA koI mUlya nathI. jyAM zikSaNanI koI gaNatarI nathI, jyAM bhautika vidyAnI koI lAgavaga cAlatI nathI, jyAM marmakAranI upAsanA cAlatI nathI, jyAM ahakAranI kayAreya AbhaDacheTa lAgatI nathI, tyAM pUjyapada che. AvA pUjyapadane tAre prApta karavuM che? AvA pUjyapadanI tane cAhanA che? pUjya banavAnI cAhanA kone na hoya ? mahAna banavAnI abhilASA kone na hoya? sAcI abhilASA haze to sAcI ArAdhanA - kaparI sAdhanA kaThora parizramathI tuM kaMTALIza nahi, tyAgIza nahi. adhUrI ArAdhanAe bistarApoTalAM bAMdhIza ravAnA thaiza nahi. ekavAra nahi, eka lAkha vAra vicAra karI le. nirNaya karI le pachI tane pUjya banavAnI prakriyA samajAvuM. * * * hA e paNa tArI nityanoMdhamAM lakhI le. pUjya banavAnI ArAdhanA avazya kaThina che, paNa azakya nathI. prayatna sAdhya che, paNa alpa prayatnathI prApta thAya tevI nathI.

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155 rAjamahelanA vizALa rAjabhavanamAMthI rudanano avAja AvI - rahyo che. koNa raDI rahyuM haze ? koNa bicAro gunhegAra haze ? koNa tenI upara julma gujAratuM haze? dazya AMkha sAme dekhAya che, chatAM AMkha ane hRdaya mAnavA taiyAra nathI. rAjaputranuM rudana, kaDaka sattAvAhI svare kaThora anuzAsana karanAra rAjamAtAne prekSako vinaMti karI. rahyA che. mAtA, Apa to phUlathI paNa kamaLa che ane A zuM ? A traNa varSanA mAsUma bAlaka upara A bhayaMkara atyAcAra, bhayaMkara tADanA, tarjanA? tenAM vastra kayAM? prajAjano ! vacce nA Avo, tame sAmAnya che. tamArAM zikSaNa, tamArI tAlIma sAmAnya hoya. A mATe bALaka bhAvina samrATa che. jene samrATa banavuM hoya tenA mATe zista - kaDaka anuzAsananuM pAlana jarUrI che. je kaDaka anuzAsana dvArA ghaDatara nahi thAya, to sArA dezanI javAbadArI te kevI rIte uThAvI zakaze? tamane tenuM vartamAna dekhAya che. mane bhAvi dekhAya che. tamArI daSTie te bALaka che, mArI dRSTie samrATa che, tethI huM tenuM ghaDatara te rIte karuM chuM. eka samrATanI mAtA kaDaka anuzAsana karI zake ane jene samrATa banavuM che te kaDaka anuzAsana sahI zake mahA muni manaka! tAre pUjya banavAnuM che, te pUjya banavAnI tAlIma levI paDaze. samrATanI mAtA kaDaka kAyado karI zake to pUjya pitA preraka pATha nA bhaNAvI zake? mahAtmA ! mAre pUjyanI pUjA karavI che. mane darzAvI pUjyapUjAnI paddhatti... jarUra huM svIkArIza. ane pUjyanI kRpAne pAtra banIza. sAMbhaLa! AjJAnuM pAlana rAjyakuLamAM, paNa. munikuLamAM to gurunA abhiprAyane IcchAne, aNasArane anusaravAnuM ja nahi, paNa tenI ArAdhanA karavAnI. ArAdhanA ArAdhyanI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI cAluM rAkhavAnI. muninI ArAdhanA kayAM sudhI cAle? deha badalAya, bhava badalAya

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156 pAtra badalAya, paNa kevaLajJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI akhaMDa ArAdhanA cAlu rAkhavAnI. ArAdhanA phakata guranA nAmamaMtranI ja nahi karavAnI, ArAdhanA phakta gurunI mUrtinI ja nahi karavAnI, ArAdhanA phakata gurunA dehanI ja nahi karavAnI, ArAdhanA phakata gurunI AjJAnI ja nahi karavAnI, AvuM to ghaNA kare. tAre pUjya banavuM che. tAre pUjayanA abhiprAyanI ArAdhanA karavAnI IcchAnI ArAdhanA karavAnI. mane khabara che tArA mananA aTapaTA praznanI. tuM zAstranA othe dalIla karavAne. huM te mArA gurunA abhiprAyanI ArAdhanA karavA tatpara chuM, paNa zuM karuM? chadmastha chuM. kevaLajJAnI nathI. kevI rIte mananA bhAvane jANuM? gurunA bhAvane samajuM te ArAdhanA karuM ne? A vakratA choDa. kaI tane kaMI kahe che tyAre te spaSTa bole che. tamArI vANI judI che. tamAruM mana juduM che. tamAruM vacana bhale sAruM kahe, paNa tamArI AMkhamAM prema dekhAto nathI. vacana mIThuM che, paNa vacanamAM saMbhrama dekhAto nathI. tame mukhethI mIThuM bolo cho, paNa tamArA mukha upara hAsya dekhAtuM nathI. tame mArI sAthe vAta kare cho, paNa tamArI dRSTi vAraMvAra bhUmi upara jAya che. eTale kaMTALI Ave che. vacanothI svAgata karo cho, mArA sanmAnamAM badhI yogya sAmagrIno upayoga kare che, paNa tamane bagAsAM Ave che, tethI tamane AnaMda nathI. samasta saMsArane samajavA mATe nu mAnasazAstrane vettA che. jyAM jAya che, tyAM zabdathI bheLavAtuM nathI, paNa jAsUsavRtti karI sanA manano tAga meLave che. to bhalA sAdhaka ! chadmastha chuM, ajJAnI chuM, huM zuM jANuM AvI vakratA choDI de. tArI pAse mAnavanA manane jANa vAnI zakita che. kadAca mAnavabhASA dvArA potAno abhiprAya gupta rAkhI zake che, paNa AkAra - IMgita - netra mukha hAtha bhAvavaDe teno abhiprAya pragaTa thaI ja jAya che.

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157 jo tAre gurunA abhiprAyanI ArAdhanA karavI ja hoya, to teonI. chAyA banIne raheje. tArA haiyAnI zubha bhAvanAthI tuM gurunA hAva-- bhAva - AkAra - ceSTA samajI zakIza ane te dvArA tuM tArA hRdayamAM rahela abhiprAyane samajIza. abhiprAyanI ArAdhanAthI ja gurunI sevAbhakita karI zakIza. A kAraNanuM eka mahAtmAno sevaka che. jJAnI ane tyAgIne sevaka che. mahAtmA jJAna ane dhyAnamAM rata raheze. tethI pANInI jarUra haze, bhejananI jarUra haze, te paNa bolaze. pustaka lAvo, kamala lAve, ArAma karavo haze to paNa bolaze. pATha levo che ne? paNa tAre AjJAnuM nahi. abhiprAyanuM ArAdhana karavAnuM che. eTale samajavAnuM mukha sukAya che, tethI pANInI jarUra che. paga lAMbA thaI gayA che eTale ArAmanI jarUra che. zabdanA sevaka banyA vagara gurunA abhiprAyano je ArAdhaka bane che te sAce pUjya bane che. manaka! mahAtmA banya, paramAtmA banavA gurunA abhiprAyanI ArAdhanA kara ane saphaLa bana. gurudeva! manaka to cha mahinAmAM kalyANa karavA ApanA abhiprAyane samajyA to ja dIkSita banyA. ane zikSita banyA. have Azipa te amane Apo. ame pUjyonA abhiprAyanI ArAdhanA karIe. Apa te kRpALu che. eka varadAna Ape ne. pUjyonA abhiprAyanA ArAdhaka banavAnuM ! sAcuM kahuM chuM, pratijJApUrvaka kahuM chuM. bIjuM kaMI paNa nahi mAguM. basa, ApanA varadAnanI AzAe viramuM chuM.

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35. akele sayA sa purajo . kheDUta varasAda parathI dhAnyanI utpattino nirNaya karI le. khetaramAM pAka AvyA pachI tene hAyavoya ke harSa nA thAya, kAraNa pAka kevo Avaze te teNe jANI lIdhela. udyamAta to vepArIne thAya, kheDUtane nahi, saMskArI mAtA bAlaka garbhamAM Avyo ane zuM svapna AvyuM tenA parathI bhAvino nirNaya kare. janma bAda mukha joine to loko nirNaya kare....mA nahi. "mA" te svapnanI sAkAratA dekhe. - sAdhaka manaka! teM prabhuzAsananuM jJAna meLavyuM. jIva ane ajIvanA bheda jANyA, pApa ane puNyanA udaya samajyo? AzrakriyAne saMvarakriyAthA svarUpane samajyo? karmabaMdhananAM kAraNo ane AtmAnA mokSa upAya samajyo? krodhamAnanA raudrarUpa vicAryA viSaya ane vAsanAnA kAraNe AtmAnI thatI adhogati joi. sattA ane adhikAranAM tophAno joyAM...ekAntavAda ane anekAMtavAdanAM rahasyo meLavyAM sudeva-suguru sudharmanA ravarUpane samajyo. kudeva kuguru-kudharmananA svarUpane vicAryA. sat samAgama ane durjananA paricayane samajyo, dehapipAsu ane jJAnapipAsunA bhedane samajyo. patnIbhakta ane pitRbhaktanI-pravRttine samajyo. ahaMvAda ane aMtmavAdane samajyo. jinezvarabhagavaMte pharamAvela cAre anuyogamAM niSNAta banyo. cAre atugamAM duniyAno evo kayo padArtha che? kayo evo bhAva che, kayuM evuM pAtra che ke jenAM varNane tane jANavA na maLyAM hoya. jagatanI koi vyakti, kaI padArtha, koI bhAva, koI vidyA. koI maMtra, koI camatkAra evo che ke tene AkarI zake? tArI ArAdhanA sAdhanAmAMthI tArA svAdhyAyamAMthI tane bahAra laI jaI zake ! nATaka tane khuza nA

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159 karI zake? koI buddhimAnane khudanI mazkarI pasaMda Ave? nATaka tArA ja janmAMtaramAM mehane AdhIna banI karelAM bhAvAnuM hUbahu varNana che. nATaka jotAM tuM lAjI mare? to sAdhu nATaka kare e svapnamAM paNa kyAMthI bane? AMkha caDhAvavImukha macakoDavuM. cALA pADavA nakala karavI...A badhAM kutUhalavRttinAM tephAna che, tethI tevuM karavAmAM kaI bhalIvAra nathI, tevuM jovAmAM kazo lAbha nathI. sAcA sAdhu akutUhalI hoya che. sAdhune kutUhala AkarSe nahi... sAdhu kutUhala kare nahi. kutUhala jovAnI IcchA AtmArthImAM thAya nahi. kutUhala jovAnI icchA jJAnArthImAM thAya nahi. kutuhala eTale kone kheMcavAnI eka prakriyA satyane AkarSavA nA paDe. jUThane saune nimaMtravA paDe. phUle kayAre paNa kahyuM che, mArI sugaMdha levA Ave, mAruM sauMdarya jevA Ave. phUla to kahe che, AMkha che tene mAruM sau darya dekhAI jaze. nAka che tene mArI suvAsa bolAvI lAvaze. sAdhanAno kaparo mArga svIkAryA bAda jagatatattvane samajyA bAda kutUhala kema pedA thAya? kutUhalanuM karatUta jANyA bAda tenA Aka Na kema thAya ! jagatane kayo evo bhAva che je utsukatA pedA karI zake kutUhala ajJAnI ane mahIne thAya. jJAnIne jijJAsA thAya, rahasya meLavavAnI jijJAsA thAya, te paNa sva ane paranI ekAMte hitakara hoya tevI vAta mATe ja. manaka! tuM jJAna pipAsu, jANe - ajANe kaMIka jANI levAnI kaMIka jovAnI - kaMIka camatkAra sarjavAnI, koika hAsya prayoganI, koI jAdu karavAnI koI khela karavAnI IcchA jAgI, to samajI leje. tAro AtmasvabhAva parAjayanA pallAmAM besI rahyo che. tAruM jJAna

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160 jokhamamAM che. tAruM ajJAna - tArA para AkarSaNa...mAhanI vighA jamAvI rahyu che. tethI ja kahuM chuM. akutUhalI bane che te jgat pUjya bane che. tuM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA sevaka ane kutUhalavRtti tArAmAM pedA thAya ? cAritrarAjanA ~~ mahelamAM mAhanI guMDAgIrI. sAvadha banI jA... mAha tArA rAjyamAM praveza karI khedAna medAna kare, te pahelAM tArA jJAnadurgane majabUta karI le. Aje paNa keTalAya zAstrIya saMgItakAro kahe che, amAre tyAM traNa traNa peDhIthI saMgItanI sAdhanA thai rahI che ane tAla - laya mUrchAnAmAM evA lIna banI jaIe chIe, temAM ame jAta ane duniyAne bhUlI jaIe chIe...amArAM bALako ema. e. bI. e. Ijanera che, paNa temaNe philma joI nathI. nevela vAMcI nathI. ema nahi teone mana thatuM nathI. kahe che satya cheADIne asatyane kAM joIe ! AInsTAInane pUchajo, tame keTalA khela nATaka sarkasa joyelAM ? javAba zuM Avaze hA ke nA ? AInsTAIna kahe kadAca mane tame tyAM lai gayA hai| tA mAru zarIra tyAM hAya, paNa mAruM mana to mArI vicAraNAmAM ja hoya. je tattvajJAnanA vidyArthI che, ke je jinanA bhakata che, je sugurunA vinIta ziSya che, je sAdhu jitendriya che, te tenAmAM kutUhalatA pedA kema thAya ? kutUhala eNTale uddezya vinAnI utsukatA svane bhUlAve che. sva bhUlAya che, eTale mehane chUTo dAra maLe che, mAhanuM tophAna zarU thayuM eTale Indriyo tenI anucarI dAsI banI jaze. bekAbU IMdriyA viSayamAM vivaza banaze. viSaya kaSAyane netaraze ..aMte sAdhakanA vijaya hAramAM palaTAI jAya che. sAdhakane jyAM viSamabhAva dekhAya tyAM karuNA pedA thAya, sAdhakane jyAM unnata bhAva dekhAya tyAM puNyanA prabhAva khyAlamAM Ave. sAdhune

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161 te khudane maLatAM saMyoge ke viyogomAM paNa harakha-- ghelAke bebAkaLA banavAnuM nathI, te vizvanA bhAvo joIne zuM thAya? kaMI ja nahi. - manyate nata tattva ti muni pU. upAdhyAya yazovijya mahArAje A sUtra dvArA sAdhu svabhAvanuM manahara varNana karI dIdhuM che. jagata tatvanuM manana ciMtana kare te muni . jagat tattvone jovA doDa bhAga kare kUdAkUda kare - UMce nIco thaI jAya te muni nahIM eka vicAraka kahe che je joIne sAcuM mAne te pazu je vicArIne sAcuM mAne te manuSya. pazu pAse phakata jovAnI zakita che - mAnava pAse vicAravAnI zakita che - vicAra jevI adbhuta zakitanA svAmine Ama kutUhala nATaka khelakUdamAM samaya bagADavo pAlave ! prabhunA tattva jJAna dvArA badhuM samajI gayo che-deva ane nAraka nahi, paNa cauda rAjaloka mArI manasuSTi sAme che. cha dravyanA guNa ane anaMta anaMta paryAyo jANyA che. prabhunA zAsanamAM cetana vijJAna ane jaDavijJAnamAM mane evI rasavRtti pedA thaI che. A duniyAmAM kaMi jovA jevuM lAgatuM nathI. manaka ! akutUhalI ArAdhaka bane che. ArAdhanA dvArA sadA pUjaya bane. tane akutUhalI banavA dvArA pUrNatAnI kevalajJAnI banavAnA AziSa ApuM chuM AtmasvabhAvanA pragaTIkaraNanA AziSa ApuM chuM. A che hito pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAjanI hArdika bhAvanA. prabha? moha amane satAvI jAya che. koIvAra mArI paNa jAya che - ane kaIvAra vijayI paNa banI amane karAvI paNa jAya che. AgamanA abhyAsanI abhuta jijJAsA pedA thAya tevA AziSa AziSa Ape. nahitara amArI kutUhalavRtti zAMta thaze nahi - manakane vijayI banAvyA.amane temanA saddabhAgI banAvo eja vinaMti 11

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36. gehAhi sAhu guNa muMca asAhU vyAkhyAnakArone pravacanakArone pUchI Avajo. tame saphaLa vaktA kevI rIte banI zakyA cho? lekhakone graMthakArone pUchI Avaze. tame saphaLa sAhityakAra kevI rIte banI zakyA cho? badhAno eka ja javAba "alpa akSaromAM sAragrAhI kahetAM lakhatAM AvaDayuM che." kalAko sudhI sAMbhaLavAnI koIne phurasada nathI. ane kadAca zaramanA mAryA sAMbhaLe to samaya kyAMthI lAve? short and sweet no jamAno che. jamAnAnI vAta dUra rAkhe. AyuSya alpa, sansamAgama alpa, buddhi alpa, smRti alpa, vadhu sAMbhaLe vadhu vAce te pariNAme kazuM yAda na rahe. avasarpiNI kALanA mAnavanI A vyathA che. pU. zayya bhavasUri mahArAja jANatA hatA. bAlamuni manakanuM phakta cha mahinAnuM AyuSya che. cha mahinAmAM anAdi karmanA saMskAra bhUsavAnA. cha mahinAmAM sAdi anaMta bhAvonA soNalAM pedA karavAnAM. sAdhuputra, paNa zarIra te bAlakanuM. enI komaLa buddhimAM samajAya ane pratikSaNa jinavacanano ghaMTa raNakyA kare tevuM jJAna ApavuM joIe. pU. zakhaMbhavasUri mahArAjanA haiyAmAM ekAMta hitabhAvanA che, tethI to AgamazAstranAM dohana dazavaikAlika sUtramAM utAryo. dazavaikAlikanuM dahana navamuM adhyayana che. navamA adhyayananuM dehana agiyAramI gAthA che. ane agIyAramI gAthAnuM dahana agiyAra akSaromAM che. be vAkayo che kevAM manehara! zabdo vAMcatAM haiyAmAM sasarA UtarI jAya tevAM.

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* 163 beTA! tane sarvazAstra bhaNAvuM? sUtra arthane pAragAmI banAvuM, paNa Agama apAra che ane tAruM AyuSya alpa che. thoDAmAM ghaNuM kahI dauM. jo ghA muhapatti levA mAtrathI sAdhutA AvatI, te paramAbhAe nA pharamAvyuM hota ke mahAnubhAva! merUparvata jeTalA evA muhapatti lIdhA, paNa tenA dvArA tArA deha sAdhu banyo. have manane sAdhu banAva. AtmAne tArI sAme sAruM dazavaikAlika sUtra rAkhI dIdhuM. have phakata eTaluM ja kahuM chuM. hAhi sAhu guNa meMca asahu. sAdhu yogya guNa grahaNa kara. asAdhu yogya durguNa choDa. choDavAnI ane levAnI be kriyA sAthe ja karavI paDaze. gaMdu pANI ghaDAmAMthI pheMke nahi te judI vAta, paNa temAM ja zokhkhA pANIne sAthe rAkhavAthI zuM phAyado...gaMdu pANI pheMkI de ane khAlI ghaDo rAkhe to paNa zuM phAyado? rAjA bane ane anyAyIne dezapAra na kare te cAle? rAjA bane ane pramANikane protsAhana nA Ape to cAle? manaka! tuM tArA AtmasvabhAvano rAjA banyo che. AdhyAtmika bhAva tAre maMtrI che. chAlaka tAro deza che. nitya kriyA - tapa - jaya svAdhyAya tArI caturagI sevA che. cina prasannatA nArI nagarI che. have mAre kone tAruM nAgarikapada ApavuM che? kayA ao jamAvI beThelA dezadrohInA nAgarikatvanA paravAnA rada karavAnA che? vicAra koInA kahe nA cAlate, koinI salAha nA svIkArate.. duniyAmAM karoDe davA hoya ane karoDo maMtra hoya, paNa paNAne cogya zuM? e to khude ja vicAravuM rahyuM. huM to tane puna: pUna, be ja vAkya kahuM chuM.

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164 sAdhu yogya guNa tane je je lAge te grahaNa kara. asAdhu yogya avaguNa tane je je lAge te cheADI de. zeThanI salAha 'paNa jhAMpA sudhI svIkAravAnI. pachI khude vicAravAnuM. mahAauSadhi tulya jJAna Apaze -- paNa jo tane jJAnathI paNa abhimAna AvatuM hoya teA cheDa. ane bhale jene duniyA kAma kahe che, te karatAM tane ema lAgatu hAya ke huM tarI. rahyo chuM te tuM bhakita svIkAra... guru te ajJAnanAzaka dhAma dhakhatA taDakAmAM aucarI jatAM vicAra Ave. zAlibhadrajIe takhtazilApara aNasaNa karela. huM kayAM tevuM aNusaNa karavAne saubhAgI? paNa tenA bhAvanA spaza thAya te mATe AnaMdathI gocarI jAuM ane pariSahanI mAja uDAu ! jyAtipa vagere rahasyamaya zAstro pacAvI zake te ja svIkAra ane tenA rahasya na pacAvI zake. AgAhI karavAnu dila thAya, bhakatonuM ToLuM bheguM karavAnuM mana thAya, te e zAstro tArA mATe pApazAstra samajI durathI navagajanA namaskAra karI deje. prabhu zAsananA tapatyAga dvArA tArA AtmAmAM apUrva labdhi - aciMtya zakita pedA thaze, paNa dilanA eka khUNAmAMthI paNa javAba Ave mArAmAM svA che. vAhavAhanI bhAvanA che. krodha para kAbU nathI Avyo te zAsanadeva pAse zApa ane varadAna sAthe ja mAMgaje. zAsanadeva, tame prasanna heA te mArA vacanamAM niSphaLatA ApeA. tame prasanna bane ane AMtarika ArAdhanAnuM varadAna Ape|. prabhunA tyAgadharma, tenI vyavasthA, tenA nItiniyamA koI alaga che. rAjA mahArAjA cakravartIne je mAna - sanmAna na maLe te tane maLaze, paNa jo vicAra Ave to mane name che, mane pUje che. mArA keTakeTalAM sanmAna thaI rahyAM che. A vicAra Ave te pahelAM pavitra

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165 suMdara hoya . tema che mahAna hoya te bhAvanA pavitra AzayanI kriyAthI dUra jato raheje.kahI deje.thI Arogya Ape, paNa huM bhayaMkara bImAra chuM. mane ghI viSa bane. tema vaMdana sukhazAtAnI kriyA bhAva sAdhutAmAM preraka, paNa mane pApIne ahaM pedA kare che. mane javA do. je vicArathI je AzayathI - je vacanathI, je vAtathI, je pravRttithI - je AcaraNathI - tAruM bhAva sAdhu jIvana malina thatuM hoya. te sarva dUrathI ja choDI de, choDatAM kSaNano paNa vilaMba karate nahi. bhAI! zarIra game teTaluM suMdara hoya. paMcendriya pUrNa hoya to paNa saMsArI loko tene jema abhUSaNathI zaNagAre che, tema he mahAtmA ! tArA mahAvrata navakoTi zuddhi, akhaMDa, apUrva adhyavasAya yukta hoya to paNa uttara guNo rUpa AbhUSaNathI saMyamadehanI zobhA vadhAraje. prabhunuM cAritra svIkAryuM te jinarAge raMgAIne jina bhaktithI prerAIne paNa pratidina khyAla karaje. mArA samakitane zobhAvanArA liMgalakSaNa kevA che? pAMcabhUSaNathI huM zobhuM chuM.? zraddhA nirmaLa karanAra tIrtha sthaLonI caraNaraja zirapara caDhAvaje zraddhApUta mahAtmAno sadaiva saMga karaje. svamatanA sthirIkaraNa paramatanA pariharaNa kAje sammati - tarka jevA alaukika graMthane AtmasAta karaje tArI zraddhA meruparvata zI aDala thaze. sAdhu chuM, paMca pratikramaNa Avazyaka kriyA vyAkhyAna vagere AvaDe che, paNa teTalAthI AtmaguNa nA pragaTe. AtmaguNa prApta karavA jJAnanA ATha AcAranA pAlana pUrvaka pratidina pAMca prakArano svAdhyAya sanata dravyAnuyoganuM ciMtana joIe. dravyAnuyoganA ciMtanamAM samasta vizvanA vaipayika bhAvone phakata padArtha vijJAna rUpe jovAnI zakita maLaze duniyAno koI bhAva tArI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa nahi paDe. pudgala svarUpanuM pUrNa jJAna Atma svarUpamAM abhiruci pragaTAvaze.

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166 abhinava jJAnanI ArAdhanA joIe. zAstrane abhyAsa pUrvAcAryonI tINa buddhi kuzaLatA joI temane caraNopAsaka banI jaiza. namratAthI tAruM jIvana maghamaghI UThaze. muni che. caraNasittarI, karaNa sittarInuM pAlana karIza, paNa prabhunA caraNakaraNAnuyoga vizuddha vItarAga cAritra tarapha kheMcaze. saraNa cAritramAM chIe, paNa cAhaka vItarAga cAritranA chIe, jemAM kapAya mohanIya ke nokapAya mehanIyanA jarA paNa tophAna na hoya. dharmadhyAnamAM che, paNa zukala dhyAna mATe Atura banI jA. alpa kapAya hoya, paNa jIvanamAM bhAva rAkha. huM anaMta cAritrane mAlika, ravabhAvamAM ramaNatA e mAro guNa. te prApta karavA tatpara banuM...vadhuM zuM kahuM? je vicAraje Azaya...je vacana...je zAstra....je pravRtti vartanathI tArA guNo vikase te meLava. mumukSu ! mAre to eTaluM ja kahevuM che. guNathI sAdhu, avaguNathI asAdhu, to sAdhu yogya guNa grahaNa kara. asAdhu yogya durgaNa dUra choDa. pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja ApanA hitepadeze mahAtmA manakane sAdhu nahi, mahAsAdhu yogya banAvyA. have ame chIeApanA caraNopAsaka, banAvo ApanA kRpAnA pAtra, Apa sAdhu guNanA jAdugara cho. amArA para paNa guNanAM jAdu karo, ame paNa ApanA ja chIe. svIkAro ApanA caraNe. ja

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37. paheI hiyANasAsaNuM mokSAbhilASI? mokSanI abhilASA pUrNa karavA jinapadezita mArge nakkara pragati karavI paDaze. A zAsanamAM ziSya thayA vagara kyAre paNa praveza maLato nathI. je ziSya bane che te ja jina - zAsananA rAjamahelamAM praveza karI zake che. kadAca koI pAchalA bAraNethI - eTale puNyanA re ziSya banyA vagara ghusI jAya che, te tenI tarata dharapakaDa thAya che. zAstranA paravAnA tene malI zakatA nathI. ziSya eTale zuM? mAtra hAtha joDIne bese te? nIce bese te mAthuM namAvIne bese te? mukhathI hAjI hAjI bele to?. nAnA. e te badhA nokaramAM paNa lakSaNa hoya. ziSyatva ATaluM saheluM nathI, ATaluM halakuM nathI. hitazikSAne Icche te ziSya paheI hiyANUsAsaNa " TeLA mATe koI niyama, koI siddhAMta, keI AcAra ke praNAlI nA hoya, paNa ziSya mATe, samudAya mATe te suyogya niyamo, anupama siddhi. advitIya AcAra praNAlI heya. "ApaNAthI kaDaka niyamo nA paLAya, ApaNAthI baMdhana sahana nA thAya" A vicAro jevA hoya tene kahI devuM bhAI, sAdhu banavAnI A janmamAM vAta karato nahi, paNa hajI te sarkasa ke myujhIyamamAM rahI zake tevo pazu paNa nathI. jaMgalamAM jIvI zake tevo rAnI

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168 pazu che. myujhiyamamAM ke sarkasamAM rahevA mATe pazune paNa kaDaka zikSA sahavI jarUrI che, te ziSya banavA anuzAsana keTaluM jarUrI hoya te tuM vicAra. guru tenuM nAma je ziSyane UdhdhakaraNanI anupama prakriyA darzAve." ziSya tenuM nAma je hitanA anuzAsanane Icche, cAhe, abhilASA kare, prArthanA kare. hitanI IcchA eTale gurue potAne sArI vAta kIdhI hoya te svIkArI levI. hitanI cAhanA eTale gurue koIne paNa hitathI vAta samajAvI hoya, te sAMbhaLIne svIkArI levI. | hitanI abhilASA eTale jAgatAM, besatAM, UThatAM kyAMya keInI pAse koIne paNa gurue je hitanI vAta karI hoya, te sAMbhaLavAnI satata IcchA rahe ane mane ja hukama karyo che, tema mAnI zirasAvaMdya kare. hitanI prArthanA eTale gurudeva tathA sahavartIne vAraMvAra laLI laLIne karagarIne kahe, "huM ajJAnI chuM. huM mUrkha chuM. hitazikSAno Icchuka chuM, mane vAraMvAra kahejo, mArI jarA paNa upekSA na karatA. mArI gerahAjarImAM tamane paNa guru mahArAje je hitazikSA kahI te saMbhaLAvaje. gurunI AjJAne, hitabhAvanAne huM paNa sAbhaLI, ravIkArI, AcarIne dhanya banIza. mArA gurunA pratyeka Adeze mArA saMpUrNa hita karanAra - gurunI vANImAM gusso Ave - gurunI AMkha lAla bane, paNa temanA haiyAmAMthI mArA hita mATe satata amRtastrota vahetA ja hoya. guruno pratyeka Adeza - cAhe e kaDakathI kahela hoya ke ThaMDakathI kahela hoya, paNa mAruM hita karanAra ja. gurue AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe vaso paMpALatAM kahela vacana paNa

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169 hita karanAra ane sattAno vIMjhaNo UMtA amaladAranI jema AMkhamAMthI Aga varasAvatA, barADa pADIne pITha upara kera mArIne kahela kaThora AjJA paNa mAruM ekAMta hita karanArI. Ama hitanA anuzAsanane svIkAruM te ja mAruM ziSyatva soLe kaLAe khIlI UThe. gurunA anukULa anuzAsanamAM prasanna rahuM ane gurunA pratikULa anuzAsanamAM udUvijha banuM, te mAruM ziSyatva lAjI UThe. vinaya samAdhinA cAra bhedamAM pahelo bheda hitazikSAnI icchA, cAhanA, abhilASAnI prArthanA kare. mAMgyA vagara maLela cIjanA mUlya na hoya. karagarIne vinavIne je cIja maLe tenuM ApameLe ja rakSaNa thaI jAya. prArthanAthI je maLe tenI pAchaLa dila devAya. dilathI je vastunAM jatana thAya, tenAthI AtmAnI jyoti pragaTe. punaH punaH vicAra karI leje gurune belavAmAM majA nathI AvatI. gurune rajhaka karavAne kai rasa nathI, guru koI hukama karavAnA edI nathI. gurune akhaMDa sauzvaryanA svAmI kahevarAvavAnI koI bhAvanA nathI, paNa mArA caraNe, mArA zaraNe Avelo dhanyAtmA prabhu zAsanadvArA mahAtmA banI jAya evI bhAvakaruNatA -- bhAvavyA che jhaverI zAkabhAjInI saMbhALa rAkhe? jhaverI to ratnonI parIkSA kare ane ratnanA mUlya kare. guru dehanI kALajI nA kare temanuM kartavya dehanAM lAvana - pAlanamAM sImita nathI. guru ke zeTha pAse paheregIranuM kAma na karavA. guru pAse dehanI kALajInI ja mAtra vAta nA uracArAya. guru AtmAnI parIkSA kare, AtmaguNonuM mUlyAMkana kare ane AtmaguNonI abhivRddhi thAya tevAM zikSaNa Ape. yunivarsiTImAM eka

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17) be - traNa - cAra zIkhavA na javAya. tyAM prophesarane na kahevAya mane. vAMcatAM zikhavADo...tyAM snAtaka thavA javAya. zedhana karavA javAya. ane pI. eca. DI thavA thIsisa lakhavA javAya. tema guru pAse dehanI komaLatA, dehanA lAlana - pAlananI vAta karavI te paNa adhyAtmabhAvathI nirapekSa hoya te na ja zobhe. guru pAse te eka ja prArthanA thAya jagatamAM dehanA vaidyo ghaNA hatA. dhananA kImiyAgaro ghaNA hatA, paNa e badhAne choDI duniyAmAM je na maLe te hitanuM anuzAsana, hitanI zikSA, hitanI bhAvanA levA ApanI pAse Avyo chuM. huM mohane dAsa, kadAca koIvAra ApanA hitanA anuzAsananI. uddhatAI, upekSA karI dauM - paNa tAraka! ApanA caraNamAM mArI eka ja prArthanA che, mArA hitanI kyAre paNa upekSA nahi karazo. mane sArA guru nathI joItA, sAcA guru joie che. AnuM - AdehanuM hita karanArA mAtApitA choDayA che. paralokanuM AtmAnuM hita karanArA Apa ja cho, tethI ApanA caraNamAM Avyo chuM. mArI bhUla thAya to sudhArajo. Apa kaho ane sudharuM nahi to Thapako Apajo, Thapako sAMbhaLuM nahi to mArI nirbha tsunA tiraskAra karajo. tiraskArathI rIDha bane to tADanA karaje, paNa mane ApanA tAraka caraNathI kayAre ya dUra nA karazo. duniyAmAM mane sArA kahenArA ghaNA maLavAnA, paNa sAco rAha batAvanAra koI nahi maLe. Apa ja mane zilAmAMthI mUrti rUpe kaMDArI zake. huM ApanI kalAnuM eka zilpa banuM to paNa dhanya banuM. prabhu ! mane sAraNa - vAraNa - ceyaNA - paDiceyaNAthI dhanya banAvo. ApanA pavitra samrAjyamAM ApanAM tapa, tyAga, jJAnanI divya jyoni mArA aMdhakAra bharyA aMtaramAM jJAnanA prakAza pAtharaze.

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171 gurudeva! huM deha kAmI nathI --sukha icchuka nathI. zAtA Icchuka nathI, mAna cAhaka nathI, sattAne abhilASaka nathI, padane prArthata nathI. tAraka ! ApanA caraNamAM ApanA adanA sevakanI haiyAnI Araju sAthe eka ja vinavaNI, kAkalUdI, prArthanA che. huM hitanA anuzAsananI ApanI pAse puna: puna: prArthanA karuM chuM. mArI prArthanA. sAbhaLajo, svIkArajo ane ApanA ziSyanuM samarpaNa saMbhALajo. sAdhaka banAvI siddha samo banAvajo.

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38. viyANio apagamapaNuM duniyAmAM banI zake ke samAnavarNa, samAna UMcAI, samAnavaya joI koI koInAmAM samAnaguNa kalpI le, paNa pratyeka vyaktie potAnA mUlya pitAnI rIte ja vicAravA joIe. duniyAnA pramANapatro koI divasa sAcA nathI hotA. moTAbhAge samAjamAM sthAna meLavavA potAno paricaya ApavA pramANapatro apAya che. - duniyA Aje jene sarvazreSTha kahe che, tene ja AvatI kAle kaheze ke AnA jevo koI ayogya meM joyo nathI. svArthI vyaktio sAcA dilathI InI prazaMsA - anumodanA karatA hotA nathI. jo ApaNe koInuM kharAba bolIe to ApaNuM paNa kaI kharAba bole; ane ApaNe jo koInI prazaMsA karIe to te ApaNI prazaMsA kare. svArtha jagatamAM guNa joIne guNI joine koI prazaMsA kare che, tevuM mAnI levAnI ajANe paNa bhUla nA karI levI. ziyALa kAgaDAbhAInA svaranI paNa suMdara prazaMsA kare che. bicAro bheLo kAgaDo samaje che, A bhAi mArA svarane rasiyo che, lAva mAruM saMgIna saMbhaLAvuM, paNa jyAM kAgaDA mukha khole che...tyAM ziyALa kayAMka dehI jAya che, kAgaDo vicAre che, ziyALa kayAM gayuM ?

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173 tarata bhAna AvyuM, ziyALa tAruM saMgIta sAbhaLavA kharekhara icchatu na hatuM. AtA mArA mukhamAMthI sahelAIthI pUrI meLavavAnI tarakIba, saMsArI, duniyAdArI svArthI mANasa ApaNI pAchaLa AMTApherA kara......ApaNane ja kahe : tuM soSTha .....zuM tArI zakti, tyAre kharekhara sAvadha banI javuM. prazaMsAnA anupama suMvALA baMdhanamAM bAMdhI tamane tenA kAryanA kayAMka evA hAthA banAvI deze ke tamane khabara paNa nahi paDe. baMdhAyA, sAye ane have A prazaMsakanA zaraNAzrita banI gayA...have buddhi zakti sAmarthya tArAM, paNa tuM tenI dArI saMcArathI cAlatAM eka kaThapUtalI samA. prazaMsAnI jhaMkhanAeN tArA hitasvI AptajanAne dUra karyA. ni:svArthI kayAre paNa prazaMsA nathI karatAM, paraMtu protsAhana Ape che. ApaNI bhUla sudhAre che. prazaMsAnI bhUkha ApaNane ApaNAthI uccavAtAvaraNamAM ucca vartuLamAM javA detI nathI. prazaMsAnI khevanA ApaNane ucca Adarzo, mahAnadhyeyathI dUra. rAkhe che. prazaMsAnI cAhanA ApaNane tuccha vAtAvaraNa, tuccha vartuLa, tuccha Adarzo ane tuccha manuSyonI samIpamAM laI jAya che. koInI prazaMsAnA phaTako vAge ane ApaNe rabbaranA daDAnI jema UMce UchaLIe chIe, hitastrIne avagaNIe chIe. khuzAmata dvArA navA sAdhakanI pragati rokAya che. navA sAdhakane niMdA tiraskAra hatAzAmAM nAkhI de che. komaLa buddhivALA binaanubhavI kyAMthI khuzAmata ane nidAnA vizleSaNa karI zake ? viveka zakti vikAsa pAmI nathI, eTale be mIThA zabdo dvArA phulAI jAya che. be kaDavA zabdo dvArA tenI bhAvanAo karamAi jAya che. alpajJAnI prazaMsA ane khuzAmatanu pRthakkaraNa kevI rIte karI. manojana

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174 zake? alpajJAnI kaDaka anuzAsana ane tiraskAra, niMdAnuM pRthakkaraNa kevI rIte karI zake? mane sAro kahe che mArA. mane kharAba kahe te parAyA. bhalA! prazaMsA te svarUpanI Atma pragati mATe karAya che. khuzAmata svanI svArthanI siddhi mATe karAya che. niMdA sArAne paNa halako pADavA karAya che. bhUlanuM saMzodhana sudhAravA mATe thAya che. tArI pAse A divyadRSTi kyAMthI Ave ? tethI tane thoDAmAM ghaNuM samajAvavuM paDaze. manaka ' tuM pote ja tArA AtmA vaDe tArA AtmAne oLakha, svadrArA svanuM saMzodhana. vidyAthI paNa tuM ane zikSaka paNa tuM. parIkSApatra paNa tAre ja kADhavAnuM, ane uttarapatramAM guNa paNa tAre ja mUkavAnA. tArA guNanI prazaMsA paNa tAre karavAnI. tArA avaguNanI niMdA paNa tAre ja karavAnI. jema khAnapAnamAM tArI pasaMdagIne mukhya rAkhe che, tema jIvanapragatimAM paNa tuM ja guNadoSanAM mUlyAMkana avamUlyAMkana kara. tAro zikSaka koI nahi, paNa tAro guNapremI AtmA ja, tArI niMdA karanAra koI nahi, tAro ja taTastha madhyastha AtmA. jagatanA pramANapatro game teTalA haze, paNa temAM svanI sAkSI saMmati na maLatI hoya, to e badhA to sugaMdha vagaranA puSpa, phakata jovAnAM ane khuza thavAnuM, meLavavAnuM kaMI nahi. jagate game teTalo kAdava uchALyo, dhULa uDADI, paNa sUryane zuM nukasAna? jene dhULa uDADI tenA upara ja paDI. bhalA ! tuM zuddha

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* sa 175 nan nirdoSa pavitra che, paNa jagata kyAMthI cIMthare vITelA ratnanuM mUlya samaje ? jagatanA bahudhA jIvo kastUrI ane mATInA aMtara kayAMthI jANe? e to kALI eTalI mATI ane kALI eTalI kastUrI AvuM ja mAnanArA. jagatamAM mukhyatayA e guNa-doSanAM parIkSaNa hotAM nathI. bahudhA anukaraNa hoya che. ToLAnA nAyake sAruM kahyuM to sau sAruM kaheze. ToLAnA nAyake TIkhaLa karI to sau TIkhaLa karaze. jagata eTale mukhyatayA mUkha lokanuM ToLuM. temanI kalpanA, bhAvanA, jJAna, buddhi mujaba lAge te sarvazreSTha. tenAthI viruddha temanI kalpanA, bhAvanA, jJAna ane buddhimAM na AvyuM te kharAba. khudano nyAya khudanI pAse ja karAvavuM te sAdhanuM parama kartavya che. jarApaNa bhaLe na thaIza. jarApaNa komaLa na thaIza. jema jagatanA pramANapatra vaDe AtmAne jANavAnuM nathI, tema ekalA tArA jJAna-dhyAna- tapa tyAgathI tAre tArA AtmAnA satkAra sanmAna karavAnA nathI, paNa kaThora zikSakanI adAthI AtmAne oLakhavAno che. becAra prazna pUchIe eTale jema khoTo mANasa pakaDAI jAya tema ApaNo AtmA paNa pakaDAI jAya. dareka prazanane aMte pUchaje, rAga tane satAvI nathI gayo ne ? 85 tane rudra banAvI nathI gayo ne ? badhuM ja karyuM, paNa tAro AtmA A praznanA javAbamAM galAM mAre, hA-nA karI Ama gaDabaDiyo javAba Ape, te samajaje-tArA AtmAnA copaDAnAM pAnAMne pAnAM bharelAM che. kayAMya jJA nathI, paNa ekaja bhUla che. kyAMya ekaDo nathI, ekaDA vagaranAM mIMDAM che. eka mIMDuM nahi, eka lAkha mIMDAM che,

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176 paNa e badhAM mIDAM kahe che, amane kema niSphaLa banAvo cho? amAruM zA mATe avamUlyAMkana karo cho ? ame kheTAM zA mATe ? bhUla tamArI che, tame ekaDo na karyo. jo eka karyA bAda mIMDAM mUkyAM hota, to eka eka mIMDAMnI - zUnyanI kiMmata daza gaNI thAta. tAruM mana ja tArI pragati jANe. bahAranA lake bahAranI vAta jANe, teo tenA vaDe pramANapatra Ape eTale ja zAstrano sAra che "viyANiyA appaga mapage AtmA sAkSI Apaze- huM to nitya sAkSI chuM, tethI tArI pratyeka pravRttine jANuM. AtmA kaheze, huM to tArI sAthe nitya rahenAra chuM, aMtarano adhiSThAtA chuM eTale pravRttine paDado cIrI vRttine nihALuM. jagata pravRttinA satkAra kare. tene te dekhAya ane ApaNane ApaNuM badhuM ja dekhAya. eTale ApaNe ApaNane kahIe: mAre to vRttine jANavAnI che--mane kayAMya rAgadepa na sparzavA joIe. rAgapanA e AbhaDayA te mArI badhI amRtasamI dharmakriyA viSamaya banI jAya. pU. zaThaMbhavasUri mahArAja kahe che : je AtmAne AtmAthI jANI rAga6pamAM samAna rahe che, te pUjaya bane che, paNa pavitratA vagara pUjyatAne kozenuM aMtara che. tethI mArA manaka ! tuM pavitra bana. AtmasAkSIthI pavitra bane, tenA jIvanamAM rAgadropanA prasaMga Ave, paNa samudranI retI jevA. samudranI retI zarIrane sparze paNa coMTe nahi, UbhA thAya eTale tyAMja kharI jAya. - A kaLA siddha karI pRthvIcadra guNa sAgare dehanA milanamAM paNa AtmA vaDe AtmAne jANyo. rAganA bhayaMkara prasaMgamAM paNa hAthane hAtha maLe tyAM vicAra thAya. A strIne hAtha nahi, A puruSano hAtha nahi, rautanya sAthe caitanyanuM milana, basa rAgadveSanI upekSA caitanyanuM udhvIkaraNa thayuM.

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177 manaka ! basa eka ja kahuM chuM. je AtmAvaDe AtmAne samajI ratanyanuM urdhvIkaraNa kare che, te pUjaya bane ja che. tuM buddha bana, siddha bana. e ja ziSa. * AcArya bhagavaMta mahAtmA manakane AtmanirIkSaNa zIkhavyuM. zuM Apa amArA jevA vidyArthInA zikSaka nA bano ? ama samA ajJAnI ziSyanA jJAna dIpaka nA bane, zIkhavo amane paNa Atma-nirIkSaNanI kalA. jyAre AtmA dvArA AtmanirIkSaNa karatAM zIkhIzuM, tyAre loka saMjJA, kIrti dUra sudUra cAlI jaze ane jinezvaranI AjJApAlana dvArA na icchavA chatAMya puNya prabala thaze. karajo karuNA kRpAnAtha ! AtmA dahI jaze a raja karuNa ** HTS

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3. 39. nannatya nannatya nijjarayAe tava mihirIlRjjA je caMdanakASTha drArA devamUrtinAM nirmANa thAya te ja caMdanakASThanA koIka mUrkha sAI banAvavA baLataNa tarIke upayoga kare ane kahe zuM me caMdanakAinA upayAga karyA nathI ? je puratako dvArA hajArA vyakti jJAna meLavI zake, te ja pustakanAM pAnAMne phADI phADI koi ajJAnI paDIkAM bAMdhavA upayAga kare, te te upayAga karyo kahevAya ke durupayoga karyA kahevAya ? padArthamAtranAM mUlyAMkana padArthanI dRSTie thAya ane te yogya sthaLe, yogya hetuthI, mAgya vyakti kAje vaparAya te upayoga nahIM paNa sadupayoga. bAkI badhAM durupayoga ja. manaka ! tuM samaje ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa vagara utkRSTa dharmanI ArAdhanA na thAya, tArI bhAvanA satata sarvottama dharmanI sAdhanAnI hAya. thA-prANAtipAta viramaNa mahAvratanA svIkAra karavA dvArA nuM ahiMsaka banyA. jAvajajIvanI karemi ne svIkArI saMyamI banyA. have tArA maneratha tapanA. nuM jJAnI. nu vidrAna. nuM vivecaka. bhAjananA tyAgarUpa eka ja tapanA tu ArAdhaka nA bana. prabhue pharamAvelAM cha prakAranAM bAhya tapa ane cha prakAranAM atyaMtara tapa dvArA saMyamI jIvanane suzAbhita kare. prabhunI dRSTie AhAranA tyAga paNa tapa ane ochuM khAvuM e paNa tapa. bhAjanamAM sarasatAnA tyAga e paNa tapa... bhAjanamAM cIja

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178 ochI khAvI e paNa tapa... eka jagyAe aMgopAMga saMkocIne besavuM e paNa tapa... lonca karavA ane vihAra karavo e paNa tapa. bahAra dekhAya tevA tapanI jema tAre mana to aMtaranI sAkSIe thatAM e paNa tapa, hRdayanI zuddhi, zAstranI carcA... zAstranuM punarAvartana, zAstraarthanuM ciMtana ane zAstra samajAvatAM paNa tapa-dhyAna ane kAussagna paNa tapa, zAsananI daSTie bAra prakAranA tapamAMthI eka paNa tapane ArAdhaka te tapasvI, zAsana samajela bAre prakAranA tapanI ArAdhanAmAM ughata rahe ane bAre prakAranA tapasvIne name, vaMde, pUje ane bahumAna kare. paNa jagata to tapasvI AkAranA tyAgIne ja kaheze. bIjAM badhAM tapa evAM che, sAdhaka gupta rIte karI zake, paNa aNasaNa eTale upavAsa evuM tapa che ke deha turata cADI khAI jAya. zarIramAM anna na jAya eTale ekabe chevaTe trIje divase to sukAvA lAgI jAya varase varase tapamAM AgaLa vadhatA jAya. AtmaguNonI abhivRddhi thAya, paNa zarIra to ghasAtuM jAya. lohI ane mAMsa sukAya eTale hAMDA gaLavA lAge. tapa dArA puNya prabaLa thAya. hajAro loko darzanArthe Ave. jagata bIjA tapasvIne joI nA zake, paNa bhUkhanuM dukha evu che ke gAMDa ane DAhyA saune khabara paDe.. bebhAna avasthAmAM paNa AhAra pacAvI jAya. AhAra saMjJAne vaza thayela jagatanA jIva upavAsI tapasvIne jue ane temanA zira jhUkI jAya eka kalAkamAM eka hajAravAra bhoja nanI yAda Ave. eka divasamAM so vAra khAIe to paNa bIje divase pAchA bhUkhAravA ! dhanya che A mahAtmAne. saMyama sAthe tapa: dhannA aNagAranA bhAIbena jevAM... tapasvInA vaMdana kare, pUjana kare,

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180 satkAra kare, sanmAna kare, temanI stuti kare, temanI kIrtinA guNagAya. jagata jyAre tapasvI dArAdhanya banI rahyuM che, tyAre tapasvIe sAvadha banI javAnuM. bIjA koIne koIka vAra pariSaha upasarga Ave. tyAre tapasvIne sadaiva satata parivaha upasarga Ave. sArI duniyA zira jhukAvatI hoya, guru sukhazAtA pUchatA hoya, tyAre tapasvI pitAnA AtmAne prazna pUchI rahyA hoya, sAdhu! teM tapa zA mATe karyuM? AlokanA mAna sanmAnanI bhUkhe? sau zAtA pUche mATe? sau gaurava kare mATe? puNya vadhe te saubhAgya nAmakarma udayamAM Ave mATe? zarIra sUkavavA mATe? zarIra nIrogI banAvavA? tapa dvArA labdhio prApta thAya ane prabhAvaka thavAya mATe? tapa dvArA vacana siddhi thAya mATe? duzamana paNa caraNamAM jhUke mATe? biruda maLe mATe? utsava mahotsava thAya, kaMkotrImAM nAma Ave mATe? badhAM gauNa banI tArI mukhyatA. thAya te mATe? A loko kayo hetu siddha karavA tapa karyuM? tuM Astika che? janma ane maraNa svIkAre che? papa ane puNyane svIkare che, tethI paralokanI Rddhi arthe tapa karyuM? A janmamAM tapa karIe te bIjA janmamAM rAjA, cakravatI, InTa banAya mATe? bIjA janmamAM sauMdarya maLe, saubhAgya maLe kAMtiyukta deha maLe mATe tapa karyuM? caza: kirtinI kAmanAthI tapa karyuM? rasto eka hoya che paNa saunA dhyeya alaga hoya che. bAla Atmana ! Aja mArI sAthe vAta kara. hAMDakAM ogaLI nAkhe evuM duSkara tapa che. ghaNI vAra to mane ja prazna thAya che. A zarIre tapadharma AcaravAmAM ATalI madada karI. kalpanAmAM nathI AvatuM ke AhAra kema chUTayo? zuM pAraNAmAM suMdara AhAra maLe mATe? gaucarI javAnI mAthAkUTa nA karavI paDe mATe? jo A badhA tArA uddeza hoya che

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181 kahevuM paDe ke te mAnavajanmane sadupayoga nahi, durupayoga karyo. laData laDI rahyo che, paNa uddeza bhUlIne! sAdhaka ! bhalA mahAtapasvI ! huM te yuddhanI bherI jevA raNakAra kare ? cupa thA. mArI pAse AvI halakI vAta nA kara.. prabhue pharamAvyuM che... nannatyaM nijajaraDDayAe~ tava mahifiA" karma nirjarAnA eka pavitra dhyeya sivAya bIjA koI paNa dhyeyathI tapa karavAnuM nahi. . jagatamAM nAma, kIrti, vaMdana, pUjana meLavavAnA aneka rastA che. zarIrane sUkavavAnI aneka prakriyA che. parAkmAM sukha meLavavAnA aneka upAya che. A badhAM tuccha sAdhanA mATe tuccha vAsanAnI pUrti mATe tapadharmanA upayAga na thAya... tapatA AtmAnI zuddhi mATe, vicAronI pavitratA mATe, AhAranI Asakita dUra karavA, aNahArI siddha paramAtmAnA milana mATe karavAnuM, karajane haTAvI paramAtmapadanI prApti mATe karavAne paramAtmA mahAvIra bhagavaMta mArA ArAdhya deva che. temanuM jIvana caritra mAre sadA AdaraNIya che. tadbhava mekSagAmI paramAtmAe nikAcita karmo sAme jaMga khelavA sADA bAra varSa tapa karyuM, to mArA te anaMta anaMta janmanAM karyA bAkI che. mArI mukti A bhavamAM nathI, e nizcita che; eTale mAre to bhagavAnanuM zaraNa laI karma kSaya mATe arvazya tapamAM adhiSThita banavAnuM. tapa----dharmamAM sthira banavAnuM. huM kaMI tApasa nathI, zarIra sukAvavA tapa karuM. huM tA saMyamI chuM. nirjarAnA Icchuka chuM. tethI mA savanAta mArA karmone tapA vavA tapa karuM. huM AhAranA tyAga AhAranA bhayaMkara tophAna samajIne karuM,

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18ra upavAsa karuM, tethI guNo sAthe vAsa thAya, doSano nAza thAya. A bhAvanAthI tapa karuM. jinazAsanamAM sAdhu tapasamAdhimAM adhidita bane. mArI tapasamAdhi eTale mane tapa dArA maMgalanI prApti thAya. tapa dArA Atmika svArathyanI prApti mATe huM tapamAM sthira banuM chuM. manaka! mokSe javA zukaladhyAna nAmanuM sarvazreSTha tapa joIe eTale bAhyapa dArA abhyara tapa ArAdhaka bana. tAre tapadharma tArI napasamAdhi bane. gurudevaAdhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi choDayA.. paNa manamarkaTe sAdhujIvanamAM paNa eka navI duniyA UbhI karI dIdhI che. ApanA AzirvAda samyaga Adhi suyogya vicAramAM sthira banAve. jagatanA koI paNa bhautika hetuthI nahi, paNa karma nirjarAnA pradhAna hetu dvArA tapanA ArAdhaka banIe tevI kRpA karo. anugraha kare. ApanI maherabAnIe amArA manoratha pUrNa thAya.

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40. pravajogI pILuM eTaluM sonuM nahi. kALI eTalI kastUrI nahi. kALA te marI paNa hoya. pustaka pAse hovA mAtrathI vidyArthI nahi. e to abhaNa pheriyo paNa hoya. pustakone gaMja koI graMthapAla (lAIberiyana) pAse paNa hoya ane koI pustakavikretA pAse paNa hoya. mAthuM mUDeluM koI brAhmaNanuM paNa hoya ane zramaNanuM paNa heya. bhikSu manaka! tuM nigraMtha zramaNa paramAtmA mahAvIrane sAdhu che. tAre sAmAnya jogI, yati, liMgiyAnI jiMdagI jIvavAnI nathI. tAre to AtmAmAMthI paramAtmApade javAnuM che. tArI jiMdagInAM mUlya kadAca tuM nA samaje, paNa huM to samajuM chuM. mAnavInI jiMdagInA eka aMtarmuhUrtanuM tane mUlya samajAya che.? beTA ! eka aMtarmuhUrtamAM nuM kSapakazreNI prApta karI zake che. eka samayamAM sAta raju UMce jaI zake che. zAzvata nivAsI banI zake che. tArI zakti nihALI che. tethI ja e zakti eLe nA jAya. e zakita kendrita thAya te pahelAM tenI aMdara anaMtanAM bIja ropI lauM. kerInI goTalo ukaraDAmAM nAkhe, to paDayo paDayo sukAya jAya che. kerInA goTalAne khetaramAM nAkhe to ekamAMthI anekane pedA kare, yAtrA

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184 lunA tApa hare, bhUkhyAnI sudhA hare, rogInA roga hare ane sahune svAzya Ape. A zakti yogya saMskArane abhAve vinAza pAme. manaka! tArAmAM paNa saMsArInA saMtApa haravAnI zakti che. tArAmAM paNa aneka jJAnapipAsuonI jJAnapipAsA pUrNa karavAnI zakti che. tArAmAM paNa bhavaroga haravAnI zakita che. tArAmAM paNa Atmika svAzya pAmavAnI pamADavAnI zakti che. paNa e zakti sahajamAM vikasatI nathI. jema so vAra phIyA vagara ghI viSamAraka nA bane, ghIne viSamAraka auSadha banAvavuM hoya te so vAra phINavuM ja paDe, tema sAdhu tAre tArA lakSyane zvAseGgavAsamAM ghuMTavuM ja rahyuM! - baLadagADIne calAvanAro nIMda letA jAya ane gADuM calAve, te cAle, paNa moTarano DrAyavara gADI calAvatAM nIMda le to zuM thAya? AgaLa vicAra. moTaranI DrAyavara gADI calAvatAM AgaLa pAchaLa jatAM AvatAM lokone joIne te calAve, paNa vimAnane cAlaka jarA asAvadhAna bane to zuM thAya? vicAratAM ja bhayaMkara honArata thAya. sAdhu eTale cauda rAjalokanA jIvana abhayadAtA. tArA manamAM tArA vacanamAM, tArI kAyAmAM kaMIka uthalapAthala thAya, tuM jinAjJA bhUle to? zuM thAya? AMkha mIMcI tArA aMdarano avAja sAMbhaLa. tuM gabharAi UThIza. sahana nahi kare, tethI ja sAdhu manaka! tane kahuM chuM, "je dhruvajogI che te bhikSu" - yama, niyama, prANAyAma, Asana karI dIdhAM eTale kadAca tane koI yogI kahI deze, paNa tuM evA sastA halakA padano mAlika bane, e mane nA game, dhruvayogI banavAnuM che. tuM kahIza dhruvayogI eTale nizcayayogI karIza. nA bhAIlA nA. vayogIne mArga eTalo sahelo nathI. mahAvrata to te svIkAryA che.

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185 sAdhu jIvanamAM tuM vyavasthita thaI gayo che eTale tuM svIkAranI pUrNahuti karIza emAM koI moTI vAta nathI. dhruvayogI eTale tenAM mana, vacana, kAyAnI pratyeka pravRtti tIrthakarane samarpita tIrthakaranI AjJA mujaba ja tenA mana, vacana, kAyA - pravarte. tIrthakaranI jyAM AjJA na hoya tyAM sAdhunuM mana saMmuzkeima. tIrthakaranI jyAM AjJA na hoya tyAM tenI vANIne mananuM zaraNa. tIrthakaranI AjJA na hoya tyAM zarIrane lakavA hoya tevI dazA. dhuvayogI paDilehaNa kare tyAre kapaDAM pheravI na jAya. dhruvagI paDilehaNa kare tyAre kapaDAMnA DAgha na juve. - dhruvagI paDilehaNa mana phAve tyAre nA kare. jema tema nA kare, gAmanAM gappAM mAratAM nA kare. dhruvagI paDilehaNa niyamita samaye kare. jIvadayAnA upayogapUrvaka kare. deza varjIne kare, sAvadhAna banIne kare, maunapUrvaka kare. nAnA moTAnA vivekapUrvaka kare, zAstranA Adeza anusAra paDilehaNa karatAM pahelAM pratilekhanA kare, pachI pramArjanA kare. kAjo letA kamaLa dazInA bhAgathI le. vadhu zuM kahuM. dhruvayogI eTale vidhi nidhinA upaga pUrvaka pratyeka vidhi kare. dhruvayogI eTale pitAnuM nAma bhUlI jAya, potAnuM gAma bhUlI jAya. are dehane paNa bhUlI jAya. dazAMgImaya banI jAya. pAkeluM phaLa jue to tene dvAdazAMgImAM prarUpela pudagalanA dharmo yAda Ave. kaI rUpalAvaya yukta suMdarI dekhAya, te tene lAge jinajanmA bhiSekamAM bhakitaghelI banelI diggakumArikA haze athavA vicAra Ave. keTalo dhanyAtmA che! gata janmamAM saraLatA ane nirabhimAna dazA karI che, tenAM kevA suMdara phaLa bhogave che?

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186 ' dhruvayogI eTale tenA zvA chuvAsamAM Agama rame. svapnamAM paNa Agamano abhyAsa kare. Azrava ane saMvaranA ja vicAramAM. kayAM AgamamAM AtmAnuM varNana, kyAM AgamamAM tattvonuM varNana, kayAM kSetranuM varNana, kayAM AgamamAM AcAranuM varNana. - , - dhruvayogI eTale tenA Agama pustakamAM nihi kabATamAM nahi, noTamAM nahi, guru jANe tema paNa nahi, Agamamaya tenAM mana, kAyA paNa AgamanI anusAra ja pravRtti kare. dhruvayogI eTale sAdhujIvananI eka eka kSaNanuM mUlyAMkana karanAra. dhruvayogI pAse DhIlI dALa jevI vAta na hoya. dIkSA lIve to varSo thayAM, paNa zuM karuM? tabIyata sArI na hatI, khAsa buddhi nahi, anukULa roga nahi, bhaNavAnuM mana thAya tyAre bhaNAvanAra nahi, bhaNAvanAra hoya tyAre pustaka nahi, pustaka Ave tyAre vihArane samaya, bhakitano samaya, AvI vevalI vAta na kare. . dhruvayogI eTale kahe: deha che eTale dehanA dharmo rahevAnA. puNya prabala nathI eTale anukULa saMyoga na paNa maLe, paNa prabhuzAsana ane saMyama maLyuM, pachI bIjuM zuM joIe? prabhuzAsana ane saMyamamAM tAkAta che. dareka paristhiti upara vijaya meLavI pratipaLane upayoga karavAnI. - dhruvayogI kahe: jinazAsananA dareka yoga evo anupama che, jo mane sAdhatAM AvaDe, meLavatAM AvaDe, te mokSa maLe. mAre mATe roga. paNa karma nirjarAkAraka, mAre mATe pratikULatA, sahanazIlatAdAyaka, mAre mATe pustakano abhAva guru sAnidhyano dAyaka. beTA manaka! kevA puNyazALI che. cosaTha IMdro, asaMkhya deva tArA bhAgyanI IrSA kare che. mArA jevA prauDhane paNa thAya. ame bIjA naMbarano eka

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187 ghavo karIne AvyA, devALuM kADhavuM, have bIje dhaMdhe lAgyA. tuM AvI bAlya uMmaramAM manamAM AzAe urmio jAge te pahelAM sAdhu banyo. basa. dhruvagI bana, tArI pratyeka kSaNane, tArI pratyeka pravRttine jinAjJAthI zobhAvI de, amArA jevA prauDhane preraNApAtra bana. mahAtmA manaka te cha mahinAnA alpasamayamAM dhruvayogI banI jiMdagIne jItI gayA. have AziSa amane Apa saMyamajaMgamAM zUrA banavAnA!

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41. aviheDae je sa bhikhu A sattAdhIza balavAna sAme jhUkI javuM ane kIDI samA nirbala sAme kaTaka lAvavuM e duniyAdArInI rIta che. jyAM javAba na ApI. zake, tyAM mauna rahe e saMsArI. bhUkha hatI nahi eTale khAdhuM nahi, to upavAsI kahevAya? zarIra rogiSTha hatuM eTale strI choDI, te tyAgI kahevAya ? pApa karIne Avyo che. paiso hAthamAM AvatuM nathI te niSparigrahI kahevAya? sudhA samaye upavAsano lahAvo lUMTavAmAM majA, yauvanamAM bhego choDavAmAM zUravIratA, cAre bAju samRddhinI choLo UchaLatI hoya tyAre saMsArane lAta mAravAmAM samarthatA. . zUrAnA hAthamAM samazera zobhe, samajune sAdhutA vrata zobhe. manaka ! vrata nahi, mahAna lIdhAM che. eka nahi, pAMca lIdhAM che, paNa ekalA jhADathI udyAna nA zobhe. udyAnamAM vRkSo paNa hoya, choDa paNa heya, latA paNa haiya, hariyALI bhUmi paNa hoya; tema tArA sAdhujIvananA udyAnane zobhAvanArAM mahAvrata rUpI vRkSo to hovAM ja joIe, paNa rAtribhojanano tyAga, khullA mAthe ane aDavANe page vihAra, loca rUpa aneka suMdara choDa anivArya gaNAya. zAni saraLatA, udAratA, mauna vRtti rUpa latAo phUlI phAlavI joIe. bhikSu banavA aneka mukhya niyame, ane peTA niyamonuM pAlana khUba jarUrI che, paNa A badhAmAM tAre eka mukhya guNa prApta karavAnuM che. avihaDaka banavAnuM che.

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189 sAdhu thayo eTale tyAgI thayo, jJAnI thaIza, vidrAna banIza, hajAra jijJAsu Avaze, keTalAye gAma gappAM mAranArAM Avaze, tAre saune satapatha para doravAnA che, tAre netA banavAnuM che, unmArgathI dUra karavA jehAda jagAvavI paDaze. asatyano pratikAra karavo paDaze, paNa kayAMya kayAreya koIne tiraskAra karavAnuM nahi. bhUlatA nahi. tuM sAdhaka che, tArAmAM darya joIe, gAMbhIrya joIe, ajJAnI sAme paNa roSa nahi karavAne, jJAnIne paNa doSa nahi kADhavAne, pApIne tiraskAra nahi karavAne, samayane durvyaya karanAra sAme paNa apamAnathI nahi vartavAnuM. rAjakathA, bhakatakathA, dezakathA, strIkathAnA Asakatane tuM javAba ApavAmAM samartha hoya, badhAMnAM mukha baMdha karavAnI tArAmAM zakita hoya, paNa tiraskAra nA karAya. vItarAganI kSamA kAyaranuM hathiyAra nathI. vItarAganI kSamA zUravIranuM zastra che. tAruM dila kadAca adhIruM thaI jAya te vikathA karanArane joIne eka khUNAmAM jai premathI samajAvaje. zAsanadevane prArthanA karaje, teonI Adata sudhare te prayatna karaje, paNa tiraskAra karate nahi. tuM sAdhu che. corAzIlAkha jIvayoninA anaMta anaMta prANIne, jIvagaNIne guru che. bhUla kADhe te guru ke bhUla sudhAre te guru? rastAmAM paththara che evI bUma bImAra azakata mAre, samartha balavAna te paththara UThAve, pite paDayo na hoya toya bIjAne patanamAMthI bacAve. tuM jinAjJAbhaMjakano paNa tiraskAra nA kare. tuM jyAre jyAre tiraskAra kare, tyAre tyAre karaze tiraskAra pelA adhama adhyavasAyone, adhamakarmone jeNe A siksaduza AtmAone Aje eka rAjya, eka strI ane pArakI paMcAtamAM lapeTI dIdhAM che, agAdha jJAnanA mAlika cauda pUrvane eka aMtarmuhUrtamAM

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190 pUrvAnupUrva ane pazcAtanuvAthI svAdhyAya karI zake tevAM pAMcadaza sAlanI nakAmI huMsAtuMsIthI meLavelI rAjakIya khaTapaTamAM saMhevAya kharA ? jinaAgamanAM nirmaLanIra pIvAnAM choDI vikathA rUpa gaTaranAM pANI pIve ? prabho ! bhakti Ape, sanmArge doravAnI buddhi Apo, baLa Ape dharmatIrtha pravartAvavAnuM, 'mArAthI A sahana thatuM nathI. tiraskAra to pitAnI Asaktine bIjA koIne ya nahi. manaka! siMha bhUkhyo rahe, paNa ghAsa na khAya; tema zakti hoya, sAmarthya haya, jJAna hoya, javAba devAnI tAkAta hoya, vAdavivAda karI koIne parAsta karavAnI tAkAta hoya, chatAMya koIneya tiraskAra nahi karavAno, koIne du:kha lAge tema nahi vartavAnuM. koInA dilanI kUNI lAgaNI dubhAya tema nahi karavAnuM. - tArA haiyAmAM jIvamAtra pratye zubhabhAva che. jinAjJAne tuM samarpita che. tArI pAse zabdono toTo nA hoya, AcArya bhagavaMta sAthe carcA vicAraNA karatAM bolIza : zuM kaho cho ? kema kaho cho ? e badhuM nA samajAya AvuM bolIza te yogya kahevAze? tArI vAta koI dAdarAmAMthI sAMbhaLe ane nirNaya karI zake kharuM ke tuM vaDIla sAthe vAta kare che ke samavayaska sAthe vAta kare che. Apa pharamAve, mArI buddhi alpa che, mane samajAtuM nathI. Apa Asana upara birAjo, mane lAbha Ape, mane tAre, mArA upara upakAra karo, AvA zabdo saMbhaLAya che ane AgaMtuka kahI de : ahIM. jJAnI guru che, vinayI giSya che. yogya vyakitane ucita Adare nahi, te vinaya kayAM ? vinaya vagara sardhitA zobhe kayAMthI ? - . ' ,

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191 jema ayogyano anAdara nahi karavAne, tema yogyanA sanmAna paNa avazya karavAnA. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAja kahe che : bIjA mahApuruSa aviheDano artha krodha niSphaLa karavo tema kahe che. manaka ! - yAda rAkhI le. sAdhutAnI majA tenA bhavya pAlanamAM che. sAdhunuM mukha sohAmaNuM hoya che, eTale duniyA tenI pAse nathI AvatI. duniyA tenI sAcI ArAdhanA joIne caraNaraja levA paDApaDI kare che, tethI tAre khUba sAvadhAnIthI jIvavAnuM che. zakita chatAM ayogya visthA karanArAonA apamAna nahi karavAnA zakti samaja meLavIne yogyanA ucita sanmAna dilanAM adakerAM bhAvathI karavAnAM. * viparIna-ayogya dekhatAM krodha AvI jAya, tyAre paNa tene aMdara samAvI levAne, niSphaLa karI devAne tuM aviheDaka thaIza. ane te dArA tArI sAdhutA pUrNa kalAthI zobhatA caMdranI jema suzobhita lAgaze. AThavarSanA bAlamunine te samayanA zAsananA gacchAdhArI pU. zaabhavasUri mahArAjanA ekanA eka panotA putrane paNa saMyamajIvanamAM ATalI sUkSma sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI pitA bAlaka jANIne mApha karatAM nathI. ATha varSanA bALakane paNa kaDaka niyama pALavAnA vikacAmAM, pApamAM, gappAmAM. Asakata paNa tiraskAra nahi karavAne. ApaNe zuM karavAnuM ? sAdhu sAdhutAno tiraskAra kare... apamAna kare. pitAne sahavatI sAdhaka hINo dekhAya, UNo dekhAya, tevuM svapnamAM paNa kare ? A jinazAsanamAM laghusAdhune paNa tiraskAra vajaryuM che, to vaDIla sAdhunI avahelanA te kyAMthI thAya ? samudAyanI zobhAnI vaddhi karanAra zAsananI prabhAvanA karanAra jJAnI tapasvIno tirarakAra

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192 to zuM temane aruci thAya tevuM paNa na kare. prabhu zAsana pharamAve che, samajAve che ke tuM nAnA sAdhunuM paNa apamAna karIza, tiraskAra karIza te te parameSThi padanuM apamAna karyuM kahevAze. AcArya, upAdhyAya, vyAkhyAnakAra A badhA kayAM karmanA udayathI thAya ? tane khabara che ? tIrthakara nAma karma jevA puNya karmanA AchA pAtaLA udayanA sahArAthI vaDIlanA, zAsana prabhAvakanA apamAna karIza, to tuM tIrthakara nAma-karma sadaza jevA puNyakarmanA dhAraka puNyazALI AtmAnI AzAtanAno bhAgI banIza. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAja te dazavaikAlinI TIkAmAM pharamAve che : avihaDa ene eka artha "koIno tiraskAra nahi karavo" e che ane bIjo artha e che "gya ucita Adara Apavo." jo tuM gyane ucita Adara ApIza te tArI sAdhutA zobhaze. je vyakti je sanmAnane yogya hoya tenuM te rIte sanmAna karIza te ja sAco sAdhu banI zakIza. * . * *

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4ra. puDhavI same muNu havijA mAtApitA vAtsalya sAgara hoya che, khudanA saMtAna mATe aneka AzA ane aramAna hoya che. bicArI "mA" te garbhamAMthI putranA mahAna svapna sevatI hoya che ane bALakane janmabAda pAraNAmAM poDhADatAM paNa potAnA lAlanI bhAvinI yazagAthA gAtI hoya che. ' jagatanA koI paNa mahApuruSane pUchI Avo : tame mahAna kema banI zakyA? javAba eka ja Avaze, ajJAta mAnasamAM mAtApitAe mahAnatAnAM bIja ropyAM hatAM. - mahAtmA pU zayyabhavasUri mahArAja eka evA pitAM che. patnIne garbha rahyo evI saMpUrNa jANa thatAM pahelAM pote saMyamanA mArge viharaNa prAraMbhI dIdhela. bALaka manaka mAtAnA rAjyamAM janmyo, poSaNa pAmyo, ane pitAnI kheja mATe ekalo aTUle nIkaLI paDayo. pitA putranuM milana thayuM. pitA jANe che, Aje mAro lADalo che, paNa putra hajI jANatA nathI. mArA pitA kayAM che? koNa che? pitA zobhavasari mahArAja saMyamanA jAdugara che. temanA upadezanA jadue anekanA moha dUra karyA che ane paramAtmAnA tAraka caraNamAM kaMIka bhavyAtmAne sthApyA che. pitAputranuM milana ane pU. zarmAbhavasUri mahArAjanI krosa ekajhAmInezana zarU thaI. DokTara vaidya banI ghaNAnI vADhakApa karI 13 A -

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194 hAya, paNa pAtAnI ke peAtAnAnI vAta AvI, tyAre mahArathIo paNa jI UThayAM..nyAyanA Asana para besI madhyasthatA niSpakSatA para ArUDha thai ghaNAnA sAcA kheATAnA nyAya tALyA, paNa jyAre peAtAnA putranA nyAya tALavAnA avasara Avyo, tyAre kaMIka sampathathI calita vaI gayA. koI virala ja nyAyAsanane nyAyI rAkhI zakayA. - Aje pU. zasthaMbhavasUri mahArAja samakSa eka vikaTa samasyA UbhI thai che. mAro ATha varSa nA mAsUma bALaka 'mA' ne cheDI eklA aTUTyA pitAjI pitAjI karIne krUratA mArI samakSa AvIne UbhA che. eka janmanA eka dehanA pitAnAM darzana karAvuM ke anaMta -- jJAnanA dAtA anaMta AtmAnA jatana karanAra paramAtmAnA zAsananAM darzana karAvuM ? pitA tarIke mArI oLakhANamAM tenA meAhanI paNa abhivRddhi, mArA meAhanI paNa abhivRddhi ..pUrva kathAnuM saMsmaraNa....nA joieN vItI gayelI vAtAnI yAda...saMgamI pitAnI zodhamAM Avela A dhanyAtmAne samasta saMyamInA pitA jinezvaranAM dana karAvuM ..jinazAsananAM raharaya ApuM. pitAnuM kartavya bajAvu ane Akhare pitAnA vairAgya vijayI banyA...bALaka manaka bAla muni banyA ..pitA AgamazAstranA maMthana karI vairAgyAmRtanAM rasAyaNa bAlamunine pAI rahyAM che. rAjakulamAM jema rAjamAtA rAjAmahArAjAne bhAjanamAM dararoja thoDu thoDu jhera Ape che. roja geramAnAM jhera pacAvavAnI zakti Ave che. tema pU. gaMbhavasUrimahArAja pratidina bAlamunine sahanazIlatAnA pATha bhaNAve che, chatAM vAtsalyamUrti pitAne lAge che ke kadAca bALaka samajo nahi, kyAreka bhUla karI deze, te mATe tene jevA banAvavA che ne bhAva rajU karavA de... bhAgyavAna sAdhaka ! vadhu zuM kahuM ! basa " puDhavI same muLI vijajA " pRthvIsamAna sahanazIla ana

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15 - zA mATe pRthvI samAna ? bIjA koInA jevo nahi ane pRthvI jevo... samajAtuM nathI? ema samajAze nahi...ciMtana karIza te ja samajAze! manana karIza te ja mArI vAtanuM rahasya samajAze. pRthvI potAnA para je nAkhe te svIkArI le. koIne pheMkI nA de, koIno paNa tiraskAra nahi, je Ave te mArA, jevA hoya tevA paNa mArA. pRthvI para viNA nAkho to mATI sAthe maLI khAtara thaI dhAnyotpattimAM sahAyaka thAya. pRthvI para maDaduM nAkho te khudanA garbhamAM laI tenI badabU TALI khudanuM svarUpa Ape. pRthvI para phUla nAkho to tenI suvAsathI maghamaghI aneka navA choDane pedA kare. pRthvI para goTalo nAkho te AMbArUpe navasarjita kare, ekyAMthI anekane pedA kare. pRthvI para game teTalo bhAra nAkhe, te paNa manapUrvaka sahana karI sadA saune dhAraNa karavAmAM masta rahe. pRthvI azuddhane zuddha kare, azuddhane gALI navapallita kare. pRthvI bIjarUpe rahelI zaktine vikasita kare. pRthvI kyAre paNa kartavya bhraSTa thAya nahi. pRthvI kyAre paNa baDabaDATa na kare - pRthvI kayAre parNa baDAI nA kare. pRthvI kyAre paNa mAna - apamAnanI vAta nA kare. manaka! tAre paNa pRthvI jevA banavAnuM che. sahavatamAM koI krodhI, koi mAnI hoya to tuM tArI sahanazIlatA dUArA temanA avaguNanI azuddhi dUra karaje. sahavatIomAM koI mohI hoya te zAstranA vairAgyAmRta vaDe temanA jIvanane navapallavita karaje. sahavartIemAM koI buddhimAna - pratibhAvAna bALa sAdhu hoya to tenA yogakSema karI teno ke AdhAra banaje. bAla vRddha glAnanI sevA karatAM kayAre paNa mijAja gumAvate nahi, kayAre paNa temanI upekSA karato nahi. jinAjJAne vicArI hArdikabhAvathI temanI sevA drArA sahAya kare te sAdhu A, kartavyadharmamAM AgaLa vadhaje.

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196 vairAgI mahAtmAo pAse paNa koIvAra krodha vijayI banI jAya che. koIvAra samudAyanA sAdhu gusso kare tyAre tuM mananI mastImAM hAlaje. savAlajavAba pratikAra, tarkavitarka nA karato. sAMbhaLavAnI zakti meLavaje. samudAya che. avazya guNI mahAtmAo rahevAnA. guNAnurAgInA dArA te tArA guNa gAze. tane dhanyAtmA.. puNyAtmA.. tamArA jevA jJAnI sevAbhAvI saMyamI durlabha. tamArA darzane dhanya banyo. tyAre kaheje ane mAnaje prabhunA zAsananuM sAdhujIvana mahAna che. sAdhupadamAM A guNa hoya che, ApanA AzIrvAda amodha che. ApanI kRpA mane A guNono mAlika banAve, bAkI Apa je kahe che, te ApanA guNAnurAgI svabhAvane kAraNe che. ApanI daSTi guNa daSTi hovAthI guNa dekhAya che. bAkI mArI vAta to jAheramAM karavA jevI nathI. samudAyanA koi vAcALa sAdhu tArI mazkarI karI de, paNa bhUle cUke e vAta dila para lAvato nahi, bolato nahi, basa bahu thAya to ema vicAraje. jagatamAM kevI vicitratA che ! gulAba sAthe kAMTA! mahAtmA sAthe hAsya kriyA.AnAthI AgaLa vadhAre kyAre paNa vicArato nahi, nahitara tu karmazAstranA niSNAta che te nahi mAnI zakAya apamAna samaye pApanA udayane vicAravAnuM che-paNa mAna sanmAnamAM ApaNo puruSArtha buddhi pratibhAne AgaLa karavAnuM nathI. tyAM paNa roja vicAravAnuM karma" paramANu te tenA teja meM jevA adhyavasAya te paramANa grahaNa karyA, te rUpe pariNamyAM. mArA zubha adhyavasAya kayAre pariName karma paramANune tIrthakara nAma karmarUpe pariNamavuM, mArAmAM kayAre evI tAkAta Ave, sarva saMvarabhAvane sAdhuM. muni ! tArI sahanazIlatA jyAre pRthvI samAna thaze, tyAre devendro tArA caraNe ALoTatA haze. mohanIya karmane upazama nahi, kSaya thaI jaze. pRthvIsamAna sahanazIla banIza tyAre aThThAvIza aThThAvIza.

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197 prakRti tane choDI dUra dUra bhAgI jaze. pachI bIjAM karmone haThAvavA tAre prayatna nahi karavo paDe. maha tenI senAne kaheze bhAgo, sahanazIlatA vijayI banI che. mUThIvALIne deDo, karma tArAthI dUra dUra bhAgI jaze. sAyikabhAvanuM zuddha cAritra tArA AtmamaMdiranA daravAje darzana deze. manaka! mahAtmA pRthvI samA sahanazIla banyA paNa. ame... sAdhu banyA chIe. sAcA sAdhu banavAnI bhAvanA che, paNa A krodhano lAvArasa eTalo UkaLe che ke amArI sahanazIlatA rUpa pRthvI para haraghaDIe dharatIkaMpa thAya che. gurudeva! amane sahanazIla banAve. ame paNa ApanA. manaka, amAruM paNa kalyANa karo. e ja nAraka caraNamAM vinati.

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43. arANuM na samukkase je "sa" bhikhU mAnanI jhaMkhanA jAge che, tyAre mAnavamana saMta banI jAya che. mAnanI kIrtinI lAlasA ajANa be bhayaMkara doSa ApaNAmAM pedA karI de che. para niMdA -sva prazaMsA A be evA bhayaMkara durguNa che, jemAM jJAnI paNa bhUla khAI jAya che. tapasvI paNa cakkara khAI jAya che, sAdhaka paNa bhUla karI bese che, ArAdhaka paNa bhUla karI bese che. ghaNI vakhata te evuM bane che ke mAnava samajI paNa zakata. nathI ke huM bhayaMkara durguNane AdhIna banI jAuM chuM. paraniMdA ane svaprazaMsA mAnavamAM eTalI sahajatAthI pravezI gaI che ke koI bhalo sajajana tene jarA sAvadhAna kare bhAI ! zA. mATe nuM bIjAnI paMcAta kare che? zuM huM paMcAta karuM chuM? huM koI divasa pArakI paMcAta nA karuM, paNa mAro svabhAva spaSTa vakatA jevo che. je jouM te sAcuM kahI devAya"nA bhAI nA...huM paMcAta karato nathI." pelo sajajana vicAra karatAM jarA hasI paDayo, pelA bhAI kahe, "kema mArI vAta tamane hasavA jevI lAge che? mArI buddhi tINa che, smRti zakita tIvra che, sarasvatI jidvAge che eTale koI paNa prasaMga joke, tenI spaSTa vivecanA thai jAya che. bhAI, A zuM paMcAta kahevAya? paMcAta te mane jarAya nA game, paNa hA mAro svabhAva aSTa kahevAne eTale koIvAra sAmAne nA game, mAThuM lAgI jAya.

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189 huM te sAcuM kahuM chuM, mane goLa goLa nA AvaDe, ApaNe e zIkhyA ja nathI. sajajana gaMbhIra banIne kahe che: bhAI ! spaSTa bolatAM ja zIkhyA che ke pachI spaSTa sAMbhaLatAM paNa ? mIThuM bolavuM gamatuM nathI ke mIThuM sAMbhaLavuM ? zAnta svastha thaIne javAba Ape. A praznottarI kadAca koI vyaktinI haze. rUpa, raMga, bhASA- sthaLa-samaya alaga haze, paNa samasta mAnavI mAnavI vacce thatI kajiyAnI heLInI praznottarInuM mULa AmAM che. temaja vizvanI samasta zAMtinAM bIja paNa AmAM che. mAnavInI bhASAno jeTalo jUno itihAsa che, paraniMdA ane svaprazaMsAno eTale ja jUno ItihAsa che. paraniMdAnuM pApa jema bhayaMkara che, tema svaprazaMsAnuM pApa tenAthI ya adhika bhayaMkara che. svaprazarAnA svabhAvamAMthI ja paraniMdA pragaTa thAya che. jene svaprazaMsA nA khape, tene paraniMdAnI khaTapaTamAM kayAreya paDavuM paDatuM nathI. svaprazaMsAnI bhUkha eTalI badhI jabarI che, ke eka ciMtake kaheluM ke jIbha mITho rasa khAIne thAke che, pachI khATuM, khAruM mAge che, paNa kAna kayAre ya mIThAzathI dharAtA nathI, tene kaDavuM sAMbhaLavAnI Teva ja nathI. hajAra divasa mIThAzathI kahyuM, paNa eka divasa kaDavuM bolAI gayuM. te khela khatama. svaprazaMsAno rasa lAvArasanI jema sadaiva saLagato rahe che. lAvArasamAMthI dharatIkaMpa thAya tema svaprazaMsAmAMthI paraniMdA pedA thAya. duniyAmAM kaI dhanyAtmA haze jeNe kayAreya paraniMdA nahi karI hoya, paNa keNa mahAtmA haze jeNe svaprazaMsA sAMbhaLI paNa nahi hoya ? koNa saMta haze jene svaprazaMsAe ekavAra hacamacAvI nA mUkayA hoya? svaprazaMsAe unnata jIvanane patanAbhimukha laI janAra lapasaNiyuM pagathiyuM che.

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200 jIvanamArganA sAcA rAhabara jIvananI badhI AMTIghUMTI samajAve- jIvanamArgamAM saphaLatAnI keDIo batAve. sAthe jIvananI bhUlabhUlAmaNInA pATha. pahelAM ja gekhAvI de. pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja "mAnavI mana" pAse eka siddhinI guTikA mUke che. "mAna - vamana" pragati pathane musAphara thatAM pahelAM A guTikA sadaiva mukhamAM rAkhaje. unnati tArA caraNamAM Avaze. jema mAtA bALakane jevo banAvavo hoya tevA rAMskAra gaLathUthImAMthI Ape, tema. gurudeva pU. zayyabhavasUri mahArAja siddhisAdhaka che. hajAro ziSyanA pragatipathanA mArgadarzaka, khudanA bAlaputra sAdhu manakanA sAcA rAhabara nA bane e? bane. bAlaka manakane guru kahe che: "attANe na samukkase je sa bhikabU" khudanI baDAI nA kare, te sAdhu, paNa anAdi kALano A rega dUra karavA prabhumArgane abhyAsa karavo paDaze. badhuM bhaNIza, paNa karmanuM tattvajJAna nahi le to tAre roga nahIM jAya. ravaprazaMsAno roga haTAvavA karmanI prakRti ke ekalA baMdhahetu gaNIza, te nahIM cAle. jema pratyeka AtmA pRthaka che, tema pratyeka AtmAnAM pApa ane puNya judAM che. pApa ane puNyanA udayane AdhIna saunI pravRtti che. karmano udaya mithyA karavAnI tAkAta kenI che? naMdipeNa jevA mahAtmA dIkSA le cAritramohanIyamanA pazamanA kAraNe. naMdipeNa jevA mahAtmA dIkSA choDe cAritramehanIya karmanA udayanA kAraNe. naMdipeNa jevA mahAtmA vezyAnA gharamAM rahyA. pratidina daza AtmAne tArI zake. kyA karmanA kAraNe? upadezalabdhinA pratApe. eka ja vyakitamAM eka sAthe pApa puNayanA kevA vividha - vicitra udaya che?

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201 prabhuzAsananA pratApe tuM jJAnI thaIza, tapasvI thaIza. sAdhaka thaIza, paNa sAdhu te! tyAre ja thaiza, jyAre AtmAtka nahi kare. AtmAtkarSa nI -- baDAInI bhAvanAne ane sAdhutAne pUrva-pazcimanuM aMtara che. ka..... tAcI haiyAnI noMdhapeAthImAM noMdhI le. mAre sAdhunA joie chIe, mATe mArI vAha-vAhanAM gItA kayAre ca nahi gAu. A eka eTalI suMdara rIta che ke eka kAkare be paMkhI UDaze. AtmAtka karavAnI Teva jaze eTale parinaMdA jaze. parinaMdA jaze eTale tAre durguNa ane durguNIne svapnamAM paNa jovAnA nahi. guNa ane guNInA darzana dArA tAru sAdhujIvana prazaMsAthI maghamaghI UThaze. 1 sAdhu banavA mATe jema rajoharaNa, muhapatti, gurunizA jarUrI, tema sAdhu banavA mATe svaprazaMsAnA tyAga paNa eTalA ja jarUrI che. beTA ! kotarI nAMkha tArI dilanI dIvAla para, dilanI dIvAla para lakhAyela lekha kayAre ya bhUMsAze nahi. peAtAnI prasA na kare te sAdhu manaka, basa eka ja vicAra, tu` sAdhu bana. sAdhu banavA je chADavuM paDe te kAcI seMkaDamAM cheADa, e ja tArA pitAnI hitazikSA.

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44. nivakese pariyAe jenI pAse mana che, tevo koI paNa mAnava jhagaDA, TaMTA, phisAda, laDAI, vera, irSA, adekhAI pasaMda kare? je mAnava thaine paNa AvI AsurI vRttimAM rame che, te dehano mAnava, paNa dilane asura che. - abhilASA ane pravRtti vacce kayAreka AkAza ane pAtALanuM aMtara rahe che. tyAre thAya zuM : mAnava ! tuM ATalo vAmana! abhilASA pramANe pravRtti nA karI zake? javAba eka ja maLaze. majabUra chuM." saMsAranA cakkaramAM phasAyo chuM. manaka ! te saMsAra choDayo. munivrata grahaNa karyA. sAce saMsAra choDavAnA bahAne te samasta du:khanA kAraNarUpa kalezane choDayo che. gRhasthanuM jIvana eTale tyAM kalezapradhAna bane. sAdhunuM jIvana eTale samatApradhAna bane. bicAro gRhastha jhaMkhe: mAre jhaghaDo gusso nathI karavo, rAgadvepa nathI karavA, paNa gRhastha vRtti ja kalezathI sabhara che. gRhasthajIvana eTale ciMtita jIvana, munijIvana eTale nizciMta jIvana. gRhasthane cha zatruo to saMsAramAM rahevA mAtrathI vyAkuLa karI de che. nivAsa, vastra, AhAra, saMpatti, saMtati ane svajana.

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203 saMsAramAM rahevA prathama ghara joIe. ghara potAnuM karavA AkAza pAtALa eka karyA. have e gharamAM koI pesI nA jAya, bagADI nA jAya, kharAba na kare, te mATe satata saMgharSa karyA karavAne. gharanI ciMtA kaIka ochI thAya, tyAM samAjamAM jIvavA mobhAdAra vastro joIe. vastranI eka mahinAmAM ekavIza jAta badalAya. dararoja navI navI paddhati bahAra paDe, kadAca manamAnyAM vastradvArA vezabhUzA karI, paNa dehanuM sauMdarya kayAreya badalAI jAya? vastro pAchaLa samaya saMpatti bagADayAM, paNa ciMtA to pAchI tenI te. koI prazna varasamAM eka vAra Ave. koI prazna mahinAmAM eka vAra, koI prazna divasamAM eka vAra paNa paNa AhAranA prazno svAda lolupIne covIza klAka satAve. keme karI bhajana prAptinI samasyA hala kare, tyAM jIbha ane peTa be yuddha jamAvI de. jIbha manapasaMda barAka jhaMkhe. jIbhane gamata barAka lIdhe eTale peTa baLavo pokAre. jhADA, ulaTI, rega. bicAro mUMjhAI jAya. zuM karavuM? jIbhano svAda sacavAya, te zarIra rogI bane. zarIranuM dhyAna rAkhe, to jIbha baLavo pokAre moDhAmAM ja kAMI nA javA de. AhAranI ciMtA ghaNI moTI. AhAra mATe AhArano prazna hala thAya, tyAM Arogyano prazna Ubho thAya Arogyano prazna e udhamAta macAvI de ke DAhyo paNa gAMDo banI jAya ane temAM AjanI cikitsA eTale paisAno dhumADe ! Ama ciMtAnuM ja cakra ! keTaluM ciMtAyukta gRhastha jIvana ! annavastra ane nivAsa jevI prAthamika samasyA jarA hala karI, tyAM to moTI samasyAnI vaNajhAra AvI. saMsAramAM jIvavA te paisA joIe. svArthI loko rAMpatti sivAya koIne sthAna ApatA nathI. tamArA jIvananuM mUlyAMkana na kare. nAso, doDo, bhAgo, corI kare, jUTha bolo, anyAya kare, paNa saMpatti meLavo. samAja tamArA guNane pUjaka nahi, saMpattino pUjaka che. saMpatti

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24 mATe AkAza-pAtALa eka karyA, kaMIka puNe sAtha Apyo. saMpatti maLI paNa saMtati vagaranI saMpattine zuM karavAnI? hAtha ! A to varadAna che ke zApa? saMtatinI jhaMkhanAmAM lo ba. keTaluM ya karyuM, rAMti na maLI. hAtha duHkhI hAya ciMtA, koNa evA karaze? dAMnivALA mAtApinA rudana karavA AvyAM : prabhu! prabhu! amane nirvazane varadAna Apo. ame te mAnavanAM mAtApitA chIe ke vAnaranAM ? samajAtuM nathI. zAMti zAMti nathI ApatI, Aha Ape che. aMtatinI ciMtA jiMdagInI badhI zakita babAda kare che. tyAM ravajanenA mATe praTana bolAvIe to abhimAna, belAvIe che ke mArAI dekhADavA DoLa kare che. eka rahI che, tyAM bIjA anekI nArAja thaI jAya. divAne vAMgA prAraMbha suprabhAtathI nahi, jo samasyA sA. jAganAM paNa ciMtA, nIMdamAM paNa ciMtA. ciMtA zIki, ekalavAyo, anaDe, guNAbAja banAve, saMgharSo hala thanA nathI eTale rAga6 nA lAyaMkara avyavasAyamAM AvI javAya che. pahelAM ja pApathI ja, te have nizciMta banIne kahyuM che, paNa aMte jyAre asAdhya avasthA Ave che, tyAre rudana karuM chuM, paNa koi A chanAra nathI. jamyA rudana sAthe, jIvana paNa rUdana sAthe ane mRgu paNa rUdana sAthe AvuM kalezamaya gRharatha jIvana che, tyAM sukha, zAMti, ane, rapa, samatAnA darzana kathAthI thAya ? cinanI prasananA mAMthI pragaTe? haja AtmabhAvanA darzana paNa durlabha. mana ! tuM kevo puNyAtmA! koI paNa ciMtA nArI zakitane chAza ke? mArA manane kalezayukta banAve te pahelAM prabhumArgane tuM pAmI zake. nA deha pavitra, tAruM vacana pavitra, nA mana pavitra, nArI Indrio pavitra ane tArI buddhi pavitra. te samaye pavitrApivitra

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205 prabhunA cAritrane pAmyA. tArA puNyanI zuM anumodanA karavI ! tAro pavitra nAda vizvamAM guMjIta banaze. nirUvakakese pariyAe. munijIvana kaleza rahita che, nizcita che. , muni jIvanamAM citattaprasannatArUpa samudra AnaMde laherAya che. tuM aNagAra banyo eTale gharanI ciMtAthI mukata banyo. huM brahmacArI banyo eTale vacanI paMcAtathI bacyo. zAMtipUraka tArA haiyAnA zubhabhAva samA zubhahastra tArA paridhAna. tuM jitendriya ane pariSahI bhikSu banyo eTale AhAra ane svAda baMnenI samasyA dUra bhAgI. mAdhukarIvRtti, tArAM aNamola vrata jIbhanA mATe nahi, sayamanI sAdhanA mATe AhAra grahaNa karyA, roga ane svAda baMne dUra bhAgyA. nuM niSparigrahI banyo eTale saMpattine te tuccha gaNI prabhunA zAsananI sAdhutA eTalI ja uttama ke jyAM dhananI koI jarUra ja nA paDe, nuM nirmama banyo eTale dehanI mamatA choDI. jene dehanAM mamatva nahi. IdriyonAM tephAna nahi, koI IcchA nahi, AzA nahi te tane saMtatino prazna ja kayAM? tuM nirasaMga banyo. samasta saMsAra tane asAra lAgyo. saMtatinI jeNe jhaMkhanA choDI, tene snehI svajananA baMdhana zAnAM lAge. snehI, svajana, grAma, nagara, deza, jAti, kuTuMba badhAthI tuM dUra gayo. have snehI svajananAM du:kha tane zAnAM? manaka! prabhunI sAdhutAe tane saMpUrNa nizcita banAvyo. gurudeva tathA samudAyanA pratyeka sAdhu jJAnI ane cAritrI eTale ni:svAtha ane paropakArI. jJAnI, ni:svArtha ane paropakArI sAdhukuLamAM tArA saMskAra, abhivRddhi pAyA. gurudevanAM jJAna maLyAM. tArA jIvanamAM samatA. zAMti, prasannatA, udAratA guNe zobhavA lAgyA. kapAya mehanIyane

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206 kSaya to bAramA guNasthAnakanI prApti pUrve thAya, paNa apramatta ArAdhanA drArA te kapAyanI avasthAmAM kapAyone kSINa baLavALA karI dIdhA. kaSAya mehanIyane udaya hovA chatAM te zAMtinuM sAmrAjya jamAvyuM. mana ane bhASA samiti dArA krodhanuM moTuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. kaleza vRtti tArAthI dUra bhAgI gaI. kaleza rahita vRttinAM darzana tArA dArA thAya che. manaka! tArI jIvanavRtti zA mATe tene samajAvuM chuM khabara che? mana markaTa che. ghaDImAM rAjasiMhAsana para pahoMcI jAya che, to ghaDImAM narakanI godamAM pahoMcI jAya che. cAritra grahaNa karyuM, paNa adhyavasAyo vicitra che, kayAreka mana saMsAranI dizA tarapha paNa jue, te tuM emane hukama karaje: rUka jAvakase. gihavA. gRhavAsa bhayaprada che. nirUvakaka pariyAe. sAdhujIvana abhayaprada che. tArI vicAraNA, tAruM ciMtana tArA jIvanamAM maMgaLa karaze. saMyamanA anupama lAbha samajAze. saMsAranI du:khadAyakatA samajAze. tuM zAMtino cAhaka? azAMta saMsAranA mArge gamana nahi kare. tuM samatAne upAsaka ! mahAzAMta saMyamano sAdhaka banIza. jIvanamAM Arehaavaroha AvavAnA, patana ane utthAnanA samaya AvavAnA. tane jJAna ApyuM che. patananA nimitto Ave tene pragatinAM nimitto banAva. avanatine oLaMgI jA. jA beTA jA! siddhonI sAthe nivAsa kare ! tAruM prasthAna maMgalamaya bano. abhaya bano. bhayasthAna ane nirAza karavA, nirutsAhI karavA nathI batAvyAM, paNa sAvadha rahevA batAvyAM che. abhayasthAna tane AzAvAdI banavA dekhADayAM che.

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20. tArA jevA ladhukamIne te phakata dizAsUcana karavAnuM. aneka janmonI ArAdhanA, sAdhanAe bAlya umaramAM dakSA maLI. saphaLa thAo...tamAruM prasthAna...prayANa eja hitabhAvanA. gurudeva! mahAtmA manamAM te sAce mahAna AtmA che. emanA jIvanamAM vijayanI varamALA hoya, paNa ame dehanA moTA paNa saMyamabhAvamAM bAla thayA. amane saMyamamAM mahAna banAve. e ja hArdika prArthanA.'

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45. caejaja deha na hu dhummasAsaNuM zUravIrane koI mArI zakatA nathI, teo maratA nathI, paNa dehanAM balidAna dvArA dhyeyanI-niSThAnI jyota vaNabUjhI prajavalita rAkhe che. jyAre svataMtratAno pavana phUMkAI rahyo hato, tyAre svataMtratAnI vAta karanAra bhAratIya ravataMtravIrane briTiza sarakAra phAMsInI sajA karatI hatI. phAMsInA mAMcaDA para teo mukta hAsya karatA hatA. briTiza amaladAra pUchatA ke tamane maraNanI vedanA satAvatI nathI ? maraNa konuM? dehanuM ke AtmAnuM? huM bhAratIya chuM. AtmAnA punarjanmamAM mAnuM chuM. A janmamAM te svataMtratAne raMga moDe jAmyo AvatA janmamAM mAtAnA garbhamAMthI svataMtratA mATe laDavAno bhekha laIza. vaLI jIvano hato, tyAre eka jagAe bhASaNa karI zakato hato, eka sthaLe rahI zakato hato, have svataMtratAnI bhAvanA vALI mArA dehanI rAkha-bhasma sArA dezamAM phelAze ane dezavyApI svataMtratAnI jehAda jagAvaze. mAruM balidAna niSphaLa nahi jAya tamArI sattAne dharAzAyI banAvaze. cAlo cAlo, vAta na kare, mAre moDuM thAya che. zUravIronuM mRtyu na hoya, balidAna hoya." manaka! tuM vratadhArI nahi, mahAvrata dhArI che. tuM RSi nahi, maharSi che. tArI pratijJA sAmAnya nathI, saMyama lIdhuM te have ujajavala banAva. tAro lalakAratAro paDakAra saudharmendrane paNa hacamacAvI *

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209 Ave pudagala premIne sAme zAnuM jovAnuM nAkhanAro hoya. koI bakAla pUchaze : teM dIkSA lIdhI paNa, vihAra nahi thAya ? loca nahi thAya to ? jIvanamAM muzkelI Avaze to ?" prathama to jinazAsanamAM sAdhune muzkelI Ave zAnI ? muzkelI Ave pudgala premIne.......! sAdhue to pudagala sAthe sagAI toDI nAkhI, saMbaMdha nathI. tenI sAme zAnuM jovAnuM? sAdhu e to Atma premI, Atma ramaNatA sAthe tene gheluM lAgyuM. Atmadevane citta prasannatAnI mastI caDhI. have pUgala prIti kayAMthI thAya ? jinAjJA dvArA AtmAnI zakti jANI na hatI. tyAM sudhI dehanAM jatana karyA. dehanI prItimAM vratane vicAryA gaI kAle pudagalanA dharmo mane satAvatA hatA, paNa Aje to Atama rAjanI ciMdAnaMdanI mastI mane AkarSI rahI citta prasanna - ja che. pahelAnI vAta karuM. - rAya gurunI seTa abhivAta kahe che. te paNa maga thaI kevI rIte mArI lAge che bhAi? sahanazIlasa gila khAI ja vacana sAMbhaLa mArA de. guru mane hitazikSA Ape te cokkasa gamatuM, paNa mAruM abhimAna mArI AgaLa pAchaLa AMTA mArI mane kahetuM: jo jo jAtanAM apamAna na thavA devAya. gurunI sevA karavAnI, paNa tiraskAra nahi sahevAne. paNa jyArathI mokSanI utkaTa abhilASA jAgI che, tyArathI mAruM abhimAna bicAruM mUMguM thaI gayuM che. namratA mane kahe che. bhalA bhAI ? sahanazIlatamAM dharma che. keLA kevI rIte khAya che? chAla pheMkI dauM chuM ane aMdarano gala khAi jau chuM. gala kevo lAge che ? bahu mITha, Arogya dAyaka. basa gurunAM vacana sAMbhaLa, tyAre paNa ema kara. kaDavAza kaThoratA rUpa chAla e to zabda janya che, te pheMkI de. havAnI hitabhAvanA svIkArI le. Atma svAstha avazya prApta thaze. AjakAla mAyA to saMtAI gaI che. saraLatA samagra jIvanamAM chavAI gaI che. saraLatA dvArA mArA jIvanamAM kyAMya koI prazna rahyo nathI. mArI vAta saraLatAthI samajAvuM chuM. saraLatAthI saunI vAta svIkAruM chuM. have tarka, anumAna khaTapaTanI jarUra paDatI nathI eTale

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210 $ mAyA bicArI risAI gaI che. lAbhanuM gajuM zuM ? mArA niSkAma rUpI. rAjamahelamAM pravezI zake kharo ? me' srIputra, dhana, ghara, kIrti badhuM chADI dIdhuM che. jayAM koi chacchA nathI, AzA nathI, je maLe...jevuM maLe tene saMyamanuM sAdhana banAvI lauM chuM, pachI lAbha jAdugara karyAM praveza kare ? gurukRpAe dha zAstranA abhyAsetsadhArmika muninA samAgame huM sukhI, zAMta vicAraka banI gayA chuM. AvezamAM AvIne du:khathI kaMTALIne ke sukhanI IcchAthI nahi, paNa Atmastha banIne kahuM chuM. kadAca koIka kALa evA Avaze...bhayaMkara karmanA udaya thaze, te karmanI sAme jaMga jamAvIne rahIza...kanI sAme vanarAja cAvaDAnA pitA jayazikharI jevA raMga jamAvIza. hArIne, ghAyala thaIne paNa pudgala sAthe, saMsAra sAthe laDAI cAlu rAkhIza, svataMtra vIro svatantratAnA hakka lAhInA akSarothI lakhIne mAMge che. huM mArA sADA traNa karoDa ruvAMTAMmAM AnaMdanI umi thI anaMtA siddhAMne sAkSI rAkhI kahuM chuM kadAca prasaMga Avaze te 'caija deha... nahu dhamma sAsaNa', dehane chADavAmAM paLanI ya vAra nahi karuM, dehanA mAhamAM nahi sAuM, paNa dharma zAsana--jinAjJAtA nahi cheADuM. pahelAM samaja na hatI, have samajAyuM che. deha vinazvara che ....dhama zAzvata che. dehanI bheTa dareka bhavamAM maLe che, dharma nI kamANI, dhanuM zAsana bhAgyazALI mAnavane ja maLe che. deha ahIM ja chUTI janAro mAMsanA locA che, dharmanuM zAsana saMskAra rUpe AtmAnI sAthe vihare che. zuM deha khAtara dharmAMne gauNa, karuM ? paNa pariNAme deha to chUTa-, vAnA. e te pAMcapacAsa varSamAM pANIcuM ApI de ane dharmanuM sAmrAjya cheADI dIdhuM, pachI huM koInA nahi, tethI samajI vicArI azA :

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211 zrvatanI prIti vicArI che. zAzvata, tAraka, uddhAraka dharmazAsana--jinAjJAnI sattA svIkArI che. zUrA sainikanI jema kahuM chuM ke deha jaze, tA javA daIza, paNa mArA bhAva prANA mahAvratone kayAre paNa nahIM choDuM. mArI AMtarika bhAvanAnuM byugala phUMkAyuM, tyAM to kAna, AMkha, nAka, jIbha, cAmaDI kahe : are sAdhaka ! badhAne cheDayAM...amane nahIM chADatA...ame jarA paNa tophAna nahIM karIe, tamArI AjJAmAM rahIzuM, amane na cheADo. AtmAnI hAlata sAme iMdriyAe capaLatAnAM nakharAnAM zastro cheADI dIdhAM...have bicArI IMdriyo tA vaphAdAra sainika jevI thaI gaI che. vaphAdAra senA rAjA khAtara zastranA ghA sahe, tema IMdriyA mArI AjJA khAtara saMyamanA bhAra vahe che. mahAtmA manaka ! tame dhanya che ! kRta puNya che ! Ape te pitAnI vANI svIkArI, rAgatyAganA hU~--yuddha sAme dhama zAsana svIkAranA zaMkhadAna phuMkI dIdhA. ApanA zaMkhanAda amane paNa saMbhaLAya ane pudgala prIti tyajavA ame paNa sama banIe. ApA AziSa. {' Mol .

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46. paDiseya laddha lakheNe nika kAra himAlayanA evaresTa zikhara para ArohaNa karavA to ghaNA nIkaLyA, paNa tenasiMga hIlarI jevA koIka ja zikhara sara karI zakyA. je niSphaLa gayA tene pUchajo bhAI ! kema niSphaLa gayA ? are! zuM karIe ? bhayaMkara barapha, kaThina caDhANa, prakAzane paNa abhAva, sahAyaka sAdhanono abhAva, amArI muzkelI ame jANIe. , koI paNa kSetranI koI paNa saphaLa vyakitane pUchajo: tuM saphaLa kema che? javAba eka ja Avaze. huM saphaLatAno sAco cAhaka hato. bhAI ! tamane kyAreya koI agavaDa, vidana, pratikULatA na AvI ? saphaLa vyakti hasIne kahe che : saphaLatA tyAre ja maLI jyAre ame pratikULatA sAthe laDI lIdhuM. manaka! sAdhujIvana eTale anukULatAno tyAga. sAdhujIvana eTale pratikULatAne svIkAra. tAruM dazeya koI tuccha cIja mATe heta, tArA mane ratha sAmAnya hota, to tuM hajI paNa jema cAhe tema karI zakata! paNa tArA manarathe mahAna che. dIkSAne divase karemi bhaMte uccAratAM tuM bolyo che : appANa vosirAmi. Aja sudhInA mArA pApamaya-Azravamaya AtmAne tyAguM chuM. have mArA AtmAne saMvaramaya banAvuM chuM. AtmAne saMvaramAM sthApavo eTale zuM samaje che ?

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, 213 jamIna upara rahyA rahyA TekarI para rahela vRkSanAM phaLa toDavAM te mATe keTalI buddhi ? keTalo prayatna ? keTalA ekAga banavuM paDe. keTalI vAra UMcAnIcA thavuM paDe, tenAthI ya adhika tAre tArA jIvanamAM sAhasa ane satata jIvaMta jAgRti sAthe vicaravAnuM che, viharavAnuM che. samasta duniyA jemAM mahAle che, jene sAruM mAne che, te tAre kSaNanA vicAra vagara tyAgavuM paDaze. duniyA jenAthI bhAge che, tene saharSa tAre svIkAravuM paDaze. nadInA pravAhanI dizAmAM te sI hoDI haMkAre, nadInA anukULa pravAhamAM to sau nadI pAra kare, paNa sanasanATIpUrvaka vAtA pavana sAme to koI virala ja nadI pAra karI zake sAdhunA zabdakozamAM sukha, sagavaDa, anukULatA, manapasaMda, phAvetevuM saheluM paDe evuM A badhA zabdo rada thaI javA joie. zabda 2da karavA mAtrathI nathI cAlavAnu. zabdane jamAvanArI bhAvanA ja bhasmIbhUta karavI paDaze. jagata jene du:kha kahe tene saharSa bheTavA taiyAra thA. jagata jene sukha kahe tene tyAgavA haradama tayAra rahe. . jagata jene pratikuLa saMyoga kahe temAM ja tAre sAdhanA karavAnI. jagata jene anukULa saMthAga kahe tenAthI dUra bhAgIne sAdhanA karavAnI. anaka! | jaldI kahe, tAre mokSa game tyAre joIe che ke jeTalo jaladI maLe teTaluM jaladI joIe che? jo jaladI mekSa joIe te pratikULatAne svIkAra. pratikULatAmAM AtmA saMjAga rahe che ane bhayaMkara duSkRtyano, nikAcita pApAne kSaya thaze. anukULatAmAM zAnA pedA thase ane te zAtA mohanA cakakaramAM kheMcI jaze. sAdha banyA bAda anukULatAne vicAra ke svIkAra karIza, to

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214 tArI dazA ghAMcInA baLada jevI. khUba cAlyo, paNa hato tyAM ne tyAM tema tyAga karyA chatAM zAtAnI cAhanA eTale saMsArI. tuM nAnuM bALaka che. prAtakALamAM tuM vahelo UThIza ke koI vahelA tene uThADaze, tyAre UMgha turata phariyAda noMdhAvaze. mAre mahAvrato pALavAnAM che, UMghane kayAM choDavAnI che. jyA sUvA do. josuI gayo te..anukULatAe tArA svAdhyAyane, tArI namratAne, tArA apramatta bhAvane kacaDI nAkhyo. tane lAge che, jerA sUI jauM emAM zuM? huM kayAM hiMsA karuM chuM, jUThuM boluM chuM te pApa lAge. sUvAnI to bhagavAnanI paNa AjJA ja che ne ? bhalA sAdhaka ! sAdhune saMthAro karavAne paNa niyamita samaye ane UThavAnuM paNa niyamita rAma. jinezvara prabhunI pathArI mATenI AjJA yAda rahe che ane rAtrinA chellA praharamAM svAdhyAyanI AjJA che te kema bhUlI jAya che? sAce anukULatAne prema tArA jJAnaguNane dUSita kare che. nIMda AvatI hoya, zarIra tUTatuM hoya, to paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA yAda karI paganA aMgUThA pakaDI svAdhyAyamAM lIna bana. je keTalI karmanirjarA thAya che. tAruM jJAna keTaluM majabUta bane che. thoDA divasa avirata puruSArtha karIza eTale niMdA tArA svAdhyAyanA samaye bhAgI jaze. gokhI le paheluM sUtra :nIMda Ave ne suve te saMsArI. nIMda AMkhamA gherAtI hovA chatAM svAdhyAyamAM tatpara bane te sAdhu. bhUkha lAge eTale manapasaMda khAya te saMsArI. bhUkha lAge chatAM kaNya ane rUkSavRttimAM majA mANe te sAdhu. sAdhu jIbha mATe AhAra na le. sAdhu sAdhanA mATe AhAra le, tethI ThaMDuM, garama, susvAdya, asvAdya, pauSTika, apauSTika, sarasa, nIrasanA

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215 bheda tene nA satAve. basa. beMtAlIza doSa carI levAmAM na lAgavA joIe, e jeTaluM jarUrI, tenAthI paNa adhika jarUrI mAMDalInA pAMca dezanA lAgavA joie. mAMDavInA pAMca dezanuM sevana thaI jAya, te betAlIza depathI rahita nirdoSa gaucarI paNa eka miniTamAM sadoSa. banI jAya. bhajananI kaLA te mahAtmA kuragaDu jANatA hatA. lUMkayukta, tiraskArayukta AhAra grahaNa karatAM temane kevaLajJAna meLavyuM. zIdha karmakSayane kImiyo to aMdhakajI jANatA hatA. cAmaDI dehathI alaga thAya ane te mATe mArA karmakSaya thaI rahyA che ane tema thatAMnI sAthe kevaLajJAna. manaka ! anukULatA nArI zatrutA karaze. pratikULatA mitratA karaze. dehanA jatana, managamatA AhAra, komaLa zayyA, mUlAyana vastro, mIThA zabdo kadAca tane AkapI leze, paNa e tArA zatru che. temAM rAgadrapanA mULa che; ane jyAM rAgadraya che, te saMsAra ja che. rAgaDha pathI alaga koI ja sAMsAra nathI. viSaya sukhanA sAdhanamAM nathI, paNa mamatvamA, IcchAmAM, AzAmAM, cAhanAmAM che. eTale ja pharI pharI tane anukULatAne dUra karavAnI salAha ApuM chuM. pratikULatA e zabda sAMbhaLatAM paNa mANasa DarI jAya che. vicAra AvatAM AMkha sAme bhayAnakatA khaDI thAya che, to sAthe pratikULatA svIkAratA zuM thAya ? tane khabara nathI. jagatanA eka sarvazreSTha prasiddhi lekhakane pUchyuM ke tamArI saphaLatA zAne AbhArI ? mArI jIbha tataDAya che, tethI jo bolatA AvaDatuM hota, te nAhakanI paMcAta karI mAre samaya ane zakti veDaphAI jAta. tataDe chuM eTale bolavAnuM baMdha karI sAhitya sarjanamAM vadhyo.

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216 sAdhaka ! tuM paNa vicAra. managamatAM bhojana maLyAM hota, te umedarI vratanuM pAlana thAta, svAdhyAya thAta keTalo puNyazALI? nIrasa AhAra maLyo, eTale pramANAtirikatatAno deva nA lAgyo. pramAda na Avyo. apramattabhAve saMyamanI sAdhanA thaI. pratikULa AhAra jema saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka che. tema pratikULa vAtAvaraNa paNa saMyamamAM sahAyaka che. vinIta AjJApAlaka ziSya maLe, to kadAca rAga thaI jAya, mamatvanuM baMdhana lAgI jAya. zAMta-sukomaLa guru maLI jAya, te dAca tArI sAdhanA zithila thaI jAya. jo guru ugrasvabhAvI, kaDaka maLe, te tArI sAdhanA sarvazreSTha banaze. guru jevA upakAraka paNa tane anukULa maLaze, te huM temane sAlasatA dvArA hRdayanA abhAve namIza nahIM, paNa tArA durguNone ja pApIza. hA.pratikULatA ekalI ja kArya sAdhikA nathI, paNa pratikULa vAtAvaraNamAM jIvavAnI kaLA AvaDavI joIe. je e kaLA hastagata na thAya, to kSaNe kSaNe karmabaMdha. are ! sAdhu thayo to A pratikULatAe ? nA...bhAI... nA, sAdhu thayo eTale nahi, karmane vicitra udaya che, tethI pratikULatA gata janmamAM susAdhano durupayoga karelo eTale pratikULatA. sAdhu thayo eTale pratikULatA tane karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa nahi bane. pratikULatA karma nirjarAmAM sahAyaka banaze; paNa hajI e vAta yAda rAkhavAnI che. svArtha mATe, sattA mATe, keNa pratikULatA sahana nathI karatuM ? - sAdhu pratikULatAmAM jIvavAnI zakti meLave, paNa mokSanA lakSyanI prApti mATe, tethI tene pratyeka prasaMgamAM eka ja dekhAya. eka ja

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217 anubhava thAya ane mokSamAM je sahAyaka thAya, te ja mArAM jIvanabaLe, pachI bhalene e pratikULa hoya. mAruM dhyeya jAgRta che, tethI pratikULatA mane karmanirjarAne hetu banaze. Ama. . pratikULa vAtAvaraNamAM lakSyanI prApti kare te sAdhu. je lakSyathI kayAre paNa calita na thAya. vAtAvaraNa jene subdha na kare te sAdhu. manaka! pratikULatA rUpa pratisotamAM, ulTA pravAhamAM mokSanA labdha lakSyavALa tarI jAya che, tethI anukuLatA chADI sAdhunI jIvanacaryA jJAna tenA AcAra vihAra vagere samaja ane dhanya bana-sAcuM kahuM chuM. gurudeva! ame to pratikULatAnA nAmathI DarIe chIe, paNa karmakSayamAM pratikULatA kevI rIte sahAyaka bane? pratyeka saMyogamAM ame je mokSanuM lakSya karyuM che, tenuM lakSya prati satata sAvadha rahI pratikULatAne paNa ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka banAvavAnI bhAvanA thAya tevA AziSa. A bhAva kyAreka to saphaLa banaze ne ? hajI to bhAva ja nathI thatA. A che amArI lAcArI !

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47. mamattabhAva na kaliMpi kajajA, sarovaranA kAMThe lIlAchama vRkSanA jUthanA jUtha hoya che, prAtaH kALane sohAmaNo samaya hoya che. sUryanA rakata kiraNothI pRthvI navapallavita nA banI hoya e pahelAM vRkSo parathI hajAronI saMkhyAmAM pakSIgaNa mukta gIta gAtAM anaMta AkAzanA pravAsI banI jAya che. jyAM rAtrinA vizrAma karela thAkane du:kha dUra karela--navIskurti-navI tAjagI je vRkSanI zItaLa chAyAmAM meLavela te vRkSa sAme punaH ekavAra daSTi nikSepa paNa karatAM nathI. basa e pakSIone eka ja pokAra che, vRkSa baMdhana che...sImita che. ame to anaMta AkAzanA pravAsI AkAzano patha jyA sudhI na malyo hato, tyAM sudhI mALAnA-vRkSanA pAMjarAmAM rahyA hatAM amane amAruM maLavAthI alaukika AnaMda che. bhUkhanAM dukha nA satAve, thAka na lAge, basa UDayA je karIzuM, UDayA ja karIzuM. manaka ! tuM siddhonI duniyAne pravAsI, tArI mastI koI anokhI, pudagalanI mAyA tane nA lAge, rAganA rAjamahela sAme paNa tuM eka upekSAnI dRSTie jue. cha khaMDano mAlika cakravatI tenA 14 ratna, navanidhi ane batrIsa hajAra mukuTabaMdha rAjAnuM aizvarya, cosaTha hajAra ramaNIonA lAlityanuM varNana karatAM sAhityanI eka navI duniyA sarjI de, paNa sAdhunA mukha uparanuM nirmaLa smita jotAM te zaramAI jAya. tenuM mana kAbUmAM na rahe. duniyAne mahela samAja,

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219 sAdhune vinavaNI kare : mahArAja ! A prasannavadanatA kayA rasA-- yaNa dvArA male ? A hAsya kayA strIratnanA vinodamAMthI maLe? batAve samajAve. huM to AvI prasannatA mATe AkAzapAtALa eka karI cUka, tamane prApti kaI rIte ? cakavatI ! tAruM cakraratna ke tAruM sAmrAjya jenA caraNomAM ALoTe che, evA mArA dharmacakravatI vItarAganA vacanamAM A pavitra hAsya sarjavAnI tAkAta che. e vacana che. mamattabhAva na kahipi kujA" cakravatI ! huM paNa tArA jevo ja du:khI hato. mArAM ane. tArAM du:kha samAna hatAM. samajI leje ke tArA nokaranAM ane tArAM sukhanI jhaMkhanA alaga nathI du:khanAM kAraNe dUra karavAnI vRtti alaga nathI. mAtra sthaLa ane samayane pheraphAra hoya che. bAkI rAgI pInAM tophAna dhodhala utpAtamAM koI pharaka nathI. mArI paNa Aja hAlata. Aja paristhiti hatI. keda zAMta subhAgI paLa AvIne vItarAgadevanI tyAganI baMsarInAM gIta mArA hRdayane dvAre pahoMcI gayAM. kAne zabdo sAMbhaLyA, hRdayamAM vItarAga sthApita thayA. kAyA bicArI kahyAgarI kAminI jevI che. e kayAre paNa manane hukama anusaryA vagara rahetI nathI. nAnA ane tArA nathI. mAtra sthAna nathI. du:khanAM kAraNe prabhunA eka vAkyane meM mahA-Agama mAnyuM; punaH puna: tenuM ciMtana, manana, nididhyAsana karyuM. mArA devanuM vAkya "mamattabhAve na kaliMpi kujA" e vAkaya mane kaMIka vicAravA prere che. prabhue padArthano tyAga kema nA kahyo zuM dAna, mAla, milkata, ghara, mahela, patnI, putra, sagAMsnehI e badhA parigraha ? A badhuM choDavAthI ja tyAgI thavAya? jinAgama mArA mamatvabhAvane DhaDhaLe che javAba Apa.

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220 alyA bevakUpha rastA upara pharanAM bhikhArIne rAjamahelamAM besADI de eTale -rAjA thaI jAya ? zuM kapaDAM badalyAM, nAma badalyuM eTale sAdhu thaI javAya ? tyAgI thaI javAya ? ' , choDavA mAtrathI tyAgI kahevAya. te sArI duniyA tyAgI ja kahevAya ne? kAraNa maraNa samaye saha choDe ja che ne ? tyAgI ja che ne ? kayAM kaMi vastu aMge mAruM ema bole che. kayAM kaI vastune upayoga kare che ? bhAI! choDavuM ane tyAgavuM pharaka che. sAdhu to thayo, paNa Aja sudhI sAdhutA svIkArI meM sAdhano alpa karelAM. meM mArAM pAtra badalyAM paNa mArA mohane meM papele, tethI sAdhutA svIkAryA bAda paNa koI vAra parigraha mane satAvI jato. chevaTe koivAra parigrahathI taMga thaI upavAsa para UtarI jato. mane thatuM have AhAranI jhaMjhaTa to jaze. khAuM te paMcAtane. A joie ne te joIe, AvuM joIe ne tevuM joIe. lAkho samasyA hala thAya, tyAre manapasaMda khorAka male. temAM ye peTamAM bhUkha na hoya to bhojana e paNa sajA. peTamAM bhUkha -ane managamato kherAka maLyo. basa, pachI te AhAra upara mArzala lo karyo. hAza...boluM e pahelAM peTe yuddhanI jAherAta karI. anna pArakuM, paNa peTa tAruMne? alyA mUrakha ! jAtanAM jokhama vahorI A zuM gAMDapaNa AdaryuM? bhojananI bhayaMkaratAthI kaMTALI upavAsamAM joDAya. "huM kaMI paNa choDato paNa bhayathI kaMTALIne, karate. tethI samajIne kaMI na karato. je kaMI nA malyuM te pakaDayuM. upavAsa to zarU karyA, paNa deha sukAvA lAgyo. gabharAyo. badhA vagara cAle paNa deha vagara cAle ? zAstranuM paNa ochuM lIdhuM, deha hoya te dharma ArAdhanA thAya. deha vagara zuM? badhuM mArAthI alaga. e kadAca choDuM paNa zarIra kevI rIte choDuM ? parigrahanA mULa kAraNa

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221 zarIrane paMpALavA lAgyA. zarIranA kAraNe pAchI e gamana parigrahanI. bhUtAvaLa mane derI vaLI. kharekhara kaMTALyo....gAyo jema nAnuM cheAkaruM mAra khAIne laDI jhagaDI apamAnita thaIne 'mA'nI sADamAM samAvA Ave tema parigrahathI trAhi trAhi peAkArI huM paNa vItarAganA zaraNamAM AvyA. meM paNa khUba hIbakAM lIdhAM, mAro satAmaNImAMthI mA kADho. prabhune zabda kAne paDayA : "bhavyAtmA' mAruM rudana hAsyamAM pheravAyuM. duniyAe mane tiraskAryo, mArA prabhue bhavyAtmA kahyo. have huM svastha banyA. bhalA tyAgI ! sAdhanA mATe adhika sAdhananA tyAga jeTalA jarUrI che, sAdhaka mATe jarUrI sAdhananA upayoga paNa teTalA ja jarUrI che. tu eka ja samajyA, dAdara hatA eTale paDayA, paNa bhAi, dAdara e teA caDavAmAM ya madada kare ane caDatA na AvaDe te pADI paNa de. sAdhaka tu tyAgI che, tane have snehInAM baMdhana na cAle. svajananAM badhana nA satAve. svadeza mArca, zatru mAro, mitra mAro A badhuM nA cAle. tethI ja kahyuM che, parigrahanA mahAkAraNa strI--snehI--dhana--sattA ghara to cheDavAnuM paNa sAdhana--upakaraNamAM ya karyAMya mamatva bhAva nahi. karavAnA. dehane paNa sAdhanAnuM ja aMga mAravAnuM. pAtra tUTe...vasa phATe, tenI kALajI karIe, tema zarIranI kALajI kharI, paNa mamatva. nahi. pelAM paMkhIe jema ArAmanuM sthaLa vRkSane banAvyuM, tema tuM paNa meAkSanuM sAdhana banAvaje, bhUlecUke ya karyAMya mAruM che tevu mAnI. na letA. at ' of 22 de ag -

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222 je divasathI vItarAgano, vAta haiye vasI gaI che, tyArathI mamatvabhAvanA viSa haTamAM che . te divasathI jagatanuM, premInuM sAcuM svarUpa samajI cUkayo chuM, tethI mamabhAva' na kahi...pi kujA" nA bakhtara paherIne saMsAramAM viharaNa karu' chuM. mArA para parigraha senApatinAM bhayaMkara zasrA nAkAmayAba bane che. > cakravatI ! "sAMbhaLIne mArA mukta hAsyanI pArzvabhUmikA". mArA dosta banI jA. tane paNa mArI saMpattinA mAlika banAvI dauM. cAla, mArA vItarAganA zaraNamAM, jaya jaya. 'mamatvabhAva ne kahi'pikujA' mamatvabhAva karyuM. mamatvabhAva koI cIja upara paNa nahi karuM. vyakita upara paNa nahi karuM. kayAre paNa nahi mamatvabhAva koI

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48. suraksa magneNu careja bhikakhu mUrkha haMmezA potAne mana phAve te raste jAya. buddhimAna badhAne pUche, pachI potAne yogya lAge te raste jAya, paNa sAdhunI jIvanacaryAnA niyama ja alaga prakAranA. samajI vicArI zraddhAthI jenA caraNamAM sira jhukAvyuM, temAM puna: vicAra nahi karavAne. manaka! AjIvana gunizrAmAM rahevAnuM...prANAnta kaSTa Ave, to paNa gurvASAnAM pAlana karavAnAM gurvAzAnAM pAlanamAM kayAre paNa pIche haTha nahi karavAnI. gurue yogyatA vicArI zAsanane lAbha joI tane dUra mokalyo. kSetra badalAtAM saMdha badalAze. tyAMnAM dravya-tra-kALa bhAvane AzrayIne aneka prazno ane aneka samasyA tArI sAme khaDI thaze guruthI zILI chAyA yAda AvatAM nayane nIrathI bharAI jaze- mane mana prArthanA thaI jaze : prabho ! rakSA karo ApanA ziSyanI. AvA samaye nuM kevI rIte nirNaya karIza. bhAI! A to sarvajJanuM zAsana .ahIM to tIrtha kara banavA mATepaNa kedanI monopolI cAle nahi. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa ema ja kahe, anaMtA tIrthakaroe kahyuM, te huM kahuM chuM. : - sarvajJa zAsananA guru bhagavaMte kayAre paNa potAnI bhAvanAIcchA-samaja vicAra mujaba bele nahi-tattva-prarUpe nahi. vivAdAtmaka praznamAM potAnI buddhithI nirNaya nA le. gurubhagavaMto paNa koi AcaraNA sAmAcArI kai vidhi kahe, te zAstranA AdhAre eTalA vinamrabhAve kahe: mArI alpabuddhimAM jJAnI bhagavaMtane abhiprAya A pramANe lAge che, tattva te kevalIgama. , ,

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224 zAsananI zraddhA, zuddha cAritranuM pAlana, satata zAstrAbhyAsa, zAstravAcanathI jenI buddhi-mati-zAstra-parikarmita thaI gaI che, irachAyoga-vacanoganI sImA vaTAvI sAmarthya yogI samA mahApuruSa paNa zAstra pramANapUrvaka vAta kare. Ajano dIkSita parNa zAstrane kaI pATha Ape, to vicAra karavA thobhe teo paNa kahe : bhAi, "munaya: zAstra cakSuSA:, mArA vAMcanamAM Ama AvyuM che. kSayopazamanI vicitratA. che. punaH puna: zAstrapAThanA smaraNa karuM. AvI che sarvajJanA zAsananAM gurudevanI zAstrAdhInatA. teo kahe, jo ame amArI buddhi--mati, kalpanAne sthAna ApI te mujaba arthe vicAraNA ane prarUpaNA karIzuM, to A sarva jJanuM zAsana nahi rahe, chadmasthanuM zAsana banI jaze. A zAsanamAM buddhi tarka-pratibhAne upayoga AjJAne samajavA karavAne. -khudanA nirNayane-vikalpane siddha karavAnA nahi. jenA zvAsa uccha vAsa paNa zAstravacanathI siddha thayA che te paNa sUtrane pramANa kare. AgamavyavahArIne AtmAgama pramANa paNa sUtravyavahArIne sUtrAgama pramANa-sUtra siddhAMtanA ekaeka arthane svIkAre ane eka paNa. arthane nA lepe, siddhAMtanI satyavAta te ja karI zake--jenAmAM nibhakatA hoya. khudanI Asakti ne azaktine chupAvavA zAstranI otha. nA le. zAstradrArA to khudanA durguNo dUra karavAnA. pote sanmArgamAM sthira banavAnuM. bIjAne sanmArgamAM sthira karavAnA zAstrAdhyayana karI keIne zithila ubhAga nahi kahevAnA, paNa zAstrAdhyayana dvArA karUNA pidA karI saune prabhumArge sanmukha karavAnA. aMdhanA hAthamAM arIse Ape, te te bIjAne kaheze : juvo, tamAruM moTuM kevuM lAge che? zAstrAdhyayana karyA bAda ApaNe AtmanirIkSaNa na thAya, te ApaNI paNa aMdhadazA. karmano udaya vicitra che. dIkSA lIdhA bAda carmacakSu kadAca naSTa thAya, paNa sAdhunA zAstracakSu divasa' jatAM caritra paryAya vadhatAM vadhu tejasvI bane, tethI alpajJAnamAM koI saMgati doSanA kAraNe paNa viparIta -

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225 prarUpaNA thaI gaI hoye to tene mATe bALaka jevA saraLa hRdayathI micchAmi dukkaDaM Ape. gurudeva vidvAna hoya, aneka granthonAM sarjana karyA hoya, kayAMka smRti viparyAsa thayo hoya eTaNe ziSyone aMtima samaye sApha zabdomAM kahe: "huM tamAro guru, tAraka, paNa prabhuzAsananA sahAre meM aneka granthanAM gurukapAe sarjana karyA che. temAM je vAta sarvajJa zAsanane anurUpa che, te gurukRpAne AdhIche. kaMI paNa sUtra viruddha prarUpaNA thaI hoya, te mArI buddhine doSa che. prabhu zAsanane pAmI advitIya zraddhAnA balathI kahuM chuM, mArI paNa bhUla hoya te sudhArajo ane zAstramArgane anusarajo. A pramANe vacana mAnya karaze, te tame gurunA AtmAne prasanna karyo kahevAze. anyathA vAha vAha ane chelle havA havA thanArI nAzavaMta kItine anusaryA kahevAze. guruno droha, jinezvarano droha ane tamArA AtmAneya droha thAya, tethI kahuM chuM: mAruM tamAruM nAma bhUlajo, paNa zAstravacanane, zAstramArgane kayAre paNa choDazo nahi. ( zAstramUrti samA gurudeva zAstrane pramANa kare, te bhalA! tAre kayA mArge cAlavAnuM? sAthe bIjuM eka satya paNe kahI dauM? zAsana sthApaka tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA dehanA AyuSyanI paNa maryAdA che ane gurunA dehane paNa AyuSyanI maryAdA che. tuM kayAre kevI rIte jIvIza? kevI rIte nirNaya laiza? vrata ane paccakakhANa, ArAdhanA ane virAdhanAnA nirNaya kevI rIte karIza? tethI ja kahuM chuM: "sutrAssa maggaNa careja bhikhu" sAdhusUtramArge cAle. sUtrane artha je rIte AjJA kare, te zirasAvaMgha kare. sUtranA arthane je zirasAvaMgha kare che, tene sadeva guru sAMnidhyA che. sUtranA arthane je bahumAna gAve che, tenI upara ane ta ana guruonI "kRpAvRSTi thAya che. sutrano artha je sadehe che, prarUpe che, te eka tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA 15

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eka gaNadharanI dvAdazAMgIne sanmAnavA anaMtA tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA anaMtA gaNadhanI anaMtA dAdazAMgIne pUjya bane che. zAstrapUjA eTale zuM? puratakane sApaDa upara birAjamAna ja karavuM.? vAsakSepa dvArA pUjana ja karavuM nA nirmaLa haiyAmAM nirmaLabhAve zAstrajJAne sthApavI. pAlanamAM sadaiva zakya tatpara rahevuM . pAlana na thAya, tenA mATe hArdika bhAvathI pazcAttApa-kara, ' ' ' . * * * * manaka! upavAsa, AyaMbila, AtApanA A badhuM saheluM che, zakya che, kAraNa temAM dehanA damana che, jyAre zAstrajJA mujaba cAlavuM duSkara che. darzana ane cAritra- mehanIya karma sAme baLavo jArI. rAkhI zake, koI paNa saMyogomAM mithyAtva phAvavA ja na de, to ja: zAstrajJA mujaba pAlana karI zakAya. zAstrajJAmujaba jIvavA mAnakIrti sAthe paNa laDavuM paDaze, anyathA mahAvrata svIkAratI vakhate svIkArela zaraNAgatinA zapatha niSphaLa thaze.. zAstrAjJA zirasArvagha karavAthI jJAna, darzana, cAritra nirmaLa thAya che. nirmaLa ratnatrayI ja mokSe laI jAya che. * manaka ! zAstramArge cAlavuM pratisrota pravAhe nadI taravA jevuM duSkara che. jargata tAruM nahi bane. bhaktonAM TeLAM nahi jAme. koIka tane ema paNa kaheze: A kALamAM A badhuM nA cAle. e badhAnI upekSA karatA zIkhIza, te zAstranI apekSA karI zakIza. mane vizvAsa che, mAro manaka azAvatanA kAraNe, zAzvata nA choDe je jinAjJAne AdhIna banI samasta saMsAra tyAgavAnI zakti maLI, to te jinAjJAnI. zaraNAgani dvArA samasta, mohanIya karmane haThAvavA mutsadI bane. basa zAstramaya banI jA. e ja hitabhAvanA ' . ', " - gurudeva! zA samajavAnI zakti Ape, guruhadayane anukULa banavAnI zakita Ape aMte guruku amane paNa zAstramArge anusaraNa karavAnI zakita Ape che ke cha -

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nA - - 29 tathaiva dhare paDiharejA saMpUrNa guNI te paramAtmA bhUla thai gayA bAda sudhAre, te mahAtmA ane bhUla thaI gayA bAda bhUlane vadhAre te durAtmA. . dharma che tyA sudhI kapAya che ane kyA che tyAM sudhI viSayo che, ane jyAM sudhI viSayo che tyAM sudhI tenI jhaMkhanA-cAhanA thAya tyAM pathabhraSTatA che. . ' - cAle te pachaDAya caDe te paDe, paNa pachaDAyA pachI, paDayA pachI, sthira banI javuM, temAM ja mAnavInI mahattA che. - 1 'kAna,AMkha, nAka jIbha, sparza'bhUla' nA karAve te kayAreya bane kharuM? bhUla thAya, paNa bhUla sudhAravI te ja dhIra- AtmAnI viziTatA che. khAvAmAM, AhArane AgavAmAM je bhUla kare te saune ulaTI thAya, paNa ulaTI thAya eTale turata ghaMdha laI levAnuM. bIjIra ulTI na thAya tenI pratyeka othAthI khyAla rAkhe che. gADI chekayAreka bagaDavAnI, paNa tene sudhAravI kevI rIte tenI kaLA dareka boDIvALA rAkhe che. bALaka che to kyAreka tophAna karavAno, paNa tene kAryarata banAvavAnuM zikSaNa mAtApitA pAse hovuM ja joIe. . . manaka. vi. mAM kALI che. huM tArI che nathI, bhogendriya nathI, jJAnendrio che. tAruM zarIra vAsanAnI kAjaLa kAsamAM nathI tAruM zarIra dhokA "jhA, , ! tane laghuuMmaramAM dIkSA ApI che. hiMda 15 ) 1

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228 tAruM vacana tane rAgadveSa tarapha AkarSatuM nathI. tArA vacanathI tuM koIne rAga tarapha AkarSa te nathI. tArI vANI jinAjJAthI pavitra banI gai che. tAruM mana mahAtmAnuM che. svArtha vaDe kANuM mana abhaDAyuM nathI. tArA vicAramAM paropakAranI surabhi prasarI rahI che. kharekhara, tuM dhanyAtmA che. sAthe nuM vizvane pavitra puruSa che. hajI tane mana, vacana, kAyAe hAra nathI khavarAvI, paNa huM tArA dharmadehane pAlaka chuM. mAre te tArA dharmamArgamAM thogakSema karavAnA che, tethI mAre satya samajAvavuM ja rahyuM. mana-vacana-kAyAnA tribheTe tuM athaDAi jAya to? tAre A rakhaDapATamAMthI kevI rIte rarato kADhavAne? tene netA kevI rIte. banavAne? tuM zUra banavAne rAjA yelo che. bakAla banavA tArA janma nathI. tAre vIra banavAnuM che, paNa vIra banavA prathama tAre dhIra avazya banavuM ja jaze. je dhIre nahi te kayAre paNa vIra nA ja banI zake. pUjaya! huM te Apane zaraNe pAka chuM. mane vizvAsa che ApanI zaraNAgatimAM! jema sAdhu banAvyo, tema dhIra ane vIra banAvo. huM zuM kahuM? basa, huM to ApanA caraNamAM arja karuM. bhalA ! ' vArasAmAM saMpatti apAya, rathAna apAya. sattA apAya, paNa. saguNa apAtA nathI. sadaguNa pratyeka vyaktie khudanA prayatna dAsa prApta karavAnA che. huM tane dhIra banavAnuM zikSaNa ApI zakuM, dhIra banavAnI tAlIma ApI zakuM, paNa dhIra te tAre ja banavuM rahyuMsAMbhaLa beTA .. . ' sIdhA sAdA lAgatA mana-vacana ane kayA kayAreka evI guMgIrI kare che. ApaNe saMyamadhana ApaNA pitAnA thaine carI jAya che. mahArathI ane mAMdhAtAo AkhI duniyAnI sAthe ajeya vIra che che, paNa jyAre gRhayuM utpanna thAya che, tyAre bhayaMkara parAjeya prApta kare che, tema sAdhaka AgaLa paNa AvI ja baMnenI samasyA thaivAnI.

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229 bImAra mArI kAyA thAkI jaze, te jarA sAcavI lauM. zarIra sAruM haze, no dharma ArAdhanA thaze ne. roga che. roga nivAra mATe davA lauM te...davA mATe pathya lauM te, zuddha pazya nA maLe to karavAnuM zuM?, emAM zuM? jarA azuddha laI levAnuM, tema mana TApazI pUraze ane vacana kaheze: kAyA ane manane huM to maphatano vakIla taiyAra ja chuM. tamArA baMnenI phariyAda evI suMdara rIte rajU karIza ke sAce A mahAtmA che. te zarIra mATe kazuM karatA nathI. phakta zarIrane dharmakAya banAvavA saMbhALI rahyA che. pachI traNanI ToLakI jAmI jaze ane tAruM Atmadhana, tArI sadgati, tArI sAdhanA jotajotAmAM naSTa thaI jaze eTale tane kahuM chuM: dhIra banIza, svastha banIza, to sAco tenA banIza. sAco netA jyAM bhUla thaI, tyAMthI pAchA phare. sainya hAyuM nathI ne jarA hukama na mAnyo, temAM zuM thayuM? paNa hukamanI avagaNanA karanAra, anAdara karanAra sainya eka divasa senApatinA parAjyane notare che. tema mahAtmA! tArAM mana-vacana-kAyA bagaDe nahi, jarA paNa sAdhanAmArgamAM AnAkAnI kare, tyArathI ja sAvadha banaje. jema pratikramaNa karavuM che, paNa hamaNAM to zarIra du:khe che, pachI game tyAre karI laiza. A gaLIyA baLadanI vRtti che. Aja duSpayukta che. basa, tyAM ja jAgRta banI ja. manane kaDaka orDara karI deje. nahi cAle, ArAma pachI--Arogya pachI-AcAra prathama. jema AcAra na badalAya, tema AcArano samaya paNa na badalAya eka vAra paNa mana-vacana-kAyAne vaza thayo, to tArI sAdhutAnA patananI ghaDIo gaNAvA lAgaze. ekavAra che ne ! thaI gayuM, zuM thAya! A badhI vAta ja tArA sarvanAzane noMtaraze. tuM dhIre banIza, to tane samajAze ke kayAreya paNa mana-vacana-kAyA kayAMya ekalAM kazuM karI zakatA nathI. bahArathI alaga dekhAya, to paNa A aMdarathI eka ja che, eTale ekanI khevanA, aparAdhamAM kaMika aMze traNe dUSita che, gunheMgAra che. jyAre traNe pragaTa baLa karaze, tyAre tArA hAthamAMthI bAjI

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232 canAmAne che kyAMya 4 banI ra cAlI gayelI haze. eTale tene kahuM chuM : kayAMya paNa sAdhu AcArathI viruddha vartanA mana-vacana-kAyAne jue, tyAM ja te ja ghaDIe sAvadha banI jaje. teonI avaLI cAlane samajavAMmAM darya rAkhaje. kAyA. ArAma jhAkhe to kaheje : tArA sadaivanA ArAma mATe have aNasaNa. ja jarUrI che. jIbha bolavA mATe talapApaDa thAya, te kahI devAnuM : mAre tArI pAse belAvavuM ja che, samavasaraNamA dharmadezanA apAvavI che. jyAM sudhI samavasaraNamAM besI dharmadezanA na ApI zake, tyAM sudhI vacanano durupayoga nahi karAya. suyogya vacananI tAlIma levI ja rahI. have gujJA vagara kazuM nahi bolavAnuM, vyAkhyAna paNa nahi, ane dharmopadeza paNa nahi. mana zuM kare che te samajavAnuM che. je manamAM zukaladhyAna prApta karavAnI zakti che. te tane ArtaradhyAnavaDe narakAbhimukha banAve che. tuM te nahi calAvI laiza. tenI zakti--azakti te jANI che. jyAM sudhI AtmasaMyama nahoto Avyo, tyAM sudhI tame phAvyA, paNa have gurukRpAe tuM dhIra banyo che. AtmasaMyamI banyo che. tArI duniyA badalI nAMkha. sarvatra jina jina jotA rahe. pachI manane kahI de. AMkhamAM samAyela arihaM tane manamaMdiramAM birAjita karavA che. mArA hRdayasiMhAsanane jinanA dhyAnavaDe pavitra kara. je padArtha-je paristhiti ane je vyakti dvArA mana-vacanakAyA bhUla kare, tyAM ja te padArthane, te paristhitine, te vyaktine tArI sAdhanAnAM aMga banAvI de. mana-vacana-kAyAne sanmArge lAva. unmA dathI pAchA vALa. game tema toya sAdhakanAM mana-vacana-kAyA che. zikSita azva jevA che. lagAma kheMcIza eTale ja te sIdhA thaIne deDavA mAMDaze. gurunuM sAMnidhya svIkArI bhUla thAya to turata prAyazcitta laI le che. eTale mana-vacana-kAyA lagAma kheMcAtA ja bahuja anukULa banI jaze.

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231 manaka! mArA manaka! - siddhinI sAdhanA mATe saMpUrNa sadAcArI mana-vacana-kAyA joIe. jema vaphAdAra sainya na hoya, to senApatine vijaya na thAya, tema sAdhanAnI siddhi mATe saMpUrNa zuddha pavitra mana-vacana-kAyA joIe. basa, aMtaranA AziSa ApuM. tuM khulanA na pAma ane kadAca khalanA pAme, te paNa turaMta sAvadha banI parAjayane vijayamAM palaTAvI de e ja cAhanA che. o gurudeva! mahAtmA manaka khalanA na pAmyA, kAraNa Ape teonA saMyamarathanuM sArathIpaNuM karyuM. zuM amArA sArathI nA bane. amArI khalanA nA nivAro? prabho! avajJA, AzAtanA, anAcArathI avazya bacAvo. amArA paNa mana-vacana-kAyAne pavitra banAve. e ja tAraka caraNomAM namra vinaMti. shith ,

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50. appA khalu sayaya rakikhaavvA eka yuvAnane dUrasudUra anekamanehara ramaNIya deza jovAnI abhilASA jAgI. e te eka pachI eka aneka vyaktine maLI pravAsanI mAhitI ekatrita karavA lAgyo. bhUlI na javAya eTale tene lAMbI noMdha karI. temAM paNa vibhAga karyA. kaI sAdhana sAmagrInI jarUriyAta ? kai cIjathI sAvadha rahevAnuM ? kayA sthaLe zuM jovAnuM ? kayAMthI zuM levAnuM ? kayAM kone maLavAnuM? e taiyArI pUrNa thaI ane prayANanA divasa AvI pahoMcyo. noMdha mujaba badhuM ja saMbhALI lIdhuM. eka be ane traNa vAra gaNatrI karI cUkayo. pravAsI manamAM ja malakAvA lAgyA. mArA jevuM koI cokkasa nahi hAya, cAlA ! ApaNe te saphaLa musA ra banIzuM. Ama vicAramAM gADI cAlavA lAgI, tyAM te gArDa AvyA : TikiTa batAvA TikiTa...are ! mArI noMdha kayAM gaI? peAtAnI pUrI noMdha joi gayA.. bhAI ! TikiTa levAnu mArI nAdhamAM nathI, nedha mujaba badhI taiyArI karI che. zuM 'TikiTa vagara musApharI thAya ? UtarI jA, gADInA badhA pravAsI hasatA rahyA ane bhAIsAhebane raDate meDha nIce UtarI javuM paDayuM. . citaka ! A vAta sAMbhaLIne tuM paNa hasIza, paNa hasavAnu nathI, gaMbhIra banI tAre tArA ane mAre mArA vicAra karavAnA che. jema pelA musAkranI abhilASA mahAna hatI, taiyArI paNa apUrva hatI, paNa TikiTa vagara tenI musApharI rokAI gaI. ApaNI bhUlA to tenA jevI nathI ne ? meAkSanI khevanA che. zuddha zrAddhA ane samyajJAna meLavyAM che. cAritranA kaparA mArga para caDhANa prAraMbhyuM che. muni yogya guNAnI

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233 vicAraNA karavA lAgyo, keTaluMka mane yAda AvyuM. keTaluMka bIjAe yAda karAvyuM. "mA" e kahyuM beTA ! edhA ane muhapattinuM dhyAna rAkhaje. koIe kahyuM bhalA ! pAtrA ane saMthArAnuM dhyAna rAkhaje. gurue kahyuM pratikramaNa. paDilehaNa ane svAdhyAyanuM dhyAna rAkhaje. . paNa A taiyArI ane sAdhanAmAM mukhya vAta nA visarI jato. mAruM kAma to mukhya vAtanI smRti karAvavAnuM. yAda devarAvIza, paNa rakSaNa te tAre karavuM paDaze. badhI taiyArI koI karI Apaze athavA karAvavAmAM madada karaze. rakSaNa te tAre karavuM paDaze. zAnuM jANavuM che? dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLa, appA khalu sAyaM rakikhAvI. A badhAmAM satata AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. mArI vAta sAMbhaLI tuM hasavAnA aneka aTapaTA prazna pUchabhavAna. tuM kahIza, zuM AtmA paDI javAno che? tene vAgavAnuM che? tene lAgavAnuM che? te mAMdA paDavAno che? tenA vaLI rakSaNa zAnA? basa, e te ajaraamara che. enA rakSaNanI sAvadhAnI zAnI? mane A badhI tArI prazna paraMparA ane mananI gUMca khabara che, jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, tyAga, kriyA anuSThAna badhu kare che, paNa jenA mATe karavAnuM che, jenI zuddhi mATe karavAnuM che, te tuM jANato nathI eTale ghaNIvAra ghaNuM karyA pachI paNa ate tuM hatAza anubhave che. ghaNIvAra dharma jevA amUlya tattvane kIrti kAcanA TukaDA bhegA kasvAnuM sAdhana banAve che, tethI ja kahuM chuM : ApaNI samasta ArAdhanA tapa, tyAga, 5, dhyAna AtmAnA rakSaNa mATe che. AtmA zAzvata che, tethI ja tenuM rakSaNa karavAnuM. prastuta prakaraNamAM tane bhUtanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM nA kahyuM. prANanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM nA kahyuM, jIvanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM nA kahyuM, paNa AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavAnuM kema kahyuM te aMge koI divasa kaMI vicAryuM?

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234 jyAM caitanya dazA ati malina che te bhUta. ( pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu, jaLa) jyAM caitanya dazA eTala bApaDI che ke zvAseAcchavAsa ane bhASAmAM ja te sImita thaI jAya che te pANa. 3 AvA ( prANadhArI beindriya vagere ) jyAM caitanya dazA eTalI tirobhUta thaI gaI che ke dehamAM ja dehInA darzana thAya che te jIva. jyAM caitanya dazA saMpUrNa vikasita che. jJAna--darzana--cAritra nija svarUpe prakAzyA te AtmA. manaka ! sAdhupaNuM svIkAryA bAda AvI zuddha AtmadazA prApta karavA prayatna karavAnA che. dhULadhAyA dhULamAMthI seAnuM hevI rIte zeAdhI kADhe. duniyAne dhULa dekhAya. paNa dhULadhoyA kahe AmAM sAnu che. mArA ane tamArA jevA kahe bhAI! amane to dhULa lAge te pheMkI de. te kahe tamArI pAse yeAgya prayatna nathI. tamane gama nathI paNa mane gama che. AmAMthI ja cALI cALIne sAnuM kADhIza. kahevAya che muMbaI zaheranI samasta gaTaro jyAM ekaThI thAya che, gaMdakI, durgaMdha mAthu phATI jAya tevI che, tyAM keTalAka jhaverAtanA dalAleA aDDo jamAvIne beThAM che. kacarAmAMthI mahAmUlyavAna hIrAne zeAdhe che ane pelA dhULadheAyA abudhA eka naMgane pAMca hajAra, sAta hajAramAM vece che. kharA mAla to pelA jhaverI meLave che, eka jhaverI kahe gaTaramAMthI dalAle sAmaTA naMga pAMcahajAramAM ApyAM. sAMje me eka ja naMganA ekavIza hajAra meLavyA, koIe gaTaramAMthI zeAdhyo ane koie oLakhIne vecyA bIjAne ! gaTaranA kacarAmAMthI hIro zeAdhyA. koIe ! mUlya samaje koi ane vece koI !

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235 sAMdhakat" saMsAranI viSama avasthAmAM rAga ane dezanAM tophAna vacce karma ane adhyavasAyanA saMgharSa vacce vijayI banavAnuM che. pramatta ava-- sthAmAMthI ja apramatta avasthAnI sAdhanA AgaLa vadhAravAnI che. dayikabhAvanA, kSAzamabhAvanA saMgrAmamAM pahelAM UtaravAnuM che. te. pachI banane sAdhana banAvI sAyikabhAvanA, zuddha jJAna, darzana, cAritra. meLavavAnA che sarAga saMyamathI vItarAga saMyamanI prApti aMge jhUmavAnuM che. Artaraudra dayAnanA saMyogomAMthI satana dharmadhyAnamAM rata rahI zukaladhyAnanA ropAna sara karavAnA che. AtmAnuM rakSaNa eTale tenA zuddha svarUpanuM rakSaNa. zuddhasvarUpanA pragaTIkaraNano puruSArtha pratikramaNa jevI tArI daSTinI nAnI kriyAmAM paNa AtmazuddhinuM lakSya rAkhavuM paDaze pahelAM yogya samaye pratikramaNa karavuM, yogya sthaLe karavuM, yogya vidhithI karavuM, sUtranA yogya uccAraNa dArA karavuM. yogya dUravaradIne khyAla rAkhavo, arthano khyAla rAkhavo, yogya mudrAne khyAla rAkhavo. gya tanmayatA pedA karavI, te mATe tammaNe tallese talabhAvanI sAdhanA karavI jarUrI raheze. e bAda vicAravuM raheze. mArI zuM zuddhi thai? mArA jJAna, darzana, cAritranA guNa keTalA vikasyA? samasta duniyAnI samasta dunvayI cIjone visArI, AtmaguNenI prApti arthe satata prayatnazIla rahevuM te AtmarakSaNa. AmAM koinA pramANapatra nahi cAle. koInI lAgavaga nahi cAle. saMpUrNa zuddhaguNanI. prApti ane tenuM jatana te AtmarakSaNa. kevaLajJAna ApaNuM aMtima dhyeya biMdu. kevaLajJAna nahi maLe tyAM. sudhI jepIne nahi besavAnuM. jinezvara bhagavaMte anaMtayoga kahyA che.

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236 koIne koI yoga dvArA zuddhAtma dazA prApta karavAnI. mukhya cAra rastA che. kathAnuyoga tAre ghaNAne, paNa dhIme dhIme. gaNitAnuM yoga caraNa karaNAnuyoga. madhyama jhaDape dravyAnuyoga dvArA tare, thoDA paNa tare, jaladIthI zAstranA ciMtana mananathI dravyAnuyogano ArAdhaka bana ane AtmAnuM rakSaNa kara. basa, e ja hitabhAvanA. "manaka! rakSaNa zAzvata padArthanuM, hitakAraka padArthanuM ane svabhAvabhUta padArthanuM karavAnuM hoya. AvuM rakSaNa karI vikarALa mohanuM bhakSaNa kara. vizvanA tamAma bhUto ane prANInuM rakSaNa pachI svAbhAvika banI jaze ane te dvArA AtmAnuM sanata rakSaNa thai ja javAnuM. o zaamabhavasUri ma.! ApaNA sAMnidhyamAM mahAtmA manakanA AtmAnuM rakSaNa thayuM, tethI -to bALaka paNa bahirAtmadazAmAMthI mahAtmadazAne varyA. kRpA karo ama samA pAmara para, ane kare sadaiva jhAjherAM ama AtmAnAM jatana!

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